Can it Really be this Easy?

"Can it really be this easy?" This question has been at the forefront of Jeni's mind as she transitions from a diligent corporate worker to delving into the mysteries of the Akashic records. In a world where profound change often seems daunting, Jeni's journey defies expectations. Through her story, we explore the power of embracing individuality while contributing to the collective whole, reminding us that stepping into new realms becomes effortless when rooted in self-trust and authenticity.

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Episode Transcript

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Travel, life and fun listening tothe life at the Interest podcast. I
say, what radio, Welcome toanother episode of the Life Adventurous Podcast.
I'm so grateful that you're here withme today because not only is this podcast

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the best podcast, well, let'sjust say the best or one of the
best. Hope that it's on yourtop five rotation. If not, that's
okay, maybe I can earn thatspot for with you on your on your
phone or where you're listening to this. I love exploring lots of different topics.
We've had a lot of amazing,powerful guests on the show recently,

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and I love really bringing some ofthese edgy topics to you. And then
of course I'd love sharing some behindthe scenes stuff or a bit into I
don't know, like my journey andgrowth and bringing you alongside of that because
I've learned over time, and it'staken me a while to really I guess,

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trust and believe this is my abilityto help share and be transparent and
authentic and be a guide to reallyjust like peek behind the scenes to help
you step into your full power,to help you really love who you are
and connect with who you are.And I've really learned that through my experience

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with the Acoshic Records and even mywhole journey from corporate into spiritual No.
Man, you know, it's beena really interesting ride. And recently I
had the realization of something really powerfulthat I said, and I'm grateful to
a friend of mine, Jill,because she started providing the space for people

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to share a bit about their storyand for her to listen and really reflect
back what she was hearing, tohelp us to realize where parts of our
story are actually more impactful than wemay realize on our own because we live
our own story and we're like,oh, yeah, that's normal. Everybody
does that. So in talking toher, I was sharing with her a
bit about my journey from corporate salesand corporate America into this spiritual world and

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Akashic Records, and what I toldher a big part of my realization in
this journey, especially stepping into thiswork spiritually as a spiritual coach, I've
really a spiritual guide, a spiritualcoach of spiritual intuitive I don't know,

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whatever the labels are. I strugglesometimes with the labels of it is that
can it really be this easy?I've had some moments here recently where that's
what I find that I'm saying tomyself, like, can it really be
this easy? This is absolutely amazing. I'm so grateful for how this is
unfolding, and a big part ofmy journey leading up to this point has

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been I want to say, lookingback, I believe that I've worked in
flow to a certain degree, andalso at the same time, I also,
how do I say this, Ina way, I was forcing a
lot of things, especially in corporateAmerica in my sales role, and really
I was never really forcing. It'sjust that I was available a lot,

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a lot of hours, and Iwas a good worker, who followed up,
who showed up, who was alwayson, And I never realized in
that journey Holbert out, I actuallywas. And it took me, I
don't know, I want to say, like two to three years to really
unwind, disconnect and unplug from alot of those energies and cycles and behaviors

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and automatic responses to things, thingsthat I had done for many years as
an overachiever, a type ways ofbeing, ways of believing, ways of
interacting with the world, different pressuresI had put on myself to perform to
achieve the goals that I had thatwere really more from like an ego base

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versus soul, and goals of likethe heart and the soul, and from
these ways of being, I reallydesired something differently. And I can't say
that I knew that what I'd bedoing now is exactly what I'd be doing,
because I didn't. I didn't.I did not know this, But

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I did desire for things to beeasy, to be in flow, and
to have them happen and unfold andbe so beautiful. Like I really wanted
to be more of a more ina state of allowing versus doing. I
just didn't know how. I reallydidn't know how. And on based on

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my experience, I feel that sometimeswe desire a change and the change is
so big from what we've known forso many years, or how we've interacted
in the world, or even howwe have identified who we are, Like

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there's a big identity piece in thisthat, yeah, Like it's like Jenny
was an overachiever. Jenny was adoer. And so when Jenny's not a
doer and she's not an overachiever,than who is she? And it's possible
that you're facing something similar or maybeyou have before and you can relate to
this from a previous experience, andtime and time again, I find that

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I am saying the words can itbe this easy? Like can I really
be this easy? So, alot of my story as an entrepreneur,
and of course, as you canimagine, there's only certain layers that can
be shared in certain versions of thestory, and everything is layered and everything

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is nuanced, and it's not blackand white. So the version of the
story that I'm gonna share with youtoday is in fact that a version.
Of course, there are other anglesand things aren't absolute. So in my
experience being an entrepreneur and really ahMan, ever since I can remember,

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I felt this drive to do myown thing, to be my own boss.
I have been dreaming about being anentrepreneur for a very long time.
I remember growing up, I wantto say probably high school would I was
very very ambitious, very ambitious.I wanted to see the world, I

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wanted to experience everything. I wantedto do everything. And also being a
you know, an overachiever and notwanting to letting me down. I also
with that I had such a driveand motivation to be the best and to
have all the experiences and to havethe accolades and the good grades. Okay,

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so this is how I've known myselffor many, many, many years,
and these traits and these characteristics andbehaviors have really brought a lot of
depth and amazingness and beauty into mylife. Some things that I know or
may not know is that I haveexperienced so many things. Okay, so

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I'm thirty nine now, and evenif I back up to the age of
like by the age of thirty,by the age of twenty five, I
mean like I could, I couldgo back pretty young. I had already
experienced full ride to college. Iwas a three sport athlete in college.
I went to two study abroads.So my sports in college, because you

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might be like, what were they, Softball was my main sport. I
did that all four years. Iplayed volleyball my freshman year, and I
played women's soccer my senior year.They had just started the women's soccer team
and I was goalie my senior year. And then my two study abroads is
I did a semester in Wales actuallygoing to classes, like I remember,

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one of the classes I took withmy credits was squash and so that was
really cool to learn. And thenmy other study abroad was Mexico for five
weeks in the summer, living witha family and taking Spanish classes and really
deepening my understanding of speaking the Spanishlanguage. So a lot of those experiences,
I mean, even pre college likewhat led me into college softball.

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I played on a travel team inthe summer and we played all over the
place, including big trips in highschool. I went to Hawaii twice in
high school summer playing softball over there. So everything was paid just amazing,
beautiful experiences and my sports and mycommitment to these things because I was told

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I was very awkward and I was, like my mom told me. I
think my parents told me that Ishould strike out all the time as a
kid, and I was very awkwardand un coordinated and I couldn't figure out
how to put it all together.But they would they would always tell me
that I was so determined and Iwould go out and swing the bat as
many times as I need to swingit until I figured it out. And

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I just kept doing that, andI kept doing that, and I just
had this thirst for like getting betterand better and better and better and enjoying
it along the way. And withthat, I was one of the top
tier athletes in the area. SoI was invited to play on competitive teams
and then invited to college et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. And
so where I'm going with all thisis that just it served me. It

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brought me a lot of joy anda lot of beautiful things in my life.
Where I found out that I waslike that these ways that brought me
here won't get me there is especiallystepping into an entrepreneurial space. When I

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very first started my entrepreneurial journey,I want to say I was like,
officially what I very officially launched mybusiness maybe twenty three or something somewhere around
there. And at that time,misoverachiever was like turning out things fast.
I published a book, I createdtwo audio coaching programs. I was speaking

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all over the Tampa Bay area atdifferent women's groups and rotary clubs, and
I don't know, I was goingeverywhere. I was involved in a positive
reality TV show. I was makingit happen. And the interesting thing that
I struggled with so much in thattime frame is I struggled with believing in

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myself. I struggled with that real, real, real That was my Achilles
hill. That was the thing thatheld me back, was my lack of
belief in myself. I really didn'ttrust to myself when I was all on
my own, when I was inwhat felt like these like safe bubbles and
these safe containers, college, playinga sport, corporate America, and sales.

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In all of those environments, Iwas extremely focused, confident nothing was
gonna stop me. But when itcame to like my my own thing and
it was all on my shoulders tocreate and bring to life, I really
really struggled with that. And soover time, you know, on the

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outside, still confident Jenny, buton the inside freaking out, changing my
ideas, wondering if it was reallygoing to work, looking for external validation
and people to tell me what todo. How do I make it work?
How do I make six figures?How do I build my business?
How do I make this work?Like it came to me so easy in
the corporate world, Like I'm strugglingso much over here. So a lot

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of it was in the mind withthe lack of belief, and then a
lot of it too was because ofall the external validation I was looking for,
throwing out this program, throwing outthat program. You know, listening
to this person or this coach saythis is what you do or oh,
guess what you know? If youdo slo funnels, you know, and
charge people twenty seven thirty seven fortyseven dollars, you can build up your

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list and then you know, yougive them such great value in this product
that should have cost more, andthen you know you invite them into your
bigger programs. Like I mean,I tried all the things I did.
I tried all the things, andI pushed and I focused, and I
put myself aside and did whatever anybodytold me. It's like I was,

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ooh wow, it's interesting. Iwas trying to replicate life from a corporate
or a team perspective because I hadbeen really good up to that point and
just like following the rules, doingwhat people told me. And that's what
I was trying to do as anentrepreneur, looking to follow the rules and

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doing them. People told me,someone tell me what to do. I
used to remember that. I usedto be like, oh my god,
someone just tell me what to do. I'll do anything, like I want
this to work. So bad,so bad, and so it was a
lot of effort, a lot ofdisappointment, a lot of frustration. I
remember I closed my first business andthe name of my business is Lifestyle Change
International, and I closed it becauseI really wasn't doing anything with it,

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and it crushed me to close it. It was like grief. It was
like losing what I can relate itto based in my life. It was
like, you know, breaking upwith a boyfriend or something like breaking up
with a significant other, Like,oh, so crushed, so crushed,
felt like such a failure that Ididn't make the entrepreneurial thing work. And
so I have years and years andstories and stories of looking to find my

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way and find my path and figureout how I fit into the puzzle.
How can I make it work?Trying launching programs, trying, coaches telling
me just reach out to people onFacebook, anybody who likes your post on
Facebook, send them a message andstart a conversation and see if they're interested.
And you know, make a listof all the people you know and

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reach out to them. And oh, the network marketing companies, just all
the effort, trying, try,try, trying, trying, and perceiving
myself as failing, failing, failing, failing, failing, and I'm what
I've come to really actually experience firsthandfor myself is all of that efforting and

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then now experiencing such a place ofease and grace. I'm like, Wow,
could it really be this easy?And yes it can. Okay,
so let me talk into the easeand grace. So throughout my journey,
I've had many different things, andactually I'm feeling I'm feeling inspired to share
with you a channel a channeled messagethat is perfect for this podcast right now.

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This message came through a couple ofdays ago, and it was a
vision that the record keepers gave meof a flower and each of us is
a pedal on this flower with infinitepetals. We all are contributing to this
flower in our own unique way.And not only do we all have our

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own individual pedal, as if youcould imagine a flower, a lot of
the petals overlap each other. Andso one of the things I had struggled
with along the way, as Iwanted to be so unique and so different
that I would be challenged whenever myteachings or my words didn't feel unique or

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different, or I felt like Iwas getting too close to other people's things
and I felt like, oh mygod, I'm copying them. Now,
Oh my god, what do Ido? Like all of that kind of
stuff. The thing is is likethe flower petals overlap, and even though
they may be similar and share somespace, it's still an individual flower pedal
that contributes overall to the flower.And the other piece that the record keeper

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shared with this vision is how flowersnaturally petals fall off and as they fall
off, you know, they falloff, and the flower regenerates. And
in this specific flower, Oh that'sso cool. There's there's a oh my
gosh, there's got to be somekind of a hawk or something that just

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flew by. There has to besome kind of really cool message. And
I don't have my animal cards withme, but it literally just flew by
where I'm at and sat in atree for a moment and flew away.
That was really cool. It mightbe chicken hawk that was really cool,
maybe a falcon. I don't knowwhat kind of bird it was, but
was really cool. So flower petalsfall off, and especially in this vision,

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right, the flower petals regenerate.So as we go through different versions
of ourself, and I've shared someof them with you, right the overachieving
corporate girl and the sales speaker andthe life coach and the wellness coach,
and all the different things I've done, and all the different things that you've
done, and maybe even some ofthe things that you're doing now. Those

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petals eventually fall off and there's spacefor you to have a new pedal to
contribute. Like many of us feelthat the pedal that we're on has to
be the pedal for life, andsometimes it may be, but it isn't
always. And it's like in thisgrowth, in this journey, I can
tell you right now that the pedalI'm on is the most beautiful pedal that

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I've been on in this whole journey. And I'd have to say that I
might not appreciate it as much asI do now had this been delivered to
me straight out of Corporate America backin my early twenties. If this would
have been delivered to me, thenI don't think I would have appreciated it.

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Having gone through all of these frustrationsand struggles and things feeling hard and
being difficult and hitting resistance, havinggone through all of these experiences, questioning
myself, questioning my worth, questioningeverything everything, I wouldn't be able to
appreciate it as deeply as I donow. And so what I'm experiencing now

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is fueled by the like fueled bythis connection to myself at a soul level
and trusting myself. I trust myselfnow more than I ever have, and
the trust now goes even deeper thanthe trust I experienced in corporate America and
I had all that success. Thetrust now is wider and more in depth.

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As I trust myself and I listento my intuition that propels me forward
more than any type of forcing orefforting I could have ever done. And
so yes, I believe, andI have experienced it firsthand that things can
really be this easy. And Ifeel like the couple of things that contribute

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to the ease of things is numberone, just pure alignment. Right Like
you've gone through the flower pedals thathave fallen off, You've gone through these
different things. Maybe you have,You've had all these different experiences have led
you to like this pure resonance inwho you are and what you're doing,

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And it's like this energetic alignment thatthen ripples throughout the universe. Another vision
the record keepers gave one of myclients that I love and it applies to
so many of us, is thisidea that if you take a stone right
and you throw it across the water, you're going to see the ripples on
the top and they'll go boop boo, boop boop. It'll skip right and

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you'll see the ripples. But thething is is that they were saying is
that we look for the ripples onthe top of the water, when really
it's the ripples underneath the surface thatare more important and actually go further.
They related it to like like sonarthat whales and other marine life. If

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you used to communicate like how thatgoes and bounces off and comes back that
those are the ripples. Oh mygod, this is hitting even more than
the first time it came through.It's like those are the ripples that are
the most impactful. That it's likethose ripples come out and then come back
to you. And that's part ofwhat contributes to it being and feeling so

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easy. If we're only focused onseeing the ripples on the surface, then
they're still like the connection to theego and connection to the external validation and
connection to being able to see ittaking place and see how it's working.
Oh my gosh, this is sogood. And I hope that you're feeling

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this, like I am just goingto trust that you're feeling this, because
it's like it's the impact that's madefrom such a centered, grounded place when
you really step into and own yourtruth and own who you are and listen,

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trust yourself. Those things are themost important ingredients from my perspective,
to really help you to experience thingsunfolding with grace and ease and having this
experience of wow, can it bethis easy? I have another friend incline
of mine. She has gone througha massive transformation very similar to my story,

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and that there's was an extensive amountof you know, overachieving in corporate
America and doing the things doo doo, doo, doo doo. She had
some major life experiences placed in herpath that helped her to accelerate the understanding

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of this at a deeper level.And there were some tough life challenges that
came through someones that really expanded herbut also really challenged her in many ways.
And she was texting me the otherday and she was like, Oh
my god, this is so amazing. Can life really be this amazing?
This is so amazing, It isso beautiful, Like I'm blown away all

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the time. I have so muchpeace. This is so fun, this
is so amazing. Yeah, thatis available. That is available, such
a beautiful message. And I'm gratefulthat you hung around to the end,
that you're still here. And ifthings aren't feeling super easy and in flow

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for your right now, just knowthat it's a possibility and that it is
coming. It may just take alittle bit of tweaking in your energy.
It may take some realization, someperspective right to like detach from the attachments
that you may have about your identityor who you are or what it may

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means. Some of that may bea part of the process. Maybe it's
something else. I don't know.We all have different journeys. But know
that this is possible for you,And if you would like to have a
guide on this journey of someone who'sbeen through it, who understands it.

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But not even that. I doeverything in my private stuff now from an
intuitive place. I call on theacoshic record keepers. I have that be
the guiding source of all of myone on one stuff, because I find
that that creates the biggest underwater ripples, even more so than some of the

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above water ones that Jenny would belooking to create from an ego perspective,
because Jenny wants to make sure she'sdoing a good job. And I feel
like, piece by piece by piecethat continues to go away, where we
just continue to shift and step intoa different energy and in different free Quincy,
all right, thanks for hanging out. I'm sending you love. Stay
tuned. We have some great episodescoming up. I know here in the

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very new future, I'm going tobe sharing the episode with Rachel Merrill.
We're gonna be talking about Akoshic mediumShip. I'm so excited for this episode.
It's going to be so powerful foryou to hear a different perspective of
the Acoshic Records because she does hermediumship work within the Acosha records. So
stay tuned for that. I thinkthat's going to come out on another episode
or two. And I also haveone that's gonna come out very soon with

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Haley Lads, and she does seventya high energy healing, So not gonna
want to miss those. Make sureyou subscribe to the podcast and I will
see you soon or I'll chat withyou soon. All right, bye,
Hey, don't go yet. Ifyou're looking to continue the conversation and to
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for tuning in, and I'll seeyou on the next episode.