October 7, 2025 • 50 mins
For the first time since his release, Slimelife Shawty sits down for an unfiltered conversation on the Big Facts Podcast. He breaks his silence on the YSL trial, addressing the allegations and rumors head-on. In this raw and revealing interview, he opens up about the immense pressure of the case, the struggle to maintain his mental health behind bars, and the truth about his loyalty.
Now, as a free man, he lays out his path forward—personally, mentally, and musically. This is a story of survival, resilience, and defining your own future. Tune in for one of the most anticipated interviews of the year.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Big Bank, DJ Scream and Baby J with the number
one podcast industry, Big.
Speaker 2 (00:06):
Facts Live for Revolse Studios and the ATL It's time
for Big Facts, Big Bank.
Speaker 3 (00:11):
What up? Baby J? What up?
Speaker 2 (00:13):
DJ Scream? I'm here, Slime Life, Shoty, don't pull it
up on us today? What's up? What's up?
Speaker 3 (00:19):
What's up?
Speaker 2 (00:20):
What's up?
Speaker 3 (00:21):
My brother? What's the word?
Speaker 2 (00:22):
What's the word? What's you on?
Speaker 4 (00:23):
Uh? You know, yeah, living every day, getting through it,
get into it, that's all.
Speaker 2 (00:30):
What's the what's the what's the current? Like mental and
spiritual and physical space for Slim Live Shorty, Like what
you on? Like right now? Like today? Like what kind
of what kind of vibe?
Speaker 4 (00:39):
On a lot? I can't even explain it, you feel
me just it's just a whole lot that I'm trying
to sort through now mentally spiritually, you know what I'm saying,
everything like just trying to see what to do and
how to.
Speaker 5 (00:54):
Do its sort through? Like what do you mean by that?
Speaker 4 (00:57):
Uh? Of course, all the stuff that's going on with
my name in my face, you feel that they play
a part in you emotionally and spiritual.
Speaker 6 (01:06):
So like for the for the people that don't know
exactly what's going on, because there's a lot of people
that aren't really hip to what's happening. Just tell them,
like what you what you're talking about?
Speaker 4 (01:16):
The whole snitch uh situation? Why I say a rico?
Uh yeah that And it's like I can't. I don't
know how to fake it. I can't wake up every
day like on Instagram just happy and like playing around
and you feel me. So I got a whole lot
of sort of sorting out to do. That's all okay, So.
Speaker 2 (01:36):
But what's your what's your I guess what's your standpoint?
Like what's your thoughts on it? Like with the the
allegations and so forth, Like what's your thoughts on it?
Because I don't know if anybody ever heard you just
speak on it. You know your point of view.
Speaker 4 (01:50):
I never spoke, but uh, I don't have no thoughts
on it because I am the facts. I know the facts.
I was in it.
Speaker 2 (01:57):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (01:58):
So it's like it's my word. I'm not even gonna
say this is my word against somebody else's word or
they word. It's just this is this and that is that.
Sometime I had the energy to speak on stuff or
feel some type of way sometimes I don't care.
Speaker 2 (02:14):
So what's you think? But what you think is in
the black and white per se, like what do you
what do you think the facts of the situation, not
to go too deep into it, and what you think
the facts of the situation is, and what you think
the cap in the situation, that's the situation is.
Speaker 3 (02:26):
It looks ugly.
Speaker 4 (02:27):
You feel me. It looked ugly because coming from where
we come from, or coming to how we come up
being understand and some of you supposed to do you
know what I'm saying. No matter what it is, no
matter if you going to defeating a nigga, free a nigga,
nobody still don't want to get up there because the
image of it, you feel them so like that that's
(02:48):
the facts.
Speaker 3 (02:49):
It looks ugly, you feel me.
Speaker 4 (02:50):
But when you dig into it and you see why
that's those are the facts too as well. They're just
the facts that people don't know or people just don't
speak of. You feel me because it was never like
I woke up one day and felt like I want
to take a deal.
Speaker 3 (03:05):
I'm ready to go home.
Speaker 4 (03:07):
He these niggas because on him, Yeah, you feel me.
I ain't never wake up him say it one day
like fuck bro, fuck rest of your nigga. You feel me,
We're FeelA take it. I'm gonna take a deal.
Speaker 3 (03:16):
I'm going along. It won't never like that.
Speaker 4 (03:19):
So it's like to hear people or even just him
say like, h the nigga is a sucker. Shit, I
understand how you feel, but how I felt I ain't.
I'm trying to say, like how I went about it
ain't the facts of how you feel. You know what
I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (03:37):
You ever thought about putting yourself in his position in
his shoes?
Speaker 4 (03:41):
That's why I just said, I understand how you feel.
You feel me. We had no communications, no nothing, So
I understand why you feel that way. If I wasn't
his shoes, I might have woke up.
Speaker 3 (03:51):
Like what the hell me to? Did that too?
Speaker 1 (03:52):
If a nigga, if a nigga did that to you
right right whatever? If you like he just said, roll reverse,
is it anything he can say to you what you mean?
I say, if you if you the niggas left in there,
not just through whoever was left in there, and you
see your man take a plead and get on the stand,
is it anything they can say to you?
Speaker 4 (04:14):
If now now now at the back, I feel like no.
But when I look at the situation, like, Okay, all
y'all took this deal. All y'all was in jail together,
in the same dorm. All us was in the more
for together every day all day, you feel me. So
it's like, Okay, gotta be some reason why they y'all took.
Speaker 3 (04:33):
Them more for them.
Speaker 4 (04:34):
Ain't every nigga who I was in there with me
on schlug yat DK do Let's seven. All of us
had deals yeat nigga because you had murder charge. Of course,
you know what IM saying. Ain't give no deal like that?
Speaker 3 (04:49):
Who you might?
Speaker 4 (04:51):
So you gotta think all us is down their faces
in this situation, you feel me. All of us supposed
to be stand up me and in this situation too.
So you gotta look at it and say, Okay, thee
all my main people right here. Why it gotta be
a reason why all of them took that deal together,
you feel me. They gotta have a plan together or
(05:13):
they gotta have to talk together and think like, Okay,
this is the right thing to do. Why did they
think this is the right thing to do? My my
big brother is in there with them, So why didn't
he tell them no, no, no, no, no, don't do this
or or anything like that, because it wasn't like goddamn,
we just took it, just to take it, you feel me.
We and they motherfucker together every day talking about all
(05:33):
this shit together. Niggas come with their point of view.
This nigga come with his point of view. It's the
big brother. He come with his point of view. Was
she brus said?
Speaker 3 (05:43):
God damn.
Speaker 4 (05:43):
The lawyer said it's a good deal, you feel me?
Speaker 6 (05:47):
But did he say did he say it was a
good deal overall or it was a good deal for him?
Speaker 5 (05:53):
No?
Speaker 4 (05:53):
No, Look, okay, I'm breaking it all down Before that him,
shit came aback. Okay, We in jail, mm hmm, Diz
came to us. We said no, that's how we felt like,
hell now we ain't doing that for it. Gunna hop
out of jail. I forgot who took you first? Going
to DK one, I own, but we see Gunna go
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out and get out to jail on the new he
out of jail boom. I can't really say too much
how I want to say it, but I'm gonna say this,
DKA lawyer on the phone with hit baby Mama, like,
they tell him to take this deal. If you don't
take the deal, I'm off his case. That was his
lawyer say this. You know what I'm saying. He telled
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baby Mama like, well, I'm gonna have to find me
a new lawyer. Then I already fuckout my name before
I ain't finna do it again. So we looking like, yeah,
that's the right thing to say, you feel me. His
lawyer hit back, like five minutes later, man on my
kid and say, I got Brian on the phone.
Speaker 3 (06:53):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (06:55):
So now when he say that, everybody ready to listen
to see what Brian still got to say. Brian Steve,
He'll get on the phone and say, congratulations on your
deal with your client, mister Murphy, and da da da dah,
and I'm pleased with you guys deal and I hope
you guys stick to your deal and just don't say
anything you know what I'm saying, and the other type
of stuff, and this is a great deal. So when
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he say that, us not hearing no word from nobody else.
Speaker 3 (07:19):
We heard from Ud.
Speaker 4 (07:20):
We ain't heard from nobody in the family. The closest
thing we got a phone was in out with us.
You feel me, you heard this whole thing with us.
So when he say okay, beck boom, everybody got the
big guy like, damn what Brian just said?
Speaker 3 (07:34):
Do that?
Speaker 4 (07:35):
Brother must know that's much. That must why, that must
be why Gunner took his deal. Brother must gave him
okay too. This is what we all thinking. We got
no communication with none of this ship, you folks. So
we just going off for putting two and two together.
And here and Brian still say this. Brian still is
the man. So when we hear him say congratulations, we
(07:56):
feel like they gotta be coming from bro. You feel
me so shit, dk hop on it. Everybody tell him
go ahead and going on on? Then he hop on?
Here he going on on now, folk, God damn talked
to here folk here, folks said the same exact thing
Brian get h dah, Well, Brian just told my lawyer congratulations.
Speaker 3 (08:16):
Bruh is not proud of the deal that I got,
but he is he cool with it? You feel me?
Speaker 4 (08:22):
So shit? On't folk come back tell all us that
type of ship. Du I'm in the road whip during
this whole time, though, but everybody still talk about the
situations and there's still some people iffy about it. You
feel me like me in my first time being in
a situation with colder Fennis or even just had to
go and sit down, period. I ain't never had to
go through the court and no interrogations and no none
(08:44):
of this type of none of the shit you every
time I done got locked up, two day match, I'm
out of there. You feel me? So we got damn
And what I was saying, okay, well on Folk gave
us that his lawyer said, Brian still say okay. Now
everybody's trying to reach out to their lawyer and see
where they lawyers saying, hey, go talk to Brin still
(09:05):
talk to n Still yeah, about to come back with
the same thing.
Speaker 3 (09:09):
So they come us with the deals.
Speaker 4 (09:13):
Now, why I sal? Is the game on the first
question on the deal? You've seen it before, right now,
all right, why I sail? It's a game. It's like
the first question only deal I'm not taking. Yeah, So
a couple of us like she should we should we
be saying why I say it's a game?
Speaker 2 (09:34):
Now?
Speaker 3 (09:34):
Mind you?
Speaker 4 (09:35):
Well I may not with people. I just name all
these people who I name because he's like the ogs
or the big dollars a big brothers, I'm the little
brother in the situation. In this situation right here, I'm
looking up all these niggas.
Speaker 3 (09:46):
I think they know what's right. They don't been through
these type of rodeo.
Speaker 4 (09:50):
They can tell me. And then wrong was saying, why
I say the game I don't get, I don't play
get to Why I say a game trouble for I've
been down the road for Why I say a game
truble for they know where a.
Speaker 3 (10:01):
Gang go already?
Speaker 4 (10:02):
You feel me? There were these older niggas saying, you really,
who don'e died.
Speaker 3 (10:05):
This ship for?
Speaker 4 (10:07):
So they made me feel like, of course, okay, bet shit,
they know you know what I'm saying. They know what's right.
They know why I say the game you for don't play?
Givet to the type ship folks. You ain't gonna be
down the road for it. You ain't gonna be down
on the road for it. Do come on probation for it?
Speaker 3 (10:20):
Yet?
Speaker 4 (10:20):
Don'nded time for everybody? You know what I'm saying? Why
sales got in the wrong with that? You feel me?
So that's when I go to my lawyer. All right,
bet I admit that and say why I say there's
a gang, and but my whole standpoint on it was
because other niggas did still fuck up, it's a shit.
I would never say it.
Speaker 3 (10:40):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (10:41):
But my whole thing was like, Okay, why I say
it's a gang. It's not illegal to be a gang,
is it?
Speaker 3 (10:47):
Mister?
Speaker 4 (10:47):
I'm talking to lawyer. No, it's not illegal to be
in a game, but it's a rico if you're in
a criminal streak gang. You feel me. So I'm asking him,
which questions on my deal? Uh admits to a criminal
street game. So it's one question or another to say
(11:08):
I have personal knowledge. Just like where everybody question got
on it. Everybody answered that same question. I'm the only
one who got that question modified or change whatever he said?
Why sale? I mean, I have personal knowledge that why
sall members commit these such such crimes for the game.
You feel right?
Speaker 2 (11:28):
Okay?
Speaker 4 (11:28):
If you go look and pull up my thing whatever
the deal ship my as never said I have personal
knowledge that anybody commit any type of crime because I
never been a part of no crime. I never seen
no crime. I never knew anybody that did anything crime.
That's That's what I'm standing on. So it's just still
gonna It's still gonna look bad because I'm taking the deal.
(11:53):
And now now about the stand situation, right, Okay, I
heard Bruh say, ain't SPNA say no deal when it
come to get understand? Like I just said, it ain't
no excuse. You know, I'm saying niggas a man. But
I never knew taking a deal gonna come with a stand,
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (12:09):
I never knew that the.
Speaker 4 (12:10):
Lawyer ain't saying, God, damn, hey, you signed the deal,
they gonna call you up understand on such such a date,
da da blody tell me now, they had a right
to subpoening you to get understand, but they wouldn't because
you don't have anything to do with none of this
old wide cell criminal game, B Street whatever the stuff
you in here because of a few messages, mister Lee,
(12:31):
you feel me, text messages and videos and shit like that.
So I'm wander impression that they a not gonna call
me get understand. But kids, you not bro soon I
signed a fucking deal in court three seconds subpoena right
there on the spot. Now I'm feeling like damn, like,
ain't gonna happen like that? Like I ain't. No, I
(12:52):
gotta get understand. It's menitory that you gott understand you
feel me.
Speaker 5 (12:55):
Was your attorney a paid attorney or what was he is?
Speaker 4 (12:58):
He was a paid attorney. But I look at all
this ship like not racist or anything, but he's a
white man who doing his job. His job ain't to
protect my image because he's not one of those type
of it is, but he was.
Speaker 3 (13:14):
He's not a celebrity lawyer. He's not a he's an
old white.
Speaker 4 (13:17):
Man, you know what I'm saying. He known in the
game whatever, but he's just trying to god get get
his client the best deal and that's it. He don't
even know about nothing to rap shit like he don't
know he know who young thugt was?
Speaker 3 (13:29):
He no? Now?
Speaker 4 (13:31):
But I feel like he took it as just sh
just get my client home. So they're just a they're
just a part of part of of the uh ship.
I had to go through with it, like even with lawyers
and talking to them or even telling them, hey, we're
doing this. I can't ever do nothing like this or
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (13:50):
Let me ask you something, did you go into accepting
the deal knowing that you was in the wrong, like
on some g ship, on some.
Speaker 3 (13:56):
Real on some real ship.
Speaker 4 (13:58):
No, I felt like, I don't know, But I also
felt like, whoa bros, the big bros saying if the
big bros saying that this is cool or not cool,
but this this the move you feel saying, then you
feel me. It's some of us in the door together,
just some of us, all, some of us all some
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of us took the deal because it was a collective plan.
Speaker 3 (14:25):
Yeah, yeah, because.
Speaker 4 (14:26):
Yeah, he had the Duke is still different to deal.
She Duke got a deal too, but he's still didn't say,
didn't say why sail is a game. It was some
more ship he agreed to whatever. I don't really know
all that, but yeah, they said else.
Speaker 6 (14:50):
Besides, like the different verbage in Duke's deal everybody else right.
Speaker 4 (14:54):
See, now that's another thing. I don't know how his
lawyer was able to because he said they tried to
come to him with the question.
Speaker 3 (15:00):
But here's lawyer was able to fight.
Speaker 4 (15:02):
It back or some type of way and get that
question off his deal redacted.
Speaker 3 (15:05):
That's just some shit.
Speaker 4 (15:06):
He looked up on you feeling like, I don't know
my lawyer was making it seem like shit, this is
what it is, and everybody else feeling like this is
the right thing to do. If I would have heard
on some real ship, if if Brian still would have
told my lawyer or just period, like I don't think
those great deals, then I would have still been in jail.
That's just what it is. You real me, Like I
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wasn't in jail. I ain't say I wasn't stressing. Of
course the nigga was stressing, but yeah, it wasn't. No,
it's time to go. But for if these niggas, you
know what I'm saying, it's all I know. Literally, I
never stayed lived nowhere else, home, nowhere else, been around
nobody else but cleaning my whole life. So it was
never a thought in my mind to leave on some
sucking shit. Now, wasn't leaving go to Why leave? You
know what I'm saying. If if we gotta do whatever
(15:51):
we gotta, Yeah, I just thought about it. I don't
even feel like that. Can't know what you do. No,
it's a fight. Yeah we don't want to go, and
pray to God that we don't go, But if we do,
I'm knowing the charge that I'm facing those are not
a twenty year life charges or shit like that.
Speaker 2 (16:09):
You feel me?
Speaker 4 (16:10):
So it wasn't no fear.
Speaker 6 (16:12):
So basically what you're saying is you know that your
charges weren't as serious as everybody else's charges, so you
were prepared to do the time and just get it
off with.
Speaker 4 (16:24):
I was prepared, Bro, I could tell you. I don't
I've told nobody this man. I was in my cell
one day, put them my hair back, trying to see
how I look with a haircut. I never had a
haircut in my life, because I thought that was gonna
be my You know what I'm saying, faith, You know
what I'm saying, that we're gonna have to go to Jackson, right,
you know what I'm saying. So it was never like
or if this person, if whatever, whatever. No, bro, brother, listen,
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everybody took these deals because everybody, I don't say everybody,
me took this motherfucker because this was a part of
our plan, our little dumb man look playing, we made up.
And I'm thinking, these niggas know what's right, and these
nigga know what's wrong because I've been through this type
of shit before and I ran with it. Following being
a follower to be honest, that's it. Uh, ain't no
(17:07):
excuse about it.
Speaker 2 (17:08):
Though, you feel if you go through the whole process again,
what would you do different? If anything?
Speaker 4 (17:12):
Man, I would tell them to lock me up by myself, Man,
send me some by myself, because by myself, I don't
do goofy shit. You feel me.
Speaker 6 (17:22):
So you feel like if you wouldn't have had the
influence of these people that you thought had the best
knowledge of the situation, then you would have chosen to
do things differently.
Speaker 4 (17:35):
Basically, I think so that is that is that's that's crazy,
because that's how you're saying one hundred percent, that's how
that ship went. Man, this is one thousand, billion, million percent. Man,
if I could talk to you people, you know.
Speaker 1 (17:48):
How it looked like, it looked like nigga just send
the motherfucker, like nigga just coming out of the blue,
just saying fuck them, nigga.
Speaker 3 (17:53):
That's what it looked like.
Speaker 1 (17:54):
What it looks like that you keep it real And
even eOne jumped on the standing, ain't got damn this ship,
Damn the nigga, damn you know, like, what the fuck else.
Speaker 2 (18:03):
Could happen the house?
Speaker 4 (18:05):
And I can't even say for everybody else, because I
don't know, bro, like there always be niggas out of
the crew who be toned down on the nigga or like
feeling some type way back there, so putting blame on it.
A lot of blame gag ship going on too.
Speaker 3 (18:17):
You feel me?
Speaker 4 (18:18):
Somebody like what like we wouldn't be in this ship
type ship, you know what I'm saying. So I don't
know why some of them niggas took there. They might
have took theirs out of funck the you nigga type shit.
You feel me, some niggas might have, did you saying?
Speaker 1 (18:28):
Basically they had y'all is in the same shit, man,
we're basically having them the dialogue all can.
Speaker 4 (18:36):
Man, Soon we all get locked up, bro, soon as
we ship come out, I see that motherfucker whatever. Run
about a week. I gotta find a.
Speaker 3 (18:45):
Lawyer, you feel me.
Speaker 4 (18:46):
I ain't finna go. I ain't turn himself in without
a lawyer. So she'll get a lawyer. Go down there,
term self in. I think like Monday morning or so
soon I stepped in there, I'm thinking, like, but they
finished throws any motherfucker what I'm saying or whatever, whatever.
They threw us all in that together. When I get
in there, yeah, already there do already there on four
(19:08):
already now they say going over Jesson there, but they
shook going off because they were like he too bid
for right street. All the people were just tripping them
off for them. Three was in there. They bring me
and men slut just happened to turn out ourself on
the same day. We ain't talking that. We just happened
to come the same day and turn ourselves in. They
bring us in and doing together. It's nobody else in,
no other inmates in the doing with us. All us
in there together, some of us empty dorm for like
(19:33):
the first sixty day. Then they moved people in there
with us. Really, but every day no no doors locked,
no seals, we ain't locked, no cells, and we together
every day, chilling, hanging out whatever, every day talking about
all this shit.
Speaker 3 (19:45):
Every day.
Speaker 4 (19:47):
Everybody got their own little Oh this the reason, that's
the reason though, or read my paper or read this
or read so we talking about the shit all day.
Speaker 1 (19:54):
So basically, shit was crumbling off the rip. The niggas
looking to blame each other and do shit like that together.
We're finna ride out niggas starting to had their side
come and say, really, bro, you got us in the
ship all this ship.
Speaker 3 (20:06):
Ye, now we finish. Can't cock. We finish, can't.
Speaker 1 (20:09):
Cock the way to make it seem as if though
we should take a good I don't know.
Speaker 3 (20:14):
That's what it sounds like you're saying.
Speaker 4 (20:16):
I'm saying like nigga was playing the blad game. But
I ain't gonna say niggas was open to take a
deal now because of that, you feel.
Speaker 3 (20:22):
Me, it's leading up. You gotta lead up to that.
You know what I'm saying. You gotta lead up to
it's like building your nuts.
Speaker 1 (20:27):
No, it's like I give to everybody else like you
get it. You got a nigga to get it with
you like doing all that stupid ass ship bro. Brojack
got out brain.
Speaker 3 (20:37):
But you know I ain't.
Speaker 1 (20:38):
I wouldn't even say they part, Bro, I wasn't even there, Bro,
I changed your nigga go.
Speaker 3 (20:43):
To saying what you're doing, it's a you know, some bullship.
Speaker 1 (20:49):
But let let let let's speak on like leading up
to both of them all right, lead up to taking
the plea like knowing you're about to take it.
Speaker 3 (20:58):
How would you feeling and what was your thought?
Speaker 4 (21:01):
I was just feeling like ship. See what made it?
What made it hard? Because when we seen how gune
and got out, when gone and got out, we've seen
all the controversy and all the people saying he's right,
you feel me? So we're not like, damn, we're thinking
that's the plan. But how the playing suposed to go?
You feel like ship? How the playing post to go?
(21:22):
But then again you got niggas who been through this
type of ship before giving you that fake reassurance like
what she fu folk talking about out there ship by
goddamn Brian said good, We're good, you know what I'm saying,
or even not even throw on.
Speaker 3 (21:34):
Four on the bus.
Speaker 4 (21:36):
You know what I'm saying, freek on for a little
on for But in the day, this the bit brother
he in there with us. He never once told us
that this is a bad deal or this. He was
in these same conversations with us about taking these deals.
You feel what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (21:51):
If if you're thinking, like I know, will have bro
best now if he do it.
Speaker 4 (21:57):
If he's saying this the way he gotta be the
way Bront bro Me and four went to court the
same day and take the deal. We go to court
the same day to take the deals. Now, the reason
why didn't take it because he Lloyder wasn't ready, So
they tell him he got to go back to the jail.
They take him back to the jail. He blowed, you
feel me like, damn my layer know what here she
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yet you feel me like he ain't down here. So
I said, I to say, like he to me, to us,
he wasn't showing that nigga's doing something wrong. He was
showing that nigg I'm ready to take my deal too.
But how it looked and what nigga but I got
from what Thug said. You know what I'm saying, they
trying to be.
Speaker 1 (22:38):
It looked like all y'all nigga fold And I told
my brother, bro, you gotta gone.
Speaker 3 (22:42):
And you know what I'm saying, cause these niggas unfolding
on me. You might bro he was already going home withever.
Speaker 2 (22:50):
Right, that's how that's how.
Speaker 3 (22:52):
Look, that's all the niggas just take it. So my
brother might have will you know what I'm saying?
Speaker 4 (22:56):
Right, And that would be uh, there would be a
thing if it was one hundred percent facts, you know,
what I'm saying. I'm not saying he CAP or his
brother CAP or whatever. I don't really kept about all that.
I'm just here to say this man was going home
the same day men Duke was with these same deals.
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The only reason why he didn't go home this same day,
on this Friday or Thurday, whatever there was, his lawyer
was at present. They sent him back to the jail.
He got out the following week Monday or Tuesday. You
feel what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (23:28):
That's it.
Speaker 4 (23:29):
He was going home regardless. So it wasn't like, oh,
they took this so I got to see my brother
home now, you feel me so right?
Speaker 1 (23:36):
Leading up to knowing you got them gotta go sit
in front of shit in the world, right, how was
you feeling?
Speaker 2 (23:42):
Like?
Speaker 3 (23:42):
What was your energy?
Speaker 5 (23:43):
Man?
Speaker 2 (23:43):
Please?
Speaker 4 (23:43):
Man, I don't know. I don't remember. I think I
like knowing myself, like just like man, fucking like, JA,
don't go up and say no wage dumb ass shit.
Speaker 3 (23:52):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (23:53):
I'm here now, but j don't go in and say
no rad ass shiit or no stupid ass shit. You
feel me like, no cap right? If you go watch it,
I ain't any I never watched it before. But as
I recall, I see, I don't think I even I
ain't gonna say I think I didn't mean say nothing
criminal about no, this game, do this or this game,
commit these crowns and this everything. I said, Well, we
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did some music. We from the same hood. Yeah, we
say slack, Yeah, we say bleeding, Yeah, we rock green Flat,
I mean Green Snake. I still never said nothing about No. Goddamn,
this is a criminal game, you feel me? Because what
they I had a meeting with Brian Steel Bro like
before I had to get understand and I asked him,
(24:35):
like specifically, it's it a problem I mean, or is
it wrong to say why Sale is a game? He
said that his fight is not that why Sal is
a game. I guess that when Bro like they had
to change the game planning all that type of show.
I don't know, but he was like, that's not his fight.
His fight is to show that his client is a
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part of street gang activities or or criminal organization all
that type of shit. So I said, okay, so where
am I deal? Did I admit that this is a
criminal organization to further the rico? And he told me
I didn't. All I said was why Sale is a game.
So when I get understand, they can't ask me about no,
why SAL be with shooting or criminal nothing. They can't
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because I never admitted that why sale is a criminal organization?
Speaker 3 (25:23):
You feel me?
Speaker 4 (25:24):
Not one time?
Speaker 3 (25:26):
But I said why I sal it's a game?
Speaker 4 (25:27):
Because I thought that would what's acceptable to say, you
know what I'm.
Speaker 2 (25:30):
Saying hindsight, like what you think would happened to just
everybody would have said no, plead, no, nothing to just
sat there.
Speaker 4 (25:39):
Everybody said that, I think about it some time. He
never came up with answer.
Speaker 2 (25:47):
Though, because everybody ended up walking out, So.
Speaker 4 (25:50):
You end up walking out. But you gotta think jurors
are humans too. They are people too. So these deals
just all created controversy. It's all creating more stuff they're
gonna look at and they're gonna react to, and it's
gonna impact them in their heart, emotionally, whatever different ways
you feel me.
Speaker 2 (26:08):
So, but you did, the deals would have got lessen
tens as time went on, and maybe they felt like
their case wasn't as strong.
Speaker 4 (26:18):
What you mean you said, the deals were got less pleased.
Speaker 2 (26:20):
The police might have just been like, just say some
bullshit and.
Speaker 4 (26:24):
Yeah, of course, yeah, there was another thing like that,
what would just waited out a little bit?
Speaker 3 (26:28):
What if I would have just waited out a little bit?
Speaker 6 (26:33):
Yeah, because that's that's you piggyback off of what he's saying,
like that's that's another question that like was in the air,
like it didn't did it or did it not register that? Okay,
you know at the beginning they were saying, Okay, everybody's
going down again. Football numbers, they ain't never getting out
and then to come back and yeah, you know what
(26:56):
I'm saying that that wasn't like a rep flag like.
Speaker 5 (27:01):
Okay, these folks ain't got this like they said that
they got this.
Speaker 4 (27:03):
So I don't even know, Like, like I said, I
ain't never been through it, so I don't know how
seriously folks coming and what they don't know what they
is the bluff game and all that ship, the d
A and all this ship do. I don't really know
about it, but I can't as an excuse though.
Speaker 1 (27:19):
It seems like niggas got Dawn taking them long as
probations and all that shiphould just say fuck the niggas,
that's left ship.
Speaker 3 (27:28):
We're taking our lik. That's what it looks like.
Speaker 1 (27:31):
We're taking our lik Now we're all guilty. I'm saying,
like from from the sideline, were all guilty. Man, ship,
I got my deal. How this ship go. Bro, I
pray for you, but I got to go home.
Speaker 3 (27:41):
That's what it looked like.
Speaker 4 (27:42):
That that's understandable. That's understandable. Uh, but with my with me,
that ain't how I felt at all. That just because
it's like I don't know, I just ain't never been
no nigga that tamp out when it been pressured on
in the streets, when it been pressured on however it was.
I was just always one of the ones who stayed
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me and stayed real, not saying that, uh, you're not real.
I don't know how to explain this shit because like
I just I just went never like I f the bros.
You know what I'm saying. I was the one who
helped carry the bros too.
Speaker 2 (28:22):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (28:23):
I was never that person who felt like I mean
more than you mean, I mean than you, or I
matter more than he do, or f him or FM. No,
ain't no big use. Look, I ain't none of that.
Speaker 3 (28:36):
It's all us.
Speaker 4 (28:38):
So if us saying that this we supposed to do
I'm with us, They're just me looking up to niggas
in different ways off every thinking like, oh but it's
O g right here, that big blu right here.
Speaker 3 (28:50):
But you know what I'm saying, They're just me looking.
Speaker 4 (28:53):
Up to the niggas feeling like, damn shit, they gotta
know something right then, I'm looking at gonna go home.
Speaker 2 (29:01):
On New keeping the real though, Do y'all think that
that particular moment was just like the point where y'all,
I'm not saying you just the people, That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (29:14):
Like one, b I kid you, not Bro, Bro.
Speaker 1 (29:23):
They try to be the big one, not the last one.
Speaker 4 (29:27):
Brother the man say god damn. But when we heard
that man, Brian said, god damn. It's so crazy because
I only even know if Bro noticed that that where
fucked up. I really don't know. But his brother, no, Duke, No,
I ain't gonna say yeah, because I think yeah will
kill that our doing. By the time he had got
moved to another dawn. Uh not even just keep naming everybody,
(29:49):
but everybody who's in there with us, they know what
Brian still said. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (29:54):
Everybody where Brian still is at and that.
Speaker 4 (29:58):
Would I don't even think that's something that now as
I look on it now, I guess, Okay, that's not
something that Bruh agreed to. Maybe they're just the lawyer
mindset with Brian still talking to other lawyers on some
that's their lawyer relationship. Oh, congratulations on your you know
what I'm saying on you win, or you know what
I'm saying. He's not looking at it like, oh, I
got you gotta save my client, or you guys got
(30:19):
to help me help my client, or he just congratulations
his fellow, you know what I'm saying, lawyer, partner, friend
or whatever.
Speaker 3 (30:25):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (30:26):
That's how I'm taking it now. But in the midst
of the smoke, I'm feeling like ship, brother, mother, god,
damn here, yeah, you feel me, And plus all these
niggas saying and his brother saying like a shit let go.
That's how I felt. So it wasn't like what you
know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (30:43):
You know what I'm saying, How does how the whole
situation affected like your emotion, your music and all that,
because before you went in, obviously that was you know
what I mean rolling, So how does that affect you.
Speaker 4 (30:51):
Honestly, I'm gonna say, like it didn't affect me, like
my everyday life outside and shit like that. I still
get the love from the fans and the kids and
the people. You feel gonna take pictures and still you
know what I'm saying to tell me, give me words
of the courage. Man, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5 (31:08):
Shit like that.
Speaker 4 (31:09):
I still feel that. But the end that you will
never be the Internet, So you gotta be prepared to
get hitting your mouth on the internet in there in
your mouth.
Speaker 3 (31:18):
But you you were saying it dirt for you in
in there right, y'all doing something together?
Speaker 4 (31:23):
I mean me and Dirt labeled partner. I mean we
label the mates. You know what I'm saying. So we
just bid a relationship off for hanging you feel me?
And just that's it real.
Speaker 5 (31:32):
Have you talked to him since all of this has
been going on?
Speaker 4 (31:34):
No, I didn't talk. I got one word from him,
and I got one word from when I first got
out right and another rapper too, and the niggas like ship.
I don't think you did any wrong, to be honest,
you really didn't say anything wrong. But it's about what
I brother feel. You feel what I'm saying, that's what
(31:55):
a couple of niggas said to me. You feel want
to figure out, But nah, I ain't out dirt and
I don't really blame him. I feel like she at
the end of the day, that's thud friend before mine.
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5 (32:07):
You don't blame him for.
Speaker 4 (32:08):
What, however he may have felt. I don't know how
you felt to him me. He ain't never say how
you felt to him me. You feel a couple of
his people his I got the same manager he got.
You feel me, so like a couple of his associates
or friends or whatever. They still reach out to me.
I still talk to them and shit like that. You
feel me, But I guess him. I guess he was
like I don't know, like waiting to hear from thug
(32:28):
like that you feel me. I mean, I could be
a sucker and take you to the heart, but I can't.
Like I'm my own man. He is all man, Okay
at the end of the day, Yeah you been brouh. Yeah,
I love and respect and lahahah lah. Yeah, but if
you can't come to me first, then our relationship can't
be what it is. You know what I'm saying, you
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got to go to him first. I understand that though,
because that was your man's first. But if you can't
turn around and say, hey, now I'm trying to talk
to you now, then I guess it did. What it
is you feel me, it's still love. But you know
what I'm saying, that's all.
Speaker 2 (33:03):
So where you go from here?
Speaker 4 (33:05):
Music?
Speaker 3 (33:06):
Uh?
Speaker 4 (33:08):
Music, fuck with football, ship a little league football with kids? Uh,
just live bro, no matter what it is, not even
your music, just living better. They're trying to find peace
in this world.
Speaker 3 (33:25):
You feel like you're living with regret now though.
Speaker 4 (33:27):
Some days I feel it. Some days I wake up like, think,
you fuck it someday.
Speaker 1 (33:31):
How you really feel? You know how we know how
people how a niggas really feel like that's that regret.
People have regrets.
Speaker 4 (33:40):
I don't. If you don't got regrets, you ain't right.
I really think that you gotta have regrets. And yes
there's something I regret, not even just the deal, the
player or whatever, the whole thing. Like when it comes
to putting niggas up here looking at niggas like this,
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (34:01):
They said else.
Speaker 3 (34:07):
It was gona support like from the streets, like who
you talking to like when you call.
Speaker 4 (34:11):
Home and man the hood, my girl pot us saying
regular type ship.
Speaker 1 (34:17):
No, they ain't ever like to discuss that out side
of you know how you have just niggas in one space,
y'all in the same mind spet.
Speaker 3 (34:22):
You ain't ever talking like on pop.
Speaker 4 (34:25):
Man, Bro, I'm going to fur get out, bro. Niggas
from the hood. Bro, some niggas that matter in the hood,
like hey tell someuch and such. Gun ain't rap. Gun
ain't say nothing wrong, did it? So we in there
like ship, we don't know you feel me. We don't know.
We ain't got no word about here, so we don't
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know if he right or if he didn't. But this
is what niggas from the hood saying, you feel me.
So it wasn't like nigga was like, oh, don't take
them deals.
Speaker 3 (34:53):
They knew body too.
Speaker 4 (34:54):
We talked to them, so one like niggas like they
don't take them deals. Niggas said that I after the
act when niggas already was down there taking them off.
Speaker 3 (35:03):
The nigga like, y'all should waited, y'all should have waited.
You feel me? This ship real deal, nigga carry it now.
Like when you see them type niggas, they acting like
they ain't never know.
Speaker 4 (35:17):
Like it's like bro, when they come to the hood, bro,
like I'm gonna say that majority of my hood say
the same thing to me now, like she you ain't
do that wrong with your little ugly because you got
understand or you.
Speaker 3 (35:29):
Ain't do that wrong.
Speaker 4 (35:31):
I just hate you, God damn following them lame man nigga.
Or it's the same thing, but me not being able
to depict whether it's fake or real love. I just
really don't give it down you feel me because I'm
knowing it's either or. But if I gotta think about
it too hard, then really fun, What did you think
you feel me?
Speaker 2 (35:51):
That's all so you say, she say you'd be doing
like the little league football and obviously that they come
with like mentoring and some kids and some youth and everything.
Right if it was if if it was a young
one saying, man, I'm gonna go this route, like I'm
gonna wrap my hood. I'm gonna be lord, I'm gonna
go through this whole process, Like what would you say
to that young one as it pertains to the process,
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the street code, everything like to be in the streets.
Mm hmmm.
Speaker 4 (36:16):
Kids didn't want to be in the streets. It's a
lot to come with the streets. So it's like, I'm
not even gonna say the goods and bad ain't no
when it can say good come from the the street
made me the day. Yeah, it did make you, But
are you good? What good did it make you? You
know what I'm saying. It may have made you tough,
(36:37):
made learn how to fight, learn how to hustle, But
what positive thing is really? You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (36:45):
So like you think it's so glorified then, because.
Speaker 4 (36:48):
It's all neigga knows. So we had to make some
out of man. We gotta make it look good, you
know what. You gotta make it look good, no matter
where you come from, what you killers don't want to
God damn to be honest, A lot of killers don't
want to be killers.
Speaker 3 (37:02):
They had to kill. They had to do what they
had to.
Speaker 4 (37:04):
Do, so now they gotta wear it. Now I'm a killer,
you know what I'm saying. They ain't wake up on't
the goddamnin'nae the stupid though it's only you stupid. Well,
for the most part, they were like, niggas ain't want
all the ship they came with it.
Speaker 3 (37:17):
It just came with it and niggas had to wear
and make it.
Speaker 4 (37:19):
You know what I'm saying, Like, Yeah, nigga, let me
ask you, Let me ask you shot. What's up?
Speaker 3 (37:23):
Did you have any like before y'all took the police?
Did you have any like statements or interrogation videos?
Speaker 4 (37:30):
I never ever in my life, ever k never in
my life talk to the police about anything.
Speaker 3 (37:37):
Only of them niggas who to sell the niggas in there,
did they have anything?
Speaker 4 (37:41):
Confind out everybody got a pass. Well, I ain't know
about you know what I'm saying, niggas I told before,
niggas I did this before that before different situations, and
then the nigga you listen to, right, I ain't gonna
say all of them did that, but it's some ship.
It's stuff that came out, you know what I'm saying.
That knowther nigga told them this nigga before back then
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or this nigga I told wait ten years ago when
I was a goddamn kid.
Speaker 5 (38:05):
You feel.
Speaker 4 (38:07):
It ain't even I just feel like nigga did a
good job at the fooling the world because they did
and that was a part of the world.
Speaker 3 (38:18):
They got food. That's all to DEVI with me. How
you move forward?
Speaker 1 (38:23):
Like if you if people that that did lose faith
in you or just feel like something about you, like
what you got to say to them?
Speaker 3 (38:30):
Folks?
Speaker 4 (38:32):
I don't you know, man, that what I came up
here to say. But I don't even know what I
want to say to them. But it's like I'm not
gonna get on hand be like I just heard another
artistation ship, Like they ain't want to listen to my
situation because they want me to be down or they
want me to be the I don't. I don't want
(38:55):
I'm not no victim. I ain't gonna play no victom.
You feel me, So it's like if you if you
fuck with me, listen, you know what I'm saying. If
you don't, don't, just keep it like that. They'll just
keep it respectful and just you know what I'm saying.
That's all you feel me?
Speaker 3 (39:10):
If you say something slime, what would it be?
Speaker 4 (39:13):
I think I said it all. He gonna catch it all.
Ain't no shots, ain't nothing funny. It just real fast
A nigga, ain't wake up one day and say fuck him,
I'm ast suckle shit. I'm ready to go home with
my family, my kids in the holes and the bros.
Speaker 2 (39:25):
This cap.
Speaker 4 (39:26):
I ain't wake up like that.
Speaker 3 (39:27):
No day.
Speaker 4 (39:28):
I woke up and listen to your brother and your
best friends and your close friends and your the people
that's up here. I thought, you feel me and they
telling me one thing, or they are we're telling each
other things. I'm gonna say that and that what it was?
You feel me? If I if I I feel like, man,
(39:49):
I seen this nigga, it's up Grady. I've seen him.
We go to court one day. I seen him one time.
Speaker 3 (39:54):
We go to court.
Speaker 4 (39:56):
They bring him in the court room here. The first
time we had to go down there. They bring him
in the court leave it out, boom. He said, you're good.
It's like a day before I take the deal. It
would have crazy. There's a day before I take the deal.
He walked past, say you're good, So yeah, that's it.
If you would have said, hey, hey don't it would
have been that okay.
Speaker 5 (40:17):
Do you think he still would have asked you if
you were good, if he knew you were taking the deal.
Speaker 4 (40:20):
I don't know because I ain't. I didn't feel that.
I didn't feel no type of energy where he's trying
to ask me a question question. I just felt like, YO,
were you good? Y'all good? That's it. If I would
have felt that energy, you know what I'm saying, like
this is the time to talk to him or see
whatever whatever. So if it was that hey fall back
on the worst name, it would have been that I
(40:41):
would have failed back.
Speaker 3 (40:42):
To you think like you said earlier, Brian, probably don't
even tell him.
Speaker 4 (40:44):
I don't he could have because if he did, bro
wouldn't even be saying stuff he's saying, you really, or
he wouldn't feel the way he feel about everybody, at
least because some people still did take some bullshit that deal.
So yeah, you can't feel type by some people. But
I know for a fact I took a deal. I
took a deal. Maybe I should have took a deal,
(41:06):
but I ain't. I made made sure I ain't take
a bullshit of that deal. I made sure I ain't
say nothing. But no, goddamn criminal organization. Why I said
commit crimes or why I say do A B A
C O D. You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 2 (41:20):
How far past it you particularly can't speak for everybody,
but how far past it when you was able to
get out, It ain't too much you can do with
what's you thinking about him and the people that's still
in there? Like was that still on your mind and
your heart honestly? Or was it? Kind of?
Speaker 4 (41:34):
Of course? I felt like every day nigga like, damn,
well if he gets got dawn twenty years boy, damn,
but you feel me? Was I a part of that?
That's how I felt. Was I part of him getting time?
Or not even just him, because like I said, it
can't be no one person matter more than the ne
I got family, kids, and you feel I got I
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got real polished that, you know what I'm saying, Not
even him. I'm talking my real friends. You know what
I'm saying. That's a part of it. She like them nigga.
They the older niggas. You feel me, then we younger
than them, you know what I'm saying. I had a
couple of my promise who involved in situations too. I'm
thinking about them as well. So it was like, like
I said, even to this day, I can't kick it
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and fake it. Like even though the nigga said my
name of the song. I can't fake it like goddamn,
oh it been for Kim anyway, it'll be faking. It
wasn't fun that man. I felt bad after I thought
about it, Like, damn, was it the wrong thing?
Speaker 2 (42:30):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (42:31):
It wouldn't never fuck him. But it's to the point
where it's like, Okay, it is what it is now,
or nigga feel how they feel now, so she I
can't be the one guy. Damn still talking about this
and that boy drop your nuts and do you boy
how I gotta go about it?
Speaker 3 (42:50):
Damn the whole case.
Speaker 7 (42:52):
Yeah, that ship for that blood ship, for the blood ship.
Speaker 3 (42:58):
Niggas have niggas want to be listening to mother fucking
man nigga. We need niggas, but't nigga trying to get home,
specially older nigga. But they can't do no dying.
Speaker 4 (43:07):
But know that right, and they tell me that. Nigga say, God, Damn,
niggas say, boy, I lay down for a nick. I
ain't doing no dying though they what a nigga say?
You know what a so what they're gonna do. No,
I'm just saying. He was just saying, like I don't.
Speaker 2 (43:24):
Know he said people in the case he said.
Speaker 3 (43:28):
He said, he said niggas in the door with him.
Speaker 2 (43:31):
It was only them in the door.
Speaker 4 (43:35):
Do a nick for Bro. I ain't doing no dying.
I don't know what what he meant.
Speaker 1 (43:40):
I don't you know what even who said, I ain't
gonna do that.
Speaker 5 (43:45):
Sorry, nigga, I'm trying to come home.
Speaker 3 (43:48):
What the like?
Speaker 1 (43:50):
You can't dance around this ship and act like it
ain't what it is. So basically that was the seed playing. Uh, Bro,
we finn to do some bullship. You sposed have called
it right then and there, Bro, If a niggas say that, Bro,
you know I don't need to be in the holder
no more.
Speaker 4 (44:03):
But get what get with the nigga is notorious, so
you wouldn't even think it would be that.
Speaker 3 (44:11):
You would not you get nigga back on it. You
see it like that, But right then you just took
it there right then.
Speaker 4 (44:16):
I ain't I ain't think about you know what I'm saying,
wouldn't really thinking about like what he meaning and why
he's saying what he's saying.
Speaker 3 (44:20):
What he said.
Speaker 4 (44:23):
I get that what you were saying. I guess that
what he was saying, Bro, what does that mean.
Speaker 1 (44:30):
Y'all understand y'all want to That's the conversation niggas was having, man,
And I don't know if you picked up on it
till you got to wait till you got out of
people conversation niggas having.
Speaker 3 (44:39):
I ain't saying who was saying it? Whatever?
Speaker 2 (44:41):
What?
Speaker 1 (44:41):
You just explaining what niggas got there like she she
every day.
Speaker 5 (44:47):
It ain't strange on the first thing smoking.
Speaker 3 (44:50):
She ru she ship, it's some boys ship.
Speaker 1 (44:55):
They really don't want us putting it out of there.
Speaker 4 (44:58):
Folk don't really want us nil more. Definitely was saying
that about me though, Well, they really don't want to
shout the boy you really got damn well you really
got damn take deal.
Speaker 7 (45:08):
And god damn dude, boy Ship you got a good deal.
You you ain't got no charges. So you you know
what I'm saying. So I'm feeling like Ship, well, you
know what I'm saying. I'm in the best situation right now.
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (45:21):
So all that just played the part in me got
damn buying the bait. All that played the part in
you feel.
Speaker 2 (45:27):
Is that the hardest thing you have to face in
your life.
Speaker 4 (45:32):
I ain't gonna say it's the hardest right there in death,
but it's the most What is the car It's not
like lingering traumatic traumatic right, Yeah, it last.
Speaker 1 (45:49):
Ongoing type ship. It's a call right out so you
can do it all over again. You Like I said,
put you on another door.
Speaker 4 (45:58):
Man, put me in the doing man could go up.
Speaker 3 (46:02):
I did.
Speaker 2 (46:03):
Bro.
Speaker 4 (46:03):
I look back on all that ship bro, even from
a young nigga. Bro, Like it's a young nigger coming
up like behind Buddham and ship recipe Buddo. But like
I just look back and I just think, like ran
behind this nigga, running with this nigga he o G
or he bit bro, he did young nigga? Everybody else
older than me. I'm just in the mix. I look
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back and say, what did I get from any of
these niggas?
Speaker 3 (46:32):
Like what.
Speaker 4 (46:34):
I made myself? And when they call the music orround whatever?
He was like I told me and Key and Zach
told to go to the studio and pay twenty dollars
for this hour. No o G no big dogar no
bit better now that you know what I'm saying. So
it's like, what did we What did I really get
from this ship from looking up the niggas.
Speaker 2 (46:51):
And that's what I was kind of saying before with
the with the regret, That's what I'm saying, like, would
you would you just tell a young nigga like, man,
don't look up no nigga.
Speaker 4 (47:00):
Man, you're gonna fuck up, fuck up yourself. You feel me.
You can listen to people, though, listen, but don't look
up to niggas based off reputation or their reputation or
money or status.
Speaker 2 (47:11):
Or you put too much of your faith in another man.
Speaker 4 (47:16):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, growing up in my hood like one
of the popping hoods. You got popping names in the hoods.
You feel me this nigga this, this nigga that, this
nigga that, So you're gonna fall in line with running
behind them. It's a bit also you're thinking everything that
they're doing this.
Speaker 3 (47:32):
Gotta be right.
Speaker 4 (47:35):
They can't do nothing wrong. This nigga gangser this niggas
a cold hearted gambler, This nigga is this that whatever,
the biggest rapper, they gotta be right with everything they
do and say that's how something's gonna look at it.
You feel me, real, but I don't. I learned a
lot of ship, but it wasn't nothing that's gonna god
damn feed my kids. You know what I'm saying, Like,
(47:59):
what are you learn from niggas? They can feed your
kids now? M hmm.
Speaker 2 (48:06):
Okay, So what's the biggest message today on Big Fast
that you gotta get across the people in the culture
out there?
Speaker 4 (48:13):
What kind of missasa? What kind of missus? What what
you mean?
Speaker 2 (48:16):
Like? Like, what's you leave? You leave here? You getting
on the elevator. We always want the people to feel like,
all right, that was worth my time. Well, you know
what I'm saying, Like there's progress in some respect. So
what's the biggest message you want to put to the people,
the culture, the fans, the enemies, the cult for whatever?
Speaker 4 (48:33):
Man, keep going, can't you name?
Speaker 2 (48:36):
Keep going?
Speaker 4 (48:36):
I ain't gonna hurt try, I ain't gonna kill you.
Keep going. Whatever you're doing. You gotta keep going. You
start you down there, dead.
Speaker 2 (48:46):
Stop you dead.
Speaker 4 (48:49):
I appreciate you putting up on them, bro show, appreciate
you having me.
Speaker 2 (48:51):
Bro Okay, what's next? Time? Life?
Speaker 3 (48:54):
Right now? Joe?
Speaker 4 (48:56):
Keep dropping music. I just dropped song. Uh say today
last say they did good? Uh did better than I expected? Actually,
Uh music.
Speaker 3 (49:09):
Just put it out there.
Speaker 4 (49:11):
You feel me, Make them feel it one way or
they gonna feel it one way or another. You feel me.
That's what mattered to me. You know what I'm saying.
You can talk, you can whatever. You're gonna feel this
shit though, You feel me, because this shit ain't come
from no sucker place. It wasn't no sucker in my
heart about none of that, So you don't feel it
whether you respect it or not. You're gonna feel it though.
Speaker 2 (49:29):
Resistance from producers and rappers and features and all that.
Speaker 5 (49:32):
Man.
Speaker 4 (49:33):
You I don't know about public. I don't know like
them the same, A lot of the same niggas in
a d on.
Speaker 3 (49:37):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (49:38):
Some niggas encourage me. Need to drop what you're doing
about some niggas, Uh they get a feature? Be how
I feel I only you want to even jail. You
know what I'm saying. It's like, right now, I gotta
fight my own fight right now. I can kick it
and link up later on.
Speaker 3 (49:55):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (49:56):
I'm I'm in a in a fight right now.
Speaker 2 (49:58):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (49:59):
I gotta do this by myself.
Speaker 3 (50:01):
Mm hmmm.
Speaker 4 (50:02):
That's all.
Speaker 2 (50:04):
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Speaker 4 (50:12):
Salute.
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Speaker 2 (00:06):
Facts Live for Revolse Studios and the ATL It's time
for Big Facts, Big Bank.
Speaker 3 (00:11):
What up? Baby J? What up?
Speaker 2 (00:13):
DJ Scream? I'm here, Slime Life, Shoty, don't pull it
up on us today? What's up? What's up?
Speaker 3 (00:19):
What's up?
Speaker 2 (00:20):
What's up?
Speaker 3 (00:21):
My brother? What's the word?
Speaker 2 (00:22):
What's the word? What's you on?
Speaker 4 (00:23):
Uh? You know, yeah, living every day, getting through it,
get into it, that's all.
Speaker 2 (00:30):
What's the what's the what's the current? Like mental and
spiritual and physical space for Slim Live Shorty, Like what
you on? Like right now? Like today? Like what kind
of what kind of vibe?
Speaker 4 (00:39):
On a lot? I can't even explain it, you feel
me just it's just a whole lot that I'm trying
to sort through now mentally spiritually, you know what I'm saying,
everything like just trying to see what to do and
how to.
Speaker 5 (00:54):
Do its sort through? Like what do you mean by that?
Speaker 4 (00:57):
Uh? Of course, all the stuff that's going on with
my name in my face, you feel that they play
a part in you emotionally and spiritual.
Speaker 6 (01:06):
So like for the for the people that don't know
exactly what's going on, because there's a lot of people
that aren't really hip to what's happening. Just tell them,
like what you what you're talking about?
Speaker 4 (01:16):
The whole snitch uh situation? Why I say a rico?
Uh yeah that And it's like I can't. I don't
know how to fake it. I can't wake up every
day like on Instagram just happy and like playing around
and you feel me. So I got a whole lot
of sort of sorting out to do. That's all okay, So.
Speaker 2 (01:36):
But what's your what's your I guess what's your standpoint?
Like what's your thoughts on it? Like with the the
allegations and so forth, Like what's your thoughts on it?
Because I don't know if anybody ever heard you just
speak on it. You know your point of view.
Speaker 4 (01:50):
I never spoke, but uh, I don't have no thoughts
on it because I am the facts. I know the facts.
I was in it.
Speaker 2 (01:57):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (01:58):
So it's like it's my word. I'm not even gonna
say this is my word against somebody else's word or
they word. It's just this is this and that is that.
Sometime I had the energy to speak on stuff or
feel some type of way sometimes I don't care.
Speaker 2 (02:14):
So what's you think? But what you think is in
the black and white per se, like what do you
what do you think the facts of the situation, not
to go too deep into it, and what you think
the facts of the situation is, and what you think
the cap in the situation, that's the situation is.
Speaker 3 (02:26):
It looks ugly.
Speaker 4 (02:27):
You feel me. It looked ugly because coming from where
we come from, or coming to how we come up
being understand and some of you supposed to do you
know what I'm saying. No matter what it is, no
matter if you going to defeating a nigga, free a nigga,
nobody still don't want to get up there because the
image of it, you feel them so like that that's
(02:48):
the facts.
Speaker 3 (02:49):
It looks ugly, you feel me.
Speaker 4 (02:50):
But when you dig into it and you see why
that's those are the facts too as well. They're just
the facts that people don't know or people just don't
speak of. You feel me because it was never like
I woke up one day and felt like I want
to take a deal.
Speaker 3 (03:05):
I'm ready to go home.
Speaker 4 (03:07):
He these niggas because on him, Yeah, you feel me.
I ain't never wake up him say it one day
like fuck bro, fuck rest of your nigga. You feel me,
We're FeelA take it. I'm gonna take a deal.
Speaker 3 (03:16):
I'm going along. It won't never like that.
Speaker 4 (03:19):
So it's like to hear people or even just him
say like, h the nigga is a sucker. Shit, I
understand how you feel, but how I felt I ain't.
I'm trying to say, like how I went about it
ain't the facts of how you feel. You know what
I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (03:37):
You ever thought about putting yourself in his position in
his shoes?
Speaker 4 (03:41):
That's why I just said, I understand how you feel.
You feel me. We had no communications, no nothing, So
I understand why you feel that way. If I wasn't
his shoes, I might have woke up.
Speaker 3 (03:51):
Like what the hell me to? Did that too?
Speaker 1 (03:52):
If a nigga, if a nigga did that to you
right right whatever? If you like he just said, roll reverse,
is it anything he can say to you what you mean?
I say, if you if you the niggas left in there,
not just through whoever was left in there, and you
see your man take a plead and get on the stand,
is it anything they can say to you?
Speaker 4 (04:14):
If now now now at the back, I feel like no.
But when I look at the situation, like, Okay, all
y'all took this deal. All y'all was in jail together,
in the same dorm. All us was in the more
for together every day all day, you feel me. So
it's like, Okay, gotta be some reason why they y'all took.
Speaker 3 (04:33):
Them more for them.
Speaker 4 (04:34):
Ain't every nigga who I was in there with me
on schlug yat DK do Let's seven. All of us
had deals yeat nigga because you had murder charge. Of course,
you know what IM saying. Ain't give no deal like that?
Speaker 3 (04:49):
Who you might?
Speaker 4 (04:51):
So you gotta think all us is down their faces
in this situation, you feel me. All of us supposed
to be stand up me and in this situation too.
So you gotta look at it and say, Okay, thee
all my main people right here. Why it gotta be
a reason why all of them took that deal together,
you feel me. They gotta have a plan together or
(05:13):
they gotta have to talk together and think like, Okay,
this is the right thing to do. Why did they
think this is the right thing to do? My my
big brother is in there with them, So why didn't
he tell them no, no, no, no, no, don't do this
or or anything like that, because it wasn't like goddamn,
we just took it, just to take it, you feel me.
We and they motherfucker together every day talking about all
(05:33):
this shit together. Niggas come with their point of view.
This nigga come with his point of view. It's the
big brother. He come with his point of view. Was
she brus said?
Speaker 3 (05:43):
God damn.
Speaker 4 (05:43):
The lawyer said it's a good deal, you feel me?
Speaker 6 (05:47):
But did he say did he say it was a
good deal overall or it was a good deal for him?
Speaker 5 (05:53):
No?
Speaker 4 (05:53):
No, Look, okay, I'm breaking it all down Before that him,
shit came aback. Okay, We in jail, mm hmm, Diz
came to us. We said no, that's how we felt like,
hell now we ain't doing that for it. Gunna hop
out of jail. I forgot who took you first? Going
to DK one, I own, but we see Gunna go
(06:14):
out and get out to jail on the new he
out of jail boom. I can't really say too much
how I want to say it, but I'm gonna say this,
DKA lawyer on the phone with hit baby Mama, like,
they tell him to take this deal. If you don't
take the deal, I'm off his case. That was his
lawyer say this. You know what I'm saying. He telled
(06:35):
baby Mama like, well, I'm gonna have to find me
a new lawyer. Then I already fuckout my name before
I ain't finna do it again. So we looking like, yeah,
that's the right thing to say, you feel me. His
lawyer hit back, like five minutes later, man on my
kid and say, I got Brian on the phone.
Speaker 3 (06:53):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (06:55):
So now when he say that, everybody ready to listen
to see what Brian still got to say. Brian Steve,
He'll get on the phone and say, congratulations on your
deal with your client, mister Murphy, and da da da dah,
and I'm pleased with you guys deal and I hope
you guys stick to your deal and just don't say
anything you know what I'm saying, and the other type
of stuff, and this is a great deal. So when
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he say that, us not hearing no word from nobody else.
Speaker 3 (07:19):
We heard from Ud.
Speaker 4 (07:20):
We ain't heard from nobody in the family. The closest
thing we got a phone was in out with us.
You feel me, you heard this whole thing with us.
So when he say okay, beck boom, everybody got the
big guy like, damn what Brian just said?
Speaker 3 (07:34):
Do that?
Speaker 4 (07:35):
Brother must know that's much. That must why, that must
be why Gunner took his deal. Brother must gave him
okay too. This is what we all thinking. We got
no communication with none of this ship, you folks. So
we just going off for putting two and two together.
And here and Brian still say this. Brian still is
the man. So when we hear him say congratulations, we
(07:56):
feel like they gotta be coming from bro. You feel
me so shit, dk hop on it. Everybody tell him
go ahead and going on on? Then he hop on?
Here he going on on now, folk, God damn talked
to here folk here, folks said the same exact thing
Brian get h dah, Well, Brian just told my lawyer congratulations.
Speaker 3 (08:16):
Bruh is not proud of the deal that I got,
but he is he cool with it? You feel me?
Speaker 4 (08:22):
So shit? On't folk come back tell all us that
type of ship. Du I'm in the road whip during
this whole time, though, but everybody still talk about the
situations and there's still some people iffy about it. You
feel me like me in my first time being in
a situation with colder Fennis or even just had to
go and sit down, period. I ain't never had to
go through the court and no interrogations and no none
(08:44):
of this type of none of the shit you every
time I done got locked up, two day match, I'm
out of there. You feel me? So we got damn
And what I was saying, okay, well on Folk gave
us that his lawyer said, Brian still say okay. Now
everybody's trying to reach out to their lawyer and see
where they lawyers saying, hey, go talk to Brin still
(09:05):
talk to n Still yeah, about to come back with
the same thing.
Speaker 3 (09:09):
So they come us with the deals.
Speaker 4 (09:13):
Now, why I sal? Is the game on the first
question on the deal? You've seen it before, right now,
all right, why I sail? It's a game. It's like
the first question only deal I'm not taking. Yeah, So
a couple of us like she should we should we
be saying why I say it's a game?
Speaker 2 (09:34):
Now?
Speaker 3 (09:34):
Mind you?
Speaker 4 (09:35):
Well I may not with people. I just name all
these people who I name because he's like the ogs
or the big dollars a big brothers, I'm the little
brother in the situation. In this situation right here, I'm
looking up all these niggas.
Speaker 3 (09:46):
I think they know what's right. They don't been through
these type of rodeo.
Speaker 4 (09:50):
They can tell me. And then wrong was saying, why
I say the game I don't get, I don't play
get to Why I say a game trouble for I've
been down the road for Why I say a game
truble for they know where a.
Speaker 3 (10:01):
Gang go already?
Speaker 4 (10:02):
You feel me? There were these older niggas saying, you really,
who don'e died.
Speaker 3 (10:05):
This ship for?
Speaker 4 (10:07):
So they made me feel like, of course, okay, bet shit,
they know you know what I'm saying. They know what's right.
They know why I say the game you for don't play?
Givet to the type ship folks. You ain't gonna be
down the road for it. You ain't gonna be down
on the road for it. Do come on probation for it?
Speaker 3 (10:20):
Yet?
Speaker 4 (10:20):
Don'nded time for everybody? You know what I'm saying? Why
sales got in the wrong with that? You feel me?
So that's when I go to my lawyer. All right,
bet I admit that and say why I say there's
a gang, and but my whole standpoint on it was
because other niggas did still fuck up, it's a shit.
I would never say it.
Speaker 3 (10:40):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (10:41):
But my whole thing was like, Okay, why I say
it's a gang. It's not illegal to be a gang,
is it?
Speaker 3 (10:47):
Mister?
Speaker 4 (10:47):
I'm talking to lawyer. No, it's not illegal to be
in a game, but it's a rico if you're in
a criminal streak gang. You feel me. So I'm asking him,
which questions on my deal? Uh admits to a criminal
street game. So it's one question or another to say
(11:08):
I have personal knowledge. Just like where everybody question got
on it. Everybody answered that same question. I'm the only
one who got that question modified or change whatever he said?
Why sale? I mean, I have personal knowledge that why
sall members commit these such such crimes for the game.
You feel right?
Speaker 2 (11:28):
Okay?
Speaker 4 (11:28):
If you go look and pull up my thing whatever
the deal ship my as never said I have personal
knowledge that anybody commit any type of crime because I
never been a part of no crime. I never seen
no crime. I never knew anybody that did anything crime.
That's That's what I'm standing on. So it's just still
gonna It's still gonna look bad because I'm taking the deal.
(11:53):
And now now about the stand situation, right, Okay, I
heard Bruh say, ain't SPNA say no deal when it
come to get understand? Like I just said, it ain't
no excuse. You know, I'm saying niggas a man. But
I never knew taking a deal gonna come with a stand,
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (12:09):
I never knew that the.
Speaker 4 (12:10):
Lawyer ain't saying, God, damn, hey, you signed the deal,
they gonna call you up understand on such such a date,
da da blody tell me now, they had a right
to subpoening you to get understand, but they wouldn't because
you don't have anything to do with none of this
old wide cell criminal game, B Street whatever the stuff
you in here because of a few messages, mister Lee,
(12:31):
you feel me, text messages and videos and shit like that.
So I'm wander impression that they a not gonna call
me get understand. But kids, you not bro soon I
signed a fucking deal in court three seconds subpoena right
there on the spot. Now I'm feeling like damn, like,
ain't gonna happen like that? Like I ain't. No, I
(12:52):
gotta get understand. It's menitory that you gott understand you
feel me.
Speaker 5 (12:55):
Was your attorney a paid attorney or what was he is?
Speaker 4 (12:58):
He was a paid attorney. But I look at all
this ship like not racist or anything, but he's a
white man who doing his job. His job ain't to
protect my image because he's not one of those type
of it is, but he was.
Speaker 3 (13:14):
He's not a celebrity lawyer. He's not a he's an
old white.
Speaker 4 (13:17):
Man, you know what I'm saying. He known in the
game whatever, but he's just trying to god get get
his client the best deal and that's it. He don't
even know about nothing to rap shit like he don't
know he know who young thugt was?
Speaker 3 (13:29):
He no? Now?
Speaker 4 (13:31):
But I feel like he took it as just sh
just get my client home. So they're just a they're
just a part of part of of the uh ship.
I had to go through with it, like even with lawyers
and talking to them or even telling them, hey, we're
doing this. I can't ever do nothing like this or
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (13:50):
Let me ask you something, did you go into accepting
the deal knowing that you was in the wrong, like
on some g ship, on some.
Speaker 3 (13:56):
Real on some real ship.
Speaker 4 (13:58):
No, I felt like, I don't know, But I also
felt like, whoa bros, the big bros saying if the
big bros saying that this is cool or not cool,
but this this the move you feel saying, then you
feel me. It's some of us in the door together,
just some of us, all, some of us all some
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of us took the deal because it was a collective plan.
Speaker 3 (14:25):
Yeah, yeah, because.
Speaker 4 (14:26):
Yeah, he had the Duke is still different to deal.
She Duke got a deal too, but he's still didn't say,
didn't say why sail is a game. It was some
more ship he agreed to whatever. I don't really know
all that, but yeah, they said else.
Speaker 6 (14:50):
Besides, like the different verbage in Duke's deal everybody else right.
Speaker 4 (14:54):
See, now that's another thing. I don't know how his
lawyer was able to because he said they tried to
come to him with the question.
Speaker 3 (15:00):
But here's lawyer was able to fight.
Speaker 4 (15:02):
It back or some type of way and get that
question off his deal redacted.
Speaker 3 (15:05):
That's just some shit.
Speaker 4 (15:06):
He looked up on you feeling like, I don't know
my lawyer was making it seem like shit, this is
what it is, and everybody else feeling like this is
the right thing to do. If I would have heard
on some real ship, if if Brian still would have
told my lawyer or just period, like I don't think
those great deals, then I would have still been in jail.
That's just what it is. You real me, Like I
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wasn't in jail. I ain't say I wasn't stressing. Of
course the nigga was stressing, but yeah, it wasn't. No,
it's time to go. But for if these niggas, you
know what I'm saying, it's all I know. Literally, I
never stayed lived nowhere else, home, nowhere else, been around
nobody else but cleaning my whole life. So it was
never a thought in my mind to leave on some
sucking shit. Now, wasn't leaving go to Why leave? You
know what I'm saying. If if we gotta do whatever
(15:51):
we gotta, Yeah, I just thought about it. I don't
even feel like that. Can't know what you do. No,
it's a fight. Yeah we don't want to go, and
pray to God that we don't go, But if we do,
I'm knowing the charge that I'm facing those are not
a twenty year life charges or shit like that.
Speaker 2 (16:09):
You feel me?
Speaker 4 (16:10):
So it wasn't no fear.
Speaker 6 (16:12):
So basically what you're saying is you know that your
charges weren't as serious as everybody else's charges, so you
were prepared to do the time and just get it
off with.
Speaker 4 (16:24):
I was prepared, Bro, I could tell you. I don't
I've told nobody this man. I was in my cell
one day, put them my hair back, trying to see
how I look with a haircut. I never had a
haircut in my life, because I thought that was gonna
be my You know what I'm saying, faith, You know
what I'm saying, that we're gonna have to go to Jackson, right,
you know what I'm saying. So it was never like
or if this person, if whatever, whatever. No, bro, brother, listen,
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everybody took these deals because everybody, I don't say everybody,
me took this motherfucker because this was a part of
our plan, our little dumb man look playing, we made up.
And I'm thinking, these niggas know what's right, and these
nigga know what's wrong because I've been through this type
of shit before and I ran with it. Following being
a follower to be honest, that's it. Uh, ain't no
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excuse about it.
Speaker 2 (17:08):
Though, you feel if you go through the whole process again,
what would you do different? If anything?
Speaker 4 (17:12):
Man, I would tell them to lock me up by myself, Man,
send me some by myself, because by myself, I don't
do goofy shit. You feel me.
Speaker 6 (17:22):
So you feel like if you wouldn't have had the
influence of these people that you thought had the best
knowledge of the situation, then you would have chosen to
do things differently.
Speaker 4 (17:35):
Basically, I think so that is that is that's that's crazy,
because that's how you're saying one hundred percent, that's how
that ship went. Man, this is one thousand, billion, million percent. Man,
if I could talk to you people, you know.
Speaker 1 (17:48):
How it looked like, it looked like nigga just send
the motherfucker, like nigga just coming out of the blue,
just saying fuck them, nigga.
Speaker 3 (17:53):
That's what it looked like.
Speaker 1 (17:54):
What it looks like that you keep it real And
even eOne jumped on the standing, ain't got damn this ship,
Damn the nigga, damn you know, like, what the fuck else.
Speaker 2 (18:03):
Could happen the house?
Speaker 4 (18:05):
And I can't even say for everybody else, because I
don't know, bro, like there always be niggas out of
the crew who be toned down on the nigga or like
feeling some type way back there, so putting blame on it.
A lot of blame gag ship going on too.
Speaker 3 (18:17):
You feel me?
Speaker 4 (18:18):
Somebody like what like we wouldn't be in this ship
type ship, you know what I'm saying. So I don't
know why some of them niggas took there. They might
have took theirs out of funck the you nigga type shit.
You feel me, some niggas might have, did you saying?
Speaker 1 (18:28):
Basically they had y'all is in the same shit, man,
we're basically having them the dialogue all can.
Speaker 4 (18:36):
Man, Soon we all get locked up, bro, soon as
we ship come out, I see that motherfucker whatever. Run
about a week. I gotta find a.
Speaker 3 (18:45):
Lawyer, you feel me.
Speaker 4 (18:46):
I ain't finna go. I ain't turn himself in without
a lawyer. So she'll get a lawyer. Go down there,
term self in. I think like Monday morning or so
soon I stepped in there, I'm thinking, like, but they
finished throws any motherfucker what I'm saying or whatever, whatever.
They threw us all in that together. When I get
in there, yeah, already there do already there on four
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already now they say going over Jesson there, but they
shook going off because they were like he too bid
for right street. All the people were just tripping them
off for them. Three was in there. They bring me
and men slut just happened to turn out ourself on
the same day. We ain't talking that. We just happened
to come the same day and turn ourselves in. They
bring us in and doing together. It's nobody else in,
no other inmates in the doing with us. All us
in there together, some of us empty dorm for like
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the first sixty day. Then they moved people in there
with us. Really, but every day no no doors locked,
no seals, we ain't locked, no cells, and we together
every day, chilling, hanging out whatever, every day talking about
all this shit.
Speaker 3 (19:45):
Every day.
Speaker 4 (19:47):
Everybody got their own little Oh this the reason, that's
the reason though, or read my paper or read this
or read so we talking about the shit all day.
Speaker 1 (19:54):
So basically, shit was crumbling off the rip. The niggas
looking to blame each other and do shit like that together.
We're finna ride out niggas starting to had their side
come and say, really, bro, you got us in the
ship all this ship.
Speaker 3 (20:06):
Ye, now we finish. Can't cock. We finish, can't.
Speaker 1 (20:09):
Cock the way to make it seem as if though
we should take a good I don't know.
Speaker 3 (20:14):
That's what it sounds like you're saying.
Speaker 4 (20:16):
I'm saying like nigga was playing the blad game. But
I ain't gonna say niggas was open to take a
deal now because of that, you feel.
Speaker 3 (20:22):
Me, it's leading up. You gotta lead up to that.
You know what I'm saying. You gotta lead up to
it's like building your nuts.
Speaker 1 (20:27):
No, it's like I give to everybody else like you
get it. You got a nigga to get it with
you like doing all that stupid ass ship bro. Brojack
got out brain.
Speaker 3 (20:37):
But you know I ain't.
Speaker 1 (20:38):
I wouldn't even say they part, Bro, I wasn't even there, Bro,
I changed your nigga go.
Speaker 3 (20:43):
To saying what you're doing, it's a you know, some bullship.
Speaker 1 (20:49):
But let let let let's speak on like leading up
to both of them all right, lead up to taking
the plea like knowing you're about to take it.
Speaker 3 (20:58):
How would you feeling and what was your thought?
Speaker 4 (21:01):
I was just feeling like ship. See what made it?
What made it hard? Because when we seen how gune
and got out, when gone and got out, we've seen
all the controversy and all the people saying he's right,
you feel me? So we're not like, damn, we're thinking
that's the plan. But how the playing suposed to go?
You feel like ship? How the playing post to go?
(21:22):
But then again you got niggas who been through this
type of ship before giving you that fake reassurance like
what she fu folk talking about out there ship by
goddamn Brian said good, We're good, you know what I'm saying,
or even not even throw on.
Speaker 3 (21:34):
Four on the bus.
Speaker 4 (21:36):
You know what I'm saying, freek on for a little
on for But in the day, this the bit brother
he in there with us. He never once told us
that this is a bad deal or this. He was
in these same conversations with us about taking these deals.
You feel what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (21:51):
If if you're thinking, like I know, will have bro
best now if he do it.
Speaker 4 (21:57):
If he's saying this the way he gotta be the
way Bront bro Me and four went to court the
same day and take the deal. We go to court
the same day to take the deals. Now, the reason
why didn't take it because he Lloyder wasn't ready, So
they tell him he got to go back to the jail.
They take him back to the jail. He blowed, you
feel me like, damn my layer know what here she
(22:18):
yet you feel me like he ain't down here. So
I said, I to say, like he to me, to us,
he wasn't showing that nigga's doing something wrong. He was
showing that nigg I'm ready to take my deal too.
But how it looked and what nigga but I got
from what Thug said. You know what I'm saying, they
trying to be.
Speaker 1 (22:38):
It looked like all y'all nigga fold And I told
my brother, bro, you gotta gone.
Speaker 3 (22:42):
And you know what I'm saying, cause these niggas unfolding
on me. You might bro he was already going home withever.
Speaker 2 (22:50):
Right, that's how that's how.
Speaker 3 (22:52):
Look, that's all the niggas just take it. So my
brother might have will you know what I'm saying?
Speaker 4 (22:56):
Right, And that would be uh, there would be a
thing if it was one hundred percent facts, you know,
what I'm saying. I'm not saying he CAP or his
brother CAP or whatever. I don't really kept about all that.
I'm just here to say this man was going home
the same day men Duke was with these same deals.
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The only reason why he didn't go home this same day,
on this Friday or Thurday, whatever there was, his lawyer
was at present. They sent him back to the jail.
He got out the following week Monday or Tuesday. You
feel what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (23:28):
That's it.
Speaker 4 (23:29):
He was going home regardless. So it wasn't like, oh,
they took this so I got to see my brother
home now, you feel me so right?
Speaker 1 (23:36):
Leading up to knowing you got them gotta go sit
in front of shit in the world, right, how was
you feeling?
Speaker 2 (23:42):
Like?
Speaker 3 (23:42):
What was your energy?
Speaker 5 (23:43):
Man?
Speaker 2 (23:43):
Please?
Speaker 4 (23:43):
Man, I don't know. I don't remember. I think I
like knowing myself, like just like man, fucking like, JA,
don't go up and say no wage dumb ass shit.
Speaker 3 (23:52):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (23:53):
I'm here now, but j don't go in and say
no rad ass shiit or no stupid ass shit. You
feel me like, no cap right? If you go watch it,
I ain't any I never watched it before. But as
I recall, I see, I don't think I even I
ain't gonna say I think I didn't mean say nothing
criminal about no, this game, do this or this game,
commit these crowns and this everything. I said, Well, we
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did some music. We from the same hood. Yeah, we
say slack, Yeah, we say bleeding, Yeah, we rock green Flat,
I mean Green Snake. I still never said nothing about No. Goddamn,
this is a criminal game, you feel me? Because what
they I had a meeting with Brian Steel Bro like
before I had to get understand and I asked him,
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like specifically, it's it a problem I mean, or is
it wrong to say why Sale is a game? He
said that his fight is not that why Sal is
a game. I guess that when Bro like they had
to change the game planning all that type of show.
I don't know, but he was like, that's not his fight.
His fight is to show that his client is a
(24:55):
part of street gang activities or or criminal organization all
that type of shit. So I said, okay, so where
am I deal? Did I admit that this is a
criminal organization to further the rico? And he told me
I didn't. All I said was why Sale is a game.
So when I get understand, they can't ask me about no,
why SAL be with shooting or criminal nothing. They can't
(25:20):
because I never admitted that why sale is a criminal organization?
Speaker 3 (25:23):
You feel me?
Speaker 4 (25:24):
Not one time?
Speaker 3 (25:26):
But I said why I sal it's a game?
Speaker 4 (25:27):
Because I thought that would what's acceptable to say, you
know what I'm.
Speaker 2 (25:30):
Saying hindsight, like what you think would happened to just
everybody would have said no, plead, no, nothing to just
sat there.
Speaker 4 (25:39):
Everybody said that, I think about it some time. He
never came up with answer.
Speaker 2 (25:47):
Though, because everybody ended up walking out, So.
Speaker 4 (25:50):
You end up walking out. But you gotta think jurors
are humans too. They are people too. So these deals
just all created controversy. It's all creating more stuff they're
gonna look at and they're gonna react to, and it's
gonna impact them in their heart, emotionally, whatever different ways
you feel me.
Speaker 2 (26:08):
So, but you did, the deals would have got lessen
tens as time went on, and maybe they felt like
their case wasn't as strong.
Speaker 4 (26:18):
What you mean you said, the deals were got less pleased.
Speaker 2 (26:20):
The police might have just been like, just say some
bullshit and.
Speaker 4 (26:24):
Yeah, of course, yeah, there was another thing like that,
what would just waited out a little bit?
Speaker 3 (26:28):
What if I would have just waited out a little bit?
Speaker 6 (26:33):
Yeah, because that's that's you piggyback off of what he's saying,
like that's that's another question that like was in the air,
like it didn't did it or did it not register that? Okay,
you know at the beginning they were saying, Okay, everybody's
going down again. Football numbers, they ain't never getting out
and then to come back and yeah, you know what
(26:56):
I'm saying that that wasn't like a rep flag like.
Speaker 5 (27:01):
Okay, these folks ain't got this like they said that
they got this.
Speaker 4 (27:03):
So I don't even know, Like, like I said, I
ain't never been through it, so I don't know how
seriously folks coming and what they don't know what they
is the bluff game and all that ship, the d
A and all this ship do. I don't really know
about it, but I can't as an excuse though.
Speaker 1 (27:19):
It seems like niggas got Dawn taking them long as
probations and all that shiphould just say fuck the niggas,
that's left ship.
Speaker 3 (27:28):
We're taking our lik. That's what it looks like.
Speaker 1 (27:31):
We're taking our lik Now we're all guilty. I'm saying,
like from from the sideline, were all guilty. Man, ship,
I got my deal. How this ship go. Bro, I
pray for you, but I got to go home.
Speaker 3 (27:41):
That's what it looked like.
Speaker 4 (27:42):
That that's understandable. That's understandable. Uh, but with my with me,
that ain't how I felt at all. That just because
it's like I don't know, I just ain't never been
no nigga that tamp out when it been pressured on
in the streets, when it been pressured on however it was.
I was just always one of the ones who stayed
(28:04):
me and stayed real, not saying that, uh, you're not real.
I don't know how to explain this shit because like
I just I just went never like I f the bros.
You know what I'm saying. I was the one who
helped carry the bros too.
Speaker 2 (28:22):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (28:23):
I was never that person who felt like I mean
more than you mean, I mean than you, or I
matter more than he do, or f him or FM. No,
ain't no big use. Look, I ain't none of that.
Speaker 3 (28:36):
It's all us.
Speaker 4 (28:38):
So if us saying that this we supposed to do
I'm with us, They're just me looking up to niggas
in different ways off every thinking like, oh but it's
O g right here, that big blu right here.
Speaker 3 (28:50):
But you know what I'm saying, They're just me looking.
Speaker 4 (28:53):
Up to the niggas feeling like, damn shit, they gotta
know something right then, I'm looking at gonna go home.
Speaker 2 (29:01):
On New keeping the real though, Do y'all think that
that particular moment was just like the point where y'all,
I'm not saying you just the people, That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (29:14):
Like one, b I kid you, not Bro, Bro.
Speaker 1 (29:23):
They try to be the big one, not the last one.
Speaker 4 (29:27):
Brother the man say god damn. But when we heard
that man, Brian said, god damn. It's so crazy because
I only even know if Bro noticed that that where
fucked up. I really don't know. But his brother, no, Duke, No,
I ain't gonna say yeah, because I think yeah will
kill that our doing. By the time he had got
moved to another dawn. Uh not even just keep naming everybody,
(29:49):
but everybody who's in there with us, they know what
Brian still said. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (29:54):
Everybody where Brian still is at and that.
Speaker 4 (29:58):
Would I don't even think that's something that now as
I look on it now, I guess, Okay, that's not
something that Bruh agreed to. Maybe they're just the lawyer
mindset with Brian still talking to other lawyers on some
that's their lawyer relationship. Oh, congratulations on your you know
what I'm saying on you win, or you know what
I'm saying. He's not looking at it like, oh, I
got you gotta save my client, or you guys got
(30:19):
to help me help my client, or he just congratulations
his fellow, you know what I'm saying, lawyer, partner, friend
or whatever.
Speaker 3 (30:25):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (30:26):
That's how I'm taking it now. But in the midst
of the smoke, I'm feeling like ship, brother, mother, god,
damn here, yeah, you feel me, And plus all these
niggas saying and his brother saying like a shit let go.
That's how I felt. So it wasn't like what you
know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (30:43):
You know what I'm saying, How does how the whole
situation affected like your emotion, your music and all that,
because before you went in, obviously that was you know
what I mean rolling, So how does that affect you.
Speaker 4 (30:51):
Honestly, I'm gonna say, like it didn't affect me, like
my everyday life outside and shit like that. I still
get the love from the fans and the kids and
the people. You feel gonna take pictures and still you
know what I'm saying to tell me, give me words
of the courage. Man, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5 (31:08):
Shit like that.
Speaker 4 (31:09):
I still feel that. But the end that you will
never be the Internet, So you gotta be prepared to
get hitting your mouth on the internet in there in
your mouth.
Speaker 3 (31:18):
But you you were saying it dirt for you in
in there right, y'all doing something together?
Speaker 4 (31:23):
I mean me and Dirt labeled partner. I mean we
label the mates. You know what I'm saying. So we
just bid a relationship off for hanging you feel me?
And just that's it real.
Speaker 5 (31:32):
Have you talked to him since all of this has
been going on?
Speaker 4 (31:34):
No, I didn't talk. I got one word from him,
and I got one word from when I first got
out right and another rapper too, and the niggas like ship.
I don't think you did any wrong, to be honest,
you really didn't say anything wrong. But it's about what
I brother feel. You feel what I'm saying, that's what
(31:55):
a couple of niggas said to me. You feel want
to figure out, But nah, I ain't out dirt and
I don't really blame him. I feel like she at
the end of the day, that's thud friend before mine.
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 5 (32:07):
You don't blame him for.
Speaker 4 (32:08):
What, however he may have felt. I don't know how
you felt to him me. He ain't never say how
you felt to him me. You feel a couple of
his people his I got the same manager he got.
You feel me, so like a couple of his associates
or friends or whatever. They still reach out to me.
I still talk to them and shit like that. You
feel me, But I guess him. I guess he was
like I don't know, like waiting to hear from thug
(32:28):
like that you feel me. I mean, I could be
a sucker and take you to the heart, but I can't.
Like I'm my own man. He is all man, Okay
at the end of the day, Yeah you been brouh. Yeah,
I love and respect and lahahah lah. Yeah, but if
you can't come to me first, then our relationship can't
be what it is. You know what I'm saying, you
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got to go to him first. I understand that though,
because that was your man's first. But if you can't
turn around and say, hey, now I'm trying to talk
to you now, then I guess it did. What it
is you feel me, it's still love. But you know
what I'm saying, that's all.
Speaker 2 (33:03):
So where you go from here?
Speaker 4 (33:05):
Music?
Speaker 3 (33:06):
Uh?
Speaker 4 (33:08):
Music, fuck with football, ship a little league football with kids? Uh,
just live bro, no matter what it is, not even
your music, just living better. They're trying to find peace
in this world.
Speaker 3 (33:25):
You feel like you're living with regret now though.
Speaker 4 (33:27):
Some days I feel it. Some days I wake up like, think,
you fuck it someday.
Speaker 1 (33:31):
How you really feel? You know how we know how
people how a niggas really feel like that's that regret.
People have regrets.
Speaker 4 (33:40):
I don't. If you don't got regrets, you ain't right.
I really think that you gotta have regrets. And yes
there's something I regret, not even just the deal, the
player or whatever, the whole thing. Like when it comes
to putting niggas up here looking at niggas like this,
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (34:01):
They said else.
Speaker 3 (34:07):
It was gona support like from the streets, like who
you talking to like when you call.
Speaker 4 (34:11):
Home and man the hood, my girl pot us saying
regular type ship.
Speaker 1 (34:17):
No, they ain't ever like to discuss that out side
of you know how you have just niggas in one space,
y'all in the same mind spet.
Speaker 3 (34:22):
You ain't ever talking like on pop.
Speaker 4 (34:25):
Man, Bro, I'm going to fur get out, bro. Niggas
from the hood. Bro, some niggas that matter in the hood,
like hey tell someuch and such. Gun ain't rap. Gun
ain't say nothing wrong, did it? So we in there
like ship, we don't know you feel me. We don't know.
We ain't got no word about here, so we don't
(34:45):
know if he right or if he didn't. But this
is what niggas from the hood saying, you feel me.
So it wasn't like nigga was like, oh, don't take
them deals.
Speaker 3 (34:53):
They knew body too.
Speaker 4 (34:54):
We talked to them, so one like niggas like they
don't take them deals. Niggas said that I after the
act when niggas already was down there taking them off.
Speaker 3 (35:03):
The nigga like, y'all should waited, y'all should have waited.
You feel me? This ship real deal, nigga carry it now.
Like when you see them type niggas, they acting like
they ain't never know.
Speaker 4 (35:17):
Like it's like bro, when they come to the hood, bro,
like I'm gonna say that majority of my hood say
the same thing to me now, like she you ain't
do that wrong with your little ugly because you got
understand or you.
Speaker 3 (35:29):
Ain't do that wrong.
Speaker 4 (35:31):
I just hate you, God damn following them lame man nigga.
Or it's the same thing, but me not being able
to depict whether it's fake or real love. I just
really don't give it down you feel me because I'm
knowing it's either or. But if I gotta think about
it too hard, then really fun, What did you think
you feel me?
Speaker 2 (35:51):
That's all so you say, she say you'd be doing
like the little league football and obviously that they come
with like mentoring and some kids and some youth and everything.
Right if it was if if it was a young
one saying, man, I'm gonna go this route, like I'm
gonna wrap my hood. I'm gonna be lord, I'm gonna
go through this whole process, Like what would you say
to that young one as it pertains to the process,
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the street code, everything like to be in the streets.
Mm hmmm.
Speaker 4 (36:16):
Kids didn't want to be in the streets. It's a
lot to come with the streets. So it's like, I'm
not even gonna say the goods and bad ain't no
when it can say good come from the the street
made me the day. Yeah, it did make you, But
are you good? What good did it make you? You
know what I'm saying. It may have made you tough,
(36:37):
made learn how to fight, learn how to hustle, But
what positive thing is really? You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (36:45):
So like you think it's so glorified then, because.
Speaker 4 (36:48):
It's all neigga knows. So we had to make some
out of man. We gotta make it look good, you
know what. You gotta make it look good, no matter
where you come from, what you killers don't want to
God damn to be honest, A lot of killers don't
want to be killers.
Speaker 3 (37:02):
They had to kill. They had to do what they
had to.
Speaker 4 (37:04):
Do, so now they gotta wear it. Now I'm a killer,
you know what I'm saying. They ain't wake up on't
the goddamnin'nae the stupid though it's only you stupid. Well,
for the most part, they were like, niggas ain't want
all the ship they came with it.
Speaker 3 (37:17):
It just came with it and niggas had to wear
and make it.
Speaker 4 (37:19):
You know what I'm saying, Like, Yeah, nigga, let me
ask you, Let me ask you shot. What's up?
Speaker 3 (37:23):
Did you have any like before y'all took the police?
Did you have any like statements or interrogation videos?
Speaker 4 (37:30):
I never ever in my life, ever k never in
my life talk to the police about anything.
Speaker 3 (37:37):
Only of them niggas who to sell the niggas in there,
did they have anything?
Speaker 4 (37:41):
Confind out everybody got a pass. Well, I ain't know
about you know what I'm saying, niggas I told before,
niggas I did this before that before different situations, and
then the nigga you listen to, right, I ain't gonna
say all of them did that, but it's some ship.
It's stuff that came out, you know what I'm saying.
That knowther nigga told them this nigga before back then
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or this nigga I told wait ten years ago when
I was a goddamn kid.
Speaker 5 (38:05):
You feel.
Speaker 4 (38:07):
It ain't even I just feel like nigga did a
good job at the fooling the world because they did
and that was a part of the world.
Speaker 3 (38:18):
They got food. That's all to DEVI with me. How
you move forward?
Speaker 1 (38:23):
Like if you if people that that did lose faith
in you or just feel like something about you, like
what you got to say to them?
Speaker 3 (38:30):
Folks?
Speaker 4 (38:32):
I don't you know, man, that what I came up
here to say. But I don't even know what I
want to say to them. But it's like I'm not
gonna get on hand be like I just heard another
artistation ship, Like they ain't want to listen to my
situation because they want me to be down or they
want me to be the I don't. I don't want
(38:55):
I'm not no victim. I ain't gonna play no victom.
You feel me, So it's like if you if you
fuck with me, listen, you know what I'm saying. If
you don't, don't, just keep it like that. They'll just
keep it respectful and just you know what I'm saying.
That's all you feel me?
Speaker 3 (39:10):
If you say something slime, what would it be?
Speaker 4 (39:13):
I think I said it all. He gonna catch it all.
Ain't no shots, ain't nothing funny. It just real fast
A nigga, ain't wake up one day and say fuck him,
I'm ast suckle shit. I'm ready to go home with
my family, my kids in the holes and the bros.
Speaker 2 (39:25):
This cap.
Speaker 4 (39:26):
I ain't wake up like that.
Speaker 3 (39:27):
No day.
Speaker 4 (39:28):
I woke up and listen to your brother and your
best friends and your close friends and your the people
that's up here. I thought, you feel me and they
telling me one thing, or they are we're telling each
other things. I'm gonna say that and that what it was?
You feel me? If I if I I feel like, man,
(39:49):
I seen this nigga, it's up Grady. I've seen him.
We go to court one day. I seen him one time.
Speaker 3 (39:54):
We go to court.
Speaker 4 (39:56):
They bring him in the court room here. The first
time we had to go down there. They bring him
in the court leave it out, boom. He said, you're good.
It's like a day before I take the deal. It
would have crazy. There's a day before I take the deal.
He walked past, say you're good, So yeah, that's it.
If you would have said, hey, hey don't it would
have been that okay.
Speaker 5 (40:17):
Do you think he still would have asked you if
you were good, if he knew you were taking the deal.
Speaker 4 (40:20):
I don't know because I ain't. I didn't feel that.
I didn't feel no type of energy where he's trying
to ask me a question question. I just felt like, YO,
were you good? Y'all good? That's it. If I would
have felt that energy, you know what I'm saying, like
this is the time to talk to him or see
whatever whatever. So if it was that hey fall back
on the worst name, it would have been that I
(40:41):
would have failed back.
Speaker 3 (40:42):
To you think like you said earlier, Brian, probably don't
even tell him.
Speaker 4 (40:44):
I don't he could have because if he did, bro
wouldn't even be saying stuff he's saying, you really, or
he wouldn't feel the way he feel about everybody, at
least because some people still did take some bullshit that deal.
So yeah, you can't feel type by some people. But
I know for a fact I took a deal. I
took a deal. Maybe I should have took a deal,
(41:06):
but I ain't. I made made sure I ain't take
a bullshit of that deal. I made sure I ain't
say nothing. But no, goddamn criminal organization. Why I said
commit crimes or why I say do A B A
C O D. You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 2 (41:20):
How far past it you particularly can't speak for everybody,
but how far past it when you was able to
get out, It ain't too much you can do with
what's you thinking about him and the people that's still
in there? Like was that still on your mind and
your heart honestly? Or was it? Kind of?
Speaker 4 (41:34):
Of course? I felt like every day nigga like, damn,
well if he gets got dawn twenty years boy, damn,
but you feel me? Was I a part of that?
That's how I felt. Was I part of him getting time?
Or not even just him, because like I said, it
can't be no one person matter more than the ne
I got family, kids, and you feel I got I
(41:56):
got real polished that, you know what I'm saying, Not
even him. I'm talking my real friends. You know what
I'm saying. That's a part of it. She like them nigga.
They the older niggas. You feel me, then we younger
than them, you know what I'm saying. I had a
couple of my promise who involved in situations too. I'm
thinking about them as well. So it was like, like
I said, even to this day, I can't kick it
(42:17):
and fake it. Like even though the nigga said my
name of the song. I can't fake it like goddamn,
oh it been for Kim anyway, it'll be faking. It
wasn't fun that man. I felt bad after I thought
about it, Like, damn, was it the wrong thing?
Speaker 2 (42:30):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (42:31):
It wouldn't never fuck him. But it's to the point
where it's like, Okay, it is what it is now,
or nigga feel how they feel now, so she I
can't be the one guy. Damn still talking about this
and that boy drop your nuts and do you boy
how I gotta go about it?
Speaker 3 (42:50):
Damn the whole case.
Speaker 7 (42:52):
Yeah, that ship for that blood ship, for the blood ship.
Speaker 3 (42:58):
Niggas have niggas want to be listening to mother fucking
man nigga. We need niggas, but't nigga trying to get home,
specially older nigga. But they can't do no dying.
Speaker 4 (43:07):
But know that right, and they tell me that. Nigga say, God, Damn,
niggas say, boy, I lay down for a nick. I
ain't doing no dying though they what a nigga say?
You know what a so what they're gonna do. No,
I'm just saying. He was just saying, like I don't.
Speaker 2 (43:24):
Know he said people in the case he said.
Speaker 3 (43:28):
He said, he said niggas in the door with him.
Speaker 2 (43:31):
It was only them in the door.
Speaker 4 (43:35):
Do a nick for Bro. I ain't doing no dying.
I don't know what what he meant.
Speaker 1 (43:40):
I don't you know what even who said, I ain't
gonna do that.
Speaker 5 (43:45):
Sorry, nigga, I'm trying to come home.
Speaker 3 (43:48):
What the like?
Speaker 1 (43:50):
You can't dance around this ship and act like it
ain't what it is. So basically that was the seed playing. Uh, Bro,
we finn to do some bullship. You sposed have called
it right then and there, Bro, If a niggas say that, Bro,
you know I don't need to be in the holder
no more.
Speaker 4 (44:03):
But get what get with the nigga is notorious, so
you wouldn't even think it would be that.
Speaker 3 (44:11):
You would not you get nigga back on it. You
see it like that, But right then you just took
it there right then.
Speaker 4 (44:16):
I ain't I ain't think about you know what I'm saying,
wouldn't really thinking about like what he meaning and why
he's saying what he's saying.
Speaker 3 (44:20):
What he said.
Speaker 4 (44:23):
I get that what you were saying. I guess that
what he was saying, Bro, what does that mean.
Speaker 1 (44:30):
Y'all understand y'all want to That's the conversation niggas was having, man,
And I don't know if you picked up on it
till you got to wait till you got out of
people conversation niggas having.
Speaker 3 (44:39):
I ain't saying who was saying it? Whatever?
Speaker 2 (44:41):
What?
Speaker 1 (44:41):
You just explaining what niggas got there like she she
every day.
Speaker 5 (44:47):
It ain't strange on the first thing smoking.
Speaker 3 (44:50):
She ru she ship, it's some boys ship.
Speaker 1 (44:55):
They really don't want us putting it out of there.
Speaker 4 (44:58):
Folk don't really want us nil more. Definitely was saying
that about me though, Well, they really don't want to
shout the boy you really got damn well you really
got damn take deal.
Speaker 7 (45:08):
And god damn dude, boy Ship you got a good deal.
You you ain't got no charges. So you you know
what I'm saying. So I'm feeling like Ship, well, you
know what I'm saying. I'm in the best situation right now.
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (45:21):
So all that just played the part in me got
damn buying the bait. All that played the part in
you feel.
Speaker 2 (45:27):
Is that the hardest thing you have to face in
your life.
Speaker 4 (45:32):
I ain't gonna say it's the hardest right there in death,
but it's the most What is the car It's not
like lingering traumatic traumatic right, Yeah, it last.
Speaker 1 (45:49):
Ongoing type ship. It's a call right out so you
can do it all over again. You Like I said,
put you on another door.
Speaker 4 (45:58):
Man, put me in the doing man could go up.
Speaker 3 (46:02):
I did.
Speaker 2 (46:03):
Bro.
Speaker 4 (46:03):
I look back on all that ship bro, even from
a young nigga. Bro, Like it's a young nigger coming
up like behind Buddham and ship recipe Buddo. But like
I just look back and I just think, like ran
behind this nigga, running with this nigga he o G
or he bit bro, he did young nigga? Everybody else
older than me. I'm just in the mix. I look
(46:26):
back and say, what did I get from any of
these niggas?
Speaker 3 (46:32):
Like what.
Speaker 4 (46:34):
I made myself? And when they call the music orround whatever?
He was like I told me and Key and Zach
told to go to the studio and pay twenty dollars
for this hour. No o G no big dogar no
bit better now that you know what I'm saying. So
it's like, what did we What did I really get
from this ship from looking up the niggas.
Speaker 2 (46:51):
And that's what I was kind of saying before with
the with the regret, That's what I'm saying, like, would
you would you just tell a young nigga like, man,
don't look up no nigga.
Speaker 4 (47:00):
Man, you're gonna fuck up, fuck up yourself. You feel me.
You can listen to people, though, listen, but don't look
up to niggas based off reputation or their reputation or
money or status.
Speaker 2 (47:11):
Or you put too much of your faith in another man.
Speaker 4 (47:16):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, growing up in my hood like one
of the popping hoods. You got popping names in the hoods.
You feel me this nigga this, this nigga that, this
nigga that, So you're gonna fall in line with running
behind them. It's a bit also you're thinking everything that
they're doing this.
Speaker 3 (47:32):
Gotta be right.
Speaker 4 (47:35):
They can't do nothing wrong. This nigga gangser this niggas
a cold hearted gambler, This nigga is this that whatever,
the biggest rapper, they gotta be right with everything they
do and say that's how something's gonna look at it.
You feel me, real, but I don't. I learned a
lot of ship, but it wasn't nothing that's gonna god
damn feed my kids. You know what I'm saying, Like,
(47:59):
what are you learn from niggas? They can feed your
kids now? M hmm.
Speaker 2 (48:06):
Okay, So what's the biggest message today on Big Fast
that you gotta get across the people in the culture
out there?
Speaker 4 (48:13):
What kind of missasa? What kind of missus? What what
you mean?
Speaker 2 (48:16):
Like? Like, what's you leave? You leave here? You getting
on the elevator. We always want the people to feel like,
all right, that was worth my time. Well, you know
what I'm saying, Like there's progress in some respect. So
what's the biggest message you want to put to the people,
the culture, the fans, the enemies, the cult for whatever?
Speaker 4 (48:33):
Man, keep going, can't you name?
Speaker 2 (48:36):
Keep going?
Speaker 4 (48:36):
I ain't gonna hurt try, I ain't gonna kill you.
Keep going. Whatever you're doing. You gotta keep going. You
start you down there, dead.
Speaker 2 (48:46):
Stop you dead.
Speaker 4 (48:49):
I appreciate you putting up on them, bro show, appreciate
you having me.
Speaker 2 (48:51):
Bro Okay, what's next? Time? Life?
Speaker 3 (48:54):
Right now? Joe?
Speaker 4 (48:56):
Keep dropping music. I just dropped song. Uh say today
last say they did good? Uh did better than I expected? Actually,
Uh music.
Speaker 3 (49:09):
Just put it out there.
Speaker 4 (49:11):
You feel me, Make them feel it one way or
they gonna feel it one way or another. You feel me.
That's what mattered to me. You know what I'm saying.
You can talk, you can whatever. You're gonna feel this
shit though, You feel me, because this shit ain't come
from no sucker place. It wasn't no sucker in my
heart about none of that, So you don't feel it
whether you respect it or not. You're gonna feel it though.
Speaker 2 (49:29):
Resistance from producers and rappers and features and all that.
Speaker 5 (49:32):
Man.
Speaker 4 (49:33):
You I don't know about public. I don't know like
them the same, A lot of the same niggas in
a d on.
Speaker 3 (49:37):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (49:38):
Some niggas encourage me. Need to drop what you're doing
about some niggas, Uh they get a feature? Be how
I feel I only you want to even jail. You
know what I'm saying. It's like, right now, I gotta
fight my own fight right now. I can kick it
and link up later on.
Speaker 3 (49:55):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (49:56):
I'm I'm in a in a fight right now.
Speaker 2 (49:58):
You feel me.
Speaker 4 (49:59):
I gotta do this by myself.
Speaker 3 (50:01):
Mm hmmm.
Speaker 4 (50:02):
That's all.
Speaker 2 (50:04):
There is. Slid love shouting on big facts must continue
susist too. You make sure you tap in with us
to at Triple W dot bigfaxpod dot com.
Speaker 4 (50:12):
Salute.
Speaker 1 (50:17):
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