August 26, 2025 • 58 mins
The premiere episode of You Are the Apple of God’s Eye sets the foundation for a powerful new journey of faith, inspiration, and divine purpose.
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Speaker 1 (00:36):
Good morning. How are you welcome to You are the
apple of God's eyes. I am just I'm just so
grateful and excited. I am happy for all of you
that have joined on, that has been praying behind the scenes,
and I am excited for what God is about to
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do this. For a part of this segment, my special
guest is Miss Marlindy Cruz.
Speaker 2 (01:06):
Hi. Everybody, I am so excited, I am so happy,
and I'm so grateful that God allowed us to have
this moment.
Speaker 3 (01:14):
Right.
Speaker 2 (01:15):
Yeah, it's been long coming.
Speaker 1 (01:16):
Yes, it's been what five I think it's been like
five years. Yes, Oh my goodness, and five is a
number of grace and we are finally here. So the
first part, I just want everybody to sit back, relax
because God is gonna do something miraculous today and we're
gonna hand over to Miss Cruise, who's going to do
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the first part of the segment. Again, I am super excited.
You can feel free to write your questions down towards
the end, please pull them in. We're gonna take time
just to answer your questions. What concerns you have is
important to me, it's important to God. Do not say oh,
never mind, somebody it doesn't matter. I want to hear
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from you because this shoe is about him and you
handing over to Miss Cruise. So the number one thing
that we want to know, inquiring minds want to know
is all about Nicolette Brown. Who is Nicolette Brown right?
Her journey, her beautiful journey here on planet Earth got given?
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And also what inspired.
Speaker 2 (02:29):
You to start the show?
Speaker 1 (02:31):
Hm? Well, I just want to say thank you Jesus.
I am absolutely nothing without God. I am there's nothing
special about me except the Jesus that dwells in me.
As a as a child, they I always used to
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in school. I would always cut on the cardboard box
where it was they would cut a hole like a
square and it would be TV time where you could pretend.
And that was the activity I was always drawn to.
So I guess God knew his plan all along. So
I remember my teacher, missus Barbara Dairy, who you know
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would love if she's logging on to know that I
have acknowledged her. She always used to tell my parents
that you know, she has what it takes to be
on TV or But anyhow, swaying from that, I remember
the Lord did a lot of things through my life.
There's many adversities that the Lord has allowed me to overcome.
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There's there are few things that I have not experienced,
both negative and positive. But the scripture says that he
will give us beauty for ashes, and I believe that
the Lord used all the bad things and made this
beautiful life. I'm an aid for your destiny. I remember
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when I met Miss Marlanni. I was going through a
very tragic time in my life that shook the very
fundation of everything that I knew to be normal. But
I knew that God loved me. I was in a
broken place and every time I would say to the
Lord speak to me, he wouldn't speak when I ask him,
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but when he did whisper. He would always whisper to
me that you are the apple of my eye. And
at the time, I don't want to get emotional at
the time, for me to be going through such trauma
and God is saying to me that I am the
apple of his eye seemed like an oxymoron, like, yeah,
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what is this? But I'm here to tell you because
the process has been completed. I am grateful for that.
And one of the things that the Lord would also
say to me during my time of trial. Being his prophet,
he would say to me, tell them that they are
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the apple.
Speaker 2 (05:13):
Of my eye.
Speaker 1 (05:14):
It doesn't matter what you've gone through. It doesn't matter
what you're going through. Right now, you feel that there's
no way you could escape anything beautiful could come out
of your life. I am here to tell you, as
the oracle of Jesus Christ, that you are the apple
of his eye. And we're going to get into the
details and the specifics of that a little later on.
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I hope that answers your question, Miss Marlinie.
Speaker 2 (05:41):
Yes, but we want to know more because I know
specifically that you have gone through, like you mentioned, a
lot of difficulty, especially as a child. Right as a child,
we don't have the maturity to understand what's going on.
But you did right. God allowed you to have you know,
such maturity at such a young age to allow you
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to understand you're going through this. But there's a reason,
you know, So take us through that process if you will, please, sure?
Speaker 1 (06:11):
Okay, So I want to say, first of again, I
can't talk about this without giving honor to my parents
that grew me up in the love and the knowledge
of God. My deceased mother is graceful and sprong, and
my deceased father is Wilfrid Small and they always gave
me every opportunity. What I'm about to say is going
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to sun a little weird for people that are not
in the prophetic. In the womb, I had an encounter
where the Lord Jesus came to me in the womb
and he said to me that I am his prophet
and he will be with me always.
Speaker 3 (06:53):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (06:55):
I know that's hard to fathom or wrap the mind
a wrong and I have to start there for where
we're going. So then as I came out of the
room as a child, God started to use me prophetically
at a very early age. From the time actually he
was showing me things all along, but at the time
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when I could talk, that's where my parents were of
what was going on, because the Lord would show me
different visions and I would tell them. And you have
to understand, in the seventies there were no cell phones,
there were no different device. There was no Internet as
we know it now to say you could google information,
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So they knew that it was God. One of the
challenges where I really experienced God is in the area
of my education. When I was attending elementary school. There
was a situation where I head staff. I had gone
through something tragic that had made her very bit and
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very wounded, and the enemy, the devil, would have it
that I would have fit the name and the description
of what she was going through. So what it is
the enemy did is he allowed her to be a physical,
a literal, and an emotional whip for me for many
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years of my destiny, and I was ostracized. I understood
rejection at a very early age, being scrutinized, being scorned
by other students because of what this person was going
through and because of the level of power she had.
Now who knew years later God would use me to
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write my first book, which is called A While on
this journey I you know better or bitter And if
y'all can take anything with you today, everything you're going through,
God has a purpose for it if you give it
to him. In fact, the very reason why you're going
through it is for that purpose, because God wants to
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take it and make something beautiful, not just in you,
not just for those who will see it, but for
everyone that will partake of it. It's almost as if
God wants to someone use the beautiful analogy of life.
They said, life is like all the ingredients of a cake.
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You can walk in and you see the flour, the eggs,
the sugar, the butter, and everything in its raw form
is a hmm. And when you blend it together it
can be a yuck. But when it goes through the
orven of life, the orven of life with the heat
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of life's trials, please remember you are not going through
it alone. That God is with you when He brings
you out of that heat, that trauma, that pain, that agony,
that anguish. When He brings you out of it, you
are going to be a delightful cake that everyone is
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going to enjoy. And every week God is going to
do something deep with us. To understand that the things
that you went through, that the devil made you feel
that God has forgotten you or abandoned you, it's not so.
In fact, He's right there with you, you the apple
of his eye. I hope that answers your question, how
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did you begin through your journey right? Because not only
in childhood, as a young adult you went through some
traumatizing situations as well, you know under your.
Speaker 2 (10:49):
Later years as well. So how did you keep God
in your heart and soul in mind, without feeling that
he abandoned.
Speaker 3 (10:59):
You through all these battles.
Speaker 1 (11:03):
That's a great question, because it started in the conversation,
started in the womb, and so he prepared precisely, and
I recognize his voice. So what happened is there was
a situation when I was in the school that I
was then put into a room with a guidance counselor
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twenty four to seven. And I was not exposed to
education like everybody else, sitting in class like everybody else.
So when everybody else was playing and interacting, I was
in this room being as observed, which is which was
an agenda of spitefulness as well by the person who
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believed that I fit the description that fueled her pain.
But when I think of Romance eight, it says, and
all things, which means not at the very moment, but
as on time, on fold, as the press, the process
begins to you, and all things work together for good
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to them that love the Lord. That's one category that
are called according to his purpose. That's a second category.
And this is the thing. God used that situation that
was so awful to really fine tune his voice his
destiny and his purpose from my life. So while being ostracized,
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even during recess, I was still in the room observing
everybody from the outside, and students would come in and
they would look strange. They would look like we would
be in our uniforms, and one would look like they
had the head of a dog, or they had these
different orders. And I did not know at the time.
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Being a prophet of God, all your five senses are activated.
You can see here, smell an taste in the realms
of the spirit.
Speaker 2 (12:55):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (12:56):
So even when they were playing. So because I was
isolated in this room with the guidance counstop serving me
all day, and I had nobody to interact with. All
I had was when the door opened to see kids outside.
But God used that opportunity to teach me things. So
while I was sitting there not in class, God would
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constantly talk to me. So when I would see someone
coming looking funny, smelling funny, with my mouth close of
God talking to the Lord in my heart, I would say, God,
what is that? And God actually used that opportunity to
transform Prophetic University for me. He began to teach me
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about the prophetic, about spirits, about strongholds, demons what they
look like on people, and he used that and above all,
going through even being older, going through various types of abuse,
physical abuse, mental abuse, section abuse, being raped, being a
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product of incest and molestation. The Lord always say to
me that He's there for me and he loves me.
So he never ever left me, and he never ever.
Sometimes our pain is so overwhelming it can tune out
the love and the voice of God. Oh our anger,
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expectations that we think that God should have covered us
and whatever you're going through no or have gone through,
no matter or will go through, no matter how bad
it is. God has never left you, and he will
never leave you or forsake you. Sometimes the pain drugs
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out his love, but today you know you're the apple
of his eye. Don't allow it to I hope that
answers your question us.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
That's so beautiful your story. Wow, I hope I don't
cry again, because the first time I heard your.
Speaker 3 (15:02):
Story, I was in tears.
Speaker 2 (15:03):
It really, you know, I felt it my soul. So
here you are, as a young adult now and you
come to the United States, Is there any part of
the story that you want to share before that happens,
because that was a very big turning point for you.
Speaker 1 (15:21):
It was thank you, Miss Crews again. So one of
the things I want to share is during that period
in the Caribbean where I'm from Trinidad and Tobago and
very proud to be in the Caribbean, when we went
to elementary school, we went continue until like age eleven,
when we will then do an example CXC I'm sorry,
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coming entrance and from that you would graduate from I
guess as it equate to the US from regular school
into middle school or high school. So because I had
been isolated and not been exposed to teach the regular
class and stuff like that, when we ever we had
an exam, if there were twenty five children, I would
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come twenty four or twenty five because I was not
exposed to the literature, to anything. Because I was in
this room, isolated and out of spite, I would be
given the exam. So of course I'm destined to fail.
But one of the things I want to share that's
really gonna, you know, really gonna take you guys to
another place is when I would go to sleep at night,
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the minute my eyes would literally close, I would enter
into a deep sleep. There would always be this angel
that appear in my dream with a blackboard, and every
day it's okay, it's a presence of God. The goosebumps
is the presence of God. And every night the Angel
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would teach me math, English, science, social studies everything. The
crazy thing is when I got the exams now, and
I also I had a discipline prayer life as well,
because I didn't have any social skills in school, so
when I came home, I didn't understand the social skids
of playing. So I would just go into prayer, you know,
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at least for an hour every day for years as
a child. Literally, so when I would close my eyes,
the Angel would appear and would teach me all the
subjects that we'd beat on the school. So then when
the exams came, I knew it. The strange thing is
that the Lord would then say to me, don't write
that correct answers. And he did that for years and
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it didn't make sense at the time, but his ways
are not our ways. Until the common entrance, the major exam,
when I was able to write all the correct answers,
and then after going to Senior Comprehensive, which was the
third which would then be like the high school as
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an Equator America. Then I was involved in something called
IF which means interschool Christian Fellowship, where I was handpicked
as the individual in front of the entire school every Wednesday,
which was a period called our religious instruction. I was
then appointed to share a gospel of Jesus Christ with
the entire school, regardless of dear religion. And that was
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definitely an honor and that there's something to be said
about the things that we go through silently, that there's
a harvest coming, there's a reward that God.
Speaker 2 (18:30):
Has in mind for you.
Speaker 1 (18:31):
The thing is, you just cannot die in the pruning.
Over to you, miss Cruise, So how you know?
Speaker 2 (18:41):
I'm trying to get to the amazing fact that you
did not die in the pruning because you went through
some big hardships, right to say the least. Take us
through that journey of your process from childhood through your
adult through adulthood. You know, is are there any nuggets
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of wisdom that you can share with us that allowed
you to understand that God is at work?
Speaker 1 (19:11):
Thank you? That's a great question. You cannot if a
plant has to be nurtured, and there are three components
to that. Any plant, it first has to be a
seed that is not bruised or damaged. And because we
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are all God's children, our seed is already perfect because
we're his. Then that seed has to be planted. It
has to be exposed to sunlight and water. So if
it has sunlight and no water will die. If it
has water but no sunlight will die, those two components
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need to come together. And one of the things I
want to share with you is whatever you're going through,
you cannot stop praying. You cannot stop calling on Jesus.
Even if it appears like the situation is not changing,
if it appears like it's not getting better, if it
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appears and it's never going to change, you cannot stop praying.
That's the sunlight and the water is you can't stop believing,
and then he will water your destiny. Sam twenty Tree
says that the Lord is our shepherd. A lot of
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things people don't know about sheep is that by nature
they're blind. They have the worst eyesight of every creature
in the world. However, they have the best hearing, and
the shepherd takes them through the valley. And I got
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this inside from a shepherd looks at Stalm's twenty three
by Philip Keller. Again, that's a sheepherd. A shepherd looks
at Psalms twenty tree by Philip Keller, and he talked
about how the shepherd transfers the sheep at night. And
it doesn't make sense if your sight and again this
is why God's ways are not our ways, and our
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thoughts are not His thoughts if their sight is poor in.
Speaker 2 (21:25):
The day, you imagine the nighttime precisely.
Speaker 1 (21:30):
Yeah, and there's a scripture where Jesus said, my sheep
know my voice and the voice of a stranger, they
will not follow.
Speaker 3 (21:40):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (21:41):
So if I could give you a nugget in addition
to sings, don't stop praying, don't stop believing. Be in
a place of hearing God, because it's vital. That's the
compass of your destiny. As you hear the voice of
the Lord. And people will say, well, I'm not a prophet,
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I'm not a pastor, I'm not a teacher. All you
have to once you give your life to Jesus Christ,
read the Bible, ask the Holy Spirit to come in,
and every day ask the Lord to lead and guide you.
He will lead and guide you. There will be little
things that happen in your life, and you will know
that you know, be on a shot over a doubt.
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That is not a coincidence. That could only be God.
So what has kept me is God's voice.
Speaker 2 (22:31):
Yeah, that's beautiful. Now take us through the journey of
you coming to the United States, because for your life
that was very pivotal. It was right.
Speaker 1 (22:40):
Thank you. So many things happened. By age fourteen, the
Lord took the prophetic in my life to full swing.
It wasn't little visions every day. It was very intense.
God would talk twenty four to seven NonStop while I'm awake,
while I'm asleep, very intense, and there were many prophetic
words about me being a prophet. The pivot of how
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I came to the United States. This is going to
be very interesting. So I was attending my best friend
that led me back to the Lord. His name is
Kenwyn Francis Peters, powerful man of God, great in character,
sung in doctrine. I am very honored to have a brother.
And soon he doesn't know it yet. Don't tell him.
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He might be looking, but don't tell him. He doesn't
know it yet, but he's going to be one of
the guests. So very vital in him, you know, being
an instrument of God leading me back to Christ. We
started attending his church and the pastor's sister was a
prophetesst and I was going through a lot of hardship
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at the time, a lot of persecution at the hand
of one of my parents for the degree that God
had taken me into ministry. There's a lot of persecut
as well for that. And my mom and I we
were definitely, we were definitely that God used that season
to really mold us as intercessors, not just Christians that pray,
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but intense prayer and study the Bible very intensely. So,
needless to say, she sent for me. He came on
Saturday morning to my home and he told my parents
that the prophetness of his church wanted to see me.
I am not using her name because I didn't ask
a permission if I should, And we and I went,
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and it was crazy because I was experiencing some intense
level of impublishment as well and just really really struggling
the basics, struggling intensely, and that was a result of
my stand for Christ. So he took me and we
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went and when we got to her home, which was
extreme honor for her to invite me to her home.
I was seventeen years old at the time. And she
had food cooked, which was a double honor. And after
we ate, she prayed and I asked her what was
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this for? If she was going somewhere, and she said
to me, Nicholas, this is your farewell. And I said,
my farewell? Am I going to die?
Speaker 2 (25:26):
Where am I going? Where am I going?
Speaker 1 (25:28):
Because you have to understand that at that time, even
my garments were limited. So if I don't have money
to replenish garments, where am I getting money to travel?
And she said that the Lord showed her a vision
that I would be coming to the United States. At
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that time, I was waiting for my results from my CX,
and she said that the Lord showed her a vision
that there were three hans that went to the embassy
in Trinidad. There were three hands with three documents that
were pushed in, and the person pulled the middle document,
which was mine, and pushed back the other two documents
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without even looking at it, and the Lord began to
show I feel the presence of God so intense right now.
The Lord showed her that when they took the document.
They would approve me to come to the US, and
I would have days to leave the country. And she
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was very adamant the way the Lord should have She said, nicholect,
you wouldn't even have a full week. You would literally
have days to leave. And then the Lord began to
use her over the period of time to prophesied that
I would come to the United States and God would
open up doors for me to go back to school
and get my various degrees. And it happened. And as
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any young person seventeen, you if you come to the US,
you don't want to go to school, You want to
get a job, get money, and over and over endorse
in vanity and make up and perfume and close. But
exactly as the Lord had spoken to the woman of
the prophet of God is exactly how it happened. Later
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that day, I was given back my stamp of approval
and I had five days to leave the country.
Speaker 3 (27:22):
That day.
Speaker 1 (27:23):
That day they gave me the document and I had
to leave the country within five days. Wow, well, the
date of let me retract that the date that it
would expire. I had a few days, so I had
to leave no later than September fifteenth, and my birthday
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is September twentieth, so I had five days before my
eighteenth birthday. So whatever window of time they gave me
to leave, because I was seventeen at the time and
I turned eighteen in the US, it was that window
of time. And again, my mother name ironically is named Grace,
and the Bible the number five represents grace, and grace
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not just means grace as a grace extended, but grace
actually also means the anointing or the oil of God
upon your life, the destiny that God has given you.
So it's very significant that God was even speaking through that,
and it has been a journey and He has never
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left me. If I had to live my life all
over again, I think the only thing I would do
different please give my life to Christ in the world.
Speaker 2 (28:38):
But oh my God, I mean, and it's interesting how
we can laugh about it now because we're talking about
very difficult situations and painful situations. Right they were not
they're not funny in any way. But the beauty of
the ability that God has of using pain to our advantage.
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Right when we're looking at it, you're looking back, you're
looking at it. Wow, it was painful, but God knew what.
Speaker 3 (29:09):
He was doing. He you know, he brought me through it.
Speaker 2 (29:13):
So now you are in the United States of America
with a lot of opportunities open to you.
Speaker 3 (29:20):
You go to school.
Speaker 2 (29:21):
Take us through that journey, please.
Speaker 1 (29:25):
Okay, So it wasn't you know a lot of people
would like to think that I came over the womb
santified and I never made mistakes and I didn't backslide.
That's a lie from the pit of hell. I did
go to parties and clubs, and you know, did various
things that teenagers did. But the thing is that when
God speaks as where the seed is planted, and you
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can run all you want, but the season.
Speaker 2 (29:48):
Of germination will come forward, right, you can run.
Speaker 1 (29:51):
But not precisely. So I did go to school, and
God did bless me with a few degrees and business.
I have a lot of credentials and counseling. I went
to Bible College as well, and God also blessed me
public speaking, just various things. I also have a certification
from Gateway Pregnancy Center with pre and post abortion counseling
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and just I also have a degree in teaching. There's
so much I don't have. It just goes to show
the person who was classified, you know, least likely to
succeed with educational challenges. At age seven. If I can backtrack,
I could not read basic books in school like bookt wrap.
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Basic vocabularies were very complicated for me. However, at the
age of seven, I could pick up the Bible and
read in the beginning God created in heaven and he nots.
So my dad would whoop me because he thought I
was pretending. But it just goes to show that God's purpose.
And for those of you parents that are listening, start
paying attention to things with your children because their destinies
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are interwoven, and it's that it's most potent in their childhood.
Sometimes of adults, we're so busy that we miss what
God is doing. So let's begin to pay attention to
those things. So going through college, biber college, regular college,
I also became a medical assistant a CCMA, which is
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like the LPN, and God blessed me. I did cline
that ladder. I went through becoming a nurse's, a medical terminologist,
nursing assistant. I worked in the VA and just a
variety of things. When I was a teacher. I worked
for the State of New Jersey, worked as a manager
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for Prudential Center. There's just so much educationally, but none
of that matters by nature. The only thing that matters
to me is God, his people, their feelings. They're feeling
their hearts. Everything else is a big joke.
Speaker 2 (32:04):
You know why. You know it does matter because at
the end of the day, when you were young, right, you,
they tried to take you away from education. The enemy
tried as best as he could, right, and here you
are coming to the United States and adding all these
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accolades and degrees and education. It's like looking back, like
at the end of the day, you can't win when
God has ordered something.
Speaker 1 (32:35):
And stuff so ordered only right. I love that you
said that. And it's interesting because even growing up, I
also had a list with my speech.
Speaker 2 (32:44):
I'm going to reiterate it for you.
Speaker 1 (32:46):
So every little word I would say how to est
to it. And it was also a mockery. So who
knew that God would correct and perfect for his glory?
You know, I just love it. I can't take any credit.
The Lord has educated me, He has blessed my mind,
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and it just goes to show that whatever God has
and you know something. You can almost have an idea
where God is taking you based on what has been
assigned to choke you or muzzle.
Speaker 2 (33:24):
You, oh please, or restrict you.
Speaker 1 (33:27):
So do you think anybody would foresee that God would
raise Nicole to be educated when she had a speech
impowerment or was classified illiterate or to be classified illiterate.
You see, it doesn't matter what man says is what
God says. So man classified me illiterate. God blessed me
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with degrees and made me educated. I had a speech
in powerment, and God has raised me up to be
a speaker. I had issues with the education. God has
raised me up to be an author and an event coordinator,
someone that people bring into their countries to preach and
teach and also educate leaders, teach on entrepreneurship, teach on
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self esteem, teach on parenting, teach on the prophetic. The
person that was classified illiterate with not to come to
anything by man's opinion, God had the exact opposite for
my life, and he's raised me up. To tell you,
but because you are the apple of his eye, we're
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gonna get internet a little bit. Get your questions rolling.
I'm not seeing any questions or comments feel free. So
it doesn't matter how your foundation begins. It doesn't matter
the lie that the enemy has said and use different ones.
You don't have to endorse it. In fact, wherever you
are right now, declare that every negative thing that has
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ever been said, declared or projected over your life, from
the time you were in the womb, through the mouth
of your parents and family where they were angry, through
your friends, through your relatives that was envious or jealous,
through your excess, we declared by the blood of Jesus
that those things are canceled and you are who God
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says you are, from the foundations of the earth to
now in Jesus Lee, Amen, Amen, Amen over to you,
miss Marlon.
Speaker 2 (35:32):
Wow, that fills me up with like, yes, that's that's amazing.
I love it, right, I just love it. I love
your journey because it's an example and exemplifies how even
through our you know, most deepest pains, heard those traumas, difficulties, challenges,
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we can overcome it when we put God first, right,
and God is going to take us through this and
this too shall pass right. It's just amazing. So now
here you are, we had the blessing and the beauty
of meeting. And I'm so godly grateful for that right.
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And here you are with your own show. You are
the apple of God's eye. What is your vision, your mission,
your purpose? What should people expect to do this show?
Week by week?
Speaker 1 (36:37):
They should expect that God is the host, and he's
coming to encouraged and power lift. He's coming in with
his word, He's coming in with his love. He's coming
in with revelations. Sometimes he will use some of the
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testimonies in the ensycer pedia of my journey with him
to empower transparently, rawly so. But He's coming for you
also that have been dejected by life, that feels that
you're so far gone that God cannot use you, or
you feel that you've messed up so much. He loves
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you just the way you are. God is going to
use this you, the apple of his eye, to choosel
the diamond that you were created to be, to call
forth the bamboo of your destiny, to show you that
while you're in your caterpillar dispensation, he ordained you to
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be a butterfly, to show you that despite the turkey
and the restrictions of life, that you, like an eagle,
will sew and many other things. So each one of
these is going to be a special segment or series,
and you cannot afford to miss it. God may encourage
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you through his word, He may choose to call you
out and minister to you prophetically. But just be ready
because what you're gonna meet here is not nicolect is
Jesus through Me loving on you. Sometimes people feel you
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need to be perfect for God to use you. That's
a lie from the pit of hell. Sometimes people think
that God condemns them. God condemns sin, but he doesn't
condemn you, whom He loves. You have to understand that
there's a difference. It's like if you have a child.
If your baby messes and whets the diaper, you don't
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hate the child. That's a natural function that a baby
will do, is the soil the diaper. You simply clean
the baby and love that baby. So God knows circumstance
and situations in life will cause diaper accidents. You know.
The scripture says that if a nursing mother can forget
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its own, the Lord God will never forget you. Now,
if I can explain this, please going to school and
becoming certified. In being an MBS certified baby nurse as well,
I learned something very profound, very profound. When a mother
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is expecting and has given birth, the lactation process, where
the breast secrets milk to nourish the baby. In each
lactating nipple, they are twenty five holes in each nipple
are twenty five holes in each hole is a different
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nutrient to develop a different organ in the body.
Speaker 2 (40:08):
Oh, I didn't know that.
Speaker 1 (40:10):
So when that baby is lactating or sucking on that breast,
they are actually receiving nutrients to develop their organs physically.
So when God's and even though the scripture says, even
if a nursing mother cannot forget, even if that mother
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God forbid, is psychologically messed up, when that mother could
be in China and that baby is in the US,
when that baby wakes up, God is so amazing and
so unique in what he does. When that baby wakes up,
her breast begins to lactate. The breast reacts that the
baby is hungry and need to be fed. So when
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that scripture says that, the only how it would be
impossible for a nursing mother to forget is because mother
is dead. Because even if they're asleep, the lactation will
leak through their clothes as an alarm that baby needs
to be fed. And when we think of God saying
that he is the l should I because not everyone
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parents survive with them coming into the eat. Not every
Some people have parents that live at home that went
through trauma themselves and they were emotionally checked out. So
that doesn't mean that you are not loved by God.
In fact, you are even the more because he says,
even if the nursing mother can forget her child, I
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the Lord God will not forget you. That is not
a contingent. That is not if you dot every iron,
cross every tea. That is just period that Jesus loves
you unconditionally.
Speaker 2 (41:55):
Unconditional love. Wow, there's so much to say here now.
Week by week? Would you be reading scriptures? Would you
be you know? Do you have a plan for us
week by week? Are you going to allow God to
guide or is it a combination? What should we expect?
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I'm excited you canna expect all of the above.
Speaker 1 (42:22):
Because I promise you all whatever God wants to do,
I know that God is going to do teaching as well,
and this is going to be interactive as well many
weeks because I want to hear from you, because this
show is about you. God wants to minister to you
where you are, with your questions, with your concerns, and
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you know, like even this morning, you're gonna get a
taste when we're finished with this spot. For example, I
was running out with my Bible and the Lord spoke
to me and said, hey, grab this up because I
want you to use this so they understand where I'm
coming from. So it's gonna be all spontaneous, it's gonna
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be props. He only today he gave me a plan.
Maybe the next time I come here he might tell
me to do something totally different. But whatever, he says,
I'm his, He's mine, and this is his show and
I'm just his oracle.
Speaker 2 (43:31):
What is your favorite go to scripture from the Bible?
Speaker 1 (43:35):
You? Wow, there's so much, I guess because of my journey.
The scripture that says that he will never leave us
or forsake us. That's eternal. That's not just in the
moment context. That's because when you read Psalms one thirty nine,
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it says, if we take the wings of the morning
and fly to the uttermost parts of the earth. Behold
I am there. And if I lay my bed in Hell,
behold I am there also. I'm trying to explain it
in a way that is simplistic for you to understand.
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Miss Cruise. You have a daughter, and your DNA is
in that child. Whether she travels to university across the world,
your DNA is in her. When she gets married and
have children, your DNA is in her. When you're seasoned
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on it and God calls you home, your DNA is
still in her. A songwriter said that his breadth it
is in our lungs. Genesis says that he breathed his
breath into man, and man became a living being. God's
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spiritual DNA is in us. So we cannot be separated.
He cannot be separated. We can say we divorce him,
we can say we don't want to be bothered. But
if you think of the DNA concept and understand that
there's a spiritual DNA, there is no sin, there's no lie,
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there's nothing that can ever separate God's love for you
or from you. Wow, it just touches me so deep.
How much God loves his people. If you understood the
magnitude of the things that God has allowed me to
see over the years, the Lord will turn the world
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upside down and inside out to reach just one soul,
because that's how much you mean to him. I mean,
there was a conversation in the Bible with Job and
Job begin to oppose God, and God was like, who
are you? Where were you when I made man?
Speaker 2 (46:20):
Like?
Speaker 1 (46:20):
How you? How dare you talk to me? And when
we also understand that we don't hurt people because when
we hurt someone, we're hurting God because his DNA isn't them.
Speaker 2 (46:36):
Yes, we're hurting God, and we're hurting ourselves.
Speaker 1 (46:39):
When yes, because there's see time and harvest with that. Yeah,
to every seed the scripture says, behold as God's soul
as a man saw it. Thank you. Let me correct that.
The scripture says, behold as a man saw it, that
shall he reap the harvest off to every little seed
of kindness you do when you go, there's a whole corn.
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Feel your have is of corn of kindness coming back
ad vice versa. If you do, you sow seeds of
unkindness that's also coming back. So and we're not perfect.
We were born into different situations and circumstances. But when
you give your day to God every morning and you say, God,
I give this day to you. All my steps, let
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me be sensitive to your spirit. Holy Spirit lead and
wait and people wait for the Holy Spirit to lead you.
You can never mess up.
Speaker 2 (47:31):
Yeah, what are some things that you look forward to
and expect for people to receive through this show?
Speaker 1 (47:42):
Growth? Yes, I want you all to grow in your
love and your faith with God. I want you all
to become fortified that God is with you. I need
you to know that God is going to empo empower
you things that you taught that you can ever achieved.
Not only from this show will you achieve it, but
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you would exceed, you would go above and be on
Why because now you understand that you're God's DNA. It's
like a chord that's been plugged out. This microphone. If
it's unplugged, you will not hear me. You will see
my mouth moving, but you will not hear me. But
once it's plugged in, now we have the audible. So
now that God has taken you on the journey to
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show you that you add the apple of his eye
and because he is the creator and he has designed
you with his DNA. He expects creation and creativity to
come from you in every single aspect of your life.
Speaker 2 (48:42):
How can we remain plugged in?
Speaker 3 (48:45):
Right?
Speaker 2 (48:46):
You know, there's several things like prayer. Right, What are
the things that we can do on a daily basis
and a moment to moment basis to make sure that
we are plugged in with God?
Speaker 1 (48:59):
That's a great question. And a lot of people think
that prayer has to be recited, duplicated, or read. The
only prayer that moves God is the prayer from your heart.
That's it. Even if you're upset, Be careful with the
upsetness now, you know, don't be mad and blasphemous. You
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can say God, I'm hurt, or God, I'm mad, or
I'm upset, and then tell him why. And as long
as you've emptied out is so imperative that you empty
up every day. If Miss Marlaney should step on my
toe and I didn't get a chance to tell her
that she stepped on my too, immediately I should say,
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Father God that Miss Marlanie stepped on my toe and
it hurt me so bad, Father, take that away from me.
She would never do anything intentionally. For those of you
that are Christians, the Bible declares that we should cast
down every imagination. We can't allow the root of anger
and hate and misunderstanding and resentment become build up. So
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one of the things this show is also going to
do is the mask those things that the enemy has
interwoven into our person and our perceptions that are completely
all offer that we will see people in a light
that's not it's not even accurate, and then we function
and the reality is most of the times we're actually
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projecting things that is unresolved within us from our childhood,
and that's why it's manifested that way towards others. So
praying every day is important. And by prayer, not a
prayer book your heart to go on, you're giving the
day to God. You're asking the Lord to let his
spirit lead and guide you in everything that you do.
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Even though route you take to go to work or
go to school, you say, Lord automized steps, and in
those little things you begin to lean on the Lord
to fashion your destiny.
Speaker 2 (51:02):
Yes, thank you, No, thank you.
Speaker 1 (51:04):
That was a great question.
Speaker 2 (51:06):
And to close, because we're almost at that moment. Yes,
is there anything would you like to read a scripture?
Are you inspired to say or do anything at this moment?
Speaker 1 (51:18):
Thank you. I guess no one has any questions or comments.
I was really looking forward to that. So I want
to read a scripture from Psalms eighteen and versus seven.
I'm always going to come from the King James version again. Psalms.
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I'm sorry. Palms seventeen Versus seven and eight. It says,
show me thy marvelous love and kindness, or thou dost
savest by thy right hand, and them which put their
trust in thee from those that rise up against me.
So God is saying to even those of you that
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feel that you're being buffeted, you're being bullied, or life
is oppressing you, are attacking you, God's right hand is
going to take you. And here we come to the
core nugget of what the Lord is saying.
Speaker 2 (52:12):
Verse eight.
Speaker 1 (52:13):
It says, keep me as the apple of the eye,
hide me under the shadow of the wings. Now, in
the next class A, next session, we're going to go
into the eagles to understand the weight of what God
is saying about the wings. But specifically today he wanted
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me to just share with you about the apple of
his eye. We know that it's a cliche that people
say in the world. Now, for those of you who
have cataract, I pray that the Lord will hear you
in Jesus name. But cataract is something that obscures the
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pupil of the eye, so it's impossible for someone to
see anything clear because of that. For those who have
been diagnosed with blood the high blood pressure, I declare
God is going to heal you from that too, in
Jesus name. When someone's pressure is elevated or they're hypertensive,
when they look against class surfaces like white surfaces, obeyed services,
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they will see what it's called in the medical term,
it's called fluters, which are like black objects in their eyes.
So everywhere they go they will see that. I want
to give you a demonstration. Isn't that amazing? So right
now I can only see the outskirts of what I'm
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holding because my pupils are consumed by this object. So
whatef I look at, all our I see is what
I'm holding because this again, this circumference has clouded. And
what God is seeing to you today is that you
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are the apple of his eye. So wherever you go
whatever you do. The only thing he sees is consumed
with and love is you.
Speaker 3 (54:34):
Wow.
Speaker 2 (54:35):
Amen, that is so beautiful. Thank you so much. You know,
I want to take the opportunity to thank you and
thank God for you know, most importantly, and thank you
for being his instrument and allowing us to hear his
voice and you know, being the translator if you will,
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of that beautiful voice. And thank you for inspiring you know,
such greatness and just such awe of a journey that
although you go through the most difficult times, God is
there with you. That's what I get from your journey.
Speaker 3 (55:15):
Right.
Speaker 2 (55:16):
God never leaves you. God never abandons you. It doesn't
matter what you go through. It doesn't matter what you're
going through. She's an example and we're all an example
of God is with us.
Speaker 1 (55:27):
Yes, and he loves you. He'll never leave you. And
every day just givet the day to him, Give the
day to him. Come and prayer when you've when you've
emptied out, stay still, say God, talk to me, Lord,
this lady on so us talked about on the apple
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of your eye? Can you personalize that for me? Ask
the Lord Lord, what does that mean that I am
the apple of your eye. So and let the journey begin,
because there's nothing like knowing God for yourself. We do
have a few minutes. If anyone has any comments or questions,
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we welcome you. We welcome and we'd love to hear.
And I am.
Speaker 3 (56:17):
Here for you. Yeah, that's beautiful Jesus.
Speaker 2 (56:22):
So week by week is Sundays, ladies and gentlemen, every
Sunday at nine thirty a m. So, this is gonna
be my church time. This is gonna be my fellowship,
my church. This is amazing. So what do you encourage
people to bring with them to do? Do you encourage
them to take notes?
Speaker 1 (56:43):
I encourage you to bring your heart, your Bible, your questions,
your soul and open mind.
Speaker 2 (56:52):
Don't leave it at home.
Speaker 1 (56:53):
Nope, just come every Sunday nine thirty to ten thirty.
We'll be here. Serious. If you have questions, you can
go back in the week and look at the past episodes.
But bring your heart, bring your pain, come as you are,
bring your disappointment, bring your frustration, bring your questions. You
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are the apple of his eye. Let's get this thing together.
Above all, I want to tack Miss Malini Cruise for
joining us today. She will not be with us next week,
but she will be with us in the future because
this amazing woman also has a tremendous journey as well.
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But come expecting that the Lord is going to empower,
encourage forty five, and love you on this journey of life.
Have a wonderful day, Keep sleep
Good morning. How are you welcome to You are the
apple of God's eyes. I am just I'm just so
grateful and excited. I am happy for all of you
that have joined on, that has been praying behind the scenes,
and I am excited for what God is about to
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do this. For a part of this segment, my special
guest is Miss Marlindy Cruz.
Speaker 2 (01:06):
Hi. Everybody, I am so excited, I am so happy,
and I'm so grateful that God allowed us to have
this moment.
Speaker 3 (01:14):
Right.
Speaker 2 (01:15):
Yeah, it's been long coming.
Speaker 1 (01:16):
Yes, it's been what five I think it's been like
five years. Yes, Oh my goodness, and five is a
number of grace and we are finally here. So the
first part, I just want everybody to sit back, relax
because God is gonna do something miraculous today and we're
gonna hand over to Miss Cruise, who's going to do
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the first part of the segment. Again, I am super excited.
You can feel free to write your questions down towards
the end, please pull them in. We're gonna take time
just to answer your questions. What concerns you have is
important to me, it's important to God. Do not say oh,
never mind, somebody it doesn't matter. I want to hear
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from you because this shoe is about him and you
handing over to Miss Cruise. So the number one thing
that we want to know, inquiring minds want to know
is all about Nicolette Brown. Who is Nicolette Brown right?
Her journey, her beautiful journey here on planet Earth got given?
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And also what inspired.
Speaker 2 (02:29):
You to start the show?
Speaker 1 (02:31):
Hm? Well, I just want to say thank you Jesus.
I am absolutely nothing without God. I am there's nothing
special about me except the Jesus that dwells in me.
As a as a child, they I always used to
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in school. I would always cut on the cardboard box
where it was they would cut a hole like a
square and it would be TV time where you could pretend.
And that was the activity I was always drawn to.
So I guess God knew his plan all along. So
I remember my teacher, missus Barbara Dairy, who you know
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would love if she's logging on to know that I
have acknowledged her. She always used to tell my parents
that you know, she has what it takes to be
on TV or But anyhow, swaying from that, I remember
the Lord did a lot of things through my life.
There's many adversities that the Lord has allowed me to overcome.
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There's there are few things that I have not experienced,
both negative and positive. But the scripture says that he
will give us beauty for ashes, and I believe that
the Lord used all the bad things and made this
beautiful life. I'm an aid for your destiny. I remember
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when I met Miss Marlanni. I was going through a
very tragic time in my life that shook the very
fundation of everything that I knew to be normal. But
I knew that God loved me. I was in a
broken place and every time I would say to the
Lord speak to me, he wouldn't speak when I ask him,
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but when he did whisper. He would always whisper to
me that you are the apple of my eye. And
at the time, I don't want to get emotional at
the time, for me to be going through such trauma
and God is saying to me that I am the
apple of his eye seemed like an oxymoron, like, yeah,
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what is this? But I'm here to tell you because
the process has been completed. I am grateful for that.
And one of the things that the Lord would also
say to me during my time of trial. Being his prophet,
he would say to me, tell them that they are
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the apple.
Speaker 2 (05:13):
Of my eye.
Speaker 1 (05:14):
It doesn't matter what you've gone through. It doesn't matter
what you're going through. Right now, you feel that there's
no way you could escape anything beautiful could come out
of your life. I am here to tell you, as
the oracle of Jesus Christ, that you are the apple
of his eye. And we're going to get into the
details and the specifics of that a little later on.
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I hope that answers your question, Miss Marlinie.
Speaker 2 (05:41):
Yes, but we want to know more because I know
specifically that you have gone through, like you mentioned, a
lot of difficulty, especially as a child. Right as a child,
we don't have the maturity to understand what's going on.
But you did right. God allowed you to have you know,
such maturity at such a young age to allow you
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to understand you're going through this. But there's a reason,
you know, So take us through that process if you will, please, sure?
Speaker 1 (06:11):
Okay, So I want to say, first of again, I
can't talk about this without giving honor to my parents
that grew me up in the love and the knowledge
of God. My deceased mother is graceful and sprong, and
my deceased father is Wilfrid Small and they always gave
me every opportunity. What I'm about to say is going
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to sun a little weird for people that are not
in the prophetic. In the womb, I had an encounter
where the Lord Jesus came to me in the womb
and he said to me that I am his prophet
and he will be with me always.
Speaker 3 (06:53):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (06:55):
I know that's hard to fathom or wrap the mind
a wrong and I have to start there for where
we're going. So then as I came out of the
room as a child, God started to use me prophetically
at a very early age. From the time actually he
was showing me things all along, but at the time
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when I could talk, that's where my parents were of
what was going on, because the Lord would show me
different visions and I would tell them. And you have
to understand, in the seventies there were no cell phones,
there were no different device. There was no Internet as
we know it now to say you could google information,
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So they knew that it was God. One of the
challenges where I really experienced God is in the area
of my education. When I was attending elementary school. There
was a situation where I head staff. I had gone
through something tragic that had made her very bit and
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very wounded, and the enemy, the devil, would have it
that I would have fit the name and the description
of what she was going through. So what it is
the enemy did is he allowed her to be a physical,
a literal, and an emotional whip for me for many
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years of my destiny, and I was ostracized. I understood
rejection at a very early age, being scrutinized, being scorned
by other students because of what this person was going
through and because of the level of power she had.
Now who knew years later God would use me to
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write my first book, which is called A While on
this journey I you know better or bitter And if
y'all can take anything with you today, everything you're going through,
God has a purpose for it if you give it
to him. In fact, the very reason why you're going
through it is for that purpose, because God wants to
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take it and make something beautiful, not just in you,
not just for those who will see it, but for
everyone that will partake of it. It's almost as if
God wants to someone use the beautiful analogy of life.
They said, life is like all the ingredients of a cake.
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You can walk in and you see the flour, the eggs,
the sugar, the butter, and everything in its raw form
is a hmm. And when you blend it together it
can be a yuck. But when it goes through the
orven of life, the orven of life with the heat
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of life's trials, please remember you are not going through
it alone. That God is with you when He brings
you out of that heat, that trauma, that pain, that agony,
that anguish. When He brings you out of it, you
are going to be a delightful cake that everyone is
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going to enjoy. And every week God is going to
do something deep with us. To understand that the things
that you went through, that the devil made you feel
that God has forgotten you or abandoned you, it's not so.
In fact, He's right there with you, you the apple
of his eye. I hope that answers your question, how
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did you begin through your journey right? Because not only
in childhood, as a young adult you went through some
traumatizing situations as well, you know under your.
Speaker 2 (10:49):
Later years as well. So how did you keep God
in your heart and soul in mind, without feeling that
he abandoned.
Speaker 3 (10:59):
You through all these battles.
Speaker 1 (11:03):
That's a great question, because it started in the conversation,
started in the womb, and so he prepared precisely, and
I recognize his voice. So what happened is there was
a situation when I was in the school that I
was then put into a room with a guidance counselor
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twenty four to seven. And I was not exposed to
education like everybody else, sitting in class like everybody else.
So when everybody else was playing and interacting, I was
in this room being as observed, which is which was
an agenda of spitefulness as well by the person who
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believed that I fit the description that fueled her pain.
But when I think of Romance eight, it says, and
all things, which means not at the very moment, but
as on time, on fold, as the press, the process
begins to you, and all things work together for good
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to them that love the Lord. That's one category that
are called according to his purpose. That's a second category.
And this is the thing. God used that situation that
was so awful to really fine tune his voice his
destiny and his purpose from my life. So while being ostracized,
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even during recess, I was still in the room observing
everybody from the outside, and students would come in and
they would look strange. They would look like we would
be in our uniforms, and one would look like they
had the head of a dog, or they had these
different orders. And I did not know at the time.
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Being a prophet of God, all your five senses are activated.
You can see here, smell an taste in the realms
of the spirit.
Speaker 2 (12:55):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (12:56):
So even when they were playing. So because I was
isolated in this room with the guidance counstop serving me
all day, and I had nobody to interact with. All
I had was when the door opened to see kids outside.
But God used that opportunity to teach me things. So
while I was sitting there not in class, God would
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constantly talk to me. So when I would see someone
coming looking funny, smelling funny, with my mouth close of
God talking to the Lord in my heart, I would say, God,
what is that? And God actually used that opportunity to
transform Prophetic University for me. He began to teach me
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about the prophetic, about spirits, about strongholds, demons what they
look like on people, and he used that and above all,
going through even being older, going through various types of abuse,
physical abuse, mental abuse, section abuse, being raped, being a
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product of incest and molestation. The Lord always say to
me that He's there for me and he loves me.
So he never ever left me, and he never ever.
Sometimes our pain is so overwhelming it can tune out
the love and the voice of God. Oh our anger,
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expectations that we think that God should have covered us
and whatever you're going through no or have gone through,
no matter or will go through, no matter how bad
it is. God has never left you, and he will
never leave you or forsake you. Sometimes the pain drugs
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out his love, but today you know you're the apple
of his eye. Don't allow it to I hope that
answers your question us.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
That's so beautiful your story. Wow, I hope I don't
cry again, because the first time I heard your.
Speaker 3 (15:02):
Story, I was in tears.
Speaker 2 (15:03):
It really, you know, I felt it my soul. So
here you are, as a young adult now and you
come to the United States, Is there any part of
the story that you want to share before that happens,
because that was a very big turning point for you.
Speaker 1 (15:21):
It was thank you, Miss Crews again. So one of
the things I want to share is during that period
in the Caribbean where I'm from Trinidad and Tobago and
very proud to be in the Caribbean, when we went
to elementary school, we went continue until like age eleven,
when we will then do an example CXC I'm sorry,
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coming entrance and from that you would graduate from I
guess as it equate to the US from regular school
into middle school or high school. So because I had
been isolated and not been exposed to teach the regular
class and stuff like that, when we ever we had
an exam, if there were twenty five children, I would
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come twenty four or twenty five because I was not
exposed to the literature, to anything. Because I was in
this room, isolated and out of spite, I would be
given the exam. So of course I'm destined to fail.
But one of the things I want to share that's
really gonna, you know, really gonna take you guys to
another place is when I would go to sleep at night,
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the minute my eyes would literally close, I would enter
into a deep sleep. There would always be this angel
that appear in my dream with a blackboard, and every
day it's okay, it's a presence of God. The goosebumps
is the presence of God. And every night the Angel
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would teach me math, English, science, social studies everything. The
crazy thing is when I got the exams now, and
I also I had a discipline prayer life as well,
because I didn't have any social skills in school, so
when I came home, I didn't understand the social skids
of playing. So I would just go into prayer, you know,
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at least for an hour every day for years as
a child. Literally, so when I would close my eyes,
the Angel would appear and would teach me all the
subjects that we'd beat on the school. So then when
the exams came, I knew it. The strange thing is
that the Lord would then say to me, don't write
that correct answers. And he did that for years and
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it didn't make sense at the time, but his ways
are not our ways. Until the common entrance, the major exam,
when I was able to write all the correct answers,
and then after going to Senior Comprehensive, which was the
third which would then be like the high school as
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an Equator America. Then I was involved in something called
IF which means interschool Christian Fellowship, where I was handpicked
as the individual in front of the entire school every Wednesday,
which was a period called our religious instruction. I was
then appointed to share a gospel of Jesus Christ with
the entire school, regardless of dear religion. And that was
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definitely an honor and that there's something to be said
about the things that we go through silently, that there's
a harvest coming, there's a reward that God.
Speaker 2 (18:30):
Has in mind for you.
Speaker 1 (18:31):
The thing is, you just cannot die in the pruning.
Over to you, miss Cruise, So how you know?
Speaker 2 (18:41):
I'm trying to get to the amazing fact that you
did not die in the pruning because you went through
some big hardships, right to say the least. Take us
through that journey of your process from childhood through your
adult through adulthood. You know, is are there any nuggets
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of wisdom that you can share with us that allowed
you to understand that God is at work?
Speaker 1 (19:11):
Thank you? That's a great question. You cannot if a
plant has to be nurtured, and there are three components
to that. Any plant, it first has to be a
seed that is not bruised or damaged. And because we
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are all God's children, our seed is already perfect because
we're his. Then that seed has to be planted. It
has to be exposed to sunlight and water. So if
it has sunlight and no water will die. If it
has water but no sunlight will die, those two components
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need to come together. And one of the things I
want to share with you is whatever you're going through,
you cannot stop praying. You cannot stop calling on Jesus.
Even if it appears like the situation is not changing,
if it appears like it's not getting better, if it
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appears and it's never going to change, you cannot stop praying.
That's the sunlight and the water is you can't stop believing,
and then he will water your destiny. Sam twenty Tree
says that the Lord is our shepherd. A lot of
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things people don't know about sheep is that by nature
they're blind. They have the worst eyesight of every creature
in the world. However, they have the best hearing, and
the shepherd takes them through the valley. And I got
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this inside from a shepherd looks at Stalm's twenty three
by Philip Keller. Again, that's a sheepherd. A shepherd looks
at Psalms twenty tree by Philip Keller, and he talked
about how the shepherd transfers the sheep at night. And
it doesn't make sense if your sight and again this
is why God's ways are not our ways, and our
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thoughts are not His thoughts if their sight is poor in.
Speaker 2 (21:25):
The day, you imagine the nighttime precisely.
Speaker 1 (21:30):
Yeah, and there's a scripture where Jesus said, my sheep
know my voice and the voice of a stranger, they
will not follow.
Speaker 3 (21:40):
Wow.
Speaker 1 (21:41):
So if I could give you a nugget in addition
to sings, don't stop praying, don't stop believing. Be in
a place of hearing God, because it's vital. That's the
compass of your destiny. As you hear the voice of
the Lord. And people will say, well, I'm not a prophet,
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I'm not a pastor, I'm not a teacher. All you
have to once you give your life to Jesus Christ,
read the Bible, ask the Holy Spirit to come in,
and every day ask the Lord to lead and guide you.
He will lead and guide you. There will be little
things that happen in your life, and you will know
that you know, be on a shot over a doubt.
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That is not a coincidence. That could only be God.
So what has kept me is God's voice.
Speaker 2 (22:31):
Yeah, that's beautiful. Now take us through the journey of
you coming to the United States, because for your life
that was very pivotal. It was right.
Speaker 1 (22:40):
Thank you. So many things happened. By age fourteen, the
Lord took the prophetic in my life to full swing.
It wasn't little visions every day. It was very intense.
God would talk twenty four to seven NonStop while I'm awake,
while I'm asleep, very intense, and there were many prophetic
words about me being a prophet. The pivot of how
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I came to the United States. This is going to
be very interesting. So I was attending my best friend
that led me back to the Lord. His name is
Kenwyn Francis Peters, powerful man of God, great in character,
sung in doctrine. I am very honored to have a brother.
And soon he doesn't know it yet. Don't tell him.
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He might be looking, but don't tell him. He doesn't
know it yet, but he's going to be one of
the guests. So very vital in him, you know, being
an instrument of God leading me back to Christ. We
started attending his church and the pastor's sister was a
prophetesst and I was going through a lot of hardship
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at the time, a lot of persecution at the hand
of one of my parents for the degree that God
had taken me into ministry. There's a lot of persecut
as well for that. And my mom and I we
were definitely, we were definitely that God used that season
to really mold us as intercessors, not just Christians that pray,
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but intense prayer and study the Bible very intensely. So,
needless to say, she sent for me. He came on
Saturday morning to my home and he told my parents
that the prophetness of his church wanted to see me.
I am not using her name because I didn't ask
a permission if I should, And we and I went,
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and it was crazy because I was experiencing some intense
level of impublishment as well and just really really struggling
the basics, struggling intensely, and that was a result of
my stand for Christ. So he took me and we
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went and when we got to her home, which was
extreme honor for her to invite me to her home.
I was seventeen years old at the time. And she
had food cooked, which was a double honor. And after
we ate, she prayed and I asked her what was
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this for? If she was going somewhere, and she said
to me, Nicholas, this is your farewell. And I said,
my farewell? Am I going to die?
Speaker 2 (25:26):
Where am I going? Where am I going?
Speaker 1 (25:28):
Because you have to understand that at that time, even
my garments were limited. So if I don't have money
to replenish garments, where am I getting money to travel?
And she said that the Lord showed her a vision
that I would be coming to the United States. At
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that time, I was waiting for my results from my CX,
and she said that the Lord showed her a vision
that there were three hans that went to the embassy
in Trinidad. There were three hands with three documents that
were pushed in, and the person pulled the middle document,
which was mine, and pushed back the other two documents
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without even looking at it, and the Lord began to
show I feel the presence of God so intense right now.
The Lord showed her that when they took the document.
They would approve me to come to the US, and
I would have days to leave the country. And she
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was very adamant the way the Lord should have She said, nicholect,
you wouldn't even have a full week. You would literally
have days to leave. And then the Lord began to
use her over the period of time to prophesied that
I would come to the United States and God would
open up doors for me to go back to school
and get my various degrees. And it happened. And as
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any young person seventeen, you if you come to the US,
you don't want to go to school, You want to
get a job, get money, and over and over endorse
in vanity and make up and perfume and close. But
exactly as the Lord had spoken to the woman of
the prophet of God is exactly how it happened. Later
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that day, I was given back my stamp of approval
and I had five days to leave the country.
Speaker 3 (27:22):
That day.
Speaker 1 (27:23):
That day they gave me the document and I had
to leave the country within five days. Wow, well, the
date of let me retract that the date that it
would expire. I had a few days, so I had
to leave no later than September fifteenth, and my birthday
(27:44):
is September twentieth, so I had five days before my
eighteenth birthday. So whatever window of time they gave me
to leave, because I was seventeen at the time and
I turned eighteen in the US, it was that window
of time. And again, my mother name ironically is named Grace,
and the Bible the number five represents grace, and grace
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not just means grace as a grace extended, but grace
actually also means the anointing or the oil of God
upon your life, the destiny that God has given you.
So it's very significant that God was even speaking through that,
and it has been a journey and He has never
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left me. If I had to live my life all
over again, I think the only thing I would do
different please give my life to Christ in the world.
Speaker 2 (28:38):
But oh my God, I mean, and it's interesting how
we can laugh about it now because we're talking about
very difficult situations and painful situations. Right they were not
they're not funny in any way. But the beauty of
the ability that God has of using pain to our advantage.
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Right when we're looking at it, you're looking back, you're
looking at it. Wow, it was painful, but God knew what.
Speaker 3 (29:09):
He was doing. He you know, he brought me through it.
Speaker 2 (29:13):
So now you are in the United States of America
with a lot of opportunities open to you.
Speaker 3 (29:20):
You go to school.
Speaker 2 (29:21):
Take us through that journey, please.
Speaker 1 (29:25):
Okay, So it wasn't you know a lot of people
would like to think that I came over the womb
santified and I never made mistakes and I didn't backslide.
That's a lie from the pit of hell. I did
go to parties and clubs, and you know, did various
things that teenagers did. But the thing is that when
God speaks as where the seed is planted, and you
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can run all you want, but the season.
Speaker 2 (29:48):
Of germination will come forward, right, you can run.
Speaker 1 (29:51):
But not precisely. So I did go to school, and
God did bless me with a few degrees and business.
I have a lot of credentials and counseling. I went
to Bible College as well, and God also blessed me
public speaking, just various things. I also have a certification
from Gateway Pregnancy Center with pre and post abortion counseling
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and just I also have a degree in teaching. There's
so much I don't have. It just goes to show
the person who was classified, you know, least likely to
succeed with educational challenges. At age seven. If I can backtrack,
I could not read basic books in school like bookt wrap.
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Basic vocabularies were very complicated for me. However, at the
age of seven, I could pick up the Bible and
read in the beginning God created in heaven and he nots.
So my dad would whoop me because he thought I
was pretending. But it just goes to show that God's purpose.
And for those of you parents that are listening, start
paying attention to things with your children because their destinies
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are interwoven, and it's that it's most potent in their childhood.
Sometimes of adults, we're so busy that we miss what
God is doing. So let's begin to pay attention to
those things. So going through college, biber college, regular college,
I also became a medical assistant a CCMA, which is
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like the LPN, and God blessed me. I did cline
that ladder. I went through becoming a nurse's, a medical terminologist,
nursing assistant. I worked in the VA and just a
variety of things. When I was a teacher. I worked
for the State of New Jersey, worked as a manager
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for Prudential Center. There's just so much educationally, but none
of that matters by nature. The only thing that matters
to me is God, his people, their feelings. They're feeling
their hearts. Everything else is a big joke.
Speaker 2 (32:04):
You know why. You know it does matter because at
the end of the day, when you were young, right, you,
they tried to take you away from education. The enemy
tried as best as he could, right, and here you
are coming to the United States and adding all these
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accolades and degrees and education. It's like looking back, like
at the end of the day, you can't win when
God has ordered something.
Speaker 1 (32:35):
And stuff so ordered only right. I love that you
said that. And it's interesting because even growing up, I
also had a list with my speech.
Speaker 2 (32:44):
I'm going to reiterate it for you.
Speaker 1 (32:46):
So every little word I would say how to est
to it. And it was also a mockery. So who
knew that God would correct and perfect for his glory?
You know, I just love it. I can't take any credit.
The Lord has educated me, He has blessed my mind,
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and it just goes to show that whatever God has
and you know something. You can almost have an idea
where God is taking you based on what has been
assigned to choke you or muzzle.
Speaker 2 (33:24):
You, oh please, or restrict you.
Speaker 1 (33:27):
So do you think anybody would foresee that God would
raise Nicole to be educated when she had a speech
impowerment or was classified illiterate or to be classified illiterate.
You see, it doesn't matter what man says is what
God says. So man classified me illiterate. God blessed me
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with degrees and made me educated. I had a speech
in powerment, and God has raised me up to be
a speaker. I had issues with the education. God has
raised me up to be an author and an event coordinator,
someone that people bring into their countries to preach and
teach and also educate leaders, teach on entrepreneurship, teach on
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self esteem, teach on parenting, teach on the prophetic. The
person that was classified illiterate with not to come to
anything by man's opinion, God had the exact opposite for
my life, and he's raised me up. To tell you,
but because you are the apple of his eye, we're
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gonna get internet a little bit. Get your questions rolling.
I'm not seeing any questions or comments feel free. So
it doesn't matter how your foundation begins. It doesn't matter
the lie that the enemy has said and use different ones.
You don't have to endorse it. In fact, wherever you
are right now, declare that every negative thing that has
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ever been said, declared or projected over your life, from
the time you were in the womb, through the mouth
of your parents and family where they were angry, through
your friends, through your relatives that was envious or jealous,
through your excess, we declared by the blood of Jesus
that those things are canceled and you are who God
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says you are, from the foundations of the earth to
now in Jesus Lee, Amen, Amen, Amen over to you,
miss Marlon.
Speaker 2 (35:32):
Wow, that fills me up with like, yes, that's that's amazing.
I love it, right, I just love it. I love
your journey because it's an example and exemplifies how even
through our you know, most deepest pains, heard those traumas, difficulties, challenges,
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we can overcome it when we put God first, right,
and God is going to take us through this and
this too shall pass right. It's just amazing. So now
here you are, we had the blessing and the beauty
of meeting. And I'm so godly grateful for that right.
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And here you are with your own show. You are
the apple of God's eye. What is your vision, your mission,
your purpose? What should people expect to do this show?
Week by week?
Speaker 1 (36:37):
They should expect that God is the host, and he's
coming to encouraged and power lift. He's coming in with
his word, He's coming in with his love. He's coming
in with revelations. Sometimes he will use some of the
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testimonies in the ensycer pedia of my journey with him
to empower transparently, rawly so. But He's coming for you
also that have been dejected by life, that feels that
you're so far gone that God cannot use you, or
you feel that you've messed up so much. He loves
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you just the way you are. God is going to
use this you, the apple of his eye, to choosel
the diamond that you were created to be, to call
forth the bamboo of your destiny, to show you that
while you're in your caterpillar dispensation, he ordained you to
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be a butterfly, to show you that despite the turkey
and the restrictions of life, that you, like an eagle,
will sew and many other things. So each one of
these is going to be a special segment or series,
and you cannot afford to miss it. God may encourage
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you through his word, He may choose to call you
out and minister to you prophetically. But just be ready
because what you're gonna meet here is not nicolect is
Jesus through Me loving on you. Sometimes people feel you
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need to be perfect for God to use you. That's
a lie from the pit of hell. Sometimes people think
that God condemns them. God condemns sin, but he doesn't
condemn you, whom He loves. You have to understand that
there's a difference. It's like if you have a child.
If your baby messes and whets the diaper, you don't
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hate the child. That's a natural function that a baby
will do, is the soil the diaper. You simply clean
the baby and love that baby. So God knows circumstance
and situations in life will cause diaper accidents. You know.
The scripture says that if a nursing mother can forget
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its own, the Lord God will never forget you. Now,
if I can explain this, please going to school and
becoming certified. In being an MBS certified baby nurse as well,
I learned something very profound, very profound. When a mother
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is expecting and has given birth, the lactation process, where
the breast secrets milk to nourish the baby. In each
lactating nipple, they are twenty five holes in each nipple
are twenty five holes in each hole is a different
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nutrient to develop a different organ in the body.
Speaker 2 (40:08):
Oh, I didn't know that.
Speaker 1 (40:10):
So when that baby is lactating or sucking on that breast,
they are actually receiving nutrients to develop their organs physically.
So when God's and even though the scripture says, even
if a nursing mother cannot forget, even if that mother
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God forbid, is psychologically messed up, when that mother could
be in China and that baby is in the US,
when that baby wakes up, God is so amazing and
so unique in what he does. When that baby wakes up,
her breast begins to lactate. The breast reacts that the
baby is hungry and need to be fed. So when
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that scripture says that, the only how it would be
impossible for a nursing mother to forget is because mother
is dead. Because even if they're asleep, the lactation will
leak through their clothes as an alarm that baby needs
to be fed. And when we think of God saying
that he is the l should I because not everyone
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parents survive with them coming into the eat. Not every
Some people have parents that live at home that went
through trauma themselves and they were emotionally checked out. So
that doesn't mean that you are not loved by God.
In fact, you are even the more because he says,
even if the nursing mother can forget her child, I
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the Lord God will not forget you. That is not
a contingent. That is not if you dot every iron,
cross every tea. That is just period that Jesus loves
you unconditionally.
Speaker 2 (41:55):
Unconditional love. Wow, there's so much to say here now.
Week by week? Would you be reading scriptures? Would you
be you know? Do you have a plan for us
week by week? Are you going to allow God to
guide or is it a combination? What should we expect?
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I'm excited you canna expect all of the above.
Speaker 1 (42:22):
Because I promise you all whatever God wants to do,
I know that God is going to do teaching as well,
and this is going to be interactive as well many
weeks because I want to hear from you, because this
show is about you. God wants to minister to you
where you are, with your questions, with your concerns, and
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you know, like even this morning, you're gonna get a
taste when we're finished with this spot. For example, I
was running out with my Bible and the Lord spoke
to me and said, hey, grab this up because I
want you to use this so they understand where I'm
coming from. So it's gonna be all spontaneous, it's gonna
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be props. He only today he gave me a plan.
Maybe the next time I come here he might tell
me to do something totally different. But whatever, he says,
I'm his, He's mine, and this is his show and
I'm just his oracle.
Speaker 2 (43:31):
What is your favorite go to scripture from the Bible?
Speaker 1 (43:35):
You? Wow, there's so much, I guess because of my journey.
The scripture that says that he will never leave us
or forsake us. That's eternal. That's not just in the
moment context. That's because when you read Psalms one thirty nine,
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it says, if we take the wings of the morning
and fly to the uttermost parts of the earth. Behold
I am there. And if I lay my bed in Hell,
behold I am there also. I'm trying to explain it
in a way that is simplistic for you to understand.
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Miss Cruise. You have a daughter, and your DNA is
in that child. Whether she travels to university across the world,
your DNA is in her. When she gets married and
have children, your DNA is in her. When you're seasoned
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on it and God calls you home, your DNA is
still in her. A songwriter said that his breadth it
is in our lungs. Genesis says that he breathed his
breath into man, and man became a living being. God's
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spiritual DNA is in us. So we cannot be separated.
He cannot be separated. We can say we divorce him,
we can say we don't want to be bothered. But
if you think of the DNA concept and understand that
there's a spiritual DNA, there is no sin, there's no lie,
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there's nothing that can ever separate God's love for you
or from you. Wow, it just touches me so deep.
How much God loves his people. If you understood the
magnitude of the things that God has allowed me to
see over the years, the Lord will turn the world
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upside down and inside out to reach just one soul,
because that's how much you mean to him. I mean,
there was a conversation in the Bible with Job and
Job begin to oppose God, and God was like, who
are you? Where were you when I made man?
Speaker 2 (46:20):
Like?
Speaker 1 (46:20):
How you? How dare you talk to me? And when
we also understand that we don't hurt people because when
we hurt someone, we're hurting God because his DNA isn't them.
Speaker 2 (46:36):
Yes, we're hurting God, and we're hurting ourselves.
Speaker 1 (46:39):
When yes, because there's see time and harvest with that. Yeah,
to every seed the scripture says, behold as God's soul
as a man saw it. Thank you. Let me correct that.
The scripture says, behold as a man saw it, that
shall he reap the harvest off to every little seed
of kindness you do when you go, there's a whole corn.
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Feel your have is of corn of kindness coming back
ad vice versa. If you do, you sow seeds of
unkindness that's also coming back. So and we're not perfect.
We were born into different situations and circumstances. But when
you give your day to God every morning and you say, God,
I give this day to you. All my steps, let
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me be sensitive to your spirit. Holy Spirit lead and
wait and people wait for the Holy Spirit to lead you.
You can never mess up.
Speaker 2 (47:31):
Yeah, what are some things that you look forward to
and expect for people to receive through this show?
Speaker 1 (47:42):
Growth? Yes, I want you all to grow in your
love and your faith with God. I want you all
to become fortified that God is with you. I need
you to know that God is going to empo empower
you things that you taught that you can ever achieved.
Not only from this show will you achieve it, but
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you would exceed, you would go above and be on
Why because now you understand that you're God's DNA. It's
like a chord that's been plugged out. This microphone. If
it's unplugged, you will not hear me. You will see
my mouth moving, but you will not hear me. But
once it's plugged in, now we have the audible. So
now that God has taken you on the journey to
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show you that you add the apple of his eye
and because he is the creator and he has designed
you with his DNA. He expects creation and creativity to
come from you in every single aspect of your life.
Speaker 2 (48:42):
How can we remain plugged in?
Speaker 3 (48:45):
Right?
Speaker 2 (48:46):
You know, there's several things like prayer. Right, What are
the things that we can do on a daily basis
and a moment to moment basis to make sure that
we are plugged in with God?
Speaker 1 (48:59):
That's a great question. And a lot of people think
that prayer has to be recited, duplicated, or read. The
only prayer that moves God is the prayer from your heart.
That's it. Even if you're upset, Be careful with the
upsetness now, you know, don't be mad and blasphemous. You
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can say God, I'm hurt, or God, I'm mad, or
I'm upset, and then tell him why. And as long
as you've emptied out is so imperative that you empty
up every day. If Miss Marlaney should step on my
toe and I didn't get a chance to tell her
that she stepped on my too, immediately I should say,
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Father God that Miss Marlanie stepped on my toe and
it hurt me so bad, Father, take that away from me.
She would never do anything intentionally. For those of you
that are Christians, the Bible declares that we should cast
down every imagination. We can't allow the root of anger
and hate and misunderstanding and resentment become build up. So
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one of the things this show is also going to
do is the mask those things that the enemy has
interwoven into our person and our perceptions that are completely
all offer that we will see people in a light
that's not it's not even accurate, and then we function
and the reality is most of the times we're actually
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projecting things that is unresolved within us from our childhood,
and that's why it's manifested that way towards others. So
praying every day is important. And by prayer, not a
prayer book your heart to go on, you're giving the
day to God. You're asking the Lord to let his
spirit lead and guide you in everything that you do.
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Even though route you take to go to work or
go to school, you say, Lord automized steps, and in
those little things you begin to lean on the Lord
to fashion your destiny.
Speaker 2 (51:02):
Yes, thank you, No, thank you.
Speaker 1 (51:04):
That was a great question.
Speaker 2 (51:06):
And to close, because we're almost at that moment. Yes,
is there anything would you like to read a scripture?
Are you inspired to say or do anything at this moment?
Speaker 1 (51:18):
Thank you. I guess no one has any questions or comments.
I was really looking forward to that. So I want
to read a scripture from Psalms eighteen and versus seven.
I'm always going to come from the King James version again. Psalms.
(51:40):
I'm sorry. Palms seventeen Versus seven and eight. It says,
show me thy marvelous love and kindness, or thou dost
savest by thy right hand, and them which put their
trust in thee from those that rise up against me.
So God is saying to even those of you that
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feel that you're being buffeted, you're being bullied, or life
is oppressing you, are attacking you, God's right hand is
going to take you. And here we come to the
core nugget of what the Lord is saying.
Speaker 2 (52:12):
Verse eight.
Speaker 1 (52:13):
It says, keep me as the apple of the eye,
hide me under the shadow of the wings. Now, in
the next class A, next session, we're going to go
into the eagles to understand the weight of what God
is saying about the wings. But specifically today he wanted
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me to just share with you about the apple of
his eye. We know that it's a cliche that people
say in the world. Now, for those of you who
have cataract, I pray that the Lord will hear you
in Jesus name. But cataract is something that obscures the
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pupil of the eye, so it's impossible for someone to
see anything clear because of that. For those who have
been diagnosed with blood the high blood pressure, I declare
God is going to heal you from that too, in
Jesus name. When someone's pressure is elevated or they're hypertensive,
when they look against class surfaces like white surfaces, obeyed services,
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they will see what it's called in the medical term,
it's called fluters, which are like black objects in their eyes.
So everywhere they go they will see that. I want
to give you a demonstration. Isn't that amazing? So right
now I can only see the outskirts of what I'm
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holding because my pupils are consumed by this object. So
whatef I look at, all our I see is what
I'm holding because this again, this circumference has clouded. And
what God is seeing to you today is that you
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are the apple of his eye. So wherever you go
whatever you do. The only thing he sees is consumed
with and love is you.
Speaker 3 (54:34):
Wow.
Speaker 2 (54:35):
Amen, that is so beautiful. Thank you so much. You know,
I want to take the opportunity to thank you and
thank God for you know, most importantly, and thank you
for being his instrument and allowing us to hear his
voice and you know, being the translator if you will,
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of that beautiful voice. And thank you for inspiring you know,
such greatness and just such awe of a journey that
although you go through the most difficult times, God is
there with you. That's what I get from your journey.
Speaker 3 (55:15):
Right.
Speaker 2 (55:16):
God never leaves you. God never abandons you. It doesn't
matter what you go through. It doesn't matter what you're
going through. She's an example and we're all an example
of God is with us.
Speaker 1 (55:27):
Yes, and he loves you. He'll never leave you. And
every day just givet the day to him, Give the
day to him. Come and prayer when you've when you've
emptied out, stay still, say God, talk to me, Lord,
this lady on so us talked about on the apple
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of your eye? Can you personalize that for me? Ask
the Lord Lord, what does that mean that I am
the apple of your eye. So and let the journey begin,
because there's nothing like knowing God for yourself. We do
have a few minutes. If anyone has any comments or questions,
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we welcome you. We welcome and we'd love to hear.
And I am.
Speaker 3 (56:17):
Here for you. Yeah, that's beautiful Jesus.
Speaker 2 (56:22):
So week by week is Sundays, ladies and gentlemen, every
Sunday at nine thirty a m. So, this is gonna
be my church time. This is gonna be my fellowship,
my church. This is amazing. So what do you encourage
people to bring with them to do? Do you encourage
them to take notes?
Speaker 1 (56:43):
I encourage you to bring your heart, your Bible, your questions,
your soul and open mind.
Speaker 2 (56:52):
Don't leave it at home.
Speaker 1 (56:53):
Nope, just come every Sunday nine thirty to ten thirty.
We'll be here. Serious. If you have questions, you can
go back in the week and look at the past episodes.
But bring your heart, bring your pain, come as you are,
bring your disappointment, bring your frustration, bring your questions. You
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are the apple of his eye. Let's get this thing together.
Above all, I want to tack Miss Malini Cruise for
joining us today. She will not be with us next week,
but she will be with us in the future because
this amazing woman also has a tremendous journey as well.
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But come expecting that the Lord is going to empower,
encourage forty five, and love you on this journey of life.
Have a wonderful day, Keep sleep
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