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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Yeah, the way you want to live your life is masterfied.
Speaker 2 (00:13):
All right, Yo.
Speaker 3 (00:31):
So you know I'm presenting from this is a sermon
on the.
Speaker 1 (00:39):
Toilet because I'm full of ship.
Speaker 2 (00:46):
And uh you.
Speaker 1 (00:48):
Know, I try to be I try. I make attempts
to be nice, but I just real mhm, I have
something going on.
Speaker 3 (01:02):
Where I think that it's it's other people that are causing.
Speaker 2 (01:09):
Your ganger, which it's just me.
Speaker 1 (01:14):
I'm just bulnering the slightest things upsetting it.
Speaker 3 (01:24):
It's like, uh, you know, I I.
Speaker 1 (01:30):
Have a very low tolerance for almost any kind of friction.
Speaker 3 (01:41):
In most cases, I can handle it pretty well cause
you know, code switching and all that. You know how
when some people might relate to this when you're a
kid and you might behave with your friends and you're
(02:03):
cussing up a storm and you're talking kind of crazy shit,
and then the teacher or a parent walks by and
all of.
Speaker 2 (02:12):
A sudden, life b.
Speaker 3 (02:15):
Thank you both to you. Then everything switches up. Al said,
you're nice and.
Speaker 2 (02:24):
Jealous.
Speaker 3 (02:25):
You turn from evidence demonic the tongue for the tongue.
Speaker 1 (02:35):
To uh, candy coating.
Speaker 2 (02:40):
One. I don't know how gootes.
Speaker 3 (02:43):
Copt candy, sweet breath, and you just angelic all of
a sudden, So a lot of codes switched with the counselor,
which is a demonstration.
Speaker 1 (02:55):
That shows that.
Speaker 3 (02:58):
I'm able to be full, my angler, my temper, my
outburst if I really wanted to.
Speaker 2 (03:09):
But I don't know.
Speaker 3 (03:14):
Maybe I'm mean, maybe I'm really just a miser you know, miserable.
Maybe there's some some messed up part of me that
that enjoys the fact that I have a sharp wit,
(03:35):
and that maybe because I'm I'm well read and my
vocabulary is expanses that I can tear people apart with my.
Speaker 1 (03:47):
With my intellect made verbal.
Speaker 2 (03:50):
But is that really intellect?
Speaker 1 (03:54):
Is it really wise to use your words to tear
other people down? I mean, even if you feel like
it's justified.
Speaker 3 (04:10):
Do we always have to respond in kind to other
people's about or what we perceive?
Speaker 1 (04:17):
And I say we, but I mean me. I wonder
because I've thought about this a lot, and I know.
Speaker 3 (04:32):
That almost everywhere that I've been, not.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
That I think about it.
Speaker 3 (04:39):
Actually, you know what, this is really strange now that
I'm thinking about this. I didn't have any kind of
temper or anger, and she was when I was living
in China, and I'm being totally serious, this just actually
hit me.
Speaker 1 (05:00):
I started to think about it, I wonder what it
is about. Well, it really still is just me because.
Speaker 3 (05:14):
It goes back to what I was saying earlier that
my tolerance level is is lower, right, my my ability
to manage what the entity is lower. And so because
(05:36):
there was a lot less suctress living excitement, because everything
was basically taking care of it was almost handed to me,
treated like celebrities.
Speaker 2 (05:49):
Or boils them, So that might be that might be
part of it.
Speaker 3 (05:58):
It was a completely from atmosphere, whereas.
Speaker 2 (06:04):
Back to your stateside.
Speaker 1 (06:07):
And I'm a heart.
Speaker 3 (06:12):
It's interesting in that once again, because it stays within
the limits of the ball.
Speaker 1 (06:18):
You know, the whole idea of code switching and everything
like that. I know how to ring it in and
I know what the limits are. But it's true, I
like feeling crazy. It's true that it's easy to hop on,
(06:50):
but I know I understand the consequences, and so.
Speaker 2 (07:00):
It's just sometimes it's similars.
Speaker 1 (07:05):
But there's also this whole thing about having.
Speaker 3 (07:12):
These different practices to to events to fall back on,
you know, an and things that are very juxtaposing with
being the front man for a definite man right, and
then also teaching yoga and understanding of breathing meditation.
Speaker 1 (07:34):
And using the movements as a meditation.
Speaker 3 (07:38):
But then also being a martial artist and sparring and
smashing into the heavy bag to re release him. Then
but then there's the other side again of being able
to write these flowery hype food and then not even
(07:59):
the other side of that is playing all these instruments,
shredding on the guitar, playing drums. But besides this, the
the very deep, girl demonic sounding vocals that I do
with death metal, I also have them a lot of voice,
sort of like Corey Taylor's.
Speaker 4 (08:17):
Look the other vocalists who can get in there, and
also Sereny Jonathan Davis from Corn comes to mind. But
you know, even some of the guys that you hear.
Speaker 3 (08:35):
Now, like Ocean's eight Alaska and I Am Abomination. So
it's got this whole blend of of outlets. And so
maybe I wonder if I didn't have those things martial arts,
the music and other expressions, what I mean, a storage
(09:01):
on the earth, would I need.
Speaker 1 (09:05):
Destruction?
Speaker 3 (09:08):
I mean, there was a time when it was a
lot different than now, I believe.
Speaker 1 (09:14):
In now, not too long ago.
Speaker 3 (09:18):
In the nineties we could get in street fights and
it was not a big deal. We'd break it up.
Eighties too, But now you know that stuff has even
worse consequences and everybody's happening. Nobody fights there.
Speaker 4 (09:40):
Your life, this mask is buys.
Speaker 1 (09:46):
It's a completely different place.
Yeah, the way you want to live your life is masterfied.
Speaker 2 (00:13):
All right, Yo.
Speaker 3 (00:31):
So you know I'm presenting from this is a sermon
on the.
Speaker 1 (00:39):
Toilet because I'm full of ship.
Speaker 2 (00:46):
And uh you.
Speaker 1 (00:48):
Know, I try to be I try. I make attempts
to be nice, but I just real mhm, I have
something going on.
Speaker 3 (01:02):
Where I think that it's it's other people that are causing.
Speaker 2 (01:09):
Your ganger, which it's just me.
Speaker 1 (01:14):
I'm just bulnering the slightest things upsetting it.
Speaker 3 (01:24):
It's like, uh, you know, I I.
Speaker 1 (01:30):
Have a very low tolerance for almost any kind of friction.
Speaker 3 (01:41):
In most cases, I can handle it pretty well cause
you know, code switching and all that. You know how
when some people might relate to this when you're a
kid and you might behave with your friends and you're
(02:03):
cussing up a storm and you're talking kind of crazy shit,
and then the teacher or a parent walks by and
all of.
Speaker 2 (02:12):
A sudden, life b.
Speaker 3 (02:15):
Thank you both to you. Then everything switches up. Al said,
you're nice and.
Speaker 2 (02:24):
Jealous.
Speaker 3 (02:25):
You turn from evidence demonic the tongue for the tongue.
Speaker 1 (02:35):
To uh, candy coating.
Speaker 2 (02:40):
One. I don't know how gootes.
Speaker 3 (02:43):
Copt candy, sweet breath, and you just angelic all of
a sudden, So a lot of codes switched with the counselor,
which is a demonstration.
Speaker 1 (02:55):
That shows that.
Speaker 3 (02:58):
I'm able to be full, my angler, my temper, my
outburst if I really wanted to.
Speaker 2 (03:09):
But I don't know.
Speaker 3 (03:14):
Maybe I'm mean, maybe I'm really just a miser you know, miserable.
Maybe there's some some messed up part of me that
that enjoys the fact that I have a sharp wit,
(03:35):
and that maybe because I'm I'm well read and my
vocabulary is expanses that I can tear people apart with my.
Speaker 1 (03:47):
With my intellect made verbal.
Speaker 2 (03:50):
But is that really intellect?
Speaker 1 (03:54):
Is it really wise to use your words to tear
other people down? I mean, even if you feel like
it's justified.
Speaker 3 (04:10):
Do we always have to respond in kind to other
people's about or what we perceive?
Speaker 1 (04:17):
And I say we, but I mean me. I wonder
because I've thought about this a lot, and I know.
Speaker 3 (04:32):
That almost everywhere that I've been, not.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
That I think about it.
Speaker 3 (04:39):
Actually, you know what, this is really strange now that
I'm thinking about this. I didn't have any kind of
temper or anger, and she was when I was living
in China, and I'm being totally serious, this just actually
hit me.
Speaker 1 (05:00):
I started to think about it, I wonder what it
is about. Well, it really still is just me because.
Speaker 3 (05:14):
It goes back to what I was saying earlier that
my tolerance level is is lower, right, my my ability
to manage what the entity is lower. And so because
(05:36):
there was a lot less suctress living excitement, because everything
was basically taking care of it was almost handed to me,
treated like celebrities.
Speaker 2 (05:49):
Or boils them, So that might be that might be
part of it.
Speaker 3 (05:58):
It was a completely from atmosphere, whereas.
Speaker 2 (06:04):
Back to your stateside.
Speaker 1 (06:07):
And I'm a heart.
Speaker 3 (06:12):
It's interesting in that once again, because it stays within
the limits of the ball.
Speaker 1 (06:18):
You know, the whole idea of code switching and everything
like that. I know how to ring it in and
I know what the limits are. But it's true, I
like feeling crazy. It's true that it's easy to hop on,
(06:50):
but I know I understand the consequences, and so.
Speaker 2 (07:00):
It's just sometimes it's similars.
Speaker 1 (07:05):
But there's also this whole thing about having.
Speaker 3 (07:12):
These different practices to to events to fall back on,
you know, an and things that are very juxtaposing with
being the front man for a definite man right, and
then also teaching yoga and understanding of breathing meditation.
Speaker 1 (07:34):
And using the movements as a meditation.
Speaker 3 (07:38):
But then also being a martial artist and sparring and
smashing into the heavy bag to re release him. Then
but then there's the other side again of being able
to write these flowery hype food and then not even
(07:59):
the other side of that is playing all these instruments,
shredding on the guitar, playing drums. But besides this, the
the very deep, girl demonic sounding vocals that I do
with death metal, I also have them a lot of voice,
sort of like Corey Taylor's.
Speaker 4 (08:17):
Look the other vocalists who can get in there, and
also Sereny Jonathan Davis from Corn comes to mind. But
you know, even some of the guys that you hear.
Speaker 3 (08:35):
Now, like Ocean's eight Alaska and I Am Abomination. So
it's got this whole blend of of outlets. And so
maybe I wonder if I didn't have those things martial arts,
the music and other expressions, what I mean, a storage
(09:01):
on the earth, would I need.
Speaker 1 (09:05):
Destruction?
Speaker 3 (09:08):
I mean, there was a time when it was a
lot different than now, I believe.
Speaker 1 (09:14):
In now, not too long ago.
Speaker 3 (09:18):
In the nineties we could get in street fights and
it was not a big deal. We'd break it up.
Eighties too, But now you know that stuff has even
worse consequences and everybody's happening. Nobody fights there.
Speaker 4 (09:40):
Your life, this mask is buys.
Speaker 1 (09:46):
It's a completely different place.
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