April 9, 2025 • 52 mins
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
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episode before we even do that, though, I'm thinking about
dropping the fobst off my name, well the fob.
Speaker 3 (01:25):
Thinking about dropping the fob off my name.
Speaker 2 (01:27):
I ain't gonna lie bro. I'm thinking about dropping it.
I'm in favor for that.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
I want some grown.
Speaker 1 (01:34):
Ship now, I want I want some I'm thinking about
dropping c note.
Speaker 2 (01:39):
What you're gonna be? Who you gonna be? Chris? You're
gonna be Chris? Thinking about being my regular name? Manh like.
Speaker 1 (01:47):
And I put it up on Facebook right, I'm thinking
about dropping fobc note.
Speaker 2 (01:52):
And going by my real name. The likes went crazy.
I said, damn.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
My mother said about time you're using the name, but
I gave you and I'm just saying back and thinking.
I'm seeing like principles for schools liking it, like people
that got good jobs is liking it.
Speaker 3 (02:12):
Even the streets like here drops drop fob bro, and.
Speaker 1 (02:17):
I'm thinking, I'm like, huh, I told my mother, you know,
see no means a lot. It means something like see
no right in the streets, see one hundred dollar bill.
But when I got shot with see no. So it's
like the dirt I was doing, I would see no.
(02:40):
So I wanted to take that name, that word, and turn.
Speaker 2 (02:44):
It positive, turning goods. So it was like I beat
people up when I could see right, But now that
I can see.
Speaker 1 (02:53):
I'm preventing people from getting beat up. I'm talking to
the youth. I'm talking to the kids, put the guns down,
stay out of jail. I'm it's like, uh, the evil
that the name used to represent back then, I'm making
it positive and shine a light on the youth that's
growing up so they won't make the mistakes I made.
Speaker 2 (03:14):
Yeah, so it's like, you know, I'm thinking about really
dropping it. I ain't gonna lie bro like fo B.
This this is the thing when it come to like
enterprising and really trying to like brand your ship, and
I spand your ship because like the fo B ship,
like you like on some real ship like that should
only makes sense to us. Yeah, like these big corporations
(03:38):
they looking past, they're gonna be a fob. Like what
Jesus Snigga's a game member the.
Speaker 1 (03:42):
First time I started looking at like, I started looking
at it on a bigger scale.
Speaker 2 (03:47):
It's like I was gonna listen you if you ain't
telling it to me first, I was gonna talk to
you about that eventually. Can't make a nigga do nothing.
But I was going at least like running across you though.
Speaker 1 (03:57):
Yeah, because I thought about them, just sending them just
like a fob mean family of bosses.
Speaker 3 (04:04):
That's my LLC.
Speaker 2 (04:06):
I that's honorable, that's some real ship. Come from a
good place, you know, I said there, But I got
I got to back away from that. It's a little
too much.
Speaker 1 (04:15):
Yeah, Like like even when I'm just I'm just like
I went to Atlanta to the massive connector you know,
conference and just walking on a room late.
Speaker 2 (04:24):
Hey Chris, Hey Chris. Oh yeah, Chris, Hey Chris. I'm like,
Chris is not a bad thing. No, Chris is not
a bad And I think sponsors pull into more. They
will pull more into Chris than see.
Speaker 1 (04:37):
You know, for sure, I really sat there said for sure,
I got to get on my grown and sexy.
Speaker 2 (04:42):
It's like it's ship that's associated with our culture, and
like people that are not a part of a part
of our culture. We don't got the bend. We don't
got the benefit of the doubt with them. So to them,
they're gonna look at it like, oh, this is some
nigga ship.
Speaker 1 (04:55):
Yeah then I like that too, Like I got a
big platform because I would never downplay my path phone right,
But it's.
Speaker 3 (05:01):
Not like a Charla man, it's not like a Whallow.
Speaker 1 (05:04):
It's not like Yilly where they can use their nicknames
and the money gonna pour her into them.
Speaker 3 (05:09):
Like I'm coming from the bottom. So it's like the reason.
Speaker 1 (05:12):
Why I never wanted to change my name. See no
represents Like when I'm talking to these kids, I'm just
like you.
Speaker 3 (05:21):
I connect with you. I'm on a level with you.
Speaker 1 (05:25):
I feel like the kids was what respect see Noe
before they respect Chris.
Speaker 2 (05:31):
Well. You know what, though, I'm gonna be honest, I
think you fob drop for Shure maybe but maybe see No,
don't gotta go nowhere though, because you think about like Nipsy,
you know what I mean, Like like my name Nipsy,
you know what I mean. Like I walk into these rooms,
I'm having like real common business like conversations and I'm
(05:52):
trying to think of another word. But you know, like
we can we talking about high level shit, but you
gotta respect me because of who I created myself to
be to even be able to be qualified to be
at this table. So I think there's a way for
you to continue to remain to be C Note and
then you can take but fob. Yeah, if we can,
I'm kicking, yeah, we can get that.
Speaker 1 (06:11):
I'm just like, you know, Chris c Note Felder, like
I'm looking into that, Like it's just a lot played
a part over this past couple of weeks.
Speaker 3 (06:20):
I've just been thinking shop of I store about.
Speaker 1 (06:22):
To be out, you would be able to pre order
your shirts.
Speaker 3 (06:26):
I'm shipping it out, doing everything by myself.
Speaker 1 (06:28):
But I'm just sitting back and I'm just thinking, like, damn,
what could I do different to increase this?
Speaker 2 (06:34):
Right? The fob just did sit with me. Yeah, the C.
Speaker 1 (06:38):
Note was really not really sitting with me no more either.
And it's like thirty four years old. I'm still running
around saying I'm missing I figure.
Speaker 3 (06:47):
Nah, it's like it was. It was a wake up
call for me.
Speaker 2 (06:49):
So you're done with both the fo B for showing
the fob, for sure, but you're still kind of still
kind of.
Speaker 3 (06:55):
But the se note.
Speaker 1 (06:56):
I'm not done with that, cause it's like even when
I write my book, it's see No versus Chris, Like you.
Speaker 2 (07:05):
Did a lot of ship that people like, people would never.
Speaker 1 (07:07):
Understand, and it's okay, that's not Chris. See No, it's
not Chris. Two different people. I feel like, see No
got shot, Chris didn't get shot. Chris just suffering because
got shot because I'm trapped in one.
Speaker 2 (07:26):
Body explain it because I don't. I don't really understand
what you mean when you say all right. So it's like.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
It's like like the book I got, the you know,
the blahb and I see it the line between see
No and Chris. People would never understand that, you feel me.
So it's like Chris is the one that's gonna cry
because I'm suffering being an adult. Chris is gonna cry
because I'm going through these challenges and all this, right,
But when I step outside, see note is in place,
See No, not gonna cry, See not gonna smile, see
(07:55):
not gonna crack jokes, s, not gonna stay tall. It's
like I'm two different Peo people. So it's like when
I got shot, I didn't like I didn't cry. It
was more, let me get up, let me no, boys
don't cry, Let me get up, no matter how much
pain I was in, Let me get up, Let me
stay tall.
Speaker 3 (08:15):
When really inside see Noe was saying there.
Speaker 1 (08:17):
Screaming for help. See know what was talking to God?
I mean Christmas screaming for help. Chris was talking to God.
Now I'm in the hospital and people coming to see
me as much pain as I was in, I had
I put up a persona because I didn't want people to.
Speaker 2 (08:30):
Look at me as being weak.
Speaker 1 (08:33):
When behind closed doors Christmas weak, Chris was still building
his strength. And it's like, I really like separate the
tooth for so long. Now I'm bringing them together. Now
I'm vulnerable. I could talk about my problem, I could
talk about my fuck ups. I'm not scared to tell
(08:54):
a person how I feel, how my mentor was at
that moment before. I couldn't do that before it shows
signed the weakness. I didn't wanted people to look down
on me and I try to commit suicide. Yeah, I
didn't pick up the phone to call nobody because it's like,
what would people think?
Speaker 2 (09:11):
People won't look at me as this strong person no more. Yeah,
like I'm a weak soul and a weak mind. You
just try to check yourself. Come on, puts to me,
be stronger than that.
Speaker 1 (09:19):
SnO bigger than that. You know they punching in my chest?
Come on, man, you big dog not knowing like Sino
just a name, Chris is really going through it.
Speaker 2 (09:31):
Are you in a place in your life where because
it sounds like to me what you're saying is that
s Note is like the strength right, like he like
the representative version. It's like, as far as y'all concerned,
like I'm handling everything as best as I can. But
that's Sino. But Chris is the person that's like, nah,
sometimes this shit do kind of hurt. Sometimes the shit
is kind of confused. But if you get rid of sin,
(09:54):
who is your strength? Who's the person who like the
tough demeanor you know what I mean, like the like
I got it under control? Energy? Yeah? Does that energy
just that's exactly what it is. Does that energy just
become a part of Chris?
Speaker 1 (10:07):
Now?
Speaker 2 (10:08):
Do they become one and the same or I'm one
of the same now okay.
Speaker 1 (10:11):
Now it's like when I when I talk to people,
I could talk to you and be comfortable with seeing
them Chris, I could talk to you. I could, I
can shake your hand, I can stayd told knowing that
I am Chris. I don't got to walk into a
room and hide behind the name of SEEO.
Speaker 2 (10:29):
I don't. I don't.
Speaker 1 (10:29):
I don't got to do that no more because Chris
is more than enough. Chris is more than enough. Like
you know, Chris is cret don't play with Chris this,
that and the third. It's like I'm still that same person,
just like I'm really literally just hide behind their name. Nah,
I bought them together, like during the journey because like
(10:50):
this might the twenty first make thirteen years since I
got shot. A lot of people don't understand what a
lot of shit that I really went through. So it's
like I know I talked about her plenty of times
on the podcast, like Tany my ex. She's seen the
difference between Chris and se No because in the room,
I cried, I was vulnerable. I was why me, Why
(11:14):
this shit happened to me? Like trying to figure it out,
don't want to live? She she she witnessed all of that.
She seen me at my worst when nobody didn't. But
that's when we that door. A lot but when that
door opened up and they're like, Yo, what's good, bro,
Y'll see you'll see you know what's good.
Speaker 3 (11:29):
Bro.
Speaker 2 (11:31):
I'm smiling, I'm laughing, I'm ragging little.
Speaker 1 (11:34):
I'm talking my ship and popping my ship like niggas
are like, Yo, you'll never think nothing is wrong.
Speaker 2 (11:40):
But then when they leave full time, I go back
in that room. We close that door. Yeah, now she
gotta she gotta.
Speaker 1 (11:46):
Go through everything that I was hiding from them. Nah,
them days is open. Now I'm comfortable to say and
say I am Chris.
Speaker 2 (11:57):
I think that's amazing. Bro.
Speaker 1 (11:58):
Yeah, Bro, I think I'm thinking this week. I did
a lot of thinking this week. I start thinking about sponsorships,
I started thinking about the rebrand. I started thinking about
like what I really stand for. It's like, nah, that
foe b ship gotta go.
Speaker 2 (12:13):
Yeah, bro, listen, if you ain't saying I was for Shure,
I don't, I would go get to it at some point. Yeah,
I'm like that Foe we gotta go. It's like, yeah,
it's cool, whatever the case may be.
Speaker 1 (12:21):
I'm just looking at the rebrand, the packaging of everything
of what I stand for, and it's like.
Speaker 2 (12:27):
And it is that the thing is like everybody not
gonna understand that. Nobody would never understand that's some of
us ship. It's gonna be like fo B, like, yeah,
we're gonna skip this meeting. We're gonna skip this deal.
We'll pass on that. Yeah, we'll pass on that.
Speaker 1 (12:39):
They don't they don't got to hear what I go off.
They don't gotta heal with I could bring to the table.
It's just like fo BE seeing them coming. Now it's
a guy that's just trying to get money, just trying
to get a couple of our dollars. It ain't worth
But now you see, you know, Chris coming across your desk.
Let me see what we got to talk about. Now,
let me see what we have to say.
Speaker 2 (12:59):
And that's the thing, like, when you a black person, bro,
you don't need to help white people. You don't need
to give them any more reasons to already be prejudiced
to you. When they was gonna do that already. No, definitely,
they was already gonna do that when your name come
across their desk. See you know, what is this some
type of rapper or something like that. It's like forget
about it, you know, but you know at the same time,
(13:20):
I think that like by the time, like we we
talked about Nipsey, me and you. We was at a
bar right before this, we talking about nips You said,
you on your Nipsey hustle. Shit. Nipsey had to he
had to raise his own evaluation, like he had to
raise his own worth as an artist before he presented
what he wanted. He was like, listen, I want a
record deal, and I want my record to be to
(13:41):
be just like this, the type of record deal that
niggas don't never get. But this is what I got.
I gotta go outside, I gotta I gotta do my
stuff and I come back. This is what I can
negotiate with now, now I'm somebody. And then on top of that,
I looked at a lot of people. I look at
Sean Carter.
Speaker 1 (13:57):
Of course, of course I'm looking at them, Okay, Like
these people when they in the office, he's Sean Combs,
He's Sean Carter, Charlemagne Leonard, like these people. Yeah, on
the radio, this is who I am. But when I'm
in the office and with these people that's giving me
these this these dollars, Oh, I'm Sean and that's that's
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how I got to start looking at it.
Speaker 2 (14:22):
I had to look at.
Speaker 1 (14:23):
It like when I'm when I'm asking for stuff, like
because I'm working on the sponsor pitch deck and stuff
right now, and it's like, nah, I want to make
these people feel as comfortable as possible. I want these
people hey like we feel like we're family right now.
We got to give Christis. Chris said he can change
the word with this. Let's give Christis now and see
(14:45):
that they scratching their head.
Speaker 2 (14:47):
Is he still?
Speaker 1 (14:48):
Is he done with the streets? Is this money's being funded?
Funded something? And I look at all angles now and
I gotta be the change.
Speaker 2 (14:58):
So when you're thinking about putting his name to like
to rest for good, when you think about this, would
that fo B yeah, like effective immediately or like there's
some time today like right now, right now? No more
fob C no no more, no more fob no just
see no right now, just see No, that's a good
(15:19):
that's that's probably no more fo that's good.
Speaker 1 (15:22):
Parts sut down and said there and said family and
bosses always gonna be family of bosses.
Speaker 2 (15:26):
They don't need me to carry their abbreviation to live
because it's still gonna be a family bosses.
Speaker 1 (15:31):
Yeah, and then it's like I could be fob C
no certain times, like if I'm in the clubs like cool,
I'm my own boss in the club, but my axing
for no, no sponsors, no, none of that.
Speaker 2 (15:42):
But in the corporate word, I can't. I can't do
that even and.
Speaker 1 (15:45):
Like even I'm in the clubs and the DJ shouting
this out, you know, to be the promoters. My brother
se no nobody saying that FOB but me mm hmm no,
let me let me, let me, let me kick them
matters man kick, let me kick.
Speaker 2 (15:59):
See.
Speaker 1 (16:00):
That was my first LLC, but I'm gonna use it
for other reasons like family of bosses, like parties. But
the event I went to in Atlanta, that conference of
being a monks business minded people being a monks like millionaires,
six figure people, people that got their own businesses. That's
(16:22):
running a lot of things, right, I sat there and said,
how can I change this FOB meaning a cool family
of bosses. I'm gonna put them in in there and
let me put family a bosses enterprise. Now, I'm gonna
bring the conference to New York because it's really not
too many conferences going on in New York and let
me bring these six figures to New York. Let me
bring these millionaires to New York. Let them let's do panels.
(16:43):
Let's talk while it's a room full of people. But
while we're in this room, we are family. We are bosses.
How can we upgrade each other? Family a bosses?
Speaker 2 (16:53):
All right? Let me change.
Speaker 1 (16:54):
Let me take this out this party world. Let me
put this into a corporate world. Like the Master connector
you connect people. I'm putting bosses in a room full
of people. I'm putting bosses in a room with each other.
Great things could.
Speaker 2 (17:08):
Come out of it. Absolutely, I'm a boss with the
blind and i CE podcast.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
You are your own boss, even though you may be
under the WTF brand, But you're a boss.
Speaker 2 (17:17):
I can't do what you do. You can edit it.
Speaker 3 (17:21):
You got a vision when it come to podcasts, all right?
Speaker 1 (17:23):
Cool? You don't have the story I have of connecting
to the streets, of getting shot, to going through mental
health to really saving lives.
Speaker 2 (17:30):
We are two different bosses in our own right, Bro,
you come together. Look at the projects were making. For sure,
A lot of people don't look at it like that.
They're gonna have a choice in a minute. Come on, man,
they're gonna have a choice in a minute.
Speaker 3 (17:41):
But what you been going through?
Speaker 2 (17:43):
My brother? First of all, where did wolf come from? Wolf? Yeah?
So like where I'm from in Dallas, all my homies
had nicknames and shit, they was all making music. Everybody
was making music. Everybody had the nickname. It was Jada,
it was King Chris. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we hit some fu.
Speaker 3 (18:10):
I used to, I should used to be.
Speaker 2 (18:14):
Let me see, let me see. I think it's on
up top. I spent this verse in a minute. Let
me see. It was like watches from Switzerland went to
Colder the Michigan Michelin star chef, Well, I wiped the
snow off my Timberlands. Fuck how I go after that? No? No, no,
(18:34):
nah oh on, watches from Switzerland went to Colder the
Michigan Micheland star chef. Well, I wiped the snow off
my Timberlance. Seen a lot of things. We was young,
and the innocence then instead of chance that it's life
that we was witnessing. Militant, But I like to have fun.
I'm talking sneaky link grooves in the bathtub, massive smoking
while I get it back future, look bright and tell
(18:56):
how to pass was when I listened to you speak,
compliment the thing, the clothes go with the physique. You know,
the confidence is key. What's the key to life? I
got to ask sometimes and make you wonder when the
time came around, like I hate the summer, summer love
it like whar in ninety one twenty twenty two where
I had a nigga on the run, I was fighting
for my life. I struggled with depression, question if I
(19:17):
was even making the right investments when I was trying
to chase a dream, getting scared because it's taken over.
Then the sam it's a poster. I just want to
see my dad glad in a roaster because I know
what's healthy. It ain't really where it's poster conversations with God,
like I need one wish, Please let him be here
when I get rich. That's a little boy.
Speaker 1 (19:38):
What MU drop in balls? Wrap city in the basically
see like you had bass balls. I was just a
nigga ever trying to wrap.
Speaker 2 (19:49):
Yeah, I'll be rapping. I was just trying to be
part of something. So that's where Wolf came from. All
my homies was rapping. I started rapping, and you know,
just ran with it. Yeah. But also you know, I
think about it like a wolf. Bro. The thing about wolves,
if you if you really look at him as an
animal species is they move. They're highly intelligent, and they
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move together. They don't attack unless they impact. They move intelligence.
It's like you get this angle, you get this angle.
It's very strategic. Yeah, I studied that. I love animal planning. Yeah, yeah,
you know what I mean. When I will not attack
if he's by hisself, you know what I'm saying, Like
they just they just they move together because it's about family.
There's a proverb that say, you know, if you want
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to go fast, go alone. If you want to go far,
go together. Yeah you know what I mean. So it's
like already made up in my mind a long time ago.
It's like where I'm trying to go. I'm trying to
go the furthest not necessarily because I want to see
them that must that much distance, but I don't want
to do this ship by myself. So that's kind of
where a wolf came from.
Speaker 1 (20:50):
Man.
Speaker 2 (20:51):
Yeah, that's why I'm glad.
Speaker 1 (20:52):
You know, we connect to a place where we can
create magic for sure. No funny, I read like I said,
I ran through a lot of producers shout out to
all of them, but that connection was just real.
Speaker 2 (21:03):
I'm big on energy. So it's like I sit back
and I scooped the room out and it's like all right,
and then.
Speaker 3 (21:09):
It's like I be quiet.
Speaker 1 (21:11):
But when I'm comfortable, you will really see who I
really is. And you was like, I'm comfortable around your before.
It's like I used to do my episode and I leave. Yeah,
I'm comfortable, I can really talk.
Speaker 2 (21:22):
It's more than just a transaction. Yeah you feel me.
Speaker 1 (21:24):
It's like it's more than just bigger than that, like
we really built the ship all the fact. I could
be like, well, ain't worth crashing out over. We ain't
doing that, bro. Now you're bigger than that bro, that ship, this,
that and the third bro like.
Speaker 2 (21:38):
Me, brother, don't walking off the edges on some ship.
Speaker 1 (21:42):
Like if I if I didn't care, like I'm so
glad you did that shot crash out and I'm listening
to pockets, I'm like, damn, then I just tell this nigga,
don't put this ship out. Let me text take that
ship down, bro, Like we be bigger than that ship. Bro.
Speaker 2 (21:57):
It's like, now we ain't doing that.
Speaker 1 (21:59):
Ship and that if you got if you are a
real friend out there, if you see your friends doing
dumb ship man, grab them by the back of their neck,
and then as a friend, he should appreciate you even
more because you could. You could have saved you saved
the light five seconds getting up twenty five years in
jail again, Need you dad?
Speaker 2 (22:20):
Lead you mad?
Speaker 1 (22:21):
A lot of shit don't be worth it? No more
like that, And that's how I started looking at life.
Speaker 2 (22:24):
Now.
Speaker 1 (22:25):
Before I react to something, I breathe, it's it worth it.
It just it worth my time. No, let me, let me,
let me step back.
Speaker 2 (22:33):
Yeah, yeah, yeah for real. And it's sometimes it's hard
to make you need to take it go ahead. Sometimes
it's hard to make them choices, bro, you know what
I mean. Like obviously, fuck man. You know, we were
talking about a scenario where that was somebody who it
did me pretty pretty fucking wrong. And I was on
(22:54):
the podcast and I was just explaining like how they
did me wrong, how they was found, how they was nasty,
and my nigga was like, you probably shouldn't do that.
I shouldn't do it. You lose them more and you're
giving that person that power. Well, you know what I'm
so glad I didn't put that episode out because now
I realize how that person could have used that against me.
(23:14):
It's like, oh, like this Wolf Taylor like oh yeah,
let me let me like remix flip this and every
and everything would have just crumbled. Now it's bringing because
I'm thinking, my fool and self. I'm thinking like, oh,
you know you did me wrong, you know you evil,
so you can just like hear these pure words. So
it's like it's like the way you call her a bitch,
what I'm saying, she's a bitch, right, it's not worth it.
Speaker 1 (23:37):
It's surely gonna be like nah, coming from a person
of your caliber, why would you stoop down to a
person that low. That's why I start saying it myself,
this person ain't fucking with me. I'm giving this person energy.
Ain't gonna lie, bro, person ain't fuck with me. Why
I'm paying attention to this person. It's like, nah, like
we got we got futures.
Speaker 2 (23:56):
But it's the it's the ego, bro, because sometimes sometimes
when a nigga just do you bad bro, and nobody
can relate to this more than you. But like when
a nigga just do you bad. It's like, oh, you
really think shit, okay, Like you really think you could
do me a certain kind of way. You think you
can just keep living your life just untouched. They say
(24:16):
vengeance is God's right, and so it's like you want
to exercise that, but the anger, but the anger inside
of you, it's like, hey, yo, like I need you
to understand that, like you could be dealt with, you
could be touched. You think you untouchable.
Speaker 1 (24:29):
But in my case, right what happened to me. I
was so focused on him, I lost a lot that
was around me, So it wasn't worth it.
Speaker 2 (24:38):
That's the spiritual contract of it, all right. That's why
God say vengeance is his because it's like, if you
for you to even get into the type of position
to get vengeance, you then whether you know it or not,
you're making an agreement with the universe. It's like, okay, well,
then you ready to lose this and you ready to
lose that, and for that.
Speaker 1 (24:58):
Moment, you be ready to lose it all for that moment,
but then when you calm down, you ask yourself, is
it really worth it?
Speaker 2 (25:05):
I mean, when you calm down, you realize everything you
were lost.
Speaker 3 (25:08):
Yeah, And then you think about it, right, your presence.
Speaker 1 (25:12):
In this space A lot of people I probably stopped
coming to the studio, believe it or not. You probably
make a lot of people days when you record, just
giving your input. Just like I'm talking to my sister
today and she's like, I don't know if WOF told
you about my last episode, but it was so good
and all like he told me to do a part too.
And I sat back and I'm just thinking, like, look
(25:34):
at your presence, not even her producer, but just to
give her that extra push. A lot of people do
that ship like, hey, fuck it, let me just record it. Record,
you're finished and go about your dogly bro that with
people that really didn't give me that extra step of saying,
how can we increase the podcast? We sat down, we talked, now, bro,
(25:54):
let's build our own let's build our own set to
make it feel like yours in O WTF.
Speaker 2 (26:00):
I'm like, okay, and.
Speaker 1 (26:01):
You send me home with something to think about. What
could I do what I do different? It's like the
point of this episode right here.
Speaker 2 (26:09):
Is to grow. You have to grow. You can be
stagnant and staying at one level of life.
Speaker 1 (26:15):
You have to grow every day I wake up, I
want to be better than yesterday. I gotta work ten
times harder just to keep up with y'all. And it
seemed like my ten times hard is really passing y'all
because people don't want to grow in life.
Speaker 2 (26:32):
Your ten times your ten times harder is definitely passing people.
Because the real truth is listen, I was listening to
this book by Napoleon here. He was talking about it,
thinking grow rich Bro was talking about he had two sons, right,
one of his sons who was born death, he couldn't
hear yeah, right, And you know, he never allowed his
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son to take like special classes. His son had to
be in class with the regular and it was hard.
But his dad was like, nah, like because we're gonna
get through this. We might not have all the answers
right now, but we're gonna get through this. And the
thing is is like the minute I started like coddling
you too much, you're gonna start accepting. I'm trying to
(27:16):
kind of create this correlation right now with with like
people who don't work hard, Right, you start coddling im,
I start calling to you, then you start accepting that like,
oh I can't do because of this like I can't
work hard, I can't do what everybody else do because
something happened to me. Well, what ended up happening is
like he never treated his son special. And long story short,
you got to listen to the book for the people
(27:37):
don't know Napoleon Hill think and grow rich. Eventually his
son bro he get his hearing back right through innovation
and technology and different type of shit. But like the
doctors is looking at his his skull, they're looking at
his his his you know, his his body X ray shit.
It's like the nigga don't got no holes in his skull.
You're supposed to have a hole in your skull for
the sound to come through your ear, through your to
(27:58):
your brain or whatever. He don't even, he don't even
there is no hole, but he can hear. Now you
get what I'm saying. And it like it all came
from this ambition, this desire. The book talk a lot
about desire, like if you're gonna do anything significant in life,
you gotta have desire. And the nigga was talking about
his son who grew up without hearing and his son
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who grew up with hearing. He was like, respectfully, but
like my son who grew up with the hearing though
that nigga be crying, he'd be needing help every two seconds.
But my son, who we didn't give him that because
he was raised from the jump. I gotta get it
on my own. And that's how I feel. And so
when you say, like I worked ten times harder than them,
it's like, yo, people be having everything they need to
(28:40):
be successful, but they don't use it. People got too
good eyes and don't use them. Shit, Bro, two good eyes,
two good ears, legs, limbs of brain and freedom. That
should be pissing me off the most piss you off.
Speaker 1 (28:52):
You see, somebody just take life for granted, like take
their vision for granted.
Speaker 2 (28:56):
And it's like, Nigga, you know what I do just
ahead of.
Speaker 1 (29:01):
If I'm telling you, if I can get one eye,
I'm gonna be a danger sneggor Bro's just one, just
one one, So all I need is one.
Speaker 2 (29:09):
You think you ever get your vision back? I don't
think so.
Speaker 1 (29:13):
I don't know, Bron, I don't think so. Causes clip
the odds is separated from the brain. So it's like
it's like the way.
Speaker 2 (29:21):
The eyes are separated from the brain. Right now, how
you be moving them. Then I could control it.
Speaker 1 (29:27):
But like, all right, I get you as far as
like the way it is, It's like your eyes is
like a camera, so as you you looking, it's taking pictures,
taking pictures center into the brain. The brain is sending
it back to the body like you know, like what
it is. So my cameras is gone. So now it's
like as I'm opening my eyes, I'm blinking and all that,
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it's taking the pictures, but it's nothing going to the brain.
Speaker 2 (29:53):
So in the brain and the brain mind.
Speaker 3 (29:55):
Is he's an adult.
Speaker 1 (29:58):
And and that's how like, because at one point it
was hard for me to separate the night from the day.
I would sleep all day and be up all night.
It was hard for me to budget that, to manage that.
Now it's like I got a I took control of it.
Speaker 2 (30:13):
Man, how did you how did you start to realize
the difference between the night and to day.
Speaker 1 (30:17):
It's like standing up, like I know it was like
it was daytime, but my body didn't know. So then
I start fighting through the sleep in the daytime, and
then I was able to sleep at night. But I
always got the routines, and the routine is still the
same I'm waking up five o'clock in the morning.
Speaker 2 (30:36):
Now I'll be waking up at four o'clock in the morning,
justin't getting pacing the crib.
Speaker 3 (30:40):
Like cutting a hole in the rug and shit, but.
Speaker 2 (30:44):
Wake up. I got listen to Breakfast Club every six
o'clock in the morning because they up at it early
in the morning. Getting to it six.
Speaker 3 (30:50):
O'clock in the morning.
Speaker 1 (30:51):
It's like that, might as well give me a job
because I'm up too, And would you take a job
with the breakfast club?
Speaker 2 (30:56):
Hell? Yeah, it's the fir thing with me to do.
I'm entertainment. What didn't need me to do?
Speaker 1 (31:02):
But it's like I never stopped dreaming though even at
this age I told my mother, people don't dream no more.
That's the that's the biggest thing with this world.
Speaker 2 (31:13):
We don't dream no more.
Speaker 1 (31:14):
Bro, I'm not I can't settle for where I'm at
in life right now. I didn't accomplish a lot of ship.
So it's like, all right, cool, what's next for me?
Audio book? I be doing an audible series?
Speaker 2 (31:29):
All right, cool? What else nes for me? Like? What
else you want to do? I want to I want
to create my own blostick, But I want my blond
stick to have. I want to create. I need my blost.
I don't know if I want to say people might
still mind too much.
Speaker 1 (31:50):
You're going with it is next level, though, It's like
I'm gonna tell you off camera off like I never
stopped thinking, like you asked me what to do. I
think I ever gonna see it again. I don't want
to see it because it's like I feel like I'm
doing my best thinking. I'm doing my best work. I'm
representing the community that was forgotten. I'm representing a community
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that needed a voice.
Speaker 2 (32:13):
I am that, like.
Speaker 1 (32:16):
Even from the shirts I sent you, and I'm just
like I need these words because like I'm the voice
that survived.
Speaker 3 (32:21):
I'm speaking for not only to disable people.
Speaker 1 (32:24):
I'm speaking for the people that don't got no voice,
that been through that's going through mental health, that's been
through domestic violence, that has been through sexual assault, gun violence.
I'm the voice of that. I'm giving them their voice back.
A lot of people once they voice get taken, they
don't know how to get that shit back now. But
I'm the perfect example to tell you that it don't
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matter way we go in life, for what happens in life.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
We can overcome it. I did it.
Speaker 1 (32:50):
It may take you longer than others. It took me
eight years to be comfortable in my own skin. It
took me eight years to come on this couch to
talk about it. It took me eight years to tell my story.
Before when I used to tell people my story, it
was hard, Like I'm holding back to tears and all that,
because I'm really saying to myself, Damn, I really went
through that. Damn, that shit really happened to me. Now
I could say that shit would a smile and be like.
Speaker 2 (33:12):
You got any questions? How can I help you? You
know what?
Speaker 1 (33:16):
I would feel? That's just a fuck that feeling. I
could talk about it, I could laugh about it. I
could sleep good at night after that. Before that, she
used to wait with me.
Speaker 3 (33:26):
I used to talk to a person about it, like, damn, bro,
you strong, I like how you Ooh. But when I
got home, I got an unwind because I just relived that.
Speaker 1 (33:34):
Moment I got home, I lay in the bed, I'm
still trying to grab my my life, and then I'm thinking, like,
what did I do wrong that day? What could I
did wrong that day? What could I damn? Why you
have that gun on me that day? Damn Why I
could have. I could have pulled it, but I would
have been in jail for twenty five years. It wouldn't
been no podcasts. I would have been in jail for
(33:55):
twenty five years. I would have been here to see
my son graduation. I never see somebody get that go
for jail is to go to a graduational prom and
then go back when it's all over you.
Speaker 2 (34:04):
If you could do it all again, would you rather
pick jail with sight or freedom without it? Freedom without it?
Why jail with site?
Speaker 1 (34:18):
I couldn't be the father that my son needs. And
that's more important, way more important. My son, my daughter,
my niece, my nephews, so much shit, my mother. Like
you never know how much people really depend on you
until you in that position, until you that in that predicament.
And it's like I would have left it all behind
(34:41):
for what to get to Like I can't say for what,
because it would have been a good reason, because like
I'm defending my life, defending my like.
Speaker 2 (34:53):
Now my vision.
Speaker 1 (34:55):
So yeah, it's like yeah, but then when I really
think about it's like, zi, man, oh did he get
his diploma? T y'all and Smith Jackson, she getting her diploma,
my niece coming in. How uncle Chris, Uncle Chris. Oh,
this person reposted your your video on TikTok oh. This
person put your story in your your video and stories
and just that I get more life out of that shit.
Speaker 2 (35:16):
Bro.
Speaker 3 (35:18):
To a point, I saying, say, I am not blind.
Speaker 2 (35:21):
I got too.
Speaker 1 (35:21):
Many yards around me for me to be blind. That
shit just shopping up my vision. I lost my sight,
but my vision got strong because I could take it.
I texted, you're wealth. I want to start a course, bro. Oh,
well about what's the next adventure? A mental health trauma course?
Cause it's like there's so many people that's going through
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this but don't know how to overcome this.
Speaker 2 (35:45):
So I overcame it. I been through it.
Speaker 1 (35:48):
Yeah, I didn't go to therapy and another that shit.
But I could put what I've been through into this course.
And how did I overcome this course? And I could
give it to somebody else. And I guess what if
ten people could buy it and three people get value
out of it, and I save three people. I don't
care about that seven people. That mean it was never
for them. It was for the three people.
Speaker 2 (36:06):
That's the fact. That's the fact. I mean, it was
for the three people that needed it. That's the fact
I'm cool with that.
Speaker 1 (36:12):
I learned, you know, within these last thirteen years, it
doesn't matter what people thinks about what makes me happy.
It's about the people that accepting the content that I
put out there. It's the people that I'm resonating that
I'm touching when I put the content out there. If
you don't see no value on it, it's not it
was never for you. Next, who else coming in this podcast?
Speaker 3 (36:35):
Shit is you?
Speaker 1 (36:35):
You got to recycle? You could bring in one hundred
people in a cool only ten rocking with it. The
other ninety ain't rocking with it a cool You keep
that ten of your bucket. You push that ninety out,
You bring another, Honey, how many we could get out
in this one? Twenty okay cool? Put the twenty with
the ten that we got thirty people, push the other
eighty out, bring another hundred in. Until you build your
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community to say, okay, this is this is the people
that enjoy me, that needs me, that that cherished me,
that if they don't hear my voice, they might fall.
That's what life is all about, bro.
Speaker 2 (37:06):
No, you're spending. You can't make everybody happy you're spending,
especially because like I like that example you just used about,
like if you bring one hundred and only ten, say
that's how conversion work in social media. It's like people
think that because you got a real or some type
of piece of content and then reach out to like
one hundred thousand people, you think you got a hundred
thousand people. It's like, Nah, don't work like that. It
(37:28):
don't work. It don't work like that at all. Stay deaes,
it don't work like that at all. You know what
I mean? Like, out of one hundred thousand people, may
you be lucky if ten thousand stay and you just
want one You just want one percent. That's all you
need to That's all you want, just one percent. But
you know what, people go crazy when they hit the
percentages of the numbers and all that.
Speaker 1 (37:48):
Then my my Marketer market my podcast shout out to
d h R Man we're saying talk.
Speaker 2 (37:53):
He was like, Yo, damn bro, people fucking with you.
Speaker 1 (37:55):
Your ad just went through ten thousand people. You got
six percent click rate.
Speaker 2 (38:03):
I'm cool with that because he like that's good. Yeah,
it's good.
Speaker 1 (38:08):
That's six hundred people. I'm looking for the whole ten
thousand people, all ten thousand people. You're not going to
agree with the should I say, don't can't relate to
the shit I.
Speaker 2 (38:17):
Say, you probably can't really relate to them. For It's
what I'm.
Speaker 1 (38:20):
Saying, Why why is we holding space up for the
next people, the next set of people that got to
come in that really needs me.
Speaker 2 (38:27):
I don't know, bro, picking I'm doing in my community
right now. I'm working it be agreed sometimes too. It's
like people be wanting so many thousands and thousands and
thousands of people, but I'm like, listen, bro, I can
get My motto has always been this, If I can
get one hundred people to give me ten dollars, I
think I would be happy with that. Then I started
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playing the numbers game.
Speaker 1 (38:49):
Like my brother shout out to day that he said
something just for he like, Yo, you know I've been
on social media.
Speaker 2 (38:54):
I had to deactivate my page.
Speaker 1 (38:56):
I'm like, wow, he said, because I'm looking at other
peoples that I'm starting to get fucked up over it.
Speaker 2 (39:04):
I'm like, what you mean by that?
Speaker 1 (39:07):
I'm seeing people are cars and I don't have that,
or I don't have the money or I don't have this.
It's starting to bother me. Damn, I said, but you
could look at the Instagram page. Yeah you want this,
that the dirt. But can you tell if that person happy?
Speaker 2 (39:25):
He said no. I said, all right, then so you're happy? Right?
He's like yeah?
Speaker 1 (39:29):
I said you daydre right, You're like yeah. I said,
so why are you getting fucked up and bothered over it?
Speaker 2 (39:34):
For? I said, let me tell you something, bro. You
talked about you looking at it, people with benzes, you
had to bend, you crashed it. Whatever. That shit bothered you?
Speaker 3 (39:43):
This that of dore.
Speaker 1 (39:43):
I said, I didn't drive in thirteen years. How you
think I feel? He said, damn, perspective about that?
Speaker 2 (39:51):
He said, you feeding your daughter right now? Right?
Speaker 1 (39:54):
He said, yeah, I didn't see my son in thirteen years.
How do you think I felt about that?
Speaker 2 (40:00):
He said? Yeah? I said, And I'm on Instagram, Facebook
and everything else. It don't bother me, bro, I say,
you nigga, I can see you running up and down
the block with your daughter.
Speaker 1 (40:08):
I was supposed to be jealous of you because I
can't do it. Nah, I don't know.
Speaker 2 (40:14):
I'm gonna figure out how to do it.
Speaker 1 (40:16):
I'm gonna hold on to this game and I'm an
running time try to catch them.
Speaker 2 (40:20):
Nah. That shit motivates me. It don't discourage me. It
motivates me.
Speaker 1 (40:24):
He said, Damn, bro, you know what I'm about to
get my Facebook, my Instagram back.
Speaker 2 (40:29):
That's what I want to hear. Bro.
Speaker 1 (40:31):
People don't think about that because if I wasn't here,
who could?
Speaker 2 (40:37):
Who could?
Speaker 3 (40:37):
Who would have been chasing my son or telling my
son right from wrong?
Speaker 2 (40:42):
Nah?
Speaker 1 (40:42):
I start looking at the brighter side of things, like
the number one thing people do. We get caught up
in the things we don't have, getting caught up in
the things that would I don't know. I'm I'm happy
for what I got now. The people are around me,
around me because I want them around me. I'm happy
for that my life. If I want my life to
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be better, guess what I gotta do. I gotta turn
this bitch up even more. I'm not moping old how like?
Speaker 3 (41:10):
Come on? If I was like that, I wouldn't be
on this council today.
Speaker 1 (41:16):
Damn Charlamagne getting paid horrible decisions, getting paid mayonhards though
forgetting get paid.
Speaker 2 (41:20):
H then they getting booked.
Speaker 1 (41:21):
Oh damn why is that damn well getting two hundred
views on his ships only at fifty that I don't know.
Speaker 2 (41:29):
I'm not comparing my.
Speaker 3 (41:30):
Life to nobody.
Speaker 2 (41:31):
Is blind poppy.
Speaker 1 (41:33):
Is blind poppy because the fifty people that's viewing it,
the people that's liking it, the people that's repurposing my
clips and all that, that's the people that really need it.
And guess what, it's a fifty fifty more out there
that's in Jersey. It's fifty more that's in Connecticut, it's
fifty more in North Carolina, South Carolina, pennsyl that coming
(41:53):
in to add to that fifty I got already that
really need this shit that I'm talking about. And before
you know what, I got our community, not my base,
and that that's gonna be the base that's gonna listen
to me talk. That's going that I'm motivating and I'm
gonna get where I wanted to.
Speaker 2 (42:11):
Be out in life. It's crazy like a lot of
the time in life, we know the hell, we just
don't know the win. It's because people don't know the win.
It's like niggas psyched himselves out. The game should never
happens overnight. And that's and That's what and that's why
a lot of people check out from the Hustle overnight. Listen,
this is the thing I told Alex wants. You know,
I was telling Alex about like my podcast and what
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I wanted to do with it. He said, for you
to do what you're trying to do, it's probably gonna
take you four or five years. Are you Are you
willing to work for that? Are you willing to stand
the game that long? I mean, my thing is this,
four or five years from now, I'm still gonna be
living and breathing. I would hopefully at the end of
that four or five I got what I'm looking for
today versus just be there four or five years later
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and no closer to can you imagine, be no closer
to the thing that you want to change life than
you was four or five years ago. That's what I'm saying.
I can't, I can't, that can't be me. So I'm
gonna work and.
Speaker 3 (43:07):
Then four years from now you sit in the same place.
Speaker 2 (43:10):
Damn. You can't blame nobody, but I mean you doing
something wrong. That's how you gotta look at it. Four
or five years, bro. You know how many days is
in the year like I.
Speaker 1 (43:18):
Said, I compliment my pets and the people that's around me.
When I see Billy doing his thing. When I was
at Billy Live show, and I'm like, damn, I ain't
wasn't jealous that I could do that shit too, Nah,
I said down.
Speaker 2 (43:32):
I was a student. I studied the game and what
he did, how the crowd reacted to it, is, how
he put it together, how he promoted it.
Speaker 3 (43:40):
All right.
Speaker 2 (43:41):
Cool? So now when I know what I'm dealing with mine,
I know how to how to move with it. Nah.
Speaker 1 (43:45):
I see Drill Faerry, I like, I'm I'm a student
to the podcast where I watch his ship. I watched Drill,
I watched Billy, I watched Decisions Decisions, I watched million
dollars worth a game.
Speaker 2 (43:56):
But now one time, I think I can do what
they do. Nah, I'm creating my own path. I'm doing
what I'm doing a learning and apply to your emotions.
Speaker 3 (44:04):
So that's what I'm trying to do.
Speaker 1 (44:05):
I don't come in here, memmi man cringing out, wallowing them,
you feel me coming in here, blah blah blah blah
blah blah.
Speaker 3 (44:14):
But now I see podcast.
Speaker 2 (44:15):
I don't do none of that I'm not doing nothing.
You don't be thinking you wallow, bro. You don't think
you was wallowed when you was coming from underneath the covers,
the covers and all that.
Speaker 1 (44:22):
Yo.
Speaker 2 (44:22):
You know, you know it's crazy. It's like like when
I really realized, like when you just.
Speaker 1 (44:28):
Regular faced up talking to people like this, the message
don't get it come across.
Speaker 2 (44:34):
You gotta find innovative ways.
Speaker 1 (44:36):
Like people catch the video and be like, what the
is wrong with this crazy nigga, But then when they
see the message, Damn, that ship he spoke was round
like I did. I did a video when I'm in
a push up for him down, I'm like, sometimes the
world may feel like it's on your back, but sometimes
you just gotta push and work hard you will come up.
Speaker 2 (44:57):
Somebody broke under red like damn content Reil.
Speaker 3 (45:02):
Hit that ship.
Speaker 2 (45:02):
Put it. They put it in their stories.
Speaker 1 (45:04):
So you like, if I would have said that ship
just standing up regular what he felt the same way,
probably would.
Speaker 2 (45:11):
Have skip past the video.
Speaker 1 (45:12):
But a person like this nigga is crazy nigga doing
under the covers this that Like I did a video
in the shower and I sat there and said, you
gotta Sometimes you gotta wash off the defeat.
Speaker 2 (45:22):
I'm in the shower with soap all or I gotta
you look nuts, bro, crazy, you're looking nuts.
Speaker 1 (45:28):
But that shit got mad views and likes. People hit
me up like yo, nah, bro Yo, that ship really
saved me. That shit helped me. Bro.
Speaker 3 (45:38):
I'm getting in the shower right now.
Speaker 1 (45:41):
I'm like, all right, cool. Now you see where it's
coming from. People like crazy shit, that's this. This is
social mediaever. Yeah, nobody ain't gonna listen to us be
talking like to stay in school yard, this, that and
the third.
Speaker 3 (45:54):
Nah.
Speaker 2 (45:55):
They want the nigga running up the block, run across
the street, the book bag on his back, and I
get the school. Got to get the belt about the ring.
Speaker 3 (46:02):
I can't be late. I'm missing ouledge.
Speaker 2 (46:04):
That's what they want. I'm gonna give it to them.
You know. It's it's tough, bro, because, like I said,
this is podcast I've been listening to lately. It's called
Grits and Eggs podcasts. And it's like Bro just sitting
behind like a computer desk. He got some some paintings
on the wall, some little pictures and shit got some
like some toys, but his shit booming right now he's
(46:24):
from Atlanta, and he like us, real nigga with it,
just real nigga with it, you know what I mean.
But his shit clicking like seventy thousand of a clip,
two hundred and thirty thousand a clip. His shit good, bro,
Like you know, you know what, nigga having a moment
when you seeing that shit a little bit too much,
to the point where I got people sending me his
shit like okay, you know what I'm saying, and like
(46:45):
the nigga just like giving it up. Just what you
talking about, bro. Everything he talked about culture, you talk
about like current events. But the thing is, it's like
the niggas smart, you know what I mean. The nigga smart.
He speaks with like you know, he knows some shit.
So like you know, he'll talk about like the government
and racism, and he'll talk about like he talked, he
talked about us in a way that's like filled with passion.
(47:07):
I'm gonna send you some shit. You can check it out.
It's it's it's it's some good ship. But my point being,
it's like you said, like nigga, don't want to hear
you just sitting here, you know, in this way straight up,
and it's like, man, that's one hundred percent truth for
the most part. But then they be these moments where
nigga like this, It's like, bro, the nigga just behind
the desk, bro.
Speaker 1 (47:25):
But then you gotta look at it too, the audience
he grabbing. I mean, why n let skip past that.
But the one that screwed on the phone. I feel
like my content will coming across a y N phone
quicker than his, and we both saying the same thing
and just be saying it in different We're doing it
(47:45):
in different ways.
Speaker 2 (47:46):
And like I really peeped that. It's like when they
was like.
Speaker 1 (47:53):
When while the first started doing his video, they're like, damn,
Whallo going crazy, telling Gilly yo, Whallo going crazy this,
and the third he was like, nah, like he said,
for a minute, he like, damn, it's this nigga really
going crazy. But he said, your cousin, don't give the
fuck what they say, cud keep doing you. Meek Mills
reposted it and before you know what, the world start
(48:15):
really knowing who Wallow really was. Now they going back
and they looking at his content and seeing where he
came from. I gave like the career that I'm shaping is.
I wouldn't say mimicking, but I'm pulling shit out from
Wallow money into mine.
Speaker 2 (48:34):
Yeah, for sure, twenty.
Speaker 1 (48:35):
Years and being in jail thirteen years of being blonde.
It's like we both have a story that.
Speaker 2 (48:41):
The word that's real. That's real, bro.
Speaker 1 (48:44):
I can't relate to being behind them jails twenty years,
that's real, bro, but he can't relate to being in
adult for thirteen. We both come from it. We both
walking across that bridge with a story. So it's like
I take little ships out and just seeing like how
he he tell his stories and different interviews, like ain't
gonna lie, I study him.
Speaker 2 (49:04):
I'm a student of Wallow real quick, bro, the nigga
downstairs for me to give him the bag? You want
to wrap up or you want me to go down,
come back up? What's up to? Let me see how
long we go? Yeah, all right, you can finish off
your point. Yeah, and we'll take it out ready. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (49:27):
So yeah, so I'm a student of Wallow.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
So like if you out there, man, it ain't nothing
wrong with taking the idol, locking in and setting them
there and being a student to be a better person.
Speaker 3 (49:40):
So this podcast is about leveling up. We gonna level
up for twenty twenty five, don't know New Year's Revolution
twenty twenty six. I'm a level up now, level up now, man,
thirteen years. I've been in the dark. On the twenty
first of this month, I'm leveling up. I'm touching the
people even more different than I ever did before, or
(50:01):
I'm putting the work.
Speaker 2 (50:03):
How we leveling up? Wolf Man? I just think, you know,
it's like it's crazy like the ship that people always
say you should do. It's it's kind of clicheed here,
but it's really true in the sense of for me,
I think that what I really need to do is
do with people always say you're supposed to do. Stay consistent,
Stay consistent.
Speaker 3 (50:22):
Don't get tricked over the views, don't get tricked over
the numbers.
Speaker 2 (50:25):
Yeah, just keep doing what you do. Yeah, lock in.
That's all that matters.
Speaker 1 (50:30):
Yeah, And that's and that's once you Once you get
that through your head, everything's gonna start falling in and
at your feet and like, damn, I work hard for this.
The minute you start looking at it like I only
got ten twenty views, Man, you want to stay stuck
because you you're chasing decision decisions.
Speaker 2 (50:48):
That God like twenty thousand views. So just stay consistent,
be yourself. Man. Where they can find you at wolf Man,
Wolf Taylor, Underscore, Wolf Taylor, Instagram. I'm on TikTok, I'm
on Twitter. I'm mom on everything. Man, shit's about to
get me back on Twitter. Yeah, listen Twitter. There's a
(51:10):
lot of info be going around on Twitter. It's a
lot of information, good and bad, you know what I mean. Definitely,
podcast is halfway podcast. I call it halfway up because
you never finished rising. And man, I'm just happy to
be here. Bro, Me and my man just got us
a drink.
Speaker 1 (51:24):
Bro feeling good, feeling nice, you know. And you know
where you can find me at Blinding I c NYC.
It don't matter how how that mountain is, you can climbent,
don't matter how deep that ocean is you can swim. It,
don't matter if that course is hard, you could finish it.
And if you feel like you don't got the motivation,
(51:44):
just turn on my podcast and I'm gonna help you
throw it. I am the official blonde stuff of See
Note you see how like I said, Cee, Note that
fobc Note Cee. Note the voice of the disables, and
we're out of here, out of here, piece
Back at it for another episode of The Blonde and
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Speaker 2 (00:29):
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Speaker 3 (00:38):
Shot on Nicole. I'm part of that community. Oh man.
Speaker 2 (00:43):
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Speaker 1 (00:46):
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episode before we even do that, though, I'm thinking about
dropping the fobst off my name, well the fob.
Speaker 3 (01:25):
Thinking about dropping the fob off my name.
Speaker 2 (01:27):
I ain't gonna lie bro. I'm thinking about dropping it.
I'm in favor for that.
Speaker 3 (01:33):
I want some grown.
Speaker 1 (01:34):
Ship now, I want I want some I'm thinking about
dropping c note.
Speaker 2 (01:39):
What you're gonna be? Who you gonna be? Chris? You're
gonna be Chris? Thinking about being my regular name? Manh like.
Speaker 1 (01:47):
And I put it up on Facebook right, I'm thinking
about dropping fobc note.
Speaker 2 (01:52):
And going by my real name. The likes went crazy.
I said, damn.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
My mother said about time you're using the name, but
I gave you and I'm just saying back and thinking.
I'm seeing like principles for schools liking it, like people
that got good jobs is liking it.
Speaker 3 (02:12):
Even the streets like here drops drop fob bro, and.
Speaker 1 (02:17):
I'm thinking, I'm like, huh, I told my mother, you know,
see no means a lot. It means something like see
no right in the streets, see one hundred dollar bill.
But when I got shot with see no. So it's
like the dirt I was doing, I would see no.
(02:40):
So I wanted to take that name, that word, and turn.
Speaker 2 (02:44):
It positive, turning goods. So it was like I beat
people up when I could see right, But now that
I can see.
Speaker 1 (02:53):
I'm preventing people from getting beat up. I'm talking to
the youth. I'm talking to the kids, put the guns down,
stay out of jail. I'm it's like, uh, the evil
that the name used to represent back then, I'm making
it positive and shine a light on the youth that's
growing up so they won't make the mistakes I made.
Speaker 2 (03:14):
Yeah, so it's like, you know, I'm thinking about really
dropping it. I ain't gonna lie bro like fo B.
This this is the thing when it come to like
enterprising and really trying to like brand your ship, and
I spand your ship because like the fo B ship,
like you like on some real ship like that should
only makes sense to us. Yeah, like these big corporations
(03:38):
they looking past, they're gonna be a fob. Like what
Jesus Snigga's a game member the.
Speaker 1 (03:42):
First time I started looking at like, I started looking
at it on a bigger scale.
Speaker 2 (03:47):
It's like I was gonna listen you if you ain't
telling it to me first, I was gonna talk to
you about that eventually. Can't make a nigga do nothing.
But I was going at least like running across you though.
Speaker 1 (03:57):
Yeah, because I thought about them, just sending them just
like a fob mean family of bosses.
Speaker 3 (04:04):
That's my LLC.
Speaker 2 (04:06):
I that's honorable, that's some real ship. Come from a
good place, you know, I said there, But I got
I got to back away from that. It's a little
too much.
Speaker 1 (04:15):
Yeah, Like like even when I'm just I'm just like
I went to Atlanta to the massive connector you know,
conference and just walking on a room late.
Speaker 2 (04:24):
Hey Chris, Hey Chris. Oh yeah, Chris, Hey Chris. I'm like,
Chris is not a bad thing. No, Chris is not
a bad And I think sponsors pull into more. They
will pull more into Chris than see.
Speaker 1 (04:37):
You know, for sure, I really sat there said for sure,
I got to get on my grown and sexy.
Speaker 2 (04:42):
It's like it's ship that's associated with our culture, and
like people that are not a part of a part
of our culture. We don't got the bend. We don't
got the benefit of the doubt with them. So to them,
they're gonna look at it like, oh, this is some
nigga ship.
Speaker 1 (04:55):
Yeah then I like that too, Like I got a
big platform because I would never downplay my path phone right,
But it's.
Speaker 3 (05:01):
Not like a Charla man, it's not like a Whallow.
Speaker 1 (05:04):
It's not like Yilly where they can use their nicknames
and the money gonna pour her into them.
Speaker 3 (05:09):
Like I'm coming from the bottom. So it's like the reason.
Speaker 1 (05:12):
Why I never wanted to change my name. See no
represents Like when I'm talking to these kids, I'm just
like you.
Speaker 3 (05:21):
I connect with you. I'm on a level with you.
Speaker 1 (05:25):
I feel like the kids was what respect see Noe
before they respect Chris.
Speaker 2 (05:31):
Well. You know what, though, I'm gonna be honest, I
think you fob drop for Shure maybe but maybe see No,
don't gotta go nowhere though, because you think about like Nipsy,
you know what I mean, Like like my name Nipsy,
you know what I mean. Like I walk into these rooms,
I'm having like real common business like conversations and I'm
(05:52):
trying to think of another word. But you know, like
we can we talking about high level shit, but you
gotta respect me because of who I created myself to
be to even be able to be qualified to be
at this table. So I think there's a way for
you to continue to remain to be C Note and
then you can take but fob. Yeah, if we can,
I'm kicking, yeah, we can get that.
Speaker 1 (06:11):
I'm just like, you know, Chris c Note Felder, like
I'm looking into that, Like it's just a lot played
a part over this past couple of weeks.
Speaker 3 (06:20):
I've just been thinking shop of I store about.
Speaker 1 (06:22):
To be out, you would be able to pre order
your shirts.
Speaker 3 (06:26):
I'm shipping it out, doing everything by myself.
Speaker 1 (06:28):
But I'm just sitting back and I'm just thinking, like, damn,
what could I do different to increase this?
Speaker 2 (06:34):
Right? The fob just did sit with me. Yeah, the C.
Speaker 1 (06:38):
Note was really not really sitting with me no more either.
And it's like thirty four years old. I'm still running
around saying I'm missing I figure.
Speaker 3 (06:47):
Nah, it's like it was. It was a wake up
call for me.
Speaker 2 (06:49):
So you're done with both the fo B for showing
the fob, for sure, but you're still kind of still
kind of.
Speaker 3 (06:55):
But the se note.
Speaker 1 (06:56):
I'm not done with that, cause it's like even when
I write my book, it's see No versus Chris, Like you.
Speaker 2 (07:05):
Did a lot of ship that people like, people would never.
Speaker 1 (07:07):
Understand, and it's okay, that's not Chris. See No, it's
not Chris. Two different people. I feel like, see No
got shot, Chris didn't get shot. Chris just suffering because
got shot because I'm trapped in one.
Speaker 2 (07:26):
Body explain it because I don't. I don't really understand
what you mean when you say all right. So it's like.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
It's like like the book I got, the you know,
the blahb and I see it the line between see
No and Chris. People would never understand that, you feel me.
So it's like Chris is the one that's gonna cry
because I'm suffering being an adult. Chris is gonna cry
because I'm going through these challenges and all this, right,
But when I step outside, see note is in place,
See No, not gonna cry, See not gonna smile, see
(07:55):
not gonna crack jokes, s, not gonna stay tall. It's
like I'm two different Peo people. So it's like when
I got shot, I didn't like I didn't cry. It
was more, let me get up, let me no, boys
don't cry, Let me get up, no matter how much
pain I was in, Let me get up, Let me
stay tall.
Speaker 3 (08:15):
When really inside see Noe was saying there.
Speaker 1 (08:17):
Screaming for help. See know what was talking to God?
I mean Christmas screaming for help. Chris was talking to God.
Now I'm in the hospital and people coming to see
me as much pain as I was in, I had
I put up a persona because I didn't want people to.
Speaker 2 (08:30):
Look at me as being weak.
Speaker 1 (08:33):
When behind closed doors Christmas weak, Chris was still building
his strength. And it's like, I really like separate the
tooth for so long. Now I'm bringing them together. Now
I'm vulnerable. I could talk about my problem, I could
talk about my fuck ups. I'm not scared to tell
(08:54):
a person how I feel, how my mentor was at
that moment before. I couldn't do that before it shows
signed the weakness. I didn't wanted people to look down
on me and I try to commit suicide. Yeah, I
didn't pick up the phone to call nobody because it's like,
what would people think?
Speaker 2 (09:11):
People won't look at me as this strong person no more. Yeah,
like I'm a weak soul and a weak mind. You
just try to check yourself. Come on, puts to me,
be stronger than that.
Speaker 1 (09:19):
SnO bigger than that. You know they punching in my chest?
Come on, man, you big dog not knowing like Sino
just a name, Chris is really going through it.
Speaker 2 (09:31):
Are you in a place in your life where because
it sounds like to me what you're saying is that
s Note is like the strength right, like he like
the representative version. It's like, as far as y'all concerned,
like I'm handling everything as best as I can. But
that's Sino. But Chris is the person that's like, nah,
sometimes this shit do kind of hurt. Sometimes the shit
is kind of confused. But if you get rid of sin,
(09:54):
who is your strength? Who's the person who like the
tough demeanor you know what I mean, like the like
I got it under control? Energy? Yeah? Does that energy
just that's exactly what it is. Does that energy just
become a part of Chris?
Speaker 1 (10:07):
Now?
Speaker 2 (10:08):
Do they become one and the same or I'm one
of the same now okay.
Speaker 1 (10:11):
Now it's like when I when I talk to people,
I could talk to you and be comfortable with seeing
them Chris, I could talk to you. I could, I
can shake your hand, I can stayd told knowing that
I am Chris. I don't got to walk into a
room and hide behind the name of SEEO.
Speaker 2 (10:29):
I don't. I don't.
Speaker 1 (10:29):
I don't got to do that no more because Chris
is more than enough. Chris is more than enough. Like
you know, Chris is cret don't play with Chris this,
that and the third. It's like I'm still that same person,
just like I'm really literally just hide behind their name. Nah,
I bought them together, like during the journey because like
(10:50):
this might the twenty first make thirteen years since I
got shot. A lot of people don't understand what a
lot of shit that I really went through. So it's
like I know I talked about her plenty of times
on the podcast, like Tany my ex. She's seen the
difference between Chris and se No because in the room,
I cried, I was vulnerable. I was why me, Why
(11:14):
this shit happened to me? Like trying to figure it out,
don't want to live? She she she witnessed all of that.
She seen me at my worst when nobody didn't. But
that's when we that door. A lot but when that
door opened up and they're like, Yo, what's good, bro,
Y'll see you'll see you know what's good.
Speaker 3 (11:29):
Bro.
Speaker 2 (11:31):
I'm smiling, I'm laughing, I'm ragging little.
Speaker 1 (11:34):
I'm talking my ship and popping my ship like niggas
are like, Yo, you'll never think nothing is wrong.
Speaker 2 (11:40):
But then when they leave full time, I go back
in that room. We close that door. Yeah, now she
gotta she gotta.
Speaker 1 (11:46):
Go through everything that I was hiding from them. Nah,
them days is open. Now I'm comfortable to say and
say I am Chris.
Speaker 2 (11:57):
I think that's amazing. Bro.
Speaker 1 (11:58):
Yeah, Bro, I think I'm thinking this week. I did
a lot of thinking this week. I start thinking about sponsorships,
I started thinking about the rebrand. I started thinking about
like what I really stand for. It's like, nah, that
foe b ship gotta go.
Speaker 2 (12:13):
Yeah, bro, listen, if you ain't saying I was for Shure,
I don't, I would go get to it at some point. Yeah,
I'm like that Foe we gotta go. It's like, yeah,
it's cool, whatever the case may be.
Speaker 1 (12:21):
I'm just looking at the rebrand, the packaging of everything
of what I stand for, and it's like.
Speaker 2 (12:27):
And it is that the thing is like everybody not
gonna understand that. Nobody would never understand that's some of
us ship. It's gonna be like fo B, like, yeah,
we're gonna skip this meeting. We're gonna skip this deal.
We'll pass on that. Yeah, we'll pass on that.
Speaker 1 (12:39):
They don't they don't got to hear what I go off.
They don't gotta heal with I could bring to the table.
It's just like fo BE seeing them coming. Now it's
a guy that's just trying to get money, just trying
to get a couple of our dollars. It ain't worth
But now you see, you know, Chris coming across your desk.
Let me see what we got to talk about. Now,
let me see what we have to say.
Speaker 2 (12:59):
And that's the thing, like, when you a black person, bro,
you don't need to help white people. You don't need
to give them any more reasons to already be prejudiced
to you. When they was gonna do that already. No, definitely,
they was already gonna do that when your name come
across their desk. See you know, what is this some
type of rapper or something like that. It's like forget
about it, you know, but you know at the same time,
(13:20):
I think that like by the time, like we we
talked about Nipsey, me and you. We was at a
bar right before this, we talking about nips You said,
you on your Nipsey hustle. Shit. Nipsey had to he
had to raise his own evaluation, like he had to
raise his own worth as an artist before he presented
what he wanted. He was like, listen, I want a
record deal, and I want my record to be to
(13:41):
be just like this, the type of record deal that
niggas don't never get. But this is what I got.
I gotta go outside, I gotta I gotta do my
stuff and I come back. This is what I can
negotiate with now, now I'm somebody. And then on top of that,
I looked at a lot of people. I look at
Sean Carter.
Speaker 1 (13:57):
Of course, of course I'm looking at them, Okay, Like
these people when they in the office, he's Sean Combs,
He's Sean Carter, Charlemagne Leonard, like these people. Yeah, on
the radio, this is who I am. But when I'm
in the office and with these people that's giving me
these this these dollars, Oh, I'm Sean and that's that's
(14:21):
how I got to start looking at it.
Speaker 2 (14:22):
I had to look at.
Speaker 1 (14:23):
It like when I'm when I'm asking for stuff, like
because I'm working on the sponsor pitch deck and stuff
right now, and it's like, nah, I want to make
these people feel as comfortable as possible. I want these
people hey like we feel like we're family right now.
We got to give Christis. Chris said he can change
the word with this. Let's give Christis now and see
(14:45):
that they scratching their head.
Speaker 2 (14:47):
Is he still?
Speaker 1 (14:48):
Is he done with the streets? Is this money's being funded?
Funded something? And I look at all angles now and
I gotta be the change.
Speaker 2 (14:58):
So when you're thinking about putting his name to like
to rest for good, when you think about this, would
that fo B yeah, like effective immediately or like there's
some time today like right now, right now? No more
fob C no no more, no more fob no just
see no right now, just see No, that's a good
(15:19):
that's that's probably no more fo that's good.
Speaker 1 (15:22):
Parts sut down and said there and said family and
bosses always gonna be family of bosses.
Speaker 2 (15:26):
They don't need me to carry their abbreviation to live
because it's still gonna be a family bosses.
Speaker 1 (15:31):
Yeah, and then it's like I could be fob C
no certain times, like if I'm in the clubs like cool,
I'm my own boss in the club, but my axing
for no, no sponsors, no, none of that.
Speaker 2 (15:42):
But in the corporate word, I can't. I can't do
that even and.
Speaker 1 (15:45):
Like even I'm in the clubs and the DJ shouting
this out, you know, to be the promoters. My brother
se no nobody saying that FOB but me mm hmm no,
let me let me, let me, let me kick them
matters man kick, let me kick.
Speaker 2 (15:59):
See.
Speaker 1 (16:00):
That was my first LLC, but I'm gonna use it
for other reasons like family of bosses, like parties. But
the event I went to in Atlanta, that conference of
being a monks business minded people being a monks like millionaires,
six figure people, people that got their own businesses. That's
(16:22):
running a lot of things, right, I sat there and said,
how can I change this FOB meaning a cool family
of bosses. I'm gonna put them in in there and
let me put family a bosses enterprise. Now, I'm gonna
bring the conference to New York because it's really not
too many conferences going on in New York and let
me bring these six figures to New York. Let me
bring these millionaires to New York. Let them let's do panels.
(16:43):
Let's talk while it's a room full of people. But
while we're in this room, we are family. We are bosses.
How can we upgrade each other? Family a bosses?
Speaker 2 (16:53):
All right? Let me change.
Speaker 1 (16:54):
Let me take this out this party world. Let me
put this into a corporate world. Like the Master connector
you connect people. I'm putting bosses in a room full
of people. I'm putting bosses in a room with each other.
Great things could.
Speaker 2 (17:08):
Come out of it. Absolutely, I'm a boss with the
blind and i CE podcast.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
You are your own boss, even though you may be
under the WTF brand, But you're a boss.
Speaker 2 (17:17):
I can't do what you do. You can edit it.
Speaker 3 (17:21):
You got a vision when it come to podcasts, all right?
Speaker 1 (17:23):
Cool? You don't have the story I have of connecting
to the streets, of getting shot, to going through mental
health to really saving lives.
Speaker 2 (17:30):
We are two different bosses in our own right, Bro,
you come together. Look at the projects were making. For sure,
A lot of people don't look at it like that.
They're gonna have a choice in a minute. Come on, man,
they're gonna have a choice in a minute.
Speaker 3 (17:41):
But what you been going through?
Speaker 2 (17:43):
My brother? First of all, where did wolf come from? Wolf? Yeah?
So like where I'm from in Dallas, all my homies
had nicknames and shit, they was all making music. Everybody
was making music. Everybody had the nickname. It was Jada,
it was King Chris. Yeah, yeah, yeah, we hit some fu.
Speaker 3 (18:10):
I used to, I should used to be.
Speaker 2 (18:14):
Let me see, let me see. I think it's on
up top. I spent this verse in a minute. Let
me see. It was like watches from Switzerland went to
Colder the Michigan Michelin star chef, Well, I wiped the
snow off my Timberlands. Fuck how I go after that? No? No, no,
(18:34):
nah oh on, watches from Switzerland went to Colder the
Michigan Micheland star chef. Well, I wiped the snow off
my Timberlance. Seen a lot of things. We was young,
and the innocence then instead of chance that it's life
that we was witnessing. Militant, But I like to have fun.
I'm talking sneaky link grooves in the bathtub, massive smoking
while I get it back future, look bright and tell
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how to pass was when I listened to you speak,
compliment the thing, the clothes go with the physique. You know,
the confidence is key. What's the key to life? I
got to ask sometimes and make you wonder when the
time came around, like I hate the summer, summer love
it like whar in ninety one twenty twenty two where
I had a nigga on the run, I was fighting
for my life. I struggled with depression, question if I
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was even making the right investments when I was trying
to chase a dream, getting scared because it's taken over.
Then the sam it's a poster. I just want to
see my dad glad in a roaster because I know
what's healthy. It ain't really where it's poster conversations with God,
like I need one wish, Please let him be here
when I get rich. That's a little boy.
Speaker 1 (19:38):
What MU drop in balls? Wrap city in the basically
see like you had bass balls. I was just a
nigga ever trying to wrap.
Speaker 2 (19:49):
Yeah, I'll be rapping. I was just trying to be
part of something. So that's where Wolf came from. All
my homies was rapping. I started rapping, and you know,
just ran with it. Yeah. But also you know, I
think about it like a wolf. Bro. The thing about wolves,
if you if you really look at him as an
animal species is they move. They're highly intelligent, and they
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move together. They don't attack unless they impact. They move intelligence.
It's like you get this angle, you get this angle.
It's very strategic. Yeah, I studied that. I love animal planning. Yeah, yeah,
you know what I mean. When I will not attack
if he's by hisself, you know what I'm saying, Like
they just they just they move together because it's about family.
There's a proverb that say, you know, if you want
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to go fast, go alone. If you want to go far,
go together. Yeah you know what I mean. So it's
like already made up in my mind a long time ago.
It's like where I'm trying to go. I'm trying to
go the furthest not necessarily because I want to see
them that must that much distance, but I don't want
to do this ship by myself. So that's kind of
where a wolf came from.
Speaker 1 (20:50):
Man.
Speaker 2 (20:51):
Yeah, that's why I'm glad.
Speaker 1 (20:52):
You know, we connect to a place where we can
create magic for sure. No funny, I read like I said,
I ran through a lot of producers shout out to
all of them, but that connection was just real.
Speaker 2 (21:03):
I'm big on energy. So it's like I sit back
and I scooped the room out and it's like all right,
and then.
Speaker 3 (21:09):
It's like I be quiet.
Speaker 1 (21:11):
But when I'm comfortable, you will really see who I
really is. And you was like, I'm comfortable around your before.
It's like I used to do my episode and I leave. Yeah,
I'm comfortable, I can really talk.
Speaker 2 (21:22):
It's more than just a transaction. Yeah you feel me.
Speaker 1 (21:24):
It's like it's more than just bigger than that, like
we really built the ship all the fact. I could
be like, well, ain't worth crashing out over. We ain't
doing that, bro. Now you're bigger than that bro, that ship, this,
that and the third bro like.
Speaker 2 (21:38):
Me, brother, don't walking off the edges on some ship.
Speaker 1 (21:42):
Like if I if I didn't care, like I'm so
glad you did that shot crash out and I'm listening
to pockets, I'm like, damn, then I just tell this nigga,
don't put this ship out. Let me text take that
ship down, bro, Like we be bigger than that ship. Bro.
Speaker 2 (21:57):
It's like, now we ain't doing that.
Speaker 1 (21:59):
Ship and that if you got if you are a
real friend out there, if you see your friends doing
dumb ship man, grab them by the back of their neck,
and then as a friend, he should appreciate you even
more because you could. You could have saved you saved
the light five seconds getting up twenty five years in
jail again, Need you dad?
Speaker 2 (22:20):
Lead you mad?
Speaker 1 (22:21):
A lot of shit don't be worth it? No more
like that, And that's how I started looking at life.
Speaker 2 (22:24):
Now.
Speaker 1 (22:25):
Before I react to something, I breathe, it's it worth it.
It just it worth my time. No, let me, let me,
let me step back.
Speaker 2 (22:33):
Yeah, yeah, yeah for real. And it's sometimes it's hard
to make you need to take it go ahead. Sometimes
it's hard to make them choices, bro, you know what
I mean. Like obviously, fuck man. You know, we were
talking about a scenario where that was somebody who it
did me pretty pretty fucking wrong. And I was on
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the podcast and I was just explaining like how they
did me wrong, how they was found, how they was nasty,
and my nigga was like, you probably shouldn't do that.
I shouldn't do it. You lose them more and you're
giving that person that power. Well, you know what I'm
so glad I didn't put that episode out because now
I realize how that person could have used that against me.
(23:14):
It's like, oh, like this Wolf Taylor like oh yeah,
let me let me like remix flip this and every
and everything would have just crumbled. Now it's bringing because
I'm thinking, my fool and self. I'm thinking like, oh,
you know you did me wrong, you know you evil,
so you can just like hear these pure words. So
it's like it's like the way you call her a bitch,
what I'm saying, she's a bitch, right, it's not worth it.
Speaker 1 (23:37):
It's surely gonna be like nah, coming from a person
of your caliber, why would you stoop down to a
person that low. That's why I start saying it myself,
this person ain't fucking with me. I'm giving this person energy.
Ain't gonna lie, bro, person ain't fuck with me. Why
I'm paying attention to this person. It's like, nah, like
we got we got futures.
Speaker 2 (23:56):
But it's the it's the ego, bro, because sometimes sometimes
when a nigga just do you bad bro, and nobody
can relate to this more than you. But like when
a nigga just do you bad. It's like, oh, you
really think shit, okay, Like you really think you could
do me a certain kind of way. You think you
can just keep living your life just untouched. They say
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vengeance is God's right, and so it's like you want
to exercise that, but the anger, but the anger inside
of you, it's like, hey, yo, like I need you
to understand that, like you could be dealt with, you
could be touched. You think you untouchable.
Speaker 1 (24:29):
But in my case, right what happened to me. I
was so focused on him, I lost a lot that
was around me, So it wasn't worth it.
Speaker 2 (24:38):
That's the spiritual contract of it, all right. That's why
God say vengeance is his because it's like, if you
for you to even get into the type of position
to get vengeance, you then whether you know it or not,
you're making an agreement with the universe. It's like, okay, well,
then you ready to lose this and you ready to
lose that, and for that.
Speaker 1 (24:58):
Moment, you be ready to lose it all for that moment,
but then when you calm down, you ask yourself, is
it really worth it?
Speaker 2 (25:05):
I mean, when you calm down, you realize everything you
were lost.
Speaker 3 (25:08):
Yeah, And then you think about it, right, your presence.
Speaker 1 (25:12):
In this space A lot of people I probably stopped
coming to the studio, believe it or not. You probably
make a lot of people days when you record, just
giving your input. Just like I'm talking to my sister
today and she's like, I don't know if WOF told
you about my last episode, but it was so good
and all like he told me to do a part too.
And I sat back and I'm just thinking, like, look
(25:34):
at your presence, not even her producer, but just to
give her that extra push. A lot of people do
that ship like, hey, fuck it, let me just record it. Record,
you're finished and go about your dogly bro that with
people that really didn't give me that extra step of saying,
how can we increase the podcast? We sat down, we talked, now, bro,
(25:54):
let's build our own let's build our own set to
make it feel like yours in O WTF.
Speaker 2 (26:00):
I'm like, okay, and.
Speaker 1 (26:01):
You send me home with something to think about. What
could I do what I do different? It's like the
point of this episode right here.
Speaker 2 (26:09):
Is to grow. You have to grow. You can be
stagnant and staying at one level of life.
Speaker 1 (26:15):
You have to grow every day I wake up, I
want to be better than yesterday. I gotta work ten
times harder just to keep up with y'all. And it
seemed like my ten times hard is really passing y'all
because people don't want to grow in life.
Speaker 2 (26:32):
Your ten times your ten times harder is definitely passing people.
Because the real truth is listen, I was listening to
this book by Napoleon here. He was talking about it,
thinking grow rich Bro was talking about he had two sons, right,
one of his sons who was born death, he couldn't
hear yeah, right, And you know, he never allowed his
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son to take like special classes. His son had to
be in class with the regular and it was hard.
But his dad was like, nah, like because we're gonna
get through this. We might not have all the answers
right now, but we're gonna get through this. And the
thing is is like the minute I started like coddling
you too much, you're gonna start accepting. I'm trying to
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kind of create this correlation right now with with like
people who don't work hard, Right, you start coddling im,
I start calling to you, then you start accepting that like,
oh I can't do because of this like I can't
work hard, I can't do what everybody else do because
something happened to me. Well, what ended up happening is
like he never treated his son special. And long story short,
you got to listen to the book for the people
(27:37):
don't know Napoleon Hill think and grow rich. Eventually his
son bro he get his hearing back right through innovation
and technology and different type of shit. But like the
doctors is looking at his his skull, they're looking at
his his his you know, his his body X ray shit.
It's like the nigga don't got no holes in his skull.
You're supposed to have a hole in your skull for
the sound to come through your ear, through your to
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your brain or whatever. He don't even, he don't even
there is no hole, but he can hear. Now you
get what I'm saying. And it like it all came
from this ambition, this desire. The book talk a lot
about desire, like if you're gonna do anything significant in life,
you gotta have desire. And the nigga was talking about
his son who grew up without hearing and his son
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who grew up with hearing. He was like, respectfully, but
like my son who grew up with the hearing though
that nigga be crying, he'd be needing help every two seconds.
But my son, who we didn't give him that because
he was raised from the jump. I gotta get it
on my own. And that's how I feel. And so
when you say, like I worked ten times harder than them,
it's like, yo, people be having everything they need to
(28:40):
be successful, but they don't use it. People got too
good eyes and don't use them. Shit, Bro, two good eyes,
two good ears, legs, limbs of brain and freedom. That
should be pissing me off the most piss you off.
Speaker 1 (28:52):
You see, somebody just take life for granted, like take
their vision for granted.
Speaker 2 (28:56):
And it's like, Nigga, you know what I do just
ahead of.
Speaker 1 (29:01):
If I'm telling you, if I can get one eye,
I'm gonna be a danger sneggor Bro's just one, just
one one, So all I need is one.
Speaker 2 (29:09):
You think you ever get your vision back? I don't
think so.
Speaker 1 (29:13):
I don't know, Bron, I don't think so. Causes clip
the odds is separated from the brain. So it's like
it's like the way.
Speaker 2 (29:21):
The eyes are separated from the brain. Right now, how
you be moving them. Then I could control it.
Speaker 1 (29:27):
But like, all right, I get you as far as
like the way it is, It's like your eyes is
like a camera, so as you you looking, it's taking pictures,
taking pictures center into the brain. The brain is sending
it back to the body like you know, like what
it is. So my cameras is gone. So now it's
like as I'm opening my eyes, I'm blinking and all that,
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it's taking the pictures, but it's nothing going to the brain.
Speaker 2 (29:53):
So in the brain and the brain mind.
Speaker 3 (29:55):
Is he's an adult.
Speaker 1 (29:58):
And and that's how like, because at one point it
was hard for me to separate the night from the day.
I would sleep all day and be up all night.
It was hard for me to budget that, to manage that.
Now it's like I got a I took control of it.
Speaker 2 (30:13):
Man, how did you how did you start to realize
the difference between the night and to day.
Speaker 1 (30:17):
It's like standing up, like I know it was like
it was daytime, but my body didn't know. So then
I start fighting through the sleep in the daytime, and
then I was able to sleep at night. But I
always got the routines, and the routine is still the
same I'm waking up five o'clock in the morning.
Speaker 2 (30:36):
Now I'll be waking up at four o'clock in the morning,
justin't getting pacing the crib.
Speaker 3 (30:40):
Like cutting a hole in the rug and shit, but.
Speaker 2 (30:44):
Wake up. I got listen to Breakfast Club every six
o'clock in the morning because they up at it early
in the morning. Getting to it six.
Speaker 3 (30:50):
O'clock in the morning.
Speaker 1 (30:51):
It's like that, might as well give me a job
because I'm up too, And would you take a job
with the breakfast club?
Speaker 2 (30:56):
Hell? Yeah, it's the fir thing with me to do.
I'm entertainment. What didn't need me to do?
Speaker 1 (31:02):
But it's like I never stopped dreaming though even at
this age I told my mother, people don't dream no more.
That's the that's the biggest thing with this world.
Speaker 2 (31:13):
We don't dream no more.
Speaker 1 (31:14):
Bro, I'm not I can't settle for where I'm at
in life right now. I didn't accomplish a lot of ship.
So it's like, all right, cool, what's next for me?
Audio book? I be doing an audible series?
Speaker 2 (31:29):
All right, cool? What else nes for me? Like? What
else you want to do? I want to I want
to create my own blostick, But I want my blond
stick to have. I want to create. I need my blost.
I don't know if I want to say people might
still mind too much.
Speaker 1 (31:50):
You're going with it is next level, though, It's like
I'm gonna tell you off camera off like I never
stopped thinking, like you asked me what to do. I
think I ever gonna see it again. I don't want
to see it because it's like I feel like I'm
doing my best thinking. I'm doing my best work. I'm
representing the community that was forgotten. I'm representing a community
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that needed a voice.
Speaker 2 (32:13):
I am that, like.
Speaker 1 (32:16):
Even from the shirts I sent you, and I'm just
like I need these words because like I'm the voice
that survived.
Speaker 3 (32:21):
I'm speaking for not only to disable people.
Speaker 1 (32:24):
I'm speaking for the people that don't got no voice,
that been through that's going through mental health, that's been
through domestic violence, that has been through sexual assault, gun violence.
I'm the voice of that. I'm giving them their voice back.
A lot of people once they voice get taken, they
don't know how to get that shit back now. But
I'm the perfect example to tell you that it don't
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matter way we go in life, for what happens in life.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
We can overcome it. I did it.
Speaker 1 (32:50):
It may take you longer than others. It took me
eight years to be comfortable in my own skin. It
took me eight years to come on this couch to
talk about it. It took me eight years to tell my story.
Before when I used to tell people my story, it
was hard, Like I'm holding back to tears and all that,
because I'm really saying to myself, Damn, I really went
through that. Damn, that shit really happened to me. Now
I could say that shit would a smile and be like.
Speaker 2 (33:12):
You got any questions? How can I help you? You
know what?
Speaker 1 (33:16):
I would feel? That's just a fuck that feeling. I
could talk about it, I could laugh about it. I
could sleep good at night after that. Before that, she
used to wait with me.
Speaker 3 (33:26):
I used to talk to a person about it, like, damn, bro,
you strong, I like how you Ooh. But when I
got home, I got an unwind because I just relived that.
Speaker 1 (33:34):
Moment I got home, I lay in the bed, I'm
still trying to grab my my life, and then I'm thinking, like,
what did I do wrong that day? What could I
did wrong that day? What could I damn? Why you
have that gun on me that day? Damn Why I
could have. I could have pulled it, but I would
have been in jail for twenty five years. It wouldn't
been no podcasts. I would have been in jail for
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twenty five years. I would have been here to see
my son graduation. I never see somebody get that go
for jail is to go to a graduational prom and
then go back when it's all over you.
Speaker 2 (34:04):
If you could do it all again, would you rather
pick jail with sight or freedom without it? Freedom without it?
Why jail with site?
Speaker 1 (34:18):
I couldn't be the father that my son needs. And
that's more important, way more important. My son, my daughter,
my niece, my nephews, so much shit, my mother. Like
you never know how much people really depend on you
until you in that position, until you that in that predicament.
And it's like I would have left it all behind
(34:41):
for what to get to Like I can't say for what,
because it would have been a good reason, because like
I'm defending my life, defending my like.
Speaker 2 (34:53):
Now my vision.
Speaker 1 (34:55):
So yeah, it's like yeah, but then when I really
think about it's like, zi, man, oh did he get
his diploma? T y'all and Smith Jackson, she getting her diploma,
my niece coming in. How uncle Chris, Uncle Chris. Oh,
this person reposted your your video on TikTok oh. This
person put your story in your your video and stories
and just that I get more life out of that shit.
Speaker 2 (35:16):
Bro.
Speaker 3 (35:18):
To a point, I saying, say, I am not blind.
Speaker 2 (35:21):
I got too.
Speaker 1 (35:21):
Many yards around me for me to be blind. That
shit just shopping up my vision. I lost my sight,
but my vision got strong because I could take it.
I texted, you're wealth. I want to start a course, bro. Oh,
well about what's the next adventure? A mental health trauma course?
Cause it's like there's so many people that's going through
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this but don't know how to overcome this.
Speaker 2 (35:45):
So I overcame it. I been through it.
Speaker 1 (35:48):
Yeah, I didn't go to therapy and another that shit.
But I could put what I've been through into this course.
And how did I overcome this course? And I could
give it to somebody else. And I guess what if
ten people could buy it and three people get value
out of it, and I save three people. I don't
care about that seven people. That mean it was never
for them. It was for the three people.
Speaker 2 (36:06):
That's the fact. That's the fact. I mean, it was
for the three people that needed it. That's the fact
I'm cool with that.
Speaker 1 (36:12):
I learned, you know, within these last thirteen years, it
doesn't matter what people thinks about what makes me happy.
It's about the people that accepting the content that I
put out there. It's the people that I'm resonating that
I'm touching when I put the content out there. If
you don't see no value on it, it's not it
was never for you. Next, who else coming in this podcast?
Speaker 3 (36:35):
Shit is you?
Speaker 1 (36:35):
You got to recycle? You could bring in one hundred
people in a cool only ten rocking with it. The
other ninety ain't rocking with it a cool You keep
that ten of your bucket. You push that ninety out,
You bring another, Honey, how many we could get out
in this one? Twenty okay cool? Put the twenty with
the ten that we got thirty people, push the other
eighty out, bring another hundred in. Until you build your
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community to say, okay, this is this is the people
that enjoy me, that needs me, that that cherished me,
that if they don't hear my voice, they might fall.
That's what life is all about, bro.
Speaker 2 (37:06):
No, you're spending. You can't make everybody happy you're spending,
especially because like I like that example you just used about,
like if you bring one hundred and only ten, say
that's how conversion work in social media. It's like people
think that because you got a real or some type
of piece of content and then reach out to like
one hundred thousand people, you think you got a hundred
thousand people. It's like, Nah, don't work like that. It
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don't work. It don't work like that at all. Stay deaes,
it don't work like that at all. You know what
I mean? Like, out of one hundred thousand people, may
you be lucky if ten thousand stay and you just
want one You just want one percent. That's all you
need to That's all you want, just one percent. But
you know what, people go crazy when they hit the
percentages of the numbers and all that.
Speaker 1 (37:48):
Then my my Marketer market my podcast shout out to
d h R Man we're saying talk.
Speaker 2 (37:53):
He was like, Yo, damn bro, people fucking with you.
Speaker 1 (37:55):
Your ad just went through ten thousand people. You got
six percent click rate.
Speaker 2 (38:03):
I'm cool with that because he like that's good. Yeah,
it's good.
Speaker 1 (38:08):
That's six hundred people. I'm looking for the whole ten
thousand people, all ten thousand people. You're not going to
agree with the should I say, don't can't relate to
the shit I.
Speaker 2 (38:17):
Say, you probably can't really relate to them. For It's
what I'm.
Speaker 1 (38:20):
Saying, Why why is we holding space up for the
next people, the next set of people that got to
come in that really needs me.
Speaker 2 (38:27):
I don't know, bro, picking I'm doing in my community
right now. I'm working it be agreed sometimes too. It's
like people be wanting so many thousands and thousands and
thousands of people, but I'm like, listen, bro, I can
get My motto has always been this, If I can
get one hundred people to give me ten dollars, I
think I would be happy with that. Then I started
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playing the numbers game.
Speaker 1 (38:49):
Like my brother shout out to day that he said
something just for he like, Yo, you know I've been
on social media.
Speaker 2 (38:54):
I had to deactivate my page.
Speaker 1 (38:56):
I'm like, wow, he said, because I'm looking at other
peoples that I'm starting to get fucked up over it.
Speaker 2 (39:04):
I'm like, what you mean by that?
Speaker 1 (39:07):
I'm seeing people are cars and I don't have that,
or I don't have the money or I don't have this.
It's starting to bother me. Damn, I said, but you
could look at the Instagram page. Yeah you want this,
that the dirt. But can you tell if that person happy?
Speaker 2 (39:25):
He said no. I said, all right, then so you're happy? Right?
He's like yeah?
Speaker 1 (39:29):
I said you daydre right, You're like yeah. I said,
so why are you getting fucked up and bothered over it?
Speaker 2 (39:34):
For? I said, let me tell you something, bro. You
talked about you looking at it, people with benzes, you
had to bend, you crashed it. Whatever. That shit bothered you?
Speaker 3 (39:43):
This that of dore.
Speaker 1 (39:43):
I said, I didn't drive in thirteen years. How you
think I feel? He said, damn, perspective about that?
Speaker 2 (39:51):
He said, you feeding your daughter right now? Right?
Speaker 1 (39:54):
He said, yeah, I didn't see my son in thirteen years.
How do you think I felt about that?
Speaker 2 (40:00):
He said? Yeah? I said, And I'm on Instagram, Facebook
and everything else. It don't bother me, bro, I say,
you nigga, I can see you running up and down
the block with your daughter.
Speaker 1 (40:08):
I was supposed to be jealous of you because I
can't do it. Nah, I don't know.
Speaker 2 (40:14):
I'm gonna figure out how to do it.
Speaker 1 (40:16):
I'm gonna hold on to this game and I'm an
running time try to catch them.
Speaker 2 (40:20):
Nah. That shit motivates me. It don't discourage me. It
motivates me.
Speaker 1 (40:24):
He said, Damn, bro, you know what I'm about to
get my Facebook, my Instagram back.
Speaker 2 (40:29):
That's what I want to hear. Bro.
Speaker 1 (40:31):
People don't think about that because if I wasn't here,
who could?
Speaker 2 (40:37):
Who could?
Speaker 3 (40:37):
Who would have been chasing my son or telling my
son right from wrong?
Speaker 2 (40:42):
Nah?
Speaker 1 (40:42):
I start looking at the brighter side of things, like
the number one thing people do. We get caught up
in the things we don't have, getting caught up in
the things that would I don't know. I'm I'm happy
for what I got now. The people are around me,
around me because I want them around me. I'm happy
for that my life. If I want my life to
(41:04):
be better, guess what I gotta do. I gotta turn
this bitch up even more. I'm not moping old how like?
Speaker 3 (41:10):
Come on? If I was like that, I wouldn't be
on this council today.
Speaker 1 (41:16):
Damn Charlamagne getting paid horrible decisions, getting paid mayonhards though
forgetting get paid.
Speaker 2 (41:20):
H then they getting booked.
Speaker 1 (41:21):
Oh damn why is that damn well getting two hundred
views on his ships only at fifty that I don't know.
Speaker 2 (41:29):
I'm not comparing my.
Speaker 3 (41:30):
Life to nobody.
Speaker 2 (41:31):
Is blind poppy.
Speaker 1 (41:33):
Is blind poppy because the fifty people that's viewing it,
the people that's liking it, the people that's repurposing my
clips and all that, that's the people that really need it.
And guess what, it's a fifty fifty more out there
that's in Jersey. It's fifty more that's in Connecticut, it's
fifty more in North Carolina, South Carolina, pennsyl that coming
(41:53):
in to add to that fifty I got already that
really need this shit that I'm talking about. And before
you know what, I got our community, not my base,
and that that's gonna be the base that's gonna listen
to me talk. That's going that I'm motivating and I'm
gonna get where I wanted to.
Speaker 2 (42:11):
Be out in life. It's crazy like a lot of
the time in life, we know the hell, we just
don't know the win. It's because people don't know the win.
It's like niggas psyched himselves out. The game should never
happens overnight. And that's and That's what and that's why
a lot of people check out from the Hustle overnight. Listen,
this is the thing I told Alex wants. You know,
I was telling Alex about like my podcast and what
(42:31):
I wanted to do with it. He said, for you
to do what you're trying to do, it's probably gonna
take you four or five years. Are you Are you
willing to work for that? Are you willing to stand
the game that long? I mean, my thing is this,
four or five years from now, I'm still gonna be
living and breathing. I would hopefully at the end of
that four or five I got what I'm looking for
today versus just be there four or five years later
(42:54):
and no closer to can you imagine, be no closer
to the thing that you want to change life than
you was four or five years ago. That's what I'm saying.
I can't, I can't, that can't be me. So I'm
gonna work and.
Speaker 3 (43:07):
Then four years from now you sit in the same place.
Speaker 2 (43:10):
Damn. You can't blame nobody, but I mean you doing
something wrong. That's how you gotta look at it. Four
or five years, bro. You know how many days is
in the year like I.
Speaker 1 (43:18):
Said, I compliment my pets and the people that's around me.
When I see Billy doing his thing. When I was
at Billy Live show, and I'm like, damn, I ain't
wasn't jealous that I could do that shit too, Nah,
I said down.
Speaker 2 (43:32):
I was a student. I studied the game and what
he did, how the crowd reacted to it, is, how
he put it together, how he promoted it.
Speaker 3 (43:40):
All right.
Speaker 2 (43:41):
Cool? So now when I know what I'm dealing with mine,
I know how to how to move with it. Nah.
Speaker 1 (43:45):
I see Drill Faerry, I like, I'm I'm a student
to the podcast where I watch his ship. I watched Drill,
I watched Billy, I watched Decisions Decisions, I watched million
dollars worth a game.
Speaker 2 (43:56):
But now one time, I think I can do what
they do. Nah, I'm creating my own path. I'm doing
what I'm doing a learning and apply to your emotions.
Speaker 3 (44:04):
So that's what I'm trying to do.
Speaker 1 (44:05):
I don't come in here, memmi man cringing out, wallowing them,
you feel me coming in here, blah blah blah blah
blah blah.
Speaker 3 (44:14):
But now I see podcast.
Speaker 2 (44:15):
I don't do none of that I'm not doing nothing.
You don't be thinking you wallow, bro. You don't think
you was wallowed when you was coming from underneath the covers,
the covers and all that.
Speaker 1 (44:22):
Yo.
Speaker 2 (44:22):
You know, you know it's crazy. It's like like when
I really realized, like when you just.
Speaker 1 (44:28):
Regular faced up talking to people like this, the message
don't get it come across.
Speaker 2 (44:34):
You gotta find innovative ways.
Speaker 1 (44:36):
Like people catch the video and be like, what the
is wrong with this crazy nigga, But then when they
see the message, Damn, that ship he spoke was round
like I did. I did a video when I'm in
a push up for him down, I'm like, sometimes the
world may feel like it's on your back, but sometimes
you just gotta push and work hard you will come up.
Speaker 2 (44:57):
Somebody broke under red like damn content Reil.
Speaker 3 (45:02):
Hit that ship.
Speaker 2 (45:02):
Put it. They put it in their stories.
Speaker 1 (45:04):
So you like, if I would have said that ship
just standing up regular what he felt the same way,
probably would.
Speaker 2 (45:11):
Have skip past the video.
Speaker 1 (45:12):
But a person like this nigga is crazy nigga doing
under the covers this that Like I did a video
in the shower and I sat there and said, you
gotta Sometimes you gotta wash off the defeat.
Speaker 2 (45:22):
I'm in the shower with soap all or I gotta
you look nuts, bro, crazy, you're looking nuts.
Speaker 1 (45:28):
But that shit got mad views and likes. People hit
me up like yo, nah, bro Yo, that ship really
saved me. That shit helped me. Bro.
Speaker 3 (45:38):
I'm getting in the shower right now.
Speaker 1 (45:41):
I'm like, all right, cool. Now you see where it's
coming from. People like crazy shit, that's this. This is
social mediaever. Yeah, nobody ain't gonna listen to us be
talking like to stay in school yard, this, that and
the third.
Speaker 3 (45:54):
Nah.
Speaker 2 (45:55):
They want the nigga running up the block, run across
the street, the book bag on his back, and I
get the school. Got to get the belt about the ring.
Speaker 3 (46:02):
I can't be late. I'm missing ouledge.
Speaker 2 (46:04):
That's what they want. I'm gonna give it to them.
You know. It's it's tough, bro, because, like I said,
this is podcast I've been listening to lately. It's called
Grits and Eggs podcasts. And it's like Bro just sitting
behind like a computer desk. He got some some paintings
on the wall, some little pictures and shit got some
like some toys, but his shit booming right now he's
(46:24):
from Atlanta, and he like us, real nigga with it,
just real nigga with it, you know what I mean.
But his shit clicking like seventy thousand of a clip,
two hundred and thirty thousand a clip. His shit good, bro,
Like you know, you know what, nigga having a moment
when you seeing that shit a little bit too much,
to the point where I got people sending me his
shit like okay, you know what I'm saying, and like
(46:45):
the nigga just like giving it up. Just what you
talking about, bro. Everything he talked about culture, you talk
about like current events. But the thing is, it's like
the niggas smart, you know what I mean. The nigga smart.
He speaks with like you know, he knows some shit.
So like you know, he'll talk about like the government
and racism, and he'll talk about like he talked, he
talked about us in a way that's like filled with passion.
(47:07):
I'm gonna send you some shit. You can check it out.
It's it's it's it's some good ship. But my point being,
it's like you said, like nigga, don't want to hear
you just sitting here, you know, in this way straight up,
and it's like, man, that's one hundred percent truth for
the most part. But then they be these moments where
nigga like this, It's like, bro, the nigga just behind
the desk, bro.
Speaker 1 (47:25):
But then you gotta look at it too, the audience
he grabbing. I mean, why n let skip past that.
But the one that screwed on the phone. I feel
like my content will coming across a y N phone
quicker than his, and we both saying the same thing
and just be saying it in different We're doing it
(47:45):
in different ways.
Speaker 2 (47:46):
And like I really peeped that. It's like when they
was like.
Speaker 1 (47:53):
When while the first started doing his video, they're like, damn,
Whallo going crazy, telling Gilly yo, Whallo going crazy this,
and the third he was like, nah, like he said,
for a minute, he like, damn, it's this nigga really
going crazy. But he said, your cousin, don't give the
fuck what they say, cud keep doing you. Meek Mills
reposted it and before you know what, the world start
(48:15):
really knowing who Wallow really was. Now they going back
and they looking at his content and seeing where he
came from. I gave like the career that I'm shaping is.
I wouldn't say mimicking, but I'm pulling shit out from
Wallow money into mine.
Speaker 2 (48:34):
Yeah, for sure, twenty.
Speaker 1 (48:35):
Years and being in jail thirteen years of being blonde.
It's like we both have a story that.
Speaker 2 (48:41):
The word that's real. That's real, bro.
Speaker 1 (48:44):
I can't relate to being behind them jails twenty years,
that's real, bro, but he can't relate to being in
adult for thirteen. We both come from it. We both
walking across that bridge with a story. So it's like
I take little ships out and just seeing like how
he he tell his stories and different interviews, like ain't
gonna lie, I study him.
Speaker 2 (49:04):
I'm a student of Wallow real quick, bro, the nigga
downstairs for me to give him the bag? You want
to wrap up or you want me to go down,
come back up? What's up to? Let me see how
long we go? Yeah, all right, you can finish off
your point. Yeah, and we'll take it out ready. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (49:27):
So yeah, so I'm a student of Wallow.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
So like if you out there, man, it ain't nothing
wrong with taking the idol, locking in and setting them
there and being a student to be a better person.
Speaker 3 (49:40):
So this podcast is about leveling up. We gonna level
up for twenty twenty five, don't know New Year's Revolution
twenty twenty six. I'm a level up now, level up now, man,
thirteen years. I've been in the dark. On the twenty
first of this month, I'm leveling up. I'm touching the
people even more different than I ever did before, or
(50:01):
I'm putting the work.
Speaker 2 (50:03):
How we leveling up? Wolf Man? I just think, you know,
it's like it's crazy like the ship that people always
say you should do. It's it's kind of clicheed here,
but it's really true in the sense of for me,
I think that what I really need to do is
do with people always say you're supposed to do. Stay consistent,
Stay consistent.
Speaker 3 (50:22):
Don't get tricked over the views, don't get tricked over
the numbers.
Speaker 2 (50:25):
Yeah, just keep doing what you do. Yeah, lock in.
That's all that matters.
Speaker 1 (50:30):
Yeah, And that's and that's once you Once you get
that through your head, everything's gonna start falling in and
at your feet and like, damn, I work hard for this.
The minute you start looking at it like I only
got ten twenty views, Man, you want to stay stuck
because you you're chasing decision decisions.
Speaker 2 (50:48):
That God like twenty thousand views. So just stay consistent,
be yourself. Man. Where they can find you at wolf Man,
Wolf Taylor, Underscore, Wolf Taylor, Instagram. I'm on TikTok, I'm
on Twitter. I'm mom on everything. Man, shit's about to
get me back on Twitter. Yeah, listen Twitter. There's a
(51:10):
lot of info be going around on Twitter. It's a
lot of information, good and bad, you know what I mean. Definitely,
podcast is halfway podcast. I call it halfway up because
you never finished rising. And man, I'm just happy to
be here. Bro, Me and my man just got us
a drink.
Speaker 1 (51:24):
Bro feeling good, feeling nice, you know. And you know
where you can find me at Blinding I c NYC.
It don't matter how how that mountain is, you can climbent,
don't matter how deep that ocean is you can swim. It,
don't matter if that course is hard, you could finish it.
And if you feel like you don't got the motivation,
(51:44):
just turn on my podcast and I'm gonna help you
throw it. I am the official blonde stuff of See
Note you see how like I said, Cee, Note that
fobc Note Cee. Note the voice of the disables, and
we're out of here, out of here, piece
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