🔴 Live Readings: Journey Ryan Live with Psychic Medium Journey Ryan S3 X EP13

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Oh my lord, watch me sway, darkness falls and we
all pretty open for the lime day. Down to the river,
I have hell the devils in felt wait of my
own say burning by the hard man, down to the river,

(00:25):
Down to the river.

Speaker 2 (00:28):
Oh bem krry me.

Speaker 3 (00:32):
Fovendy fine one of me going down to say, oh
bemi kry me foveni fi and water me wing, meet me.

Speaker 2 (00:50):
Karssy and welcome guys. Welcome to Journey. Ryan live right
here on my Psycha connection. How's everybody doing? All right?
We got Cassidy Happy Friday. Let's go Hello Cassidy. All right.
I hope everybody's doing wonderful tonight. I do have a
surprise for everybody, and we'll be talking about that in

(01:11):
just a moment. I noticed, I'm sure you guys have
noticed that the banner's not up. It's a little bit different.
Journeys in spooky mode, and Emma says the aesthetic, Yes,
Journey's in spooky mode. Looking at you know, Kay's the one.
I literally it was a lot darker, and I just
looked like somebody from a scary movie. So since we're

(01:34):
in spooky season, why not play around with the lighting
and Lexi says, whoa, there's some glow action on here. Absolutely,
I want to had a little fun with it and
have a little fun with you guys now. And I
see Cassie says your setup is epic tonight, yes, and
then Emma says you're too funny, left out loud. So yeah,

(01:57):
like I said, Kay's the one that was like, ooh,
you should go on the show like that is it's
the time, it's the season, go out there, have a
little bit of fun with it. And I said, yeah, no,
what why not? But guys, I know you guys come
here all the time, and you guys watch our shows
every week. We've got shows five nights a week. We
got Jackie saying hey Journey, hello Jackie. And so things

(02:20):
are changing up for us right here at my Psychic
Connection as there is some rebranding and some changes going on.
And so this week that you guys have seen all
the shows is the last week that you guys are
going to see them all together until we get to
twenty twenty five. So in January of twenty twenty five,
you're going to see new shows, new branding, all kinds

(02:41):
of stuff happening. So there will be pop up shows
along the way. Now, I'm not saying that we're not
going to have a Halloween special. We are having a
Halloween special, so guys, make sure you're going to be here.
It's going to be a big celebration with all of us.
But we'll have pop up shows throughout the following weeks.
There'll be one or two shows, possibly a week, but
there will not be five shows consistently like we've had

(03:05):
as we're rebranding and doing all of that. So to
make it fun for you guys and to have a
lot of fun with you guys here, I said, well
why not make it a journey in friends, So let's
do it. That's here we got do for the five
days a week without you guys. Watch our shows. Guys,

(03:28):
go back and watch some of our shows. Watch the
new videos popped up. I've been talking about all these
different things like the Dark Mpath and Shiva and things
like that. So there's a lot of Still there's still
going to be videos, and there's still going to be shows.
They're just not as many up until we get into
twenty twenty five. So we still have the shows, they're

(03:49):
just not how you're used to them being so guys
just bear with us. You guys will know we'll be
posting about them when they're going live. So guys, make
sure you're hitting that notification bell. Make sure you're that
notification belt. Notifications are going to let you know when
we're going live and when we're doing things. Norma saying hi,
journey and uh and Emma saying yay. Excited for this change,

(04:10):
absolutely looking forward to it now. I didn't just bring k.

Speaker 4 (04:16):
You.

Speaker 2 (04:16):
Guys know I have a whole handful of people. We
got Squirrel, Hello, Squirrel, we cannot because you're muted. Welcome
to journey. If we haven't done a journey for so
long and you've already started with the mute, Okay, we
should take a pool.

Speaker 4 (04:34):
Like the person who guesses how many times my micae
will be muted.

Speaker 2 (04:41):
I'm gonna say about eleven times. Eleven. Lexi says, oh
my god, my heart is going into overload. Well, guys,
you know, we we've done it, and Jazz been saying
full house. Absolutely, but we've got another person with us energy,
all right. Cassidy would love to be with us tonight.

(05:06):
Unfortunately she can't be here, but it is a holiday
in Canada. They're having their Thanksgiving this weekend, so Cassidy
won't be on the screen, but she is in the chat,
so she is here with us. She's part of the
dream Team. Cassidy's saying hello, dream Team Hello, and then

(05:26):
we got jas and saying wow, absolutely, guys. So this
is something you guys are going to see coming back
in the new season where we're doing Journey in Friends,
where you're going to get the group of us. You're
doing reading. So if you guys are making sure that
you want to guarantee your reading, go ahead and click
that donation link. It is in the chat and we'll
continue to keep being posted periodically. So guys, let's have

(05:51):
some fun with it. We're still going to have our games.
So this means there is an emoji contest going on
right now. And with this emoji contests, everybody's gonna put
one card one card for that emoji wind, so you're
gonna get four cards from four different psychics to go.
So I want to see that emoji contest going nuts,

(06:14):
going nuts, So guys, let's see it. Let's make sure
we're sharing us out far and might as we can.
Guys do Remember, we want to get to as many
people as possible. And you know some of you guys
are sharing us out, but you know we need we
need help. You know, we need to be able to
get to as many people as possible. And without you
guys helping us out while we're doing the show live,
we can't be sharing. So we rely on you to

(06:37):
help share us out. So and if you're wanting to
get a reading with all four of us, you're gonna
have to donate for it one of the big ams.
We've got a many, a medium, and a mega. So
remember the mega's gonna allow you to have four questions,
so make sure that you are ready to rock and
roll with that. And we're all gonna get a shot
to give you some information and our are ordering that

(07:00):
it's going to be a K squirrel energy than myself.
When you do one of the the the big m's,
the three m's, if you do one of those, you're
gonna get all of us. If you do a quick read,
make sure you pick the psychic of your choice. So
if you're doing a the quick reading, you either say
journey squirrel K energy And Danielle is saying Hi everyone, Hello, Danielle.

(07:25):
We are here to have some fun with you. Guys.
Remember this isn't a goodbye show. This is we are
taking a small break, as would they rebrand the network
and make everything while I say, we like, there's mice
in my pocket, while I rebrand the network and do
more things. And Squirrel says, yo, the full bank is here,

(07:47):
absolutely siled. We've been been it's like am I A
for a while, but here you are and we're so
thrilled to see you. Now, guys, do know, like I said,
we're gonna have pop up shows, so make sure you're
ringing that notification bell. And we've got something cool going
on that we have known about for quite some time.
We've known about this for quite some time. But we

(08:08):
are going to be on Amazon Live. Guys. We are
now adding to our platform so you'll be able to
watch us. And Daniel says, hi, all of you love
that hat. Thank you all right, So we are going
to be now. If you have Amazon Prime, you'll be
able to watch us on there. If you've got your
YouTube on your television, you can watch us on there

(08:29):
as well. And hopefully, as if all plays out as
we see it to play out, there will be a
phone line. There'll be a one eight hundred number, a
toll free number, so no matter what country you're in,
you'll be able to call in instead of typing in your message,
calling in and getting your question answered and us being
able to hear your beautiful voices, which is something we

(08:52):
haven't done in a long time. Guys. I've been doing
radio for eighteen years and then the last five we
haven't had the phone line, and it has been so
different for me, an adjustment for me not to have
that you're on the air, you know, it's so different
to not be able to do that and to have to,
you know, read the messages, and you know because I

(09:15):
read vibrations as well, so when you're talking to me,
I actually get more out of your reading than just
reading your question. Because sometimes we will type something or
write something differently than the way we would explain it
or verbalize it. So our writing is a different style,

(09:36):
and a lot of people don't realize that the way
you talk and the way you write are two different styles.
If you look at any of my writings, you can
see that I write completely different than the way I speak.
So with my I would say I have more slang
in the way I talk to people than I do.

(09:58):
When I I'm writing, don't really write with slang. I
write with uh terminologies and definitions and making sure people
understand what's going on. But we're gonna have some fun
here tonight, so let's make sure we're sharing this out
far and might as we can. Ladies, are we ready
to rock and roll and have some good energy flow?
I see that emoji contest rocket and rolling. Guys, do

(10:19):
know we've got it. We're gonna be here. Let's see
it because you're gonna get a read with all four
of us at the end of the show. Squirrel says,
I was recently told I talk like I'm from Mars.
I was just people that they're from Mars. Probably right

(10:40):
before the show, I was talking about how certain uh
certain cultures are from out their planet. We'll go We'll go,
Matt to another direction and another day maybe I'll I'll
do a video about it. All right, guys, we're gonna
have some fun. We're gonna start off this show. I
Am going to start off with our first question. What
do we got first? All right? It is the lighting round.

(11:13):
The lightning round is where you guys are going to
ask as many yes, no, questions as possible. Remember, I'm
not the only one answering these lightning round questions, So
I will be answering one, passing the torch to the
next person, and passing the torch to the next person,
so on and so forth. So let's see all those
yes and no questions. Please, yes and no questions. All right, guys,

(11:36):
are we ready to do this? It's always so hard
to not say more. And I know all of you
guys have have fought that, and you know there's sometimes
we're just like just as all right, here we go.
Danielle starting off, she says, will the business I work

(11:56):
for a close up permanently? O so much more?

Speaker 5 (12:01):
But no, Kelly, do you see my finances improving with
a new career?

Speaker 4 (12:07):
Yes?

Speaker 2 (12:12):
You are muted.

Speaker 4 (12:16):
Back and frail, always protective. Does Paul w reciprocate my interest? Undetermined?

Speaker 6 (12:28):
And we have just mina, I just mina. Will I
get money? Let's have a look for you and the
answer is oh no.

Speaker 2 (12:39):
Jackie says, well, will I be getting a new vehicle
this year? Yes? Oh there's something else to that.

Speaker 5 (12:52):
They else says, well, Caleb get the job he went
for the interview recently.

Speaker 4 (12:58):
No, sweetly morbid? Am I being a hypocondriac? Yes?

Speaker 6 (13:09):
And I have lovely Haley. Did I pass my prosthetics exams?
Thank you? Let's see. Oh one determined more to that?

Speaker 2 (13:20):
Ooh, Alicia, I think I'm saying it right. If I'm not,
I'm sorry. Well, I'd be able to totally depend on
income from serenity by December.

Speaker 7 (13:41):
No, Scorpio, will I hear from my son this year?

Speaker 4 (13:47):
Now? Jassidy, should I seriously consider buying a vehicle at
the car auction this weekend?

Speaker 2 (13:57):
No, it says, know, why does Spirit want to tell
me I'm we're hitting for a grade coming out? Well,

(14:21):
it's it's not necessarily that's the reason why Spirit doesn't
want to tell you. And Cassidy says, thank you. You
are so welcome. Guys, do know this yes and no questions.
We can't explain why you're getting the answer. And it
could be as simple as the way you ask the
question for a yes or no, because if you were
to ask the question as a direct question as the

(14:43):
one that you're going to get an answer for, it
would be a totally different answer. So it's it's completely different.

Speaker 6 (14:51):
And there is a reason behind it.

Speaker 2 (14:52):
As well autely.

Speaker 4 (14:56):
Yeah, it's so hard not to say those reasons. I Hey,
Greel says, you guys killed it as always should. Ask
if Case still wants to.

Speaker 5 (15:11):
Well, well, my love, I'm waiting for my shiny ring
because I like big things.

Speaker 2 (15:21):
You like big rocks. Yeah, big rocks brings them on
the air all the time, all the time.

Speaker 4 (15:31):
I love.

Speaker 2 (15:33):
The sexiest a lot.

Speaker 6 (15:40):
Can we classify this as an on a proposal?

Speaker 2 (15:46):
You can't disappear when that happens, You just can't. You
gotta keep you gotta keep in contact. But you can't
just like m I A you know what I mean?

Speaker 7 (15:58):
Ask men dip out.

Speaker 2 (16:13):
Blackful because we love you here. That is definite. All right, guys,
we got a lot going on, so we're going to
go ahead. And uh, if I'm gonna say this, if
you guys have donated for reading, make sure that the
question that you have is on on the network because
we are looking for uh, one of one of the

(16:35):
readings right now. If you can let us know that
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than happy to dive right into that. And and Squirrel says,
I love you guys so much. We love right. Also,
we need Emma Rose to go ahead and give us

(16:57):
her mediumship question as well. She also put forth a
medium So and guys, do remember everybody who is donating currently,
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(17:19):
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(17:41):
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(18:02):
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Please follow your evacuation charts. It's very important, all right. Well,

(18:24):
I know we've got some pay readings coming up, so
let's get started, and we're gonna start off with with
Emma as we wait for Alexandra to go ahead and
give us their.

Speaker 6 (18:53):
We have a donation.

Speaker 5 (18:54):
Thank you, Lexi, Lexi, A portion of your donation does
good to the Salvation Army. Turkey drive flex. He says, Hey,
journey and friends, I wondered if you were able to
get in touch with my grandfather. He passed away eleven
years ago, and he was the only real father figure
I've ever known. He never got to see me grow up.

(19:15):
I'm really wanting to know if he's safe and happy,
and if he's proud of me and the woman I become. Also,
does he know that I named my son after him?
There's a few things. Almost right away, it was like
he wanted me to correct you whenever you said he
didn't get a chance to see you grow up. He
has gotten to see grow up. He has gotten a
kind of observed. Though he hasn't physically been able to,

(19:37):
you know, kind of interact in those kind of ways.
There's a lot of him watching, even with your I
get the whole childbirth time, while you were actually prected.
I feel like there was actually a lot of protectiveness
over you. There may have been some additional stressors that
you had during that time, and I feel like that's
when he actually was more significant in your life. So

(20:00):
when you're actually asking about the naming and things like that,
I feel like that is actually all things that you
did know, and he has.

Speaker 7 (20:09):
A huge sense of peace.

Speaker 5 (20:10):
And happiness that you care enough to even carry out
his name in that way. There's also a sense of
just feeling as though there should have been more protection
in a sense for you as you were growing up,
or more.

Speaker 7 (20:29):
Attention kind of being paid for you.

Speaker 5 (20:33):
So I feel like there is some sensus here where
he's feeling like you had a lack of certain things
that are going on in your life, and he wants
you to recognize that. You know, even though he may
not have been able to physically be there for everything,
he was still observing. He was still watching, He was
still cheering you on. There's times that he's like, you
guys had your one on one time and you guys

(20:55):
got to create some memories yourself. But he's talking about
ice cream maybe an ice cream day or something. You guys,
we have that at a point in time. So there's
still this lightness, this this joy that kind of comes
out this prize he has in who you have elevated
to be over the course of the past few years,
especially because there's been a lot of things that have

(21:18):
kind of happened, in situations that have transpired, and I
get a huge sense where you have had that loneliness
that kind of has been there and longing and wanting,
uh to get that validation from him that he is there.
Look in the small signs as well. I don't get
like the traditional like animals for you, Like you know,

(21:41):
a lot of people when there's that's you know, there's
like birds and things they see you. But for you,
it's interesting because I actually see a lot of ground
animals like ground fogs and raccoons and things like that,
like very like earthy nature. Some I'm feeling like he
tries to come through and through like kind of a

(22:02):
grounding nature for you, and that earthy nature for you
trying to make sure that you know that you have
that sense of stability and support that is around you.

Speaker 7 (22:10):
You're very much so protective with more than.

Speaker 5 (22:12):
Just him, And I'm sure some of the others will
say this too, there's more than just your grandfather who
kind of pops up.

Speaker 7 (22:19):
And you're all the people who are around.

Speaker 5 (22:22):
So when you're asking specifically does he you know that
is he?

Speaker 7 (22:28):
Is he proud?

Speaker 5 (22:29):
You know?

Speaker 7 (22:31):
Is he is he at peace?

Speaker 2 (22:32):
Or all those things?

Speaker 7 (22:33):
Absolutely, at this point he is.

Speaker 5 (22:36):
There's a lot of things I think in the beginning
he had to kind of work through, and there was
things that you know, he wasn't settled on. But with
the time that's passed and watching other people and seeing
how like this kind of continued on, I think that
he's an He's in a lot happier space or in
a more peaceful element at this point in time. So

(22:56):
always say remember you never have to just honor those
memories alone. You can always take time to let a
candle say something that may remind them or show tribute
to them because they were listening. Okay, all right, my
lovely and who that helps, and again pass it along.

Speaker 2 (23:21):
You're muted.

Speaker 4 (23:25):
A Spike. Let see, I am getting a very very
Your grandfather was incredibly intelligent. I guess various Sagittarius energy
from him, either the son or his mercury. He was playful.

(23:45):
He taught you so much when you were little. He
was the type of grandfather who would slow down and
take time to show you bugs and show you what
things were. And your incessant why why why never bothered him?
Is really really fantastic with you. I am getting as
Kay had that. He is incredibly proud of you. He's

(24:09):
just worried of what you're going through right now. He
sees that broken heart, and he sees how things have
been so unfair and not just for a short while,
and he wants you to to step up and say no.
He wants you to start demanding fairness, not letting people

(24:34):
walk over you. And it seems like it's several different instances.
It's not just your husband, it's a lot of people
who kind of treat you like a doormat. And he
wants you to be stronger. There. He wants you to
He's right there, He's right there cheering you on and

(24:56):
showing you signs. Kay is absolutely right, There are signs
something tips over in the other side of the house.
This happened recently. It feels like, well, you let somebody
walk over you and something in another room tipped over.
It wasn't footsteps or anything. It was your grandfather saying,
oh no, no, do that. And he wants you to

(25:18):
understand that there is somebody out there, full of fire,
full of passion who will treat you right. I don't
feel like you've met him yet, but your grandfather knows
who he is. It's and I really honestly feel like
it's another Sagittarius, like Sagittarius energy, either either son or Mercury.

(25:44):
He loves you so much. He does not want you
to get distracted by the little shit. He says, there's
so many times that you've gotten distracted from the unnecessary
things in life, that you've lost focused or gotten confused
on what you're supposed to be doing. So he says,

(26:05):
get your focus, get your focus, and don't let little
stupid things distract you or push you over the edge.
He says, you're definitely stronger than that. He is proud
of you, but there are some things he wants you
to work on. The distractions and the letting people push

(26:29):
you around are two of those. And he wants you
to start squirreling money away, like I'm not kidding, I've
got an actual squirrel putting money into a basket. He says,
there are some things that you give away or that
you don't necessarily need be are for other people. Start

(26:50):
saying no, okay, start squirling a little bit of money
away at a time. You can get this. You can
do this on that broken heart. It will heal, it
will leave scars. But he is always there. He's always
cheering you on. You are not alone at all. And

(27:13):
he's excited to watch his name saint grow. He's excited
he'll be showing him. And Lexi says, he was such
a good saver. I always tried to be more like
him in that way. He says, you're capable of it.
He taught you so much, and he taught you how
to stop and be patient with the son and play

(27:35):
with him. I know you can't do that all the time,
but put some of that energy in with your son
that your grandfather showed you because he was You are
the light of his life, Lexi. You were the shining
star and he loves you, and he knows you can
make it, but take deep breaths when you're feeling overwhelmed

(27:59):
and make sure your distractions are worth your time. Okay.
I hope that helps, and I am going to pass
you on too. Energy.

Speaker 6 (28:14):
Hi, Lexi. So I've just been sitting quietly tuning into
the energy of your grandfather and the first thing that
comes through for me is a feeling. It's an emotion,
and I actually have tears in my eyes. Just as
the others have said, he is so proud of you.
He knows how tough it has been for you over

(28:36):
the years, and he is so proud that you are
standing strong in yourself despite that. The key thing that
he's saying to me is family. Family first. Be strong,
Know that you have strong family connection, and the connection
to your grandfather since he has passed, is not lost.

(28:57):
He's still there. He's got your back. Think of him
an angel on your shoulder. That's the kind of energy
I have now. Squirrelsage mentioned about the Sagittarius energy. I'm
also getting a strong, grounded energy. You could rely on him.
If he said he was going to do something, he
would do it. I get this. It's almost like I

(29:18):
feel like I've got a big hug around me at
the moment, and it's like he wants to physically reach
out and hug you right now. Be aware of those
kind of sensations. It can feel like tingling in your
energy field. It can feel like a breeze wafting past you.
I feel that that is one symbol that you can
recognize that he is around you. The other thing that

(29:40):
he's telling me is that it's time to heal. It's
time to heal from those things from the past that
you haven't let go of yet. There is a lot
of sadness still in your heart, not just about your
grandfather's passing, but about some of the emotional things that
you have had to deal with over the past eleven

(30:01):
years and earlier into your childhood. He was your rock.
He was the one that you could hang onto when
you were sad, when you were upset, when you were
emotions were flying all over the place. He is such
a rock for you and he still is. That is
the wonderful thing, because when our loved ones pass through
this physical world, they are still there. We can still

(30:24):
connect with them, hang onto that connection on those days
when you are feeling so low. The other thing that
I am feeling from him is that it's almost like
you and he had, if not literally a secret language,
you kind of had this way of communicating that was
just your own, just between you and he. He was

(30:44):
almost like your best playmate as well as being that rock,
that grandfather that you could rely on, that was there
for you, that kept your world stable. And since his passing,
you've kind of feeling that you've lost that stability somewhat,
but know that energy is also within you. You have
inherited that capability of standing strong with both feet on

(31:07):
the ground no matter what happens to you. The other
thing I'm getting is music. I've got music. I feel
like there was a love of music that connected both
of you as well. So another way that you can
connect with him is play the music that you both loved.
Play that and just think about the good times when
you're feeling low. The other thing I want to say

(31:30):
is the communication directly with your grandfather is possible. You
don't always. It's great to go through a medium, but
when we are not available to you to do a
mediumship reading, you can make connections yourself. I believe that
you have the skill set within you you have to
just clear your mind, open your energy field, and be aware.

(31:53):
So as well as those symbols, you will get sensations,
You'll get thoughts put in your head, You'll get feelings.
Trust that that is your grandfather giving you messages, still
helping you from the other side. I'm really it's been
a delight to do this mediumship reading for you, and
I will pass you onto journey, your muted journey.

Speaker 2 (32:22):
All right, So can I get that question back on
the screen? Okay, give me one stecond. Guys, I'm trying
to see if I've got it. No, I don't have

(32:46):
it on that side. They'll bring it up in the back.
But I know that we're talking about your grandfather. There
was a lot of messages coming through in the moment,
and I just want to make sure I touch based
on the things that you want. Says hey, Journey, I
was wondering if you were able to get in touch
with my grandfather. He passed away eleven years ago. He
was the only real father figure I ever knew, ever known,

(33:07):
and he never got to see see me growing up. Okay,
So the thing that I want to say the most
when it was coming down to the communication coming through
for me is that you know, changing the things that
are going on in your life, taking a stand for yourself.

(33:29):
Stop letting people walk all over you. You tend to be
that person like he keeps talking about, stop being the
person that has to turn the other cheek. He says,
you keep turning the other cheek. You need to stop.
You say that I didn't get a chance to watch
you grow up, but I got to watch you grow
up in a way that you'll never realize until it's
your time. To be on this side of things where

(33:51):
you get to watch everything. You get to go back
and see the things. You get to see the past,
you get to see the future, you get to see
the present, you get to see it all. But the
one thing that he keeps telling me, and he keeps
reminding me, Lexi, is that if you don't make change,
change is never going to happen for you. I know
that you're holding out, and this is what he's saying

(34:11):
directly to me. He says, I know you're holding out
your heart, and I know that you keep putting your
heart on your sleeve, But you need to stop putting
your feelings out there and not getting back anything from it.
See you keep giving away energy that is not deserving.
You're giving energy away that these people don't deserve, and

(34:33):
that includes the person you've just separated from. You're providing
more energy for them than they are for you. And
to watch you grow up is still watching you grow up.
As you are on this earthly plane. You are still
in what he's calling infant mode. He says, your real

(34:54):
birth isn't until it's time to cross over birth begins.
Then this is an experience. But you need to not
be blocked by everybody else's experience and stop being outshadowed,
stop being everyone else's being in everybody else's shadow and
leaving yourself last. It's not the way that you were raised.

(35:17):
It is not the way you need to be, and
this needs to change today. He's coming through very very stern.
That's where I get that earth energy. I'm getting that
grounded energy, that Sagittarius energy. Everything everyone's talking about. You know,
everybody's put forth their energy and I can see where
they're getting it because of the way that he's communicating Lexi.

(35:42):
He wants you to know that he is proud of you,
but there are some things that you can change, and
with this change. You'll see growth, and that's where you
need to be right now. You need to be growing.
You need to be opening yourself up. You're I'm gonna
put this out here and it's gonna be hard to hear.

(36:07):
If you don't change your energy, your depression will affect
your family. This is going to affect your kids, It's
going to affect the people around you. It's going to
make you feel more alone in the world. He wants
you to change that about yourself. Stop putting depression before

(36:28):
your happiness. Don't go into victim mode. He wants you
to see this as an experience, take in the energy,
and then move forward. That's what I'm seeing here. This
is what he is telling me now. He talks some

(36:51):
every time. Every once in a while, I hear like
this ruffle in his throat, like he was like a chainsmoker,
Like heyes, good like that. That That's how he's coming through.
Don't let these people take your life. Stop taking letting

(37:14):
people take your power. Lexi says, tough love is best.
I like hearing how I can improve in a brutal,
honest way, and that's how he wants you to. He
wants you to see what you've learned, but stop touching
the fire. He's like, how many cheeks do you have
to borrow to keep turning cheeks? How do you've used

(37:35):
so many face cheeks that you've switched over to ass cheeks? Like,
how many more cheeks do you You got very little
left because you keep giving people chances who don't deserve it.
Let people start impressing you. Let people start coming for
you and giving to you rather than you giving out.

(37:59):
You're always so busy trying to give to the world
rather than give to yourself. And right now, there were
anything that you could do in this world is give
to yourself. I don't know if it's a painting or
a picture. It's in a frame, he says, you fill alone,
touch it.

Speaker 4 (38:19):
It was his.

Speaker 2 (38:21):
He's a part of that photo or painting, whatever it is,
it's something you have. I'm gonna say it's a photo.
You need to touch that photo. You need to be
re energized. You want a ground. Touch that photo, you
want inspiration. Touch that photo. Because the inspiration doesn't come
from the photo, and it doesn't come from him. That

(38:41):
inspiration comes from you. But what that photo does is
it knocks away that negativity it blocks what is keeping
you from moving forward. You are very you have a
lot of inspiration, but you give it to everybody else.
Stop giving people your power, take back your power, use

(39:03):
it for yourself because guess what you've always been told that, oh,
if you do for yourself, your self.

Speaker 8 (39:13):
Goes wrong, you are not If you are no good
to yourself, you are no good to anyone else. Your
children included, your marriage, included, your family, included your friends.
There's a reason why you need to be if you
want to do what we do, if you want to

(39:33):
be a dealer, if you want to be that person
that helps somebody, you've got to be on the right
level of yourself. If you are not on the right level,
you cannot help anybody else because you're going to get
vindictive and negative energy and it is not worth your time.
So so, like he says, I've really woken up lately

(39:57):
to just how much I've done for other Peo Bullet,
I need to start taking care of myself. Absolutely actually,
absolutely so, just put yourself in this position where you
see that you come first then everybody else. Just like
they say on an airplane, put your mask on first
before you help everybody else. Because if you pass out

(40:18):
by trying to help others, you're not going to help
with many people if you're livingly out of the way.
I want you to take that to heart. I want
you to see that for what it is, and I
want you to be able to move over.

Speaker 2 (40:30):
And with that. Like he loves you, he's with you.
He wants you to see what you're doing and it's
not what everybody's doing to you. It's what you're doing
to yourself. But they're taking advantage because you're just handing
it out like it's free food. That was a tough one. Yeah,

(40:55):
that was a definite tough one. You got the love,
but you've got to work on yourself. And that was
one of the hardest things to say, you know, and
you know that's what he would tell you because he's
coming through so strong. He's It's one of those things
that we don't realize we're doing until it's too late.
And Lexi says, thank you so much, journey energy, Squirrel

(41:19):
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(41:42):
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you emailed my Psychic connect at gmail dot com, we

(42:02):
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She's a very busy lady, very very busy lady, and
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(42:23):
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(43:29):
woof energy from that. Guys. All right, it was, but
guess what it is medium season. We've got another meeting
with a third ship right after that one show, go
ahead and take our next reading. Who do we got?

Speaker 7 (44:06):
All right? We have a donation from Emma. Thank you, Emma.
A portion of your donation let's go to the Salvation
arm turn to drive. All right, Emma.

Speaker 5 (44:15):
It says it's about my loved ones Mike and Felino,
who both tragically passed away in the nine to eleven attacks. Okay,
all right, so I want to tap into my Felina.

Speaker 7 (44:29):
Okay with Mike.

Speaker 5 (44:33):
I'm getting a lot of heaviness kind of in my chest.
I feel like there was a lot of things here,
especially at the end that we're very I get a
lot of fear at the end, a lot of anxiety,
like it's almost like my heart is being super super
super fast.

Speaker 2 (44:55):
With this one.

Speaker 5 (44:55):
I would say there was a lot that it feels
like that's just lingering there from that ending and everything
that's happened, and there's a whole lot of lack of
closure that's happened. I get that on both ends, but
just pulling on this one right now, there's a huge
sense of lack of closure and kind of wanting to
just almost have have had more time, or to have

(45:18):
had a sense of ending with with things. That spirit
in itself, it seems very unsettled for me. It's actually
given me a bit of a like a nauseous feeling
because it feels very, very very unsettled.

Speaker 7 (45:37):
Also he seems to you know, dwell a lot on.

Speaker 5 (45:39):
The things that were unfinished, So I get there's a
lot of lack of peace on that one. Emma says,
I love them both so much and it's hard to
not have the closure yet and I and I would
love to be a person to say, oh, you know,
there's peace on every side of the rainbow here for everybody,
But sometimes I don't get that's the case. And in
this one, this scenario, I don't feel that complete lack

(46:02):
of full closure there. I do feel like there if
you're a person who believes in sending one off anything
like that, I think that would be something that would
be good to give that sense of closure and peace there.
But there's also it feels like there's ties and missing
of the family here.

Speaker 7 (46:18):
I keep getting. I keep seeing like a younger girl,
maybe older.

Speaker 5 (46:23):
Now obviously it's been some time, but a younger girl
at that time that held significance to them, And I
get like really beautiful light blondish brown hair standing out
to me. So with that, I feel like there may
be some things there that that person may need closure
with or even may want you to be protective over

(46:45):
certain people in their life, Emma says, Mike wasn't my
uncle's wedding. Yeah, there's there's certain things there that it
feels like there's just a closure that's needed on that
aspect for them.

Speaker 7 (46:56):
But yeah, that one's a tough one.

Speaker 2 (46:59):
Now this second one.

Speaker 5 (47:01):
I'm gonna say, Phil, for sure, that one I do
kind of get a little bit more resolution with with
that energy here, there's almost just kind of a sense
of there's been a lot that's kind of transpired after
the fact, and certain people needed to have to kind

(47:22):
of start handling certain things on their own or starting
to take on certain responsibilities, and now that they were
no longer there to do that, it's like they've they've
gotten to watch how the people around them are the
people who they were matured. Yeah, Phil was my grandfather's student,
and my grandfather also saying at his.

Speaker 7 (47:42):
Funeral, Yeah, See, this one has.

Speaker 5 (47:44):
To me a whole lot more piece, a whole lot
more love that seems to be almost surrounding this one.
There's a lot more closure in this one. Even how
I was saying, like I almost felt like that anxiety
that stressed from Mike, I don't get that same sense
of energy with this one.

Speaker 7 (48:05):
I almost feel like this one has had more time.

Speaker 5 (48:10):
Almost to have settled peace, to have watched and seen
and have felt and experienced certain things in our life
that I feel like maybe Mike didn't get to have it,
didn't get.

Speaker 7 (48:20):
The chance to head.

Speaker 5 (48:21):
So there's you know, I would say, with one, you
do have a whole lot more peace, a whole lot
more settlement. And though there was fear and things like
that that happened there towards end, I feel like they
were able to get their own sense of closure or
come to their.

Speaker 7 (48:35):
Sense of peace. So there is something with that one.

Speaker 5 (48:38):
The other one, I would say, maybe there is something
you could do to just in that spirit off and
a little bit more peace. And again I don't know
how much control you do have over I'm seeing other
people are making sure other people are taking care of
but that one seems to be a little bit more
concerned about the family aspects. All right, my love, I'm
sending lots of love and I know that it's definitely

(49:00):
a tough situation.

Speaker 7 (49:01):
So to anyone who's.

Speaker 5 (49:02):
Boston one and nine to eleven, I just want to
send love to you, Emma says See. I wrote a
letter to Mike and that's a way to get some
closure as well. All right, my love, let me go
ahead and pass you on.

Speaker 4 (49:16):
Okay, m Rose, thank you for your donation, and I
am so so sorry you had to go through that, honey.
I did two separate spreads, one for Mike and one
for Felina, And I love what Kay said about about
that closure, about doing some sort of ceremony between you

(49:36):
and them to to have that closure both for both
of you. I love what Kay said about that. I
highly recommend you you do that, or find out how
to do that, or or get with Kay and and
do something there. Now, for Mike, I've got a really

(49:57):
I find Mike to be one of those people who
is passionate, loud and funny and just if he thought it,
he said it, and he just felt like a really
happy human being. I just really enjoy the energy that
I get from him, and.

Speaker 2 (50:18):
I feel like he did.

Speaker 4 (50:19):
Have his ducks in a row when things happened. He's
not happy about how it happened, of course, And Emma
Rose says he was the most real friend my uncle
ever had. He was very, very honest, and a lot
of people found him blunt, but he did it in
a soft way. Now I do feel like he has

(50:43):
much much more calm and peace, but he still was happy,
and I feel like he did a lot to make
sure that other people made it through what they were
going through, even the ones that were killed in the accident,
in the not accident in the towers. He was there

(51:06):
for a lot of people, and he made sure that
people felt safe and weren't as frightened as they could
have been. He feels almost like a first responder or
one of those people who just knows what to do
for other people. He never let fear get in the way.
So I don't know if you knew that or not,

(51:28):
but he went doing everything he could to make sure
that the people around him were not terrified, and that
is so important. He really wants you to know that
that he was afraid, but he wasn't so afraid that
he couldn't lead the other people not to safety, but

(51:52):
to some peace. And Emmeros says, are they both proud
of me and watching over me?

Speaker 2 (51:58):
Mike?

Speaker 4 (51:59):
Absolutely, Mike, I can see him. I've got I got
this queen of Coens. He finds you to be growing
into such a beautiful woman. He's so proud of you.
He does think that you need to harness that Capricorn
energy a little bit more. That that Gemini energy absolutely

(52:20):
takes over you and gets you into trouble, not only financially,
but in other ways too. He says, if you could
just focus a little bit more on what you want
and not let again, it's it's it's like he's talking
about almost the same thing, those distractions that get you
off path. That you are destined for great things, but

(52:43):
you have got to focus on them. Harness that Capricorn energy.
I can't remember if it's your moon or your ascendant,
but that energy is there for a reason. Start using it. Okay,
don't know if he would have used the astrology, but
that's how I see it and how I'm into printing it.
That he is very proud of you, and he is
definitely watching over you. He just he really wanted you

(53:07):
to know that he was an EMMERO says, I have
a Capricorn moon. I knew it was one of them.
He just wanted you to know that he didn't go shaking.
He went making a difference, and he really and truly tried.
He wanted you to know he was brave. Okay, now, Felino,

(53:33):
I've got the eight of Cups in reverse, which means
he did not want to go. He had stuff to do.
I've got the five of Cups upright, and I've got
the nine of Swords upright. He is, he's angry, and
he said, and he really really really wanted to be
there physically to watch you grow. He wanted to be

(53:56):
there physically to guide you. I really do feel that
what Kay said about a ceremony, to have that closure
doesn't necessarily mean letting go. He's not going to let
you go, Felino, He's not going to let you go.

(54:17):
And yes, they are watching over you, and Emma Rose says, yeah,
he was my grandfather's student. He sees you growing into
this passionate, beautiful woman. I feel like there was love,
romantic love there that he intended to be a part

(54:40):
of your life in a very strong way. And that's
part of what the closure was about. He didn't get
that chance to let you know how much he truly
loved you, but he is so very proud, and yes
he watches over you. Both of them. You've got two queens.

(55:03):
You've got two queens from two different men, and you
can't get any better than that. They're so proud of you,
Ema Rose. She says, I was only three months old
when the attack occurred. Oh there is that. I do
believe this man loved you. This man loved you and

(55:27):
he never got the chance to tell you, and he
was waiting for you to grow up. He was going
to wait for you to grow up. Both men are
watching over you. Both men are proud as just Mike
wants should have ground a little better, okay, And you've
got the capability. You've got that Capricorn moon. So get

(55:47):
some grounding in and know that you are loved, and
know that both of those men are always around you,
making sure that you've got what you need. Glove girl,
I'm energy.

Speaker 6 (56:06):
Hi, Emma Rose. Well, the first thing that I felt
when I tuned into Mike was I got an immediate headache.
I got an immediate headache, and I wanted to I
got my throat. My throat was all closed off. But
the other thing that's coming through was that Mike was

(56:28):
not going to give up until the last second. He
pushed and pushed. He was actually trapped in one area
and movement was very difficult for him. It's not like
he could move down lots of stairwells or anything like that.
He was kind of trapped in one area, and he
did not give up until the last second. He was

(56:48):
a born fighter. He doesn't He was not the type
to give into anything. That was part of his personality,
part of his nature, and he still has that energy
now of not giving in, not giving up. The other
thing I want to say in terms of Mike's energy
is that he was kind of like an in charge person.

(57:11):
He was like the one you go to when you
want advice. He was the one that would say, let's
do this, let's do that. So he was a person
who lived life to the fall. He was a person
who loved adventure, and in a way that love of
adventure was like a saving grace in how he handled
this and terribly tragic situation that he found himself in.

(57:34):
He brought forth that courageous energy and he really worked
hard to try and find a way out, never ever
gave up. The other thing I want to say about
Mike is the message for you now, Emma Rose, and
the message is it's time for you to start making
long term commitments. It's time for you to start getting

(57:58):
This may sound a bit harsh, but it's time for
you to start getting serious about what you want in
your life. He wants you to stop playing around. It's
time for you to make a strong, long term commitment
about what you want your life to look like. He's
been watching you up to this point, and you've been
experimenting with life, experiencing different aspects. But he's saying it's

(58:21):
time for you to come into that more mature aspect
of who you are and start making some long term
commitments and sticking with her. Because he knows what you're
capable of. He knows you can do it. It's just
that you are so easily distracted. As Squirrels said, now
moving on to Fillino, I have a completely different energy

(58:43):
with Fillino. This is a really soft energy I'm feeling.
I'm kind of feeling like I feel quite floaty with
this energy coming through with Fillino. And I feel that
while Fellino didn't give up, he knew when to accept,
he knew when to accept what was happening. And emmea

(59:06):
Ros says, I'm not going to lie. My boyfriend can
distract me a lot long and so yes, Mike is right,
lot yes, But you know what Ammrose it's not just
your boyfriend. You are your own distraction, my dear, and
Mike wants you to really get on that path because
you want to do big things in this world. But
if you keep messing around and trying a bit of

(59:28):
this and a bit of that and not having consistency,
you're not going to make it what you want it
to be. And he is so strong on that, you know.
He was the sort of person that said, you either
do it or you don't do it. There's no in between.
So come on, if you're going to do it, work
on it, put the hard work in, stay on track,

(59:48):
stop moving off into other directions, find out what's true
for you. Now with Felino, with this beautiful, softer energy,
I kind of feel that this energy is coming into
your heart. And Emma Rose says, very true, thank you
for that feedback. And with Feleino's gentle heart, he doesn't
really want to talk much about what actually occurred that

(01:00:11):
led to his transition crossing over. He's more wanting to
offer feelings, offer hope, offer that soft heart. He wants
to bring you clarity. This is the energy of Fellino,
and Fellina was a bit as a personality, a bit
like a and she says, Emma Ro says, yeah. And

(01:00:31):
Felina also left behind two beautiful young children. Yeah, there
is a softness there, there is a care there. Felena
was an energy that came from the heart and still
does come from the heart. He was almost like a
knight in shining armor and emerosis, and I believe he
might have been married to a woman with a very
similar personality. Well, he is certainly a family oriented energy

(01:00:54):
and that and he does watch over you, Mike watches
over you. But I will have to say, Emma Rose
that even though that watching over you, they're not there
all the time because they don't need to be there
all the time. It's not like someone who it's not
like a spirit guide or a guardian angel who's always there.
They come in and out. They come in and out.
So be aware of that, be aware that they have

(01:01:15):
their stuff to do as well. On the other side,
I feel for Fellino. He went and emrasis so I
think that's where romantic feelings come from for a woman
that was a very similar personality to me. Okay, that
makes sense. But what I'm feeling is that this energy
of Fellino is one of saying, except that you can't

(01:01:39):
do everything because he comes from a place of acceptance,
He comes from a place of deep heart. This was
a person who had very good intuition, very strong intuition
whilst they were in physical form. And I'm seeing here
that this person was good at looking at the big picture,
the big vision. And that's message for you. Look at

(01:02:01):
your life from the big picture, not all the other
not the little bits of the jigsaw puzzle, but what
does the big picture? What does it look like when
you put all those pieces together? And the energy is
saying focus on that. I am so sorry for the
loss that has been experienced for anyone who has had
friends or relatives in nine to eleven. It's one of

(01:02:22):
the most tragic things I have ever seen in my
entire life. And I just want to offer much love
to all those who've passed over. And Emma Rose, I
do hope you found that to be of help. I'm
going to pass you on to journey.

Speaker 2 (01:02:33):
Now all right, let me just one second, because we
are still stuck on your screen. There we are. Now
we're going on to my screen, Emma, Emma, okay, if
I could please have that question back, all right, So
the donator for a medium ship reading. Just so you know,

(01:02:55):
it is about my loved ones, Mike and Felino, who
are both were both tragically passed away in the nine
to eleven attacks. Now, when when I look at that situation,
when I look at that energy and what I'm feeling
here on that, I really want you to.

Speaker 4 (01:03:16):
Know.

Speaker 2 (01:03:16):
At first, they didn't even know what happened. They didn't
even know what happened. Acceptance was given after the fact,
but they didn't know that it happened when it happened.
So I don't want you to worry that possibly they've

(01:03:38):
suffered or were suffering, because I don't get that with
the case. They left their bodies before it happened, and
they wanted you to know that a lot of things
that are coming through for you. I want to tell

(01:04:02):
you that. Mike's says, there are dreams that you want
to have, but there's work that needs that needs to
go behind it. And he says, you keep giving up
to easily. You're being influenced from outside forces. So stop
letting the outside forces influence your decisions, because every time

(01:04:27):
you do so, you stumble backwards and you're in constant
You're constantly stumbling backwards. Stop letting them get the best
of you, and she says, yeah, sounds about right. The
thing is is that Mike, Mike wanted a different life

(01:04:50):
than he got, but he was okay with the life
he had. So the energy that I'm seeing is that
watching you grow up being able to do so. From
another side, Mike has been where you got that inspiration
out of nowhere to write a song, where you get

(01:05:11):
the inspiration to do things. He's like amused to you.
He provides you with the grounding that you need now. Felino,
I hope I'm saying that Right does something similar but
different at the same time and has a very powerful
message to send through for you. Mike was a strong person,

(01:05:35):
always was a strong person. Seen as a strong person,
but also Mike, he would get distracted. He seemed more
to please people in that way. Some people would see
him to be selfish, but he had a really big heart.

(01:05:57):
Believe it or not. He would do anything for his family.
It's like a real Italian bond type feeling to me.
Italian Greek, they have that family bond that just no
matter how bad a situation is or how pissed off
you're at a family member. At some point in time,
they find a way to reconcile their differences and still

(01:06:18):
have that family. And Mike wants you to know that
you still have that with them. You are not alone
and they've got your back. So just know that you
always have that strength with you. But if you continue
to keep letting the outside forces win, you're never going

(01:06:42):
to get to where you want to be. And he
wants you to stop listening to those people. If they
are cutting you down, they are not your friends. Your
situation with your mother, you need to take that with
a grain of salt. No matter how much she pisses
you off, no matter how bad she gets under your skin,
roll your eyes and move on. That is the worst

(01:07:05):
thing you could do to her is roll your eyes like, yeah, okay,
but don't argue with her because it's like beating a
dead horse. It's going nowhere. It's going nowhere. She said, yes, absolutely.
So with this family bonds that you have, that love

(01:07:30):
that squirrel was talking about, it's like I'm in love
with you because they get to inspire you and live
through you. So if you don't follow through with the
energy in which they're giving you, they don't get that
opportunity to live through you. Okay, So that's something you

(01:07:55):
need to start doing for yourself, is not allow yourself
to get stuck in that. Don't allow yourself to get stuck.
Don't allow yourself to be deflated by these people, because
they're constantly deflating you. Stop letting that happen. It happens
way too often. You keep hearing the word no. But

(01:08:16):
there's reasons why you hear the word no. But some things.
He says, there's something called a dream and there's something
called reality. And Emma says, oh that makes sense, more
sense now, laugh out loud. I thought she meant that
Felina was trying to no, no, no, no, no, no no no.
There's a different there's a different love from that one.

(01:08:39):
That's not the romance. There's I love here that's romanticized.
And the fact that they're trying to push you to
live your dreams then rather than just be a dream.
They're not sexually into you like that. So don't worry.
You don't have to hide in the shower or nothing.
You're good, good, it's nothing like that. The thing is

(01:09:04):
is that the energy that I see with with Mike particularly,
is that he doves you, he cares about you, he
wants to see these these great things. And I feel
as though if you allow these outside influences to continue,
you're not going to get You're not going to She says, Okay, good,

(01:09:28):
laugh out loud. I hope they approved my boyfriend. As
long as your boyfriend's not the distraction. And I just
heard both of them tell you that. So yeah, it's
okay to have him in the picture. But he also
needs to realize who you are, what you're trying to become,

(01:09:51):
and what type of work it's going to take. So
he needs to be ready for it. And that's a
conversation for a later date. When you guys are physically
around each other, that's when you have that conversation. So
don't get distracted by you know, like I said, reality
and dreams. The boyfriend maybe in the physical plane, doesn't

(01:10:13):
make him a reality. Emma says, I get away. I
get way too caught up. Yeah, and he wants to
do Yeah. The thing is that, so I know you're
fixated on the situation, but you also have to give
yourself time. Sorry, there's like a million messages coming on

(01:10:39):
from two spirits at the same time, they're like, so
I'm gonna switch over to Mike says, he loves you,
he cares about you, He's here for you inspiration. Remember that,
think of these things when I'm helping you write. All right, Felino.

(01:11:01):
What the family doesn't know is that Felino had to
live a life that everybody else wanted him to live.
And that's that love affair that was spoke about in
that way. Because your mother's trying to make you live
the life she wants you to live, and you have

(01:11:23):
revolted against it. You don't want the life she wants
you to have. You want your own life. You want
to be able to live in your own life. That's
the love affair. That's what he's excited about. That's what
he loves. She says, very true. Again, don't have to
cover in the shower, don't have to worry about the
spirits coming into her visiting. And you're good, You're good,

(01:11:43):
I promise. The thing is is that when it comes
down to he had to live a life that wasn't his.
He did it. Children were involved, but Lena was not
who who Fellina was. Fellino had other feelings. Is that

(01:12:04):
why Mike and Felena told me to get myself, to
get myself what and what I want right. Yes, absolutely,
get everything put together. You need to really start focusing
a plan. As that sentence was a little longy, let's
put it in order. You need to get things in order.

(01:12:28):
You have an idea that you don't have a plan
of how to get there. Fealina lived in a lived
the life that everybody else wanted him to live, married
with children, an important job. That's not what he wanted.
That's not who he was. He was very outgoing. He

(01:12:50):
was an amazing singer. As a matter of fact, he
was an amazing actor as well. He loved those things,
loves those things. But I do not feel that you
you are being stopped from trying to do those things.
And that's what that love is, is that you've really

(01:13:12):
no matter what anybody's saying, you feel that you can
go that direction. Emma says, Yeah, I need to clear
my mind with me only and really be honest with
myself about what I want and not what my mother
wants exactly. Get your mom's thoughts out of your head.
Control all delete with if it comes to your mom's bullshit.
Control all delete That means deleted it, throw it away.

(01:13:34):
You don't need it in your hard drive. It's cute.
This is it nineteen fifty six, where you do as
your mommy did. We live in twenty twenty four. You
are in the You are in the world where you
can do things for yourself. But if you want to
do those things for yourself, you really got to have

(01:13:56):
a plan, and it's going to take a lot of
work and a lot of dissemination. I need you to
see that for yourself, because that is what they are
telling me. Yes, you live in the reality, but you
also live in a dream world, and when you get
the idea, it stays in dream world and doesn't become
a part of the reality because you're not taking this

(01:14:16):
step necessary to get where you need to be. Emma
says absolutely yes, Absolutely so, Emma, we can work on
a plan together. If you need that. You know how
to get in touch with us. We can work on
a plan. We can get you set up, but you've
got to be willing to do it. Emma says, I

(01:14:36):
have to mesh the two together exactly. Well, there's a
way to do it. We all have dreams that we're
all trying to get to We may not be able
to get to all of our dreams. But even if
you get to be in a commercial, even if you
get to be on Broadway, even if you get to
be you get the chance to do. You got the chance.

(01:14:58):
You got the chance to be seen, the ch ants
to be heard. You got the chance to do the
things that you know you've always wanted. I'm gonna throw
an example in here for you. As for myself, when
I was younger, I would say probably around four or
five years old. I would say more five than four,
even though it was very expressive at four and bossy.

(01:15:25):
I was told by my aunt that she knew one
day and my mom they both sat down and said,
you're gonna be a director. Someday, you're gonna be a director.
You're gonna be a producer. And I was like, well,
I don't know, I don't know, But here I am today,
and she goes you and me both, but here I

(01:15:48):
am today. I'm producing this show. I direct this show.
I bring people from all around the world. The dream,
the thing all I ever wanted to do, is right
before my eyes. It may not have been how I
originally the original dream didn't come out the same, but
I still got what I was looking for. I wanted

(01:16:09):
something and I got it. I got the opportunity. So
we need to look at what we're getting and is
it what we're asking for. And just because it's what
we asked for and it didn't come out the way
we wanted it to, it's you might be needing to

(01:16:37):
work towards something. Like I wanted to be on television.
That was something I loved broadcasting. I took courses in it.
Well guess what I did radio for the first ten years.
These last eight seasons have been on YouTube and Facebook
and iHeartRadio. So now I've got eighteen years of broadcasting, directing, producer,

(01:17:02):
executive producer. You get your opportunity. So the thing is
is that when you are getting to where you want
to be and you get your foot in the door,
the opportunity may start off smaller than you originally thought.
Emma says, we need to get you a good morning America. Well,

(01:17:27):
I'm about to be on some new platforms. Some TV
networks have picked up my psychic connection. Hence the break. Guys,
We'll be taking that small break, but we'll still be
doing spots you know shows here and there. But the
thing about it is is that you know, the thing
about it is hang out one second. All right, there

(01:17:53):
we go. I had to talk to the back of
the house for a second. So what is happened with
all that? She goes, Yeah, I'm super excited for you, absolutely.
But what I'm trying to show you, Emma, is that
even though it wasn't quite how I thought it was
going to be, it has slowly through time moved to

(01:18:15):
what I wanted it to be. So my dream was big,
and in order for it to get to that big,
that big headline that I'm looking for, it took time
and baby steps to get there and a hell of
a lot of work. And you've got to do the same.

(01:18:35):
So if you put your dreams into perspective, figure out
what it is that you need to do, and to
take these opportunities, no matter how small the opportunity, take
it seriously. That it's taking it seriously. The moment you
will just say, oh, it's just a commercial, who cares,

(01:18:56):
that's when you fall back energy shift and you lose
what was given to you. Because as easy as it
was given to you, it's just as easy to take
it away, got it, so be careful, don't blow things off,
keep working at it. Take classes. There are free ones.

(01:19:21):
You can take those free classes. Emesis. Yes, absolutely. I
know everybody's like, oh, you got to be a social
media influencer. You don't, And she says, understood, you don't
have to be what everybody else is, because the best
thing about people who are extremely successful is that they're unique.

(01:19:44):
And I know those of you who have been here
and watched this show have watched it to develop into
what has become, and it's getting even bigger, and you've
watched other shows out there mimic. But then it just
dies off because they aren't us. They don't realize how
much work it is and how much time this particular

(01:20:05):
show takes in order to operate. It is not Oh,
I can do it by myself, and I can. And
they think they're hot shit on a silver platter, but
at the end of the day they find out there's
nothing but a cold booger on a paper plate. So
don't be a cold booger on a paper plate. Okay,

(01:20:28):
don't sell yourself short, do what you gotta do. Billina
wants you to realize he had to live a life
that he didn't get, but you got the opportunity and
the chance, and he wants to see you be successful.
He gave to everybody else. She says, Okay, we'll do
laugh out loud, and I just want you to know

(01:20:51):
that you are loved. But you also need to know
that you can do this. Okay, you just got to
put you gotta put the plan together. Don't keep running
from yourself. Mike loves you, Felino loves you. Other family

(01:21:12):
members that have been here watching over you.

Speaker 4 (01:21:14):
She says.

Speaker 2 (01:21:15):
Yes, Emma, Philip says, don't do what I did. Don't
give in and give them what they want. Live your
life for you, and Mike says the same thing. You're creative,
you're strong, you have a great personality, but you're easily influenced.

(01:21:35):
So stop it. Okay, tired to put a rubber band
around your wrist. Do whatever you gotta do. Slap yourself
with it if you have to, but wake yourself up. Okay, Amma,
thank you so much for that. I do appreciate you.
It's a mediumship. It was. It was beautiful. Hello, beautiful ladies, guys.

(01:21:59):
Just so you guys know, did have to run. Emma said, Okay,
she had an important meeting first thing in the morning,
and she's got to get a little sleep, so she
is Friday and Bushy jailed for it, but she did
want to be a part of the show. Says, I
love your sayings, Journey, Honey, I brought a million of them.
You guys have heard half the things that I usually say.

(01:22:19):
Emma says, yes and thank you all. You are so welcome. Squirrel,
you are muted, so we have no idea what you
were saying. Where else is I forgot to tell Journey,
it's my birthday. The hell it is the one day

(01:22:43):
when your birthday does come around, I'm gonna be thrilled
for you and I'll give you a happy birthday.

Speaker 4 (01:22:48):
Thank you for clarifying for me. I worded that, we
appreciate that.

Speaker 2 (01:22:54):
Even that being said, it's still just as strong. So
very it was the love comes through in a way
that when you say it, and then you're like, oh, ship,
that's I hope they didn't take that the wrong way.

(01:23:16):
And then it was like it was three months so
trust me, they were not in the They're not in
the diaper cream and in diapers, and people in the
chat started wishing me a happy birthday, ing nice to me,
and I teared up a little. I got at the end,

(01:23:41):
we love you, you know that. That's our ongoing joke.

Speaker 4 (01:23:45):
This thinning of the veil has been making me think
a whole lot. And I realized today there's like there's
three three planes of existence, and we've got pleasure and
pain and the cool realm. We've got enlightenment in the
spiritual realm, and we've got no damn leg room in

(01:24:08):
the air realm.

Speaker 7 (01:24:14):
It's supposed to.

Speaker 4 (01:24:14):
Be planes of existence. Damn it.

Speaker 2 (01:24:17):
I know what you mean.

Speaker 4 (01:24:19):
But I'm about a row with the speaking tonight.

Speaker 2 (01:24:24):
That's okay, I'm right right. I just noticed something about myself.
I saw myself on the screen, Adam says. I love
this channel. Thank you all that you guys do. You
are so welcome, Adam. We love seeing your face in
here and being a part of the show. We catch
you in here. We do see your guys's comments go by,
but sometimes they just scroll by so quickly, especially with

(01:24:47):
an emoji contest and things like that going on. We
always appreciate everything, and but don't worry, your guys's questions
are always we have a system that stars your questions
and holds them for us, so we never have to
worry about missing out on anybody's questions. Okay, all right,
and sweetly says Energy. I love your Labordite necklace.

Speaker 6 (01:25:11):
Oh thank you. It's one of my favorites. It's got
such a great flash on it. Oh I flash. People,
don't worry.

Speaker 2 (01:25:21):
This is an adult show.

Speaker 4 (01:25:22):
So.

Speaker 6 (01:25:25):
That's as much flash as you're gonna get.

Speaker 2 (01:25:27):
Exactly, Flashy, Squirrel says, Energy is Energy is always so gorgeous.
Of course she is. She's Energy. It's fabulous.

Speaker 6 (01:25:40):
I have to say, honestly, all of you, I can
go through life without blushing in my day to day.
But the minute you guys give me comments, I'm we
all look beautiful.

Speaker 2 (01:25:54):
The one thing that I've always said, and even when
I brought you guys on board. You know, Squirrel, you
and I four years ago and Energy two years ago.
And Squirrel says, you're all beautiful. It's a treat. Well
Thanksprail sweetly says Squirrel too. Yeah, journey, I just I

(01:26:15):
just assumed. All right. So, but four years ago with
Squirrel and two years ago with Energy, when they first
were brought forth, this opportunity to be a part of
the network. I told them that the people here are
amazing and that they're always here to hear what you

(01:26:36):
have to say or learn some type of knowledge or
get something out of it. The people that come here.
I could say that we could do, you know, millions
of people coming in at one time and all these
questions coming through, and there would be no interaction. There'd
be no connection in the way that the genuine builds
that happened here, the genuine connections that we make. We

(01:26:58):
literally have millions of people who listen to us on iHeartRadio.
Between iHeart Radio and all the other platforms were on.
Jackie says, love all you guys, well, thank you Jackie,
and Squirrel says, I feel all warm and fuzzy and
ship right now, feeling shit, but I like the warm

(01:27:21):
and fuzzy as a matter of fact. Go wash your hands.
Go wash your hands, one of them. Go wash your hands,
so warm, fuzzy. This is why we love you guys.

(01:27:42):
You guys make us laugh and we just have a
great time and we watch you guys over the years.
If some of you guys have been here with me
since I started doing radio, I started radio off on
a it was a wedding network where women would come
onto the network talk about their wedding dresses and things
like that. While Halloween was coming up and they wanted

(01:28:04):
to bring on a psychic so I was talking to
the girl that ran the show. They asked if I
could come on. I did readings that literally turned into
the what's the wedding dress? To psychic readings all the
way around. The producer of the network was like, hey,
we want you to have your own show, and that's
where Journey Ryan Live was born and it's been going

(01:28:26):
for eighteen years strong and it's got more years to come.
And like I said, we're growing into newer, bigger platforms.
So that's why we have to have sporadic shows versus
the way that we've done it over time, we've had
so much information and sweetly says, yay, so there won't
be just a block where you guys don't see us.

(01:28:47):
We'll have sporadic shows. That's why I said, hit those
notification bells because it's going to help you know when
we're going live and we want to be here and
sweetly says thank you for being you. I will all
be mean because there's there's no one else like me,
and everybody else is taken. Somebody else is taken, so

(01:29:09):
I'll just be mean, and Squirrel says yay for real,
you guys are also epic. Well, thank you. And with
these opportunities, Adam says, is Friday always of you together? Well,
it used to be we used to have a show
called Journey and Friends. Unfortunately it turned into the cost

(01:29:33):
of the show was happening and it was way too
much at the time, so we had to have that
show had to kind of sit on the wayside until
things change. And things are changing for us, Sweetly says,
I love you all, I love y'all. Okay, is definitely,

(01:29:53):
but we will be coming back with Journey and Friends
where we're all together again and we will have three
readers at time and it'll switch each week, and that way,
you guys get a chance to have all of us
together and have these amazing shows like this. So I'm
so happy that we get that opportunity. But with all
that being said, Jackie's been waiting very very patiently, is

(01:30:16):
going to start us off. She did donate for Omega,
so we will have four questions, so you get to
do the four Energy four and then it'll come to
me and I'll do the four as well, so you
guys can the process and journey. Here he is producing
and directing. Oh shit, let's get it started.

Speaker 9 (01:30:51):
All right, Jackie, Hello, and thank you for your donation.

Speaker 4 (01:30:55):
Remember a portion of this will go to the Salvation
Army Turkey. Thank you very much. We do appreciate it.
And Jackie asks, what more can you tell me about
getting a new vehicle this year money wise? So let's
start with that one, and I'm doing one that if
you don't mind, I'll do them one at a timer. Yeah,

(01:31:15):
I have the memory span of a net So getting
a new car this year money wise, it just it
feels like the money's tight, and that everything that you
are planning, like you've put planning into this. You want
the Dagon car this year, But every time it looks

(01:31:38):
like you're gonna get that car, something else comes in
and flat tire, broken, sink in the kitchen, something comes
in that sucks the money away. So it's not that
you're you're a spendthrift. It's not that you haven't been saving.
It's just it seems like every every time you get

(01:32:00):
close enough to go, look, something else happens, you have
to take a day off to go to a doctor.
All the little things that can suck your money away,
and you're like, ah, when am I going to get
this car? So I suggest and she says, right, yes, Okay,

(01:32:24):
how am I going to explain this? I know you're
saving money for the car, so take a little bit
as well if you can. I know things are tight
for everybody right now, but make another small savings for
all the stuff that bites you on the butt while
you're trying to save for something you really want. So like,

(01:32:48):
even if it's just a little jar, whenever you pay
cash for something, take the change. Put it in that jar.
Next time you've got a flat tire or you need
oil change, you can take it out of that jar,
or you won't have to dip so badly into the
car fund. So I don't really see that this year,

(01:33:11):
within the next what is it three months left? I
don't see you getting to be able to get the
car this year, because it just feels like there's so
much against you, and it's every flip in time you
turn around, it's like what you know there? It almost
feels like you're cursed, not that you are cursed. You

(01:33:34):
are not cursed, but there's times you feel like I
must be cursed and you're not, honey. It's just everything
is breaking down at once. So I do feel that
if you do the jar and you take an amount, like,
say you spend ninety five dollars on something, and she says,

(01:33:56):
I hope my vehicle doesn't break down again, right, because
that is something when you're trying to save for a
new car and you got to fix the car you're
in so you can get to work or get the groceries,
that is a pain in the butt, and that that
that is going to bust you. But say you have

(01:34:17):
to say you have to get an aill change. Okay,
say it was one hundred and five dollars rounded up
to ten's round whatever you spend up to the ten,
not to one hundred. If you spend eight dollars rounded
up to ten, put two dollars in that jar. Okay,
it will help a lot. I still don't think you'll

(01:34:40):
be able to get the car this year. It's just
too much going on. But I think you'll be able
to get it a lot sooner. If you have just
an emergency fund somewhere around you even if you put
it in a little savings account, like round it up
and just swap it on the computer so you don't

(01:35:01):
have to carry all that cash. So there's still more coming.
You're still going to have to dip into that car fund.
And it's it's nothing tragic, nothing tragic, but it's just
pipping away, pipping away. Do not worry. The sun has coming.

(01:35:22):
I got the sun at the end, but it's not
until after everything. So be prepared for a few more staffoos,
be prepared, put some planning into action for other things happening,
and you'll be able to get it probably early next year. Okay,
all right, so let's try that next question. I'm sorry

(01:35:45):
that wasn't a better answer, but really it just feels
like everything when it rains, it pours, doesn't it, Jackie?
And Jackie says, what is the career path that I
will have a passion for and be financially successful in.
That is a fantastic question. So let's take a look

(01:36:06):
a career path that Jackie will be financially successful in,
and actually, like, wow, it is nothing like what you're
doing now. I have a feeling that what you are

(01:36:28):
doing now you absolutely are sick of it that you
don't want anything to do with it anymore. It's too mercurial,
it's not how do you say reliable? Your income is
not reliable with the job that you have. You would
have to do a full stop e and change careers completely.

(01:36:53):
Now what I'm seeing for you, and I feel like
it would ignite you, like really sets you on fire.
Not necessarily a lawyer, but something in the law field.
It could be counseling. It could be one of those
I think they're called adjudicators who goes in and helps

(01:37:15):
people to come to amends about what they're arguing about
in a court of law without having a lawyer. It's
something to do with the law field. It could even
be the officer side of it, the police officer or
a dispatcher. I do see that you would love it.

(01:37:38):
It doesn't seem like you would have any difficulty learning it.
I do feel like you would have to go to
some school or another, but it would strike a passion
in you and start you on a new path that
would be phenomenal for you. Whatever you're doing now changes
so much and so drastically, so many ways, so often,

(01:38:03):
and you don't feel any stability with it. With this,
you will have stability and passion. I mean, I got
justice there. That's why I'm being drawn toward the law field.
Even if you can help understand or help other people
understand the law, like just explain it in layman's terms.

(01:38:24):
Check into any kind of career paths that you can
take with that, and I highly highly recommend that you
go to school for it, because whatever you're doing now,
you're just not there for anymore. All Right, let's see
what other questions you got for you, Jackie. This has
helped him, and Jackie says, when will I move out

(01:38:46):
into my own house? All right? This is a when
then Jacky move out into her own house? Oh oh,
I got wow, three cars just flash right at once. Okay,

(01:39:10):
let me think Cardinal Air. Okay, we are already in
Libra season, and then I've got the Queen of Swords,
which is another Libra I do have. Okay, so I've
got two Libra seasons. But it's bracketing the Hangedman. So
I am looking at next October. So that's another jar

(01:39:34):
you can start when you finally get that car, start
the moving jar. I don't think you're ready for your
own house quite yet. You need that reliable vehicle first.
But I've got two incredibly strong Libra cards. So this
time next year, this time next year, start planning for it.

Speaker 5 (01:39:56):
Now.

Speaker 4 (01:39:57):
Okay, that was a shirt and sweet, easy, easy answer.
And let's see what other questions we do. This is
the guys, this is what a magazine you get up for.
Four questions and it and Jackie says, what can you
tell me about my soulmate slash forever person? I love

(01:40:20):
these kinds of questions. All right, sow mat, Let's see
who you are. Let's see what we can tell you
about them. As a traveler. Ooh, and a romantic. I
hope you like romantics, because not only do I have

(01:40:41):
the Page of Cups, but I have the Night of Cups.
This is definitely somebody with a strong, nurturing, loving romantic side.
Feels like a answer could be cancer Moon cancer, send it,
but there is a very very strong care answer. Astrology

(01:41:03):
in that chart feels really with both the page and
the night there and she says, love it good, good,
because this one he loves to travel, so he's going
to take you all over the world and he's going
to show you things that will blow your mind. So
I feel like he's a journalist. I want to say

(01:41:26):
he travels to see the world, and he's a journalist
or photographer. And look for that cancer cancer, moons, sun ascended,
or a combination of both both ascended and moon. It's very,
very strong. I feel like he has the dark hair

(01:41:46):
and the facial hair. I hope you like facial hair,
and he's just he's going to sweep you off your feet.
It's it's going to feel like love at first sight
and it's going to grow into true love. You will
have to at first be separate from him as far

(01:42:08):
as him traveling, because he does travel for his job.
He does go all over the world. I find him amazing.
But once you've solidified that relationship, once he knows and
you know that y'all are the one, your soulmate, is
going to take you and show you everything the world

(01:42:31):
has to offer, and it's gonna have rose petals and
all of that. Now, keep in mind, as beautiful as
he is, cancers can get very moody and they need
a lot of cheering on. So never make him feel
less than always. Always romance him back. Okay, romance him back.

(01:42:57):
Let him know he's the only one. He's very monicho okay,
and once he wins that he's been hurt, once he
knows that you're monogamous back to him, it's going to
be beautiful. That is fricking fantastic. I hope fathers helped Jackie.
Thank you so very much for your donation. I'm going

(01:43:18):
to ask you.

Speaker 6 (01:43:22):
Hello, Jackie, thank you so much for your donation. And
of course a portion of your donation will go to
the Salvation Army Turkey Drive and Jackie says, thank you
squirrel with kisses and hearts. Wasn't it an awesome reading?
So if we could just have that first question back
up again and we will take a look. So what
more can you tell me about getting a new vehicle

(01:43:43):
this year money wise? So let me lay out some
cars for you, Jackie around that. So we're going to
look at the situation with your car at the moment.
We're going to look at how you move forward, and
Jackie says, Hi, emergy, Jackie, lovely to see you here.
We're going to look at how you can move forward
to making that new car happen. I'm also going to

(01:44:05):
have a look at the timing. So I'm going to
look the rest of this year and the first three
months of next year. I'm also going to look at
finances in general for you, because the feeling I'm getting
without the cars is that it's not just the finances
around the car itself getting the car, you have a
lot of financial financial commitments. That is what I'm seeing now.

(01:44:27):
Squirrel already spoke about how that your car has been
playing up and you've had to divert money for that,
but I also feel that you're having to divert money
for other areas of your life as well. There are
other unexpected finances that I'm getting in the way. So
and Jackie says, right, thank you for that feedback. So,
in terms of where you're at with the car at

(01:44:49):
the moment, I've got the three of cups reversed. You're
over this car. You're sick of it. Actually, what once
was a fabulous car and you thought it was great
to drive. Now you're going this is just in the
way of my life. It's almost like the car is
like a stone around your neck. It is not giving
you the freedom and independence. It's almost like every time

(01:45:09):
you get in the car, you think, oh, I'm going
to get to my destination today. So there is a
lot of stress around buying a new car and releasing
this one from your life. You know, when we think
about buying a new car, it's exciting. What will we choose,
what color, and all that sort of thing, But for you,
it's actually a struggle. It's actually very, very stressful. So

(01:45:30):
the first thing I suggest that you do is just
try and get calm about it. Just try and center yourself.
Know that you'll get through this, know that you'll get
to the other side. So how do you move forward.
I feel it's going to be slow progress in getting
this new car, and Jackie says, yes, can totally break
down any time. I know, it's like it runs on

(01:45:50):
the whiff of a bit of petrol, but the engine
just goes to port at the least little thing that
can go wrong, and that is a stressful thing, particularly
if you're trying to get to work or you have commitments.
So I do feel, unfortunately that this is going to
take some time, that getting your new car is going
to be a little bit of slow progress. So I
don't see it happening this year either. I see it's

(01:46:13):
going into next year. I've got the aid of cups here,
And to be honest, I feel that there's a party
that says, I just want to walk away from this
car now and find another way of doing it, public transport,
if that is possible. So I feel that you've just
got to keep on pushing through with this car, doing
doing the smallest, the smallest repairs that financially you can

(01:46:34):
do to keep it on the road, as opposed to
paying out lots of money for this car when maybe
it's just not necessary to spend that much. Moving into
next year, the first three months of next year, I've
got the King of Swords reversed. I feel it's still
iffy at the beginning of the year. I feel that
there's still a lot that's got to come into play.

(01:46:55):
And Jackie says, yeah on the fourth transmission and not
doing well. Now, yeah, you've had major changes in that car.
And so in order to get your new car, it's
almost like, what's the minimum I need to do to
keep it on the road and safely be able to
drive it? Because I do feel that you'll be getting
advice around. Well, look, you know, if you toke up
the engine and put in a new engine and you

(01:47:16):
don't it out and put that and it'll all be fine. No,
it won't. It won't. The new car is your goal,
so you need to stay focused and stay fixed on
that in terms of your finances around it. Let's have
a little bit more of a look at your finances
around buying this new car. I've got the two of cups.

(01:47:37):
So yeah, you definitely want it and you're prepared to
do what you need to do in order to get it.
I do feel that you might need to get some
advice from someone. I feel that you need to get
some advice from someone on how you can maybe better
handle your finances in order to achieve this goal. I
feel like getting some strong financial advice will be helpful

(01:47:57):
for you so that maybe you can egre that new
car into your life a little bit sooner. So let's
add dear coins to that and see what we have,
and we've got the dog. The dog is always about loyalty,
it's about friendship. It's also about staying true to yourself.
So stay true to this goal that you have set

(01:48:18):
for yourself. It might be easy sometimes to say, well,
instead of a new car, maybe I should just buy
another old, second hand car. But if you do that
I feel that you're going to create more problems for yourself.
So make sure when you're looking at a new car
that you don't you don't take second best or third
best or fourth best. Really go after what you want,

(01:48:40):
even though it might take longer for you to achieve it.
The other coin I have is the ring, So stay
committed to this. Don't give up on it. It would
be so I just the reason why I'm harping on
this is I kind of see you going, oh, look,
I'll just buy this car for now, you know, with
the money that I've got. Really, and Jackie said, got it?

(01:49:00):
I really encourage you to hold out for what you want.
I feel that your old card, with timey little tweaks
along the way will see you through until you're ready
to get the next one. So I do hope you
found that to be of help. And let's go and
have a look at your second question. Please. Okay, so
what is the career path for Jackie that you will

(01:49:22):
have a passion for and be financially successful in. Well,
let's take this in two steps. So let's have a
look at potential career paths and see what comes out.
All right, So what I'm seeing here is I've got
the two of pentacles reversed first, and so what I'm

(01:49:43):
seeing here is this is what you don't want. This
is a career stepping away. It's interesting, but it's about finance.
So it's not about a career in banking. It's not
about a career in finance, accounting, anything like that. That
will just not float your boat. So look further afield.
Squirrel did mention about the possibility of working in the

(01:50:03):
law area in some fashion. Now, I feel that you're
quite strongly a people person and I do see the
mediation role taking on a very positive aspect for you.
So I could see you actually taking on a mediation
role when it comes to social work, when it comes
to helping families who are doing it tough, and maybe
there are some issues around legalities that are associated with that,

(01:50:27):
because you are very good at communicating with people, you
have a very strong understanding heart. But like Squirrel, I
feel that you need to study. I feel that you
need to go and get the appropriate qualifications for whatever
you choose. Remember, we can tell you what we see
in regard to potential career paths for you, but at
the end of the day, it's got to be your

(01:50:47):
choice and what really sparks your heart, what really motivates you.
From the insight, and Jackie says, I'm hoping to be
an entrepreneur or something passive income online That is a
lot further down the track, Jackie, I feel that you
need to actually get out of the job that you're
in first and move on to something else again. I

(01:51:08):
see you working with people, and that's where that entrepreneurship
can come into play, because you do like working with people.
But I feel that you need to build a skill
set and qualifications so you know, entrepreneurialism can cover so
many things. You could set up your own business in
mediation and counseling in the future. You don't necessarily always

(01:51:29):
have to work for someone else. So when you're looking
at a career path and you want it to be entrepreneurial,
don't discard working for someone else in this new career
first to build experience, to build knowledge, and also most importantly,
to build a reputation of being good at what you
will be choosing to do. And finally, with this new

(01:51:51):
career path, I have the ten of cups reversed. Please
understand that when you take this decision. When you make
this move, you are going to have to put a
lot of time, energy, and focus into it. In some
ways you're going to and Jackie says, I really don't
know if I have enough money or the motivation for college. Well,

(01:52:11):
it doesn't always have to be college as in university
or college. There are different types of courses out there
that you can do. It may not be that you
become a lawyer or something like that. It could be
that there are other types of courses that are not
so intense that you can take. But either way, if
you want to set a career path for yourself, it

(01:52:32):
will take time, energy, and effort. Now, the timing of
it is not right for you at the moment. You've got,
as Squirrel said, you've got too much other stuff going on,
So think about this is something more for the future.
You're trying to change too many things in your life
right now. That is part of the issue. So you're

(01:52:53):
you're kind of scattering your energy and scattering your finances.
So it's about making priorities, looking at what you're strengths are,
looking at what the challenges that you have are when
it comes to your skill sets, looking at what it
is that you want and looking at what's out there
in the world that really stimulates your interest. A couple
of tea charms for this is well, let's see what

(01:53:15):
we've got. We've got the cane, and this is saying
look for support when it comes to this career path.
You were saying financially you can't afford to go to college.
Have a look. Are there scholarships that you can apply for?
Are there grants that you can apply for? Because I
do feel if you truly want to do something like this,
the support will be out there for you. And finally

(01:53:36):
I've got the mask, It's time to take the mask off.
I do feel that you kind of downplay your abilities.
It's like, oh, I don't know if I can do that.
You said that you weren't motivated. Well, the first thing
you need to do if you want to change jobs,
if you want to move into a new career path,
you need to find that spark. You need to find
the motivation because that is what will carry you through

(01:53:57):
when it gets challenging, when it gets a little bit stressed.
Because when we make major changes in our lives, particularly
job changes and career changes, they're huge, they're huge milestone
changes and they can be stressful, and as human beings,
we have a tendency not to want to change. We
want to stay with the comfort. So for you in
terms of a career path, get out of your comfort zone.

(01:54:18):
That's the key message. But give yourself time, don't feel
that you have to rush into it. So I hope
you found that one to be helpful as well. Let's
move on to your next question and see what we have.
When will I move out of my into my own house?
Jackie asks, when will I move into my own house?
So let's do some cards for that for you and

(01:54:40):
look at timy. So again, I'm going to do it
in monthly periods. I'm going to have a look between
now and the end of the year, moving into next
year as well. So between now and the end of
the year, look at the first three months of next year.
I'm going to go out through towards the end of
t twenty twenty five. So I've got the nine of cups.

(01:55:03):
I feel I agree with Squirrel. I feel that you
need to solidify and consolidate where you are at the moment.
And Jackie says, right, I'm fifty nine years old and
living with my ex and son in the last year
of college, so strying to try and stay positive. So yeah,
that's an additional stress that you have at the moment
because you are in shall I say, an uncomfortable surrounding,

(01:55:23):
an uncomfortable environment. But I feel that from a financial perspective,
you have to stay put. You know, you have to
start building your own independence where you are. Even though
you're living with your ex and you're living with your son,
you can still be independent within that environment. You can
still start to build your own new life within that environment.

(01:55:45):
And that is the energy that I'm getting for you
at the moment. There's the same don't rush in where
angels fear to tread. That is the message for you.
I know you would love to get to your new
future with your new car, new home, new career path,
and have everything settled in alignment, but it's a long
journey ahead for you, so I don't see it happening
before the end of this year. I've also got the

(01:56:08):
seven of Ones, and I feel that you've just got
to let go of a defensive outlook that you have.
You're kind of feeling it's too hard, and this lack
of motivation that you have is getting in the way,
it's creating a block. So in terms of when you
want to move into your own new house, you've got
to remove the blocks that currently exist within you that
I'm not sure if that will happen. I don't know

(01:56:30):
if I can make that happen. It's time to turn
your thinking around so that you can start manifesting. I
don't see it in the early months twenty five. However,
as we get towards the end of twenty twenty five,
I see a change in energy. I've got the seven
of cups, and I do feel that looking for a

(01:56:50):
new house for you to move into will be more
realistic for you and will be more positive for you.
Around the end of twenty twenty five, you will have
more choice the starters. I feel that there's not a
lot of choice where you could move to it at
the moment for financial reasons, and as Squirrel said, it's
time to prepare for that as well. So it's about

(01:57:10):
prioritizing the three. When it comes to your car, that's
the major priority. It's the most immediate priority. Is to
focus your finances on that so that you know that
you can travel safely to and from work. When it
comes to your career, then that's a bit more of
a long term path so that you can be more
financially successful. And then when it comes to moving into

(01:57:31):
a new hope, then looking at that as a long
term thing as well. So it's about prioritizing what it
is that you want to bring in and then looking
at how you need to prioritize your finances around these
three areas of life that you're asking about. I do
hope you found that one to be helpful. Let's move
on to the next question. Please, what do we have?

(01:57:54):
And Jackie asks, what can you tell me about my
soulmate or forever person? So I'm going to move to
my step for that and see what type of person
would be most suited to you and a little bit
about them. Let's put out some cars with that for
you while in tuning in Okay, I feel that this

(01:58:18):
is a fair way away as well. I feel like
this is a long, long term plans for you, long
term happenings. My first card I have is the four
of Pentacles. I feel that at the moment, it is
hard for you to really move into a new relationship
while you're living with your ex it does make it
hard because there is still tension in the home. I
can see that with that Four of Pentacles car you're

(01:58:41):
trying to live your new life. You're trying to sort
of move forward. But this old energy there and the
fact that you're still there means that the connections are
still strong. I understand that it's necessary at the moment,
so it's about making the best of it. I feel
that you are somewhat feeling trapped, and so I feel
that at the moment you're really not in a position

(01:59:02):
to meet anyone. That You've got to get you organized first.
You've got to get you settled first into a new life.
As we move through the Nine of Pentacles, this is you.
I see you coming into this stage the Nine of Pentacles,
you independent, self sufficient, really getting back to who you

(01:59:22):
are as opposed to who you think you have to
be for the others that are around you. So I
feel like for you, there's a lot of healing to
go on in terms of your heart and emotions before
you're ready to meet someone. Now, the type of person
I have the ace of WANs, So this is someone
this is fire energy. So this is someone who has

(01:59:44):
gone a bit of oomph about them now, Squirrel mentioned pants.
They're very romantic, but that doesn't mean they haven't got
a bit of spark and motivation in them as well.
They are a person who likes to do new things.
This is a cardinal energy, so they like to try
new things. They see the cup half full instead of
half empty. They are a person who, generally, unless they

(02:00:07):
are sad and in their heart, has a very very
positive outlook on life. And when they're ready to meet you,
you will know instantly there will be an immediate connection
with this person and you will see the possibilities of
the way forward with them. The other thing I've got
is the ace of Pentacles, and it's reversed. So with
this person, with the ace of Pentacles reversed, there is

(02:00:28):
a little bit of practicality in there as well. So
I'm seeing that they are they're good with money. They're
not brilliant with money, but they're okay with money. And
they do say that it's not like they're going to
be a millionaire or anything like that, but they do
have their little nest eck and they do take care
of their finances, which will be helpful as well. Let's
add on to that and see what else we have

(02:00:50):
about this person. I am seeing someone who's dark haired.
I'm not seeing any facial hair because I'm only seeing
a profile of you, and I'm seeing it in the disc.
But I am seeing dark here. I'm seeing someone who
is not too much older than you chronologically, just a
cup two to three years older than you is what
I'm seeing with this person. And this person will also

(02:01:12):
be divorced. They will have their own family. They will
have their own relatives on their side as well, and
that will be something that you would both need to
negotiate as you get to know each other. The other
thing I will say about this person is they want
they want to be part of a family again. Yes,
they've got kids, that their kids are grown up, and

(02:01:33):
so they want to have this feeling of family again.
So this is a person who will work really hard
to make it work for you and for you to
make it work for them. I see a blending of families.
I see that the idea of this person is that
they want to be with someone from their heart space
that they can move through life with, but someone who

(02:01:55):
will be accepted by their family and that they will
be accepted by your son and your family as well,
So I see a bringing together of all of that.
So I do feel that there is someone coming for you.
But again, just with the first three questions, these are
long term, long term into the future. Remember that key
priority is get your car slaughted. Look at your career,

(02:02:18):
what you want to do with that, Look at what
you want to do in regard to moving out of
a home, and pull it all together by having a
really solid financial plan once you know and decide what
it is you want. I do hope you found that
to be of help tonight. Thank you so much for
your donation, and I'm going to pass you over to
Journey now.

Speaker 2 (02:02:42):
All right, So got a lot going on here. This
is what it megan looks like, especially when we have
all of us readers on there, Journey and friends that's
been doing this for a really long time. Jackie says,
thank you energy, all right, Jackie, And Jackie says, hey, Journey, Hey, Jackie,
You've gotten a lot of information so far. I'm going

(02:03:03):
to try to sum it all up, plus add some
things that I've seen as well with the situation, kind
of roll it all together. It's usually why I'm here
at the end. I'm pretty good at putting it all together,
put all the little pieces together like a puzzle. All right,
So let's go ahead with your first question. What was that?
All right? So Jackie says, what more can you tell
me about getting a new vehicle this year? Money wise?

(02:03:23):
So money wise, money is tight. That is something that
everybody has kind of put out there for you. You know,
the car that you're using right now, we'll get you
by until it's time to get this other vehicle. But
the thing is is that I was looking at the
chat room and it turned into a Toyota commercial. So Jessa,

(02:03:44):
you know, everybody was talking about Toyotas, and so the
Toyota commercial. If Toyo's out there listening, hey, we're looking
for a sponsor anyway. So but the thing is that
I need you to find something that's reliable for you,
something that is suiting for you, something that is good

(02:04:04):
for you, and something that's not going to cost you
a million dollars, something that's not going to put you
in a major debt. Now, mind you, I don't want
you to get another hand me down car that you
can find for two three thousand dollars. Please do not
go that route. Spirit is screaming that screaming that you know,

(02:04:27):
but I don't feel that that's the direction you need
to go. As much as you would like to not
have payments for a car, that is definitely the route
you need to go. You need something that's up to date,
more reliable, better on gas. You're not buying a new
transmission every three months. Girl. As many transmissions as you've

(02:04:48):
put into this vehicle, you could have had a new car.
Every time you look at a transmission, you're looking about
twelve hundred plus. And it's just not fair to have
have you know this, do this, and then you've got
and if you don't take it to a regular mechanic,
you've got you know, the backyard mechanics. And I'm not
saying that that, and Jackie says, okay, yes, so I'm

(02:05:09):
not saying backyard mechanics are bad, but some of them are, like,
they don't know about cars. I'm gonna tell them that,
you know, this new monkey wheel, what's a monkey wheel?
It doesn't exist because you don't know, it doesn't exist.
They think they're gonna get away with something and they
can overcharge you. So again, she just says two in
three thousand. Yeah, get away from it. Get away from that.
You don't need a two or three thousand dollar car.

(02:05:30):
You don't need a two or three thousand dollars transmission.
You need a whole new car, like something that's newer
within the five years that it. You know, nothing five
years older. You know, don't go under five years. Try
to stay within the five year mark. You're gonna find
yourself a more reliable car, something that's more dependable, something

(02:05:51):
that's better. I guess fuel efficiency is going to be
great because that's gonna save you money too. I can
tell you right now that I'm a Dodge guy. I
drive my Dodge truck. My Dodge truck has over five
hundred thousand miles on it, So shout out to Dodge.

(02:06:11):
Love my Dodge Ram. Because my saying is, if you
can't dodge it, ram it and it's it's a damn
good truck. So the thing is is that you need
to find something that works for you. I got a
Dodge Ram because I needed it, not only for me
to move things around, because I had a farm. I
needed to be five farm equipment. I needed she goes.

(02:06:33):
I had a Durrango Durrango's are great except for a
certain year of Durrango's. Any framething from nineteen ninety ninety
eight to two thousand and three garbage, straight up trash.
You want to talk about buying transmission, You're gonna buy
a transmission every few months with a Dodge Durngo from
ninety eight to two thousand and three. Now, those are

(02:06:55):
straight up trash. Don't get anything in that. Like I said,
say within five five your mark, because this is something
that is going to last you for quite a long time.
So that's why I'm saying to look for something. You
want to invest your money into something that way, you
don't have to go, oh it's been two years now
I've got to get another car, because why the transmission's

(02:07:16):
going out. Oh the engine's going out. Something crazy's happening.
Don't do that to yourself. Get yourself. That's something that's reliable.
Payments do suck. I do get that. And I know
you want to get your own place too. You want
to buy your own place. We'll get to that one
because that's one of your questions. But I want you
to find something that is reliable, find a dealership that

(02:07:38):
you trust. If you can find a mechanic friend that
has an idea about cars to help walk through. And
I'm gonna say this too, Jackie, and I know this
sounds sexist, and we still live in this world, but
if you are going to go and buy a car,
bring a man with you, whether that man knows anything
about cars or not, because they will swindle a woman

(02:08:03):
faster than they will a man. They're going to assume
that this man knows what he's talking about when it
comes to cars. I suggest finding somebody that has an
idea about cars, knowing the Blue Book value of vehicles
here too. These are all important things before going to
the car lot. Do not let them swindle you. Do
not let them do all this. If you get a

(02:08:23):
loan for a car, if it's not a buy or
pay here. If you get a loan for a car,
just know that the down payment that they provide is
in the loan. Do not make them give do not
give you. Don't make them give you date. We need
more money from you. We need that down payment. No,
my down payment is in the loan. Born at night,

(02:08:47):
not last night. Do not let them swindle you. Okay,
I had to put that out there because I feel
that you're so kind hearted that they're just going to
take advantage of you, and I don't want that advantage
to be taken. So let you know, bring a man
with you. I know that sounds sexist. If it's your
if your your son, if it's your ex, I don't
care who it is. Just get somebody that's a man

(02:09:09):
that has somewhat of an idea of what a car
is and what it's like to buy cars. That way,
you don't get swindled because I feel like they're gonna
take an advantage of your kind nature. All right, And
Jackie says, will do and got it? Perfect, awesome, So
let's go ahead with that next question. What do we got?
Jackie says, what is the career path that I have

(02:09:30):
that I will have a passion for and be financially successful?
I did get what Squirrel was talking about when she
was talking about law and order. There's direction you you
thrive on that, you you work, you function well on it,
so it excites you. And it also could be because
you like law and order and all those like movie

(02:09:51):
are there those TV shows where the crime's going on
and you got forty eight hours to figure out who kill,
who the murderer is, or the you know the bad
guy is, and you have a passion for the you
love those kinds of stuff, So I get that. But
it's also what I can tell you is is that
I feel as though there's an entrepreneur side to you,
but it's not capable of happening until you get the

(02:10:12):
financial backing that you need. So what I would do
is find something that is not something that's gonna take
up all your time. I would say that get away
from the teaching thing. I keep hearing someone trying to
talk to you about maybe substituting or doing things like that.

(02:10:34):
I'm going to tell you absolutely not, hell no, absolutely not,
hell no, don't go that route. It's it's not for you.
I keep seeing a doctor's office too. They also follow
certain rules in regulations, so I think it's more about
the structure. Jackie as well, and she goes no, no, no, no,

(02:10:59):
yeah no, no no no, don't yeah no no, I'm
the teaching don't don't no, no, absolutely not. You're right, no, no, perfect.
I'm glad you're on the same page as I am,
because I'm going to let you cheat up. What I'm
saying What I feel is though, if you can do
something that you know can give you, you know, the
time that you need to build up money so you

(02:11:22):
can start this entrepreneur. I feel that you're very crafty
and there are ideas that you want to do, and
I do feel like you're going to be able to
put some things together to put yourself out there. So
not only will you always you won't always work for
somebody else. Eventually you will work for yourself and that'll
be amazing. So find yourself something that you're going to

(02:11:45):
just be able to make a decent, decent pay. There's
not much that I can say other than you know,
maybe a reception receptionist or something to that nature that
would help you. It gives you like those kind of
like the the nine to five hours that will help
you be able to have just enough time to work

(02:12:06):
on side projects as well and to help you build
funds and make it pretty decent pay. You won't have
to go to school to do that, and I know
that was something that you're worried about, is about the school.
I don't have time to go to school. I'm fifty
nine years old. I don't want to go to school.
I'm going to tell you something. When I'm one hundred
and twenty, I'm still going to learn something. It is

(02:12:27):
there's education doesn't have an age limit. It's never had
an age limit. That is a stereotype that people have
put into this universe, and I wish it would go away. Honey,
You're going to learn something new every day. I say,
if you like it, do it. But I'm gonna say

(02:12:49):
with this, I feel like a receptionist. That's why I
said medical for you. I didn't feel like you were
going to be a doctor or anything. She says. Jackie says, yeah,
she says, I think I'll all the stress and worry
will hinder me being a receptionist. You won't have the stress.
It won't be as stressful as you think. And what
you're doing is you're putting up a wall against your

(02:13:12):
own what could be good for you, so you're blocking yourself.
Take that wall down. I can't go to school because
I'm fifty nine. I worry about the stress. Honey. No
matter what job you go to, even if you go
to work at McDonald's, you're gonna be stressed out. Everybody
gets stressed at work. That's why they call it work.

(02:13:33):
And not a career. A career is different. Even at
a career, you'll find yourself in stressful times. But I'm
telling you right now, Jackie, you have this entrepreneur energy
that I feel that you're going to be able to
do something, whether that's you standing down furniture and reselling
it or making blankets or doing whatever. Jackie says, I
thought about medical coding from home. See now we're talking.

(02:13:55):
Now we're on the path. But remember, Jackie, that's just
the job. You're wanting, something that's going to bring you
happiness and financial security that comes when your entrepreneur energy
comes through, when you start working for yourself. Okay, all right,
let's keep it going. We got some more questions. What's
the next one? Yeah, all right, Jackie says, Well, I

(02:14:18):
when will I have When will you have the money
to move out? And when you move out to your
own place? Now, this is what I was going to
talk to you about. Financially things are tight. You're not
You're not going to be financially independent enough to go
out and buy a home, even after the fact of
you getting this job, getting the car, getting everything that

(02:14:40):
you need the car, first job, house. The thing is
it's not a house, it's an apartment. I don't want
you to feel like I want to buy something. I
get that we all want to buy something. But the
thing about it is is right now is you finding

(02:15:00):
yourself to get under your own roof and feel independent.
Right now, your independence is shadowed by everyone else, and
you don't feel independent at all. You feel like you're
burdened to everybody, and you're not. You're not burdening anybody.
But you dislike that wall of education, just like the
other walls that I see that you've put up against yourself.

(02:15:23):
Don't do that. I want you to look at this.
Get yourself in that medical field, even if it's medical
coding and you're not in the office taking phone calls
and setting appointments. If you're doing the medical coding, medical billing.
There's a lot of things that I saw with medical
to provide structure, and I think that's what you need
because it gives you something. You have to do it

(02:15:45):
this way, you can't do it any other way. That's
perfect for you, Jackie. But when it comes to the
housing situation, I feel like there's a lot Jackie says, Right,
looking at chats and my vehicle is a okay, yeah,
we did the Toyota commercial and you got a Nissan.

(02:16:05):
That's why you're having so many problems because it's a Nissan.
Let's just be real, Nissan suck. If it's not an
older Nissan. Like, if you got anything before nineteen ninety,
a Nissan.

Speaker 4 (02:16:18):
You're good.

Speaker 2 (02:16:20):
So if you got like a Z some like Z
three oh five, whatever the hell that thing is called.
I can't even remember what a Z three two fifty
or something like that, Jackie Pitt laughing faces. So yeah,
Nissan kind of went downhill after it hit nineteen ninety.
So don't buy anything Nissan. Get the car, get the job.

(02:16:44):
You'll be able to get your own place. Even though
it's a small one bedroom apartment. It's a good stepping
stone to get you feeling strong about yourself, feeling independent
about yourself, and it'll really take you in the direction
that you're going to go. Will you have a chance
to buy something later on, absolutely, but right now it's
at that time and I don't feel like we're looking
at it in the upcoming couple of years. You got

(02:17:05):
a lot of things to get done, and it depends
on you and your actions on how you move forward,
Because if you get this reading and just completely wash
everything that's been said to you tonight, you're gonna find
yourself stuck. You're gonna find yourself waiting longer, and you're
gonna feel even it's gonna take you down even further

(02:17:26):
than where you are now. I want you to be
able to fly.

Speaker 4 (02:17:29):
Girl.

Speaker 2 (02:17:30):
Where you're at right now, you need a snorkel. You're
drowning in emotion, and I want to see you at
three hundred d yes. I saw that, Thank you. I
was trying to remember I had one, but I couldn't
remember what the hell it was, but it was like, well,
tiny hass car with twodores, little sports car. Anyways, Jackie,

(02:17:51):
I want you to really focus on the first two
questions so eventually you can get to the third one
and then eventually buy a So all right, let's go
ahead with your fourth question. What is that?

Speaker 4 (02:18:08):
All right?

Speaker 2 (02:18:08):
Jackie says, what can you tell me about my soulmate
slash forever person? So right off the bet, we gotta
change that energy. Remember I told you you're under it,
You're in a snorkel, You're you're buried in emotions. I mean,
we get any further down, you're not gonna be able
to use a snorkel. You're gonna need an air tank,

(02:18:28):
and eventually, if you keep going the direction you're going,
you're gonna need a submarine. Uh, Jackie says, right, but
I have to get a two bedroom for me and
my son. I understand that. I understand what you're saying,
Baby Steps. There was a reason there was a one

(02:18:49):
bedroom available. You may have to sleep in the living
room for a little bit until something else becomes available,
but remember that's further down the road. And if you
can make these steps up in quicker, you can get
the two a bedroom. But the pricing is why the
one bedroom was the way to go at that time.
Trust me, it'll work itself out. You'll see turn the

(02:19:12):
dining room into a bedroom. Who knows anyways, The thing
is is that I want you. She is right. Financially,
things are gonna have to build up for you in
order to get there. Now, when it comes to love, Jackie,
you aren't even anywhere near the market. You're so far

(02:19:35):
away from the market that you've almost forgotten how to
spell market, like you aren't even near love at all,
because you're not doing anything to be seen if someone
you when someone prays you a compliment, you kind of
retreat a little bit. I don't even feel like you're

(02:19:56):
accepting of the compliments. And that's something we need to
start with, is learn how to take a compliment, learn
how to open up and communicate, and take some time
to do something different. If you want to meet someone new,
go to a different place, maybe go grab coffee at
a different coffee shop, shop at a different kype of
grocery store, get out from underneath your ax's roof. That'll

(02:20:18):
be a big one. We're working on that, but I
do feel as though that you'll get there. Your time,
your extra time goes with your son, and the other
time is with people that need to she put right.
So I feel as though, and I feel as though

(02:20:40):
that if you can work on these things and just
getting those baby steps, getting that car, getting that job,
that's going to change a lot for you. But then
you're doing a job where you work from home, which
again doesn't allow you to socialize. So guess what you're
not doing. You're not meeting new people. So you're going
to have to go out of your way to meet somebody.

(02:21:01):
And you know there are dating apps out out there.
There's a bunch of them. But you know, what I
think they should do with these dating apps is just
kind of put them all together onto one app and
call and call it this is What's Left and just
kind of pick out what you want at that point,
because you know, there's just there's there's a lot going on.

(02:21:24):
So I know a lot of people don't like dating
sites for that exact reason. So but it's a way
for you to get out and start dating and give
yourself an opportunity to get out of the house and
do things and realize that, you know, Mama needs to
go out and have some fun too. She needs to
go out and have some fun, and that's what you need.

(02:21:47):
So maybe get on a dating app, you know, someone respectable.
You know, don't get on the dating app that says
this is what's left, because you know, I think I
might come up with that. I think I'm I create
an app called this is What's Left? Ah, I love it.

(02:22:07):
I love it all right. So Jackie and I've seen
the little emoji that she's got, crazy et emoji. But
it's all about getting out of meeting new people. If
you're invited to a barbecue, go to that barbecue, if
you're invited to get together of some kind, go to
that birthday party, go to that dance, go to you
need to meet new people. And Jackie's putting the tier

(02:22:27):
with a smile. But the thing is, Jackie, you're a
beautiful person, but you don't allow yourself to be seen.
And that's part of the problem. You've been beat down
so much that you put up your own walls. You're
putting walls up around the wrong things. Cut out the
put walls up against the things that have hurt you.

(02:22:49):
Stop leaving the things that hurt you on the same
side of the wall that you're on, because currently that's
what's happened. I need you to see that about yourself
and what type of person you are. And Jackie put true.
All right, Jackie, Wow, what a bunch of beautiful information

(02:23:10):
there for you. I'm I'm so glad we got the
chance to dive deep into that. We've had so many
there were so many questions and the chance for three
readers to get down and die jeep and just have
a great time with it. We love it. I hope
that you got your Toyota and Honda. I saw Honda

(02:23:31):
and I was promoting Dodge. So you got some good
choices there. You got some good choices there. But I
hope you take what we said and run with it. Okay,
your so made as a Honda die with a beard?

(02:24:00):
Why them with the beard? I've seen them by plastic
kahonas though. I love you, Jarney and thank you, thank
you so much. Oh lord? Yes, all right, Well guys,
Well we've been here for quite some time. Guys. Do

(02:24:22):
know that we're We've been having so much time with
you guys, but you know our time is running out.
So what we're gonna do now is we're gonna have
another quick fighting round and then we're gonna announce them.
We're gonna announce the Emoji contest winner, and then we're
gonna call it a night. But guys, don't worry. We're
gonna be here for Halloween. Make sure you guys do

(02:24:42):
it for the Halloween Show. It's gonna be just like this,
a bunch of us readers. It's gonna be mind blowing
and a lot of fun. And remember we're gonna have
pop up shows all the way up until January. Jackie says,
maybe a rap for that's a good choice.

Speaker 6 (02:24:54):
Yes, I haven't read. I just bought a rep for
this year, and I love it.

Speaker 2 (02:24:59):
I had one myself. Oh if I really did like it.
But I love my Dodge truck, so.

Speaker 4 (02:25:04):
God jess mm hmm.

Speaker 2 (02:25:06):
Lexie says, thank you all so much for your time. Absolutely,
we're always so thankful to be here. It's gonna be
weird for us not doing every every day a show,
so but we will. You know, we will still have shows.
You guys will still see us. It's just all the
changes are coming up, so we've gotta we're all with
the punches as they come through, all right, because the

(02:25:27):
platform is getting bigger. Guys, gotta love a bigger platform
every day. What's up?

Speaker 4 (02:25:34):
We're gonna every day?

Speaker 2 (02:25:36):
Oh yeah, absolutely, answer back to everything. Stacy says, this
is my first time watching you three are amazing. Love
your energy. Well, thank you, Stacy. I appreciate it, love love,
love it. I'm so glad that you got the chance
to be here. So Stacy, let me go ahead and
announce this. We're going to do a lightning round. So

(02:25:57):
if you got asked no questions, how is the time
to start rapid firing those yes, no questions. Jackie says,
we'll miss you, but congrats. Well, thank you. Remember we're
not gone, We're just not every day.

Speaker 4 (02:26:10):
We'll just make bring that bell you knows. Absolutely.

Speaker 2 (02:26:16):
All right, guys, we're gonna do the Lightning Round coming
up right now, So let's go ahead, and uh, all right,
this is the Lightning Round, and we are starting off
with Sweetly. It's really says I have to go away
for Halloween weekend? Should I pass? I'm going to the

(02:26:38):
to the lake in the mountains and just get a hotel.

Speaker 4 (02:26:42):
No, all right, we got Sweetly. Did my brother give
my dad extra morphine to speed up his passing? It
was supposed to be my hospice shift and sisters, not his.

Speaker 6 (02:26:57):
Yes, Emily. Emily asks, can I trust my new friend?
Let's have a look one determined.

Speaker 2 (02:27:09):
Crazy? Will I be able to hear myself and others? Yes?

Speaker 4 (02:27:15):
Hi, Joel, Will I meet my person? I'm determined?

Speaker 6 (02:27:20):
Good talk, Scrail. Can I still find love as a janitor?
Interesting question, Scrile.

Speaker 2 (02:27:28):
Yes, Jennifer. Will Daniel and I beat together for ten
more years? I? Hey, yes, but okay, yeah, there's there's stuff.
There's stuff going on. Sorry, spirit speaking so hard?

Speaker 4 (02:27:50):
Should I go to the mountains?

Speaker 6 (02:27:54):
Now, and Emily, should I go to the garage sale
thing tomorrow? Let's say, all look for you? Yes, but.

Speaker 2 (02:28:08):
All right, we got spoiled, says that Alexis goes me
on purpose?

Speaker 4 (02:28:14):
Yes, Stacey, do I need to leave my husband?

Speaker 6 (02:28:20):
No? Emily? Should I not work on Friday? Let's see? Yeah,
hone determined?

Speaker 2 (02:28:33):
Yeah, huh Anna Mauricas, Where I get a new job soon?

Speaker 4 (02:28:39):
Yes, sweetly, we're together today? Sweetly? Should I take the
computer course online? Do?

Speaker 2 (02:29:05):
Sweetly? Camping for Halloween? Mhm. Spirit's got some jokes tonight?

Speaker 4 (02:29:15):
No, Joe, Will my money go up soon?

Speaker 6 (02:29:21):
No? Scroll, Well do they like me? Even though blame?
Scroll can not blame, But let's ask if they like you?

Speaker 2 (02:29:33):
Yes, Emily? Should I just? Should I stay home tomorrow?

Speaker 6 (02:29:42):
No?

Speaker 8 (02:29:50):
All right, well I can't take that.

Speaker 2 (02:30:01):
Not everybody's gonna think everybody's cool, but there are people
that do think you're cool, and that's what matters. We
think you're cool. We have a great time when you're here,
and that goes for everybody that comes here and has
this great time with us. We just love being able
to dive deep and like freaking Spirit was having jokes
in my ear when it was like camping on Halloween.

(02:30:22):
They were like Friday. The thirty was like crystal leg shit.
Gotta love spirit. They always have jokes. They have a
great sense of humor too.

Speaker 6 (02:30:36):
Yeah, watching your face was really funny. Journey, I can
see it.

Speaker 2 (02:30:45):
Stacey says, that was amazing. Thank you so much much
love and like positivity to everyone that got your sweetheart.

Speaker 4 (02:30:52):
Thanks that hard today. You know, I had to go
to the doctor early this morning, so I'm a little
tired now. But I went to the doctor with a
really suspicious looking mole and he kicked me out of
his office. He said, they all look like that, and

(02:31:13):
I needed to put it back in the garden, all right.
I had to get in one one joke.

Speaker 2 (02:31:22):
I knew it was coming. I was just waiting on it.
I was waiting for that punchline at some points. At
some point we were going to have a punchline, and
Sweetly says, I've often had big foot in counters, so
I get it. Harris.

Speaker 8 (02:31:39):
I remember very sweetly that was with me stealing that.

Speaker 4 (02:31:46):
See, there's a reason I think you're cool.

Speaker 2 (02:31:49):
All right, all right, guys, it is that time. It
is that hour. It is time for the emoji contest winner.
All right, drum roll please, all right, we've got Jackie,
Jackie Jay, you are tonight's Emoji contest winner. We're gonna

(02:32:10):
start you off with squirrel. Each one of us is
gonna pull a card for you. That is something we're
gonna do for you. But guys, I also have a
collective reading for everybody that's gonna be at the end.
It'll be right before we pass out. It'll be right
before the ending credit. So if you guys sat and watch,
it is a reading with energy. She has got a
beautiful tea lea freeding she's been dying to give to everybody.

(02:32:33):
So let's go ahead and put squirrel on the screen
and get that reading going.

Speaker 4 (02:32:38):
All right, Jackie, I've got blind faith for you. I
think you have been operating on blind faith and you're
starting to get disgusted with how everything is going. It's
time to put some of that faith into yourself. Okay.

(02:33:01):
The universe is definitely wanting to help you. You're never
alone in that regard, but some of that blind faith
needs to be in you, and you've got to start
believing that you deserve what the universe is. What you
are asking the universe for you deserve it, Jackie. Okay,

(02:33:22):
I'm telling you it's true. Right, I'm gonna go ahead
and pass you on to.

Speaker 6 (02:33:27):
Energy, and following on from Squirrel's car, I have bravery.
It is time for you, Jackie, to be brave, to
step out of that comfort zone to try some new things.
This is about learning to dip your toe in the
water and trying something new. By taking small, brave, courageous steps,

(02:33:50):
you will find that over time you will be able
to take bigger steps. You will be more courageous, you'll
be more brave, and in fact, over time things that
you are fearful of out now will definitely be less fearful.
So remember the motto is be brave and as Squirrel said,
have faith. I'll pass you on to journey.

Speaker 2 (02:34:10):
All right, So I am following up right behind these
two beautiful ladies, and I've got beauty. So seeing the
beauty and everything else around you, Jackie, is something that's wonderful.
But seeing the beauty that lies within is even more cherishable.
You need to see the person that you are and

(02:34:31):
stop blocking the person that you are. Kind of goes
with your reading, allow yourself to see the beauty within,
Allow everybody to see it as well, because you are
putting up a mask and no one can see the
real you because you're too busy trying to please everyone else.

Speaker 8 (02:34:51):
Stop pleasing everyone else. Take care of yourself. See that
inner beauty because it is well worth.

Speaker 2 (02:34:58):
Thank you so much, Jackie, We do it energy, all right,
All right, there we go, get that off the screen. Guys,
this has been so wonderful, and again we're going to
end it on a tea leaf reading with energy. She's
going to be sharing that beautiful energy, Jackie says, thank

(02:35:21):
you all so very much, love your energy and guidance. Absolutely, guys,
don't don't forget to bring that notification bus. You guys
know everything that's going on. Squirrel says, tonight has been
so fun. Guys, you are so welcome. Sweetly says indeed, indeed,
all right, well, ladies, this has been a pleasure. It

(02:35:42):
has been a long time since we've had a journey
and friends, and it was so much fun. And I
forgot how long these end up going. They end up sometimes.
I remember the one that we did was eight hours long.
Remember that, Squirrel, it was your.

Speaker 4 (02:35:58):
Fall asleep on the screen.

Speaker 2 (02:36:01):
Who started snoring and everything she was so tired, she
didn't know what to do. She was But the thing
is that she woke up when the camera got on
hurt and she was right there in the reading. She
she was answering the question beautifully and she's like, did
I did I did? I read that? Was this about buns?

(02:36:26):
It's like, yes, really, it's about roaches in their house.

Speaker 6 (02:36:31):
I love it when we get together like this, I
really do. It's like being at a party.

Speaker 2 (02:36:37):
It is. It's always a party. And you know, we
used to do drink night Friday nights. We would all
have a little something, a little sip of something, you know,
depending on if it were you know, I think I
every time was tequila, and I definitely got mouthy on tequila.
But hey, people liked it, trust me, It's funny. Really

(02:37:00):
really liked it. But they loved it when I got
rugged with some of the people. But because they deserved it,
some of them. Did you know, if you've got your
own show, then talk your ship on there. Don't come here.
People are trying to enjoy themselves and have a great
time and not be reminded that there's so much bullying
going on in the world. We don't know we don't

(02:37:20):
need that. We don't need that here. We don't need
that in your life. You know, you have the choice
to choose what you want in your life. If you
choose to keep that kind of people around you, you
will always have it.

Speaker 4 (02:37:33):
So, all right, we're gonna bring our drinks on Halloween.

Speaker 2 (02:37:37):
We should. We should Halloween.

Speaker 4 (02:37:41):
I wonder if there's like an Almonds Joy drink.

Speaker 2 (02:37:44):
There is, I'll tell you how to make it. I'll
tell you exactly how to make it.

Speaker 4 (02:37:48):
Yeah, Halloween.

Speaker 2 (02:37:50):
If you like white Russians, it's close to a white
it's close to a white Russia.

Speaker 4 (02:37:54):
I like, yeah, I'm already drinking the dag.

Speaker 2 (02:38:02):
Going on. All right, so I want to say thank
you guys all for tuning in. We're gonna we're gonna
get out of here, squirrels or anything you'd like to
say before before we go.

Speaker 4 (02:38:16):
I love being here. I love our audience. They make
they just they make the show so much fun to do.
We definitely have those pop ups, ring those notifications, and
I can't wait till we're back on track and doing
it all until then. Before then too, and Stacy says,

(02:38:38):
what time on Halloween I have to set have three
kids right ten pm, ten pm, all right Eastern. So yeah,
I love you guys, and I have some pop ups
ring that dag on bell.

Speaker 2 (02:38:57):
We all have.

Speaker 6 (02:39:03):
Sweety Morbid says love you. We love you too sweetly more,
but we really do. I've had such a blast here.
It's been such a while since we've all gotten together
like this, and it is so much fun. And I
love how we bounce off each other as readers. But
you know what I really love. I love how we
bounce off each other with you, every single one of

(02:39:25):
you in the audience. Your interaction is what makes this
show for me. I love hearing what's going on in
your life. I love answering your questions. And I am
so excited when we move into this new iteration, this
new way of being on my psychic connection. I'm so excited.
I can't wait for it to happen. But of course,
like Squirrel Journey, Ka and Cassidy, we will be still

(02:39:48):
here and we'll be doing content recorded, We'll do Thomas.
I can't wait for the Halloween show. I'm so excited.
I've already got my costume plan.

Speaker 2 (02:40:02):
I've got mine it's gonna be a costume contest and
it's gonna be a little bit of drink going on,
but definitely a lot of great readings happening. And guys, again,
I want to say thank you guys so much bearing
with us as we go through this transformation into this
newer platforms. We've got things to learn, We've got things
that are changing, and the way that we do things

(02:40:23):
here is going to be different. We've got new exciting
features that are going to happen, and I can't wait
for you guys to see those features as some of
the psychonsier kind a chance to kind of get an
idea of what's coming next. I'm so excited about it.
But again, we'll still have these pop up shows having
great times with you guys, and I cannot wait to
see you as all this stuff changes and moves forward

(02:40:43):
with that energy. I'm gonna let you take it away
as you have this beautiful tea reading, so guys will
see you on Halloween. You guys, have a great night.
Here's your tea reading.

Speaker 6 (02:40:57):
So let's see what we have in the cup. What
is really interesting about this cup is the majority of
the tea leaves are all around the rim the top
of the cup, and so in tear leavery. That means
things that are closer to the surface, things that are
more in the here and now. And of course what
I'm seeing here as we begin looking at the Empress,

(02:41:18):
I see a very busy mind at the moment. These
bunch of tea leaves over here all look like a
little blacksmith's anvil where they used to hammer to create
horseshoes and saws. And this anvil is weighing heavily on
your head, and this is saying to me that you're
overwhelmed by too much thinking. You're over analyzing things. There

(02:41:38):
is something that you want to get done, there is
something new that you want to start creating, but overthinking
and over worrying is getting in the way. As we
move around the cup, I see tea leaves that look
like clouds that are floating down in front of the sun,
and in fact, one of the eyes of the sun
is covered, And this is saying to me that you're

(02:41:58):
not really seeing clearly at the moment. Things are a
little bit foggy in your own mind, and it is
time to clear your own energy so that you can
get a better grasp on what it is that you
are creating and how you can go about manifesting it.
Let's keep going around the cup and a wow, look
at all the tea leaves around the moon symbol. By

(02:42:21):
the way, this is a cup that has all of
the twenty two major Akana tarot symbols in them. So
here we have the moon and the tea leaves.

Speaker 4 (02:42:31):
Here.

Speaker 6 (02:42:31):
What I'm seeing is over here, I'm seeing one witch
on a brew holding her one tie, flying at huge speed.
Then I have another witch who's seated and she's looking
over her grimoire or book of shadows. Now we have
a tiny little witch here hanging off the symbol of
the moon. This is saying to me that you do
have the magic in you to create. You do have

(02:42:52):
the magic to do it, but you need to slow down.
You need to slow down that over active mind of
yours and then do the research that you need to do,
to do some planning to set the way forward with
this being the moon. The mooncard in traditional tarot was
all about deception, So don't deceive yourself. You need to

(02:43:13):
be realistic about how you create and about how you
use this magic that you have within. You keep coming around,
and I have some tea leaves over the temperance symbol.
The temperance is about finding balance, mixing and matching if
you like. And the tea leaves are just over one wing,
and this is saying to me that in terms of

(02:43:34):
your own balance, you are not quite scentered yet, you're
not quite grounded and scented in what it is that
you want to do. So the starting point for you
before you actually take action is to get yourself scentered again. Energetically,
get yourself grounded, feet on the ground, bring back that balance,

(02:43:55):
and then moving around a little bit further again, Wow,
another lot of tea leaves here, and this is over
the High Priestess. The High Priestess is about our inner wisdom.
It is about our intuition. It is about our connection
to spirit. And what I'm seeing here is some angels
flying around, one on either side and an angel on

(02:44:17):
the top. And I feel that Spirit is trying to
get your attention, trying to get messages to you, and
you're not seeing. I feel that you're blocking your own
intuition at the moment, I feel that there is hesitancy
around trusting your intuition and trusting any spirit messages or
symbols that you might see coming through you kind of
fog them off. Pay attention to them because we have

(02:44:40):
our little angel here and another one going over towards
the magician's symbol. And with this magician symbol, this is saying,
you have the skill set, you can do it, but
you've got to trust yourself and trust the information that
you are receiving. So overall, a new project that you're
wanting to start, some thing new that you want to create.

(02:45:01):
You've got to clear the clutter in your head, get
yourself balanced, trust that you have the know how and
the magic with which to do it, and trust the
spiritual information and your intuition. Back to your journey

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