When Reality Hits 😮‍💨

Life 😮‍💨

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
Don't, don't do do do do do do do do
do do do don't. Welcome back to Baboon Podcast. It's
your host King Run. Thank you all. Then guys turn up,

(00:21):
going to come up at the ship for your love
and for tree home to day. Thank you. Come up
now today we're gonna go on a very very very
very basic thing about life. So basically after my life experience,
I'm telling you I would renounce my parents if I can,

(00:41):
and I do not like any of my parents. I
just fool not my type of parents. I'm not saying
this is a bad way. I'm trying to say it
in a positive way that I am born with parents
which are not my type. And that's a serious issue,
Like my parents don't want me to be happy, to
me to be a sad, miserable guy in his forties
and sixties who can and take application to when he's

(01:01):
eighty or something. Yes, I spoke first because I'm super
annoyed today. I am. I am angry, and I'm trying
to be very positive with life, which I cannot be
the fact that I do not like my current situation

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of life and I get nothing like I have no
way to like break through here. There is no heaven,
there is no like, there is no even I don't
see hoping shorts. In short that I just realized, if
I really fail this year, I'm gonna believe one thing
about life. Three things. First is you know what, I'm

(01:58):
not gonna believe anything if I fail this air. I'm
just gonna be somebody, a person, a different person. I'm
just showed a different person, and I'll do crazy as
shit to get money. When I say crazy as shit,

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I'll do anything because I hate my life and my existence,
and sadly, I cannot disappear in this reality. Sadly I
still have to keep existing because I am here now
after my parents forcefully bring him into this world. I'm
really hoping I would have died that bath, seriously, because

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I really hate the fact that I'm still alive. I
wish I would have dined at Bath, like I really
don't want to exist in this world, the fact that
my parents have ruined my life a lot, And right
now I don't know exactly like what to do because

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content is not contenting, money is not money, and life
is not lifing. Basically, I'm a broke as seventeen year
old guy. With zero future apart from going to some
public government school that's shitty, and then and then finishing

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from five and six, then I go to university just
because to exists. I'm really sad about myself right now.
I am really sad that I got no future, and
that's because of my family. I really hope that somehow

(04:00):
things work out before I got the stupid school and
my dad. My dad is always My dad is the
type of person whereby is, even if he was a billionaire,
he was never going to send me to a good school.
He's going to send me those shittier schools, like government
and saying that they're good and nice while they're shittier.
And then my aunt is like, oh, that's why your

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dad's studied. What the fuck? I don't even like my aunt.
I'm just here. I'm just living with her because it's survival.
What else do you do? How will I live? And
I have no choice than faking it till I make it.
You know, one thing that I've always believe about myself

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is that I don't give up. I don't give up easily.
Right now, I feel shitty, I feel lost, I feel
done because can you imagine that I told my dad
that I need an iPhone fifteen promacts and I could
be doing content and stuff. And then and that was
two twenty three, and then today is twenty twenty. Today

(05:07):
is twenty twenty five, and guess what, just guess what, guys,
it's twenty twenty five, and there is and it's to
late twenty five, and there is nothing I can do
to to to fix my life because it's really shitty

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for some reason, I'm all that was always blessed children,
whereby your parents who are killed by an accident, and
now you have to go in some for it's better
than that, it's better that, it's better. I know that
my parents are dead, and now I'm growing up in
a foster system, so I have no choice in life
than to be an asshole or some random person compared
to compared to having parents with the finance of the

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capability of supporting you, and still not able even to
be happy. And they don't even want to support me,
want me to be some shittiest person. Okay, three, Okay,
I'm going back to the story in turn three whereby
my when I asked my father for super Max Favantov GB,

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he said, oh la, la, you're a child. You did
not deserve a phone because you're a child. Keep on studying.
At that time, I was fifteen, and I really really
really focused on content, and I told my dad and
I showed my dad what I do as a current creator.
At that time, I was focusing as Alderge Prince, the
AI avatar, whereby I was just posting things as alge

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Prince getting a two or three brand deals. But because
I maintains and there, I took very hard to keep
on securing brandles and the brandles that you get, it's
very little money. They're gonna pay you, like twenty dollars
to one hundred dollars for three posts, which is very
low in the con in the industry, very low because

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what do you do with a hundred dollars after three posts?
Life is just life is hard. And then today I
can't imagine, guys, my dad has just brought my aunt
a new phone and guess what it is. It's a

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fifteen Pro Mix five and two off g B. And
then I asked my daughter about I've not even asked.
I've not asked my dad because he's an asshole. He
was never there in my life to support me. My
mom must be doing everything, so what would he care about.
He's gonna be like, Oh, you don't deserve that, Oh
you have done nothing. It's just that shitty ass old guy,

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which I do not do. Like I'm sadly that I
cannot renounce my parents or I cannot cry, Guys, I'm
just puzzled. I'm puzzled with I know that I'm so
close to making it. All I need is just one

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last step that I do not see or maybe I should,
I should finish the run, Like, do you get me? Guys?
I feel like I'm in a marathhone and I'm so
close to starting to making it in my career. I
just need to finish. And this is when I have

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to finish things. I'm left with one month before he
sends me to some asshole school. I have nothing to
do with my life. Ah, I'm a conenty great right,
I'm an artist, I'm an author, I'm what you know
when you're in Tanzania. None of that is gonna pay
you if you have no support, because books cannot be
sold to hard copy. If I'm Nigo books to be sold,

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you need to be somewhere in the USA or UK
and then TikTok. I discovered that I could have been
earning tons of dollars, but because I was in Tanzania,
I cannot get paid. So I had to create a
new account and start again, which is so hard starting over.
Trust me, it's never easy to start again. And then
I'm starting over yay one k in like two days

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of starting bad not to ten k, and my former
account was heading to ten k and I stopped posting
there because I discovered it's all useless. I was I
was doing TikTok for money rather than content. Like for me,
it's all about the money because I really need to
change this asprot of my life. Although I'm gonna do
things personately, I'm gonna keep on doing. I'm gonna be consistent.

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Trust me, I'm gonna keep on posting. The next nine
days before June, I will be left to exactly one month.
So it's May, and I'm left with nine days to
not nine days, seven days to fix my fucking life.
Oh fix my life, and I want to fix my life.

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I'll just be consistent. I'll post as much as I can.
I only post on YouTube. I'm gonna go. I'm gonna
go random on YouTube. I'm gonna post as much as
I can every single day one and then TikTok. I'm
gonna try posting one one one video and let's see
the results in by June and I hopefully, hopefully one
fucking video goes viraln my life changes off a Sadden

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and some brands come in, pitched in so that I
could not focus on my dad who doesn't even want
to buy me a phone, that my content. Right now,
I'm with a tablet right now, I'm phoneless. It's twenty
twenty five May twenty second and I'm phoneless right now.
I'm just with my tablets which I use, which I

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which I always record by boodrom podcast. So imagine just
being a phone less seventeen year old who is a
content creator and for some reason, I have no life
and the shitty as people talking about me, and still
my life is shitty again and sadly my dad is

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my dad, Like, where can I switch to my life?
I'm just puzzled and done in my life. I have

(11:37):
nothing to do with my life. I have no options,
I have nothing, I have no one, and I still
don't know how to play smarter. I feel like I
am not in the trap is just I have no option.

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I mean the type of life for by, I'm going
to be some useless person, some useless dad. And I
also have to give a give. I have to raise
a child telling him, oh, you can't be anything just
because his dad failed. I'm going to have a miserable

(12:21):
life just because of my parents, and that's something I
cannot accept. So I'm gonna I'm not acknowledging that as
a thing. So I'm going to be a successful guy
in the next seven days. I've been saying this for

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the past days as if it will be, but sadly
no I want. So this time I'm going to try
to take