Can You Tell How Someone Looks By Their Voice?

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Back at it for another episode The Blonde and I
see show the best blonde podcast might be the only
blonde podcast.

Speaker 2 (00:06):
Who knows? Do the research.

Speaker 3 (00:08):
Get back to me and let me know I am
your host. See you know the official blonde step up,
the voice of the Disables.

Speaker 2 (00:15):
I ain't doing all those names. It's just see you know.

Speaker 3 (00:17):
What the official blonde step, but the voice of the disables,
you know.

Speaker 2 (00:21):
And if I'm your superhero.

Speaker 1 (00:22):
Then Blonde Lightning and you know where we're at, two
sixty five Canal Street with magic happened with.

Speaker 2 (00:30):
Certain episode you think you're thinking about letting go a
blonde Poppy. I can never let go bl oh.

Speaker 3 (00:37):
I can't never let go blond Poppy. But you know
certain episode, I gotta switch it up how I'm feeling.
You know, I'm feeling like a superhero today. So you
know I'm Blonde Lightning. But you know we had two
sixty five Canal Street with dreams happened.

Speaker 1 (00:48):
Traffic gets you crazy out, so I don't know what's
going on.

Speaker 3 (00:52):
I don't know blocks is blocked off and all that
they are.

Speaker 4 (00:55):
They got something going on.

Speaker 2 (00:57):
I don't know.

Speaker 1 (00:57):
They wasn't trying to let me go to guy like, yo,
he's blinding, Open up, I said, thank you, officer, So
you know I use my blind past that it is
the key to the city. Bro listen, man being blind,
help your sir.

Speaker 2 (01:10):
I'm blind. I can't get I can't sorry, sir, Oh no,
open it up. Let you got a patient in the back.
Thank you, sir. Hold on, you know what saying let
me before we even get into the questions, because you're
saying that got me thinking.

Speaker 3 (01:20):
Now, yeah, what I showed my sticking on what is.

Speaker 2 (01:24):
Like the the most How do you even ask this question?
Like what's the craziest ship you done? Finess from being blind?
Going through the airport? Tell me about that late for
a flight?

Speaker 3 (01:37):
My ship about to take off in ten minutes. Boying
come through.

Speaker 2 (01:41):
I'm like, I've been looking for help.

Speaker 3 (01:44):
Nobody's there to help me.

Speaker 1 (01:46):
And I'm visually paid. They're like me, see your flight, Scino,
sit in the chair. They rushing me to the front
of the line.

Speaker 3 (01:54):
I'm like, damn, I mister fight, mister flight.

Speaker 2 (01:56):
Fuck. Then it was like.

Speaker 1 (01:59):
I I didn't even get searched. That's how it really was.
I even go through the metal detectives.

Speaker 3 (02:04):
They woke me around the middle detectives, scare my hand,
woo woo.

Speaker 1 (02:07):
Put it through, no drugs in my hand. Take them
straight to the flight. But now I'm going through. I'm like, damn,
le know wherever we contact the plane, let them know
you coming to the plane.

Speaker 2 (02:17):
I said, oh, thank.

Speaker 3 (02:17):
You got in there like Christopher. I'm like, yeah, let's
say welcome a boy.

Speaker 2 (02:23):
I said, thank you God sided in this setting there.
But that was just me, not like leaving the house
late to get to the airport. Oh my god, that's
so real. Bro.

Speaker 3 (02:33):
Shout out to the shout out to the TSA to
help me do. Man.

Speaker 2 (02:36):
I appreciate y'all. That's so real. I could tell you
really when you said that, thank you God. I felt
that because when you were in the airport, Bro, and
you and you might be running late.

Speaker 1 (02:46):
And you just think about you just looking at the time,
and it's like time just like moving fast, and.

Speaker 3 (02:50):
Like, damn, I don't I can't for the misst this flight.
I can't afford the mistess.

Speaker 4 (02:53):
It's like, God, I need a miracle right now.

Speaker 2 (02:55):
I go to their point. I take my stick. Yeah,
I definitely.

Speaker 1 (02:59):
I'm going for and then I make sure I put
it on it so I'm the first on the plane.
So it's like before you know, you gotta wait util
oh roll a or roab this that, and.

Speaker 2 (03:08):
You the first off that motherfucker first off it, the
first on it.

Speaker 1 (03:11):
Then when I get off, they got the whale chair
waiting for me, sitting in whealel chair.

Speaker 2 (03:15):
They willing me out. I'm like, I like this ship,
like this.

Speaker 1 (03:19):
I had a connective flight. They're like Christopher, yes, that's me, Like,
come on, jump a board. They had me in there
like one of them boogie cars driving me to the
next plane. Dude, dude, They like, no, you got a passage.
You gotta wait till you get on first.

Speaker 2 (03:33):
I said, I love this ship. I gotta take my
stick everywhere. What if you got somebody with you that's
like your companion, Like they get the same treatment.

Speaker 3 (03:41):
Yeah they don't get in the wheelchair, but of course
they they skipped a lonzo.

Speaker 2 (03:45):
Oh we need to take some flights to get them
my nigga.

Speaker 3 (03:47):
We out, we out like they'd be like you see
the boy passed skan scanner. Come on here, it's him
dumb too, or he'll got to take his niggas.

Speaker 2 (03:56):
I let him go through. I'm like, oh shit, is
like that? All right? Cool? We go through the likes
you need, you want, you can help him on right?

Speaker 3 (04:03):
Yeah, yeah he could do it, Like come on, that's
how I wasn't with the Portorico.

Speaker 2 (04:07):
It was at the gate. Wait.

Speaker 1 (04:08):
So when I walked through the airport, they said, mister Feld, yes,
oh yeah, I'm here to take you through. I'm like, okay, cool,
shut down, walk me through. It's times that they see
me on the line and they're like, why y'all standing
on line? Come around, No, y'all don't stand online? Like baby, like, no,
he don't never stand online? I said, I really don't.

(04:28):
I got the VIP like that.

Speaker 3 (04:30):
So I got global injury without having global injury.

Speaker 2 (04:33):
Yeah, that's fucking clutch, my nigga, that's clutch as fuck.
Shout out to that blind community for that year. That
was good. Yeah, I'm sure people want to know stuff
like that, like damn, Like, what's the most like craziest
situation you finessed your way into. That's that's a good one.
Sometimes you gotta finess. That's a good one. No shame
in the game, No shame. Why would it be? No?

(04:55):
Why would it be? I use what I got I
paid the cost to be this boss.

Speaker 5 (04:59):
Nigga, what man?

Speaker 2 (05:00):
Listen?

Speaker 1 (05:01):
Oh don't And then when I be dingstake like this.

Speaker 2 (05:05):
Oh yeah, yeah, that's the thing.

Speaker 1 (05:07):
You want to see this ship that I'm a main
show that is noticeable. And then once I get through,
I break it down.

Speaker 2 (05:15):
I gotta do it be late. Look, so this episode,
don't want to ask you a couple of questions. Let's
get it going. You know, we've been trying to figure
out the flow of this show for a minute. We've
been trying different things, you know what I mean. There's
nothing wrong with that, but I do think it's good
to kind of get back every now and then, like
return back to like understanding this show is about the roots. Yeah,
understanding this show is about like discovering you, you know

(05:36):
what I mean, and understanding who you are. And I
think one thing we could do to kind of help
people understand the show and understand you more and your
personal brand more is to understand like specific things that
might be interesting, right, like what do us people that
see what might we find interesting about your life? Which
is a lot but to the matrix and to the matrix,

(05:56):
you know what I'm saying. But I got a couple
of questions, and some of these we might have answered
in a different way, we might have answered completely before
you know.

Speaker 4 (06:02):
But so yeah, my first question I want to ask you.

Speaker 2 (06:06):
I got a couple here, But what is the best
memory you've had so far while being blind?

Speaker 3 (06:12):
The best memory I had so far about being blind?

Speaker 2 (06:16):
Yeah, like, since you been without your sight or vision?
I always get them mixed up, which one is which?
Since you've been without your sight? Your sight? Right, since
you've been without your sights? Yeah, there we go, there
we go. So, since you've been without your sight, what
is like one of the happiest moments that you've had
since since? Then?

Speaker 1 (06:37):
Happy and one of the happiest moments. I could go different.
I could go different, like lanes of it. Oh, I
bring back the happiest moment I feel. My son graduated
one of the happiest moments. Like kids graduate every year,
but it was it was different. I say this graduate

(07:00):
was different. My son was graduating out of sixth out
of fifth grade, and it's like everybody know me.

Speaker 3 (07:07):
If you know me, when it's time to graduation, I
drag my feet because it's.

Speaker 2 (07:10):
Like I don't want to go to graduations.

Speaker 3 (07:12):
I can't see it. I can't enjoy the moment with you.

Speaker 1 (07:16):
So it's like it's like I feel like I'm outside
of why everybody's inside. I feel like I'm outside, Like
you know, like you've ever seen one of them videos,
like you see the person on the outside it's raining,
he looking in the window and you see the big
happy feelingly all that for that moment.

Speaker 3 (07:32):
That's how I feel. So you know, I'm dragging my feet.

Speaker 1 (07:36):
My son graduating, well, my goals there, his godfather, called
my grandfather, my mom, anybody did, the whole gang there.
There was no limits on tickets, so we all there.
Then my son came in and he's dancing. They coming in,
they dancing, So you know, I got people on my man.

Speaker 3 (07:55):
He on the side of me. He described me what's
going on? He dancing this that, and there I'm like okay.

Speaker 1 (08:00):
But then it's like that that that feeling start hitting me,
like I'm feeling sad because I can't see it. Then
they're doing our wards. They gave they gave our ten
of walls. My son got none of them. So I'm
sitting up there. I dropped my head, so it's like damn,
I wish I could see that moment of him walking
through the across that stage. I'm getting the press mode

(08:22):
that like we we have a speech from zamn Field
and I'm like, y oh, he never told me he
was speaking.

Speaker 2 (08:29):
Boom.

Speaker 1 (08:29):
He goes up there, he's speaking and he given his
speech and he's like I couldn't do this without my father.
And then I lift my head up and it's like
like he he we built robots.

Speaker 2 (08:41):
Together, we did this together. We did that together.

Speaker 1 (08:44):
And it's like that depression went into UH had like
a warm feeling coming like over me because now like
as he's saying the things that we did to get
through this year, I.

Speaker 2 (08:57):
Remember that robot we built.

Speaker 1 (08:59):
I remember of those videos for homeworks we had to
do because this was zoom.

Speaker 2 (09:03):
This was zoom time, like he was INSOLVERD. So it
was like I remember.

Speaker 1 (09:07):
Like the task that man, you really been through to
get where you at today. And then he's he's saying,
he's saying, and then when he got that diploma, he
came in, he put it in my hands and it's
like for that moment, it's like, damn, my son really understands.

Speaker 2 (09:24):
He understands, and.

Speaker 1 (09:25):
It's like I cried because it was like, damn, I
could not have been there for this. It wasn't a
damn I'm crying because I want to see my son.
It wasn't damn I'm crying because I can't see him
walk across that stage. It was like, honestly tears of
joy that I'm really here with my best friend, like
we locked in, like we like you ran the marathon,

(09:48):
but I ran behind you to make sure you cross
that friendish line.

Speaker 2 (09:51):
That was the most proud day of my life.

Speaker 4 (09:53):
Like Phil Jackson's to Jordan's like you coached him through it.

Speaker 3 (09:56):
Different and then now it's like he's graduating next month.

Speaker 2 (10:00):
I go to high school. Different ball game that my
son got.

Speaker 1 (10:05):
He put eight schools on his application in all a
schools accepting him.

Speaker 3 (10:09):
Wow.

Speaker 2 (10:10):
Different to a point. I'm like, so what you doing?
He's like, I don't know what school I want to
go to.

Speaker 1 (10:15):
I'm like they all good school so like, just make
a choice, and he just sent there. He like, I
want to go to these two schools and I'm looking
at like, yo, real, why do you want to go there?
He reading it to me they got one hundred percent graduation.
Read over here, Oh, this one right here. This time,
I'm like, damn. I said, well you got a choice
because I never had a choice like this. It was
only one school for me, so you got a whole choice.
And he just sent up there He's like, I don't know,

(10:38):
I said, but if you should feel good that you
at that point in life where you it ain't an
easy pick, like they're not taking a good problem.

Speaker 3 (10:46):
That's a great problem, but the happiest. I got a
lot of happy moments like.

Speaker 1 (10:54):
What what my god, my best friend, my son, like,
we had plenty of moments shit, just like I had
a lot of fun moments like.

Speaker 2 (11:06):
Give me one more hmm, don't spare no detail, don't
spare no craziness, no whatever, no matter of fact.

Speaker 1 (11:21):
Another fun moment I had I got shot, So I
was like really in the house a lot crazy. One
of the guys like, Yo, what up, We're going to
summer jam Like we're going to summer jan going to
summer Jane Like yeah, Yo, what up?

Speaker 2 (11:36):
You're popping out.

Speaker 3 (11:37):
I'm like, all right, cool, I'm good. But there's like
I never been to a.

Speaker 1 (11:42):
Place with so much people like ever, like like nah,
since I've been since blonde, since I got shot. I'm like, damn,
it's a lot of it's gonna be a lot of
people there. It's like everybody know how summer jam could be.
It's all different areas into one place. Never know what happen.

Speaker 3 (11:58):
So it's like a kind of nervous was like coming
over me, whatever the case may be.

Speaker 1 (12:04):
So we went with the guy. I went with the guys.
So we had summer jam, and you know, performance is performance.
I can't see whatever the case may be. But the
moment that I'm just with my guys, the friends, it
felt like I could see it again, like I for
a minute, I forgot. I couldn't see we dancing, laughing,
we drinking like we turned up is yo, see yo,

(12:26):
shorty is fire, but we busting you turns we running
like you excuse me, sweetheart?

Speaker 2 (12:31):
How you doing? Can I get into your time? Like
we were doing it all and it's like.

Speaker 3 (12:36):
I felt no, I felt normal again, like and it's
like they didn't treat me no different, even girls like yo,
y'all leaving your friend and you're like, we ain't leaving
him yet, You're right there with him, keep on company.

Speaker 1 (12:48):
We started laughing, we talk and it's like for a minute.
It's like I forgot I was blonde for a minute.
And it's like it's really I felt like that I
don't I don't get them. Too many times when I
felt like I can see it, like I don't. I
can't see. So it's like just being around them.

Speaker 5 (13:08):
Just made me.

Speaker 1 (13:08):
It made me happy, Like that's something that I would
never forget.

Speaker 2 (13:13):
That day though, I went to summer jam.

Speaker 1 (13:14):
It was a corniasque summer jam, but I had fun
just to being around the love Like it felt like
we back in the hood on the corner again, just laughing,
joking on each other and all that shit. But be
just in summer jam and we dancing, we turned up,
we got net crackers. I'm like, damn. To a point,
I'm like damn, I don't want this moment to end.

(13:38):
But I mean we went home, yo, but now we
gotta do this.

Speaker 3 (13:40):
We gotta do it again, bro whatever, but we I mean,
we never went back to summer jam again.

Speaker 2 (13:45):
People got lives, people working and all that. But I
felt that felt good. How does it feel to be
like surrounded around so many people, like can you what
does that feel like? Not being able to see them?
What does it actually feel like you on the ground,
You're hearing chatter, You're hearing people all around you.

Speaker 4 (14:02):
You feel the body heat.

Speaker 2 (14:03):
I'm sure like the like like in a crowded place,
You're like, what does that feel like? Does it feel
no different than like this? Nah, it's way different. It's
way different than that.

Speaker 1 (14:13):
It's like when when I'm in when I'm in a
crowded place, I'm on defense mode.

Speaker 3 (14:18):
I'm trying to tune into every sound.

Speaker 2 (14:20):
That's going on.

Speaker 3 (14:21):
I'm trying to tune into every voice that's talking.

Speaker 1 (14:24):
I'm trying to like it's defense move because I gotta
make sure like everything is corporatesthetic.

Speaker 3 (14:30):
So it's like but once I get that ease that
it's like it's it's love.

Speaker 1 (14:35):
Like I'm around love and it's around like niggas ain't
on no bs, and it just my body started calming down.
It's like because I was like, I can't afford to
get caught up in nothing that that's gonna put me
down again. So it's like I'm always in defense mode.
But then once I see it like it's no harm
anybody on grown on grown timing, my body get at ease,

(14:59):
I get more comfortable because at times when I'm in
around a crowded scenery, I'm quiet because I'm.

Speaker 2 (15:06):
Scooping everything out.

Speaker 4 (15:08):
Well, when you're in defense mode, what is it that
you're looking for?

Speaker 3 (15:12):
I'm pretty much looking for the wrong plot, like somebody
talking like they about to do something, somebody like one time,
I allowed you, I'm being in a crowded place.

Speaker 1 (15:23):
I've seen it be in the crowded area. It's like
a basketball game, whatever the case may be. But I
heard wild commotion, not knowing that the commotion was just
friends just playing around and whatever the case may be.

Speaker 3 (15:36):
The first thing I'm thinking is going down.

Speaker 1 (15:38):
So I'm with friends, but I take my I position
myself behind them, so if anything, I know for a fact,
I'm out the way.

Speaker 2 (15:49):
And they're like, yo, what you're doing? What's wrong? What happened? Bro?
I'm like nothing, because.

Speaker 3 (15:53):
I'm like, they not making a scene of it, so
they must not be at going on.

Speaker 1 (15:58):
So I just throw it off, like yo, almost tripped,
like try to throw it all type shit. But then
one of the homies whisper in my ear like you
thought it was going down, bro, So I started laughing.

Speaker 2 (16:09):
I said, stop watching me.

Speaker 1 (16:10):
So you're like, yo, and it was like we just
laughed at it like that now, but you go, trust me,
maybe that not happened to you. I'm like, all right, cool,
But for a minute, that little commotion of just playing
felt somewhere that let me get low.

Speaker 2 (16:22):
I mean that even happens with people that can see.
I mean that that I can name. There's mad times
where some people it's really cool, you know what I'm saying.
But I don't know who they are, so I don't
got context to how they play, how they get down.
Just I think on my way here today, it seemed
like a nigga was gonna pick a nigga up and
body slammed that nigga the whole time, like they friends.
Though niggas got shisties on this ship. You know, I'm

(16:44):
not knowing what's going on. What's going on?

Speaker 1 (16:46):
Let me tell you one crazy time. Alright, We're in
the park, it's my daughter birthday. You and they be
just chilling like I'm blind whatever, and I'm just we laughing,
we talking loon pop.

Speaker 2 (17:01):
Oh my god, I lost my mind. Bro. I hit
the floor. They're like, what the fuck is wrong with you? Bro?

Speaker 1 (17:07):
Like for a minute after they were shooting I can't
afford to get hit, nigga, like I gotta hit.

Speaker 3 (17:12):
They're like, yo, what what you right? I'm like yeah,
I'm like yo, I thought it was a shock and
I thought it was a shot. They started laughing, like, nah, boy,
you good, that was a balloon. I'm like, oh right,
sitting there, But for that moment, I'm just like damn,
like me getting shot really fucked me up.

Speaker 2 (17:28):
And you realize that in moment. You realize in moments
like that how much of effect it still has on.

Speaker 1 (17:33):
It's still wow, still doing. Sometimes I'm like, nah, there.

Speaker 2 (17:38):
Ain't no fire crackers.

Speaker 3 (17:39):
That's a gun shot right now, Take.

Speaker 2 (17:42):
My ass in the crib.

Speaker 3 (17:42):
Like Fourth of July, I don't like to be outside, nigga.

Speaker 2 (17:45):
Fourth of July in New York City is the worst.
I used to love it, nigga. It sounds like we
are Afghanistan. But I used to love it. Though.

Speaker 3 (17:54):
Yeah, now I don't care for when they, oh, we
about to do fire crackers, I'm taking my ass in
the house like that.

Speaker 2 (18:00):
Shit triggers my PZSD.

Speaker 4 (18:03):
Even though you, even though you're part of.

Speaker 1 (18:05):
It, even though even though I know that you're lighting
the fire crackers and all that it sounds too real
for me.

Speaker 2 (18:11):
You know. It's funny you say that because I remember
one day a couple of years ago. I was in
the city Brooklyn, fourth of July, and the.

Speaker 4 (18:20):
Fireworks they went crazy.

Speaker 2 (18:22):
Bro. They must have been just after COVID or something,
so people was like celebrating. They was happy outside. Bro.
When I tell you, Bro, because the buildings are so
close together in New York City, like it echoes, the
sound got a resonance to it.

Speaker 4 (18:35):
When I tell you, Bro, I promised to God, Bro.

Speaker 2 (18:39):
It was all this different shit, and I thought to myself, Bro,
I said, Bro, God bless anybody who like is a
war veteran or something who got PTSD, because.

Speaker 4 (18:51):
This ship sounded like war.

Speaker 1 (18:52):
Bron when it first happened. Man, she used to be like, Oh,
it's her birthday. Of the folks a live. I stay
outside the daytime, and it's like, oh, you just starting
to get dark, you know, Christopher about to go, Yeah out, y'all.

Speaker 2 (19:08):
I give my hugs. I'm getting the cal I'm gone,
but you can stay so loud you can still hear
it from the house.

Speaker 3 (19:13):
When you got the co conditioner on the TV on it.
It really not as loud you have.

Speaker 4 (19:18):
Used like ear plugs or anything like that to help out.

Speaker 2 (19:21):
Because I know I'm in the house. I'm safe. So
it's like the conditional on.

Speaker 1 (19:25):
You got the condition of noise, and you got the
TV noise and I'm just laying and like you hear it,
but it's not as bad as like it ain't like
me being outside and that shit sounds like gunshot?

Speaker 4 (19:36):
Do you think you ever get past that?

Speaker 2 (19:39):
Yeah, I'll get past it.

Speaker 1 (19:41):
Like it's getting better now because like be on my
mother's balcony and it just go off and all that.
You know, she lived on the fourteenth floor, so like
you just sit on the balcony as and go off.
I just sit there and just said, I see to myself,
like you know them shs just fire crackers.

Speaker 2 (19:56):
It's fire crackers, fire crackers. Like it's cool even if.

Speaker 3 (19:59):
You hear boom boom like fire because and I'm on
the fourteenth floor.

Speaker 2 (20:04):
So I was like, I know I'm in the safe. Yeah,
you know you're secure. Yeah, I'm safe. I'm good. So
you can you can enjoy it when you know you're secure.
It's easier, touse. I used to us to love life.

Speaker 1 (20:15):
I used to love all that, But now you can't
give me the whole of Roman candle if you want, they.

Speaker 4 (20:20):
Need to candle.

Speaker 2 (20:23):
I'm good, I'm good on that man. Let me I
want you from a distance. Look, let me ask you
this next question. That was good, bro, Thank you for
sharing all that for real. Now this was a little
left field, you know what. Actually I asked the next
one and then I lead into that one. Because you
can't see a woman physically, how do you decide if
a girl is fine or not?

Speaker 1 (20:45):
It's crazy because a girl just told me that you
rub my face? How you how you saying I'm beautiful?
And you know how I look? I said, I gotta
know how you look to know you beautiful. So you
rub my face so you get an idea. And I'm
just sitting this hand on myself. If this makes you
feel better, all.

Speaker 2 (20:59):
Right, I'm a rub your face. But it's creepy to me,
to be honest, I'm not even gonna hold you. Ladies.

Speaker 3 (21:04):
This shit is creepy that you want me to sit
there and rub your face and up that shit is creepy.

Speaker 2 (21:09):
Women are actually so like self centered and egotistical because
it's like, tell me by the shape of my face,
that I'm a beautiful woman. She like affirmed me in
the club. Yeah, she like rub my body? Who rub
the body?

Speaker 4 (21:21):
You're cool with that though you curve me you nice.

Speaker 2 (21:23):
I like that.

Speaker 3 (21:24):
Oh, but you rub my face. I'm like, all right,
you gotta draw the line to this ship.

Speaker 2 (21:29):
Now? Are you drive at facing not the body?

Speaker 3 (21:32):
Because I'm rubbing your face. It's just eyes and nose
and mouth. I'm I'm not really saying that I'm my
own fucking face and just I got here on my
face and you don't.

Speaker 2 (21:41):
So it's like it's nothing different. But I don't like females.

Speaker 3 (21:46):
Are beautiful to me off of conversation, of personality.

Speaker 2 (21:51):
I don't know if you.

Speaker 1 (21:52):
I can't really tell, and I can't really ask somebody
because if we all got different tastes in women, So
what I might think it's beautiful.

Speaker 3 (22:00):
You might not feel it's beautiful, but you might feel beautiful.

Speaker 1 (22:03):
I don't, So I determinate woman beautiful off her personality,
off her conversation. That's that's like for a blind person.
That's the way we determine if a person beautiful or not.
Like if you nasty, it's like you ugly because like

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we can't physically see you. So it's like I got
to see how you move, like, hey you mad cool?

Speaker 2 (22:30):
Damn.

Speaker 3 (22:30):
I like the way you you move your conversation like
you you consider it like different shit, like a girl
like just met her, but she's like you blind out,
let me help you.

Speaker 2 (22:40):
Just that.

Speaker 3 (22:40):
And third, the generous is like you're a beautiful soul.
You're a beautiful person.

Speaker 2 (22:45):
I like that.

Speaker 1 (22:45):
I like that about you. Don't don't never change, you're
nah nah. You were supposed to help people. We're supposed
to help each other out Like that, My god.

Speaker 2 (22:52):
Cool.

Speaker 3 (22:53):
And then off of that, it was but damn, how
do you do this?

Speaker 2 (22:55):
How do you do that? How do you do this?

Speaker 3 (22:57):
Like that's it's spoke to com station, to appointment, went
from there we exchange numbers like all cool.

Speaker 2 (23:03):
I could I could really talk to.

Speaker 1 (23:05):
You, like I mean, I don't may not see you
and like together like we together none of that, but
I can see you as a friend.

Speaker 2 (23:13):
You know, she has too too many more, too many
kids for me, but be cool, like I could dig it,
you know what I mean.

Speaker 3 (23:21):
Like so it's like the physical attraction don't move me
no more because I can't see.

Speaker 2 (23:26):
You to know if you're bad.

Speaker 3 (23:29):
Back in the days, I see a bad I want it.

Speaker 2 (23:32):
I'm running down. What up? How you doing? Beautiful? Look,
I got my best get on for you. Now they's
the beautiful girls don't move me no more. So do
you think that looks play a part in confusing people
from focusing on what's most important, Because now absolutely do,
because now it's like the looks it's kind of like

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insignificant to you, you know what I mean. But it's like,
but if you can prove to me that through your
energy and the things, the choices you choose to make
and like the way that makes you beautiful, that's what
makes you beautiful, because that's that's really all you got
at this moment, to have a.

Speaker 3 (24:08):
Bad bitch with a nasty attitude. Of course, bad bitch
with a bad attitude. And it's like, that's what you want.
That should make a person ugly? Like, what are you
doing for me besides looking good.

Speaker 2 (24:19):
About by me? That's not that's not good enough for
me no more. Nah.

Speaker 1 (24:23):
I want somebody that's considerate, that has good conversation, a
good personality, someone that you just love to be around.

Speaker 3 (24:30):
Someone you know you'll be on the phone when they
hang up, like damn, I want to call it back.
Just the health voice again. That person that moves you.

Speaker 1 (24:36):
That makes a person beautiful, not these girls that just
walking around because they pretty in the fucking face kind
of fat ass and all that body done and nah,
that shit don't move me no more.

Speaker 2 (24:46):
So let me ask you something now, because like obviously
we black men, right and so like all black men
have kind of been conditioned, whether you like it nationally
or not, we've all been kind of conditioned to like
a woman.

Speaker 4 (24:55):
Who's curvy, right.

Speaker 2 (24:58):
When you when you are touching one man and you're
feeling her body, would you feel less attracted to her
if her body was not curvy like that?

Speaker 1 (25:10):
Because they don't that you don't move me? Is how
the person is like your personality. If you good, I
don't give a fuck. If you build bad, big back.

Speaker 3 (25:23):
Whatever, I'm not no a shame to the big bags,
none of that. But you got a good heart. I
don't care for none of that. Like I'm I'm chasing
this perfect Barbie doll.

Speaker 1 (25:35):
It's perfect. I g modeling this, that and the third.
But I have a how I will never be happy
because at the end of the day.

Speaker 2 (25:43):
What like, what I'm really getting out of it? It's
gonna come with some ship.

Speaker 1 (25:46):
Yeah, It's like, then you gotta you gotta spend money
to keep these people happy, because if you ain't giving them,
not out of ten, if you ain't giving them what
they want, they it's gonna it's over.

Speaker 3 (25:57):
So it's like I looked at good for couple of
pictures that man, that shit.

Speaker 2 (26:01):
Don't move me no more, bro.

Speaker 1 (26:02):
I don't care if you have the fat asskin ask whatever,
because I love a fat ass.

Speaker 2 (26:07):
I should don't move me no more. Love.

Speaker 1 (26:09):
I want to love your heart. I don't want to
love your body. I don't want to love your appearance.
I want to love your heart. I want to love
what you have to offer. If I'm bringing the table, baby,
hold on, let me bring my chairs, I want that.
I don't want I have to bring the table, the chairs.

Speaker 3 (26:25):
The plate, God damn, prepare the food and all that
just to keep you happy.

Speaker 2 (26:28):
And I'm not happy.

Speaker 3 (26:29):
I don't want that. You can keep it. Oh, go
find somebody else that love that. I don't want it.
And the crazy thing about it is I would never felt.

Speaker 1 (26:41):
This way if I wasn't an adult. I would have
never felt this way, so I would have been the
niggas out there that's keeping.

Speaker 2 (26:47):
Up with it. Yeah. But now when I really.

Speaker 1 (26:49):
Got to see what really love is and got to
really see what a woman has to offer besides her body,
you're really understanding. Like, damn, I'm a man now. Back
then I was just a boy that was just chasting
the wrong things. Now I'm really a man.

Speaker 2 (27:04):
Well, let me ask you this, since you really are
man now like some toxic yes, it ain't really I
love the toxic ship. We're gonna get there, so I
just want to know you know what I mean. But like,
it's sex any different for you now that you've been blind.
I should have God, he just had. I just had

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this conversation yesterday, all.

Speaker 3 (27:28):
Last week in the club Paint the picture the girls.

Speaker 1 (27:31):
She's talking to me, so she talking about something Big
Will shout out to Big Will.

Speaker 3 (27:37):
She like, uh, He's like, yo, he's really blind, I said.
She said, y'all lying, y'all just trying to set him,
trying to set me up to get some pussy.

Speaker 2 (27:45):
I'm like, huhm, wow, what I I'm really blind?

Speaker 3 (27:49):
So she like, I don't think you could do it.
I said, do what you can't have.

Speaker 2 (27:56):
You will not have.

Speaker 3 (27:57):
I said, what makes you think that?

Speaker 2 (27:59):
She could?

Speaker 6 (27:59):
You?

Speaker 2 (28:00):
How you gonna find a whole?

Speaker 1 (28:01):
This, that, and the third like and I'm just sitting
up there and I'm just looking at her.

Speaker 3 (28:06):
I said, you have you all the time you have
sex is in a light? She said, no, the dog
all right?

Speaker 1 (28:12):
Then nothing else for us to talk about. She said,
what when you have sex, it's always in the daytime?

Speaker 2 (28:19):
She said no.

Speaker 3 (28:20):
I said, do the lights be out? She said, yeah,
And you prove my question. You answer my question. Then
it's still the same. The strokey stroke is still the same.
Ain't nothing different. It's more passionate.

Speaker 1 (28:31):
I can say that it's more passionate, way more passionate,
because now it's like I my whole sex life has
always been visual so like different sex positions, that's your
favor you you get off as a man because it's like, yeah,
like your vision of visualized, like seeing that position, you know, this.

Speaker 2 (28:54):
Is the the that that move that can really take
you out.

Speaker 3 (28:58):
But now when you are a man and it's like
that that you're an adults.

Speaker 2 (29:03):
The vision is going now.

Speaker 1 (29:05):
So now it's it's passionate because now it's like you
really feeling like you feeling her body, like you're really
making love, you feeling her body you it's like you
passionate you touching.

Speaker 2 (29:19):
It's shu.

Speaker 3 (29:20):
I wasn't doing before. It was just the visuals before.

Speaker 1 (29:24):
Now I'm actually touching, I'm actually mass caressing you. I'm
touching like just I'm just not looking at the ass
just clapping back. Nah, I'm really want to I'm really pleased.
I'm really reading your body language through my hands because
I can't see your I can't see your face expressions
to know if you really enjoying it or not. So

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now I have to really read your body language through
the touch, like listening to how you breathe, listening to
how you move, and I'm like, she's enjoying it. I'm
doing I'm doing I'm doing it. I'm doing it right
because I can't think, oh I had one, I had
them all. I know how they all want it. Every
woman is different, every woman's body is built different. As

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a black man, you have to navigate through that to
see exactly how this woman like likes to be touched
and and I mean shit works like that, but it's not.
It's definitely not a big it's definitely not a big difference,
But I honestly say I'm more passionate with it.

Speaker 2 (30:28):
Yeah, you take like more intentional about what you're doing,
way more attention, enjoy it more. I'm sure.

Speaker 1 (30:35):
Wait, it's like you really you feel, you feel everything
that you didn't feel when you because yeah.

Speaker 4 (30:39):
Like now it's not like fast food no more.

Speaker 1 (30:41):
Now it's like this, that full course mill, this is
that sunny dinner on the table. It's one of those
like you could feel the gripping, you can feel everything.
It's like the breath, the heavy breathing, like everything that
at you, like everything, like really everything way better than

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when I was when I couldn't see. I can honestly
say way better. Absolutely better. The Patreon coming soon when
we can actually talk about it. Patreon talking coming soon.
And it's like like before it's like all right, cool,
I get in, I get out right now. It's like
after we talked and I asked, like, how was it?

(31:28):
How can I approve? How can I this? How can
I that? One girl told me more niggas need to
go blind.

Speaker 3 (31:33):
Oh yeah, it was like that she said, more niggas
need to go blind.

Speaker 2 (31:39):
I'm like why you say that?

Speaker 1 (31:40):
She said, like, Yo, you are so passionate, Like for
a minute, I really thought you was my nigga.

Speaker 2 (31:47):
I said, damn miss doing the sign.

Speaker 3 (31:49):
She said, yo, yeah, Blah, niggas is something different.

Speaker 1 (31:52):
I'm like, yeah, she said yo yeah, And then she said,
y'all easy, y'all, smooth, y'all, easy to talk to, y'all,
comfort like y'all every for like, and there's something I
really donna be trying to do, just being yourself, just
being myself.

Speaker 2 (32:07):
Let me ask you this completely different question, very random,
but I'm curious. This might be a dumb question, and
no question is because sometimes I feel like niggas be
over dramatizing what like the blind experience might be like
because we're so curious. We just like we we like
so can't imagine what it might actually be like that
we be thinking like, damn, can a nigga hear the

(32:28):
trains under the ground? Like you know what I'm saying, Like,
what can a nigga here when a motherfucker liing is
he is? He got like a built in lot of detective
test now year you know what I'm saying, it's a
motherfucker guy. You can hear motherfucker heartbeat when it's when
it changed, like bit you lying.

Speaker 4 (32:41):
I can tell your heartbeat just skip you're breathing and change.

Speaker 2 (32:43):
Right. So that's why I said it's a dumb question, right,
But this is okay, So I'm just ask the dumb
question as a blind man in New York City? Yeah,
how does New York City feel when you're listening to
it in different boroughs? Do you feel like different boroughs
carried different sounds at any point? Or is that just
some bullshit like the way they're talking all that, you

(33:09):
know what, Let's hold on, let me let me, let
me redo that, let me redo that.

Speaker 4 (33:13):
Okay, all right, So ask somebody who's blind to.

Speaker 2 (33:17):
New York City. If I was to pick you up
and drop you off into a random borough, you have
no idea what borrow that is? Do you think based
upon the things you would hear on the block. I
know the tone of voices, I know where I'm at.
Do you think you know what borrow you.

Speaker 3 (33:32):
Would be in if you was if you was listening
to niggas talk, I'm suspending it's only three different.

Speaker 1 (33:39):
Burrows really like Brooklyn, you know, like hating the Harlem Bronx.

Speaker 3 (33:46):
It's that you could tell the difference with old. You
could tell Queen you gonna leave queens out, like queens
is really nice, Queens is stant is really nice.

Speaker 2 (33:54):
You can hear that.

Speaker 3 (33:55):
Not saying that, but I'm saying you. You could tell
it with the way Brooklyn and could talk.

Speaker 2 (33:59):
Are you cold?

Speaker 1 (34:00):
Like I can be in Mount Vernon and I can
hear the Brooklyn niggas an't like you that nigga from Brooklyn,
you can tell. You could tell off the way to talk,
the way a nigga move, hallm you could.

Speaker 3 (34:10):
Tell away a Harlem nigga talk. They talk like they
got it all. They cocky, like they walking around with
a million dollars in that hall. Them nigga is the
fly nigger in the world. Leave it up to them,
no cat, leave it up to them. You could tell
like they swag. It is different, the way they act,
the way they move.

Speaker 2 (34:29):
The way they talk. They smooth talkers.

Speaker 3 (34:31):
You'll know the Bronx you really like. That's like little Dominican,
little Dominican Republic. So it's like it is different the
poppies and the tulos and the true lies and.

Speaker 2 (34:47):
You, but you will be you be able to tell, though,
So like, let me just say this. Let me say this,
as a man who's blind in New York City, if
there was three people in front of you and it
was from different boroughs, do you think you would be
able to tell which one was from where? The Harlem
and the Brooklyn nigga? You would? Yeah, how the way

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a nigga told you? What's the what's the biggest difference
between a Hall of Nigga and Brooklyn Nigga?

Speaker 3 (35:18):
A Brooklyn Nigga over aggressive Hall of Niggas is just.

Speaker 2 (35:21):
Smooth, smooth talking. Is that? Is that the biggest difference?

Speaker 3 (35:25):
Cocky Hall of Niggas is cocky as hell, hockey as have.

Speaker 2 (35:29):
What juwants come out at nine o'clock.

Speaker 3 (35:32):
I got through ships at eight thirty.

Speaker 2 (35:35):
The cocky as hell.

Speaker 1 (35:38):
But that that Brooklyn at Brooklyn talk like look at
the fab like they smooth talking. They slick talking. Look
look at the jay.

Speaker 2 (35:46):
Z look like the main Olds. And but you said
that was mad aggressive a minute ago you said Hall
of Niggas was smooth.

Speaker 1 (35:52):
Nah, But I'm just saying, like Brooklyn Niggas is aggressive too,
but like they slick talkers, but they and be aggressive
could look at Main and like I said, look.

Speaker 2 (36:01):
At his niggas in Hallan though they slick talkers, but
they look a look at Jim Jones like you're saying
they're not as aggressive. Nah they they they they fashion driven.
They they don't fly. His niggas on this earth came.

Speaker 1 (36:17):
Look leave it up to them, Like look at I
got Jim Jones. I just went in with dripp. It
came out with dripp. What's the drip check?

Speaker 3 (36:30):
And it's like damn, It's like I don't know. You
could just tell when I went to Atlanta, I ain't
no ashcastles from HALLM. But just talking to him, yeah yeah, yeah,
this is a HALLM nigga R.

Speaker 2 (36:43):
And he was like yeah, yeah, you know, Halloween be
the best.

Speaker 3 (36:45):
Nah, hell no, nigga, I'm from Brooklyn, nigga, give me
a Hallow niggas the best.

Speaker 1 (36:49):
Like we went back and forth with that and all
like he just like like nah, I like your energy
and all that. But you can tell all of the
niggas a Brooklyn nigga like in different places like yeah,
that's a Brooklyn nigga for real, Okay, Like the swag,
the way a niggas are you want.

Speaker 2 (37:08):
When the nigga talk, I just be quiet. I just
be listening.

Speaker 3 (37:11):
I'm just like, yeah from Brooklyn, Okay, like that dad
that talk like a Brooklyn nigga, always a big obie,
A Brooklyn nigga always done beat up twenty niggas at
one time.

Speaker 2 (37:25):
Like that's how reguland niggas is.

Speaker 1 (37:27):
I'm like, yeah, that shit is cat, that's a Brooklyn nigga, doll.
But it definitely be like that.

Speaker 2 (37:31):
Though, saying Brooklyn niggas be putting dubs on shit, they'd
be like.

Speaker 3 (37:34):
Nigga, I beat up fifty niggas, some niggas, some Brookly
nigga definitely do you know, like real niggas don't say it.

Speaker 2 (37:40):
Fig niggas do. All right, So let me ask you this.
I want to do something that's different, and I think
hopefully it's gonna be I think it's gonna be interesting, right,
But I want you to tell me. So. I got
a couple of people that I know you've never seen before.
All right, you've never seen them before, or I want

(38:01):
you to hear their voice, and I want you to
try to describe to me what you think they look like.
Say that, all right, malicious.

Speaker 3 (38:11):
Like I come into a situation and I'm like, I'm
about to be nice.

Speaker 5 (38:14):
I'm about to be the best person I could be.

Speaker 3 (38:16):
I'm gonna treat you how I want to be treated,
and hopefully you about to do that to me. So
it's kind of hard for me to sense sometimes when
somebody's doing wrong, because why do I have to.

Speaker 2 (38:27):
You to be ready to hurt me?

Speaker 3 (38:29):
Like want you to just be nice because that's.

Speaker 7 (38:31):
What I'm doing to you.

Speaker 3 (38:32):
I feel like Megan is very tall, very crude.

Speaker 2 (38:36):
Like curvy.

Speaker 1 (38:39):
She gives me like a brownish She gave me a
brownish tight.

Speaker 2 (38:45):
She gives me here really not long like but fit
his body, her body like dick, but tall she gives me.
Maybe that was too easy because her name is Megan
the Stallion, so I was like the Stallion.

Speaker 3 (39:05):
It's tall, but just off the song she makes it
makes me feel like she's thick, okay as fat.

Speaker 2 (39:11):
Maybe that was too easy because she literally kind of
describes herself. Okay, held on, we got.

Speaker 3 (39:17):
Me big tita YadA YadA, YadA, Yeah, Okay, hold on,
let's do anohing.

Speaker 2 (39:21):
Let's do another doing nothing. Let's do anohing. Hold On,
let's see hold on almost.

Speaker 8 (39:30):
When did you first start dreaming about a career in music?

Speaker 2 (39:33):
Honestly, I just like ever since I was a little giry,
I just knew I wanted to make a lot of money,
and you know what I'm saying. So I would just
like sit there and look on Google, like how to
become a billionaire.

Speaker 3 (39:49):
Music?

Speaker 4 (39:51):
Pull up another, hold on hello, Always.

Speaker 3 (39:52):
Focus on myself, like I never rushed to do because
I see the next girl with the next doing like
I'm like, that's cool.

Speaker 4 (40:03):
Yeah you you you on parts.

Speaker 3 (40:09):
Uh like ice spice, give me Betty Boo vib.

Speaker 2 (40:14):
See okay, hold on see and now I know you cheat.
Now I know you're cheating because you know certain ship
about these people already.

Speaker 1 (40:20):
When they said like the dress and all that, Like
I hear people say like the dress, but like it
might like the way I picture her. She just gave
me like Betty Viob like even like when she rapped,
it's not like a high tone pitch voice. It's like
it's calm. Betty Betty Boo was calm. I feel like
she's like a yellow complexion.

Speaker 2 (40:43):
She gives me.

Speaker 4 (40:44):
You're cheating, niggas, you're cheating.

Speaker 2 (40:45):
No, it's cool.

Speaker 4 (40:46):
It's cool you cheating.

Speaker 2 (40:47):
Hold on, you cheating, and I haven't seen he.

Speaker 5 (40:53):
Gives he wasn't too cool.

Speaker 4 (40:59):
I had a thought last night.

Speaker 8 (41:02):
I was like, man, I can't wait to have a kid,
so I could give them legos and just watch them
just figure it out. I don't want to give them,
like just give them the legos without the box so
they don't even have.

Speaker 2 (41:18):
Oh I guess I should build.

Speaker 8 (41:20):
That, Like just let them be five years old, just
figuring stuff out with AKA their imagination and a lot
of people when they get older.

Speaker 2 (41:33):
That's tart of the creator. Oh. I definitely don't know
how that nigga look dawskin. Okay, give me darskin vibes.

Speaker 8 (41:44):
Give me.

Speaker 2 (41:49):
Like medium built. What is medium built?

Speaker 3 (41:52):
Man Like, he's not smaller than me, smaller than you?

Speaker 4 (41:58):
Yeah, okay, look like a little.

Speaker 2 (42:01):
Spoiled me like pounds. Okay, give me that type of
bones he gave me. Mm hmm, got a little height
on him and he gave to uh maybe yeah, I

(42:26):
think so, I think. I think.

Speaker 3 (42:28):
Okay, he gives me they're not like he's not big,
but he's not small. Kind of tall dog skin.

Speaker 2 (42:36):
Haircut? What kind of haircut? Like a dog season.

Speaker 4 (42:40):
Okay, okay, moving on to the next one.

Speaker 5 (42:46):
What's the biggest.

Speaker 8 (42:51):
Would you say that you wanted to be something something
in the arts under like maybe.

Speaker 3 (42:55):
Fashion music or it's not the guy when you were
a team just on my name in the whole weight,
you know, like I just wanted to respect.

Speaker 2 (43:04):
I just need that respect, you know. That's it?

Speaker 5 (43:07):
And where does respect come from?

Speaker 2 (43:10):
Is it how you carry yourself? Is it the lyrics?
Is it the videos? What is it for you? Everything?
Most definitely how you carry yourself. You know what I'm saying.
It just like maintaining stay tuned, told loyalty. Who's getting money?

Speaker 3 (43:25):
You know what I'm saying, keeping the on surround me
that I trust, you know, just keep selling.

Speaker 4 (43:32):
So that's so that's Playboy CARDI.

Speaker 3 (43:36):
Playboy CARDI uh like widdo vibes like with old vib skinny.

Speaker 2 (43:47):
Like word.

Speaker 1 (43:51):
This is vactim but weido vibes skinny. Yeah, he gives
he given me, he gives me skinny. Ye was kind
of tall.

Speaker 3 (44:03):
My uh, I will give him drags, Okay, I'll give
draids doll skin I was. I would give brown skin
OBEs mm yeah, my wid old brownskins.

Speaker 2 (44:25):
Okay, I got one more for you home.

Speaker 9 (44:27):
Let's see everyone Steve Lace quote Steve Lacy fourteen feet
nine point two five inches, which tied you with Amari.

Speaker 5 (44:42):
Quote. Everyone's sleep everyone.

Speaker 7 (44:46):
Everyone sleeps piled up, Carl.

Speaker 6 (44:56):
Do you think, though, that mace equals freedom? Some of
the protesters were maced? What did you say, some of
the protesters were mazed? Does mace equal freedom?

Speaker 2 (45:06):
Would you?

Speaker 6 (45:07):
Would you have been mased yourself back then, Prime mister Cutchen?

Speaker 4 (45:11):
But but I don't know what you mean by that.

Speaker 7 (45:13):
A mace, pepper spray and some others.

Speaker 5 (45:16):
But I don't know this technique. Did nothing exist in
those days.

Speaker 2 (45:21):
So that's a guy's name is nar War. Yeah, rap
does interviews of artists. He's known forget having some of
the best interviews of artists because he knows very specific
information that he should know, but somehow he knows it. No, Yeah,
a different country this I forget.

Speaker 3 (45:41):
Got that.

Speaker 5 (45:43):
That's a gift for you for Lasered seven hundred actually.

Speaker 4 (45:46):
Responded the African Africa.

Speaker 2 (45:53):
Holdo, I'm trying to find somewhere there. It's just him
and not like the artist held on, can we give a.

Speaker 5 (46:02):
Ki thank you? Is he gonna drop down the window.
Do you think?

Speaker 2 (46:09):
But you said I could? Can? I can?

Speaker 5 (46:11):
I give a kift to play big carnying.

Speaker 2 (46:20):
Different?

Speaker 5 (46:21):
What about g M B Studios?

Speaker 2 (46:23):
Is he gonna be studio in my Donalds be?

Speaker 4 (46:25):
How the funk you know this?

Speaker 2 (46:27):
My son?

Speaker 7 (46:28):
How? Hold on?

Speaker 4 (46:30):
How how do you saying?

Speaker 2 (46:33):
I like talk to me? You police?

Speaker 5 (46:37):
Is you the whe didn't you tell doctor Dre about Kendrick?

Speaker 2 (46:41):
Is that the puppy? Huh?

Speaker 3 (46:45):
He give me well, like he disguised his voice to
be a puppet a sign.

Speaker 2 (46:50):
You can tell you he like white a sign okay,
telling me like.

Speaker 1 (46:57):
You know one of them white boy that wanted to
be like that's the hip hop. Give me that type glasses.
Glasses okay, not no slick back here.

Speaker 2 (47:11):
He gives me like like you know like that.

Speaker 1 (47:19):
It ain't slick back, but the hair you could rub
your hands through tape type like he rub his hand
through conversus like oversized pans.

Speaker 2 (47:29):
And give me those type of give me those type
of vibes being around these celebrities and ship he white.
That's that's what you get me. Just on the voice
his voice alone. I'm laughing because it's not bad, bro,
it's not bad. It was connected. It's not bad. Real

(47:51):
talk me. Definitely white, definitely got glasses, definitely got some hair.
You could you can bring your hands through for shure.
I don't think I haven't seen the feats, but he
definitely he'll definitely wear some converse before he wear anything else.
That's the type of giving me.

Speaker 3 (48:07):
He give me one of those like he just be
behind that computer that's all day trying to figure out something.

Speaker 2 (48:12):
That's what he give you. All right, hold on, I
gotta I gotta keep going. I gotta keep going deep
into that search. I gotta keep going.

Speaker 3 (48:20):
Hold on.

Speaker 1 (48:28):
Huh, Yeah, that's kin you're good with them voices, skinny drags, huh, Kyle,
skinny and skinny.

Speaker 2 (48:46):
Somebody told you who this nigga looked like? This nigga
looked like bro. He one day listened to a clipper.
He asked his mother cut his dras. Okay, let's see,
I got you. I got you, don't you? Because information? Bro?
You know what I'm saying. You know, list think it's
so weird that celebrity crush.

Speaker 5 (49:09):
What would be down for?

Speaker 2 (49:11):
Come on? Can you go back for bands me and you?
That would be difficult you know, I thought we could
easily go back for band for bad maybe yeah, not right. Okay,
Well this is what double Nim giving Lenny in it.

Speaker 5 (49:25):
I know you love to read, Yeah, you just love it.

Speaker 8 (49:29):
Yeah, books, just love books on you may be shaping
the library, yeah.

Speaker 5 (49:34):
I think maybe have you missed me?

Speaker 8 (49:39):
Yeah?

Speaker 2 (49:41):
Why you interested? You can't be If you met my sister,
she's not interested in you are a smoker drinker, you see,
that's what it is. What what do you think he looks?

(50:01):
He he gives me black like he's black, okay, black,
he's like he's a.

Speaker 1 (50:14):
London like I want to say black, brown skin okay,
black brows, like like our bros.

Speaker 2 (50:20):
Like I say, like a light no more on the
light aside.

Speaker 10 (50:24):
Okay, if you could compare it to somebody, who would
you compare it to? If I could compare it to
somebody who cannot compare to, like a.

Speaker 3 (50:39):
He give me like Kanye the West complexion, okay, like
a Kanye West complexion. H I got a cut, give me,
he give me a cut vibe okay, dressed like like

(50:59):
he give me like he's skinny, dressed like a like
a like a baby of dirt. Okay, He's like, get
that like dad, hip hop scenery in London type.

Speaker 2 (51:07):
He gives me.

Speaker 4 (51:08):
Okay, so let me go to the next one.

Speaker 2 (51:12):
The problems When I d out.

Speaker 3 (51:16):
Look, I at about to chan around child. Yeah, she's
skinny as fuck, bro, how do you got these names down?

Speaker 2 (51:24):
So good? She's skinny as fun? You got these days
nowre good?

Speaker 3 (51:28):
Bro, She's skinny as fuck, you got these down good?

Speaker 2 (51:33):
Cola Ree heard that voice. I already know its color red.
Hold on, Nigga, hold on one mom, one mom, just
one mom. Hold on, you really know some ship, bro.
You ain't never seen her though, I've never seen her. Okay,
tell me what she looked like. She's skinny? What else
she posing? Zeno? Fuck? You know what I dad looked like?

(51:57):
You fuck? Okay, hold on, hold on, you know VirB,
it's amazing, man, It's just you know.

Speaker 11 (52:03):
You know, really, it's not about me, man, It's about everybody,
Like whether you have a ball with your website, whether
you make music, whether you're a chef, whether you're an artist,
visual artist, whether you're a mechanic. Stop running to these
multi billion dollar corporation capitalists, American Fox. They don't know
what they do in the country. Listen, if we're in
a recession.

Speaker 2 (52:22):
If they say the state of the country is bad,
so that.

Speaker 11 (52:25):
Means that the people who are in leadership, because that's
just all over the country.

Speaker 4 (52:28):
Whether it's that So that's Ja Electronica, Oh.

Speaker 1 (52:36):
Baby daddy, Okay, give me darll skin kind of I say,
he built like me, giving me like built like.

Speaker 2 (52:48):
Me based off how you sound. Yeah, alright, a hood
conscious type of nigga short. All right, they give me
dark vibs, dark season vibes. Okay, hold on, hold on,
hold on, hold on.

Speaker 12 (53:09):
Now, Cherokey the motherfucking ass. How do you know, let's
say Texas.

Speaker 2 (53:19):
She was talking to Nah, this is some girl named
Oh that's Scott Black. That's Scott Black, Scott Black podcast. Yeah,
oh ship, well this is on. Well, so Cherokee was
I think she was doing interviews with porn stars.

Speaker 3 (53:36):
Oh, she holds Cherokee ass dot com Yeah, YouTube channel. Yeah,
and she got she'd be having different Yeah.

Speaker 2 (53:45):
I turned into that.

Speaker 4 (53:46):
You turned into that he was listening.

Speaker 3 (53:48):
Yeah, let's tell a couple of those. I turned it
into the they. I mean they talked about them in
the porno like their porno carreer and how they brand
started doing different things.

Speaker 5 (54:00):
And all that.

Speaker 4 (54:01):
Okay, let me ask you this. How do you think
edding look?

Speaker 7 (54:07):
Uh?

Speaker 2 (54:08):
Edding is like, uh, well, I know he's Puerto Rican,
He's he's not He's I think he's a Salvadorian Spanish
speaking Spanish. He gives me he's like, you know, like.

Speaker 1 (54:30):
Shout out to you, added too, like a black Puerto Rican.
What do you mean like dark skinned?

Speaker 3 (54:36):
I give him like black vibes.

Speaker 2 (54:38):
What does that mean? Though?

Speaker 1 (54:39):
The way the Joe and he's got the black swag
and all like black vibs. Anyway, he's talking and it's
like I didn't given.

Speaker 2 (54:47):
Like he weigh classes. Okay, he give me like he
got little curls in his hair. Okay, pretty boy style,
pretty boy style he enjoyed with type of pri what else?
How tall is he? Probably like a little shorter than me?

Speaker 4 (55:06):
I don't think you don't think so.

Speaker 2 (55:08):
I don't think he tall? Why? I don't know. He
just don't give me twelve vibes. He gives me like
like probably my height or.

Speaker 4 (55:16):
Little okay, body body side body type.

Speaker 2 (55:19):
What do you think? I think I'm bigger than it? Okay,
It's like I don't know it's like that. Do you
think he given like skinny little nigga vibes buff nigga vibes.

Speaker 1 (55:30):
He's not buff at all. I don't feel a buffness
from I don't feel that energy.

Speaker 3 (55:35):
He don't give me diesel energy like he gives me
like he's not skinny, but.

Speaker 2 (55:45):
He's not thick.

Speaker 3 (55:45):
He like say.

Speaker 2 (55:51):
Like uh, he gives me like a size thirty gens. Okay, okay,
what about what? Let me ask you this, what about Dave?
What do you think Dave looks like? Based off how
you sound? Dave? See, I don't know they've give me like.

Speaker 1 (56:10):
Damn, what's that ship? Like digital underground, mister Humpty light skin?
They they they've give me dog skin.

Speaker 2 (56:21):
Can you tell how Nick, how tall Nigga is based
off how you dap you up? Yeah?

Speaker 3 (56:25):
I kept like yeah, because like when we that we
sometimes we bringing that so off for that, I'm sizing
it up like you see what.

Speaker 1 (56:34):
My show they're reaching like I always do, always sizing
it up. It ain't no intentionally like I'm a property,
but I always when I tell him like all right,
I see he's right here, right here, all right?

Speaker 2 (56:43):
Cool?

Speaker 3 (56:43):
So it's like if it ever was to go down
or if I'm sizing I'm listening like I'm talking, how
crazy my ears work? If we are going to be
talking face to face the way your voice is projecting
at me, I'm like, either we we leveled with each other,
or he's a little bit of taller.

Speaker 1 (57:03):
I gotta swing a little bit up and it's over
like that the power of it is and nine out
of ten, ten out of ten, I was number wrong.

Speaker 2 (57:14):
For show show? What do you think Alex looked like Alex?

Speaker 1 (57:21):
Alex uh Alex kinny saw. I think as a little
taller than me too. I gave Alex a poem before,
like we were talking a little taller than me, Alex
getting long breaks.

Speaker 2 (57:34):
He give me light skin vib like he light skinned?
He gives me, he give me Drake obs? What does
that mean? Like how Drake move? What does that mean?
M Like, what does that mean?

Speaker 4 (57:55):
Exactly?

Speaker 1 (57:56):
Like because I know, I mean they tell me like
you know Drake do the black haller from the news
and like the way they dressed like they dress expensive,
but you really don't know his expensive tape ship. But
he's skinny right, not the judgleman he critique getting more
critique vibes.

Speaker 4 (58:15):
Like he's smaller. Yeah, okay, what do you consider them?

Speaker 2 (58:19):
And like.

Speaker 1 (58:21):
I say, he probably like like your structure but like yes,
like yo, your body structure?

Speaker 2 (58:29):
What's my body structure? Like yeah, not slim, dicks out
gay slim, it's crazy. Slim. Think it's crazy. But you're
not skinny, but you're not You're not big, Like I'm
bigger than y'all.

Speaker 3 (58:46):
Like I'm definitely like you're definitely big, Like half of
my body is like y'all, like for sure, for sure,
like Alex give me like he has size like a medium. Sure,
I say, Alex is definitely closer in sides to you
than me for sure, like a large y'all.

Speaker 2 (59:07):
I don't know. I don't know if I say he's stocky,
but he leaning in that area though he ain't stocky
though for sure? Who else? What is? What do you
think Mandy look like? Mandy, don't cheat if you know
what she looked like already, don't answer. I've never seen
him before. You ever heard somebody just describe the way
they look I did this on the podcast, Oh you

(59:28):
did this on the podcast oh Ship?

Speaker 1 (59:30):
Like describing them to the podcast oh Ship. It checked
that out episode two nine. But yeah, man, Mandy Dick
definitely thick way before he even came on. I know,
just hot, hot energy. Oh, it's just like she give
me dick.

Speaker 2 (59:43):
One of the vibs, is it?

Speaker 3 (59:46):
Is it the tonal voice dad, like she dragging that wagon.

Speaker 2 (59:53):
Yeah, man, he definitely give me on type of you
can tell a woman's body type based off of the
tone of her voice.

Speaker 3 (59:59):
Hell yeah, something like I ain't gonna lie like though
nigga hold on, go ahead, going on the wise like
them like she dig short, she give me short.

Speaker 2 (01:00:10):
She showed she's not told at all.

Speaker 1 (01:00:13):
I give it like five, like five five around the
five five. She's not told at all, but she's definitely think.

Speaker 2 (01:00:23):
Okay, what does Weezy look like?

Speaker 3 (01:00:26):
Weezy slim thick? She's slim thick, slim thick, she give
me I know they I know they both yellow.

Speaker 2 (01:00:36):
They light break, I know that.

Speaker 3 (01:00:38):
But yeah, she's slimmy, easy, slim thick, nice nice sympathy,
like nice sympathy.

Speaker 2 (01:00:43):
She's not skinny, but she's not. She just right. What
do you think Jordan looked like? Jordan get me short?

Speaker 3 (01:00:53):
Well, I know she shot, she's I would say she's pretty,
she's not skinny, she's nice and partite, dull skin, and
she give me dull skin and.

Speaker 2 (01:01:05):
Mm hmm.

Speaker 1 (01:01:08):
Yeah, short dull skin. Say, I don't know, like she
gave me long hir vibs mm hmm, yeah, like critigue,
like her body fits her.

Speaker 3 (01:01:22):
So she's like joys give me like she five three,
five four, probably no bigger than me five four, she
gave me that.

Speaker 2 (01:01:31):
Okay, that's interesting, bro. Well listen, man, My last question
is one I think would be good for all of us. Right,
you know what I mean, But this is this is
right up your alley. If you could, what advice would
you give to people who do have their vision but
they take it for granted?

Speaker 1 (01:01:53):
What advice I would Guy, we would be all day,
If we would be all day with that question, ain't
old you? It's like coming from a person I was seen,
coming from a person I've seen for I say, twenty
two years.

Speaker 2 (01:02:08):
Come in, go ahead, go for it.

Speaker 3 (01:02:13):
Come coming from a person that's seen for twenty two years.

Speaker 2 (01:02:18):
Never take your life for granted.

Speaker 1 (01:02:19):
The little wist things as far as a butterfly, a sunset,
dirty ass, far rockaway beach, water that you like to
go to that saying, and all like little things like
that you will never take for granted because just like

(01:02:42):
just a box of crayons, just the different colors. I
would do anything just to see it. Again, don't take
that for grants, cause you never know if it's gonna
get snatched away from you. In a million years, if
you were to ask me or see, you know, would
you ever be blind?

Speaker 2 (01:02:55):
I will tell you now.

Speaker 3 (01:02:56):
You know.

Speaker 2 (01:02:56):
In a million years, you know, would you ever get shot?

Speaker 1 (01:02:59):
I will tell you now, And it may see that
you would never see your son grow, Like the hardest
thing is like not seeing your kids grow up, seeing
your kids face their features changes, like depending on a
person not being able to drive.

Speaker 2 (01:03:14):
You work so hard to do so much and it
gets snatched away from you.

Speaker 1 (01:03:18):
That that shit is a disappointment, Like that shit is
sent you into depression. If you got kids out there,
just close your eyes and just think about just being
in that dog and not seeing your kids face. Think
about not like having to help, have to have help,
to help your kids with their homework, to get dressed
to iron clothes.

Speaker 2 (01:03:37):
Like everybody not like me.

Speaker 1 (01:03:39):
So I'm just a smooth nigga. I don't need help
doing that, but still just like your independence is not
really leaning on you, like leaning on you is leaning
on somebody else.

Speaker 2 (01:03:53):
Good.

Speaker 1 (01:03:53):
That's the worst. That's the worst thing of it. That
can worst thing ever, like not being to work the
job you want to work, like just a little thing. No,
you don't understand my pet peet, like I ain't gonna lie.
My phobia is ship like doodo outside on the floor, Like.

Speaker 2 (01:04:12):
That's my phobia. You don't know.

Speaker 3 (01:04:14):
I would do anything just to see ship on the
fucking floor, Like anything just to.

Speaker 2 (01:04:20):
See ship on the floor.

Speaker 3 (01:04:22):
Yo. Vision, vision is everything you'll never understand, how.

Speaker 8 (01:04:28):
Like I learned.

Speaker 1 (01:04:29):
I know now that vision is really a big part
of life. And when you like just think about it,
you call somebody, you try and get some directions. Yo,
do you see the corner store or do you see
the red building? Or do you see this? Now, you
gotta come with me at a different approach, because what
could you tell me to what could you say to

(01:04:51):
me for me to know where I'm at? I was
never big on going to the doctor's for my vision,
like my eye doctors and all that. The school called
me one day and said, oh that man say he
don't need. I say, he don't got to do the
eye exam. I said, yes, he do.

Speaker 2 (01:05:12):
He got fun he said. My mother said, I don't
got you. I said, bro, I said you do.

Speaker 3 (01:05:17):
Like if something wrong with your eyes, let them find
out now, let them corrected. Now.

Speaker 1 (01:05:22):
If you need glasses, let them correct it now. Because
you never want to be in a dog like me.
You wake up to the doctor sleeping a dog. Everything
is an adult. It's like a It's like sitting in
a movie. You just waiting for the movie to start,
and that shit just don't. It's like sitting in front
of a TV. You ain't pay your life, you ain't
pay your gable bill. You're never gonna see a picture.

(01:05:45):
That shit is the worst feeling ever. I wouldn't wish
this on nobody. Bro, I'm not even a y. I
won't wish this on nobody, because my son is fourteen.
Last time I seen my child, he was one years old.
My daughter be fifteen. Last time I seen nothing, she
was years old. I got nieces and nephews that I
never seen. That I got to put a picture to

(01:06:06):
h don't take that shit for granted. And I always
ask myself, it's like, damn if I were to just
get my vision today, what I know is done. What
I walked past my niece's nephew not knowing is dumb.
Like that ship like that go through and you think
about I think about all that ship and not for nothing, though, Bro,
As time go on, I forget faces. I forget faces,

(01:06:31):
like when like I'm still holding on to my son
pictures of my son's first birthday, so I won't forget
his face. Then in the I've been in the dark
thirteen years, I forgot how it shiit look. So it's
like I got a hold on to certain memories of
like memories that happened, Like his first birthday is a memory.

(01:06:51):
I got to hold onto that memory to even get
a structure on how his faces like my like my
sisters and alone my brother, I got a damn I
remember when he went to the movie. We took this
picture and I had this song. I got to hold
onto that memory.

Speaker 2 (01:07:07):
Now, like my brother was a little light.

Speaker 1 (01:07:11):
Now they're like he's dark. I'm like, damn, he's tall.
When I got shot, my brother was short, chumpy. They
tall and skinny now so now it's like how he
looked is out of my head. I don't ride, And
it's crazy because I don't remember.

Speaker 4 (01:07:25):
How my brother looked bro let me. Damn, you don't remember.

Speaker 2 (01:07:28):
How your brother looked. Don't remember how my brother looked?

Speaker 4 (01:07:30):
Bro like even back then?

Speaker 2 (01:07:33):
Back then. Yeah, now it's a new person.

Speaker 3 (01:07:37):
It's like when I know him, how you look before
and now I feel like it's two different people.

Speaker 2 (01:07:41):
So when you're talking to them now, do you in
your mind, do you see the face of who they
was thirteen years ago? I always put their face on
when they were thirteen years ago.

Speaker 3 (01:07:50):
Sometimes I even try to squint my eyes and try
to see if I could just see it a little
bit of them, Like, but I got a hold onto
thirteen years.

Speaker 4 (01:07:58):
Do you ever try me my badman to cut you off?
Do you do you ever try to.

Speaker 2 (01:08:04):
Visualize based off of what you do remember them looking like?
Do you ever try to like imagine like that new face,
like the older features. Yeah, like with your son, it's
like you ever like that like this is what my
older son, this is what my son might look like.

Speaker 3 (01:08:15):
No, I feel like that should funk up the memory
I do have. Oh wow, so it's for me not
to lose that memory. I'm not even going to try
to figure out what he looked like today. I tried
that way and ship like feeling on his face and
trying to figure out what.

Speaker 2 (01:08:30):
It is and all that I can't get it. That
doesn't help, don't help, don't help at all. So people
out there that said blind, you know, fill my face
so you can do how I look. That's for movies,
just some h's movies.

Speaker 1 (01:08:44):
That's for you to get a picture of a person
being blind. That shit don't structure to see how a
person looking at that ship.

Speaker 2 (01:08:53):
Like, I forgot how a lot of people look and
the shade.

Speaker 1 (01:08:57):
And it's sometimes I'm just holding on to little memories
that we had before. So sometimes I ain't gonnae I
figure how I look. Sometimes I've been living in this
body for thirty four years. I was, I was saying
for twenty two.

Speaker 2 (01:09:11):
Sometimes I forget how I got you.

Speaker 3 (01:09:14):
I never had all this here on my feet and
none right right, yeah, none of this. I never had
at half the tattoos I got on my body. I
feel like I'm a whole.

Speaker 2 (01:09:23):
You got a lot of these tags since you've been blind. Yeah,
I got blind. The shot a lot of these tags,
and then.

Speaker 3 (01:09:30):
I was never as bigh I got sha it was
one hundred and ninety pounds. One hundred and ninety I'm
two thirty now, Yeah, two thirty is crazy. One hundred
and ninety pounds, Yeah, signed thirty four jeans and nose
shits was baggy.

Speaker 2 (01:09:47):
I was a large shirt like not.

Speaker 1 (01:09:49):
So it's like I forgot how I either look because
you're a new person, bro, way new person.

Speaker 2 (01:09:55):
Yeah, it's crazy to think about it like that.

Speaker 1 (01:09:58):
If my eyes ever come back, I'd be looking at
the mirror like damn. It's like because when I got shot,
I know I look ugly. Now why do you say that?
I just felt like that bullet fucked me up. So
to a point and carry over to a point, I
really don't know how I look no more. I'm holding
on memories of my son when he was. When I'm

(01:10:18):
holding on my nieces. My needs to be eighteen in July,
I'm still holding on memories when she was three years old.

Speaker 2 (01:10:25):
Mm hmmm, because like this, this is what I know
them for. And you literally, whenever you talking to them,
you're talking to them as they three years old, as
they Yeah, so your son voiced and changed and everything.

Speaker 4 (01:10:36):
When you hold him, you feel his body different.

Speaker 3 (01:10:38):
Boy, he's got deep skinny now. It's like, damn he
got dreads now.

Speaker 2 (01:10:44):
My son didn't have all that shit.

Speaker 3 (01:10:45):
Yeah, so it's like I'm adapting to the new time
even I hate it because it's like, Damn, I'm still
stuck in.

Speaker 2 (01:10:53):
I'm still stuck in twenty twelve. Let me ask you something.
What can your fail family and the people around you
do to make your experience better? Like, no matter what
that is, Like, if there was something that could be
done more of or something that could just be done

(01:11:13):
period that's not being done, what's something that people could
do that would just help you that much more?

Speaker 4 (01:11:18):
Like what would help you that much more?

Speaker 2 (01:11:20):
Would help me? Like pretty much like you put a
picture of how they look just with every with anything
like it, with all that you experience with being blind
every single day? What is something that the people that
love you that's around you, what could they do even me,
you know what I'm saying, Like, what could they do?
Like you know, like if people did more of this,
that would actually really be I would really like that

(01:11:41):
that would be really really nice. If that don't make
me feel that much better? Like anything we could do
to help boost your moraund then we could do to
help you feel more included anything we could do to
help you feel more like you getting like you know,
like like you have your own like you do a
lot already.

Speaker 3 (01:11:55):
Because I was about to say that that's a hard
question because it's like I'm a person I can't be forgotten.

Speaker 2 (01:12:01):
Mm hmmm. I feel like.

Speaker 1 (01:12:05):
I'm today Like today, I feel like if I close
my eyes and never wake up, the word gonna crumble
mm hm, because so much is built on top of me.

Speaker 4 (01:12:16):
Keep going, brother, check the time on this love.

Speaker 1 (01:12:20):
So I feel like the word gonna crumble for this fact.
So much is built on top of me. It's like,
you know how I feel like I'm the tree.

Speaker 2 (01:12:32):
If this tree getting chopped down, so much shit going
forward with it. And this is a.

Speaker 3 (01:12:40):
Yeah, I really feel like that it's not much people
can really just say. I really don't feel like it's
really much. I just don't think that every day I
wake up, I'm having a good day. Every day I'm
wake up, I'm prepared. I got to prepare myself for
my day.

Speaker 2 (01:12:57):
My day they goes smooth Monday through. How many bad
days do you experience? How many good days do you
experience from Monday to Monday. Every day I wake up
is a bad It's a bad day. Every day, every
day I wake up is a bad day.

Speaker 3 (01:13:10):
And then it started moving into like the needle going
up to push it towards good because when I wake up,
damn it, let me turn like, let.

Speaker 2 (01:13:22):
Me look and see. I can see outside.

Speaker 3 (01:13:25):
Nah, I can't see my Damn I am blind.

Speaker 2 (01:13:30):
Alright, fuck it.

Speaker 3 (01:13:30):
Let me lay down for a minute, let me see,
let me close, let me open the back of let
me let me, let me swipe up. Damn, TikTok. I
still can't see the video. Damn, let me close it.

Speaker 1 (01:13:41):
Even after all this time, I still throw this song.
Still like thing this time. Alright, weol Now it's like
I'm up. Now, I'm settled in a Let me I
know what I understand. God, Today is another day that
I'm not seeing. But thank you for another day of
waking up.

Speaker 3 (01:14:00):
To serve to be a protected to my kids, to
be impactful in the world.

Speaker 2 (01:14:08):
I let me get the day started.

Speaker 1 (01:14:10):
Oh it's five o'clock. I let me sit here, let
me scroll on TikTok for a couple of minutes. Let
me look at some business shit all right, cool, let
me close it. Let me build a couple of push ups.

Speaker 3 (01:14:21):
I ain't let me sit here now, I say and
say what I'm gonna do today to be impactful, because
I just can't sit around all day and don't do nothing.
It's like I'm on the time schedule. I gotta, I gotta.

Speaker 2 (01:14:33):
I'm working ten times harder to keep up with niggas
like y'all.

Speaker 1 (01:14:37):
So it's like, all right, cool, alright, six o'clock, all right,
still return on power one on five yo yo yo,
yo yo yo.

Speaker 2 (01:14:45):
Breakfast going all right?

Speaker 3 (01:14:46):
Cool?

Speaker 1 (01:14:47):
Let me say, all right, let me get up and
go get my son clothes. All right, cool, a uniform out.
I'm lay down for a minute.

Speaker 2 (01:14:56):
Alright. Seven o'clock, all right, I'm gonna no dollars. Time
to get up. Huh trying to get up, I'm.

Speaker 3 (01:15:02):
Looking like damn still can't see him. All right, cool,
let me lay down.

Speaker 2 (01:15:05):
Let me go back in the front.

Speaker 3 (01:15:07):
Now, everything just processing because it's still the bad days though.

Speaker 1 (01:15:10):
Alright, cool, the bell ring, My nephew's coming upstairs, Uncle Chris,
your boy's here. A right, the needle's starting to go up.
I wanna watch SpongeBob square pants. Then my nephew hugging
my neck, he touching my face, he rubbing my face,
kissing on me.

Speaker 2 (01:15:26):
The needle was starting to go up.

Speaker 1 (01:15:27):
Cause now if I wasn't here to do this, what
they who would they be doing this to? They would
never knew who Uncle Chris was. They would have never
knew how cool Uncle Chris is. They would have never
knew how fun Uncle Chris is, how Uncle Chris is
a pump when they come to y'all right?

Speaker 2 (01:15:41):
Cool?

Speaker 1 (01:15:43):
Now my mom's called. I'll send him downstairs. If dollars
have a good day, all right, cool? He jumped, I
jumped at him. He running like me, laughing alight. That
needle was going up a right, oh dollars, before you leave,
put on chat GBT alright, bet then closed it up, boom,
all right, give me some digital products, give me this,
give me that. Now my brain's working now now I'm

(01:16:05):
hearing the shit that I want to hear. Feeling good
now because now I look at it like I'm thirty
four now, but I'm forty. I be a multi MILLIONAI,
multi millionaire, and I look at it like, all right,
I'm talking, talking, talking, Then I get a text my
daughter I'm at school, alright, cool, have a good day.

(01:16:26):
I'm feeling good. Now It's like my day is gone
because now I'm building the empire for not even for
the older people, for the for the young ones. My
building is like, all right, cool, now I'm watching basketball game.

Speaker 2 (01:16:38):
Now I'm in.

Speaker 3 (01:16:39):
I was screaming the next my side coming, Why are
you screaming for?

Speaker 2 (01:16:42):
You're screaming out at me?

Speaker 1 (01:16:42):
And I'm in playing the game, this, that and the third,
and I'm like, I'm feeling good. I'm cooking my own dinner.
Like I'm cooking.

Speaker 2 (01:16:50):
I ain't cool.

Speaker 3 (01:16:52):
Now my body's starting to wind down. Then I look
as all right and me closed my eyes.

Speaker 2 (01:16:58):
Hopefully the next day I will be able to see
again mm hmm.

Speaker 3 (01:17:01):
And then Tuesday come, same shit all over and this
shit keep up on thirteen years.

Speaker 2 (01:17:10):
What it ever changed? I don't think. So.

Speaker 3 (01:17:13):
It's like I'm expecting, like I want to see, but
I don't put my expectations that high because I'm.

Speaker 2 (01:17:20):
Like, I know I'm gonna be disappointed. I think you're
gonna see it again.

Speaker 1 (01:17:23):
I don't think so I do, And it's like I no,
I don't think why. I don't think I'm gonna see
against because it's like I feel like I'm made. I'm
made to be in this space. For the people that's.

Speaker 2 (01:17:36):
That's not strong, well, I think I think that even
if you do see again, you'll still be able to
because you you can speak to something that people will
never be able to speak to. No one.

Speaker 1 (01:17:47):
But the reason why I feel like I'm made to
be in this space like this is like I'm I'm
like I'm motivation to a lot of people. Then it's
like me being blind. It's like i could talk to
somebody that's not blind, and it's like it's different. But
when I'm in a room with somebody that's just like me,
and we could go back and forth, back and forth,

(01:18:08):
back and the forth, and it's like, yo, damn bro,
you motivate me. It means more from a blond person
telling me I motivated them than a person I could see,
because it's like I'm not doing nothing that you can do.
But to these blond people, I'm more.

Speaker 2 (01:18:28):
I'm more.

Speaker 3 (01:18:29):
I want to say more, hustle, go, get a drive
more than them. But a lot of them I seen
more than them, so they hustle and they determination is
not as strong as mine because they never seen nothing
before in their life, like their life was already written
for them already.

Speaker 1 (01:18:46):
My life was that was supposed to be ran like this.
So it's like for somebody that's blind, is like, how
many jobs you really had in life? How bad you
wanted to see something because you've never seen them before? Yeah, yeah,
I'm quite sure you'll want to see to see how
it feels. But y'all not really over the edge to
really see because this is all y'all been in the
duck your whole life.

Speaker 2 (01:19:07):
It's all you know.

Speaker 3 (01:19:08):
Twenty two years I've seen for that shit gets snatched.

Speaker 4 (01:19:13):
Twenty two years is a long ass time.

Speaker 2 (01:19:15):
Twenty two years.

Speaker 4 (01:19:16):
That's a whole life, bro, Bro, two decades, you didn't
did it all?

Speaker 2 (01:19:20):
Two decades.

Speaker 3 (01:19:21):
I done drove, I don't rode on motorcycles, e MT.
I don't seen shit. I done have been through shit.
I done did it all, and then it's gone.

Speaker 2 (01:19:31):
Do you ever feel like your imagination might be better
than what you can see? Bro? You think your imagination
might actually be better than what you would actually see though,
sometimes like let's say, like you listening to the movie
or something like, do you ever think like your imagination. Yeah,
you ever think your imagination is better than what it
might actually look like? Sometimes? Yeah, sometimes because sometimes like.

Speaker 3 (01:19:56):
Go watch a TV show, movie and signing, and I
can hear it, but I put my own picture, had
my own thoughts of how it went.

Speaker 2 (01:20:02):
And then like when we re talking about the movie
and I say, they're like, nah, it ain't go like that.
They did this, this, this, this, it's like said, shit,
that was just in my head and I put together,
But I don't look at it like that.

Speaker 1 (01:20:12):
It's like, you know, I just listen to how to
plot is and I just put my own story to it,
like what happened, how it went down and everything else.

Speaker 2 (01:20:22):
Let me ask you this my last question. I want
to ask you because you you said something that was
pretty interesting a moment ago, saying that every day you
wake up it's a bad day.

Speaker 4 (01:20:29):
And then it kind of is like a momentum.

Speaker 2 (01:20:31):
That starts to happen where you kind of it's like
a needle. Yeah, you're building up the momentum and then
eventually that that ball get the rolling. That's that positive,
you know speed, But what is it that could happen?
Obviously we know we can't do anything about.

Speaker 3 (01:20:46):
There's nothing but what could happen at keep me at
high like like just like from the jump, like like
what are some things that can help? It's really nice
And nobody can't give me my sight to see my kids.
And I said my kids, my son, my daughter, my
niece is my nephew, and why can't give me that?
So it's like to keep me stable the way I
am now, just keep them kids around me. You take

(01:21:06):
away my son, you take away my door, you take
away my niece, to take away my nephew. You don't
got me m because what I'm here for, I'm here
for them. I don't I'm not gonna say I don't
care about that tonight.

Speaker 2 (01:21:18):
That ship don't move me. The kids move me?

Speaker 3 (01:21:21):
Why because when it's like my son, like, oh, my
teacher asked me about your shirt, I'm like, nah, this
is exclusive. Okay, cool, I'm talking about Oh I got
I got your disableds have a voice shirt on?

Speaker 2 (01:21:34):
All right?

Speaker 5 (01:21:35):
Cool?

Speaker 2 (01:21:35):
Uncle Chris Chlobe. What shirt is that you got on? Yo?

Speaker 3 (01:21:39):
That's your blinding down sea shirt. I'm like, damn, these
are my supporters right here.

Speaker 2 (01:21:45):
They're talking my little nephew for you.

Speaker 3 (01:21:47):
You're like blind Poppy. I'm like you ain't no blind Poppy,
And it's like, all right, this, this is what.

Speaker 2 (01:21:54):
I'm doing it for. This was giving me my gas.

Speaker 3 (01:21:58):
I don't care about the likes that the views that's
on YouTube and Instagram.

Speaker 2 (01:22:02):
No, I don't care about none of that. Ship.

Speaker 3 (01:22:04):
I do it for them because now like I'm motivating
them to say, Okay, I see him doing it.

Speaker 2 (01:22:11):
I could do it. I see him doing the buyer.
I could do it.

Speaker 3 (01:22:15):
Uncle Chris ain't stopping. It's no limits to Uncle Chris.
It ain't no limits to my father.

Speaker 2 (01:22:18):
There's no limits. Man, gonna be gonna shoot this shit out.
It's nothing that It's nothing that you could do and
nobody could do to help your days get to that
momentum faster mm hmm. It's like, is it an album?
Is it some music that might be like okay, like
this getting me in the Is it a speaker? Like

(01:22:40):
music moved me one thousand percent? Is it food?

Speaker 3 (01:22:43):
It definitely moved me, Like the music definitely moved me
because like music is like no love of music is
like fifty percent of my life. Music definitely moves me,
But nothing moved me.

Speaker 2 (01:22:54):
Like them kids do.

Speaker 1 (01:22:55):
Yeah, and then I fee nothing though. It's like me
waking up the bad day. It's it kind of good.
It's kind of good though, because now me waking up
to this bad, depressing person always remind me I have
a mission to complete. I can't stop now because it's

(01:23:17):
like I'm depressed. How many other people in my predicament
depressed too? How many other people I'm depressed? But I
know my son, my niece enough. You're gonna keep me moving.
What about that person that's depressed and don't got nobody
that's keeping them moving?

Speaker 2 (01:23:33):
Trying to figure it out.

Speaker 1 (01:23:34):
I'm depressed, I'm on chat GBT trying to figure out
how I'm ladies, this foundation down, this blueprint down. But
it's somebody home that's putting a rope arounning neck like
trigger warning, that's putting a rope running neck to end
it all, putting pills down their throat the end at all.
So and in my case, I am better though, I'm
probably is better off than that person that don't have

(01:23:56):
nobody to give them that push, that boost. So I
gotta see, I gotta say, I gotta be dankful and
grateful that I am here to say and say I'm depressing.
I need at the end of the day, I'm ending
up happy, I'm smiling, I'm good.

Speaker 2 (01:24:12):
Regular ship.

Speaker 1 (01:24:14):
Certain people makes me happy when I hear from them,
when I'm talking to them. Different ship. So it's like
it's not a bad thing. It just reminds me like
I have a mission.

Speaker 2 (01:24:23):
I have a goal to complete. Let's get this ship going. Nigga.

Speaker 4 (01:24:27):
Yeah, no, definitely get this ship up like you.

Speaker 3 (01:24:30):
I'm an adult, but that sing gonna shine hard on me.

Speaker 2 (01:24:34):
Nah, nigga, get up, get up.

Speaker 1 (01:24:35):
We can't be down like this. We can't get up
some days. I mean some days it is bursting up there.
Some days it's like the kids and all I can
still do that. And then when they leave, I'm like, damn,
I wish I could see don't walk down on the stairs,
or damn, I wish I could be the one driving
them to school. Y'all go to the room and I
lay down in the bed, and it's like ah and
and it's like, you know, you got the devil on

(01:24:56):
one side.

Speaker 2 (01:24:56):
You got to angel on one side. The devil ain't
nigga stay down And they you're like, yo, you're bigger
than this. You built like you built different.

Speaker 1 (01:25:03):
Come on, man, you ain't you ain't you ain't the
blind stuff you stuff like nigga w in the bad
what's going on here? And then I roll off and
play early yell legion man play heart this is and
this man play this, played it and I'm oh, I'm
like play dreams a Nightmas and that shit wakes me up.

Speaker 2 (01:25:22):
Play I'm a boss.

Speaker 1 (01:25:23):
That shit wakes me up. I'm a boss that she
wakes me up. And I'm just listening to like proud
of me, Meek Miles Friday.

Speaker 2 (01:25:30):
That shit wakes me up.

Speaker 3 (01:25:31):
I play a little dirt like it's niggas ain't fucked
up positions.

Speaker 2 (01:25:34):
That's way worse than me with me this and say, nigga,
the word got off around me. Now. Hell no, I'm
carrying a lot. I guess what. I'm strong, my knees strong,
I'm still moving. For thirteen years, I'm still doing it still.

Speaker 3 (01:25:48):
Niggas wasn't last. Niggas ain't last a year.

Speaker 1 (01:25:50):
Nigga didn't last two years, Niggas started, visions start fading
and they and they checked out.

Speaker 3 (01:25:54):
Thirteen years, I'm still fighting.

Speaker 2 (01:25:56):
Yeah, I don't know that's real shit, bro. I'm the voice. Yeah,
that's how look at it. I'm the voice when people
are like, Yo, it's hard this, that, and the third nigga,
how your life harder? At mine?

Speaker 3 (01:26:05):
Bro?

Speaker 2 (01:26:06):
What you're going through? Oh this your nigga? Are you
applying yourself? Bro? Before you say it, say it's hard?
Did you apply yourself? Now? Then we're not talking about hard, didn't, Bro?

Speaker 4 (01:26:16):
Let me ask Let me ask you this.

Speaker 2 (01:26:19):
Do you ever think there will be a day that
you'll wake up and you won't be depressed? Or it
won't you won't start the day from that position, even
if you never get your vision back.

Speaker 3 (01:26:31):
M I can't say it might not be a day.
But right now I don't see it. No matter how
much money you put in me, how much fame you
put it in front of me, none of that shit.

Speaker 2 (01:26:40):
I'm still depressed. The ones that I really the ones
I really want to see, I can't. I may never see.

Speaker 11 (01:26:47):
Now.

Speaker 1 (01:26:47):
If it was a way that a person could take
a picture and slide that ship through my brain for
me to see it, I probably won't be a little
bit happier.

Speaker 2 (01:26:54):
But until then, like.

Speaker 1 (01:26:56):
I said, it's not a bad depress that I feel
like I want to check out. Yeah, but it's that
depressed that Damn. I want to see their face.

Speaker 3 (01:27:03):
Yeah, for sure, Like damn, my niece's nephew, I've never
seen them before.

Speaker 2 (01:27:08):
Damn I want to see it. I would love to
see their face. It's one of those. But that's how
I'm happy. But I wake up.

Speaker 3 (01:27:19):
It's like I gotta feed It's it's like like a call.
You gotta give it the gas to keep it running.
So like them kids feed me. They giving me the
gas to keep me running. Whether I see them, what
I talk to them, They're giving me the gas to
keep it running.

Speaker 2 (01:27:33):
But what about when they like get older and they
eventually start making their little moves and stuff.

Speaker 1 (01:27:38):
Nah, like they whether I know they make their moves
and all that. My niece is eighteen, but she still
calls Uncle Chris.

Speaker 2 (01:27:47):
And that's how you know how much.

Speaker 3 (01:27:48):
Impact I am on it and not for not sometimes
know what motivates me to listening to my old podcasts. Yeah,
I listen to different clips and it's like, Damn, I
felt that one, Like damn, damn, nigga, you said that.

Speaker 2 (01:28:04):
Oh damn, you you're a beast. You're a monster.

Speaker 1 (01:28:08):
You this that and third and it's like, all right, cool,
then I could I be on TikTok and I hear
certain people going through certain shit, our comments on them
ships like yo' it's okay to cry, is okay to
go with you to feel how you feel, and if
you ever need somebody to talk to, I'm here, Like

(01:28:29):
I really do that shit on TikTok right under people
shit write people in boxes.

Speaker 3 (01:28:33):
And I got to look at myself. It's like, nigga,
you ain't You can't stop now, You ain't finish the work.

Speaker 2 (01:28:39):
You the voice?

Speaker 3 (01:28:40):
Yeah, are you the voice of this ship? Like you
the voice of the disabled, You're the voice of the streets.
You the voice of the trenches. You're the voice of
the struggle. You the voice of the depressed. You the
voice of mental health. Yeah, come on, bro, Like I
can't stop now?

Speaker 2 (01:28:53):
Did me being depressed every morning?

Speaker 3 (01:28:54):
Just helping me out to drop more knowledge on more people?

Speaker 2 (01:28:57):
Like I just did a video. I go do it
all because my.

Speaker 1 (01:29:00):
Son recorded this shit fucked up whatever the case may be,
But it's about being a laylord of your own life.
I am the landlord of my life, so I gotta
evict things that's not good for me. Otherwise it's like
I'm gonna be a slum lord, meaning my body gonna
be broke down to a point I can't give the

(01:29:21):
next person my full potential. So it's like, with that
being said, is like, all right, cool, I'm the laylord
of my life, So I'm ejecting everything out of my
life that's going to bring me down. Me thinking I
got me getting shot thirteen years me still thinking about
that day.

Speaker 2 (01:29:38):
I evicted that shit out of my life. It makes
me smile even more. What could I do different? Why
had that gun?

Speaker 1 (01:29:45):
I evicted that thought out of my life so I
can smell more. I don't gotta be aggressive. I can smell.
I could play, I can joke. I'm the laylord of
my life.

Speaker 3 (01:29:58):
When you like, you know, you walk into that house
and you're like, damn, this is a beautiful ass house.
When you see me, you see my life and you
hear my stories and you see where I came from,
you like, damn, that shit was a house that had foundation.
Well look how beautiful that shit is now. So when
people see me, they're like, damn, when he got shot,
he was beat down.

Speaker 2 (01:30:18):
He just had the foundation. It was no house. It
was just a foundation.

Speaker 3 (01:30:22):
God didn't look how that nigga built that shit.

Speaker 1 (01:30:24):
Now jay Z probably jay Z coming to me like, yeo,
he got seventy million, a hundred million for motherfucking house.

Speaker 3 (01:30:30):
You can't you can't buy this. This shit is I
built this shit brick by brick.

Speaker 2 (01:30:34):
You can't buy this. But guess what.

Speaker 1 (01:30:38):
Every now and then, when I say I'm like, I
wake up depressed. That's your house going through maintenance every.

Speaker 2 (01:30:44):
Down and then.

Speaker 3 (01:30:44):
Yeah, you might have a lead eye now and then
that the base might get flood due to the tollers
and shit.

Speaker 1 (01:30:50):
Every now and then in the water the baller might break.
Every now and then, something might break down. But guess what,
you gotta be prepared for it.

Speaker 2 (01:30:57):
You fix it. You move on.

Speaker 1 (01:31:00):
Every day something new happen. Then the water pressure is low,
I ain't cool. We gotta call a plumber. Once it fixed,
guess what, you move on?

Speaker 7 (01:31:10):
Move on.

Speaker 1 (01:31:11):
So I wake up with the problem. My son, my niece,
my nephews, they are the handyman. They fixed this problem.

Speaker 2 (01:31:20):
Guess what, I move on. And that's how I look
at life. Well, man, I feel like this episode is
probably the most like vulnerable you might have ever been.

Speaker 1 (01:31:34):
To be real, I'll tell you it's so much that
I'm like as so much that I didn't pull back
off yet.

Speaker 2 (01:31:42):
It's so much like that I didn't cover yet. Yeah,
I think this is definitely the most vulnerable you've ever
been in this episode. I think you shared like some
really really deep insights not a lot of people don't know. Yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:31:57):
And it's crazy because like when people watch my episode,
like damn, I didn't know that.

Speaker 2 (01:32:01):
Wait till they hear this, Wait till they hear this,
because like.

Speaker 1 (01:32:07):
People don't understand, like, man, my mom always racing what
where can they find you at?

Speaker 2 (01:32:15):
Bro? Bro? Man? Fuck fuck where you can find me at? Nigga?
This is the Blomber now Se podcast And man, I
just want to say, bro on some real nigga shit.

Speaker 6 (01:32:22):
Bro.

Speaker 2 (01:32:23):
I would want to say, I really appreciate you being
so transparent and sharing so much because you're not just
a friend by the producer, you family. Yeah, but even
beyond me though, you know, I just think that it's
it's really amazing that you could be in a place
in your life where you could really just like be
transparent and just really say it for what it is,

(01:32:44):
you know what I mean? And own it too. It's like,
you know, like as you're you're also still figuring out
how you feel about these things.

Speaker 4 (01:32:51):
But one thing you every day I'm figuring saying, But
one thing you in a.

Speaker 2 (01:32:55):
Position to do. You in a position to tell people
what it is, though, And I think I think that's.

Speaker 1 (01:32:59):
How I'm gonna tell you what it is. Whether you
want to be a gang bang on the streets, this
that I'm gonna tell you what it is. It's no
retirement plan, is no name. Is the two numbers you're
asking for cemetery plot number or fucking number.

Speaker 2 (01:33:15):
So it's like, how you want to do this, How
you want to do this? In any way you put it?

Speaker 1 (01:33:20):
You hurt in somebody, So therefore, how you want to
do this. I'm the nigga that's telling you, man I'm
out of my mom that been through it.

Speaker 2 (01:33:29):
This is a great episode, bro, for sure. See look
your niggas bringing the best out of me. Manna. This
is this is a great episode, like on some archival
shit like I think this is one of those ones
where like you could almost like take this and put
it like you can almost like donate this episode to
like a library one day, you know, what I mean
and then just be like, if people want to just listen,
a lot gonna be donated to, like the thoughts.

Speaker 4 (01:33:49):
And the experiences, and it's like you can listen to
this and be like damn.

Speaker 2 (01:33:52):
Like niggas in like twenty seventy five can listen to
this and be like damn and going through.

Speaker 1 (01:33:57):
The same thing, somebody redoing it. I'm just leaving a
blueprint for y'all to come and do it, to come
behind me, to take over.

Speaker 2 (01:34:04):
Now, what is you what you're gonna do with Eli
mus say, I can put some digital eyes in your head.
I'm gonna tell him to keep it. I tell keep it.
I do my best, working adult. But what about all
this shit you just said? I want to see my niece?
Is enough on that? Yeah that's cool, But guess what
they love Uncle Chris, even an adult. And that's good
enough for you, good enough for me.

Speaker 3 (01:34:25):
I would love to see them. Yeah, I definitely was.

Speaker 2 (01:34:29):
What about waking up the press every day?

Speaker 5 (01:34:31):
Man?

Speaker 3 (01:34:31):
It keeps it keeping me motivated. No, it is a
bigger picture mm hmm.

Speaker 2 (01:34:35):
That I'm painting. Made peace with the ship. I don't
gotta I don't gotta see the picture. To paint that
bitch like I'm the artist.

Speaker 3 (01:34:44):
I don't gotta see that bitch to know that I'm
painting something crazy and no money in the world, No,
none of that can really create what I'm creating.

Speaker 2 (01:34:55):
Nothing.

Speaker 3 (01:34:56):
The blamer I see is the blade down sea. I
created that ship you did. I am.

Speaker 1 (01:35:00):
I'm the founder of that ship you did. When I
leave this earth, they gonna know who with the blind
butnance he staying for. They gonna know who the official
blonde stuff is.

Speaker 2 (01:35:09):
I am him. I made this blind shite look cool.
I made this blind sehe look good.

Speaker 3 (01:35:13):
I made people that have vision questioning themself and fuck
this blind nigga doing that ship. Like my DJ say, Yo,
why y'all keep asking me about nigga heat the real
nigga behind it, He do the fly, he do the booking.

Speaker 2 (01:35:26):
Why are you asking me? And they still can't believe
it like they behind. I ain't trump over nothing.

Speaker 3 (01:35:35):
I'm my artist, like I said, I'm I'm drinking my
own mom at Lisa right now, my own.

Speaker 2 (01:35:42):
I'm creating out.

Speaker 3 (01:35:44):
Yeah, I don't got to see it to know that
my ship won't sell.

Speaker 2 (01:35:49):
We're definitely y'all bro and honestly, man, I'm glad that
I could be a part of the journey with you
definitely anyway. Likewise, Yeah, I'm glad I can help in
any in any type of way. Bro, I'm honored, definitely
honor and I definitely appreciate it because it is signs
more meaning in my life as well.

Speaker 3 (01:36:05):
No, likewise and nothing not for nothing, because you know,
the last episode got.

Speaker 2 (01:36:11):
Right terrible, but like like the world, let me tell
the world.

Speaker 1 (01:36:16):
The Halfway Up podcast is so motivational, so much like
you learn so much from just the clips, to a
point you don't got to watch the whole video. Just
the clips alone. You can learn so much you could you.
I ain't gonna lie, yeh. Probably like the clips gets
me up in the morning too, because when I heard

(01:36:38):
that whole jail ship, I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa, what
the fuck is this nigga talking?

Speaker 2 (01:36:43):
I said, Yo, this gotta be a nigga I've never
been in the streets.

Speaker 4 (01:36:48):
Yeah, he's definitely never been in the streets.

Speaker 3 (01:36:50):
That's what I couldn't the way he was talking and all,
I'm like, this is a suburbs never, like it never
happened to this type of Nigga, Like, but what about
the people that's out here raping people taking him? They're
telling me they don't need to desert a punishment. Well
he ain't, said, well, two different from two different worlds.
He said, he said they shouldn't.

Speaker 1 (01:37:10):
He said, who gives the government the right to put
him in an eight by eight cel to torture them,
to kill them?

Speaker 2 (01:37:18):
But the ship that they caused and hurt man, that's
a whole. That's all. Yeah, we might have to set
up a little debate with you and Bro. Definitely. My
pops didn't agree with that shit. And my dad called
me when I heard.

Speaker 3 (01:37:29):
That, and I'm just up and I'm like, yo, so
many families got hurt.

Speaker 2 (01:37:33):
What could you tell them?

Speaker 3 (01:37:35):
But then I said there and saying, hey, he's somebody
that never been through this, that never been in the trenches.

Speaker 4 (01:37:42):
Yeah, but you know, I do, I do see where
he where he coming from.

Speaker 2 (01:37:45):
Though I'm not gonna lie. I see where he coming from.
I just I don't know if I fully agree with it.
To get people contexts out of Guy. On my show,
the episode was called is the law really for us?
Is the law really here to help us? And it's
two guys from a podcast, the Brothers in Law podcasts, right,
because they're two public defenders, and he was saying like, yeah,

(01:38:06):
it's out here. Yeah, I write them to the show.

Speaker 3 (01:38:09):
I'm here for this, don't get me wrong. I'm here
for like some some people don't deserve to be behind
them jails, get them to help that they need. Right.

Speaker 2 (01:38:20):
Yeah, but I am totally I'm totally with people out here.

Speaker 3 (01:38:27):
That's robbing and killing people for nothing. I'm against people
touching little kids.

Speaker 2 (01:38:33):
Yeah, I'm against here too. He is too, But he
don't feel go to jail, right, No, he do. I
mean he was just saying, like certain ship, it just
should be approached differently. He was like, we I think
we should remove them from society, but not in the
conditions of like a Rikers Island. Though, why not? You
you want them to suffer? Well, that's the thing. That's

(01:38:54):
because the thing is he leading with love though. That's
the difference though, that you leading with.

Speaker 3 (01:38:59):
Love or what could you tell that four five six
year old that's fucked.

Speaker 2 (01:39:04):
Up for life? Yeah, you can't. You can't tell nothing.
You can't.

Speaker 3 (01:39:07):
You can't you can't rebuild that woman, that that child
that's not a woman.

Speaker 2 (01:39:11):
You can't rebuild that child.

Speaker 4 (01:39:13):
Or the woman who got it. That's actually take advantage that.

Speaker 3 (01:39:16):
You took away everything from them. You can't rebuild that
or what you're gonna tell that mother that got a
barry Hood kid?

Speaker 2 (01:39:24):
So you feel like you need we need our look
back for that what.

Speaker 1 (01:39:30):
And it's only two ways that the jail's handle it.
Or in somebody out here like that's like me, you
take minds I'm taking to yours.

Speaker 2 (01:39:40):
I stand on that.

Speaker 4 (01:39:41):
I mean, listen, listen to me, and you want in
the same in that way.

Speaker 1 (01:39:43):
Because somebody just asked me, like somebody sent me to
clip with the father that kept the cot right and
they said, you have a child, how do you feel
about this? I would have blue the whole precider, Like
you're not going to take away something I created, that's
my only child.

Speaker 3 (01:40:02):
I'm taking the whole fucking priescon out. Bro, you take
one of mins, I take a fucking on me. That's
my child, Like, who gives the right for you to
take what I created? Now I'm taking the whole fucking
fuce out. And then the right after that ship I'm
gonna walk in. You gotta put me in here because
I'm gonna walk in in with my head up hot.

Speaker 7 (01:40:22):
Now.

Speaker 3 (01:40:22):
I did what I did because you took my minds,
took a part.

Speaker 2 (01:40:26):
Of me, and that's exactly what he did. And I
can look at judging. How do you feel about what
you did? You?

Speaker 3 (01:40:33):
You're talking to you talking to something that don't exist
no more. You took you took my life, You took
my heart when you took my child. That sentence me
throw the book at me. I can live with it.
But guess what, you better tell your cons to stay
away from me because I'm down to take another one.

Speaker 2 (01:40:49):
It's real like that, but it's not. Yeah, you you
remind me a lot about myself. Bro.

Speaker 3 (01:40:59):
You definitely telling them, but they come on the show
we talk about it.

Speaker 2 (01:41:02):
Yeah, I was. I was listening to that ship. I'm
just like, wait, what are you?

Speaker 5 (01:41:08):
Where are these people from?

Speaker 3 (01:41:09):
Like they grew up with Brooklyn but probably, like you
know how shit is.

Speaker 2 (01:41:15):
Did they have a light a candle or put it
on the floor? Did they like I wrote this this song?
I feel kind of weird doing this right now, but
so hearing you say that kind of it kind of
makes me think I wrote this song right it's not
haven't recorded it yet, I ain't gonna rap it. But anyway,
yeah this I wrote a song called Thoughts of Revenge

(01:41:37):
and it's like, then them thoughts get real, bro, do
them thoughts get real? And you know it just caused
trauma and trauma and trauma. I got shot. What's my vision?
But the whole time I was thinking about how to
get back. But see that's what they whole podcast is,
That's what they That's what they're saying though, because it's

(01:41:58):
like somebody got it in the Michael because they literally
they do the work for this, so they see all
of this ship in like a high volume and they
see it all and they like it got Like one
of the niggas was saying in the episode, he was
saying his niece got killed in the drive by. She
caught astray, you know what I mean, because a nigga
was acting reckless, careless, and he like, yeah, we mad,

(01:42:22):
But at the same time, it's like we just want
this ship to stop, you know what I mean, because
it's like it got us at some point, it got
to stop.

Speaker 1 (01:42:29):
And tell them, fuck the mike, fuck the camera, tell
me how you really feel, Tell me how you really
feel because I got a niece. I have nieces, and
if that was my niece, it wouldn't be this ship
has to stop.

Speaker 2 (01:42:46):
Yeah, it would be who the fuck is this? And yak,
where can I find them at? Like, yeah, it'd be
World War three? Yeah.

Speaker 3 (01:42:54):
So like like, let's step down from the shirt tuck
thing and the time right in a suit.

Speaker 2 (01:43:03):
Let's talk.

Speaker 3 (01:43:03):
Let's talk real here, because somebody just took a part
of you, even though that's your niece, that's part of you.

Speaker 2 (01:43:09):
But what if you know that by taking that life back,
you contribute into seven more lives being killed. But my
thing is this, you don't gotta.

Speaker 1 (01:43:19):
You don't necessarily gotta take their life, but you you
want justice though, But what I'm saying is like, because
the justice is jail.

Speaker 2 (01:43:27):
Yeah, but right, but that goes back to your point though.
Them niggas saying maybe we need to change the way
jail and you like, noah, don't change that shit.

Speaker 1 (01:43:34):
Wow, We're gonna be gonna make it comfortable with them
to feel like they're not missed. If anything, we should
not on society anything.

Speaker 2 (01:43:41):
We should just reform jail. But like AKA like niggas
who don't need to be there or niggas who don't
need to be there longer than you got them, like
change that not one thousand. Yeah, but as far as
like if you out here you touch a little kid,
it's like, no, I want this person.

Speaker 1 (01:43:55):
So you mean it something you touched a little kid,
just that that they'd okay, slap on A. It's okay,
you're not going you don't want to be in this.

Speaker 3 (01:44:03):
A be going to make sure you nice and comfortable,
and then when you walk out that door, guess what
you want to do?

Speaker 2 (01:44:09):
You look for your next victim. Yeah, it's so what
you're saying about that, I feel you. And this is
the thing, like I was raised in the church and
so I know a perspective where it's like, you know,
Jesus says, you know, turn the other cheek and vengeance
is the Lord, and I understand that right. But then
there's another aspect of me that's like, hey, bro, like

(01:44:29):
if if you take like you said, like, if you
take something from me I wanted that, there's almost nothing
I'm not going so I want to. I want to.
I guess we're gonna have like a little spoke spoken
word moment real quick. You know what I mean, so
this is a verse that I wrote, and I tied
led the song thoughts of revenge, right, and this how

(01:44:51):
a song go. It's just everything you're saying just making
me think of this verse for some reason. So maybe
it's the right thing to wrap the song. Right. So
I said, I know some niggas who say that they
love me, but really they don't. I was never confused.
I had to cut out that shit that I liked.
That was wasting my time. I ain't coming here to lose.
Play by the rules. Don't play with your life trying
to act like I'm slow because you think that you smooth.

(01:45:13):
Put one in your head just to lay in my bed.
I will make this shit hot just to say that
I'm cool. Bitch. I never could raise me. It ain't
none I won't do for my safety. Can't let go
for grudge that they paid me. I am not gonna
forget that you played me. I'm gonna run you one
back when you lazy with the risk it they think
that I'm crazy, That's the least I could do. That's
the least of my worries when beefing with you. And
that's that's really how it felt. I was just like

(01:45:33):
exclusive exclusive.

Speaker 3 (01:45:35):
Yeahs, you'll spit two verses for your ass so far.

Speaker 2 (01:45:42):
But it's like I wrote that verse because I really
felt like I needed to like kind of share in
some type of way. Like I said, play by the rules.
Don't play with your life trying to act like I'm
slow because you think that you smooth.

Speaker 4 (01:45:56):
You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (01:45:57):
Put one in your head just to lay in my bed.
I will make this ship hot just to say that
I'm cool. And for that that's how I feel right well.

Speaker 3 (01:46:04):
Every day I leave the house, I always here say
it don't matter what it takes, I'm nigging it back
home at my child. I don't give a fuck. Somebody's
gonna be getting ready to every day motherfucker jib because
that's what I'm getting back home to my jib bro.

Speaker 1 (01:46:18):
I would know I would never put myself in a
predicament again to be fighting for myself, to be fighting
for my life on the floor again.

Speaker 2 (01:46:26):
You gotta be, you gotta you gotta.

Speaker 3 (01:46:28):
Kill me because I would never be in that predicament again.
I don't care if you had a badge or you're
a nigga with a gun anyways.

Speaker 2 (01:46:35):
Walking with your pants hagging.

Speaker 3 (01:46:37):
I will never put myself in that predicament again.

Speaker 4 (01:46:39):
I got another one.

Speaker 2 (01:46:39):
I got another line. I don't need to say the
whole verse, but I ain't got another line where I
was like, uh, fresh autter, excuse me, fresh out the lot,
hand on my glock. I'm gonna make it home whether
you like it or not. And I like that line
a lot because it's like fresh out the lot, hand
on my glock. I'm gonna make it home whether you
like it or not. You know what I'm saying, Like

(01:47:00):
whether you I don't give a fuck how you feel nothing,
that's like you. That's the way you're supposed to live life, though,
you know, because like you even think about it, like
it's fucked up when you think about like the police
and the police having this authority, and it's wrong cause
it's like, so you want me to sit.

Speaker 4 (01:47:14):
Back and allow my fate to be in your hands,
and I.

Speaker 2 (01:47:21):
Should just do it because that's what it means to
be a good citizen. But it's like, but you know what, though, realistically,
I take my chances with I'll take my chances and
I leave it in the hands of God and a
lie you know what I mean, because at the end
of the day, it's like, well, one thing for show.
If I let you do it your way, I'm not
gonna be here. But there's a chance, even though the
chances might be slim, if I do ship my way,

(01:47:44):
I might see another day and I might need to
take them chances with your day. Always go with your way.

Speaker 3 (01:47:52):
My damn working around with a gun, he said, Nigga,
I ain't want to nothing, to get caught without it.

Speaker 2 (01:47:57):
I got to make get home. Bro. He's like, you're
a podcasting man, Nigga, you out the loop. They're like,
what how about this shit? No more.

Speaker 3 (01:48:06):
I'm just like, damn, if I can see, I'll probably
be doing the same shit.

Speaker 2 (01:48:11):
Yeah, Bro, we don't tell you what's going on in
the hood that nigga ain't.

Speaker 3 (01:48:14):
None of your business, no more, not in this light,
no more. So, Nigga, keep doing what you do. Nigga,
make us proud, Nigga, take us off the hood.

Speaker 2 (01:48:23):
But until then, I gotta do. I gotta do, I
gotta step. I ain't mad at you, bro, and on
my glod, I respect it. I'm making home whether you
like it or not. And I really do feel that way,
like you know, I'm a peaceful person, and I, like
I said, I was, I gotta.

Speaker 4 (01:48:38):
I was raised in a huge church community.

Speaker 2 (01:48:40):
But at the same time, though, like hez the dude
who took the man's life and taking his son life.
It's like, what do you expect me to do? What?
What do you expect me to do?

Speaker 3 (01:48:49):
Because I don't want to hear Oh, let the courts
deal with it.

Speaker 4 (01:48:52):
Where's my sanity?

Speaker 2 (01:48:53):
Let the courts deal with it.

Speaker 1 (01:48:54):
Let the judge want to know why because them cops
beat the shit out of that guy, and motherfucking mythis
and they bore the way.

Speaker 3 (01:49:01):
Think I'm playing my faith in in the system.

Speaker 4 (01:49:04):
How You're gonna suspend the nigga?

Speaker 2 (01:49:06):
Come on, did the police do anything with Sean Bell?

Speaker 3 (01:49:10):
We could just name name at the name at the
name at the name, and let's do the time.

Speaker 4 (01:49:16):
George Zimmerman out here making money selling paintings.

Speaker 2 (01:49:19):
On making money. He's selling the gun that killed Aymond Martin. Bro,
demonic bro. He deserves he deserved to die.

Speaker 3 (01:49:28):
I'm sorry and I'm playing my life and say the
judge going to make make this decision, be right, not
the only time to judge make the decisions.

Speaker 2 (01:49:35):
Right when it's be doing.

Speaker 1 (01:49:36):
Black on black grounds, not police showing black crowns. Like
I said the Two Brothers, the couch is always open,
the platform is always open.

Speaker 2 (01:49:44):
This to that and we could talk about it.

Speaker 3 (01:49:45):
Yeah, I love debates like this.

Speaker 2 (01:49:47):
I'm asking to come on the show. I love debate
like this. Why because we coming from two different worlds.
I love debates like this.

Speaker 4 (01:49:53):
I'm asking to come on the show.

Speaker 2 (01:49:55):
Yeah, definitely. So you still don't want to tell people
where they can find you, man, for forget me, man,
I'm not I'm not important. Man, Yo, I'm not important. Man,
Hold on, what is this?

Speaker 3 (01:50:15):
You always wanna make magic in this mom w t
S that's what magic happens. And I got I got
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Speaker 1 (01:50:31):
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Speaker 2 (01:50:38):
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Speaker 1 (01:50:40):
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want me to promote and sponsor DM ME the Blind
and I C NYC were gonna make it happen.

Speaker 3 (01:50:47):
We're gonna get it out there. You know, it's a
little small, little feed behind it, but you know, you
tapping into the blonde world. So we're gonna be gonna
be gonna do it like that. But this is the
Blooming i SE Podcast. Another episode down.

Speaker 2 (01:51:03):
Yeah, were out of this, bitch man. You're still getting
fucking free free jerk chicken.

Speaker 3 (01:51:11):
I don't want the drink chicken, but I am going
for the free bottle.

Speaker 2 (01:51:14):
Let's see, man, i'mna slide with you again. We all y'all,
and we're off this Pa