Chronicles of a Conscious Interloper Part 1

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Chronicles of the Conscious Interloper: Embracing the Outsider Within
In this introspective episode, host ORRA The Informationalist embarks on a profound journey into the heart of what it means to be an outsider. "Chronicles of the Conscious Interloper" delves into the universal experience of seeking connection and community, only to be met with the sting of exclusion. Despite positive intentions and contributions, many of us have felt the cold shoulder of a group we aspired to join. If this resonates with you, you're in the right place.
ORRA shares a personal narrative that is both revealing and relatable, inviting listeners to close their eyes and immerse themselves in the tale of the conscious interloper—a story that mirrors many of our lives. This episode is a call to those who've felt like they don't belong, reassuring them that their presence, though seemingly unwelcome, has purpose and impact.
The discussion transcends mere social dynamics, touching upon the spiritual implications of being an interloper. It questions the systems and beliefs that dictate inclusion and challenges the notion that being an outsider is a negative state. Through a mix of storytelling, introspection, and enlightening definitions, ORRA illuminates the path for conscious interlopers to find solace in their unique journey.
As we explore the intricate dance between acceptance and self-realization, ORRA also shares personal updates and reflections on recent life events. The episode is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and a reminder that sometimes, our greatest contributions come from places where we least feel at home.
Join us on the Network of Awareness as we uncover the silver linings of feeling like an interloper and learn to embrace the power within our own stories. This is a narrative for anyone who's ever felt on the periphery, offering insights that could forever change how you view your role in the world.

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(00:00) This podcast is called Chronicles of the Conscious interloper
(03:33) Chronicles of a conscious interloper explores the mysteries of the universe
(08:58) The last episode I put out was back in January
(13:53) Many of us are interlopers. And a lot of times, whether we're invited
(20:30) Elon says he's letting go of religion after four years of introspection
(26:23) Christianity is nothing but stolen information that was formatted into a system
(36:35) I was watching a documentary about people who died from the opioid crisis
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Episode Transcript

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Have you ever felt that you wantedto be part of a group, community,
a circle of people that you wantedto trust and embrace and make some
type of contribution to the group.But yet, no matter how positive your
intentions may have been, no matterhow positive the contributions you actually made,

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there is always this underlying feeling andenergetic field of not being wanted by the
actual community or a group or circleof people that you were looking to join
or be a part of. Andif you ever felt like this in any

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point of your life, or feelinglike this now, then you don't want
to miss out on this episode todaycalled Chronicles of the Conscious Interloper, So
let's get started on this episode andexploration. Welcome to the Network of Awareness

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Podcasts, your host or the Informationlessand at the Network of Awareness, we
pursue knowledge to expose toxic conditioning,propaganda and global lives, inspiring you to
gain critical thinking or a meaningful realityrooted in universal truth and empowering awareness.

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And as always, our mission isto explore conscious minds by uncovering intricacies of
social science, society and culture plusspirituality. So today's episode is titled Chronicles
of the Conscious Inteloper, and I'mgoing to tell you a story to start

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this show, and if you havethe opportunity to do so, I would
want you to close your eyes whileI tell you this very brief but impactful
story that to some degree has beenthe story of my life. So this
story that I'm going to tell youis a lot of my experiences, especially

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in the last four years of mylife. But keep in mind that everything
happens for a reason, and thatreason is there to serve you. Now,
if you're driving, obviously you can'tclose your eyes. But if you
are sitting somewhere in a safe place, somewhere stationary in your home, listening

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to this on your computer or onyour phone or any other device where you
listen to podcasts, if you havethe opportunity, close your eyes for just
a little bit as I tell youthe story chronicles of the Conscious to Loper,
which is me. I am theInterloper, but not anymore. And

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the reason I say not anymore isbecause in today's episode, the purpose of
it is to really bring awareness andinspiration to those that have been treated like
the conscious Interloper. So let's takea moment as we go into the story
of Chronicles of the Conscious interloper isa network for the awareness and gifts.

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Like all the informational lists, youare now tuned into the network of awareness,
to the network of awareness, thenetwork of awareness chronicles of a conscious
inteloper tail that transcends the ordinary anddelves deep into the realms of the extraordinary.

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Imagine, if you will, asolitary figure navigating the vast expanse of
existence, a voyager missed the cosmictapestry of time and space. This into
is no mere bystander. They area sentient being, keenly aware of their

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surroundings and purposefully weaving through the fabricof reality. Their journey is not bound
by the constraints of conventional wisdom orsocietal norms. No, they traverse the
boundaries of consciousness itself, exploring thedepths of the mind and the mysteries of

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the universe with unparalleled curiosity and fervor. At every turn, they encounter the
enigmatic forces that govern the cosmos.Grappling with the fundamental questions of existence and
seeking to unravel the secrets of creation. They stand at the intersection of and

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chaos, navigating the delicate balance betweenthe known and the unknown, But amidst
the cosmic chaos, our interloper findssolace in the beauty of existence itself.
They witness the birth of stars,the dance of galaxies, and the ebb

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and flow of time itself, marvelingat the sheer wonder of it all.
Yet their journey is not without peril. They encounter adversaries, both tangible and
intangible, forces that seek to disruptthe delicate equilibrium of the universe. But

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with courage and conviction, our interloperpresses on, undeterred in their quests for
truth and enlightenment. Through their eyeswe glimpse the universe in all its splendor
and complexity. We are reminded ofour place in the grand scheme of things,

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humbled by the sheer magnitude of existence, and inspired by the boundless possibilities
that lie ahead. So let usembark on this journey together, fellow network
of Awarians, brothers and sisters,and dear friends of this vast conscious community,

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as we follow in the footsteps ofthe conscious interloper. For in my
story, their story, and yourstory, we find not only the essence
of our humanity, but also thepromise of a universe wanting to be explored

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and understood. Now I'm going togive you the definitions that I looked up
with more in depth explanation to it. This is not just coming from Google.
But what is an interloper? Andwhat I asked? I asked my

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artificial intelligence software through a program calledtypeset, that will allow me to create
or write in pretty much anything Iwant for social media articles or whatever,
based on whatever inputs. So whatI asked it to do is to tell
me where this interloper word derives from. And this is what it came up

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with. It says the word interloperderives from the Latin word interloquy, which
means to interrupt or to interfere.This word was first used in English in
the seventeenth century to describe someone whointerferes in a situation or enters a place

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without permission. It was often usedto refer to someone who meddled in affairs
that did not concern them, orwho disrupted the natural order of things.
Also, the word interlopo had rootsin Dutch. The Dutch word was called
tussilopa, which means one who runsbetween or goes between. This word was

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used to describe traders who operated betweentwo countries, often without proper authorization or
permission. These traders were seen asoutsiders who disrupted the established trade system and
were not welcomed by the local merchants. Over time, the word interloper came

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to be associated with anyone who intrudedor meddled in a situation without invitation.
And I've been practicing a lot ofintrospection. I know that many of you
have wondered where I've been. Kindof just stop putting out episodes for the
past pretty much month and a halfnow, or maybe even longer than that.

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The last episode I put out wasback in January, and there's a
reason for that. I've been spendinga lot of time doing shadow work.
And as you know, when youdo shadow work, you just have to
go deep into the recesses of yoursubconscious mind and all of the things that
made you to who you are andwhy things came to be and how you

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came to be, and really faceyour fears and your traumas that have yet
to be healed, that are unhealed. But the purpose of the work is
to get healed and to find newinspiration and love for yourself. To move

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forward, so that way you nolonger have the trauma and the fear of
self or the perception of that fearthe illusion, and you go from being
in fear and thinking that the traumawill never be healed, to being healed

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and finding healing triumphantly and finding successto move forward and to truly be present
and live an authentic life and liveyour best life to your potential, which
is always unlimited, because there isno limit to the potential and the possibility

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of who and what we are.So in actuality, what I realized in
my introspection, like many of us, that we're always chasing, We're always
trying to become or be part ofthings. And the reason why called the
Chronicles of the Conscious Interloper is becausethis is a new series that I want

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to start in regards to why I'vebeen on this hiatus. But also just
a little side note to tell youa little bit. You know, I
wound up having an accident while Iwas traveling on the road, well I
shouldn't say on the road, buton the actual sidewalk, and I fell

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off of a scooter and wound upbreaking my arm. And I'm laughing,
but it's a pretty serious situation.But the good thing is that taking the
necessary steps to get the proper therapyand hopefully will not need surgery. But
that's yet to be known because there'sa possibility that might be. But whatever

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it is, I'm going to getmy arm back to where it should be.
What's interesting is that it's been avery humbling experience because I can't tell
you how many accidents I've been inwhere I've come out of those accidents unscathed.
I used to practice being a stuntman. I used to want to
be a stunt man. That wasone of my aspiration and dreams to be

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when I got older. When Iwas a kid, so I used to
jump off of rooftops and tumble androll in all types of crazy stuff BMX
bikes, ramps and you know,just a lot of Dare Devil stuff.
And here i am, at fortysix years old, unscathed until I'm on
a scooter, an electrical scooter,not even going that fast, but going

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fast enough to where I lost controlfell off, which has happened before,
but this time, you know,I broke some bones. And it's been
a very humbling experience because you sometimesthink when you get older, you kind
of forget that the body is notthe same as it used to be when
you were a teenager. When you'rein your twenties or your thirties, and

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the body does start to deteriorate,and I'm getting a crash course. Well,
I got a crash course lesson inthat. But it's probably one of
the best experiences throughout my life thatI'm currently enduring and going through because it's
very humbling and it gives me somethingto look forward to to now I can
do a healing process and go throughthe proper channels of physical therapy and everything

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else that's included to get my armstrong again, to be able to lift
things again, you know, confidently. So these are some of the reasons
why I've been away, but mostof it is for introspection in regards to
this episode today, And if you'relistening up to this point, listen to

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the very end, because this issomething that can really transform your life if
you really grasp the whole entire meaningof this episode. Because many of us
are interlopers with the conscious interlopers.And I told you that story about the
conscious interloper, because there's a lotof times where we become part of these

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groups and communities and circles of peoplelooking to be accepted and we think we
are and a lot of times,whether we're invited or not, we still
feel like an insuloper because for somereason, and I truly believe in my
opinion that it has to deal withenergy and consciousness, that no matter how

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much you want to be part ofa group, if it's not meant to
be, you're not meant to bethere. And the purpose for you coming
into this planet is to serve whatevermission or purpose you're here to serve.
A lot of times, certain placesthat you go to are not meant so
much for you to be there forthe rest of your life. But you're

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the interloper. You're the person thatcomes there to make an impact and discover
some things about yourself and the process. But you're not meant to be there
because you're never going to truly bewelcome by certain people, because you're never
going to be in alignment with theiragenda as a group, whether it be

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through their group thinking, whether itbe with their religion or whatever type of
organized organization that they've developed or systemthat you somehow interrupt and they don't accept
you. And it's a number ofreasons. It could be hate, jealousy,

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envy, or just sometimes certain energiesdon't mix. It's like oil and
water. Right now, I saythat to say that it's okay because right
now, as the conscious inensal open, I realized that a lot of these

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circles of people that I integrated myselfwith that I really wasn't truly embraced or
welcome, I still made an impactso much so that it's been revealed to
me spiritually that the impact that Imade within these circles and all of the
charity and help and things that I'vedone are lasting impacts, things that are

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still surviving and thriving and having relevanceand importance because it made those circles and
those communities of people better somehow,some way, whatever the contribution that was
made, and that's all that matters. And I want people to really understand

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that when you're not appreciated or acceptedor really embraced, and you're looked at
as the interloper, you look atas the goal between or the person that
has interrupted the system that has beenin place within these groups or communities or
people or whatever system is there,that was your purpose as the anteloper,

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and you should embrace it, becauseif it ain't meant for you to be
there, then you're not going tobe. And that's why you hit that
very cliche saying that's very impactful isthat some people everybody's there. Everybody that
comes into your life comes into areason. But some are forever and some
are for seasons. And I cantell you just in the past four years,

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I've had a lot of seasons thathave come and gone, and within
those seasons and groups of people,I find certain people that now are within
my circle because I am embraced,I am appreciated, and I am welcome
wholeheartedly. And if you just happento not find anybody, that's fine too,

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because what's even more important is theimpact that you make. When you
are involved with any type of group, community organization, there was a reason
for you to be there, andmost likely, I would say ninety nine
percent of the time, the influenceyou had, the contributions you made was
so positive that it becomes timeless,it becomes never ending. That essence stays

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and remains there, It doesn't goaway, and it reminds me of a
time when I was public relations positionfor a health insurance that was with the
archdiocese. This is when I wasin my late twenties, mid to late
twenties, and I would join thesecollaboratives, and I remember that when I

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left, when I left the companyand I was living in Rockland County where
a lot of these collaboratives were heldin groups and organizations, and the people
would see me that were in them. Still it was like, it's not
the same without you there. There'ssomething missing, there's a certain light,
it's just not there. It's justa certain energy, there's a certain vibration

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that's just not felt anymore. It'smissing something. This a void. And
that would bring me to a selfrealization that my energy is valuable, my
energy is very significant, and thatI have a lot to offer to this
world and to this thing called life, and so do you. And this
is the true exploration of self awareness, this journey of self awareness, because

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you've heard me say it like abroken record. The more we get to
understand who we are, the morewe get to understand the meaning of creation
and the very creator that brought ushere in the first place, that allows
us to be one with the universe, and that everything that encompasses the universe
and the cosmos and the multiverses andeverything that is and effort will be that

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some people like to label as Godor divine or source. That life force
is within us and all throughout theuniverse, and we all have something to
contribute to this world. Some ofus contribute positive things and negative things.
Why because we live in a worldof duality, so there's always going to

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be good versus evil, the wickedversus the righteous. But it's all in
deeds, and it's just an experienceand a journey. And we're going to
talk a little bit about being thisinterloper because in my introspection, what I've
realized is that some people you justhave to let go because they're not meant
to be with you forever, andyou have to just embrace that. You

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have to become you have to practicethe law of acceptance. And I'm grateful
that that's something that I've been practicingfor a long time. And sometimes it's
harder and sometimes it's easier, andI can tell you that in the last
four years it's been difficult because youare so passionate and having compassion right,
and like we've talked about, havingthe stupid compassion can leads you down some

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past where you're going to go throughperil. As I explained in my story
the story of the conscious Interloper,and something that I'm still working out.
Can't say that I fully have acceptedit or let it go. Is my
disdain and my disgust and my perceptionof religion particularly, and not to single

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any religion out, because I haverespect for all religion, but I have
such a disdain for Christianity. Solet me tell you something that I came
to realize as I was been watchingNetflix and some Hulu. I've been watching
a lot of Netflix in Hulu inmy hiatus of introspection and really diving deep

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into this understanding of my journey asa conscious insaloper. And I was watching
all these different documentaries and films,like just basically catching up stuff from all
the way from like twenty sixteen topresent day. That's so much stuff I
watched, because there's a lot ofstuff I've missed out on, like documentaries,

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great TV shows, great movies.There's a show just came out recently
called Showgun on Hulu and if you'resomebody who is a history buff or history
enthusiast, definitely watch it because it'sall about the Showgun dynasties that were in
Japan and the influence of the Portugueseand English European Roman Catholic religion that was

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impeding on Japan. And basically it'strying to convert people into Christianity, and
of course you know what that means, that they are accepting their God as
Jesus Christ and their Lord and Savior. And I'm not trying to be disrespectful,
because if you're somebody that's listening tothe show and you truly believe that

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this man, this figure that cameinto play died on the cross so that
you can be forgiven of your originalsins that you're born with, that's perfectly
fine. I do not believe that, and I can honestly say that I
know that that's so far from thetruth. But as I'm watching all these

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different movies like Showgun and like manyothers, what I come to realize.
I'm like, you know, Ididn't realize how much Christianity as a whole,
as an entity, as an influencethroughout the world has brought so much
destruction, has brought so much death, and not to death on the physical,

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but even to present day, it'sbringing death to people psychologically consciously or
should I say subconsciously. It ishindering so many different people, and currently
I can say that it's probably hinderingthree billion people present day, and as

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many of you who have listened,if you're a new listener, I've done
shows about experiences that I've had withpeople from the Hebrew Isralite community. That's
me. I think it's a shitshow. And then of course there's a
lighter shit show, but still ashit show within Christian communities, whatever set

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they are, whether it be Pentecostal, non denominational Baptists, I mean it
is insane. And just like Ialways say that America is not great,
never has been great. It's nothinggreat about this place or this system called
the American system, this country underthese certain rules and principles that was built

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on rape, torture, and manipulation. Well, in the same way I
look at religion because to me,religion is enslavement. Religion is self destructive
spiritually, but the people who practiceit are still great beings. They are

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just gravitating to religion because of thisthing called the worship gene that now science
has solidified as a real thing andit is real, and some historians and
scholars and metaphysicists say that this genewas implanted in us when we were spliced

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during the time of genesis, whenthe homo sape now came the homo sapien
sapien, or the genetically modified humanoidfrom the existing humanoid that had existed without
the splicing of the genes of thegods or the ilohem And we'll talk about

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that on other episodes, but tostick to this topic of being the interloper,
I realized that there's so much ofthis belief system that's been so distorted
from its true meaning and what itwas stolen from, right, because Christianity

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is nothing but stolen information that wasconstructed and formatted into a system that is
meant to enslave and suppress, tosuppress everything that the great creator of the
universe wanted us to be connected to, wanted us to have union and community

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with, and everybody who practiced that, like the Vedas and the other people
who were in tune with this andhad their communities, all of them were
destroyed by Christianity. And I'm gonnasay it again, I respect religion.
So if you consider yourself to bea Christian and you're listening to this show,

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please don't get upset about what I'msaying. Understand where it's coming from.
If you look at the history ofthe influence of Christianity, you will
see if you do the research right, because they are going to be people
that if they listen to this,they're gonna think the worst of me based

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on what I'm saying and that I'mcrazy. But if you do the research,
just watch the movie Showgun and youcan see the type of influence that
Christianity has amongst the Japanese people andwhat I've noticed with religion as a whole,
and I can't you know, likeany time I've met people in Buddhist
religion, most some of the nice, greatest experiences I've had and wisdom that

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I've gained and knowledge. Same thingwith people that practice Hinduism when it comes
to these New Age religions. See, they're trying what Christianity has done and
Islam and I really don't know muchabout Judaism. I know I know about
Judaism, but it's very convoluted.I mean, it's very kind of just

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like all over the place. Becauseyou have your your your Unorthodox Jews,
your Orthodox Jews. Then you havethe Hebrew Israelite saying that they're the true
Jews of the Bible and of antiquity, and it's just a big shit show.
But all these religions are New Ageand what's coming back into the fold

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better than ever is the truth.Is the truth that when it comes to
spirituality, spirituality needs no religion becausewe're all connected as one and we're all
having this experience called the present,and it all comes from one divine source
of energy, not any mean man, not even from the star beings or

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the Eloheen that came from stock Becausethey come from that same source of creation
as well. They're just more connectedto it and understanding who what they are
and their capabilities than we are.They're light years ahead of us, millions
of years ahead of us as faras in everything when it comes to spirituality

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and technology. But we're well onour way. Things are changing. A
lot of the spells that these oldNew Age religions, and I say they
old because they're New Age religions thathave been around for quite some time,
but they're still new compared to thehistory of humanity that is at least two

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hundred thousand years, So these areno New Age. But they'll try to
convince you. They'll try to convinceyou to believe that when you're talking like
this and you're talking about the divinesource of energy or yoga or meditation,
they're trying to tell you that that'ssome New Age religion. But it's not.
It's the true understanding of the humanexperience and how people were connecting to

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the divine source of all creation that'salready within us chronicles of the consciousness of
loper. If you feel like youare in a group right now of people,
a circle of people, whether itbe small or big, and you're
not feeling welcome, and you're feelinglike you're interfering, it's okay. There's

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a reason why you're there, andthere's a reason why you shouldn't be there
anymore. If you've already served yourpurpose, and if something or the group
or something that's happening that's pushing youout accepted because you know what bigger and
better things are coming, and you'rejust not meant to be there, you
were just meant to be there fora season because a lot of these systems,

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and just like it says in thedefinition, is that these were people
when it comes to the Dutch explanationthat basically were traders that were seen as
outsiders. So they were trading goodsjust like anybody else in the marketplaces back
in the day. But these systemshad certain you know, guidelines and authorizations

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and permissions, right because you know, man has to control everything. So
a lot of these traders were seenas outsiders that disrupted the establishment or the
established trade system. And a lotof times it can be a trade system,
it could be a religious system,it can be a business, it
could just be a group, acult, any type of system or organization

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that has set rules and regulations thatis usually set by a man or a
woman that created them. Because whenyou look at the history of religion,
all religions were created by a manor men or women. Some were humanoid

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and some were these star beings thatmany ancient texts talk about whether it be
the King I knew, whether itbe in Leo Ankee, whether it be
Asirius, and all these different beingsthat were real people or should I say,
beings you know that maybe looked likeus, but were bigger, smaller,

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who knows, And based on thedescriptions, a lot of them were
bigger. I had a lot ofknowledge, had a lot of understanding.
And some of them were good,some of them were bad. Some of
them took advantage of people, youknow, of humanity, and some of
them embraced humanity and educated humanity andmade it better. And we're no different.
And a lot of times when you'recoming in to make an impact,

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when you're coming in even to groupslooking to be embraced, because you're going
through some things and you want tobe part of something, and you want
to find refuge, and you wantto be nurtured with love and affection and
compassion and empathy. You join thesegroups, but you're not always going to

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be welcome, no matter how niceyou are, no matter how civil,
no matter how charitable. It's justnot meant to be. But it's okay.
I'm here to tell you on thenetwork of awareness that it's okay and
it's great. And in your worldnothing ever goes wrong. In our world,

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nothing ever goes wrong. It's alwaysright, even when it's wrong.
It's still right. Even when youtake a loss, you're still win it.
The brother they came on to theshow that is from Davis and Daughters
Farms, what did he say?He said, I take my l's as
lessons, not losses. So there'sa lesson. There's always a lesson in

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life if we are in a stateof awareness to really see the lesson that's
being taught to us in our walkand in my personal experience as people.
And I hope that this is goingto bring some meeting and inspiration to you.
Is that in the last four yearsI've dealt with some really griming people

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that claim to be spiritual, claimto follow laws and principles that were given
to them in these books, butyet they lived their lives quite opposite of
it. And I think it wasmeant for me to see that in a
way that I've never sought before,because when I was young, I never
gravitated to certain organizations or groups.I thought they were crazy. And the

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reason I thin it was crazy andmost importantly hypocritical, is because there's certain
principles and laws and philosophies that werebeing preached and taught were not being upheld
by the people who were teaching andpreaching this stuff, and I've seen it
present day, and what I'm healingfrom and working through is to no longer

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have disdain for these types of people, no longer have this overwhelming disgust in
the pit of my stomach where it'shard to me. It's hard for me
to accept that as it is andnot feel a sense of anger or even
resentment for them being this way.And with time, it's getting out of

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my system. And it's one ofthe reasons why I'm doing this episode so
that it can get out of mysystem, and hopefully, if you're feeling
this way, it'll get out ofyour system so you can move forward with
your life, living your best life, living your most authentic life, and
following your purpose and pursuing it withgreat passion and with great zeal and with

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an inspired intention to give it allthat you got. Why you're still here
as the spiritual being having a physicalexperience. As I was binge watching,
I saw so many different shows thatjust brought me a lot of inspiration,
and a lot of this inspiration camefrom some type of trauma that these people

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experienced. Profound purpose in the traumawhich is usually some type of loss,
some type of death. I waswatching a reenactment documentary of people from all
different age groups that have passed awayfrom the opioid crisis from one particular company.

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It was the Purdue company that createdthe drug oxycottin and the epidemic that
still exists present day. By theway, but when the epidemic of oxycotin
started and the number of people thatbecame addicted to that drug and wound up
dying from the addiction that they couldnot stop no matter how much they tried,

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it shows you even in those greatlosses, in those I would even
say millions, I would go asfar as saying millions of families till present
day that are still being affected bythe loss of their loved ones due to
this one fucked up pill that shouldnot even be for consumption anymore. But

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yet it still is right because thesepharmaceutical companies have so much money. And
unfortunately, when you have a lotof money in your corporation that is actually
identified as an entity, is alot you can get away with in this
really pathetic and bullshit so called justicesystem here in America, which I think

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is one of the most demonic institutionsof the Egyptian era and probably even from
ancient Samaria like this, this systemof judgment and what's called justice and now
in modern day the legal systems,it's a shit show. It is a
very very very evil system that hasruined countless lives. And this pharmaceutical company,

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Purdue, did that. They justand never accepted accountability too. When
they settled in these courts. Theypaid people off. They gave families money,
but there's no money that can amountto the loss of a soul where
the family can no longer embrace theirloved ones. There's no amount of money,

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matter how much money it is,but never accept the accountability. And
I'm watching this stuff and I'm justso inspired by the families and the parents
that are fighting the good fight tobring awareness so that other families don't have
to suffer the same tragedies and endurethe same tragedies that they went through and

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are still experiencing and are still tryingto heal from. And as one mother
said, having the loss of herson, she's never going to heal from
that. She copes with it.It's a whole that will never be filled
again. And I understand how thatfeels, because that's exactly how I feel
when my nephew committed suicide. There'sjust a hole there and it's never going

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to be filled again no matter what. All I could do is find peace
in the memory of what he servedwhile he was here, the impact while
he was here. And a lotof times people that commit suicide feel like
intelow pers. They don't feel welcomed, they don't feel like they fit in,

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they feel like they're interrupting because ofthe resistance from society, whether it
be through ignorance and all of theother sick low vibration stuff that happens within
certain groups and organizations when it comesto people, whether it be with homosexuality
or anything else. It's like,we live in a very toxic society.

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But even though we live in atoxic society, as the conscious interlopers,
we have to start realizing that wecreate change because the very change that happens
within ourselves we can create throughout theworld. That's why I love that saying
that if you want to change theworld, you first got to change yourself.

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And if you want to see theworld change, then you have to
become the change that you want tosee. In the world, and I
think conscious envelopers we serve that purposeand we are welcomed, well welcomed by
the very creator. And there arepeople now that are starting to realize that

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they're not alone, that they aretruly conscious. They're the conscious minority.
They're the ones truly pursuing truth.They're the ones that are truly understanding the
essence of humanity and are exploring andgaining understanding and doing their research and gaining
knowledge of self and of this experiencecalled life to make a difference for the

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better. They're making an impact.And no matter how much the negative forces
that are pushing or trying to destroyor distract or putting their best put forward,
to constantly have chaos so that therecan be confusion, and then they
can conquer through that chaos and confusion, order right order out of chaos.

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Things are changing. These conscious intelopers, like yourselves. I'm making a difference.
We're impacting and no matter how muchwe may get the ice grills and
the wicked eyes or the evil eyes, we're making a difference. Just understand
that some places are only meant foryou to be there for a season,

(42:22):
and some are meant to be forever. And lastly, I want to say
that there's a couple of things thatare going to be changing. I'm still
going to continue to do the Networkof Awareness, and as I said,
I was going to do three showsa week, it might be down to
one or two a week. I'mstill trying to figure things out, but

(42:43):
at least it'll definitely be one tothree. But I have some new projects
that I'm working on. I havesome new things coming that I'm not going
to spill the beans yet because iwant to formulate it and then everything's going
to be put together and then I'mjust gonna, you know, bring it
all out and it's not going tobe brought out here. These are separate,
different projects aside from Network of Awareness, but I'm definitely going to promote

(43:04):
it on this network, on thispodcast, and I know that many of
you that do follow me are gonnalove it. What's another thing I want
to leave you with before oh,another update, I want to give a
shout out to all the people thathave been downloading the show. Please download
the show. There's a lot ofchanges that have been made on these podcast
platforms, so it's very important todownload because it gives us a lot of

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support with our ad insertion and allthat, and definitely has been helping with
me. So please don't forget.Just don't listen to the show. Definitely
download it and support because it goesa long way, and leave your reviews.
The other thing was I want togive a shout out to South Korea
and Denmark. I didn't realize untilI was looking into my statistics this past

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month and even in January, andI was looking at statistics and I was
like, Wow, I'm highly rankedin these two countries. I'm in the
top one hundred I think. Ithink in South Korea I was ranked.
I think it was forty eighth inthe world, and in Denmark, I
think it was like fifty six orseventy five something like that. I don't

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remember. It's been a while,but I wanted to make sure I mention
that. So shout outs to thosecountries, but shout outs to everybody who's
supporting the network. Awareness that's beenaround. I know a lot of people
have left, because that's just theebb and flow of the podcast industry.
Just like social media, You're goingto have followers that stick around for a
while and leave, some stay around, and then you constantly have that those

(44:39):
newcomers, you know, those newpeople that just are finding out that you
exist. So for any of younewcomers that are coming on to the Network
of Awareness, welcome. Leave yourreviews on Apple, on Spotify, on
Podchaser, download the show. Youknow, if you have an idea or

(45:00):
a question, or have somebody youthink would be a great guess for our
show, hit me up r Aat Networkofawareness dot com and if you want
to subscribe to the website, it'sa Networkofawareness dot com. So I want
to thank you all for taking thetime if you listen to this to the
very end, I appreciate your listenership. I appreciate you taking the time out

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to embrace the nay and as always, just keep in mind that there's a
lot of truth coming out as faras why we're here and what we're really,
who we really are as a species, as the spiritual entities, the
star dust, the very light thatnever ends. It's all coming out and

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I'm enjoying every moment of it,and so should you, because in our
world, nothing ever goes wrong.Right. So that being said, don't
look for the light at the endof the tunnel. The light is within
you. The light up the tunnel, and find your way through all this
darkness, because our light is fargreater than the darkness that surrounds us,

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because we bring light to the darkness. And when you live in the present,
there's always an opportunity for a newbeginning. To keep allowing that force
of the Great Creator to work throughyou. Peace and blessings.