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Speaker 1 (00:01):
A little crypt and this is a scriptor. I wanted
to quit us against my enemies. Yeah you see.
Speaker 2 (00:11):
You wanted to say, and then a little little raise you,
but I forget you from the wielder.
Speaker 3 (00:28):
Hello everyone, what is up? I am Rob Monstrophos back
once again.
Speaker 1 (00:37):
Anytime for it is?
Speaker 3 (00:40):
Yeah, we're getting ready. So we we do have to
I have to plan all that I need to reach
out to a bunch of people I need to reach
out to. Ten will be trying to get Brother Richard
back for Hallaby, surety.
Speaker 1 (00:51):
I think that would. I will get Charley. I'll just
do the Brother Richard.
Speaker 3 (00:54):
But we have to have tam of many. Actually was
in touch with Tom Oh.
Speaker 1 (00:57):
Yeah, he was saying he's a gig.
Speaker 3 (00:59):
He was also to come on, but we had a
scheduling conflict and then yeah, maybe we'll give a mashout
from real life stories.
Speaker 1 (01:07):
Yeah that was fun.
Speaker 3 (01:08):
Yeah, yeah, let's see see what he's up to. So yeah, Halloween,
you know we're going to fucking kick the ball, roll
the boat out. But what did push the ball out?
Speaker 1 (01:16):
Pushed about out?
Speaker 3 (01:17):
But don't rock the boat, but don't rock push about it,
but don't rock the boat. We'll going forward to it emond.
There's a bite in the air. You know, it's cool.
I wore shorts to the downtown. It was brisk, it
was good.
Speaker 1 (01:30):
Yeah, it was what like sixteen degrees Yeah, yeah, take
fifteen sixteen. Yeah, it's see, I've come. I'm coming from
tropical later, coming from the tropic of Capricorn, coming from
burned the shoulders. But yeah, we're looking at eighteen to
Mondays going down fourteen.
Speaker 3 (01:49):
That's a nice transitional period for the garden. And I'm
getting ahead of its cutting back dead heading, you know,
prepared in the garden for winter.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
Yeah, I'm I'm going to be getting onto my uncle soon.
Speaker 3 (02:01):
I need to go up and check my earliers and
there remember there, make sure the route and cut them down.
Speaker 1 (02:07):
Then I'm gonna be writing no chainsaws and trying to
just topple over the trees.
Speaker 3 (02:12):
Probably, no, It's it's an interesting time. I'm thinking next uh,
coming out with winter next year into early spring. I'm
thinking about a build a proper pond, like an actual
large pond.
Speaker 1 (02:27):
So that's that's putting a few KOI.
Speaker 3 (02:30):
Yeah, maybe maybe feel little fish or something, but yeah,
just getting ready now for the next year. You see
some of my plants have to dig up and keep
the root. Did you see the big alien looking with
the black veins trough. Yes, that has to be dug
up and put in like alien cryostasis.
Speaker 1 (02:47):
Not the next year, of course.
Speaker 3 (02:48):
And yeah, so there's there's a lot of preparation to
be done. But it's a nice time here.
Speaker 1 (02:53):
We always like it here, folks.
Speaker 3 (02:55):
Today we have an episode which is compiled entirely from
your spooky stories.
Speaker 1 (03:01):
That's what we wanted for so long. I'm very happy
to see this.
Speaker 3 (03:04):
And not only that, em but we also have enough
for another. Oh my god, because of my chastising and badgerom,
people come forward and they're writing.
Speaker 1 (03:15):
So that's a well known fact. Just badger people into
doing what you want them to do.
Speaker 3 (03:19):
But that's the crack, that's like, Look, that's like, I
don't mind if you's notice to talk about bullshit all there,
we'll talk about bullshit. But we are a spooky We
are a spooky podcast, so you know what I mean.
If you want to stare it in the spooky way,
send us into spooky stuff. Like, yeah, that's the crack
I do. I'm want to pledge to one out to
Ruth Ruth, I'm going to do a fairy episode soon.
Speaker 1 (03:41):
Oh the fee.
Speaker 3 (03:42):
Yeah, I need to do that because is going to
box that if I don't do that. So I'm going
to try and do that. And yeah, looking forward to
Hallway and we'll get to it. But anyway, guys, head
on over the Patreon if you want to support this podcast.
There's now like three or four exosive episodes per on.
It's fantastic wow, so much value. And then held on
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(04:03):
you can have the crack, and you can play a
world I mean, what more they want?
Speaker 1 (04:07):
Really?
Speaker 3 (04:08):
You can also pay for the year Christmas is coming up? Badger,
your partner will all pay for me fucking patre for
the air podcast. Oh yeah, and then you've got years
where the content happy days. Check us out on all
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It does help out the podcast very much. If you
have any spooky stories, cryptid experiences, near death experiences or
(04:31):
anything like that, where do you send that out? Well?
Speaker 1 (04:33):
If you are like last Quadrus fantastic us. The four
people that have written in this week to tell us
loads of cool stuff We're super super happy about that.
Send your wonderful stories to Monsterphowze podcast at a gmail
dot com. World can't afford and at Monster, so we're
gonna stay.
Speaker 3 (04:53):
We actually do have one. We do actually, speaking of which,
someone roll in about Apple and they asked about Apple.
This said something about the feed. If it's the Apple
like subscription thing, drop me a message email us at
Masterfuls podcast at gmail dot com, and I will gift
you a free Patreon subscription. I think that the Apple
(05:15):
podcasting is fucking weird how it works, and.
Speaker 1 (05:18):
Don't happen to do a thing where like they take
thirty percent. But then also there's a way to become
a patron without becoming a patron and all sorts of mass.
Speaker 3 (05:25):
It's just a bit convoluted. So if anyone is on
Apple and they're wondering, is there something wrong with the feed,
this guy said there was maybe something wrong with the feed.
But I don't think there's anything wrong with the feed
on Apple. But if it's the subscriber feed, if he's
paying money, hell on other messages, I'll get you on
Patreon for free, brother em big shout turn your patron
to grand conclusion, twenty five oh seven.
Speaker 1 (05:48):
Is that when the grand conclusion?
Speaker 3 (05:49):
I think it is? What is the grand conclusion? It
sounds like sep move or something dun dun, dun dun.
Speaker 1 (05:56):
Yeah, it's like casts. That sounds like something of a
neo Geo brand conclusion, which is that would be like
an electrical based attack or probably more of a fire
based attack. It's kind of an Armageddon sort of.
Speaker 3 (06:10):
No, it's like anti matter black.
Speaker 1 (06:15):
Black void spheres, and I have thought.
Speaker 3 (06:18):
Of anything else that's not the colion then conclusion anti
matter void energy.
Speaker 1 (06:26):
Yeah, they can't see me. I was pretending to glasses
on my face, run out of time.
Speaker 3 (06:38):
And then the big bad Chadwick Gales.
Speaker 1 (06:40):
Radwick Gales, Chad Muska Gales. Hey guys, it's Chadwick again.
I know it's been a while since I last rolled in,
but I've been very busy with work and investigating. I've
got a promotion to lumber greater the position in my
building fair playing man. That's great. It's a lot of
hard work, but the pay is great. As for investigating,
(07:04):
it's been getting crazy. One day, I was about a
mile up stream from where I found the fourteen foot
three toad or excuse me the fourteen inch three toad
tracks making a video from a YouTube channel chestnut Ridge.
Speaker 3 (07:16):
Paranormal shameless plug. Chadwick, You CHICKI balos, but you got it.
Speaker 1 (07:21):
Yeah, you're on the wrong train, motherfucker. We ain't going nowhere. Yeah,
imagine right in their podcast to try and get a
little bit of a bump, Andy be like, why why
is there no bump? We don't have the listeners Chadwick.
He says, I was in an old cemetery up on
the mountain side. I was talking on the video. Then
suddenly I heard it. It sounded like a large person
(07:43):
pacing me through the woods. I acted like I didn't
hear it and kept talking in the video, but I
was listening to it the whole time. It pasced me
down to the cemetery. When suddenly I stopped talking and
panned the camera over. I caught it taking two more steps.
I ran across the cemetery to see what it was.
I half expected to see a person or a bear
(08:04):
to jump out. There was nothing. I could hear this
thing pacing me the whole time, but there was really
nothing there. That was really freaky but really cool at
the same time. All the years I've been doing this,
that was the first time something like that happened. I'm
just glad I got it on video. I will write
back soon. I'm currently investigating a property where the owners
(08:25):
have had dog man and big foot sighting. Awesome. They
sent me photos of green orbs flying across the field.
I did an overnight investigation but only got a UFO
on video. Oh that's on my YouTube channel again. Check
Paranormal chestnut Ridge Paranormal, he says. I have the property
(08:47):
littered with trail cams and time lapse cameras, so we
will see if anything happens. Thanks for your time, guys,
I haven't missed an episode since I started listening. Love
the show. Thank you very much. Man play Yeah, Deadly Go,
everybody go. I'll be checking out.
Speaker 3 (09:03):
Chest chest Normal, he sends in a bit of stuff.
Speaker 1 (09:08):
I thought that maybe, like when he heard the footsteps,
someone would have walked out from the forest and just
said grand conclusion matter.
Speaker 3 (09:20):
So the first thing I want to know is what
is a lumber bread? That sounds interesting.
Speaker 1 (09:24):
He grades the lumber like, obviously, does that mean the
grade it down to paris? That's what either that is? Like,
this is a great piece of lumber. But you see
that might be two things, right.
Speaker 3 (09:37):
Like a lumber brader could be judging what is the
best quality?
Speaker 1 (09:41):
Do you figure out which? And Chadwick, do write in
and let us know because we're literally shooting off the
hip here. But I wonder if it is that, then
would you have like certain bits of lumber that would
be like for guitar starting for furniture bloody blah blah,
or it's just the grading to get it like.
Speaker 3 (09:57):
Yeah, you could be thinking or sorry, you could be
picking different timber for different suppliers and they want best
what they want, so that's could be it, which is
kind of cool. Actually, what smells nice?
Speaker 1 (10:09):
Wood? Does smell nice? One of other things? Do you
think smell nice? Lavender? Lavender?
Speaker 3 (10:16):
Lavender? Then the garden smell.
Speaker 1 (10:18):
There's a nice when you just go up to the
garden just to smell the wild.
Speaker 3 (10:24):
I have a dog, so mine can smells like dog ship.
Speaker 1 (10:26):
Actually, yeah, my cat's.
Speaker 3 (10:31):
That little bastard.
Speaker 1 (10:35):
Fucking no, he's gotten ground with that. We got home
last night and obviously Paula missed the cat. She was like,
can we let the cats sleep with us? Nice?
Speaker 3 (10:44):
I just said no, of course, number one anime betrayal.
Speaker 1 (10:47):
Yeah, yeah, I was like, no, because he just when
he sleeps, he just pisces on the bed like so
we can't plessas And then she she was like and
then she tried it later she left the door open.
I said, why did you rub though for chicos? Like,
but he's just gonna piss on the bed people. Yeah,
And then she she didn't apologize or saying she just
(11:10):
didn't know. She didn't even say she went out for
when she came back and she closed the door, and
I didn't say anything, like you said, this is the
way it's gonna be. I can't be having a little
thing's gonna be here.
Speaker 3 (11:21):
Pissing on the beds are not for beds are perishable,
and beds, you know, you can't be mattresses coross a
grand It can't be sucking.
Speaker 1 (11:31):
I said, listen, when I get now hammered, did I
start pissing then? Then? Yeah? Have you ever pissed the
bed in recent years?
Speaker 3 (11:39):
Probably?
Speaker 1 (11:40):
Have you? No?
Speaker 3 (11:41):
No, I don't mean like piss pissed, but like maybe
a few drips, maybe something, a few rips.
Speaker 1 (11:45):
It's just that's like you get your your because generally speaking,
I started taking these new vitamins they got from Brazils.
Probably yeah, yeah, but that but that the bills say
wanting though, you know, the morning glory, big bad, hateful,
(12:06):
hateful strong. I don't know, possibly, but it won't let
your piss the bed. Take four of these bills.
Speaker 3 (12:14):
I don't have our listeners now, but there's actually when
you have a piss horn. The reason that you have
a piss horn is to stop your pissing. Yeah, because
men have like a little like it's like the train
and tracks where they switch lane. We have that for pisser.
Speaker 1 (12:30):
Gip.
Speaker 3 (12:31):
You can't you can't piss, so switch switches. The switches.
The gip says that when you're a kid, because it's
also hard to jip if you're having sex with a
piss horn. That's why.
Speaker 1 (12:47):
Yeah, it's it's that why in my younger years to
be like, I need to piss, but I must Yeah
I couldn't.
Speaker 3 (12:57):
All right, yeah, my cast now I need to piss,
you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (13:01):
Like that.
Speaker 3 (13:06):
That's hard, that's the crack.
Speaker 1 (13:08):
Yeah, yeah, it is. It is. It's weird. It's weird
that like the sexual organs are down in the places
where all the dysentery, and you know the FROs from
it isn't lick my bottom.
Speaker 3 (13:23):
It doesn't you know what I mean, it's it's all
fairly fout.
Speaker 1 (13:26):
Well. Think it'll be better to just be able to
touch someone behind the ear and they just go, excellent,
I'm receiving your gyp that's.
Speaker 3 (13:35):
You know, ifland has as well, will be at that
pig put in the car. We're not allowed to talk
about like put according and it'll be pray.
Speaker 1 (13:49):
See like he messages girls online, does he? I think,
like doesn't he have like fourteen baby mamas or something
like that. Doesn't he just like I want to or
officially disbordated, like I don't know if he rides them.
Speaker 3 (14:01):
When you get that famous, it just kind of happens.
Like Baby Blanket them were the same Baby Blanket Paris.
Yeah they were.
Speaker 1 (14:11):
They were Like So you just go one way or
the other when you get super famous, either become a
sex pest or you just ask.
Speaker 3 (14:22):
They are deities. They cannot form a case with.
Speaker 1 (14:29):
You. It's going to be funny when we need to
rise up and form our little like streets of rage
gang to go get mister.
Speaker 3 (14:36):
X Cadillac and dinosaurs, Yeah, Cadillac and dinosaurs Yeah, Carlos
rights in Hello Robin Emmon, longtime listener, first time writing.
Then I was spurred by desper cry for help during
last week's many of us Yeah, yeah, more than just that.
Last week's topics really resonated with me and I tooledgehare
my thoughts. Like many of our generation, I did not
(14:58):
grow up with a computer or internet for can't text.
I was promised a better life and more importantly, a
high paying job so long as I had a college degree.
So I went to college and graduated with an engineering degree.
Let's a good degree. Spent the year looking for work,
but not in came of it. No one would hire
a fresh college grad. I was miserable being unable to
(15:20):
find work and have no money. I essentially it became
a shot in needed. I don't know what the neat means.
Wanting to move out of my parents' place, with no
other path forward, I decided to take the biggest risk
any young man would take. I joined the Army Orah
to feud the Proud the Marines.
Speaker 1 (15:42):
Watch Free and of the Brave.
Speaker 3 (15:48):
Flash forward to two years after the college graduation and
a whole two years after doing nothing. I was in
Fort Leonard, Missouri, also known as Fort Lost in the
Woods as Fort Leonard Woods right. I was stationed there
for six months undergoing some training. It was near the
end of summer. We were gathered next to the old
log cabins. We had been camped out in the woods
(16:09):
for a few days now. This was for a week
long field exercise during which we went on patrols through
the woods and conducted training missions. In short, we were
playing army as you do. Prior to heading out for
an evening patrol. Our instructor, an experienced sergeant, was giving
us our pep talk. I didn't know what led to it,
(16:31):
but he started talking about was encounter with Momo.
Speaker 1 (16:34):
Momo.
Speaker 3 (16:36):
This is some zoomer fucking shit we're talking about, Momo.
It happened a long time ago. He was leading a
patrol through the woods with a bunch of inexperienced soldiers
like us. It was nighttime while on patrol. The suddenly
heard a blood curdling scream. He'd told us about his
time in the service, about how he'd seen combat in
Middle East. He said he had never been more scared
(16:58):
in his life, and it was because of that horrible screen.
He canceled the patrol and the training right there on
the spot. They headed back to camp. Right so he
had heard that very same screen all the way over
in the Middle East. Momo, he told us, was the
nickname for Missouri's very own big fault. Okay, it's not
a zoomer thing. The thought that immediately jumped into my
(17:21):
head was it's a spirit. So this is the sort
of Timothy Renner.
Speaker 1 (17:27):
Metaphysical sort of I believe in.
Speaker 3 (17:31):
I also believe in Timothy Renner.
Speaker 1 (17:33):
I do believe in Timothy. I believe in Timocy.
Speaker 3 (17:39):
It was like an epiphany. I never believed in Bigfoot.
I had seen enough documentaries disproving his existence or ones
failing to find him that for a long time I
did not believe in him. Now I believe that Sasquatch
and Bigfoot, the Eetti, Momo, and so on are all
some kind of forest spirit, a metaphysical Bigfoot. To put
it in your words, love to see it. See It's
(18:02):
the only explanation for a lack of physical evidence. I
don't believe the sergeant was lying to us. Sure he
could have been making it up, some tall tale to
scare the crap out of his new guys. But again,
I don't think he was lying to us. He told
us his story with the same tone of voice of
someone who wished they hadn't seen what they saw that night.
(18:22):
Or he could be listening to the monsterfuls right now, laugh.
He could be. My patrol from that night was uneventful,
but a story about Momo's blood cardling stream kept us
all alert. I spent a long time in the woods
during my time in the Army, and I never had
any such encounter, though I did frequently find myself in
liminal spaces. The North American forests are like that. I'm
(18:45):
now out of the Army, living in the US state
of Washington, beautiful beautiful state from what I've seen, actually Washington,
and finally working as an engineer. Thanks to the Army,
I was able to get a v alone and I
now live in a small house with my cat, who
does not get pissed everywhere. Yet she's still young. But
eman's giving me a glimpse of the future. I tell you,
(19:06):
the future is dark. The future is dark, and it's.
Speaker 1 (19:11):
In color. But the future is Even though the future
is old and decrepit, it's also I held the future today,
and the future did that little thing, and you're just
like this. It's called he.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
Says, love your show. Keep up the good work, Cups.
We'll get some more writings with it, Carlos. It's all good,
he sayss I do a lot of hiking in Washington,
and I'm attaching a follow up some particularly creepy woods
I was thinking through a few weeks ago. Now, Carlos,
I've seen them two and yeah, they did look creepy.
They looked very much like the woods we have her
holl the Raven Point, and they look like spruce woods.
(19:54):
And after spruce woods, they are limital spruce. Yeah, because
nothing lives in am Man.
Speaker 1 (20:00):
Raven is like pine, isn't it mostly Yeah yeah.
Speaker 3 (20:05):
Spruce yea spruce the sound stuff like so yeah, piney
pine forests are viously just like the void of anything.
Speaker 1 (20:13):
They're barren kind of Yeah. Yeah, I'm just very I
have been thinking and I think that we should maybe
do this possibly some some weekend nights. Would you be
interested and we could do it as part of the
patren I know how we captured though. I thought it
would be pretty cool to get a torch and just
like walk through the raven point.
Speaker 3 (20:32):
Yeah, lads like listen, declan our photographer. Well, he keeps
messaging on like we need to do something with video.
Speaker 1 (20:39):
Let's do that. Let's go out there. Because you can
walk through the raven it can, excuse me, you can
walk through the forest. I think when you get to
the beach it'll probably be too windy to really work
because it'll be too loud to talk to wright Mike
possibly and it'll be a bad And then it's about
like a two hour podcast. We're just walking around being scared.
Speaker 3 (20:59):
Yeah, of the town and you'll be scared.
Speaker 1 (21:02):
Would you say.
Speaker 3 (21:03):
There's some podcasters that they're like literally like their podcasts. Yeah,
Like just one guy who goes out and fucking picks
my shows or something. It's just going around in the
fields or not, like he moves rocks out of his
field or something. Right, he has a lot of rocks
in the field. He's just because I'm picking him and
moving them.
Speaker 1 (21:23):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (21:23):
Yeah, I seen that because he was interviewing Limmy and
he was talking about his podcast doing that, and I
was like, all right, people do that.
Speaker 1 (21:29):
No. I think I've watched a couple where they're just hiking,
which is pretty interesting.
Speaker 3 (21:34):
Yeah, I think what hikings are out with bread all
the well.
Speaker 1 (21:37):
I think the only thing with the Walk through the
Forest is it's a it's like flat. Ye see when
I swear about it, and it is, it is a
spooky thing. I started writing again recently, and I'm writing
I'm using the Curricleo Forrest as the raven as the
place see anxiety I had like fifteen years ago. I
just want to try and get into the rhythm and
(21:58):
keep writing it. But part of it is I'd like it,
and I was I'm gonna go by myself anyway and
just fucking scare myself. But I want to go in
there and just walk around at night to get a
sense of the eeriness. But then that got me thinking
that that might be fun content for people on Patreon.
Speaker 3 (22:15):
Yeah of course. Also yeah, but that's I think that's
a bit of my of a goal and my New
Year's revolution for next year is to just improve the Patreon,
I think, just to drive more content over there, just
to make it a better experience. Because, to be honest
with you, like a lot of people that have been
on Patreon have been with us for a long time,
(22:37):
a decade. Yeah, So it's like, go over there, support,
support the buys and come up. Do you know what
I mean? Pata Franco right there.
Speaker 1 (22:46):
Hello, gentlemen. Came across your podcast a year or so
ago as a result of one of my favorite US
based podcasts, Strange Familiar. Yeah, so it turns out there
is some crossover. There is some crossover. I live in Pennsylvania, USA,
but very recently visited family in Ireland. I was bold
enough to reach out to brother Richard and was lucky
(23:07):
enough to meet him for a cup of coffee whileland Dublin.
I wondered, did they go to Mishmash, which, well, Richard
is a big fan of.
Speaker 3 (23:13):
That's a great place.
Speaker 1 (23:14):
Yeah, it's a great little coffee shop. Real seems like
really dick and independent. You know.
Speaker 3 (23:18):
Cool toy shop across road.
Speaker 1 (23:20):
Yes, yes, Dublin City comics cool you can buy secondhand.
If anyone's familiar with Humberto Ramos's comic Crimson, you will
be able to buy action figures from Crimson for ten
to fifteen euros. So what a time to be alive.
He got a chuckle out of and thought you would
do finding. I listened to your podcast in spite of
(23:43):
being a recently retired high school teacher and grandmother. Guessing
I'm not your target audience, but I do enjoy your
show all the best, Pat of Franko.
Speaker 3 (23:51):
Have a few grannies.
Speaker 1 (23:52):
We do, We have a few grands Pat, thank you
very much. I will say our show defies demographs.
Speaker 3 (23:59):
Yeah, Like.
Speaker 1 (24:01):
I I think it's one of those things where like
it's it's never going to become mainstream, even if it's
presented to all of them, like we're on air Lingus now.
Speaker 3 (24:13):
We're for like artistic people, virgin people.
Speaker 1 (24:16):
Yeah, pretty much. But like even though we talk a
little bit about that, we still like, you know, we
don't talk about it really, do you know what I mean?
We we we reference it and we we rub up again.
Speaker 3 (24:28):
Like it's like it's a narrative virgin podcast. Probably probably, yeah,
we think it is. We just haven't been done.
Speaker 1 (24:34):
Probably we know, like it's that we've both been on andy.
But we want to start hitting the higher. We want
to start hitting the riddilans. We want to.
Speaker 3 (24:43):
You know, moods, kind of mad moods and.
Speaker 1 (24:48):
Plane bit of honest sports. I want to I want
to work out with a giant gorilla base what are
them called, whether the medicine not a weather ball, big gorilla, gorilla, weatherball.
Speaker 3 (25:08):
Crypt crypt What it is emmin is that we I think,
I think I hope that at least people can understand
that we're not really we're no agenda podcast, but we're not.
(25:29):
We're actually like, we're not trying to preach anyone. We're
just having a good time. We just hope that we
would chat, yeah, having a good time, and hopefully that
having a good time resonates with some people. And I
think that's it comes from an innocent place. We're not
trying to funk with anyone or divide any honor be
a big country or anything like.
Speaker 1 (25:47):
Obviously, if we could have one wish of this, the
community we have and the people that write in and
chatys and everything is really the best part about it.
We would love if we could make this our full
time job. Amazing, But I don't don't know, Maybe one
day there'll be some sort of genesis effect, like you know,
it just happens. But it seems that they pulled the.
Speaker 3 (26:08):
Ladder up on us. Yeah, they pulled the ladder up, Candae, what.
Speaker 1 (26:12):
Do you what do you even do anymore? It's like
being a movie. No.
Speaker 3 (26:15):
I think what you have to do now is, well,
there's a little things.
Speaker 1 (26:21):
Do you think that there's many grifters that are doing
like pro lefter pro or far left or fire right content,
but they're grifters, but they're not getting any views. But
they're all like I believe you deserve to get shot.
And then other people are like anybody who believes that
basically just described stuck. But they're basically just not like
they're not any money. That's that's just I don't have.
Speaker 3 (26:40):
TikTok's basically TikTok especially just a bunch of fucking morons.
Speaker 1 (26:46):
Talk because China are just counting down the.
Speaker 3 (26:51):
Count down to extinction, shouts out Megalith there their albums
and that you're not that Megadith are support and Disturbed
in Ireland. Isn't that a bizarre or sort of unfortunate
turn turntables?
Speaker 1 (27:09):
I I they what was disturbed first album called Down
with the Sickness the Fellow With that you can buy
a special edition of that for the low low price
of one hundred and thirty euros. I saw this in Portugal,
where the records might be like Bitch from Me or
(27:31):
not yeah, but I'm linked to Christmas, so yeah, no, I.
Speaker 3 (27:37):
Think, yeah, we don't really have a target audience. Pat
there's a lot of people that are kind of around
our rage maybe, but we do have I think. I
think because we can turn off and on the silliness
as well.
Speaker 1 (27:48):
That helps.
Speaker 3 (27:48):
I think, like we can do episodes that are fairly
straight if we want, and we do do them at times,
and I think that appeals to a certain demographic. But yeah,
I think it's just all been mind the people, because
I think if you're all been minded, you listen to
a podcast us too, morons like you know all that
it's coming from an innocent place and you're not trying
to like.
Speaker 1 (28:07):
You know anything.
Speaker 3 (28:08):
Yeah, and it's master And so we don't.
Speaker 1 (28:11):
Like spooky things. And we talk about the only way
we were able to do metaphors and similar is if
we reference things to video games like like neurotypical like
anyotypical person vide games or comic books or movies. We
can't we can't just be like it's like you know
when you go on holidays and we're like, I can't,
I can't understand this. It's a it's a weird one.
(28:34):
But yeah, I think that's maybe, but as people, I
believe the world is becoming more neuro divergent.
Speaker 3 (28:40):
Yeah, there's there's something like I think.
Speaker 1 (28:42):
I think.
Speaker 3 (28:43):
I think it's probably as high as like one and
nine is like adhd adhd.
Speaker 1 (28:49):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (28:49):
I watched a podcast Hidden twenty. Yeah, it's on YouTube.
I must check it out and if you like, listen
to all the guests and the version if you're green
with them all the time, the nerd diversion is.
Speaker 1 (29:03):
I have a feeling. I'm pretty sure I was watching.
I was like, ah, yeah, yea, So what is it
to not be neu diversion? Then what are you like?
Just no cracks like crack?
Speaker 3 (29:14):
But I think, I think, and someone I think on
that short articulated quite well that neurodiversion people are generally
quite interested in whatever way to listen to. And so
like blind Boy, for example, is diagnosed autistic, he's very
interesting to listen to because the way he thinks is interesting.
So even if you're not necessarily if you're in neuro
typically you would find his top patterns interesting because he's
(29:38):
it's different, but it's also a captivat that he can
he can pull in and he can articulate himself.
Speaker 1 (29:43):
Well, so that's the crack with its almost like smoking
a small bit of hat is versus taking a table.
Speaker 3 (29:49):
Yeah, yeah, and I think I think, I think that
I would actually say that like a very very very
high amount of artists the whole board our nerd the garden,
like a very high percentage.
Speaker 1 (30:04):
Yeah, I would agree with like a very very high percent.
Speaker 3 (30:07):
Like I would say, like fucking just pull numbers like
eighty percent or no for sure, because like you wouldn't
be explains addiction and things as well, like it all
that like being fucked up because their their mind is fucked.
Speaker 1 (30:23):
Because like I do, like I work with people, everyone
who works in my immediate team are all fucked like me.
But that's the job needs you to be a little
bit fucked. But in the wider every now and then
you're just kind of going like you.
Speaker 3 (30:39):
Mm hmm, what.
Speaker 1 (30:41):
What would you be thinking?
Speaker 3 (30:44):
Not a typical people? Just yeah, I think it's fairly
I think it's fairly life. It's fairly simple for them,
comes to life. I think it just comes easy to
like just everything kind of is not not comes easy.
I don't mean that, yeah, I don't mean in the
bad I mean in a way of it's just it
is or it isn't, whereas with us it's like all
(31:05):
over place.
Speaker 1 (31:06):
And we don't know. Yeah yeah. I think like one
of the things that annoys me the most about me
is I I can't have like a proper point of
view because there's always a little part of my brain
it's like, what about that, And it's almost afraid to
commit to that because it knows that it won't understand
the full picture.
Speaker 3 (31:25):
That could be a sign of vast intellect and genius,
though as well.
Speaker 1 (31:28):
I think it's more of what I've been trying to
do now is I'm trying to especially in work, I
like I would usually think about saying something and then
not say it because I think about the yeah. But
if I see that then and I've just started being
like and not not like to be PC, I wouldn't
really be very PC and worker to the extent I
(31:48):
can be. I'll just say what I think and have
the crack. Like I like to a very very stressful
pressure high job, so I like to try and add
as much levity to it as possible and have the
crack with it because it's ship. But what I do
notice is that like if I do want like trying
to suggest something to like your manager, and I'll kind
(32:12):
of keep stopping myself and then some and I'm like
why didn't I say, Like that made sense to say,
but my brain's when, yeah, but what about this or
what about that?
Speaker 3 (32:19):
Or what about this?
Speaker 1 (32:20):
What about that? And I'm just being like I don't
care anymore. I've gotten to the point now where I
kind of want to be fired, so I'm just gonna
do whatever. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (32:29):
That's yeah, that's born outdoor.
Speaker 1 (32:31):
Yeah, yeah, that that's exactly it.
Speaker 3 (32:33):
I think I I've been getting that a lot lately,
like and becoming more aware of all these things. I'm like, oh, yeah,
that's what that is, like where I'm like literally fall
asleep in the middle of the day just because my
brains fucked.
Speaker 1 (32:45):
Yeah, that's yeah. Like I woke up this morning and
I was like, oh, well, I don't feel totally dismal
to go to work and I felt good, and I
was like, right, I'm gonna just like meditate a little
bit while I'm like, it's going to start doing that
every day until I all, yeah, not meditating, just focusing
(33:10):
on the bread. Because what I've noticed is I do
you do this, do you like g yourself up about stuff,
Like I'll get a thought in my head and I'll
be like a fucking pit bullet sees a cat going by.
Speaker 3 (33:19):
Okay in the example, so like, if I.
Speaker 1 (33:24):
M M so I would have been working, this is
going to happen, and I start thinking about that, and
then I start creating the scenario, and then I started
hav an argument my head. And then you show up
and you're like, oh, yeah, none of that shit happened.
All this other garbage happened that I have to mop
up that you didn't think about it. Yeah, well you
(33:44):
just yeah, you're just like, yeah, that's fine because when
you're like, you're massively anxious, but then a thing, a
thing that deserves anxiety, that happens and you go, yeah,
I can manage this. But then afterwards you think about
it and it's like you've proven to yourself over and
over again. You're like, yeah, like you've been doing this
for years, you can do it. Just show up and
do it and it's not even that stressful. But there's
(34:06):
a part of my brain that's just like, I don't
want to do this anymore. I'm sick of this.
Speaker 3 (34:10):
I think that's supposed to be like a fairly hallmark
sort of beneficial threat of like being nor divergent has
been able to adapt in that like high stress kind
of scenario for some, not for everyone, because there'd be
people listen to this like anxiety.
Speaker 1 (34:27):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, And I suppose that's like as it is.
It's that thing, isn't it, You say, neuro divergent.
Speaker 3 (34:35):
Spicy Eurospicy is a better I think, yeah, Chipotle spicy
is just funny. But Becky wright in, she says, hello, lads,
I'm going to be brave enough to share my not
so speaking experiences. Before my current ecology job, I spent
some time working odd jobs like call centers and social
(34:56):
care companies. The last care old job I had, as
in my shift care, tough job by the weather, Becky,
it's a tough one. It's some odd experiences. I'm sure
that it's explained away by elderly people doing odd things
in the middle of the night. But they're a bit
spooky none the less. Yeah, all people are very fucking spooky,
very fucking spooky. One night, a narcisse and I saw
(35:18):
a shadow walk across the open door of a residence room,
and I was immediately asked to see who was No
one was in the corridor in this In the second
it took me to exit the room, but I saw
the corner of a dark cut go round the corner
of the corridor, and again no one was in the corridor.
When I got to the corner, everyone on that side
(35:40):
of the care home was in bed, and I would
have seen anyone as that corridor ran the length of
the care home. Sure it could have been a resident
up let looking for a couple, but none of the
residents could move that quickly or silently. Maybe they could.
Maybe they're misleading, and you know, some of the other
people in there might be fucking you know what I mean,
(36:01):
athletes at athletes. It's mad, it's actually the pressing is
a little aside here from Becky's story. How and Becky
might have actually experienced this in the home. How fucking
like literally people's cognition must be so bad because like
in the homely Grand I was in, like there was
a key code on every door to stop the other
(36:22):
people from escaping, right, which is one thing, but like
the key code was always in a picture above the keypad.
But it was like in the pattern of a draft's
ses like skin right, So like I said, it called
is zero eight two five. It'd be like written in that,
(36:43):
but it'd be kind of obvious, but like none of
the old people ever figured it out, not ever figured
it out. And it's a bit depressing because you're, like
Jesus Christ, it was like something that obvious escapes me
by the time you find that dage, Like fucking hell, Like.
Speaker 1 (36:59):
Do you ever think of like how how frustrating it
is just in general, do you ever like figure something
out and you're like, I can't believe it took me
this figure out and you're like disgusted with yourself kind
of like yeah, just to be in that level where
you're like I I. And so it's like they would
uncover that it is in there, but then a dense
(37:21):
fog would surround them and just take the memory.
Speaker 3 (37:24):
I wanted to kind of let them out. It would
be funny, just let ma alout for a fucking get
out the fields, lads?
Speaker 1 (37:30):
Are they I read a thing before, right, that's in
I don't know if it's necessarily nursing home. Yeah, but
is that in those nursing homes or is that in
like here's an America, here's a retirement village, rather than.
Speaker 3 (37:44):
Of course you know all them, you know, put on
great watching ground that I like thelibly True Dementia documentary
last week, so I had to watch for you. Yeah,
well we watched True Autism person and that came on next,
and so we were like, oh, I aggress this shouldn't
be triggering at all. Cool, but in that shirt there's
(38:05):
the dentist fella, like this is it's all down that fifteen.
Speaker 1 (38:09):
It's not weird. Weekends after.
Speaker 3 (38:14):
Dentist, he was sucking playing grab ass for everyone who
was you know, he was getting into the bed one
of the other ones. He had a girlfriend out there
and his wife had to His wife was coming out
to visit him, and his wife was a bit younger,
but he had a girlfriend in the home.
Speaker 1 (38:26):
She was probably she didn't like it, like she was devastated,
like he didn't recognize her.
Speaker 3 (38:34):
And then he was just like, oh yeah, this is
getting into bed. Like she was saying like, oh yeah,
one time I was in the room with the two
of them and they're just got in bed together, like
in front of me.
Speaker 1 (38:43):
How old were they?
Speaker 3 (38:45):
He wasn't even that old. He was probably like seventy yards.
It's old. Yeah, she's do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (38:55):
That's right, Like you would kind of wonder at that
age just been riding like because lads like old people,
they can't do all demanded class, not a bit of
I've done a bit of it myself.
Speaker 3 (39:12):
You know, you think it was someone different all the time.
Speaker 1 (39:14):
Yeah, my my chem sex parties chemicals in your divergent X.
But the women are all of age. Of course, in fact,
there are no women. It's more of a party for
one really, But yeah, you would imagine like that disassociation,
(39:36):
you know. I do like the idea of being the
many euphoric, demented states in throes of fashion, just not
knowing what's going on. It's it seems like a lot
of fun.
Speaker 3 (39:49):
It seems like I saw it must be solid Bizarress
watching that dude in that documentary, and like you're just going,
like the poor fucking bastard, Like he kind of he
has an off awareness to know all that he shouldn't
be there, but he doesn't really know why he shouldn't
be there. He's still trying to get home, but like
(40:09):
he's living every day where it's like he'll go, I
shouldn't be in this room. I shouldn't be here, Like
I need to get out of here. He'll gone and
try to leave, and then the nurses will be like nothing, high,
I need to go back into your room and sure
local just the air for awhile and by the time
he gets back into the room, he's forgotten.
Speaker 1 (40:23):
Are you never to like drink alcohol? No, obviously maybe
in the home, maybe like, nurse, bring me the whiskey please,
because like I'll be honest with your man, like I'm
gonna go out on my shield like that. Like if
I get to that, send.
Speaker 3 (40:39):
Firing squad give us. When you get to about eddy,
then to every year send your letter going would you
like the fireing squad?
Speaker 1 (40:47):
Will we get that ship like they have in Canada
where they're just like, are you homeless trying to kill yourself?
It's like it's like legal and it's really easy to get. Apparently,
he'll just be like, yeah, I'm so Sometimes like no,
really good cure for that is quit.
Speaker 3 (41:06):
Yeah, quit.
Speaker 1 (41:14):
I don't agree with it.
Speaker 3 (41:16):
It's not great, But then I look at it and
I look at Semi grand I live ninety years. He
had three or four bad months out of ninety years.
And I think if you were to build up the
video game and I said to you, you take ninety
years before four shitty months, you got yeah.
Speaker 1 (41:32):
Yeah, I think. I think the thing is so there's
a bigger picture. There is a bigger picture. I think
we'd all we all like the idea of arriving late
and leaving early, do you know what I mean? Like
so you get the good bits if you like. But
then again, life isn't really like a load of good bits.
Life is in a lot of ways quite boring.
Speaker 3 (41:50):
They're sweet.
Speaker 1 (41:50):
There's sweetness to the sweetness, but there's also sourness to life.
But some of us enjoy the tort.
Speaker 3 (41:56):
Taste of guiding killer and melon pans in Japan have
cut eleven at night, the pause and they go, this
is fucking the crack that's on the moments, you know
what I mean.
Speaker 1 (42:09):
It's like to catch a butterflies when very younger.
Speaker 3 (42:11):
You're clapping cheeks. You're gone, this is fucking class.
Speaker 1 (42:13):
It's pretty good. You don't want to you don't want
to let it in hell, class it is, because that'll
be the end of clapping cheeks. But it's but isn't
it that to catch a butterfly, you just you have
to experience it. Don't think, just do stuff.
Speaker 3 (42:27):
I see a hummingbird hawk moth in the garden last week,
that picture that.
Speaker 1 (42:32):
Yeah. Every now and then I'll be walking around and
I just notice I thing like, I know that the
shape of a tree. That's pretty cool. But I do
steal in spice. But that's thing this. I feel darkness
inside me, but you can yield its ground.
Speaker 3 (42:49):
It hard to appreciate the light whatever the darkness.
Speaker 1 (42:51):
That's true. You need both of it, but you don't.
You don't want to be.
Speaker 3 (42:55):
That's sort of the mind of an artist. That is,
that's what you're going from.
Speaker 1 (42:59):
Is it is as bad? Yeah, I think it's that
you just it's I do feel that the whole point.
Speaker 3 (43:08):
Of life is just to live, just experienced.
Speaker 1 (43:12):
I'm trying to be happy. So and as I say this,
I'm a terrible fiend for trying to do this. Stop
trying to be happy, stop trying to do anything. Just
do stuff and get on with it.
Speaker 3 (43:23):
Most of my life is exist and being mental. Yeah,
but so when I'm trying, I'm actually it's probably good
that I'm trying to be fair.
Speaker 1 (43:31):
Do you find that like, well, when I say try,
I mean more like it should. I don't try. I
just I just be what it's like, Yeah, that's it.
Just be just being is great. It is I you're
just like against yourself all that constantly against yourself.
Speaker 3 (43:49):
That's the the autism symbios.
Speaker 1 (43:52):
That's venom. We are autism, and then maybe maybe the
our sickness of all its just extremely low level autism.
Is that just like they're like, you're really fucking nuts
spot sol blending.
Speaker 3 (44:10):
Yeah, because when yeah, because when you think about it,
it's like it's going to be called out famous of
the two lads who are neuro difficult pretending they're.
Speaker 1 (44:19):
All fuck though.
Speaker 3 (44:22):
But that is the thing that's like, because I suppose
you're in the packet where you can mask calling off
to get by, but you're inside your gone, Yeah, let
me run around, play playstational and fucking let me play switch.
I need chicken nuggets and.
Speaker 1 (44:38):
Chicken nuggets and you see, it was just childishness.
Speaker 2 (44:45):
It is.
Speaker 1 (44:46):
Yeah, Like I was saying, it's my parents before every
now and then I'm like, how did you not like
shoot yourselves in the face when you have to go
into work every day? And they're like, you just go
in to work, and I was like, yeah, it's it's yeah,
but I do I do think my yeah, my family
and your family. There is a spiciness there, there is
(45:09):
there is, there are herbs, and the merchant has left.
Speaker 3 (45:13):
There's absolutely zero chance that I don't have something to diagnosable. Yeah, zero,
actually zero.
Speaker 1 (45:22):
I've been bet. I was diagnosed with garbage, like and.
Speaker 3 (45:28):
That's nice, and you don't care about anything I have that.
Speaker 1 (45:34):
I not.
Speaker 3 (45:35):
I don't care.
Speaker 1 (45:35):
Is like the ability to feel hedonism as a funk
off spot.
Speaker 3 (45:40):
You feel hedonism, he was lying.
Speaker 1 (45:41):
Yeah, but I used things to feel. But that's that's heism.
But how dare you I drink a quarter of what
is hedonism? The only reason that I don't take up
really strong drugs is because I feel so fucked that
And here, maybe this is how you know that you
know us. If I take like midima, I'll never come
(46:05):
back from LSD. I don't think. I don't think I'll
ever come back. But I would feel so terrible the
next day, like I would feel like I had turned
into a sculpture of myself. I would feel that way
and I would just be like this isgeous? Is that
what it is?
Speaker 3 (46:24):
Is that what I the man? I was like, oh,
this is this is how oh I can actually feel
love now?
Speaker 1 (46:32):
Yeah, but did you feel I felt like I was
like this isn't a real feel. I felt.
Speaker 3 (46:39):
Like this is like good but it's yeah, you're Robin
like kitchen roll on your face on this is or
if you're in an American paper towels, paper on your
face and you're going class.
Speaker 1 (46:51):
I love the lads in my hands, the ladder.
Speaker 3 (46:53):
Sound we're all just sitting around or some sound man,
we're all just looking at each other. Man, I loves
you your sound out it is.
Speaker 1 (47:02):
It is a nice thing. Remember looking at the reflection
of me and my friend in the window, and I
just like, yeah, two us there with their shirts, biggest
fucking discs. We're going to be all right, man. And
the next day I was pretty far from all right.
Speaker 3 (47:24):
Look sure you get by you, but yeah, I think
it's a sad thing that I don't know how around
this now.
Speaker 1 (47:33):
I think it's because I think I went back to
work today and I'm having an minor existential crisis.
Speaker 3 (47:38):
I think a lot of people in my life anyway
that I know personally that I would suspect to be
NERD diversion. Are all all of them have addiction problems?
Speaker 1 (47:50):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (47:50):
Yeah, and I know many of them. Yeah, I have.
Like I can probably one hand fall of people and
they're all NERD diversion, and they all have addiction problems,
which means that they're they're trying to call with their
mental issues. Yeah, that's the danger of it, and I suppose, yeah,
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it is what it is. I don't know how we're
on this anyway, because we're talking about ghosts in the
fucking old person's home and saw Becky.
Speaker 1 (48:19):
Start about them trying to ride initially, and then it
was just like, yeah.
Speaker 3 (48:22):
Now we're on fucking Sigmund Freud fucking ship.
Speaker 1 (48:26):
It was your mother, your mother, and this is the
root of all your sad right.
Speaker 3 (48:35):
So one night in nurse and I saw a shadow
on their back hair. No one was in the corridor
in the second that took me to exit the room,
but I saw the corner of a dark colt go
around the corner of the carridor and again no one
was in the corridor. When I got to the corner,
everyone on that side of the care home was in
bed and I would have seen anyone as the corridor
ran the length of the care home. Sure it could
(48:56):
have been a resident looking for a cup of chat,
but none of the residents would move that quickly. That's
how we got into another night. Another hair worker and
I had to repeatedly turn off a call bell in
an empty room, well, a room with personal belongings.
Speaker 1 (49:12):
But no residents residual spirit.
Speaker 3 (49:15):
The resident in question had been in hospital, but have
passed away in hospital earlier that day. Sure it could
have been a glitch in the call bell system, but
I experienced it again with a couple of late residents,
whether they passed in the home or in hospital.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
And Brother Richard, since he's been referenced in the last story,
last writing, he would talk about this and the people
who worked in the nursing homes just you know, go on, now,
off your pop.
Speaker 3 (49:42):
Time to go. The fall mount definitely unsettles people, and
the residents don't really sleep. You could be checking on
residents at three am and get spooked by them saying
hello to you or shouting at you as you expect
them to be asleep. There's the funniest one. I was
working my week's notice and a couple of us were
(50:03):
talking about one of the residents that had died a
couple of days before. She was a week powerhouse of
a woman that kept us on her toes. At around
two thirty to three am, we heard a walking stick
click and a pair of slippers shuffle up the corridor,
as this was the usual occurrence for said residents to do.
She kept trying to pull us staff to bed and
we could hear her coming with the stick and the slippers.
(50:24):
I got pushed out with the breakroom to investigate and
came face to face with a different and still very
much alive resident. We jumped out of her skins as
we weren't expecting each other to be there, and managed
to get her settled them back into her room. She
has a couple more odd experiences, but they can wait
for the moment. Thanks again, Becky, Becky, thank you for writing,
and Becky all the folks homes I would imagine and
(50:46):
about sorry for going on a fucking hidden twenty percent
autistic podcast fucking guest episode there, I bet the house
and been the twenty percent.
Speaker 1 (51:00):
But the house on at Patty.
Speaker 3 (51:02):
Yeah, Becky, all four times I'd imagine are extremely spooky. Yeah,
lots going on there, lots of dying, dementia, spooky yeah.
Speaker 1 (51:13):
And it's like there is obviously people, a lot of
people passing there, I guess, not a lot relative to
a regular place.
Speaker 3 (51:19):
Oh yeah, you're in the conveyor belt. Yeah, big enough, home,
busy yeah, souls. Yeah, it's tough. I'd said it's a
fucking tough job. I was. I was, you know, even
just seeing my granddad in the home, I was like,
this must be some fucking dark because my grandad was
being can't anchor the door.
Speaker 1 (51:40):
It was actually you because I'd come up here every
week and have a chat before we certainly tell me
the stories, and the more that I thought about that,
I was just like because I mean, you know, he
had lived such a good life. Yeah, you know, And
it's just it's just entropy, you know, this is the
way for a lot of us, it's going to go. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (52:00):
The last time I seen them, like when I was
sitting opposite them, Like, I think anyone can vouch for
it when they see an older loved one, or even
though it loves one that is incapacity in any west,
shape or form, Like your body and your mind goes
through a thousand and one different feelings and emotions, and
one of the main ones that you feel is like
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compassion and you want to do more, you think you
can do more, and then you feel a kind of
a desperation because you know you can't. And then also
you kind of feel like is this like is there
any point in them living on? Like it's a horrible
existence for them, And yeah, you kind of see how
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they are and you know they're not happy, and you
know you're not happy looking at them, and no one's
happy because it's a shit situation. I suppose it depends
on the person table like, but my granddad was not
the type of person who was like, oh, I'm in
an all.
Speaker 1 (52:56):
Fox on great, Yeah, hang out with the other guys.
Speaker 3 (52:59):
Because as well, when once you pass eighty five, fifty
percent of people have dementia at eighty five. Saw it's yeah,
like dementia is a term for basically cognitive decline related.
Speaker 1 (53:11):
To edge and it's just like atrophy or anything. And so.
Speaker 3 (53:16):
You know, I didn't really realize that at the time,
I suppose, but like my granddad did have quite a
bit of dementia that was like less alzheimery, but more
just kind of there's little things, but like you had
the things like extreme emotions, like people with dementia can
get very emotional.
Speaker 1 (53:33):
They say, they say that, and I don't know if
this is true, but somebody sort of years ago said
it to me that generally speaking, when you get to
an age and your your mind is deteriorating or you're
say dollary is what they would say, you go one
of either two ways. You're either someone who's a bit
more aggressive or you're someone who's very passive as old
people and probably links in or at least she was
(53:54):
saying that it would be similar to how you act
when you're like really drunk. That base line is probably there.
So if you're not an aggressive drunk then or maybe
not an energetic drunk might be part of that. It's
like that's your kind of your your best line factory setting.
Speaker 3 (54:13):
So if I guess had to watch out.
Speaker 1 (54:18):
Maybe hilarious getting flashes of monster big talk about Bigfoot,
of the gurus. What someone written, please let me have
my phone.
Speaker 3 (54:34):
Yeah, man, I don't know. By the time, hopefully by
the time or that edge to have some kind of
answers to dementia at least they can kind of stall
yeah something because it's a it's a great mom. But
I would say the nurses not out with them, places
that do their best, and I'd say that they were
in saying a lot of spooky ship like.
Speaker 1 (54:53):
Oh yeah, well remember even you were talking about Emma
from ghost Stories the first story of the Black Eye,
was it in it wasn't it was in a regular
hospital or it was a wing.
Speaker 3 (55:04):
It was I think it was that sanatorium, and.
Speaker 2 (55:11):
I wanted to make the gothic experience, the sanatorium where
the evil criminals, the mad house, the mentals.
Speaker 3 (55:23):
Your mental hospital, isn't it psychiatric hospital? Yes, clinic mental health?
Mental health sounds nice. Isn't that mental health training?
Speaker 1 (55:46):
Yes?
Speaker 3 (55:46):
Sure, I believe it there. Thanks for listening and hope
you enjoyed this little spooky story episode.
Speaker 1 (55:51):
Yeah, it's taken some wild turns.
Speaker 3 (55:54):
As we have to. But yeah, to be fair, many
folds will be back on there with much of the same.
Speaker 1 (55:59):
If this is your first episode having heard our air lingus, yeah,
and you're going, wow, I really like to check out
this podcast. Just give one or two one another go,
just see how you feel. Give what lands with you?
Speaker 3 (56:08):
Yeah, see you next one.
Speaker 1 (56:10):
Bye,
A little crypt and this is a scriptor. I wanted
to quit us against my enemies. Yeah you see.
Speaker 2 (00:11):
You wanted to say, and then a little little raise you,
but I forget you from the wielder.
Speaker 3 (00:28):
Hello everyone, what is up? I am Rob Monstrophos back
once again.
Speaker 1 (00:37):
Anytime for it is?
Speaker 3 (00:40):
Yeah, we're getting ready. So we we do have to
I have to plan all that I need to reach
out to a bunch of people I need to reach
out to. Ten will be trying to get Brother Richard
back for Hallaby, surety.
Speaker 1 (00:51):
I think that would. I will get Charley. I'll just
do the Brother Richard.
Speaker 3 (00:54):
But we have to have tam of many. Actually was
in touch with Tom Oh.
Speaker 1 (00:57):
Yeah, he was saying he's a gig.
Speaker 3 (00:59):
He was also to come on, but we had a
scheduling conflict and then yeah, maybe we'll give a mashout
from real life stories.
Speaker 1 (01:07):
Yeah that was fun.
Speaker 3 (01:08):
Yeah, yeah, let's see see what he's up to. So yeah, Halloween,
you know we're going to fucking kick the ball, roll
the boat out. But what did push the ball out?
Speaker 1 (01:16):
Pushed about out?
Speaker 3 (01:17):
But don't rock the boat, but don't rock push about it,
but don't rock the boat. We'll going forward to it emond.
There's a bite in the air. You know, it's cool.
I wore shorts to the downtown. It was brisk, it
was good.
Speaker 1 (01:30):
Yeah, it was what like sixteen degrees Yeah, yeah, take
fifteen sixteen. Yeah, it's see, I've come. I'm coming from
tropical later, coming from the tropic of Capricorn, coming from
burned the shoulders. But yeah, we're looking at eighteen to
Mondays going down fourteen.
Speaker 3 (01:49):
That's a nice transitional period for the garden. And I'm
getting ahead of its cutting back dead heading, you know,
prepared in the garden for winter.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
Yeah, I'm I'm going to be getting onto my uncle soon.
Speaker 3 (02:01):
I need to go up and check my earliers and
there remember there, make sure the route and cut them down.
Speaker 1 (02:07):
Then I'm gonna be writing no chainsaws and trying to
just topple over the trees.
Speaker 3 (02:12):
Probably, no, It's it's an interesting time. I'm thinking next uh,
coming out with winter next year into early spring. I'm
thinking about a build a proper pond, like an actual
large pond.
Speaker 1 (02:27):
So that's that's putting a few KOI.
Speaker 3 (02:30):
Yeah, maybe maybe feel little fish or something, but yeah,
just getting ready now for the next year. You see
some of my plants have to dig up and keep
the root. Did you see the big alien looking with
the black veins trough. Yes, that has to be dug
up and put in like alien cryostasis.
Speaker 1 (02:47):
Not the next year, of course.
Speaker 3 (02:48):
And yeah, so there's there's a lot of preparation to
be done. But it's a nice time here.
Speaker 1 (02:53):
We always like it here, folks.
Speaker 3 (02:55):
Today we have an episode which is compiled entirely from
your spooky stories.
Speaker 1 (03:01):
That's what we wanted for so long. I'm very happy
to see this.
Speaker 3 (03:04):
And not only that, em but we also have enough
for another. Oh my god, because of my chastising and badgerom,
people come forward and they're writing.
Speaker 1 (03:15):
So that's a well known fact. Just badger people into
doing what you want them to do.
Speaker 3 (03:19):
But that's the crack, that's like, Look, that's like, I
don't mind if you's notice to talk about bullshit all there,
we'll talk about bullshit. But we are a spooky We
are a spooky podcast, so you know what I mean.
If you want to stare it in the spooky way,
send us into spooky stuff. Like, yeah, that's the crack
I do. I'm want to pledge to one out to
Ruth Ruth, I'm going to do a fairy episode soon.
Speaker 1 (03:41):
Oh the fee.
Speaker 3 (03:42):
Yeah, I need to do that because is going to
box that if I don't do that. So I'm going
to try and do that. And yeah, looking forward to
Hallway and we'll get to it. But anyway, guys, head
on over the Patreon if you want to support this podcast.
There's now like three or four exosive episodes per on.
It's fantastic wow, so much value. And then held on
over and check out discord. You can chat with us,
(04:03):
you can have the crack, and you can play a
world I mean, what more they want?
Speaker 1 (04:07):
Really?
Speaker 3 (04:08):
You can also pay for the year Christmas is coming up? Badger,
your partner will all pay for me fucking patre for
the air podcast. Oh yeah, and then you've got years
where the content happy days. Check us out on all
social media and please do leave reviews wherever you listen.
It does help out the podcast very much. If you
have any spooky stories, cryptid experiences, near death experiences or
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anything like that, where do you send that out? Well?
Speaker 1 (04:33):
If you are like last Quadrus fantastic us. The four
people that have written in this week to tell us
loads of cool stuff We're super super happy about that.
Send your wonderful stories to Monsterphowze podcast at a gmail
dot com. World can't afford and at Monster, so we're
gonna stay.
Speaker 3 (04:53):
We actually do have one. We do actually, speaking of which,
someone roll in about Apple and they asked about Apple.
This said something about the feed. If it's the Apple
like subscription thing, drop me a message email us at
Masterfuls podcast at gmail dot com, and I will gift
you a free Patreon subscription. I think that the Apple
(05:15):
podcasting is fucking weird how it works, and.
Speaker 1 (05:18):
Don't happen to do a thing where like they take
thirty percent. But then also there's a way to become
a patron without becoming a patron and all sorts of mass.
Speaker 3 (05:25):
It's just a bit convoluted. So if anyone is on
Apple and they're wondering, is there something wrong with the feed,
this guy said there was maybe something wrong with the feed.
But I don't think there's anything wrong with the feed
on Apple. But if it's the subscriber feed, if he's
paying money, hell on other messages, I'll get you on
Patreon for free, brother em big shout turn your patron
to grand conclusion, twenty five oh seven.
Speaker 1 (05:48):
Is that when the grand conclusion?
Speaker 3 (05:49):
I think it is? What is the grand conclusion? It
sounds like sep move or something dun dun, dun dun.
Speaker 1 (05:56):
Yeah, it's like casts. That sounds like something of a
neo Geo brand conclusion, which is that would be like
an electrical based attack or probably more of a fire
based attack. It's kind of an Armageddon sort of.
Speaker 3 (06:10):
No, it's like anti matter black.
Speaker 1 (06:15):
Black void spheres, and I have thought.
Speaker 3 (06:18):
Of anything else that's not the colion then conclusion anti
matter void energy.
Speaker 1 (06:26):
Yeah, they can't see me. I was pretending to glasses
on my face, run out of time.
Speaker 3 (06:38):
And then the big bad Chadwick Gales.
Speaker 1 (06:40):
Radwick Gales, Chad Muska Gales. Hey guys, it's Chadwick again.
I know it's been a while since I last rolled in,
but I've been very busy with work and investigating. I've
got a promotion to lumber greater the position in my
building fair playing man. That's great. It's a lot of
hard work, but the pay is great. As for investigating,
(07:04):
it's been getting crazy. One day, I was about a
mile up stream from where I found the fourteen foot
three toad or excuse me the fourteen inch three toad
tracks making a video from a YouTube channel chestnut Ridge.
Speaker 3 (07:16):
Paranormal shameless plug. Chadwick, You CHICKI balos, but you got it.
Speaker 1 (07:21):
Yeah, you're on the wrong train, motherfucker. We ain't going nowhere. Yeah,
imagine right in their podcast to try and get a
little bit of a bump, Andy be like, why why
is there no bump? We don't have the listeners Chadwick.
He says, I was in an old cemetery up on
the mountain side. I was talking on the video. Then
suddenly I heard it. It sounded like a large person
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pacing me through the woods. I acted like I didn't
hear it and kept talking in the video, but I
was listening to it the whole time. It pasced me
down to the cemetery. When suddenly I stopped talking and
panned the camera over. I caught it taking two more steps.
I ran across the cemetery to see what it was.
I half expected to see a person or a bear
(08:04):
to jump out. There was nothing. I could hear this
thing pacing me the whole time, but there was really
nothing there. That was really freaky but really cool at
the same time. All the years I've been doing this,
that was the first time something like that happened. I'm
just glad I got it on video. I will write
back soon. I'm currently investigating a property where the owners
(08:25):
have had dog man and big foot sighting. Awesome. They
sent me photos of green orbs flying across the field.
I did an overnight investigation but only got a UFO
on video. Oh that's on my YouTube channel again. Check
Paranormal chestnut Ridge Paranormal, he says. I have the property
(08:47):
littered with trail cams and time lapse cameras, so we
will see if anything happens. Thanks for your time, guys,
I haven't missed an episode since I started listening. Love
the show. Thank you very much. Man play Yeah, Deadly Go,
everybody go. I'll be checking out.
Speaker 3 (09:03):
Chest chest Normal, he sends in a bit of stuff.
Speaker 1 (09:08):
I thought that maybe, like when he heard the footsteps,
someone would have walked out from the forest and just
said grand conclusion matter.
Speaker 3 (09:20):
So the first thing I want to know is what
is a lumber bread? That sounds interesting.
Speaker 1 (09:24):
He grades the lumber like, obviously, does that mean the
grade it down to paris? That's what either that is? Like,
this is a great piece of lumber. But you see
that might be two things, right.
Speaker 3 (09:37):
Like a lumber brader could be judging what is the
best quality?
Speaker 1 (09:41):
Do you figure out which? And Chadwick, do write in
and let us know because we're literally shooting off the
hip here. But I wonder if it is that, then
would you have like certain bits of lumber that would
be like for guitar starting for furniture bloody blah blah,
or it's just the grading to get it like.
Speaker 3 (09:57):
Yeah, you could be thinking or sorry, you could be
picking different timber for different suppliers and they want best
what they want, so that's could be it, which is
kind of cool. Actually, what smells nice?
Speaker 1 (10:09):
Wood? Does smell nice? One of other things? Do you
think smell nice? Lavender? Lavender?
Speaker 3 (10:16):
Lavender? Then the garden smell.
Speaker 1 (10:18):
There's a nice when you just go up to the
garden just to smell the wild.
Speaker 3 (10:24):
I have a dog, so mine can smells like dog ship.
Speaker 1 (10:26):
Actually, yeah, my cat's.
Speaker 3 (10:31):
That little bastard.
Speaker 1 (10:35):
Fucking no, he's gotten ground with that. We got home
last night and obviously Paula missed the cat. She was like,
can we let the cats sleep with us? Nice?
Speaker 3 (10:44):
I just said no, of course, number one anime betrayal.
Speaker 1 (10:47):
Yeah, yeah, I was like, no, because he just when
he sleeps, he just pisces on the bed like so
we can't plessas And then she she was like and
then she tried it later she left the door open.
I said, why did you rub though for chicos? Like,
but he's just gonna piss on the bed people. Yeah,
And then she she didn't apologize or saying she just
(11:10):
didn't know. She didn't even say she went out for
when she came back and she closed the door, and
I didn't say anything, like you said, this is the
way it's gonna be. I can't be having a little
thing's gonna be here.
Speaker 3 (11:21):
Pissing on the beds are not for beds are perishable,
and beds, you know, you can't be mattresses coross a
grand It can't be sucking.
Speaker 1 (11:31):
I said, listen, when I get now hammered, did I
start pissing then? Then? Yeah? Have you ever pissed the
bed in recent years?
Speaker 3 (11:39):
Probably?
Speaker 1 (11:40):
Have you? No?
Speaker 3 (11:41):
No, I don't mean like piss pissed, but like maybe
a few drips, maybe something, a few rips.
Speaker 1 (11:45):
It's just that's like you get your your because generally speaking,
I started taking these new vitamins they got from Brazils.
Probably yeah, yeah, but that but that the bills say
wanting though, you know, the morning glory, big bad, hateful,
(12:06):
hateful strong. I don't know, possibly, but it won't let
your piss the bed. Take four of these bills.
Speaker 3 (12:14):
I don't have our listeners now, but there's actually when
you have a piss horn. The reason that you have
a piss horn is to stop your pissing. Yeah, because
men have like a little like it's like the train
and tracks where they switch lane. We have that for pisser.
Speaker 1 (12:30):
Gip.
Speaker 3 (12:31):
You can't you can't piss, so switch switches. The switches.
The gip says that when you're a kid, because it's
also hard to jip if you're having sex with a
piss horn. That's why.
Speaker 1 (12:47):
Yeah, it's it's that why in my younger years to
be like, I need to piss, but I must Yeah
I couldn't.
Speaker 3 (12:57):
All right, yeah, my cast now I need to piss,
you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (13:01):
Like that.
Speaker 3 (13:06):
That's hard, that's the crack.
Speaker 1 (13:08):
Yeah, yeah, it is. It is. It's weird. It's weird
that like the sexual organs are down in the places
where all the dysentery, and you know the FROs from
it isn't lick my bottom.
Speaker 3 (13:23):
It doesn't you know what I mean, it's it's all
fairly fout.
Speaker 1 (13:26):
Well. Think it'll be better to just be able to
touch someone behind the ear and they just go, excellent,
I'm receiving your gyp that's.
Speaker 3 (13:35):
You know, ifland has as well, will be at that
pig put in the car. We're not allowed to talk
about like put according and it'll be pray.
Speaker 1 (13:49):
See like he messages girls online, does he? I think,
like doesn't he have like fourteen baby mamas or something
like that. Doesn't he just like I want to or
officially disbordated, like I don't know if he rides them.
Speaker 3 (14:01):
When you get that famous, it just kind of happens.
Like Baby Blanket them were the same Baby Blanket Paris.
Yeah they were.
Speaker 1 (14:11):
They were Like So you just go one way or
the other when you get super famous, either become a
sex pest or you just ask.
Speaker 3 (14:22):
They are deities. They cannot form a case with.
Speaker 1 (14:29):
You. It's going to be funny when we need to
rise up and form our little like streets of rage
gang to go get mister.
Speaker 3 (14:36):
X Cadillac and dinosaurs, Yeah, Cadillac and dinosaurs Yeah, Carlos
rights in Hello Robin Emmon, longtime listener, first time writing.
Then I was spurred by desper cry for help during
last week's many of us Yeah, yeah, more than just that.
Last week's topics really resonated with me and I tooledgehare
my thoughts. Like many of our generation, I did not
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grow up with a computer or internet for can't text.
I was promised a better life and more importantly, a
high paying job so long as I had a college degree.
So I went to college and graduated with an engineering degree.
Let's a good degree. Spent the year looking for work,
but not in came of it. No one would hire
a fresh college grad. I was miserable being unable to
(15:20):
find work and have no money. I essentially it became
a shot in needed. I don't know what the neat means.
Wanting to move out of my parents' place, with no
other path forward, I decided to take the biggest risk
any young man would take. I joined the Army Orah
to feud the Proud the Marines.
Speaker 1 (15:42):
Watch Free and of the Brave.
Speaker 3 (15:48):
Flash forward to two years after the college graduation and
a whole two years after doing nothing. I was in
Fort Leonard, Missouri, also known as Fort Lost in the
Woods as Fort Leonard Woods right. I was stationed there
for six months undergoing some training. It was near the
end of summer. We were gathered next to the old
log cabins. We had been camped out in the woods
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for a few days now. This was for a week
long field exercise during which we went on patrols through
the woods and conducted training missions. In short, we were
playing army as you do. Prior to heading out for
an evening patrol. Our instructor, an experienced sergeant, was giving
us our pep talk. I didn't know what led to it,
(16:31):
but he started talking about was encounter with Momo.
Speaker 1 (16:34):
Momo.
Speaker 3 (16:36):
This is some zoomer fucking shit we're talking about, Momo.
It happened a long time ago. He was leading a
patrol through the woods with a bunch of inexperienced soldiers
like us. It was nighttime while on patrol. The suddenly
heard a blood curdling scream. He'd told us about his
time in the service, about how he'd seen combat in
Middle East. He said he had never been more scared
(16:58):
in his life, and it was because of that horrible screen.
He canceled the patrol and the training right there on
the spot. They headed back to camp. Right so he
had heard that very same screen all the way over
in the Middle East. Momo, he told us, was the
nickname for Missouri's very own big fault. Okay, it's not
a zoomer thing. The thought that immediately jumped into my
(17:21):
head was it's a spirit. So this is the sort
of Timothy Renner.
Speaker 1 (17:27):
Metaphysical sort of I believe in.
Speaker 3 (17:31):
I also believe in Timothy Renner.
Speaker 1 (17:33):
I do believe in Timothy. I believe in Timocy.
Speaker 3 (17:39):
It was like an epiphany. I never believed in Bigfoot.
I had seen enough documentaries disproving his existence or ones
failing to find him that for a long time I
did not believe in him. Now I believe that Sasquatch
and Bigfoot, the Eetti, Momo, and so on are all
some kind of forest spirit, a metaphysical Bigfoot. To put
it in your words, love to see it. See It's
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the only explanation for a lack of physical evidence. I
don't believe the sergeant was lying to us. Sure he
could have been making it up, some tall tale to
scare the crap out of his new guys. But again,
I don't think he was lying to us. He told
us his story with the same tone of voice of
someone who wished they hadn't seen what they saw that night.
(18:22):
Or he could be listening to the monsterfuls right now, laugh.
He could be. My patrol from that night was uneventful,
but a story about Momo's blood cardling stream kept us
all alert. I spent a long time in the woods
during my time in the Army, and I never had
any such encounter, though I did frequently find myself in
liminal spaces. The North American forests are like that. I'm
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now out of the Army, living in the US state
of Washington, beautiful beautiful state from what I've seen, actually Washington,
and finally working as an engineer. Thanks to the Army,
I was able to get a v alone and I
now live in a small house with my cat, who
does not get pissed everywhere. Yet she's still young. But
eman's giving me a glimpse of the future. I tell you,
(19:06):
the future is dark. The future is dark, and it's.
Speaker 1 (19:11):
In color. But the future is Even though the future
is old and decrepit, it's also I held the future today,
and the future did that little thing, and you're just
like this. It's called he.
Speaker 3 (19:28):
Says, love your show. Keep up the good work, Cups.
We'll get some more writings with it, Carlos. It's all good,
he sayss I do a lot of hiking in Washington,
and I'm attaching a follow up some particularly creepy woods
I was thinking through a few weeks ago. Now, Carlos,
I've seen them two and yeah, they did look creepy.
They looked very much like the woods we have her
holl the Raven Point, and they look like spruce woods.
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And after spruce woods, they are limital spruce. Yeah, because
nothing lives in am Man.
Speaker 1 (20:00):
Raven is like pine, isn't it mostly Yeah yeah.
Speaker 3 (20:05):
Spruce yea spruce the sound stuff like so yeah, piney
pine forests are viously just like the void of anything.
Speaker 1 (20:13):
They're barren kind of Yeah. Yeah, I'm just very I
have been thinking and I think that we should maybe
do this possibly some some weekend nights. Would you be
interested and we could do it as part of the
patren I know how we captured though. I thought it
would be pretty cool to get a torch and just
like walk through the raven point.
Speaker 3 (20:32):
Yeah, lads like listen, declan our photographer. Well, he keeps
messaging on like we need to do something with video.
Speaker 1 (20:39):
Let's do that. Let's go out there. Because you can
walk through the raven it can, excuse me, you can
walk through the forest. I think when you get to
the beach it'll probably be too windy to really work
because it'll be too loud to talk to wright Mike
possibly and it'll be a bad And then it's about
like a two hour podcast. We're just walking around being scared.
Speaker 3 (20:59):
Yeah, of the town and you'll be scared.
Speaker 1 (21:02):
Would you say.
Speaker 3 (21:03):
There's some podcasters that they're like literally like their podcasts. Yeah,
Like just one guy who goes out and fucking picks
my shows or something. It's just going around in the
fields or not, like he moves rocks out of his
field or something. Right, he has a lot of rocks
in the field. He's just because I'm picking him and
moving them.
Speaker 1 (21:23):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (21:23):
Yeah, I seen that because he was interviewing Limmy and
he was talking about his podcast doing that, and I
was like, all right, people do that.
Speaker 1 (21:29):
No. I think I've watched a couple where they're just hiking,
which is pretty interesting.
Speaker 3 (21:34):
Yeah, I think what hikings are out with bread all
the well.
Speaker 1 (21:37):
I think the only thing with the Walk through the
Forest is it's a it's like flat. Ye see when
I swear about it, and it is, it is a
spooky thing. I started writing again recently, and I'm writing
I'm using the Curricleo Forrest as the raven as the
place see anxiety I had like fifteen years ago. I
just want to try and get into the rhythm and
(21:58):
keep writing it. But part of it is I'd like it,
and I was I'm gonna go by myself anyway and
just fucking scare myself. But I want to go in
there and just walk around at night to get a
sense of the eeriness. But then that got me thinking
that that might be fun content for people on Patreon.
Speaker 3 (22:15):
Yeah of course. Also yeah, but that's I think that's
a bit of my of a goal and my New
Year's revolution for next year is to just improve the Patreon,
I think, just to drive more content over there, just
to make it a better experience. Because, to be honest
with you, like a lot of people that have been
on Patreon have been with us for a long time,
(22:37):
a decade. Yeah, So it's like, go over there, support,
support the buys and come up. Do you know what
I mean? Pata Franco right there.
Speaker 1 (22:46):
Hello, gentlemen. Came across your podcast a year or so
ago as a result of one of my favorite US
based podcasts, Strange Familiar. Yeah, so it turns out there
is some crossover. There is some crossover. I live in Pennsylvania, USA,
but very recently visited family in Ireland. I was bold
enough to reach out to brother Richard and was lucky
(23:07):
enough to meet him for a cup of coffee whileland Dublin.
I wondered, did they go to Mishmash, which, well, Richard
is a big fan of.
Speaker 3 (23:13):
That's a great place.
Speaker 1 (23:14):
Yeah, it's a great little coffee shop. Real seems like
really dick and independent. You know.
Speaker 3 (23:18):
Cool toy shop across road.
Speaker 1 (23:20):
Yes, yes, Dublin City comics cool you can buy secondhand.
If anyone's familiar with Humberto Ramos's comic Crimson, you will
be able to buy action figures from Crimson for ten
to fifteen euros. So what a time to be alive.
He got a chuckle out of and thought you would
do finding. I listened to your podcast in spite of
(23:43):
being a recently retired high school teacher and grandmother. Guessing
I'm not your target audience, but I do enjoy your
show all the best, Pat of Franko.
Speaker 3 (23:51):
Have a few grannies.
Speaker 1 (23:52):
We do, We have a few grands Pat, thank you
very much. I will say our show defies demographs.
Speaker 3 (23:59):
Yeah, Like.
Speaker 1 (24:01):
I I think it's one of those things where like
it's it's never going to become mainstream, even if it's
presented to all of them, like we're on air Lingus now.
Speaker 3 (24:13):
We're for like artistic people, virgin people.
Speaker 1 (24:16):
Yeah, pretty much. But like even though we talk a
little bit about that, we still like, you know, we
don't talk about it really, do you know what I mean?
We we we reference it and we we rub up again.
Speaker 3 (24:28):
Like it's like it's a narrative virgin podcast. Probably probably, yeah,
we think it is. We just haven't been done.
Speaker 1 (24:34):
Probably we know, like it's that we've both been on andy.
But we want to start hitting the higher. We want
to start hitting the riddilans. We want to.
Speaker 3 (24:43):
You know, moods, kind of mad moods and.
Speaker 1 (24:48):
Plane bit of honest sports. I want to I want
to work out with a giant gorilla base what are
them called, whether the medicine not a weather ball, big gorilla, gorilla, weatherball.
Speaker 3 (25:08):
Crypt crypt What it is emmin is that we I think,
I think I hope that at least people can understand
that we're not really we're no agenda podcast, but we're not.
(25:29):
We're actually like, we're not trying to preach anyone. We're
just having a good time. We just hope that we
would chat, yeah, having a good time, and hopefully that
having a good time resonates with some people. And I
think that's it comes from an innocent place. We're not
trying to funk with anyone or divide any honor be
a big country or anything like.
Speaker 1 (25:47):
Obviously, if we could have one wish of this, the
community we have and the people that write in and
chatys and everything is really the best part about it.
We would love if we could make this our full
time job. Amazing, But I don't don't know, Maybe one
day there'll be some sort of genesis effect, like you know,
it just happens. But it seems that they pulled the.
Speaker 3 (26:08):
Ladder up on us. Yeah, they pulled the ladder up, Candae, what.
Speaker 1 (26:12):
Do you what do you even do anymore? It's like
being a movie. No.
Speaker 3 (26:15):
I think what you have to do now is, well,
there's a little things.
Speaker 1 (26:21):
Do you think that there's many grifters that are doing
like pro lefter pro or far left or fire right content,
but they're grifters, but they're not getting any views. But
they're all like I believe you deserve to get shot.
And then other people are like anybody who believes that
basically just described stuck. But they're basically just not like
they're not any money. That's that's just I don't have.
Speaker 3 (26:40):
TikTok's basically TikTok especially just a bunch of fucking morons.
Speaker 1 (26:46):
Talk because China are just counting down the.
Speaker 3 (26:51):
Count down to extinction, shouts out Megalith there their albums
and that you're not that Megadith are support and Disturbed
in Ireland. Isn't that a bizarre or sort of unfortunate
turn turntables?
Speaker 1 (27:09):
I I they what was disturbed first album called Down
with the Sickness the Fellow With that you can buy
a special edition of that for the low low price
of one hundred and thirty euros. I saw this in Portugal,
where the records might be like Bitch from Me or
(27:31):
not yeah, but I'm linked to Christmas, so yeah, no, I.
Speaker 3 (27:37):
Think, yeah, we don't really have a target audience. Pat
there's a lot of people that are kind of around
our rage maybe, but we do have I think. I
think because we can turn off and on the silliness
as well.
Speaker 1 (27:48):
That helps.
Speaker 3 (27:48):
I think, like we can do episodes that are fairly
straight if we want, and we do do them at times,
and I think that appeals to a certain demographic. But yeah,
I think it's just all been mind the people, because
I think if you're all been minded, you listen to
a podcast us too, morons like you know all that
it's coming from an innocent place and you're not trying
to like.
Speaker 1 (28:07):
You know anything.
Speaker 3 (28:08):
Yeah, and it's master And so we don't.
Speaker 1 (28:11):
Like spooky things. And we talk about the only way
we were able to do metaphors and similar is if
we reference things to video games like like neurotypical like
anyotypical person vide games or comic books or movies. We
can't we can't just be like it's like you know
when you go on holidays and we're like, I can't,
I can't understand this. It's a it's a weird one.
(28:34):
But yeah, I think that's maybe, but as people, I
believe the world is becoming more neuro divergent.
Speaker 3 (28:40):
Yeah, there's there's something like I think.
Speaker 1 (28:42):
I think.
Speaker 3 (28:43):
I think it's probably as high as like one and
nine is like adhd adhd.
Speaker 1 (28:49):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (28:49):
I watched a podcast Hidden twenty. Yeah, it's on YouTube.
I must check it out and if you like, listen
to all the guests and the version if you're green
with them all the time, the nerd diversion is.
Speaker 1 (29:03):
I have a feeling. I'm pretty sure I was watching.
I was like, ah, yeah, yea, So what is it
to not be neu diversion? Then what are you like?
Just no cracks like crack?
Speaker 3 (29:14):
But I think, I think, and someone I think on
that short articulated quite well that neurodiversion people are generally
quite interested in whatever way to listen to. And so
like blind Boy, for example, is diagnosed autistic, he's very
interesting to listen to because the way he thinks is interesting.
So even if you're not necessarily if you're in neuro
typically you would find his top patterns interesting because he's
(29:38):
it's different, but it's also a captivat that he can
he can pull in and he can articulate himself.
Speaker 1 (29:43):
Well, so that's the crack with its almost like smoking
a small bit of hat is versus taking a table.
Speaker 3 (29:49):
Yeah, yeah, and I think I think, I think that
I would actually say that like a very very very
high amount of artists the whole board our nerd the garden,
like a very high percentage.
Speaker 1 (30:04):
Yeah, I would agree with like a very very high percent.
Speaker 3 (30:07):
Like I would say, like fucking just pull numbers like
eighty percent or no for sure, because like you wouldn't
be explains addiction and things as well, like it all
that like being fucked up because their their mind is fucked.
Speaker 1 (30:23):
Because like I do, like I work with people, everyone
who works in my immediate team are all fucked like me.
But that's the job needs you to be a little
bit fucked. But in the wider every now and then
you're just kind of going like you.
Speaker 3 (30:39):
Mm hmm, what.
Speaker 1 (30:41):
What would you be thinking?
Speaker 3 (30:44):
Not a typical people? Just yeah, I think it's fairly
I think it's fairly life. It's fairly simple for them,
comes to life. I think it just comes easy to
like just everything kind of is not not comes easy.
I don't mean that, yeah, I don't mean in the
bad I mean in a way of it's just it
is or it isn't, whereas with us it's like all
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over place.
Speaker 1 (31:06):
And we don't know. Yeah yeah. I think like one
of the things that annoys me the most about me
is I I can't have like a proper point of
view because there's always a little part of my brain
it's like, what about that, And it's almost afraid to
commit to that because it knows that it won't understand
the full picture.
Speaker 3 (31:25):
That could be a sign of vast intellect and genius,
though as well.
Speaker 1 (31:28):
I think it's more of what I've been trying to
do now is I'm trying to especially in work, I
like I would usually think about saying something and then
not say it because I think about the yeah. But
if I see that then and I've just started being
like and not not like to be PC, I wouldn't
really be very PC and worker to the extent I
(31:48):
can be. I'll just say what I think and have
the crack. Like I like to a very very stressful
pressure high job, so I like to try and add
as much levity to it as possible and have the
crack with it because it's ship. But what I do
notice is that like if I do want like trying
to suggest something to like your manager, and I'll kind
(32:12):
of keep stopping myself and then some and I'm like
why didn't I say, Like that made sense to say,
but my brain's when, yeah, but what about this or
what about that?
Speaker 3 (32:19):
Or what about this?
Speaker 1 (32:20):
What about that? And I'm just being like I don't
care anymore. I've gotten to the point now where I
kind of want to be fired, so I'm just gonna
do whatever. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (32:29):
That's yeah, that's born outdoor.
Speaker 1 (32:31):
Yeah, yeah, that that's exactly it.
Speaker 3 (32:33):
I think I I've been getting that a lot lately,
like and becoming more aware of all these things. I'm like, oh, yeah,
that's what that is, like where I'm like literally fall
asleep in the middle of the day just because my
brains fucked.
Speaker 1 (32:45):
Yeah, that's yeah. Like I woke up this morning and
I was like, oh, well, I don't feel totally dismal
to go to work and I felt good, and I
was like, right, I'm gonna just like meditate a little
bit while I'm like, it's going to start doing that
every day until I all, yeah, not meditating, just focusing
(33:10):
on the bread. Because what I've noticed is I do
you do this, do you like g yourself up about stuff,
Like I'll get a thought in my head and I'll
be like a fucking pit bullet sees a cat going by.
Speaker 3 (33:19):
Okay in the example, so like, if I.
Speaker 1 (33:24):
M M so I would have been working, this is
going to happen, and I start thinking about that, and
then I start creating the scenario, and then I started
hav an argument my head. And then you show up
and you're like, oh, yeah, none of that shit happened.
All this other garbage happened that I have to mop
up that you didn't think about it. Yeah, well you
(33:44):
just yeah, you're just like, yeah, that's fine because when
you're like, you're massively anxious, but then a thing, a
thing that deserves anxiety, that happens and you go, yeah,
I can manage this. But then afterwards you think about
it and it's like you've proven to yourself over and
over again. You're like, yeah, like you've been doing this
for years, you can do it. Just show up and
do it and it's not even that stressful. But there's
(34:06):
a part of my brain that's just like, I don't
want to do this anymore. I'm sick of this.
Speaker 3 (34:10):
I think that's supposed to be like a fairly hallmark
sort of beneficial threat of like being nor divergent has
been able to adapt in that like high stress kind
of scenario for some, not for everyone, because there'd be
people listen to this like anxiety.
Speaker 1 (34:27):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, And I suppose that's like as it is.
It's that thing, isn't it, You say, neuro divergent.
Speaker 3 (34:35):
Spicy Eurospicy is a better I think, yeah, Chipotle spicy
is just funny. But Becky wright in, she says, hello, lads,
I'm going to be brave enough to share my not
so speaking experiences. Before my current ecology job, I spent
some time working odd jobs like call centers and social
(34:56):
care companies. The last care old job I had, as
in my shift care, tough job by the weather, Becky,
it's a tough one. It's some odd experiences. I'm sure
that it's explained away by elderly people doing odd things
in the middle of the night. But they're a bit
spooky none the less. Yeah, all people are very fucking spooky,
very fucking spooky. One night, a narcisse and I saw
(35:18):
a shadow walk across the open door of a residence room,
and I was immediately asked to see who was No
one was in the corridor in this In the second
it took me to exit the room, but I saw
the corner of a dark cut go round the corner
of the corridor, and again no one was in the corridor.
When I got to the corner, everyone on that side
(35:40):
of the care home was in bed, and I would
have seen anyone as that corridor ran the length of
the care home. Sure it could have been a resident
up let looking for a couple, but none of the
residents could move that quickly or silently. Maybe they could.
Maybe they're misleading, and you know, some of the other
people in there might be fucking you know what I mean,
(36:01):
athletes at athletes. It's mad, it's actually the pressing is
a little aside here from Becky's story. How and Becky
might have actually experienced this in the home. How fucking
like literally people's cognition must be so bad because like
in the homely Grand I was in, like there was
a key code on every door to stop the other
(36:22):
people from escaping, right, which is one thing, but like
the key code was always in a picture above the keypad.
But it was like in the pattern of a draft's
ses like skin right, So like I said, it called
is zero eight two five. It'd be like written in that,
(36:43):
but it'd be kind of obvious, but like none of
the old people ever figured it out, not ever figured
it out. And it's a bit depressing because you're, like
Jesus Christ, it was like something that obvious escapes me
by the time you find that dage, Like fucking hell, Like.
Speaker 1 (36:59):
Do you ever think of like how how frustrating it
is just in general, do you ever like figure something
out and you're like, I can't believe it took me
this figure out and you're like disgusted with yourself kind
of like yeah, just to be in that level where
you're like I I. And so it's like they would
uncover that it is in there, but then a dense
(37:21):
fog would surround them and just take the memory.
Speaker 3 (37:24):
I wanted to kind of let them out. It would
be funny, just let ma alout for a fucking get
out the fields, lads?
Speaker 1 (37:30):
Are they I read a thing before, right, that's in
I don't know if it's necessarily nursing home. Yeah, but
is that in those nursing homes or is that in
like here's an America, here's a retirement village, rather than.
Speaker 3 (37:44):
Of course you know all them, you know, put on
great watching ground that I like thelibly True Dementia documentary
last week, so I had to watch for you. Yeah,
well we watched True Autism person and that came on next,
and so we were like, oh, I aggress this shouldn't
be triggering at all. Cool, but in that shirt there's
(38:05):
the dentist fella, like this is it's all down that fifteen.
Speaker 1 (38:09):
It's not weird. Weekends after.
Speaker 3 (38:14):
Dentist, he was sucking playing grab ass for everyone who
was you know, he was getting into the bed one
of the other ones. He had a girlfriend out there
and his wife had to His wife was coming out
to visit him, and his wife was a bit younger,
but he had a girlfriend in the home.
Speaker 1 (38:26):
She was probably she didn't like it, like she was devastated,
like he didn't recognize her.
Speaker 3 (38:34):
And then he was just like, oh yeah, this is
getting into bed. Like she was saying like, oh yeah,
one time I was in the room with the two
of them and they're just got in bed together, like
in front of me.
Speaker 1 (38:43):
How old were they?
Speaker 3 (38:45):
He wasn't even that old. He was probably like seventy yards.
It's old. Yeah, she's do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1 (38:55):
That's right, Like you would kind of wonder at that
age just been riding like because lads like old people,
they can't do all demanded class, not a bit of
I've done a bit of it myself.
Speaker 3 (39:12):
You know, you think it was someone different all the time.
Speaker 1 (39:14):
Yeah, my my chem sex parties chemicals in your divergent X.
But the women are all of age. Of course, in fact,
there are no women. It's more of a party for
one really, But yeah, you would imagine like that disassociation,
(39:36):
you know. I do like the idea of being the
many euphoric, demented states in throes of fashion, just not
knowing what's going on. It's it seems like a lot
of fun.
Speaker 3 (39:49):
It seems like I saw it must be solid Bizarress
watching that dude in that documentary, and like you're just going,
like the poor fucking bastard, Like he kind of he
has an off awareness to know all that he shouldn't
be there, but he doesn't really know why he shouldn't
be there. He's still trying to get home, but like
(40:09):
he's living every day where it's like he'll go, I
shouldn't be in this room. I shouldn't be here, Like
I need to get out of here. He'll gone and
try to leave, and then the nurses will be like nothing, high,
I need to go back into your room and sure
local just the air for awhile and by the time
he gets back into the room, he's forgotten.
Speaker 1 (40:23):
Are you never to like drink alcohol? No, obviously maybe
in the home, maybe like, nurse, bring me the whiskey please,
because like I'll be honest with your man, like I'm
gonna go out on my shield like that. Like if
I get to that, send.
Speaker 3 (40:39):
Firing squad give us. When you get to about eddy,
then to every year send your letter going would you
like the fireing squad?
Speaker 1 (40:47):
Will we get that ship like they have in Canada
where they're just like, are you homeless trying to kill yourself?
It's like it's like legal and it's really easy to get. Apparently,
he'll just be like, yeah, I'm so Sometimes like no,
really good cure for that is quit.
Speaker 3 (41:06):
Yeah, quit.
Speaker 1 (41:14):
I don't agree with it.
Speaker 3 (41:16):
It's not great, But then I look at it and
I look at Semi grand I live ninety years. He
had three or four bad months out of ninety years.
And I think if you were to build up the
video game and I said to you, you take ninety
years before four shitty months, you got yeah.
Speaker 1 (41:32):
Yeah, I think. I think the thing is so there's
a bigger picture. There is a bigger picture. I think
we'd all we all like the idea of arriving late
and leaving early, do you know what I mean? Like
so you get the good bits if you like. But
then again, life isn't really like a load of good bits.
Life is in a lot of ways quite boring.
Speaker 3 (41:50):
They're sweet.
Speaker 1 (41:50):
There's sweetness to the sweetness, but there's also sourness to life.
But some of us enjoy the tort.
Speaker 3 (41:56):
Taste of guiding killer and melon pans in Japan have
cut eleven at night, the pause and they go, this
is fucking the crack that's on the moments, you know
what I mean.
Speaker 1 (42:09):
It's like to catch a butterflies when very younger.
Speaker 3 (42:11):
You're clapping cheeks. You're gone, this is fucking class.
Speaker 1 (42:13):
It's pretty good. You don't want to you don't want
to let it in hell, class it is, because that'll
be the end of clapping cheeks. But it's but isn't
it that to catch a butterfly, you just you have
to experience it. Don't think, just do stuff.
Speaker 3 (42:27):
I see a hummingbird hawk moth in the garden last week,
that picture that.
Speaker 1 (42:32):
Yeah. Every now and then I'll be walking around and
I just notice I thing like, I know that the
shape of a tree. That's pretty cool. But I do
steal in spice. But that's thing this. I feel darkness
inside me, but you can yield its ground.
Speaker 3 (42:49):
It hard to appreciate the light whatever the darkness.
Speaker 1 (42:51):
That's true. You need both of it, but you don't.
You don't want to be.
Speaker 3 (42:55):
That's sort of the mind of an artist. That is,
that's what you're going from.
Speaker 1 (42:59):
Is it is as bad? Yeah, I think it's that
you just it's I do feel that the whole point.
Speaker 3 (43:08):
Of life is just to live, just experienced.
Speaker 1 (43:12):
I'm trying to be happy. So and as I say this,
I'm a terrible fiend for trying to do this. Stop
trying to be happy, stop trying to do anything. Just
do stuff and get on with it.
Speaker 3 (43:23):
Most of my life is exist and being mental. Yeah,
but so when I'm trying, I'm actually it's probably good
that I'm trying to be fair.
Speaker 1 (43:31):
Do you find that like, well, when I say try,
I mean more like it should. I don't try. I
just I just be what it's like, Yeah, that's it.
Just be just being is great. It is I you're
just like against yourself all that constantly against yourself.
Speaker 3 (43:49):
That's the the autism symbios.
Speaker 1 (43:52):
That's venom. We are autism, and then maybe maybe the
our sickness of all its just extremely low level autism.
Is that just like they're like, you're really fucking nuts
spot sol blending.
Speaker 3 (44:10):
Yeah, because when yeah, because when you think about it,
it's like it's going to be called out famous of
the two lads who are neuro difficult pretending they're.
Speaker 1 (44:19):
All fuck though.
Speaker 3 (44:22):
But that is the thing that's like, because I suppose
you're in the packet where you can mask calling off
to get by, but you're inside your gone, Yeah, let
me run around, play playstational and fucking let me play switch.
I need chicken nuggets and.
Speaker 1 (44:38):
Chicken nuggets and you see, it was just childishness.
Speaker 2 (44:45):
It is.
Speaker 1 (44:46):
Yeah, Like I was saying, it's my parents before every
now and then I'm like, how did you not like
shoot yourselves in the face when you have to go
into work every day? And they're like, you just go
in to work, and I was like, yeah, it's it's yeah,
but I do I do think my yeah, my family
and your family. There is a spiciness there, there is
(45:09):
there is, there are herbs, and the merchant has left.
Speaker 3 (45:13):
There's absolutely zero chance that I don't have something to diagnosable. Yeah, zero,
actually zero.
Speaker 1 (45:22):
I've been bet. I was diagnosed with garbage, like and.
Speaker 3 (45:28):
That's nice, and you don't care about anything I have that.
Speaker 1 (45:34):
I not.
Speaker 3 (45:35):
I don't care.
Speaker 1 (45:35):
Is like the ability to feel hedonism as a funk
off spot.
Speaker 3 (45:40):
You feel hedonism, he was lying.
Speaker 1 (45:41):
Yeah, but I used things to feel. But that's that's heism.
But how dare you I drink a quarter of what
is hedonism? The only reason that I don't take up
really strong drugs is because I feel so fucked that
And here, maybe this is how you know that you
know us. If I take like midima, I'll never come
(46:05):
back from LSD. I don't think. I don't think I'll
ever come back. But I would feel so terrible the
next day, like I would feel like I had turned
into a sculpture of myself. I would feel that way
and I would just be like this isgeous? Is that
what it is?
Speaker 3 (46:24):
Is that what I the man? I was like, oh,
this is this is how oh I can actually feel
love now?
Speaker 1 (46:32):
Yeah, but did you feel I felt like I was
like this isn't a real feel. I felt.
Speaker 3 (46:39):
Like this is like good but it's yeah, you're Robin
like kitchen roll on your face on this is or
if you're in an American paper towels, paper on your
face and you're going class.
Speaker 1 (46:51):
I love the lads in my hands, the ladder.
Speaker 3 (46:53):
Sound we're all just sitting around or some sound man,
we're all just looking at each other. Man, I loves
you your sound out it is.
Speaker 1 (47:02):
It is a nice thing. Remember looking at the reflection
of me and my friend in the window, and I
just like, yeah, two us there with their shirts, biggest
fucking discs. We're going to be all right, man. And
the next day I was pretty far from all right.
Speaker 3 (47:24):
Look sure you get by you, but yeah, I think
it's a sad thing that I don't know how around
this now.
Speaker 1 (47:33):
I think it's because I think I went back to
work today and I'm having an minor existential crisis.
Speaker 3 (47:38):
I think a lot of people in my life anyway
that I know personally that I would suspect to be
NERD diversion. Are all all of them have addiction problems?
Speaker 1 (47:50):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (47:50):
Yeah, and I know many of them. Yeah, I have.
Like I can probably one hand fall of people and
they're all NERD diversion, and they all have addiction problems,
which means that they're they're trying to call with their
mental issues. Yeah, that's the danger of it, and I suppose, yeah,
(48:12):
it is what it is. I don't know how we're
on this anyway, because we're talking about ghosts in the
fucking old person's home and saw Becky.
Speaker 1 (48:19):
Start about them trying to ride initially, and then it
was just like, yeah.
Speaker 3 (48:22):
Now we're on fucking Sigmund Freud fucking ship.
Speaker 1 (48:26):
It was your mother, your mother, and this is the
root of all your sad right.
Speaker 3 (48:35):
So one night in nurse and I saw a shadow
on their back hair. No one was in the corridor
in the second that took me to exit the room,
but I saw the corner of a dark colt go
around the corner of the carridor and again no one
was in the corridor. When I got to the corner,
everyone on that side of the care home was in
bed and I would have seen anyone as the corridor
ran the length of the care home. Sure it could
(48:56):
have been a resident looking for a cup of chat,
but none of the residents would move that quickly. That's
how we got into another night. Another hair worker and
I had to repeatedly turn off a call bell in
an empty room, well, a room with personal belongings.
Speaker 1 (49:12):
But no residents residual spirit.
Speaker 3 (49:15):
The resident in question had been in hospital, but have
passed away in hospital earlier that day. Sure it could
have been a glitch in the call bell system, but
I experienced it again with a couple of late residents,
whether they passed in the home or in hospital.
Speaker 1 (49:31):
And Brother Richard, since he's been referenced in the last story,
last writing, he would talk about this and the people
who worked in the nursing homes just you know, go on, now,
off your pop.
Speaker 3 (49:42):
Time to go. The fall mount definitely unsettles people, and
the residents don't really sleep. You could be checking on
residents at three am and get spooked by them saying
hello to you or shouting at you as you expect
them to be asleep. There's the funniest one. I was
working my week's notice and a couple of us were
(50:03):
talking about one of the residents that had died a
couple of days before. She was a week powerhouse of
a woman that kept us on her toes. At around
two thirty to three am, we heard a walking stick
click and a pair of slippers shuffle up the corridor,
as this was the usual occurrence for said residents to do.
She kept trying to pull us staff to bed and
we could hear her coming with the stick and the slippers.
(50:24):
I got pushed out with the breakroom to investigate and
came face to face with a different and still very
much alive resident. We jumped out of her skins as
we weren't expecting each other to be there, and managed
to get her settled them back into her room. She
has a couple more odd experiences, but they can wait
for the moment. Thanks again, Becky, Becky, thank you for writing,
and Becky all the folks homes I would imagine and
(50:46):
about sorry for going on a fucking hidden twenty percent
autistic podcast fucking guest episode there, I bet the house
and been the twenty percent.
Speaker 1 (51:00):
But the house on at Patty.
Speaker 3 (51:02):
Yeah, Becky, all four times I'd imagine are extremely spooky. Yeah,
lots going on there, lots of dying, dementia, spooky yeah.
Speaker 1 (51:13):
And it's like there is obviously people, a lot of
people passing there, I guess, not a lot relative to
a regular place.
Speaker 3 (51:19):
Oh yeah, you're in the conveyor belt. Yeah, big enough, home,
busy yeah, souls. Yeah, it's tough. I'd said it's a
fucking tough job. I was. I was, you know, even
just seeing my granddad in the home, I was like,
this must be some fucking dark because my grandad was
being can't anchor the door.
Speaker 1 (51:40):
It was actually you because I'd come up here every
week and have a chat before we certainly tell me
the stories, and the more that I thought about that,
I was just like because I mean, you know, he
had lived such a good life. Yeah, you know, And
it's just it's just entropy, you know, this is the
way for a lot of us, it's going to go. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (52:00):
The last time I seen them, like when I was
sitting opposite them, Like, I think anyone can vouch for
it when they see an older loved one, or even
though it loves one that is incapacity in any west,
shape or form, Like your body and your mind goes
through a thousand and one different feelings and emotions, and
one of the main ones that you feel is like
(52:22):
compassion and you want to do more, you think you
can do more, and then you feel a kind of
a desperation because you know you can't. And then also
you kind of feel like is this like is there
any point in them living on? Like it's a horrible
existence for them, And yeah, you kind of see how
(52:44):
they are and you know they're not happy, and you
know you're not happy looking at them, and no one's
happy because it's a shit situation. I suppose it depends
on the person table like, but my granddad was not
the type of person who was like, oh, I'm in
an all.
Speaker 1 (52:56):
Fox on great, Yeah, hang out with the other guys.
Speaker 3 (52:59):
Because as well, when once you pass eighty five, fifty
percent of people have dementia at eighty five. Saw it's yeah,
like dementia is a term for basically cognitive decline related.
Speaker 1 (53:11):
To edge and it's just like atrophy or anything. And so.
Speaker 3 (53:16):
You know, I didn't really realize that at the time,
I suppose, but like my granddad did have quite a
bit of dementia that was like less alzheimery, but more
just kind of there's little things, but like you had
the things like extreme emotions, like people with dementia can
get very emotional.
Speaker 1 (53:33):
They say, they say that, and I don't know if
this is true, but somebody sort of years ago said
it to me that generally speaking, when you get to
an age and your your mind is deteriorating or you're
say dollary is what they would say, you go one
of either two ways. You're either someone who's a bit
more aggressive or you're someone who's very passive as old
people and probably links in or at least she was
(53:54):
saying that it would be similar to how you act
when you're like really drunk. That base line is probably there.
So if you're not an aggressive drunk then or maybe
not an energetic drunk might be part of that. It's
like that's your kind of your your best line factory setting.
Speaker 3 (54:13):
So if I guess had to watch out.
Speaker 1 (54:18):
Maybe hilarious getting flashes of monster big talk about Bigfoot,
of the gurus. What someone written, please let me have
my phone.
Speaker 3 (54:34):
Yeah, man, I don't know. By the time, hopefully by
the time or that edge to have some kind of
answers to dementia at least they can kind of stall
yeah something because it's a it's a great mom. But
I would say the nurses not out with them, places
that do their best, and I'd say that they were
in saying a lot of spooky ship like.
Speaker 1 (54:53):
Oh yeah, well remember even you were talking about Emma
from ghost Stories the first story of the Black Eye,
was it in it wasn't it was in a regular
hospital or it was a wing.
Speaker 3 (55:04):
It was I think it was that sanatorium, and.
Speaker 2 (55:11):
I wanted to make the gothic experience, the sanatorium where
the evil criminals, the mad house, the mentals.
Speaker 3 (55:23):
Your mental hospital, isn't it psychiatric hospital? Yes, clinic mental health?
Mental health sounds nice. Isn't that mental health training?
Speaker 1 (55:46):
Yes?
Speaker 3 (55:46):
Sure, I believe it there. Thanks for listening and hope
you enjoyed this little spooky story episode.
Speaker 1 (55:51):
Yeah, it's taken some wild turns.
Speaker 3 (55:54):
As we have to. But yeah, to be fair, many
folds will be back on there with much of the same.
Speaker 1 (55:59):
If this is your first episode having heard our air lingus, yeah,
and you're going, wow, I really like to check out
this podcast. Just give one or two one another go,
just see how you feel. Give what lands with you?
Speaker 3 (56:08):
Yeah, see you next one.
Speaker 1 (56:10):
Bye,
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