BIG FACTS feat. J Money

Join us for a powerful and emotional conversation with J Money on Big Facts. He opens up about a life-altering experience, sharing the harrowing details of being shot and the profound journey of being in a coma. J Money discusses how this event changed his perspective on life and music, and reflects on his significant contributions to Atlanta's music culture. He also talks about his collaborations with some of the biggest names in the industry, from Metro Boomin to Jermaine Dupri. This is a story of resilience, redemption, and the enduring power of music.

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
This Big Bank, DJ Scream and Baby J with the
number one podcast in the street, Big Facts, a lot
from Revolse Studios and a tailor's time for Big Facts,
Big Bank, What Up, Baby J?

Speaker 2 (00:12):
What Up?

Speaker 1 (00:12):
DJ Scream? I'm here. J Money has touched down on
Big Facts, J Image just a blessing to be on
here with childhood people. Man, you just popped, got Big
J on the couch. On the couch's in the city.
She controlled everything. Really, y'all, don't get that stump. I
don't know where y'all going, scream. They know how we

(00:36):
come in, you know what I'm saying. I met the
nigga through like I been through Short of Load and
I Metal legendary, you know what I'm saying. Then it
was just like screen like I just liked it. They
liked it from the beginning and was guiding me coat
like you don't know. They were actually on my management.
I told, I said, bro, take the whole management. Don't

(00:59):
give it to Gianny. Get him the five percent. He
doing shows they like and they so fucking put people in. Ye.
We did a lot of time when stopping when.

Speaker 3 (01:15):
He yeah, because Mike told me, try to do the
same shit. Will like, man, I want to go ahead.

Speaker 1 (01:21):
Nah, y'all you're good. This was I think we just saying.
You know what I'm saying. What happened with that though stopping?
He basically it was on the point of a j
I know how to do mixtapes. I know how to
do this. I don't want to hold you back not
knowing like everything that you need to know. Johnny, that
was super real. I don't they were overly real. We

(01:41):
do we do best. It was overly real. It was like, damn,
y'all took a five percent over fifteen percent just because
y'all know. Okay, Johnny don't manage like crime all at
that time shouted low. He was like, I think this
will work better for you being your manager, and we're
just gonna stick to what we're doing. We'll make the
five percent for the road managing or whatever whatever. And

(02:02):
it was like for me, like then the technical part,
it was like when the money came, like when Basics
load it came, it kind of like, Okay, we're gonna
give them this and we're gonna get Johnny this. I'm like,
whoa hold on, they don't do way more work. This
is what this ship is four, but see me as
being an artist and it's my first time, you know, black, like,
we are not prepared for success when we grow up.

(02:24):
It's no class to say in school. Okay, you saw
exactly how.

Speaker 4 (02:29):
You wrap that ship.

Speaker 1 (02:33):
Like, it's no class to say we're preparing them for success. Yeah,
but it's a moral class though. What's the name of
a moral Okay? Yeah, I was. I ain't gonna know
what know what the difference is.

Speaker 4 (02:44):
Like when you like how you just said, they've done
way more work than.

Speaker 1 (02:47):
This get that don't know about that the terms and
the numbers and ship at first coming in this ship,
but the nigga know what morally, yes, for sure overly
you know, and that's what it was. And you know,
coming from where we come from, I thought that was
the only thing that mattered because it was like they
morally feel like my family, right, like not over no
business like these nigga there there from day go. So

(03:10):
me I was more comfortable. But still I was like,
whatever they do, I'm following it. And you know, like
thinking back, I'd be like, you know what, that's why
God like when you can blame yourself for certain things
and got better take accountability when you can do that.
God see that that when he opened that door so
fast for you, because you got to be the first
one to say, hey, I did this before. You give

(03:31):
people a chance. So even with screen righting on came,
I appreciate every opportunity and anything that Jay Money might
have then listened or did the right morally way, like
he just said, I apologized because I was moving with
a you know, as an artist with all this money.
I already had money. You know that from the street
we can, but this type of money was different, and

(03:51):
it was like, okay, make you just shut shut off
and bag up. Sometime this shit get faked, so some
people got caught in the wind that then't but you
always thank you. Wood Rich supported me through our bank.
I don't know you since the Babis the Saren showcases
that were in the city. You know that I was

(04:12):
a hot boy out underd this and that you know
it from coming up. God, you seen kind of my
progress from being this to that. And they were like
even with you, bro, like when I see you not
probably like so proudly, yeah, like because you feel what
I'm saying. I was just telling her my my expence.
I was telling her on the ride here, Yeah we

(04:32):
were married. Yeah we still married. That she that uh
that lingo.

Speaker 4 (04:41):
Y'all almost jumped y'all almost jumped off.

Speaker 1 (04:42):
With the clips I had engaged her. Oh, and then
we broke up for like a leona ten months it did.
And then it was like you know, nigga name starts
going crazy and other ships. I was like, man, I
don't like being around people. I can't trust her. I
was like, damn one thing. She never did it. She
never like take from me. Yea god, damn, you know

(05:04):
what I'm saying, never like not hit me and do crazy.
She does that. She did that, But I told her
physically hit you, yeah, like she she's a fighter, Yeah,
overly And I wasn't born Like like you know what
I'm saying, I can't do that. Ship You're gonna hell no,
I don't my grandma and mama right now? Yeah, yeah,
Like I want something to listen and I'm gonna take

(05:26):
care of the fuck out. I'm not just take care
and spoil you and enable you. I'm gonna it's like
a class process. Like nigga, I'm invest in your business.
Goddamn do this. I'm gonna teach you how to be
an entrepreneur and this this twenty twenty five. Yeah, you're
working the job. Who are you?

Speaker 4 (05:41):
I just don't want to have to go to war in.

Speaker 1 (05:43):
My home, that's it.

Speaker 4 (05:44):
Yeh.

Speaker 1 (05:45):
So ex fiance and she cool, like because when I
be in the studio, she that one person that eating
with all this metro ship like she'll be right there.
That ain't it. But this is what the folks saying
now because she's younger than me. She was twenty eight,
you know what I'm saying. So like she on a TikTok.
She only like I don't really be on that sh
like I might post something that'd be my problem too,
but I got listened to it. So it's like with

(06:06):
that process, I can listen to her like, okay, cool,
we know the bounds, you know the band. Sometimes she
get out of bounds, like motherfucker stole my car. We
ain't in no relationship. I'm at the studio, I get
home a cook from the bottom of the scene in
my apartment that I got when we broke up. I'm
just kicking it with you, like me and your friend.

(06:29):
I can hold the cup on top of the goddamn
saying just badself. I'm like, oh I get that. Oh yeah,
I'm washing the cup out and just put it back.
Oh you're gonna wash her cup out? Hey bro, hey
hold it. That's gay wint in no relationship. You have
no right to say nothing about what go on in

(06:49):
this house right here. No, you're my friend. We friends
niggas because niggas calling the fuck out their phone, but
not you. I don't like it. I don't like it. Man,
this motherfuckers say, I'm finna just go. You're gonna wash
her cook? She threw the cook cook on the roof
when I walk out my condo. It's you can just

(07:11):
see the cook if you walk up, and it's a lone,
little strict and covers are reminder. Man, Oh my god.
So she in the lead. So I thought she used
to be like be like, nah, don't go bad, don't go, Please,
don't go, don't leave me. But now I'm like, man, boy,
that's what helped me back. Hey bye, he ain't come
in and get with this program, Brad. Positiveivity and what

(07:33):
you mean when when you hear you back healed you
back a lot. When I was because I was, it
wasn't saying hurt personally. It was me. It's the kind
of person I am, like, if I'm in love, I'm
gonna do whatever it takes for you make you happy.

Speaker 4 (07:44):
First, do you have separational issues?

Speaker 1 (07:47):
Uh? Sometimes not really, not really not. I don'et got
better with him.

Speaker 4 (07:51):
Most of the niggas do. So it's okay.

Speaker 1 (07:52):
I did. Yeah, that what I said. Sometimes, like losing
my mama, it helped me get better with it because
that was like my my mama was my girlfriend.

Speaker 4 (08:01):
Say that helped you get better or it made.

Speaker 1 (08:02):
It helped me get better with it because I can't
controult I can't be around my mama. So when I
got to deal with it, oh okay. Because it was
so bad at the beginning. Man, Like I was just
in l A and my had my best friend Andrew Leie,
my dog.

Speaker 2 (08:17):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (08:17):
I had like six thousand square feet little house, you know,
and Wi's Hollywood. Man. When I tell you, when it
first happened, I just was like I didn't even when
they first I was on the phone at night and
they was like mama. Uh, they was like, Mama fell
off the bed in the bed in the living room,
m hm. And we because she was on hospital we
already been fighting it for like four years in hospital.

(08:40):
You know. That's when they're telling y'all like it's.

Speaker 4 (08:42):
Like getting closer to the end yea.

Speaker 1 (08:43):
They like it's no, they gonna tell me talking about
she just needs to be comfortable right now. I'm like comfortable,
like just accept the depth. Like they were like taking
off chemo and everything because they were like the chemo
wasn't helping. But me as a son, I'm like, I
don't want to hear that right right right in right now.
And it was like because me, I always wanted to
go before my MoMA for sure. So it was like

(09:08):
I was on the phone, my sister got damn in
l a bro and uh my sister called me. She
was like earlier that day she called me, like four
hour before that. She like mom was in the living
room and fell off her bed. She said, snakes in
her bed and look how crazy it is. That morning
my mama had called me, was like, because you know

(09:30):
that time I had just like paid the house off
that was like eighty three thousand. I had bought her
the new escalator trying and the butterier things didn't matter.
So my mama little I always did for my mom.
You know, I had one them kind of mom where
you she she ain't playing. I bought out at the
parking Lot concert. It was like about six thousand people
out there. Yeah, Zachly remember she said, my mama just

(09:53):
like walked out like hey man, it's my mama. The
doctor gate and it was just like just on past
four years that were teaching me how to to be
a better man and better father to my daughters, a
better son. So it was like all that it once
and then then I got that call she like mama said,
snakes in her bed. I'm like, snakes her bed. She
was like, man, she felt like it really was snakes

(10:14):
in her bed because she was scared. So they my
mama was not sleeping there no more. So they had
to move her to the living room. Couch. That's the
couch that we can't even sit on when we come
in this motherfucker. You know we got that one room.
Don't even just let it sit there, just look nice.
Maybe sometimes we're gonna sit on their bit, but not
every they are not close to it. So she she

(10:35):
was in there, and then I got a call this
in La, like it two o'clock my time. Maybe so
it was like what five in the Lemma, They like,
Mama on the floor and they were like, it took
my sister call her, like they took me Kiyasha and
Tay and we called somebody up because the weight. They
were like, the dead weight be so heavy. They're like,

(10:57):
we couldn't even get her up there. And then when
they did finally, when the ambulance people came to get
up there, they said the lady. So I'm on the
phone like this whole time, Like I'm on the phone
like shit, I mean fucking la for some money. I'm
down there with my best friend in Korean. Dude, they
do the crypto he like the biggest in crypto in life,
in life, and uh, they put me on the phone. Bro, man,

(11:24):
shits so crazy, Bro, my best friend. You know what
I'm saying. I listen, man, you know, we know, we
know we all on pain. But it's like bigger than
if some niggas say they got their mama. But it's
like how how you treat your mom, how you respect
your mom? You know, I don't care how thugging I
was in the street round my mama. Hey man, no, lie, bro,

(11:49):
I got that fucking call Bro and Bro. It was
just like, damn, man, my bad. Y'all got bank. You
got me up here doing this ship. Man, I feel
comfortable around y'all, so I can open up around y'all.
You know what I'm saying. What change? What changed that day?
What you feel like changed that day? I love my

(12:11):
best friend, man o h, I love my best friend, Bro,
like fuck her best friend. Bro. The lady taught me everything.
She taught me everything.

Speaker 4 (12:30):
I know.

Speaker 1 (12:30):
Bro, You're like this around this ship for heck bro,
for her my kids. I'm like, I'm straight, I'm used
to this ship. Ship for my kids.

Speaker 2 (12:44):
Don't never go away.

Speaker 1 (12:45):
But I already get it.

Speaker 2 (12:46):
I was going through this yesterday, the same ship. She
don't go nowhere, Bro, I don't even know what to
tell her.

Speaker 1 (12:53):
Niggas when you.

Speaker 2 (12:55):
Know you ain't gonna find the one person. Thank you
that with that one person.

Speaker 1 (13:01):
All the time, all the time, it's different. And I
was so mad that god. Bro, they went through like
the stage.

Speaker 4 (13:12):
Hold on, let's talk about it.

Speaker 1 (13:13):
You gotta get it out, went through stage of what
I just felt like. It was just like me, like.

Speaker 5 (13:30):
When you say me, what you like what you mean?

Speaker 4 (13:32):
Like she felt responsible or like you felt like you're
by yourself.

Speaker 1 (13:36):
I am, period. I just felt like damn, like that's
the name that called me like every day. She don't care.
She was my girlfriend, my mama like as she set
examples growing up, my mom didn't have this nigga. That
nigga around us. You know what I'm saying. Smoked. She

(13:57):
didn't care change judge. Nobody needs that. They did because
look at me, he got two point. I could smoke
a blunt riding in the car with my MoMA, Like
I think I got a video doing that. But it
was like she was just strong. She's I got two sisters.
So I used to wan, like why why is mama
always so hard on me? She ain't never take my side.

(14:18):
Like if somebody say he did this shit, I don't know.
I ain't put it past. He probably did do it.
And I used to be like like even like when
I moved out at fifteen, I used to like I
own my house. I was in a relationship and like
two hny fourteen, I used to get into it, used
to just leave. I used to leave. My mama would

(14:39):
never let me sleep over there because like she's like, no, nope,
you better get your room. You got to do something
else or go to your own house. I'm like, I
ain't going there with you, a fool, because I ain't.
Nobody gonna make me brother from my house and I
needed that, you know what I'm saying, that's what, That's
what Bill me who I am? Yeah, Mama used to
call her. I'm in a relationship. It's breaking up. I'd
be that this and that.

Speaker 2 (15:02):
Well.

Speaker 1 (15:02):
I don't know about yild but I ain't crying. No,
nobody won't want me, no way, the truth, the truth,
like row, like, I really want to tell you, bro,
you really tend to get Oh my god, where you
come from? That's her fucking the dad and me, I
ain't like that, yeah for real, ain't even Yeah. She

(15:27):
like yes, bro, and it's like and she and get
what and then when she like no, Like god, just
I ended up me. I was going through a stage
even before she passed off, you know, and this ship
trying to get back live up to the expectations of
the legend. And everybody want to put you to be.
But you're still normal, You're still regularly you're gonna make mistakes.
Real problem rich She still go up and down life, man, God,

(15:51):
introduced me to my friend Andrewlie the Korean in twenty eighteen.

Speaker 2 (15:55):
Like Man.

Speaker 1 (15:58):
By the end of twenty nineteen, Man I had not
made like from like using my skills and the music
like to promote the companies and put t I on
this song that promotes a tech. I made like two
million the first two points on medi in the first
year we met. Then boom Covid hit twenty twenty. We

(16:19):
went on a little spurt. I ain't see him for
like five months, six month, bro, I went back like
July August after that concert, after the one I told
me about my mama twenty it was like September, Yeah,
it was September twenty twenty. I went down there. Boy,
when I tell you what, I made like three million
and got damn three months four months doing what what

(16:42):
I do is with him, like okay, like he trades
like we got coins, like he the Big Coin King.
He used to work go to work at Bigcoin like
before it even was worth us D and he used
to go door to door. Imagine how many people JA
that we can go through right now and say, hey,
me and JA starting this company. I want we want
you to work for us. We can't pay you us.

(17:03):
We can pay you only in our coin, but you
got to put it in like eighteen hours a day.
How many people do we know that to say I
do that, I believe that. And we're not saying that.
We know Jay and my coin gonna ever be worth money?
Right he was saying the big coin, He's gonna pick coin.
Remember when big coin first, peoples talking about two thousand
and eleven, yep, like twelve thirteen, Yeah, twelve thirteen, when

(17:26):
it first came around, they were trying to sell it
to us. You know, we all said the same thing. Yeah, no,
it ain't worth no real money right now. So that's
basically what I'm saying. So you don't want to buy it,
would you go work for it for free? Now? Yeah? Yeah,
thank you?

Speaker 2 (17:46):
And he did.

Speaker 1 (17:47):
He believed he's a he's a innovator. He's a believer. Man. Man.
When I tell you, hey, look, I'm so gangst like
nigga fuck, Nigga's on the block, which or this and that?
Hey man? This real friends stand up like like get
what started from what me and screen and created? Shay money.
He's a big family in l A as well, big

(18:10):
fan and l A too. Yeah, yeah, for sure, both
of us. That's the crazy thing about it. L A
had to move first and didn't want to put me down,
but he was asking about me. Hey, man, I wanted
I had to let you meet Black.

Speaker 2 (18:23):
What's up, blessed man? Let me get some of that
money with you.

Speaker 1 (18:33):
J Why Jake, that's hey, that's what we need to
get with us on VP that net. I can't wait. Oh,
that's what we need to get. I can't wait. You know,
they got the biggest ship going on, the Alma. There
is the colture. I had to call you were talking
about you, bro, telling him like he was working so
many good things.

Speaker 5 (18:52):
We done heard about you, like seriously, like in his eyes,
you're the realist alive.

Speaker 1 (19:01):
If I cried, he'll cry whenever you old that thing
about Mama sometime might be crying this nigga cried.

Speaker 4 (19:06):
Yeah, yeah, because he understands.

Speaker 1 (19:09):
The day my mama we found new Ma out there
with him, I went to he had the dinner the
next morning with what's the dude Connor McGregor. Mama Audi
Ardie already Color McGregor manager came over there. Did had
the meeting or dinner with us at ours his mama
Andrew mama was there and she lost her mom and
she was just like she made me feel like she's like,

(19:31):
I know baby, like my mom been on like ten
fifteen years. Yeah, and it don't get better.

Speaker 4 (19:36):
Yeah, it doesn't at all.

Speaker 2 (19:38):
So she mask you. So did you feel like what
they mama was you felt like she is over for me?
Ain't nobody fucking with me?

Speaker 1 (19:46):
Because you said that earlier, like you felt like it
was just you? Right, I felt it a couple of times.

Speaker 2 (19:50):
What I'm saying, What was the moment they like you
thought you weren't gonna shape back this time?

Speaker 1 (19:55):
Right here? Uh, right before God worked right here? I
was I lost mama. I was in that coma and
I did two eight days in the coma.

Speaker 4 (20:06):
When you got shot in l A.

Speaker 1 (20:08):
Yeah, my damn, my whole ship. What I had a
surgery called clem ship.

Speaker 5 (20:16):
And that the ship where that like did they do
basically when they're doing an autopsy, the same kind of.

Speaker 1 (20:21):
Yeah, the open your whole chests up. I was like,
man getting ready to come on me and with X fiance,
we was getting ready to go to the Bedly Centem
before we get on our plane. And I was standing
in Korea Town at that time in the Fohnom bro
tripping bro my friend. He always be like, man, you
wearing all that jewelry all the time, every time you

(20:41):
go out the house, and man, this and that, this
and that. So seeing out there Rogers sitting out there
on the phone. I had told her the last minute
because I'd be like to go out and get in
the car first and go to the gas state gear thing,
and you be ready by the time I come on back.
Don't sit out there for a minute. Give her time
and get on the line. That I get on the line,

(21:03):
do all my little personal ship. Boom, she coming down,
she about to come down. I pull in. But while
I'm sitting now, here's something hit the call the top
of the color boom, because I was like pull the
condos right there. I was like up under the tree
right there outside the condo parking lot, like right there
though I'm looking at that condo. I could walk there too, sick.

(21:25):
And here's something hit be cause I get out walking
around the car like do something like do something the
goddamn car.

Speaker 2 (21:32):
So I don't know.

Speaker 1 (21:32):
Let me pull my ass in the girl, let me
got them go ahead, till she ready got there. We're
gonna wait together. Pull it in the grug. Boom. As
soon as I pulled the grug, I'm on fucking face
rule no one when you move and you know you're
having store, go on, don't be on your face time.
I'm not paying attention if you're on a high way
phone period. Yes nothing, yes, yes, for sure, keep like

(21:53):
especially if you that that guy and you know we
we chose his life to be hot topics. We chose
his life to be the target. You you know what
I'm saying. We chose so you know, black, we had
to learned a certain way how to move that seem
like growing up trapping. I don't show a nigga where
you spied at a you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 4 (22:07):
That they cars and you know what I'm saying, it was.

Speaker 1 (22:11):
It's a commandment. So I gotta I went against the commandments.
Loose on the phone, on face time, head down, I'm parking,
bo Why I'm on face time this and that. As
soon as I opened the dope, nigga right there in
your garage. Yeah, in La, they got in the garage

(22:33):
because how it was like you could god damn like
it's only a little fucking thing. Yeah yeah, yeah, it
ain't like how Atlanta all the ones that matter they
someone man this ship hot for real, nigga, the mother
with room. Now when I had glass all around that
bitch from the bedroom to the living room, like all

(22:55):
around that beach glass. Like even in the bedroom, you
see the same shit you see in the living room.
You know how to spot that you got it's like
that all around the nicest fu two bedroom, big space.
I think want like seven thous like seven thousand for
that bit you much so the security should have been
way better. But lost Oh no, god good what like

(23:15):
man so in the case over man like they you know,
uh all the yeah, no, the a lot of money. Man,
the fuck got like real ta thank god that was
And that's something I ain't gonna lie look at when
its time said, when I wanted to give up, but
I got shot bro Uh long story short, nigga got damn.
They took my watch, took three cubans from me, I

(23:38):
mean two q in a spaghetti chain and uh it
was one bracelet. Now they didn't even get the bracelet.
That's what caused the problem. They couldn't get the bracelet
that I had just got from Peter Marco and Bebel Hill.
You got damn you try to smash that motherfucker to
open it. But I used to have to have my
ex fiance goddamn do like this to open it and

(23:59):
ship like it take cut and it takes come minute
like me, if I try to do it, I can't
get it off. It was that because you know this
hand when I came out the coma like it was
just oh at this time, wasn't in your hands. So
I couldn't even do it before then the hand, But
so the nigga trying to take it off thinking I'm playing.
I don't want to take it off, like man, you
don't take their breas so I'm gonna kill or man,

(24:20):
I just don't know what in my brain it was
just like you know how a Lambo truck, right, you
know how the Lambo truck got when you tap the yeah,
you know how to jump out of that rolls Royce is,
I don't give if it's a twenty twenty five. The
way they mold us set up, you know how it
gonna you never know, like you're in the rose Rs

(24:40):
and you hit that start, but it ain't like it's
not cranking up, but it's just like that, you know
that instant. Yeah, this motherfucker I'm hitting, I hit the button.
I gotta wake that and that they still cost it

(25:01):
for the gun. The gun goes for my head so
like right here, so by me pulling off because kid,
like God, if he thought I was playing rut the bracelet,
then I'm like shot man, I got like seventy thousand
hall up in the book, back behind it down, that
had it your I don't give If y'all ain't get
the money, I can have all this shit I want.

(25:21):
My best friend were making money. Man, that motherfucker hit
me right here. Look right there it go in and
right there go through my chest. Ship they go through
my chest. They cut everything open like Nigga had the

(25:44):
worst art surgeon you can have. It's called clem share.
It's a one percent of our then, but I put
gun first, bro like it was like, but I was
mad at gun from losing my mama.

Speaker 2 (25:56):
So it was like.

Speaker 1 (25:58):
I didn't get cleared inside, got in that coma. Okay,
I ain't get clarity, like like the reason of why
my mama left early. You know, I want them nigga, Like, God,
my mama served you, like that's all I know is
you because of her, Why she lived to see sixth State.

(26:19):
Any other nigga, Mama seventy nine eighty smoke weed, drink
because fundicade all the time. Mama used to call it,
what that's shacking up. Uh, she ain't even be shacking
up in hell with no girl being married. And she
really lives by it. Like any nigga if I ever
seen him, she ended up about to marry and it

(26:40):
was like damn. But when I was in that coma,
bro like that flat line. Three times. While I was
in that coma, my mama was at a whole trip,
like we're going fish and we going to uh turkey
there because she loved turkey there. But I never got
a chance to take her to one in Houston. Boom
Turkey hunt. Y'all got a water too, Yeah yeah, uh yeah,

(27:05):
turculate hunt. Like we're doing stuff every day, like every day,
like we just like going fishing. Appreciate it. We're going fishing,
We're doing like all of that. You know what I'm saying.
And I'm like, damn, okay, I didn't even know at
the time. While we were doing what we're doing. I
ain't no, I ain't know. I was in a coma.
Ain't You ain't gonna know that if somebody say that

(27:28):
maybe their experiences, I ain't gonna say they line.

Speaker 2 (27:30):
But maybe would it be like when you're in coma,
like you just sleep.

Speaker 1 (27:34):
No, Broen, you wake up. You just woke up from
the last thing you remember. It almost like just life
was going on and it was like it was a
little bit better. So yours what you remember?

Speaker 2 (27:48):
Bro?

Speaker 1 (27:48):
For me? Gambling? Like I used to go, like to
play poker, I just going night played poker.

Speaker 5 (27:54):
So you're seeing basically you're saying that you're seeing it's
a dream. It's like you're doing all of this but
you're not really doing it, like like.

Speaker 1 (28:01):
Some out of body and NFL and it's so real, man, bro.
I actually used to come I imagine. I used to
get on the hotel. I used to get on the
elevator in the hotel wherever I'm staying at, whatever this
hotel is. It was uh Mary j Blood like Hesha
cold and somebody else to Roger or somebody like that.
I used to see them like every time I get

(28:22):
on the.

Speaker 4 (28:22):
So it's like fucking ran Claud's boom boom room type ship.

Speaker 1 (28:26):
That too, And you got thinking about the personal time
like with my mom, let me get that cold on,
thank you bo and the times what like times were
like my mom and like yeah, fishing, talking with her, riding.
I used to imagine me, used to like me going

(28:46):
to my I was it was it the condo side
on the hotel or whatever it was. I don't know.
I used to imagine like going there every night. I
see my fiance at the time, like just like on
her computer or some but her head never would be
up for real. It'd be like some blond hair type shit,
but it's her hacking nobody tattoos and stuff, and it

(29:09):
was like what the fuck? But it wasn't. It was
almost like I didn't know. I had some scared moments. Oh,
I had scared moments, though I had moments so like
I don't know I was. I was even scared to
say this to my people when I woke up, like
thinking like I cheated. It was experience so real. But
I was at a hotel right and I was with

(29:32):
this girl. But I don't know why I know this
girl from but I know I remember having my past
from somewhere that it wasn't good, and I'm in the
whole They got my whole hotel bed. Like the security
guard come into the room checking on me, like, hey man,
I'm on shift and I know you like can this,
so I'm gonna be get you some can in from
the store and bring it back. And they got like
a nurse that's at this hotel. I don't know how
the fucking nurse got here and work on this shift,

(29:53):
but it was that, and it was like every time,
like when they all leave, it was like something was suffering.
I was seeing like my by the rate go down
because it's like a little thing that when I woke up,
I seen it was this, But in this coma, it
was like I'd be kicking my feet on the bed
trying to get the girl attention to show that I
couldn't move my hand to press my medicine. But because

(30:14):
I'm thinking it was like in my dream. In my coma,
it was hit phones wrapped around my wrist. But when
I woke up, I was shocked it was a handcuff
because you know, uh, you know in that coma you
have spurts, yeah, and they don't want you to grab
that ship and like pull it out. Yeah, if it
wasn't handcuve, it was a strap, you know, restraints, they
put restraints on that on this one't moving no way.

(30:37):
So then like none of my feeling and it's arm
at first when I woke up, even moving it off
like that, she had to kick back in because the
back bullet when it went through hit here, hit my heart.
It took it pierced my heart. So luckily they was
able to just suit you that which is stitches, put
stitches on, like close it up, because that's what the
main problem me was. The bullet hit my heart, so

(30:59):
blood all and here, like you looked on the sain Yell.
It was a little blood like when they cut my
shirt off, like you'll see like the blood on my
t shirt. But all the shit was in here. That's
why they had to hurry up and get me there.
They was like, because that's just like having fluid, yeah,
and yeah worse yeah, because and it's blood and it's
the heart so and every time it pumped, it's pumping
the blood out into my lungs and everything else. So

(31:22):
they had to cut like thirty percent of my lung
like not even when I smoke like I definitely can't
smoke like and hit some my my lung can't take
it like that. And then it went through that and
hit this and hit this one. It kipt all the
nerves like all the art, like all them like so
some kind of they put a stint in my right shoulder.
So let me ask you.

Speaker 3 (31:42):
Something basically what you're saying. When you're in a coma,
you're just dreaming basically, right, But your dream feel like
reality because you laying you thinking you're laying in a hotel,
but you know you're in hospital.

Speaker 2 (31:54):
You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 1 (31:55):
No, I didn't. I didn't know I was in the hospital.

Speaker 3 (31:57):
I'm saying you not knowing it. But your son up
conscious know you in the hospital. You don't know because
you was already up. You know what I'm saying, Like
you gotta think like this, how I'm seeing it, like hm,
as you're talking is like save when I'm sleep, I
kind of know what's going on.

Speaker 1 (32:14):
I'm sleep in real life.

Speaker 2 (32:18):
I'm just being real.

Speaker 1 (32:20):
To go to the bathroom, I can feel like but
you know you can get to work and you know
you're finna go back to sleep. Though see this. The
only difference is it's so read ADT T bro no,
because I could, I can get her right here. I
was even afraid to tell her that my I was
at a I really thought I was at a whotel.

(32:41):
What another lady. I was afraid you tell the girl
I was with at the time, the one I call
ex fiancee. I was afraid to bring this subject up though.
Oh so you're saying like it really happened. Yes, I
thought this shit really happened, not that I Oh I
was sleeping, I know.

Speaker 5 (32:55):
So do you think that it was maybe like the
pain meta saying that they had you one that was
making you annallucinate?

Speaker 4 (33:03):
Oh?

Speaker 5 (33:04):
Man, because did they what what kind of paying medicine
did they have you on? Did they have you on
like morphine or fenon.

Speaker 1 (33:08):
Alor something like that. I don't know, like I guess
in the coma whatever. I don't know what they were
giving me while I was in the coma, like because
like like they was coming back and for like my
sister in my HB, they were coming up there every
day watching me sleep. Damn there just watching me. They said,
sometimes might jerk and my feet might move. Yeah, but

(33:29):
it was like for the whole twenty eight days, like
I didn't know like and when I tell you, br
it's felt so reality, to the point where I was
afraid to even bring this up to her and ask her, like,
how the hell did I get You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (33:44):
Saying, you'll pull a move in because ain't did.

Speaker 1 (33:48):
Yeah, but it was like I ain't no like but
that it was crazy. Yeah, it was crazy. So but
answer your question about like it was this moment like
right before this is like it was like maybe October
novemb but I started getting real reality. Shiit. I had
like me and my best friend at time. He was
going through a lot. I was going through a lot.
I had just got out of Call my head just

(34:09):
beat cancer. I had caught cancer, like four months after
my mom passed. I caught cancl skin cancer. I had
this man. I was in LA and I had this
doctor to look at this little bump. It was like
to start off at that's smart. And when I tell you,
he my best friend was like, man, you need to
go to the doctor. I'm like, no, man, I got
the dude little pumps doctor. He gonna see all the

(34:30):
celebrities Chris brown all them. I got him pulling up
and he like, it's just an extra skin. That's what
he told me. So, you know, skin, let me try
to pop that motherfuckerin up, having girls try to do
it all that shit. Bro, shit start getting so big.
Shit got so big. That's when it became a cancer.
As I didn't know it started as that because he
said it started. And man, this ship was so big

(34:53):
on my back. I got a big ass, well on
my back took my back though too. I got a
big ass I mean not far as I'm talking far
as cart I look at it like blessing. Yeah, like
I look ship, I well my shirt off. I don't

(35:13):
care like my blessed my tattoo. So because God showed
me something different than I had to go through some
things I had to learn. Maybe I had to go
through it even with that coma when I saw I
was mad at God. At the end of the coma,
my mama was walking away and were like like, how
me and you are here? Like, bro, I'm gonna go
bro see you later. Broa go that whay, you gotta

(35:34):
go your way. I'm trying to go with her. My
body and that one let me move and I'm like, mom,
what you going what?

Speaker 2 (35:41):
She like?

Speaker 1 (35:41):
She gave me that look like you know how that
Mama say that give you that look like don't don't
keep questioning me. Yeah, I mean what I'm saying, like yeah,
that that look and I'm like, mom, with you like
but my body couldn't move. It was like instantly I'm
like damn, so it hit me all over again. I'm

(36:03):
not finnah see my mama boom.

Speaker 2 (36:07):
Lt.

Speaker 1 (36:07):
I know I woke up the coming so I woke
up crying. They was they had I guess they told
they had told Like man, if you said my sister them,
I had woke up crying that. I woke up crying
and I ain't know what they had. I seen my
sister and them together. I'm like, whoa, they aint used
to like each other. Oh okay that there was a smile.

(36:27):
It was just like that right here. Because I need
to see something familiar. Ye ain't you know what I'm saying, Like,
I ain't see nothing familiar. Last I know, I got ship.
I'm sinking I got shot at something. I see it.
I'm waking up this ship like whoa, I got tubes
everywhere my whole chest. At this time, chicks had just
been cut over less than a month. You know what
I'm saying, three weeks ago, my whole ship wide open.

(36:49):
I can't move. I'm like, I can't even write, can't talk.
I got some ship in my mouth because you know,
when you're in that comany put that if he and
two all the way down through you, that it goes, Yeah,
it goes straight to your stomach like the loan too.
Like when they take it out, you gotta cause they
put it like through your nose and put it all
the way down. Man that mother, bro, it ain't hurt

(37:12):
coming out sometime, like you gotta every time they pull,
you gotta just take a deep bro, pull deep, bro.
You gotta do that five times. Then it comes coming
from all the way out there. So and then you
when they take it out, you still can't talk like
that because your throat, that ship in your throat for
so long your throat sores them up like it's super sore. Man. Bro,

(37:35):
Oh my god, look I told it. Look the little
the little uh nurse dude. He's just trying to act
out extra bro, Like I'm begging a nigga down there
for a piece of ice like he got like the
doctor even told him like, yeah, he can get on
the ice died. He tried to give me like a
little half a couple. When I tell you I was
I would have paid thirty thousand dollars for that little

(37:55):
piece of ice. On God that I probably have paid
more at that moment. I would have paid a hundred
thousand two cold full cups of ice because you know,
they can't give us liquids hit because like I throw
it in a van then I choke off of it.
So the only thing they could do is that you
put ice in your mouth. And he didn't want to
let me get it. But I learned then, bro, Like

(38:19):
this is why God took my mama. Wow, what do
you mean by that? She saved my life. The surgery
add is a one percent so however rate around the world.
You can google it. Crim shehall throw optomy, google it.
My mama had to fight for me. My mama had
to stand that ship to get I see what you're saying.

(38:39):
She even when even before she died, she was like
I'm like, mam, want to be here with you, No,
you better go down there with me. You better go
down to do your work. That's how you're gonna take
care of the family we had. You know what I'm saying,
That's where I'll come back to my best friend. Well,
he gave me position, gave me life and perfect Well.
Even my mom like, now you go down now you're
doing you gotta go do your work. Even him, he like, man,

(39:02):
go with your mom. He's like back and forth. I'm like, bro,
I gotta listen to my mama on this one. Mama said,
I need to be down here working for the family.
She she said one time, like remember I told her
she's so blunt. What you want to just see me
that watch me die? I'm like, whoa, why don't say
that you ain't going no well, because I still don't
want to sept even when she's on hospitals, I ain't

(39:24):
want to up. She called me the morning before she passed,
not not the morning she called me the day before
she passed, because the whole day went through. Then that
next morning she uh, she was like, you're just so
sweet baby. She was like, your heart you just did.
She was like, my mama just loved you. Don't change.
I'm just so proud of you, and who I just

(39:46):
love you and I'm like, my wife's talking like this,
She's like, well, I ain't feel I'm finna leave in
a minute. So then I think about it, how people
die unexpectedly and terror. Fuck. You can't say scared terror,
because man, how terrified you with somebody right there about
to blow your head up, somebody about to stab you

(40:08):
up and against in the middle of you against that.
I felt that type of shit, you know what I'm saying.
And it ain't. It ain't called scar, It's called terror.
You know what I'm saying. My mama I had a
luxury of dying in the house she paid that she
worked hard for on herself. You know what I'm saying.
Because we asked God. We asked God for things, but

(40:29):
we don't even be thankful for the things that God do.
That was a blessing in itself right there. You know
what I'm saying. My mama didn't fall off no building
and then suffocated, lost her brother. Could nigga no think
about drowning? How crazy I feel drowning. So, Matt, somebody
fall from a building, they're not gonna die on impact.
They they don't die for they got there that win

(40:51):
and choked them and suffocated them. They boom, They gone,
that's that's bad. So I had to be appreciative for that.
And it was this moment, bro Well, I kind of
was getting out of that little little relationship I was
saying about like we were kind of not seeing out
of I ain't gonna say that we weren't see it
out of earth. And then just a lot of things
because I was more or less not I had so

(41:11):
much trauma built around this shit. You feel me Like
I just lost my mama. I met her like four
months later. I just lost my mama boom. Right after
I lost my mom, I lost my best friend little
see like three months later. Then I lost a little
new two months after that. Then I caught cansel. So
I after like seven months, I lost my mama died.

(41:33):
I lost two good, great people close to me being
knowing them forever, caught Cancel Boom. I like to pass out.
I'm in the shower in like December twenty one, right
after my mom died. I passed out in the shower.
The little thing had done got so big on my back,
like when it started bleeding. Bro It, Man, when I

(41:54):
tell you we can get full comforters three sheets how
my ship still bled through all that shit and still
made it to the mattress. How much blood I had
fucking lost, And my dumb ass think like, if I'm
thinking science, I should know, like you just lost all
this blood. You need to be at the hospital. Then

(42:15):
I laid then when I tell you, after I passed
out in that shower, lay in that bed. Then I
know my mama again. I laid in that bed, bro
for like two and a half days straight. I wake
up for like two minutes, think I try to eat something,
go right back to sleep, wake up, go right back
to sleep. On that third day, can't take kept telling me.

(42:36):
He was telling me. He was like, man, he need
to go to the hospital because the girls already saying
you need to go to the hospital. But you know,
a niggas hate the hospital, hate the doctor, hate to
hear the truth. That's all it be. And uh we'll
be like, man, fuck it. I want to give him
for real that what nigga do. But that ain't the
best thing, because if I would have caught that ship early,

(42:57):
maybe I wouldn't have to go through that. I passed
out in the shower that night, bled so much bruh,
it's like I ain't wake up to two three days.
I can't take down there forced me that because I
walked from the elevator so not even to the car
like in my apartments, and I'm tired. I gotta I
gotta tell you. I'm talking like right here, probably to

(43:17):
y'all door. I had to sit down, take a break,
like ship's really tired, not a little bit. I was
really really tired and got up walked from there to
the car. I'm so dizzy, brom like yeah, I'm like, man,
I done, like, hey, man, I don't want to go long.
And I think I walked back up to the laid
back down there in that morning. Bro, I had to

(43:40):
can't take it, like, man, take him now, to take
him now. I went to the hospital, Bro. The lady said, shoot,
they were shocked. They bought different doctors down there, like
how was you living? How did you walk around this road?
Like how did you ain't make it in? I had
lost bruh, I had no blood in my back pay
stuff none bright had no I'm saying a little bit.

Speaker 2 (44:03):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (44:04):
Well when I say no, I mean like you at
the level they they amazed about they you know when
the doctors being made. When you see a lot of
doctors come in, I mean they want to see what
the hell has damn every doctor and Grady walked in
there like and saying the same thing, No, you don't

(44:25):
have the black doctors successful. And they looking at a
young black man, They're like, hey, no, look you can't
do that. Man like this. I don't know. He's like
your mama. God they with you. He' like we've never
seen nobody like bright had. I had to get like
four pints of blood like folk, you know, I'm saying,
think I done got four and a half five minutes.
They had to get a lot of blood like and

(44:47):
it was like, so all that trauma whatever you're saying,
what built around with trauma the cancer? Then me going
through a nineteen hour surgery five months later and beat
the cancer. They got all the counts out and they
had to be in surgery nineteen hours. That would have
be gas hole come from my back. It started going
into my lungs, the tomb start going inside then out.
It was like that big nigga was looking like hunts

(45:09):
back and all the dame boom they god damn beat
the beat. The council, thank you God, Thank you, God
gave me another shot that I'm having my waist, still
having paperwork, you know, like not as much, but still
had my way a little bit. I went from like
sem eight cars to like three. I had like my
uh I think I went like I went to from

(45:29):
the I had to escalate track call land truck, escalated,
lamp escalated track hall land truck S five fifty, bing
mcix BMW U g l E UH six three, I
mean j L E five three, a MG truck and
CTLV keller nigga at the end. Boy. By the time
after that that wasn't even end, but the boom after

(45:52):
the council came. I woke up, still had the U
S five fifty. It was like twenty nineteen. This in
twenty twenty two, going into twenty three. I had the uh,
my g L E and my c CV, and money
was like maybe maybe so okay, I got nothing to
work with. I got no due, I got ship. I
could say I got a little juror. I still got

(46:12):
like one watch, three little things, three little goddamn. I
still got something to work with. I got another shot
at this ship, Maria, you know that real street. I
still got a couple of two, make something make up
a kid. You got a kid? I can, I can,
I can make something shape with it. But like hold on,

(46:33):
I still got something to do like it. Thank you
you even ain't the means and that I still do
the same thing they can do. So man, my best friend,
we end up after my birthday. I ended up flying
back to l A with him. We're starting a new coming.
Now we're gonna push like now we're gonna actually do music,
because that's the whole Probably want to help me get

(46:54):
into music.

Speaker 3 (46:57):
I ain't gonna ask you something though off topic. I
was just thinking why you think niggas say you difficult?

Speaker 2 (47:01):
Though?

Speaker 1 (47:02):
Oh I was? I was in what way just because
thinking I know it all? The thinking I can I
know it all? Like you can't be in know it
all hard head, make a soft ass. Sometimes you gots
just like submit and then it's like but in this game,
sometimes you can be as humble as you want. Bro,
they still like gonna come at you like you know,

(47:24):
I just learned now not to react to it and
not respond to it. And just I know most of
this shit be like it'd be like if you don't
play the game you ain't gonna get you ain't gonna
get in. You gotta be real to the circle and
the people that's right there with you. The rest don't
play that game. Hey, what my nigga? Why my ma?

(47:47):
I ain't no what's up my nick bro nigga, hear
your ass up? You ain't saying that? Then you the
mad rupper. Let cook go ahead, mad rupple. You can't
turn it to the mad rapp or the mad produce
for the man nothing feeling.

Speaker 2 (48:01):
Like niggas ain't fucking with him, Like why you're.

Speaker 1 (48:06):
Like while you hit the up, you could hit exactly
talking about yeah for sure, hold, but look, I still
ain't let it. I know that. I'm just saying that,
like nigga ain't fucking me. All the motherfuckers if in
the world, yeah exactly, so even me, Like you see,
I can check myself about it me too. I was like, nah,
you're right, and like, you're right.

Speaker 3 (48:26):
It's a lot of niggas I see on other podcasts
that that should have came here first. But I don't
feel no type of not for sure. You know, I
could come in and do this whenever you're ready, But
you know what, I'm saying, you know.

Speaker 1 (48:38):
You see what you like. Still I ain't care about that.
I ain't soon get by let's go oh for sure.
You know what I'm saying, Like the feelings about that's
what hold him back. Yeah, that's what I hold him back.
Like even like some of my homeboy be like, hey, bro,
like got my album doing no like crazy me. Yeah,
that's what I talking about earlier and heard about tu

(49:00):
and we gotta walk on it crazy.

Speaker 4 (49:03):
Take me through there. It's crazy too.

Speaker 5 (49:04):
Oh my god, Yeah, shout out to buy you know.

Speaker 1 (49:09):
I just got a call to day. He was like, uh,
the tape is a little longer.

Speaker 4 (49:14):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (49:15):
So he was like, but he got another version with
me and sets it red as well. Yeah, And he
asked me like, gave me the choice of like which
one you want to on? This one on the deluxe
And I'm like, ship, I go to look with like
I'm good, like, yeah, let this young girl get to
look like you know, put on it. Yeah. So I'm like,
let her get the look, like even with the whole

(49:35):
situation how they on the futuristic. So I'm like, you know,
I'm pushing the metro to a metro felt it off
the rip I'm like, man, we gotta have a young
one too, Like everybody called bonnab the girl j money
Like people come to me like bru it's this girl
got the same.

Speaker 4 (49:50):
Bounce, same yeah, exact exactly.

Speaker 1 (49:55):
Yeah yeah yeah we on the uh we got one
this on this album coming out. Man down, it's gonna be.
It gonna remind you through like of like Lollipop. It
remind you just like Lollipop. It's it one one bro
like and and and it feels like a record different
than what she got, but it's still futuristic. It's a
real record for anybody. No, no, I know how to

(50:17):
correct record, that's what. And it's like I love the
growth of man that she's going crazy like me, I'm
standing down. I want to eat me up. Every time
they little subding, I can do it. Put the platform
right here and that's it. And I'm thankful for y'all.
Put me in, y'all a little tiktoks and tiktoking me
and serving everybody and just going there and TikTok me.
I'm good, TikTok me. Put on the TikTok right.

Speaker 5 (50:41):
So what no, no, no, what I was saying, just
going back to like what y'all were talking about about,
like basically, how you just took accountability for understanding that
at times you were difficult or whatever. So my question
to you is, like, all the situations that you've been in,
like you know, the attempts that have been on your
life and you know different little situations that you've had,

(51:04):
do you feel like those situations occurred because of certain
things that you did that maybe you were being difficult
or certain reactions that you may have had, or do
you think that it was like niggas hating on you
basically or do you feel it was like equally balanced.

(51:25):
You played a part in some of it and then
the part of it was like niggas hating and shit.

Speaker 1 (51:30):
I think like, okay, Lain, I was just doing too much.
So if I can take accountability even on that end
of like I know the code, right, I know if
I'm out of town, I'm in a Phantom Rose Ross already,
I've got all this drill on. Yeah, like what else
do I spit? So I take accountability for that and

(51:50):
some of the things I can say that I could
have reacted different on. I learned that certain things ain't
meant to be even addressed or certain, but that wasn't me.
So yeah, of course a lot of stuff j money
and put yourself in.

Speaker 2 (52:01):
There's a lot of them.

Speaker 1 (52:02):
Things like even like from the end there, you know,
like Jamuney go arguing back with somebody else, like you
know what I'm saying certain things that a street nigga do,
but I'm not. No, I'm a product. I'm a brand,
and people have to understand it's just like a brand
like Revote were brand. It's a brand right here. It's
everything that happens Revot does, it's gonna stick on that brand.
Some things can turn people off, something can turn people on.

(52:25):
I mayble turned a lot of people off with the
way I kick because the mule's always been great. They
can never contest it. Yeah, but I always baby actions
the way, uh, the way I came off, or sometimes
to flexing too much to seem like putting on on
people or just too much extra. So I learned from
that as well. So I can definitely agree to that
and say like, yeah, I had a lot to do

(52:47):
with if I if I the person time on the day,
like I don't even care.

Speaker 4 (52:50):
About being You're not the same nigga that you were
back then.

Speaker 1 (52:52):
No older than that, going through pain. Yeah, it got
to the point where, like I said, like when you
was like what drum like maybe made the relationship or
strain think about I just I was mom, counsel, homeboy.
Then boom get shot in the coma twenty eight days,
you know what I'm saying. So it's like all that
and what and then a two year time period right

(53:13):
then that just happened. This girl was young twenty four,
twenty five, you know what I'm saying, All this strict
right here. So it started getting to the point where
I wasn't like rapping. I had went down the whole
like year like down there almost when I got out
that wheelchairs in the wheelchair from two thousand, when like

(53:34):
the whole year almost like a whole year. And the
end of that year though, that's what kind of relationship
went the other way, like it was like we both like, man,
you gotta let her live. You gotta live. When I
left the spot that I had got you know, got
it for her because I always wanted to like if
we break up, I want you to have somewhere to go,
because I had the house in La Design, so like

(53:54):
I can go here you got that man, that shit
got so crazy. Like when I left, it was it
hit me at a spot nigga walkeudn't he down there.
I couldn't even aford God damn fifteen rent. You know
what I'm saying. I had. I went from all that
ship to like I had a car. I had a
sell fifty and I bought the car. And I bought

(54:16):
the car. It was like a two thousand. It wanted
the new it was like a two thousand and like
seventeen something like that. But went past a mission all around.
The bitch got that not caring, not giving them. I'm
going through like a wheelchair at the time. Yeah. Like
so it's like all this ship was just like on you.

(54:39):
The other ship did not matter at all. It's just
like I was waking up, going to the grocer store,
come on, cooking, smoking and get my mind, just my
mind be at ease. Yeah, so it took for this
and it was like when this shit happened, bro, I
was I went from my condo downtown to sleeping on
my sister couch. Then while I'm on my sister house

(55:02):
on the couch, I ended up the car end up.
You know, one of legit. You know what, people, I
ain't gonna say what. I ain't gotta say that what happened,
So we all know what that means. Man, you funny,

(55:26):
I ain't doing that one. I don't know. It was
just like every moment, bro. So now I got no car,
but I ain't never I ain't felt that's not fifteen
about my first cut. The Senate cut that fifteen and
it felt whoa, It's like what the fund So it's like,

(55:49):
no matter what I touched left right, it wasn't gonna work.
God had to get me to that spot. Bro, this
is nigga. It was twenty twenty four, like no them
with December, and look how God work. There were times
I just beat there. I get a feature in that
Nigga might spend down all them like you know what

(56:10):
I'm saying, You know what I for real? Ship real?
He Look, don't you want to go outside, Bunny? Start calling?
They stopped right, Well call him flowers. Put the flowers

(56:36):
on that table and get them flowers go by me
right now. That meant with no money means niggas nothing
nothing showing something could have flower. That's what a lot
of rappers get caught up, cut up. They get so

(56:58):
used to the fans and look of them and when
they hit that point to what's time to God damn
ready to get down to gride yourself back up about
no flyer real still run around the bit like they
forever rolled in some ship. Truth it's some nigga and

(57:27):
before that they probably ain't be a thievil.

Speaker 3 (57:29):
But this ship right here, some nigga be scared to
try to come back when they give up. You got
made to snap back in front of niggas face on kill,
said you.

Speaker 5 (57:40):
And you had a car with no missions and that
ship got to a lot of niggas can't even don't
even have the balls to be able to admit that
because they're scared about what everybody's gonna think.

Speaker 1 (57:51):
Like, yeah, man, I want to see God it real?
Should saying nigga, Like should I be even just on
the gas money? You know what I'm saying, walking around
like a dug for my gas money just came. My
cup might not make it to the gas station. Just
buy something, but buy some chips in the joint with this.

Speaker 5 (58:13):
Yeah, listen, whatever day you're what everything you've been through though,
like like kind of like most importantly, like, obviously you're
here for a reason.

Speaker 1 (58:22):
What you think your purpose is at this point? My
purpose there. God wanted people to see the story, see
how he'll work on this lost soul, this most hated
person a lot of times very talented. God, show that
it's a turnaround. Look at what started happening. I was
broke on my sister couch. But then hold up, just
start going viral. I don't know, well, yeah, hold up,

(58:45):
hold the dance. It's just the dam going crazy they doing.
I'm like, whoa, okay, So to me, that's like a
sign like i was already I'm gonna go, I'm in
the studio and Lace Ship came back with that Sam
dunk it. Yeah that look on And it was like,
but look at it. When I seen that, I took
God say you take one step, he'll take the other team.

(59:06):
I took the one step to bro I was spending
my lab. I was making them little thousands and maybe
like two thousands a week through features or whatever. I
got my own set up. You aren't posting working deals man,
with all that, but who on on it? Put all
the blow up the rappers on that.

Speaker 4 (59:26):
I'm doing a special working I'm doing ten of them.

Speaker 2 (59:32):
In the studio.

Speaker 1 (59:32):
Now. First about the first four people, I didn't guess
what I loved that because God took me back to
you know what I'm loving, Like I said, I loving
the girl the street, but I forgot about my real
love music work.

Speaker 2 (59:51):
With all.

Speaker 1 (59:55):
This is yeah learning today might well you say you
got three homes saying it, and I'm gonna hold the
track to you saying my other two honds. I did it.

Speaker 5 (01:00:13):
But a lot of niggas can't even joke about ship
like this, like because they just so concerned about the
image the aside.

Speaker 4 (01:00:23):
You know what I'm saying, all that ship man, that's a.

Speaker 3 (01:00:25):
Blessing bron I had the pop them nigga got damn man,
Nigga has zero dollars.

Speaker 1 (01:00:30):
They jeers. Still niggasill walk around with that ship said
that like you're cool.

Speaker 2 (01:00:37):
I can't see I'm a sweat everything going.

Speaker 1 (01:00:43):
She's She's just the difference between me real, y'all laugh
that materials learned. I can get that any time, Ship
and go. And I looked like walking around there watching
and I ain't got enough money for my stomach rumbling.
Ship man, Come bring me some problem for sale for
holding four minutes, but whatever whatever and gets come on,

(01:01:07):
then it's how you get it back, even by a
back up. Though we kind of did. Uh man, I
ain't gonna lie man, like you know, I would support
him through everything with like people saying like with the
TVs with this this ship, the Airbnb, when the dude
was saying like he took some TVs, the TVs out

(01:01:30):
of Airbnb and stolen from his folks ship. You hear
about that? My god, what they said, they said lady
took the TV. Man. They got him on camera. I'm
on camera, Yes, I'm on yet what I'm on the
fucking front? Y'all heard it. He was like, hey, j
I'm gonna call you right back. But I ain't know
what the hell he was doing, so we were like,

(01:01:51):
okay whatever. Then when I talked to him, he was
like hit it like man, he was like, well like
when the water was like right before the ship went viral,
before the ship went to serve and everybody, yeah, like as.

Speaker 5 (01:02:11):
Soon as as soon as as soon as like the
body can't I mean, the ring footage.

Speaker 1 (01:02:17):
Came out of him like man, with some people who
got it. He was told it he caring them bitches
late and what he said he said he did. He
was like, man, I want to get some allible they
little ship like I had that. I want to get
ship by myself. I'm like, what that is? Not gangster

(01:02:40):
like that ain't got nothing to do with him, Like,
but you know, in his life, bro, sometimes we move
and the direction don't be the right people around us.
Some people need that, you know what. I like, he
too unpredict them, not anymore he last I was just
around him. It got better. He got much better. Like
I was happy even like because he had came to

(01:03:02):
the studio one time with the Metro shit, and you
got to think doing this whole viral situation, he ain't
come my way now one time, like yeah, we've had shows.
But I was like, man, that's my little friend, okay, whatever,
here a great rapper. Here a good dude for me, my.

Speaker 2 (01:03:18):
Little friend, great rapper, good dude. That means he ain't
like what else is.

Speaker 1 (01:03:22):
No, he's a great rapper, good dude. That's what. That's what,
that's what it mainly is. And for me in the business,
I think that's all what shamuela here a great rapper,
good dude, so it ain't never that we don't it's
always uh, he'd always be like people may be surrounding
it and me, I don't listen. I don't care about it.

(01:03:44):
Like if you will see any time J Money was
put to be a real nigga I was doing, you
know what I'm saying.

Speaker 4 (01:03:49):
So but okay, so let me ask you this because,
like you said, you've been there.

Speaker 5 (01:03:55):
Supporting him through a lot of stages, and you've also
known him before any of this resurgence surgent.

Speaker 4 (01:04:04):
You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 1 (01:04:04):
That what made you want to say serv.

Speaker 4 (01:04:06):
Yeah, you know what I'm saying exactly.

Speaker 5 (01:04:07):
So it's like because online I don't know personally because
I've never seen yeah, online, like you know, a lot
of people have complained, like promoters that have booked them
and you know, people that have had to deal with
him or whatever about him being under the influence of
certain stuff. So do you feel like him being under

(01:04:27):
that influence also plays a big part in the current
state of y'all's relationship.

Speaker 1 (01:04:33):
Yeah, for sure, overly that's why. And I ain't want
to you know, I'm glad how you broke down it.
Thank you because you kind of asked it for me
because me, at one thing, I don't care. You can
kick me, you can all that, But if I once
called you my dog is it's gonna. I ain't gonna
never like try to make you look bad or never
like right, you know what I'm saying because because my

(01:04:54):
moment then raised me like that. Yeah, if I love something,
I love to fuck with it, my little brother. So
for me, when everybody was like laughing about every time
they laughing, I'm hurting, and I was like, I don't
like to see this ship. I know what's supposed to
be doing right now. I think right before we went Virould,
we was in the studio recording like really working, yeah,
recording Batman and Robin three, like we like, you know,
the first two did so great, like why not do

(01:05:16):
a third one? And we at the time, I'm like, man,
the society parably need to see that this is right
before we even serving it, right before the interesting gave
But God gave us everything we needed. I'm trying to got.
We was in the state I'm spending down in my
last month on our studio time like every but we're
going in there at least giving us four to six
hours a day and it was like the moment that

(01:05:37):
he had left for US show and went out of
town and he they showed him like online somebody was
kicking him out of the club. When he got kicked
out that club. Yeah, I remember that he didn't come
back to Atlanta because you gotta think he feeling rejection.
He feels like you see, it ain't rocking with him,
Like I don't want to be there. So he went
to what felt comfortable to him to run. So a

(01:05:58):
whole bunch of strangers that's gonna still even if they broken. Yeah,
didn't have his bad but still gonna treat him like
this like young got late. It's young at late, but
it's l a so uh. He went from like staying
in like Louisiana that whole time, like in the in
the jets for really he down there living. He was
on Instagram showing it and uh, and I was just

(01:06:20):
like me, always stayed prayful. I said prayers on the
phone with him at night sometime like yeah, look this
is what we gotta do, bro. We ain't gonna get
back with our guy. And you gotta think I'm just
not climbing myself back from started. Yeah, and then October
that's when it really got bad after the breakup, and
I just was out here, went down they hit flat
broke boom, you know. Like so that's what I told

(01:06:42):
November December Jamis Ferry. So they're like four months after.
I'm just not picking myself back up at this time.
Now I got my own condo hill too, you know
what I'm saying. I couldn't fly to LA because my
chest surgery. I had the chests procedures and I couldn't
fly and go home in l A. So I was
just here, man, Look how g I was just climbing.
So for me, I'm showing him what's working for me

(01:07:05):
that Like you're my friend and you find a lit
on how to wind push you down there, how you're
gonna win. So me, I'm like, God, that's the only
way we're gonna win and get back. God over everything.
If y'all if, because sometimes the only ones that make
it it be like like I tell people about p
people that know like QC p uh they seen the
post when they that I uh, like I seen Pe

(01:07:27):
when he's almost down there, broke broke broke, Like well,
he don't put three four million with these boys. But
it's like that beat up moment where God wants you
to go harder and not give up. And I remember
at that time Pete pushed through and he had go
get this from that person. Just that that nigga pushed through.

(01:07:48):
And you know right here, witness because you know I'm
talking to him every day on the phone on the
homie that we linked through Big Torn, you know what
I'm saying. So it's like every day I'm talking to you.
He pushed through, bro. So that's the moment for what
I seen for me. You get to that spot in
your life. I felt like, if I don't make a
decision right now that I want somebody of life, I'm

(01:08:09):
gonna be nobody. I seen myself from being a regular
smegular deglar, Like, damn, is this what it's becoming? And
you gotta make that decision and really be able to
sacrifice everything for fun friends, relationships that don't mean you
no good even if they do mean you good, but

(01:08:30):
it's not beneficial on your mission. I gotta see y'all later.
I love y'all. You can call me, you can text me, well,
hang in and doing all that. Now, I'm on a mission.
On people. I missed people on my mission, you know
what I'm saying, and we you know, so we go viral.
So for me it hit me would have left like
what we were just every day. But then I seen
it wasn't him personally. It was like what Jade said,

(01:08:52):
So for me, I always let that be the reason.

Speaker 5 (01:08:54):
And even just now like Metro, you don't really hold
him personally accountable.

Speaker 1 (01:08:59):
It's that card because that him. He that kind of person,
He's not not even with the aliboy situation. I loved
that for Alie, Like I seen that Ali genuinely was
like sympathetic, like he didn't he didn't like that. He
even kept it real. He was like, yeah, man, you
know yeah, probably hard on him with it. Probably worse

(01:09:22):
on me too for what I had to go through
and things. And I seen him this time genuinely like
give his all to like I'm rocking with you. I
hated that, like I hated that. It was because the
intentions on on on the other end wasn't wasn't pure

(01:09:43):
as Alice like like you know what I'm saying, There
wasn't even nothing. I don't It was loud, it was
almost on some misunderstanding and then like I said what
she said about the other thing that takes control, the influence.

Speaker 4 (01:09:58):
Yeah, the influence being under the influence of certain things.

Speaker 1 (01:10:02):
And it was like he starting, I like, you can
do it. He can do he can do it like too.
That's why I say, that's the only thing that matters
with me. Hard ship man, what man that niggas man.
He been dope. I've been telling he one of my
favorite that nigga is a real rapper. You gotta think
like when I came in screamed like I had to sound.

(01:10:23):
I had a movement I had, but he helped form
me into like by going to ground hustle in that
studio twelve hours a day every day on that every day,
that ship helped for me to be an artist. Even
like being right. You remember like when me and me
ed and school, when we started by being around Pluto,
he he like it was sounding like you know, smash
and like that Nigga Puto be done. He already knows

(01:10:46):
to say do this and he he'll actually helped me,
but he wouldn't carry me. He'll give me this boy,
you gotta do the res like you ain't gonna get
better if you don'na do this.

Speaker 4 (01:10:53):
Yeah, he'll feeds you a little bit and like, hey, you.

Speaker 1 (01:10:55):
Know, he was one of the first people that told
me to rap. I used to pick him up from
Rico way up and they was in there like freestyling
and uh, we're called like man, you like your nigga
got flavor this and that, and me always telling me, well,
you're right, Jay, you're gonna take off. Nig don't know.
He was the first person, Pluto, the first person give
me like some true religion. Pan. I had his true

(01:11:16):
religion pants and I had school of Gucca pan Gucca shoes.
Yeah and yeah, because we were going out somewhere and uh,
man ship, I kept on paying so long. I tried
to still got him. No, I tried to bound. He
wouldn't let me bound, So I just did that homeboy shit,
I'm a Barti motherfuckers. So you just come to my

(01:11:37):
house and get him back. And the only way he
want get like real talk. And we were making paper
the time, you know, future like Pluto being that nigga
put it on. I don't care. Nobody said broke all
that when he was staying with India and yeah, in
lame Station, he wasn't he had money, but he knew
that Nigga had direction, that Nigga knew what he was
gonna be. So for me and for God to place

(01:11:58):
me in these people life right there to him where
I can say I was we started black a mego together?
How can I see the success that Pluto making and
that don't motivate and push me? You know what I'm saying, right,
I don't look at it in a bad way. I
look at his.

Speaker 2 (01:12:11):
Accolades like money, like the Black of Ego ship, like
what was then?

Speaker 1 (01:12:17):
The thing?

Speaker 2 (01:12:18):
Yeah, we were just saying how did that ship go?
Like we started and we started, how did that start?

Speaker 1 (01:12:25):
It was crazy because like even Casino just came like
told Metro you know, j Muney was the first one
that said it. But we just took it and made
a movement out of there. But we all together, So
it was like for me, this was y'all spot. I
can't that I was around every day that made me
sake We Black of Migos. You get what I'm saying.
That run that time with Tie you remember that time?

(01:12:46):
Okay man exactly? Yeah, overly, but we look like it
looks like looking like yeah, it looking like we're still
salling for the one and it going.

Speaker 2 (01:12:56):
Yeah you say, you say so, you say basically you
been around them, maybe.

Speaker 1 (01:13:03):
We we whatever. I'm in the motion where yeah we
like and like, oh but yeah that what will and
went on and went with and went with it, and
they kind of because I was already doing futuristic too,
ship like that started it and start doing it, not
dealing it. But they didn't like the point of like
you remember what happened at there? What the club that

(01:13:25):
was right there by block Studio and they and so
so yeah when yeah l A Chain or the groundhouse
of change, ship happened? What happened the street? Then with
the runs hm they took Yeah, they got the fighting,
took the chain. And so because they Scooter didn't like
the fact that they were saying black amigo, because that
was on the beginning of someone at school like hell,

(01:13:48):
no you are brother, we did it together, not that
nigga isn't that is that? And then you know, like
the demeanor you know l A is an artist, like
like I guess when so well, I don't know if
it was open, open, welcoming, but you know street he all,
it just stood on principal, like he was the one
gonna do everything for and they was actually building the
whole movement behind little Kurt Wood like for me, brother.

(01:14:10):
So it like I'm not goinna go back and forth
with you, but yeah, nigga is yours, Like yeah, but
I'm still gonna say it regardless because y'all know you
know what I'm saying. So we didn't have a beef,
but they had a beef about that, like not even
just a beat, like seeing him in the sol Boom
and I think that was like the same night after

(01:14:31):
that he got into it with like pol But then
then they ended up becoming real good friends who got
into Scooter in the Runs. I mean, you know it
was like this when the ship first started. It wasn't
no series like beef. It was more fact though. Paul
was just a lawyer person and we was like like

(01:14:52):
we had to beat down song remember black Amigo, and yeah,
I made him all them in. I felt like if
I'm the first one to say what y'all and said
who I'm bringing niggas that influences and I'm bringing La
and Pablo Escawak that was his name. But it's still

(01:15:15):
at the end of the day, like you know street
like was like nigga from Quick Flip Studio when I'm
at Homie, he first want to help bring me like Tye,
and ty was like, you know, I love what I
had going too. But Ship tw was was you know
what I'm saying, I had more room to be Uh,
you know what I'm saying because you know, got that
short been doing Kim doing shit forever. You know what

(01:15:37):
I'm saying, got all the tower was just starting, so
I got room over here. The goddamn but boom built
up in the company and that's what helped me take
off and beat Trump or you real talk. It went
from maybe making three four five thimes probably to day
to some twenties and I ain't made with them board
bro It was crazy nough nigga says whatever bro so
And you know I was bringing that gap where some

(01:15:58):
niggas feel like niggas say east Side, they is no
bro y'all tripping nigga folk. That was the money these
No one's gonna put you in the way you feel
me this real Atlanta, this is it? Like so I
thank God? Now what is that now that you people
like savage y'all help that shit eliminated. Like you remember,
it was like if you're from the East Side, you

(01:16:19):
ain't Yeah, yeah, like you know what I'm saying. But
so I help got that. I'm like, I got to
pe them tie all this shit together. So it was
like that that whole black Amigo situation, which is like
I ain't finna go back and forth with my dog.
But anyway, I'm telling you, man, so I try to

(01:16:42):
give it to him. You know, I want pray for him,
do all with la all this. But it was God
was showing me like I had to go to God,
like God, what what?

Speaker 2 (01:16:51):
What the hell?

Speaker 1 (01:16:51):
I gotta capitalize off this. We got like hold Up
going viral now serving everybody going viral. I got an
album done Casey beat months produced it, serving everybody with
the McDonald little logo went Crazyville. They're like one point
three million screens first week. I'm like, okay, now I
gotta capitalize off of everything what's going on? And look

(01:17:12):
how God worked. Bro. I just thought, I said, you
know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna just start supporting
all these young artists that doing the hold up dance
in that video. I seen bank Roll not doing it.
I'm so ATL so like, you know what, it's just
so happen. She's that artist I thought about that day
while I'm finna embracing, like be the godfather of the drip.

(01:17:33):
You know what I'm saying. Boom, get what? Bro? We
collabed on the post me and bank roll now and
JD hit me up from that post maybe like he
wouldn't follow me from that post with me and I
because her song Atl just coming out. And soon as

(01:17:55):
he followed me, I'm like, okay, you follow me. I
followed that and shit, I seen on him page with
him and Quabos in the study on the hold up
I posted on my story. I was like, yeah, I said,
with the mail with the sauce, God, let's take over
the city. Soon as I did that, JD hit me
up now I want you to come through tomorrow. Man,
I got this. Before I got this, this guy that magic.
See the money came. Oh my god. When I heard

(01:18:18):
the beat, I was just like this, it's so special.
I knew it. And God before I even went in
the boot, bro, like how we're kicking it right here?
And the one part before I went in the booth,
I got on my knees. I told her, I said
a prayer right then, I said, Lord, please let me
make a song that's gonna help change my life. I said, Lord,

(01:18:39):
please let me make a song that's gonna make all
this makes sense, what we've been through and what I
just survived. And guess what bro off that mad city
of money. I left JD at like one o'clock maybe
two o'clock that night. Yeah, he had to post up
by two fifty nine with me in the studio, with
me coming through there, all that and that nigga metro

(01:19:01):
booming hit me up an hour and thirty minutes later,
DM ME say, what's good legend? So you see what
I'm saying, Like God, I got on my knees. I
asked for it. God. Now when you lawyer servant to God,
because it's so much in this their age were living
in God out there, and when you know your heart

(01:19:21):
is really there, he ain't making you wait. It's instant.
It was instant. It was like nigga. The post just
came out first with not the posts ain't been up
thirty minutes, JD following me, and then DM ME two
minutes later. Then go to him. The next day then
Metro Booman see our video hit me up the next
day saying an hour after he seen the video me

(01:19:42):
and he said, Bro, I seen you. He said, Bro,
you you just want of them niggas that just got it? Yeah,
like we just got it.

Speaker 2 (01:19:48):
You like me?

Speaker 1 (01:19:49):
Bro, we over the like you know recipe. You know
Metro lost his mom just like I lost my mom.
You know what I'm saying. So it's like we had
a traumabond even from the beginning, and we both talented it.
Like he was listening to like my serving every by
the app that I had on iTunes and he's like, Bro,
I'm listening like, bro, he like this when I work
out this all I'm listening to you. And that nigga

(01:20:11):
was out of town. That nigga started paying for my studio.
You know most of the producers send you beats. Metro
is so real, brof that nigga overly different. Bro, we
in this we in the uh he out of town.
He talked to me on the phone. You're like, we
are like and as Man and God. We are on
the same level. But nephew, up here the ones that

(01:20:32):
most of the nigga that big like they gotta they
gotta let you know. They that big, not homes like
talking too humble, talking to me every day, put me
in the studio while he because I had got his
beats one day and I went to a studio and
recorded songs on it. But I did three the first day,
I said them. But he like, boy, he was too hard.
But but I didn't like to sound quality. And I

(01:20:53):
was like, hey, bro, you got something I can go
to record like I live in that bitch that nigga
went and paid for only publishing the tricky stewards A
nice one. Yeah, like two weeks straight long?

Speaker 3 (01:21:07):
Was I not?

Speaker 1 (01:21:08):
It ain't in no time limits. I ain't no eight
hour sessions six, ain't no time that. I don't going
there to the tap out sessions eighteen nineteen hours sometime
like coup. I ain't even leave like there like and
it showed me that it made me believe more like God.
It made me believe I always believed in God to

(01:21:29):
the futage, but it let me see the reality of
the work and what you do that it brings it.
I start I'm in these big studio when I just
came from recording my album and my homework garage even
though we had the nice set up still, I mean
the technical part, like the interface in the computer, the mic. Yeah,
but I'm in the buildings now. It's like, whoa, I

(01:21:52):
ain't need sometimes I wouldn't even having much money. Yeah,
you're working. My will too, and my will me Mike
will as they told him home. We got an album coming,
super crazy. I got like I've been working with, like
to Off and the Embrace, all the girls and everything.
I got a caribou. We're doing like an album over there.

Speaker 5 (01:22:11):
My girl.

Speaker 1 (01:22:11):
Man what they so real, the real, but they didn't
feel natural. They were just like in my sessions, like
terrible war. She would come through my session, give my
problem in. I ain't know who she was at all.

Speaker 4 (01:22:24):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:22:25):
Then they were like, yeah, she's hard than then the
little young dude true drawing. He was like, man, like
she won't do something, let's do something. I ain't no sure.
So I did it. I ain't know who she will.
I got home and looked at her Instagram. She lit
up so and I'm glad, God let me see that

(01:22:45):
just like I did it without even can what she
had going on. And uh mona Leo, yeah, my Leo,
so hard, bro so hard. She one got that done. Yo.
At the fully, this ain't your job to do. So
you ain't got you do what you're doing your line
so exactly it ain't for you to do. You know

(01:23:07):
what I'm saying. Give me a TikTok. Does need to
get I mean if you want to, I do yeah,
because you gotta think you are a brand. You're a
brand too big and I love what you're doing with it.
You building other things that it's about longevity. Listen to
Jade bro I think I think you and Jade should
like get you out one of the artists. I always
said that even bout Jay. I'm like Jay responsible for

(01:23:29):
a lot of all this coming up, a lot of people.
She got people to make them feel comfortble know how
to treat the people. Jay, it's trying like for you,
like you don't see gud put you in the like
you gotta get your artists.

Speaker 4 (01:23:41):
You're right and stand on it right.

Speaker 1 (01:23:44):
I know it's gonna work. The game. Know it's gonna work,
and do it. It's for your kids, your kids kids,
these people. It's like we got to even like I
love it when I seen like spinds like I'm like,
oh yeah, it feel natural. I'm like spinding what you're
gonna put the fire behind all the other the great
ones that we need because we can't do this without them. Man,
people gotta know that, like the DJs, they helped guide it.

(01:24:06):
They helped get you the relationships, help get you in
these buildings and these clubs in the right places. That's
what a lot of this stuff were missing. We were
missing that. Because it became now some of the artists
they jail like, fuck it, I ain't gonna pay him
for the respect this. I'm just gonna do this and
that shit. Thanks to this Internet, you can do that.
But was it morally like you told me earlier? Nah,

(01:24:28):
I'm going morally, you know what I'm saying, even when
I love how Metro doing it. So it went from
Metro like two three weeks straight in that motherfuckers on it.
Then Bro we went to rock with Bills, you know
if you know him over on the North Side drive
Boom get what. Bro locked in too much, bought the
whole student from ABC Room and them sessions. It for

(01:24:49):
me and him at first, because it started with just
me and him. We got like thirty some Rutgers right now,
thirty thirty eight Rutgers. He came to me, was like, hey,
j what you thinking about her doing the compilation? Like
me hit Roscoe quiz Dom started hitting me up, hit
him up. Then then Walker came over there. Then Walker
came over there. They were like, oh Walker Walker. Walker

(01:25:10):
walked down the door, like, hey, Bro, he heard all
my music. He said, hey, Bro, Jay, you want something else? Bro?
He's like, man, I just did the hard of music
on heard in a long time. He was like, it
made him feel like he walked into time capsule. He like, Bro,
for how you to recreate yourself? But even harder than
you was. He like, Bro, because I liked it the
first time. He like, but now you there like you
know what I'm saying cause I in the beginning I

(01:25:32):
didn't know. I was just driving no license, know what,
with no GPS. Get what?

Speaker 4 (01:25:36):
Bro?

Speaker 1 (01:25:37):
It started with Walker coming now God damn two chains
wam Quavo Quavo my bad Quavo before Walker. I don't
want to take nobody's spot, right, I know that matter? Man, nigga.
You know out there before Walker, Quavo, Manko had came,
not that so many songs back to back. It didn't
even make no sense like man Quaver got like seventeen ruggers.

(01:25:58):
We was just like shit out back to back, back
to back to back and then Walker then not schooly,
Uh two chains, wham Uh who else coming? Oh, Travis Porter, apologize,
Travis Porter Uh, shot to God, Bobby Critical, DJ Plug
Uh King hood Rich King Spins. We got Spins out there,

(01:26:21):
Spins in the room. Now. It's like I'm watching Metro
and I always called him starts. Yeah, I always called
him to start. I said, were you iron Man? It's
on the record, they're gonna hear with me and Spins.
It's called up it cause I got so uh it's
a Metro and Spin. Oh it's so hard. But I'm

(01:26:44):
calling Metro iron man. I'm like, I'm Captain America.

Speaker 4 (01:26:47):
I'm like, you know, that's right up his alley because
he loves the character.

Speaker 1 (01:26:51):
That's him. Bro. He still and guess what everything else
just now? I got text right now, my boy. Let
people know, like, aj you got me more. It's not
ever been. He was like before this, I wouldn't even
you know. I was in you know, because my parent
and going through that shit is hard. I don't care
how much money you got and for for young dude

(01:27:13):
that I look up to to tell me if they
see in his spot saying I'm inspiring him, I'm like,
oh boy, I got, I'm doing. I'm on the song,
So get what, Bro, we had a thing go on Metro.
Stay in the studio, like Bro. He will push hisself
to this limit. Bro. It might be nine thirty ten am.
We're on the last song. He will push that last

(01:27:35):
beat out so mad, so bad to what when it's
time me to go in the booth while I'm in there,
not in three minutes he's sleep. He don't catch sleep.
It's times, Bro, I come out to the booth and
finish the song two hours later after you know, like,
and he's still he won't wake up. He's so tired.
So get what. I'm sitting there with him because you
know how we raise Bro. We go somewhere. I can't

(01:27:56):
leave my dog. Yeah, we're in the studio and I
know y'all supposed to watch it back. But then my
job too. This nigga believed in me, so I'm gonna
protect them at all cause I'm sleeping in him too.
Then you feel me I'm waking. It's one time I
had to go to court. I still went from the lead.
I had told my lawyer, Look, I probably might had
to catch the lunch can if he ain't up and
I ain't leaving. Shook him cause we had to stand

(01:28:17):
like Brian ain't leaving to the name of here car
pull out. I ain't gonna say it, but I say
the name of the cause I ain't leaving to that
other pull out. And he's seen the lordship, Bro, he's
seen any in the way I'm inspiring. He inspired me
even more, right, you feel me. It's like now I'm
saying back, I'm saying he told me to trust his vision.

(01:28:38):
I'm saying this. Nigga got the whole city down there
on this album, bro, like and on the whole futurist music,
futuristic take over something and get what think about it?
You know what we put in for futuristic? You feel me?
You know how we stood on it, Mister futuristic one misfuturistic,

(01:29:00):
too futuristic, This futuristic that I'm so futuristic, j futuristic.
They don't forget that move. So for me seeing it,
it's just like seeing my name. It's like seeing me.
You know what I'm saying even though ain't saying like
these dudes under me. Nah, it's just like and they
feel the same.

Speaker 2 (01:29:18):
So they're like a general that you helped.

Speaker 1 (01:29:21):
God damn Pioneer exactly.

Speaker 2 (01:29:23):
Pioneer. Yeah, Bro, It's like and then ship coming back
full circle, like.

Speaker 1 (01:29:26):
And now we got all the big players. Wam h
little baby, I mean WAM two Chain, Quevo, Uh, Walker
Tip the Future, Uh, she got everyone want Roscoe Dash,
don't nobody, Travis Porter, shot to God, Drove Quiet Quad.

(01:29:52):
When I tell you Drove go so on Guattu crazy.
He doing hip part Gucca even Gua on them. That's
all right, dro is doing his thud. He's the definition
of flavor last forever too. He's showing people on this.
I promise he the definition of flavor last. If I
dropped tomorrow, hopefully, I think it dropped tomorrow. It's definitely

(01:30:18):
they're gonna get it right now on every platform. I
got like six seven Rutgers on that crazy. I'm so excited, Bro,
I can't wait. Well, like t tu already, but I'm
leaking a little bit. People like, oh my god, but
they ain't even hurt the full Rutgers. They hurt walk
apart after but they ain't. Man, it's man, it's crazy,

(01:30:39):
and man, I'm gonna tell you my little ship j
Money and Bunaby Oh my god, oh my god. When
they hear their rutkerd Brito told you like ship Brill
tell them so you know, they ain't never vouched from
that line. They always gonna tell me the truth. They
in the studio, They the one inspired me. They coming
up to Metro like, yeah, put my boy back, Yeah,

(01:31:01):
put j mon awhere he needs to be at for real.
They come there with that energy tow us and he like,
all right, I'm doing that. I'm doing it. Yeah, I'm
doing it. So it's like for me, like I said,
it ain't who else can't. We can't say, oh you
just let you. That's god, Bro. Don't nobody get no
second round as big as this, bro, and the anticipation

(01:31:23):
and playing with the major players like this nobody. No,
I ain't never been done with a song that came back.
They just had our name in it and we built
and that's why it gotta make sense too late and
thank God, like no matter if you want him or not.
When that when Metro asked me to get him up there.
I got him up there. All feelings aside. He did

(01:31:43):
like two or three he got uh, he got one
so hard on that he that when I told you,
I said, I was proud of him when I told him,
like when he the first time he came, but that
second time after the drop and can't that boy, that
boy can't eat. I can't like got like maybe one
or two on them and him in metro doing I

(01:32:03):
think leading on leading out so all of alignment because me,
I don't look at no competition or who did it.
People don't love J money for J money. That's just
that nobody can take away from it. And the only
person could add to it is God like human being
don't control our of success. And when we get to
that form to let it know that we know God

(01:32:24):
do it, that's when it worked. All right. What nxs
you look like for you, bro man building, I'm finna
build like I got my flavor last forever LLC my
label that I'm doing. I'm going for the young women,
the young even young guys. They could be white, black, Chinese.
I don't care. If it got that feeling and it's

(01:32:45):
a part of this futuristic areas Finla take over. I
need that like all this, what knowledge of this, it
go to wastif I don't pass it on, it go
to wastif I don't show the world. I actually because
that's what I'm doing. Even with this. You see how
you format it. This ship became something that we just
started from us and it's never got the whole city
a part of now. The sound even from Bunabe and

(01:33:06):
what they doing, like the Pluto, I love it. They
bring it, xatoven beats back. Zay told me deserved it.
God know that all of us pulling together, all of
us on the same mission. God made it. Well, if
it feel better now? I got like they told me,
he deserved, God fearing man, Metro deserved, God fearing man,
Mike Will, God fearing Man, great person, Barby, Criticals, plug

(01:33:29):
all the producers. It's from the produce to everybody spins,
everybody that's involved in it. Bro. It just feels so natural, bro,
and they feel like this is God. God he doing
something for us, this for us now. So what we
do with this and the steps we take now is
gonna last us. It should last us a lifetime. We
treated the right way. Facts you know you fear me.

(01:33:50):
It's a new error. The way I'm moving, the way
my energy is, and the way I'm bringing it. It's
the only way I'm coming and I ain't doing it
for no act to front because God only God. No.
The people that don't get it is when they try
to fool God. God know when your heart though, So.

Speaker 2 (01:34:04):
Basically a nigga nigga delete the old you in they mind.

Speaker 1 (01:34:08):
Yeah it's over.

Speaker 2 (01:34:09):
They never got to remeet you.

Speaker 1 (01:34:11):
They gotta remeet me, and they gonna and they gonna
feel like that when they see me. Everybody been saying it,
like everybody come across me again that maybe didn't have
the best experience with me. They actually take the time
out to just like let me know, like, Man, I
love this what God got for you. I hate you
had to go through all this because people are understanding.
People know like you're right, like especially when you can

(01:34:32):
accept it now when you go to the nine and
man it was this man, no you too, you did
that too though you did that?

Speaker 3 (01:34:38):
What man?

Speaker 1 (01:34:40):
Yeah, I hate that. Yeah, I'm sorry, but you started it.
Bro that fake and apology. I don't want that came
to me all the way open. If not don't come
to me at all. I ain't gonna accept that. I
ain't gonna sept the halfway apodges. I'm sorry and I
was wrong. I'm sorry, but yeah, no, I was sorry.
I was wrong if I do say it, but might

(01:35:00):
be two weeks from now. And I was like, yeah,
but you know you did at this time. But because
when I gave that at that moment, it was it
was that's how I felt. Yeah, I ain't want to
give you no halfway energy, even if I did feel
somewhere about it. My apology, my part, I forgive you
get some game to the street before we get out
of here. Man, put God first. You'll never be last. Uh.

(01:35:21):
Let's instead of like being the hardest or being it,
Let's you can have the most fun man, Like get
the most money, get the most girls. Let's have that
without the problems, you know, like not who can shoot
the person? Who got ops? Who got this? Who's smoking
on their dead? Ops? And see because people not telling
us selling the young people that we ain't getting no

(01:35:41):
role models. They just let them be who they is.
They even know sometimes the young the og is getting
involved in the beef with them, putting them on the
beef we sposed to be. Hey man, go go do this,
bro hey man, not even selling. They want to say,
without them do it. We ain't taking for nobody, ain't stealing,
they working for it. It's a grind selling weed now
be legally out everywhere anyway. So all that ship is

(01:36:02):
a business. That's how it taught me in black and
all us how to be in this business world. Look
at how pe Look at Peach people like that. They
just like know how to get in this business world.
And it's because the school we went through before that. Yeah,
we already restructured that. So if I can get him anything,
put God first, you'll never be let don't be afraid
to give God his praise. And if anything you won't

(01:36:24):
go get it, don't let nobody tell you can't. Look
at me. I done been dead back, broke rich, Like,
if I can do it, he'll do it for me.
I know he'll do it for y'all. And that's it
money on Big Fast appreciation. You finally pulling up. It's
a blessing. I told her. I said, I'm coming there now.
While so I apologize for my being targeted, Like okayt hey,

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