Episode 211: No Diddy

On this episode Rai & Wil Milz holds it down in Kev's absense. They discuss Diddy's antics and proper teacher ettiquette

Episode Transcript

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I need some coaches because this goodwould pause. Now I can't put your
girl. I gotta pause for you. This good was gonna go bad.
But anyway, how was your trip? My trip was dope? It was
fun. Was that your first timein Turks and Kegos? It was it
was, you know, confession time. I've never been to Turks and Kekos.

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Also, I'm curious as to it'sTurks and Kekos two separate places like
Trinidad and Tobago. I don't know, right, I think, I don't
think so, I don't know.And it's long as hell, like it's
Providentials, Turks and Cacos and someshit like that. Like, hey,
they at the airport, they wasn'tlike, welcome to Turks and Cakos.
It was like if you flew infrom Providenceals whatever it's called. I've never

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been there before. And that's surprisedbecause I've been Trial. I'm very well
traveled. I've never been to Turksand Kekos. I want to go beautiful,
really really is it? Is itnot like the Bahamas. I love
the Bahamas. I haven't been tothe That's the first time I've been to
like an island. Oh, okay, So that was my first little island
experience. It was dope though hotas hell. I swear we was taking

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like three showers a day. Theminute you step outside is just really a
mess with that ambiance of the picturesyou posted. And we had villas,
so the bridesmaids had their own villaswith our plus ones. The grooms men
had their own villas with their plusones, and so the villa came with
a butler. Well, we hadtwo butlers. Baby. I never want

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to travel without a butler now thatif I go somewhere else like that,
or to a resort, I gottahave the room that has the butler.
Like they literally come in. Iremember the first because I didn't know they
do all the stuff they do.But the first morning I woke up because
even when I'm staying in the hotelAirbnb, I still make up the bed

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all at right, So I'm inthere yourself, Yeah I will. I
don't like the room being messy,even when you're on vacation, Like I
need to come back to some youdon't let your head down and like let
just be taken care of n not. But I did this time because that
man came in there like I wantedto make the bed and I was like,
oh, he's like, you alreadymade it. I went downstairs to
order room service, came back,he remade my bed. They come,

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they come in and do they turneddown your bed for you. Every single
night they come. They came inevery morning at about ten o'clock and just
cleaned the whole house all over.So anything you left behind, they wash
your dishes, they'll pack your bagfor you, they'll unpack your back.
I would think like, because it'shappening to me before. I don't know
if it was d R. Peopleare more likely to steal your ship,

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you know what I'm saying. Notsaying there, but yeah, I'm very
wary of my ship. But thendo they put the saftion the villas there
too? Yeah they got saftion inmost places I go. But they came
in. They never was in therewhen we weren't there, so yeah,
okay, they never were in there. When they delivered bottles to your room,
it was like, yeah, allthe bottles. We would just ordering

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all the bottles to the villa andlet me did the bride and them take
care of all that. No aboutto say I need your friends. But
the bride and groom are a fireass couple because anytime that they plan a
trip, like a couple of trips, they pay for accommodations. Just come
so that the pressure be on becauseI'd be like, bitch, but I
do it now. You got Nowthey want you to reciprocate it hopefully,

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you know the bagging as long asanybody else. Let's get right into the
show. Welcome back to episode twohundred and eleven of the Old Jokes Side
Podcast. I'm your host Will Mills. Tonight, one of my co hosts
are missing, y'all. Don't hearhis voice. You know. He's a
comedian like me, and we getbooked and we do things. But we'll
see keV back next week. Kevinis working a gig, you know,

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so he's booked in busy. Hereally wanted to be here tonight. I'm
like, man, go get thatmoney. Man. Me and Rake a
whole shit down tonight. All right. So we took a week off,
guys. I know you guys missedus, but we are back. Me
and Kevin was out of town lastweek. We went to We had Orlandos
show, Tampa show, Miami show, and what's the name of the place
was at Daniel Beach was working Andalso welcome back from Turks and kkos our

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beautiful co host Ray She is backwith us aka Honey j aka Green Eye
Bandit can't stand it. We back, were back, and yeah it was
missed because not too much has happened. But it's a lot of shit to
speak on, and maybe this subjectis going to consume most of the episode,

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but I'm eager to hear your opinionon this man. Over the last
two weeks, the Diddy video gotreleased, and I'm pretty sure you saw
it. How did you feel whenyou sort of how you felt about a
video? First of all, becauseI feel like we were either when did

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that video drop? It dropped afterafter we It dropped like the week,
not last week, last week whilewe was off. Okay, yeah,
I remember looking at it like Nigga, what I went? And it was
crazy. That was crazy. Watchingthat is crazy watching somebody try to escape
because it's one thing to like readabout it. It's one thing to hear

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a rumor about it, but there'sa lot of times we don't get to
see stuff like that. What reallyhappens to people behind the scenes, let
alone in the world of entertainment.Yeah, so that was wild and it
was heartbreaking for sure, right becausethere's a lot of videos of celebrities beating

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that that much. That probably wasthe worst one I've saw, Like I'm
talking about, like I've seen alot of videos like the Salange video wove
Ray Rice and his wife that waspretty bad. But they was drunk.
But he literally like like when Isee somebody, somebody getting hit in their
defenseless like in a like in afetal position, just getting kicked and drugged.

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That shit was sad. It's like, damn, this girl is really
like I'm always playing Devil's advocate.I'm never about no woman getting hit,
But I do love to hear theentire story in this entirety in order to
pass judgment. That's why they makea video about this shit. As a
podcaster, I wanted to report heras a man, a father, a

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brother, you know, I wantedto beat that nigga like, bro,
come on, son, like comeon, bro, Like I've never had
to hit a woman. I've hadto defend myself. I've even I think
every man in relationships. You gotinto those heated moments with your girl,

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and you probably didn't hit her,but you did get physical to the like
if grabbing an arm, if she'strying to walk away. These are different
things, right, And it's sucha thin line between abuse and a passion.
Their lids get blurred sometimes, right. So I've heard, well,
oh he hit me, and it'slike, come on, y'all, was

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talking and you walked away, hegrabbed his shirt. That's not abuse,
And I don't view that as abuse. It's like because if you did the
same exact thing, it's just youdon't walk away from me while I'm talking
to you. Type shit. Now, it can cross the that's a that's
that's a that's a reason to throwcaution to the wind because the nigga could
grab you're like, listen, don'tdo that, and it can escalate past

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that point. But I've done thatin my younger years and had to throw
hands like oh yo yo, allright, let's not do that. But
this nigga Diddy is a monster.He's a like, he's a fucking monster.
Watching him even throw a tantrum inthe city, throwing stuff like that's

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crazy, And like you said,defenses, like there's there's no story that
could be told that would nothing justifyingnothing, absolutely nothing you can say to
justify any of that. I couldsee at the at the most, it
looked like she was trying to leave. So whether there was an argument or

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even if she slapped the shit outof him, right, once she leave,
that's it. But for you tocome running down the hallway, and
the most I can see the niggado is like get in front of her
to try to prevent her from leaving, right, and even at that point
say at some point you gotta lether leave, but to pull her back,
throw it to the ground, kicka stomper, and then drager.

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That is some movie shit. Andwe all know niggas who do that,
So I ain't gonna act crazy likeI don't know some my niggas out to
be like, yo, bro,you bugging something like but even I got
people with my family who've men andmy family who've done that. But to
say my father did to my mother, Like, but my mother and my
father used to fight each right,So I'm not gonna make it look because

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women could be abusive too this andmy mother is a strong woman. So
my mother and my father were anabusive relationship. It was like, oh,
my father, my mother the shotthe nigga, Like yeah, like
my mother shot him, like theyhad real beef, like and my mother's
my father. Yeah, my mother'sa tall, strong woman. So they
fought each other, and that's adifferent situation. A lot of times we'll

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call the man abusive because he's theman, But women be kicking men's eyes.
They do. I have someone thatI know, a male and he
was in a relationship with the withthe crazy. She was crazy. I
remember wanting to fly Toway they wasat and will ask my damn self because

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this was also a man that justcame back from Iraq, you know.
So it's like he could snap itany given moment. He playing it cool,
but you're doing a lot, andyou're being abusive and being vindictive,
and you're just doing all of thesethings and he's not reacting as I feel

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like he might have possibly been justifiedhim doing. If somebody wiping my ass,
you know what I'm saying. Sowomen definitely do that. I mean.
I watched True crime a lot andone of the one of the my
favorite true crimes is called Sisters WhoKill. Shout out to Sisters who Kill,
but they everyone everyone on there awoman that's killing someone, and most

(10:31):
of it you just you shod shoutout to them, shout out to him
because I like the podcast, mybad podcast. Here's what I'm thinking.
I'm thinking she's watching the show calledSisters Who Kill and she's shouting out them.
No not hell no, no,no, no, no, no
no. The actual they are truecrime podcasts, but they act there's all

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black women that are murderouses, that'swhat they call them. So but you
know, not all of it islike, oh, women are just being
abusive. Some of them are crimesor passion, some of them whatever.
But we all know women abuse menand they kill them too in several Listen,
I find I'm a big dude,right so, and I gotta you

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watch me on social media, andy'all, I got a very smart mouth,
and I know that when you're andsee you're very you're I would hope
you're in a very good relationship withyour men. But because I know people
who are are very witty and veryquick with the tongue, most people aren't

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like that. So most people whodeal with people of that caliber and who
are fast with words and could formulatewords in a logical way. If people
are not emotionally mature and they can'tformulate their words fast enough, their response
is to be emotional. A lotof times with a man who's and a
woman is smarter than them, theman get real slick with her, like

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he get aggressive with her. Awoman she'll get emotional with a man.
Right, have you dealt with dudes? You're smarter than right and like you
more like in control of your emotionthan he is. And it seemed like
they was getting a little aggressive withyou. Oh yeah, I've been in
a relationship where But the thing isbecause I'm not a violent person unless I

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have to be right. So Ihave definitely put hands on somebody for being
aggressive and snatching me like he hadto do that I get up to leave,
you pull me by by my hair. First of it all, My
ma man raised a little punk assbitch. But you know, so yeah,
and it was it was with aguy who was not secure in himself

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and thus couldn't really be secure withthe woman, you know. And I
know I got that ship on mysystem young because I got out of pocket,
you know what I'm saying now,to the point where I beat the
chick ass. But I did geta little extra aggressive. But I was
eighteen, nineteen years old, andI got that shit out my system young,
and I caught myself like, oh, nah, I'm tripping. But

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when it's happening, if you don'thave emotional maturity right, First of all,
if you're emotionally mature, you're notgonna deal with somebody who's immature.
You're not gonna deal with them anywhere. You're gonna see the signs of that
shit. And if you have enoughaccount to this accountability to say, yo,
damn, I should have beeped thesigns of this early because I used
to get turned thrown by that shitcause my mouth sold. Yo, my

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mouth so slick that I used toI didn't realize I was in an abusive
relationship. Like I add my exfrom back in the days. Every time
she got mad, she punched mein the face, scratching my neck up.
I used to provoke on purpose,just to get hit right and play
and beat the victim. Yeah that'swhat I'll you hit me like, And

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then one day she hit me toohard, like like really like bust my
lip open, and I'm like,oh, I had butter. Then that's
not funny. I had butter tofuck out that picture. But that's what
I'm saying, Like, it's like, yo, and I'm a big dude,
she's small, petigue y'all almost knockedthat head off, and I'm like,

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oh nah, I cannot have somebodytake me out of character like this.
This is insane. So I'm like, you know what, because I
know I can anybody could be pushedto go over the edge. But if
you know that a person can pushyou that far, you got to get
away from you. You got ifa person got you yelling more than you
usually do, or you're actually openit up an emotional place where you it's

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unfamiliar, you got to get thefuck up out of there. For sure.
I have been in I've been inso many different types of situations.
I've definitely been in relationships where Ihave been hit. It took one time.
That's good, good as go ahead. But the fact that you recognized.
But the crazy thing is, andthis is where my me being naive

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because I was young. I wasfresh out of high school, and I
knew that he used to hit hisbaby mom. But to me and from
what I knew of her and whatI heard she was just a rowdy person,
you know. But but he'll neverdo that to me, and I'll

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never forget. We were in NewYork one time and one of my friends,
it was like a group trip.One of my friends texted me my
phone was going off because she wastrying to get in touch with me,
and he was like, what niggatexting me blah, And I was like,
it's not a dude, it's it'sliterally Ashley. And he just popped
boom right in my eye. Icould think about was like that was his

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reaction to it was like, youlying insane, hopped me in my eye,
and I was like, and Ijust remember going outside of the our
hotel room and going in like acorner and just like crying because I didn't
want anybody. That was the firsttime, yeah, first, and like
and I was, but I wasmore terrified that I had a black eye,
because I was like, if Igo home with a black eyed who

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I've been with and the family,they don't play, they do not play.
It's some real ogs on my mom'sside of the family. So now
I was fearing for his life.I literally never told nobody until I was
like probably like ten years out ofthat relationship. Wow, I was that
afraid for him because I knew.I was like, I'm you are never
going to do that to me again. Ever, you know how long we

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got together at that point we weretogether two and a half years. Oh,
so he did that and there's neverbeen no other song. He had
never been what I mean, well, he was a he was a rapper,
so yeah, aggressive. Yeah.But the thing is because we were

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also kind of like on and offa lot, but I had also I
was I'm honest. So in oneof our off time, I was doing
me and he asked about so hejust he was mad. He was upset
with me just in general, likehow could you play you? Like generally,
So after that he would just hewould just talk reckless you know,

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no, didn't mean no, youknow. After a while, like it
was just so many different things,but that hit I was like, oh,
hell, naw. You know,I've been in I've been in a
lot of different situations where men havebeen the aggressors. Not a lot,
but there have been a few wheremen have been the aggressors. And there's
been a few where I've just literallybeen so upset, so hurt and just
lost. I'm a scorpio. Ohyeah, and that's why we'd be like

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chill. I'd be like chill,I'm very much so let me step away,
right because I know what I'm capableof, but I don't know what
I'm capable of, and that scaresme for myself and other people. So
I would rather just avoid as muchas I can. See. My thing
is, I'm always afraid of myselftoo, because I'm very scared of myself
because I'm so slow to anger,so I'm a ticking time bomb at all

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times. So it's like, yo, listen, me getting mad is always
bad for you. It's never badfor me because I'm like, yo,
listen, because I don't have anybodymaybe my mother. I don't have anybody
who I respect enough that could belike yo, calm down. You would
really have to like physically hold mebecause, like I said, well,
my ex she she used to likereally punch me in my mouth, like

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like punch the shit on me.And she was in shape, roller blade
you know, all the time,lifting away. She was a strong,
thick chick and she thought it wassoft because she was a woman, and
she used to knock this shit outof me. But listen, this shit
with Diddy right for sure, likefour years ago, and thank you for

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opening up about that too. Likeyou know, I'm glad you moved past
it enough to where you can't chuckleabout it a little bit and you've learned
from it because I'm a woman,Like I said, I remember I was
in the I was in this situationand we were arguing, and it's just
not this is not funny, butit's funny as hell to me now because
I'm all, like you said,you're slow to anger. I feel like
if you really can get me tothat point, it was just it's warranted

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because I really don't be bothering.No, damn we did, but I
remember it was a it was ohmy god, it was such a bad
argument. I was already being disrespected, you bringing another chick into the crib,
like just all of them. Sonow you disrespected me in front of
Shorty. I'm really yeah, wellnot the same dude that hit me,
No, you know this person,But it was arguing you disrespected me in

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front of Shorty. I'm walking downthe hall. He shoulder checked me in
the crib. Yeah, he shoulderchecked me hard as hell, and I
just remember, I don't know whatgot into me, but I just started
uppercutting him in the storm and Iknow I was upper cutting them, and
He's just like, if you hitme again, I'm gonna kill you.

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And I just was just like,all right, I'm done. But that
was so funny because first of all, you don't get the shoulder check.
No, damn, you don't getto disrespect me, and I feel like
a shoulder you was looking for areason at the nigg anyway. He just
I really wasn't because I was like, all right, I was actually going
to the room to get my stuffand as I'm walking by you because we
hadn't said words in like thirty minutes, so I'm walking by you gonna shoulder

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check me hard? Like who I'vedone that? Like, nigga, I
beat your little ass. That's howI felt. You know, I've had
I've actually had, like when Iwas I told this story yesterday and I'm
telling on the podcast. I don'tgive a fuck. When I was eighteen,
I had my first kid and mybaby mother cheated on me with a

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dude. You caught her. Well, I kind of found out, but
this was brave. Listen, I'meighteen, Right, So how much money
does the eighteen year old really have? I ain't got no fucking money.
I'm working at I was working ateach center on so it was a dope
ass y'all. But I'm eighteen.I'm not making base was like shit in
the nineties. I was making likeeight, like like eleven dollars an hour.

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But even for the nineties, that'sa lot of money because I was
working at that high end retail store, and so I was really struggling to
like keep her happy. I wasdoing what I had to do as a
father, but I was struggling tokeep her happy. And she was a
little older than me. She's bad. So now I'm old, I'm like,
I get why she did what shedid. I'm eighteen. I ain't

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got no fucking money. She gotolder niggas pulling up in benzes. They
all want to yeah, and I'meighteen, So what is what am I
going to do for her? Ilive with my mother? Like, so
the dude called my phone, Niggawas brave. The dude called my phone.

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No, i'mly he was beeping her. He was beeping her phone.
Yeah, nigga, Yeah, I'mold. Nigga was beeping her and I'm
like, yo, who beep areyou? And she's like, don't worry
about it. Real disrespectful to me, like she was super disrest back when
I was. I was ain't seen, I'm a punk. She left the
beep on the on the on theon the table and the nigga beat that

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again. We at my sister house. Nigga beat that again. I'm like,
fuck that, I'm calling this numberby my ster like, don't beat.
I'm like fuck that, I'm callingit back. I beat the nigga.
I'm like, yo, who thisWhy you keep beating this number?
He's like, oh, you mustbe the baby father. Super yeah,
just already non chalant, ain't givea fuck about me, Like he no
respect for me. He's like yo, yeah yeah yo yo. Telling him

(22:30):
on my way over there to pickup I'm like, oh wow, oh
this nigga was disrespectful to me.He treated me like motherfucking snoop did baby
boy like like that was nobody.So I'm like, all right, I
let her know. All right,no doubt yo, you're good, y'all.
Need you need some money? Niggawas just disrespectful to me, right,
yeah, Oh it was like that. So I get up the phone

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with him on FUME and I'm walkingback and I'm tight. I'm tight because
I'm like, Okay, this iswhat I get for a call for user.
That's what I get, Like Idid some dumb shit, and I'm
thinking he trolling me, Like Idon't think he's like serious. I don't
think the nigga that dumb to pullup to the projects like that, he'll
know what I look like. Member, ain't no social media back then.
This is ninety ain't no social media, ain't nothing. So I walked to

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the store. This when I thinkI was smoking a cigarette every now and
then back then. So I walkedto the corner to get a loosey.
I want to go grab a Lucy. I come back. I'm walking across
back to the house. And thiswas when the navigator or to escalate one
of them shits or it was expedition, which when they first came out,
and that was like the biggest youcould get, like if you had an

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expedition. He was bawling because itwas the explorer. Then they made their
expedition, so I saw that allblacked out. It was sitting in front
of the building. So I'm likethis, fuck is that? So he's
like, yo, yo, littleman, Yo, Yo shorty. I'm
a little dude. I was skinny. I'm walking across the street like,
yo, shorty, You're like,Yo, you know a girl name.
I ain't gonna say name. Youknow she watching him. I'm like,

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yeah, I know her. AndI'm like I noticing this in my head.
I'm playing, I'm playing a cooldo. He's like, Yo, can
you tell her? Tell the nigganamed nigga name was Top Paying? You
tell her top Pin outside like topPaying, fuck this nigga. And I'm
thinking about, like, oh,this nigga's the boxing nigga. Like that's
why he was talking, right,And I'm like, yeah, y'all tell
her. I'm like, oh,yeah, I know she. I go

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tell her. He's like, yo, you're looking out. I was just
coming to project because he ain't wantjust coming to buildings like that, right.
I walk in the buildings and Iwalk in and I went right,
I ran, I'm fuming, man, but I'm keeping my kodo irt her.
I go right upstairs, go grabmy gun. I'm like, oh
yeah, this is about to bea movie. Grabbed a gun, put
it on my waist and she's sittingthere just laughing it out with my sister

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in them, and I just walkedup behind her and I grabbed the back
of her hair. She four leven, She's small, and I'm just I
just come on, let's go,and I and she's mind you just think
about it. She's walking backwards now, but she can't walk because I'm walking
with her, and she's like tryingto fight my hand off of her and
I'm walking her all the way andmy sister and like get off. I'm

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like, fuck that. And shegot extensions, so I got them shits
wrapped around tight. She ain't going. I got her. So now as
I get to the door, Ipull a gun out now and I'm like,
yo, this so you're looking forright here, And I'm like this,
so you're looking for a nigga.She right here, Come on,
come get her. He's like,oh, this nigga crazy. So I
let her go and he's like,yo, get off for so I'm thinking
he about to reach for a guntoo, So I let her go and

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I ran to the car and Iput the gun right through the window at
him and he got out that driver'sseat and left that truck right there and
boogie down the block and I'll justdrive. Nigga got a gun in your
face. He got out of herelike he didn't expect it. I feel
like I would just hit and hegot out of there. And let me
tell you something, that day,I was like, yo, too much?

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Why the fuck? Because this ishow in the hood. This is
how I see Nigga's hands. Dothey frustrate? That's what I saw,
Like your shit, try to disrespectyou. You pop on her and then
pop on him. But listen,I ain't get away with that shit.
While we was doing while all thatwas going on, she had already started
heating up some grease on the stove. Oh she's about to fry some chicken.

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We get back in the house andshe pacing back and forth and she
picked up that part. She waslike, come here, and I was
like, oh shit, and she'schasing me down the block with a pan
of grease. So it would havebeen I would have been on some al
green shit like you would. I'dbe sitting here with half of my face
birthed down. But yeah, itwas a toxic situation. She's one of

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my best friends. My daughter isgrown as hell, so we did a
good job. But this, butthis is the thing though we were kids.
Yeah, I'm eighteen, she's twenty, and you're somewhat the product of
what you've seen. They don't reallyknow, because I think a lot there's
a lot of people who I can'tsay that I necessarily have grown up seeing

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my mother get abused, but Ihave seen my mother get harmed, right,
you know what I mean. Soit's like and then when you're younger,
you don't really know how to controlyour emotions like that, hurt anger,
all of that. So it's definitelynot condoning it. But I think
the point is saying all that tosay, we've done some crazy shit.

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And you know what, there's away look a fragile ego, right,
especially with a young If you're aman with a fragile ego, it turns
into abuse one way or the other, whether it's emotional, physical, psychological.
You can be all of those thingsas a man. Women a lot

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of times are not stronger than theirman, so they'll become emotional bullies if
you're not in tune with your actions. You know what I'm saying, But
it takes a I have a mantralive by I love you, but I
love me more right, I lovemy freedom. Shit I did. I
did six months on the house arrestfor losing my cool, and I didn't

(27:57):
do anything. I was frustrated andI lashed out. I got cheated on
again, you know what I'm saying. And I got mad and through some
shit. Didn't hit nobody with it, but I came home to some shit.
You know what I'm saying. Onceagain, Young twenty twenty three,
same thing. Kid would a camehome to some bullshit and I wild out,

(28:18):
But I didn't do nothing to nobody. It's cause I know that even
if you don't touch nobody as ablack man, when you lose your cool,
you're always at fault. I've seendudes go to like I went to
jail for nothing, like I didn'tdo anything, like I called the police
and they took me in. SoI understand that, Like, if somebody

(28:38):
can ever get you out of yourcharacter to the point to where you're yelling,
and you're a black guy, you'realways going to be viewed as the
aggressive right in certain situations. That'swhy I've been through the system with this
shit. That's why even with theDiddy situation, I needed proof because I
know how this shit be going.I'm like, yo, listen, he

(29:00):
probably ain't. I don't know.I don't listen. That's why even when
when they was calling meek male,gay and all that, I like,
listen, three things. You don'tcall a man a black man without proof,
gay, a snitch, or pedophileor a rapist or some shit,
because once those labels get attached toyou, you're that. Yeah. You
know. Charlemagne always said, youknow, no one believes the truth,

(29:22):
and lies more entertaining, especially inthe day and age we're living in.
So it's like, yo, listen, I don't need this this Cassie shit
to know that Diddy's a piece ofshit. Any negative thing that come up
about that man, I got oneeye open it. But gay, I've
heard too many people say it abusher, like what he did to her.

(29:44):
I always thought it when as faras psychological abuse, because she's younger,
she's pretty, it seemed like shewas forced into the spotlight because she
really can't say like, and youknow what really got me with her the
hairdoo she cuts half her health.Because I know a girl who did that,
And I asked her why she didthat. She said, yeah,
because this is uh, it's nota it's almost a cry for help.

(30:07):
But I've noticed when women chopped theirhair off, it's like taking your power
back in a sense. It's thebig chop. I did a big chop
before, right, And I don'tknow any woman who just that pretty with
that real long hair just chop.They shut off like and she was like
the first door. But it becamea style. But I have file sisters,

(30:29):
and I've seen women just cut theirhair very short, and it's always
trauma attached to it or just likenot even trauma to say a new think
there's a new and there can betrauma associated with it, even if you're
not necessarily trauma could be your thattrauma to Yeah, so it can be.
It could be a fresh start period, but there is trauma attached to

(30:56):
it. I rarely see a womancut her hair off. But did you
hear for good reasons? Did you? Well? When I cut my hair
off, I was definitely going throughsome phase where I was a new beginning,
but I also wanted to go naturaland I had a lot of dead
mine still had. But did youI still had trauma attached to it in
some sense. But did you seethe who was it? Was it his

(31:19):
old bodyguard or something had been doinginterviews and I think he was talking about
it when about Gene Deal, JeanDeal, Gean Deal. Was it was
somebody that says something about that talkingabout Diddy for years? Yeah, But
when it comes to the haircut,it was somebody that did an interview or
something that was basically saying how theywere like with Diddy. I think it

(31:41):
was either him or with somebody thatwas like a person, a celebrity or
maybe something I don't know, butwith their girl, and they were with
Diddy and Cassie, And did hetold her cut her hair off? Probably?
So it could have been that too. But he's always given me all
right, So this is the wholepoint, right. I'm sorry because I

(32:06):
appreciate you expressing in or explaining whyyou, as a man, and as
a black man specifically, and asa man who has been through things right,
would need to see proof. Ifeel like that kind of speaks to
why a lot of people are like, there's no proof, right. And
then from a woman's perspective, becauseI didn't disbelieve it or believe it because

(32:28):
it's just like about it. Yeah, but as a woman, I would
be and because of what I've gonethrough in the times where I didn't think
that it was even something I couldsay, like how was somebody going to
believe? You know what I mean? Like even with the sexual assault allegations,
I sincerely understand why it takes aminute. So I think that you

(32:53):
even touching on that from a male'sperspective, I feel like that helps women
understand like why I might have beenlike yeah, because because ain't no proof,
and for us it's just kind oflike, well that shit happened to
me, not not proof, justyes, I'm never gonna be dismiss a
person's claims. But I haven't heardCassie say anything now she says it because

(33:17):
even when Meg she did, whenMeg said Tori shot her, I immediately
believed her, Like I'm not evenquestion she said, Yo, this man
pointed a gun and shot me.I'm like, fuck would the public say
she said it? So until she'sproved to be a liar, because I
don't see, like, why wouldyou lie about getting shot like that nigga

(33:37):
shot me? Like what the fuck? So I was really upset about men
going against her right in that situation, and he was convicted ultimately, so
in the court of law. Ithink that the thing with Cassie too,
because I feel like when when therewas at lawsuit and they settled really quick,
I feel like that's all. Knowingthat they settled super quickly meant something.

(34:00):
She may not have publicly come outlike Meg did, but she detailed
that same ordeal that we saw onthe radio in her seat in her court
document, right. But the thingwith Cassie is it's Diddy. He's an
extremely powerful guy, right, Sopowerful men know what they can. They
can't be prosecuted for even the bullshitapology did he put out. He only

(34:22):
put the apology out for one becausethe video came out. And two,
he can't be prosecuted for that.There's no there's a statute of limitations on
physical assault. Now there was rapeor murder or something like that, there's
no statual limitations on that. Yougoing to jail. Don't give fucking with
thirty years ago, which is whycosb Kelly. The thing with Diddy is

(34:45):
the things that he because he isa textbook groomer and a textbook monster with
guys in his caliber. There arenbas involved. So I was talking about
this on my live earlier, right, like nigga like Diddy, You'll be
like, if Diddy having a party, you know his parties is crazy,

(35:06):
I'm gonna pull up, right,So you pull up to the party and
you know there's gonna be some orJesus, I'm fucking yeah, you could
deal with that. You'd be like, I ain't fucking I don't care if
they're fucking over there, but say, if you do involved, you do,
I fuck it. These niggas isfamous, they they they sexy.
They mean, I'm a fucking oneof these niggas. But you ain't playing
on him sucking dick. Right,You're like, Yo, whoa, I

(35:30):
signed up for the sex, butI ain't signed up for for you sucking
to come out of your getting onyour knees and sucking dick or you fucking
this nigga. But because you signedout NDA, you can't speak on it
at all. There's videos of Diddy. You gotta get your phone up when
you go on these places. That'sthe type of time these niggas is on.

(35:51):
So, although is that not youknow what you said something about that,
like they may have signed up forit, but did they sign up
for all lot? Like right?So this level is so abuse and that's
why it made me think about whatyou said last time, like, yeah,
could you be could you know whatthe intentions are? But they go
a little too far to the saidsomething like that when we were talking about

(36:14):
we were talking about grooming, groomingand young women seeking older men for monetary
game. And that's because I seethat a lot of people have said that
about her, like she knew shewas signing up for No, I don't
think that she knew she was gonnahave to do. But that's fault.
Was it freak offs or it's kindof like we down the goddamn hallway.

(36:37):
I don't think she's signed up.And that plays into what we saw on
like baby Ring did like he wanted, And I don't think it's thirst at
that point. I think that's whatthat's what groomers do. Groomers they groom
you. They they psychologically mind fuckyou. So it's Nash Steve and we

(37:00):
don't know Cassie's background. They probablyeven with all Kelly people like him,
they groom your family too, likethey grow your trust Yo, I'm gonna
make your daughter famous. Yo,hey go hell go twenty five thousand,
take your husband on vacation. Igot, I got covered. Don't worry
about she's good. I got security. Yeah, I say, I got
my maids. They all in onit, or they all groomed too.

(37:21):
They all like they this is apart of the part of your job is
to shut the fuck up too.And I got a livelihood. I got
trying saying I can't just it ain'tnone of my business. I got kids,
why I got so he turned theblind onto it. So although and
this is why cast Cassie and seegroomers on Diddy's level also cover their own

(37:45):
ass, right, So just likehe bought that video, which I'm pretty
sure he dropped it because it cameout twenty sixteen, right, because you're
real sorry about some shit like I'vedone things with one of my ex where
she would have never found out fuckinganything, walking like her homegirls and all

(38:07):
that. But I grew up consciousand I told her like she would have
never found out, I could have. She could have went to the grave.
But that's what a conscience does.The conscience make you say it without
So that's how new the apology wasbullshit. That's first of all. Secondly,
a nigga like Diddy because the videocame out. He's trying to save
his ass in the court of publicopinion because in the real court system he

(38:29):
can't get prosecuted. But also,Cassie didn't settle that fast for monetary game.
Cassie settled that fast because there's alsotapes on her, right, So
because she got groomed, there aretapes of her sucking multiple dicks, fucking
other guys, and that's gonna makeher look crazy. And of course she's

(38:49):
moaning and it's feeling good. Sheprobably drugged up. That's not something she
wanted to engage in, right,because that's times women moan in general.
Right, But it looked crazy whenit's on video. So she goes,
you got a husband and kids.Show us to your point where you said
people like him cover their ass becauseeven you having her find these escort,

(39:09):
right, it's like, well,she is the one who found them,
so her but right, you knowwhat monsters act different, right, So
it's like, yo, crazy,you asked for thirty million, I'm gonna
give you ten. I'm gonna giveyou ten don't ever talk about this shit

(39:30):
again or put these tapes out,take your ten and get out of here.
That's what that was all about,right, But person like me.
Four years ago, I started apodcast called I was doing this, you
know, the All Jokes podcast,and I started my own solo podcast called
The Black Table Epilogue. I didan entire episode about Diddy before any of
this shit came up, and Isaid that Nigga's a monster. And this

(39:52):
was right after the death of kimPorter. May she rest in peace.
And I thought about when bad Boyfirst started. When bad Boy first started,
it was Diddy, Andre Herral,Heavy D. I'll be sure,
kim Porter, right, So I'llbe sure on kim Porter they got Quincy,
Quincy is I'll be sure Son withkim Porter. They all start at

(40:15):
the same time. Now, ifyou look at just that roster alone,
right, Andre Herald Debt, kimPorter Debt, Heavy D Debt, I'll
be sure, almost died, Yeah, Diddy alive. Now I'm just naming
the people he started out with hiscareer, right. And then I said,

(40:36):
you know what, let me godown to bad Boy roster. So
first I think about this, right, I think about go to the former
artist. We're gonna go through allthis. I think about artists, like
all the artists that was on BadBoy, and I'm like, Okay,
who left Bad Boy willingly? MaryJ. Blige left on her own free

(40:59):
will. She got away from thatnigga. You good right, she got
it, made her own free willand sold to the locks. They left
on their own free will. Theyturned out just fine. But the people
who stayed right, not only didthey fall into obscurity, they never got

(41:19):
any other deals. And a fewof them are dead and some of them
got weird. Nobody left unscathed,and the only one that profited was Puffy.
So if you look at the artists, right, Craig Mac, he's
dead. Craig Mac before he died, was in some weird religious cult South

(41:40):
Carolina somewhere. He's dead and brokeBiggie. We already know he's dead.
Rest in peace, Faith Evans,wish she at she broke Toltally where they
at they broke? One? Twelve? Were they at they broke? We
ain't hear from them again. Maceturned to a pasta, but now he's
back with Cameron on it is whatit is? I don't know who tion

(42:00):
tried is Mario Juana's Where he atthe lax Iris said they left Black rob
Daddy, Jordan McCoy where he at? Carl Thomas where he at? Sean
turned his Citic Jew also did nineyears in jail, and a woman in
that case said, that wasn't himthat pulled that trigger. Mark Curry where

(42:22):
he at? King? Who thefuck is that dream? Where are he
at? G Depp just came homefrom doing a twenty year bit in jail,
turned himself in for a crime thatnobody even know he committed. He
turned himself into the comps and he'sbegging them to arrest him. He went
three times like yo, I killedthe guy on such and such date on

(42:42):
the bike, and they're like,yo, nigga, you were crazy,
get out of here. So theyfinally had to figure out a murder and
they don't know if he did itor not, but finally he pinned some
murder on him. He just camehome this year. Uh Loon turned Muslim
loon, went to jail for aboutten years. He came home the band
where they at, uh Fuzz Bubble, I don't know the fuck that is?

(43:05):
A bo MJG left on their own. They're good. Foxy Brown left
on her home boys in the hood, Gezy left on his own see Jeezy
blew up? But the other threewhere they at? Right? Sherry Dinnis,
remember how where is she at?Kaleina Harper Khaleena Harper used to be
she was in Dirty Money. Itwas her Diddy and Dawn. Khaleena Harper

(43:28):
was in my DMS like two yearsago, asking me for fifty dollars swear
my kids wow started to follow me. Actually, fifty dollars new edition.
We already know that's no audition.Red Cafe? Where he at? Who
else? We got? B five? Fuck? They at young Jock driving
uber and shit dirty Money? Ismoked about them. Gorillaz Oh where he

(43:51):
at? Danny Kane? Where theyat? King Loos? Where he at?
Day twenty six? Elephant Man alreadyhad his on carea Donnie can't know
who that is. Cassie, wetalked about. Pitbull left on his own,
machine gun, Kelly left on hisown French mind teller. The only
man stand it, Cassie is thatwhen she was like she ain't with him

(44:13):
no more than she got. Ithink that's just the year she was an
artist. And her contract probably okay, okay, but you see what I'm
saying. Oh, I went throughthe whole fucking bad boy roster. Right,
some of these people are a platinumselling artists. Some of them are
makes no sense. Our platinum sellingartists could be on the label and then

(44:34):
contract or whatever, and then theyusually go to another label. Why do
they go away completely? These arehuge artists. Sean was huge, Carl
thom Is one twelve total faith,These were huge artists. What happened to
him? But guess who's still standing? Diddy? So I didn't need this

(44:55):
Cassie shit to know this nigga wasa piece of shit. I looked at
this four years ago. I lookedat this like, Yo, wait a
minute, this nigga is the devilhimself. Like I'm like, yo,
this nigga is a demon. Becausehow how your whole people? You started
your ship with his dad? Everybodydad? They young Andre herrel dad of

(45:16):
mystery. I think Andre Hall committedsuicide allegedly heavy d hot condition, kim
porter. We still don't know howshe died, and al be sure was
a hospital, some mysterious ship wasin a coma or something like that.
Right, But Pete Game. Knowhow did he even end up with kim
Porter? That was Albi shaw girland he raised his son. Right,

(45:40):
Ryan Leslie was huge in the musicbusiness. He don't even do music no
more. But you know, RyanLeslie is a genius. He I think
he with the Harvard at like sixteenor some ship like that. It's crazy,
right, But why he don't domusic no more? He said,
he's a good You feel what I'msaying, Like this ship is weird with
this snigger, It's like you everseen the Devil's advocate with with an opportuno.

(46:02):
He's like that. Like I'm tellingyou, like Diddy to me,
has always been the devil himself thatthey gain just a recording to he a
devil sacrifice bad people? Man,Shit, why are you the only one
that's good? You know? It'scrazy. I'm looking at past members and
there's a name that's on there,and that was my producer when I was

(46:23):
in Atlanta trying to pursue music.No Anthony did under the Hitman where you
see this list of members and thenit says past members. He's his second
name under Andrea Dramatic. Yeah,shout out to Anthony Dance he was really
giving me an opportunity. That's fireand the people who remained loyal and stuck

(46:45):
with him. There are some othershits. Stevie J. Yeah, why
I say yay yay wasn't with nobad why yan? Really it said in
twenty fifteen, Really it was Annownsaid he was a part of the current
roster. D dot Giletti. I'mand rah. This ship is spooky to
even think about. Like as Idid this list and I went down the

(47:07):
line, and I'm like, thatship had my hair standing and I'm like,
nah, this is not this isnot some normal shit. This is
some real demonic shit with this nigga. And then it even scared me more.
He changed his name to love rightAnd if you don't notice about me,
that was my name now I changedit. That's my niggame. That's

(47:29):
why everybody s called me. I'mlike, nah, I ain't my name
no more. And then one timeI saw the nigga on line and he
he was saying talking about it everyyear by myself. He's saying, every
year he boys himself a balloon.Every day he boys himself balloons for what,
just to celebrate himself. And thenthe next year, guess what happened.

(47:52):
He was dressed up as it forHalloween, right and then and then
I'll get it a little more spooky. The movie, the movie produced,
the movie. They send him acease and decision. He can't dress something
like that. Remember that when youstart piecing this ship together, this ship
gets spooky. But the balloons andyou dressed up hiss it. And then

(48:15):
they said wow, because he reallythat, he really that's puff gayzy puff
wayn't gayzy. So I feel likeyou feel like how I feel about the
apology. Definitely, I feel likeI feel like somebody on his team definitely
told him, because when I waslistening to it, I didn't feel any

(48:38):
genuineness from it. And I rememberbeing like, well, who the fuck
is he apologizing to? Because heain't say listen, he alluded to the
video. He alluded to the video, but he didn't really like like,
because you know, okay, whenwhen people say apologies are genuine, right,
they like, if I am toapologize to you for wrongdoing and I

(49:00):
just say I apologize, you're gonnabe like for what right? What what
do you apologize for? She didn'tspeak directly to that. And then are
you apologizing to us? You can'tbe apologizing to her. We've talked about
this apologizing. I don't believe anybody'sapologies because when you apologize, apologizing this

(49:24):
for yourself. Right. So ifyou slapped the shit out of me and
said I'm sorry I slapped you,right, that doesn't mean I'm over it.
Apologizing apology is just you acknowledging youwere wrong. Right. The look
in his eyes, the shiftiness ofhis eyes. I don't think Diddy's capable

(49:45):
of remorse. I don't. Idon't think he's that type of guy like
you ever seen him with And Ialways thought the Batiman shit was was real
with him, You know what Imean? I always do the nigga as
a super freaky nigga. You everseen the video with him on on Drink
Champs with Fab. I don't thinkI watched it. It ain't the whole

(50:09):
episode, just what he said heis wild. I want to show you
like like that this was it whenhe was like like when you're talking to
me like that, daddy, likebro weird, Like when he was with
Fab, like you never party withme, Daddy? Like like why you
don't party with me? No more? Was like it was weird he was

(50:30):
shipping. But listen enough about Diddy. Diddy is a wild boy. Whatever
they said that man did, Ibelieve he did for sure. You know
what, Once again, the wordbelief is subjective. I don't put it
past him, right because I knowthe power of words is speculating, right,

(50:51):
And I know that I talk alot online and I go viral for
my words, and I know thatmy words can materialize into something real.
That's why I didn't even speak onit. This a or something. I'm
talking about it online anywhere, andthis is on a platform where we can
have a discussion about it. Ifigured, like we've been talking about Diddy
for almost an hour, but didthe Diddy conversation? It's so broad that
you can you need an hour?You need to talk about it, Like,

(51:14):
I'm not giving youa niggas a minuteand a half of my opinion on
Diddy if you want my opinion onit. I think Diddy is a piece
a legendary piece of shit, andI think he's a scary guy. I
think people like him. First ofall, I've always known him in my
line of business. Out you knowwho Ali Sadik is. I love Alisadi,

(51:36):
him and Chappelle my two biggest comedyinspirations. Chappelle behind what he went
through and they came back and gotthe bag. But he still got a
corporation attached to him, so heyou know. But Ali is one hundred
percent independent. Ali went through thestruggle that all the years in jail came
out and it's completely independent. AndI can tell he's happy and he's transparent
from the way he talks. Ithink it's hot. It's impossible to be

(51:59):
transparent and honest with a machine behindyou, because they're gonna they're gonna silence
you, like yo yo, youcan't say so. Somebody gonna be behindest
if you're gonna interview. I don'tthink he's confined to though. And I
think I'm the five to ten milliondollar guy. I don't think I'm the
eight hundred million billion dollar guy.In order to become that guy, one

(52:21):
got puppet masses behind you. TwoI believe y'all do some wild shit.
And three I think you gotta bea little evil in order to even accumulate
that level of money. Because there'sno humanitarians that's billionaires. They become humanitarians
afterwards, you can't become a billionairebeing humanitary. I think you've gotta be
somewhat evil and not give a fuckabout human decency. Because for me to

(52:44):
be walking around with a billion andall of these people in front of me
all fucked up, and I don'tgive them nothing along the way so we
all can get it together. Youcan't accumulate that kind of money without being
low evil. And I think it'ssomething that because even on the lower of
the lower level. I've talked aboutthis with friends before, when we say,
like billionaire, you know, youknow they had to do some shit,

(53:06):
because that's just the level of empathythat you lose along the way because
it is a small even on asmall scale, Like I'm VP of operations
of a company, right, andI remember when I first started even managing,
I was very much so like emotionallyattached. I wanted to be cool
with my employees. I wanted andas time went on, like I don't

(53:30):
get I don't care, you know, customer certain I'd be like, I
don't give a talk about your sass. I can't say that to them,
but I really don't care, likeI have to. This is the decision
that has that it's being made,and I'm I'm a less I'm a lot
less emotionally attached than even my CEOis a lot of times cause I'm just
like nah, because for me,my job is to make sure that this

(53:52):
this is a well oiled tank.And we can't be well oiled if we
continuously let people get over on uswith us. So I don't really care
what your sad sty and even becausesome of my employees I have I'm cool
with, but even I gotta likethere's that fine line where it's like I
don't really care right now. Idon't care right now, I'm at work.

(54:13):
I don't care to be your friendon this phone. Right now,
I'm trying to get business handles.So that's on a small scale. Can
you imagine the more and more yourcompany grows, your brand grows. It's
like, I do believe that ata point to have that much money,
you gotta be even, you gottabe untouchable, you gotta no empathy,
you gotta and you gotta be consistentwith it, because I would lose sleep

(54:38):
knowing that in my company in orderto save face, Like even with my
LLC's, I don't have many employees, but my fucker's gotta get let go
in order for the company to thrive. And I know that my what I'm
paying them is what's keeping them afloat, and they're crying like, oh my

(54:59):
god, no Christmas. I gottabe like, you know, you just
have to. And even if Idid let him go, even with a
severance package, I'm still gonna befeeling fucked up, like my my integrity
and my morals wouldn't allow me todo I think nobody. That's how I
know for me, I'll never likeI would have to be silent and give

(55:20):
a motherfucker like you the rest shipthe day to day like I literally have
to take emotions out and think aboutwhat's right and what's wrong because even your
sad story, I can understand itand I do empathize with it, but
my empathy has to be pushed tothe side and I got to be like,
well, in reality, you didand I gotta focus on that,
and I can't focus on nothing elsebig facts. I cannot. I just

(55:42):
be like, well, Ship,this is you did, you did that,
so this is why the outcome iswhat it is, and it becomes
and I was just keep kiing withyou two days ago. You can't like
when Amazon or Walmart shut down somethinglike that, like the Waltons who on
or Mark They know thousands of peoplewho lost their job, they on the

(56:04):
street. You gotta be like itis what it is. The company is
still here, though. In orderto be like that, you gotta shut
up. But Diddy is next levelbecause here's like I said, and and
and ended it on him. He'sthe only one like I named his entire
roster. He's the you can't nameone person out of that whole group of

(56:25):
people are named that's alive and prospering. They all fucked up. And the
ones that's still aligned with them,aren't they on love and hip hop like
Stevie Jay and on them. Theones who still align and route for him,
they're not doing. They're having tolowkey degrade themselves in a way,
embarrass themselves and their family is okaywith that. Embarrassed It is nasty.

(56:46):
With that, it's nasty. Andwhen I saw him with the balloon situation,
I felt I took pity on him, and I was like, damn,
that's pathetic. I took pitty.I take pity on him. When
I see Rick Ross in his house. Yeah, I bought me a cow,
and he by himself, like I'mcool. Everybody know I'm real close
with Shaq, And he says somethingrecently like, you know, my biggest

(57:10):
regret is fucking up my family becauseI'm in this big house by myself.
That shit is a nasty feeling.Like, I mean, I'm still a
young man, but I know oldermen who got money and well off.
They you know what I'm saying.They live good lives, drive good cause,
fuck whoever they want to fuck wheneverthey want to. But when I'm

(57:30):
like score off at night and youand that motherfucking ten thousand square foot home,
dolo, that is not a goodfeeling. Are you old? And
you gotta get your ass hite bya stranger cause and that could happen.
That could happen, But listen,life that full circle. Is this my
dream? My goal is to bea very very old man, and I

(57:55):
mean a hundred god willing with allmy marbles, no Alzheimer's, no dementia,
grandkids, great grandkids, on themotherfucking rock and chair in front of
a lake, playing with the ducks, watching my kids and my grandkids.
And then when I get tired,I lay down in my bed hospice.
There I'm home, surround them allmy family, and I go, that's

(58:21):
the goal. Fuck all that livingall by yourself. I ain't gonna no
wife white who don't want that,like like to be alone is scary to
me, Like it's very And Iknow some people who are pieces of shit
like that and they're dola. Lookat Russell Simmons. That nigga's in Bali,
right, he probably got some peoplewho cool with them and using them
as yo. Listen, that's oneof the worst listen I got. As

(58:43):
a father of six children, meand one of my daughters don't speak.
But she's an adult now and wehaven't misspeaking since she became an adult.
But as a child, he wasgood. She lived in my house.
But she got grown to decide thatshe wanted to do some shit, and
I'm pretty sure we'll reconnect. Butshe still lives with one of my children,
So it's like you, he's stillwith me. We ain't talking,
but I still got to see youreyes. But at the end of the

(59:05):
day, my kids fuck with me. Like it's one thing to love your
children, but when your kids fuckwith you. They say, Dad,
you God, how you doing,Daddy? I love that shit. My
daughter is older, she got kids. I'm a grandfather, but she calls
me to see how I'm doing ona personal level. She sends me picture
my grandkids in that my relationship withhers is important. So Diddy is going

(59:28):
to be a lonely motherfucker. AndI'm surprised his son has I don't know
if you heard it, is hisson made a disre I get the fifty
cents. I didn't hear it.But even he's getting accused. I heard
that too. It's nasty. Soand listen, sometimes this things worse in

(59:50):
jail, and I'm going to predictthis here on this show. I think
the level of it's a good show, the level of narcissists he is.
I don't see him being able togo to jail or even have scrutiny from
the public because he's always been inthe spotlight his entire career, and he's
always made it a point to bein the spotlight. I'm not wishing this

(01:00:13):
on Diddy, but I see himwith the with the with the with the
nonsen, with the nonsa that hadon the mouth, that ass. I
see it self inflicted. I don'tsee him going out like that. I
see him taking it, you knowwhat I mean, keeping power. Yeah,
and that's the most coward shit inthe world. But that confirms what

(01:00:37):
I think of him, And Idon't think all of these people dying,
all of these people doing bad.That's like when he when he gave us
the dialogs back, you give itback. When anybody check out for no
motherfucking Danny Kane, well they're gonnaget a couple of cent for the hardcore
fans who in their forties and fifties. Now my kids don't know who Danity
Kane is or day twenty six becauseeven that, like I got this that

(01:01:00):
I would listen to dad and thathe came. But it's probably like once
or twice a year. Twice ayear if like you probably heard it in
the department store something like oh ship, like yeah, and they get what
a stream of streamers with a coupleof cent If that you got you got
any closing thoughts on Diddy, Ijust want to say my favorite thing,

(01:01:23):
which is you are free to choose, but you are not free from the
consequences of your choices. And whatgoes around, comes around and to Cassie
and everybody. Are all his othervictims. Listen you you you heard and
shout out to the gardener, notthe godhood, the nigga person training.
But I'm just saying, like Iknow why she with him, Yeah,

(01:01:45):
because I said, when she gotwith that nigga, I'm like, something
wrong here. You don't leave Dittyfor the gardener. He was whatever he
was. He ain't Diddy and heain't black. Mm hmm. You know
that was he was the guy thathe was the guy who spent the most
time with her, and she confidedin him, and it was it was

(01:02:08):
very and she probably was his personaltrainer who listened to her, who didn't
have no ties of didy and helistened to her. She fell in love
in the process. I just hopethat that's real love and not that a
trauma bon trauma bond, right.I wonder you know those situations exist because

(01:02:28):
it is really it is difficult ina general sense to go from a toxic
relationship to a healthy relationship. Andwhen you come from toxicity, a lot
of times what is what is appealingis everything that you wish you were having

(01:02:51):
when you were dealing with the toxicity, and so now you got to sift
through do I really love this andwant this? I had it just that
I love it because it's I wish, right, And that's dangerous because the
other person really loves you because they'renot going through the trauma. Sometimes those
people are codependent and it needs somepeople to help, and they fall in

(01:03:15):
love with the idea of you asopposed to who you really are. Because
once she heals, she no longerneeds you. So you would hope that
shit becomes top. You would hopethat it's an actual desire and not a
need right when that's when, becauseI think that sometimes you do need your
part, you do need a person, but you still want to you still
there's still there has to be thatI want to be because I And also

(01:03:37):
with their situation because he was thepersonal trainer, so he was kind of
in it with her, so Ican see there'll be some real ship there
because I can see they break upand he's like a rebound dude. I've
seen that happen. But in there, uh, the Saint Romeo and fucking
Juliet Like typically when when it happensthe way it happens with them. It

(01:04:00):
doesn't work, but they got amarriage kids. If the dude is a
simple enough, if he's simple enough, he'll stick around. Because let's say
something, because me and you,you and your man, go do something
me and you find something in whaty'all going through. You ain't about to
kick me to the curb. Onceyou get healed, I'm not gonna be

(01:04:21):
your your your your defense, yourshoulder to cry on. And then I'm
really in love now because of whatyou went through with this nigga. And
then like you heal and you wakeup like you don't really like you.
I never wanted you, nigger likeyou never. That's how we go though,
because a lot of times you you'reblinded, like you're still because at

(01:04:43):
the end of the day, youcan't love nobody if you don't love yourself.
And it's hard to love yourself whenyou're being abused like that. And
that video brings some you know,brings some validity to that statement, like
to watch her in a fetal position, and it also a little more spooky
because there's the other video or herlying in that fetal position with the blanket
over her when she was hid andfrom what I'm hearing that's the same day

(01:05:05):
that it's more sad when you thinkabout it like this nigga was a bully
because let me tell you something,I get another scenario and then we're gonna
ended on that because I don't wantto make myself here be no fucking monster.
Me and my ex got into itone day and she wanted to you
know, she doing that immature shit. I don't want to walk. I'm
getting out of the car while we'rearguing in the car, I get out

(01:05:27):
whatever. I'm like, O,listen, you take the car. I
walk. So when I got outof the car, I threw the keys,
not at her, but threw themlike so she can catch them,
and it missed her and hit herin the face, and I'm like,
oh shit. She grabbed her face. She got in the car and drove
off. I walked, just walked, walk like, oh shit, I

(01:05:48):
can't believe that that happened. Iget home and I saw the scar she
had, like a little scar herface from her and I felt so terrible.
I couldn't even come home till heI did not want to see that.
I threw the keys in a nota fit of rage, but I
can't believe that my actions caused amarker. And she's begging me to come

(01:06:11):
home. I'm like, nah,I can't. I can't see that on
you. I can't stomach no shitlike that. I have too much of
a I'm too empathetic to that.Like I stayed away for like maybe like
a week or two, and she'sbegging me come on. I'm like,
nah, nah, no, No, I can't see that. I don't
know how Diddy can do that toher for that length of time that that
video looked like it was shocked uptoo. So the beating looked like it

(01:06:34):
took a minute like to do that. And I was and I made a
little joke about it wasn't a joke. But nigga, don't start with the
stump out and kicking drag. Itstart with the mush, then a slap,
then it choke. It's levels ofphysical abuse, because ain't no woman

(01:06:54):
gonna that can't be the first thingyou do. Like with hit l ain't
start out I'm gonna burn it.He started out on some low level ship
and kind of led up to thatbecause you got to get people, all
right. Well, it's kind oflike how we're numb to what we see
online now seeing a black man getshot by the cops. It's like or
word another one. We're very numbto it now. But it was like

(01:07:16):
we saw too much and enough timeswith her. He been beating that ass.
So for a nigga to be thatcomfortable to stomp you out, kick
you, you got one hundred poundsand the cassie are small stomping out like
that and then drag a nigga,You're crazy, bro. Yeah, but

(01:07:39):
I've been trying to end it fora minute, but it will end that
subject. It's okay. But yeah, well, I mean we got some
shit out, you know, I'mnot for it. I think that he's
a piece of shit and sometimes somethingthere's some shit worse than jail, and
I think he gonna I think,first of all, the new pause is

(01:08:00):
no Diddy. That's nasty, liketo be a social and that's sticking.
That ain't gonna nowhere, Like that'sgonna be around. So now, no,
Homo is your name? Abuse issynonymous with you. I was store
today and there's playing Bryson Tiller andshe ain't and one I'm like, oh

(01:08:21):
god, I can't listen to thisno walk like we can't listen. But
the same thing with All Kelly.All Kelly great to me, the greatest
R and B of all time,Like in my book, All Kelly is
the king of R and B,the greatest of all time, greatest pen,
greatest catalog. But god damn it, you don't think we can listen

(01:08:46):
to that music? Like think,I don't think I could do it publicly?
Did he ain't do it yet?Because Diddy don't got his own ship.
It's like product produced by bad boys. So I think did it be
good? Because I ain't aint gonnatell me. Nobody ain't never gonna tell
me to cut Big off. It'snot happen. You can. I don't
give a fuck. What did hetalk about in the background. I'm not
cutting Biggie off? Yeah, Idon't give suck with Big What did he

(01:09:10):
talking about? That's why I feltcomfortable with the B and Teldgi. Yeah
take that take that it's crazy.Don't let's just do yo take that take
that sounds crazy? Now, let'sl like in the movie, We've been
on this ditty shit for an hour, but we finally got it off on
the old Jokeside podcast ship. Welet's talk about this nigga man, since

(01:09:35):
we already on this on this typeof time. You saw the video it's
old with the teacher who was wholet the students take his hair out,
and I made a video about itonline. I talked about it as a

(01:09:55):
father. I thought it was outa pocket. A lot of people assumed
that I was sexualizing it, andI wasn't because I don't think that that
guy was being sexual at all.I don't think that at all. But
just because it's non sexual doesn't meanit's not inappropriate, right, because even

(01:10:19):
the reasoning behind it. Now,if you're running the cosmetology cat class on
me, by all means, takethem motherfucking hair out, and you could
be the guinea pig. You're thesubject matter in that situation. That's different.
One of the little girls her aspirationsto be a hairstylist. Cool,
she could take your hair out outthe class and ask the parents to do

(01:10:42):
it under supervision to them. Cool. It's certain it's disclaimers in there to
where it would be okay, Butyou talking about yo, I gotta get
my head done later. Could y'alltake my hair out for me? That's
beneficial to you, and also asa former guy who worked with little girls,
little girls be attracted to you likedead ass, they'd be liking you.

(01:11:06):
And shit, when you're a teacherand kids, you are my kids.
Teachers are their parents. In mystead, you're their parents right now.
But hours of nine to two,I have along you with them.
That's your kids, my daughters.I don't got no hair, but my

(01:11:31):
daughters don't do my hair. No, no, they don't do my friend's
hair. The fuck out of here, Like, ain't no father cool with
that? And they said, well, the parents was cool with it?
I said yeah, because the parentswas a bunch of single fucking mothers.
That's why that's what it was.I can't find a father. They're like,
yeah, you can do your teacher'shair in class. What our father

(01:11:55):
being cool with that shit? ButI noticed that and I got into it,
and you can chime in. Igot into it with a bunch of
women online because my stance was thewomen who was cool with it did not
have a daddy growing up, becausedaddy ain't having it. That's especially a
black father is not having that.Shit. What you felt about the whole

(01:12:15):
situation, cause I got another heatfired back, and he was God,
I do understand how how the peoplewho are saying that it's inappropriate could feel
like it's inappropriate. I understand froma male's perspective. I even understand from
when you said these little girls arelike you because they didn't be having crushes

(01:12:35):
for sure. I think it's justbecause from a professional standpoint too, it's
it's inappropriate, right. I knowhe did have it, and then he
I think in a video he didexplain that it's it wasn't necessarily during class,
like whatever work needed to be donehad already been done, whatever the

(01:12:56):
case may be. I get that, but I think that as there is
a level of professionalism that is expectedfrom teachers. But I also understand too,
like when people were saying, Imean they little girls, little girls
in school, be trying to doeverything hair, you know, And then
there is the question of would havebeen okay if it was a woman whose
hair they'd be taken out? Andwhy is that okay and not inappropriate if

(01:13:20):
it was a female teacher versus amale teacher, Like if we can,
if we could take our hair inschool in class, why does it matter
if it's male or female? LikeI get both stances. I don't have
kids, so I don't really know. I'm like, I feel like,
looking at it, it gives innocentand it. But I think too that

(01:13:41):
teachers in general have to have tobe smarter and have a little bit more
attact because I know that everybody isseeing teachers be cool on TikTok with their
kids. There are times where teachersare setting up the phone recording and this
is how I check my class,you know what I'm saying. But I
think that I think that they haveto be more careful with that because that
could have happened and it just wasn'ton video, you know what I'm saying.

(01:14:04):
And it's like, I feel like, you are you were slow for
uploading that. Really, And I'llsay this, I don't. I think
he's a good teacher. I thinkhe has a great relationship with his children,
with the kids he told. Ibelieve that about that guy. I
think he's a great teacher. Here'sthe problem. He's oblivious to what happens

(01:14:29):
in the world. Teachers are damagecontrol like parents are damage control. If
my son runs in the street,he don't know why I slapped them upside
his fucking head. But I knowthere's a possibility that somebody could hit you
with that car, so that slappedin the head. You're like, why
did you do that? You don'tknow why this nigga don't understand that older

(01:14:51):
guys try to groom little girls becausehe's that's what makes it inappropriate. That's
what it's the fact that grown alittle girl should not be touching a grown
man. It's like this, Mydaughters don't sit on my fucking lap.
Right after a certain age. Youdon't sit on no man's lap, even

(01:15:15):
if it's an uncle, a grandfather, your big broton. Don't sit on
every man is exempt. You don'tget the past because you're the teacher,
so you are the example of thefather that that's at home or not in
the life. That's the problem withit, and that's what makes it inappropriate
because he didn't exercise enough disdain toknow like, oh shit, because another

(01:15:40):
guy man that have the same intentions, so he's personalized. Oh that wasn't
my nigga. You are their fuckingfather right now, bro, you are
teaching them. It's old and that'sall parenting is. We all as a
village, we're all doing this.A child can differentiate the difference between how

(01:16:00):
many times do we hear about littlegirls getting touched by somebody they know and
from, and they can start offas an interaction, and they can start
off with interactions like that, ohhe did my hair. Oh yeah,
he let me take his hair out, because okay, so a parents say
they cool with it, Well youlet me take my teaching hair out.
This is why I'm also against fatherstouching their daughters. I don't touch my
daughters. Mommy, if you wantahead of you do, I'm not touching

(01:16:23):
her because you're inadvertently letting this girlknow that A man hits you when you're
wrong. A man hits you becauseyou're not listening to him. Why how
could you? How could I beatmy daughter's father and I beat my daughter's
ass, and when she gets oldera husband be to ask and she come
get me. I agree with that. Niggas gonna be like, well you
used it too. She don't saywell you used to hit me, because

(01:16:45):
I don't. I know this iseasier say than them, because I don't
have kids who's ass I have towill, But I don't agree with physical
discipline is necessarily in general, butdefinitely right from the father. And you
know what, here's the thing.Physical discipline is necessary at times, right,

(01:17:06):
but only in a sense to wherethey're challenging you in a physical economy,
like a father, a son buckup to his father. None,
nigga, I gotta sit you backdown, a daughter bucking up at her
mother, a kid putting themselves ina position that the physical pain they're gonna
endure is worse than the physical painI'm gonna give you. For example,

(01:17:29):
running in the street doing drugs,right, because you can overdose on drugs.
So I'm gonna beat your ass becausethe pain the drugs is gonna give
you is way worse. But becauseyou haven't experienced that pain yet, you
don't even know what's coming. Right. And then also there's warnings. I
don't believe in beatings. I dobelieve in I believe in that. And

(01:17:51):
that ends after they can comprehend theEnglish language, right, because once you
can comprehend, which is about sixor seven. I'm a lecturer. Those
words when you those words just wasn'tgoing to carry you through life, that
ass when as has been over with, right, I was raised by aunt
who lectured me a lot, andI'm a lecturer now because of it.

(01:18:14):
So you know that that that thatyou say it enough. You know on
cartoons and shit, you have thebad and the good on the shoulder.
I want to be that guy.I want to be that that voice you
hear in your head that ass isscarier only but for so long. But
those words doesn't stick forever. That'swhat I always because my mom definitely needs
to whoop us. And I feellike that didn't anything until she started,

(01:18:36):
actually until she started actually taking stuffthat I actually cared about the way from
me because you could tell me Ican't use the phone. But girl,
you work all day, you don'tcome home, and then you work in
you work in the city, baby, so you ain't home by five cities.
There's only so many places you canhave the phone. You ain't about

(01:18:57):
to take the whole computer away either, So that's ways around. It didn't
matter. But when when she startedto be like when I really wanted to
be on a dance yeah, butthings is like okay, yeah, I
don't want to get hit again.But in another week, I'm right back
to talking shit to my teachers.Like I'm right back to, you know,
having my little smart mouth. Ido wish that there were more explanations

(01:19:19):
as an adult, you know whatI mean, because I'm big on that,
Like I would prefer when I dohave kids that they like really understand,
because I feel like having a conversationhas the propensity to maybe eliminate those
things that you're trying to avoid quickerthan just hitting them. And also there's

(01:19:40):
little room for positive reinforcements after headright, I'll send my son to his
room, I send my daughter toa room. I'll balk on them and
send shivers down their spine for mywords, but I'll come back. I
love you. This is why X, Y and Z happened. It's why
you was punished. It's very I'msorry when you fucking hit somebody. Yeah
right, it's a little room forbeating somebody else. And also, like

(01:20:03):
I said, it's the same reasonwhy I roast niggas online because I can
punch you in your face on site, or I can roast you and had
the whole world laughing at you.What's worse that shit? Don't go nowhere.
I got a nigga on there whothey call he DM me the other
day, asked me could I removesomething like yo, My friends called.
I told the nigga he looked likeJada Kiss and Manny Fresh mixed together,

(01:20:25):
that his name is Manny Kiss.Another nigga, I called him bun b
and E forty. I called hima bun forty right, I be naming
niggas and roasting them. I gottheir whole family wrote that shit. Don't
grown men. That shit fucked withyour ego a little bit. I'm now
I hate seeing parents put the phoneup and go live and beat they kid.
I'm like, do you or fatherscut their son head fucked up and

(01:20:47):
send them school like that. I'mlike, oh, you're doing more harm
than good. Nigga, You're gonnamake him get bullied, mall stupid because
he hurt you. And now it'sgonna be now that's gonna manifest into I
can't trust if I can't even trustmy parents to protect me, I can't
trust my homies, my girl,I can't. I can't trust people.

(01:21:08):
And it's little stuff like that,like there there are times where and please
let it be know, my manis not in any way shape abusive,
in no way, shape or form, but I think past situations and even
being whooped and stuff, it's likesometimes if he just if I'm not expecting
him to, he might just becoming over to give me a glass of
juice. And I wouldn't expect melike abused you this day and we've been

(01:21:34):
together for a minute, I stillbe So it's like I don't want to
give that to my kids. Andto your point, father is hitting,
I don't agree, and I hityour mama. I feel like mama shouldn't
hit it either, But daddy,for sure, because little girls fall in
love with they bother if they're present, even when they're not present. We

(01:21:57):
have this weird thing with our fatherselse if they're there or not. So
for a father to be there,a father to talk down to you,
a father to physically discipline you,I can only imagine how that moves forward
in your life in general. Soyeah, he's the protector. Like my
my daughters get hit by their mothersif they need to. I'm not touching

(01:22:20):
you. I'll beat the verbal reinforcementthat like when Cairo get out of pocket
with his mother. I'll gotta saynothing to that, nigga. I just
look at him like are you arewe crazy? Right now? Like what's
good? And if he and Iyou know, I'll give him a little
backhand to the chest, but notto hurt him, to make them,
make him alert. You know whatI'm saying, like, Yo, get

(01:22:44):
get right, Get right, niggI'm talking to you right now. And
then I got a booming voice,so that's always like that works for me
too, like my voice, youknow what I'm saying, But so I
could see what you're what you're sayingwhen it's like if it's they, then
the girls, the little girl girls, if it was a groomer, they
wouldn't know how to peep this becauseit's okay, it's something that's been okay.
Well, looking at him, victimizedhimself. I'm playing his video and

(01:23:09):
and and he further this nigga don'tget it at all. He really don't
get it. This nigga do notget it. I'm about to say,
I say, he don't get it, and I'm like, oh, he's
a fucking narcissist. Listen to this, nigga. Oh ship I sucked up

(01:23:29):
tripping hold on my bad, y'all. So I'm playing the video from the
Little Bats money who got fired?Damn he I don't know if he's whatever
he is. He really don't getit. He doesn't get it. He
he he doesn't get it, andthis is why he got fired because he

(01:23:55):
don't even so he actually got fired. Oh wow, and he's he's a
child. He's a child. Hedoesn't understand what he did. Well,
Yea, I'm gonna play this videofor you. I want you to hear
this ship heaye by Oh listen,I want to say to hear what this
nigga said. I'll start this isyour sign to be dazzle your teacher's head.

(01:24:16):
Roll the clip. Why is thisman not being publicly? It's not
the same thing, bro, Whyisn't it the same thing? Though?
Okay, you wanted your girls totake your hair out because you needed to

(01:24:42):
get it done later. This guy'sball headed and they're using him as an
art project. They're not doing hishair because one is beneficial to you,
so you're using them to do yourhair. One is the equivalent of having
like Carnival and you're throwing water balloonsat your teacher. That's different. And

(01:25:05):
also also, I hate to dothis shit. They're white. This is
not our world, So don't talkto black because we did this to him,
our community did. Don't talk tous about white people. Let white
people handle their ship. We handto watch shit. I hate to do
that, but we didn't see this, so we're not talking about this.

(01:25:27):
Bring another black if you want tomake the comparison, bring another black male
teacher who did this. Don't bringme a baalheaded white guy with high school
students who these girls look older too, by the way, who's be dazzling
his head with arts and crafts Becausethey're doing it look like they're doing some
kind of artwork. You sitting there, sitting like you the fucking man with

(01:25:49):
a lizard on your lap. Oneof the girls is petting the lizard on
your lap, which looked crazy,by the way. And then they're taking
your braids out because you wanted toget your hair done later. That looks
insane. That's very personal, bro, This looked like a teacher's art project.
What you was doing with some personal, real life shit. It's not

(01:26:09):
the same thing. Now do weknow if this was an art project?
From looking at it, I doubtif this ballheaded white man wanted to walk
around with ron stones on his head. Okay, he specifically said what his
intent was, but it's not thesame thing. So this is apples and
oranges. But I want you tohear what he had to say. I'll

(01:26:30):
play it back. What's got youpissed off today? I'll start This is
your sign to be dazzle your teacher'shead. Roll the clip. Why is

(01:26:53):
this man not being publicly executed likeI was. There's a few subtle differences,
but we essentially did the exact samething. No man is getting his
head for dazzled, so they're noteven touching his hair. They're literally touching
his scalp. I have a teacherwith students in close proximity to him.
He's clearly a good teacher. He'sclearly build a bomb with these students.
They feel comfortable with him, similarto me, for the school year,

(01:27:14):
letting his kids have fun, probablyat the end of class. Like my
video, students' faces are shown inthe video. It's all over the internet
arduously to try to find everything todestroy this man like y'all did. Are
we not dragging this man through themud like I was drunk through the mud?
Real quick? I I understand whyhe's wondering that, because at the

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end of the day, didn't Ithink it is different. It is different
culturally. Culturally, there's a lesserchance of a black male teacher and a
black female teacher wanting to fucking bethe dazzled be dazzled out of head,

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right period, Like, that's notgonna happen in the culture, it would
be everybody would be more prone totake out braids are braid. So even
though there's two different things that areoccurring, it's the same intentions sense,
it's the same. It's the samething. It's it's children playing with an

(01:28:24):
adult's head either way, right,But but the thing about it is,
all right, watch this, youknow, will be the same thing as
this, the equivalent if they wereputting wacky braids in his hair, that
would be the same thing. Butfor you to sit there, Hey,
I'm getting my hair done later,can you guys help me take my braids
out? He asked them to dothat. He asked them, little girls,

(01:28:46):
to take his braids out. Thisteacher that probably was the students,
said let me, let's let's fuckingbe dozilet teachers had it, and he
probably like, all right, goahead, that's different. But when you're
requesting, hey, I need myhair done, come do my b that's
some wild come on, Okay,so Devil's advocate, Because what if,

(01:29:09):
in that particular moment, because hishair was already done, he asked them.
That could be a thing if that'swhat he said happened. But what
if the video that But what ifhe only asks them because in previous times
are maybe along the way they've alwaysbeen like why when can I break?
Your hell? Why can't I break? And maybe that could have been why

(01:29:31):
he felt comfortable enough to be likepossibly, you know, I'm not doubting
any of that. But the problemis he's comparing apples arms. It's not
the same thing. One and two, social media is always going to pass
public scrutiny. Right. If didhe loses endorsements, it's because the companies
ultimately made the decisions to get himout of here. Why are you attacking

(01:29:55):
social media because you got fired?That's the board because social media? Because
but do we think that if socialmedia would not have said anything, that
he would have gotten fired? Doyou think maybe? Because even when we
think about brand, like even ifwe go back the brand deals, right
if everybody, if the public makesa big deal about it, brands are

(01:30:18):
more likely to be like, wedon't want be a part of our but
usually it's it's definitely it's very rarethat people do ship and brands will distance
himself if it actually wasn't morally funbecause but didn't weren't There are a bunch
of like letters or something that heread or whatever where the parents and the

(01:30:42):
students were advocating for him. ButI think that for the school board,
and maybe it goes yeah, maybeit goes to our early conversation. We
don't give a funk about that.We this is, this is what the
protocol is, this is what ourposts and procedures are. And unfortunately it
don't matter how much they vying foryou. You fucked up. And I

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think I'm gonna play some more video. But I don't think he's learned anything
from this. I think he's stillfighting, swinging from the fensives. I
don't think you learned shit. Itmight, I dress it might be harder
for him to learn anything from itbecause he's feeling so much scrutiny and attack.

(01:31:27):
It's hard for people to ingest thingsunder attack. But I think,
like say, for instance, becauseI really didn't necessarily see the problem with
it, I also didn't pay muchattention to it either. I can't.
I didn't see the full video ofhim getting his hair, But when you
said, as a father, whyyou take this issue with it? So

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I feel like maybe if he wasable, if there was a situation where
he sat down with somebody that brokeit down like you did, he would
learn something. But right, becauseonce again, like I said, I
don't think it was such you forhim. I do think it was innocent,
and I do think he's a goodguy. I truly believe that,
but after seeing this video, Idon't like him. I think the motherfucker

(01:32:09):
is a narcissist. I think it'svalid to ask. I know, I
do think here's the thing. I'mgonna continue to watch the video, but
from the start, I think it'svalid to have that question. But I
do think that it is I thinkdirty. I think that it's does a
disservice to us as a people toever try to compare why we that it's

(01:32:31):
always like anybody white people shoot upthe white people shoot up the mall,
they get taken the god Dann burgIng. We know that that's how,
So to even publicly question it islike right, and my problem with him
is one doing that is nasty,and two it's a lack of accountability.

(01:32:55):
It's like, okay, even thoughyour intentions were and bad, I'm saying
this as a father. I thinkthis teacher is a good guy, just
based off the students, the waythey talked about him. I don't think
it was anything sexual about it,and the fact that he uploaded the six
tackle his own page, that aloneabsorbs him from doing anything malicious, right.

(01:33:18):
I think he's detached from reality andthat's just textbook sign of narcissism,
you think because you're unwilling to seewhere people can see, like like,
Okay, I do some shit toyou and I didn't mean anything harmed by
it, but you have a validreason for feeling the way you feel it.

(01:33:41):
But he didn't do anything. No, no, no, no,
let me finish. I have avalid reason for feeling the way I feel,
but I should at least be openor I could see why you see
it that way and then explain myselffrom there. But he's not saying I
can see why you guys thought that. He's constantly defended himself. It's like,
bro, at some point, yougotta a million people are not just

(01:34:04):
ganging up on you. Bro,you gotta see why, like I just
explained perfectly and has nothing to dowith him. My explanation about it is
because because you are their teacher,and you are an older guy who they
may or may not be attracted to, you are setting the stage for certain
things to be okay because you're theteacher. Right now, the problem is

(01:34:28):
his position. It's not that he'san older guy. It's the teacher.
You're not the neighborhood homeboy. Theteacher is the role of daddy. Because
when I drop my kids off ina moment to they teacher, that's their
mother for the day. If Idrop my kids off to you, you
are their fucking father for the day. Ain't no point because because at no

(01:34:54):
point, because if you can atthis little girl, if you're doing,
if they're taking your braids out andthen they go home and little the neighborhood
drug dealer whoever an older nigga inthe hood, Yo, you taking my
brains out for me and then golffor bit that dude do something to her
and if she comes, tell youabout it. But it started out with
you see what I'm saying. It'sit's it's a it's a it's an extraordinary

(01:35:14):
circumstance. But at the same time, as adults, we got to exercise
discretion and discern it because we arethe example. Parenting is damage control and
parents aren't the only one who parents. So the problem is more so that
he's because I feel like everybody hasa right to defend but do that,
do that, but I defend youselfbecause he could understand again Devil's advocate,

(01:35:39):
he could very well understand the reasoningsbehind it. But it doesn't mean that
he doesn't understand it just because he'snot speaking about it. But he could
also be taking a stance that I'mI'm not a fucking bad like what you
said. I believe he's a goodteacher, Like he can really feel like
I understand what y'all are saying,but I really genuinely didn't do anything.

(01:36:00):
And that's fine to do that,but to not examine the other side,
it's nasty work. Examine the otherside. Of course, Listen. Of
course, there are guys out therewho fucking touch their kids. Of course
there's a surplus of now in socialmedia places where teachers are fucking the students,
male and female alike. But listen, y'all. I'm not one of

(01:36:21):
them, but I can see why. Yes, I agree if you say
that. Now that right there,I'm listening to you, homie, and
I'm even apologizing to you. Andwith that you can get probably another job
somewhere. They'll fuck with you,right because you got you got the parents
batting for you, you got theteachers bating for you, and you're seeing

(01:36:44):
things from another perspective. But whenyou just out here bringing up this guy
who didn't get let me throw thisnigg under the bus. That sucking ship
brought this up, but spoke arebrought up the same things at your like.
See. See, it's not likeour students just love us. I
understand what y'all saying. All right, you know what you do. You

(01:37:05):
know what you do. If youwant to go this route, play videos
of you bonding with your students andsay I'm gonna miss them, and I
understand why I was let go.I didn't deserve this, blah blah blah
blah blah. Do that. Butdon't start out with defense. All right,

(01:37:27):
let's play the wrestler. I don'twant you to hear what he said
though, because I'll think, oh, I don't like this nigga, no
more. I don't like them.All right, what's got you pissed off
today? I'll start. This isyour sign to be dazzle your teacher's head.
Roll the clip. Why is thisman not being publicly executed like I

(01:37:58):
was? There's a few differences,but we essentially did the exact same thing.
This man is getting his head badazzles, so they're not even touching his
hair, They're literally touching his scalp. I have a teacher with students in
close proximity to him. He's clearlya good teacher. He's clearly build a
bomb with these students. They feelcomfortable with him, similar to me,
for the school year, letting hiskids have fun, probably at the end
of class. Like my video,students' faces are shown in the video.

(01:38:23):
It's all over the internet arduously totry to find everything to destroy this man
like y'all did. Are we notdragging this man through the mud like I
was drug through the mud? Before? Someone says it, everything that y'all
tried to dig up about me wascap I addressed every single thing that y'all
tried to dig up about me totry to fit this narrative that I'm a
monster. None of it held weight, and I addressed every single one of

(01:38:45):
it. I've been transparent this entiretime. I was never texting my students.
People saw video of me reading messagesfrom my phone and automatically assumed that
I was texting my students. Theywere emails, and I was reading my
work email from my personal device.Next, oh, he was shooting a
shot. He shot a shot atat a high school girl. Since when
does joining a viral trend along withmillions of other TikTok users equate to shooting

(01:39:10):
your shot at someone? Since whendoes stitching someone's video and joining a trend
equate to shooting your shot at someone? Next, lastly, I don't know
how the internet found out I wasfired before I did. How does that
work? That's exactly why we can'tjust see things on the internet and just
take the run with it. Watchwhen you assume take an ass out of
yourself. Bring me back to thequestion, why do we not have this

(01:39:30):
same energy with this teacher here?He's with my video? Y'all got a
nice, in depth, eloquently putexplanation as to why I was getting my
hair undone. I was gonna goahead and say it. I firmly believe
that I was attacked, and letme add this in here, mainly attacked
by my own community. That's fineattack. I was attacked by my own
community for the most part. Anyway, I firmly believe that I was attacked

(01:39:54):
because I'm a young, handsome blackman. People who watched this video and
thought anything weird or anything suggestive sawme. It was attracted to me.
I got tattoos, I got anattractive energy, attractive aura. You could
sense that through the video. Andsince you could sense that attractiveness, or
since you were attracted to me,you projected your own thoughts and ideologies and

(01:40:15):
traumas and experiences onto me and mychildren. And that is a hell I'm
willing to die on one thousand percentof the time. What else could it
be? You got Peter Pan hereessentially doing the exact same thing that I
did, but he's not being attackedabout all this. We had several teachers
come forth and show their videos oftheir narcissists or not. You see what

(01:40:39):
I'm saying. You see you seethe route, You see the route he
took. Fuck that we're concerned parents, No, it's that you guys are
attracted to me because you like meand I'm handsome. That's crazy. That's
the route you took, bro.First of all, for you not to
see why people can even be alittle alarm by this, to not even

(01:41:01):
address that, to immediately go toyou know what I'm thinking. No,
you guys see that you're attracted tome. That's what it is. And
I'm gonna die on that hill.You know what, You're fired, Bro.
I wish he got you up.I wish he would not have said
that. But that was crazy.But I also don't think that he's I
don't find him attractive, but Idon't let me get let me say this

(01:41:26):
as a straight man. That's anugly nigga right there. Respectfully, this
video in this angle doesn't make himattractive. I'll have to look at the
original video he was. I thinkthat what he I wish he would not
have said that, but I don'tknow. No real quick, no real
quick. Look, let me sayits real quick, real quick. He
brushed by some part that was important. He did make a stitch video and

(01:41:49):
the girl as a teenager. Shewas a sixteen year old girl, right,
And he's addressed as a viral trend. Why didn't you say I didn't
know the girl sixteen? Because thatlook that does look fucking crazy. Nigga,
you're grown ass man, and therewas a stitch video with you with
a fucking sixteen year old girl.I saw the video, right, But

(01:42:11):
the thing about it is to notacknowledge that. So oh so since when
joining a viral trend? Fuck thevible trend. You're a grown man and
the videos insinuates I like this sixteenyear old girl to not good. I
saw of it or the girls.I didn't know she was sixteen either.
Her body was crazy, but hedidn't say I can see. Nobody asks
how old the girl is. Youjust look at the video like, oh

(01:42:33):
shit, fat ass, and shehad a mask on, so you don't
know how older girl is from lookingat her. Why didn't you acknowledge that?
Why didn't you say, Oh,you acknowledge. Oh, it's a
viral trend, so that can't beperverse. It's perverse, bro, you
didn't say that, Oh, Ididn't know that was a girl. I
didn't know that was a teenager.And also, you're a fucking school teacher

(01:42:53):
on TikTok. You know when you'rea teacher. Hey, you can't do
what your students do. Nigga,you can't be on TikTok doing trends and
ship like that. Sorry, you'rea school teacher, bro, don't be
He shouldn't be a teacher. Ithink that I wish he would not have
said that, but I think thathe is. There is some validity in
what he said, because no oneis tripping about the white be dazzled guy.

(01:43:17):
We all, there's nobody that's gonnafind that, nigga. Fine,
that may all right. There's somewomen that have questionable taste in general,
and a black man, a youngblack man, in a position like that,
already speaks to oh my god,he's educating. That's attractive. Education,

(01:43:39):
being educated is attractive. Being anice guy is attractive. Having tattoos,
you're giving all of this. Idon't want I mean this video a
little sassy, but I'm saying that. I do think that there's validity and
what he's saying as if he wasjust if he if he was, God

(01:44:00):
damn, what what's if he wasit was Winslow, the daddy from If
he was Carl Winslow, wouldn't nobodysay anything about it, you know what
I'm saying, Like, but thatit would just be like like it would
it would be like why would playin his hair? But but it's like

(01:44:25):
ooh, and then it's young girls. You already said, we know these
little young girls be attracted to becauseyou even said it, they be attracted
to their teacher. So there thereis I feel like that. I feel
like there is an underlying attractiveness thatthe population that saw this, and that's
why it makes it an even biggerBut that's also where he he shouldn't have

(01:44:50):
said, but because it does,it's it just it wasn't poor taste for
sure, right. But the thingabout it is if he can pinpoint those
things for himself that people possibly saw, that those girls possibly see as a
teacher, you're supposed to not letthat happen, right, It's almost like

(01:45:14):
you're feeding into that narrative. Soif you think that you're attractive because he
said that out of his own mouth, people want him and people attracted to
him, you think that there's alsopossibility that these girls might be attracted to
you. So if you already thinkthat, why are you letting these girls
play in your fucking hair? Becauseyou're a fucking narcissist and you like the

(01:45:35):
attention, you bitch ass snigger,And I don't like him, mister,
I don't like them. I wishyou would not have said that. Yeah,
that was nasty. That was thewilder, bro, that's the angle,
just a different argument. That wasjust a different, more palatable approach
he could have taken. That wascrazy to this. That was crazy.

(01:45:58):
That right there killed anybody credibility hehad. It's like, Bro, if
I'm under the scope and I'm trulyremorseful for the outcome of my situation,
even if I'm the victim, youstill got to be able to see why
people felt the way they felt.There's not gonna be a bunch of parents.
Just first of all, let mebe clear here. I would love

(01:46:21):
for all of the student the teachersthat teach my children to be young black
students, black teachers, male orfemale, preferably male. I would love
that shit young black males teaching mykids. That's dope as shit. Black
males are not known in the schoolsystems over the years to be touching kids.

(01:46:44):
It's just not something we hear of. So when I saw him with
that bullshit, I didn't think anythingof him doing it. I'm like,
no, you're staying in the stageand you're letting my daughters know that somebody
else can do that. I don'tthink that he's like that at all.
First of all, I'm doubt ifhe even straight. I don't think this
dude is like that at all.I think he's I think he's immature as

(01:47:08):
fuck. I think he shouldn't bea teacher yet. I think he's mentally
immature because this would and it confirmedit for me when I saw this video,
I'm like, Bro, youre talkingabout somebody want you and shit,
nigga. You an ugly nigga.Bro, come on son like that.
I'm like, bro, as aprofessional, as a teacher, proved to

(01:47:29):
us that now that he needs to. But he feels like he needs to
prove himself in the court of publicopinion. If you're gonna do that,
present us information that you are aloving teacher that cares about the future of
students. Don't get online as aneducator defending yourself accusing people of wanting to
fuck you. Nigga. You lookcrazy. Bro. That was crazy that

(01:47:53):
he did that, and when hetook that angle, I'm like, oh,
bro, you just killed it.You just killed it because I know
that that's a narcissist, that's narcissisticbehavior to do that, right, because
I do it sometime. But yousaid, what about me? Oh no,
I'm doubling down and I'll die onthat bridge. So nigga died of
that bridge then, but you canYou're not gonna survive as a school teacher.

(01:48:15):
You sound like a real nigga.You staying on business. But at
the end of the day, thatain't how school teachers operate. Bro,
My what you learn from what mykids learn from you, essentially, they're
gonna take that with them into thereal world. Sorry, I don't want
my fucking daughters taking taking they teachyour hair out on their resume into the
real world. Bro, I'm sorry, that's not something I wanted their resume.

(01:48:40):
I want them to I want youto be the daddy that that's that's
holding ship down when I'm at workand taking the taking your hair ain't one
of the things. So and that'sand that, and that's all I'm saying
about that. Well, yeah thatI wasn't. No, I agree,

(01:49:01):
yeah, yeah, but we gotdiddied out. Look, look We almost
made two hours just talking about thisnigga. You're a little under two hours
this week, though, But likeI said, the conversation is always amazing.
So I'm gonna save all this othership for when cav come back next
week and we're gonna get into allthat ship because that ship I'm gonna need
some some more guys in here.You know, we got some more funny

(01:49:23):
shit on there, but these aretimeless subjects and none of them rushing there.
You got anything else coming up soonthat when you're gonna get back on
motherfucking stage. You know, whenthe money is right, when I'm requested
I show up, got already afirst requested show up, or when I

(01:49:44):
just feel like I want to geton stage. Got you Every now and
then I'll get invited to sing ajazz tastings, So you gotta let me
know what the next one is.Pop. I haven't seen you performing a
long it's been a minute. Wellthat's time you have you performed, though
it's been a couple of months.Jazz Sason over there in Maitland, Yeah
said, last time, probably lasttime. I'm gonna get you at you've

(01:50:06):
been. I've been to their before, they got jazz nice there too.
They Yes, I didn't know thatwe should do a jazz and comedy show.
I think that'll be fire. Idon't really sing jazz like that,
but I mean, you know,not not jazz, but the jazz.
I would do an R and Band jazz. You know who? You

(01:50:27):
know? I would think about youthe other day because there's a girl who's
now my favorite artist and her nameis Ray. Really have you seen her?
No? Oh, real quick,real quick, real quick, real
quick. Let me tell you something. When I say her style of performing,
they're calling her the new Amy Winehouse. Let me tell you something.
When I say her style is soyou we're gonna end it on Ray.

(01:50:48):
We're gonna get a out of here, y'all. But I want I want
her to see that. And hername is Ray. Uh well, what's
the name of the song. That'sthis song? Right here? We go
worth there on this. We're gonnago out with this. I want you
to hear this. This girl nameis Ray. She's from the UK and

(01:51:11):
she's fucking phenomenal. But her styleis you having a little Hilton endorsement.
It seems like, let me tellyou something, this is you. You
know how you got that show girlthing about yourself. This stage president like,
oh, her riffs like you knowyou do that riff ship, But

(01:51:31):
and it's ironic. Her name isRay. Y'all got the same name,
I said, I A y E. I like the way she's well yeah,
but they're pegging her as the newAmy wine House. So if you
guys haven't heard of Ray, checkher out. She's amazing. I'm gonna
ended on this job. I wantyou to hear this ship though, But

(01:52:00):
mom, don't watch the fire.I'm gonna start the song now right now.
Mm. If my body was abook, could you stay at that
to say hello? Make you feellike it's a nineteen sixties Hollywood trailers school,

(01:52:21):
Like that's it like us, that'slike Elizabeth Taylors and yes, my
baby for I know you what youabody because you make it all right or

(01:52:53):
maybe that much better if you wanted. You're gonna make it all where you
want of it. You're fucking withit, I'm telling you. But like

(01:53:15):
a stage president, remindy of you, like because you'll be on the stage
by yourself. But it's like what'sgoing on, it'd be a lot of
ship going on in the background.But you are like the show, like
the way you move, the wayyou be riffering, so you need to
get your ass back on stage.Up. But listen, y'all this episode
two hundred and eleven in the Bucks. All right, next week where we'll

(01:53:36):
see y'all, same time, sameflood clock place,