Healing The Hurt No One Sees // Pastor llya

A practical, Christ-centered teaching on overcoming emotional trauma, breaking strongholds, and experiencing inner healing.

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:02):
This is Hungry Gen Podcast, and I just want to
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Speaker 2 (00:05):
Us today here at HG.

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Speaker 3 (00:11):
We hope you enjoyed this week's message.

Speaker 4 (00:14):
Are you ready to receive tonight to this morning? I'm
gonna dive right into it because there's a lot of
things that I want to share and.

Speaker 2 (00:26):
Equip you with today. But before, but before we go
into it.

Speaker 4 (00:33):
As I was worshiping, I saw somebody who has severe
stomach ulcers that the Lord wants to heal today. If
that's you, come to the front. They're gonna pray for you,
but nobody else, just just those people. It's not an
open prayer for anybody. If you have severe stomach ulcers,
come up. I'm gonna pray for you. Those of you
that are watching online. If that's you as well, put

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it in the chat. They're gonna pray and I'll release
the grace of God and healing touch into your life
in Jesus and you'll be healed today this morning in
Jesus name. And then another person that I saw, It
could be more than one person. If you have severe
stomach ulcers, come there's a grace for healing right now
in this place. I saw another person as we were worshiping,

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somebody who has a severe scoliosis to the point that
either you already had a medical procedure with a corrective
medical procedure because I saw.

Speaker 2 (01:24):
Like ross and plates that needed to be put in.

Speaker 4 (01:28):
I don't know if you had the medical procedure or
that's something that's been recommended to you to do. Come up,
and the Lord's gonna touch you and heal you today.
God is gonna put an end.

Speaker 2 (01:39):
Who's who's here?

Speaker 4 (01:41):
Any of you hasculosis or just the ulcers? Us, Thank
you Lord, Thank you, Jesus, Thank you Lord, Thank you Jesus,
Thank you Lord.

Speaker 5 (02:00):
Ulcers or sculosis? What?

Speaker 2 (02:06):
Okay, we'll pray for that tonight.

Speaker 4 (02:08):
Just just those things that I'm calling out, Just those
things that I'm calling out. Please don't come if you
don't have this particular thing. When God speaks, there is
a grace for that to be releasedloss or ulcers. Okay,
have you had a medical procedure yet or you're preparing

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to have it done?

Speaker 5 (02:30):
Okay? Come?

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Can the ushers come front, come, come come up? Can
we have somebody? Can we have one of the ushers
just then to stand here. As we were worshiping, I
saw somebody who had a severe scoliosis that was affecting

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even the way they walked and causing back pain. And
I heard the Lord say to release and forgive and
walk and forgiveness with your mother.

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Mother. Does that make sense?

Speaker 5 (03:09):
Okay?

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As you're gonna release forgiveness to your mother, the Lord's
gonna heal you and you will be set free because
that spirit there is attached to your spine, access it
through the bitterness and unforgiveness in your life.

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Does that make sense?

Speaker 5 (03:29):
Yes, it makes sense.

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How's your relationship with your mom?

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She's gone, but it's been a very difficult lifetime with her.

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Are you ready to forgive and release her?

Speaker 5 (03:39):
Yes?

Speaker 4 (03:41):
Huh, a lot of other people. You gotta release bitterness
and unforgiveness. I'm gonna talk about it. It will make more
sense to you as I'm gonna talk about it. Why
but Paul says, that.

Speaker 5 (03:56):
Be what's the scripture?

Speaker 4 (03:59):
Just sleep my mind to be in good health, a
bit prosper as your soul prospers, and be in good
health when our soul is filled with toxic emotions, bitterness
and forgiveness. It opens the door to demons to torment us,

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and it opens and it suppresses our soul to be
able to regenerate and allow our body to heal. You understand,
Are you ready to release and not go? And forgive?
Say Lord Jesus, Lord Jesus, I forgive. I forgive my mother,
my mother, for all the pain and hurt, for the
pain and hurt that she has caused me, that she

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has caused me and everyone else, and everyone else I
hold grudge against that, I hold a grudge against. In
Jesus' name, I forgive them. I forgive them, and let
them go. Let them go in Jesus name, Jesus name.
Now your spirit behind us, closis, commer his name.

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Church, stretch your hands toward.

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Her in a mighty name of Jesus Christ.

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You spirit attached to her, back to her spinal.

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Come out of her, leave her now go in Jesus name, begone, begone.
I command her spinal to straighten out. In Jesus name.
You snake attached to your spinal be moved in Jesus name.

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No corrective procedures in Jesus name. As she forgives and
releases that spirit of infirmity is being released now in
Jesus name, in Jesus name, be free in Jesus' name,
Thank you Lord, Thank you Jesus. Be healed. Now, be

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healed from every ulcer. Now fire alcohold the ghosts. Complete healing,
complete healing. Touch, be healed.

Speaker 5 (06:11):
Now.

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Every demon attached to your stomach. Begne in Jesus' name,
Thank you Lord. Be healed, Thank you Jesus. Be healed
from every ulcer, Thank you Lord, Thank you Jesus. Every
spirit of him from you, leave him now scoliosis in

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Jesus' name.

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Just stretch your.

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Hands toward this man. He has a severe scoliosis, as
you can see it. In the mighty name of Jesus.
Say this with me. Say we're the people of God.
We command every evil spirit attached to his spinal attached
to his back, leave you now be made straight in

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Jesus name.

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Be made straight.

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Leave him, leave him now, leave him now, cut of him,
come out of him. Now leave his body. Now fire
other ghosts. Fire what the ghosts be made straight. Now
be made straight in Jesus' name. Fire other holy ghost.

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Thank you Lord, thank you Jesus, Thank you. Lord, Thank you, Jesus,
Thank you Lord, Thank you, Jesus.

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Thank you Lord. What's happening with your arm?

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I usually have four years of both arms. And then
they performed as to our ledge or condition in card
dystnt he and then.

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So that happened after the surgery.

Speaker 6 (07:52):
No I was born with that, and they did a
surgery in twenty ten.

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To try to go act the cardiep.

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In Jesus name, I command every spirit of deformity, every
spirit affecting his neurological condition, his nerves in Jesus name,
be loose, now be loose. Now loose his arm in
Jesus name. Everything that has been torn, everything that has
been broken, everything that has been cut, everything that has

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been damaged.

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Be be healed.

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Now be restored completely now in Jesus' name. In Jesus' name,
Thank you Lord, Thank you, Jesus. Fire out the holy ghost.
I command his body to be healed, his nerves to
be restored, his muscles to be restored.

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Be healed.

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In Jesu's name.

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In Jesu's name, do you do physical therapy? Okay, begin
to do physical therapy. And as you're going to continue
to work it the think the Lord's going to begin
to bring a progressive healing and straighten you out in
Jesus' name. Amen, Amen, be blessed, Be blessed, Thank you Lord,

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Thank you Jesus. I believe that the condition of our soul.
I believe that the condition of our soul effects the
way we are in our body, and many of our
sicknesses and many of our diseases, many of the things

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that we suffer in our body is due to the
fact that our soul is not whole.

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It's not healed.

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Our heart is broken, and our soul holds this toxic emotions,
holds this bitterness, unforgiveness, holds this trauma, this pain that
we go through in life, sometimes due to our own
sins and fault and many times due to other people's faults,

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other people's evil that.

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They do to us.

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But I want to tell you that your soul is
not a container for toxic emotions, and it cannot contain
and hold them for a long period of time.

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It begins to leak. You know, I come from.

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Tricities area and they have a Hanford nuclear site. And
when they enriched uranium some years ago for the atomic bomb,
there was the toxic waste, and the toxic waste was
the toxic waste had to be put in special containers,
and then toxic ways started to leak. So now they're

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reputting them into different containers and hoping that that doesn't
leak and stays contained for.

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A very very long period of time.

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And so there are things that are there are containers
that can handle certain things, certain toxicity, and they are
containers that cannot where our soul is not a container
that can handle our.

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Toxic emotions.

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And what I mean by toxic emotions, it's bitterness, is pain,
is anger, is hurt, and trauma. Now it can it
can it can handle for a little while to give
us room to kind of come to our senses and
begin to get to the place where we begin to
deal with the Lord and process our emotions, our pains

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and fears and angers and anxieties with the Lord. But
if we don't do that quick enough, we begin to
our soul.

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It begins to leak.

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It begins to go into every area of our life.
It goes into our relationship, it goes into our mental
and emotional well being, It goes into our health, and
often we struggle with sicknesses and diseases, not because we
have a spirit attached, but because our soul is a junkyard.

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Now usually almost always when we get to that state,
there is a demon attached to it if we don't
clean up our soul because they love dirty places, they
like mess, they like chaos.

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Are you with me?

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So we're gonna talk about how to deal with our soul?

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Say this with me? Say I am a spirit who
possesses a soul.

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That lives in a body. The body is a vehicle
for the soul and the spirit to express itself. The
body is just an earthly vessel. Bible says, it's a tent,
it's a temple. It's not about the body as much
as it's about the soul and the spirit. See when

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God created us in a garden of Eden, when he
places a man, we were made perfect. We had a
perfect order, meaning that our spirit was one in charge,
she was dominant, and then the soul was submitted to
the spirit, and then the body was submitted to the soul.
And because there was perfect alignment, there was no sickness,

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there was no pain.

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There was no struggles, there is no striving.

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There was this perfect unison of our triunion being are
you with me? When sin entered into the world, what
it did not only separated us from the presence of God,
but it severed the connection between the soul and a spirit,
and the spirit and a body. And it rearranged the
order that we live by, and many of us will

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live by our flesh. The soul dominates our life. The
soul is not in a good place. The soul is
not actually a good The soul drives our life, but
soul is not really good driver. And this is where
we get all the troubles in our life. Condition of
our soul dictates the condition of our body. John one

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two says Belaved, I pray that you may prosper in
all things and be in good health, just as.

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Your soul prospers.

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If you notice in your life that there is lack
of prosperity in particular sphere, this particular area in your life,
before praying God bring breakthrough, you should be asking God,
which what is the.

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Condition of my soul in this part of my life?

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Because according to.

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The Scripture, that we prosper and I mean by prosperity
not money. Even though when you are in a proper
place in alignment in your soul, you will have even money.
And oftentimes we come to your prayer line. Oft Times
we come.

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To the service and we just want a quick solution.

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God deliver me, God save me. God give me breakthrough.
God give me money, God give me marriage, God give
me this or that. But God doesn't just want to
give you a solution, a quick solution.

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He wants to help to restore your soul.

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He wants to make you whole on inside, so that
the wholeness and the health of your soul produces prosperity
in your life. Now again, I'm not talking about prosperity
in the context of finances. I'm talking in prosperity of
wholeness and health in your heart, in your emotions.

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Are you with me?

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Proverbs four twenty three Keep your heart with all diligence,
for out of it sprints the issues of life.

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Again.

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Problem says that the issues of life and the condition
of your life will determine will be determined by the
outflow of your heart.

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John seven thirty eight.

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He who believes in me, as the Scripture has said,
out of his heart will flow the rivers of living water.
Jesus came to reclaim and restore your entire being, your spirit,
your soul, and your body. He did not leave any
part of your being out of the redemption plan. He

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reconnected our spirit in a day of our salvation. Now
our spirit his tight is reconciled with the Spirit of God,
connected to the Spirit of God. He's in the process
of restoring and healing our soul when we give him
access to And he also made it available that by

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his shribes we could be healed and restored in our
So the entire being, are you with me? Jesus scripture
says in Isaiah sixty one to one. And where Jesus
came and he read this scripture about himself, and he
declared this that the spirit of the Lord God is
upon me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach

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good tidance to the poor, and he has sent me
to heal the broken hearted. So first he says, I
came to preach the gospel. I came to reconcile you
with the Father the poor. He refers to the poor
and the spirit. And the next thing he says, I
came here to restore the broken hearted, to heal the

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shattered soul, fragmented soul. Our soul is composed of the mind, will,
and emotions. Jesus came to restore the entire soul. Mind
gets erupted, it needs to be renewed. Will gets conquered
and needs to be reclaimed, and emotions can be crushed.

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It needs to be restored. The biggest problem most of
us have is in the emotions aspect. We don't know
how to deal with emotions, especially if you go to
a Pentecostal charismatic church church that believes you know walking

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by faith, not by feelings. Oftentimes we're conditioned that we
taught hey, just faith then till you make it right.
I mean, I've said it, You've said it, and it's good.
We should not be driven by emotions. We should be
driven by the promises of God. We should be led
by the spirit of God.

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Are you with me?

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But oftentimes we take that approach to our emotions. We
ignore our heart, we ignore our feelings, we ignore our emotions.
We tuck it away, either because we were conditioned that
way in the church or on top of it, when

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we were growing up, we were never taught how to
deal with our emotions. We were told, don't cry, boys,
don't cry, don't show emotions, or on the other side,
we were given free reign of emotions, screaming, yelling, kicking,
doing whatever we want, never learning to process it properly

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and put it in the right place. And then today
we are reaping the fruits of our soul being untrained
and not being able to process our emotions properly. Many

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of us will also go through traumatic events in life,
things that happened to us, traumas that we inherit.

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From our parents.

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We have never been wounded in that place, but maybe
our mom or our dad, they went through it, and
they've acted insecure, they.

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Have acted out in anger, they have acted out.

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In a particular way because that was their coping mechanism,
that was their way of.

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Processing their emotions.

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And even though we didn't go through what they went through,
but we got conditioned we inherited. Are so fragment of
the trauma. And now all of a sudden are we
acting bitter?

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We acting like we are being.

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A victim of some particular abuse or neglect or something,
even though we never went through it, And all of
a sudden, we are not trusting any body.

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Why what has.

Speaker 4 (21:02):
Anybody done to you that now you don't trust the leadership,
you don't trust the men, you don't trust the women,
you don't trust friends, nothing really in particular. But because
it's something that's inherited, we live out our parents' traumas
and pains and we don't even know how to deal

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with it.

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Let's talk about trauma.

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Trauma is a side effect emotionally damaging event that happened
to us, which which we're beyond our control. Trauma is
simply something that we experienced. Now For every person, trauma
is different, depending on their psychological state, depending on their
coach in the background, depending on their upbringing, demanding, depending

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on how fortified they're in their soul, in their mind
and their emotions.

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For one person, an event can be super traumatic.

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Uh and and and they need inner healing and they
need even deliverance. For the other persons like, oh yeah,
I was scary, not a big deal. I moved on.
So that the emotional trauma for each person is different.
And I've mentioned that earlier, that you know, traveling around
the world and seeing different cultures, different different different people,

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and I see how in different cultures different people process
the same.

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Thing but differently.

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For example, more in third world, second and third World
countries where life is a bit tough, life is a
bit rough, people are a little bit more emotionally fortified,
and some petted things don't get to them and don't
wound them and don't don't affect them as much as
people in the Western world. And sometimes in the people
in the Western world, you look at them the wrong way.

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Oh that's it. It's a spiritual abuse pastor who looked
at me sideways.

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And they need a emotional space and now they need
uh crying room, and now they need therapy and now
and and honestly, legitimately they do because they were not
taught properly how to handle it emotions as a child.

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Life babied them, and.

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This is their first they're acting like a child because
like a child would act to their mom or dad
looking them finely, rejecting them, maybe not giving them attention,
and they would a child would throw a tantrum. And
that's how they're acting out as an adult.

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And so what I noticed, when.

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A person goes to some tougher things in life, it
toughens them up, and then they grow up being less
sensitive to offense and bitterness and unforgiveness. And other things
that other people struggle so easily with it. So trauma
is it is not the same for everybody. And a

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soul wound occurs when a person faces emotional trauma and
unable to cope with it. As a result, usually a
person suppresses their emotion, emotions or dissociates.

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From the event. That simply means that.

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The part of the soul leaves the body while the
trauma curs. It's their coping mechanism even times. You know,
sometimes I would I would consul and minister to people
who have gone through very horrific abuse, you know, being
sold into sex, slavery and other things, and they they

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share the horrific things that have been done to them, and
you're like, how in the world a person can handle
so much abuse and pain.

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And still be alive. It's difficult to hear.

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I can only imagine how much how much more difficult.

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It is to live it through.

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But there's one thing, one common thing that.

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They share how they cope with it is that.

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Large amount of drugs.

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While they're present with the body, their soul is absent,
or if not drugs, they literally go into a lalla
land somewhere else while the horrific things are happening to them.
They're dissociating from the event. Soul wounds can be caused

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by verbal, physical, emotional, spiritual abuse, emotional distraught, heartbreak, sin patterns, addictions, accidents,
sudden loss of a loved one, a hard life experience.
The deeper the emotions, the stronger the memory. Memory is

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a set of images thoughts plus emotions, thoughts plus emotions,
and the deeper the emotions are, the deeper the pain is,
the deeper the memory. This is why some people thirty
years later can recall an abuse that happened to them

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when there were seven, and they will describe it as
if it just happened. They can recall a smell, they
can recall collers, they can recall a scenery. They jump
into that event, and they recall everything as if it's
just happened because of how deeply they were wounded in
that moment. Many soul wounds are they come from unmeat

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basic needs. We have four basic emotional needs. It's physiological needs.
That's air, water, food, shelter, clothing, sleep. When person is
deprived of these physiological needs, oftentimes a soul wound can
be created and a soul wound.

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Then then we have triggers.

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And we're wondering why are we getting triggered in particular
situations for example, like claustrophobia. Maybe a person when they
were young got locktop. I was praying for a lady
got locktop in a pantry cabinet when they were young.

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When and.

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They were playing hide and seek, and was one of
those cabinets that self locks for children.

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And then she got lockedop.

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They couldn't find her, and they moved.

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On, and then they left the house.

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Kids when playing outside, left the house and a person
just got so freaked out, and from that point on
they got claustrophobia because psycho physiological needs were taken away,
like or for example, somebody goes to a drowning experience,
then they get triggered in various moments and events around water.
But the problem is when the trauma happened when they

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were drowning. Safety needs physical and emotional safety and protection.
When a person is deprived of safety needs, they could
also get an emotional trauma. Number three belonging love and
belonging it's friendship, intimacy, family, sense of connection.

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When a person is deprived of that.

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They can have certain emotions, suppressed emotions, or even traumas,
and can be triggered by particular things. For example, a
person that I administered to would refuse to receive help
from other people, even people meant well and want to.

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Help him, but would refuse to receive help.

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And when I would talk to him and ask him,
why is that, do you think, like why do you
struggle to receive help? And when we got down to
the basic core need is that he didn't have a
good family when he grew up. He wasn't taken care of,
he wasn't provided. He grew up with this lone involve mentality.

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You take care of yourself. Nobody's going to help you.

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You're alone.

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For esteem, respect, self esteem, recognition, strength, and freedom. When
people are deprived of that, oftentimes it also creates a
a soul wound, even dissociation. The consequence of trauma. I'm
just gonna lay laying down quickly some of the some

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of the foundational things so you understand what we're gonna
be doing here in just a moment. The consequences of
trauma Number one or is a dissociation. The association happens
when person goes through a traumatic event and they diassociate

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from the event. They the attach emotionally from from the event.
So when a person goes one of the consequences of trauma,
when person goes through something like this is dissociation. It
creates dissociative identity disorder, multiple personality disorder PTSD, bipolar, manic, depressive,
and most other disorders. Most I'm not saying all, but

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most mental.

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Disorders are caused.

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By one or many emotional wounds and traumas. Now, sometimes
you do you have to use a medication to help
to stabilize a person so they can come to their
senses and be able to reason well, so then you
can start working with them through some of the things

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that they went through. We're not against medication. We're not
against doctors. We appreciate and love doctors. If you're a doctor,
if you're a nurse here or watching online, we thank
God for your life.

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We thank God for medicine. As a matter of fact, if.

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You look in at church history, it was the Church
that started hospitals. It was the Church that started medicine.
Medicine and doctor is good. Now I'm not talking about
medical and pharmaceutical industry. That's a different case and how
it is in America. We can debate about it and
we can have different things, but generally speaking, doctors and
nurses they try their best to help people and so

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sometimes people need help with that. The other consequences, with
the other consequences of emotional trauma up is emotional instability
that expresses itself in depression, emotional overreaction, meaning people triggered
emotional shut down. They just pull away and they don't

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want to don't even want to deal, They don't want
to talk about it.

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That's the way that coping. They just would draw.

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Triggered emotion, triggered emotions, switching off, personality or moods, divided
within self, loss of time and memory, hearing multiple voices,
self harm, suicidal thoughts or even attempts. And the last
one is health suppression. Imbalances and hormones and other chemicals

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in the body. Suppressed immune system disturb God function and
diminished natural self healing abilities.

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Let me explain this quickly.

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Our body was created by God to renew and restore
itself and to heal itself as long as nothing suppresses it,
as long as nothing gets on the way our body
is designed a way where our skin cells renew, our
bone cells renew our blood, our blood cells that get

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renewed every so often. You can look up the statistics.
It's amazing what our body does when nothing else interferes
with it, and even when you get injured, it heals
itself unless something interferes with it. Now, it can be
physical like germs and viruses, and it could also be emotional.

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What ends up happening is that when we hold toxic emotions, bitterness, unforgiveness,
we hold this pain, this trauma in our soul.

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What it does is it's like a hand that.

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Suppresses certain physical bodily mechanisms in our lives, in our
body and does not allow it to regenerate, renew itself,
and function properly.

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This is sometimes why we have.

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Digestive issues, blood issues, even issues like we pray today
issue of scoliosis.

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That's why we.

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Have issues like out of immune diseases, meaning that your
immune system does not work properly because something it could
be spiritual or emotional, it could be or could be both,
is stopping it, suppressing it from functioning properly. That's why
most of the time before I pray for healing. I

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lead people through releasing emotions, unforgiveness, allowing the body to
just come to it. Just get that out of the way,
and the body itself will restore it naturally by natural healing,
a progressive healing. Yes, sometimes the body is degenerated to
the degree that it's it's it's it needs help physical

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meaning vitamin supplements and some other things, sometimes even spiritual,
like a miracle, a miracle of healing, a miracle of
restoration of the body.

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Are you with me? He's the worst part though.

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If being traumatized in your heart and your soul wasn't
bad enough, demons come and attach themselves to soul wounds.
I want you to imagine this your physical body. Right,
If you get a cut in your.

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Body and you neglect it, what does come into your wound?

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Bacteria infection, right, and then your body will struggle to
heal itself if there is bacteria.

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Right.

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So this is the first thing that you must do,
is you need to disinfect correct, put clean stuff on it,
and then the body will do what heal itself.

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You have a physical body, but you also have your soul.

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Which is your astra body. And when a wound happens.
I want you to see it. I don't know how
exactly it is, but just bear with me. It's like
a cut in your soul body. And if it stays
open and cut for a while, guess what gets attached
to it? Demons, It's like the entry way, entry door

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into your soul.

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Do you understand.

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So that's why you can't have your wounds neglected for
too long.

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You have to deal with it.

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Demon excess excess soul wounds in two ways, believe in
a lie and harboring silinful emotions. Believe in a lie
something that maybe perhaps happened to you.

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And usually oftentimes it happens.

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During some sort of a traumatic event, some sort of
a hurtful event. For example, you as a girl in
high school, you were wanted to go on to prom
or something, and you had a date and that person
who you thought you were gonna date go on to

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prom with, that person did not ask you or that
ask you, and dumpty went with somebody else. Now that
would hurt. I'm not a girl, but I know will hurt.
And so that event would create this thought in your heart.
I guess I'm not good enough. Maybe I'm not worthy

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to be loved. I am chosen over now, silly event
that happened in high school. You moved on, you moved
past that. But if you have not confronted that lie,
that seed keeps growing. Here's the here's the dangerous part.

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That that seed begins to attract other like minded thoughts.
Your mind is created in this way where when you
introduce an idea into your mind, your mind looks to
substantiate that idea or reject it. So it's looking for

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same kind of thoughts to say, oh, yeah, no, it's true,
and it begins to reinforce it. Enough of those thoughts,
a collection of thoughts then becomes It builds a belief
system in you. So now you're fifteen years removed from
that stupid prom date that failed, and you're still struggling

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in relationships when you got a lovely husband who loves you,
who takes care of you, but you always feel.

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Like you're not good enough, even though he has done nothing.

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To do that to to make you feel that way,
and he can love you to death, and you still
feel unloved because there was a moment in your life,
because of that hurt, that pain, you believe a lie
and now that lie reinforce itself with many other lines.

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It became a belief system. And now that belief system
controls you. You don't control it. See, when a thought comes,
you still have a choice rejected, renounce it, receive the truth,
or you lay it.

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It all you have to do just let it.

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Linger, just forget about it, move on it and starts growing,
growing and reinforcing itself, and it grows into a mighty
tree and then produces fruit of rejection. Are you with
me and harboring sinful emotions? When we get hurt, usually
we get bitter, we'll get will allow and forgiveness, willow, anger, fear, anxiety,

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phobeias enter in and demons attach themselves to those things.

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And it's already bed enough that you were wounded.

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Now demons come in and take that wound, and whatever
the emotions is behind that wound, they multiply it by ten.
So if that event that you went through through trauma
made you angry, that's a normal response. Even God gets
angry when he sees injustice, when he sees things that

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are done wrong, when things are done wrongly to him.
But then we don't move past that, we don't get healed,
the anger lingers, and then the spirit of anger comes,
and then all of a sudden, you have this, All
of a sudden, you have this emotional outbursts of anger
that you can't control. And you'd say something like, oh, man, man,

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I didn't even that wasn't even me, Like, I don't
know what happened.

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That's what happened.

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If you look in a Bible, David teaches us. David
is such a great example of how to deal with
our emotions, how to deal with our emotions. Before I
go minister to you, I want to just quickly take
you through a few things. When you go through, I

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want to equip you. We're gonna deal with the past,
past traumas right now here in just a few moments.

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Some of you're gonna.

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Get You're gonna get healed in your heart. As a result,
you're gonna get healed in your body, and you will
get set free, either today or tonight. But the thing
is that life doesn't stop to now. It continues on going.
You're gonna go through heartbreaks, You're gonna go through disappointments.

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Friends will disappoint you, Pastors and leaders would disappoint you.
People would disappoint you. Family members will disappoint you. You
will go through tragic events. That's just life.

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We live in.

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Some for world.

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Bible says, good and bad comes on people, rainfalls on
good and bedding people, meaning that that's just the world
we'll live in. Things happen. Yes, God protects us. God
gives us strength to go through things. But things will
happen to you in this life. And you need to
be equipped learning, knowing how to process your emotions. So

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write this down. It's not on the screen. Write this down.
Emotions are not weakness. Don't treat them like that. They're
not flawed. They're God given to you. They're designed by
God for you to experience life, for you.

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Not to be just a robot. Because we have.

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Two extremes, people that are emotion driven. They're all about emotions,
unstable in their ways like Bible says.

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And then you have other people who.

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Are just locked in, locked up and not experiencing anything.
Both extremes, and both are wrong. God has given us
emotions to experience. God's experienced emotions. Jesus experienced emotions all
throughout the scripture. We're not gonna go into it. How
do we process our emotions. We'll look at the life

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of David and I'm gonna quickly run through it. If
you want more in detailed teaching, I just did it
two sundays in our church and Everett go on YouTube
and listen to it fully. But number one, you have
to stop and reflect, pause, and go into a quiet
place with the Lord. Psalm one says this, Surely I

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have calmed and quieted my soul like a wind child
with his mother. Like a wind child. Is my soul
within me. It's not just prayer. It's not pacing back
and forth spraying tons and thinking you're gonna pray away
in tons the pain you went through. You're gonna have
to stop, focus your attention.

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On the Lord.

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Quiet your soul awareness precedes healing. The second thing, as
David was reflecting, he labeled his emotions. Honestly, I can't
over emphasize how important it is for you to label

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your emotions, to voice them out. Psalm six for six,
as is I am weary and with my groaning all
night in my bed, I swim. I drench my couch
with my tears. Verse four five says this, my heart's
severely pained with me. I want you to notice. This

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is such a good verse. He's saying, Lord, I am
in pain, I am hurt. He's not trying to faith it.
He's trying. He's bringing his soul to the Lord. He's
labeling it. He says, the terror of death has fallen
on me. Fearfulness and trembling have come upon me. He says, Lord,
I am afraid and trembling. He's not hiding it, he's

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not trying to Oh.

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No, I'm not afraid.

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I'm a man, I'm a woman of faith.

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No.

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He's expressing it to the Lord, not to people, to
the Lord.

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And horror has overwhelmed me.

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In another Psalm sixty nine, verse nineteen twenty, says this
in my reproach, and my shame and my dishonor my
adversaries are all before me. I want you to notice
David was so good at labeling what he felt, honor,
dishonor shame.

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Reproach.

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One of the most difficult things that I think that
I have to do with people when I minister inner
healing is trying to have them express how they feel.
How do you feel, Like, what's what's going on.

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Inside of you?

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I don't know, like are you Are you feeling angry?
I so oftentimes I would have to feed them the
words so they can point at this point that somebody
suggests for me to have an emotional chart on my
wall when I minister, so they can just point and say,
this is how I feel. But this is exactly what
it takes. Even studies said, even studies say, all these

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big universities that by labeling your emotion you reduce its
effect by fifty percent or more.

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Just that pain that you're feeling, if you just speak it.

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Out and say, I feel so angry right now, I
feel that I was done so wrong by these people.

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God, what's happening.

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My heart hurts.

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Just by speaking it out and labeling what's happening in
your heart, you bring the pain down to manageable degree. Lord,
I feel so ashamed. I can't believe I've done this,
such a terrible mistake. God, help me to process this,
and you begin to voice out the feelings that you have.
Have You noticed children sometimes such a very young chill

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them to have these outbursts like you know, our throw tentrums.
You know why is because their emotional side it gets
developed a lot faster than their verbal side, and so
they're experiencing overwhelming amount of emotions, but they can't label it,
they can express it with their words, so they're thrown tenttrums.

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So quick tip for those of your parents have little
kids and grandparents, teach young children how to label their emotions.

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Help them so then when.

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They grow up they know.

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How to process it with the Lord and other people
and deal with it. Label an emotion. That's what David did.
David didn't stop there. He looked deeper why he felt
that way. And most people this is where, even if
they get this far, they label their emotions. Lord, take
this anger away, Lord, take this this pain away, Lord,

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take this bitterness away. Lord take this away. They just
want a quick relief. They just want to get done
with it and move forward. David didn't stop that. He
went further. He labeled his emotions, and then he looked
into why he.

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Felt this way.

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So for the three five says this, Why are you
cast down on my soul?

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Why are you disquieted within me? He is he's he's
not just he's not just saying.

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Oh well I'm down. That's good.

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At least you can recognize that, oh I'm disquieted, that's awesome.
I'm feeling said, that's good, and we've gotten the first step.
That's awesome, that's that's that's a big step. But don't
stop there. Bring Why do you constantly end up feeling
said and depressed?

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What is in my soul?

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That?

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What is the root that keeps triggering that? What is
what is it.

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That that keeps that, that keeps that that keeps bringing
those feelings of disappointment, of of uh, of feeling unworthy,
of feeling all these toxic emotions. Why am I feeling this?
Where does it come from? I'm gonna go through quickly

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to the rest of the stuff. Then David brings it
before the Lord. You bring those emotions that you express honorably, honorably,
but honestly, oftentimes we're afraid to express our emotions with God.
It's true if you've been a Christian. This is why
probably the most difficult part, uh, it's let's put it,
let me put this away. It's a lot harder to

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minister in a healing to Christians that have been Christians
for a long time than the newly Christians. Because Christians
have been long time Christians have been conditioned to ignore
their emotions to faith it and not process their emotions.
And and because they're afraid of God how he responded

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to their emotions, there are that if they express their emotions,
it will not be faith.

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God is not afraid of your emotions.

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He created them.

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He knows what's happening in you. Before even you knew
what is happening in you. And if you bring it
to the Lord just the way, it is honorably. Remember
he is your creator.

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He is God. He doesn't need you, you need him.
He wants to.

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Though, because some people, especially in the young generation, there
is no fear of God, there is no honor of God.

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They treat God as their body. Listen, he is your friend,
but he is not your body.

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Honorably but honestly, even if it's against God, God, I
prayed for my mom to get healed. She did not
get healed. Just so much anger on me.

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Why did you not heal? What happened? God is not
afraid of your doubt.

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Your doubt actually can lead you into closer relationship with
God if he process it correctly.

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There's many scriptures.

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Again, you can listen to the message in fullness and
then surrender those emotions, release them to God, and so
Lord take it away, receive love and acceptance.

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There is no fear in a perfect love.

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According it For according to First John, Chapter four, verse eight,
no hope, no hope does not disappoint because the love
of God has been poured out into our hearts by
the Holy Spirit, who gives, who was given to us
Romans five to five. The key is to receive love
into those places and then lost one replace it with

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the truth.

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Every trauma, every.

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Event, negative event that happened to us, it has told
us something.

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About us that was not true.

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You're not loved by God, you're not loved by your parents,
you're not loved by your spouse, you're not good enough.
You'll never make it, you won't do this, that and
the other. And we accepted it, and now we're struggling
with it. I'm going to finish with the story. That
was a man that I ministered to in Canada when
I was doing this message. He came to and he
was just so being in uh he was, he was

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just crying and he he says, I understand what my
issue now is.

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And he begins to.

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Say, for all these years I felt that the Lord
called me to go to higher education and to finish college.
And I tried so many times, but I couldn't do it.
I just was locked up. I couldn't do it. I
couldn't finish I started, I can't.

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Do my homework.

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I just get locked up into my mind and I
didn't understand why.

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I've been praying, festing.

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I sense God calling me to to finish higher education,
but I.

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Can't do it. I know why now, I said, please
tell me.

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He said, when I grow up, we were in a
small town and my dad was a teacher in that
school and I was that in his class.

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And my dad.

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Because I was his son, so he probably felt like
he could discipline me more. He did it in front
of people sometimes when I couldn't get the answer.

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Right, probably because his dad.

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Was ashamed for his son. He said, I can't believe it.
You don't know it. You know why you're embarrassing me?
Why are you so stupid? And so now he's thirty
five years removed from a second grade and every time

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he tries to study.

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He just can't.

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He cannot remember things, things are not working, and he's crying.
Releasing that pain. Talking it through lead him through inner healing.
He gets healed, he gets delivered, and he goes back
to college, still in it, getting good grades and getting

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ready to graduate. Coming back to the verse I started
first John, Chapter one, verse two, I pray that you
may prosper in all things as your soul prospers.

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Don't just.

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Come to God for a quick result. He has that
available for you. You're gonna receive some today, tonight, tomorrow.
Let the Lord transform you on the inside and heal you.
I'm gonna lead you through in a healing process which
is going to include some of the steps that I shared.

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What's gonna happen is we're gonna close our eyes. I'm
just giving you an instructions. But wait for a second.
I'm gonna ask all the Spirit to bring up an event,
a traumatic event or suppressed emotion that you have been suppressing,
or maybe some triggers in your life. And I'm gonna
ask Holy Spirit to reveal you and bring to you
the memory that is associated with it, the root. Cause

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when the memory comes up, the first memory that comes up,
you go into it.

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Don't overthink it.

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Remember if it happened when you were seven years old,
it's not the same as you are thirty five to
thirty five. You right now, it's like, oh, not a
big deal that my parents show My parents gave a
better toy to my older brother than me. Yeah, it
doesn't matter to you now when you're thirty five, but
it mattered to you when you're seven, and so I

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don't want you to ignore any of the memories. The
first memory that will come to your mind, Holy Spirit
is going to quicken it. This moment is centified. Your
mind is centified right now. But Holy Spirit is gonna
speak you. He's gonna bring up that first memory. Go
right into that memory. Here's the key part. As you
go into that memory, allow the fullness of that memory
to come up. Allow all the emotions that are associated with.

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It to come up.

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Remember we're talking about processing emotions. You can't process what
you shove down. That means some of you might cry excessively,
scream yell. That's okay, it's a safe place. Holy Spirit
is gonna hear you tonight this morning. You allow the
emotions to come up. We're gonna identify the emotions and
label them. So whether it's fear, betrayal, anger, anxiety, being

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chosen over. Remember important part labeling your emotions, and then
I'm gonna invite Jesus to come into the memory. You're
gonna look for Jesus in that room, in that car,
and that place. I want you to see Jesus. Engage
your imagination. Some of you will be like, oh, I
don't see him, imagine him. Bible says he's always there

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with us, so you're not gonna be imagining or seeing
something that is not true.

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You're gonna allow him to come in.

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And I'm gonna lead you through the rest of the steps,
which we're gonna ask what life we believe, If we're
gonna renounce that live, we're gonna receive the truth, and
then we're gonna see God's love. Are you ready to
receive some healing tonight? I want you to put everything away.
I'm gonna pray in scentify this moment so that the
Lord can minister to you. I want you to be

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completely undistracted. This is your moment. You can walk away
with a quick fix today, or you can walk away
healed today and not needing prayer in this area.

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Again. Up to you. Seize this moment.

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I've seen it work thousands of times at this point
on a mass scale as well, and it could be
your moment today. I want you to close your eyes.
I'm gonna pray over you for a second, and then
we're gonna go through the process. Holy Spirit, you already hear.
We can sense your presence. You have been speaking to

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us and revealing, even through this message, the core problems
that were experiencing, the root of all of our problems
and pain in life. Holy Spirit. I pray that this
moment will be sentified. I pray that their memories will
be centified right now, and only that which is of
you will.

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Come to our mind.

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In Jesus' name, Holy Spirit.

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Bring up the memory that you want to heal today,
that pain that unmet, the unmet emotional need, whatever it is,
bring it up right now. I want you to go
into the first memory that comes to your mind. Go
into right now, and let the emotions rise. Don't hold

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anything back, don't hold any tears back. Remember all the
emotions have to come up to the surface. I want
you to label that emotion right now. Identify what is
that emotion that you're feeling, the main one, the big one,
be feeling many.

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Is it fear? Is it betrayal? Is it anger?

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Is it frustration, whatever that is allowed to come to
the surface. Jesus, I invite you right now into that memory,
into that moment, into that place, into that room, into

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that car, into that house, to that feel wherever they're
at right now, Jesus come, you said you're always with us,
never forsake us.

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I want you to begin looking for Jesus there.

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Sometimes it could be you can even sense it, the warmth,
the light. Sometimes you literally see him physically present. I
want you to see Jesus. Focus your eyes on him.

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I'm gonna be talking to Jesus in your memory, and
I want you to listen to him right now. Jesus
tell them the lie that they have believed about themselves,
about their life, about their destiny as a result of
this trauma and pain that they have went through. I
want you to listen to what Jesus will tell you.
The first thought that comes to your mind, what is

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the what is that lie? I'm not good enough, I'll
never be loved, I'm so dirty, I'm ashamed, I'll never
amount to anything. Whatever that is. It's important that you
stay in the memory, don't pull out. Just to stay
in there. Whatever that lie is. I want you to

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say this with me. Say, Lord Jesus. You can whisper
it to you, but it's important that you say it.
Lord Jesus, forgive me for believing a lie over your truth.
I renounce every demonic lie. And I want you to

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just name that lie or whisper the life for you
that Jesus told you. You have to say it out.
There's a power in your words.

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Say this.

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I come out of partnership with that lie.

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That's not who I am, that's not how God made me.
Lord Jesus, I break every tie with this belief system,
with this lie. Now I want you to listen to Jesus.

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He's going to speak the truth to you. Jesus, could
you speak to them? What do you think think about
them in this situation? What do you say about them?
Right now? I want you to listen to what he's
telling you. We're replacing a lie with the truth. That
can't be emptiness. There must be replacement. All right, say

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this with me, Lord Jesus, thank you for your truth.
I want you to name or say what Jesus said
about you. Say to yourself, I am loved, I am blessed,
I can do all things. I'm beautiful. I'm wonderful and
fearfully made. Whatever he whispered to you, whatever he told you,

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confessed it over yourself right now, say Lord Jesus, I
partner with your truth. I am who you say I am.
I can do what you say I can do. I
can have what you say I can have. I am

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fearfully and wonderfully made. I choose your truth. I partner
with your truth. Thank you for your truth. The scripture
says the truth will set you free. Right now and

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begin to I'm gonna ask Jesus to tell you if
there's anyone you need to forgive in this specific memory,
not in the entire life.

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In this specific memory. It could be somebody who abused you.

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It could be you because you made a mistake, or
maybe perhaps you even holding something against God. You're gonna
release and forgive. Jesus, show them who do I need
to forgive? Right now in this memory? Speak to them,
who did I need to forgive? This is a very
vital part if you want to be free. We're cleaning

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out the wound. This is the dis in fact right
right here. It's forgiveness. Who do you need to forgive?
It could be that boy when you were five years
old that said you were not good. It could be
that boyfriend that treated you horrible, whoever that is, could
be that abuser that youaok advantage of you. It could

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be you forgiving yourself because you've made some mistake that
made you feel so guilty and ashamed. I want you
to say this with miss Lord Jesus, thank you for
forgiving me and giving me power to forgive others and myself.
And right now I forgive, and I want you to

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say that person's name or yourself.

Speaker 2 (01:03:55):
In Jesus' name. I released them, I blessed in the
mighty name of Jesus.

Speaker 4 (01:04:04):
I receive your forgiveness and your righteousness. I am forgiven
and I forgive now in Jesus' name, Thank you Lord.
And right now, in this part, I just want you
to go to Jesus. I want you to embrace him.

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Let him embrace you and receive his love. Let him
whisper the words of truth, let him let him love
on you, Let him restore you.

Speaker 2 (01:04:36):
It is his love that restores us. It is his
love that casts out failure.

Speaker 4 (01:04:41):
I just want you to see how you're being held
in the hands of Jesus. And being healed and restored
in your soul in that part of your life, in
that part of your soul, you won't be triggered in
that area anymore. You won't overreact in that air anymore,
you won't withdraw emotionally yourself in that area anymore, because

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you're being healed by the Holy Spirit. Bible says, he
pours out his love into our hearts by his spirit.
The spirit of God is administering love to you. It's
like the oil that begins to flow on the wounds
of your soul and your heart, and you are being restored.

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He restores my soul, He restores my soul. And in
this next moment, just grab the hand of Jesus and
leave that memory. Leave that place to someplace nice, peaceful,

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someplace surreal. Just go with Jesus out of that traumatic
situation and leave and once and for all, once you
go through that process, you can open your eyes look
at me.

Speaker 2 (01:06:04):
The last thing before.

Speaker 5 (01:06:05):
I pray over you.

Speaker 4 (01:06:09):
Refuse to go back into the moment where God healed
you to looking for old pain. There was one powerful
healing in her healing moment that my wife went through,
and in a moment of weakness. She you know, kind

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of sometimes how we get into this victimized mode and
we're searching for moments and memories to feel to to
to feel victimized, to prove ourselves that were victims. And
she was going with her mind back to the place
where Jesus has healed her. And as she was going,
and Jesus was standing in front of that door.

Speaker 2 (01:06:51):
In that room, and he said, you can't come back anymore.

Speaker 5 (01:06:54):
I have healed you.

Speaker 4 (01:07:01):
Now there might be other moments, and I'm sure there is.
I've been going through this process in my soul for
the last five seven years as the Lord have been
teaching me more and more about the soul. And it's
like the more I do it, the more I feel
like it needs to be done. But it's layer after
layer that he's removing and purifying and restoring your soul.
It's okay, but it's gonna be a different moment. It's

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gonna be a different lie. You're gonna be confronting. It's
gonna be different fear that you can be confronting. But
that moment right now that you just went through, refuse
to go back there. That moment is healed. The wound
is closed. You might still be tender, but you're healing.

Speaker 2 (01:07:41):
Amen. If you can raise to your feet many of you,
Now that the wound, that wound is.

Speaker 4 (01:07:49):
Healed, you will be delivered whatever demon that is attached
to your to that part of the wound.

Speaker 2 (01:07:57):
I want you to close your eyes.

Speaker 4 (01:08:01):
And as I'm gonna pray and come against that evil
spirit it was attached to that part of your soul.

Speaker 2 (01:08:06):
You just release it.

Speaker 4 (01:08:07):
Some of you will just young, some of you will cry,
some we will cough things out. Whatever happens of usher's
if it can be on the lookout for the violent ones.
I don't want you to suppress a whole anything.

Speaker 2 (01:08:18):
Just receive.

Speaker 4 (01:08:20):
Today's the day your freedom.

Speaker 2 (01:08:24):
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ.

Speaker 4 (01:08:25):
I come against every evil spirit that was attached to
their soul, that was attached to that wound, to that
trauma and pain that was attached to that unforgiveness that
was attached to that fear, every spirit of fear and anxiety,
and every spirit there was attached to bitterness and on forgiveness.
I call you out out of their soul, Come up
and out through their mouth. Now fire out the holy

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ghost fire the ghost be free now, Be free now
from the trauma, Be free from that pain.

Speaker 5 (01:08:56):
Be free right now in Jesus name.

Speaker 4 (01:08:59):
Fire, ghost all over this room, fire, what goes all
over this room? Be free from that demon there was
attached to your body, attached to your soul, attached your trauma.
Holy goes fire, Holy goes fire, Holy goes fire.

Speaker 5 (01:09:16):
Honly goes fire.

Speaker 4 (01:09:18):
Be loose from it now. Be loosed from those nightmares.
Be loosed from those memories that you've been reliving of
trauma and pain, in abuse and hurtful words.

Speaker 5 (01:09:30):
Be loose from those dreams.

Speaker 4 (01:09:34):
Be loose from those flashes in your memory, those triggers,
those demons that are attached.

Speaker 5 (01:09:39):
To those triggers.

Speaker 4 (01:09:41):
In Jesus' name, be loosed, be loosed, Be loosed, be loosed,
be loosed, Be loosed.

Speaker 5 (01:09:46):
In Jesus name, Be loosed. In my teename of Jesus Christ.

Speaker 4 (01:09:49):
I command a demon to come up an out from
your body, to come out and out from your soul
in Jesus' name, up and out through their mouth. Be
gone now in Jesus' name, loose their body completely, loose
their body, completely, loose their soul completely, normal torment, normal pain, fire,
what it goes fire, What it goes? Be loose, now

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be loose, Now be loose, Now be loose, now be loose,
Now be loose, now, you demon, You can't stay in
their soul any longer. Out now, in Jesus' name, out
of that trauma, out of that pain. Go go go
go go go go go go, go go go. Their
soul is being freed now, their soul has been freed.

Speaker 5 (01:10:31):
Now fire fire, fire, fire, fire fire.

Speaker 4 (01:10:35):
What it goes, be loose, be loose, b loose, b loose,
b loose, b loose, be loosed, be loosed, now, you
demon attached to that trauma and pain, be loosed, be loosed,
be loosed, be loosed.

Speaker 5 (01:10:46):
Fire What it? Ghosts? Fire? What a ghost fire? What
a ghost fire? What a ghost fire? Out of ghost fire?

Speaker 4 (01:10:53):
What of ghost You can't stay in their pain, You
can't stay in their trauma. You're leaving me up and
out there. Have forgiven, they have will let go. You
have to let them go. Now, go go go go
go go go go go go go go go.

Speaker 5 (01:11:08):
That's it.

Speaker 2 (01:11:09):
That's it.

Speaker 5 (01:11:09):
Out out.

Speaker 4 (01:11:10):
Take your trauma, take your pain, take your nightmares, take
your triggers, Take your emotional instability. Go go go, ministers,
you guys can go finish them, pray for them in
Jesus' name.

Speaker 5 (01:11:21):
Fire what the ghosts? Fire? What a ghosts fire? What
a ghost?

Speaker 2 (01:11:26):
You can't hold them down anymore.

Speaker 5 (01:11:28):
Go go, go, go, go go.

Speaker 4 (01:11:30):
Come out, Come out from their stomach, Come out from
the chest, Come out from their spinal now, come out,
come out, come out, come out, come out, come out.
Loose their body, loose their body, loose their body, come
out of them.

Speaker 5 (01:11:43):
Now, go go, go, go go. That's it. That's it.

Speaker 4 (01:11:45):
That's the way out. That's the way out. That's the
way out. That's the way out. That's the way out.
The truth is setting up free now. The truth is
setting up free No. The truth is setting a free noo.
The truth is setting a freno. The truth is setting
up frena.

Speaker 5 (01:12:01):
Fire, a lot of ghosts, fire the ghost, fire out
of ghost. That's it. That's it.

Speaker 2 (01:12:07):
That'said.

Speaker 4 (01:12:08):
Those of you watching online, you two can receive freedom.
All you have to do is connect by faith and receive, receive,
receive of this.

Speaker 5 (01:12:17):
Grace of freedom. Fire, lot of ghost in.

Speaker 4 (01:12:21):
Jesus name, Come on, Let up, Let up that pain,
let up, that's suffering that you have battled up in
your soul.

Speaker 5 (01:12:28):
Let the truth set your free. Let the truth set
your free. Fear, fire, fire, fire, fire, what a ghost?
Be free?

Speaker 4 (01:12:38):
Be free, be free, be free, be free. The pain
is leaving your body. The pain is leaving your soul.

Speaker 7 (01:12:46):
In Jeesu's name in cheese, that name in geese Us name,
in Geeesus name, in Geesus name, in Jesus name.

Speaker 5 (01:12:56):
Fire, what the ghosts? Fire the ghost? Fire, what it goes? Fire?
What it goes? Fire?

Speaker 2 (01:13:05):
What he goes?

Speaker 4 (01:13:06):
Lord is setting somebody free who's been taken advantage sexually
by your father. You're being set free right now. Let go,
Let go. That demon is coming out of you. That
demon is coming out of you. That demon is coming
out of you. Every spirit of ancestry coming out of you,
Every spirit of ancest is coming out of you.

Speaker 5 (01:13:23):
Fire, What of goos?

Speaker 3 (01:13:24):
Fire?

Speaker 5 (01:13:24):
What it goes? That's it, that's it, that's it.

Speaker 4 (01:13:26):
Let it go, Let it go, Let it go, Let go,
Let go, Let go of that pain, let go that's suffering.

Speaker 5 (01:13:32):
Go go, fire, fire, fire, fire. Your soul has been cleansed.

Speaker 4 (01:13:35):
Now, your soul has been cleansed now from that darkness,
from that pain. There go minister as well. There's plenty
of people deal there are no minister as well.

Speaker 5 (01:13:47):
Thank you, lo fire, fire, fire, fire, speak on that side,
fire what it goes?

Speaker 2 (01:13:53):
Adding go ahead, let's people on that side.

Speaker 5 (01:13:55):
Let's the minister to people. Fire what it goes?

Speaker 2 (01:13:58):
Thank you, lor, Thank you, Jesus, Thank you Jesus.

Speaker 5 (01:14:02):
Fire what it ghosts? Fire what it ghost he loavel
blah blah.

Speaker 4 (01:14:13):
Any Hunkhagen team Ministers, you guys can come out and
minister if you are here, find a person that needs
prayer and just pray for them, not just a pastoral team.

Speaker 5 (01:14:25):
Fire what it ghos? Fire, what it goes?

Speaker 4 (01:14:28):
I rebuke every trauma, every pain, I rebuke every trauma, every.

Speaker 5 (01:14:32):
Pain in Jesus' name, I.

Speaker 4 (01:14:35):
Rebuke every demon behind a trauma and pain. Leave, leave, leave,
leave leave.

Speaker 2 (01:14:38):
That's it. That's it.

Speaker 4 (01:14:39):
That's it. Come out, come out, Come out, Come out,
come out. Every sexual abuse, every physical abuse, every demon
behind that go go go go, Every spirit of perversion,
every spirit of perversion that entered through sexual abuse, every

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spirit behind gender dysphoria, every spirit behind homosexual thoughts and tendencies,
every demon behind that trauma.

Speaker 5 (01:15:13):
Oh odd, fire, fire, fire, what.

Speaker 4 (01:15:16):
It ghost, be loose, to be loose, every spirit behind
that promiscuity. Because of the trauma and pain and abuse
he went through.

Speaker 5 (01:15:25):
Fire. What the ghost fire a loud of ghost. Be free,
be free, be free, be free, be free.

Speaker 4 (01:15:34):
You demon, You come out of their soul, you demon,
Come out of their soul.

Speaker 5 (01:15:37):
You even come out of their soul.

Speaker 2 (01:15:38):
Now be free.

Speaker 4 (01:15:39):
Now come out of their soul. Now they belong to Jesus.
Their soul belongs to Jesus. Their temple, they are the
temple of the Holy ghosts.

Speaker 5 (01:15:48):
Fire fire, fire, fire, fire, fire over you.

Speaker 8 (01:15:52):
In Jesus name, in Jesu's name, in Jesus.

Speaker 4 (01:15:56):
Name, Be free in your soul, Be free in your soul.
Be free in your soul. Be free in your soul.
Be free in your soul. Be free in your soul.

Speaker 5 (01:16:05):
That's it.

Speaker 4 (01:16:06):
That's the way out. That's the way out. That's the
way out. That's the way out. That's the way out.
Hey lah blah blah blah blah blah blah, toto, Oh
Mamma Saya lid blah blah blah blah. Bah say tell
little mama zo babad Lira.

Speaker 2 (01:16:20):
Masia YadA Saya.

Speaker 4 (01:16:23):
The spirit of the Lord Where the spirit of the
Lord is, there is liberty. Where the spirit of the
Lord is, there is liberty. Where the spirit of the
Lord is, there is liberty. Whom the Son sets free
is free. Indeed, whom the Son sets free is free.
Indeed the Truth who sets you free. The Truth is
setting you free.

Speaker 2 (01:16:41):
Now.

Speaker 5 (01:16:41):
The Truth is setting you free.

Speaker 4 (01:16:43):
Now, the Truth is setting you free. Now, the Truth
is setting you free. Now, be free. Be free from
that abuse. Be free from the childhood trauma. Be free
from the childhood neglect.

Speaker 8 (01:16:54):
Be free in Jesus' name, Be free in Jesus name.
Be free in Jesus name. Be freeing Jesus' name, Be
freeing Jesus' name, Be freeing Jesus' name.

Speaker 4 (01:17:05):
I'm seeing somebody as you're forgiving, as you're releasing, as
you are being healed. I see kidnys is being healed
right now, disease and a kidneys being healed right now.

Speaker 5 (01:17:15):
Leah blah blah blah blah. Sh torola, Mama Saya.

Speaker 4 (01:17:18):
Receive your healing, receive your healing, receive your restoration, receive
your restoration.

Speaker 5 (01:17:23):
I'm seeing a woman.

Speaker 4 (01:17:24):
You having irregular irregular cycle to two cycles two periods
two mental cycles a month. Right now, the Lord is
delivering you, setting you free. As you've been healed emotionally,
that pain and that irregular cycle.

Speaker 5 (01:17:41):
Is being relifted off of you. You've been healed. You
been healed, received, received.

Speaker 2 (01:17:45):
And be healed. Be healed, be.

Speaker 4 (01:17:46):
Healed, be healed, be healed, be healed, be healed, be healed,
be healed, be healed. Hey blah blah blah blah to Mama,
Ma silla a lah blah blahmashia lera, Mama may lay
h limbro la Mama Ma shla bla blah blaha, lebra Mama,

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I'm seeing somebody who has a neck injury.

Speaker 2 (01:18:12):
You have a neck injury.

Speaker 4 (01:18:13):
But as you're gonna forgive your parents, as you're gonna
release and let go, God is touching your neck and
you your vertebrates are being restored right now in Jesus name,
They're going back in its place in alignment.

Speaker 5 (01:18:26):
Everything is being restored.

Speaker 4 (01:18:27):
In a my name of Jesus, behaled in Jesus name.

Speaker 2 (01:18:32):
Le Ma Ma Ma, Ma, Ma, Ma Ma Ma shud
Ramana say can that get ana?

Speaker 4 (01:18:45):
Mama said, can we have just you and the musicians,
Mama say, the Lord wants to do something, just for
a few more moments. Bla blah blah Blahla Mama tell
may s freedom, freedom, freedom, Freedom is breaking out. Healing

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is taken place. Healing is sakend place. Healing is takend place,
healing is taken place. Your soul has been restored. He
restores my soul. He restores my soul. He restores my soul.

Speaker 5 (01:19:21):
Hey blah blah blah blah.

Speaker 2 (01:19:22):
Sh HeLa da mama, Ma.

Speaker 3 (01:19:23):
Da da da.

Speaker 4 (01:19:26):
He restores my soul. He restores my soul. He restores
my soul. Your soul has been restored. Right now, Your
soul has been restored right now. I'm seeing somebody is
watching in Romania. You got abused by your father. Release
and forgive your father. And your father is actually a minister.

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Release your father, forgive your father. God's gonna restore your life.
He's gonna restore your marriage. He's gonna restore your health.

Speaker 2 (01:19:55):
In Jesus' name.

Speaker 5 (01:19:56):
Fire what he goes on you? Fire? I want to
go on you, sho.

Speaker 4 (01:20:07):
I say a healing is taken place. Healing is taken place,
Healing is taken place. Don't leave this place without your
soul being restored. Don't leave this place without your soul
being restored. I'm seeing somebody who's watching from Malaysia and

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you have a growth on your neck.

Speaker 2 (01:20:32):
You have growth on your neck right now as you
as your soul begins to be healed in this process.

Speaker 4 (01:20:38):
That growth is going away. That growth is going away
in Jesus name. That pain is going away. First you see,
the pain will go and that growth will go in
Jesus' name. Be healed in Jesus name, in your soul,
be healed in your body in Jesus' name.

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