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I feel like I just hate myself this episode damn!

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:01):
Are you kidding me? I don't care. It's me. I
don't fuck you know what I mean, like honestly and truly, alright,
you fucking random fuss. Here's the deal I am. I'm

(00:21):
just exhausted. I'm tired. I'm tired of being tired. It's
just like a like, fuck, it doesn't matter what I do.
I'm exhausted all the fucking time. I work out a lot,
and I'm fat, so there's that. But I still work
out a lot. I lost a fuck ton of weight.
I work out every day. I built a fucking gym

(00:43):
in my basement. I get it. Yeah, that's physically, I
get why i'm tired. Mentally, I don't because I don't
do shit. I don't think about anything. I'd rather get
high half the fucking time. So I don't know why
I'm so fucking I could be why i'm tired. Shit,
I'm always high. Ain't that about a bitch? No? Anyways,

(01:03):
I'm just I'm tired, like I just don't wanna do
shit anymore, like exhausted from doing stuff, and it's stupid.
I wanna fucking do shit, well, sort of, I kind
of want to go outside it's cold, but in general,
I wanna fucking do things, Like I have friends coming
over tonight. I'm excited about that. I never have people

(01:24):
come over. But I'm fucking tired. I'm oh, he's fucking tired.
I don't know what to fucking do. I'm exhausted all
the time. It's fucking stupid. Maybe it's just me, but like,
have you ever just been so fucking tired that you
don't know what, like, like how to feel like, I'm
just I'm fucking done. You wanna know I wanna want

(01:46):
to do. I'm gonna sleep, but in my head, I
wanna be I'm sorry. In my heart, I wanna go
do stuff. In my head, I wanna go take a nap.
That sounds funny. I'm tired, stick just a fucking naight up. Anyways,
that's so fucking stupid. I'm angry about it too. I'm
literally mad that I'm fucking tired, like they're just there's

(02:12):
no reason to me so tired. I really don't know.
It's pissing me off though. And then on top of
the tiredness, I'm in pain. So maybe that's why I'm
so fucking tired. It probably is, but I'm just bitching
here at this point. What I mean is like, I'm
fucking annoyed that I'm always in pain because I'm tired.
I actually don't know what the fuck I'm saying right now.
I'm super tired. No, look, I fucking am always in

(02:38):
pain right now, like right now my wrist. What the fuck, dude,
why he is getting older, sucking ass for fuck's sake,
It's like everything hurts, like I'm genuinely in pain. I
do have back pain right now, but that's just because
I've had it for the last eight years. Got a

(02:59):
cup disc on. I've explained this a long time ago
in a different episode, But that hurts all the time.
So fucking being in pain makes me tired because I
can't sleep all the time, so I'm even more tired.
So I'm just tired right now. This episode is just
me bitching about me, motherfuckers. That's why I made this shit. Anyways,

(03:19):
I genuinely mean that I am exhausted because of pain.
I have an achilles issue as well, I'm working on
I'm at the surgery soon. I want the surgery because
I'm sick of the fucking pain, so let's do this shit.
But in general, I I'm just tired, like when my
back can let me rephrase that. When I can actually

(03:41):
handle my back pain, when it's not really bad, I'm good.
But then I have to deal with my achilles issue.
Right now, I have an achilles spur, so it supposedly
keeps ripping my achilles every time I like do, like
like if I try to run or anything like that,
which is stupid because I don't run, but I walk

(04:01):
fast anyways, so I keep tearing it constantly, so it's
always in pain. So it's frustrating the shit out of me.
Suppose that's what they said, So that's pissing me off.
I am just in pain, and then I have to
do like I said, when I can deal with the achilles.
Guess who's back the back pain. It's like a fucking
never ending story, so so goes you know, just bullshit.

(04:23):
This is just a fucking absolute horseshit. Fuck. Anyways, I
hope everybody's doing good. I ain't doing all that well.
Obviously I'm having an issue. How about everybody else is
having a better fucking weak me. On the other hand,
I'm just ready to fucking kill somebody, Like fuck this

(04:46):
New Year's shit. Too, by the way, like kiss my
ass New Year's it's fucking I didn't do anything. I
went to bed at like nine o'clock. I didn't see
the fucking ball drop. I don't know if that's a
good thing or a bad thing in my head. In reality,
it's a bad thing because I feel like I'm missing
out on shit. But I don't care. I just don't care.

(05:12):
I'm tired all the time, so I don't care. That's
so pathetic. Wow, this was a fun one. I just
really kind of got in myself there. Jesus, I'm gonna
call this just fuck my own self. God damn, this
is a bad episode. I don't give a shit. This
is how I was feeling. This is what I'm saying.

(05:34):
Everyone kissed my ass. I'm done with this shit. I
don't give a foot anyways. I hope you all have
a great day. By