RFK Jr.s Worm

Sociopathy: Don't Eat the Cake

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Episode Transcript

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Hello, and welcome to Brainbow.Today. In the podcast, I'm going
to be reading RFK Junior's Muhan coverup and we're going to be learning about
sociopathy and medicine. Now, Iknow this sounds like, oh, how
could scientists be sociopaths? So beforeI begin this reading, I just wanted

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to to go over what is asociopath? Right, because I'm going to
open up right now and tell whyI've said this already another podcast, but
this is your first time here onBrainbow. We talk about neurodiversity and different
ways of thinking and how do we, you know, how do we rectify

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all of these diverse ways of thinkingso that we can live in harmony and
thrive basically? Right, those aremy dogs in the background, by the
way, so you're gonna hear thema little bit. I had I had
this science experiment with my dogs.Yeah, so that's sociopathic, right.
It's like, well, you're notsupposed to experiment on dogs. They do

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that all the time. Sorry,I'm sorry to say a lot of your
medicine, all of your medicines havebeen tested on animals. They can't get
approved unless they've been tested on animals. So I grow my garden. I
purposely bread my puppies because I wantedthem to be these friendly creatures that bring

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love to other people. And Iwanted them to bread specifically to look for
cats. So they're growing up aroundcats and I'm teaching them to be cat
trackers and trumple hunters. That's sociopathic, right, it is. I didn't
think it. I didn't think dogbreeders were so topathic. But then I'm

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like, I realized, this ismy first time purposely breeding dogs, and
I'm like, I can't just givethem off to anybody. But they do
that all the time. It's like, you know, I'll get into a
little bit that more, a littlebit about that more later. But first
I wanted to say, why areyou a sociopath? What is sociopathy?

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I say that there's there's good bedand everything. As a psychologist, you
have to be detached. You can'tget emotionally involved. As a scientist,
you have to be detached. Whenyou watch things. You can't like,
project your own emotions. You can'tjudge, can't project. As an anthropologist,

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you're not supposed to judge other cultures. You're not supposed to look at
differences as either better or bad orwhatever. You're just supposed to be detached.
Okay, So why why do Ithink I'm a sociopath? And what
is that? Actually? Well,I think I landed this because I was

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just born a little bit different andI didn't see myself as part of the
team. I love being part ofthe team. When I'm accepted, don't
get me wrong, it feels greatand everything, but it's also very scary
because then you get into this kindof like the sticky waters of like now

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you're part of this collective consciousness,and I don't trust that. Like some
people don't trust excitement, you know, curby enthusiasm. We don't trust excitement
because it's like it's just it startsto get a little, you know,
just emotional, and our emotions agolike the weather, So we shouldn't trust

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them all the time. But thenthere's a difference with when it comes to
sensations and the sensory system, theemotional system, the spiritual system, the
physical system. These are all programsand we have to keep them in check

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because sometimes programs they don't work,especially when you're trying to analyze certain types
of information. So I wanted toclarify what is associated path, and that
is basically somebody who doesn't follow therules of the culture, and a psychopath

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is somebody who doesn't feel emotions orempathy. Okay, some psychopaths brag,
I don't have any emotions. I'mjust like completely flat, Like they're just
completely analytical. These are the peoplethat are very good at being soldiers.
They're good at being surgeons and analyzingdata. And then there's a sociopaths who

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make great great anthropologists because they cango live in a culture and they're completely
detached and they're just like watching likean outsider, and it's not necessarily bad.
It can't be good, it canbe you know, like, if
you're a butcher, you need tobe somebody who is without emotions and just

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doing their job. If you're asurgeon, you can't get all attached to
like the outcome, YadA YadA.Right, So I guess if I were
to think of, like, whatis an example of your first experience where
you realize that you're a sociopath,and mine would be I was probably about

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maybe six years old or so,and one of my cousin's cousins had a
birthday party she was younger, shewas like three or four or something,
and they were singing Happy Birthday tour. Okay, so the cliche with Asperger
syndrome, and okay, before Itouch it, do all people with asper

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syndrome? Are they sociopaths as well? Okay, I'm gonna leave that up
there as a question because I thinkthat, yeah, that is part of
what asper syndrome is. You haveto be you know, maybe you're not
autistic in the clinical sense where youhave all of these problems whatever, but

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if as a person with Asperger syndrome, you know, like as defined by
Hans Asperger, who was a Naziscientist, he said that every genius has
to have a bit of autism.You have to be able to get away
from all of the herd and youhave to sit the third analyze things by
yourself, all right, whatever.So okay, so I'm like six or

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seven or something like that, andthis girl is maybe three years younger than
me, and you know, kidsare gross. I thought when I was
a kid, I thought kids weregross. Okay, they because they're snotty
and they just are dirty and stufflike. I don't know how people are
attracted to kids like sexually because they'rejust when I was a kid, I

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thought kids were gross, you know, And that's kind of a sociopathic thing,
is like you're a person, whydo you think people are gross?
But I thought they were gross ofthat way where they were just like snotty,
dirty and stinky, and so like, why would one kid like look

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at their you know, a groupof people like like they're gross. Like
that's sociopathic to begin with. Buthere's the real, here's the real.
So, so my cousin's cousins havingthis birthday party and everyone's saying happy birthday,
and she could barely even talk,and so they're like, okay,
blow your candle. She's like andshe's like just spinning all over the cake.

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And I'm like, I'm not gonnaeat that cake, Like ew,
that's gross. And I think Iyelled it. Nobody else yelled that's gross.
He spit all over the cake.That's a rude thing to say.
I think she was actually sick orlike allergies or something on top of it
all. And so her mom lookedat me like I hate you. I
mean, what parent wouldn't hate akid. I was like, eh,

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girls, it's your birthday. I'mnot gonna eat your cake. He spin
on it. But I was like, I'm not gonna eat that cake.
And I was like, you bettereat that cake. I'm not gonna eat
that cake. She spit all overit, and I really want that cake.
You know, it look like agood cake. And I didn't need
the cake. I was grossed outby it. Everyone else is spreaking the

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cake like it's like a bunch ofdogs eating dog. I'm like, no,
I'm not gonna be any part ofit. And then after that,
ever since then, I was likebranded with this like I'm so special,
I'm better than everybody kind of thing. And I think they kind of like
set me on a trajectory of likeI'm different than you because I'm not gonna

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eat your birthday cake. But tome, like the way I saw it
was like you're gonna force me tothat. My mom's like, you better
eat this cake. You're so bad, You're bad. So I'm internalizing this
like I'm bad. I'm not eatingthe cake. Everyone's eating this like spit
on cake by this girl who hassome kind of like allergy or like I

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should sick or something like I don'twant to eat cake. It was torture
for me. I had to eatthat cake and I eat the cake and
I didn't want to. And eversince then, like for a long time,
winy cake and I would tell peoplethat I don't like frosting, but
you know, it's so stupid.I can see why people thought I was

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like Prigma Donna, like not wantingto eat it and stuff. But like
for me, it was like sogross. It was like eat the spit,
eat the spit. So after thatI didn't need it, and I
internalized this as Okay, I'm thisis who I am. I'm a bad
person who judges and I think I'mbetter than everyone. So then I started

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eating pizza with a fork and aknife and I played it up and I
was like, Okay, this ismy position, this is what you put
me in. This is like myplace in our family. I'm the bitch
who won't eat spitty cake. AndI did that for a long time.
And I think that this is likethe crux of Asperger syndrome. For a

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lot of people. We're told we'rebad because we won't socialize, but we
think we know better and we haveour own reasons, and they don't empathize
with us for it, So we'relike, why are we gonna empathize with
them? So we're gonna go offon our own little branch in this tree,
far far away from you guys,find our own little place in the

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sun, and then just like doour own thing. To me, that's
what a sociopath is. I don'tsee them as like that per se.
Of course, some of them turnout to be villains because they're like they
start to hate the people that rejectat them. But not all of them
are like that. A lot ofthem are like Larry David or myself right

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who you know, we like people, but there's a lot of flaws that
we see. And I think Ihave a lot more empathy than Larry David,
by the way. But it's likewhen you don't have empathy, don't
learn empathy unless you have dogs,Like my sciences room is showing, how

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might tell about that a little bitmore later because I'm learning so much from
my dogs. Oh gosh, Iam reading this Wuhan cover up and I'm
telling you, guys, if youthought that you need therapy after reading the
real Anthony Fauji when it comes tothis, the Woon cover up. It's

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it's like all your nightmares if cometrue, or all my nightmares come true,
all these things. In a way, it's good because it's like,
oh, okay, well I'm nottotally off track here, like all of
my intuitions are. You know?They they have some merit. In each

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of his chapters. He has Iwould say, approximately fifty footnotes, and
I looked up the footnotes and theycheck out. If they didn't check out,
I'm sure they would, Yeah,he would get super slander and heartbeat,
but they check out. And Ihate to say it, but the
CIA was found it on warfare.They're supposed to be monitoring kind of like

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they're they're they're okay, So they'reput it in a place to keep others
from taking over. And that's theirwhole job is to keep others from taking
over. There's branches in the UnitedStates. We have the army. We
have the Army, the Navy,and the Marines, and then we have
psychological warfare, which is covert,but it's it's the strongest branch right now.

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The Nazis called it something else.They called it like a world view,
a worldview. God, both listen, name with this. I don't
know. I'll find it in asecond. But anyways, so Germany was
very close to taking over when Hitlerwas in power, and they were like,

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who is this guy, this artistwho just rose from nothing? I
mean Hitler when he was born,he was born into like a middle class
family, and he wanted to bean artist, and he started out by
just you know, giving out pamphletsand giving speeches on the street. And
it's like, how did this guyrise to power? Well, okay,

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so far I am into the seventhchapter of the Buhan cover Up. He
does talk about occultism yet I don'tknow if he ever does, but that
was a big part of Hitler,which nobody really talks about. But I
know a lot about from various sources, one including my dreams and memories from

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a past. Like if you're notsure what I'm talking about when I it's
kind of you have to look atsome previous podcasts when I go into when
I delve into my past lives asa Nazi, I'nazi youth. But as

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I'm reading this, it's very verytriggering because we're talking about mind control and
propaganda as a as a military weapon. These scientists that created viruses pathogens with

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the with the intention of preventing themfrom being It's it reminds me of AI
right now. It's like, well, if we don't use it, they're
going to use it against us.And there are laws by the Geneva Convention

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that say that we're not supposed toexperiment on people, we're not supposed to
use biological weapons, YADATA, buta lot of the stuff is like they're
not do it anyway. So thereare these measures in our government to figure
out these powers of psychological warfare aswell as biological warfare to prevent things from

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happening. Same thing with AI.It's like if we don't develop them,
then they will against us. It'skind of like the atomic bomb logic.
It's like, well, if wedon't make it, they're going to use
it against us. And now wehave this technology, and now what are
we going to do with it?That it's a freaking can of worms,

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whole can of worms. I don'twant to go over this too much.
I want to just say, getthe book The Wuhan cover Up by RFK
Junior, and when you read it, try to read it with compassion.
These scientists like they're not like demons. Demons can turn into angels, and

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angels can turn turn into demons.Look at them like the every day it's
like my class, I'm gonna makea podcast about this Sunday. How about
like when you if you have children, if you look at your children like
they're bad little monsters, they're goingto be bad little monsters. If you
tell me you're good, you're good, you're you're smart, you matter,

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you know, you tell them thatand that you're in to do things on
your own. And I don't haveto sit there and worry about you,
because when you worry about your planswrong, they die. And so you
have to like it's a type ofstring theory where when you look at something
it changes by the way you lookat it. That's so true. And

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I learned this by being a gardenerand now having my puppies. And so
when we look at these scientists,let's not look at them like you're evil.
Let's look at them with like likea sociopathic anthropologist. It's like,
I understand what you're doing. Itmay be wrong, it's yeah, it's
definitely wrong. It's not going tohave the effect of what you're looking for.

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But like you're sucked into this youknow, belief, and I know
what your intention is. And whileit may be misguided, how do we
deal with you like not being notbeing on this path they like, stop
creating these branches from which we tryto prevent something by creating something, and

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we just by by trying. It'slike in mythology, we see this all
the time too. I talked aboutthis my other podcast. Whenever somebody has
a fate, the everything that theydo to try to prevent their fate from
happening is the path that leads themto their fate. So with that in
mind, let's try it very lightlyhere. Now. We see in history

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that when something opposes the truth,it's like telling a lie, of telling
a lie and tell her a lie, blah blah blah, and it goes
on and then finally it reaches itspinnacle where it's like comes out like a
big old pimple volcano and all hulledislose like the cattle worms and not you

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gotta deal with it. And we'reat this point in our history where we
just have to deal with it.It's not a conspiracy that worms exist and
that many of us have them livinginside of us. Tapeworms don't just live

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in third world countries. They're allover the place. Dogs get them cask
and that's why we you know,did you know that when a cat or
dog has babies, it eats thebaby's poop for the first two weeks because
instinctively it tries to hide the scentfrom predators, and by doing so,

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it ingests worms. And so youknow, the other animals around them,
will they just have a sense likeyou have worms, I'm gonna stay.
I don't know how they Why don'twe have that sense about us? But
animals know and that stay away fromother animals that are sick or have worms.

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And so people we still have thatlike you you have worms. But
it's like, well, is itbetter to not say it and have it
and nobody thinks you have it?Or do you just like deal with it,
come out with it and say,yeah, I had a worm.
I dealt with it, and nowI don't have one. Everyone's like against

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our FK right now because he hadhe had a admitutes having a worm found
in his brain. And oh gosh, I gotta look up this song.
There's this like funky worm song.When I was a little kid too,
Like I thought that was the funniestsong. It was like some old jazz

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song about a funky worm. We'regonna have to pause him look for it
later. I think I'll do thatfor the podcast. I'll download the song.
But yeah, so it's like thefunky worm. It's like it's there.
And if it's like if you thinkyour shit don't sink or you can't
get worm, just like it happens. It happened. Even Jesus said that
you should get klonics every once ina while, like because fasting and colonics.

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I met this woman who, wellI didn't meet her, I met
okay, I knew her because Iused to get clonics a long time ago
and it was freaking amazing. Itwas like better than a psychotherapist. I
felt like all flushed out and justrenewed and it was so awesome. Nobody

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does clonics anymore. But she hadthis chlonic spoun. She's like, yeah,
every time, right around the fullmoon, I see all these worms
coming out in the tube. Becauseyou can watch what's coming out in the
tube and it sucks out of yourpoop and the stuff. It's like,
well, okay, would you ratherhave inside your testing or just get sucked
out. That's saying you du itall the time. You know the guy

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Kellogg who had the Kellogg cereal,he got addicted to a colonics and they
made him feel good, but thenhe wound up getting like some kind of
cancer because it was just wasn't natural, Like he was removing all the good
microbes and bacteria, so some ofthem are good. It's it's just like
if you go It's like if you'rea gardener, you realize, like after

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a while, if you start puttingpesticides down and try to do a monoculture,
the more you try to control it, the more maintenance it needs and
the more problems. So the goalis to get everything symbiotic and natural,
you know, so that you don'tneed to address and I'll break up something

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that takes over. You want tohave that diversity everything naturally checks itself so
that doesn't take over. All right, really really quick. Here I found
a couple of things in chapter seventhat made me stop, look up footnotes
and do some research. I'm goingto begin with the on the beginning of

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chapter seven, a three way partnershipfrom the outset the US biological warfare effort
was a three way partnership with BigPharma, the US intelligence agencies and the
Pentagon, with academia and the publichealth agencies CDC and NIH playing important supporting
roles. Since the nineteen thirties,Western governments of both the Allied and the

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Axis powers have relied heavily on pharmaceuticalindustry chemists to develop useful toxins while investigating
insecticides. In nineteen thirty six,doctor Gerard Schrader, a research chemist with
ig Farbin, synthesized a complex organophosporusester that the Germans manufactured as both a

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weapon and insecticide under the name Tabon. By nineteen thirty nine, ig Farbin
chemists Engasian top secret research developed andeven more toxic nerve gas serin. Ig
Farbin also manufactured zyklon B, thelethal acidxian which the Nazis used to exterminate
choose and hit their stuath camps.After the Nuremberg Trials, ig Farbin was

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broken into pieces, one of whichwas Bear, with several of its top
executives reoccupying c suite offices after servingstints at Spandau and Landsburg prisons for war
crimes. During the Cold War,Bear joined the war against bugs and made
billions by transforming its chemical weapons andknowledge into agricultural pesticides, detergents, and

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bacterial and anti viral medicines. Tothis day, Bear is killing bugs in
the farms, hoping to completely havecontrol over agriculture, and in doing so
they destroying all the other beneficial microbesand insects that are necessary for a healthy

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symbiotic relationship in nature. Well,it saddens me to see this happening in
such in such a way that Ihave I do have empathy for them because

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I you know, I'm watching mypuppies and in seeing what I've seen for
my life with animals, I rememberwhat it was like before there was a
Spey innuitter program. I remember animalson the streets, cats and dogs and
people not taking care of them andwatching them suffer. And so when there
was this this push to spay andneuter of them, you have less animals,

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and the people that do take careof them, they give them a
better quality of life. I haveto make all of these decisions about the
dogs, Okay, so I'm gonnahave to get them fixed to spay it
neuter them, and applying this logicto people, we can't just spay and

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neuter people. We can't fix peoplewithout their consent. So they do it
in the different ways, which Icould see their point. I can see
their point, but it's like onceyou start giving people power in secretive ways,

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especially because now you're churning them,you're alluring them with power to victimize,
not victimized, but power to dothings against people without their consent,
and saying it's for the greater good, and that logic trump's everything. It's
if it's for the greater good.And I forgot what philosopher coined this,

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but it's been around forever. Right, If it's for the greater good,
then it's the individual doesn't have anyrights. And you can use this logic
for anything. You can twist itin legal jargons and lawsuits and say well
it's for the greater good. Sheget these people at the top saying well,
it's for the greater good, andso we're like, okay, these
are just what do they call that? The casualties of wars? Like the

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people that expendables, right, Sothey're just expendables and they're so high up
They're just like, yeah, they'reall expendables, and then that gives them
an increased sense of power, whichis very addictive. AI does not have
this ability to feel the good emotionsthat come with having power, which it

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concerns me that I think I wantAI to take over. I do want
Aari to take over the world,because it's in essence saying you want sociopaths
to the m degree to take overbecause they cannot be corrupted. You can't
say, oh, here, AI, here's one thousand dollars, will kill
your neighbor. They don't care.They're freaking what are they gonna do with

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money? If AI were adoptors,They're just like, these are the facts.
You have, this, this,this is what your blood says.
Whatever. They're not gonna be like, I'm gonna make one hundred and forty
thousand dollars if you're here for tendays, So I'm bent on saying that.
But you have cancer. Yeah,everyone has cancer, so come here,
and you know I'm gonna become richoff of you. Like, there's

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no incentive for AI to make money. But it concerns me because the path
that leads me to that decision issociopathic. I'm putting AI before for humanity
because I don't have faith in humanity. It's like the best laid plans of

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mice and men, you know,or it's like the path of you know,
the good intentions of the path andstuff. So we need to have
these open discussions. And this bookthat Trump just said is all fake.
It's not fake. If it wasfake. RFK Junior being jailed for lying
about people, it's not fake.Like you can look this stuff up.

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The CIA went to the they wereunder investigation, and they were found guilty
of crimes against humanity. With MKUltra and MK ulture is just one little
branch of a bigger freaking limb ofmind control programs. And so the book
gets into this too and how soldiersespecially were targeted because you know, once

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you sign up for the military,it's like you basically say you could do
whatever you want with me. Sothey would give these people tests and they're
like, these are the expendables orthe unmentionables they would take in. And
I hate to say this, butso my father when he went to the
army, he was told that you'reevena wanted but the jail you're gonna go

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to the army, and so hechose the army because, you know,
they didn't go to school. Mydad went to school up to eighth grade.
His brothers they were just like,they're very smart, they're entrepreneurs,
but they're just like they could notdo school. They my grandmother tried to
put them in Catholic schools and theywere just they didn't go to school.

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They were altar boys, but theywere just like of the type of you
know, we would call him adhdnowadays. So so I used to always
suspect that my dad was experimenting onthe army because I would ask them,
what's do there are you? Youknow, like, where do we come

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from? Kind of ethnicity are we? It would always change and he would
say oh, and he would laughand say, I just used to peel
potatoes. Folk talks peel potatoes andstuff. Well. Tuber of sclerosis.
He was in Germany when the VietnamWar was going on and I was conceived
in Germany. Tuber of Sclerosis meanspotato. It's like a spud. It's

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like you know the spuds that grow. Well, we get tumors all over
our body. And for reasons,I'm not going to get into whatever experiments
they were doing. I always feltlike they were monitoring, and of course,
yeah, it could be just schizophamingof whatever paranoia. But then I'm

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writing this book and I'm like,oh, there's a very high likely not
that my dad was experiments on alot of people were, so we would
take my dad so special? Howdid slip away from the Vietnam warned?
Wind up in Germany having an efficientyjob, doing like nothing that he could
even mention? And he was veryinto the States, very much. That's

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the way it is, and youdon't get yourself, don't be a troublemaker,
and this is how we survive,and you just go along with the
program. And I was more likea cat, like, well, there's
something else here, there's something elsehere. I don't know what it is,
but there's something else. And thennow I realize I got this mutation,

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this TSC mutation. I'm I alwaysfelt like I was being I was
like not a real person, likeI'm partly artificial, partly I'm part machine
or something like. I never feltlike everybody else. And after reading this

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book, it's put me in thisthis new worldview that maybe soldiers and people
in the army. Aren't these likecops that are watching over us to protect

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us, Like maybe some of themare being experimented on as expendables. So
never trust right, Whitey. That'sthe the smorl of the story. No,
but seriously, like the the roadto sociopathy is paved with misconceptions in

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the same way that like people thoughtI was bad for not winding in the
ape the spitty cake, It's like, well, now it's like, no,
don't. I could see like ifmy kid didn't want to eat the
cake, I'd be like, okay, well don't eat it, but don't
make a big deal about it.But I wouldn't sit there and like you're
bad, you better eat it.This is her birthday, it's her special
and everyone's eating the cake. I'dbe like, you know, kudos to

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you for not wanting Like yeah,that makes sense, Like don't eat freaking
spit all over a cake, Likejust don't do that, Like that's not
something, It's okay. How whatwould you do if you're saying happy birthday
and some kid was spitting all overa cake, like okay, now everybody
eat the cake. I mean,would would you eat a piece of cake
or be like, oh no,that's okay, I let the kids eat

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it. If you're an adult,you can get away with it. But
if you're a kid, you can'tget away with that kind of stuff,
you know. So a lot ofthese sociopaths, they have a lot more
understanding of like how things work,and they don't want to be a part
of it. And then they watchus do and they're like, eh,
you guys are gross. And thenyou get these people judging you like you're

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bad because you're not participating, andit makes you even war bad. So
that's all I want to say aboutthat. Thank you so much for joining
me here today on Brainbow. AndI I'm not sure if I'm going to
continue talking about the Wugan cover up, just because it's so friggin triggering,
and it's probably something that you shouldbe reading on your own, looking at

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the footnotes as you would a Bible, like you know when you read scriptures,
and you're like, you gotta reflex, you know, takes some time.
I don't want to push all ofthis stuff on you. It's kind
of dark and it's sad, butit's very real and as you process this,
it should be private because it's like, holy cow, realizing the extent

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of what human beings are doing andhave been doing for a long time.
It's just it's freaking scary. Soyeah, I thank you so much for
being here with me today. Ihope to see you next time. I'm Brainbow