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Speaker 1 (00:02):
Everything you watch, read, or listen to is manipulating your energy.
You're being lied to about the world you live in.
You're being lied to about your history, You're being lied
to about who you really are. Question everything.
Speaker 2 (00:58):
All right, folks, welcome back to the Awakened podcast. I'm
your host, Brad Leale, and today's episode is going to
be a little different than it normally is. Today's going
to be a solo episode. Now, I know you guys
are really digging the content that I've been putting out
for the last year or so whatever it's been, with
all these amazing guests. That will continue. I'll continue to
have some pretty amazing guests. In fact, I have some
really good guests coming up soon. I got Gary Wayne
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coming up. I got the Biblical hit Men coming up.
So hopefully I'm going to be having XG from Tentful
Hat come on the show soon. So hopefully I'll get
some good content out to you guys with the guests.
But as for now, I have a lot of stuff
I want to talk about and get off my chest.
I have a lot of content on my desktop, a
lot of research, a lot of books that I've read
and things like that that I want to just start
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putting out. I need to put more content out because
by the time the content gets out on my end,
it seems like it's kind of late. Now, you know,
I'm late to the game talking about some of the stuff.
And you know when you do when you record episodes
with guests, you don't always have an opportunity to speak.
You got to sit there and let them talk. And
I'd love to sit there and talk more on my show,
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but it's a platform for them to come and present
their ideas as well. And it's not always fair to
them that I jump in and I just start explaining
this and that and all this other stuff. So sometimes
it feels forced, and I'm trying to force my information
into the conversation because and I am to be honest
with you, because that's how you got to do it.
Sometimes you won't get a chance to if you don't
force your ideas onto the table. I guess you could say,
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but this is a platform for others, but it's also
a platform for me. So I'm going to start doing,
like I said, more of these solo shows, and hopefully
the information I get out there to you guys is
going to be accurate. I'm not always going to be right,
sometimes going to be wrong. Obviously, I'm a dummy, so
I'm going to say something that doesn't sound as scientific
as it should sound. I'm not a scientist. I'm not
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an expert in anything. So the things that I present
and the way I present them and the things I understand,
I just present them in the way that I understand them.
I'm not trying to be the smartest person in the
world with some of this stuff. I'm just trying to
see things how I present things, how I see things,
and just put it out there for you guys. And
that's what again, that's what this platform is for is
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for for me. For it's a stress relief for me.
I got I got a lot of stuff to get through.
So today's episode, I wanted to talk to you guys
a little bit about awakenings and answering God's call to serve.
Speaker 3 (03:23):
Now.
Speaker 2 (03:24):
I know some of these spirituality conversations people don't always
like them because it feels like you're kind of forcing
religion and spirituality and stuff down people's throats. I try
not to do that because I'm gonna be completely honest
with you. I will quote the Bible a lot, but
I haven't read all the way through the Bible, so
there's a lot of things that maybe they're the the
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author of a certain chapter or certain verse or certain
parable is, you know, means something different. Maybe that's connected
to another part of the Bible. I don't know. I'm
still I'm getting there. I'm learning. I'm sifting through this
content myself, and I'm just kind of reading things. Sometimes
Bible verses will be presented to me in the weirdest ways,
and then I'll go look at him. Like I was
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watching this guy on TikTok the other day, and it's
this funny guy who does magic tricks and stuff. He
does it in different outfits. He calls himself Mystic Dickie
and all this other stuff. But I was watching Mystic
Dickie and he had like a Bible verse on his chest,
and I believe it was like Psalms twelve or something.
I can't remember what it was exactly, but I went
and looked it up and it was a message that
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I feel like was given to me directly by God,
if that makes any sense. Like it was something that
I had to know and understand at that time. So
I get messages. Sometimes I'll get Bible verses and stuff
off the back of a person's car and I'll just
look it up. And that's kind of how information comes
to me. So whenever I do research on all this stuff,
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I just look for signs all the time. And I
think that that's important for you guys to understand. Like
when you're first waking up, you start getting all these
signs and synchronicities, and you're like, what in the world
is going on. You don't have a clue why all
these things are happening, but they're they're constantly happening. Now.
Angel numbers. Some people see angel numbers like four four,
four and five, fi five and three three three and
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two two two and stuff like that. Some people, like
my brother, he sees butterflies and he feels like that
that's a way that God is speaking to him, you know.
And I think God speaks to us in all kinds
of different ways. But we have a problem hearing the message.
Sometimes we have a problem tuning out the rest of
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the world and just focusing in on what he's saying.
He's constantly given us messages, He's constantly given us signs
and synchronicities, it's not until you're ready to receive the
information that you start waking up, if that makes any sense,
you know. And sometimes waking up can be a small thing.
Maybe it's, you know, the death of a loved one.
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Sometimes it could be something big, like twenty twenty when
that happened. Sometimes it could be nine to eleven. Whatever
it is, it's there's something that's wake you up to
the world around you, to the craziness that's going on,
to the stuff that's been hidden right in front of
our eyes, and to the manipulation of our energy and
all this stuff. So but anyways, you know, when I
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first started waking up, I started get going down this
conspiracy and paranormal rabbit hole and all this stuff. And
I went down those rabbit holes for a few years
before I finally realized that, like the ultimate conspiracy is
that there are evil forces at work trying to keep
us away from God. You know, I think that that's
something that once, like I said, I got into conspiracy
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and I was like, Okay, there's something going on. There
has to be more to it. Why is this happening.
I'm always asking the question, why is it happening? Who's
doing it? Things like that, I don't get caught. I
don't get stuck too long down some of these conspiracy
rabbit holes or these paranormal rabbit holes, because I want
to know more. I want to know why. I want
to know what's going on, Who's doing all this all
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this stuff. That's where a lot of my information comes from.
That's where a lot of my research comes from. I
want to present things in the best possible way for
you guys. But you know, and I'm trying to get
information out there, Like I said, that is good to people,
good for people to use, that is more like useful
to them, rather than just saying, you know, Bigfoot exists
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or aliens exist. I think that everybody who's listening to
this show kind of understands that that's happening. You know,
we all kind of get it at this point. It's like, yeah,
we get it. Bigfoot is real. We get it. Aliens
are real. But why what are they here for? What
are they doing?
Speaker 3 (07:40):
Why?
Speaker 2 (07:40):
Why don't we know about them? And I think that's
part of the success of this show, at least a
little bit of the success of this show is the
fact that I am trying to find those that those
answers out. I'm trying to find out where they're coming from.
I'm trying to find out who's hiding all this stuff
from us. But I honestly believe that that is privileged
information that own comes to those who have ears to
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hear and eyes to see. You know, Awakenings are revelations
that are given to us by God when we're ready,
and not everybody's ready to accept that. Your wife, your daughter,
your your son, your mom, your uncle's, your husband, whoever.
Not everybody is on that level of understanding. We're all
in the same book, but we're on different pages. You know,
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I've in that I'm kind of misquoting Sam Tripley or
somebody who's been on Sam Tripley Show tempo hat, but
you know, that's what I think is going on. I
think that we are in some sort of school, if
you will, or a video game, if you will, where
we're leveling up, if you know, And maybe if I'm
on level thirty in the video game, in your own
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level ten or somebody else's own level ten, or whatever
the case is, then you're gonna have a different set
of eyes, You're gonna have a different set of weapons,
You're gonna have a different set of armor and things
like that to guide you along the way. You're gonna
have a different flashlight, if you will, to walk you
through the darkness. So again, not everybody is ready to
hear the message, and they have to come to this
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information on their own. And then once they're ready, you know,
then they'll start kind of slowly asking questions and things
like that. And that's how it happened to me. I mean,
in twenty twelve, I sort of started waking up, and
then from twenty twelve until twenty twenty seemed like I
was just researching and reading and all this other stuff.
And then after twenty twenty, obviously it was like, Okay,
now I got to do something about it. But you know,
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once you become awakened, God gets excited, and that's where
the synchronicities and signs and all this stuff comes from.
He starts sending you messages in whatever way you can
receive them. And again, he only reveals to you what
you are ready to understand in ways that you're ready
to understand it. Maybe, you know, when my dad died
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back in twenty twenty three, I believe it was he
I was getting all these signs of secretaces, like instant
just NonStop. It was like angel numbers everywhere, it was
messages everywhere, and for me, I thought it was like, oh,
your dad's going to be okay. This is when my
dad was in the hospital. But what I realized now
was like, hey, don't worry, calm down, make sure everybody's
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calm make sure guys relaxed. This is your dad's time
to go. That's kind of how I sort of started
taking that message. And then my dad obviously passed away.
At first, I was hopeful that those were good signs,
but I think also God has just let me know
that he's always here. He's always there for us, He's
always with us, you know. But anyways, again, at the
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basic level of awakening, you know, you wake up and
you want to tell all your family and friends and
all this stuff. And that's what I did. But it
was incredibly isolating. You know, family and friends and all
that they don't really get what you're trying to say.
They're not MPCs or anything like that. They just aren't
ready to hear the message. Now, I do believe that
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NPCs are real, you know. I do believe that there
are people who don't really possess souls. In fact, I
think that there are three types of people in this world.
I think that there are humans who are here to
create and build and do art and music and all
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this other stuff. And then I think that there are mimickers,
who are like NPCs who can't create, who don't have
thoughts or emotions or anything like that. And then there
are what I call destroyers. So you have creators, you
have mimickers, and then you have destroyers. And I mean
it's pretty obvious to see who destroyers are. Some politicians,
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certain types of people. You can just kind of see
that they're here to suck the life out of you,
suck the energy out of you. We have to stay
away from those people because again they're on a different
level than we are, because they are in an environment
that's always negative, that's always slow and low vie vibration
and things like that. They can't create, so the only
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thing they want to do is destroy, and that's again
that's what the devil does. But anyways, yeah, so we
got three types of people. We got creators, mimickers, and destroyers,
and not all of the humans who are here to
create and all that stuff and learn how to love
and have possess a soul and all that. Not everybody
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is going to be even if they're awake, they're not
going to be like you, you know, so finding like
minded people is very hard to do, you know. Fortunately
for me, I found podcasts, I found documentaries and things
that kind of kept me sane. Hopefully this podcast will
serve as that for people who are waking up as well.
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It's like, hey, we're normal, You're not crazy, You're not
schizophrenic or anything. You are probably seeing things, you are
probably experiencing things. You are probably having these weird, strange
coincidences happened to you that just can't be real or
can't be true, but it is real, you know. And again,
having this platform and God giving me this ability to
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talk to you guys is something that I feel like
it's a duty of mine.
Speaker 3 (13:12):
Right.
Speaker 2 (13:12):
But anyways, I was going back to what I was
saying about, you know, finding podcasters and stuff like that.
It was lonely for a few years. I was reaching
out to everybody. I've seen Sam triply on Rogan because
I was Rogan was one of those shows I was
watching where everybody was like coming on there and it
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felt like it was just a little bit of information
here and there. And then Sam come on and he
was just like boom boom. He was dropping bombs for me.
And I was like, yes, this guy gets it, you know.
And so then I went over and started listening to Sam,
and obviously I started listening to everybody and in his
the Sam Tripley Sphere, if you will, I started listening
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to guys like Eddie Bravo and Tony Merkle and all
these people and reaching out to them. I would email
people and I would go hey, you know, expecting a reply,
and I wasn't always getting that reply back. I wasn't
always getting emails back or whatever the case was. And
that can make you feel even more isolated because even
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people that you know that would be interested in the
information that you have, they just weren't replying and stuff.
So again, it can be incredibly isolating to feel like
if you reach out to someone, they don't reach back.
If you email me and I don't email you back.
First of all, I'm sorry, it's not intentional. I just
get a lot of emails. I get a lot of
not just emails from people who listen to the show,
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but emails from potential guests. I get emails from like
just the regular emails, like spam emails and log in
information and all this other stuff. So sometimes I miss it.
So it's not intentional, and I didn't take it personal.
Whenever I would reach out to Tony or Sam or
whoever it was with this information and they didn't reach
out to me, I didn't. I never took it personal.
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I just figured that they would be busy. So one
day I got into my truck and I heard that
Tony was going to be up in Tennessee at a conference,
the Smoky Mountain Bigfoot Conference. So I drove up with
a folder and I went, like my wife and kids
and all them, they had to go to Louisiana for
a family vacation, and I was just going to drive
to Tennessee and then drive straight from Tennessee to Louisiana
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and meet with him. And that's exactly what it did.
So I went up to Tony, and I believe Jack
was there as well, and I went up to Tony.
I gave him I had a folder full of stuff,
and I told him on to talk to him. He
was nice enough to just have a conversation with me
and stuff like that. But I gave him my information
and then later he reached out to me, and fortunately
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he asked me to come on the show to ti
about the thirty third Parallel, which I did, which was
a blessing for me because it was a moment where
I realized that somebody does want to listen. So I'm
very grateful to Tony for hearing me out with the
thirty third Parallel stuff and giving me a platform, a
really huge platform. In fact, I didn't even know how
big it was when I first got on there. I
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just drove up there, I did the show. I was
I was really nervous actually to do the show. I
was scared. I initially was. I wanted to like deep
in my voice and you know, put the shadow over
my face and all this stuff so people couldn't know
who I was because I was I used to be
in the military, and I was afraid that people would
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be like, oh, he's in the military, and you know,
put a target on me and my family and things
like that. And fortunately none of that stuff ever happened,
and hopefully never does. You know, knock on wood. But
whenever I was there with Tony, he made me feel
comfortable to the point where I was like, you know,
I want to do this, you know. And I don't
know that we ever had really had that conversation. Maybe
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we did, I just can't remember, but it was right
after we did that, I was like, yeah, I'm comfortable
with this for whatever reason, let's just go with it.
And again, I didn't know how big a show was.
I didn't know I was going to be getting emails
and phone calls and all this other stuff. People reaching
out to me on social media saying they or me
here or there, or maybe they live in my hometown
or whatever the case is, and they wanted to meet
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up shout out to Ryan. Me and Ryan became good friends. So,
you know, whenever I first got there, man, I was
really scared. I didn't know what to do. And I
knew that I wanted to be a part of something.
I knew I wanted to get that information, my information
out to people. I didn't want to hold onto it
anymore because I feel like it'll just fester inside of me.
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And yeah, so went on. The show was successful. It
was a successful episode. And even then I only recorded
like a couple episodes of my own show. Just in
case people wanted to come and listen to me. And
it turns out that people did want to listen to me,
which was great, But I wasn't fully prepared to have
a podcast, to be honest with you, I didn't really
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know what if I wanted to do it or not
because I was again, I was still very afraid that
my family would be targeted. So anyways, a couple weeks
after I did the interview with Tony, I got this
very bizarre, you know, out of left field phone call
from the actor John Voight. And you know, we only
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talked like one time when I met him at a
Medal of Honor event in two thousand and nine. It
was the same event that I talked about with Dean
Kin a couple episodes ago. It was an amazing event.
I was in the military. I was a staff sergeant
in the military, and I was a photographer and I
got to I was working for an army general at
the time. I got to go to this event and
there was tons of celebrities there, forty Medal of Honor recipients,
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I believe maybe even more. It was just an amazing
night and I had the best conversations with a lot
of people there that night, and John Voyd was one
of them. I took a picture of him with the
late Nancy Reagan because it was at the Reagan Library
in Semi Valley. So it was just being a part
of that was an amazing experience on its own. And
just the fact that I could do that, the fact
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that I was able to do that and it was
a part of my life is amazing to me, you know,
especially from as a guy who grew up in the
double wide trailer down a dirt road and before that
at trailer park and all this other stuff. So just
being able to be at an event where there's Tom
Selleck and you know the guy from Coach, you know,
the head coach from Coach with this show, I think,
is I forget Craig Nelson. I believe his name is
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Nancy Reagan. All these people, Tia and Tamara from you
know the Twins that used to be on I don't
even remember the name of the show. But again, I
was just hanging out with all these I became friends with,
like Adam Baldwin, who was on one of my favorite
movies of all time, Full Metal Jacket. He signed a
picture for me and all this other stuff was really cool.
It kind of became email buddies with him after that. Anyways,
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long story short, I got to meet John Voyd. We
exchanged emails. I send him the photo of Nancy Reagan,
of him talking with Nancy Reagan, and he emailed me back.
This was back then, this was two thousand and nine.
He emailed me back because like these are beautiful and
hanging him office all this stuff. Thank you so much.
And so I didn't talk to him at all for
like whatever it was, thirteen years, twelve years, fifteen years,
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I don't even know. But I was cleaned out my
email inbox one day and this was again right after
I was on the show with Tony and I got
down to the bottom of the email and I guess
I'd saved the message in there. I didn't delete it
from where he emailed me back, and I just felt
the urge to just hit reply and send him an
email just to say, hey, just hope all is well.
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I believe i'd seen him on TV talking about something recently,
so I just happened to think of him. Long story short,
you know, he called me back right after I emailed him,
and he goes Hey, Brad, this is John Voight, and
I go John Voight, like, I was completely shocked. In fact,
I was running around all over the house and I
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was just like I came into my office and I
grabbed a notepad and I wrote down John Voight's on
the phone. I went running out there as I'm talking
to John, and I showed it my wife and she's like, what,
what the hell are you talking about? And so then
I came into the office and I shut the door
and we talked for about forty five minutes, and I
literally had the best conversation that I've ever had my life.
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I believe about family and spirituality and you know a
few other things. I told him. I was nervous about
doing the podcast because I was afraid to put my
thoughts out there, and you know, he encouraged me to
do the podcast, and I listened, and I, you know,
it was it was really important to me because I
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felt like that that call, that phone call from John
Voight was some sort of a divine appointment. During the
conversation he and I had, he was telling me a
story about how he was depressed in the sixties and
he was a struggling actor. He wasn't a good dad,
and all this other stuff, and he remembers laying on
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the apartment floor of his It was like a concrete floor,
he said, of his apartment, and he was by himself,
and he just screamed to the top of this of
his lungs, like why is this so hard? And he
got a reply back. It was like a voice in
his ear and it said it's supposed to be hard,
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and he sat straight up. It was like, what in
the world was that? And it weirded him out, obviously,
because it sounded like someone said that directly into his ear.
And he had no doubt that that was God's voice
talking to him. He had no doubt about it. And
then the next morning he was like, Okay, if that
was God, if this was God's voice, then give me
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a sign of what I'm supposed to do next. And
then he heard a song on the radio. It was
his favorite song from an American in Paris, I believe,
he said, and it was like basically taking your time
getting to heaven. It's one step at a time. And
he took that as a sign. He went and got
a book. He went to the bookstore and met this
real hippie chick, and she told him about the the
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what's his name. I can't remember the name of the wed,
I'll put it in the comments. But it's a it's
a book about spirituality. It's about yoga nanda is what
it was, becoming a yogi or something like that. Anyways,
so he got down the paths of spirituality and that's
what led him towards God and religion, you know, finding
his faith and all this stuff. And again I felt
like that that was a divine appointment. He was supposed
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to tell me a message, but I wasn't. I didn't
know then that I was supposed to hear that. I
know now looking back, that that was a pivotal moment
that God sent. I think sent him specifically to tell
me that. Do you know how incredibly insane it is
to tell people that I got a phone call from
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John Voight and I have his phone number in my phone.
I believe I even took a screenshot of when he
called me. But do you know how wild it is
just saying it to people? It sounds crazy to say
that I got a phone call from John Voight and
to also say that it was at a pivotal moment
because like we weren't friends. I'm not I don't live
in Hollywood and lived in South Carolina. So the fact
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that he felt the need to pick up the phone
and call me and have a conversation not for five minutes,
but for forty five minutes. And you know, he has
a grandson with the same name as my son and
all this other stuff, and so there was a lot
we connected with and I mean, what a great conversation.
And I think he enjoyed it as well, so maybe
there was something he needed to hear at that moment
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as well. But it was definitely a divine appointment in
my mind, because I don't know how else to describe it.
But I'm really glad he called. I'm glad he did,
and I'm glad I decided to move forward with the
podcast name because I did. That's what I started doing
from that point on. I said, Okay, I'm going to
do podcasting for whatever reason. If this is what you
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won't you know, I'm talking to God at this point,
this is what you want, and this is what I'll do.
And once I allowed him to use me as a
vessel for his will, then the world opened up around me.
I can't explain the success of this show to people
because I don't know, because literally, whenever I put out
an episode, I'm just like, this is garbage. Why would
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anybody want to listen to this? This is absolute insanity.
You know, every single episode I put out, the guests
are amazing, but then I hear myself bumbling and fumbling
and uhs and ahs and your nose and all this
other stuff. I just can't believe that people want to
hear what I have to say. And the only thing
that I can describe is that God has using me
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to put messages out there for people. I'm not special
in any way, like I don't have any kind of
divine abilities or anything like that. It's just that I
really and truthfully believe that He's using me for his will.
A lot of people could talk about the call, you know,
answering the call, like you know, being called upon. Preachers
always talk about it, you know, they always say like,
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I'll ask, preacher, why are you a preacher?
Speaker 3 (25:47):
Now?
Speaker 2 (25:48):
Well, I just felt like it was my calling, and
I didn't know what that meant until now now I
understand that maybe this is what I was supposed to
do because honestly, I listen to talk radio. From two
thousand and eight. I used to listen to Mike Calta
and the Gang from one to two five to bone
down in Tampa. Even whenever I moved back to South Carolina,
I was still listening to them. So shout out to
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those guys for getting me into the mindset of being
in or doing radio, because I wanted to do radio.
I wanted to talk more, I wanted to get my
opinions out there. I thought it was really interesting. So
they kind of like gave me that base level of
how to do it, like a professionalism, of how to
start shows and all this other stuff. So I did
learn something from them. Then I got opportunities during the pandemic,
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the beginning of the pandemic to go on a couple
of shows with that. Mike Calta was almost that. He
had a podcast called Calta and Kelly with Robert Kelly,
the comedian, and he would do these Friday night things
where he could get on there. And you know, it
wasn't always the best that it always had the best
time on theirs because those guys are comedians and they
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bust balls and stuff like that. But again, that did
get me more comfortable with the idea of doing podcasting.
I was just a not even a guest. I was
just like, they let everybody on so it would be
like fifteen people on the call at one time. But
I did learn something. I did learn that, hey, this
ain't so bad. You can get in front of a camera.
It's okay. People out there listening probably feel the same way.
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They've just you're just nervous. You don't want to put
your stupid face out there. You don't want to put
your stupid voice on record and talk about these things.
And especially during twenty twenty, because you know, everybody was
getting put in jail for saying certain things and it
became real scary. And I'm fortunate that people like Rogan
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got out there and penetrated the collective consciousness bubble, I think,
and it burst. It woke everybody. It helped wake a
lot of people up. And I think that I heard
this fellow in there asking him the other day if
he felt like it was if he was one of
the elect I'll get to that in a minut of
opinions about that, But I don't think that he's one
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of the elect because I don't think the e is real.
I think that he's being used for God's will, for sure,
But I think everybody's being used for God's will if
you're willing to be used. And I think that Rogan
was mentally tough enough, and he was, and he had
the courage enough. He's a fighter. Naturally, he has a
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courage enough to get on camera and say these things
and to stick up for everybody who felt that the
governments of the world had their boot on people's necks.
And he's a fighter, so naturally he's going to fight back.
So I'm grateful to Joe Rogan for penetrating that collective
consciousness bubble. And I'm grateful to Spotify a lot of
people don't realize that Spotify is is like a sweetish company,
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which means that they don't have to bide by US
government things. I mean, they do to a certain extent
FEC regulations and stuff like that, probably, but the US
government just can't go in there and tell them to
shut it down like they can through the Smith Mutt
Act here with our social media companies. So I'm grateful
to Spotify for that. That was initially when I started
the show, I put my show on Spotify only I
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didn't even put it on Apple for like the first
six or seven months. Now my show on Spotify is
doing way better obviously than it is on Apple, but
it's growing on Apple. I finally ended up putting it
on there, but initially and again I did. That's why
I didn't have a YouTube channel, because I know as
a marketer, as a search engine optimization, as a digital marketer,
I know how ingrained the government is with these social
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media companies, and it's not by the social media company's fault.
I really believe that some of these social media companies
were just started by guys who wanted to, you know,
make a product and connect people and things like that.
But then the government, you know, because of the Smithmont
Act and because of the Smith Moont Modernization Act, they
have the boot on the neck of these social media companies.
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They have to do what the government says or else
they'll be put in federal prison or maybe the federal
government will make their lives a live hell. So anyways,
you know, you get to a point where you start
to understand that or it starts you start to feel hopeless.
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I guess you could say, of I am I wasting
my time. Should I even put it on YouTube? Should
I even put it on Apple? But I got to
the point where I go, you know what, even if
they're going to ban me, they banned me on TikTok before,
I'm pretty well shadowed banned. Used to be able to
google my name, it would come up to the top,
and all these other things I did and all this
other stuff. Now you google my name and at least
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the things that I've seen that you can't even hardly
find me. There's some guy out of Baylor University that
you get and not and not my not me, not
my show, that kind of stuff. Occasionally something about my
show will slip through you Google thirty third parallel stuff.
You're not going to find any of those links. But again,
to me, that is just a sign that I'm on
the right path and I'm and I'm putting out information
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that's pretty close to what is actually going on, so
they can ban it all they want. I think that
that information will seep through. I think God's light will
seep through, you know things, The light will be shined
in the darkness, that kind of stuff. So anyways, I
realized that I guess you could say, when you wake up,
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you are becoming enlightened by God's truth. That's the best
way I could put it. Awakenings are revelations, and revelations
are enlightenment. You're being enlightened by God's truth. And enlightenment
is this deep realization of our connection to God. And
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the thing that kind of sparked the idea for me,
or kind of woke me up, was that one day
I was riding with my friend Mark, and I looked
up at the sun and I saw the light coming
from it, and I saw it shining through the trees,
and I went, oh, God is light. Like that makes sense.
God is light, and everything on earth needs light to survive.
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And then you see it all throughout the Bible. When
one John five through seven, it says, this is the
message we have heard from him and declared to you.
God is light in him. There is no darkness at all.
If we claim to have fellowship with Him, and yet
we walk in darkness, we lie and do not live
out the truth. But if we walk in the light
as we as He is in the light, we have
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fellowship with one another. And the blood of Jesus his
Son purifies us all from sin. The actual definition of
awakening or to be awakened, means to wake up from
your sleep, to no longer be asleep. And I think
that that's what happens, you know. In Ephesians five fourteen,
Paul says, wherefore he said, awake now that sleepest, and
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arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light.
So the actual definition matches the spiritual definition. In a
spiritual sense, It's like awakening is about experience in a
deep realization or connection to higher truth, you know. Looking
up by the sun for me, was that moment where
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I felt like I had heard God for the first time,
and that was the moment I had become awakened. So
from the moment I started waking up, I feel like
I started gaining wisdom and discernment through God. You know,
I started learning to reject deception. That's why I start
off the show with question everything, you know, It's because
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I think everything is a lie. The only truth is
knowing God. The only truth is walking with the Holy
Spirit or being guided by the Holy Spirit. The only
truth is walking with Christ. And once I started sort
of rejecting the deception of everything and understanding that, then
I started to align myself with higher moral principles. I mean,
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I've always kind of been, I think, a morally upright guy.
I of course do terrible things some occasionally. I mean
things that I don't think is perfect, you know, going
to strip clubs, you know, when I was in the
Air Force and drinking a lot right after the Air Force,
and stuff like that, watching porn. There's a lot of
things that I do that I did and all this
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other stuff that I you know, I'm not perfect by
by no means. But the one thing that you can
say about me is that I am honest and I
am authentic. I'm not going to lie about who I am.
I'm going to talk about how I feel about things.
And I think that when you come from a place
of being authentic and genuine, then you start to not
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live for other people's approval. And I don't. I don't
work for anybody. I don't have anybody to go and please,
may I get off work, sir, Please let me get
one hour to go take my six son to the doctor.
You know, I don't have that to worry about. I've
been fortunate and blessed enough that God has put a beautiful,
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smart woman who makes good money in my life. That
gives me the freedom to have my own business and
to do podcasting and to sell baseball cards and all
this other stuff that I'm doing. I'm blessed with that.
I realize that not everybody has that, but I think
that even if I wasn't with her, this would have
happened anyways. It just helps that I have someone that's
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always got my back if something goes south. And nothing
has yet, thank god. But I have the freedom to
be who I am and talk about whatever the hell
I want to talk about. I don't care what anybody
says about anything. I have a business here in town,
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and I'll have meetings with people and they always ask me,
did you do business with this guy and that guy?
And I go, what does it matter if I did?
I'm not. That doesn't mean I share the same thoughts
and opinions as that guy. I'm just trying to get
money to feed my family, you know, And I'm always myself.
You're never going to get anybody different. I'm literally going
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to be talking about the same stuff at gas stations
with people. I will talk. I will talk to assistant
baseball coaches, I'll talk to anybody who's willing to listen
to me talk. I'll talk to people in line. I'll
just drop little little bombs of information on them, like, oh,
did you see those clouds out there? Those are really straight.
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That's really weird, you know, that kind of stuff. But
I'm always trying to wake people up because I feel
like it's my duty to wake people up. But again,
I have that freedom. I have no boundaries except for
my family is my boundary. I realize that I can't
say certain things, I can't do certain things because I
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have a family that I have to take care of,
that I have to protect, and so they are going
to be priority. But you know, God's will and God's
message is what I will push out there. And I'm
speaking from the heart on a lot of this, and
the heart is the authenticity. And I think again, authenticity
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is God's truth. If you live in truth, then you're
living in the highest possible vibration, which is love. And
if you're aligned with that vibration, then you're in unity
with God. Because again, I'll go back to a Bible
verse that I've found. It says one John chapter four eight.
It says God is loved, so love is the same
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as light and God had been again talking to me
my entire life. I just hadn't allowed myself to listen
to him, I guess. And once I had waken up,
I started asking questions and I started receiving answers, And
you know, in Matthew seven, verse seven through eight, Jesus says, asking,
it will be given to you. Seek and you will find.
Knock and the door will be open. So since then
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I felt like it's been, you know, my duty to
spread the message of light so that I could help
others wake up. I feel like this is what discipleship is.
I don't think you have to have you have to
be ordaining and you have to wear certain robes and
all this other stuff. I don't think you have to
do anointments and you know, religious rights and all this
other stuff to have access to God. God is within
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you all the time because He is light. He's the
holy spirit that breathes life into us. So anyways, like
I told you guys, I got the courage to do
something in twenty twenty, and twenty twenty was the moment
where I realized that a lot of people was waking
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up around me. You know, a lot of people had
woken up around that time, because you know, for a
year or two, we've been told it's going to be
a couple of weeks, then a couple of months, and
then it was a couple of years, and finally that broke.
It was the straw that broke the camel's back. For
a lot of people, the spell was broken because people
instinctually knew that their free will was is what was
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being manipulated, because they were lied to so often, you know,
And we had given all this trust over to government institutions,
and we'd given all this trust over to doctors, and
we've given all this trust over to everybody except God,
everybody except knowing ourself, and we had given all this
to everybody. You think about it. I mean, you can
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go to a doctor and the doctor can tell you
you're sick, and you believe it, and then the next
thing you know, you're on medications, and next thing you know,
you die because you believed it. I believe that it's
really a thing that if someone tells you something exists,
then you can vibrate it into your mind and it
vibrates into reality. So I think that these doctors and
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all this stuff are really you know, media doctors, whoever
you think about the Walter Cronkites of the world and
all that stuff, we had naturally given our trust over
to these people. Okay, please tell me what you think.
Is that right? Okay? I believe it, And listen, people,
listen to the show. I encourage you to do your
own research with this stuff. Again, I'm not an expert.
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I'm not trying to be an expert. I'm just trying
to get my thoughts out there and my information out
there to people that I think is truth, that I
think is my truth. And anyways, I think twenty twenty
was the start of the Great Awakening, and I think
it's a moment where we're leaving the Old Earth behind.
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You know, twenty twenty maybe the time when the New
Earth started to sort of emerge, like this bifurcation started
to happen, right, And this is where I think the
word hindsight twenty twenty comes from, Like we're leaving hindsight
is twenty twenty, We're leaving it behind. I think the
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new Earth that's talked about in Isaiah and also tewod
Peter is a frequency. We're entering an age of authenticity.
Those who have accepted Christ as their Lord and Savior
will vibrate into the New Earth. Authenticity will be the
standard cultural unit of measurement for New Earth. Right, it's
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already started. No one watches the news anymore because again,
people crave authenticity. They won't get authenticity on Fox or
CNN or Colbert or Stern or Obama or Biden or
Trump or whoever the fuck it is they're listening to.
They're not gonna get it from them. That's why celebrities
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have lost their power. It's funny to watch because when
you watch celebrities like that, it's like watching a fish die, right,
I mean not watching a fish fish. Watching a fish
die is actually sadder than that. But these celebrities out
there dying for attention and everything, they can't get it
because it's it's we have moved past them. Certainly, there
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are people who still give a lot of their power
when they clap. They've given their energy to these people
when they're you know, but they're like the they're like
the little monsters or the humans on the Little Mermaid
who Ursula drained all their power and they're like the
little dried up worms that are kind of floating around.
That's how I kind of look at celebrities. It's weird
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because it's like you can see them kind of you know,
they want that power back, but they don't have that
star power anymore, that energy, that electricity, that currency. We
were giving it to them. We were giving all of
our focus and attention, and twenty twenty kind of reversed that.
Everybody says, screw this, man, let me give my attention
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back to my family and God and my community, and
let me go back out with nature. Let me you know,
during twenty twenty, my kids and I we were going
out and picking blackberries and fishing and all this other
stuff because I work from home, so of course I
had them with me all the time, but we would
go do that stuff during the day and we spent
more time together. A lot of people said, screw this,
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I'm going to take my kids in homeschool. And it's
growing ever since then, because again, that authenticity. You're not
going to get it from school. You're not going to
get it from Fox or CNN, and a lot of
times you're not going to get it from church either.
It's just it's the sad truth of it. I hate
to say that because I still love church. I still
think church is important. But the only truth that you're
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going to be able to get the real truth, the authenticity,
is going to come from within. It's going to come
from being yourself, listening to God, tuning yourself to the
God frequency, if you will, and getting that information of
love and light from him. You know. Again, all this stuff,
this is why the great noticing is happening. Light is
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shining in the shadows, the cockroaches are coming out, you know,
and people are starting to see what's really been going on. Now.
I could totally be wrong about all this, but again
my gut tells me that I'm not. I don't have
all the answers, but I am interested in finding them.
I really and truthfully think that God is working through
me because I have this strong interest in finding out
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what's going on, what the truth is. I'm after the truth.
That's all I want from people. I hate being lied to,
I hate being manipulated, I hate being told to shut
up in color, you know, I do have a moral
claustrophobia of being told what to do. Because I am
a free being, I am a light being, I am
made in God's image, I am a creator I am
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this beautiful work of art that God created, and nobody
can take my power away from me, and I'm rediscovering
that power and a lot of people are. I used
to think that was kind of like special. I remember
in the first couple episodes, I had some people and
I was like, I must be a star seed. You know.
It's it's when you It's easy to think that because
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you feel like God has given you information you know
that nobody else can see. Only you could see that.
But now now I know that it's not what it was.
I felt like I was chosen, I was chosen to
do this or something, but I definitely wasn't. I'm not
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one of the elect. There are no elect. All humans
created in his image have the ability. They just have
to awaken. They have to be the ones that turns
the light back on and get out of bed. You know.
I call this show the Awakened Podcast because it's a
place where I feel like people can come to get
information to help them on their awakening journey. A lot
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of people always ask me why I think I'm being
used by him, and I think this is because I'm
open to hearing his message. I'm willing to be used
for his will, and I'm actively listening for signs from
him through synchronicity or intuition or whatever you want to
call it. I go where my heart leads me. My
heart never fails me, my gut never fails me. Every
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single time it says to go this way, I go
that way and doors open. Man, I'm telling you, I
get caught in traffic all the time. I was behind
this really slow lady yesterday and I was just like
so mad, like, please get the heck out of the way.
I got places to be and things to do. And
then I realized I had to remind myself that God
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put that lady in front of me to slow me
down for a reason. Maybe he didn't want me to
get into a car accident, you know. Maybe he wanted
me to see something a little bit longer, so I
had to kind of slow it down a little bit.
But again, I think my heart is guided by the
Holy Spirit, and I think when He speaks to you,
only you will know it, because again he speaks to
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each individual person in ways that only they'll understand. In
Job thirty three, verse fourteen through sixteen, it says for
God may speak in one way or in another, Yet
man does not perceive it in a dream, in a
vision of the night, when deep sleep falls upon men
while slumbering on their beds, then he opens the ears
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of men and seals their instruction. Only God's people can
hear him if they choose to join the spiritual battle.
The demons can't, all right, and neither can the mimickers.
I don't think so. The demons are the destroyers again,
the mimickers. And you can see this because they're the
ones who will copy other people's videos on Instagram or
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YouTube or whatever. They don't have a creative thought on
their own. So the creators, God's people, those of Christ
are and that's people who believe in Christ. Those are
God's people, definitively. We are the creators, not the mimickers,
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not the destroyers. In Isaiah six 't eight, it says,
then I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, whom
shall I sin? And who will go for us? And
I said, here am I sin me? He said, go
and tell this people, be ever hearing but never understanding,
be ever seeing but never perceiving, Make the heart of
this people callous, make their ears dull, and close their eyes.
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Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears,
understand with their hearts, and turn and be healed. So
even God is saying, the demons can't hear this because
they might turn right, so he locked them out of that,
and he only gives special instructions to those who are
willing to listen. Don't be afraid, you know the Bible says.
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It doesn't say it three hundred and sixty five times,
like I've said before, and like other people have said.
I've actually had to look this up a little bit
and it's something somewhere between one hundred and hundred and fifty,
which is still a lot though. But in Psaw ninety
one it says whoever dwells in the shelter of the
Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
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I will say of the Lord, he is my refuge
and my fortress, my God, and whom I trust. Surely
he will save you from the fowl's snare and from
the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge. His faithfulness
will be your shield, and rampart you will not fear
the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies
by day, nor the petulance that stalks in the darkness.
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Know the plague that destroys at midday. A thousand may
fall out your side, ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you. You will only
observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.
If you say the Lord is my refuge, and you
make the most high you're dwelling, no harm will overtake you.
No disaster will come near your tent. For he will
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command his angels concerning you to guard you in all
your ways. They will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against the stone.
You will tread on the lion and the cobra. You
will trample the great lion and the serpent. Because he
loves me, says the Lord. I will rescue him. I
will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will
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call on me, and I will answer him. I will
be with him in trouble. I will deliver him and
honor him with long life. I will satisfy him and
show him my salvation. So I'm not afraid of this,
because i know I'm being protected by God. I have
this light bubble of protection around me if you will.
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I prayed it for me, I've prayed it for my family.
And I think once you do that, once you set
these spiritual boundaries, even like Tofer said on one of
my recent episodes, you can put you can put urine
around the yard if you won't. So anyways, how do
you know if you're being called? Well, first of all,
if you're listening to this show, then you're probably awake.
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If you're awake, you're being filled with the Holy Spirit,
which means he's calling on you. And when you're filled
with the Holy Spirit, it feels like it's going to
burst out of you. You're also probably someone who's walked
through the darkness, right, You've been tested. You know the
light because you experienced the darkness. Remember that he only
puts those in the furnace who he trust will be
able to carry the flame forward and light the pass
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of others. In Isaiah fifty verse four through eleven, it says,
the Sovereign Lord has given me a well instructed tongue
to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens
me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like
one being instructed. The Sovereign Lord has opened my ears.
I have not been rebellious, I have not turned away.
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I offered my back to those who beat me, my
cheeks to those who pulled out my beard. I did
not hide my face from mocking and spitting. Because the
Sovereign Lord helps me, I will not be disgraced. Therefore
have I set my face like flint, And I know
I will not be put to shame. He who vindicates
me is near, who then will bring charges against me?
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Let us face each other. Who is my accuser? Let
him confront me. It is the Sovereign Lord who helps
me who will condemn me. They will all wear out
like a garment. Moss will eat them up. Who among
you fears the Lord and obeys the word of his servant.
Let the one who walks in the dark, who has
no light, trust in the name of the Lord and
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rely on their God. But now, all you who light
fires and provide yourselves with flaming torches, go walk in
the light of your fires and of the torches you
have set ablaze. This is what you shall receive from
my hand. You will lie down and torment if you're awaken.
Your job is to literally help other people wake up,
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because waking people up is the discipleship that I talked
about earlier. But waking other people up isn't an easy
thing to do. Like I said, they have to be
willing to receive the message, and even if they're not,
it's still important to sow the seed if you will.
In Matthew thirteen, it says that same day Jesus went
out of the house and sat by the lake. Such
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large crowds gathered around him that he got into a
boat and sat in it while all the people stood
on the shore. Then he told them many things in parables,
saying a farmer went out to sow his seed. As
he was scattering the seeds, some fell along the path,
and the birds came and ate it up. Some fell
on rocky places where it did not have much soil.
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It sprang up quickly because the soil was shallow. But
then when the sun came up, the plants were scorched
and they withered because they had no root. Other seeds
fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants. Still,
other seeds fell on good soil, where it produced a
crop one hundred sixty or thirty times what was sown.
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Whoever has ears to hear, let them hear. The disciples
came to him and asked, why do you speak to
the people in parables. He replied, because the knowledge of
the secrets of the Kingdom of Heaven has been given
to you, but not to them. Whoever has will be
given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does
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not have, even what they have will be taken from them.
This is why I speak to them in parables. Though
seeing they do not see, though hearing they do not hear,
or understand. In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah.
You will be ever hearing, but never understanding. You will
be ever seeing, but never perceiving. For this, people's hearts
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became calloused. They hardly hear with the ears, and they
have closed their eyes. Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
hear with the ears, understand with their hearts, and turn,
and I would heal them. But blessed are your eyes
because they see, and your ears because they hear. For truly,
I tell you many prophets and righteous people long to
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see what you see but did not see it, and
to hear what you hear but did not hear it.
So again, not everyone is ready to hear the message
if you try to wake them up, right, I mean,
only those with spiritual perception will understand that. That means
that only people who are willing and to receive the
message of the Holy Spirit will receive it. You have
to plant spiritual seeds and let them grow. And it's funny, man,
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because when you plant them, they will grow and you'll
it might be six months from now, it might be
a year from now, but I promise you, out of
the blue, you'll hear somebody you said something to they'll
say it back to you, or they'll they'll be telling
someone else that thought has to germinate inside their minds. Again,
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I think all believers are called to be disciples and
join the fight. It's up to you whether or not
you receive the message. You have to be willing to
answer the call. All right, guys, that'll do it for
today's episode. I'm gonna go ahead and wrap this up.
I've been talking for about an hour now. I just
want to say thank you guys personally for continuously listening
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to the show and supporting me and commenting and sharing
and doing all the things you've been doing I really
appreciate it. I see all your messages, I see all
your review and things like that. I look at it
all the time. I'm really grateful for all of you guys.
I'm trying to do podcasting more because I feel like
it's where my heart is leading me, and I'm trying
to do web design less and photography and all that
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stuff less. I'll still do it to supplement the income
I make from the show, but as for now, the
show is starting to grow and I'm starting to make
a little bit of money from advertisements. I know it
sucks here in the advertisements. I'm really sorry about that.
I don't know of any other way to make money
off the show other than to ask people for donations
and stuff like that. But I don't feel comfortable doing
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that because you know, I'm still poor. I grew up poor.
I know that I don't want to pull out people's
heartstrings and say, hey, please give me a donation or
I can't make you the show. Like the show will
find a way to go on with or without a donation.
But I'm grateful for anything that you guys are do.
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So if you guys can do that, I really appreciate that.
This is the first episode of many. Like I said that,
I'll be doing solo. Hopefully I'll be able to get
more content out on a regular basis, maybe two or
three times a week, hopefully if if I have the
if I have the opportunity to sit down and record,
I felt like this was easy to talk about. I mean,
I had to read some Bible verses, but I felt
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like overall, this was an easy show for me to
do because it's coming from the heart, and I hope
every show can be like this. But all right, guys,
that'll do it. Thank you again for all your love
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Speaker 4 (58:12):
But I'm standing at the gross. I don't know where
to our news and control, trying not to see it
on my soul. I'm standing at the Gross. I don't
know where our news and control, trying not to sell
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on me in the right direction.
Speaker 3 (58:34):
God send me your blessing.
Speaker 5 (58:37):
I'm so tired of stress, and its music's turn to obsession, upsession.
Speaker 3 (58:43):
I got a long way to go to ease my family.
Speaker 5 (58:45):
My clothes uping, we make some sweat, and the rain
going happen, say happen, say course, and I can change
all my mistakes. But y'all be half done there, fall
out and read the things that all use sanat from
the outdoor all open.
Speaker 3 (59:01):
Now I can stop my own ball. I gotta stand
till overcome a scene umping down the dor roll stand
a church here, so did.
Speaker 4 (59:11):
De lord. Well, I'm standing at the Gross. I don't
know when to our news a control.
Speaker 3 (59:20):
Trying not to see my soul. I'm standing at the Gross.
I don't know when our news a control.
Speaker 5 (59:31):
Trying not just set up now, witting back, thinking about
the men aris.
Speaker 3 (59:35):
Now, I don't know who's a friend of me.
Speaker 5 (59:37):
These people lack back.
Speaker 3 (59:38):
They get to me. Well, that's still a mister reef
a man's never wants me to lose my my religion.
But I won't stop what out of find I won't
give Walt gave.
Speaker 5 (59:53):
So I'm gonna sit down right head pray, and that's
the Lord above to help me.
Speaker 3 (59:58):
Change my way today. The world's a green and be
and you move a to a fan the byres to
the break.
Speaker 5 (01:00:04):
You can love me, I remember, don't break.
Speaker 3 (01:00:06):
I'm at the cross room. I'm trying to find my way.
Can your health be? O? Can your health be? IM
standing at the cross I don't know when my news
a control, trying not to see my soul. I'm standing
at the crossing.
Speaker 4 (01:00:26):
I don't know where our news a control, trying not
to sell so little please gout be got me a
procusty side.
Speaker 1 (01:00:40):
To take mine.
Speaker 3 (01:00:41):
Shoot me the wig, show me the wig? Please got me?
Speaker 4 (01:00:45):
Got me all psside my head to take money?
Speaker 3 (01:00:51):
Shot WI. IM standing at this.
Speaker 4 (01:00:56):
I don't know when to my news a control, trying
not to see my soul.
Speaker 3 (01:01:04):
I'm standing at the cross bones. I don't know where
to go. Our nimes a control.
Speaker 4 (01:01:12):
I'm trying not to sell so but I standing at
the cross from I don't know where to our nimes
a control, trying not to see my soul.
Speaker 3 (01:01:24):
I'm standing at.
Speaker 4 (01:01:25):
The cross hot I don't know where to go. Our Nimes,
a control, trying not to sell so