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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Hi, everyone, TI. My name is Angel, and I'm coming
in for my evening podcast now. I did a spicy
podcast earlier talking about Young Doug and his interview. Right now,
this letter, well it's not a letter. I wanna talk
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to Mariot, a scientist, So I'm gonna tag this a
queen talking to another queen right now. I understand that
she haven't responded. I understand that you can be very,
very mad, right and I understand that, uh, you have
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the reason to be mad. Uh. But uh, what what
I encourage right now is I first and foremost, what
I encourage right now is for some people, do want
you to walk away from him? Now. You can't help
who you fall in love with. Uh. But what I
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do know is uh as bad as the shit look
for your ass Motherfuck up? Wait, Uh, I wanna abandon
him right now. I always preach about do real love exists?
Real love do exist? Unfortunately it's not scripted, Unfortunately it
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doesn't come with instructions. But I definitely believe during this time,
I believe that y'all can get through it, you know. Uh.
I always like to say, even though he did what
he did, it's still some type of goodness in a monster, right,
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And I feel like sometimes the little piece of the
goodness within the monster, or sometimes our goodness within ourselves
can make them the perfect people. Right. Sometimes when a
man is a man in different love forks of a man, right,
he still feels somebody that he can still f feel
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safe with. Right now, I believe it probably tore a
hole within him because I feel like, especially within that
uh the interview, I'm laughing a GQ interviewing. I wanna
do a fucking GQ interview one day. God dammit. I
think it was cute. But I'm not that woman that's
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gonna tell you to leave him, right. I look at
shit totally different, And it's okay for you to be
very very upset. It's okay for you to be very
very mad. But I don't promote for you to leave him.
What do Yeah? But I don't. I don't promote that.
I definitely think let me tell you something, right, let
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me tell you s something. Love is so unknown, unorthodox,
especially when you feel like you are spiritually connected. I
feel like you and young Thug have created or maybe
y'all have some type of a uh spiritual uh ties
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to each other. I feel like, even through all of
this shit that's going on with him, I feel like,
even through all the shit that you did, dummy, I
still feel like you gonna you can be who you
know what what you wanna be. You just gotta pick
it up and do what you do. But other than
your foundation, like I just believe Niggas was hating. I
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believe it was something in the sauce for that, you know,
And I just believe moving forward since she is your
rock because I'm just telling you, he's never gonna love
nobody else like he loved her, So any bitch after
her is going to get the barrel of the barrel
right because he's never gonna love nobody like her. It's
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real fucked up. And ah, listen, tu, I understand the
feeling you like how you understand because it's like it's different,
it's very different, and you really have to have a
strong skin for that. I know that it has been.
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It's nothing like you know what I mean, having a
witness or see something or having that you know, public size,
especially when you have those type of deep feelings and
emotion that it'll constantly break you down, break you down
because you know, uh what you can supply to somebody
you know that even though the world might not comprehend
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or adult, No, you know somewhere deep down and motherfucker,
he loves you. It's just that it all depends on,
you know, if he's ready. I definitely believe you, definitely
give his stupid ass another chance. I d I believe, Oh,
he's gonna definitely fly straight and f fly right him
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moving forward, especially for people whoever did whatever, whatever, He's
definitely gonna move a lot different forward cause he has
no choice, right, And I think that's all about sometimes
when us as individuals hit a different mark, it's either
we're going to break or we're going to evolve. But
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we have no choice but to evolve. Now, the whole
situation of his whole fucking story, right, I feel like, yeah,
because he was doing his thing right, But it's always
a wrench that's thrown in the circle to see if
if if the people around me, if it's camp Cause
I remember the other girl, right, the bitch you keep
talking about him or other fucking the impact and shit
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of Atlanta like that bitch was crazy about him. As
much as she said that she don't she really still
wanna be back with him. But apparently when niggas go
to jail, that's where you really see who your friends is, right,
who's gonna write you, who's gonna do this? The betrayal,
especially if you get casedup. And this is the whole thing, right,
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because before he was there, he was on, he was good, right,
But that happens through every I think, every pinnacle of
I guess the height of a person different type of
career is either you know, something dramatic like they go
to jail, or it's a depth that impacts them, or
you know, it's in some type of u uh betrayal
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with the bag, you know, sleeping with a bandm you know,
that can bring different lines or money problems and backstabing
and shit like that. But I always like to go
back to it always showed the real ramification of friendship
and definitely of a man's character. So everybody who is
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not yeah, I think that what happened to young Doug
definitely is a I I open a lot of different things.
The shit that's happening, the young thug, the the jealousy,
the backstabbing and the bitches. You know, everything is all
out of fucking control, you know, what I mean, and
that's why I was Basically, I've been talking a little
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bit about reset. God has giving people resets button f
and I unfortunately this is just a real fucked up
ass reset button for y'all. Right, But I wouldn't let
it divide it right, right, I will definitely, you know,
cause just definitely can be a testimony or you know,
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something that you know moving forward, you can work through,
right because at the end of the day, you know,
everybody wanna be playing right because this girl really love him.
She don't have no kids. She bowed down and accepting
his children. That's totally different when motherfuckers start meeting kids
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and shit. And I'm just letting you know this now.
It's it's a he's not it's not gonna be easy
cause he's not just gonna let you go like that.
And I'm just letting you know. Any nigga that you
think that you are gonn to talk to for the
next year or so, you're going to have problems because
it's I it's gonna be sickening, you know what I mean.
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The worst feeling is you know, thinking or having a picture,
you know, you know, your partner doing something with somebody
else that's like the most gutfull fucking shit ever, right,
and then you have to hear it, then you have
to see it. It's it's it's fucked up. But I'm
not gonna tell you that, right, so I would just
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tell you to like, you know, I don't think it's
something that you should throw away. You put too much
time in it. That's why I was mad, Like yo,
you would be bugged the fuck out, nigga. I I'll
be like, what you are crazy? You're crazy, You're crazy,
And I need you to listen to me as much
as it hurts, as much as it hurts, as much
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as you have been crying, as much as you feel
like you know cause it n it's nothing like when
you get that cry and you be like that shit
right there, that that's when you know that shit is deep.
And I understand that part. But nah nah, And I'm
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just saying and and if you to put your see
now it's time for you to put your real grown
woman pants on a baby, right. It's no more the
little mariot or scientists. You're at your pinnacle of your
life right now of what you want to do, right,
and it can be very very very rare, very tricky, right,
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But I say why, it's got over a different foundation
where even though the foundation is a little fucked up, right,
nothing is perfect, but moving forward it can be perfect.
Moving forward, he can treat you the way that you
need to be because he knows that feeling now of
losing right mm, but it's gonna take a woman of you. Two,
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every time you see him, not remind him of what
he did, not remind him of his failures and distance
that and the third but too, when you honestly say
that you forgive him and you wanna move forward, then
you just move forward. You know, you keep working on
your goals and you know, just make sure he's there
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and he's gonna push you to be Cause now y'all
two gotta push each other to be the best that
you can be. And just that's just taking away the money, right,
taking away the money. That's why I always say the
materialistic shit does not matter. I gotta sh you gotta
strip away that shit. I gotta strip away that shit
so you could be able to see yourself for who
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you are. Your strength, you know what I mean, your boundaries,
what you wanna put up with, what you gonna fight
for with you know, accepting your flaws and all of
that different shit. So when you do put all of
that fancy shit back on, it's like it's like a father,
you know, or it's it's it's yeah, I that's the
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only that I canna explain it. It's like a uh
when when the dudees becoming dad for the first time,
it's like the proudness that comes with it. It's like that, right, Like,
that's why I was saying from the jump, he shoulda
just came out and said, I said, fuck all of
'em niggas. Yeah, I said it, So what who want something?
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Who want it in blood? It is what it is.
Then the streets woulda been like, yeah, they woulda accepted
that instead of that woop the woo woop the woop bullshit.
And then you went on a motherfucking online and you
was trying to like, nah, you shoulda just you know.
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That's why I always say, right right, They always wanna
say pick a side. You gonna be nice or you
gonna be the villain, right Like, sometimes you have to
be both, and you have to master the too. You
need to know how to be. See that's how when
we talk about mastering two different sides, being able to
master the light and the darkness. So when you have
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to tap into that darkness, then baby, you gonna stand
down on that daling side. But you know how to
keep it coming, right. Mm yeah, So Marian is scientist's baby.
I listen, that's listen. I unless at the exactly how
do you feel? I do? I really will you to
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and I know that it hurts some minutes st right,
And that's what the same way they say the crown
is as heavy as the king that wear it, the
crown is as heavy as the queen that wear it's
at right, And you also have to remember too, like
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but see that's what comes and play when you fucking
with niggas who got kids and you fucking with girls
who got kids, right because his kids or whatever they
became your you know, especially if you have that relationship.
So it's just not like it shouldn't be like how
fuck you? It should never be that so quick, because
if you canna walk away from him like that, it
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mean that you never really you know what I mean,
you have feelings because that's family, you know what I mean? Like,
that's what I mean by home, right, That's why I
always like to say, no matter what, like right, wrong
or different, especially if you run, ah, I don't give
a fuck. That's why if he was to have that
type of a open type of a conversation like that,
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then it'll be okay. Right. That's why I always try
to teach people to to to to speak their truth.
So no matter what, I know that I said what
I needed to say, no matter if you're fucking delusional
or not, I told you what it was like. And
we ask women have to be able to say, Okay,
well you told me what it was, and I'm telling
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you where it was, and this is how I how
it is and how I have to stand right. We
all are making tough decisions. Sometimes it's good to stay
away for a little bit. But stay away for a
little bit, but don't stay away too long because right
now he needs you. They all need us to win.
In the darkest moment, tap in and don't gotta stay
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away cause you know if you go, he that's a trap. Bitch,
that's a trap. So if you wanna keep very mad,
get throw the phone, calls, hum over the phone, text,
But for right now, just tell him I'm okay, Just
give me some time. I'll be back. Just give me
some