September 12, 2023 • 23 mins
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Yeah, y'all was good. Youknow, I tuned in to fuck it.
Let's talk about with jehanghn Nex.It's been a minute, I mean
a real long minute since I didan episode on here. To be honest,
I'm doing this episode right now.A couple of hours earlier, I
was trying to record this episode.Shit just wasn't going good. I was
trying to do a visual podcast,you know, like record some of this
(00:23):
shit while I'm doing this right now, I actually record it wasn't feeling it.
I got my little set up Iposted on ig today and I don't
know, I need some more lightningor something. Shit, this wasn't feeling
right for me or you know,I don't know. I ain't got no
haircut either, So that's why Inigga proabn't want to be on video.
But I'm gonna drop some visuals tomorrow. Yeah, I'm back. I haven't
(00:47):
done an episode, I think sinceI moved in like May, so it's
been months at least over six,like six or five months since I did
an episode. But you no,usually I take so long to do episodes
in between, always got new shitand new things to talk about. I
think there's gonna be the third timeI've done this by having this podcast.
I just moved into the house thatI've been looking for wanting. I think
(01:12):
I'm gonna stay here for a while. Still in the Bay Area. Second
year back in the Barrias. Soit's been a year since I left,
a whole year since I left Vegas, so year and some months ad just
some well back loving it. I'vebeen wanting to get back into this podcast,
and reason I haven't been doing it. And y'all know, like when
I do this podcast, whatever goeson here, and if I fuck up,
(01:33):
I don't really addit. Nothing,I say something wrong, pronounce where
it's wrong. I still keep goingthrough that shit. But the reason why
I wasn't doing this podcast is becauseI can't get on here and do things
the way I wanted to if Igot issues. And when I'm in my
issues and not talking about I guy, baby mama trauma, Uh trauma.
There you go, baby mama trauma. I've been my fuga's got baby mama
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trauma too. But oh yeah,today we drinking, I could think limited
I'm ana roll up on here too, and that's nothing. I try to
do this shit earlier and I hadno alcohol, and I was like,
it ain't gonna work for me.So but yeah, I'm gonna roll up
while we talking on here too.Today's really ain't gonna have a motherfucking structure
(02:15):
because I'm getting back into this,try and get used to it. So,
you know, I just see otherpeople doing the podcasts and shit and
people sending chairs and all this dumbshit and all that. I just like
my podcast and I can bring somebodyout here real that's an industry. Then
I just sit here and talk toy'all. I don't want to sit here
and do click bait type shit andtry to say some wild shit. You
know, I tell you my stories. I don't make up stories. I
(02:38):
just genuinely pour it out to y'all. Y'all listen, y'all like it.
I appreciate it. But I'm notlike one of the motherfucker I g motherfuckers
that's just trying to say something wildto get motherfuckers into their podcasts. You
know. This is truly my perspectiveand the way I do shit. But
yeah, so now I'll tune into fuck let's talk about with JIHI next.
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Usually I stopped this up right,here, but we gonna keep going.
I'm gonna try to win. Takethis bitch. So I moved.
I was in the Bay Area,just moved into the house now that I
finally got cause I was in acondo. So now I got my house,
doing cool, got my pops withme, got my great Danie Zulu.
You know he'd being here when wemight do my podcast. Everything's been
(03:21):
good. Uh. People know aboutme, like you know, I do
porn and shit. My dad know, he's all k cool with me.
And that's that's what I was gonnatalk about too. Like a lot of
pictures you see on my Instagram,like normal picture. Who talk about normal
shit? Right now? You seea lot of my normal pictures. All
that my dad? You want takingthose pictures? Swims Like he lived with
me and I take care of him. You know that he took care of
me since I was a kid.So I gotta return to favor. But
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you know we love each other todeath. So yeah, he'd be the
one to think about pictures on ILGfor me. He'd be at the house
or sometime even when I go out, I can have some wild shit to
do. Now at eight, pops, I'm going to this hotel cash Creek
out by a Sacramento here, like, shit, let me go too,
And I'm like, well, I'mabout to be doing this and this,
and he like, I'm gonna goget me a room, handing you a
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business. So when I be goingout to places and someone taking the picture
of people, like what what bitchyou with? Uh? When do we
win? What's the time my dad'sus a picture for me and I go
hand of my business and he dowhat you're doing with me back up in
the morning. But yeah, that'sI just want to mention that'sh It's funny.
But there's a story I'm gonna tellab my him too. But yeah,
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so I'm gonna die. I'm talkingabout some little toxic shit. Another
thing I'm trying to do is I'mtrying to add a lot of current events
in this, like you know,some shit that's happening to like get people
that just ain't into the sex talkand advice y'all can hear my perspective about
a lot of things. I mightask some sports and this motherfucker make it
like Sports center. But yeah,I'm feeling good. I'm trying to be
in a better place. But likeI said, the reason why I wasn't
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doing this podcast is because not becauseI was having issues in life. Everything
It's fine, but I wasn't motivatedto talk share my feelings and give advice
and shit like that when I'm notyou know, I've been focusing on something,
trying to get my house and allthat. So I've been narrow minded,
had my horse blinders. I'm justlooking straight, trying to get some
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things done. So I I didn'tfeel comfortable doing this podcast, but people
love it. And to be real, people listen to this morning to listen
to my music that I try todo on the side, So I think
this is a a better route.Yeah. And like I'm gonna say again,
I always sitting here shout out tender, throw a motherfucker in a sponsorship,
(05:30):
but beyond hinge, now bumble,I'm gonna talk about all that.
Usually I use that just because forpromotion. Uh, people are always you
only here recruiting. Oh you know. Sometimes to meet a girl, I'm
gonna be a friend, just wannatalk. I wanna just meet me.
I almost said meet John. I'veI never talked to me about myself in
third person, but I want tomeet me and sometimes they want to do
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more and that helps out for mybusiness as well. But yeah, things
been good. I'm gonna share alittle story about something I did in LA
I met up with this check alittle late night thing when I was out
there seeing families and shit, andI have a little time to fuck off
and I'll share that story. Yeah. So if we're gonna dive into this
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stuff, thank you guys for tuningin. Like I always say, if
you have questions, you can alwayshit me up on IG Talk with Jahn,
send those messages. Any questions thatyou like from me answering here,
answer on here, you know,let me know. But yeah, we're
gonna dive into this. I toldmyself I was gonna do this shit in
one take, and I was doinggood. I didn't need to stop it,
and I didn't fucking stopped it.So it's kind of pissed me off.
(06:33):
But like I said, I'm gonnaroll up. I try to make
these these podcasts is like thirty minutesif I have an interview, if I
don't try to make it like twentysomething like that, But it might be
a little longer cause I'm just gonnabe bloming off line rolling up. Once
I done of smoking, we seewhere we at. But yeah, so,
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like I said, I was talkingabout current events, and I don't
know if you guys answered basketball likethat where it's a basketball player named Kevin
Porter. He just uh went intohis hotel room beat up his girlfriend.
And his girlfriend's a a w NBAplayer and he goes in the hotel room
jokes or beat punches or health oftimes or a close face or the face.
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And this is a big nigga sayingno little dude punching her and shit
breaks fractures to her neck and breaksa vertebrate in her back. This dude
has an eighty two million dollar contract. And I ain't trying to say this
like in a bad way. Ialways say that when people don't the people
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taking it wrong, not saying itin a bad way. But if you
had that much money, man,there's nothing. I mean, no,
people had health issue, mental healthissues and problems. But when you worked
that much money, man, you'rethrowing your life away from your hands on
a woman. Not me saying there'sno reason to put your hands on a
woman, but you had to think, like if I know I got eighty
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two million I'm not arguing with you. I'm not. I just know,
but a lot of people have,you know, issues that bring out different
ship. But I feel sorry forher what she had to go through,
cause it's that sucks and the pain. And then this young dude just threw
away his life cause he wanted tobe tough or be silly cause you want
to fucking hurt a woman. Thatshit's crazy. I don't know. I
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don't. I forgot to like myKimpy onfore I start smoking. Yeah,
my podcast is not to like picksites on events and all that. I
mean, I don't think I evergonna say something why I want to say.
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People say I'm seeing some scoopid,But that's just wild. How somebody
like that I could just you know, you just throw away your whole career
right there, just this shit downa dream. Say I'm rolling up some
weak Make sure y'all subscribe to thispodcast. If you ain't, go ahead
(09:05):
and make sure you subscribe. Ohyes, I got a funny heat story.
So I'm one of my my partners. He'd be taking you know,
like viagra and all that shit,like you know, the commercials like off
hymns like or keeps and all thatshit you go over there, like pills
like Jered Vagger and all that stuff. So he'd be orning that because you
know you got a problem, likenot a problem, but you know you
(09:28):
can't stay hard and all that,and you know, besides just being an
a porn industry, you want totake those for your scenes just because you
know all the work you're doing backand forth, but sometimes in your personal
like you probable one of the motherfuckersyou're getting, you know, he'd be
to be strong for a while.They're like performance and handsomes, Like it's
like a baseball player taking steroids andshit. But yeah, so but this
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girl doesn't know if I'm rolling upright now, So this girl doesn't know
that he'd be taking these. Andat first you'll take him. You know
the sex life is good, there'sno issues or nothing like that, or
they love it. But do youthink if he was to tell her would
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she get would she get mad?Or do she gotta right to get mad?
You can just sit here and belike, you know what, maybe
I'm I'm taking us for you.You know shit, I don't can let
me stop taking him? See whathappens? Then would she be mad.
That's what I you know, Likeit's kind of weird, Like you know,
you're supposed to be honest, You'resupposed to be he's supposed to be
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trusting, like you're supposed to trustwith someone and all that, But what
if you embarrassed and she might makefun of you or say you lying or
something like that. So you know, sometimes you just can't wait for us.
And that's like this, she looked. The hardest thing to do is
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smoking. Still talk on here.Sometimes I don't be I'd be smoking,
I'd be getting I'm trying to stayover here. But this is like my
my welcome back episode is like mythird welcome back episode. But it takes
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a one or to get used todoing this. Shit's like you had to
listen hear yourself talk. A lotof people say I had a good talking
voice, so that kind of givesme some confidence. But he still be
nervous about that shit. Glah,I's see what was oh? I forgot
to say r I p to aporn star lost her life. She passed
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away, I think a couple ofdays ago. I don't know the actual
facts. I used to talk toher on Twitter. She was one of
my my favorite her favorite porn startersback in the day, say a song.
I think she's from Korea. Yeah, yeah, she's from Korea.
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But we follow each o on Twitteror talked and all that shit. But
she lost her life. And shewrote on Twitter if I'm not a same
name, because I don't do allthis shit. But she wrote on Twitter
before she passed, if I diethis blank name, it's responsible. And
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I guess she committed suicide. Andand it brought me to my attention a
lot of people that don't know.That's what meaning on my podcast was for
the shit light on the industry andship a lot of people in this life.
It's a sex working life, rightwith sex workers potentially called sex workers.
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Even if you're at home doing yourown videos by yourself, a girl
just using a deal though by herself, a guy's doing solo is using the
fucking h pussy pocket where a littlefake doll or something. You're a sex
worker. If you trick on thestreets, you're a sex worker. Shripping
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to me and my and my definitionis a sex worker. You're not actually
fucking with Some girls actually do theypay in the back? Niggas pay them
and they be fucking or come outside, pay, come to the hotel and
all that. So they are sexworkers twos, but the ones they just
solely shrip. I was still putin that category just because you're selling is
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the pill you're selling that this guy'ssitting here looking at you and you want
to fuck. So I kind ofput that in there in a respectful way,
right, So if any strippers listeningto this, don't get mad at
me. I didn't mean in abad way and just saying weird. That's
the category people. I started thisship, it was called porn stars and
strip or amateur homemade. Now it'scontent creators, adult ten creators, you
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know, so the definite terms change. But it was some good week.
I'm gonna shout out the dispensary becauseI don't have no sponsor, but yeah,
your label as a sex worker.So I see a lot of girls
on Twitter, Instagram stories I heardfrom girls I know in the industry.
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They'd be doing their work only fansbefore any fans point start making their twelve
hundred fifteen hundred dollars to shoot,making their money on only fans and raking
it in doing good, making twentythousand of mine and all that shit and
just your tracks. Today. Theyget with a guy, maybe start shooting
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content. He just a a standin dick where he just dicks in the
video and you can't see his bodyor nothing. He just stand in let
her do her shit and make hermoney off her videos, and cause people
want to buy like custo. I'mlike, oh baby, i'm'na see you
give her to a guy. Okay, boom, she got a boyfriend.
She can use that, so shit, it might be going good for a
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while. You know, he's living. He's loving it because he got a
girl that's in it open for himand all that. Cause they after while
the nigga started acting weird and hestarts geting jealous or doesn't want her to
do that or just you know,just start being a weird though, just
like I always said, like niggasgo meet a shripper, meet her,
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talk to her, meggas his girlfriend, and then he mad that she's shripping.
But it's like, nigga, amitsyou in here? You know what
I'm saying. So they come saythingfor sex workers, these girls and guys
too, Cause I've been in aa a sexual sex work relationship. So
I know how that shit is too. But what's one thing when I never
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done, I never lived, fuckup my money Because when you're in a
set worker relationship, you can't.I'm not gonna argue with you. And
then how we're supposed to go work? How were supposed to go shoot this
video? You're busting it open andI'm talking shit to you and all that.
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Let's we have angry sex and youwant to be court that, but
who wants to all right, theset up, the cameras, get the
light, you ready, and allthat were angry? Older's angry, fucking
angry fucking don't happen like that,you know what I'm saying. Just like
people you think I'm out fucking everyday. I got my gigheart every day
taking pictures. It's it's not likethat I can take a whole bunch of
pictures with one week videos to videos, I'm done for the month. You
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know, you put them out howyou want social media? You don't know
what peop work really are doing.So people, these people, these people
people, Cause I'm a sex worker, I guess yeah I am. What
the fucking munch on? Abut uh? But yeah, so getting this relationships
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with other sex workers or sex workersin the school. But then no person,
the guy starts getting mad and shit, he starts slowing up the girl
money. I seen girls started makingfrom twenty got a boyfriend, cool at
first, goes up, knotted downto five thousand. I text some girls
like, what's up with your work? And she played, yeah, I
just got a relationship that I ain'teven been consistent. I gotta get back
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at it. That's the number onething you hear. It's the number one
thing you hear when you talk aboutpeople that are sex workers in me fucking
up with whoever they're with in arelationship. So they say they fall off
because you start arguing with that personand that person don't like you, and
then they break up. And thenlike a month later, I see them
saying, hey, I'm back outthere, I'm doing all my work,
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and he starts hitting it hard again, doing all their videos again. So
it's hard to have a relationship inthis business with and with without someone that's
in it, you know. Butjust like any relationship, there's millions of
people that have regular relationships and theydon't work out. So the same thing
with sex workers, Like I thinkI mentioned on here before when I first
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got into business, it was adirector that you know, helped me out.
I think it was fuck it smellingdirty Falcon, you know, something
like that. It was out ofNorth Fridge and the valley in LA.
He married an export star. Theyhad like four kids together, happily married,
no issues at all. Then youhave these other ones that do it
together and try to blackbaul each other, fuck each other over in the in
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the industry, behetting up other peopleand all that. So it's just it's
weird. A lot of people thinksex workers can't have relationships, but we
can't, just like a normal personcan and cannot as well, you know
what I mean. And that's thenext thing. It's probably the last thing
on here too, cause I gota little high and I just wanted to
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get back in the groove of doingthis shit and getting back in my routine,
cause I really loved doing his podcast. Is like at first when I
talked to myself and do this,it's soundly weird, and now you know,
I enjoy it. This is whatI would name this podcast too.
Fuck your moral compass, all right, And this like has like branch all
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of shit it's like a tree indifferent branches of shit. I could talk
about what I mean about that iscool. You got moral compass. There's
certain things that don't allow you todo things because your moral compass. And
everyone shouldn't know by that. ButI'll tell you what I mean by that.
Your moral compass is something like itpoints north, it points I want
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I need, I gotta have it, or I just I got it,
I need it, you know,like it's I'm being greedy with it.
Some people won't write certain things intheir lyrics because they're like, Noah,
that's not who I am. I'mnot gonna talk about club and all this
shit and bitches get people want it. That's what people want here. But
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that's all I wouldn't really do,you know. But some people will say,
fuck, you know, I'm gonnamake this shit for people so they
got some vibe to him. I'ma throwing in my little conscious shit in
between, you know. That's likethe artist way of it, or just
say not compromising yourself. So alot of people that have moral compasses when
it comes to the sex life wouldsay, oh, you're only supposed to
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be on one person. I don'tjust suck around like that. I don't
do this, uh cause that Idon't know what she does. Her names
like Brittany fuck, Brittany Rhyner orsomething like little I. I should know
this bit shit because she she passedthough she did, Uh Brittany Rhyne,
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I think that's her name. Sheher personality she came famous was just like
you know, being around cheat andyou know, showing that personality like she
would suck around and do some wildnasty shit. And I think recently she
just talked about how she feels badabout her her body count. And in
my mind and especially when it comesto me like I like I would always
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say the judge me, sexy,whatever you've done, who you fucked and
he was with, who you lieto or who you didn't tell, and
you had a good time, youenjoyed it. You don't you can't take
that back, say at that time, and that's basically you was at that
She was fun, you loved it. It was good. You know,
as long as you know violence,should have lost your job, bad,
get STDs or anything, then whateverbesides that, you had a good time.
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Snuk call fuck did that dude youfucked with? With that girl.
It was a good time for thatmoment. That's what it is. You
don't have to wait five years learning. But like, oh, I'm just
disgusting with myself because I did that. Just because you can have you can
have sex with a million people,you have sex with two people. That
doesn't change who you are and howyou had in your life and how you
financially responsible or how you how youlook at things in life just because you
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like to fuck or something, youknow what I mean. And people with
moral compasses sometime maybe like oh,I'm I say down on my two feet
and I only fucked two people.Yeah, I actually it was three and
I don't count the third one becausehe lied to get the pussy, so
I don't count that. I thoughtI was gonna love him, but he
liked I don't. I don't knowwhere I can. I don't like that
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type of shit. I don't likeit. You know, you did what
you did at that time in thatmoment. It was fun. Like I
said, nothing as long as noharm came out of that with your life
physically or m emotionally, check itup. It was fun, you know,
live your life. Yeah, SoI'm happy to be back on here
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my target days for dropping on theseepisodes or either or every every Sunday or
every other Sunday. I'm in aspace now, rocket that I should be
able to do it every Sunday.I just need to be consistent with that
shit, you know, I beconsistent with anything. I'm consisting getting this
dick, you know, if that'swhat you gonna do, And that's where
I'm at right, you know.But yeah, thank you opportunity in listening
(23:00):
to a funck it to talk aboutwith John X. Make sure you subscribe
wherever you listen to this on ApplePodcasts by the five YouTube iHeart Radio.
Make sure you subscribe. Always sendme up with questions. I tell you,
guys, all the time, I'mgonna hear your questions. I'm gonna
answer someone here. Even it's likeadvice or shit you're thinking about, come
(23:23):
talk to me. This is asafe space, man. Yeah, thank
you for tuning in, y'all.I'm gonna keep these rolling. Love y'all,
keep listening,
Yeah, y'all was good. Youknow, I tuned in to fuck it.
Let's talk about with jehanghn Nex.It's been a minute, I mean
a real long minute since I didan episode on here. To be honest,
I'm doing this episode right now.A couple of hours earlier, I
was trying to record this episode.Shit just wasn't going good. I was
trying to do a visual podcast,you know, like record some of this
(00:23):
shit while I'm doing this right now, I actually record it wasn't feeling it.
I got my little set up Iposted on ig today and I don't
know, I need some more lightningor something. Shit, this wasn't feeling
right for me or you know,I don't know. I ain't got no
haircut either, So that's why Inigga proabn't want to be on video.
But I'm gonna drop some visuals tomorrow. Yeah, I'm back. I haven't
(00:47):
done an episode, I think sinceI moved in like May, so it's
been months at least over six,like six or five months since I did
an episode. But you no,usually I take so long to do episodes
in between, always got new shitand new things to talk about. I
think there's gonna be the third timeI've done this by having this podcast.
I just moved into the house thatI've been looking for wanting. I think
(01:12):
I'm gonna stay here for a while. Still in the Bay Area. Second
year back in the Barrias. Soit's been a year since I left,
a whole year since I left Vegas, so year and some months ad just
some well back loving it. I'vebeen wanting to get back into this podcast,
and reason I haven't been doing it. And y'all know, like when
I do this podcast, whatever goeson here, and if I fuck up,
(01:33):
I don't really addit. Nothing,I say something wrong, pronounce where
it's wrong. I still keep goingthrough that shit. But the reason why
I wasn't doing this podcast is becauseI can't get on here and do things
the way I wanted to if Igot issues. And when I'm in my
issues and not talking about I guy, baby mama trauma, Uh trauma.
There you go, baby mama trauma. I've been my fuga's got baby mama
(01:55):
trauma too. But oh yeah,today we drinking, I could think limited
I'm ana roll up on here too, and that's nothing. I try to
do this shit earlier and I hadno alcohol, and I was like,
it ain't gonna work for me.So but yeah, I'm gonna roll up
while we talking on here too.Today's really ain't gonna have a motherfucking structure
(02:15):
because I'm getting back into this,try and get used to it. So,
you know, I just see otherpeople doing the podcasts and shit and
people sending chairs and all this dumbshit and all that. I just like
my podcast and I can bring somebodyout here real that's an industry. Then
I just sit here and talk toy'all. I don't want to sit here
and do click bait type shit andtry to say some wild shit. You
know, I tell you my stories. I don't make up stories. I
(02:38):
just genuinely pour it out to y'all. Y'all listen, y'all like it.
I appreciate it. But I'm notlike one of the motherfucker I g motherfuckers
that's just trying to say something wildto get motherfuckers into their podcasts. You
know. This is truly my perspectiveand the way I do shit. But
yeah, so now I'll tune into fuck let's talk about with JIHI next.
(02:59):
Usually I stopped this up right,here, but we gonna keep going.
I'm gonna try to win. Takethis bitch. So I moved.
I was in the Bay Area,just moved into the house now that I
finally got cause I was in acondo. So now I got my house,
doing cool, got my pops withme, got my great Danie Zulu.
You know he'd being here when wemight do my podcast. Everything's been
(03:21):
good. Uh. People know aboutme, like you know, I do
porn and shit. My dad know, he's all k cool with me.
And that's that's what I was gonnatalk about too. Like a lot of
pictures you see on my Instagram,like normal picture. Who talk about normal
shit? Right now? You seea lot of my normal pictures. All
that my dad? You want takingthose pictures? Swims Like he lived with
me and I take care of him. You know that he took care of
me since I was a kid.So I gotta return to favor. But
(03:44):
you know we love each other todeath. So yeah, he'd be the
one to think about pictures on ILGfor me. He'd be at the house
or sometime even when I go out, I can have some wild shit to
do. Now at eight, pops, I'm going to this hotel cash Creek
out by a Sacramento here, like, shit, let me go too,
And I'm like, well, I'mabout to be doing this and this,
and he like, I'm gonna goget me a room, handing you a
(04:05):
business. So when I be goingout to places and someone taking the picture
of people, like what what bitchyou with? Uh? When do we
win? What's the time my dad'sus a picture for me and I go
hand of my business and he dowhat you're doing with me back up in
the morning. But yeah, that'sI just want to mention that'sh It's funny.
But there's a story I'm gonna tellab my him too. But yeah,
(04:26):
so I'm gonna die. I'm talkingabout some little toxic shit. Another
thing I'm trying to do is I'mtrying to add a lot of current events
in this, like you know,some shit that's happening to like get people
that just ain't into the sex talkand advice y'all can hear my perspective about
a lot of things. I mightask some sports and this motherfucker make it
like Sports center. But yeah,I'm feeling good. I'm trying to be
in a better place. But likeI said, the reason why I wasn't
(04:48):
doing this podcast is because not becauseI was having issues in life. Everything
It's fine, but I wasn't motivatedto talk share my feelings and give advice
and shit like that when I'm notyou know, I've been focusing on something,
trying to get my house and allthat. So I've been narrow minded,
had my horse blinders. I'm justlooking straight, trying to get some
(05:09):
things done. So I I didn'tfeel comfortable doing this podcast, but people
love it. And to be real, people listen to this morning to listen
to my music that I try todo on the side, So I think
this is a a better route.Yeah. And like I'm gonna say again,
I always sitting here shout out tender, throw a motherfucker in a sponsorship,
(05:30):
but beyond hinge, now bumble,I'm gonna talk about all that.
Usually I use that just because forpromotion. Uh, people are always you
only here recruiting. Oh you know. Sometimes to meet a girl, I'm
gonna be a friend, just wannatalk. I wanna just meet me.
I almost said meet John. I'veI never talked to me about myself in
third person, but I want tomeet me and sometimes they want to do
(05:51):
more and that helps out for mybusiness as well. But yeah, things
been good. I'm gonna share alittle story about something I did in LA
I met up with this check alittle late night thing when I was out
there seeing families and shit, andI have a little time to fuck off
and I'll share that story. Yeah. So if we're gonna dive into this
(06:12):
stuff, thank you guys for tuningin. Like I always say, if
you have questions, you can alwayshit me up on IG Talk with Jahn,
send those messages. Any questions thatyou like from me answering here,
answer on here, you know,let me know. But yeah, we're
gonna dive into this. I toldmyself I was gonna do this shit in
one take, and I was doinggood. I didn't need to stop it,
and I didn't fucking stopped it.So it's kind of pissed me off.
(06:33):
But like I said, I'm gonnaroll up. I try to make
these these podcasts is like thirty minutesif I have an interview, if I
don't try to make it like twentysomething like that, But it might be
a little longer cause I'm just gonnabe bloming off line rolling up. Once
I done of smoking, we seewhere we at. But yeah, so,
(06:55):
like I said, I was talkingabout current events, and I don't
know if you guys answered basketball likethat where it's a basketball player named Kevin
Porter. He just uh went intohis hotel room beat up his girlfriend.
And his girlfriend's a a w NBAplayer and he goes in the hotel room
jokes or beat punches or health oftimes or a close face or the face.
(07:16):
And this is a big nigga sayingno little dude punching her and shit
breaks fractures to her neck and breaksa vertebrate in her back. This dude
has an eighty two million dollar contract. And I ain't trying to say this
like in a bad way. Ialways say that when people don't the people
(07:36):
taking it wrong, not saying itin a bad way. But if you
had that much money, man,there's nothing. I mean, no,
people had health issue, mental healthissues and problems. But when you worked
that much money, man, you'rethrowing your life away from your hands on
a woman. Not me saying there'sno reason to put your hands on a
woman, but you had to think, like if I know I got eighty
(07:57):
two million I'm not arguing with you. I'm not. I just know,
but a lot of people have,you know, issues that bring out different
ship. But I feel sorry forher what she had to go through,
cause it's that sucks and the pain. And then this young dude just threw
away his life cause he wanted tobe tough or be silly cause you want
to fucking hurt a woman. Thatshit's crazy. I don't know. I
(08:18):
don't. I forgot to like myKimpy onfore I start smoking. Yeah,
my podcast is not to like picksites on events and all that. I
mean, I don't think I evergonna say something why I want to say.
(08:39):
People say I'm seeing some scoopid,But that's just wild. How somebody
like that I could just you know, you just throw away your whole career
right there, just this shit downa dream. Say I'm rolling up some
weak Make sure y'all subscribe to thispodcast. If you ain't, go ahead
(09:05):
and make sure you subscribe. Ohyes, I got a funny heat story.
So I'm one of my my partners. He'd be taking you know,
like viagra and all that shit,like you know, the commercials like off
hymns like or keeps and all thatshit you go over there, like pills
like Jered Vagger and all that stuff. So he'd be orning that because you
know you got a problem, likenot a problem, but you know you
(09:28):
can't stay hard and all that,and you know, besides just being an
a porn industry, you want totake those for your scenes just because you
know all the work you're doing backand forth, but sometimes in your personal
like you probable one of the motherfuckersyou're getting, you know, he'd be
to be strong for a while.They're like performance and handsomes, Like it's
like a baseball player taking steroids andshit. But yeah, so but this
(09:48):
girl doesn't know if I'm rolling upright now, So this girl doesn't know
that he'd be taking these. Andat first you'll take him. You know
the sex life is good, there'sno issues or nothing like that, or
they love it. But do youthink if he was to tell her would
(10:15):
she get would she get mad?Or do she gotta right to get mad?
You can just sit here and belike, you know what, maybe
I'm I'm taking us for you.You know shit, I don't can let
me stop taking him? See whathappens? Then would she be mad.
That's what I you know, Likeit's kind of weird, Like you know,
you're supposed to be honest, You'resupposed to be he's supposed to be
(10:37):
trusting, like you're supposed to trustwith someone and all that, But what
if you embarrassed and she might makefun of you or say you lying or
something like that. So you know, sometimes you just can't wait for us.
And that's like this, she looked. The hardest thing to do is
(10:58):
smoking. Still talk on here.Sometimes I don't be I'd be smoking,
I'd be getting I'm trying to stayover here. But this is like my
my welcome back episode is like mythird welcome back episode. But it takes
(11:20):
a one or to get used todoing this. Shit's like you had to
listen hear yourself talk. A lotof people say I had a good talking
voice, so that kind of givesme some confidence. But he still be
nervous about that shit. Glah,I's see what was oh? I forgot
to say r I p to aporn star lost her life. She passed
(11:43):
away, I think a couple ofdays ago. I don't know the actual
facts. I used to talk toher on Twitter. She was one of
my my favorite her favorite porn startersback in the day, say a song.
I think she's from Korea. Yeah, yeah, she's from Korea.
(12:05):
But we follow each o on Twitteror talked and all that shit. But
she lost her life. And shewrote on Twitter if I'm not a same
name, because I don't do allthis shit. But she wrote on Twitter
before she passed, if I diethis blank name, it's responsible. And
(12:26):
I guess she committed suicide. Andand it brought me to my attention a
lot of people that don't know.That's what meaning on my podcast was for
the shit light on the industry andship a lot of people in this life.
It's a sex working life, rightwith sex workers potentially called sex workers.
(12:48):
Even if you're at home doing yourown videos by yourself, a girl
just using a deal though by herself, a guy's doing solo is using the
fucking h pussy pocket where a littlefake doll or something. You're a sex
worker. If you trick on thestreets, you're a sex worker. Shripping
(13:13):
to me and my and my definitionis a sex worker. You're not actually
fucking with Some girls actually do theypay in the back? Niggas pay them
and they be fucking or come outside, pay, come to the hotel and
all that. So they are sexworkers twos, but the ones they just
solely shrip. I was still putin that category just because you're selling is
(13:33):
the pill you're selling that this guy'ssitting here looking at you and you want
to fuck. So I kind ofput that in there in a respectful way,
right, So if any strippers listeningto this, don't get mad at
me. I didn't mean in abad way and just saying weird. That's
the category people. I started thisship, it was called porn stars and
strip or amateur homemade. Now it'scontent creators, adult ten creators, you
(14:01):
know, so the definite terms change. But it was some good week.
I'm gonna shout out the dispensary becauseI don't have no sponsor, but yeah,
your label as a sex worker.So I see a lot of girls
on Twitter, Instagram stories I heardfrom girls I know in the industry.
(14:26):
They'd be doing their work only fansbefore any fans point start making their twelve
hundred fifteen hundred dollars to shoot,making their money on only fans and raking
it in doing good, making twentythousand of mine and all that shit and
just your tracks. Today. Theyget with a guy, maybe start shooting
(14:48):
content. He just a a standin dick where he just dicks in the
video and you can't see his bodyor nothing. He just stand in let
her do her shit and make hermoney off her videos, and cause people
want to buy like custo. I'mlike, oh baby, i'm'na see you
give her to a guy. Okay, boom, she got a boyfriend.
She can use that, so shit, it might be going good for a
(15:09):
while. You know, he's living. He's loving it because he got a
girl that's in it open for himand all that. Cause they after while
the nigga started acting weird and hestarts geting jealous or doesn't want her to
do that or just you know,just start being a weird though, just
like I always said, like niggasgo meet a shripper, meet her,
(15:33):
talk to her, meggas his girlfriend, and then he mad that she's shripping.
But it's like, nigga, amitsyou in here? You know what
I'm saying. So they come saythingfor sex workers, these girls and guys
too, Cause I've been in aa a sexual sex work relationship. So
I know how that shit is too. But what's one thing when I never
(15:54):
done, I never lived, fuckup my money Because when you're in a
set worker relationship, you can't.I'm not gonna argue with you. And
then how we're supposed to go work? How were supposed to go shoot this
video? You're busting it open andI'm talking shit to you and all that.
(16:15):
Let's we have angry sex and youwant to be court that, but
who wants to all right, theset up, the cameras, get the
light, you ready, and allthat were angry? Older's angry, fucking
angry fucking don't happen like that,you know what I'm saying. Just like
people you think I'm out fucking everyday. I got my gigheart every day
taking pictures. It's it's not likethat I can take a whole bunch of
pictures with one week videos to videos, I'm done for the month. You
(16:36):
know, you put them out howyou want social media? You don't know
what peop work really are doing.So people, these people, these people
people, Cause I'm a sex worker, I guess yeah I am. What
the fucking munch on? Abut uh? But yeah, so getting this relationships
(16:56):
with other sex workers or sex workersin the school. But then no person,
the guy starts getting mad and shit, he starts slowing up the girl
money. I seen girls started makingfrom twenty got a boyfriend, cool at
first, goes up, knotted downto five thousand. I text some girls
like, what's up with your work? And she played, yeah, I
just got a relationship that I ain'teven been consistent. I gotta get back
(17:17):
at it. That's the number onething you hear. It's the number one
thing you hear when you talk aboutpeople that are sex workers in me fucking
up with whoever they're with in arelationship. So they say they fall off
because you start arguing with that personand that person don't like you, and
then they break up. And thenlike a month later, I see them
saying, hey, I'm back outthere, I'm doing all my work,
(17:41):
and he starts hitting it hard again, doing all their videos again. So
it's hard to have a relationship inthis business with and with without someone that's
in it, you know. Butjust like any relationship, there's millions of
people that have regular relationships and theydon't work out. So the same thing
with sex workers, Like I thinkI mentioned on here before when I first
(18:02):
got into business, it was adirector that you know, helped me out.
I think it was fuck it smellingdirty Falcon, you know, something
like that. It was out ofNorth Fridge and the valley in LA.
He married an export star. Theyhad like four kids together, happily married,
no issues at all. Then youhave these other ones that do it
together and try to blackbaul each other, fuck each other over in the in
(18:23):
the industry, behetting up other peopleand all that. So it's just it's
weird. A lot of people thinksex workers can't have relationships, but we
can't, just like a normal personcan and cannot as well, you know
what I mean. And that's thenext thing. It's probably the last thing
on here too, cause I gota little high and I just wanted to
(18:44):
get back in the groove of doingthis shit and getting back in my routine,
cause I really loved doing his podcast. Is like at first when I
talked to myself and do this,it's soundly weird, and now you know,
I enjoy it. This is whatI would name this podcast too.
Fuck your moral compass, all right, And this like has like branch all
(19:08):
of shit it's like a tree indifferent branches of shit. I could talk
about what I mean about that iscool. You got moral compass. There's
certain things that don't allow you todo things because your moral compass. And
everyone shouldn't know by that. ButI'll tell you what I mean by that.
Your moral compass is something like itpoints north, it points I want
(19:33):
I need, I gotta have it, or I just I got it,
I need it, you know,like it's I'm being greedy with it.
Some people won't write certain things intheir lyrics because they're like, Noah,
that's not who I am. I'mnot gonna talk about club and all this
shit and bitches get people want it. That's what people want here. But
(19:55):
that's all I wouldn't really do,you know. But some people will say,
fuck, you know, I'm gonnamake this shit for people so they
got some vibe to him. I'ma throwing in my little conscious shit in
between, you know. That's likethe artist way of it, or just
say not compromising yourself. So alot of people that have moral compasses when
it comes to the sex life wouldsay, oh, you're only supposed to
(20:15):
be on one person. I don'tjust suck around like that. I don't
do this, uh cause that Idon't know what she does. Her names
like Brittany fuck, Brittany Rhyner orsomething like little I. I should know
this bit shit because she she passedthough she did, Uh Brittany Rhyne,
(20:36):
I think that's her name. Sheher personality she came famous was just like
you know, being around cheat andyou know, showing that personality like she
would suck around and do some wildnasty shit. And I think recently she
just talked about how she feels badabout her her body count. And in
my mind and especially when it comesto me like I like I would always
(20:59):
say the judge me, sexy,whatever you've done, who you fucked and
he was with, who you lieto or who you didn't tell, and
you had a good time, youenjoyed it. You don't you can't take
that back, say at that time, and that's basically you was at that
She was fun, you loved it. It was good. You know,
as long as you know violence,should have lost your job, bad,
get STDs or anything, then whateverbesides that, you had a good time.
(21:22):
Snuk call fuck did that dude youfucked with? With that girl.
It was a good time for thatmoment. That's what it is. You
don't have to wait five years learning. But like, oh, I'm just
disgusting with myself because I did that. Just because you can have you can
have sex with a million people,you have sex with two people. That
doesn't change who you are and howyou had in your life and how you
financially responsible or how you how youlook at things in life just because you
(21:48):
like to fuck or something, youknow what I mean. And people with
moral compasses sometime maybe like oh,I'm I say down on my two feet
and I only fucked two people.Yeah, I actually it was three and
I don't count the third one becausehe lied to get the pussy, so
I don't count that. I thoughtI was gonna love him, but he
liked I don't. I don't knowwhere I can. I don't like that
(22:11):
type of shit. I don't likeit. You know, you did what
you did at that time in thatmoment. It was fun. Like I
said, nothing as long as noharm came out of that with your life
physically or m emotionally, check itup. It was fun, you know,
live your life. Yeah, SoI'm happy to be back on here
(22:37):
my target days for dropping on theseepisodes or either or every every Sunday or
every other Sunday. I'm in aspace now, rocket that I should be
able to do it every Sunday.I just need to be consistent with that
shit, you know, I beconsistent with anything. I'm consisting getting this
dick, you know, if that'swhat you gonna do, And that's where
I'm at right, you know.But yeah, thank you opportunity in listening
(23:00):
to a funck it to talk aboutwith John X. Make sure you subscribe
wherever you listen to this on ApplePodcasts by the five YouTube iHeart Radio.
Make sure you subscribe. Always sendme up with questions. I tell you,
guys, all the time, I'mgonna hear your questions. I'm gonna
answer someone here. Even it's likeadvice or shit you're thinking about, come
(23:23):
talk to me. This is asafe space, man. Yeah, thank
you for tuning in, y'all.I'm gonna keep these rolling. Love y'all,
keep listening,
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