June 14, 2025 • 31 mins
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Speaker 1 (00:30):
Hey, what's going on everybody. Hope you're all doing well.
I'm going to try to make this one of the
shortest many episodes in a long time, just because it
has been a hell of a week and ever since
the last recording for the podcast, because the work has
just been out of this world for me, been getting
back into everything. It's been a little bit of time,
(00:53):
you know, and all the random shit that's gone on
lately has been just absolutely nuts, right, And with work,
I mean, we had an audit at work, and if
anybody works in the medical device industry, audits are absolutely
no fun. And each day I've been there really really late,
(01:13):
so I really haven't been in contact with many people.
I've still managed to do the streams that even then
I kind of was in it as much and was
just really kind of doing them to do them. It's
one of those things has kind of been. But it
is a Father's Day this weekend, So if you haven't
talked to your dad in a long time, maybe it's
about time that you pick up your phone and at
(01:34):
least call him for the weekend and say hi for
a little bit. With everything that's going on, so beyond that,
hopefully this Wednesday. I'm finally gonna be done with this
whole foot issue, with everything that went on and the
you know, finally recovered. Everything looks like it's healed. I
personally have had to clean my foot because I, you know,
(01:58):
the doctor said to do that, you know, instead of
me constantly going in and him doing it or a
nurse doing it, that I would do it, which really
is basically unwrapping everything and then putting some iodine onto
a like a you know, a gauze and then rewrapping
it after putting that on there. But the wound is
completely healed, the foot is feeling great, and you know,
(02:22):
just watch myself making sure that everything goes fine for
what it is. And I know I talked a little
bit about it on the episode, but unfortunately my oldest dog, Ace,
he did pass away, and it was It's really sad,
you know. And basically, to make the story as short
(02:44):
as it can be, two weeks ago from last Friday
or this, you know, yesterday, from the point of this recording,
you know, I got up from playing some games with
some people late at night, and normally what I do,
you know, I go downstairs, I put the dogs out
and then we go back upstairs and we go to bed.
(03:05):
But basically what happened was that, you know, Zach the
younger of the two dogs, and even then, Zach's not
a very young dog as it is, he's about nine.
I mean, I think he's going to be ten this year.
I'm always bad with the ages of my animals. In fact,
my cat that I still have around here, Charlie, she
(03:25):
I thought she was like, oh, she's about the same
age as Zach because we got him about the same time.
Speaker 2 (03:31):
Time.
Speaker 1 (03:31):
To find out, when looking through some memory stuff that
I had, I had Charlie at least a year to
two years before I even got Zach, so she is
like ten or eleven years old, whereas Zach is about
nine eight or nine years old. And so Ace, who
this month would have been fourteen years old. You know,
(03:53):
he's been really he slowed down a lot. I know
that this year was going to be the year I
think this. I had it in my head that and
I'd even thought it last year. I wasn't sure how
much longer he was going to last. But you know,
still full of energy. Is still the house hippo that
he was. He's a pit bull for a pit bull.
To live to be thirteen fourteen years old is still
(04:15):
an incredible thing, and I prepared myself a little more
for that, Whereas with Luna and my cat that passed
away last August, and it's old age that's really getting
them like that was a little more sudden to me.
I wasn't really expecting it because she didn't really change
at all, Whereas with Ace, I've seen it over the
last year. And so, you know, Zach went downstairs like
(04:39):
he normally does, in a stupid little grin face that
he gets sometimes. But Ace was you know, he's been
at the top of the stairs and he's been kind
of like twirling around and like slowly gets there, but
he almost ran into the wall. And I looked at
him like, are you okay, you know, is everything fine
with you? And he just kind of looked at me,
(04:59):
and then he just turned to the stairs after I
said come on, and then he just did a flying
leap down the stairs. And this sounds terribly, but this
is what goes through my head every time when I
saw it, was that it looks like those stupid pet
videos that you find where you know the dog they say, okay,
(05:19):
come on and then the dog just takes a leaping
jump and jumps off the stairs and it's like funny
and haha. As he lands and he gets up, he's fine.
But that's what he did. He like just took a
leaping dive. And I've not seen him do that or
act like that in a really long time. And he
just hit the bottom of the stairs, tumbled and ran
(05:40):
into a shelf that I have down there. And with
the stupid thing on my foot, you know, the stupid
little booth thing, it's been hard for me to run
up and down the stairs. And so I tried to
go as fast as I could get down there to
check on him. And he seemed like he was okay,
but he took a little bit of time getting up,
and so, you know, I checked on him and you
know how helped him to his feet and then I
(06:02):
was like, are you okay, And he seemed like he
was fine, like, oh, I just took a weird tumble
down the stairs, but I'm okay. You know, dogs sometimes
are a lot more resilient than humans are. Like if
I fell down that, I know that that would be
like a broken leg or some shit for me, or
I would be really really slow to get up, and
you know, who knows what would happen to me even
at my age. And so I got him up and
(06:23):
he seemed like he was fine, and he was walking around.
And then before the kitchen, and you know, people might
not have seen my house before, or the townhouse that
I live in, you know, the living room kitchen aren't
very far in between, and there's basically carpet and then
it breaks off into like you know, the laminate floors
that are in the kitchen. And so as I'm walking
(06:45):
and I put Zach out, he's walking. Ace is walking
towards me, and I'm like, oh, you know, come on,
he so let's go outside, and right before the kitchen,
he just collapsed. And he collapsed and basically did not
get up from that spot until he passed away, and
he just started breathing hard, and the hardest thing that
I had to do, but it was the most comforting
(07:07):
thing that I've done for for something like this, was
I just kind of sat with him. And you know,
Paramel Pat who's been on the podcast before him and
his wife my cousin lived very close by, and you know,
literally when I sit close by, like five doors down
from where I live, and I'd called them and say,
you guys up, I need some help. Ace is not
(07:28):
doing well. Something's wrong with him. I don't know what
it is. And they came over and basically distract Zach
from me so that I could lay with, you know,
with Ace and see if something was broken or something happened.
And he, you know, basically he just laid there until
he you know, was barely catching his breath and I
(07:49):
just kind of leaned over to him. And I know
this is like kind of depressing and sad, but this
is part of the healing process for me, so please
excuse me. But he he basically, you know, he was
struggling to hang on, and I leaned over to him
and I just told him, I said, hey, I don't
want you to go. I said, but that's very and
I told him, I said, it's very selfish to me
(08:09):
to want that. But if this is your time and
this is when you need to go, just let go.
Just please let go. And you know I will understand.
You know that. You know I love you very much,
and as much as I want you to be around
with me for a really long time, you know I
can't force you to do that. So if you want
(08:32):
to let go, let go, just please let go. And
that's basically when he let go. And he just laid
there next to me, put his head on my shoes,
and I laid next to him and you know, tried
to listen for a heartbeat to see what it sounded like,
and it was very slow and low, and then he
(08:53):
just passed away. And so I had to, you know,
that night, I had to take him to an emergency
vet and have them help me with disposing of the body,
you know, or at least taking the body, because I
didn't know what I was going to do. I couldn't
leave him downstairs, you know, dead, and I didn't want
to wake up to that and figure that out, and
(09:15):
especially with the other dog and with a cat, and
I don't want something to happen in the middle of
the night. I don't know what the cat would do,
you know, And I know that Zach would be whining
all night, and you know, it's not a selfish thing
to do, it's just I'd know that that was the
best thing to do at the moment, because I mean
I could have if it was just him and every
(09:35):
we were just left alone. I probably could take him
to the ASPCA and deal with it that way and
just kind of figure out what I need to do
in the morning. And maybe that sounds bad as well,
but it's like what do you do with a dead animal,
you know, in your house? And so i'd called the
emergency vet and the people were very nice to me,
(09:57):
and I, you know, picked him up with the help
of Patrick because with the foot it's been hard to
do some of those things, and then took him, you know,
and said my last goodbyes to him, and even they
asked me, like, you want to spend more time with him.
I'm like, well, I really can't. I mean, I spend
(10:20):
enough time. I mean it sounds again, it sounds bad,
but I spent enough time with him. But like I
was there at the end, and when he breathed his
last breath, it wasn't like he just collapsed and that
was it and he was dead, and oh my god,
what do I do. It was like literally thirty minutes
of sitting there on the floor with him until he,
you know, he died. And so and I said it
(10:40):
was gonna be the shortest one. But it's not the
shortest one because I'm talking about this, so I apologize
if that's what it was. But basically, you know, when
we drove out to take him to the place, So
the place that we went to, it's normally ten to
fifteen minutes with no traffic to get to this place.
It's just over the hill to a that's over the hill.
(11:01):
And that night, for some reason, for some got awful reason,
they're doing this weird construction and they made it go
from four lanes to one lane, which caused me a
ten to fifteen minute drive to take an hour and
ten minutes to get there. So when I got there
to you know, have them help me with the body,
(11:23):
it was like, do you want to spend more time
with him? And I didn't want to say, well, I
just spent an hour and fifteen minutes extra in the
car with him where I went through everything in my
head and I don't think that I can spend an
extra ten minutes without breaking down like a baby, So no,
I don't. I just said no, I you know, I
got to have my time that I needed with him
and did everything. So yeah, it sucks. And then to
(11:47):
have to go back and have my first day of
work on that following Monday, after everything was said and
done was extremely rough, extremely extremely rough. But you know,
it's what it is. It's it's life, and you know,
life does what it does to you. And you know,
May is such such a weird month, like I just
(12:11):
don't know, man, Like I just want to catch a
break at something somewhere somehow. And it's been rough to
say the least with everything. But I again, I have
to say this every time. I appreciate everybody that listens
to the podcast. I really do, and it's you know,
those ones that listen continue to listen to the reason
(12:32):
why I keep doing this. I've said this a lot,
but it really does mean a lot. And you know,
no matter how bad things have got, I know that
these you know, listeners have been there and have enjoyed
what I've done. And I do truly appreciate each and
every one of you because it's a lot to do
these podcasts, and you know, it takes away a whole
(12:52):
day for me to do this and to get it done.
And if there wasn't people consistently listening and checking out
all the stuff, I don't know what I'd be doing
with it. Probably the podcast wouldn't exist anymore. And there's
a lot of people I've seen that have come and
gone in the time that I've done this podcast, and
I'm still doing the shit, So you know, there has
to be a reason why I keep doing this shit
(13:14):
that makes you know, makes it worthwhile, and it's everybody
that listens to the show. So with that all being said,
and that being as depressing as it is, I have
two surprises for you guys, well, a surprise and then
something that you know we're gonna do for the next
episode of the podcast. And for the next episode of
(13:36):
the podcast is what is the movie that we're doing?
You know, that's what everybody really wants to listen to
these things for I wish I had something like The
Last of Us or something like that were watching, but
we went through that whole series. There is something I
do want to watch over the weekend, and I'm gonna
try to make time for it. Might try to watch tomorrow.
I want to watch the new Predator animated anthology that's
come out. That's not the next episode of the podcast,
(13:58):
but I do want to watch it. Do you want to
talk about it? So hopefully I'll watch it and either
by the next mini episode, which I think is not
really going to be focused on that, but maybe I'll
put something out that's a little bit So we talked
about it. I wish i'd seen it before doing this episode,
because I kinta talked about it. At the same time,
I do want the next NI episode to be Dave
and I, so I'm going to try to reach out
to him either today tomorrow and see what movies he
(14:20):
wants to talk about when we go talk about our
Full Moon stuff. But I want to take a break
from all that stuff, and I wanted to do a
movie that was relatively new that I know is going
to be terrible and is based on something that I
do really really like, you know, and thinking of as
I was doing the Last of Us talk and everything
like that, and I was like, no, I've got to
(14:42):
I said, I do you one more Full Moon movie?
And so that's what we're doing. But it got me
thinking about this movie and so for the next episode
of the Terrible Terror Podcast. And this one is a
hard suggestion for me for everybody because while it's available
on vod to rent or to buy, I don't want
you guys going out and buying this movie. And I
definitely don't want you renting it for the price that
(15:04):
it's going to cost, you know, me to rent this movie,
which is ridiculous in my mind. It's like twenty bucks
to rent this fucking movie to be able to watch it.
And so you know, there might even be some sailing
of the seas to be able to see this movie
for some people, you know, but I don't know, you know,
it's it's one of those things. But I'm watching it
(15:24):
because I want to see what they did wrong with
this movie, because I can already tell baseb on and honestly,
the idea behind it and what they're trying to do
with it is fine to me in doing like a
world and it's interesting, but to call it this might
(15:44):
be a little bit of a stretch in the way
that they did it where they had a you know,
and I know, Parallelepac keeps telling me with a lot
of things, you have a really good story, and you
could follow the story, and I understand that you can't
be exactly the story because some of the bits and
the stories. Whenever it comes to game adaptations, it's always
(16:05):
there's gameplay stuff that you can't you know, you can't
replicate in a medium like a movie or a book.
Maybe in a book you can do some of this stuff,
but in a TV series or a movie, I don't
think that you can one hundred percent do it. But
you have a baseline for a story that you can follow.
(16:27):
So maybe you don't go into this specific cave for
thirty minutes of the movie because you know that that
is a gameplay mechanic that lasts you five hours in
the game. You know, maybe you skip over something like that,
but you still tie everything back into the general overall
arching story and you use that right and maybe you
(16:49):
change things here or there, and that's not that bad.
But it's when you do something completely different, like the
Super Mario Brothers movie, and you change the IP so
much that it's like why did you go this route
with it? That makes it weird. And you keep this
on a horror tip, but the fact that they made
(17:11):
it so that it's like different scenarios that they're constantly
going through, that makes it odd. Where you have a
good enough story and it's a fun game, and really
the game is like a basic goddamn movie as it is.
And I've liked the stuff that this studio has put
out right and I'm actually looking forward to their game
in October that will be playing on stream and will
(17:33):
be my horror game for the month when it comes out,
which is I think it's something eighty twenty that's coming out.
It's part of the Man of or the Dark Pictures
anthology games that they've done since then. And there was
one game of this series I just did not care
for and I didn't finish, which was The Cory. But
the very first game that they did was a very
(17:55):
fun game that actually had a couple of well known
actors and actresses in it in the kind of their
younger days for everything that's there, one of them being
Hayden Pantieri, you know if you know her from Heroes.
You also had a very young Ramy Mallick in this
game as well, and you had Peter Stormayer who's been
(18:17):
on the podcast before with Constantine, who are big names,
at least somewhat big names for the time, and they
looked great because they modeled the characters after them, and
it really felt like that teen type of slash movie.
It did go into weird areas in terms of the
story and the windigos and all that stuff like that,
but it still was a very entertaining game, and it
(18:39):
actually was a good scary game. Yes, it's a lot
of quick times.
Speaker 3 (18:43):
You know.
Speaker 1 (18:43):
It's like I said, it's like playing a goddamn movie
and you're trying to take like some like this and
bring it to the screen and then you do some
weird shit with it. So what movie am I talking
about that's based upon a game that came out earlier
this year. Well it is Until Dawn.
Speaker 3 (19:06):
I can't I kid.
Speaker 2 (19:16):
Up the road. There's a place stuck in talk?
Speaker 4 (19:30):
What is that stuck in? Every time we die, we.
Speaker 3 (19:38):
Find ourselves back here again. Well, the night is never
the same. We're here again, stuck in talk, But the
night is never the same.
Speaker 1 (19:54):
Every night something new is trying to us. Were something
to do? Was trying to choice?
Speaker 3 (20:02):
Is that.
Speaker 4 (20:06):
If you want to survive, you have to make it until.
Speaker 3 (20:10):
Don holding out, Please let me out.
Speaker 4 (20:16):
You have to.
Speaker 2 (20:23):
Bear up the road. That's why people get into trouble.
Speaker 1 (20:44):
So we're going to look at Until Dawn and Until
Don is directed by uh David Sandberg and David Sandberg
did a couple of really fun movies, and especially Lights
Out is a very fun movie. It's not as good
as the short that was done before, but it's still
very fun and also my favorite out of all the
(21:04):
Annabel movies, which is Annabel Creation. In fact, I think
that's my actual favorite out of that whole conjuring universe
of movies. And I was surprised as shit that that
movie was that good, Like it really did a really
good job and it's a movie I kind of want
to look at this podcast again to see if it's
as good as I remember it for when I saw
(21:25):
it before. He also did Shazam, which I thought was
one of the better DC movies that came out as well,
and you know, I don't think that he did. He
did do Fury of the Gods as well, which I
heard is not very good at all, but we'll have
to see because I still haven't seen that one because
I wasn't super interested in that movie when I saw
the trailers and everything like that. But I thought this
(21:47):
would be a good change of pace to see exactly
what is going on in this world of horror and adaptations,
and you know that he got this one, that maybe
it would be something that was at least a little
fun and if it's bad, and it's maybe it's so bad.
It's good that we can have a lot of fun
with it, or maybe it's just going to be really
(22:09):
really bad. And I know that Peter storm Yer does
come back and kind of reprises his role from the
Games in this movie as well, so and you can
hear him in the trailer, so it's not like it's
a big surprise or it's a big spoiler that he's
going to be in this movie. And maybe it was
just for the trailer, but yeah, he's going to be there.
But again, it's a bunch of kind of unknowns in
the cast that they're there, so we'll see. And I
(22:31):
do understand the whole thing doing different days. You know,
every time they die, it's the same day, but they
reset the time. That's kind of like a video game
trope and it's kind of bringing it in there. But
the overall auching story, we'll have to see if they
even reference the original story at all. So that's what
we're going to do for the next episode of the podcast. Now,
the last thing that I do want to surprise everybody with,
(22:53):
and mind you, this is more of a demo than
anything else, is that I have been working with a
friend and you know, we were going to do like
basically an album of covers of different songs, and he's
kind of changed his mind a little bit. He kind
of wants to do something different. So we're still gonna
work on something eventually, but he's also in the middle
of moving and we're gonna see what we can do
(23:15):
and maybe there's a couple of ideas that he has
or whatever, and then I'm gonna write stuff and possibly
sing for him. And so we worked on a cover
song that he has. Like I said, it's still kind
of in the demo phase, and he keeps changing his
mind on what he wants to do, and I keep
doing a couple other things. But this is the second
(23:36):
demo that we did for this song. So I'm going
to play it for you guys, and that's how we're
gonna end this episode. So I hope you guys somewhat
enjoy it. If you don't, you don't. I like the
things that he's done with it. You know, I'm always
my harshest critic whenever it comes doing stuff like this,
and so there are things that I'm like, Oh, I
could have done this better, I could have done that better.
(23:57):
But I still enjoy the cover. I still like it
is what I'm trying to say, and I like what
he did with it. So thank you guys so much
for listening. Make sure that you're following the podcast and
all social networks that we have out there. Check out
the streams on Twitch. I'm available right now on Mondays
and Tuesdays guaranteed, sometimes Sundays sometimes other days. It just
(24:20):
depends on kind of what's going on with me. The
last couple Sundays I haven't streamed, and when football comes back,
I know I won't stream. And we're also trying to
work out a way because like, I like streaming with
other people as well on us doing the thing, but
I also like being able to mute streams, and unfortunately
people that I do stream with sometimes they're on Xbox
and I can't mute myself when I'm on that and
(24:42):
using Xbox Party Chat. But we're trying to move over
so that we use Discord as well to do the
whole thing. So maybe I'll get back on to stream Thursdays,
but it'll be a co stream with a bunch of
other people that we're doing. We're playing some multiplayer games
and stuff like that. But you can check it out
right now Terrible Terrors on Twitter or Terrible Terror Podcast
on YouTube. I am multi streaming, so you'll be able
(25:04):
to see the streams on both sides with everything going
on there. And I'm still trying to work on doing
something like, you know, a live podcast, and how do
I do the live podcast to make sure that it
goes swimmingly on both and that I don't get random
strikes or claims or whatever the video taken down. But
at least maybe then it would be live and you'd
be able to see the process as it works with everything.
(25:27):
And I'm trying to do it in a way so
that I could show you guys clips and videos while I,
you know, talk and do my podcast stuff. As on
Twitch it's easy. I just don't produce a ood and
you get the whole thing. So if you're not there
when the thing is being done, you may not get
to see it, but you'll hear with everything that's going
on here. And whereas on YouTube, the vod kind of
(25:47):
gets published right away and so you'd be able to
watch it if you wanted to watch it and see
me struggle through an episode of the podcast and see
how long it actually takes me to do an episode
recording of the podcast with everything, But I also don't
want the video to be randomly taken off because I'm
showing a video clip of what's going on, and maybe
(26:07):
if I'm on top of it, maybe they won't bother
it so much. But we'll have to see how that goes.
But nonetheless, that's it for this mini episode, and I
leave you with my good friend mister Andy or Mr four.
You can find him his Mr for Music online or
Mr four online dot com. He's there you can check
(26:31):
or Mr four dot online. Sorry, he has so many
different things. And this is our cover of Stinkfist. This
is a demo, so there's still work that we could
do to make it sound a lot better. And you
know he's producing it himself, so you know he's and
I think he's done an awesome job. And then he
doesn't really deal with vocals very much. He mostly does
with the music side of things. So check it out,
(26:53):
let me know what you think. And I hope you
guys take care of yourselves and each other, and I'll
see you for until dawn. All right, take care, guys.
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Speaker 5 (28:44):
Of even an alcohology would in about a line.
Speaker 8 (29:06):
This was something you get used to realize. Weird, No,
(30:41):
it makes you come to fear.
Speaker 4 (30:44):
It became a series mean anything to me, I really don't.
Speaker 3 (31:02):
She'll sing at all, say.
Speaker 8 (31:20):
The lot to with the line.
Speaker 3 (31:24):
That you love me and then we belong together. So
abo line
Speaker 4 (31:34):
Set aroun take mind and
Hey, what's going on everybody. Hope you're all doing well.
I'm going to try to make this one of the
shortest many episodes in a long time, just because it
has been a hell of a week and ever since
the last recording for the podcast, because the work has
just been out of this world for me, been getting
back into everything. It's been a little bit of time,
(00:53):
you know, and all the random shit that's gone on
lately has been just absolutely nuts, right, And with work,
I mean, we had an audit at work, and if
anybody works in the medical device industry, audits are absolutely
no fun. And each day I've been there really really late,
(01:13):
so I really haven't been in contact with many people.
I've still managed to do the streams that even then
I kind of was in it as much and was
just really kind of doing them to do them. It's
one of those things has kind of been. But it
is a Father's Day this weekend, So if you haven't
talked to your dad in a long time, maybe it's
about time that you pick up your phone and at
(01:34):
least call him for the weekend and say hi for
a little bit. With everything that's going on, so beyond that,
hopefully this Wednesday. I'm finally gonna be done with this
whole foot issue, with everything that went on and the
you know, finally recovered. Everything looks like it's healed. I
personally have had to clean my foot because I, you know,
(01:58):
the doctor said to do that, you know, instead of
me constantly going in and him doing it or a
nurse doing it, that I would do it, which really
is basically unwrapping everything and then putting some iodine onto
a like a you know, a gauze and then rewrapping
it after putting that on there. But the wound is
completely healed, the foot is feeling great, and you know,
(02:22):
just watch myself making sure that everything goes fine for
what it is. And I know I talked a little
bit about it on the episode, but unfortunately my oldest dog, Ace,
he did pass away, and it was It's really sad,
you know. And basically, to make the story as short
(02:44):
as it can be, two weeks ago from last Friday
or this, you know, yesterday, from the point of this recording,
you know, I got up from playing some games with
some people late at night, and normally what I do,
you know, I go downstairs, I put the dogs out
and then we go back upstairs and we go to bed.
(03:05):
But basically what happened was that, you know, Zach the
younger of the two dogs, and even then, Zach's not
a very young dog as it is, he's about nine.
I mean, I think he's going to be ten this year.
I'm always bad with the ages of my animals. In fact,
my cat that I still have around here, Charlie, she
(03:25):
I thought she was like, oh, she's about the same
age as Zach because we got him about the same time.
Speaker 2 (03:31):
Time.
Speaker 1 (03:31):
To find out, when looking through some memory stuff that
I had, I had Charlie at least a year to
two years before I even got Zach, so she is
like ten or eleven years old, whereas Zach is about
nine eight or nine years old. And so Ace, who
this month would have been fourteen years old. You know,
(03:53):
he's been really he slowed down a lot. I know
that this year was going to be the year I
think this. I had it in my head that and
I'd even thought it last year. I wasn't sure how
much longer he was going to last. But you know,
still full of energy. Is still the house hippo that
he was. He's a pit bull for a pit bull.
To live to be thirteen fourteen years old is still
(04:15):
an incredible thing, and I prepared myself a little more
for that, Whereas with Luna and my cat that passed
away last August, and it's old age that's really getting
them like that was a little more sudden to me.
I wasn't really expecting it because she didn't really change
at all, Whereas with Ace, I've seen it over the
last year. And so, you know, Zach went downstairs like
(04:39):
he normally does, in a stupid little grin face that
he gets sometimes. But Ace was you know, he's been
at the top of the stairs and he's been kind
of like twirling around and like slowly gets there, but
he almost ran into the wall. And I looked at
him like, are you okay, you know, is everything fine
with you? And he just kind of looked at me,
(04:59):
and then he just turned to the stairs after I
said come on, and then he just did a flying
leap down the stairs. And this sounds terribly, but this
is what goes through my head every time when I
saw it, was that it looks like those stupid pet
videos that you find where you know the dog they say, okay,
(05:19):
come on and then the dog just takes a leaping
jump and jumps off the stairs and it's like funny
and haha. As he lands and he gets up, he's fine.
But that's what he did. He like just took a
leaping dive. And I've not seen him do that or
act like that in a really long time. And he
just hit the bottom of the stairs, tumbled and ran
(05:40):
into a shelf that I have down there. And with
the stupid thing on my foot, you know, the stupid
little booth thing, it's been hard for me to run
up and down the stairs. And so I tried to
go as fast as I could get down there to
check on him. And he seemed like he was okay,
but he took a little bit of time getting up,
and so, you know, I checked on him and you
know how helped him to his feet and then I
(06:02):
was like, are you okay, And he seemed like he
was fine, like, oh, I just took a weird tumble
down the stairs, but I'm okay. You know, dogs sometimes
are a lot more resilient than humans are. Like if
I fell down that, I know that that would be
like a broken leg or some shit for me, or
I would be really really slow to get up, and
you know, who knows what would happen to me even
at my age. And so I got him up and
(06:23):
he seemed like he was fine, and he was walking around.
And then before the kitchen, and you know, people might
not have seen my house before, or the townhouse that
I live in, you know, the living room kitchen aren't
very far in between, and there's basically carpet and then
it breaks off into like you know, the laminate floors
that are in the kitchen. And so as I'm walking
(06:45):
and I put Zach out, he's walking. Ace is walking
towards me, and I'm like, oh, you know, come on,
he so let's go outside, and right before the kitchen,
he just collapsed. And he collapsed and basically did not
get up from that spot until he passed away, and
he just started breathing hard, and the hardest thing that
I had to do, but it was the most comforting
(07:07):
thing that I've done for for something like this, was
I just kind of sat with him. And you know,
Paramel Pat who's been on the podcast before him and
his wife my cousin lived very close by, and you know,
literally when I sit close by, like five doors down
from where I live, and I'd called them and say,
you guys up, I need some help. Ace is not
(07:28):
doing well. Something's wrong with him. I don't know what
it is. And they came over and basically distract Zach
from me so that I could lay with, you know,
with Ace and see if something was broken or something happened.
And he, you know, basically he just laid there until
he you know, was barely catching his breath and I
(07:49):
just kind of leaned over to him. And I know
this is like kind of depressing and sad, but this
is part of the healing process for me, so please
excuse me. But he he basically, you know, he was
struggling to hang on, and I leaned over to him
and I just told him, I said, hey, I don't
want you to go. I said, but that's very and
I told him, I said, it's very selfish to me
(08:09):
to want that. But if this is your time and
this is when you need to go, just let go.
Just please let go. And you know I will understand.
You know that. You know I love you very much,
and as much as I want you to be around
with me for a really long time, you know I
can't force you to do that. So if you want
(08:32):
to let go, let go, just please let go. And
that's basically when he let go. And he just laid
there next to me, put his head on my shoes,
and I laid next to him and you know, tried
to listen for a heartbeat to see what it sounded like,
and it was very slow and low, and then he
(08:53):
just passed away. And so I had to, you know,
that night, I had to take him to an emergency
vet and have them help me with disposing of the body,
you know, or at least taking the body, because I
didn't know what I was going to do. I couldn't
leave him downstairs, you know, dead, and I didn't want
to wake up to that and figure that out, and
(09:15):
especially with the other dog and with a cat, and
I don't want something to happen in the middle of
the night. I don't know what the cat would do,
you know, And I know that Zach would be whining
all night, and you know, it's not a selfish thing
to do, it's just I'd know that that was the
best thing to do at the moment, because I mean
I could have if it was just him and every
(09:35):
we were just left alone. I probably could take him
to the ASPCA and deal with it that way and
just kind of figure out what I need to do
in the morning. And maybe that sounds bad as well,
but it's like what do you do with a dead animal,
you know, in your house? And so i'd called the
emergency vet and the people were very nice to me,
(09:57):
and I, you know, picked him up with the help
of Patrick because with the foot it's been hard to
do some of those things, and then took him, you know,
and said my last goodbyes to him, and even they
asked me, like, you want to spend more time with him.
I'm like, well, I really can't. I mean, I spend
(10:20):
enough time. I mean it sounds again, it sounds bad,
but I spent enough time with him. But like I
was there at the end, and when he breathed his
last breath, it wasn't like he just collapsed and that
was it and he was dead, and oh my god,
what do I do. It was like literally thirty minutes
of sitting there on the floor with him until he,
you know, he died. And so and I said it
(10:40):
was gonna be the shortest one. But it's not the
shortest one because I'm talking about this, so I apologize
if that's what it was. But basically, you know, when
we drove out to take him to the place, So
the place that we went to, it's normally ten to
fifteen minutes with no traffic to get to this place.
It's just over the hill to a that's over the hill.
(11:01):
And that night, for some reason, for some got awful reason,
they're doing this weird construction and they made it go
from four lanes to one lane, which caused me a
ten to fifteen minute drive to take an hour and
ten minutes to get there. So when I got there
to you know, have them help me with the body,
(11:23):
it was like, do you want to spend more time
with him? And I didn't want to say, well, I
just spent an hour and fifteen minutes extra in the
car with him where I went through everything in my
head and I don't think that I can spend an
extra ten minutes without breaking down like a baby, So no,
I don't. I just said no, I you know, I
got to have my time that I needed with him
and did everything. So yeah, it sucks. And then to
(11:47):
have to go back and have my first day of
work on that following Monday, after everything was said and
done was extremely rough, extremely extremely rough. But you know,
it's what it is. It's it's life, and you know,
life does what it does to you. And you know,
May is such such a weird month, like I just
(12:11):
don't know, man, Like I just want to catch a
break at something somewhere somehow. And it's been rough to
say the least with everything. But I again, I have
to say this every time. I appreciate everybody that listens
to the podcast. I really do, and it's you know,
those ones that listen continue to listen to the reason
(12:32):
why I keep doing this. I've said this a lot,
but it really does mean a lot. And you know,
no matter how bad things have got, I know that
these you know, listeners have been there and have enjoyed
what I've done. And I do truly appreciate each and
every one of you because it's a lot to do
these podcasts, and you know, it takes away a whole
(12:52):
day for me to do this and to get it done.
And if there wasn't people consistently listening and checking out
all the stuff, I don't know what I'd be doing
with it. Probably the podcast wouldn't exist anymore. And there's
a lot of people I've seen that have come and
gone in the time that I've done this podcast, and
I'm still doing the shit, So you know, there has
to be a reason why I keep doing this shit
(13:14):
that makes you know, makes it worthwhile, and it's everybody
that listens to the show. So with that all being said,
and that being as depressing as it is, I have
two surprises for you guys, well, a surprise and then
something that you know we're gonna do for the next
episode of the podcast. And for the next episode of
(13:36):
the podcast is what is the movie that we're doing?
You know, that's what everybody really wants to listen to
these things for I wish I had something like The
Last of Us or something like that were watching, but
we went through that whole series. There is something I
do want to watch over the weekend, and I'm gonna
try to make time for it. Might try to watch tomorrow.
I want to watch the new Predator animated anthology that's
come out. That's not the next episode of the podcast,
(13:58):
but I do want to watch it. Do you want to
talk about it? So hopefully I'll watch it and either
by the next mini episode, which I think is not
really going to be focused on that, but maybe I'll
put something out that's a little bit So we talked
about it. I wish i'd seen it before doing this episode,
because I kinta talked about it. At the same time,
I do want the next NI episode to be Dave
and I, so I'm going to try to reach out
to him either today tomorrow and see what movies he
(14:20):
wants to talk about when we go talk about our
Full Moon stuff. But I want to take a break
from all that stuff, and I wanted to do a
movie that was relatively new that I know is going
to be terrible and is based on something that I
do really really like, you know, and thinking of as
I was doing the Last of Us talk and everything
like that, and I was like, no, I've got to
(14:42):
I said, I do you one more Full Moon movie?
And so that's what we're doing. But it got me
thinking about this movie and so for the next episode
of the Terrible Terror Podcast. And this one is a
hard suggestion for me for everybody because while it's available
on vod to rent or to buy, I don't want
you guys going out and buying this movie. And I
definitely don't want you renting it for the price that
(15:04):
it's going to cost, you know, me to rent this movie,
which is ridiculous in my mind. It's like twenty bucks
to rent this fucking movie to be able to watch it.
And so you know, there might even be some sailing
of the seas to be able to see this movie
for some people, you know, but I don't know, you know,
it's it's one of those things. But I'm watching it
(15:24):
because I want to see what they did wrong with
this movie, because I can already tell baseb on and honestly,
the idea behind it and what they're trying to do
with it is fine to me in doing like a
world and it's interesting, but to call it this might
(15:44):
be a little bit of a stretch in the way
that they did it where they had a you know,
and I know, Parallelepac keeps telling me with a lot
of things, you have a really good story, and you
could follow the story, and I understand that you can't
be exactly the story because some of the bits and
the stories. Whenever it comes to game adaptations, it's always
(16:05):
there's gameplay stuff that you can't you know, you can't
replicate in a medium like a movie or a book.
Maybe in a book you can do some of this stuff,
but in a TV series or a movie, I don't
think that you can one hundred percent do it. But
you have a baseline for a story that you can follow.
(16:27):
So maybe you don't go into this specific cave for
thirty minutes of the movie because you know that that
is a gameplay mechanic that lasts you five hours in
the game. You know, maybe you skip over something like that,
but you still tie everything back into the general overall
arching story and you use that right and maybe you
(16:49):
change things here or there, and that's not that bad.
But it's when you do something completely different, like the
Super Mario Brothers movie, and you change the IP so
much that it's like why did you go this route
with it? That makes it weird. And you keep this
on a horror tip, but the fact that they made
(17:11):
it so that it's like different scenarios that they're constantly
going through, that makes it odd. Where you have a
good enough story and it's a fun game, and really
the game is like a basic goddamn movie as it is.
And I've liked the stuff that this studio has put
out right and I'm actually looking forward to their game
in October that will be playing on stream and will
(17:33):
be my horror game for the month when it comes out,
which is I think it's something eighty twenty that's coming out.
It's part of the Man of or the Dark Pictures
anthology games that they've done since then. And there was
one game of this series I just did not care
for and I didn't finish, which was The Cory. But
the very first game that they did was a very
(17:55):
fun game that actually had a couple of well known
actors and actresses in it in the kind of their
younger days for everything that's there, one of them being
Hayden Pantieri, you know if you know her from Heroes.
You also had a very young Ramy Mallick in this
game as well, and you had Peter Stormayer who's been
(18:17):
on the podcast before with Constantine, who are big names,
at least somewhat big names for the time, and they
looked great because they modeled the characters after them, and
it really felt like that teen type of slash movie.
It did go into weird areas in terms of the
story and the windigos and all that stuff like that,
but it still was a very entertaining game, and it
(18:39):
actually was a good scary game. Yes, it's a lot
of quick times.
Speaker 3 (18:43):
You know.
Speaker 1 (18:43):
It's like I said, it's like playing a goddamn movie
and you're trying to take like some like this and
bring it to the screen and then you do some
weird shit with it. So what movie am I talking
about that's based upon a game that came out earlier
this year. Well it is Until Dawn.
Speaker 3 (19:06):
I can't I kid.
Speaker 2 (19:16):
Up the road. There's a place stuck in talk?
Speaker 4 (19:30):
What is that stuck in? Every time we die, we.
Speaker 3 (19:38):
Find ourselves back here again. Well, the night is never
the same. We're here again, stuck in talk, But the
night is never the same.
Speaker 1 (19:54):
Every night something new is trying to us. Were something
to do? Was trying to choice?
Speaker 3 (20:02):
Is that.
Speaker 4 (20:06):
If you want to survive, you have to make it until.
Speaker 3 (20:10):
Don holding out, Please let me out.
Speaker 4 (20:16):
You have to.
Speaker 2 (20:23):
Bear up the road. That's why people get into trouble.
Speaker 1 (20:44):
So we're going to look at Until Dawn and Until
Don is directed by uh David Sandberg and David Sandberg
did a couple of really fun movies, and especially Lights
Out is a very fun movie. It's not as good
as the short that was done before, but it's still
very fun and also my favorite out of all the
(21:04):
Annabel movies, which is Annabel Creation. In fact, I think
that's my actual favorite out of that whole conjuring universe
of movies. And I was surprised as shit that that
movie was that good, Like it really did a really
good job and it's a movie I kind of want
to look at this podcast again to see if it's
as good as I remember it for when I saw
(21:25):
it before. He also did Shazam, which I thought was
one of the better DC movies that came out as well,
and you know, I don't think that he did. He
did do Fury of the Gods as well, which I
heard is not very good at all, but we'll have
to see because I still haven't seen that one because
I wasn't super interested in that movie when I saw
the trailers and everything like that. But I thought this
(21:47):
would be a good change of pace to see exactly
what is going on in this world of horror and adaptations,
and you know that he got this one, that maybe
it would be something that was at least a little
fun and if it's bad, and it's maybe it's so bad.
It's good that we can have a lot of fun
with it, or maybe it's just going to be really
(22:09):
really bad. And I know that Peter storm Yer does
come back and kind of reprises his role from the
Games in this movie as well, so and you can
hear him in the trailer, so it's not like it's
a big surprise or it's a big spoiler that he's
going to be in this movie. And maybe it was
just for the trailer, but yeah, he's going to be there.
But again, it's a bunch of kind of unknowns in
the cast that they're there, so we'll see. And I
(22:31):
do understand the whole thing doing different days. You know,
every time they die, it's the same day, but they
reset the time. That's kind of like a video game
trope and it's kind of bringing it in there. But
the overall auching story, we'll have to see if they
even reference the original story at all. So that's what
we're going to do for the next episode of the podcast. Now,
the last thing that I do want to surprise everybody with,
(22:53):
and mind you, this is more of a demo than
anything else, is that I have been working with a
friend and you know, we were going to do like
basically an album of covers of different songs, and he's
kind of changed his mind a little bit. He kind
of wants to do something different. So we're still gonna
work on something eventually, but he's also in the middle
of moving and we're gonna see what we can do
(23:15):
and maybe there's a couple of ideas that he has
or whatever, and then I'm gonna write stuff and possibly
sing for him. And so we worked on a cover
song that he has. Like I said, it's still kind
of in the demo phase, and he keeps changing his
mind on what he wants to do, and I keep
doing a couple other things. But this is the second
(23:36):
demo that we did for this song. So I'm going
to play it for you guys, and that's how we're
gonna end this episode. So I hope you guys somewhat
enjoy it. If you don't, you don't. I like the
things that he's done with it. You know, I'm always
my harshest critic whenever it comes doing stuff like this,
and so there are things that I'm like, Oh, I
could have done this better, I could have done that better.
(23:57):
But I still enjoy the cover. I still like it
is what I'm trying to say, and I like what
he did with it. So thank you guys so much
for listening. Make sure that you're following the podcast and
all social networks that we have out there. Check out
the streams on Twitch. I'm available right now on Mondays
and Tuesdays guaranteed, sometimes Sundays sometimes other days. It just
(24:20):
depends on kind of what's going on with me. The
last couple Sundays I haven't streamed, and when football comes back,
I know I won't stream. And we're also trying to
work out a way because like, I like streaming with
other people as well on us doing the thing, but
I also like being able to mute streams, and unfortunately
people that I do stream with sometimes they're on Xbox
and I can't mute myself when I'm on that and
(24:42):
using Xbox Party Chat. But we're trying to move over
so that we use Discord as well to do the
whole thing. So maybe I'll get back on to stream Thursdays,
but it'll be a co stream with a bunch of
other people that we're doing. We're playing some multiplayer games
and stuff like that. But you can check it out
right now Terrible Terrors on Twitter or Terrible Terror Podcast
on YouTube. I am multi streaming, so you'll be able
(25:04):
to see the streams on both sides with everything going
on there. And I'm still trying to work on doing
something like, you know, a live podcast, and how do
I do the live podcast to make sure that it
goes swimmingly on both and that I don't get random
strikes or claims or whatever the video taken down. But
at least maybe then it would be live and you'd
be able to see the process as it works with everything.
(25:27):
And I'm trying to do it in a way so
that I could show you guys clips and videos while I,
you know, talk and do my podcast stuff. As on
Twitch it's easy. I just don't produce a ood and
you get the whole thing. So if you're not there
when the thing is being done, you may not get
to see it, but you'll hear with everything that's going
on here. And whereas on YouTube, the vod kind of
(25:47):
gets published right away and so you'd be able to
watch it if you wanted to watch it and see
me struggle through an episode of the podcast and see
how long it actually takes me to do an episode
recording of the podcast with everything, But I also don't
want the video to be randomly taken off because I'm
showing a video clip of what's going on, and maybe
(26:07):
if I'm on top of it, maybe they won't bother
it so much. But we'll have to see how that goes.
But nonetheless, that's it for this mini episode, and I
leave you with my good friend mister Andy or Mr four.
You can find him his Mr for Music online or
Mr four online dot com. He's there you can check
(26:31):
or Mr four dot online. Sorry, he has so many
different things. And this is our cover of Stinkfist. This
is a demo, so there's still work that we could
do to make it sound a lot better. And you
know he's producing it himself, so you know he's and
I think he's done an awesome job. And then he
doesn't really deal with vocals very much. He mostly does
with the music side of things. So check it out,
(26:53):
let me know what you think. And I hope you
guys take care of yourselves and each other, and I'll
see you for until dawn. All right, take care, guys.
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leave along together.
Speaker 3 (28:09):
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Speaker 3 (28:38):
Us any count with you until you will not want
me any.
Speaker 5 (28:44):
Of even an alcohology would in about a line.
Speaker 8 (29:06):
This was something you get used to realize. Weird, No,
(30:41):
it makes you come to fear.
Speaker 4 (30:44):
It became a series mean anything to me, I really don't.
Speaker 3 (31:02):
She'll sing at all, say.
Speaker 8 (31:20):
The lot to with the line.
Speaker 3 (31:24):
That you love me and then we belong together. So
abo line
Speaker 4 (31:34):
Set aroun take mind and
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