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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Hi everybody.
Speaker 2 (00:02):
So my name is Angel, and I just wanna say
thank you for joining me on my podcast.
Speaker 1 (00:07):
Sorry, right right. I try not to.
Speaker 2 (00:13):
Walk with my wagon, but sometimes I walk with my
wagon because I take my my kids to school in
the morning time and then I bring my wagon with
me up to Nan the Shirley's house. And so I
apologize for that, cause I know sometimes people can hear that.
But this afternoon message is so real. You like, what
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right I've been saying lately.
Speaker 1 (00:40):
For a while, right, how.
Speaker 2 (00:45):
Like people should be making new memories, right, And I
think making new memories are fun, is good and it's
so funny because me and interstraily.
Speaker 1 (00:58):
We finally watch all all the Creeds.
Speaker 2 (01:01):
We watched Cree one through three, and we just got
finished watching the first one and I.
Speaker 1 (01:06):
Said, have you ever been in Pennsylvania? She said no.
I said, have you ever eaten.
Speaker 2 (01:12):
The cheese Philly steak? She said no. I said, oh shit,
have I ever introduced her to.
Speaker 1 (01:20):
A Philly cheese steak? I gots to take her to Philly?
Speaker 2 (01:24):
Right, So I was on my electronics and do you
know it's cheap as hell to.
Speaker 1 (01:33):
Go to Philly on the train.
Speaker 2 (01:39):
I've seen a fucking ticket for ten dollars. I said,
why the fuck that trip gone from here to Atlanta
can cause her ten dollars. No, my shit gotta be
about three four thousand dollars cause I gotta sit in
a fucking cabin.
Speaker 1 (01:59):
I got closed.
Speaker 2 (02:00):
Off from the world and shit like that was like
a nice ride, Okay, so let me give you a flashback. So,
oh my god, the train ride to Atlanta was long
as shit, right, But that was the first time ever, right.
Speaker 1 (02:20):
Especially for me and my son. Right, I it was that.
Speaker 2 (02:24):
Shit was long long more than eight dollars.
Speaker 1 (02:27):
God damn it. It was long as fuck, right.
Speaker 2 (02:30):
And what's so funny about that is is that whatever
part of the train that you in, like you get
to meet people, people from they actually.
Speaker 1 (02:44):
Going back to.
Speaker 2 (02:47):
Because I didn't know that the l the train that
takes people from New York City to Atlanta is also
the train that go all the way to fuck to
New Orleans. And it was so funny because, like you
felt me relationships with people, like all the old women,
they loved my son. They kept trying to feed him
and shit, and he kept saying, oh, I'm hungry, and
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they kept.
Speaker 1 (03:10):
Saying, come here. Baby. I kept saying, why you keep
doing that? Right?
Speaker 2 (03:15):
So that hour one hour left before we got to Atlanta,
he started kicking people chairs and I said, no, Papa,
that's what I call him.
Speaker 1 (03:24):
No Papa, you come.
Speaker 2 (03:25):
To these ah momy. But being on the train for
that long, yo, it taught me a lot of patience
for real. I even remind my son sometimes when he
started screaming sometimes around the house or he be impatient.
Speaker 1 (03:44):
I'm like, nigga, you.
Speaker 2 (03:45):
Don't remember we were just on that long gass train
to Atlanta and you can't just telling me.
Speaker 1 (03:50):
He be like, oh yeah, mam, he you right.
Speaker 2 (03:55):
So I'm wondering if I should bring him with me. Well,
so I don't mean a cop that nigga see me
with that beer wing toe bag that I got. Shit,
he gonna his eend's gonna perk up where you go?
Speaker 1 (04:18):
You not leaving me here.
Speaker 2 (04:20):
So it's so funny cause it's Dad keep saying, I
promise you, I promise you.
Speaker 1 (04:29):
I'm gonna take you the Disney World.
Speaker 2 (04:32):
I'm gonna take you and your sister the Disney. He
looked at me, I said, don't worry about the son.
Mammy had beat him there before you even get there.
Well a wait, so I'm just what about Fuck, that's
fucked up for me to say, but that's the truth.
Speaker 1 (04:53):
Wait, so I'm making new memories. I'm happy. I'm in
top tier shape. God damn it, I'm happy. Y'all don't
have no problems or anything.
Speaker 2 (05:08):
Right, It's only one person in this world that can
ever make me feel a certain way and make me cry,
make me angry all that shit.
Speaker 1 (05:18):
So other than them, besides that.
Speaker 2 (05:19):
Person, Listen, I'm good to go, so other than me
starting good trouble this morning.
Speaker 1 (05:29):
Listen, my shit always work?
Speaker 2 (05:33):
What for people who are connected to me? If you know,
you know my shit always works?
Speaker 1 (05:43):
And like what for real?
Speaker 2 (05:47):
I don't want nobody feeling bad like you know, it's
like why I am too much.
Speaker 1 (05:58):
Shit?
Speaker 2 (05:59):
He like cause people were talking about me this time.
She's just too fucking bush. That's right, Just stow your
fucking head over it.
Speaker 1 (06:10):
Listen.
Speaker 2 (06:13):
Fuck, I still I need to go make sure I
don't have the ammonia. I I was laying down yesterday
and it felt like cause I had walking commonia before.
And every time I get the cold, I have to
be careful cause it goes back and then I gotta
go to the to the doctors, and then I gotta
go get some of that cold deed. No, I'm serious though,
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because don't know other cough medicine work. It's just seemed
like after I got it seemed like my fucking lungs
and then and I had fucking COVID too, so it
felt like my lungs just don't work right. And it
would have me so l scared cause it felt like
I was drowned in a little bit. So that shit
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happened to get I'm out of here.
Speaker 1 (07:01):
Who money? So I'm just happy, right, I'm.
Speaker 2 (07:08):
Starting good trouble because who don't wanna laugh?
Speaker 1 (07:17):
I just keep laughing, miss jelly. Why are you laughing?
Speaker 2 (07:21):
I said, I'm starting good trouble.
Speaker 1 (07:27):
I am listen. Oh Lord Jesus, you like laugh.
Speaker 2 (07:34):
Today has been a beautiful Monday.
Speaker 1 (07:37):
It's always beautiful in my world. It is.
Speaker 2 (07:42):
I don't start trouble. I start good trouble. I don't
start bad trouble. I start great, good trouble. Shit that
needs to happen, right, people, motherfuckers need.
Speaker 1 (07:52):
To laugh smile. He do not know me, I do
not know. I just thought it was cute.
Speaker 2 (08:04):
He like why, because I'm just saying why, I can't.
Speaker 1 (08:08):
Say the same.
Speaker 2 (08:09):
Everybody else be talking about this nigga. Everybody else be
saying shit about this nigga. Oh, it's just something about
the dynamic that can happen.
Speaker 1 (08:23):
I what, oh.
Speaker 2 (08:26):
Shit breaking, it was breaking breaking, Oh my god, but
it would cause him, uh, it'd cause her frenzy.
Speaker 1 (08:40):
Nah, but let me stop playing. I don't want no
trouble now. I ain't gonna get no trouble. I ain't
gonna gonna.
Speaker 2 (08:47):
Well, he tell me to stop way now, I was
stop telling me to stop, said, I'm gonna keep going.
Wait nah, but for real, for real, if it was
really getting out cause Yo're like, y'all, just cut the bullshit,
I'll stop.
Speaker 1 (09:07):
But other than that, it's just pureness. It's just fun.
Speaker 2 (09:11):
Nothing, nothing never happened. This is just a shit that
I'm doing it. He has nothing to do with this.
So I hope he's laughing, cause.
Speaker 1 (09:24):
Isn't it funny?
Speaker 2 (09:28):
I just feel like people need to smile. I'm so
sorry about coughing.
Speaker 1 (09:31):
I don't know why I was not coughing, and I.
Speaker 2 (09:35):
Wasn't doing all of this. So, oh, my lungs are
really Okay, got me scared a little bit cause I
can't stop coughing. But one thing about it, I know,
cause I walk.
Speaker 1 (09:51):
Shit.
Speaker 2 (09:52):
I probably walk away like six miles a day, and
I think that's probably why I'm in shape too, cause
I know people be like, keep walking, but I do
a lot of walking the sand street, right cause I
I'm not in a gym, so majority of my exercise
come for me walking, you know what too, cause I
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know I was talking about me walking. I'm so pissed
off right that world. I'm like, for the first time,
I'm actually doing what I wanna do, and it feels
so good. And I just feel like people are trying
to control my happiness, you know what I mean. Like
I feel like they're trying to train like an and
I don't like it.
Speaker 1 (10:32):
And I'm fighting so much, you know.
Speaker 2 (10:35):
And it's so funny that the conversation turned like that,
cause I just was on the phone and something just
really pissed me off because I take care of everybody.
Speaker 1 (10:44):
I take care of everybody.
Speaker 2 (10:46):
I'm fucking massagying everybody the fuck down. I'm I'm giving
life to everybody and nobody's not giving shit to me.
So I I'm taking a stand and I'm doing shit
for my so you know how it feels like, And
that's what what what happened to me yesterday? Yesterday I
just had I like I just had a I just
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broke down.
Speaker 1 (11:11):
I just really broke down.
Speaker 2 (11:12):
And just like yo, I'm going around speaking life and
rereading into people and massaging motherfuck is. Yeah, and I'm
doing a whole bunch of other shit like yo. I
it's like incredible the strength that I have, and I
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just I I just don't have I don't have the
stript no more. I cannot do it no more. I
cannot do it. So for the first time, I'm actually
doing whatever the fuck I wanna do, you know, a
cad and I'm gonna be happy about it.
Speaker 1 (11:51):
Right.
Speaker 2 (11:53):
It's so funny because she didn't say it like that,
like I help Miss Nana Shirley, I do a whole
bunch of shit that I'm not supposed to do. So
now since I'm doing a whole bunch of other shit
that I'm not supposed to do, you know, she aks
for a whole bunch of stuff, not knowing that I
don't have to do that. I choose to do that.
So now it's like I'm becoming like a fucking slave,
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like I'm nobody's slave, even to my fucking situation, Like
I feel like I'm a slave, like I'm nobody's fucking slave.
So I'm on some rebel shit like a motherfucker and
it feels gug. And that's what I was trying to
preach to my subscribers, my family members, how to fuck
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you wanna call it? Put it that I never like
call him subscribers following, and yeah, so the craziest shit,
I'm disappearing.
Speaker 1 (12:47):
Like a motherfucker you even work. I'm spending the whole
ending of December.
Speaker 2 (12:59):
And the fucking lamp. I can give a fuck doing
something different.
Speaker 1 (13:06):
I'm going to be because I am different.
Speaker 2 (13:09):
And I noticed that I deserve so much because I
deserve it.
Speaker 1 (13:15):
I'm pure, I have a good heart.
Speaker 2 (13:17):
I don't take nothing for granted, and like I'm open
to receiving it, you know. So it's a great, a great,
a great feeling, right, But most importantly it's great because
I'm working hard for uh everything, you know. I nobody
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didn't give me nothing. That's why I had to, you know,
kind of correct something I put on my YouTube channel
because I work hard for my whatever I'm trying to do.
Speaker 1 (13:51):
You know, nobody never helped me.
Speaker 2 (13:54):
You know, if somebody would have helped me, I definitely knew,
like I'd be so grateful, you know. I I think
I need to also get out of that spirit too,
or being so like independent and stubborn. And I will
only do that when I feel safe, if I turn
to God and I.
Speaker 1 (14:15):
Feel yeah, I feel safe and love.
Speaker 2 (14:21):
So until then, I'm doing what the fuck I wanna do.
I'm gonna have fun.
Speaker 1 (14:24):
I'm gonna go to seek the city from city to city.
Speaker 2 (14:28):
I'm gonna sleep. I might just be naked on a balcony.
God damn it, I might have fun. So you guys
have fun.
Speaker 1 (14:37):
Right, This is Monday.
Speaker 2 (14:38):
This is my second upload. I see you guys later
on tonight. Hopefully I have something juicy and interesting. Okay,
until next time, be blessed,