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The story you're about to hear wastold to me in the strictest of confidence.
Certain names, dates, and locationshave been changed to protect that confidence.
Events that feature in this story maybe part of the public record.
If you believe you recognize any ofthe people, places, or events that
appear in this story, ask younot to reveal any information publicly out of
respect for the subject's right to remainanonymous. My name is David Paul Nixon,
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and this is the New Ghost Storiespodcast where we delve into the New
Ghost Stories archive to hear new andclassic cases of the supernatural stories that could
be delusions, lies, fantasies,or perhaps even the real thing. Just
don't make your mind up until you'velistened. As we head into our final
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episodes, we reach one of themost problematic stories in the Yugos Stories canon,
and it's a story that's problematic forreasons that will quickly become apparent.
The first thing I need to mentionis the content the views express within the
story and the actions that follow.We've had subjects on the podcast before who
were unlikable, some even contemptible.I made it a policy of mine not
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to pass judgment or perhaps it wouldbe better to say to not allow my
judgment to affect how I investigate acase and construct the story. I think
it's important to allow different kinds ofvoices a chance to speak and to share
their experiences, regardless of their opinions, regardless of whether their actions are good
or bad. People are messy,our thoughts and feelings are complex. We
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do not all share the same views, experiences, and perspectives. Nevertheless,
I think it's important to say upfrontthat in this case, the subject holds
views that I know many of myaudience will find offensive and will object to.
They touch on subjects which are controversialand highly contentious in today's popular discourse.
I want to state that these opinionsare not my opinions. I do
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not condone them, and their appearanceon this podcast is not in any way
in endorsement of them, and incase it needs saying, I absolutely condemn
their actions. Beyond my commitment toallowing different voices to be heard on this
podcast. There is another reason thatI thought this story should be included in
the New Ghost Stories canon, andthat's because, like many of my cases,
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it has something to say about theworld we live in today. The
circumstances which drew today's subjects into theposition they find themselves in now are both
ordinary and ear extraordinary. Remove thosemore extraordinary elements, and the story that
remains will have parallels to the experiencesof many people, especially those of young
men. I also want to statethat, unlike with most of my other
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cases, I sought consent to tellthis story from one of the other people
who were involved. I think onceyou hear the story, you'll understand why
it was important for me to dothis. The other reason that this story
is problematic for the New Ghost Storiespodcast is the question I ask at the
beginning of every episode. Are thesestories delusions, lies, fantasies, or
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could they perhaps be the real thing? I have a feeling that most of
you will find that question easier toanswer this time around than it usually is.
Does that make this a full andproper case for the New Ghost Stories
podcast? I have generally applied therule that I take these stories seriously,
providing that the subject appears to honestlybelieve that they took place them. Elements
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of this story can be proven tohave happened, and in that sense,
it qualifies just as any other case. That I have made available to read
or to listen to. There's alsothe sense that this is a story about
a person who, by the endhas become a kind of ghosts, themselves
detached from the reality the rest ofus share and are now far beyond reach.
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Approach this one with caution. Thisis new ghost Stori's case number four
hundred and fifty one, and it'scalled Troll, and you can hear it
in full, uninterrupted after these messagesbefore we start, just a quick announcement.
I need a bit more time towork on the upcoming season finale,
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so your episode for next month willbe an early bonus episode, with normal
service resuming in June. And nowback to the story. You think you
know the world, but you don't. People like you and no offense to
you. You seem all right,but the end of the day, you're
one of them. You're on theother side people like you. You're all
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part of it, and it's rightin front of you and you can't see
it. I was like you,I know what it's like to know that
something's gone wrong with the world,and I know you think that too.
You cannot tell me honestly in yourheart that you think everything is right and
hunky dory. These days, youknow that things are a mess. You
know it, I know it.Something's gone wrong, But you've swallowed it.
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You've swallowed all the woke cultural Marxistsvictim controlled politics that's spouted by the
mainstream people like you. You're soworried about whether there's enough diversity over here
or gender neutral pronouns over there,that you can't see the truth. And
that's how they like it. Theyknow how to control the narrative, to
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pit one group of people against theother and make people like me seem like
we're the crazy ones, or theracists or the conspiracy theorists, because that's
the way to control people, tomake the truth sound crazy and get everyone
to march to the same tune whenthey can't see the forest for the trees.
There's no one thing that breaks youthrough to the other side to take
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the red pill. It's cracks right. I've seen people tweet about how Friends
is full of hate and transphobia,or rewriting Roll Dahald books so there are
no kids who are called fat orstupid, because all these generations of kids
who read these books, who lovethese books, were so traumatized by all
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the harmful content. Just fucking growup and don't be so easily offended.
If I was to say when thecracks started to become proper fractures, the
first things, multiple things actually happensat work. I have to be careful
because I don't want to out myself. I know this is supposed to be
confidential, and I know you won'ttell anyone who I am. There are
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people out there who have my name. It was a couple of years ago
now, but I know people stilltalk about it, and my old streams
still get views. But I haveto be careful about how I draw attention.
I was part of the mainstream media, so I know how these systems
work. And I'm going to tellyou I was a writer for a mainstream,
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unpopular culture platform. I won't nameit. You can do the research
if you really want to know.I was a journalist there. I used
to do articles and interviews, voiceoverfor videos. I was mostly in gaming,
but I did stuff for the movieand TV sections. I did lots
of reviews and some big events.I did comic on and EGX in London,
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even went to movie premieres. I'veinterviewed actual celebrities. I wasn't some
no one on the sidelines. Iwas there, I was present. I
was part of it all. Butall that stopped during the pandemic when the
government decid I everyone just had tostay at home, and we just all
bought it. You bought it,didn't you. The government says stay at
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home, and we all just comply. I get called crazy. How crazy
is it that the government says jumpand the whole fucking nation screams how high?
I hear all the time about howBoris is a liar? Well,
how about these lies? God tobelieve this is happening? Right, I've
seen it from the inside, howsocial conditioning takes hold of you and manipulates
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you and makes you feel like you'rethe villain, forces you to conform to
the ideas of extremists with a politicalagenda. Let me give you an example.
I was on an all hands call. Everyone in the whole company is
on this call, right, andthey're talking about new hires because the pandemic
means that everyone is at home andconsuming more media. Funny that, isn't
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it that there's this huge global problempromoted and perpetuated by the mainstream media and
who makes money out of lockdown.It's just interesting. That's all something to
go away and think about. Soyou've got these new hires and these new
teams, and this new leadership teamrunning the new podcasting and video development teams.
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And in the Q and A someoneasks, oh, these are all
white people. Where's the diversity.There's no people of color in these new
management roles. How can these peoplepossibly do their jobs properly? And the
chief exec, who's obviously not pickingevery new hire in the whole business personally,
and who's probably got better things todo than listen to all this bullshit,
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gives a reasonable, calm, saneexplanation that they picked from the applications
they got and pick the candidates whothey thought would do the job right.
Completely sane and reasonable response. Butyou can't say that, can you,
Because one person in the chat typeswell said Brian, pick the right person
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for the right job. Then oncome the sjw's. On comes the hysterical
libtards calling this guy a racist,a bigot, saying he's being offensive and
for what, saying that you haveto give jobs to people with the right
experience must be a member of theKLU Klux Klan. Right, better get
this guy canceled right away. Ididn't know this guy. He didn't work
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in any of my teams, butI don't recall seeing him in any other
online meetings after that. Mission accomplished, canceled, disappeared, gone. This
isn't one isolated case. Say thewrong thing and it's like you're literally hurting
someone, hitting them in the face. No one can even take a fucking
joke anymore. I used to havethese mates I played Call of Duty with
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online right. I had this friendMarco used to have the handle Maximus.
We used to game on his server. I even met this guy a few
times. He was a good bloke, a really decent, down to earth,
But sometimes we'd have new people onthe server and they'd take offence at
some joke or comment or whatever.We're guys, right, Our sense of
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humor is different. We joke aboutdifferent kinds of things, and if you
can't handle it, then don't gamewith us. Do it somewhere else.
It's just banter. It can't actuallyharm you. Words are not sticks and
stones. They cannot hurt you.Do you remember how we were literally taught
that at school. Someone recorded aschatting while we were playing modern warfare,
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and look right out of context,it doesn't sound very nice joking about raping
refugees. I get it, allright, It's not funny on its own,
but we are playing a three hourcampaign. You can easily just take
out two minutes of audio and postit to make us look as bad as
possible. No one was hurt,right, No one was actually telling anyone
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to go out and rape someone.But words are violence now, so saying
it is basically the same as doingit. Right, So this video goes
around online. There's a thing likefor a few days where there's videos and
blogs being written about it, andit plays into this whole bullshit Gamergate narrative,
which is always stupid and ridiculous anyway. But there are reddits where people
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are trying to figure out who weare and out the players. I was
fucking lucky. I'm only on thatclip laughing. I didn't use that username
anywhere else, But I know otherpeople who are found out. Maximus went
offline, his server went down,and he's completely dead, unreachable. Some
of those people just went away andhave never seen or heard of them.
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Since that's just what you need,right, you stuck at home. You
can't go out, and you can'teven chill with your friends in the evening.
No wonder Effie wanted to move inwith me. You forget what it's
like to be around people, tofeel like you're not the only person left
in the world. We hadn't evenbeen going out for that long before the
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pandemic, but we had to doit just for our sanity. All this
holier than thou virtue signaling bullshit wason steroids during the pandemic was all over
the company, and it was infectingall the content we were putting out.
The amount of article pitches I wasgetting about how this game was problematic and
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that this thing hits different today.I didn't know that when I was playing
Streets of Rage its depiction of innercity violence was a racist dog whistle,
or how Miss Pacman reinforced the patriarchy. But these are literally the pieces of
content that we were putting out thereevery single day. Everyone was going fucking
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nuts during the pandemic plandemic, andthat was just what they wanted. It
was a test to see how compliantpeople would be and how much weaker they
would need to make us to keepus compliant. I was so sick of
all this crap. One day Ijust snapped. I thought, enough is
enough. You can only put someoneso far before they turn and fight back.
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There was this one conversation on teamswhich was just fucking disgusting. It
was Julia, who used to doon the spot stuff with me at events,
but was now a producer for thepodcasting division, and at some point
she caught the woke mind virus realbad. You have to write to get
ahead in the mainstream. She'd hadsome sort of fight with one of the
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audio guys, and she starts mouthingoff in the chat about white man'splaining,
because you can't tell a woman she'swrong unless you're a queer or a minority.
Used to do work with Julia alot, and I can tell you
she is no genius, not greatto collaborate with. Over time, she's
just got more and more hysterical andpolitical, and boy does she love to
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get offended. Used to pick fightsonline all the time. There's no pylon.
She didn't enjoy, no chance toshow how progressive and regressive she is.
So I thought, you know what, it's time you got to feel
what it's like Julia, you're sosanctimonious and righteous, calling people out all
the time, accusing them of persecutingothers, even though that's what you love
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doing. You love to persecute people, So it's time you had a taste
of your own medicine. I tooka screenshot of that chat where she's shaming
and slamming men, and I'd stuckit online. I made myself a new
Twitter handle and I tagged a wholebunch of her past victims. Loads of
people have had her and her followerscome after them. Now they had a
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chance to turn the tables and pileon her. She got so much hate
and Julia more on that she iswalked right into the trap. She doubled
down and threw around all these accusationsof white male rage and played the victim
card. She made it all worsefor herself. It's not long before he
gets seen by the company's main account. They've been banging the drum for diversity
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and standing in solidarity with Black LivesMatter and all that, and here are
their employees discriminating against white men.It was one of those moments when the
hypocrisy of the mainstream media was rightthere out in the open for everyone to
see. Couldn't believe how much tractionit was getting. The company had to
put out a statement. Julia ismade to say sorry. I heard it
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through the grapevine. She was toldto apologize or resign. I loved it,
every moment of it. I toldEffie all about it. We were
talking about it on our way outgoing to the chippy. Told her about
how Julia completely brought it all onherself. But Efie, Effie feels sorry
for her. She said she couldn'tbelieve I'd talk that way about someone I
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used to be friends with. AndI'm like, look, she's a hypocrite.
If you're going to say it's wrongto treat one group, you can't
start doing it to men, canyou. Effie tried to make all these
excuses for her, the whole You'renot a woman, so you can't know
what it's like. Think the workplace. It's basically set up for women now,
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so why can't they stand up forthemselves. If you actually want equality,
you can't go around expecting special treatment. I felt sorry for Effie.
She was so unhappy they'd screwed Weatherhead. You know, this made her afraid
to speak her mind and be herself, just to check her thoughts all day,
to make sure she never voices anunacceptable opinion in front of any of
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her friends. She knew what Iwas saying was right. It's obvious,
but they've got people are pressing themselves. You got to hand it to them.
Never underestimate how powerful social conditioning canbe when it comes to denying of
basic human nature. I was stilllearning all this then getting slowly to know
the truth, but I had noidea how deep it went. I knew
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they had power, the elite,the globalists. I knew they had money,
and all these politicians on their payroll, and all the banks, and
all of Hollywood and all but oneof the social media companies. Even with
all that, I still didn't realizejust how demonic, just how evil they
really are. Because after we queuedup for our food, all masked up
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and obedient, and we're on ourway home, that was the first time
that I felt it, the presence, the strange thing just lurking behind me.
The feeling I just can't shake.You know, when there's someone who's
behind you wanting you to move sothey can get by. I kept looking
over my shoulder behind me to seewho it was let them get past,
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but there was no one there.Just like this feeling someone was there,
I could not shake it. Itstarted to make me feel uncomfortable because it
was with me the whole way back. It never went away, like there
was someone there just in the cornerof my eye, but I could never
see them. I remember Effie askingme what was wrong. I didn't say
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anything because I didn't understand what washappening. I would never have guessed then
just what these sick people were capableof. It was good to cut earlier
down to size, to not haveher carrying on all the time, but
it didn't help me out much.Right, they've been setting me up to
fail. But all this growth andall these platforms and podcasts and shows,
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I wasn't getting any exposure reallyas scheduleswere all over the place at the beginning
of the pandemic. But stuff wascoming out again, but I wasn't getting
to do any interviews with anyone.I wasn't being invited onto any of the
old podcasts and shows or being askedto participate in any of the new ones.
The company was putting out more contentthan ever before, and I was
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completely sidelined. Before the pandemic,I was a regular presence on the Gaming
Channel. I was invited on todo discussions on new releases and news podcasts.
Since Lockdown, no one wanted toput me in front of a mic.
I spoke to my line manager andhe says, it's all to do
with the reorg. They're putting togethernew teams and trying things out with new
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paid contributors who already have profile.If I wanted to get more involved,
I should come up with some newpitches that can be tied in with the
new shows and be picked up asnews items or comment pieces. It would
have been nice to come up withnew pitches. Sure, I'd have loved
to have done that, but wewere being pressured to put out more pieces
than ever before, to target keywordsand trends and hit new targets for clicks.
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I was stuck in more and morestrategy meetings, crawling over data and
the topics we were supposed to bewriting about. How many fucking top tens
do you need? I knew whatthe real problem was. I was a
straight white guy all these new shows, and they were totally upfront about this
was there to showcase their deity,which means if you don't fit the quota
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for one of their special protected groups, then you can forget it. I
was in the wrong category, soit didn't matter about all the work I'd
done to make the company money andgrow its audience. Amazing how it's actually
okay to discriminate as long as it'sagainst the right people. My line manager
said I should try to increase myprofile, maybe spend a bit more time
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on social media, or get moreinto twitch streaming. Well, I had
a pretty good idea about how Icould raise my profile. I was getting
more into the online intellectual discourse,and particularly podcasts and channels in the heterodox
sphere, places where people can dareto question the mainstream narrative and have proper
discussions without everyone getting offended. Theywere doing a live stream on the Outlaw
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Thinking YouTube channel, and I'm listeningand the whole thing about Julia comes up
from one of the people calling in. Turns out the guys have seen it,
and they just keep dunking on Juliaa fucking life it. I thought
I should be taking credit for this, so I check Effie is busy,
and I join the live stream andget in the call queue. I put
a distortion filter over my audio todisguise my voice. I still needed that
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job even if it was swarming withMarxists and libtards. When I get on
and reveal to the hosts that I'mthe guy who took down Julia, They're
totally blown away. I get hugeprops for standing up to the woke mob,
but taking one of them down.They say I'm a rare example of
integrity and a world that's going backwards. We have a really great, good
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faith conversation about how there needs tobe more people like me exposing this shit
from the inside, and that getsme thinking there's more of us than there
are of them. Right, there'sgoing to be thousands of people out there
like me, cut off, strandedand afraid to speak out because they're getting
canceled. If we could just getthose people together, we could take the
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fight to the mainstream, even becomethe mainstream. So when they ask me
about what my Twitter handle is andwhere people can find out more, I
just make one up. I sayI'm launching a channel and a Twitter and
say I'm calling it the Woke Whistleblowers. If anyone else has any stories they
want to spread. Anyone who needstaking down, they should DM me.
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They say, amen, brother,what we need is a wiki leaks for
the anti woke. That's when itall starts to come together. I get
to work, and over the nextfew days, I set up a substack,
a subreddit, discord, start buildingthe buzz for it on four Chan.
The support I got for it wasjust mind blowing. There's so many
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people out there who can see what'sgoing on but can't talk about it because
their freedom of speech is being takenaway. All they needed was someone like
me to come along to unite themand pull them together. Effie was saying
it was the first time she'd seeme so focused and motivated. I had
to tell her that I'd signed anNDA and wasn't allowed to talk about what
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I was working on. I didn'tknow what to do about Fie. She
was so mixed up, being pressuredinto being something she's not. I'm not
saying Efie shouldn't work, but there'sa reason why women are becoming so angry
and feeling so unfulfilled. That's notmy opinion, that's the science. That's
the way we've organized society for thousandsof years, we've pushed more women into
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a place where they don't know whatto be anymore, and it's all to
make us weaker. There's a reasonwhy they're coming at us with a pandemic
and a vaccine. It's to depopulateus so they can take over and take
away our rights. We are reapingthe rewards for turning our backs on our
Western values. Unless we do somethingabout it, there is no way back.
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Even with the new website and thestories that were coming through the group,
it was pretty small scale stuff.Anyone can come online and blow off
steam and talk about how they've beencucked by the libs. But I needed
stories we could weaponize against them.We had a really good thread about diversity
training horror stories that got a lotof traction, thousands of retweets. Then
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we had people posting secret company diversitypolicies. All these anti woke newspapers making
a show of being anti establishment,but they have all the same liberal bullshit
going on behind the scenes. ButI wanted to aim big, do something
to really get us on the radar. So I turned back to my old
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nemesis. Julia. Despite all theblowback, had suffered almost no consequences whatsoever.
A new podcast, Girls Who Game, was announced, and she was
listed as the producer, although inthe announcement she was only mentioned just in
the credits at the bottom, likethey were embarrassed to admit she was part
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of it. I knew this wasgoing to be a full on anti mail,
anti white, anti freedom hate fest. But they'd have their guards up
after what had happened before, butthey'd slip up. I knew these people
they cannot help themselves. Took awhile, but I figured out a clever
way to go undercover and access allof their conversations. I pretended to be
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an intern Stacy. She'd done therounds just before the pandemic, spent time
with a whole bunch of teams.I'd been her manager for a while,
and I knew it had never evokedher ID in password, So I contacted
the help desk, pretending to beher manager still and got them to reset
her password and email me the linktoffward to her and boom. I had
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a second company account and a secretidentity. I wrote a nice sweet message
to one of the girls on theteam to reintroduce myself and volunteer my services
and I was in. They couldn'twait to get sweet Stacy on board to
do all kinds of donkey work.I knew this was a big risk,
right, going under cover doing anexpose, but that's what good proper journalists
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do. I could get caught,but if I had to sacrifice my job,
then so be it. I wasgoing to go down Swinging my job
was a small sacrifice to make inthis war. I could also start getting
money through my Patreon if the WokeWhistleblower channel started to take off. I
was effectively doing two jobs while theStacey account was active. But all the
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while I was collecting evidence, thelittle comments here and there, lots of
evidence that they were prejudicing certain identitiesover others. There wasn't enough. Though
I'd already been back on the outlawThinking Channel talking up the next wokee whistleblower
expose. I made it clear Iwas taking things to the next level,
so I needed to deliver well.I was talking to them. I felt
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that presence again couldn't give the guysto much information, right, I still
needed to keep it secret from mywork, but I was being distracted by
this. I don't know how todescribe it, eyes over my shoulder,
someone in the room with me,even though there wasn't anyone in the room
with me. It made me alittle slow answering some of the questions,
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but I kept it together, andas soon as the interview was over,
I took off my headset and Isaid, who's there? I didn't whisper
it for a moment. I wassure something was there, but I wasn't
going to let it think I wasafraid. I stared it down. Sounds
insane, I know, but Istood up from my chair, cast my
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eyes across the room, looked acrossthe room, and stood ready for whatever
it was to come at me.But then the feeling seemed to just go
away. I knew it was justme in the room again. You know
how people think that conspiracy theorists arecrazy. What you don't understand is that
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it's the conspiracies that drive you crazy, because once you know how deep it
goes, how powerful and dangerous andfucked up they are, there are no
limits. They used to look downon them, the anti vaxxas, the
flat earthers, nine to eleven Truthers, and the Qanons, But once you
realize the power the enemy has toshape the world, to bend people into
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believing their reality, anything is possible. Do I think the earth is flat?
No? Do I think that theyhave the power and influence to make
people believe that it was round whenit was really flat? You fucking bet
I. Do they have that muchpower, They have that influence, they
have that reach. They convinced thewhole world to stay at home because of
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a virus that killed almost no onewith almost no pushback. I bet you
call yourself a skeptic. Everyone thinksthey're a skeptic. You've got to be
an inquisitor, question everything because truthhas been so tainted, so distorted.
When lies borrow their way into ourculture, our history, our politics,
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into our minds, then truth youhave to search for it, search hard
for it, and you never knowwhere that search is going to take you.
You've got to be open to thefact that every single thing you know
is false. That is how deepthe corruption goes. I felt that presence
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again that night, not as strongas before. It had retreated, but
I could still feel it, notas close, but like peering in from
behind the door from the hall.Effie could tell something was bothering me.
After a while, I had toask, do you feel something? She
didn't know what I meant, andI didn't know what to tell her.
I just had to say that Ifelt a bad atmosphere. She implied it
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was all me that I'd been somoody. We the things I could have
said about her moping around the placedoing fuck all all day. Despite them
picking their guests on their diversity,they weren't giving me much to work with.
I'd dropped little things into conversations thatwere coarse controversy show them, like
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how one of their guests had beenbullying people online who didn't agree with them,
and then watch them brush it offand make excuses for it. That
made some good material, but Iknew I had to do something more,
so I started to tweet it Julia, using the Woke Whistleblower Twitter account.
I reminded the Internet that she'd sufferedno consequences whatsoever for her previous actions,
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and now with the new show,she was being rewarded for her arrogance.
She didn't respond on Twitter, butI knew it was eating her up,
especially as my followers joined the Pylonand demanded she be fired. The girls
didn't know it, but I'd beenrecording all our teams meetings. I pretended
I was having IT issues, soI never actually went on Mike during them.
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That morning, in the Daily standup, they were already talking about
it when I joined. I didn'thave to stoke anything. I just listened.
Julie was going off about how allmen were in cells, stuck in
their mum's basements, and how theywere just going after her because she was
a woman. What she said afterthat, I never thought she'd go so
far, but it just goes toshow you how much these libtards are.
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The ones who are actually fucking theones were so full of hate. Her
exact words were, God, Iwish I could just go ahead and commit
genocide on anyone with a Y chromosome. Can we please have only lesbian babies
from now on? That is prettymuch what she said, A Holocaust joke
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about men. I knew this wasgold right, so I started pulling it
together, bringing all the different bitsof evidence to tell the story of their
hate filled race, each an antimail agenda with the audio clip as the
climax. I teased it online onTwitter. I mean x or is Twitter?
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Then right scheduled a new interview withthe Outlaw Thinking guys reached out to
some other podcasts and YouTubers. Mymost genius move was to wait until the
day before Girls Who Game had itsofficial podcast launch. To this day,
that podcast has never been released orlistened to by anyone. The reaction was
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explosive. The takes came in thickand fast, and the backlash was huge.
Even the mainstream media had to coverit because it blew up so massive
online. My story was fucking trending. How's that for raising my profile?
Everyone on that call the day thattheir podcast was due to launch were suspended.
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Subscriptions to my substat went through theroof, so did donations to my
Patreon. I was raking it inby the time I was on the Outlaw
Thinking stream In the evening, thecompany had put out a statement and I
was able to give them the insidescoop on the team's suspensions. I speculated
Julia would have to be fired,and the acts fell the day after.
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She should have known better than tofuck with me. I got invited on
like fifty other shows to talk abouthow the whole thing went down, and
my subscriber number would explode every timeand so did new leads to the Woke
whistleblower channel. This was citizen journalismat its finest. I promised that I
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wasn't going to stop, that thiswas just the beginning. I gave a
rallying cry to a repressed generation.I called to arms to everyone suppressed by
the woke agenda. Thousands of thousandsof people listened to my streams conversations.
This was a game changing achievement,just the first step in the fight back.
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But on one of those calls,I got too excited, and Efie
heard me, or at least heardsome of what I was saying. When
I came into the living room afterI could see that she was upset.
I never actually admitted to leaking theinformation I should have, but she still
had the power to shame me then, because you know, I didn't feel
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guilty about it, and I didn'tcare that they were my friends once because
this was so much bigger than me, and what friends were they to me?
Anyway? Fuck them? What didthey care about me? They shut
me out. I had to haveit out with her, lay it all
on the line, trying to makeher see sense, and I shot down
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all her points right destroyed them oneby one, all the talking points about
diversity, all the anti science crapabout sex and gender. But I couldn't
break through. She was too welltrained. She was a lost cause.
I know she's not stupid. Iknow if she could just think rationally about
it, look at the data,she'd understand. Why am I the one
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who's full of hate? When itwas they who were saying men should all
be killed? They brought it onthemselves. They were happy to expose and
go after men, make them lookas bad as possible. All I was
doing was address in the balance,exposing them for who they are. She
kept turning it around at me,though, attacking me for who I am
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in a way that I would neverever get away with if I were doing
it to them. She tried totell me I was like two different people,
and that I had this other sideto me she didn't like, and
that I was in a dark place. I think that was sort of true.
I was in a dark place.I had changed, but only because
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I could see now my eyes werewide open. I tried to tell her
this whole lockdown was a heap ofshit. She said, I never went
out anyway, Well, why wouldI when the world is full of zombies
like her. She just couldn't doit. She couldn't question anything. She
swallowed it all. I was soangry I had to leave the room.
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I went back to my office,where I had a punching bag, and
I gave it some blows to tryand cool down. I didn't ask her
to move in she wanted it.I didn't need her. I didn't need
saving. I felt its presence again. I knew it was there, listening
in, spying on me. Ifelt it hovering through the air, coming
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down the hall. It made aringing in my ears, growing in intensity.
I was under attack and it wascoming right for me. I picked
up the lamp from my desk,and as it was pushing its way through
the door, I hit it acrossthe head. I don't know what I
was expecting. I just react tothe threat. When the lamp went whack
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against something, a solid something,I was shocked, surprised. I dropped
the lamp on the floor froze onthe spot. I didn't know what was
going on, what I was expectingto see. When I went out the
room and into the hall, somekind of shapeless creature was lying there.
On the floor, one hand onthe side of its head. Human shaped,
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but weirdly shapeless. No matter howhard I looked at it, I
couldn't make out what it was.I couldn't make out a face. I
couldn't see it. I could seeit, but I couldn't see it straight.
It tried to get up, andI started to panic. I picked
the lamp back up and I brainedit again. Brained it twice until it
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was incapacitated. What was I goingto do? They'd fucking sent someone something
after me. I had to thinkfast. I dragged it into the basement,
pushed it down the stairs, andslammed the door. But there was
no lock on the door. Ihad to restrain it. What should I
do? I ran downstairs with alength of extension cord. It was lying
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in a heap at the bottom ofthe stairs, out cold. I jumped
over it and dragged it to apillar or I started to tie it to
a beam with the cable. Iran back upstairs. It didn't seem to
be fully conscious yet, so Ithought I'd better gag it. I fetched
a rag from the kitchen. Itmade this little squeal as I tied it
around the back of the neck.I ran back upstairs, closed the door,
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and sat in front of it.I did not know what the fuck
was happening, but I should have. Right, they had to come at
me with something. There was goingto be some kind of attempt to get
me canceled Shadow Band from everything.This was something else. Though. I'm
not going to pretend I wasn't scared. I'm not going to pretend that them
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sending some kind of entity at mewasn't fucking terrifying. That was the first
time I really had to into theabyss and realized that this whole thing was
darker and more satanic than anything I'dever imagined. What was down there?
What had they sent after me?After a few minutes, I started to
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feel something else because this wouldn't havehappened if I hadn't drawn blood, Right,
if I hadn't landed a blow,they wouldn't have singled me out and
targeted me. I wasn't gonna letit know that I was scared, right.
I banged on the door and Itold it I got you. I'm
not afraid of you. You're notgoing to stop me. You can't stop
me. I didn't know how ithad got in. Maybe it had slipped
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in through the door when we werecoming back from shopping or when we were
out, although I'd feltered in theflat before, it might have materialized slowly
sent through the five G No,No, don't you fucking laugh at me.
That's another good reason to lock peopleup indoors, isn't it. So
it could start to put up thesemasts an extend your control further. Well,
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we're all trapped inside. Distracted,I put out some tweets and messages
saying I was doing a live streamin half an hour. Normally I do
things off the cuff, but thistime I thought it was important to get
what I was thinking down straight.This was a crucial moment, something I'd
want to look back on that peoplewere gonna remember. I have the speech
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here, the notes I wrote thatnight. I can read them to you
while I read out one hundreds thousandsof listeners. Here it is. I
just want you to know that somethingwent down tonight, that the elite came
for me in my own home.They tried to neutralize me because they saw
me as a threat, but theyfailed. They did not should not take
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me down. So I want youto know all of you that I'm fine
and I am down for this fightmore than ever. I am ready for
this fight. If you're listening now, you agents, the global elite,
you nice little liberals with your nicelittle woke values, I am not done
and I am not gonna stop.You try to make us weak, you
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try to break us up, youtry to cut us off, keep us
locked in our little homes. Butwe are not going to fall for it.
We are going to rise up.We're going to rise up and take
back our towns and our cities andour countries. We're going to expose your
lies and hypocrisies and your crimes.I am taking this stand, and I
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am sending this message out there toeveryone else who's had enough of being controlled
and lied to. Together, weare strong. Together, we can fight
back against the tyranny and this newworld order. So keep sending in your
stories, keep exposing their corruption andtheir tyranny, and make sure you like
and subscribe to my channel and hitup my patreon. We can win this
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fight, but only if we standtogether as one and bring the fight to
them. Yeah. I mean it'snot what Churchill would have probably said,
but you've got to start somewhere.I could hear it mumbling in the basement.
Trying to get my tension. Iwent over and knocked on the basement
door. You hear that, Youhear what I said. I'm not afraid
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of you. None of us areafraid of you. You just made us
all stronger. You just made itso more people are going to unite and
take the fight to you. Nowthat they were coming after me, I
had to take precautions. I orderedextra locks and bolts for the front door,
for the windows, and for thebasement. I ordered rolls and rolls
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of tinfoil for the windows to blockall their signals from entering the flat.
I ordered them with prime so Icould start right away. It got pretty
dark in the flat after that,but that's how it was going to be
from then on. Working in theshadows, I spent a lot of that
weekend messaging people. I got somuch support and praise for the stand I
was taking. It was so uplifting, so affirming. I wasn't going to
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be resting on my laurels. Withmy followers on the Woke Whistleblower discord,
I started going through new store worries, new investigations. We were one of
the first groups to ring the alarmbells about pride clothing in kids stores,
grooming, and in doctrinating children intotheir trans ideology. We were there talking
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about the whole fifteen minute City scandallocked down phase two before anyone else.
The whole movement just got stronger andstronger. I started to put together a
team, a new group of writersand researchers who I could trust to spread
the truth and lead the fight backthan all the while, I taunted it.
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I mocked it, telling it thatI was making sure that no one
else was going to get in nowand save it, that it was on
its own and there was nothing itcould do. It was my prisoner,
and now it was going to feelwhat it was like to be hopeless and
alone. The whole project was goingfull throttle, but I couldn't shape this
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feeling that there was something else,What's going on right, Something I wasn't
seeing. I was obviously getting allthis online hate, people trolling me,
throwing down, accusing me for justbeing in it for the clicks or the
usual shit. Some were mocking mefor my big speech, ship posters saying
I'd made it up. Blah blah, blah. They were saying, who's
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this guy who'd come after him?He just posted some shit about a podcast.
Fuck those people, right, Butyou know what, some of it
did stick a little. The exposea was a big fucking deal, and
it did make real waves. Butcompared to like what some people do,
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why was the blowback so extreme?Why come at me like this? There's
all kinds of ways you can cancelsomeone. They could have taken my job,
destroyed my life, hacked my PCand filled it with kiddie pawn.
Why had they sent this thing afterme? It was a lot quieter after
being down there for a few days. It was starting to smell though.
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It reeked near the basement doorway.I tried to interrogate it, but it
wouldn't say anything. Perhaps he didn'tknow anything. It didn't sound very smart.
I had to let it have somewater. All it seemed to know
was how to beg Well, therewas going to have to be a bit
of give and take before I wasgoing to start hanging out privileges to my
prisoner. I could have killed it. I didn't have to keep it alive.
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They were sending so much firepower atme, and so quickly there had
to be something going on that Iwasn't seeing. I couldn't have just drawn
blood. I had to really struckclose to the vital organs, done something
that threatened the globalists so much thatthey had to try and stamp me out
fast. Then there was an announcementat work. Then it all fell into
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place, the fucking vaccine. Therehad already been questions and discussions about the
VACS on my streams, and lotsof talk about how it was being rushed
into use and why so much effortwas being put into suppressing real treatments like
ivermectin and hydroxychloroquin. By that point, it was already proven that the Chinese
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had leaked it. COVID was aprototype bioweapon accidentally leaked during the experimental stage.
It was clear that the World HealthOrganization and the global New World Order
were working with the Chinese to suppressthe truth and getting the social media companies
to block the platform and shadow bananyone who dared point the finger at the
real villains. But what did thathave to do with me? Well,
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because the government needs useful idiots topromote and distribute its poison, turncoats and
quizzlings to turn on the rest ofus. My company was going to be
working with the government to spread vaccinelies, to ironically fight disinformation online,
to work with doctors, scientists,all the usual shills and puppets, and
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make a whole bunch of content tosupport the profits of Big Farmer. I
couldn't let this happen. I couldn'tstand by while these fucking animals did this.
I still hadn't been rumbled. Afterthe last week, I'd been able
to claim I'd been duped as muchas the girls were. I said I'd
believed it was the real stacy whenI'd reset a password for her. This
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time, the only choice I hadwas to straight up beg to be involved
in the pro vax project. Itold my line manager that my brother,
who's never on social media, wasanti vax, so this had very personal
stakes for me. Could I workon the project, contribute to the scripts,
maybe even be on set when theydid interviews? Fucking liberals love a
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bleeding heart story. I was putin charge of the online content part of
things, but I just kept askingfor more. I sat in all the
me taking notes and taking down allthe names so we got them every time
they tried to drive the narrative andtwist the facts. We started doing background
checks and all the so called doctorsand experts started to put together profiles these
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fucking corporate shills bought and paid for, pretending to be independent while spreading false
information and suppressing the real evidence aboutside effects and the power of natural immunity.
Seriously, I had to stop myselffrom gagging as the first set of
Bruce came in for the pro vaxarticles. It made me sick to my
stomach. Tried to find excuses todelay move things back in the schedule,
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but they were moving fast, gettingtheir master plan into action. People were
already getting booked in for the JAB. Websites were crashing with a demand fucking
lambs to the slaughter. Whatever itwas they were trying to do alter our
DNA inject us with Microsoft microchips.I didn't know for sure. All I
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knew was that this was a worldwidecrisis and no one was doing anything to
stop it. I went to thebasement and I asked, what's their plan?
Why are they doing this? Whatkind of sick people are they to
do this to people? Men,women and children. Nazi level Mangla type.
Shit fucking thing didn't know anything,kept as ignorant and brain dead as
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the rest. I bought it achain so it could move around and use
its bucket. I'd take it downa bit of water and left over food
every day for it too. Isort of felt sorry for it. It
was just as brainwashed as the restof the Sheeple could feel the pressure building.
Things felt different this time. AsI built my dossier of evidence,
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I started feeling that I was beingwatched again. I started to get these
phone calls from strange numbers. Ididn't know there would be unexpected people knocking
at the door. When I lookedout the windows, I could see people
staring up at the flat. Thething in the basement wouldn't tell me what
to expect or what was going on. I felt like beating it, towatering
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it for information. But I wasnever going to stoop as low as they
would. I wasn't going to becomelike one of them. I kept angling
to do more on the vaccine indoctrination project. Everything I could learn now
might help the cause. I didn'tknow how much time I had left.
They didn't have to play nice.They didn't have to play by anyone's rules.
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They could literally come crashing through thedoor at any time to take me
out. Then something unexpected happened tomine quotes for the articles. I'd made
sure I was given access to allthe raw and edited video files. They
gave me all these disgusting examples ofthese experts coaching the interviewers, telling them
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what to ask, how to editwhat they were saying. I was busy
clipping out examples, and I gotsenter message from my line manager. One
of the presenters had caught COVID ironically, and they had an interview booked in
with a pro vax researcher. Iused to do interviews, and I'd shown
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so much expertise and enthusiasm for theproject. Would I liked to do the
interview instead? I remember feeling myheartbeat race when he said the words.
I knew this was the decisive moment, my chance to look the enemy straight
in the eye and put them onthe spot. Of course, I said,
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yes, played it cool, butI knew this was monumental might make
it or break it moment. WasI ready? There'd be no going back
after this, I'd be done withmy job. I had money coming in
from my Patreon, and I knewthat money would go up after this sting.
And there's like this amazing community outthere, and I knew they'd support
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me. Would that be enough?I still got to eat right end of
the day, I'd been handed anincredible opportunity to expose them, and I
had to take it. I hadto step up my guys in the whistleblower
discord. I told them about theinterview and we started to gaming out.
I was going to play nice,bluw them in first. If I came
in hard with accusations, they droppedthe call. We had to start gently,
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asked some of the common vaccine skepticquestions and gradually tighten the screws.
We did run throughs. Some ofthe guys were into online debate, and
they scored me about how to askthe right questions, really corner and expose
their ideas with watch videos of thisperson doing other interviews and videos totally took
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them apart. Saw how she spunthe data and worked out traps I could
set her. I rehearsed it fordays, really got into it. I
made no secret about what I wasdoing and told my friend in the basement.
I went down there the night beforethe interview to make sure it knew
exactly what I was doing and thatit had lost. I said that if
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it confessed, I consider letting itgo. I could live stream it and
ask questions, get other people tosubmit questions. It'd be a huge event,
and then I'd let it free.Stupid idiot just sat there, crying,
begging me, telling me that Iwas the one out of my mind.
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Fine, I said to it,you can stay down here, and
rot could barely sleep the night before. I wasn't sure what was going to
happen after this, what the falloutwould be. Things were never going to
be the same again. I wasready for it. Sat in front of
my laptop. I tested the meetinglink, tested my mic, had my
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notes in front of me, donemy vocal exercises, had my list of
questions and notes. I was watchingthe clock tick down to eleven a,
running questions and answers through my head, constantly preparing for every eventuality. It's
five minutes before the whole thing isabout to begin, and it starts making
a racket. There's loud, bangingsounds coming from the basement. It sounds
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like it's beating its bucket against thewalls. Four minutes to eleven. It's
too loud. There's no way itwouldn't get picked off on the mic.
I went into the hall, smackedon the door, shouted, you better
stop that right now, or I'mgonna fucking let you have it. I'm
gonna beat you with an inch ofyour life. Then it starts screaming it's
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got its fucking gag off. Irun and get the keys, fetch my
taser. Tell it I'm coming ondown. I unlock the door, walk
onto the first step and I feelsomething under my toes. Her chain is
underneath my right foot. I hearit scream. It pulls the chain and
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trips me over. It happens soquick, I just go down the stairs
head first. I managed to escape, smacking the head on the concrete floor,
but I was properly banged up fromthe fall. I try to jump
up off the floor, but I'mdazed and I'm in shock, and that
fucking bitch comes over and kicks mewhen I'm down, puts the boot into
my stomach repeatedly, to the pointwhere I'm sick all over the floor.
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I'm only able to get onto allfours. By the time I hear her
unlocking the front door, it musthave pocketed my keys while I was down.
I was able to get up afew steps, but it was too
late. It's already out of thehouse and I'm fucking done. I get
back upstairs, push the front doorclosed. I wonder how much time I've
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got Now, how long before itlies to some cops and my door is
being kicked in? It's eleven,oh two am? Do I still have
time for it? Can I godown swinging? If I do the interview,
They're gonna know something's wrong because Ilook like a fucking disaster. Maybe
I can keep my camera off.Perhaps I can record and save directly to
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my cloud drive so one of theguys can pick it up later after they've
come to drag me away. Isat in front of my laptop. I
logged back in again. There's twomiss calls, but they're both from my
line manager. I check my emails. The meeting's been canceled, no reason
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given. Then I hear a notificationon my phone. Someone's messaged me on
Telegram. It's a handle I've neverseen before, not one of my contacts,
but they knew me. The messagesaid, I know it was you.
It took me a bit of timeto figure out who it was pretending
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to be Stacy. But I spottedsomething everyone else missed. It's just something
about the way you talk. Right. Kiss, kiss kid, Julia.
I've been rumbled too early, missedmy fucking chance. Someone was calling me.
It was my line manager again.He must have found out everything.
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I slammed my laptop shut tried tocatch my breath. I knew this might
happen. I didn't think it wasgoing to happen now so soon. But
I had prepared for this. Iknew this day was coming. My suitcases
were already packed. I had thousandsof pounds in notes were drawn from the
bank day after day for the pastfortnight. I had my route planned out.
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Get out of the city, awayfrom CCTV, then go to ground.
There's one good thing about knowing whoyour enemies are, and that's finding
out who your friends are. There'smore people like me out there than you
think, people who have been gatheringtogether for years, decades, creating a
movement underground. If they can hidein plain sight, so can I.
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I move around a lot these daysand don't stay in one place. But
I still keep working. I stillhave my followers and my team, and
we're still working every day against theglobalist agenda. Cracks everywhere for people to
see. They're in the lies theyspew, in the news, in the
newspapers. They're in the hospitals andthe morgues, bodies piling high because of
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the vaccine. They're in the diversityhires, the fake WOTE controversies, on
the digital passports, and the climatelies. It'll take time. This fight
is about good versus evil. It'lltake generations, but it's growing and growing
and growing all the time. Wedon't have to hide in the dark anymore.
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We're coming for them, and we'recoming out in the open. We're
going to get there. Nuremberg twopoint no, baby, it's on its
way. It's coming. They tookeverything from me, my job, my
home, my girlfriend. But youknow what, I've found myself. I've
found my and I will never everstop fighting. Maybe you'll figure it out
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one day too. You know whereto find me. When you do,
go do some deep thinking, dosome research, and when you're ready,
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