June 15, 2024 • 13 mins
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(00:01):
Don't let loneliness get to you.I repeat, don't let loneliness get to
you. Trust me. I knowon this journey of loneliness it can feel
like it's dreadful. You feel likeyou're just all alone, you have no
one. I have those feelings allthe damn time. So I totally understand
(00:27):
where you're coming from. So don'tfreck in those nights when you just really
can't hold yourself from going to sleepingwith that guy that you know you have
no business sleeping with, instead ofstanding your ass in the bed and chilling.
Yes, I said it. I'mback. I told you I'm coming
(00:47):
back. I'm coming back full force. I'm not well. I won't say
full force. I'm taking my timefull force. I can't do it right
now. I'm not there. I'min recovery mode. If you haven't known
where I've been since you've been onthe show you've been listening in, then
listen to this. Make sure yougo listen to those episodes, especially She's
(01:10):
Back, because I'll let you knowwhere Angel has gone and what we've gone
together together since COVID. All thisstuff a lot of things slammed, a
lot of businesses down, a lotof love relationships down and also it tore
us down. But nobody's really talkingabout it. They're just going through the
(01:30):
day, going through the motion andjust going with the flow. But they're
crashing. I crashed till I couldn'tcrash no more. I went down to
my lowest level of life that youcould ever think of. And I'm telling
you now that everything is going tobe okay. Trust me. I hate
(01:52):
to spoil it for you. Ihate to spoil it in for you,
but everything is going to be okay. Everybody's worried about the president. That's
your election coming up. We're allnervous about that. Even the presidents are.
Trust me, I know where we'reall coming from from, all four
corners. Take the time and breathe. Take the time to just breathe.
(02:31):
I'll say it one more time soyou can breathe right with me. We're
gonna breathe together. Take the timeto breathe. You just need to take
a breath. Some of you areworking your asses off. You don't know
where to turn left or right.I didn't know my left or right or
(02:53):
either. Trust me, I waslost. I was so lost in assault
y'all I'm telling you it was afunc show. I lost my hygiene.
I wasn't taking care of myself anangel. Not doing that is the number
one sign that something is dead dropwrong. And nobody can tell the story
(03:21):
like you can tell your own story. Trust me. When it gets dark,
it gets lonely sometimes, and whatdo you do? You just have
to sit there. You sit thereif you can't pray. I understand what
that means to not know how topray anymore because you get tired. You
said, I did all that.I've done all that, I put my
olan all of that, and guesswhere it let me here? I am
(03:44):
in the dark. Wow, thatshocked me coming out of my mouth,
because it felt like something just cameout of me to tell you, Yo,
I was eating on the streets.I was on the streets. Okay.
(04:08):
My mom and I we got intoan altercation. She told me to
leave the house and never come back. And I said, what my mother
said that? And listen, Ido not blame her. I don't remember
what. Let me tell y'all.Whatever we got into it, I'm laughing.
It's so funny. It was sominute, But I mean, we
were just both tired. My mama'stime, my dad's tired, everybody's tired.
(04:31):
My family's tired. We just wantto we we just want to see
each other just do right, doright by each other. We want to
see each other just do right bythe world and see each other just do
so well. And sometimes all ofus just hit the wall. I feel
like my family, we all havedisgusted. Our family is so like there
(04:53):
are some generational habits and curses thatwe just have to break, and we've
broken them in my family. AndI'm over here to testify to you that
loneliness held this family together. COVIDseparated us. And I'm a family type
(05:15):
of person. I'm family oriented.Whether we're fighting and fucking cussing, I
don't care. I'm there. Idon't miss a party. And when we
get together, it's a party.We can always sitting quiet in the living
room, it's still a party.I'm not out here to give out all
this information, but my mom andI are on so good terms. I'm
(05:42):
not saying I deserved it because itwas so little. I can't even remember
what we were arguing about. Itwas so little. We were just both
tired, and you know what thatfeels. Like when you're just tired and
there's no more fight and you justhave to get out. And she knew
I wanted to get back to destiny. She knew I wanted to get to
that ocean. And I went tothat ocean. I experienced the things I've
never experienced in the day of mylife. I was living a no mad
(06:05):
life. I will never call myselfhomeless because I was never on the streets.
Never I was driving in my carand until the motherfucker stopped working.
Excuse my language, but sometimes Ijust gotta be me. This is the
real mean, and I love it. I love it. It's like a
(06:27):
breath of fresh air, just tobe yourself and not what you think somebody
else thinks you need to be.Because I've heard all my life you're gonna
be this and you're gonna be that, and listen, I'm none of those
things because I'm just angel. Iam just a messenger. I will always
be your messenger. I will alwayskeep you cued up. I promise you
(06:51):
I will never let you miss abeat because I didn't miss a beat.
My heart was still beating. Yourheart is still beating, so there's there's
still a chance to fix that relationshipwith your mom, to fix that relationship
with your dad, to fix therelationship with your brothers, sisters, all
of these people that you have friends, friends, Trust me, I know
(07:13):
who my friends are, and promiseyou it's all of them, the ones
that I love. Dear to me, they were checking on me. They
were trying to find me through everybodyon Instagram. They didn't care. They
were trying to reach out because theywere worried about me. And I didn't
know the word got out because Iwas so catatonic. I was so quiet
(07:34):
about it. I didn't let peopleknow something was wrong. But oh when
they couldn't reach me, they knowsomething's wrong. When someone cannot reach you,
when you're unreachable, That is alevel of loneliness you cannot fathom.
(07:58):
I'm talking about the high end women, and I used to be one when
I was working for iHeart and doingall those interviews with the renowned speakers and
celebrities. And trust me, everybodyon my shoulders a celebrity. But I'm
telling you I was high ind andI'm telling you the loneliness that you feel
(08:20):
when you hit rock bottom is unrealm don't let broken relationships break you.
You gotta fix it. You gottahurry up and fix it, because we
(08:45):
really don't know how much time wehave left. We're all pondering like what
is about to be mixed? Becauseit's quiet, it's a little bit lonely
sometimes, I know. I knowthat feeling and the reason why I came
on here tonight because I was lonelyand I wanted to talk to somebody.
(09:05):
But somebody. You can get onthe phone and call all your friends up,
but not one person answered the phone, Then what do you do.
That's the worst feeling When no oneanswers the phone. You start questioning yourself,
(09:28):
You start to get down on yourself, but you can't. I was
on the streets of destined. Iwas asking for money because I didn't want
to leave the ocean. I wasso attached to that ocean like it was
my own baby, like it wasmy own baby. I felt like it
(09:52):
was the end for me to losethat ocean. I lost my house,
I lost everything I gave away.I just threw away so much. I
minimalized myself. I became a minimalist, and I lived out of my car
for months. I cannot count becauseof the so long I enjoyed myself.
(10:13):
I do not regret one night andknow one night stands. Thank god I
wasn't looking for that because I wasstill looking for my ex cousin. I
thought i'd meet him on the beach. But listen, it's just really hard
sometimes and night. People might callyou delusional and this and that and the
(10:35):
other. But you know what,let them call you crazy because I know
what crazy feels like. I knowwhat crazy looks like. I know what
crazy smells like. I know whatit can do to you and your soul.
And I said soul, because itgoes a little bit deeper than your
heart. Try stabbing your soul,coach. We all have been broken,
(11:03):
we have all been broken hearted.We have broke somebody's heart. And I
would see butterflies and I would thinkof my mother leading me through the streets
as I was lonely looking for love, looking for love, looking for that
(11:24):
romance, looking for that answer thatI never could get because I felt like
I was just going down this tunnelthat I just could not funnel my way
out of. So low is low. Blow is blow. Don't let it
blow you out, don't let itblow your house down. Get back up
(11:48):
again. You can do this.Start reading. Go out somewhere that is
quiet, not in the city.If you live in the city, oh
my goodness, I pity you.The country and the sounds, the birds,
the frogs, everything, just everythingchirping, just feeling good around your
surrounding. You have to put yourselfin a surrounding or you can feel serenity
(12:11):
and tranquility, because if you don't, you will miss the entire mark.
And I'm saying that I have donewrong. I know that I've done wrong.
I know I'm not the perfect daughter, the perfect child, the perfect
woman, the perfect girl, theperfect baby to whoever wants to call me
(12:33):
one hmm. You know, Ialways have believed in something, and I'm
gonna keep that a secret. Oneday I might tell you that I just
(12:54):
do not want to be alone.And even I find out when I'm not
alone, I just turn my musicon and I just get lost in it.
I get lost in it. That'sit, and I go to bed.
(13:18):
I take a shower, and Igo my butt to bed. There's
nothing left to do but just restrest your pretty and handsome little mind,
because life is worth living. WHOA, it's getting real hot up in here
(13:41):
because I am so fired up.When you're lonely, go dance
Don't let loneliness get to you.I repeat, don't let loneliness get to
you. Trust me. I knowon this journey of loneliness it can feel
like it's dreadful. You feel likeyou're just all alone, you have no
one. I have those feelings allthe damn time. So I totally understand
(00:27):
where you're coming from. So don'tfreck in those nights when you just really
can't hold yourself from going to sleepingwith that guy that you know you have
no business sleeping with, instead ofstanding your ass in the bed and chilling.
Yes, I said it. I'mback. I told you I'm coming
(00:47):
back. I'm coming back full force. I'm not well. I won't say
full force. I'm taking my timefull force. I can't do it right
now. I'm not there. I'min recovery mode. If you haven't known
where I've been since you've been onthe show you've been listening in, then
listen to this. Make sure yougo listen to those episodes, especially She's
(01:10):
Back, because I'll let you knowwhere Angel has gone and what we've gone
together together since COVID. All thisstuff a lot of things slammed, a
lot of businesses down, a lotof love relationships down and also it tore
us down. But nobody's really talkingabout it. They're just going through the
(01:30):
day, going through the motion andjust going with the flow. But they're
crashing. I crashed till I couldn'tcrash no more. I went down to
my lowest level of life that youcould ever think of. And I'm telling
you now that everything is going tobe okay. Trust me. I hate
(01:52):
to spoil it for you. Ihate to spoil it in for you,
but everything is going to be okay. Everybody's worried about the president. That's
your election coming up. We're allnervous about that. Even the presidents are.
Trust me, I know where we'reall coming from from, all four
corners. Take the time and breathe. Take the time to just breathe.
(02:31):
I'll say it one more time soyou can breathe right with me. We're
gonna breathe together. Take the timeto breathe. You just need to take
a breath. Some of you areworking your asses off. You don't know
where to turn left or right.I didn't know my left or right or
(02:53):
either. Trust me, I waslost. I was so lost in assault
y'all I'm telling you it was afunc show. I lost my hygiene.
I wasn't taking care of myself anangel. Not doing that is the number
one sign that something is dead dropwrong. And nobody can tell the story
(03:21):
like you can tell your own story. Trust me. When it gets dark,
it gets lonely sometimes, and whatdo you do? You just have
to sit there. You sit thereif you can't pray. I understand what
that means to not know how topray anymore because you get tired. You
said, I did all that.I've done all that, I put my
olan all of that, and guesswhere it let me here? I am
(03:44):
in the dark. Wow, thatshocked me coming out of my mouth,
because it felt like something just cameout of me to tell you, Yo,
I was eating on the streets.I was on the streets. Okay.
(04:08):
My mom and I we got intoan altercation. She told me to
leave the house and never come back. And I said, what my mother
said that? And listen, Ido not blame her. I don't remember
what. Let me tell y'all.Whatever we got into it, I'm laughing.
It's so funny. It was sominute, But I mean, we
were just both tired. My mama'stime, my dad's tired, everybody's tired.
(04:31):
My family's tired. We just wantto we we just want to see
each other just do right, doright by each other. We want to
see each other just do right bythe world and see each other just do
so well. And sometimes all ofus just hit the wall. I feel
like my family, we all havedisgusted. Our family is so like there
(04:53):
are some generational habits and curses thatwe just have to break, and we've
broken them in my family. AndI'm over here to testify to you that
loneliness held this family together. COVIDseparated us. And I'm a family type
(05:15):
of person. I'm family oriented.Whether we're fighting and fucking cussing, I
don't care. I'm there. Idon't miss a party. And when we
get together, it's a party.We can always sitting quiet in the living
room, it's still a party.I'm not out here to give out all
this information, but my mom andI are on so good terms. I'm
(05:42):
not saying I deserved it because itwas so little. I can't even remember
what we were arguing about. Itwas so little. We were just both
tired, and you know what thatfeels. Like when you're just tired and
there's no more fight and you justhave to get out. And she knew
I wanted to get back to destiny. She knew I wanted to get to
that ocean. And I went tothat ocean. I experienced the things I've
never experienced in the day of mylife. I was living a no mad
(06:05):
life. I will never call myselfhomeless because I was never on the streets.
Never I was driving in my carand until the motherfucker stopped working.
Excuse my language, but sometimes Ijust gotta be me. This is the
real mean, and I love it. I love it. It's like a
(06:27):
breath of fresh air, just tobe yourself and not what you think somebody
else thinks you need to be.Because I've heard all my life you're gonna
be this and you're gonna be that, and listen, I'm none of those
things because I'm just angel. Iam just a messenger. I will always
be your messenger. I will alwayskeep you cued up. I promise you
(06:51):
I will never let you miss abeat because I didn't miss a beat.
My heart was still beating. Yourheart is still beating, so there's there's
still a chance to fix that relationshipwith your mom, to fix that relationship
with your dad, to fix therelationship with your brothers, sisters, all
of these people that you have friends, friends, Trust me, I know
(07:13):
who my friends are, and promiseyou it's all of them, the ones
that I love. Dear to me, they were checking on me. They
were trying to find me through everybodyon Instagram. They didn't care. They
were trying to reach out because theywere worried about me. And I didn't
know the word got out because Iwas so catatonic. I was so quiet
(07:34):
about it. I didn't let peopleknow something was wrong. But oh when
they couldn't reach me, they knowsomething's wrong. When someone cannot reach you,
when you're unreachable, That is alevel of loneliness you cannot fathom.
(07:58):
I'm talking about the high end women, and I used to be one when
I was working for iHeart and doingall those interviews with the renowned speakers and
celebrities. And trust me, everybodyon my shoulders a celebrity. But I'm
telling you I was high ind andI'm telling you the loneliness that you feel
(08:20):
when you hit rock bottom is unrealm don't let broken relationships break you.
You gotta fix it. You gottahurry up and fix it, because we
(08:45):
really don't know how much time wehave left. We're all pondering like what
is about to be mixed? Becauseit's quiet, it's a little bit lonely
sometimes, I know. I knowthat feeling and the reason why I came
on here tonight because I was lonelyand I wanted to talk to somebody.
(09:05):
But somebody. You can get onthe phone and call all your friends up,
but not one person answered the phone, Then what do you do.
That's the worst feeling When no oneanswers the phone. You start questioning yourself,
(09:28):
You start to get down on yourself, but you can't. I was
on the streets of destined. Iwas asking for money because I didn't want
to leave the ocean. I wasso attached to that ocean like it was
my own baby, like it wasmy own baby. I felt like it
(09:52):
was the end for me to losethat ocean. I lost my house,
I lost everything I gave away.I just threw away so much. I
minimalized myself. I became a minimalist, and I lived out of my car
for months. I cannot count becauseof the so long I enjoyed myself.
(10:13):
I do not regret one night andknow one night stands. Thank god I
wasn't looking for that because I wasstill looking for my ex cousin. I
thought i'd meet him on the beach. But listen, it's just really hard
sometimes and night. People might callyou delusional and this and that and the
(10:35):
other. But you know what,let them call you crazy because I know
what crazy feels like. I knowwhat crazy looks like. I know what
crazy smells like. I know whatit can do to you and your soul.
And I said soul, because itgoes a little bit deeper than your
heart. Try stabbing your soul,coach. We all have been broken,
(11:03):
we have all been broken hearted.We have broke somebody's heart. And I
would see butterflies and I would thinkof my mother leading me through the streets
as I was lonely looking for love, looking for love, looking for that
(11:24):
romance, looking for that answer thatI never could get because I felt like
I was just going down this tunnelthat I just could not funnel my way
out of. So low is low. Blow is blow. Don't let it
blow you out, don't let itblow your house down. Get back up
(11:48):
again. You can do this.Start reading. Go out somewhere that is
quiet, not in the city.If you live in the city, oh
my goodness, I pity you.The country and the sounds, the birds,
the frogs, everything, just everythingchirping, just feeling good around your
surrounding. You have to put yourselfin a surrounding or you can feel serenity
(12:11):
and tranquility, because if you don't, you will miss the entire mark.
And I'm saying that I have donewrong. I know that I've done wrong.
I know I'm not the perfect daughter, the perfect child, the perfect
woman, the perfect girl, theperfect baby to whoever wants to call me
(12:33):
one hmm. You know, Ialways have believed in something, and I'm
gonna keep that a secret. Oneday I might tell you that I just
(12:54):
do not want to be alone.And even I find out when I'm not
alone, I just turn my musicon and I just get lost in it.
I get lost in it. That'sit, and I go to bed.
(13:18):
I take a shower, and Igo my butt to bed. There's
nothing left to do but just restrest your pretty and handsome little mind,
because life is worth living. WHOA, it's getting real hot up in here
(13:41):
because I am so fired up.When you're lonely, go dance
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