Jessica Manalo on #MahaloHaloAndThenSome....Episode 4!

Jessica Manalo on #MahaloHaloAndThenSome....with hosts Toni Rose and MC Lepaleps!
Episode 4!

See you at Mahalo-halo LV on Saturday, October 28th at Downtown Container Park in Las Vegas.

Episode Transcript

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Hey, what's up, guys.Welcome to another ma hollow hollo and then
some it's your girl Tony Rose withmy partner in crime. Hey, it's
to People's Best Die your favorite mcTO girls, and we're coming at you
with big love all the way fromthe seventh to That's right, everybody,
he laps. How are you good? Good? Good? Oh my gosh,

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I'm so excited. We are onthe countdown, honey, Yes we
are, girl. We have afew more days till what till? Ma
hallo, hallo everybody. Hello,Yes, October twenty eighth, this Saturday.
Oh my goodness, I know,so so excited. I just cannot
wait. We have so many amazing, amazing artists, but vendors and the
celebration just to celebrate the Philippino AmericanHistory Month. It's so exciting. I

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just can't wait. Girls. Absolutely, I'm excited because you know, we're
going to see our friends, ourcommunity come together. You know, Downtown
Container Park is our hub for thiswonderful event. They've been such an amazing
sponsor and just giving us the uh, you know, the room to really
grow in our community and really supportingone another. And you know, our

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businesses and local artistry, and it'sa beautiful time. You know, we
are we are allowing this to bea free event, so it becomes more
cohesive when you don't have to feellike you have to pay for something that
should be free. Free, it'salways so fun. Is good for your

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mind. It's good for your mind. So fine, And you know,
we have a lot of talented artistscoming this weekend. We have dancers,
we have local kids groups, wehave a few cultural dances dancers or dance
groups that are coming to and mostof all, we have our artists that

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are local and also from out ofstate and out of country. So yeah,
there's just a lot going on.And I feel good. You know,
you feel fulfilled when you're able togive back and really connect with people
in the way that we do,because there's nothing that you expect in return
but good, goodness and joyce.Well, when you started the Mahalahllo three

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years ago, I know that Inoticed just hearing the stories and seeing how
it's been growing and increasing within witheach year. I mean, it's so
exciting and I'm so blessed to bea part of it this year and forever.
Okay, So I kind of likeyou know, I love it that
we can come together Polynesians south ofbeing Pacific Islanders as a whole, to

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come together and collaborate to celebrate andhonor each other and honor the history month.
I let's go, And that's thething. So I was born in
the Philippines. You know, Icame here when I was about five and
a half years old, and Istill hold many of my cultural roots and
you know, practices, but obviouslyit goes it goes away a little bit

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as you know, you grow upand grow into the Western or to the
American type of upbringing. But youknow, I still speak fluent to Gallog
and I still Manopo and all ofthat, and I try to instill that
in the kids. But you know, it really is different when you're able
to connect with your elders and othercommunity members that are still really practicing the
culture. And you know, wecan learn from one another. Whether it's

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Polynesian or Filipino or Hawaiian, allall of us are are very similar in
our culture. And I think that'swhat's beautiful about, you know, combining
our events. So Mahalo Hollow isnot only just for Filipinos, it will
it is welcoming to everybody that youknow wants to be a part of it
and brings that love and the Cubabuy and feeling, you know what I

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mean. And Lapa, you know, I know that you are going to
be hosting for the very first time. Yes, so excited, so exciting.
I mean, it's just it's ablessing to come together and to know
more about because I grew up withFilipinos. But you know, when you're
a child and you grew up withso many different cultures. Because I'm coming
from although I'm a Samoan and Tahjionand Fijian, I come from California.

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I'm born and raised in San Diego, so I have you know, so
cal shout out. But you know, you grow up with different cultures and
you think everybody is just the same, and I love that. That's what
maha Oo Hollow is really kind ofmerging together, a celebration of course of
culture, but of course of collaboration. So yeah, from twelve pm to

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eight pm, happening Saturday, downtownContainer Park, I mean, come through,
Yes, And you know, PHLVhas given us the platform to really
promote this not only here local inLas Vegas. But internationally you know,
Facebook Live and all the podcasts andstreet you know, streaming avenues. It's
it's been great and people are reallyreceiving us well. So thank you guys

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for that. Everybody, I loveyou. But without further ado, I
wanted to you know, incorporate ourtalents and our businesses. As you know,
we promote Mahalow Hollow and we wantto bring them in studio, live
and in real life. So todaywe have a very special treat. I

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want to introduce you guys to anamazing artist. Not only is she a
singer, a songwriter, a performer, she's also here live and you know,
in real life to share with usher artistry and you know her journey
throughout this this you know chapter ofher music because I know she just wrote

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and released a new song. Andher name is Jessica. Men. Thanks
for having me. Yes, welcome. So let's talk about how you got
started. Jessica. I know youjoined us for the first Mahallow but you
know I met you there and you'rejust an incredible artist. Thank you.

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Your voice is like butta baby,yeah it is, so tell us about
you, where you're from and howyou got started in music. So I
started off with the music because it'svery ingrained in my you know, Filipino
heritage. My mom was a singerin the church back in the Philippines.

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A lot of my uncle's grandma,Grandpa, they play guitar saying karaoke all
the time. And then I justgot really obsessed with just music. The
Beatles I heard all the time,Begi's, My mom played Mama Mia all
the time. Yeah, here wego. Okay, So I did that

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and then I didn't really play anythingup until I was about ten years old.
I played the trumpet first. Thetrumpet was my first instrument, not
the guitar. Band. Yeah,okay, so you did the whole band
thing. Okay. No, There'slike a assembly in my fifth grade class
and the jazz instructor showed three instrumentsclarinet, a flute, and a trumpet,

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and the trumpet had three that looksthe yeah exactly. I was like,
that's three easiest. Yeah. SoI just started playing trumpet and then
I started incorporating guitar later on.Nice, not like obsessed and yeah,
do you start the trumpet? Now? I don't play it often, and
a lot of I got this piercedand it kind of stopped me. I

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know, I didn't know I couldn'tplay it. When I tried one time,
I was like, oh crap,yeah it's gonna Yeah, it kind
of hurts. I might take itout for that reason. So pretty cool,
but no, I love it.So tell me about your Filipino ness.
Right, So we here we arein p Shelby. I know we

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talked a little bit about our culture, your your upbringing with music, but
you haven't been back to the Philipino. I was born in Corona, Riverside.
Okay, California, right, California, San Diego. Let's let's go
because like five hours, that's okay, we're still in Cali. So I
grew up with a twin Actually I'ma twin. I don't know if I

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if you guys know that. WhatYeah, a twin brother, obviously,
so obvious. I grew up onRiverside, moved to Vegas back and forth
for five or six years, andthen finally stayed eleven years old. So
okay, So it's your family herein Vegas right now? My main family.

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My mom's here, my sister's here, brothers in Reno, my my
big family. Big Filipino family andthey're all in California, but we see
them all the time. Let's seethat. So did you when you moved
here? What made you stay?Was it family or was it more like,
Okay, I like the scene here, I can really thrive in music

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or what I think? It wasa bit of both. I think the
longer I stayed, I made morefriends and kind of built my own nest
of people, and I didn't wantto leave, right right. I met
one of my best friends here,might know him Cameron Calloway. I met
him ten eleven years ago. Yeah, so yeah, we just did the

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open mics and then I just stuck, Like we went to that open mic
every Monday for two years street right, And I wasn't I wasn't even twenty
one yet. Yeah, okay,I wasn't even twenty one. So I
literally like snuck in the door everynight just to play one song. I
love that for two years? Wow? Straight? And what the human experience

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that was at the beat on FremontStreet. Nice. So that was my
thing, and then that's kind ofhow I started in Vegas in general.
Then people would you know, juststart coming up and be like, hey,
I have a wedding or have arestaurant on a coffee shop, and
then it just started growing from there. And that's kind of how it started.
Yeah, when I was nineteen.Oh my gosh, I'm thirty.
Now she looks like a babe.But don't what's she doing? Girl?

(10:18):
Right around around from is no reason? No? I love that story.
Well, I didn't know that,you know, you started that long ago.
But as far as like your journeyto now, I know, did
you graduate high school here? Where? Did you attend? Service to high

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school? Oh? Service? Goahead? So yeah, yeah, last
week this Spring Valley and Services,it was like an always battle of a
rivalry. My son does the SpringValley High School? Yeah, that's okay.
The the other one, the otherrealist. They're kind of like the
other one. Literally, that's okay. I love that. And so you

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and Cam and I know that you'reyou know, associated with a lot of
the you know, musicians and artistsout here too, and I've met a
few, and you know, youguys are just incredibly you know, autonomous
in your music. But then whenit comes down to really collaborating, I
think you guys have this community oftalented people and they're just open to you

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know, sharing the craft. There'sno like real competition, you know what
I mean, because everyone has theirown I think talent ruins I think competition
ruins the fun of art mutric ingeneral. That's true. I feel like
everybody has their fair share of likethat time where you learn that though,
right, I for sure did yearsago, and then it's just it's just

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having fun. Yeah, you know, that's amazing. I love it.
I noticed that about the artists andthe musicians now here, especially in Vegas.
There is like in La I mean, if you go there, it's
like a cut through, get outthere. But here in Vegas it's more
collaboration over competition. They are sowilling to see each other win because there's

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such a unique sound within each everyartist. I love it that they can
collaborate and make It's like you're formingsomething such a new wave and what better
place this to happen right here inthe seven oh two and you are.
I mean you created it this organically. I mean you just started from dedication,
commitment, and it just opened up, it flourished into so much more.

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It was an honestly, it wasan accident, like it wasn't like
planned a beautiful accident. It wasto be like this, Yeah, I
want to sing every day every Monday, we're going to speak. It just
happened. I love it. Abeautiful accident that sounds like a song.
Okay, here we go, anew single dropping next week. It's you.

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My face is like, Jessica,well I am really I'm honored that
you were able to come and youknow me with us today. So what's
the hardest thing being you know,an independent artist When it comes down to
it, like that one hits alittle Yeah, for me, the hardest

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part is being able to stay consistentwithout you know, having the opinions of
other people kind of like it's hard, like I know it doesn't matter,
but it at the same time,it still affects you, right, you
know what I mean. So it'slike it's really hard to like continue to
like have that motivation when you knowit's not always like you're not always someone's

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cup of tea, right ah,it's and that's something like and that's okay,
right, You're going to find theright people the longer you go,
But it's just hard, you know, to keep that fire on all the
time. Yeah, especially when youmeet people that are not like vibing,
You're not the same, Like it'snot even necessarily that. It's just you
know, and I've I've been thirty. I mean I've just turned thirty.

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So it's just like I've been singingsince I was thirteen, recording myself on
camera for for a long time.And then I don't know if I told
you guys, but I was onthe Voice a couple of years ago.
I well not my segment didn't screen, but I was there for three four
months, and then they just setyou home and I quit three jobs.

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I quit three jobs just to makeit on that show. So it's like
you're giving up so much of likeyour soul who you are, but also
giving your soul at the same time. So it's like a very hard balance
of keeping your sanity at the sametime. But I still I love it,
don't get me wrong. It's justlike that is you know, that's

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the hardest part for me. Yeah, I think with every artist you you
kind of have to give up alittle bit of that, you know,
that vulnerability, right because you're like, this is me, Like everything I
write, everything I've created is comingfrom my inners. And for you to
not like it. The rejection makesyou a little bit sour, but that

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builds character. I think that's whatmakes the greatest artist, is the vulnerability
that you're able because not everybody can, you know, put it on paper
and actually express it and put itout right. It's not even the fact
of like people liking, it's justlistening. Like it's hard to get someone
to just listen right. It's it'sit could be for like any art form

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or like someone content creating every daykeeping that So that's that's that's amazing.
It's teaching you, I mean yourjourney. I mean, just to hear
you say I sacrificed but I'm givingand you're hoping. And then just to
be sent I mean, and thenbut the love, it's just like the
love for the music, it justendures. You just keep on pressing on.

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I mean, I love it thatyou've I love it that you can
share that because that's strength. Imean, the strength that you have from
that season. I mean. Butto be actually staying, I mean,
to be called to be on thegirl. Yeah, that is amazing.
I mean part of just part ofyour story and part of your music too.
I'm sure when you write so that'sthat's awesome. So what are your

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inspiration in writing? I know,you know a lot of artists write about
love and your experiences and stuff likethat. What how do you draw or
how do you you know, pickapart what you're going to write next.
So it's definitely changed over time,I think. I think my first couple
of albums definitely about love for sure, no heartbreaking all that stuff. But

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lately I've been writing about things thatare happening right now in my life that
have nothing to do with love,but more with like friendships. I'm very
I'm a very spiritual person and youknow, kind of feeling me out all
the time, like my chakras,and you know it's not everyone's in it,

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but like that's today. I writeabout a lot of real things.
I don't really write fiction. Iwrite a lot about my life in my
songs. No, I love that. Yeah. And how how long does
it take for you to complete asong? Usually, honestly, it takes
It could take five minutes, itcould take thirty minutes, it could take
thirty seconds. It kind of justhowever motivated it, yeah, or if

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it just comes to me, itjust you know the story times, Yeah,
some incredible vocals. I mean,if you guys haven't checked out Jessica
Manalo, how can we find youon Instagram or whatever social platform you have?
Yeah, so all the it's thesame handle for everything. It's Jessica
with three s's manalo m A nA l o. Manalo means to win,

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So Jessica is winning. You havea powerful name, right, Yeah,
I mean no matter what, sometimesthat my last name means that that's
the creator. Remind you, No, that's what a journey. And I
mean the more the best is yetto come. I mean knowing that,
I mean, how how far you'vecome to where you are now? But

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then guess what, You've just hitthe surface. And now I know we're
gonna hear a lot more great things. And guess what you're gonna hear just
coming allomhallow Hollow this Saturday. I'mso excited to tell the people of what's
going on. Because your new singleit's called it's called give Up. Give
Up can be whatever you want,but I love it because it's it's when

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you're saying, I'm writing more aboutwhat's happening in my life the reality,
because your reality, that reality isit can bear witness to so many other
people. So it's really good andsometimes you need to give that. So
you need to check that song outbecause the lyrics on there. I was
listening, I was like, ooh, it hits right. It does.

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Is that mean? I may notsay the word, but you think you
know that's what we're doing. Solet's talk about your family upbringing. Like
what's your favorite part about being Filipino? You know, let us food,
not even a girl I find.Yeah, honestly, the food, the

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family gatherings. It's like very importantto be family oriented in the Filipino culture.
You know, it's always brings closenesstogether as happiness. Yeah, yeah,
I just that's my favorite part.Because I know a lot of people's
family stray the Filipino culture. Wedon't usually, you know, we fix
it if it does happen. Sowe try real hard, and you know,

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there are times where it's a littlebit of a challenge because there's so
many of us. There's a lotI mean my family will, I mean
my wedding alone, I'll just throwout to the number I had four hundred
invited, three hundred and seventy twodecided to show up and that's actually really
that's good, that's really show up. I mean Polines I had small.
To me, it was considered asmall wedding. We only had like two

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hundred and fifty and that was small. Yeah, my brother had like five
hundred. So it's like there yougo. You know, the numbers show
and I was like, oh,they actually want to come. Okay,
well, yes, the family isstrong, it is, but yeah,
no, I'm absolutely with you onthe family. The gathering. You know,
it's it's a fun time, karaokes, always, always dance, dancing,

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mine dancing in the living room,right, you know. And then
if you're not dancing, they're goingto ask you to eat again because they
know that you'll see. I know, I swear I am Philippino, I
think because that's the same with MichaelPolynesian salmon culture. It's just absolutely food.
Yeah, there's there's some alcohol involvedin there sometimes, yes, just
a little bit, some some zooms. There's a lot of make the world,

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you know, and songs and thenthe uncles you know. But yes,
the gathering, and I love thatabout the Filipino culture. It's like
the family. It's important. Sometimesit can be overwhelming, but the thing
is though. There is nothing likethat culture. The laughs laughs in the
kitchen, they're all together. Yeah, and you can't and hear yourself think

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you're just like am I in theroom. I can't talk over right?
And then and then all of asudden, now I am the auntie.
Oh yeah, I'm telling the kidsto go over there and play with the
kids, like, okay, letus talk, let us be adults.
And I love that because I remembergrowing up I would see my aunties.
I was like, oh my god, they're like so loud and so like,

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you know, rambunctious. Here.I am like, oh, it's
me, it's me. We madeit. So that's what that was.
There goes generation after generation after generations. Blessing jes Well, thirty is a
great age girl. You are doingyour thing. That's why you're right there.

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Okay, so tell us how orwhere we can find you as far
as your performances. Are you backfull time like in rotation at certain places?
Tell us, so I play thedowntown someone in Farmer's Market at least
once a month. I play thename. It's it's kind of changing,
but I put my schedule up onmy website all the time. Okay,

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awesome in the Green Valley Ranch farmersMarket, I play them very often.
And then the Sundry at the Uncommons. That one just opened up so cool.
It's one of my main spots too. And yeah, I'm just always
here and there. So on mywebsite just Jessica Manalo dot com, I
always have my dates up there.And do you still perform like private events,

(22:26):
Like yeah, I just did awedding a couple of days ago and
that was really fun. It's reallycool. I love weddings. I know
I love weddings too. I lovelove, love love. And then but
you are you also working? Likeis this or is music your full time

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gig? Like how I want musicto be full time? And it was
at a certain time and then Igot older and Bill's start piling up those
bills. But I am a bartender, barista and that's like another one of
my passions on the side as acoffee I love coffee, but we know

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who's to ask to mix our coffee, roasting, coffee, making coffee everything.
I know who's bringing this coffee onSaturday morning, Like just go on
the way here, girl, canyou stop by? Can you make it?
It's for your vocals warm up,you know, it's like what's good
for the vocals, like, youknow, we will join with you.
Helps. So what's what is yourgenre of music? Like, explain to

(23:34):
us your sound. Honestly, Rand B soul. Sometimes in the folk
it's weird. So it's like amix of like I love that and folk.
That's cool. I don't know,I don't even know if that's a
that's what I think. That's whatit is, girl, that's what you
think. That's what it is.How about your band? I know that

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you play with the band. Shoutout to the band. Do you guys
have an official name? No,not yet, because you guys rock.
I mean, they're just super random. Sometimes Barney will come up or Keith,
Okay, I haven't played with himin a long time. It's been
it's been a while. All right, Are we expecting the band on Saturday?

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I mean, if they're there,sometimes we'll just like, hey,
complain. Yeah, but like wedon't have to practice. It's just fun,
you know what I mean. Like, so it's not like just jam.
Yeah, it's mainly a jam session. I love it. What's who
are your favorite artists or influences havea lot. So I think when I

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was younger, what started my musicwas Paramour, Like when I was like
in the emo stage, got theside bangs right, Paramour, and then
I got more in a soul solike Amy white House, Sam Smith,
Adele, and then Sultana is likeone of my Like I don't know if
you guys know where she's from,US Astralia. She's like one man band,

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oh man band. Yeah, she'samazing. She plays like fifty instruments
and like we'll put on a showjust by herself. I can really play
good for you. Congratulations fifty.I was like, I didn't even like,
I know that more than fifty instruments, but I'm like, my she

(25:22):
was like, one minute she willtriangle up. I'll be back and go
get the piccolo, right, that'samazing. I think the last one is
Eric is my favorite. I loveher too. I've actually seen her a
few times. Did she show time? I mean, Lauren, Lauren,

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Lauren? What's going on? Girl? You know? Stop right? Y'all
can come to PHLV. Welcome toyou more than welcome. Well, I
love it. So we are reallylooking forward for or your performance at Mahalow
Hollow. This Saturday, October twentyeighth, Guys, don't sleep, wake
up, come and watch Miss JessicaManalo because she's gonna bring you the vibes.

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She's gonna do her acoustic set andobviously there's a few throwbacks, but
most importantly, she's going to beperforming her newest single and some originals.
So come check her out, alongwith all the other artists that will be
joining us, and our vendors andour businesses, support our community because that's
what's important, right, So,yeah, is there anything you want to

(26:32):
like, maybe drop some grums onus for the newer artists or the younger
artists that are pursuing music or youknow, pursuing their artistry. Definitely,
I think I would literally be talkingto my baby self, you know.
And I wish I had heard thisa long time ago. But yeah,
to anybody that all, anybody thathas a dream, kids, adult,

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it doesn't matter how old you are, sorry, just keep going. If
it makes you feel good. Ithink that's the most important. If it
makes you feel good, don't stop, because that is so important to raise
your own vibration. Come on,you know, so don't stop stop listening
to people, Just do you keepyour head down and keep working. That's

(27:14):
right, Stop till you get enough. Right. No, that's beautiful.
Raise your vibration. My vibration hasrisen to right to the roof. Raise
the roof, girl, because thisroom is full of good vibes right now.
I'm really really happy that Jessica couldjoin us. Thank you. You
know, we're all busy in ourlife and we just want to make time

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for this kind of connection where eventhough in passing it's just like, hey,
what's going on, how are yousure? We want to dig a
little deeper into what's really going onour community and how we can support one
another. Mc lepelpse is you know, obviously pursuing the m seeing dream and
we are always we feel very good, said I was, like, my

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vibration just went between her dreams,her passions, Jessica's and mine, you
know. Curating these shows and theseevents, it's just a beautiful, you
know, merge of people and sistersin sisterhood. So thank you Jessica for
being here. Thank you, appreciateyou. Always behind the music, I

(28:17):
mean, just to get to knowthe artists and just to feel them and
to hear them, to hear theirstories it's just a beautiful thing, mahoo
Hollow. And then some, Imean you're getting Hello, but then you're
getting then some. You just gotthen some from just Okay. Then so
tonight, you guys are winners becausejust coming out just gave you a winning
a winning nugget. Okay, sotake it and run, Come on and

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run to mahow Hello this Saturday fromtwelve to eight. Thanks for thanks for
joining us, guys. We areso blessed to have you guys as an
audience. Facebook and all the uhyou know, Spotify and all the platforms
that are available here you know,once again Mahalow Hollow this Saturday, Downtown

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Container Park. We are really justhappy to provide you guys with lots of
you know, good times and justgood memories for the family. It's a
free event, right, let's Ilove it. That's a free event.
So bring the family. I mean, bring your lawn chairs too, I
mean bring the music in. Comeon down. There's gonna be food,
vendors, there's gonna be vendors,arts and crafts. I mean the Downtown
Container Park. I love the wholefacility, right, and we are entering

(29:25):
now this cooling season, so Vegasis just the right time. The weather
is beautiful, beautiful and cool.I mean you're gonna really enjoy yourselves this
Saturday. And just and just anotheraddition, So a Hearn Hotel has been
a wonderful sponsor for Mahalo Hollow.Yes, they are providing us with a
beautiful venue for our first ever afterparty, Joel's Chop House at a Hearn

(29:51):
Hotel Saturday, right after Mahalo Hollow. We are bringing in some VIPs invite
only and we are gonna have agreat time, you know. So if
you guys are at Mahalo Hollow,we will be giving out the VIP bracelets.
It's a free event. We justwant you guys to come out to
Airharn Hotel and support that local boutiquehotel. So thank you and will be

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serving. Yes you do want tocome, you know us. We love
to eat. We love to eat, we love to meet and we love
to eat. I love it allright, guys. Well, to close
this out, we have a wonderfulgift from it's Jessica Minalo. She'll be
playing for you guys, and againthanks for tuning in. I'm your host

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Tony Rose along with my girl yes, mcs, we love you from this
is mahalo Hello. And then somepeace guys so long been starting to tune

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on me again. They've be lovewithout sunny things Come on dogs, come
my love and all the simple thingsthat the void we were feeling been like
that since the beginning. Couldn't keepstaying a blade talking all the hate sending
out with someone Nelson never be ocare how to stop drinking nob and finally

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give it up enough? Who Iwant to be in? Start manifesting?
Mm hmm, thinking about a lazylosing my friends on the daily. What

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I had to do, feeling myguilty ain't simple, can't see I'm perfect?
Oh, I knew who I washurting. Fell the void we were
feeling. It's been like that sincethe beken And who didn't keep staying in
a blade talking all the haypriy sendingI was selling Nelson, I would be

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okay. I had to stop hookingup store falling in off it. Who
I wanna be in? Start manifesting. H couldn't keep riding that way,
losing all my days working half formoney and the wizard all the way.

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I had to stop drinking up andfinally give a fuck about who I wanna
be and start manifesting. Couldn't keepriding that way, losing all my day.

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Didn't keep saying and I'm like itwas a normal day. That can

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said that back and that back and