July 13, 2023 • 51 mins
Have you ever been curious about what happens in an Akashic Records Reading? In this episode, Jeni invites you to witness the transformative power of an authentic Akashic Records Reading with Keri. Join Keri on her personal journey as she uncovers clues and receives guidance that illuminates her life’s path. You may see yourself in Keri’s candid reflections, infused with humor and vulnerability, as you reflect on your own journey of self-discovery. Prepare to be intrigued by the insights shared, leaving you inspired to uncover the profound lessons that lie within your own Akashic Records.
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Travel, life and fun listening tothe Life at Dangerous podcast present it by
Safe What Radio. Welcome to anotherepisode of the Life Eventure podcast. I'm
Jenny Hallie, your host, andthis is the place to be if you're
a conscious leader, spiritual entrepreneur,or anything in between, and you love
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exploring the edges of spirituality and havingall of these fun chats around all kinds
of different subjects, especially the Acousharecords. And of course I'm also going
to share a bit about travel andadventure and fun because I'm a nomad and
that just comes with it. Sothis episode is a very special episode where
I want to and I was reallyinspired to give you another little sneak peek
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into what an akashic record reading islike. So I have carry here with
me, and what we're going todo today is I'm going to we haven't
and this already, this isn't prerecorded. This is right here in the moment,
and I'm going to let you seebehind the scenes as to what nakashak
record reading is and I say see, So if you're listening, this is
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also on YouTube, so if youwant to watch any of the experience,
you can watch it on my channel, and of course if you're listening,
you're gonna get benefits out of itas well. And so you're going to
see a bit of and hear abit of what happens when you like come
into the zoom room with me,and what kind of a chat we have,
and then how the reading goes andall of that. We Carrie and
I were talking before. We've bothset the intention that she knows that this
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is public, so carry you canacknowledge that you know that verbally, I
acknowledge that everybody's going to see this, You're right anything and hear it yes,
or she's gonna like ask questions thatshe doesn't mind being public. And
we both set the intention that thisis for the highest and best good for
all because a lot of times inreadings like this that then are made public,
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there are bits that you can pullfrom and probably see yourself and carry
in some aspects. Oh yeah,I mean so, I just want to
make sure that you know too.I've done a mini reading with you in
one of your YouTube activities, soI've had that little taste of an experience.
But in essence, this is myfirst official, really specific and expanded
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sort of reading which I'm really excitedabout year and for podcast purposes, Karen
I returned about this too. Youknow, if you book a reading,
you can book a reading for thirtyminutes or sixty minutes or ninety minutes if
you feel like you have a lotmore questions and you want to spend more
time. This one is going tobe twenty minutes ish. I don't know.
I'm going to feel into it andwe'll just go from there. I
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love this so much for so probablyknow what end up being longer, but
I'll be like, wait, okay, all right, so we'll just get
into it, like you just poppedinto the zoo room. Well, and
I wanted to let them know toothat I got from you a list of
questions recommended that I have my feeton the ground and i'd be comfortable and
sitting up right. So like littletidbits I like that I think really matter
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when you know, like the emaildrip you're going to get when you sign
up for these things, right,So I found those questions really useful because
it helped me eliminate some of thequestions that I probably would have asked because
I read through them, or Ihad my word document read it to me,
but I was able to think aboutit and be like, Nope,
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that's not what I'm going to ask, because hearing it made me realize I
didn't need to ask that question.So that's what you can expect. That's
awesome. Okay, So first questionI usually ask and then we'll just I
don't have to preface anything anymore,is like, how are you feeling today,
Carrie? I am super excited.I prepared myself by just kind of
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listening to things that made me contemplate. I wouldn't say I went into like
a meditation or any thing, butI definitely listened to introspect speculative who that
was a hard one to get outof speculative sort of things. And I
made sure that I left myself timeto not do anything afterwards. I like
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even like cleaned my house, soI didn't have to see that afterwards,
which that's a big deal for me. I just want to say, Okay,
so we already talked a bit aboutyou're familiar with the acoustic records who
have had the mini reading a little? Yeah, okay, would you like
to know more or you want tojust continue moving? Well, how about
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I just reflect to you what Iknow, and if there's any more pertinent
details, you can film it.Okay. So from what I understand,
the acoustic records are like an energybased record that you can tap into if
you have kind of tuned yourself todo that, like you have. And
it's like reading of the past andlike understanding of possible future threads and to
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kind of help confirm whether or notwe're operating at our best interests. Maybe
yeah, no, that I thinkyou said it pretty well and just a
small tweak. Yes, the readingcan go into past her past lives.
The records hold the information of allsouls, past, present and future possibilities,
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Okay. And so the thing that'sa small distinction in this is that
Akashic records is not a psychic reading. Although there can be future things that
are shared, everything is for yourhighest and best good, for your soul's
highest and best good. So,as an example, this has not happened
specifically in my reading, but thisis one of the things in the training
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that I the Marine Saint Germaine hadtalked about with one of her clients.
Is she was asking I guess abouta living situation, and the record keepers
had shared that the person, herroommate that was moving in actually only going
to be staying two or three monthsor a month, a very short period
of time, and not to worrybecause another one would come. That is
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very future based, but it helpedher to stay grounded in them, to
trust that the next person would comealong. In a situation, Yeah,
they have had her go a differentdirection, gotcha. Sometimes things could be
like that. It just depends well, and we still have like our free
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will. She very well could havestill chosen to do whatever regardless of what
they said. So there's that too, you know. And the things that
come through and are reading. Sowhat happens is, I'm I'm the channel
and I'm just going to share withyou whatever I see, feel, here,
taste. I don't really get smellsor taste very often, but however
things come to me intuitively. I'mgoing to share them with you. My
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provis to not interpret what it isI'm seeing, Okay, hearing or feeling
what I'm sharing. I'm just sharingit. And here's why. Let's say
I saw a bowl of oranges andI interpret it by saying, wow,
you know, oranges are so magicaland they're very citrusy. It means you
have citrusy, bubbly times ahead.But I'm allergic to oranges, so no,
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right, like right? Or likewhat if that was a sign of
your grandma every time you went toyour grandma's house, and that you know
what I'm saying, so I don'tit if I explain how I interpret it
to you. They may share alot of symbols or things or metaphors,
and if anything doesn't ever make sense, you can always ask what do they
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mean by a bowl of oranges?And then I okay, and see if
there's additional information. Of course,it's your time, so you choose how
you want to ask the questions orwhat rabbit holes you want to go down.
So you're giving me permission to interruptyou and have like it expanded upon,
because I don't think I would havenecessarily, Yeah, I wouldn't have
done that in like a live minireading, for instance, So I would
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say, I'll just going to tweakthat word interrupt it. Yeah, okay,
very tough, especially so we dosomething really special here called opening remarks.
Especially for the opening remarks, ifyou can remain from interacting, asking
questions or going deeper because what's happeningis I'm getting like a download of information.
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Okay, information that's being shared.It's like when you say yeah,
when you said yes to this,the record keepers are already pulling information that
can help serve you and sometimes answersome of your questions in advance. Yeah,
that would make sense. Huh.So as that's coming through, it's
rare sometimes people will interrupt on those, but it does make it a little
more choppy of an experience where it'sharder for me to like repull that.
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Yeah. Yeah, and solves theenergy of it to where it's a really
special thing that makes sense though.Okay, so on that, but in
the rest of it, of courseit'll be obvious. Yeah, it'll be
obvious when I can because I'll saythey're ready for your questions, and then
we can ill beken more of adialogue. It's just that one part.
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So and also interrupting when I'm tryingto like translate energy can be tough because
I may not remember, yeah,you know what I'm saying, and you
know what, Honestly, that couldbe part of the experience too, meaning
if you interrupt and something doesn't getdownloaded, well maybe that's a learning lesson
and how you can reflect on whateverhappened or didn't happen, right, right,
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Everything has a purpose everything, Imean really, there's no it's all
information, isn't it. Yes?It is here, it end a story.
It's all information. So do youhave any other questions before I do
the opening prayer to open your records? No? No, I think I'm
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ready. Okay, perfect, Andso I'm just gonna pause and add to
the podcast in the video here isthat this conversation could be you know,
five ten minutes, seven minutes,three minutes. It's really just based on
the needs of the person coming in. I think we did go a little
bit more into detail because of thepodcasts and just being able to explain things
a little bit more so that wholeexperience is unique to each person. And
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so what I'm going to do next, and typically that part would not be
recorded, And what I would donext is I would get your legal name,
which I already got, and Iwould then go on mute and I
would do the sacred opening ceremony toopen your records, and then I would
come back off of mute. Iwould press record and you know, start
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recording your session and say your recordsare now open. Okay, as we're
recording this and we're already like herewith the video, here's what's going to
happen. So from a YouTube videoperspective, I am still going to go
on mute, but the video isgoing to stay, so it's going to
be a few minutes while I dothat. From a podcast perspective, my
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editing team is probably going to editout this two or three minutes of silence.
So if you're listening to this right, just know that there was a
little pause in between and then Icame back after, but it's going to
stay here on the video, soI wanted to to share that. Okay,
Okay, So I'm gonna go onmute. I'm gonna open your records,
and I'll be back shortly. Allright, Carrie, your records are
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now open. Today is June thirtieth, twenty twenty three. I'm Jenny Holland
I'm here with Carrie and her recordkeepers and guides. Before I get to
opening remarks, I'll just let youknow a couple of sensations that came through
while I was opening your records.One of them is I saw a vision
of like very like curled up crampedup into just wanting to just open very
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wide and just like open everything up. And also there was a lot of
energy moving. I was burping,and so energy will move through yawns and
burps and different things. So I'dstarted burping. So if I do throughout
this, it's just energy moving andI'm helping to move things for you,
and thank you for that. Youknow, what are you? You're welcome.
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Okay, so let me see whatthey have to share for opening remarks.
Okay, so they're what they're doingright now? Is there? I
see them with a book and they'rekind of like flittering the pages of a
book, you know, kind oflike this where that it's like, you
know, I don't know how toexplain that if you're listening, but they're
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flittering the pages of a book andthey're flitting that out in front of me,
and what's in those pages are likeyour past lives. But like they
just keep doing that over and over. And so even though I said that
opening remarks, you listen, theyare going to ask you a question here.
And this is not something that youhave to say verbally. You can
if you feel guided. But what'sgoing to happen is I'm going to they're
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going to flip that book and thenyou're going to have a moment where you're
like stop and then we'll see whatcomes up there. So they are and
they've never had this before, sothey're wanting to be interacted with this.
So fun. Okay, now,okay, so we got to the third
book and they're pulling that book.Help for me, let me tune in
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and see what's here or what theywant to share. Okay, the past
life story here is how they wantme to say it. In the past
life story is the damsel and disguisestory, okay, And it's one where
if you it's interesting because you're inthis past life, you're playing the damsel
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in disguise, and it's interesting becausethe circumstances are around it are damsel and
disguise circumstances where it would be warranted. But at the same time, you're
acting like you're acting. It's likeyou're just playing along with the version of
it in this past life. It'sit's like internally you know that it's kind
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of like not really fully true thatyou could step out at any time,
but it's almost like I'm just sayingto just keep seeing, like this oh,
like fainting, like and it's justthis whole, this whole thing,
this whole production that you're ringing inthis and and I keep seeing it this
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way and this could mean something,this could not mean something. But I'm
specifically seeing in this vision one ofthose like pointy princess heads that have the
like veil hanging off of it.It's how it's coming through right now.
Let me let me see if there'smore for this that they want to share
or if this is just one ofthose set the tone for today type of
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things. Okay, it's interesting.So what they're doing so that this fairytale
type of scene that was playing outis now transitioned into more of a serious
type of matter where it's like there'sa battle going on and it's like a
war going on outside of the castleand you're witnessing this, and you're witnessing
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this and you're like, wow,I caused this, and this was not
my intention. It was playing it'srole and now I'm seeing this all play
out here and this is not thisis not what I intended. And at
that point, like you feel veryhelpless, like you can't do anything about
it, and there's a strong urgethat they're sharing is that you're like wanting
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to call in your dragons. You'recall in your dragons to support. And
it's interesting because the dragons are notcoming the way that you think they should
because in a past past life theycame in the physical, and in this
life they're not coming in the physicallike they used to in a previous life.
So they're coming, they're coming toyou, but you're not seeing them
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the way that you wanted, Likeyou wanted them to come and help pacify
the situation. And the thing isthey're they're there, but you're not recognizing
they're there, and the people whoare battling and fighting are not consciously aware
of it either, so they can'tsense their presence. Like you can kind
of see some pieces that the battlesare pacifying, but it's still happening,
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and so there's a level of frustrationin you that it's not working the way
that you saw it not working likeyou thought you could undo this really easily,
and it's just not like it's nothappening, and there's like some frustration,
there's some sadness. You're starting todisconnect and you're starting to retreat and
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like pull away and isolate yourself anddistance yourself because you feel really responsible for
this. Okay, So they're they'renow inviting you, although this is not
happening in this now three D momentin this body, they're inviting both of
us actually to take a couple ofbreaths and to acknowledge that this is what's
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become present in this reading and justto allow it to integrate. So if
we could take three deep breaths,sending love to that part of you who
experienced this, more deep breaths,and now if you could see that past
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life, that version of you standingin front of you, and to have
a little conversation with her and tellher what you're feeling right now in this
moment, based on your current awarenessand understanding what you're feeling about this situation,
Sending her loves, asking her howshe feels, letting her share I'm
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seeing a vision of tears flowing betweenthe each of you and this, and
let her know that it's okay andthis is not something she has to carry
anymore. It's something that you haveto carry anymore. Give me anod or
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verbal once you have completed that portion. Okay, So the last thing is
to open your arms and to hugher like into you, to let her
merge with you, to come whylike for your two energies to come together.
And it's like you're absorbing her froman energetic standpoint because she's really just
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a version of you, and it'swith full acceptance and full love. And
they're also sharing two that with this, you're also have now made her abilities
and talents more present to you inthis timeline, in this lifetime, and
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so they're they're saying that you canaccess them with the snap of a finger,
and at the same time like that'show present they are. But at
the same time, there's like alevel of integration that you are going to
go through with this. They're sharing, this is something you've chose at a
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soul level to have this level ofintegration with as far as the discovery of
these and they're sharing that this isacross a lot of things in your life.
As much as you would like tosnap your fingers and have it done,
there's been a sole choice at asoul level for there to be more
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like hands on experience with integration ofthings, with learning of things, with
bringing things into your awareness and intoyour life, and they're saying they're saying
that, they're saying that if youwere able to snamp your fingers in this
lifetime, it wouldn't serve you becausethere's lessons in that process and that integration,
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and you know, they're just they'rethey're just planning the seed because they're
like, okay, all right,Carrie, in one of ten or one
of fifteen or one of twenty,you're going to snap your fingers and it's
going to integrate really quickly, andyou'd be like, what a boo.
It's like the one ce celebratory thingthat kind of keeps you going because you
are experiencing things at a deeper level. So it's like you'll have one every
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whatever, right, and then there'sthat's what keeps you going, and it's
like that that's your soul basically,I don't know, like assisting you right,
like giving you like a little boltof energy so you don't completely just
oh okay, so you don't completelyjust retreat like a version of you,
this previous version of you don't justpull away and retreat completely. Yeah,
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yep, interesting, very cool.If there's anything else for that was a
very very cool I haven't had anopening remark like that in a while.
It was very detailed with the integrativeprocess. So let me see if there's
anything else they want to share,if they're ready for your questions. Okay,
that's what I thought. So theydo want to move to questions because
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of a shorter time frame. Ifwe were doing like an hour and there
are more opening remarks for you,and I seen that you're missing out on
them because they will be you knowwhat I'm saying. Yeah, but they
were like, this is a goodtransition point to allow you space to ask
your questions. And it's like theyknow me maybe or something. Wow,
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that was lovely and it was souniquely me. So I just wanted to
like, I get I know,I know, I know, I get
it. I hear I got it, I got it. They're speaking by
language. They're speaking by language alot in a lot of ways. So
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let me just let me just takea second and actually re look at my
questions and see if they're like relevantor if I want to ask them slightly
differently. I do want to saythat it makes a lot of sense that
I would have a slow integration withthat. It felt like strength, like
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warmth and strength and like like apiece of me. But I didn't know
I was missing kind of like likefeeling fuller, like eating a meal,
feeling like slightly satiated was the sensationthat I got. But also I knew
that when you said I would absorbher energy and powers, I knew that
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it wasn't going to be all atonce, because I want to experience things
in that way. Yeah, becauseI know that that's what I am here
to turn around and vocalize to otherpeople. That's why I agreed to do
this publicly with you, because it'spart of what I'm here to do.
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And they're sharing something right now.When you said turn around and vocalize,
they dropped in a feeling and amessage. So like, I'm feeling like
my throat is blocked a little bitright now, and so there's and I'm
feeling like short of breath. It'slike the way I was going to say,
They're like, no, say differentlaces, okay. They're like yes,
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and you're not fully aligned in thepower of the vocalization. They're like,
yeah, you're vocalizing, but that'swhy they're giving me like the shortness
of breath, Like you're vocalizing froma less supportive place as far as alignment
versus or supportive full place where thereisn't that like shortness of breath or blockage.
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They're energetically and so what's happening isit's like what you're sharing, it's
almost like they're showing it energetically.It's like the words are going out and
then they're just kind of dissipating andthey're not like landing anywhere, or land
on a couple of little leaves orsomething, but they're not really They just
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kind of like evaporate, is howthey're showing. Oh yeah, that's absolutely
it, but that doesn't mean it'snot going to get there. I'll it's
not even I'm gonna see I feellike something else is maybe coming through,
so let me just okay. Thenext thing they're sharing with this is that
this is a pure This is ahuman decision that you've made, not a
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soul decision. There's a human decisionthat you've made, and it's there's a
sense of like protection that you've putup. It's like it's keeping you protected
by sharing in this way versus reallygetting out there in a in a a
deeper, more expansive, more alignedway. There's like, um, this
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is the cool things you're saying.This is something that you've basically put in
place at a subconscious level, Okay, that you can easily take away.
But they're showing me it's going tobe kind of like a chipping down.
Like they're showing like an axe,like chipping down at a little pick axe,
chipping down a little ice block orwhatever, like it's something that you
can take back away. Uh huhhuh that makes us. That makes sense.
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Okay, Well, so one ofthe questions that I had was and
I don't know if it's a soledecision or a human decision, and it
relates directly to what I was justtold, and that is I keep coming
back to different versions of helping peoplebe able to notice that, right.
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See, I knew once I startedsaying it out loud the kind of shift
and change, but not so soas a coach. I want to help
people create an environment that's better forother humans in some way like that's like
what I want to do as likea conscious human being. And so I've
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gone through several like iterations of tryingto imagine what that is for me,
and I have like nothing to reallybase it on because I don't see it
in the world outside for me tobe like, oh okay, I can
do it like that. As amatter of fact, it's like the exact
opposite. I'm like, Nope,not like that, Nope, not like
that, Nope, not like that. And so I keep coming back to
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like this teaching from the beginning ofsome sort of business and the idea that
that will be that will ripple outand I'll provide some sort of information that
people will find valuable, which isnot like the question at all. So
I guess my question would really be, is that my second business question.
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I'm gonna put those both together becauseI think that'll be useful. My other
question was as far as hard skillsgo, sometimes I feel like I'm beating
my head against the wall with liketrying to learn a new like hard skill,
tactile skill, and I'm just lookingfor what's the best balance of energy
from like something that I need tolearn technically speaking, not literally just tech,
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but technically speaking as opposed to howI'm going to be expressing myself energetically,
Like what is that balance? BecauseI think that that gets me.
Yes, that's my question Ish,So in the first part of the question
that you were sharing, like thevery first part where I don't even remember
exactly fully what you were saying,but they were bringing back that throat issue
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right like a blot because Whish,I can remember exactly what you said because
I could tie it in. Butbasically, like whatever you're trying to do
is not happening because it's this isstill like closed off like we were shared
like they were sharing before, andit's not that it's closed off, it's
just not fully open, which alsoties into the second piece of what they
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were sharing of They're like, it'snot about the things that you know right
now, it's not about the toolsthat you add to your tool belt.
It's that vision that they gave beforeof like the crouch down to the opening
up, because there's an energy inthat. It's almost as if you're gathering
your energy and I actually remember thisfrom one of the free readings that you
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got kind of pulling all your soulpieces together. So it's like that like
you're pulling all of that in andharnessing all of your energy to then have
that be the force that puts itout there. I'll know it when I
get there. I'm not going tosay that that's not it, but I'm
gonna say this is what they showedme when we said that they showed like
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a like a miss. Not thatthat is it correct, no, no
doubt, but that like it's almostlike they showed that the like the yard
dart completely missed the circle is whatthey showed. It happens, It's happened
to me before. It's okay,it's okay, I'll keep I'll keep,
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I'll keep working on that. Usuallymy first response is not the right one.
I'll just believe it at didn't havewith love, But because I feel
I know they're like, like ifthey do that, but like one of
those like that went right over inher head, didn't it. I've not
had that before and are reading too. But I think that since everything that
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the recreepers do is with love,well they're right elect there. Okay,
all right with that being said,Yeah, I was gonna say that being
said, I feel like there's there'sa clear path here in the direction that
you feel best serve you. No, okay, should is there? There
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was one more question that I hadthat's not business related. Um, yes
and no, so I am withmy partner. I know that we're together
because eventually we're going to embark onsome sort of project together, probably not
like a worldly sort of project orin Yeah, but I find myself being
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impatient for that, and so I'mblundering if well, I guess I'm not
like constantly dwelling on it, butit is something that crosses my mind,
and I want to make sure thatI'm not so wrapped up in myself that
I missed the science that he's ready, because we have kind of an unusual
relationship and there is the probability,like wish right, that I'll miss it,
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and I really don't want to.So if they have anything to say
about that, which again it's nottotally a question they're sharing, there's there's
two things that are happening I'll sharewith you energy part and then what they
were saying, so as you weresaying that my heart was just beating really
fast, a lot of energy inmy heart space with that, and the
other thing that they were starting tosay that I'm going to share now is
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that like they're like, dear one, you're not going to miss what's meant
for you, Like you're not canI miss what's meant for you? You're
saying that it may not be onyour timeline, and even if it,
there's this they're showing at this likeit's let's say there's a line and this
is your timeline. This is justan illustration. Okay, let's say it
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comes through your timeline and you don'trecognize it. What for you? Will
come back on your timeline. Okay, now, as they're hearing, as
it comes back on the timeline,it will look different each time. But
the essence of the lesson, ofthe sole choice of the like what's meant
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for you? The essence is there, but the way that it shows,
the way that it shows up,or the way that it unfolds will be
slightly different each time. It's likea puzzle. Nope, not now that
one feels that one feeling for Iwas feeling in so I was like,
I didn't give me a hard Yeah, but that that wasn't a complete miss.
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That was just I was feeling intothat energetically. Because Okay, they
do have a message with this.They're saying it's not like a puzzle,
Okay, saying it aspects of itare because yeah, right, figuring things
out and figure out where pieces go. But they're saying that what they were
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sharing is not quite like a puzzle, because by you labeling it as a
puzzle and thinking that it's a puzzleis actually making it more difficult. Oh,
for this specific you know topic.It's like okay, yeah, like
that's true and right, any moredifficult by putting that like kind of on
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this Yeah that makes sense. Okay. Yeah. What they're showing me too,
is they're showing me that that is, in a way, like a
shield that you've put on your life, Like, oh, my life's a
puzzle, okay, and like kindof they're just kind of because yes,
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because they're not saying this or that, they're saying, yes, there's truth
to that, but that's also creatingmore of like a barrier for you.
It's almost like you have to breakthrough this puzzle in order to see the
light, but the puzzle doesn't evenhave to be there. Yeah, it's
like the other another way that they'reshowing it is like it's like all of
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the pieces of the puzzle are thereexcept for like these couple and gaps that
are in it. And it's likethere's the gaps you can stick your head
through. But it's like, Idon't want to stick your head through the
gap because the puzzle is not done, or you're going to break the puzzle
to then get past the puzzle,but like the puzzle is irrelevant. Check
out that tracks. Okay, Ihear you and clear, yes this is
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quite fun. Oh just to getit. But okay, So we do
have time for one more question.If you have anything else you want to
ask. No, I did,like, I want to express some appreciation
for the damsel in disguise well whereKey did here because normally it's a damsel
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in distress, but because I waslike play acting at it, it was
damsel in disguise are the word?But I said yeah, but but it
made sense, like oh my gosh, it's Hilary. I just wanted to
say thank you because that is somethingthat I can pinpoint in my life,
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not exactly always the damsel in distressplay acting, but I specifically remember points
in my life where I tried onthings that I knew weren't for me to
see what it was like, andso that thank you forget it, thank
you for that and for giving mea piece of myself back. So I
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mean that's that's really yeah, that'sthe last question. Would you like me
to check for closing remarks before weclose your records? Oh? Absolutely?
You like, hell yeah, whatother roles are they going to give me?
Here? Tasty biscuits? Right?Okay, So they're saying, they're
saying, Carrie, we admire yourspunk, your spirit, everything that you
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It's like your soul has came hereto experience everything, everything, and so
they really admire that that you havesuch this desire to be a part of
everything. And so they're sharing justa couple of things here. One accepting
that that's what you are wanting todo is like taste all of the flavors
and to not allow that to hinderyou or stop you, or to compare
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yourself or get mad at or youknow, just accepting that that is the
case. And also at the sametime, and another way of looking at
it is as if you know,this is where this is one of those
your choice how you want to parents, whether it be your choice for life
or choice in each and every nowmoment is that it's like they're showing like
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all the flavors in this like smalltime frame. So it's like I have
thirty seconds to taste all the flavors, and they're like, well, what
if you were to just expand thatout there a little more time to taste
all the flavors all cleanser. Yeah, like expand it out that could give
you a little bit more peace andhelp you to be connected with your true
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essence of your soul and not distractedby that which is around you and in
your field. So it's like givingyou a little more space so that it's
like okay, here he instead ofbabbling everything intentionally tasting and then experiencing each
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taste. Yeah, And they're sharingthat the part of the globbling everything is
also coming from a like a scarcitymindset, like, oh my god,
what if I don't get it all? You're saying, what if you were
to come into and just be andknow is that you will get it all?
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They're they're saying, you know,just just sit with all this.
They're like, even though this wasa short time frame, this was actually
such a large bundle of energy andinformation that this is something you'll be able
to revisit. And they're sharing twothat they're they're going to um communicate with
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you in dreams as well. Tohelp you integrate the experience, and they're
saying it doesn't. You don't haveto be consciously aware of it. Just
know that's going to be taking placeand you can you can participate, you
cannot, but just know that's goingto be happening in your dreams and your
sleep. Yeah, that feels complete, Okay, Yeah, we sank your
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record keepers and guides. Your recordsare now closed. So be it,
so be it, so be itfeeling I was beautiful. That was beautiful.
Yeah, that was That was alot of fun. And of course
they would have my sense of humor. Yeah, all the readings are so
unique and different, Like since you'vehad like the little mini reading and this
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was your first reading, Like,is there anything that you want to share
or I know you shared a bitthroughout the experience too, Yeah, because
I don't know how not to.So I think I'm glad they like were
of course aware of that, andthey made it special in that way,
even though I was fully prepared tojust like chill. They knew that that
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wasn't going to be as much fun, right, as much gonna be?
And and I need to just trustmyself more because every time I ask a
question. It's always like FULK,you know, FULK, you know capsn't
you tell em? So there's likea little bit of that. What was
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really interesting, what I really enjoyedis when I was following like your train
of thought and I was you know, like keeping present like the physical sensations.
It wasn't just like a listening toyou talk. And that's something that
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is really special because I don't alwaysget that in like a in any sort
of other interaction of like even adjacentto this nature. Obviously this is unlike
anything else, but a lot oftimes it's very cerebral and I'm imagining things.
And my last three years have allbeen about like noticing sensations in my
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body. So if I had donethree years ago, when I hadn't spent
that time noticing things in my body, I probably wouldn't have had the same
experience. And I just I thinkthat that is really interesting because something that's
come to me over and over andover again, especially the last like a
few weeks, is you had todo it this way, otherwise you wouldn't
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have been impacted. And that's likewith everything across the board. You had
to do it this way, andthen there was a little bit of the
like, am I making it harderthan it needs to be? And my
answer is probably sometimes, But alsothat it's okay that I don't want to
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be like this is my thing,this is my groovechch chuck, because that
never felt right either when I whenI tried on that you know point he
had or whatever. So isn't itfunny how we don't know until we know,
and then we always knew. That'sremembering, you know. Yeah,
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That's why I love about these readingsbecause in the example you gave, Okay,
three years ago, I might havebeen more cerebral with this and at
all. I mean, I'm probablycoming close to like one hundred readings now
I don't know I lost because nowI'm doing the coaching and the free reading
stop I'm doing in so many differentways with all the different experiences that have
had, especially on readings, becausereadings are different than working with someone one
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on one and like a coaching container, because that's like there's an energetic match
there. There's always an energetic match, but it's a different client that I'm
calling in versus readings. It's awide people on their journey and said,
I'm starting to be able to feelenergetically and be able to tell based on
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the flow of the answers, hownferent someone is. You know, are
they more cerebral? Are they youknow what I'm saying. I'm able to
start to notice the differences. Andyou definitely I'm grateful that you came so
open because it is we're like reallyflowing for you, and they don't always
flow for everybody. But I thinkthat part of the reason why they don't
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flow, and people don't always consciouslyknow this. Yeah, but there's some
kind of a resistance, a blockof closed offness even to the question that
they're asking. They don't really wantto hear that, you know, the
answer that it's really happening to gothrough. So there's so many different scenarios
right right are they're used to gettinganswers in a certain way, and see
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with this, the answers are comingin pictures or in metaphors or in ways
that don't always aren't the typical way, but there's still answers in profoundness in
them. And you said with thephysical experience of your body, there's other
messages that are happening. Yeah,I think that's really what's the most important
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thing to note is that in general, we don't always get the answers the
way that we want it, andsometimes they don't get an answer because we're
asking a question we don't want theanswer too. And to be fair,
I knew that that was a possibilitykind of just learning about myself, and
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so I really like put conscious effortinto the three questions that I didn't even
end up asking exactly the way I'dwritten it down, right, And then
I think writing it down was reallyimportant so that I had something to look
at and reread before I asked thatquestion. So if there was like some
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sort of and everybody's different, butmaybe us people who are interested in the
future, just to consider, I'mlike, my life has changed so much
when I started writing what was inmy brain and then saying it out loud
to another human. Like the otherhuman doesn't even have to be a full
participant. It's just if I can'tget it, it's like the throat thinking,
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I can't get it all the wayout of my mouth in front of
a witness of some sort. Ineed to go back and think about it,
or write it out some more,or feel my way through it.
Some more, and it's just kindof like been this learning experience to kind
of just figure out what is resonating. And it's like this experiment and guessing
and checking and I'm probably making itmore complicated than it needs to be,
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but it's been fun to really learnabout myself in that way. And that's
really like my personal takeaway. Solike this was an affirmation of yes,
okay, you do enjoy that,and there's nothing has gone wrong here,
and have fun with it. Slowdown, relax, actually have fun with
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it because you want to have funwith it. Carrie. Actually, this
is the second time I've had likethis weird whishing in my headphone anyway,
and it never happens to you becausewe're still in this energetic container. And
I love that you said some timeafter so that way you can just just
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be with whatever comes up. Becausethere is and was an energy transmission that
happened here and energy healing, whetherit's known or unknown. So some people
who are more sensitive to energy mayfeel those things, others may not.
But you know, if you hadto hurry up and rush to get on
like a business call and like noone like this is just such a magical
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thing and have had that and belike, Hi, I gotta go,
I gotta go, I gotta call. I mean, what I've learned is
that, yes, there are certaintypes of readings that I really enjoy or
than others. And it has nothingto do with the person. It has
more to do with energy and theflow. Isn't that And earlier in my
journey I used to be like,ah, I wish that person would have
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just been more open because there wereso many juicy things that were coming through.
But then I realized I came torealize this isn't about me, although
I am benefiting from each one ofthese experiences. This about what the person
means in that moment. And likeI said earlier, if the person is
more of an interrupter and all theydo is interrupt, that might be part
of the message. Yeah, right, I may not. I don't really
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enjoy those because there's so much maginecoming through. But maybe the fact that
the magic isn't coming through, that'sright there for them. There's a lesson
in the fact that it's not comingbecause they're blocking it. Right. It's
a mere reflection of that experience,right. And so I've just come to
learn in this time together thirty sixtynine. Whatever the time is, your
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time, use it how you'd like, right, right, I can't tell
you how to use it because you'regoing to do what you need to do
in that now moment that then isgoing to help you have the reflections and
the understanding and the confirmations and theactivations necessary to move you forward. Right,
isn't it interesting how I warned youI might interrupt and then like it
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was not a problem, like youwere like, oh I hate it with
Nat, Like how human of us? Right? I love it. Is
there any final thoughts or anything elseyou want to share? No, but
I am going to continue to likeas I feel like, I'll spit things
out to you. If you wantto keep people along on the kind of
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unfolding, I'll let Like, Igive you permission if for some reason something
comes out but I don't want you, I'll make sure I am articulate that.
But I think that things like this, you know, stuff matriculates and
then becomes clear and it's like aswirling mist and then all of a sudden
it's gone and he sees you know, so like like I had a big
old fat when we worked on youknow, so it's like I am excited
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to see what unfolds, and alsoI love sharing that, so you know
whatever, we'll take it from there. Oh perfect. And for those of
you listening you're watching, if youwould like to have your own personalized experience,
I invite you, of course.So calling it's got to make sense.
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I got to be the right personall of those good things. So
if you go to a kaushic activationsdot com, then you can send up
for reading there and I would behonored and grateful to be able to do
that with you or for you,or be a part of your experience,
whatever the words are that resonates,right, And then I was also going
to say, of course you canfind that too in the URL if it's
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easier to remember. So the nameof this podcast the Life Adventurist dot com
that links to like my link tree, and the links are there, so
whatever way is easier for you,all good. I think that's it.
I don't have anything else to share, So thank you guys for being here,
thank you for being on video,thank you for being on audio.
Thank you for sharing this experience.Kerry, I really appreciate it. It
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was so much, It was soworth it. It was so worth it,
like I don't know, just worthit, that's all. It's worth,
the mystery and the discomfort and theyeah, all of it, like
all the feelings in the body andall the thoughts in the head together and
separate, right, it's worth it. Well, thank you so much and
(50:22):
I we'll see you guys in thenext episode. Bye, hey, don't
go yet. If you're looking tocontinue the conversation and to hang out with
me outside of the podcast, andyou want to connect on social or you
want to receive free weekly channeled messagesfrom the Acoshack Records or booking, Akoshack
record reading, or anything else outsideof the podcast, make sure you head
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Travel, life and fun listening tothe Life at Dangerous podcast present it by
Safe What Radio. Welcome to anotherepisode of the Life Eventure podcast. I'm
Jenny Hallie, your host, andthis is the place to be if you're
a conscious leader, spiritual entrepreneur,or anything in between, and you love
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exploring the edges of spirituality and havingall of these fun chats around all kinds
of different subjects, especially the Acousharecords. And of course I'm also going
to share a bit about travel andadventure and fun because I'm a nomad and
that just comes with it. Sothis episode is a very special episode where
I want to and I was reallyinspired to give you another little sneak peek
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into what an akashic record reading islike. So I have carry here with
me, and what we're going todo today is I'm going to we haven't
and this already, this isn't prerecorded. This is right here in the moment,
and I'm going to let you seebehind the scenes as to what nakashak
record reading is and I say see, So if you're listening, this is
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also on YouTube, so if youwant to watch any of the experience,
you can watch it on my channel, and of course if you're listening,
you're gonna get benefits out of itas well. And so you're going to
see a bit of and hear abit of what happens when you like come
into the zoom room with me,and what kind of a chat we have,
and then how the reading goes andall of that. We Carrie and
I were talking before. We've bothset the intention that she knows that this
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is public, so carry you canacknowledge that you know that verbally, I
acknowledge that everybody's going to see this, You're right anything and hear it yes,
or she's gonna like ask questions thatshe doesn't mind being public. And
we both set the intention that thisis for the highest and best good for
all because a lot of times inreadings like this that then are made public,
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there are bits that you can pullfrom and probably see yourself and carry
in some aspects. Oh yeah,I mean so, I just want to
make sure that you know too.I've done a mini reading with you in
one of your YouTube activities, soI've had that little taste of an experience.
But in essence, this is myfirst official, really specific and expanded
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sort of reading which I'm really excitedabout year and for podcast purposes, Karen
I returned about this too. Youknow, if you book a reading,
you can book a reading for thirtyminutes or sixty minutes or ninety minutes if
you feel like you have a lotmore questions and you want to spend more
time. This one is going tobe twenty minutes ish. I don't know.
I'm going to feel into it andwe'll just go from there. I
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love this so much for so probablyknow what end up being longer, but
I'll be like, wait, okay, all right, so we'll just get
into it, like you just poppedinto the zoo room. Well, and
I wanted to let them know toothat I got from you a list of
questions recommended that I have my feeton the ground and i'd be comfortable and
sitting up right. So like littletidbits I like that I think really matter
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when you know, like the emaildrip you're going to get when you sign
up for these things, right,So I found those questions really useful because
it helped me eliminate some of thequestions that I probably would have asked because
I read through them, or Ihad my word document read it to me,
but I was able to think aboutit and be like, Nope,
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that's not what I'm going to ask, because hearing it made me realize I
didn't need to ask that question.So that's what you can expect. That's
awesome. Okay, So first questionI usually ask and then we'll just I
don't have to preface anything anymore,is like, how are you feeling today,
Carrie? I am super excited.I prepared myself by just kind of
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listening to things that made me contemplate. I wouldn't say I went into like
a meditation or any thing, butI definitely listened to introspect speculative who that
was a hard one to get outof speculative sort of things. And I
made sure that I left myself timeto not do anything afterwards. I like
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even like cleaned my house, soI didn't have to see that afterwards,
which that's a big deal for me. I just want to say, Okay,
so we already talked a bit aboutyou're familiar with the acoustic records who
have had the mini reading a little? Yeah, okay, would you like
to know more or you want tojust continue moving? Well, how about
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I just reflect to you what Iknow, and if there's any more pertinent
details, you can film it.Okay. So from what I understand,
the acoustic records are like an energybased record that you can tap into if
you have kind of tuned yourself todo that, like you have. And
it's like reading of the past andlike understanding of possible future threads and to
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kind of help confirm whether or notwe're operating at our best interests. Maybe
yeah, no, that I thinkyou said it pretty well and just a
small tweak. Yes, the readingcan go into past her past lives.
The records hold the information of allsouls, past, present and future possibilities,
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Okay. And so the thing that'sa small distinction in this is that
Akashic records is not a psychic reading. Although there can be future things that
are shared, everything is for yourhighest and best good, for your soul's
highest and best good. So,as an example, this has not happened
specifically in my reading, but thisis one of the things in the training
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that I the Marine Saint Germaine hadtalked about with one of her clients.
Is she was asking I guess abouta living situation, and the record keepers
had shared that the person, herroommate that was moving in actually only going
to be staying two or three monthsor a month, a very short period
of time, and not to worrybecause another one would come. That is
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very future based, but it helpedher to stay grounded in them, to
trust that the next person would comealong. In a situation, Yeah,
they have had her go a differentdirection, gotcha. Sometimes things could be
like that. It just depends well, and we still have like our free
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will. She very well could havestill chosen to do whatever regardless of what
they said. So there's that too, you know. And the things that
come through and are reading. Sowhat happens is, I'm I'm the channel
and I'm just going to share withyou whatever I see, feel, here,
taste. I don't really get smellsor taste very often, but however
things come to me intuitively. I'mgoing to share them with you. My
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provis to not interpret what it isI'm seeing, Okay, hearing or feeling
what I'm sharing. I'm just sharingit. And here's why. Let's say
I saw a bowl of oranges andI interpret it by saying, wow,
you know, oranges are so magicaland they're very citrusy. It means you
have citrusy, bubbly times ahead.But I'm allergic to oranges, so no,
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right, like right? Or likewhat if that was a sign of
your grandma every time you went toyour grandma's house, and that you know
what I'm saying, so I don'tit if I explain how I interpret it
to you. They may share alot of symbols or things or metaphors,
and if anything doesn't ever make sense, you can always ask what do they
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mean by a bowl of oranges?And then I okay, and see if
there's additional information. Of course,it's your time, so you choose how
you want to ask the questions orwhat rabbit holes you want to go down.
So you're giving me permission to interruptyou and have like it expanded upon,
because I don't think I would havenecessarily, Yeah, I wouldn't have
done that in like a live minireading, for instance, So I would
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say, I'll just going to tweakthat word interrupt it. Yeah, okay,
very tough, especially so we dosomething really special here called opening remarks.
Especially for the opening remarks, ifyou can remain from interacting, asking
questions or going deeper because what's happeningis I'm getting like a download of information.
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Okay, information that's being shared.It's like when you say yeah,
when you said yes to this,the record keepers are already pulling information that
can help serve you and sometimes answersome of your questions in advance. Yeah,
that would make sense. Huh.So as that's coming through, it's
rare sometimes people will interrupt on those, but it does make it a little
more choppy of an experience where it'sharder for me to like repull that.
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Yeah. Yeah, and solves theenergy of it to where it's a really
special thing that makes sense though.Okay, so on that, but in
the rest of it, of courseit'll be obvious. Yeah, it'll be
obvious when I can because I'll saythey're ready for your questions, and then
we can ill beken more of adialogue. It's just that one part.
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So and also interrupting when I'm tryingto like translate energy can be tough because
I may not remember, yeah,you know what I'm saying, and you
know what, Honestly, that couldbe part of the experience too, meaning
if you interrupt and something doesn't getdownloaded, well maybe that's a learning lesson
and how you can reflect on whateverhappened or didn't happen, right, right,
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Everything has a purpose everything, Imean really, there's no it's all
information, isn't it. Yes?It is here, it end a story.
It's all information. So do youhave any other questions before I do
the opening prayer to open your records? No? No, I think I'm
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ready. Okay, perfect, Andso I'm just gonna pause and add to
the podcast in the video here isthat this conversation could be you know,
five ten minutes, seven minutes,three minutes. It's really just based on
the needs of the person coming in. I think we did go a little
bit more into detail because of thepodcasts and just being able to explain things
a little bit more so that wholeexperience is unique to each person. And
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so what I'm going to do next, and typically that part would not be
recorded, And what I would donext is I would get your legal name,
which I already got, and Iwould then go on mute and I
would do the sacred opening ceremony toopen your records, and then I would
come back off of mute. Iwould press record and you know, start
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recording your session and say your recordsare now open. Okay, as we're
recording this and we're already like herewith the video, here's what's going to
happen. So from a YouTube videoperspective, I am still going to go
on mute, but the video isgoing to stay, so it's going to
be a few minutes while I dothat. From a podcast perspective, my
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editing team is probably going to editout this two or three minutes of silence.
So if you're listening to this right, just know that there was a
little pause in between and then Icame back after, but it's going to
stay here on the video, soI wanted to to share that. Okay,
Okay, So I'm gonna go onmute. I'm gonna open your records,
and I'll be back shortly. Allright, Carrie, your records are
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now open. Today is June thirtieth, twenty twenty three. I'm Jenny Holland
I'm here with Carrie and her recordkeepers and guides. Before I get to
opening remarks, I'll just let youknow a couple of sensations that came through
while I was opening your records.One of them is I saw a vision
of like very like curled up crampedup into just wanting to just open very
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wide and just like open everything up. And also there was a lot of
energy moving. I was burping,and so energy will move through yawns and
burps and different things. So I'dstarted burping. So if I do throughout
this, it's just energy moving andI'm helping to move things for you,
and thank you for that. Youknow, what are you? You're welcome.
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Okay, so let me see whatthey have to share for opening remarks.
Okay, so they're what they're doingright now? Is there? I
see them with a book and they'rekind of like flittering the pages of a
book, you know, kind oflike this where that it's like, you
know, I don't know how toexplain that if you're listening, but they're
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flittering the pages of a book andthey're flitting that out in front of me,
and what's in those pages are likeyour past lives. But like they
just keep doing that over and over. And so even though I said that
opening remarks, you listen, theyare going to ask you a question here.
And this is not something that youhave to say verbally. You can
if you feel guided. But what'sgoing to happen is I'm going to they're
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going to flip that book and thenyou're going to have a moment where you're
like stop and then we'll see whatcomes up there. So they are and
they've never had this before, sothey're wanting to be interacted with this.
So fun. Okay, now,okay, so we got to the third
book and they're pulling that book.Help for me, let me tune in
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and see what's here or what theywant to share. Okay, the past
life story here is how they wantme to say it. In the past
life story is the damsel and disguisestory, okay, And it's one where
if you it's interesting because you're inthis past life, you're playing the damsel
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in disguise, and it's interesting becausethe circumstances are around it are damsel and
disguise circumstances where it would be warranted. But at the same time, you're
acting like you're acting. It's likeyou're just playing along with the version of
it in this past life. It'sit's like internally you know that it's kind
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of like not really fully true thatyou could step out at any time,
but it's almost like I'm just sayingto just keep seeing, like this oh,
like fainting, like and it's justthis whole, this whole thing,
this whole production that you're ringing inthis and and I keep seeing it this
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way and this could mean something,this could not mean something. But I'm
specifically seeing in this vision one ofthose like pointy princess heads that have the
like veil hanging off of it.It's how it's coming through right now.
Let me let me see if there'smore for this that they want to share
or if this is just one ofthose set the tone for today type of
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things. Okay, it's interesting.So what they're doing so that this fairytale
type of scene that was playing outis now transitioned into more of a serious
type of matter where it's like there'sa battle going on and it's like a
war going on outside of the castleand you're witnessing this, and you're witnessing
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this and you're like, wow,I caused this, and this was not
my intention. It was playing it'srole and now I'm seeing this all play
out here and this is not thisis not what I intended. And at
that point, like you feel veryhelpless, like you can't do anything about
it, and there's a strong urgethat they're sharing is that you're like wanting
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to call in your dragons. You'recall in your dragons to support. And
it's interesting because the dragons are notcoming the way that you think they should
because in a past past life theycame in the physical, and in this
life they're not coming in the physicallike they used to in a previous life.
So they're coming, they're coming toyou, but you're not seeing them
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the way that you wanted, Likeyou wanted them to come and help pacify
the situation. And the thing isthey're they're there, but you're not recognizing
they're there, and the people whoare battling and fighting are not consciously aware
of it either, so they can'tsense their presence. Like you can kind
of see some pieces that the battlesare pacifying, but it's still happening,
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and so there's a level of frustrationin you that it's not working the way
that you saw it not working likeyou thought you could undo this really easily,
and it's just not like it's nothappening, and there's like some frustration,
there's some sadness. You're starting todisconnect and you're starting to retreat and
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like pull away and isolate yourself anddistance yourself because you feel really responsible for
this. Okay, So they're they'renow inviting you, although this is not
happening in this now three D momentin this body, they're inviting both of
us actually to take a couple ofbreaths and to acknowledge that this is what's
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become present in this reading and justto allow it to integrate. So if
we could take three deep breaths,sending love to that part of you who
experienced this, more deep breaths,and now if you could see that past
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life, that version of you standingin front of you, and to have
a little conversation with her and tellher what you're feeling right now in this
moment, based on your current awarenessand understanding what you're feeling about this situation,
Sending her loves, asking her howshe feels, letting her share I'm
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seeing a vision of tears flowing betweenthe each of you and this, and
let her know that it's okay andthis is not something she has to carry
anymore. It's something that you haveto carry anymore. Give me anod or
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verbal once you have completed that portion. Okay, So the last thing is
to open your arms and to hugher like into you, to let her
merge with you, to come whylike for your two energies to come together.
And it's like you're absorbing her froman energetic standpoint because she's really just
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a version of you, and it'swith full acceptance and full love. And
they're also sharing two that with this, you're also have now made her abilities
and talents more present to you inthis timeline, in this lifetime, and
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so they're they're saying that you canaccess them with the snap of a finger,
and at the same time like that'show present they are. But at
the same time, there's like alevel of integration that you are going to
go through with this. They're sharing, this is something you've chose at a
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soul level to have this level ofintegration with as far as the discovery of
these and they're sharing that this isacross a lot of things in your life.
As much as you would like tosnap your fingers and have it done,
there's been a sole choice at asoul level for there to be more
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like hands on experience with integration ofthings, with learning of things, with
bringing things into your awareness and intoyour life, and they're saying they're saying
that, they're saying that if youwere able to snamp your fingers in this
lifetime, it wouldn't serve you becausethere's lessons in that process and that integration,
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and you know, they're just they'rethey're just planning the seed because they're
like, okay, all right,Carrie, in one of ten or one
of fifteen or one of twenty,you're going to snap your fingers and it's
going to integrate really quickly, andyou'd be like, what a boo.
It's like the one ce celebratory thingthat kind of keeps you going because you
are experiencing things at a deeper level. So it's like you'll have one every
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whatever, right, and then there'sthat's what keeps you going, and it's
like that that's your soul basically,I don't know, like assisting you right,
like giving you like a little boltof energy so you don't completely just
oh okay, so you don't completelyjust retreat like a version of you,
this previous version of you don't justpull away and retreat completely. Yeah,
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yep, interesting, very cool.If there's anything else for that was a
very very cool I haven't had anopening remark like that in a while.
It was very detailed with the integrativeprocess. So let me see if there's
anything else they want to share,if they're ready for your questions. Okay,
that's what I thought. So theydo want to move to questions because
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of a shorter time frame. Ifwe were doing like an hour and there
are more opening remarks for you,and I seen that you're missing out on
them because they will be you knowwhat I'm saying. Yeah, but they
were like, this is a goodtransition point to allow you space to ask
your questions. And it's like theyknow me maybe or something. Wow,
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that was lovely and it was souniquely me. So I just wanted to
like, I get I know,I know, I know, I get
it. I hear I got it, I got it. They're speaking by
language. They're speaking by language alot in a lot of ways. So
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let me just let me just takea second and actually re look at my
questions and see if they're like relevantor if I want to ask them slightly
differently. I do want to saythat it makes a lot of sense that
I would have a slow integration withthat. It felt like strength, like
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warmth and strength and like like apiece of me. But I didn't know
I was missing kind of like likefeeling fuller, like eating a meal,
feeling like slightly satiated was the sensationthat I got. But also I knew
that when you said I would absorbher energy and powers, I knew that
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it wasn't going to be all atonce, because I want to experience things
in that way. Yeah, becauseI know that that's what I am here
to turn around and vocalize to otherpeople. That's why I agreed to do
this publicly with you, because it'spart of what I'm here to do.
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And they're sharing something right now.When you said turn around and vocalize,
they dropped in a feeling and amessage. So like, I'm feeling like
my throat is blocked a little bitright now, and so there's and I'm
feeling like short of breath. It'slike the way I was going to say,
They're like, no, say differentlaces, okay. They're like yes,
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and you're not fully aligned in thepower of the vocalization. They're like,
yeah, you're vocalizing, but that'swhy they're giving me like the shortness
of breath, Like you're vocalizing froma less supportive place as far as alignment
versus or supportive full place where thereisn't that like shortness of breath or blockage.
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They're energetically and so what's happening isit's like what you're sharing, it's
almost like they're showing it energetically.It's like the words are going out and
then they're just kind of dissipating andthey're not like landing anywhere, or land
on a couple of little leaves orsomething, but they're not really They just
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kind of like evaporate, is howthey're showing. Oh yeah, that's absolutely
it, but that doesn't mean it'snot going to get there. I'll it's
not even I'm gonna see I feellike something else is maybe coming through,
so let me just okay. Thenext thing they're sharing with this is that
this is a pure This is ahuman decision that you've made, not a
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soul decision. There's a human decisionthat you've made, and it's there's a
sense of like protection that you've putup. It's like it's keeping you protected
by sharing in this way versus reallygetting out there in a in a a
deeper, more expansive, more alignedway. There's like, um, this
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is the cool things you're saying.This is something that you've basically put in
place at a subconscious level, Okay, that you can easily take away.
But they're showing me it's going tobe kind of like a chipping down.
Like they're showing like an axe,like chipping down at a little pick axe,
chipping down a little ice block orwhatever, like it's something that you
can take back away. Uh huhhuh that makes us. That makes sense.
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Okay, Well, so one ofthe questions that I had was and
I don't know if it's a soledecision or a human decision, and it
relates directly to what I was justtold, and that is I keep coming
back to different versions of helping peoplebe able to notice that, right.
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See, I knew once I startedsaying it out loud the kind of shift
and change, but not so soas a coach. I want to help
people create an environment that's better forother humans in some way like that's like
what I want to do as likea conscious human being. And so I've
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gone through several like iterations of tryingto imagine what that is for me,
and I have like nothing to reallybase it on because I don't see it
in the world outside for me tobe like, oh okay, I can
do it like that. As amatter of fact, it's like the exact
opposite. I'm like, Nope,not like that, Nope, not like
that, Nope, not like that. And so I keep coming back to
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like this teaching from the beginning ofsome sort of business and the idea that
that will be that will ripple outand I'll provide some sort of information that
people will find valuable, which isnot like the question at all. So
I guess my question would really be, is that my second business question.
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I'm gonna put those both together becauseI think that'll be useful. My other
question was as far as hard skillsgo, sometimes I feel like I'm beating
my head against the wall with liketrying to learn a new like hard skill,
tactile skill, and I'm just lookingfor what's the best balance of energy
from like something that I need tolearn technically speaking, not literally just tech,
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but technically speaking as opposed to howI'm going to be expressing myself energetically,
Like what is that balance? BecauseI think that that gets me.
Yes, that's my question Ish,So in the first part of the question
that you were sharing, like thevery first part where I don't even remember
exactly fully what you were saying,but they were bringing back that throat issue
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right like a blot because Whish,I can remember exactly what you said because
I could tie it in. Butbasically, like whatever you're trying to do
is not happening because it's this isstill like closed off like we were shared
like they were sharing before, andit's not that it's closed off, it's
just not fully open, which alsoties into the second piece of what they
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were sharing of They're like, it'snot about the things that you know right
now, it's not about the toolsthat you add to your tool belt.
It's that vision that they gave beforeof like the crouch down to the opening
up, because there's an energy inthat. It's almost as if you're gathering
your energy and I actually remember thisfrom one of the free readings that you
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got kind of pulling all your soulpieces together. So it's like that like
you're pulling all of that in andharnessing all of your energy to then have
that be the force that puts itout there. I'll know it when I
get there. I'm not going tosay that that's not it, but I'm
gonna say this is what they showedme when we said that they showed like
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a like a miss. Not thatthat is it correct, no, no
doubt, but that like it's almostlike they showed that the like the yard
dart completely missed the circle is whatthey showed. It happens, It's happened
to me before. It's okay,it's okay, I'll keep I'll keep,
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I'll keep working on that. Usuallymy first response is not the right one.
I'll just believe it at didn't havewith love, But because I feel
I know they're like, like ifthey do that, but like one of
those like that went right over inher head, didn't it. I've not
had that before and are reading too. But I think that since everything that
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the recreepers do is with love,well they're right elect there. Okay,
all right with that being said,Yeah, I was gonna say that being
said, I feel like there's there'sa clear path here in the direction that
you feel best serve you. No, okay, should is there? There
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was one more question that I hadthat's not business related. Um, yes
and no, so I am withmy partner. I know that we're together
because eventually we're going to embark onsome sort of project together, probably not
like a worldly sort of project orin Yeah, but I find myself being
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impatient for that, and so I'mblundering if well, I guess I'm not
like constantly dwelling on it, butit is something that crosses my mind,
and I want to make sure thatI'm not so wrapped up in myself that
I missed the science that he's ready, because we have kind of an unusual
relationship and there is the probability,like wish right, that I'll miss it,
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and I really don't want to.So if they have anything to say
about that, which again it's nottotally a question they're sharing, there's there's
two things that are happening I'll sharewith you energy part and then what they
were saying, so as you weresaying that my heart was just beating really
fast, a lot of energy inmy heart space with that, and the
other thing that they were starting tosay that I'm going to share now is
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that like they're like, dear one, you're not going to miss what's meant
for you, Like you're not canI miss what's meant for you? You're
saying that it may not be onyour timeline, and even if it,
there's this they're showing at this likeit's let's say there's a line and this
is your timeline. This is justan illustration. Okay, let's say it
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comes through your timeline and you don'trecognize it. What for you? Will
come back on your timeline. Okay, now, as they're hearing, as
it comes back on the timeline,it will look different each time. But
the essence of the lesson, ofthe sole choice of the like what's meant
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for you? The essence is there, but the way that it shows,
the way that it shows up,or the way that it unfolds will be
slightly different each time. It's likea puzzle. Nope, not now that
one feels that one feeling for Iwas feeling in so I was like,
I didn't give me a hard Yeah, but that that wasn't a complete miss.
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That was just I was feeling intothat energetically. Because Okay, they
do have a message with this.They're saying it's not like a puzzle,
Okay, saying it aspects of itare because yeah, right, figuring things
out and figure out where pieces go. But they're saying that what they were
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sharing is not quite like a puzzle, because by you labeling it as a
puzzle and thinking that it's a puzzleis actually making it more difficult. Oh,
for this specific you know topic.It's like okay, yeah, like
that's true and right, any moredifficult by putting that like kind of on
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this Yeah that makes sense. Okay. Yeah. What they're showing me too,
is they're showing me that that is, in a way, like a
shield that you've put on your life, Like, oh, my life's a
puzzle, okay, and like kindof they're just kind of because yes,
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because they're not saying this or that, they're saying, yes, there's truth
to that, but that's also creatingmore of like a barrier for you.
It's almost like you have to breakthrough this puzzle in order to see the
light, but the puzzle doesn't evenhave to be there. Yeah, it's
like the other another way that they'reshowing it is like it's like all of
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the pieces of the puzzle are thereexcept for like these couple and gaps that
are in it. And it's likethere's the gaps you can stick your head
through. But it's like, Idon't want to stick your head through the
gap because the puzzle is not done, or you're going to break the puzzle
to then get past the puzzle,but like the puzzle is irrelevant. Check
out that tracks. Okay, Ihear you and clear, yes this is
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quite fun. Oh just to getit. But okay, So we do
have time for one more question.If you have anything else you want to
ask. No, I did,like, I want to express some appreciation
for the damsel in disguise well whereKey did here because normally it's a damsel
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in distress, but because I waslike play acting at it, it was
damsel in disguise are the word?But I said yeah, but but it
made sense, like oh my gosh, it's Hilary. I just wanted to
say thank you because that is somethingthat I can pinpoint in my life,
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not exactly always the damsel in distressplay acting, but I specifically remember points
in my life where I tried onthings that I knew weren't for me to
see what it was like, andso that thank you forget it, thank
you for that and for giving mea piece of myself back. So I
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mean that's that's really yeah, that'sthe last question. Would you like me
to check for closing remarks before weclose your records? Oh? Absolutely?
You like, hell yeah, whatother roles are they going to give me?
Here? Tasty biscuits? Right?Okay, So they're saying, they're
saying, Carrie, we admire yourspunk, your spirit, everything that you
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It's like your soul has came hereto experience everything, everything, and so
they really admire that that you havesuch this desire to be a part of
everything. And so they're sharing justa couple of things here. One accepting
that that's what you are wanting todo is like taste all of the flavors
and to not allow that to hinderyou or stop you, or to compare
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yourself or get mad at or youknow, just accepting that that is the
case. And also at the sametime, and another way of looking at
it is as if you know,this is where this is one of those
your choice how you want to parents, whether it be your choice for life
or choice in each and every nowmoment is that it's like they're showing like
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all the flavors in this like smalltime frame. So it's like I have
thirty seconds to taste all the flavors, and they're like, well, what
if you were to just expand thatout there a little more time to taste
all the flavors all cleanser. Yeah, like expand it out that could give
you a little bit more peace andhelp you to be connected with your true
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essence of your soul and not distractedby that which is around you and in
your field. So it's like givingyou a little more space so that it's
like okay, here he instead ofbabbling everything intentionally tasting and then experiencing each
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taste. Yeah, And they're sharingthat the part of the globbling everything is
also coming from a like a scarcitymindset, like, oh my god,
what if I don't get it all? You're saying, what if you were
to come into and just be andknow is that you will get it all?
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They're they're saying, you know,just just sit with all this.
They're like, even though this wasa short time frame, this was actually
such a large bundle of energy andinformation that this is something you'll be able
to revisit. And they're sharing twothat they're they're going to um communicate with
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you in dreams as well. Tohelp you integrate the experience, and they're
saying it doesn't. You don't haveto be consciously aware of it. Just
know that's going to be taking placeand you can you can participate, you
cannot, but just know that's goingto be happening in your dreams and your
sleep. Yeah, that feels complete, Okay, Yeah, we sank your
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record keepers and guides. Your recordsare now closed. So be it,
so be it, so be itfeeling I was beautiful. That was beautiful.
Yeah, that was That was alot of fun. And of course
they would have my sense of humor. Yeah, all the readings are so
unique and different, Like since you'vehad like the little mini reading and this
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was your first reading, Like,is there anything that you want to share
or I know you shared a bitthroughout the experience too, Yeah, because
I don't know how not to.So I think I'm glad they like were
of course aware of that, andthey made it special in that way,
even though I was fully prepared tojust like chill. They knew that that
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wasn't going to be as much fun, right, as much gonna be?
And and I need to just trustmyself more because every time I ask a
question. It's always like FULK,you know, FULK, you know capsn't
you tell em? So there's likea little bit of that. What was
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really interesting, what I really enjoyedis when I was following like your train
of thought and I was you know, like keeping present like the physical sensations.
It wasn't just like a listening toyou talk. And that's something that
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is really special because I don't alwaysget that in like a in any sort
of other interaction of like even adjacentto this nature. Obviously this is unlike
anything else, but a lot oftimes it's very cerebral and I'm imagining things.
And my last three years have allbeen about like noticing sensations in my
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body. So if I had donethree years ago, when I hadn't spent
that time noticing things in my body, I probably wouldn't have had the same
experience. And I just I thinkthat that is really interesting because something that's
come to me over and over andover again, especially the last like a
few weeks, is you had todo it this way, otherwise you wouldn't
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have been impacted. And that's likewith everything across the board. You had
to do it this way, andthen there was a little bit of the
like, am I making it harderthan it needs to be? And my
answer is probably sometimes, But alsothat it's okay that I don't want to
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be like this is my thing,this is my groovechch chuck, because that
never felt right either when I whenI tried on that you know point he
had or whatever. So isn't itfunny how we don't know until we know,
and then we always knew. That'sremembering, you know. Yeah,
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That's why I love about these readingsbecause in the example you gave, Okay,
three years ago, I might havebeen more cerebral with this and at
all. I mean, I'm probablycoming close to like one hundred readings now
I don't know I lost because nowI'm doing the coaching and the free reading
stop I'm doing in so many differentways with all the different experiences that have
had, especially on readings, becausereadings are different than working with someone one
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on one and like a coaching container, because that's like there's an energetic match
there. There's always an energetic match, but it's a different client that I'm
calling in versus readings. It's awide people on their journey and said,
I'm starting to be able to feelenergetically and be able to tell based on
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the flow of the answers, hownferent someone is. You know, are
they more cerebral? Are they youknow what I'm saying. I'm able to
start to notice the differences. Andyou definitely I'm grateful that you came so
open because it is we're like reallyflowing for you, and they don't always
flow for everybody. But I thinkthat part of the reason why they don't
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flow, and people don't always consciouslyknow this. Yeah, but there's some
kind of a resistance, a blockof closed offness even to the question that
they're asking. They don't really wantto hear that, you know, the
answer that it's really happening to gothrough. So there's so many different scenarios
right right are they're used to gettinganswers in a certain way, and see
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with this, the answers are comingin pictures or in metaphors or in ways
that don't always aren't the typical way, but there's still answers in profoundness in
them. And you said with thephysical experience of your body, there's other
messages that are happening. Yeah,I think that's really what's the most important
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thing to note is that in general, we don't always get the answers the
way that we want it, andsometimes they don't get an answer because we're
asking a question we don't want theanswer too. And to be fair,
I knew that that was a possibilitykind of just learning about myself, and
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so I really like put conscious effortinto the three questions that I didn't even
end up asking exactly the way I'dwritten it down, right, And then
I think writing it down was reallyimportant so that I had something to look
at and reread before I asked thatquestion. So if there was like some
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sort of and everybody's different, butmaybe us people who are interested in the
future, just to consider, I'mlike, my life has changed so much
when I started writing what was inmy brain and then saying it out loud
to another human. Like the otherhuman doesn't even have to be a full
participant. It's just if I can'tget it, it's like the throat thinking,
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I can't get it all the wayout of my mouth in front of
a witness of some sort. Ineed to go back and think about it,
or write it out some more,or feel my way through it.
Some more, and it's just kindof like been this learning experience to kind
of just figure out what is resonating. And it's like this experiment and guessing
and checking and I'm probably making itmore complicated than it needs to be,
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but it's been fun to really learnabout myself in that way. And that's
really like my personal takeaway. Solike this was an affirmation of yes,
okay, you do enjoy that,and there's nothing has gone wrong here,
and have fun with it. Slowdown, relax, actually have fun with
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it because you want to have funwith it. Carrie. Actually, this
is the second time I've had likethis weird whishing in my headphone anyway,
and it never happens to you becausewe're still in this energetic container. And
I love that you said some timeafter so that way you can just just
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be with whatever comes up. Becausethere is and was an energy transmission that
happened here and energy healing, whetherit's known or unknown. So some people
who are more sensitive to energy mayfeel those things, others may not.
But you know, if you hadto hurry up and rush to get on
like a business call and like noone like this is just such a magical
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thing and have had that and belike, Hi, I gotta go,
I gotta go, I gotta call. I mean, what I've learned is
that, yes, there are certaintypes of readings that I really enjoy or
than others. And it has nothingto do with the person. It has
more to do with energy and theflow. Isn't that And earlier in my
journey I used to be like,ah, I wish that person would have
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just been more open because there wereso many juicy things that were coming through.
But then I realized I came torealize this isn't about me, although
I am benefiting from each one ofthese experiences. This about what the person
means in that moment. And likeI said earlier, if the person is
more of an interrupter and all theydo is interrupt, that might be part
of the message. Yeah, right, I may not. I don't really
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enjoy those because there's so much maginecoming through. But maybe the fact that
the magic isn't coming through, that'sright there for them. There's a lesson
in the fact that it's not comingbecause they're blocking it. Right. It's
a mere reflection of that experience,right. And so I've just come to
learn in this time together thirty sixtynine. Whatever the time is, your
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time, use it how you'd like, right, right, I can't tell
you how to use it because you'regoing to do what you need to do
in that now moment that then isgoing to help you have the reflections and
the understanding and the confirmations and theactivations necessary to move you forward. Right,
isn't it interesting how I warned youI might interrupt and then like it
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was not a problem, like youwere like, oh I hate it with
Nat, Like how human of us? Right? I love it. Is
there any final thoughts or anything elseyou want to share? No, but
I am going to continue to likeas I feel like, I'll spit things
out to you. If you wantto keep people along on the kind of
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unfolding, I'll let Like, Igive you permission if for some reason something
comes out but I don't want you, I'll make sure I am articulate that.
But I think that things like this, you know, stuff matriculates and
then becomes clear and it's like aswirling mist and then all of a sudden
it's gone and he sees you know, so like like I had a big
old fat when we worked on youknow, so it's like I am excited
(48:53):
to see what unfolds, and alsoI love sharing that, so you know
whatever, we'll take it from there. Oh perfect. And for those of
you listening you're watching, if youwould like to have your own personalized experience,
I invite you, of course.So calling it's got to make sense.
(49:14):
I got to be the right personall of those good things. So
if you go to a kaushic activationsdot com, then you can send up
for reading there and I would behonored and grateful to be able to do
that with you or for you,or be a part of your experience,
whatever the words are that resonates,right, And then I was also going
to say, of course you canfind that too in the URL if it's
(49:35):
easier to remember. So the nameof this podcast the Life Adventurist dot com
that links to like my link tree, and the links are there, so
whatever way is easier for you,all good. I think that's it.
I don't have anything else to share, So thank you guys for being here,
thank you for being on video,thank you for being on audio.
Thank you for sharing this experience.Kerry, I really appreciate it. It
(49:59):
was so much, It was soworth it. It was so worth it,
like I don't know, just worthit, that's all. It's worth,
the mystery and the discomfort and theyeah, all of it, like
all the feelings in the body andall the thoughts in the head together and
separate, right, it's worth it. Well, thank you so much and
(50:22):
I we'll see you guys in thenext episode. Bye, hey, don't
go yet. If you're looking tocontinue the conversation and to hang out with
me outside of the podcast, andyou want to connect on social or you
want to receive free weekly channeled messagesfrom the Acoshack Records or booking, Akoshack
record reading, or anything else outsideof the podcast, make sure you head
(50:45):
to the life adventures dot com andall the links and all the things will
be there for you. Make sureyou subscribe to the Life Ventures podcast on
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I'll see you on the next episode.
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