September 11, 2024 • 34 mins
In this episode, Jordyn is joined by none other than her best friend and dancing queen, Autumn Miller! The two reminisce about their early days navigating the entertainment industry, sharing some hilarious memories from their time auditioning for a girl group and the unexpected challenges that come with growing up in the spotlight.
Autumn opens up about her incredible journey, from touring with major artists to her iconic performance at Coachella. Together, they chat about the highs and lows of relationships, building self-confidence, and the ins and outs of being a public figure.
And, of course, stick around for some rapid-fire questions where the girls dish on love languages, dream dates, and the secret to scoring flowers from your partner!
Get ready for all the laughs, stories, and inspiration!
Autumn opens up about her incredible journey, from touring with major artists to her iconic performance at Coachella. Together, they chat about the highs and lows of relationships, building self-confidence, and the ins and outs of being a public figure.
And, of course, stick around for some rapid-fire questions where the girls dish on love languages, dream dates, and the secret to scoring flowers from your partner!
Get ready for all the laughs, stories, and inspiration!
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Straw Hut Media. Sorry that should not have recorded. I
forgot we were ruling.
Speaker 2 (00:16):
Welcome back to the Jordan Jones Podcast. I'm your host,
Jordan Jones, and today we have maya bestie Autumn Miller.
Speaker 1 (00:23):
Hey guys, you.
Speaker 2 (00:25):
Guys, anytime people see us posting together, they're like.
Speaker 1 (00:29):
That's my child.
Speaker 2 (00:31):
Literally though, like Autumn if you guys don't know, she
is like the dancing queen. I think that when people
think of dancers that did it back then doing it now,
you're probably one of the first people that come to
mind for most people.
Speaker 1 (00:47):
You've done it all.
Speaker 2 (00:48):
She's touring, she's been on only so you think you
can dance.
Speaker 1 (00:51):
I didn't do so you think you can dance?
Speaker 2 (00:53):
Okay, well, what else did you do?
Speaker 1 (00:55):
I'm just from a young age. I've just been obviously
dancing a lot, and I'm touring now, and I been
in music videos and I did print jobs and things
like that. I really haven't actually been on a TV
show though, so that's like something or like a dance
show or anything like that. I haven't done.
Speaker 2 (01:10):
Did you do the Justin Bieber tour or no?
Speaker 1 (01:12):
No, I didn't because I was thinking about.
Speaker 2 (01:14):
It the other day that I didn't do it, and
I was like, all these other people did it, and
I was.
Speaker 1 (01:18):
Like, where were we happened that.
Speaker 2 (01:22):
It's like we've done so much, but the two things
I thought that we would have done was like, so
you think and and Justin Bieber. Yeah, let's take it
back literally, so before we really jump into all of
your questions, my questions, we really have to throw it
back to where we met.
Speaker 1 (01:42):
Guys. When I was.
Speaker 2 (01:44):
Thinking about it, I thought we met somewhere crazy years ago.
But no, I used to be in this girl group
called Five Little Princesses, and I believe we went into
it at the same time.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
No, I think you were already a part of it
because you okay, okay, me too. Because did they.
Speaker 2 (02:07):
Come at you by saying it was a Nickelodeon TV show.
Speaker 1 (02:11):
Yes, something of the sort that didn't have to be
involved with you know, singing, Oh, yes, you know singing? Yes.
Speaker 2 (02:20):
So I got this audition one day and it was
so big. It was a big deals Nickelodeon. We're gonna
be a TV show. They're looking for five girls. It's
dancing and I was like, okay, let's go come to
find out it has nothing to do with Nickelodeon.
Speaker 1 (02:37):
No ever.
Speaker 2 (02:39):
I was in this group for like three years maybe,
and yes, when it started, they were auditioning new girls.
I think there was like three already in it. And
so I remember being at Millennium and like the upstairs
room or something, and me and Autumn are just auditioning,
battling it out, singing.
Speaker 1 (02:57):
Yeah, that's where it really got me because because they
did not inform me about the singing situation. He says, no,
not at all. You don't even want to hear me
trying to live sing, like it's terrible. When they told
me that they were singing involved, I was like, I
think you call it the wrong person, Like this isn't
for me. Obviously, dance great, and they really did try
(03:18):
to get me to sing.
Speaker 2 (03:20):
Yeah, I got into rapping because of that group because
I could not sing, and they were like, well, what
are we gonna do with this girl?
Speaker 1 (03:27):
And I didn't even make it at this point. I
was out just so you guys know which, I could
not sing, So I totally respect it and I was
like it's fine, like there's no singing for me.
Speaker 2 (03:37):
Like honestly, thank you, honestly please, Like.
Speaker 1 (03:40):
That probably would have ruined. I'm out, I'm out. Imagine
me singing, like, please just imagine what was the song though?
Speaker 2 (03:48):
Well, I mean I heard you next to meet the
Olivia Rodrigo concert.
Speaker 1 (03:54):
Exactly. Okay, that's screaming and I was screaming, and that's
probably how I sing. If you want me to scream?
What's the word like? Belting? Yeah? Belting? Yeah, you're good
at that great scream belting? Got it?
Speaker 2 (04:09):
Just ruining your vocal?
Speaker 1 (04:10):
Absolutely, I mean I have a Livia Road. I mean,
come on, you're gonna ruin your voice.
Speaker 2 (04:15):
You guys, best night, the last night of our life. Also,
I really wanted to go back the next night. Me too, honestly.
So a couple of months ago, when Autumn and I
got really close, we were bonding over that, like her
song She's going Olivia Rodrigo, I was like, please will
you call with me? Like no one else wanted to go. Yeah,
(04:37):
Autumn we went, and guys, we literally spent fourteen tickets
and the night of the concert, two hours before, my
friend's like.
Speaker 1 (04:47):
Oh wait, you're going to the liver Rego concert. I
would love to.
Speaker 2 (04:50):
I just got invited to come, and I was like,
oh what brand and she told me the brand, and
I was like, I'd want to go, but like, can
you ask for me? And Autumn? I think she was
the only one getting in and there's no such thing
as plus one, and I was like, please, please, two
of us two, we'll do it. And then she was like,
what's her what's your friend's Instagram? Because it's a brand,
obviously they just want followers. And she was like, I
(05:12):
told the brand that you guys got millions and we
got it.
Speaker 1 (05:16):
Hey, we got it to work.
Speaker 2 (05:18):
But the sad part of it was that we had
to sell our tickets that we got for fourteen hundred
dollars when the tickets came out or we got back
two hundred and sixty.
Speaker 1 (05:30):
Yeah, so you know it's fine. That's how we spend
our money. Guys.
Speaker 2 (05:33):
Yes, but I mean the club and the sprinter there
and ye all of the fourteen hundred. I would have
spent seven hundred to do what we did exactly, but
I wouldn't have spent seven hundred for those plea.
Speaker 1 (05:46):
Yeah, guys, we actually had those pleas. We got some
good seats.
Speaker 2 (05:50):
I left that part out. The fourteen hundred was no
ten rows from.
Speaker 1 (05:54):
The back, Like that's crazy.
Speaker 2 (05:57):
Also, if you hear giggling or comments Presley, Hi, guys,
she's in the back. She's scared to be on camera today,
but she's gonna be back, right, Yeah, I will be back.
Speaker 1 (06:06):
I'm off camera as we did. In fact, just come
from a workout. Can't tell when you look at Autumn,
but you can tell when you look at me. Still,
that's why I'm not on camera today. No, yeah, I'll
be back. But that's so funny.
Speaker 2 (06:20):
Okay, yes, so we're gonna get back into these questions.
Speaker 1 (06:24):
What's his iPad password again? Okay, Autumn, I'm scared.
Speaker 2 (06:29):
How was growing up with such a public life at
such a young age.
Speaker 1 (06:34):
Yeah, I feel like obviously you can relate to me
as well, and for me, I also was still trying
to balance like being at a full time dance studio
as well, I think, and it was really hard, but
I wouldn't change it for anything. I think sometimes we
forget that you have to make those sacrifices at a
young age to be where you are now. And I
never understood that when I was little, like not having
(06:57):
the sleepovers with your friends, not going to all the
like fun high school parties, anything like that, or football game. Yeah,
Like I definitely never had a Friday night football Okay.
I was training in the studio and I put in
a lot of time into dance. Yeah, obviously YouTube as well,
I started at that time, but I was still training
forty hours a week in the studio. I didn't really
(07:19):
realize how much that it would take out on you
and burn out and all these things. And it is
so hard sharing your life as well on social media
because everyone's judging what you do twenty four to seven.
And at that age, I was just like so excited
to dance and be in the studio. I didn't even understand.
And that's kind of when Instagram even became popular and
I was like, what is this app? Why are these
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you know, everyone's saying, oh, something bad and then something good.
And so I think my parents did a really great
job though of also keeping me a little sheltered because
I wasn't really exposed to all of that. And I
give so much credit to them because I do think
the way that they raised me is why I am
and how I am today with growing up with a following.
Speaker 2 (08:01):
And I think the best part of keeping you just
not very la is that you do live like in
oc you're not out here even when you come up
for dance or whatever. You know, you're driving there and
back and obviously sometimes staying at those places or doing
all this stuff. But yeah, I think that's why we
(08:24):
bond so well is because we're both not very Maybe
it is because we were so sheltered.
Speaker 1 (08:33):
Yeah, so I know, yeah that's the word, but you
know what I mean, I.
Speaker 2 (08:36):
Just like we still don't want to do any of that, right.
Speaker 1 (08:39):
We don't. And I think we just have had this
really great mindset growing up. And I think I've been
around a lot of positive people and people with really
great advice twenty four seven, And I feel like that
also is why I am who I am now, and
like being able to be you know, under those people
or people that you look up to. Really, I do
(09:00):
think shows who you are now, who you grow up
with or who your friends are is really also what
you attract and who you are.
Speaker 2 (09:07):
Yeah, exactly. And another thing that I always think is
good about us is like when we were growing up
doing all of this, we actually wanted to. And so
I think a difference is when some parents are quote
unquote sheltering their kids, it's like their kids want to
be going out and sneaking out and drinking, and it's
(09:28):
like they're holding them away, but we didn't care.
Speaker 1 (09:31):
Like, no, we like that. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (09:33):
If our mom was like, oh, the doors open to
I feel free to go out, yeah, we'd be like no,
like yeah, wuld rather not?
Speaker 1 (09:40):
Yeah exactly. No. I think that is so right, And
I think what's hard is we also kind of were
brought up in it naturally and it was never forced
for either of us, or especially for me. It just
it kind of happened overnight, and I didn't really expect
it that way. And sometimes now I feel like it
is so forced or it's you're trying to be something
instead of just being yourself, and that's where you're going wrong,
(10:01):
because when you're being yourself so much, so much better
things happen or everything just comes naturally. And I feel
like that's also how I am. People are always like, oh,
like you are just so normal and down to earth,
and I'm like, yeah, because I'm just me. I'm not
trying to be something else yeah, or prove to anyone,
because it's just me. There's no one to prove too.
And I think that's like a big part.
Speaker 2 (10:23):
Yeah, I know, especially this summer, I feel like you've
been very busy touring, and we will get into all
of that, but what is something that you like to
do in your free time while you're not touring? Oh
so back in La Yeah, I guess back home.
Speaker 1 (10:40):
Honestly, I'm such like a routine girl, so I feel
like being able to be back in my routine, going
to the gym, working out. Honestly, Macha dates with Jordan
are always a plus. But yeah, I love the beach,
I love shopping, and I'm a big family girl, so
I've been spending a lot of time with also my
little cousins and just being able to be around family,
(11:00):
especially when I am gone for a long time, because
I definitely was gone along a long time this summer.
So I've just really enjoyed being home and kind of
doing nothing for once, Like I feel like I'm a
very go go so much to do, so being able
to also be calm and be like, hey, you can
take the day off. It's Okaya has been really nice.
Speaker 2 (11:19):
And I know that you love al I went with her.
It was so hard, Laura, right, she is hard.
Speaker 1 (11:31):
She's as queen.
Speaker 2 (11:33):
And we did the cold Plunge.
Speaker 1 (11:34):
We did the Cold Plunge.
Speaker 2 (11:36):
That place is crazy. That place is that's a big
you can literally get lost there.
Speaker 1 (11:41):
Yeah. No, seriously, this is a good one.
Speaker 2 (11:44):
Is it challenging finding or keeping a relationship while living
such a bitty like busy lifestyle. What do you have
to say about that?
Speaker 1 (11:53):
Wow? Well, yeah, it's it's definitely difficult. This is a
hard topic for me a little bit. But this is
my first time currently single in six years. So for
my last six years of my life, I have actually
put up with a relationship as well as being as
busy as I am. Has been wonderful. It's good.
Speaker 2 (12:15):
Yeah, that's why I feel like you're so you're gonna
be so good at giving the people advice.
Speaker 1 (12:19):
On this because you've done it for so long. Yes, definitely,
I think it's it is a really big balance and
it has been a challenge. And I would say nobody's
perfect and everyone goes through ups and downs. And I
think it's hard because we see these relationships or things
on social media and they seem so perfect, and really
sometimes they're not that perfect. You're always gonna have those
(12:41):
ups and downs. And for me, I felt that in
both of my relationships that I've been in. There was
so many positives, but there was also really hard challenges,
and I felt that sometimes I was always up for
the challenge and maybe my partner struggled a little bit
more with those challenges or with me being gone or
my lifestyle. Just the way it is. You know, your
partner has to step up to that plate with you,
(13:03):
and I felt that and be supportive as well, exactly,
And I think sometimes that is hard, and everyone's doing
their own thing in different careers, and especially being a
public figure or you know, on social media, that is
really hard. Yeah, it takes a lot to be the
guy it does one thousand percent. And I think it's
hard because for me, my best advice was always I
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didn't think about it like that. I always wanted to
post my partners on social media and I still have
stuff posted with my partners. I'm never going to delete that.
That was like something that happened in my life, and
I think that that's what's also really special. I love
those times in my life, and yes, of course it's
really sad that those relationships are over, but I think
sometimes everything becomes ugly or whatever, but maybe it's just
(13:50):
time for those two people to separate and go their
own ways. And I wish nothing but the best for
every single partner. And I think we always look for
something that's wrong instead of actually looking back and being like, wow,
it was such a blessing and I had all these
amazing things.
Speaker 2 (14:06):
And that is a maturity thing too.
Speaker 1 (14:08):
It is one thousand percent. And the only thing I
wish for everyone is in relationships is just like finding
that and finding your own confidence, because I think what
happens is either your partner is really confident and the
other partner isn't you have to both be confident and
believe in each other and believe in your relationship to
make it work, because I think that's like the only
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way you survive is if you're trusting your partner all
of those things. Yeah, while being gone, being on social media,
like it's a lot, everything is literally your best friend.
But yeah, that's that's a good question there. But you
know it's good.
Speaker 2 (14:51):
We can get into this or we don't have to. Okay,
but how was your last breakup? I feel like I
want you to kind of speak about this because of
what you were doing in that time and how it
was one of the biggest times in your life, but
also probably your lowest. Yeah, so I don't know if
you want to step into it at all or like
(15:12):
how that week looked like to you. But if you
want to jump into that, go for it. Say what
you'll give.
Speaker 1 (15:18):
I'll just give like a little brief. Yeah. So I've
been I was in a really serious relationship and two
serious relationships, but yeah, the most recent one happened while
I was actually on tour. So it was definitely a
little bit of a shock. You know, leaving in a
relationship and coming home without a relationship was really hard.
(15:39):
And now I look back at it, and I do
think that maybe it is for the best and that
we were, you know, whatever we were, but it was
definitely something that I didn't expect, and so I think
that's why for me it was like so hard. But
at the same time, I knew that I was in
the right place. I knew where I was supposed to be.
I was loving tour and I was doing all the
(16:00):
shows in my career, was thriving, and it was the
first time that I felt that I was really just
actually doing something for me and not someone else. And
I just I remember being in that moment being like
this is happening for a reason, whether it's the worst
moment right now and I'm sobbing my eyes out before
I'm about to go perform a two hour show and
no one in this room knows. But I knew that
(16:22):
I was so strong and that I could do it.
And I think this just taught me how strong I am.
And I think it just showed me how much I'm
worth and that I deserve so much in this world.
That like that moment for me, as much as that sucked,
like yeah, I was like I.
Speaker 2 (16:43):
Know, like yeah, just knowing like oh my god, I
literally could cry, like knowing everything like about you and
oh my god, literally tears in my eyes. Oh I
just I just bet that that was just like in
the time change.
Speaker 1 (16:58):
It was just it was nothing you can could ever
like even accept because I I don't know, it was. Yeah,
it was an experience that I look back on though,
and I'm just like so proud of myself because I
could have every day on that tour cried and not
had any fun and been sat in my room, but
I was like, I am so much more than this, Like,
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no guy is gonna ruin my life, you know, No
guy is gonna make me press yeah, And I just was,
like I do, I like, I get hurt. She is
I have no ounce of like bad in me. And
I think that's what's also hard, is like I say,
like I never don't like somebody, like you.
Speaker 2 (17:42):
Know, I don't hate you, like I really don't like Yeah,
I like, no, I.
Speaker 1 (17:47):
Don't know, but this is like I just I don't know,
And I think it's just hard, like when you are
put in those positions, like for instance, we were friends before,
so I'm gonna love him forever, like I do genuinely
wish the best for him, like I want everything for him,
probably more than he wants it for himself. And like
I tried to remind myself that while we were breaking up,
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because I was just like, to know you is to
love you, and like that was just something that like
for me all hold on to.
Speaker 2 (18:16):
You know, this bro broke her heart on sitting here
just loving like or like supporting him. Oh you're such
a good person, Autumn.
Speaker 1 (18:27):
Yeah, okay, but.
Speaker 2 (18:35):
At this or we can't cry.
Speaker 1 (18:36):
Yeah. I think it's really important to share because I
bet there's so many people that also go through these things.
And I honestly was in.
Speaker 2 (18:45):
College and everything like, oh gosh, don't give me to
do long distance.
Speaker 1 (18:51):
Sorry, I'm looking for no one that's long distance.
Speaker 2 (18:54):
Just by the way, all right, we have another one
of tour types of question, and this person said, what
was it like performing at Coachella? And why are you
not on the full Renaissance tour?
Speaker 1 (19:07):
Okay, okay too, and then it's okay. So I performing
at Coachella I think was one of the most crazy
but also best experiences ever. I had never been to Coachella,
so I had no idea what to expect, actually, but
it was so much fun. And currently I'm touring with
Jay Balvin and we started off with Coachella First is
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our first performance. So I was really nervous because that
was the first time we were doing the show. And
I was like, please just pull it together, like let's
just hope it happens and all's gonna be well. And
it was just really fun and it was a great
group of people and he's an amazing boss and it
was just really cool. Like it just was like I
couldn't say anything like bad about Coachella. I mean, it
was really hot, but like it was still great and
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we just got to perform, and in front of that
many people was definitely nerve wracking. I was like, just
pull through. And it was live streamed and all that,
so that also like made me a little nervous. But
other than that, You're.
Speaker 2 (20:02):
Like that set me up, like I'm fine everything after that,
I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1 (20:07):
After that, I was like, okay, wait, going on tours. Fine,
now I'm not as nervous because it's not as Beggarnas
and that's.
Speaker 2 (20:12):
What you're like, let me just test it out at Yeah.
Speaker 1 (20:15):
It was so fun because it was also outdoors and
not all the venues that we get to do her
outdoors and I think that's like, actually one of my
favorite things is doing festivals and stuff outdoors. The energy
that the people bring to into screaming and I don't know,
it's just so much fun that way.
Speaker 2 (20:27):
And then then okay.
Speaker 1 (20:29):
So I actually had auditioned back in uh, I don't
even know what it was, who knows what month, April
May or something. Before the tour, I got like the private,
private audition and it was really cool and it was
like a small amount of girls and boys and I
just was remembering that this was like the biggest step.
I was like, no way, I'm getting to audition for her,
Like she's my dream artist to ever work for. And
(20:50):
I told myself that if I ever got the opportunity,
like I made it in my career, Like I just
remember saying that when I was little, because I never
wanted to go on tour. I'm such home and family person.
I never wanted to leave. But yeah, so I made
it down to like the very end. But you know,
they went with other people, which I was one of
the youngest, so I kind of assumed they were going
to go for older people anyways. But whatever. I was
(21:12):
still so proud of myself throughout like the whole process,
and I didn't hear anything and they did Europe and
all of that, and then I got a call and
they were like, hey, like, are you free for the
next two months? And I was. I remember I was
sitting at the beach with my ex boyfriend and.
Speaker 2 (21:27):
I remember yeah, and I was wait, sorry, weren't they
like tomorrow or something?
Speaker 1 (21:32):
Yeah, yeah, tomorrow. And I'm laying there and I'm like,
oh my god, I have to what do I say?
And at this time I had already signed a contract
onto a different tour with someone else, and I was like,
oh my gosh, what do I do? And I just
remember like panicking and crying. And then I was fighting
with him and I was like what do I do?
And he's like I don't know, like it's your life,
and I was like I just can't do it, like
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I can't leave tomorrow. I'm started to stop and like
it was a whole disaster and that for anybody. And
then I was honestly, straight up honest with them, and
I was like, hey, I have this contract that I've
already signed, Like what do you guys need, Like do
you need a swing kind of whatever? And you know,
a swing means that you're not gonna perform. You don't
know if you're gonna perform. A swing is like a
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backup pretty much. I don't know if I should take
a position where I don't know if I'll get to
perform when I already am like fully in a show,
you know. So then they kind of like took that
and went back and I was like I just ruined
my opportunity like whatever. I was so scared. And then
they came back and they were like, we'll take you
for as long as you can, and then you can
go on your other tour as well. And I was like,
(22:35):
oh my gosh, and they're like you're getting on a
red eye tomorrow. I will never forget these moments, Like
I'm crying. I'm like running around. I've never packed for
a tour in my life, never been on a tour bus.
So I'm just like, all right, here we go. Like Steevie,
she prehaps for weeks. Yeah no, yea, now I run
for weeks like but back then I didn't, And I
just went with an open mind of no idea what
(22:57):
was gonna happen. And so I pretty much was just
a backup and I was learning things. I did some
rehearsal with Dance Captain and they had a choreographer as well,
and then I just kind of went in and some
girls were injured or whatever may it happen in like
the situation. I didn't like really know. I just came
in as like help pretty much, yeah, just as backup.
So then I got to learn, and then I got
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to go in for people, and I got to just
literally be on her tour for about a month and
a half. I think it was almost maybe fifteen is
shows or something. But it was literally like life changing.
And I think that was also a huge moment because
so many other people saw me in a big light
viral on tweet. Viral was like, well, they were like,
(23:38):
who's the new dancer, you know, and so I think
that was really cool too. And I was so like nervous,
and I was so proud of myself because they did
have to learn literally in days and just perform for
the biggest artists in the whole entire world. I was like, girl,
what are you crazy right now? But yeah, it was
so fun.
Speaker 2 (23:55):
Yeah, I'm so proud of you too, like oh my gosh,
just like growing up when we and like knowing, I know,
like knowing the whole like Beyonce and obviously she's just
an icon. And now you're just on another tour like
right after, like so amazing, Audie. Okay, Audie, now we
have some I would say, more lighthearted.
Speaker 1 (24:17):
Okay, we're gonna end it off.
Speaker 2 (24:19):
Okay, we can do We'll try to make this a
little bit more of a fire around.
Speaker 1 (24:24):
Okay, I don't have to go I can't go deep,
but just tell me to be quiet, like one answer,
completely cut you off. Just turn her micro time. Yeah, please,
that's okay.
Speaker 2 (24:33):
What is your love languages?
Speaker 1 (24:36):
Oh, love language. I would say words of affirmation one
hundred percent, and probably acts of service.
Speaker 2 (24:42):
I would probably not have to.
Speaker 1 (24:45):
Agree, No, I wouldn't.
Speaker 2 (24:46):
I'm like, wait, my mic already needs to go off
because I'm just like.
Speaker 1 (24:49):
Yeah, you just said that I could have fast answers
my answer.
Speaker 2 (24:53):
I think words of affirmation and quality time. Yeah, but
my boyfriend does a lot of acts of service, and
I feel like maybe like if he like didn't wait yeah,
so like every day on lock like he is you know,
he's washing my car.
Speaker 1 (25:10):
He's like needing that. Okay, so I wanted to wash
my car, please pull up.
Speaker 2 (25:16):
So but yeah, I I love Words of Africa because
I love giving me that.
Speaker 1 (25:20):
Well. I also just somehow always spoil you with gifts.
So if you want like a package randomly, just let
me know you want.
Speaker 2 (25:27):
If you want gifts to dat yeah, pretty much the
same same. I love Like literally I went to the
Swedish candy store and I you have to get your
reverend about it, like.
Speaker 1 (25:35):
I mean, I still like I kept messing that up
on tour. I was like, oh, I'm just gonna bring
okay and then I was like, you can't do that, like, yeah.
Speaker 2 (25:43):
Literally, didn't you didn't you order something?
Speaker 1 (25:45):
Oh? Yeah I did. So it was his graduation and
I had already ordered something before I left and it
was delivered to his house after we were broken up.
Speaker 2 (25:53):
Yeah that was wasn't it personalized too?
Speaker 1 (25:56):
Yeah? So weave a ton of wallet with his like
initials in it. Yeah, so see if.
Speaker 2 (26:01):
You and she messages him and she's like, well, you know,
I was sorry.
Speaker 1 (26:07):
It was already like on the way. He was like
I cannot keep this, like you need to return and
I was like, well, it's personalized, so it's not going anywhere, buddy,
you might as well enjoy it. He was like, okay, thanks, okay,
thanks crazy. I don't know. Maybe he's not using it
now that'd be weird, but maybe he is.
Speaker 2 (26:25):
Okay, next, Yeah, where would your dream date be?
Speaker 1 (26:29):
Dream date? Gosh, I don't, I don't even know. Take
me on a vacation. Yeah, honestly, I'm so chill, like
you could literally pick me up in and out. Actually
I just now eating in and out because I used
to not be able to eat red meat, but that's
the new fresh and just sit in the car and
chat for hours. I just genuinely want to talk and
hang out. We could go to the beach.
Speaker 2 (26:48):
Just hanging, just hang out, likely to hang out, and
I'll probably go took my cry because it's so cute.
Speaker 1 (26:56):
She's nodding your head back there just to ask you though.
Speaker 2 (26:59):
I also like I like concerts, which is random for
a date though, well, I.
Speaker 1 (27:05):
Mean I'm like three years two years in okay, yeah
for you, yes, not the first time date, but absolutely.
You know what I think is really cute. What is
when you go to the like drive in movie and
like you put there king in the trunk and you
have snacks, like, no, it's cute. I've seen you do it.
So that's sad, but okay, whatever, sappy moment.
Speaker 2 (27:25):
We have like a comforter everything.
Speaker 1 (27:27):
Yeah. See, that's so weird. You're going on two years.
Speaker 2 (27:30):
It's already two years past, two years and a month.
Speaker 1 (27:33):
See I made it like almost three and a half years, right, yeah,
maybe three years three and then two yeah oh yeah
yeah yeah, or not two a little less than two. Yeah,
we didn't quite make it to the second year. Here
we are. We're thriving. It's fine, right, you're thriving. Sorries. Well,
you're thriving too in your relations I.
Speaker 2 (27:54):
Thought you were talking about like you guys are tving.
Speaker 1 (27:57):
No no, no, you yea perfectly okay.
Speaker 2 (28:00):
Next, Oh shoot, how do you get a guy to
get you flowers? I want my man to want to
get me flowers.
Speaker 1 (28:06):
Oh shoot, see all right, my first boyfriend king of
giving me flowers. Literally I've never seen anything like this.
I never had to ask, and it was just always there,
and I was like, wow, this is unbelievable. Like I
felt like, literally like a princess in the relationship of
its like you do everything for me, like really, okay,
literally every flower anything. So I just think if they
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wanted to, they would. And my second boyfriend didn't go
with that. He was like, no, like some guys don't know,
like you need to tell them what you need and
things you want. And I also get that. I get both,
But if you just want your boyfriend to give you flowers,
I don't know. I think it's like the ring thing,
you know, like you post like your pincher sport about
like what ring you want? Maybe just like start posting
(28:48):
flowers or something. Yeah, pints, Yeah, you give hints drop it.
But don't tell them, but don't tell them hey, I
want flowers, because then they'll probably bring you flowers, and
then you're depressed because you're like, dude, you just probably
flowers because I said, and that's what I hate too.
Or you post something on TikTok, because then you're not
posting it.
Speaker 2 (29:02):
Yeah, repost, repost, what do they call it? The silent reads?
Speaker 1 (29:06):
Also, I did not know on TikTok that your reposts
like everyone sees that. Why am I so uncultured? Yeah?
One of my friends was like, I think you should
stop posting all the reposts that you like. What do
you mean? He's like, uh, everything I see. I was like, okay, cool, great,
(29:27):
undid everything. This is mortified. I've never had someone say
that to me.
Speaker 2 (29:32):
I was probably stalking that.
Speaker 1 (29:35):
Maybe, but whatever, who cares? My gosh, I.
Speaker 2 (29:38):
Don't thinking that you're like dropping them hints no see,
And that's what obviously I was doing wrong because I
was like doing that or honestly, my whole thing is
just like children and when you are, I'm just looking
for a husband.
Speaker 1 (29:50):
I don't even want a boyfriend anymore. Here husband husband, Okay, okay,
we're getting really cared about I really speed up with
the last question.
Speaker 2 (30:02):
Okay, he is really sweet, but he follows a lot
of thirst trap girls. How can I avoid it hitting
my confidence?
Speaker 1 (30:09):
Uh? I'm like the worst person's question, Like, like, I
don't know because I'm not one of those weird, crazy
stocker girls that go through your following. So if you
are doing that, I wouldn't know, first of all, Like
that's a red flag of mine, Like I just don't
really pay attention. It would be really bad though.
Speaker 2 (30:25):
So I see like so many things of what my
boyfriend's liking on Instagram because I don't know's it's all
my suggested posts.
Speaker 1 (30:34):
That's weird, but it's.
Speaker 2 (30:35):
All like breake or a dog or.
Speaker 1 (30:37):
A bear or so it's perfect.
Speaker 2 (30:39):
So yeah, yeah, it's like I've never had an issue. Yeah,
but imagine that it is something like it is just
me or you on someone's and the girl's just scrolling
is liked by See.
Speaker 1 (30:50):
Honestly, I could get in trouble because I'm literally the worst.
Are you kidding me? I scrolled double tap almost everything
I see on my Instagram. I don't know, it's really bad.
I just like scrolling a So you're.
Speaker 2 (31:00):
One of those where you make that excuse of like
just like everything, no, and that's actually that's actually what
I do, Like, it's actually, really should we trust these
guys are saying.
Speaker 1 (31:10):
No, guys don't trust guys? Guy, I think it's not
like a if I was. I'm not on the podcast,
but I just think I don't. I don't know those
things will come up with my for you page though,
for it to be like weird that I'm liking I
don't know a shirt list man's photo.
Speaker 2 (31:29):
I don't know how you avoid it hitting your confidence? Yeah,
you know, I think I think it's really normal overall.
Speaker 1 (31:35):
Like something about confidence. Maybe just know that you're the baddie,
you're the best you. You have to believe it for
other people to believe it too, and you have to
love yourself for other people to love you. And so
I think if you're letting those things affect you, or
he's doing that, he's not the one for you.
Speaker 2 (31:50):
That's exactly, you know, Like if you're upset that he's
liking all these types of fotos, someone else won't. Exactly,
they're not like that, like literally no, like most guys
I feel.
Speaker 1 (32:03):
Like aren't Actually no, they're not. I mean at least
I know confidently I can say that in five past
relationships that's never ever been an issue. But you know,
there are some weird, crazy guys out there, so I
don't know, be careful. Well wow, that was really but
your life is great single also, so there's that.
Speaker 2 (32:26):
Thank you aunt An, thank you for having the same thing.
Speaker 1 (32:32):
That's great. Guys.
Speaker 2 (32:33):
Literally we were filming or get ready with Me for
Olivia Rodrigo and like the same pitch, the same phone
and the same words, like we're the same ye, get
ready with me Olivia rod But thank you so much
for coming on. Let them let them know where to
find you if it's their first time. Yeah, finding you
for sure.
Speaker 1 (32:53):
My Instagram's just my name at automiller, and my TikTok
is official automiller. Almost for got that, but yeah that's
a bio on TikTok.
Speaker 2 (33:03):
You also say official autum Miller.
Speaker 1 (33:05):
Did you realize that? No? What see? I know. What
I also just found out is that my TikTok still
says I'm twenty one. That's how much you see that.
I literally don't page twenty three. May be sure I
should probably up did that. Okay, so I'm gonna update
that now, but that's where to find me, guys.
Speaker 2 (33:21):
Well, thanks for watching. Guys, make sure to add the
pod to your Spotify and Apple playlist, follow us on
Instagram and watch the video version of course on YouTube
if you're not already. And I will see you guys
next Wednesday with a new episode. And we have to
get Presley back on heay back guys.
Speaker 1 (33:38):
You see me next time. Thanks so much for having
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Speaker 2 (00:16):
Welcome back to the Jordan Jones Podcast. I'm your host,
Jordan Jones, and today we have maya bestie Autumn Miller.
Speaker 1 (00:23):
Hey guys, you.
Speaker 2 (00:25):
Guys, anytime people see us posting together, they're like.
Speaker 1 (00:29):
That's my child.
Speaker 2 (00:31):
Literally though, like Autumn if you guys don't know, she
is like the dancing queen. I think that when people
think of dancers that did it back then doing it now,
you're probably one of the first people that come to
mind for most people.
Speaker 1 (00:47):
You've done it all.
Speaker 2 (00:48):
She's touring, she's been on only so you think you
can dance.
Speaker 1 (00:51):
I didn't do so you think you can dance?
Speaker 2 (00:53):
Okay, well, what else did you do?
Speaker 1 (00:55):
I'm just from a young age. I've just been obviously
dancing a lot, and I'm touring now, and I been
in music videos and I did print jobs and things
like that. I really haven't actually been on a TV
show though, so that's like something or like a dance
show or anything like that. I haven't done.
Speaker 2 (01:10):
Did you do the Justin Bieber tour or no?
Speaker 1 (01:12):
No, I didn't because I was thinking about.
Speaker 2 (01:14):
It the other day that I didn't do it, and
I was like, all these other people did it, and
I was.
Speaker 1 (01:18):
Like, where were we happened that.
Speaker 2 (01:22):
It's like we've done so much, but the two things
I thought that we would have done was like, so
you think and and Justin Bieber. Yeah, let's take it
back literally, so before we really jump into all of
your questions, my questions, we really have to throw it
back to where we met.
Speaker 1 (01:42):
Guys. When I was.
Speaker 2 (01:44):
Thinking about it, I thought we met somewhere crazy years ago.
But no, I used to be in this girl group
called Five Little Princesses, and I believe we went into
it at the same time.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
No, I think you were already a part of it
because you okay, okay, me too. Because did they.
Speaker 2 (02:07):
Come at you by saying it was a Nickelodeon TV show.
Speaker 1 (02:11):
Yes, something of the sort that didn't have to be
involved with you know, singing, Oh, yes, you know singing? Yes.
Speaker 2 (02:20):
So I got this audition one day and it was
so big. It was a big deals Nickelodeon. We're gonna
be a TV show. They're looking for five girls. It's
dancing and I was like, okay, let's go come to
find out it has nothing to do with Nickelodeon.
Speaker 1 (02:37):
No ever.
Speaker 2 (02:39):
I was in this group for like three years maybe,
and yes, when it started, they were auditioning new girls.
I think there was like three already in it. And
so I remember being at Millennium and like the upstairs
room or something, and me and Autumn are just auditioning,
battling it out, singing.
Speaker 1 (02:57):
Yeah, that's where it really got me because because they
did not inform me about the singing situation. He says, no,
not at all. You don't even want to hear me
trying to live sing, like it's terrible. When they told
me that they were singing involved, I was like, I
think you call it the wrong person, Like this isn't
for me. Obviously, dance great, and they really did try
(03:18):
to get me to sing.
Speaker 2 (03:20):
Yeah, I got into rapping because of that group because
I could not sing, and they were like, well, what
are we gonna do with this girl?
Speaker 1 (03:27):
And I didn't even make it at this point. I
was out just so you guys know which, I could
not sing, So I totally respect it and I was
like it's fine, like there's no singing for me.
Speaker 2 (03:37):
Like honestly, thank you, honestly please, Like.
Speaker 1 (03:40):
That probably would have ruined. I'm out, I'm out. Imagine
me singing, like, please just imagine what was the song though?
Speaker 2 (03:48):
Well, I mean I heard you next to meet the
Olivia Rodrigo concert.
Speaker 1 (03:54):
Exactly. Okay, that's screaming and I was screaming, and that's
probably how I sing. If you want me to scream?
What's the word like? Belting? Yeah? Belting? Yeah, you're good
at that great scream belting? Got it?
Speaker 2 (04:09):
Just ruining your vocal?
Speaker 1 (04:10):
Absolutely, I mean I have a Livia Road. I mean,
come on, you're gonna ruin your voice.
Speaker 2 (04:15):
You guys, best night, the last night of our life. Also,
I really wanted to go back the next night. Me too, honestly.
So a couple of months ago, when Autumn and I
got really close, we were bonding over that, like her
song She's going Olivia Rodrigo, I was like, please will
you call with me? Like no one else wanted to go. Yeah,
(04:37):
Autumn we went, and guys, we literally spent fourteen tickets
and the night of the concert, two hours before, my
friend's like.
Speaker 1 (04:47):
Oh wait, you're going to the liver Rego concert. I
would love to.
Speaker 2 (04:50):
I just got invited to come, and I was like,
oh what brand and she told me the brand, and
I was like, I'd want to go, but like, can
you ask for me? And Autumn? I think she was
the only one getting in and there's no such thing
as plus one, and I was like, please, please, two
of us two, we'll do it. And then she was like,
what's her what's your friend's Instagram? Because it's a brand,
obviously they just want followers. And she was like, I
(05:12):
told the brand that you guys got millions and we
got it.
Speaker 1 (05:16):
Hey, we got it to work.
Speaker 2 (05:18):
But the sad part of it was that we had
to sell our tickets that we got for fourteen hundred
dollars when the tickets came out or we got back
two hundred and sixty.
Speaker 1 (05:30):
Yeah, so you know it's fine. That's how we spend
our money. Guys.
Speaker 2 (05:33):
Yes, but I mean the club and the sprinter there
and ye all of the fourteen hundred. I would have
spent seven hundred to do what we did exactly, but
I wouldn't have spent seven hundred for those plea.
Speaker 1 (05:46):
Yeah, guys, we actually had those pleas. We got some
good seats.
Speaker 2 (05:50):
I left that part out. The fourteen hundred was no
ten rows from.
Speaker 1 (05:54):
The back, Like that's crazy.
Speaker 2 (05:57):
Also, if you hear giggling or comments Presley, Hi, guys,
she's in the back. She's scared to be on camera today,
but she's gonna be back, right, Yeah, I will be back.
Speaker 1 (06:06):
I'm off camera as we did. In fact, just come
from a workout. Can't tell when you look at Autumn,
but you can tell when you look at me. Still,
that's why I'm not on camera today. No, yeah, I'll
be back. But that's so funny.
Speaker 2 (06:20):
Okay, yes, so we're gonna get back into these questions.
Speaker 1 (06:24):
What's his iPad password again? Okay, Autumn, I'm scared.
Speaker 2 (06:29):
How was growing up with such a public life at
such a young age.
Speaker 1 (06:34):
Yeah, I feel like obviously you can relate to me
as well, and for me, I also was still trying
to balance like being at a full time dance studio
as well, I think, and it was really hard, but
I wouldn't change it for anything. I think sometimes we
forget that you have to make those sacrifices at a
young age to be where you are now. And I
never understood that when I was little, like not having
(06:57):
the sleepovers with your friends, not going to all the
like fun high school parties, anything like that, or football game. Yeah,
Like I definitely never had a Friday night football Okay.
I was training in the studio and I put in
a lot of time into dance. Yeah, obviously YouTube as well,
I started at that time, but I was still training
forty hours a week in the studio. I didn't really
(07:19):
realize how much that it would take out on you
and burn out and all these things. And it is
so hard sharing your life as well on social media
because everyone's judging what you do twenty four to seven.
And at that age, I was just like so excited
to dance and be in the studio. I didn't even understand.
And that's kind of when Instagram even became popular and
I was like, what is this app? Why are these
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you know, everyone's saying, oh, something bad and then something good.
And so I think my parents did a really great
job though of also keeping me a little sheltered because
I wasn't really exposed to all of that. And I
give so much credit to them because I do think
the way that they raised me is why I am
and how I am today with growing up with a following.
Speaker 2 (08:01):
And I think the best part of keeping you just
not very la is that you do live like in
oc you're not out here even when you come up
for dance or whatever. You know, you're driving there and
back and obviously sometimes staying at those places or doing
all this stuff. But yeah, I think that's why we
(08:24):
bond so well is because we're both not very Maybe
it is because we were so sheltered.
Speaker 1 (08:33):
Yeah, so I know, yeah that's the word, but you
know what I mean, I.
Speaker 2 (08:36):
Just like we still don't want to do any of that, right.
Speaker 1 (08:39):
We don't. And I think we just have had this
really great mindset growing up. And I think I've been
around a lot of positive people and people with really
great advice twenty four seven, And I feel like that
also is why I am who I am now, and
like being able to be you know, under those people
or people that you look up to. Really, I do
(09:00):
think shows who you are now, who you grow up
with or who your friends are is really also what
you attract and who you are.
Speaker 2 (09:07):
Yeah, exactly. And another thing that I always think is
good about us is like when we were growing up
doing all of this, we actually wanted to. And so
I think a difference is when some parents are quote
unquote sheltering their kids, it's like their kids want to
be going out and sneaking out and drinking, and it's
(09:28):
like they're holding them away, but we didn't care.
Speaker 1 (09:31):
Like, no, we like that. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (09:33):
If our mom was like, oh, the doors open to
I feel free to go out, yeah, we'd be like no,
like yeah, wuld rather not?
Speaker 1 (09:40):
Yeah exactly. No. I think that is so right, And
I think what's hard is we also kind of were
brought up in it naturally and it was never forced
for either of us, or especially for me. It just
it kind of happened overnight, and I didn't really expect
it that way. And sometimes now I feel like it
is so forced or it's you're trying to be something
instead of just being yourself, and that's where you're going wrong,
(10:01):
because when you're being yourself so much, so much better
things happen or everything just comes naturally. And I feel
like that's also how I am. People are always like, oh,
like you are just so normal and down to earth,
and I'm like, yeah, because I'm just me. I'm not
trying to be something else yeah, or prove to anyone,
because it's just me. There's no one to prove too.
And I think that's like a big part.
Speaker 2 (10:23):
Yeah, I know, especially this summer, I feel like you've
been very busy touring, and we will get into all
of that, but what is something that you like to
do in your free time while you're not touring? Oh
so back in La Yeah, I guess back home.
Speaker 1 (10:40):
Honestly, I'm such like a routine girl, so I feel
like being able to be back in my routine, going
to the gym, working out. Honestly, Macha dates with Jordan
are always a plus. But yeah, I love the beach,
I love shopping, and I'm a big family girl, so
I've been spending a lot of time with also my
little cousins and just being able to be around family,
(11:00):
especially when I am gone for a long time, because
I definitely was gone along a long time this summer.
So I've just really enjoyed being home and kind of
doing nothing for once, Like I feel like I'm a
very go go so much to do, so being able
to also be calm and be like, hey, you can
take the day off. It's Okaya has been really nice.
Speaker 2 (11:19):
And I know that you love al I went with her.
It was so hard, Laura, right, she is hard.
Speaker 1 (11:31):
She's as queen.
Speaker 2 (11:33):
And we did the cold Plunge.
Speaker 1 (11:34):
We did the Cold Plunge.
Speaker 2 (11:36):
That place is crazy. That place is that's a big
you can literally get lost there.
Speaker 1 (11:41):
Yeah. No, seriously, this is a good one.
Speaker 2 (11:44):
Is it challenging finding or keeping a relationship while living
such a bitty like busy lifestyle. What do you have
to say about that?
Speaker 1 (11:53):
Wow? Well, yeah, it's it's definitely difficult. This is a
hard topic for me a little bit. But this is
my first time currently single in six years. So for
my last six years of my life, I have actually
put up with a relationship as well as being as
busy as I am. Has been wonderful. It's good.
Speaker 2 (12:15):
Yeah, that's why I feel like you're so you're gonna
be so good at giving the people advice.
Speaker 1 (12:19):
On this because you've done it for so long. Yes, definitely,
I think it's it is a really big balance and
it has been a challenge. And I would say nobody's
perfect and everyone goes through ups and downs. And I
think it's hard because we see these relationships or things
on social media and they seem so perfect, and really
sometimes they're not that perfect. You're always gonna have those
(12:41):
ups and downs. And for me, I felt that in
both of my relationships that I've been in. There was
so many positives, but there was also really hard challenges,
and I felt that sometimes I was always up for
the challenge and maybe my partner struggled a little bit
more with those challenges or with me being gone or
my lifestyle. Just the way it is. You know, your
partner has to step up to that plate with you,
(13:03):
and I felt that and be supportive as well, exactly,
And I think sometimes that is hard, and everyone's doing
their own thing in different careers, and especially being a
public figure or you know, on social media, that is
really hard. Yeah, it takes a lot to be the
guy it does one thousand percent. And I think it's
hard because for me, my best advice was always I
(13:28):
didn't think about it like that. I always wanted to
post my partners on social media and I still have
stuff posted with my partners. I'm never going to delete that.
That was like something that happened in my life, and
I think that that's what's also really special. I love
those times in my life, and yes, of course it's
really sad that those relationships are over, but I think
sometimes everything becomes ugly or whatever, but maybe it's just
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time for those two people to separate and go their
own ways. And I wish nothing but the best for
every single partner. And I think we always look for
something that's wrong instead of actually looking back and being like, wow,
it was such a blessing and I had all these
amazing things.
Speaker 2 (14:06):
And that is a maturity thing too.
Speaker 1 (14:08):
It is one thousand percent. And the only thing I
wish for everyone is in relationships is just like finding
that and finding your own confidence, because I think what
happens is either your partner is really confident and the
other partner isn't you have to both be confident and
believe in each other and believe in your relationship to
make it work, because I think that's like the only
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way you survive is if you're trusting your partner all
of those things. Yeah, while being gone, being on social media,
like it's a lot, everything is literally your best friend.
But yeah, that's that's a good question there. But you
know it's good.
Speaker 2 (14:51):
We can get into this or we don't have to. Okay,
but how was your last breakup? I feel like I
want you to kind of speak about this because of
what you were doing in that time and how it
was one of the biggest times in your life, but
also probably your lowest. Yeah, so I don't know if
you want to step into it at all or like
(15:12):
how that week looked like to you. But if you
want to jump into that, go for it. Say what
you'll give.
Speaker 1 (15:18):
I'll just give like a little brief. Yeah. So I've
been I was in a really serious relationship and two
serious relationships, but yeah, the most recent one happened while
I was actually on tour. So it was definitely a
little bit of a shock. You know, leaving in a
relationship and coming home without a relationship was really hard.
(15:39):
And now I look back at it, and I do
think that maybe it is for the best and that
we were, you know, whatever we were, but it was
definitely something that I didn't expect, and so I think
that's why for me it was like so hard. But
at the same time, I knew that I was in
the right place. I knew where I was supposed to be.
I was loving tour and I was doing all the
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shows in my career, was thriving, and it was the
first time that I felt that I was really just
actually doing something for me and not someone else. And
I just I remember being in that moment being like
this is happening for a reason, whether it's the worst
moment right now and I'm sobbing my eyes out before
I'm about to go perform a two hour show and
no one in this room knows. But I knew that
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I was so strong and that I could do it.
And I think this just taught me how strong I am.
And I think it just showed me how much I'm
worth and that I deserve so much in this world.
That like that moment for me, as much as that sucked,
like yeah, I was like I.
Speaker 2 (16:43):
Know, like yeah, just knowing like oh my god, I
literally could cry, like knowing everything like about you and
oh my god, literally tears in my eyes. Oh I
just I just bet that that was just like in
the time change.
Speaker 1 (16:58):
It was just it was nothing you can could ever
like even accept because I I don't know, it was. Yeah,
it was an experience that I look back on though,
and I'm just like so proud of myself because I
could have every day on that tour cried and not
had any fun and been sat in my room, but
I was like, I am so much more than this, Like,
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no guy is gonna ruin my life, you know, No
guy is gonna make me press yeah, And I just was,
like I do, I like, I get hurt. She is
I have no ounce of like bad in me. And
I think that's what's also hard, is like I say,
like I never don't like somebody, like you.
Speaker 2 (17:42):
Know, I don't hate you, like I really don't like Yeah,
I like, no, I.
Speaker 1 (17:47):
Don't know, but this is like I just I don't know,
And I think it's just hard, like when you are
put in those positions, like for instance, we were friends before,
so I'm gonna love him forever, like I do genuinely
wish the best for him, like I want everything for him,
probably more than he wants it for himself. And like
I tried to remind myself that while we were breaking up,
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because I was just like, to know you is to
love you, and like that was just something that like
for me all hold on to.
Speaker 2 (18:16):
You know, this bro broke her heart on sitting here
just loving like or like supporting him. Oh you're such
a good person, Autumn.
Speaker 1 (18:27):
Yeah, okay, but.
Speaker 2 (18:35):
At this or we can't cry.
Speaker 1 (18:36):
Yeah. I think it's really important to share because I
bet there's so many people that also go through these things.
And I honestly was in.
Speaker 2 (18:45):
College and everything like, oh gosh, don't give me to
do long distance.
Speaker 1 (18:51):
Sorry, I'm looking for no one that's long distance.
Speaker 2 (18:54):
Just by the way, all right, we have another one
of tour types of question, and this person said, what
was it like performing at Coachella? And why are you
not on the full Renaissance tour?
Speaker 1 (19:07):
Okay, okay too, and then it's okay. So I performing
at Coachella I think was one of the most crazy
but also best experiences ever. I had never been to Coachella,
so I had no idea what to expect, actually, but
it was so much fun. And currently I'm touring with
Jay Balvin and we started off with Coachella First is
(19:29):
our first performance. So I was really nervous because that
was the first time we were doing the show. And
I was like, please just pull it together, like let's
just hope it happens and all's gonna be well. And
it was just really fun and it was a great
group of people and he's an amazing boss and it
was just really cool. Like it just was like I
couldn't say anything like bad about Coachella. I mean, it
was really hot, but like it was still great and
(19:50):
we just got to perform, and in front of that
many people was definitely nerve wracking. I was like, just
pull through. And it was live streamed and all that,
so that also like made me a little nervous. But
other than that, You're.
Speaker 2 (20:02):
Like that set me up, like I'm fine everything after that,
I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1 (20:07):
After that, I was like, okay, wait, going on tours. Fine,
now I'm not as nervous because it's not as Beggarnas
and that's.
Speaker 2 (20:12):
What you're like, let me just test it out at Yeah.
Speaker 1 (20:15):
It was so fun because it was also outdoors and
not all the venues that we get to do her
outdoors and I think that's like, actually one of my
favorite things is doing festivals and stuff outdoors. The energy
that the people bring to into screaming and I don't know,
it's just so much fun that way.
Speaker 2 (20:27):
And then then okay.
Speaker 1 (20:29):
So I actually had auditioned back in uh, I don't
even know what it was, who knows what month, April
May or something. Before the tour, I got like the private,
private audition and it was really cool and it was
like a small amount of girls and boys and I
just was remembering that this was like the biggest step.
I was like, no way, I'm getting to audition for her,
Like she's my dream artist to ever work for. And
(20:50):
I told myself that if I ever got the opportunity,
like I made it in my career, Like I just
remember saying that when I was little, because I never
wanted to go on tour. I'm such home and family person.
I never wanted to leave. But yeah, so I made
it down to like the very end. But you know,
they went with other people, which I was one of
the youngest, so I kind of assumed they were going
to go for older people anyways. But whatever. I was
(21:12):
still so proud of myself throughout like the whole process,
and I didn't hear anything and they did Europe and
all of that, and then I got a call and
they were like, hey, like, are you free for the
next two months? And I was. I remember I was
sitting at the beach with my ex boyfriend and.
Speaker 2 (21:27):
I remember yeah, and I was wait, sorry, weren't they
like tomorrow or something?
Speaker 1 (21:32):
Yeah, yeah, tomorrow. And I'm laying there and I'm like,
oh my god, I have to what do I say?
And at this time I had already signed a contract
onto a different tour with someone else, and I was like,
oh my gosh, what do I do? And I just
remember like panicking and crying. And then I was fighting
with him and I was like what do I do?
And he's like I don't know, like it's your life,
and I was like I just can't do it, like
(21:54):
I can't leave tomorrow. I'm started to stop and like
it was a whole disaster and that for anybody. And
then I was honestly, straight up honest with them, and
I was like, hey, I have this contract that I've
already signed, Like what do you guys need, Like do
you need a swing kind of whatever? And you know,
a swing means that you're not gonna perform. You don't
know if you're gonna perform. A swing is like a
(22:14):
backup pretty much. I don't know if I should take
a position where I don't know if I'll get to
perform when I already am like fully in a show,
you know. So then they kind of like took that
and went back and I was like I just ruined
my opportunity like whatever. I was so scared. And then
they came back and they were like, we'll take you
for as long as you can, and then you can
go on your other tour as well. And I was like,
(22:35):
oh my gosh, and they're like you're getting on a
red eye tomorrow. I will never forget these moments, Like
I'm crying. I'm like running around. I've never packed for
a tour in my life, never been on a tour bus.
So I'm just like, all right, here we go. Like Steevie,
she prehaps for weeks. Yeah no, yea, now I run
for weeks like but back then I didn't, And I
just went with an open mind of no idea what
(22:57):
was gonna happen. And so I pretty much was just
a backup and I was learning things. I did some
rehearsal with Dance Captain and they had a choreographer as well,
and then I just kind of went in and some
girls were injured or whatever may it happen in like
the situation. I didn't like really know. I just came
in as like help pretty much, yeah, just as backup.
So then I got to learn, and then I got
(23:18):
to go in for people, and I got to just
literally be on her tour for about a month and
a half. I think it was almost maybe fifteen is
shows or something. But it was literally like life changing.
And I think that was also a huge moment because
so many other people saw me in a big light
viral on tweet. Viral was like, well, they were like,
(23:38):
who's the new dancer, you know, and so I think
that was really cool too. And I was so like nervous,
and I was so proud of myself because they did
have to learn literally in days and just perform for
the biggest artists in the whole entire world. I was like, girl,
what are you crazy right now? But yeah, it was
so fun.
Speaker 2 (23:55):
Yeah, I'm so proud of you too, like oh my gosh,
just like growing up when we and like knowing, I know,
like knowing the whole like Beyonce and obviously she's just
an icon. And now you're just on another tour like
right after, like so amazing, Audie. Okay, Audie, now we
have some I would say, more lighthearted.
Speaker 1 (24:17):
Okay, we're gonna end it off.
Speaker 2 (24:19):
Okay, we can do We'll try to make this a
little bit more of a fire around.
Speaker 1 (24:24):
Okay, I don't have to go I can't go deep,
but just tell me to be quiet, like one answer,
completely cut you off. Just turn her micro time. Yeah, please,
that's okay.
Speaker 2 (24:33):
What is your love languages?
Speaker 1 (24:36):
Oh, love language. I would say words of affirmation one
hundred percent, and probably acts of service.
Speaker 2 (24:42):
I would probably not have to.
Speaker 1 (24:45):
Agree, No, I wouldn't.
Speaker 2 (24:46):
I'm like, wait, my mic already needs to go off
because I'm just like.
Speaker 1 (24:49):
Yeah, you just said that I could have fast answers
my answer.
Speaker 2 (24:53):
I think words of affirmation and quality time. Yeah, but
my boyfriend does a lot of acts of service, and
I feel like maybe like if he like didn't wait yeah,
so like every day on lock like he is you know,
he's washing my car.
Speaker 1 (25:10):
He's like needing that. Okay, so I wanted to wash
my car, please pull up.
Speaker 2 (25:16):
So but yeah, I I love Words of Africa because
I love giving me that.
Speaker 1 (25:20):
Well. I also just somehow always spoil you with gifts.
So if you want like a package randomly, just let
me know you want.
Speaker 2 (25:27):
If you want gifts to dat yeah, pretty much the
same same. I love Like literally I went to the
Swedish candy store and I you have to get your
reverend about it, like.
Speaker 1 (25:35):
I mean, I still like I kept messing that up
on tour. I was like, oh, I'm just gonna bring
okay and then I was like, you can't do that, like, yeah.
Speaker 2 (25:43):
Literally, didn't you didn't you order something?
Speaker 1 (25:45):
Oh? Yeah I did. So it was his graduation and
I had already ordered something before I left and it
was delivered to his house after we were broken up.
Speaker 2 (25:53):
Yeah that was wasn't it personalized too?
Speaker 1 (25:56):
Yeah? So weave a ton of wallet with his like
initials in it. Yeah, so see if.
Speaker 2 (26:01):
You and she messages him and she's like, well, you know,
I was sorry.
Speaker 1 (26:07):
It was already like on the way. He was like
I cannot keep this, like you need to return and
I was like, well, it's personalized, so it's not going anywhere, buddy,
you might as well enjoy it. He was like, okay, thanks, okay,
thanks crazy. I don't know. Maybe he's not using it
now that'd be weird, but maybe he is.
Speaker 2 (26:25):
Okay, next, Yeah, where would your dream date be?
Speaker 1 (26:29):
Dream date? Gosh, I don't, I don't even know. Take
me on a vacation. Yeah, honestly, I'm so chill, like
you could literally pick me up in and out. Actually
I just now eating in and out because I used
to not be able to eat red meat, but that's
the new fresh and just sit in the car and
chat for hours. I just genuinely want to talk and
hang out. We could go to the beach.
Speaker 2 (26:48):
Just hanging, just hang out, likely to hang out, and
I'll probably go took my cry because it's so cute.
Speaker 1 (26:56):
She's nodding your head back there just to ask you though.
Speaker 2 (26:59):
I also like I like concerts, which is random for
a date though, well, I.
Speaker 1 (27:05):
Mean I'm like three years two years in okay, yeah
for you, yes, not the first time date, but absolutely.
You know what I think is really cute. What is
when you go to the like drive in movie and
like you put there king in the trunk and you
have snacks, like, no, it's cute. I've seen you do it.
So that's sad, but okay, whatever, sappy moment.
Speaker 2 (27:25):
We have like a comforter everything.
Speaker 1 (27:27):
Yeah. See, that's so weird. You're going on two years.
Speaker 2 (27:30):
It's already two years past, two years and a month.
Speaker 1 (27:33):
See I made it like almost three and a half years, right, yeah,
maybe three years three and then two yeah oh yeah
yeah yeah, or not two a little less than two. Yeah,
we didn't quite make it to the second year. Here
we are. We're thriving. It's fine, right, you're thriving. Sorries. Well,
you're thriving too in your relations I.
Speaker 2 (27:54):
Thought you were talking about like you guys are tving.
Speaker 1 (27:57):
No no, no, you yea perfectly okay.
Speaker 2 (28:00):
Next, Oh shoot, how do you get a guy to
get you flowers? I want my man to want to
get me flowers.
Speaker 1 (28:06):
Oh shoot, see all right, my first boyfriend king of
giving me flowers. Literally I've never seen anything like this.
I never had to ask, and it was just always there,
and I was like, wow, this is unbelievable. Like I
felt like, literally like a princess in the relationship of
its like you do everything for me, like really, okay,
literally every flower anything. So I just think if they
(28:28):
wanted to, they would. And my second boyfriend didn't go
with that. He was like, no, like some guys don't know,
like you need to tell them what you need and
things you want. And I also get that. I get both,
But if you just want your boyfriend to give you flowers,
I don't know. I think it's like the ring thing,
you know, like you post like your pincher sport about
like what ring you want? Maybe just like start posting
(28:48):
flowers or something. Yeah, pints, Yeah, you give hints drop it.
But don't tell them, but don't tell them hey, I
want flowers, because then they'll probably bring you flowers, and
then you're depressed because you're like, dude, you just probably
flowers because I said, and that's what I hate too.
Or you post something on TikTok, because then you're not
posting it.
Speaker 2 (29:02):
Yeah, repost, repost, what do they call it? The silent reads?
Speaker 1 (29:06):
Also, I did not know on TikTok that your reposts
like everyone sees that. Why am I so uncultured? Yeah?
One of my friends was like, I think you should
stop posting all the reposts that you like. What do
you mean? He's like, uh, everything I see. I was like, okay, cool, great,
(29:27):
undid everything. This is mortified. I've never had someone say
that to me.
Speaker 2 (29:32):
I was probably stalking that.
Speaker 1 (29:35):
Maybe, but whatever, who cares? My gosh, I.
Speaker 2 (29:38):
Don't thinking that you're like dropping them hints no see,
And that's what obviously I was doing wrong because I
was like doing that or honestly, my whole thing is
just like children and when you are, I'm just looking
for a husband.
Speaker 1 (29:50):
I don't even want a boyfriend anymore. Here husband husband, Okay, okay,
we're getting really cared about I really speed up with
the last question.
Speaker 2 (30:02):
Okay, he is really sweet, but he follows a lot
of thirst trap girls. How can I avoid it hitting
my confidence?
Speaker 1 (30:09):
Uh? I'm like the worst person's question, Like, like, I
don't know because I'm not one of those weird, crazy
stocker girls that go through your following. So if you
are doing that, I wouldn't know, first of all, Like
that's a red flag of mine, Like I just don't
really pay attention. It would be really bad though.
Speaker 2 (30:25):
So I see like so many things of what my
boyfriend's liking on Instagram because I don't know's it's all
my suggested posts.
Speaker 1 (30:34):
That's weird, but it's.
Speaker 2 (30:35):
All like breake or a dog or.
Speaker 1 (30:37):
A bear or so it's perfect.
Speaker 2 (30:39):
So yeah, yeah, it's like I've never had an issue. Yeah,
but imagine that it is something like it is just
me or you on someone's and the girl's just scrolling
is liked by See.
Speaker 1 (30:50):
Honestly, I could get in trouble because I'm literally the worst.
Are you kidding me? I scrolled double tap almost everything
I see on my Instagram. I don't know, it's really bad.
I just like scrolling a So you're.
Speaker 2 (31:00):
One of those where you make that excuse of like
just like everything, no, and that's actually that's actually what
I do, Like, it's actually, really should we trust these
guys are saying.
Speaker 1 (31:10):
No, guys don't trust guys? Guy, I think it's not
like a if I was. I'm not on the podcast,
but I just think I don't. I don't know those
things will come up with my for you page though,
for it to be like weird that I'm liking I
don't know a shirt list man's photo.
Speaker 2 (31:29):
I don't know how you avoid it hitting your confidence? Yeah,
you know, I think I think it's really normal overall.
Speaker 1 (31:35):
Like something about confidence. Maybe just know that you're the baddie,
you're the best you. You have to believe it for
other people to believe it too, and you have to
love yourself for other people to love you. And so
I think if you're letting those things affect you, or
he's doing that, he's not the one for you.
Speaker 2 (31:50):
That's exactly, you know, Like if you're upset that he's
liking all these types of fotos, someone else won't. Exactly,
they're not like that, like literally no, like most guys
I feel.
Speaker 1 (32:03):
Like aren't Actually no, they're not. I mean at least
I know confidently I can say that in five past
relationships that's never ever been an issue. But you know,
there are some weird, crazy guys out there, so I
don't know, be careful. Well wow, that was really but
your life is great single also, so there's that.
Speaker 2 (32:26):
Thank you aunt An, thank you for having the same thing.
Speaker 1 (32:32):
That's great. Guys.
Speaker 2 (32:33):
Literally we were filming or get ready with Me for
Olivia Rodrigo and like the same pitch, the same phone
and the same words, like we're the same ye, get
ready with me Olivia rod But thank you so much
for coming on. Let them let them know where to
find you if it's their first time. Yeah, finding you
for sure.
Speaker 1 (32:53):
My Instagram's just my name at automiller, and my TikTok
is official automiller. Almost for got that, but yeah that's
a bio on TikTok.
Speaker 2 (33:03):
You also say official autum Miller.
Speaker 1 (33:05):
Did you realize that? No? What see? I know. What
I also just found out is that my TikTok still
says I'm twenty one. That's how much you see that.
I literally don't page twenty three. May be sure I
should probably up did that. Okay, so I'm gonna update
that now, but that's where to find me, guys.
Speaker 2 (33:21):
Well, thanks for watching. Guys, make sure to add the
pod to your Spotify and Apple playlist, follow us on
Instagram and watch the video version of course on YouTube
if you're not already. And I will see you guys
next Wednesday with a new episode. And we have to
get Presley back on heay back guys.
Speaker 1 (33:38):
You see me next time. Thanks so much for having
bye bye.
Speaker 3 (33:45):
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