March 7, 2025 • 46 mins
Why the files haven't been released
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Speaker 1 (00:08):
Hello, Hello, Hello, and welcome back to Brainbow. Today on
the podcast, I thought I would talk about the sacred
whoreor archetype, and I'd done a part one on this
(00:31):
where I was reading from the Gnostic Scriptures, the Dead
Sea Scrolls. I I think, I when did I do that?
Just it was like a couple of months ago or so,
and it didn't get a lot of views. And I
think it's because of the title. So I should probably
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change the title of this, but for now, I'm just
want to keep it as it is because I wanted
to talk about the Epstein List and why it hasn't
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been released, and it's a bit of a touchy subject.
I don't know if you guys can recall. I don't
know how old you are, where country you're from, but
here in the United States. Back when Bill Clinton got
caught with Monica Lewinsky, who was she was? She was
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just like this young girl that was working for him.
She was really she admired him. You know how it
is with bosses. It's like it's a political sex could
be very political and power and all of that. So
Bill Clinton has this reputation of I don't want to
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I don't I don't want to downplay this at all.
But oh and also in the background, my son, he's nineteen,
and he he's watching TV while I'm doing this, and
so I got my dogs here. You may hear some
noises in the background. I'm not going to say anything
that I wouldn't say to him or to the average
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you know, eighteen nineteen year old person as well. I
actually I think that we should talk about se We should,
you know, in education, we should talk about sex sexuality,
not just in a sex said class where it's like, oh,
this is how you put out a condom and you
know all of that. But sex is much more than that.
There's this whole psychology to it. It's a really big
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part of all animals. And it shouldn't be something that
we we use to show morality because it really has
nothing like morality is right and wrong. So you can
make up an arbitrary rule like oh, don't say the
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word strong, and if you say the words strong then
that's bad. Then you can make that a bad word.
So a lot of these human constructs about morality cause neurosis,
and they could be that those types of rules are
used to control people because once you once you can
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control their instincts, then you you know, you domesticate them
and you become the master. So with sexuality, it's not
something that we can get rid of. And it doesn't
mean you're a bad person because you have sexual urges.
It's just it's a very natural thing. But the more
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it's repressed, the more isolated it is. It festers in
the darkness as recesses of the person's psychology, and they
think that it's bad, so then they attribute bad stuff
to it so that they kind of process the shame
of it, and that leads to perversions. And that's in
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all of that. So yeah, I mean, gosh, I could
talk about all this stuff for a long time, but
I want to. I want to. This is not like
a subject that is meant to be titillating either. It's
just like you know, biological function and psychological function and people.
So I thought I should talk about that before we
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talk about the whole Epstein list, because when when this
happened with Bill clin and Montica Lewinsky, and we had
we had information about what they're you know, like with
the cigar and just weird, sof like, I don't need
to know that I don't know why, Like, I don't
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think we should even be talking about that. And if
they had an open relationship, then that's kind of that's
just like their business. I don't think we should be
talking about people's sexuality. It's just weird. It's it's also
it's like praying in public kind of. It's like, I
don't know. That just seems weird to me too, It's like,
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why are you doing that? Like, I don't know, it's
just the whole thing seems kind of weird. But anyways,
so sex being used for political reasons is it's been
going on for a long time. That's such a general statement.
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It's been going on for you know, all the way
back to before we're even human. The higher I don't
know if you want to call it a higher intellect,
but the more manipulative primates will engage in that kind
of behavior with using sex just as a reward or
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bargaining tool or a bribe and forming alliances through that.
Even males and males they do. They use it to
show dominance and form alliances. With chimpanzees, they'll have it's
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a different style though. I was reading about these chimpanzees.
I was reading about these chimpanzees from Jane Goodall. She
was saying, how okay, So there's there's the alpha, and
the females are only supposed to be with the alpha,
and if anyone challenges the alpha, they have to go
on go find a new tribe they can't or they
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have to take over the other one. So a lot
of them they wind up leaving and forming new lines.
After adulthood or shortly after before adulthood, that's when they transitioned.
He could tell like who he has to look out
for and who's going to be loyal to him, and
he shows loyalty by I'm sorry. The reason my own
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laughing is because I'm thinking of that movie, the movie
where it was the gosh South Park creator's Team America
and the guy had to have sex with the older,
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the older gentleman, the leader. I don't know what he was.
He was a financier, I don't know. I mean, it
was a silly cartoon. It's hilarious. Alec Baldwin was in
nothing real Alec Baldwin, but someone who played was funny.
So yeah, so there's this whole thing, and because we've
kept this psychology hidden, it's given it more allure and
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also as a leverage and bargaining chip, and you know, blackmail, bribery,
all that, all that fun stuff that humans engage in. Naturally,
everybody does it. It's not just the elite, but people
you know that don't have a lot of money. They
you know, they engage in that kind of behavior too.
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Where do this for me or I'm gonna tell so
and so you did this, or just sleeping behind each
other's backs with each other. You know, once you sleep
with somebody in your work, you have a special alliance
with them. That's I mean, that's why all that stuff
is forbidden because it not everybody benefits from it, and
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a lot of it gives others unfair advantages. Where I
think I have this theory that that's how homosexuality became
illegal because you have these mentors or older men, and
then they take on these younger men and they set
them up for life, and anybody who opposes them, which
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unnaturally a lot all of the alphas will because like, okay,
so in the chimpanzee kingdom, you have the king alpha right,
and then he's got his best friend who's always like
right next to him, and he manages everybody like he
knows what's happening. The King kind of just sits in
one spot and doesn't like it's almost like osmosis, you know,
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he doesn't engage in a lot of behavior. He's like
he's off by himself most of the time. And his
best friend or the will be the one who's doing
all of this work. And then he'll have a best friend.
And the King watches them mostly to see how they are,
because he wants to make sure that the third friend
is like the personality of somebody who has no ambition,
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So like Seth McFarlane would make a great third guy,
and then like a second guy would be like Elon Musk,
and maybe when Elon Musk gets older, then he'll be
like the king. And then he would have a best friend.
And then that best friend would be like the silly
guy who is has a heart of gold but who
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showed but who is no competition or no threat. And
then that guy has all these friends because he's so
friendly and everyone likes him. So he has a really
good watch on all the males. Now, as soon as
he sees an adolescent come up, and if he gives
me just a sideways look like I could do better
than you. Oh that guy gets out, he has to go.
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They will they will fight, The mothers will bully that one.
You know, the females they would get they would get reprimen,
they would get treated worse if they show him attention,
so he would eventually have to leave. But okay, so
I uh, I was this one courtship stood out with me.
So the females are not allowed to be with these males,
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so they have to go hide. And then there was
this one case where this female ran off with the
male and for two weeks they left the group, and
Jane Goodall said she had never You know, she doesn't
see everything, but you know, from from what I gather,
it's a very rare occurrence where they'll go off and
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they'll they'll do that like have a honeymoon for two weeks,
because when they come back, he would have to leave,
she would get in trouble and her offspring would not
be set up for life, because the ones who are
most loyal get the most benefits. So she would have
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to go with him and join a new group, which
she already has these connections in this group, and she's
loyal to that alpha male. So she would have to
make a choice like that. Okay, so back to the
Epstein thing. Sex is political, and so all of these
people that have these notes on them like oh this
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person had sex, so so did this and did that. Well,
you know, some of them want to live regular lives
instead of you know, they go to fantasy island or
like a Vegas type of thing and they just want
to like have this sort of fling. And you know,
it's the atmosphere. It feels like the rules don't apply
to you and you're in a fantasy land and it's
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meant to be that way. It's meant to groom them,
to open them up, to stimulate them, to hitilate them,
and just tempt them. And the goal was to get
the most information on people. I believe that The Great
Gatsby was based on a character like this because they've
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been around for a long time too, where you have
these plants that are set up to create networks, but
also in these networks to weed out anybody who would
be a threat to make backhand deals, you know, conspiracy
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stuff where they conspire two make laws or you know,
get money funding from things that sort of so to
release it, everybody's in on it, like it wouldn't make
any It's like the Kraken. It's like if you use that,
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then you will destroy yourself too. Well at sometimes it's
like okay, well I'll destroy myself. Even so people have
to reach that point. And Trump was at that point,
and you know he was. If you look at the files,
you'll see his name is very clear, but a lot
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of the other stuff is blurred out or a lot
of the other names or the names will be like
female or just male. And so it's a lot of
it's already not logged correctly because it should be logged
in how much they weigh, their age and their full name,
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because the pilot has to have that information. And so
there's a lot of most of these names not in
the most maybe twenty five percent of these names are
not even they're just male or female. So it's not
being released. Trump is a He's already proving himself to
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be like sneaky with his deals because part of dealing
making a deal is being able to walk away from it.
If you could walk away from it and you're like, okay,
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I don't need it, then if they really need it,
they're going to be coming to you, and then you
have an upper hand. And it's not just him making deals,
but then there's all these other people around him that
he has to protect or shield, not like save them.
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But so some of the stuff I'm you know, I
remember I was watching TV and Kevin Spacey comes on.
He's like talking, He's saying how sorry he is, and
he just wants forgiveness. Like did that just really happen?
Can somebody fact check that? Is there a Kevin Spacey
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video where he's asking for forgiveness that he's not canceled
Because the reason why he got canceled is because a
lot there was all this information coming out about him
about really dirty raping of young boys and stuff, and
the stuff that's coming out against him. It's it's it's shocking,
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and I don't know how common this stuff is. So
I was gonna do a tarot reading. Now. I was
thinking a lot about tarot, and I was praying, God,
is it okay? Thank use taro? And and it is.
Christian scientists are not supposed to use divination. But God
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told me that it's like reading glasses for me. And
if you know, it would be ideal if you didn't
have to I'm not a practitioner, by the way, and
Christian science perhaps if you know, that's something you have
to do just to be a practitioner. But I'm not
that good where I don't need tools like I need
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this because it's just like I like using divination, even
dreams are divination, and so I I think the rule
of thumb is to not do it because it it
could be misused. But that you know, that depends if.
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I mean, I always ask God first and if he
doesn't want me to know, then he'll tell me and
then that's it. And I don't go against a will.
So okay, so I'm gonna do a live tral reading
about Epstein Files and I'll tell you guys why it
hasn't been released and if if it's good that it
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didn't get released, because I mean, do you really want
your kids listening to all this stuff? I mean, I
was probably eighteen when the lit Clinton thing came out,
and I was no, I was in high school. I
remember that. I was like, oh, this is just dirty,
Like none of us should have to hear this, like
these girls. You know, we're like seventeen at the time
and just hearing like where he put his cigar. It's like,
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I don't need to know that. I really don't, Like
you could just wrap it up really quick. I don't
need to see the dress with the semen all over it.
Like why that was all over the news all the time. Now,
imagine this epsteinc thing comes out and that's all you
see and all the kids are like, it's just freaking weird.
And then you gotta watch movies with these people. I
can't watch I can't watch Kevin Spacey movie. Oh yeah,
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So that's what his his apology was about. And I mean,
he's a good actor, but I was like, I don't know.
Maybe I'm gullible too, but I I think it's good
to forgive. It's like it's the worst thing you when
people do bad things like that, it has to be
very difficult to to feel bad about, and so it's
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most don't they shy away from it and they keep
avoiding it. But so when somebody does something bad and
they truly are sorry, and even if he's not sorry,
wouldn't that be just like it's kind of like that
that rain Man quality where it's like, even if it's
not true, it's like we need something to believe in
to believe in something even when you have nothing, because
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that gives you the bridge just to get to a
safer place where you have better options. So I feel
deep empathy for Kevin Spacey because I think, I think
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he did some things and he's eventually going to have
to come to terms with it. And I see a
lot of suffering, a lot of suffering that will come
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to people in order to teach them. Everything keeps repeating
in cycles. So even if you get away with it
in this life, you'll have another life and it will
be poetic justice. So let's ask for forgiveness because I'm
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sure everybody has faced something difficult in their lives and
perhaps it's poetic justice for us. And wouldn't we like
to not have to suffer? That is, if we've really learned.
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And I think that if you haven't learned, then you
don't suffer, And then you're just like this numb type
of psychopath who feels nothing and has really no free will,
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can't make his own choices. It's like being behind a
window pane or inside of a glass box looking out,
never fully engaging in the world or anywhere, but just
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being locked in your own body, where nobody really sees
you never really connect, and that is a hollow type
of existence that neither suffers or feels love. It's something
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that drives them to seek reassurance and comfort and sensual
pleasures in the world, and it's a tantalizing type of
hell where they're never satisfied. Now that may not sound
like hell at all. It's like, well, but you it's
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a tribal person living in a dirt poor area will
have more joy than that howl person. And just one
day of that joyful natural person who has full capacity
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of their humanity and has a direct connection with God,
they are truly blessed and they're not poor. But the
kind of world that we live in is run by
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the hollow men and the hollow women. They've spent many
cycles coming back and they've reached their end and they
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know it. There has been an end to the cycle
of kings. I did a tari reading before, and this
was to ask if RFK Junior would become president. And
what happened was in the tarot deck, there's seventy eight cards.
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I don't shuffle them, but I kind of move them
around in a meditative way, like you know how you
play with those or you meditate with those those balls,
those like metal balls. So I kind of do that
with my cards, and four of the kings just fell out.
It just flew out of the car, not flew out,
but it fell out of the car. The deck just
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four kings. Now normally I don't read like that because
I have this rule with myself that I have only
one card. If two cars fall out, I won't even
look at it. It has to be one card and
I count it. However it falls too. So so the
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vision was that all of the the whole cycle of kings,
the rulership is coming to an end. And then I
had a dream that he would that I was renovating
my house and it was an old historic house and
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up in the attic there was a balcony that had
fallen down and it needed repair. And then RFK Junior
came in in the fashion of a strong man that
knows how to fix things, is like kind of like
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a hero' is like, oh, you know how to do it,
nobody else can do it. And so then he comes
in and he's like got the tools and everything, and
he's gonna he's gonna fix up the balcony in the
attic and there's a long drop at the bottom, so okay,
he falls and he's hanging on like like Mufasa on
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the line case. And then we all like, there's like
a bunch of people in the house, so we all
ran down and we laid on top of each other
so that we could build this huge pile that went
up because we couldn't. We weren't strong enough to pick
him up by ourselves, you know, metaphorically, you know, we
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weren't as high as he was. So what happened was
all of us just laid on top of each other,
piled up, and then this little boy went was all
the way on the bottom. He was like the first one,
but none of us cared. We're like, we are not
going to let him get hurt, so we so. But
what happened was there was somebody bigger than everyone, bigger
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than him, bigger than all of us, and he went
to go grab him, but then RFK Junior was like, nope,
I got it, and he pulled himself up, and so
it was like we didn't have to do all that worrying,
none of us, And that told me that he was
going to be fine. Like he could handle it and
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he can take care of us, and he fixed the
house and he Yeah. So I I'm going to do
this tyrole reading on Epstein files. And the first question
I'm going to ask is does God want Epstein files
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to be released? Is it in God's will to release
the Epstein files? So I drew a card. A card
came out, and I always do another one for clarity
on this. WHOA. Okay, so I have the four of
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wands in reverse and that's fall by a five of
swords in reverse. Okay. God does not want there to
be deception. However, he doesn't want to upset the home.
He doesn't want to upset homes. Number four represents endings, completions, cycles,
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ending and also the home the coming home victory, and
so there will be no victory by releasing these files.
And so God does not want to do that, and
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he also does not want there to be trickery and deception,
and so we're being left out to protect us from
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this fight where winning at all costs leads to no
gain or gains that are not worth it. So let
it be what it is, a leveraging tool or just
something in the past for now, because they can seal
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records for thirty years and decide through a meeting, if
a secret meeting, that they don't have to tell us
about where this would be like covert operations in the CIA,
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and they have to move through all this stuff, like
why are we doing this? Does the public have a
right to know? Will more harm than good come from this?
That sort of thing. It's not just about corruption in general.
If there's something else to this, okay, So I'm just
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gonna do ask another question. Do you guys have any
questions you would you would ask me, like about the
Epstein files. Oh, if you want to know the reason
why why they hide this? Look up Edward Burnet's Sigmund
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Freud cousin wrote extensively on the sex instinct and how
you could control a whole population by controlling their sexual drives.
So what do I think about this? I think it's
so stupid. It's like we have okay, there is an
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end to all of this abuse, this power abuse, the corruption.
It ended, okay, but now there's a cleanup of like
how are we going to manage this going forward? And
right now the consensus is full transparency. Let's have full
transparency and see how the public response to it, like
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we you know, we could do this. We can have
access to lots of information and make our own choices
like big boys and girls. And then there are some
that just are clinging to them the manipulation. But it's
gonna They're going to realize, like that's it's not gonna work.
It's like you can It's like trying to tell a
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child that Santa Claus exists when they are thirteen years old.
You know, they may want to believe it, but they're
You're not gonna be able to fool them for that
much longer. So full transparency is going to be a
great thing. I you know, you guys are gonna probably
think that I'm weird, but and you may not trust me.
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I don't care if you think I'm weird, but I hope.
I mean, I know a lot of people lose their
trust to meet when I tell them that I'm in
full support of mind reading, not just surveillance of our
you know, of our online activity or physical surveillance, because
the government has the right to We voted on this
because remember when the terrorists thing came out at nine
to eleven, Everyone's like, well, if you have nothing to hide.
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They were trying to find a terrorist at home, and
then what they wound up doing is using that technology.
And they did it to me. They do it all
the people that are supporting dissenting views, conspiracy theorists and
you know, all that stuff. They targeted all of us.
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And and so with that same poetic justice, I would
like to have full transparency when it comes to telepathy
and looking into the records, the digital forensics, which is
like DNA, we could tell what somebody did throughout, you know,
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since the beginning of the Internet. With digital forensics, if
they really wanted, you know, if somebody really wanted to
figure that out, they could follow you around each time
you changed all the way back to hot mail, your
hot mail account, what did you do? So okay, if
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we did have full transparency, we would be able to
tell exactly what doctors are doing in the hospitals when
records get altered or deleted, what patients are saying, and
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has anything been censored so that they could hide side
effects and that sort of thing. That's the main reason
why I would like to have full transparency. And it's
not just in the hospitals, but in every corporation, it
would be there. It would just be like a surveillance
camera in the background. In court now they have surveillance
cameras and you can request your trial that's been recorded.
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You know, it has well like a two year window,
but you're allowed to record in court now because it's
already being recorded and people are you know, I mean,
depending on your state, if you suspect reasonably suspect that
somebody is setting you up, trying to harm you, trying
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to break the law, try to violate your rights and
break the law in some way, you have a right
to record them without their consent. I think that it
should be like this everywhere all the time, and I
am full support of if somebody instead of a lie
detector test, let's give them a telepathy test. Okay, we
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may not be there, but it's very very soon where
we'll be able to do a telepathy test, and it's
way better than a lie detector. So imagine having Hillary
Clinton take one of these telepathy tests, and you'd have
to reveal everything to the public, what she lied about,
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and what kind of justice would be suitable for the crimes.
One by one, we'd have to go through this kind
of stuff. Where does it begin? I mean it would
have to begin with one person at a time. So
there is going to be like some information that's released,
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but it's going to be released in a way where
it's like not not everybody all at once. It's just
too much. And it's kind of like that, Okay, let me,
let me ask another whoa whoa whoa? Okay, all right.
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So I was watching this documentary and quantum mechanics, and
you know that that line that Einstein said God doesn't
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play dice. Well, in this movie they're talking about that
and they had this like analogy of how quantum mechanics
works is like if there was this wizard who played cards,
and then you sat there playing cards with them, and
he would put down like all these cars and then
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no matter what card you know, how like higher or
lower what card you whatever card you would play, him
was already predetermined. It's kind of like, well predetermination, So
everything's been predetermined, and there's multiple realities like that where
things are predetermined, and so it's like how you look
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at it, that's the one that comes out. I don't
know if I believe that, though I think that there's
the highest God and he sets it all up. But
I don't want to get into that right now. I mean,
who knows. I mean maybe there are people that have
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that kind of magnetism where they could do that, but
I think even that is already been allowed by God
and designed. So even though they think they're creating and
cheating the system, God actually had that planned a long
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time ago. Okay, as far as the files go, like
what other questions should I ask? I was sitting here
and the Night of Swords came out, and it came
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out like like whoa, I gotta get out, you know,
just broke its way out, and it's upside down and reverse.
So the Night of Swords is someone who's very like
brash and rushes into things and charges at full force,
very intellectual, fighting for truth. He's ambitious and will go
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get her. A lot of it has to do with
just the courage comes from doing what's right, and he's
not fully like he's right before the night comes before
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the the queen and the king, and so it's it's
it's a really good card. When it's upright, that shows
you know, sheer will determination, will conquer. And when it's
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in reverse, it means that this type of energy won't work.
There has to be like a different approach. So releasing
the files would require like what kind of approach or
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if any, will it ever be released? And what kind
of approach should it take? Or should we not trust
the new administration? And are they just complicit in at all?
WHOA Okay, the Night of Cups appears upright, and this
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is he comes. He has much more diplomacy, He comes
offering respect in honor. He has no agenda other than
he's let more of like. So the Page of Cups
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would be the messenger, the creative, playful one who is
just like a sweet figure who is friendly and does
no harm. So the Night of Cups is a more
mature version of that. And he's crossing a stream where
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he's bringing gifts and messages and these aren't just these
are important messages. He has the Hermes wings on his helmet.
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Am I still recording? Even? Jeez? You know sometimes in
my car when I'm driving, I'll be driving right and
then yeah it's still going. Yeah. I was like, I'll
have my my goot, my my map thing on, you know,
(42:26):
Oh I can't even think, okay the directions, and then
I'll just be driving and then I'm like, what the
hell my phone freaking turned off and she stopped giving
me directions and I'm like in La la land, daydreaming
and stuff. So okay, yeah I'm still here. You're still here.
So the Night of Cups bringing messages, Okay, So that means, yes,
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it will come out eventually, but it's gonna be in
a more great, a graceful way where it will it
will be the messages will be given at a crossroads
almost where the information will flow steadily without being flashy,
(43:24):
you know, you know, sometimes they come out with the
news it's like, oh there's been this like puffer fish
who has been known to do It's gonna be like that.
It's just gonna be like this ongoing stream of a
lot of it is gonna be like who cares? I
don't know that person, so what, And it's it's just
gonna be like like why do we need to know this?
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Like even like why do we need to know who's
having sex with? Like I don't even know the details
of the Monicolowinsky thing and all that. So it's gonna
be like that. And it's not because there's the people
that are complicit and they're all like evil, blood drinking,
(44:06):
sexual devans. It's kind of like it was. It was
just like the whole thing is distasteful and the same
to minimize it. And people in gangs they kill each other.
That's what gang members do. They kill each other, and
wars people kill each other. Now to the general public,
(44:28):
like it's shocking because it's like, yeah, murder is supposed
to be wrong, right, Like murder is wrong, and they're
all desensitized and they have this different reality that they're
living in where it's like they think they're above a lot,
and it's just like, yeah, I'm glad I'm not part
(44:49):
of it. It's just gross, But that's that's what the
lifestyle is. I remember my cousin Pudgy, when I found
out that he died the way he died. It was
the same way that oh, jeez, what's that lady's name,
Anne Hesh who died in the car, and you know,
(45:10):
she comes out of the body bag and then they
shove her back in Like I was just thinking she
was part of some kind of organized crime thing to
for that to happen and have all these people around
to act that way, like it's just like if you're
if you're a thug living in Chicago and you know
people are dealing in drugs and someone winds up dead,
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it's it's like, yeah, that's that's like you live by
the sword, you die by the sword type of thing
again with the Knight of Swords. Live by the sword,
Die by the sword is a number reverse. That's that's
what that shows too. So they're all gonna face their karma.
I mean, this is the this is the age of
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the karmic cycle just beginning. We have like a thousand
more years of this folks of karma, and it will continue.
So it's not like going backward. It's never We're never
going back the way we were. We're going to go
forward so so much that we are going to forget
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who we were as a species, Like we're going to
have so much of a change that it's going to
be they're they're the new. The new people are not
going to understand us. They're gonna be like, wow, these
people are really weird and just primitive. So okay, I
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guess that's it for today. Thank you so much for
joining me again on Rainbow, and I hope to see
you next time.
Hello, Hello, Hello, and welcome back to Brainbow. Today on
the podcast, I thought I would talk about the sacred
whoreor archetype, and I'd done a part one on this
(00:31):
where I was reading from the Gnostic Scriptures, the Dead
Sea Scrolls. I I think, I when did I do that?
Just it was like a couple of months ago or so,
and it didn't get a lot of views. And I
think it's because of the title. So I should probably
(00:54):
change the title of this, but for now, I'm just
want to keep it as it is because I wanted
to talk about the Epstein List and why it hasn't
(01:16):
been released, and it's a bit of a touchy subject.
I don't know if you guys can recall. I don't
know how old you are, where country you're from, but
here in the United States. Back when Bill Clinton got
caught with Monica Lewinsky, who was she was? She was
(01:37):
just like this young girl that was working for him.
She was really she admired him. You know how it
is with bosses. It's like it's a political sex could
be very political and power and all of that. So
Bill Clinton has this reputation of I don't want to
(01:59):
I don't I don't want to downplay this at all.
But oh and also in the background, my son, he's nineteen,
and he he's watching TV while I'm doing this, and
so I got my dogs here. You may hear some
noises in the background. I'm not going to say anything
that I wouldn't say to him or to the average
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you know, eighteen nineteen year old person as well. I
actually I think that we should talk about se We should,
you know, in education, we should talk about sex sexuality,
not just in a sex said class where it's like, oh,
this is how you put out a condom and you
know all of that. But sex is much more than that.
There's this whole psychology to it. It's a really big
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part of all animals. And it shouldn't be something that
we we use to show morality because it really has
nothing like morality is right and wrong. So you can
make up an arbitrary rule like oh, don't say the
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word strong, and if you say the words strong then
that's bad. Then you can make that a bad word.
So a lot of these human constructs about morality cause neurosis,
and they could be that those types of rules are
used to control people because once you once you can
(03:28):
control their instincts, then you you know, you domesticate them
and you become the master. So with sexuality, it's not
something that we can get rid of. And it doesn't
mean you're a bad person because you have sexual urges.
It's just it's a very natural thing. But the more
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it's repressed, the more isolated it is. It festers in
the darkness as recesses of the person's psychology, and they
think that it's bad, so then they attribute bad stuff
to it so that they kind of process the shame
of it, and that leads to perversions. And that's in
(04:16):
all of that. So yeah, I mean, gosh, I could
talk about all this stuff for a long time, but
I want to. I want to. This is not like
a subject that is meant to be titillating either. It's
just like you know, biological function and psychological function and people.
So I thought I should talk about that before we
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talk about the whole Epstein list, because when when this
happened with Bill clin and Montica Lewinsky, and we had
we had information about what they're you know, like with
the cigar and just weird, sof like, I don't need
to know that I don't know why, Like, I don't
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think we should even be talking about that. And if
they had an open relationship, then that's kind of that's
just like their business. I don't think we should be
talking about people's sexuality. It's just weird. It's it's also
it's like praying in public kind of. It's like, I
don't know. That just seems weird to me too, It's like,
(05:24):
why are you doing that? Like, I don't know, it's
just the whole thing seems kind of weird. But anyways,
so sex being used for political reasons is it's been
going on for a long time. That's such a general statement.
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It's been going on for you know, all the way
back to before we're even human. The higher I don't
know if you want to call it a higher intellect,
but the more manipulative primates will engage in that kind
of behavior with using sex just as a reward or
(06:09):
bargaining tool or a bribe and forming alliances through that.
Even males and males they do. They use it to
show dominance and form alliances. With chimpanzees, they'll have it's
(06:33):
a different style though. I was reading about these chimpanzees.
I was reading about these chimpanzees from Jane Goodall. She
was saying, how okay, So there's there's the alpha, and
the females are only supposed to be with the alpha,
and if anyone challenges the alpha, they have to go
on go find a new tribe they can't or they
(06:55):
have to take over the other one. So a lot
of them they wind up leaving and forming new lines.
After adulthood or shortly after before adulthood, that's when they transitioned.
He could tell like who he has to look out
for and who's going to be loyal to him, and
he shows loyalty by I'm sorry. The reason my own
(07:15):
laughing is because I'm thinking of that movie, the movie
where it was the gosh South Park creator's Team America
and the guy had to have sex with the older,
(07:37):
the older gentleman, the leader. I don't know what he was.
He was a financier, I don't know. I mean, it
was a silly cartoon. It's hilarious. Alec Baldwin was in
nothing real Alec Baldwin, but someone who played was funny.
So yeah, so there's this whole thing, and because we've
kept this psychology hidden, it's given it more allure and
(08:02):
also as a leverage and bargaining chip, and you know, blackmail, bribery,
all that, all that fun stuff that humans engage in. Naturally,
everybody does it. It's not just the elite, but people
you know that don't have a lot of money. They
you know, they engage in that kind of behavior too.
(08:23):
Where do this for me or I'm gonna tell so
and so you did this, or just sleeping behind each
other's backs with each other. You know, once you sleep
with somebody in your work, you have a special alliance
with them. That's I mean, that's why all that stuff
is forbidden because it not everybody benefits from it, and
(08:47):
a lot of it gives others unfair advantages. Where I
think I have this theory that that's how homosexuality became
illegal because you have these mentors or older men, and
then they take on these younger men and they set
them up for life, and anybody who opposes them, which
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unnaturally a lot all of the alphas will because like, okay,
so in the chimpanzee kingdom, you have the king alpha right,
and then he's got his best friend who's always like
right next to him, and he manages everybody like he
knows what's happening. The King kind of just sits in
one spot and doesn't like it's almost like osmosis, you know,
(09:31):
he doesn't engage in a lot of behavior. He's like
he's off by himself most of the time. And his
best friend or the will be the one who's doing
all of this work. And then he'll have a best friend.
And the King watches them mostly to see how they are,
because he wants to make sure that the third friend
is like the personality of somebody who has no ambition,
(10:02):
So like Seth McFarlane would make a great third guy,
and then like a second guy would be like Elon Musk,
and maybe when Elon Musk gets older, then he'll be
like the king. And then he would have a best friend.
And then that best friend would be like the silly
guy who is has a heart of gold but who
(10:23):
showed but who is no competition or no threat. And
then that guy has all these friends because he's so
friendly and everyone likes him. So he has a really
good watch on all the males. Now, as soon as
he sees an adolescent come up, and if he gives
me just a sideways look like I could do better
than you. Oh that guy gets out, he has to go.
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They will they will fight, The mothers will bully that one.
You know, the females they would get they would get reprimen,
they would get treated worse if they show him attention,
so he would eventually have to leave. But okay, so
I uh, I was this one courtship stood out with me.
So the females are not allowed to be with these males,
(11:05):
so they have to go hide. And then there was
this one case where this female ran off with the
male and for two weeks they left the group, and
Jane Goodall said she had never You know, she doesn't
see everything, but you know, from from what I gather,
it's a very rare occurrence where they'll go off and
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they'll they'll do that like have a honeymoon for two weeks,
because when they come back, he would have to leave,
she would get in trouble and her offspring would not
be set up for life, because the ones who are
most loyal get the most benefits. So she would have
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to go with him and join a new group, which
she already has these connections in this group, and she's
loyal to that alpha male. So she would have to
make a choice like that. Okay, so back to the
Epstein thing. Sex is political, and so all of these
people that have these notes on them like oh this
(12:08):
person had sex, so so did this and did that. Well,
you know, some of them want to live regular lives
instead of you know, they go to fantasy island or
like a Vegas type of thing and they just want
to like have this sort of fling. And you know,
it's the atmosphere. It feels like the rules don't apply
to you and you're in a fantasy land and it's
(12:31):
meant to be that way. It's meant to groom them,
to open them up, to stimulate them, to hitilate them,
and just tempt them. And the goal was to get
the most information on people. I believe that The Great
Gatsby was based on a character like this because they've
(12:51):
been around for a long time too, where you have
these plants that are set up to create networks, but
also in these networks to weed out anybody who would
be a threat to make backhand deals, you know, conspiracy
(13:13):
stuff where they conspire two make laws or you know,
get money funding from things that sort of so to
release it, everybody's in on it, like it wouldn't make
any It's like the Kraken. It's like if you use that,
(13:35):
then you will destroy yourself too. Well at sometimes it's
like okay, well I'll destroy myself. Even so people have
to reach that point. And Trump was at that point,
and you know he was. If you look at the files,
you'll see his name is very clear, but a lot
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of the other stuff is blurred out or a lot
of the other names or the names will be like
female or just male. And so it's a lot of
it's already not logged correctly because it should be logged
in how much they weigh, their age and their full name,
(14:20):
because the pilot has to have that information. And so
there's a lot of most of these names not in
the most maybe twenty five percent of these names are
not even they're just male or female. So it's not
being released. Trump is a He's already proving himself to
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be like sneaky with his deals because part of dealing
making a deal is being able to walk away from it.
If you could walk away from it and you're like, okay,
(15:01):
I don't need it, then if they really need it,
they're going to be coming to you, and then you
have an upper hand. And it's not just him making deals,
but then there's all these other people around him that
he has to protect or shield, not like save them.
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But so some of the stuff I'm you know, I
remember I was watching TV and Kevin Spacey comes on.
He's like talking, He's saying how sorry he is, and
he just wants forgiveness. Like did that just really happen?
Can somebody fact check that? Is there a Kevin Spacey
(15:43):
video where he's asking for forgiveness that he's not canceled
Because the reason why he got canceled is because a
lot there was all this information coming out about him
about really dirty raping of young boys and stuff, and
the stuff that's coming out against him. It's it's it's shocking,
(16:17):
and I don't know how common this stuff is. So
I was gonna do a tarot reading. Now. I was
thinking a lot about tarot, and I was praying, God,
is it okay? Thank use taro? And and it is.
Christian scientists are not supposed to use divination. But God
(16:39):
told me that it's like reading glasses for me. And
if you know, it would be ideal if you didn't
have to I'm not a practitioner, by the way, and
Christian science perhaps if you know, that's something you have
to do just to be a practitioner. But I'm not
that good where I don't need tools like I need
(17:00):
this because it's just like I like using divination, even
dreams are divination, and so I I think the rule
of thumb is to not do it because it it
could be misused. But that you know, that depends if.
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I mean, I always ask God first and if he
doesn't want me to know, then he'll tell me and
then that's it. And I don't go against a will.
So okay, so I'm gonna do a live tral reading
about Epstein Files and I'll tell you guys why it
hasn't been released and if if it's good that it
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didn't get released, because I mean, do you really want
your kids listening to all this stuff? I mean, I
was probably eighteen when the lit Clinton thing came out,
and I was no, I was in high school. I
remember that. I was like, oh, this is just dirty,
Like none of us should have to hear this, like
these girls. You know, we're like seventeen at the time
and just hearing like where he put his cigar. It's like,
(18:06):
I don't need to know that. I really don't, Like
you could just wrap it up really quick. I don't
need to see the dress with the semen all over it.
Like why that was all over the news all the time. Now,
imagine this epsteinc thing comes out and that's all you
see and all the kids are like, it's just freaking weird.
And then you gotta watch movies with these people. I
can't watch I can't watch Kevin Spacey movie. Oh yeah,
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So that's what his his apology was about. And I mean,
he's a good actor, but I was like, I don't know.
Maybe I'm gullible too, but I I think it's good
to forgive. It's like it's the worst thing you when
people do bad things like that, it has to be
very difficult to to feel bad about, and so it's
(18:51):
most don't they shy away from it and they keep
avoiding it. But so when somebody does something bad and
they truly are sorry, and even if he's not sorry,
wouldn't that be just like it's kind of like that
that rain Man quality where it's like, even if it's
not true, it's like we need something to believe in
to believe in something even when you have nothing, because
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that gives you the bridge just to get to a
safer place where you have better options. So I feel
deep empathy for Kevin Spacey because I think, I think
(19:45):
he did some things and he's eventually going to have
to come to terms with it. And I see a
lot of suffering, a lot of suffering that will come
(20:06):
to people in order to teach them. Everything keeps repeating
in cycles. So even if you get away with it
in this life, you'll have another life and it will
be poetic justice. So let's ask for forgiveness because I'm
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sure everybody has faced something difficult in their lives and
perhaps it's poetic justice for us. And wouldn't we like
to not have to suffer? That is, if we've really learned.
(20:52):
And I think that if you haven't learned, then you
don't suffer, And then you're just like this numb type
of psychopath who feels nothing and has really no free will,
(21:15):
can't make his own choices. It's like being behind a
window pane or inside of a glass box looking out,
never fully engaging in the world or anywhere, but just
(21:37):
being locked in your own body, where nobody really sees
you never really connect, and that is a hollow type
of existence that neither suffers or feels love. It's something
(22:08):
that drives them to seek reassurance and comfort and sensual
pleasures in the world, and it's a tantalizing type of
hell where they're never satisfied. Now that may not sound
like hell at all. It's like, well, but you it's
(22:40):
a tribal person living in a dirt poor area will
have more joy than that howl person. And just one
day of that joyful natural person who has full capacity
(23:03):
of their humanity and has a direct connection with God,
they are truly blessed and they're not poor. But the
kind of world that we live in is run by
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the hollow men and the hollow women. They've spent many
cycles coming back and they've reached their end and they
(23:47):
know it. There has been an end to the cycle
of kings. I did a tari reading before, and this
was to ask if RFK Junior would become president. And
what happened was in the tarot deck, there's seventy eight cards.
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I don't shuffle them, but I kind of move them
around in a meditative way, like you know how you
play with those or you meditate with those those balls,
those like metal balls. So I kind of do that
with my cards, and four of the kings just fell out.
It just flew out of the car, not flew out,
but it fell out of the car. The deck just
(24:31):
four kings. Now normally I don't read like that because
I have this rule with myself that I have only
one card. If two cars fall out, I won't even
look at it. It has to be one card and
I count it. However it falls too. So so the
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vision was that all of the the whole cycle of kings,
the rulership is coming to an end. And then I
had a dream that he would that I was renovating
my house and it was an old historic house and
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up in the attic there was a balcony that had
fallen down and it needed repair. And then RFK Junior
came in in the fashion of a strong man that
knows how to fix things, is like kind of like
(25:36):
a hero' is like, oh, you know how to do it,
nobody else can do it. And so then he comes
in and he's like got the tools and everything, and
he's gonna he's gonna fix up the balcony in the
attic and there's a long drop at the bottom, so okay,
he falls and he's hanging on like like Mufasa on
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the line case. And then we all like, there's like
a bunch of people in the house, so we all
ran down and we laid on top of each other
so that we could build this huge pile that went
up because we couldn't. We weren't strong enough to pick
him up by ourselves, you know, metaphorically, you know, we
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weren't as high as he was. So what happened was
all of us just laid on top of each other,
piled up, and then this little boy went was all
the way on the bottom. He was like the first one,
but none of us cared. We're like, we are not
going to let him get hurt, so we so. But
what happened was there was somebody bigger than everyone, bigger
(26:46):
than him, bigger than all of us, and he went
to go grab him, but then RFK Junior was like, nope,
I got it, and he pulled himself up, and so
it was like we didn't have to do all that worrying,
none of us, And that told me that he was
going to be fine. Like he could handle it and
(27:09):
he can take care of us, and he fixed the
house and he Yeah. So I I'm going to do
this tyrole reading on Epstein files. And the first question
I'm going to ask is does God want Epstein files
(27:35):
to be released? Is it in God's will to release
the Epstein files? So I drew a card. A card
came out, and I always do another one for clarity
on this. WHOA. Okay, so I have the four of
(27:56):
wands in reverse and that's fall by a five of
swords in reverse. Okay. God does not want there to
be deception. However, he doesn't want to upset the home.
He doesn't want to upset homes. Number four represents endings, completions, cycles,
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ending and also the home the coming home victory, and
so there will be no victory by releasing these files.
And so God does not want to do that, and
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he also does not want there to be trickery and deception,
and so we're being left out to protect us from
(29:10):
this fight where winning at all costs leads to no
gain or gains that are not worth it. So let
it be what it is, a leveraging tool or just
something in the past for now, because they can seal
(29:37):
records for thirty years and decide through a meeting, if
a secret meeting, that they don't have to tell us
about where this would be like covert operations in the CIA,
(30:03):
and they have to move through all this stuff, like
why are we doing this? Does the public have a
right to know? Will more harm than good come from this?
That sort of thing. It's not just about corruption in general.
If there's something else to this, okay, So I'm just
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gonna do ask another question. Do you guys have any
questions you would you would ask me, like about the
Epstein files. Oh, if you want to know the reason
why why they hide this? Look up Edward Burnet's Sigmund
(30:59):
Freud cousin wrote extensively on the sex instinct and how
you could control a whole population by controlling their sexual drives.
So what do I think about this? I think it's
so stupid. It's like we have okay, there is an
(31:24):
end to all of this abuse, this power abuse, the corruption.
It ended, okay, but now there's a cleanup of like
how are we going to manage this going forward? And
right now the consensus is full transparency. Let's have full
transparency and see how the public response to it, like
(31:47):
we you know, we could do this. We can have
access to lots of information and make our own choices
like big boys and girls. And then there are some
that just are clinging to them the manipulation. But it's
gonna They're going to realize, like that's it's not gonna work.
It's like you can It's like trying to tell a
(32:10):
child that Santa Claus exists when they are thirteen years old.
You know, they may want to believe it, but they're
You're not gonna be able to fool them for that
much longer. So full transparency is going to be a
great thing. I you know, you guys are gonna probably
think that I'm weird, but and you may not trust me.
(32:35):
I don't care if you think I'm weird, but I hope.
I mean, I know a lot of people lose their
trust to meet when I tell them that I'm in
full support of mind reading, not just surveillance of our
you know, of our online activity or physical surveillance, because
the government has the right to We voted on this
because remember when the terrorists thing came out at nine
to eleven, Everyone's like, well, if you have nothing to hide.
(32:57):
They were trying to find a terrorist at home, and
then what they wound up doing is using that technology.
And they did it to me. They do it all
the people that are supporting dissenting views, conspiracy theorists and
you know, all that stuff. They targeted all of us.
(33:17):
And and so with that same poetic justice, I would
like to have full transparency when it comes to telepathy
and looking into the records, the digital forensics, which is
like DNA, we could tell what somebody did throughout, you know,
(33:39):
since the beginning of the Internet. With digital forensics, if
they really wanted, you know, if somebody really wanted to
figure that out, they could follow you around each time
you changed all the way back to hot mail, your
hot mail account, what did you do? So okay, if
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we did have full transparency, we would be able to
tell exactly what doctors are doing in the hospitals when
records get altered or deleted, what patients are saying, and
(34:28):
has anything been censored so that they could hide side
effects and that sort of thing. That's the main reason
why I would like to have full transparency. And it's
not just in the hospitals, but in every corporation, it
would be there. It would just be like a surveillance
camera in the background. In court now they have surveillance
cameras and you can request your trial that's been recorded.
(34:54):
You know, it has well like a two year window,
but you're allowed to record in court now because it's
already being recorded and people are you know, I mean,
depending on your state, if you suspect reasonably suspect that
somebody is setting you up, trying to harm you, trying
(35:15):
to break the law, try to violate your rights and
break the law in some way, you have a right
to record them without their consent. I think that it
should be like this everywhere all the time, and I
am full support of if somebody instead of a lie
detector test, let's give them a telepathy test. Okay, we
(35:36):
may not be there, but it's very very soon where
we'll be able to do a telepathy test, and it's
way better than a lie detector. So imagine having Hillary
Clinton take one of these telepathy tests, and you'd have
to reveal everything to the public, what she lied about,
(36:00):
and what kind of justice would be suitable for the crimes.
One by one, we'd have to go through this kind
of stuff. Where does it begin? I mean it would
have to begin with one person at a time. So
there is going to be like some information that's released,
(36:23):
but it's going to be released in a way where
it's like not not everybody all at once. It's just
too much. And it's kind of like that, Okay, let me,
let me ask another whoa whoa whoa? Okay, all right.
(36:46):
So I was watching this documentary and quantum mechanics, and
you know that that line that Einstein said God doesn't
(37:08):
play dice. Well, in this movie they're talking about that
and they had this like analogy of how quantum mechanics
works is like if there was this wizard who played cards,
and then you sat there playing cards with them, and
he would put down like all these cars and then
(37:31):
no matter what card you know, how like higher or
lower what card you whatever card you would play, him
was already predetermined. It's kind of like, well predetermination, So
everything's been predetermined, and there's multiple realities like that where
things are predetermined, and so it's like how you look
(37:52):
at it, that's the one that comes out. I don't
know if I believe that, though I think that there's
the highest God and he sets it all up. But
I don't want to get into that right now. I mean,
who knows. I mean maybe there are people that have
(38:12):
that kind of magnetism where they could do that, but
I think even that is already been allowed by God
and designed. So even though they think they're creating and
cheating the system, God actually had that planned a long
(38:35):
time ago. Okay, as far as the files go, like
what other questions should I ask? I was sitting here
and the Night of Swords came out, and it came
(38:56):
out like like whoa, I gotta get out, you know,
just broke its way out, and it's upside down and reverse.
So the Night of Swords is someone who's very like
brash and rushes into things and charges at full force,
very intellectual, fighting for truth. He's ambitious and will go
(39:21):
get her. A lot of it has to do with
just the courage comes from doing what's right, and he's
not fully like he's right before the night comes before
(39:42):
the the queen and the king, and so it's it's
it's a really good card. When it's upright, that shows
you know, sheer will determination, will conquer. And when it's
(40:07):
in reverse, it means that this type of energy won't work.
There has to be like a different approach. So releasing
the files would require like what kind of approach or
(40:28):
if any, will it ever be released? And what kind
of approach should it take? Or should we not trust
the new administration? And are they just complicit in at all?
WHOA Okay, the Night of Cups appears upright, and this
(40:54):
is he comes. He has much more diplomacy, He comes
offering respect in honor. He has no agenda other than
he's let more of like. So the Page of Cups
(41:15):
would be the messenger, the creative, playful one who is
just like a sweet figure who is friendly and does
no harm. So the Night of Cups is a more
mature version of that. And he's crossing a stream where
(41:43):
he's bringing gifts and messages and these aren't just these
are important messages. He has the Hermes wings on his helmet.
(42:04):
Am I still recording? Even? Jeez? You know sometimes in
my car when I'm driving, I'll be driving right and
then yeah it's still going. Yeah. I was like, I'll
have my my goot, my my map thing on, you know,
(42:26):
Oh I can't even think, okay the directions, and then
I'll just be driving and then I'm like, what the
hell my phone freaking turned off and she stopped giving
me directions and I'm like in La la land, daydreaming
and stuff. So okay, yeah I'm still here. You're still here.
So the Night of Cups bringing messages, Okay, So that means, yes,
(42:49):
it will come out eventually, but it's gonna be in
a more great, a graceful way where it will it
will be the messages will be given at a crossroads
almost where the information will flow steadily without being flashy,
(43:24):
you know, you know, sometimes they come out with the
news it's like, oh there's been this like puffer fish
who has been known to do It's gonna be like that.
It's just gonna be like this ongoing stream of a
lot of it is gonna be like who cares? I
don't know that person, so what, And it's it's just
gonna be like like why do we need to know this?
(43:45):
Like even like why do we need to know who's
having sex with? Like I don't even know the details
of the Monicolowinsky thing and all that. So it's gonna
be like that. And it's not because there's the people
that are complicit and they're all like evil, blood drinking,
(44:06):
sexual devans. It's kind of like it was. It was
just like the whole thing is distasteful and the same
to minimize it. And people in gangs they kill each other.
That's what gang members do. They kill each other, and
wars people kill each other. Now to the general public,
(44:28):
like it's shocking because it's like, yeah, murder is supposed
to be wrong, right, Like murder is wrong, and they're
all desensitized and they have this different reality that they're
living in where it's like they think they're above a lot,
and it's just like, yeah, I'm glad I'm not part
(44:49):
of it. It's just gross, But that's that's what the
lifestyle is. I remember my cousin Pudgy, when I found
out that he died the way he died. It was
the same way that oh, jeez, what's that lady's name,
Anne Hesh who died in the car, and you know,
(45:10):
she comes out of the body bag and then they
shove her back in Like I was just thinking she
was part of some kind of organized crime thing to
for that to happen and have all these people around
to act that way, like it's just like if you're
if you're a thug living in Chicago and you know
people are dealing in drugs and someone winds up dead,
(45:32):
it's it's like, yeah, that's that's like you live by
the sword, you die by the sword type of thing
again with the Knight of Swords. Live by the sword,
Die by the sword is a number reverse. That's that's
what that shows too. So they're all gonna face their karma.
I mean, this is the this is the age of
(45:56):
the karmic cycle just beginning. We have like a thousand
more years of this folks of karma, and it will continue.
So it's not like going backward. It's never We're never
going back the way we were. We're going to go
forward so so much that we are going to forget
(46:17):
who we were as a species, Like we're going to
have so much of a change that it's going to
be they're they're the new. The new people are not
going to understand us. They're gonna be like, wow, these
people are really weird and just primitive. So okay, I
(46:40):
guess that's it for today. Thank you so much for
joining me again on Rainbow, and I hope to see
you next time.
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