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Speaker 1 (00:02):
Bus put you to me, throwing in my five hundred pins.
I got no mother for these niggas. They don't need
to freds. They got me under Savanah. That's what's somebody
never know this to Berie so but I ain't gonna
tell it.
Speaker 2 (00:14):
Don't want to be another number. I got a gang
beat to keep you bub with noning fell around the
form to see me dead. Niggas took frighting on my head.
Now what got you?
Speaker 1 (00:22):
Roch collars from my bed. I'ma beat him, lad, No
one believe up where I lived? Will God gimme fall
the dirt. The niggas did be kids one't like just live.
It's so hard to be potative. When niggas shooting next street.
My mom still duck and brought a support zone my homies,
saying mate and most of them they are gone. Oh
bron following your man to see me in on ways
to put the green and signed the farm fro my
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empty hands say to me broken busting the bigges zone
brigs that is stomach. I train the sensing. My hope's upawn,
I'm like you beaning folly feeding on the Doat's gone.
My nerves strict or eating in my head, swimming thinking
of the cheese. I'll be hoping, pitching me throwings, moves
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in sidelot and can get a clip fig he's in
let you mean brothers, Nigga, Hey, peple my nigga suck
gets some stack.
Speaker 3 (01:19):
I got keys coming from over seas, causing nigga two
hundred cheets. I'm a street comemand don't need no for example,
the lavish lifestyle. It's hard to have no more. I
got the boss because the more like a boss player,
thus branding to me a woman layer. So many players Hea,
I'm gonna take a steady swing, make me want to
start bang banging. So I'm caught up be in the game.
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That's coach change. I can forty glass to tam a
red rage, all that jealousy and d MV coming from
a y knees while I'm something on remail running back legs.
Shimmy's on the wrong fifty six, big body.
Speaker 2 (01:52):
Says, let me got up.
Speaker 4 (02:00):
Thanks you all for tuning in to another episode beyond
the feard.
Speaker 5 (02:03):
I am your host, my table brother.
Speaker 4 (02:11):
Here today, so with no sense of you know, prayers
out said his family going through something right now, I
don't know what exactly what's going on with about nobody
asking me ship h, but yeah that's what it is.
So you know, my praise you, bron you know, let
you know if you anything, I've got you. But today
we have a guest on the show. H kind of
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know his brother kind of.
Speaker 5 (02:35):
You know, we ain't hung out of you know, when't
drinking pots or nothing.
Speaker 4 (02:38):
But you know, my lady best friend is his lady
and you know, yeah, so I respect I asked you
to come on to the show because you know, I
know your father.
Speaker 2 (02:53):
And you take care of you and you you talk to.
Speaker 4 (03:00):
You know what I'm saying, and that's the type of
conversation you're trying to have here, especially about you know,
real wrong man issues fathering me man, the leadership.
Speaker 2 (03:15):
Roles in the household, excentria, et cetera.
Speaker 4 (03:18):
Yeah, so I figured that said, you know, I respected
it to this point of view just from what I
see how.
Speaker 2 (03:24):
You, you know, just on social media and how you
interacting plus.
Speaker 4 (03:27):
The way how you interact with your Lincoln and love
like no, you got ur right, So they appreciate that,
like don't no.
Speaker 2 (03:34):
Doubt, no doubt.
Speaker 5 (03:35):
So yeah, let everybody.
Speaker 2 (03:36):
Know you all rights wrong. My name Brandon going and
raised out the same.
Speaker 6 (03:43):
Lewis did some service time, seeing a lot of different
countries and whatnot.
Speaker 2 (03:50):
Relity military definitely helped me out a lot and a
long time job in front of a do a work injury,
I stopped and uh, I'm student. So that's your up.
So I'm gonna I'm gonna hop into it down.
Speaker 5 (04:12):
Today's uh topic is raising sons.
Speaker 2 (04:16):
And daughters in the world. That's Boston Compass.
Speaker 4 (04:19):
A couple of points you want to hit on him,
speak about his teaching, character, great ability, boundaries, consequences, and
love and role models versus lecture. So you have all girls, right,
So how do you how do you?
Speaker 5 (04:34):
I know, that's headache, bro I can notice ahead.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
I'm surprised. Grids ain't great, man, I got some great
Harris got you use that? That? That?
Speaker 4 (04:45):
What's that?
Speaker 2 (04:45):
Will Smith and Coco Brown.
Speaker 6 (04:49):
We had a conversation about this once it started turnings
gonna let it turn you guys.
Speaker 2 (04:54):
Yeah in the line he let it come in. Man,
I ain't even you know?
Speaker 5 (04:59):
Yeah, So how do you navigate having full four?
Speaker 2 (05:03):
Right? Yeah? Four girls? It is. It's a task.
Speaker 6 (05:10):
And I can't speak for people who have have to
raise boys.
Speaker 2 (05:14):
My lady does have three boys, so I've.
Speaker 6 (05:16):
Been helping there, but raising four girls it is an
everyday journey, especially with the different personalities, different perspectives, different emotions, and.
Speaker 2 (05:33):
I have to treat them accordingly.
Speaker 6 (05:36):
So all of them are different, so I do have
to treat them somewhat differently.
Speaker 2 (05:41):
But I don't love nobody unless so one thing I
strive own is God like my house. We don't. We
don't love God foremost. And that's just what it is.
They've been. They've actually been really good being custom to it.
Speaker 6 (06:01):
Every Wednesday, they always ask you going to buy you
study and I'd be like, yep, we definitely doing.
Speaker 2 (06:06):
That's what they enjoy and they enjoy the relationships.
Speaker 6 (06:08):
They've been making, and I think it's also helped them help.
Speaker 2 (06:13):
Mold them into the way that they are now.
Speaker 6 (06:17):
And then I also talk about just loving each other,
like not saying that what you do for me or
how you do it is like love like love is.
Speaker 2 (06:29):
It is an action word. It's not just a feeling.
Speaker 6 (06:32):
So it's just how you treat people, how you talk
to them, how you talk about them, and how you
protect them when they in front of your face and
how you protect them when they're not there. Another big
thing is just just.
Speaker 2 (06:53):
Just treat each other with respect. Like we have instances where.
Speaker 6 (07:00):
My ten year old sometimes she feels a way of
letting her sisters don't want to play with her, and
so I try to tell her like say that's okay, Like
it's okay to be by yourself sometimes, and when they
want to play with you, appreciate them because they're not
gonna always want it, just like you're not gonna.
Speaker 2 (07:19):
Always want to be hugged up about me.
Speaker 6 (07:21):
At some point, you're gonna want to go out into
this world and feel the things out, feel.
Speaker 2 (07:25):
Itself, and I have to respect it. So that's your shop,
that's your sup. But it's good that you give them me,
because man, you're gonna have.
Speaker 4 (07:36):
If I wish, well, like I forget all my children
together and want like I've tried.
Speaker 2 (07:43):
It just never worked out right here because this baby
mom don't like this one.
Speaker 4 (07:50):
You don't even don't that'stant y'all may handle beef y'allly handle,
but you.
Speaker 2 (07:54):
Don't like this one. I'm afraid of people.
Speaker 6 (07:56):
I'm a praak fan situation, because that's unfortunate and they
know your kids be able to be around.
Speaker 4 (08:00):
Your exactly, you know what I'm saying, So like I
deal with like I'm actually I go to court in
July seven, okay because until my youngest to take her
of court for her young custom as you shout. But
she has an issue with the fact that my kids
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loves my.
Speaker 6 (08:23):
Lady b I'm in the same boat.
Speaker 2 (08:29):
She's done nothing to her. I'm in the same boat though,
So like even.
Speaker 4 (08:35):
If that even if my kids say something like she's quick,
then well that's not nice. I don't say that because
it's still your brother.
Speaker 2 (08:45):
You know, you shouldn't say dads.
Speaker 4 (08:46):
But you know, so my kids when I when I
drop them off, I immediately get a text message while she's
speaking of my kids about earth.
Speaker 2 (08:58):
This is what he said. She kind of reacting.
Speaker 5 (09:00):
She's always spoken.
Speaker 2 (09:02):
She don't even know what you're talking bad.
Speaker 5 (09:04):
So what would she have to say like once she
out online.
Speaker 2 (09:09):
And that terms of me not singing for you know
what I'm saying. I'm saying. I think one of the
things that I've learned when it comes to.
Speaker 6 (09:20):
Navigating the type of situation you get because I'm in
the same thing, like My kids talk very highly of
my lady when she's not around, maybe like we're kid,
you know, because they want to see her, they want
to be around her because of the fact that she
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shows them nothing beloved and the same like if they
ever say something about their mom, she's never disrespectful. She
don't never talk bad, she don't never make them feel
any type of way because you're talking about your mom
as you should, Like I'm not gonna make you talk
feel bad because you're talking about your mom like that's
your mother.
Speaker 2 (09:57):
And I'm always understand that you want to love to
your mother and you should respect her. So, uh, there's been,
you know.
Speaker 6 (10:05):
A couple of situations I have to deal with when
it comes to my lady and lie and you know,
I would just be like that those are personal feelings
and those are things that y'all shouldn't even be aware of.
Speaker 2 (10:19):
It's not fair you.
Speaker 6 (10:21):
You shouldn't be made to feel uncomfortable or talked about
my lady.
Speaker 2 (10:25):
At your mom's house or a vice person, right, And I.
Speaker 6 (10:29):
Hope at some point God can find a way to
help help their situation. Because kids never asked to be
they have never said the land like you know.
Speaker 2 (10:43):
What I want to be alive. Please bring me into
the world. So like two people at.
Speaker 6 (10:49):
One point be what they did and brought that child
into so find a way to make it work.
Speaker 2 (10:58):
For them especially that's so again, yeah, man, that's ah,
that's unfortunately I don't because but I'm a brand and
said I been.
Speaker 6 (11:09):
It's like, I mean, you already I know some one
of my you know, issues that I've had to go through,
Like I mean, I'm looking forward for two and a
half years to get divorous and custody and everything.
Speaker 7 (11:21):
So yeah, and see with me, my son, you know,
he's seven, right with my doughter, she's six.
Speaker 2 (11:37):
My son is real, his boys is. He's so smart
that it frees me out some top tright.
Speaker 4 (11:48):
And he picks up on everything, feelings, emotions, he picks
up and stuff quick, you know.
Speaker 2 (11:57):
And and like if.
Speaker 5 (12:00):
Like my problem, my problem would be I would see
like I would.
Speaker 2 (12:05):
Know something that she.
Speaker 4 (12:09):
Said or did or something like, for instance, my daughter
had a graduation, so.
Speaker 2 (12:17):
You know my lady she had gone with the dog.
Speaker 5 (12:19):
It's okay, cool, you know, even though I know.
Speaker 2 (12:24):
She no trick. So what it's supposed to be about
the kid, he's act.
Speaker 4 (12:33):
So I'm letting her know, like right before the time
he goes to graduation, like yo, h m, we're gonna
stop and give him some flowers and wait, m.
Speaker 2 (12:45):
Hmm, we moved. Yeah, lady, h I'm talking about she's
going off one hundred miles an hour, not no. So
I'm like a do I call and hurt my.
Speaker 4 (13:06):
Lady's feelings because she loved my kids? So do I
call her her feeling the business saying nah, you can't come,
or do I just bring her anyway and have to
be between somebody you know what I'm saying, and they
acting a fool, but she has to fool a tooth right,
So I didn't say nothing. I just text my lady, Yo,
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I'm about to.
Speaker 2 (13:29):
Go to the graduation.
Speaker 4 (13:32):
She's like, uh, okay, So I go to the graduation.
Speaker 5 (13:41):
So now she mad.
Speaker 2 (13:43):
You know what I'm saying, rightfully, So she mad, Yeah,
you know.
Speaker 5 (13:47):
I'm sitting there waiting to go.
Speaker 2 (13:51):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (13:51):
But in my mind, you know, this girl like you anyway, Yeah,
so why are you putting you in that position that
you didn't have to?
Speaker 2 (14:00):
That's how I felt. Okay, you know what I'm saying.
And then it's taken.
Speaker 4 (14:05):
As you protecting her feelings to her mom, I can
see both science right, so.
Speaker 6 (14:14):
Rightfully, so she her feels about it, yeah for sure,
and you trying to you are trying to protect the situation,
right So, like I said, I see both sciences.
Speaker 2 (14:24):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (14:25):
So that was an issue I can understand, a sticky.
Speaker 5 (14:30):
Issue, bro, for like some days.
Speaker 2 (14:32):
Bro, you know what I mean.
Speaker 4 (14:34):
And so now I gotta have a conversation with her,
like you don't understand the position that you put me in,
I having these restrictions on how I be a mama
or okay, okay, Like you don't understand the position that
you put me in by having these restrictions on how
I deal with, you know, being my lady live together
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some when my.
Speaker 2 (14:56):
Kids are with me? Who do you think they're right?
Speaker 5 (14:59):
There's no wait, you know what I'm saying. So that's
why I went ahead and push.
Speaker 2 (15:02):
This thing in court. Yeah, because, like I said, you should,
because you have responsibilities as a problem, and I wanted it.
Speaker 5 (15:12):
I wanted it to be documented in court. If I'm
not able to pick my kids up.
Speaker 2 (15:17):
From school, she can do it. Yeah, because this is
we've been together four and a half years.
Speaker 4 (15:24):
She can do it, and she should, you know what
I mean, right, The only thing, Okay, you don't want
to come into your house. Cool if she got to
drop them all to you because I can't make it
or whatever, Cool, y'all pick a place to me, and then
she dropped off to me. But some people just aren't
mentally there. They haven't grown.
Speaker 6 (15:44):
So what I've learned is that people will use trauma
as a crush, you know, they they go through things
or whatever's in their head, they use it to treat
people a certain way. Maybe like why I wouldn't do this. Okay,
that's that's fair, But what are you doing to fix it?
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Like it's your job to heal from whatever trying that
you went through, whether it was your fault or not,
Like if it was at the hands of somebody else, Okay, cool,
that you can pray for them and.
Speaker 2 (16:17):
Let it be there, But you have to fix yourself.
Speaker 6 (16:20):
And so a lot of times adults, we as adults,
and I'm including myself, like you have to take out
your personal feelings when it comes to our.
Speaker 2 (16:30):
Children, like because it's not fair of them. Because if
your kids.
Speaker 6 (16:35):
Look at your lady like a role model in their life,
then they weren't hurt there.
Speaker 2 (16:41):
And when she's not there, I guarantee you that's.
Speaker 6 (16:44):
Going to affect them. They don't know why she's not there.
And it's hard for you to even explain why she's
not there because it's not the place that's an adult
I mean, it's an adult talpic, and so you have
to you know, you gotta make up something.
Speaker 2 (17:00):
She could make him.
Speaker 5 (17:01):
Oh, she was at.
Speaker 6 (17:02):
Work, boy, and she was like, essentially, you lying to
the exactly, and that's my firm.
Speaker 2 (17:10):
I'm actually happy that I went to court.
Speaker 6 (17:12):
And went all the way through because like I had
fifty two because with my kids, I don't have no restrictions,
like if they would meet, they would meet, Like, no, dude,
will you have.
Speaker 2 (17:25):
You go see family?
Speaker 6 (17:26):
We go see friends, Like you want to spend time
around my lady because they love her.
Speaker 2 (17:31):
And our lady loves doing Like.
Speaker 4 (17:34):
That's what I have to explained to her. I said,
you know, like I should think about it. It was cool
for me to be around your kids and we got help.
Speaker 2 (17:43):
That was cool. They don't never see both sides of
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (17:46):
And then when my when my youngest when one of
my my my son and my daughter.
Speaker 5 (17:51):
They were at that time, they were four.
Speaker 4 (17:56):
And five, right, I said, Well, when you first met
Journey and Donovant it was the same age.
Speaker 2 (18:05):
Do some jersey work.
Speaker 4 (18:08):
So why is it cool for them for you to
be around them and you have love for them? But
they but my lady, can't have the same love that
you said you had for them.
Speaker 5 (18:17):
How does that make sense?
Speaker 2 (18:19):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6 (18:20):
There is no word exactly God's bring earth that that
makes sense exactly.
Speaker 2 (18:24):
Bro, you know what I'm saying. But I'm the same situation.
It's weird. I was the father to a young lady.
Speaker 6 (18:32):
And to the front at the time she was two,
she was about eleven or twelve, to the point she
call me Dave and my eggs had an issue with
her father, the child's father, when it came.
Speaker 2 (18:50):
To who the lady, the girl he was dating or
whatever like that. It didn't matter.
Speaker 6 (18:55):
But I'm just like, you don't see it in the
same perspective as me being around this child, like I'm
around shall daily.
Speaker 2 (19:04):
Bor not sometimes all the time. His lady is around
your daughter. Whatever you're week ind, it's not even the same.
Speaker 6 (19:15):
It's not even the same statement, So how do you
think he may feel that I'm right?
Speaker 2 (19:21):
I mean, that's that's the quit. She said, like it
didn't matter, and I was like, okay, I'm not gonna
fight you.
Speaker 4 (19:27):
But it's the same.
Speaker 6 (19:30):
Like if it's okay for me to love his kid
like my own wives, it not okay for his lady
to love y'all kid like their own. Because you, I
think as like, it should be a breath of fresh
air to know that, you know, when people splitting they
have kids, that the person that they choose to be with,
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that you can understand that that person means no harm
to your children.
Speaker 2 (19:56):
I would rather have that than anything else.
Speaker 6 (19:59):
Like you don't have to worry about their safety, You
don't have to worry about that well being. Gotta worry
about them talking bad about your front in the.
Speaker 2 (20:06):
Work like that. That should be the igest number king.
Speaker 5 (20:10):
But you know what I started doing, Like she could
say stuff like.
Speaker 2 (20:14):
I need a break, all right, give them to me.
Speaker 6 (20:20):
Yeah, but I.
Speaker 4 (20:22):
Don't want them around when you don't want no break,
you know, so they can stay there, they can stay
right way. And then she used to be like, don't
get them, but I don't want to, you know, what
I'm saying, I'm not very lied to nobody. Yeah, don't
want to lie to nobody. How am I gonna tell
her we live together?
Speaker 2 (20:42):
But nah, you let it. It wasn't here.
Speaker 5 (20:44):
And then when my kids come back home, you should
the first thing they're gonna say it is even as
soon as we had fun doing you're.
Speaker 4 (20:51):
Saying that that causes a whole situation, you know what
I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
So I'm like, I feel like you shouldn't. You shouldn't
have to lie exactly. You definitely have to be like,
she's not gonna be around. You know she's gonna be here. Yeah,
so you want to break cool? Guess what this like?
Speaker 5 (21:05):
My lady not going nowhere.
Speaker 6 (21:07):
And at some point you're gonna have to grow up
out of them them immaturities and immature feelings.
Speaker 2 (21:12):
I've had them, I've.
Speaker 4 (21:13):
Had been I got this a text message, I have
all that, I've said, all of this, you know what
I'm saying, and I still get strike. And so for
the last three weeks I haven't seen my kids. I said,
I'm just wait until we go to court. And then
whenever the court, you have no choice but to comply,
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tell me choice.
Speaker 2 (21:39):
They still have a choice. I mean you can't.
Speaker 5 (21:43):
But then that's that's that's they come behind.
Speaker 4 (21:45):
That's so and I'm gonna push to the fullest extent
for whatever comes behind that.
Speaker 2 (21:53):
And I'm if anybody gonna tell you, I'm gonna tell you,
I know all the way yeah to the finish line.
Speaker 6 (21:59):
Because every year that I have to deal with before
getting to where I'm at now, I'm glad I deal
with it because like, it ain't nothing in this world
that's that makes me okay with being away from my kids.
Speaker 2 (22:13):
Like even when I dropped them off or the mom.
Speaker 6 (22:17):
Come get them, I still take them every day, talk
to them, tell them my love, I hope you have
a great day.
Speaker 2 (22:23):
Like like pop of that.
Speaker 6 (22:26):
Like I don't like being away from my kids, but
at the same time, I also understand the situation, like
we both have to be in their lives as.
Speaker 2 (22:35):
We should.
Speaker 6 (22:38):
And I mean honest, like I hope it gets to
a point that we can even be around each other
and in their lives, like because they deserve to see
that their parents will get along.
Speaker 2 (22:51):
And see the love and see the respect and the care.
Speaker 6 (22:54):
Like I may not want to be all a buddy
buddy with you, br but I know how to be though.
Speaker 2 (23:00):
They should be able to be a function for the
kids and we.
Speaker 4 (23:03):
All can come together and it ain't no striking. Now
my other two kids moms, they're like that. She just
just won't bro. I offered, won't you to meet it?
You need to know kids.
Speaker 5 (23:18):
Are I don't want to be nobody.
Speaker 2 (23:20):
I don't need it in her.
Speaker 4 (23:21):
So my lady and so my lady tells me like
she still got feelings for you, and it was crazy.
Speaker 6 (23:27):
I was literally finlas say that. I was really fanna say.
It's very possible that she probably still got feelings.
Speaker 2 (23:32):
For you and she just out there with them.
Speaker 4 (23:33):
See this is the thing though, Okay. I left her
June of twenty eighteen, bro, And the only reason I
left her is because she stayed.
Speaker 2 (23:47):
She had had she had my son.
Speaker 4 (23:49):
My son was born November two, thy seventeen. Yeah, and
then she was pregnant with my daughter.
Speaker 2 (23:59):
Right after that.
Speaker 4 (24:01):
So June of twenty eighteen, it was a situation where
basically it came down to a word. She said, my
oldest son. Who That's the only reason why I ended
up because I came over here for a vacation for
the holiday in twenty sixteen, just to visit my family.
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I was in Atlanta and my car lot, living life.
I was cool, so I came here to visit. My
son was kept from me, my oldest son by his mom.
She's from Piogia. That was the whole situation.
Speaker 2 (24:39):
Every time I try to get in touch with him whatever,
whatever it was off.
Speaker 5 (24:44):
Anyway, He's sixteen at this point, so he like he
found me.
Speaker 2 (24:50):
Somehow.
Speaker 5 (24:51):
He knew that I was in Saint Louis.
Speaker 4 (24:54):
I guess I strugs because my sister might have said
something or something.
Speaker 2 (24:56):
She posted on Facebook or something he found. He called me.
Speaker 4 (25:02):
So when I answer the phone, I didn't know who
it was. When I answered the phone, you like, Papa, when.
Speaker 2 (25:07):
Who was this? But it's dollar damn, Like what's up?
Speaker 4 (25:11):
Man? So he like, look, let me talk to you.
So I'm like, I getting to have this where I'm at.
He comes, so we talking. He's like, I got into
it with my mom's husband cooked in my mind. You
before they got married. He told her, I don't like
your son at this point, you bro, my son was
five years old.
Speaker 5 (25:32):
How do you know now?
Speaker 4 (25:35):
Now it's a it's a weird thing because okay, I
got sent to the PHIDS in two thousand and one. Right,
me and her were together when she got pregnant, We
were together. I left him, went to Philly. Back then,
it wasn't none of that the way it is now.
Speaker 2 (25:53):
Like I got on.
Speaker 5 (25:54):
The bus so with like ten and a half ounces
of pother and drove.
Speaker 4 (26:01):
From here to Philly. When I get there, bubbling, do
what we're doing. A month later, my man set the hill.
I get locked up. But the night prior to me
getting locked up, that morning she had when in labor
early with my son. So the next morning I'm scarting,
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get on a plane and fly back. That morning they
laid it the spot locked. So the first six to
half years of his life, I was locked up, but
I still took care of them from behind the wall.
Builders team moved into a new house. Like I read
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books to my son. I started a program in prison
broke where you read books to your kids over conselti
and stuff, and you send them mailing home to them.
So I p this whole thing, meaning like three other
dads got the program approval.
Speaker 2 (27:05):
So they dug it into this day. Been still doing this.
Speaker 4 (27:08):
That's so so just a way to connect with your kids, right,
So I'm doing all that now, mind you, I'm sending
her money byta.
Speaker 2 (27:17):
Locked up because you know, I'm moving to google out
the joint. I mean, you're just doing what you gotta do.
Take any.
Speaker 4 (27:26):
To the point where bro I sent her about fifteen grade,
she took ten thousand dollars and at fifteen that she
had saved up that I was sitting.
Speaker 2 (27:37):
Home that was supposed to be for me to you
know what I mean.
Speaker 4 (27:39):
When I got back home, she took ten thousand of
that paid for the dude. Because in Epioga they have
a rangy marriages and shit like this. Yeah, so at
eleven years old, they wanted her to marry this guy.
Speaker 2 (27:52):
She never wanted to.
Speaker 4 (27:54):
Long story short, she takes ten thousand dollars the sentence
for him to come over here married said. While I'm
in the figs, got this nigga around my son the
whole time. I'll call her home talking to her and
my son. She's never told me nothing. My family knew,
didn't tell me nothing.
Speaker 2 (28:11):
Someone that to get out.
Speaker 4 (28:13):
I'm thinking, like, okay, after a plan for everything, I'm
cool restout this business.
Speaker 2 (28:17):
I'm not fucking with the streets. For more. YadA YadA
Yada's baby.
Speaker 5 (28:21):
My son, this is my plan. Come home, tell her
to break my son, come see me.
Speaker 2 (28:30):
She pulls up in the.
Speaker 4 (28:31):
Car with my son and this nigga. So I'm like, now,
my mom, I'm looking at them. They're like, hey, I'm
gonna tell you now.
Speaker 2 (28:38):
Before you go outside. Just I'm like, who's you talking about?
You know what I'm saying. I'm like, he's talking about.
So they like, just just be calm.
Speaker 8 (28:50):
I'm like, be calm for what.
Speaker 4 (28:52):
You Still ain't telling me what you're talking about, right,
So I'm like, get out the way. Something moved, my mom,
something bread caught the dogs. I'm gonna grab my first
and foremost right. So when I see the dude sitting
in the passage and see him like he looked Ethiopian,
So I'm like, maybe that's one of our family members that.
Speaker 5 (29:10):
You know, I ain't tripping. So my son get off
the car.
Speaker 2 (29:14):
Daddy five, n no, he was six.
Speaker 4 (29:17):
He's like, damn, damn.
Speaker 2 (29:18):
Daddy runs up to me, hugs me. The whole night.
Speaker 5 (29:21):
She's still sitting in the car.
Speaker 2 (29:23):
She ain't got out the car yet.
Speaker 4 (29:25):
Which is I'm thinking, why ain't my girl getting the
fuck out the car.
Speaker 5 (29:30):
So I'm like, fake, get out the car.
Speaker 4 (29:33):
You ain't here, ain't said a word. She looking like
she's scared to talk. So then she kids out the car.
Speaker 2 (29:44):
She's like, carell let me talk to you. She's like,
what's up?
Speaker 4 (29:49):
Then she breaks down. She's like, don't get upset. This
the third that's my husband.
Speaker 6 (29:55):
Don't get upset though, like push on something in my
I pulled up and shicken car and then you find
out that's my wife.
Speaker 2 (30:05):
Brou I said, who him?
Speaker 5 (30:10):
So now I'm pissed as to get out the car
because now y'all playing with me.
Speaker 2 (30:15):
But and.
Speaker 4 (30:18):
The hands off, right, But I can't smack the shit
out you, right, So I'm great, I'm gonna show you
this big ain't that I'm beat his ass, you know
what I'm saying a lot of Right when my mom
they came out grabbed.
Speaker 5 (30:31):
He told me chastead or third or that whatever.
Speaker 2 (30:33):
So before she leave, I'm like, give me my motherfucker money.
Speaker 5 (30:40):
Y'all ain't leaving this street until I give my money.
Seventeen thousand, I mean my bread man.
Speaker 4 (30:48):
So god, so my mom they bring me in the house.
So that when my mom tells me what she did.
I caused Jamia kill Buggy. I'm telling you now, y'all
got a.
Speaker 2 (31:01):
Week because I know how they live over there.
Speaker 5 (31:06):
They got the money.
Speaker 2 (31:08):
I know how they I've been to her mom. I've
been there to Rectri. I know how they need that.
I know y'all got the money. Y'all beat me my
mom forum money.
Speaker 5 (31:19):
Long story short, like we can half it.
Speaker 2 (31:21):
THEA ain't my seventeen thousand dollars so releasing good.
Speaker 4 (31:28):
Long story short though, back to what I was saying,
but she said my kids. Mom was telling me that
my son because once he found me, okay, I stopped
everything I had going on because he was in school
playing ball in Pattonville.
Speaker 2 (31:42):
So I'm like, I'm not.
Speaker 4 (31:42):
Great to take you out of that. I'm gonna break
my lease. I'm still running car business.
Speaker 2 (31:48):
From here, but I gotta find a spot here, right.
Speaker 4 (31:52):
So I had met her during my time betting down there,
so he started a jam and I was staying with
my sister.
Speaker 2 (31:58):
So after a while, like shit, I got my son,
just got the third she was like, well, y'all just
doing here.
Speaker 5 (32:03):
I wasn't for that at first.
Speaker 2 (32:06):
I'm like, alright, it's something that I do.
Speaker 5 (32:08):
You just now until I be me and my son
something else. That turned into a whole relationship for real,
for really.
Speaker 2 (32:15):
Now she's pregnant just that third yea. So she's like,
what what end of the relationship is.
Speaker 4 (32:23):
Her saying that he wasn't walk from there because he
got friends coming over knocking on the door.
Speaker 2 (32:29):
It's just this.
Speaker 4 (32:29):
And I'm like, but your other two show and they
got people coming over here knocking up the door, doing
the like, So what's different with my son?
Speaker 2 (32:35):
Though I don't understand it. I said, what if he
can't be here? I can't be here right now? Mind?
Speaker 4 (32:43):
Is she already I've already had my son. My son
is like maybe six months. She's like, well, you just
gonna leave us to lead your kid. I'm not leaving him,
leaving you right I can still be a daddy from
wherever the fuck I chose to get a house at
dud But I'm not staying here another night because you
just said that he can't come. So I'm SARTs to
leave him Outseie, and I'm sitting here taking care of
these two other fact move motherfuckers that don't do nothing
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around here.
Speaker 2 (33:04):
Like person and you can't send my kid, I can't
feel with you. Yeah, I'm gone. I'm gone. So yeah,
I respect that I left that I left that day.
Speaker 4 (33:15):
So did she spinish saying what she said? And I
said what I said, I gotta be you home, move
my ship up out of there, went to an extencted
statement he and my son they gonna find a house
like a month later, and.
Speaker 6 (33:26):
That was it.
Speaker 2 (33:28):
But she blames that all of that on me. So
a lot of a lot of individuals have.
Speaker 6 (33:38):
They have an issue with accountability, and I think they
excuse how they view things like they gotta find somebody
to blame though, because they don't want to blame themselves.
And I mean it can't like so I don't want
to blame myself, so I.
Speaker 5 (33:57):
Want to find somebody else so that I feel better.
Speaker 4 (34:01):
Yes, yeah, So.
Speaker 2 (34:04):
Honestly, I think that's what it is, and that's what
it sounds like.
Speaker 4 (34:07):
And I know I spent a different way because I
can kill because how her mom will say certain days,
I'm like, you know whatever, I don't even care.
Speaker 5 (34:17):
Believe what you'll want to I don't care.
Speaker 2 (34:19):
Yeah, I'm a I'm at the time of my life.
Speaker 6 (34:21):
I'm like I'm not.
Speaker 5 (34:22):
I'm not clearing I'm not clearing up nothing.
Speaker 2 (34:24):
But I don't care if if it's something that was
said about me and you believe it yours to hurt
me anyway.
Speaker 6 (34:31):
So just you picked your side, you stay there. I
ain't got no grudge against you. I ain't got no
hard feelings.
Speaker 2 (34:37):
But I'm not clearing them enough exactly.
Speaker 6 (34:40):
I mean, even with my situation, like a bunch of
things that was said about me publicly behind closed doors
in court rooms, and then certain individuals find out those
things weren't true and they actually came to apologize to
me in some form of way, like eating me up
on social media, like I'm sorry, and.
Speaker 2 (35:01):
I'm like for what I believed her. Okay, I just
and it is like I just need.
Speaker 6 (35:08):
To tell you, I like my apologies to you because
after some things didn't go a certain way with me
and that individual she did me the same way. And
I was like, oh, okay, well now you understand. I mean,
we're good, Like I ain't trying to be friends. The
more you picked that side, and that's fine with me.
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I ain't got over evil brudgis and nothing like that.
Speaker 2 (35:32):
I wish you the best.
Speaker 6 (35:34):
But once you picked that side because of something you
heard and you didn't even ask me or like come
to the horse's smile, Like I'd rather you come and
ask me and I'll tell you whether it was true
or problem telling them or admitting to my choices, whether
they was good or bad.
Speaker 2 (35:52):
You know, it was like people always be like I
was a mistake.
Speaker 6 (35:55):
It was a choice, right, And as a man, I
have to say, yeah, I made some bad choices right.
And I can tell you life now, it's a lot
of things I will never do anything, and it's a
lot of things that I will never allow myself to
deal with either regardless of how I feel about the person.
Speaker 2 (36:12):
I can love you to deal but if toxicity is
your way of life, I'm gonna love you from a farm.
I pray for you and wish you best, but that's
as far as you go.
Speaker 5 (36:24):
Yeah, some people thrive off of that type of sh.
Speaker 2 (36:29):
They do, and I think it's I think it's more
of an attention thing too. That shit is stressful.
Speaker 6 (36:34):
Like you you like that type of then you like
that attention that it gets you, especially when it comes
to social media, because social media is so skew when
it comes to how people do life. And some people
take you social media and be like, oh, this is
what it's supposed to be. No, social media is entertainment. Yeah,
that's all it should be or used as a business tool.
Speaker 2 (36:56):
But it's so many people that their life through social media. Yep,
and they the first out there. That's the first day. Listen.
I noticed me when I wake up in the morning
and I popped my eyes open.
Speaker 4 (37:11):
I'm so there's a certain thing that I say every morning,
basically thanking God for giving me another day.
Speaker 2 (37:18):
Open my eyes and see yeah, yeah, right there. Crazy.
Speaker 5 (37:26):
I don't go straight to my phone and look for
who posted was and who's on. But it's so many
people as soon as they pop their eyes open, they
grab that phone.
Speaker 4 (37:36):
They go straight to Facebook, then you go to Instagram,
then you go to techs. You're following this all the
same people on all the same pages. They're posting the
same thing on all their pages, and you go in
and check in all them sights for the same thing
from the same people.
Speaker 5 (37:56):
And you should know, like you should tell them, like
I know your screen.
Speaker 6 (38:00):
Time, Like I'm actually glad that my phone views me
that like average screen time every week, and I see
it go down here.
Speaker 2 (38:09):
Every week or it stays the same, like because.
Speaker 6 (38:14):
Like essentially like this idolatry, like idolizing your phone over
everything else, and that shouldn't be the most important thing of.
Speaker 2 (38:22):
What you got going. But I'm kind of the same.
But like I wake up, I'll be.
Speaker 6 (38:26):
Like, thank you got for another opportunity of like I
need for just being able to breathe get around my bed,
especially with everything that I've had to go through with
like surgeries and physical therapy and.
Speaker 2 (38:36):
Things like that.
Speaker 6 (38:37):
So I'm just like, I'm just glad to be here,
and so just thank you for not letting me still
be in bed and not waiting up because now I
have another opportunity to show love to go around for sure.
Speaker 2 (38:52):
Yeah, but on social media has so many people's personal perspective.
Speaker 6 (38:58):
Use it for fun purpose, bro, that's I don't I
don't even entertainment.
Speaker 4 (39:02):
If you like, if you go, if you go, whenever
you see me post something on Facebook, that's just what
these I don't like. I go straight to what's on
your mind posts some funny that we either I have
thought about, seeing experience heard that I found funny, and
I'm gone. I don't go up and down the dude, see,
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I don't go and check even my lady, she like,
do you see anything I'll post?
Speaker 2 (39:35):
Why don't see mine?
Speaker 5 (39:39):
Was like there for I just post what I posted,
and I'm off Funny.
Speaker 6 (39:43):
I always said hers is like you know, like close friends,
so that I would see when I'm nop on her,
because if I didn't just go to your page, I
might not see it exactly or like sometimes it we
should post something and I might see ites like.
Speaker 2 (39:57):
Like but also like we don't.
Speaker 6 (40:00):
We don't play that like social media game talking about
each other and talking about what we're going through, like
because one you know, that like open the door for
other people to like just say stuff and stuff stuff
like nah, I ain't nothing.
Speaker 2 (40:14):
Bad going on over the mouth, like I'm good, I'm
in a good place.
Speaker 4 (40:18):
And that's the thing people what she thinks, I'll be
bugging bro because I got a thing with.
Speaker 2 (40:29):
Disrespect. Right.
Speaker 8 (40:32):
So for instance, I know ta yo late, I don't
really know you, but I know that's your lady.
Speaker 2 (40:47):
No way.
Speaker 4 (40:49):
I'm gonna be in her dms on in Bob saying
for me, I meant freed, there's no way, no way,
no way, right, So like even when even when I
know there are.
Speaker 2 (41:08):
Feels you're like, we can just say that, like you know,
like when she posts things or somebody here like like
you love.
Speaker 6 (41:14):
It as far as you go get something funny, I'll
say something funny outside of that, man, But I would.
Speaker 4 (41:21):
But see that's different because we all have a respect
for one another and know who's who. Right, So I
even though we don't hang out and do that, I
would never disrespect you that way.
Speaker 6 (41:30):
Man, Like that, Like I I write people's relationships because
like right, people with spake mind.
Speaker 4 (41:38):
But you got the people like if she posts something
or say something weird not weird, or just say something
that they think is geared towards you.
Speaker 2 (41:48):
Right, she shows me.
Speaker 4 (41:53):
How many niggas been jumped in and you need to
leave me alone. It ain't got nothing to do with
me whatever. She just didn't have nothing to do with me,
not at all.
Speaker 5 (42:02):
I can treat you better than that. How do you
let him do that too?
Speaker 2 (42:07):
Hey? What's that beautiful? Can we get married?
Speaker 6 (42:11):
Hey?
Speaker 2 (42:11):
My lady said, I be lucky. I don't talk this
nigga's nuts. You don't want to marry her? My lady's nuts?
Looks wrong with y'all? You follow them.
Speaker 4 (42:21):
This lady by saying this, that and the third don't
even know this lady, I'll love it to death. She nuts, though,
do you know what I'm saying? But that's the nuts
that I like. Boss, Do you know what I'm saying.
I like my lady's type of nuts. You know what
I'm saying, Hey, I like what I like my crazy.
Speaker 2 (42:40):
But mind she's staying yeah with that.
Speaker 4 (42:42):
But see then when I be boot but you're not ready,
But when I be ready to die in somebody's ship
because of the disrespect, because you know that's my lady.
Speaker 2 (42:54):
She thinks it's not that serious. It is that serious.
Speaker 4 (42:58):
I feel like for me, it's so serious because you're
not gonna see me out at any club any event
because I'm outside. I post one, I post rock performance,
I post rom it, and I take my lady with me.
Speaker 2 (43:13):
She's whenever I'm out, she with me.
Speaker 5 (43:16):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (43:16):
So if you have seen us out somewhere, then you
hop in her.
Speaker 4 (43:21):
Everybody when I see you, gonna bust your ship because
that's disrespect.
Speaker 2 (43:26):
That's just how I rob. But she be thinking like
you don't have to do all that. That's you know,
it's not that series from her respective she more than
likely I can't I can't stay with you know what
is in her brain.
Speaker 6 (43:40):
But more than likely she just don't want the the
blowback from it or the drama from it. You know
what I'm saying now, ain't retrospect. Yeah, ain't saying your
lady and all boss, because that's your lady h and
doing crazy to me.
Speaker 5 (43:56):
She said, I'm just blocking block and I'm knocking like you.
Speaker 6 (44:00):
That's how I expect for you to still be the
pretty person that I met, young person. I feel a
little bit the posting pictures.
Speaker 5 (44:08):
And I'm not gonna stop you from.
Speaker 2 (44:12):
If they got that's up to you to handle. If
you can't handle it, a you know how I'm handed,
So I hope.
Speaker 6 (44:22):
That you can so do not because yeah, I like,
all right, she already know our role and I'm not
bussy about my exactly.
Speaker 2 (44:36):
Exactly. Yeah, I mean, just like like raising kids.
Speaker 6 (44:40):
Up in this type of this type of society we
in down, Like I explained, evens like on YouTube thing,
the social media sites and even that's so much filter.
But some of the things that they do see, you know,
they'll ask me questions and I'd be like, that's not
real life. That is someone's perspective and they just want
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everybody else to get on board.
Speaker 2 (45:04):
But that's not real life.
Speaker 6 (45:05):
Like you wanna talk about real life, we get I'm
gonna talking about real life. We're talking about what's what,
like your responsibilities and the human your responsibilities as a woman.
Speaker 2 (45:15):
That you're growing up certain that I'm.
Speaker 6 (45:20):
I'm going to be firm about, you know, like the
way somebody should treat you, the way somebody should love you,
the things that you should should not deal with.
Speaker 2 (45:29):
Okay, so what you're saying goes into roley versus lecture. Yeah,
so I had the lecture apart growing up like do
as I say that as I and I never understand.
Speaker 6 (45:48):
But then also that sometimes lasering from a person who
has that that thought process will give you bad advice.
And like a couple of examples, it's like my like
growing up when they came to like the little women
the men around me, was like.
Speaker 2 (46:06):
Man, just go get another. Ain't act right, just another,
And so this whole time I'm like why, Like now.
Speaker 6 (46:16):
That I'm older and I've had to deal with like,
hey know, like why would y'all like why would.
Speaker 2 (46:21):
You encourage to be as like that in me as
a young adult, I don't know better. I would rather
you told me like I was, I was sucking up
this atmos Hey.
Speaker 5 (46:31):
That's a generational behavior.
Speaker 2 (46:33):
And so now like when it comes to like on.
Speaker 6 (46:36):
The other side of the role model thing, like I
want my girls to see a loving relationship.
Speaker 2 (46:41):
I want them to see what a man and a woman,
man and woman should be like when they're together, like
whether it's disagreements or not, because you should be able
to have a disagreement and talk about it in a
healthy way. There should be no name calling, there should be.
Speaker 6 (46:56):
No underline undermined yelling, cursing, Like it should just be
a conversation and either y'all gonna or y'all going to
agree to disagree, but find some type of middle ground
where like, okay, this is how we go handle this.
Like even when my kids, like, I'm not hurfect, so
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when I mess up.
Speaker 2 (47:18):
I quickly pologize. I was like, you know what, I
can't deserve that, I'm sorry.
Speaker 6 (47:25):
I'm sorry for whatever it was, and going forward, this
is what I'm wanting to try to do.
Speaker 2 (47:32):
Or I'll even ask hey, since this is what happens.
How do you think we should do it?
Speaker 6 (47:41):
Because I don't want you growing up in a house
where you feel like you don't have any type of
safe you know what I'm saying, because.
Speaker 2 (47:48):
Like I grew uping up, you know, the way.
Speaker 6 (47:50):
We grew up was like, this is my house.
Speaker 2 (47:51):
You can do what I say, or you can get out. Yeah, okay, cool,
not to I started to saying, yes, this is my house,
and you do have to listen to me. But at
the same time, this ain't the.
Speaker 6 (48:01):
Prison, right, So let's figure it. Let's figure out a
healthy way to be with whatever situation you got, because
as y'all get older.
Speaker 2 (48:08):
You're gonna have your own opinions. So you're gonna have
your own thoughts, and I want.
Speaker 6 (48:13):
You to be able to express them because this is
your safe place. Because if all those fails in the
world don't treat you like shit, h they' not gonna
cary about your opinions and your thoughts and your currents.
Speaker 2 (48:24):
But I do, right, So I think that's just my mind.
My line is when it comes to that, like I'm
not You're not an election household. I want you. I've always.
Speaker 4 (48:37):
I've had I been in an election, household, and then
I never I never looked at I can't remember one
time that I looked at my father as role models.
The people that I've looked.
Speaker 2 (48:57):
Up to with role models talking all the wrong ship.
Speaker 5 (49:07):
At the time and for the consequence, not not the consequences, but.
Speaker 2 (49:12):
At the time and the.
Speaker 4 (49:16):
The way of life that he was living, it is
the right thing. So I was doing the wrong thing
for right reasons, you know what I'm saying. So those
were my role models. But I'm still in school doing
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what I was doing, playing ball hole nine with the
Dale statement, twenty one year of college and loss of
my scholarship.
Speaker 2 (49:51):
For being in the streets.
Speaker 4 (49:56):
So I've never had any other role models except those
type of role modes, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (50:00):
Yeah, I mean I grew up them all a part.
Speaker 6 (50:03):
I mean, I don't can't expect you to know where
that said, but that's like, okay, So I grew I
was that was my stomach grounds. A lot of the
people that I dealt with was the street guys, whether
they so green, white. I mean, that was just what
I learned, and that was just kind of how I
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grew up, especially like in my young adult years young
teenagers growing at an adult, which is part of the
reason I went to the service. I'm like, I gotta
figure something that's out.
Speaker 2 (50:34):
I was just same, this is gonna find me somewhere,
either dead or prison.
Speaker 6 (50:39):
And you know I've been I've seen a lot of
the guys around me get in trouble, and I'm like, I.
Speaker 2 (50:44):
Could be next any day. But either way, like getting
a lot of advice from people like that, like they
meant would even right. And so I made a lot
of bad choices. I mean one of them, like the.
Speaker 6 (50:58):
Lady i'm with now, we were around each other other
time and she knew I loved it, but I had
a hard time expressing it because you know, guys in
my life while I was like, oh man, don't don't
let them know your weaknesses, they don't give them that
much information, like they're.
Speaker 2 (51:15):
Gonna use it against you.
Speaker 6 (51:18):
But the right role won't, like the right person will
not weaponize things that you tell them, like they will
use them to say, Okay, this is how I need
to love this person, just how I need to treat
the person versus like.
Speaker 2 (51:33):
Oh, as soon as we get it, I'm na throw
it in their face, because that's my love. That's relation
for sure, and so I just know that I can't.
Speaker 6 (51:47):
I wish I had some good role models then because
I would have told her then like.
Speaker 2 (51:52):
Don't believe me, and we would have been in a
whole different life. My life probably would be the I did. Now. Hey,
you know we always be like we got a plan.
But all in all, I mean, reality is guy's plain.
Speaker 6 (52:09):
And feel like I had to go through the life
that I went through so that I can appreciate, so
that I can appreciate.
Speaker 2 (52:16):
Who I'm with them one like I know what not
to do, I know what's okay h h. And also
I just like talking.
Speaker 6 (52:26):
Person I want around my kids, Like I want somebody
that they can live up to. I want somebody that
they can go talk to because I have on girls,
it's gonna be stuff that I don't have no advice.
Speaker 2 (52:38):
I'm be like I don't know, and I'm having to
just I'm gonna have to suck that up and be
like I don't know. But no, like having a lady
that I got, like I can be like, hey, go
talk to her. I can guarantee you should probably have
better advice.
Speaker 6 (52:49):
For you than I would, you know, like you know
my teen year old like she and she in the
stage where she's about to.
Speaker 2 (52:56):
Go through her mystery. Like I don't know about that
as much as I can get from like googling it,
but I don't know what they feel like and how
to deal with how to talk to you about it.
Speaker 6 (53:07):
But I could be like, hey, can you such and such,
such and such, and she jumped right to you, went
by her a period box and everything like with all
the things that you're gonna need going through that, And
I was like, see, I never would have thought of
nothing like that, right, And I think that also helps
with like when people some some people be in relationships,
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but they be in competition with each other.
Speaker 2 (53:31):
I like, in a competition with the person that you with,
y'all on the same team.
Speaker 6 (53:35):
Yeah, Like you don't have strengths, they gonna have strengths.
You those strengths together because.
Speaker 2 (53:41):
Where I'm weak, she may be strong. She may be weak.
I might be strong, like and we just use what
we got to survive in this world they be living in,
right right, bro.
Speaker 5 (53:53):
So totally makes sense on that note.
Speaker 2 (53:56):
Man, we pray, I prayed.
Speaker 4 (53:58):
At anything that we said to eight, uh, reaching somebody
pray We didn't offend anyone.
Speaker 2 (54:05):
Of course. Anything that I said.
Speaker 4 (54:10):
That they have infitted anyone definitely comes from me and
my own dash. Anything that I said that may help
somebody or ship like somebody else.
Speaker 5 (54:17):
That definitely came from God. Thank you for coming through, Bro.
Speaker 2 (54:23):
I appreciate that.
Speaker 4 (54:24):
I'm going whatever you feel like coming. Do whatever you've got,
you know, some more time whatever.
Speaker 2 (54:29):
Man. If I ain't got my kids on real man,
I got them.
Speaker 4 (54:33):
I liked I like your perspective and you know, yeah,
so anytime any more than walking, any time to come
up to the show right off, Bro and Dad, Thank
you for coming. Thank you for everybody to him the listen.
Everybody was watching on their lives and you too. You
appreciate you all too. And you know I see guys
next week. You go to be out of it.
Speaker 2 (54:54):
It's been real.
Speaker 3 (54:55):
Appreciate looking at min, but don't look toolone. I'm living
a dream a triple beans and I'm how is boating
you hard to imagine?
Speaker 2 (55:06):
Picture me rolling
Bus put you to me, throwing in my five hundred pins.
I got no mother for these niggas. They don't need
to freds. They got me under Savanah. That's what's somebody
never know this to Berie so but I ain't gonna
tell it.
Speaker 2 (00:14):
Don't want to be another number. I got a gang
beat to keep you bub with noning fell around the
form to see me dead. Niggas took frighting on my head.
Now what got you?
Speaker 1 (00:22):
Roch collars from my bed. I'ma beat him, lad, No
one believe up where I lived? Will God gimme fall
the dirt. The niggas did be kids one't like just live.
It's so hard to be potative. When niggas shooting next street.
My mom still duck and brought a support zone my homies,
saying mate and most of them they are gone. Oh
bron following your man to see me in on ways
to put the green and signed the farm fro my
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empty hands say to me broken busting the bigges zone
brigs that is stomach. I train the sensing. My hope's upawn,
I'm like you beaning folly feeding on the Doat's gone.
My nerves strict or eating in my head, swimming thinking
of the cheese. I'll be hoping, pitching me throwings, moves
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in sidelot and can get a clip fig he's in
let you mean brothers, Nigga, Hey, peple my nigga suck
gets some stack.
Speaker 3 (01:19):
I got keys coming from over seas, causing nigga two
hundred cheets. I'm a street comemand don't need no for example,
the lavish lifestyle. It's hard to have no more. I
got the boss because the more like a boss player,
thus branding to me a woman layer. So many players Hea,
I'm gonna take a steady swing, make me want to
start bang banging. So I'm caught up be in the game.
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That's coach change. I can forty glass to tam a
red rage, all that jealousy and d MV coming from
a y knees while I'm something on remail running back legs.
Shimmy's on the wrong fifty six, big body.
Speaker 2 (01:52):
Says, let me got up.
Speaker 4 (02:00):
Thanks you all for tuning in to another episode beyond
the feard.
Speaker 5 (02:03):
I am your host, my table brother.
Speaker 4 (02:11):
Here today, so with no sense of you know, prayers
out said his family going through something right now, I
don't know what exactly what's going on with about nobody
asking me ship h, but yeah that's what it is.
So you know, my praise you, bron you know, let
you know if you anything, I've got you. But today
we have a guest on the show. H kind of
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know his brother kind of.
Speaker 5 (02:35):
You know, we ain't hung out of you know, when't
drinking pots or nothing.
Speaker 4 (02:38):
But you know, my lady best friend is his lady
and you know, yeah, so I respect I asked you
to come on to the show because you know, I
know your father.
Speaker 2 (02:53):
And you take care of you and you you talk to.
Speaker 4 (03:00):
You know what I'm saying, and that's the type of
conversation you're trying to have here, especially about you know,
real wrong man issues fathering me man, the leadership.
Speaker 2 (03:15):
Roles in the household, excentria, et cetera.
Speaker 4 (03:18):
Yeah, so I figured that said, you know, I respected
it to this point of view just from what I
see how.
Speaker 2 (03:24):
You, you know, just on social media and how you
interacting plus.
Speaker 4 (03:27):
The way how you interact with your Lincoln and love
like no, you got ur right, So they appreciate that,
like don't no.
Speaker 2 (03:34):
Doubt, no doubt.
Speaker 5 (03:35):
So yeah, let everybody.
Speaker 2 (03:36):
Know you all rights wrong. My name Brandon going and
raised out the same.
Speaker 6 (03:43):
Lewis did some service time, seeing a lot of different
countries and whatnot.
Speaker 2 (03:50):
Relity military definitely helped me out a lot and a
long time job in front of a do a work injury,
I stopped and uh, I'm student. So that's your up.
So I'm gonna I'm gonna hop into it down.
Speaker 5 (04:12):
Today's uh topic is raising sons.
Speaker 2 (04:16):
And daughters in the world. That's Boston Compass.
Speaker 4 (04:19):
A couple of points you want to hit on him,
speak about his teaching, character, great ability, boundaries, consequences, and
love and role models versus lecture. So you have all girls, right,
So how do you how do you?
Speaker 5 (04:34):
I know, that's headache, bro I can notice ahead.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
I'm surprised. Grids ain't great, man, I got some great
Harris got you use that? That? That?
Speaker 4 (04:45):
What's that?
Speaker 2 (04:45):
Will Smith and Coco Brown.
Speaker 6 (04:49):
We had a conversation about this once it started turnings
gonna let it turn you guys.
Speaker 2 (04:54):
Yeah in the line he let it come in. Man,
I ain't even you know?
Speaker 5 (04:59):
Yeah, So how do you navigate having full four?
Speaker 2 (05:03):
Right? Yeah? Four girls? It is. It's a task.
Speaker 6 (05:10):
And I can't speak for people who have have to
raise boys.
Speaker 2 (05:14):
My lady does have three boys, so I've.
Speaker 6 (05:16):
Been helping there, but raising four girls it is an
everyday journey, especially with the different personalities, different perspectives, different emotions, and.
Speaker 2 (05:33):
I have to treat them accordingly.
Speaker 6 (05:36):
So all of them are different, so I do have
to treat them somewhat differently.
Speaker 2 (05:41):
But I don't love nobody unless so one thing I
strive own is God like my house. We don't. We
don't love God foremost. And that's just what it is.
They've been. They've actually been really good being custom to it.
Speaker 6 (06:01):
Every Wednesday, they always ask you going to buy you
study and I'd be like, yep, we definitely doing.
Speaker 2 (06:06):
That's what they enjoy and they enjoy the relationships.
Speaker 6 (06:08):
They've been making, and I think it's also helped them help.
Speaker 2 (06:13):
Mold them into the way that they are now.
Speaker 6 (06:17):
And then I also talk about just loving each other,
like not saying that what you do for me or
how you do it is like love like love is.
Speaker 2 (06:29):
It is an action word. It's not just a feeling.
Speaker 6 (06:32):
So it's just how you treat people, how you talk
to them, how you talk about them, and how you
protect them when they in front of your face and
how you protect them when they're not there. Another big
thing is just just.
Speaker 2 (06:53):
Just treat each other with respect. Like we have instances where.
Speaker 6 (07:00):
My ten year old sometimes she feels a way of
letting her sisters don't want to play with her, and
so I try to tell her like say that's okay, Like
it's okay to be by yourself sometimes, and when they
want to play with you, appreciate them because they're not
gonna always want it, just like you're not gonna.
Speaker 2 (07:19):
Always want to be hugged up about me.
Speaker 6 (07:21):
At some point, you're gonna want to go out into
this world and feel the things out, feel.
Speaker 2 (07:25):
Itself, and I have to respect it. So that's your shop,
that's your sup. But it's good that you give them me,
because man, you're gonna have.
Speaker 4 (07:36):
If I wish, well, like I forget all my children
together and want like I've tried.
Speaker 2 (07:43):
It just never worked out right here because this baby
mom don't like this one.
Speaker 4 (07:50):
You don't even don't that'stant y'all may handle beef y'allly handle,
but you.
Speaker 2 (07:54):
Don't like this one. I'm afraid of people.
Speaker 6 (07:56):
I'm a praak fan situation, because that's unfortunate and they
know your kids be able to be around.
Speaker 4 (08:00):
Your exactly, you know what I'm saying, So like I
deal with like I'm actually I go to court in
July seven, okay because until my youngest to take her
of court for her young custom as you shout. But
she has an issue with the fact that my kids
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loves my.
Speaker 6 (08:23):
Lady b I'm in the same boat.
Speaker 2 (08:29):
She's done nothing to her. I'm in the same boat though,
So like even.
Speaker 4 (08:35):
If that even if my kids say something like she's quick,
then well that's not nice. I don't say that because
it's still your brother.
Speaker 2 (08:45):
You know, you shouldn't say dads.
Speaker 4 (08:46):
But you know, so my kids when I when I
drop them off, I immediately get a text message while she's
speaking of my kids about earth.
Speaker 2 (08:58):
This is what he said. She kind of reacting.
Speaker 5 (09:00):
She's always spoken.
Speaker 2 (09:02):
She don't even know what you're talking bad.
Speaker 5 (09:04):
So what would she have to say like once she
out online.
Speaker 2 (09:09):
And that terms of me not singing for you know
what I'm saying. I'm saying. I think one of the
things that I've learned when it comes to.
Speaker 6 (09:20):
Navigating the type of situation you get because I'm in
the same thing, like My kids talk very highly of
my lady when she's not around, maybe like we're kid,
you know, because they want to see her, they want
to be around her because of the fact that she
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shows them nothing beloved and the same like if they
ever say something about their mom, she's never disrespectful. She
don't never talk bad, she don't never make them feel
any type of way because you're talking about your mom
as you should, Like I'm not gonna make you talk
feel bad because you're talking about your mom like that's
your mother.
Speaker 2 (09:57):
And I'm always understand that you want to love to
your mother and you should respect her. So, uh, there's been,
you know.
Speaker 6 (10:05):
A couple of situations I have to deal with when
it comes to my lady and lie and you know,
I would just be like that those are personal feelings
and those are things that y'all shouldn't even be aware of.
Speaker 2 (10:19):
It's not fair you.
Speaker 6 (10:21):
You shouldn't be made to feel uncomfortable or talked about
my lady.
Speaker 2 (10:25):
At your mom's house or a vice person, right, And I.
Speaker 6 (10:29):
Hope at some point God can find a way to
help help their situation. Because kids never asked to be
they have never said the land like you know.
Speaker 2 (10:43):
What I want to be alive. Please bring me into
the world. So like two people at.
Speaker 6 (10:49):
One point be what they did and brought that child
into so find a way to make it work.
Speaker 2 (10:58):
For them especially that's so again, yeah, man, that's ah,
that's unfortunately I don't because but I'm a brand and
said I been.
Speaker 6 (11:09):
It's like, I mean, you already I know some one
of my you know, issues that I've had to go through,
Like I mean, I'm looking forward for two and a
half years to get divorous and custody and everything.
Speaker 7 (11:21):
So yeah, and see with me, my son, you know,
he's seven, right with my doughter, she's six.
Speaker 2 (11:37):
My son is real, his boys is. He's so smart
that it frees me out some top tright.
Speaker 4 (11:48):
And he picks up on everything, feelings, emotions, he picks
up and stuff quick, you know.
Speaker 2 (11:57):
And and like if.
Speaker 5 (12:00):
Like my problem, my problem would be I would see
like I would.
Speaker 2 (12:05):
Know something that she.
Speaker 4 (12:09):
Said or did or something like, for instance, my daughter
had a graduation, so.
Speaker 2 (12:17):
You know my lady she had gone with the dog.
Speaker 5 (12:19):
It's okay, cool, you know, even though I know.
Speaker 2 (12:24):
She no trick. So what it's supposed to be about
the kid, he's act.
Speaker 4 (12:33):
So I'm letting her know, like right before the time
he goes to graduation, like yo, h m, we're gonna
stop and give him some flowers and wait, m.
Speaker 2 (12:45):
Hmm, we moved. Yeah, lady, h I'm talking about she's
going off one hundred miles an hour, not no. So
I'm like a do I call and hurt my.
Speaker 4 (13:06):
Lady's feelings because she loved my kids? So do I
call her her feeling the business saying nah, you can't come,
or do I just bring her anyway and have to
be between somebody you know what I'm saying, and they
acting a fool, but she has to fool a tooth right,
So I didn't say nothing. I just text my lady, Yo,
(13:29):
I'm about to.
Speaker 2 (13:29):
Go to the graduation.
Speaker 4 (13:32):
She's like, uh, okay, So I go to the graduation.
Speaker 5 (13:41):
So now she mad.
Speaker 2 (13:43):
You know what I'm saying, rightfully, So she mad, Yeah,
you know.
Speaker 5 (13:47):
I'm sitting there waiting to go.
Speaker 2 (13:51):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (13:51):
But in my mind, you know, this girl like you anyway, Yeah,
so why are you putting you in that position that
you didn't have to?
Speaker 2 (14:00):
That's how I felt. Okay, you know what I'm saying.
And then it's taken.
Speaker 4 (14:05):
As you protecting her feelings to her mom, I can
see both science right, so.
Speaker 6 (14:14):
Rightfully, so she her feels about it, yeah for sure,
and you trying to you are trying to protect the situation,
right So, like I said, I see both sciences.
Speaker 2 (14:24):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (14:25):
So that was an issue I can understand, a sticky.
Speaker 5 (14:30):
Issue, bro, for like some days.
Speaker 2 (14:32):
Bro, you know what I mean.
Speaker 4 (14:34):
And so now I gotta have a conversation with her,
like you don't understand the position that you put me in,
I having these restrictions on how I be a mama
or okay, okay, Like you don't understand the position that
you put me in by having these restrictions on how
I deal with, you know, being my lady live together
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some when my.
Speaker 2 (14:56):
Kids are with me? Who do you think they're right?
Speaker 5 (14:59):
There's no wait, you know what I'm saying. So that's
why I went ahead and push.
Speaker 2 (15:02):
This thing in court. Yeah, because, like I said, you should,
because you have responsibilities as a problem, and I wanted it.
Speaker 5 (15:12):
I wanted it to be documented in court. If I'm
not able to pick my kids up.
Speaker 2 (15:17):
From school, she can do it. Yeah, because this is
we've been together four and a half years.
Speaker 4 (15:24):
She can do it, and she should, you know what
I mean, right, The only thing, Okay, you don't want
to come into your house. Cool if she got to
drop them all to you because I can't make it
or whatever, Cool, y'all pick a place to me, and then
she dropped off to me. But some people just aren't
mentally there. They haven't grown.
Speaker 6 (15:44):
So what I've learned is that people will use trauma
as a crush, you know, they they go through things
or whatever's in their head, they use it to treat
people a certain way. Maybe like why I wouldn't do this. Okay,
that's that's fair, But what are you doing to fix it?
(16:06):
Like it's your job to heal from whatever trying that
you went through, whether it was your fault or not,
Like if it was at the hands of somebody else, Okay, cool,
that you can pray for them and.
Speaker 2 (16:17):
Let it be there, But you have to fix yourself.
Speaker 6 (16:20):
And so a lot of times adults, we as adults,
and I'm including myself, like you have to take out
your personal feelings when it comes to our.
Speaker 2 (16:30):
Children, like because it's not fair of them. Because if
your kids.
Speaker 6 (16:35):
Look at your lady like a role model in their life,
then they weren't hurt there.
Speaker 2 (16:41):
And when she's not there, I guarantee you that's.
Speaker 6 (16:44):
Going to affect them. They don't know why she's not there.
And it's hard for you to even explain why she's
not there because it's not the place that's an adult
I mean, it's an adult talpic, and so you have
to you know, you gotta make up something.
Speaker 2 (17:00):
She could make him.
Speaker 5 (17:01):
Oh, she was at.
Speaker 6 (17:02):
Work, boy, and she was like, essentially, you lying to
the exactly, and that's my firm.
Speaker 2 (17:10):
I'm actually happy that I went to court.
Speaker 6 (17:12):
And went all the way through because like I had
fifty two because with my kids, I don't have no restrictions,
like if they would meet, they would meet, Like, no, dude,
will you have.
Speaker 2 (17:25):
You go see family?
Speaker 6 (17:26):
We go see friends, Like you want to spend time
around my lady because they love her.
Speaker 2 (17:31):
And our lady loves doing Like.
Speaker 4 (17:34):
That's what I have to explained to her. I said,
you know, like I should think about it. It was cool
for me to be around your kids and we got help.
Speaker 2 (17:43):
That was cool. They don't never see both sides of
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 4 (17:46):
And then when my when my youngest when one of
my my my son and my daughter.
Speaker 5 (17:51):
They were at that time, they were four.
Speaker 4 (17:56):
And five, right, I said, Well, when you first met
Journey and Donovant it was the same age.
Speaker 2 (18:05):
Do some jersey work.
Speaker 4 (18:08):
So why is it cool for them for you to
be around them and you have love for them? But
they but my lady, can't have the same love that
you said you had for them.
Speaker 5 (18:17):
How does that make sense?
Speaker 2 (18:19):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 6 (18:20):
There is no word exactly God's bring earth that that
makes sense exactly.
Speaker 2 (18:24):
Bro, you know what I'm saying. But I'm the same situation.
It's weird. I was the father to a young lady.
Speaker 6 (18:32):
And to the front at the time she was two,
she was about eleven or twelve, to the point she
call me Dave and my eggs had an issue with
her father, the child's father, when it came.
Speaker 2 (18:50):
To who the lady, the girl he was dating or
whatever like that. It didn't matter.
Speaker 6 (18:55):
But I'm just like, you don't see it in the
same perspective as me being around this child, like I'm
around shall daily.
Speaker 2 (19:04):
Bor not sometimes all the time. His lady is around
your daughter. Whatever you're week ind, it's not even the same.
Speaker 6 (19:15):
It's not even the same statement, So how do you
think he may feel that I'm right?
Speaker 2 (19:21):
I mean, that's that's the quit. She said, like it
didn't matter, and I was like, okay, I'm not gonna
fight you.
Speaker 4 (19:27):
But it's the same.
Speaker 6 (19:30):
Like if it's okay for me to love his kid
like my own wives, it not okay for his lady
to love y'all kid like their own. Because you, I
think as like, it should be a breath of fresh
air to know that, you know, when people splitting they
have kids, that the person that they choose to be with,
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that you can understand that that person means no harm
to your children.
Speaker 2 (19:56):
I would rather have that than anything else.
Speaker 6 (19:59):
Like you don't have to worry about their safety, You
don't have to worry about that well being. Gotta worry
about them talking bad about your front in the.
Speaker 2 (20:06):
Work like that. That should be the igest number king.
Speaker 5 (20:10):
But you know what I started doing, Like she could
say stuff like.
Speaker 2 (20:14):
I need a break, all right, give them to me.
Speaker 6 (20:20):
Yeah, but I.
Speaker 4 (20:22):
Don't want them around when you don't want no break,
you know, so they can stay there, they can stay
right way. And then she used to be like, don't
get them, but I don't want to, you know, what
I'm saying, I'm not very lied to nobody. Yeah, don't
want to lie to nobody. How am I gonna tell
her we live together?
Speaker 2 (20:42):
But nah, you let it. It wasn't here.
Speaker 5 (20:44):
And then when my kids come back home, you should
the first thing they're gonna say it is even as
soon as we had fun doing you're.
Speaker 4 (20:51):
Saying that that causes a whole situation, you know what
I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (20:54):
So I'm like, I feel like you shouldn't. You shouldn't
have to lie exactly. You definitely have to be like,
she's not gonna be around. You know she's gonna be here. Yeah,
so you want to break cool? Guess what this like?
Speaker 5 (21:05):
My lady not going nowhere.
Speaker 6 (21:07):
And at some point you're gonna have to grow up
out of them them immaturities and immature feelings.
Speaker 2 (21:12):
I've had them, I've.
Speaker 4 (21:13):
Had been I got this a text message, I have
all that, I've said, all of this, you know what
I'm saying, and I still get strike. And so for
the last three weeks I haven't seen my kids. I said,
I'm just wait until we go to court. And then
whenever the court, you have no choice but to comply,
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tell me choice.
Speaker 2 (21:39):
They still have a choice. I mean you can't.
Speaker 5 (21:43):
But then that's that's that's they come behind.
Speaker 4 (21:45):
That's so and I'm gonna push to the fullest extent
for whatever comes behind that.
Speaker 2 (21:53):
And I'm if anybody gonna tell you, I'm gonna tell you,
I know all the way yeah to the finish line.
Speaker 6 (21:59):
Because every year that I have to deal with before
getting to where I'm at now, I'm glad I deal
with it because like, it ain't nothing in this world
that's that makes me okay with being away from my kids.
Speaker 2 (22:13):
Like even when I dropped them off or the mom.
Speaker 6 (22:17):
Come get them, I still take them every day, talk
to them, tell them my love, I hope you have
a great day.
Speaker 2 (22:23):
Like like pop of that.
Speaker 6 (22:26):
Like I don't like being away from my kids, but
at the same time, I also understand the situation, like
we both have to be in their lives as.
Speaker 2 (22:35):
We should.
Speaker 6 (22:38):
And I mean honest, like I hope it gets to
a point that we can even be around each other
and in their lives, like because they deserve to see
that their parents will get along.
Speaker 2 (22:51):
And see the love and see the respect and the care.
Speaker 6 (22:54):
Like I may not want to be all a buddy
buddy with you, br but I know how to be though.
Speaker 2 (23:00):
They should be able to be a function for the
kids and we.
Speaker 4 (23:03):
All can come together and it ain't no striking. Now
my other two kids moms, they're like that. She just
just won't bro. I offered, won't you to meet it?
You need to know kids.
Speaker 5 (23:18):
Are I don't want to be nobody.
Speaker 2 (23:20):
I don't need it in her.
Speaker 4 (23:21):
So my lady and so my lady tells me like
she still got feelings for you, and it was crazy.
Speaker 6 (23:27):
I was literally finlas say that. I was really fanna say.
It's very possible that she probably still got feelings.
Speaker 2 (23:32):
For you and she just out there with them.
Speaker 4 (23:33):
See this is the thing though, Okay. I left her
June of twenty eighteen, bro, And the only reason I
left her is because she stayed.
Speaker 2 (23:47):
She had had she had my son.
Speaker 4 (23:49):
My son was born November two, thy seventeen. Yeah, and
then she was pregnant with my daughter.
Speaker 2 (23:59):
Right after that.
Speaker 4 (24:01):
So June of twenty eighteen, it was a situation where
basically it came down to a word. She said, my
oldest son. Who That's the only reason why I ended
up because I came over here for a vacation for
the holiday in twenty sixteen, just to visit my family.
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I was in Atlanta and my car lot, living life.
I was cool, so I came here to visit. My
son was kept from me, my oldest son by his mom.
She's from Piogia. That was the whole situation.
Speaker 2 (24:39):
Every time I try to get in touch with him whatever,
whatever it was off.
Speaker 5 (24:44):
Anyway, He's sixteen at this point, so he like he
found me.
Speaker 2 (24:50):
Somehow.
Speaker 5 (24:51):
He knew that I was in Saint Louis.
Speaker 4 (24:54):
I guess I strugs because my sister might have said
something or something.
Speaker 2 (24:56):
She posted on Facebook or something he found. He called me.
Speaker 4 (25:02):
So when I answer the phone, I didn't know who
it was. When I answered the phone, you like, Papa, when.
Speaker 2 (25:07):
Who was this? But it's dollar damn, Like what's up?
Speaker 4 (25:11):
Man? So he like, look, let me talk to you.
So I'm like, I getting to have this where I'm at.
He comes, so we talking. He's like, I got into
it with my mom's husband cooked in my mind. You
before they got married. He told her, I don't like
your son at this point, you bro, my son was
five years old.
Speaker 5 (25:32):
How do you know now?
Speaker 4 (25:35):
Now it's a it's a weird thing because okay, I
got sent to the PHIDS in two thousand and one. Right,
me and her were together when she got pregnant, We
were together. I left him, went to Philly. Back then,
it wasn't none of that the way it is now.
Speaker 2 (25:53):
Like I got on.
Speaker 5 (25:54):
The bus so with like ten and a half ounces
of pother and drove.
Speaker 4 (26:01):
From here to Philly. When I get there, bubbling, do
what we're doing. A month later, my man set the hill.
I get locked up. But the night prior to me
getting locked up, that morning she had when in labor
early with my son. So the next morning I'm scarting,
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get on a plane and fly back. That morning they
laid it the spot locked. So the first six to
half years of his life, I was locked up, but
I still took care of them from behind the wall.
Builders team moved into a new house. Like I read
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books to my son. I started a program in prison
broke where you read books to your kids over conselti
and stuff, and you send them mailing home to them.
So I p this whole thing, meaning like three other
dads got the program approval.
Speaker 2 (27:05):
So they dug it into this day. Been still doing this.
Speaker 4 (27:08):
That's so so just a way to connect with your kids, right,
So I'm doing all that now, mind you, I'm sending
her money byta.
Speaker 2 (27:17):
Locked up because you know, I'm moving to google out
the joint. I mean, you're just doing what you gotta do.
Take any.
Speaker 4 (27:26):
To the point where bro I sent her about fifteen grade,
she took ten thousand dollars and at fifteen that she
had saved up that I was sitting.
Speaker 2 (27:37):
Home that was supposed to be for me to you
know what I mean.
Speaker 4 (27:39):
When I got back home, she took ten thousand of
that paid for the dude. Because in Epioga they have
a rangy marriages and shit like this. Yeah, so at
eleven years old, they wanted her to marry this guy.
Speaker 2 (27:52):
She never wanted to.
Speaker 4 (27:54):
Long story short, she takes ten thousand dollars the sentence
for him to come over here married said. While I'm
in the figs, got this nigga around my son the
whole time. I'll call her home talking to her and
my son. She's never told me nothing. My family knew,
didn't tell me nothing.
Speaker 2 (28:11):
Someone that to get out.
Speaker 4 (28:13):
I'm thinking, like, okay, after a plan for everything, I'm
cool restout this business.
Speaker 2 (28:17):
I'm not fucking with the streets. For more. YadA YadA
Yada's baby.
Speaker 5 (28:21):
My son, this is my plan. Come home, tell her
to break my son, come see me.
Speaker 2 (28:30):
She pulls up in the.
Speaker 4 (28:31):
Car with my son and this nigga. So I'm like, now,
my mom, I'm looking at them. They're like, hey, I'm
gonna tell you now.
Speaker 2 (28:38):
Before you go outside. Just I'm like, who's you talking about?
You know what I'm saying. I'm like, he's talking about.
So they like, just just be calm.
Speaker 8 (28:50):
I'm like, be calm for what.
Speaker 4 (28:52):
You Still ain't telling me what you're talking about, right,
So I'm like, get out the way. Something moved, my mom,
something bread caught the dogs. I'm gonna grab my first
and foremost right. So when I see the dude sitting
in the passage and see him like he looked Ethiopian,
So I'm like, maybe that's one of our family members that.
Speaker 5 (29:10):
You know, I ain't tripping. So my son get off
the car.
Speaker 2 (29:14):
Daddy five, n no, he was six.
Speaker 4 (29:17):
He's like, damn, damn.
Speaker 2 (29:18):
Daddy runs up to me, hugs me. The whole night.
Speaker 5 (29:21):
She's still sitting in the car.
Speaker 2 (29:23):
She ain't got out the car yet.
Speaker 4 (29:25):
Which is I'm thinking, why ain't my girl getting the
fuck out the car.
Speaker 5 (29:30):
So I'm like, fake, get out the car.
Speaker 4 (29:33):
You ain't here, ain't said a word. She looking like
she's scared to talk. So then she kids out the car.
Speaker 2 (29:44):
She's like, carell let me talk to you. She's like,
what's up?
Speaker 4 (29:49):
Then she breaks down. She's like, don't get upset. This
the third that's my husband.
Speaker 6 (29:55):
Don't get upset though, like push on something in my
I pulled up and shicken car and then you find
out that's my wife.
Speaker 2 (30:05):
Brou I said, who him?
Speaker 5 (30:10):
So now I'm pissed as to get out the car
because now y'all playing with me.
Speaker 2 (30:15):
But and.
Speaker 4 (30:18):
The hands off, right, But I can't smack the shit
out you, right, So I'm great, I'm gonna show you
this big ain't that I'm beat his ass, you know
what I'm saying a lot of Right when my mom
they came out grabbed.
Speaker 5 (30:31):
He told me chastead or third or that whatever.
Speaker 2 (30:33):
So before she leave, I'm like, give me my motherfucker money.
Speaker 5 (30:40):
Y'all ain't leaving this street until I give my money.
Seventeen thousand, I mean my bread man.
Speaker 4 (30:48):
So god, so my mom they bring me in the house.
So that when my mom tells me what she did.
I caused Jamia kill Buggy. I'm telling you now, y'all
got a.
Speaker 2 (31:01):
Week because I know how they live over there.
Speaker 5 (31:06):
They got the money.
Speaker 2 (31:08):
I know how they I've been to her mom. I've
been there to Rectri. I know how they need that.
I know y'all got the money. Y'all beat me my
mom forum money.
Speaker 5 (31:19):
Long story short, like we can half it.
Speaker 2 (31:21):
THEA ain't my seventeen thousand dollars so releasing good.
Speaker 4 (31:28):
Long story short though, back to what I was saying,
but she said my kids. Mom was telling me that
my son because once he found me, okay, I stopped
everything I had going on because he was in school
playing ball in Pattonville.
Speaker 2 (31:42):
So I'm like, I'm not.
Speaker 4 (31:42):
Great to take you out of that. I'm gonna break
my lease. I'm still running car business.
Speaker 2 (31:48):
From here, but I gotta find a spot here, right.
Speaker 4 (31:52):
So I had met her during my time betting down there,
so he started a jam and I was staying with
my sister.
Speaker 2 (31:58):
So after a while, like shit, I got my son,
just got the third she was like, well, y'all just
doing here.
Speaker 5 (32:03):
I wasn't for that at first.
Speaker 2 (32:06):
I'm like, alright, it's something that I do.
Speaker 5 (32:08):
You just now until I be me and my son
something else. That turned into a whole relationship for real,
for really.
Speaker 2 (32:15):
Now she's pregnant just that third yea. So she's like,
what what end of the relationship is.
Speaker 4 (32:23):
Her saying that he wasn't walk from there because he
got friends coming over knocking on the door.
Speaker 2 (32:29):
It's just this.
Speaker 4 (32:29):
And I'm like, but your other two show and they
got people coming over here knocking up the door, doing
the like, So what's different with my son?
Speaker 2 (32:35):
Though I don't understand it. I said, what if he
can't be here? I can't be here right now? Mind?
Speaker 4 (32:43):
Is she already I've already had my son. My son
is like maybe six months. She's like, well, you just
gonna leave us to lead your kid. I'm not leaving him,
leaving you right I can still be a daddy from
wherever the fuck I chose to get a house at
dud But I'm not staying here another night because you
just said that he can't come. So I'm SARTs to
leave him Outseie, and I'm sitting here taking care of
these two other fact move motherfuckers that don't do nothing
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around here.
Speaker 2 (33:04):
Like person and you can't send my kid, I can't
feel with you. Yeah, I'm gone. I'm gone. So yeah,
I respect that I left that I left that day.
Speaker 4 (33:15):
So did she spinish saying what she said? And I
said what I said, I gotta be you home, move
my ship up out of there, went to an extencted
statement he and my son they gonna find a house
like a month later, and.
Speaker 6 (33:26):
That was it.
Speaker 2 (33:28):
But she blames that all of that on me. So
a lot of a lot of individuals have.
Speaker 6 (33:38):
They have an issue with accountability, and I think they
excuse how they view things like they gotta find somebody
to blame though, because they don't want to blame themselves.
And I mean it can't like so I don't want
to blame myself, so I.
Speaker 5 (33:57):
Want to find somebody else so that I feel better.
Speaker 4 (34:01):
Yes, yeah, So.
Speaker 2 (34:04):
Honestly, I think that's what it is, and that's what
it sounds like.
Speaker 4 (34:07):
And I know I spent a different way because I
can kill because how her mom will say certain days,
I'm like, you know whatever, I don't even care.
Speaker 5 (34:17):
Believe what you'll want to I don't care.
Speaker 2 (34:19):
Yeah, I'm a I'm at the time of my life.
Speaker 6 (34:21):
I'm like I'm not.
Speaker 5 (34:22):
I'm not clearing I'm not clearing up nothing.
Speaker 2 (34:24):
But I don't care if if it's something that was
said about me and you believe it yours to hurt
me anyway.
Speaker 6 (34:31):
So just you picked your side, you stay there. I
ain't got no grudge against you. I ain't got no
hard feelings.
Speaker 2 (34:37):
But I'm not clearing them enough exactly.
Speaker 6 (34:40):
I mean, even with my situation, like a bunch of
things that was said about me publicly behind closed doors
in court rooms, and then certain individuals find out those
things weren't true and they actually came to apologize to
me in some form of way, like eating me up
on social media, like I'm sorry, and.
Speaker 2 (35:01):
I'm like for what I believed her. Okay, I just
and it is like I just need.
Speaker 6 (35:08):
To tell you, I like my apologies to you because
after some things didn't go a certain way with me
and that individual she did me the same way. And
I was like, oh, okay, well now you understand. I mean,
we're good, Like I ain't trying to be friends. The
more you picked that side, and that's fine with me.
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I ain't got over evil brudgis and nothing like that.
Speaker 2 (35:32):
I wish you the best.
Speaker 6 (35:34):
But once you picked that side because of something you
heard and you didn't even ask me or like come
to the horse's smile, Like I'd rather you come and
ask me and I'll tell you whether it was true
or problem telling them or admitting to my choices, whether
they was good or bad.
Speaker 2 (35:52):
You know, it was like people always be like I
was a mistake.
Speaker 6 (35:55):
It was a choice, right, And as a man, I
have to say, yeah, I made some bad choices right.
And I can tell you life now, it's a lot
of things I will never do anything, and it's a
lot of things that I will never allow myself to
deal with either regardless of how I feel about the person.
Speaker 2 (36:12):
I can love you to deal but if toxicity is
your way of life, I'm gonna love you from a farm.
I pray for you and wish you best, but that's
as far as you go.
Speaker 5 (36:24):
Yeah, some people thrive off of that type of sh.
Speaker 2 (36:29):
They do, and I think it's I think it's more
of an attention thing too. That shit is stressful.
Speaker 6 (36:34):
Like you you like that type of then you like
that attention that it gets you, especially when it comes
to social media, because social media is so skew when
it comes to how people do life. And some people
take you social media and be like, oh, this is
what it's supposed to be. No, social media is entertainment. Yeah,
that's all it should be or used as a business tool.
Speaker 2 (36:56):
But it's so many people that their life through social media. Yep,
and they the first out there. That's the first day. Listen.
I noticed me when I wake up in the morning
and I popped my eyes open.
Speaker 4 (37:11):
I'm so there's a certain thing that I say every morning,
basically thanking God for giving me another day.
Speaker 2 (37:18):
Open my eyes and see yeah, yeah, right there. Crazy.
Speaker 5 (37:26):
I don't go straight to my phone and look for
who posted was and who's on. But it's so many
people as soon as they pop their eyes open, they
grab that phone.
Speaker 4 (37:36):
They go straight to Facebook, then you go to Instagram,
then you go to techs. You're following this all the
same people on all the same pages. They're posting the
same thing on all their pages, and you go in
and check in all them sights for the same thing
from the same people.
Speaker 5 (37:56):
And you should know, like you should tell them, like
I know your screen.
Speaker 6 (38:00):
Time, Like I'm actually glad that my phone views me
that like average screen time every week, and I see
it go down here.
Speaker 2 (38:09):
Every week or it stays the same, like because.
Speaker 6 (38:14):
Like essentially like this idolatry, like idolizing your phone over
everything else, and that shouldn't be the most important thing of.
Speaker 2 (38:22):
What you got going. But I'm kind of the same.
But like I wake up, I'll be.
Speaker 6 (38:26):
Like, thank you got for another opportunity of like I
need for just being able to breathe get around my bed,
especially with everything that I've had to go through with
like surgeries and physical therapy and.
Speaker 2 (38:36):
Things like that.
Speaker 6 (38:37):
So I'm just like, I'm just glad to be here,
and so just thank you for not letting me still
be in bed and not waiting up because now I
have another opportunity to show love to go around for sure.
Speaker 2 (38:52):
Yeah, but on social media has so many people's personal perspective.
Speaker 6 (38:58):
Use it for fun purpose, bro, that's I don't I
don't even entertainment.
Speaker 4 (39:02):
If you like, if you go, if you go, whenever
you see me post something on Facebook, that's just what
these I don't like. I go straight to what's on
your mind posts some funny that we either I have
thought about, seeing experience heard that I found funny, and
I'm gone. I don't go up and down the dude, see,
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I don't go and check even my lady, she like,
do you see anything I'll post?
Speaker 2 (39:35):
Why don't see mine?
Speaker 5 (39:39):
Was like there for I just post what I posted,
and I'm off Funny.
Speaker 6 (39:43):
I always said hers is like you know, like close friends,
so that I would see when I'm nop on her,
because if I didn't just go to your page, I
might not see it exactly or like sometimes it we
should post something and I might see ites like.
Speaker 2 (39:57):
Like but also like we don't.
Speaker 6 (40:00):
We don't play that like social media game talking about
each other and talking about what we're going through, like
because one you know, that like open the door for
other people to like just say stuff and stuff stuff
like nah, I ain't nothing.
Speaker 2 (40:14):
Bad going on over the mouth, like I'm good, I'm
in a good place.
Speaker 4 (40:18):
And that's the thing people what she thinks, I'll be
bugging bro because I got a thing with.
Speaker 2 (40:29):
Disrespect. Right.
Speaker 8 (40:32):
So for instance, I know ta yo late, I don't
really know you, but I know that's your lady.
Speaker 2 (40:47):
No way.
Speaker 4 (40:49):
I'm gonna be in her dms on in Bob saying
for me, I meant freed, there's no way, no way,
no way, right, So like even when even when I
know there are.
Speaker 2 (41:08):
Feels you're like, we can just say that, like you know,
like when she posts things or somebody here like like
you love.
Speaker 6 (41:14):
It as far as you go get something funny, I'll
say something funny outside of that, man, But I would.
Speaker 4 (41:21):
But see that's different because we all have a respect
for one another and know who's who. Right, So I
even though we don't hang out and do that, I
would never disrespect you that way.
Speaker 6 (41:30):
Man, Like that, Like I I write people's relationships because
like right, people with spake mind.
Speaker 4 (41:38):
But you got the people like if she posts something
or say something weird not weird, or just say something
that they think is geared towards you.
Speaker 2 (41:48):
Right, she shows me.
Speaker 4 (41:53):
How many niggas been jumped in and you need to
leave me alone. It ain't got nothing to do with
me whatever. She just didn't have nothing to do with me,
not at all.
Speaker 5 (42:02):
I can treat you better than that. How do you
let him do that too?
Speaker 2 (42:07):
Hey? What's that beautiful? Can we get married?
Speaker 6 (42:11):
Hey?
Speaker 2 (42:11):
My lady said, I be lucky. I don't talk this
nigga's nuts. You don't want to marry her? My lady's nuts?
Looks wrong with y'all? You follow them.
Speaker 4 (42:21):
This lady by saying this, that and the third don't
even know this lady, I'll love it to death. She nuts, though,
do you know what I'm saying? But that's the nuts
that I like. Boss, Do you know what I'm saying.
I like my lady's type of nuts. You know what
I'm saying, Hey, I like what I like my crazy.
Speaker 2 (42:40):
But mind she's staying yeah with that.
Speaker 4 (42:42):
But see then when I be boot but you're not ready,
But when I be ready to die in somebody's ship
because of the disrespect, because you know that's my lady.
Speaker 2 (42:54):
She thinks it's not that serious. It is that serious.
Speaker 4 (42:58):
I feel like for me, it's so serious because you're
not gonna see me out at any club any event
because I'm outside. I post one, I post rock performance,
I post rom it, and I take my lady with me.
Speaker 2 (43:13):
She's whenever I'm out, she with me.
Speaker 5 (43:16):
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (43:16):
So if you have seen us out somewhere, then you
hop in her.
Speaker 4 (43:21):
Everybody when I see you, gonna bust your ship because
that's disrespect.
Speaker 2 (43:26):
That's just how I rob. But she be thinking like
you don't have to do all that. That's you know,
it's not that series from her respective she more than
likely I can't I can't stay with you know what
is in her brain.
Speaker 6 (43:40):
But more than likely she just don't want the the
blowback from it or the drama from it. You know
what I'm saying now, ain't retrospect. Yeah, ain't saying your
lady and all boss, because that's your lady h and
doing crazy to me.
Speaker 5 (43:56):
She said, I'm just blocking block and I'm knocking like you.
Speaker 6 (44:00):
That's how I expect for you to still be the
pretty person that I met, young person. I feel a
little bit the posting pictures.
Speaker 5 (44:08):
And I'm not gonna stop you from.
Speaker 2 (44:12):
If they got that's up to you to handle. If
you can't handle it, a you know how I'm handed,
So I hope.
Speaker 6 (44:22):
That you can so do not because yeah, I like,
all right, she already know our role and I'm not
bussy about my exactly.
Speaker 2 (44:36):
Exactly. Yeah, I mean, just like like raising kids.
Speaker 6 (44:40):
Up in this type of this type of society we
in down, Like I explained, evens like on YouTube thing,
the social media sites and even that's so much filter.
But some of the things that they do see, you know,
they'll ask me questions and I'd be like, that's not
real life. That is someone's perspective and they just want
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everybody else to get on board.
Speaker 2 (45:04):
But that's not real life.
Speaker 6 (45:05):
Like you wanna talk about real life, we get I'm
gonna talking about real life. We're talking about what's what,
like your responsibilities and the human your responsibilities as a woman.
Speaker 2 (45:15):
That you're growing up certain that I'm.
Speaker 6 (45:20):
I'm going to be firm about, you know, like the
way somebody should treat you, the way somebody should love you,
the things that you should should not deal with.
Speaker 2 (45:29):
Okay, so what you're saying goes into roley versus lecture. Yeah,
so I had the lecture apart growing up like do
as I say that as I and I never understand.
Speaker 6 (45:48):
But then also that sometimes lasering from a person who
has that that thought process will give you bad advice.
And like a couple of examples, it's like my like
growing up when they came to like the little women
the men around me, was like.
Speaker 2 (46:06):
Man, just go get another. Ain't act right, just another,
And so this whole time I'm like why, Like now.
Speaker 6 (46:16):
That I'm older and I've had to deal with like,
hey know, like why would y'all like why would.
Speaker 2 (46:21):
You encourage to be as like that in me as
a young adult, I don't know better. I would rather
you told me like I was, I was sucking up
this atmos Hey.
Speaker 5 (46:31):
That's a generational behavior.
Speaker 2 (46:33):
And so now like when it comes to like on.
Speaker 6 (46:36):
The other side of the role model thing, like I
want my girls to see a loving relationship.
Speaker 2 (46:41):
I want them to see what a man and a woman,
man and woman should be like when they're together, like
whether it's disagreements or not, because you should be able
to have a disagreement and talk about it in a
healthy way. There should be no name calling, there should be.
Speaker 6 (46:56):
No underline undermined yelling, cursing, Like it should just be
a conversation and either y'all gonna or y'all going to
agree to disagree, but find some type of middle ground
where like, okay, this is how we go handle this.
Like even when my kids, like, I'm not hurfect, so
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when I mess up.
Speaker 2 (47:18):
I quickly pologize. I was like, you know what, I
can't deserve that, I'm sorry.
Speaker 6 (47:25):
I'm sorry for whatever it was, and going forward, this
is what I'm wanting to try to do.
Speaker 2 (47:32):
Or I'll even ask hey, since this is what happens.
How do you think we should do it?
Speaker 6 (47:41):
Because I don't want you growing up in a house
where you feel like you don't have any type of
safe you know what I'm saying, because.
Speaker 2 (47:48):
Like I grew uping up, you know, the way.
Speaker 6 (47:50):
We grew up was like, this is my house.
Speaker 2 (47:51):
You can do what I say, or you can get out. Yeah, okay, cool,
not to I started to saying, yes, this is my house,
and you do have to listen to me. But at
the same time, this ain't the.
Speaker 6 (48:01):
Prison, right, So let's figure it. Let's figure out a
healthy way to be with whatever situation you got, because
as y'all get older.
Speaker 2 (48:08):
You're gonna have your own opinions. So you're gonna have
your own thoughts, and I want.
Speaker 6 (48:13):
You to be able to express them because this is
your safe place. Because if all those fails in the
world don't treat you like shit, h they' not gonna
cary about your opinions and your thoughts and your currents.
Speaker 2 (48:24):
But I do, right, So I think that's just my mind.
My line is when it comes to that, like I'm
not You're not an election household. I want you. I've always.
Speaker 4 (48:37):
I've had I been in an election, household, and then
I never I never looked at I can't remember one
time that I looked at my father as role models.
The people that I've looked.
Speaker 2 (48:57):
Up to with role models talking all the wrong ship.
Speaker 5 (49:07):
At the time and for the consequence, not not the consequences, but.
Speaker 2 (49:12):
At the time and the.
Speaker 4 (49:16):
The way of life that he was living, it is
the right thing. So I was doing the wrong thing
for right reasons, you know what I'm saying. So those
were my role models. But I'm still in school doing
(49:38):
what I was doing, playing ball hole nine with the
Dale statement, twenty one year of college and loss of
my scholarship.
Speaker 2 (49:51):
For being in the streets.
Speaker 4 (49:56):
So I've never had any other role models except those
type of role modes, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (50:00):
Yeah, I mean I grew up them all a part.
Speaker 6 (50:03):
I mean, I don't can't expect you to know where
that said, but that's like, okay, So I grew I
was that was my stomach grounds. A lot of the
people that I dealt with was the street guys, whether
they so green, white. I mean, that was just what
I learned, and that was just kind of how I
(50:25):
grew up, especially like in my young adult years young
teenagers growing at an adult, which is part of the
reason I went to the service. I'm like, I gotta
figure something that's out.
Speaker 2 (50:34):
I was just same, this is gonna find me somewhere,
either dead or prison.
Speaker 6 (50:39):
And you know I've been I've seen a lot of
the guys around me get in trouble, and I'm like, I.
Speaker 2 (50:44):
Could be next any day. But either way, like getting
a lot of advice from people like that, like they
meant would even right. And so I made a lot
of bad choices. I mean one of them, like the.
Speaker 6 (50:58):
Lady i'm with now, we were around each other other
time and she knew I loved it, but I had
a hard time expressing it because you know, guys in
my life while I was like, oh man, don't don't
let them know your weaknesses, they don't give them that
much information, like they're.
Speaker 2 (51:15):
Gonna use it against you.
Speaker 6 (51:18):
But the right role won't, like the right person will
not weaponize things that you tell them, like they will
use them to say, Okay, this is how I need
to love this person, just how I need to treat
the person versus like.
Speaker 2 (51:33):
Oh, as soon as we get it, I'm na throw
it in their face, because that's my love. That's relation
for sure, and so I just know that I can't.
Speaker 6 (51:47):
I wish I had some good role models then because
I would have told her then like.
Speaker 2 (51:52):
Don't believe me, and we would have been in a
whole different life. My life probably would be the I did. Now. Hey,
you know we always be like we got a plan.
But all in all, I mean, reality is guy's plain.
Speaker 6 (52:09):
And feel like I had to go through the life
that I went through so that I can appreciate, so
that I can appreciate.
Speaker 2 (52:16):
Who I'm with them one like I know what not
to do, I know what's okay h h. And also
I just like talking.
Speaker 6 (52:26):
Person I want around my kids, Like I want somebody
that they can live up to. I want somebody that
they can go talk to because I have on girls,
it's gonna be stuff that I don't have no advice.
Speaker 2 (52:38):
I'm be like I don't know, and I'm having to
just I'm gonna have to suck that up and be
like I don't know. But no, like having a lady
that I got, like I can be like, hey, go
talk to her. I can guarantee you should probably have
better advice.
Speaker 6 (52:49):
For you than I would, you know, like you know
my teen year old like she and she in the
stage where she's about to.
Speaker 2 (52:56):
Go through her mystery. Like I don't know about that
as much as I can get from like googling it,
but I don't know what they feel like and how
to deal with how to talk to you about it.
Speaker 6 (53:07):
But I could be like, hey, can you such and such,
such and such, and she jumped right to you, went
by her a period box and everything like with all
the things that you're gonna need going through that, And
I was like, see, I never would have thought of
nothing like that, right, And I think that also helps
with like when people some some people be in relationships,
(53:29):
but they be in competition with each other.
Speaker 2 (53:31):
I like, in a competition with the person that you with,
y'all on the same team.
Speaker 6 (53:35):
Yeah, Like you don't have strengths, they gonna have strengths.
You those strengths together because.
Speaker 2 (53:41):
Where I'm weak, she may be strong. She may be weak.
I might be strong, like and we just use what
we got to survive in this world they be living in,
right right, bro.
Speaker 5 (53:53):
So totally makes sense on that note.
Speaker 2 (53:56):
Man, we pray, I prayed.
Speaker 4 (53:58):
At anything that we said to eight, uh, reaching somebody
pray We didn't offend anyone.
Speaker 2 (54:05):
Of course. Anything that I said.
Speaker 4 (54:10):
That they have infitted anyone definitely comes from me and
my own dash. Anything that I said that may help
somebody or ship like somebody else.
Speaker 5 (54:17):
That definitely came from God. Thank you for coming through, Bro.
Speaker 2 (54:23):
I appreciate that.
Speaker 4 (54:24):
I'm going whatever you feel like coming. Do whatever you've got,
you know, some more time whatever.
Speaker 2 (54:29):
Man. If I ain't got my kids on real man,
I got them.
Speaker 4 (54:33):
I liked I like your perspective and you know, yeah,
so anytime any more than walking, any time to come
up to the show right off, Bro and Dad, Thank
you for coming. Thank you for everybody to him the listen.
Everybody was watching on their lives and you too. You
appreciate you all too. And you know I see guys
next week. You go to be out of it.
Speaker 2 (54:54):
It's been real.
Speaker 3 (54:55):
Appreciate looking at min, but don't look toolone. I'm living
a dream a triple beans and I'm how is boating
you hard to imagine?
Speaker 2 (55:06):
Picture me rolling
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