September 28, 2023 • 35 mins
In this episode, join Jeni as she opens up about her personal money journey and shares enlightening stories that may challenge your beliefs about money. Discover how the narratives we create about money can profoundly impact our lives. Jeni's insights will inspire you to let go of preconceived notions and empower you to take control of your financial story. Learn how embracing self-awareness, holding space for personal growth, and trusting in your ability to shape your financial future can lead to a life of abundance and fulfillment.
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Traveling, life and fun listening tothe Life at the Interest podcast I Say
What Radio Welcome to another episode ofthe Life of Interest podcast. I'm Jenny
Holly, your host, And thisis the place if you are a spiritual
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entrepreneur or a conscious leader who hasbeen on a journey of self discovery and
growth, especially within the spiritual realm. Maybe you like the Acoshic Records movie,
you've never heard of them, andyour soul, your intuition, guidance,
divine guidance, has brought you hereto be a part of this journey.
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And this is also the place whereI enjoy exploring different edges of spirituality.
And in this specific little I Guessminiseries in the podcast, I am
share some really important pieces of mystory that I am ready to share in
a more public way. And thesethings that I'm going to talk about today
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as it relates to money and mymoney story, have been my journey and
my experience. And these have alsobeen things that at different times I've held
a lot of shame around or I'vefelt wrong for thinking or feeling certain ways,
and maybe you think or feel theseways too. The other thing that
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I'm going to share with you beforeI dive in. Is that my goal
for sharing this is multifaceted. Oneof the reasons is I want to document
where I'm at right now in thejourney and the process, because a lot
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of times on the other side ofthings, we can tend to forget what
was happening in it when we werein it. And I also am coming
to understand and realize at least asit relates to me and my personal journey
and my experience. Is that sharingthis story and sharing these pieces publicly to
where anybody could listen, whether theytell me or not. You know those
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friends and family and co workers wherein the past, you know I maybe
would not have wanted them to hearthese things, and you know there's no
a little part of me that doesn'treally want them to hear these things because
they feel very vulnerable, and that'sokay. I also know that by sharing
this, I may be helping youas well to transform or possibly have a
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different perspective on the way that youview things about money, whether it be
things that you have done or notdone, or you're thinking about doing,
or really to help maybe give youmore peace about decisions that you have made
already and maybe you were struggling withfeeling the ways because nobody really talks about
these things. Nobody shares these things, and especially in the entrepreneurial space,
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like I don't hear a lot aboutthis, at least it hasn't been on
my awareness. Maybe there are peopleout there who speak about this, but
it hasn't been a part of myjourney to hear people talk about this side
of things so rally. So yeah, I want to share, And I
already know because I shared a bitmore of this with the people in my
intimate group with the seven Weeks ofMagic Journey. We just finished up with
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the bonus call today and I wassharing a bit more about my money story
and one of the girls in thereshe was like, oh my god,
I'm so glad you shared that,because I've done the same thing too,
and I'm kind of feeling ways aboutit. So hearing these things may help
you to let go of what thingshave meant for you or maybe how you
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perceive others to think it. Tome, now, I also know,
and I have a very I understandthat some of the things I'm going to
share today are maybe things that aresuper simple to you or that you think,
no big deal of okay, likeyou're like, oh, so what
so what you had that? I'vehad that, everybody's had that, But
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from my perspective, it was notsomething. Okay, So let's get in.
I'm gonna start by sharing a bitof my story. So that way
for any of you arriving to thispodcast for the very first time, or
maybe this YouTube because I'm also recordingthis on video, is that for you
to hear a bit of this togive you perspective. So I have had
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a very, i guess, frommy opinion, a very typical, very
nice upbringing. I think my parentsprobably struggled with money a little bit because
they had me when they were twentyyears old, and they were working and
putting things together. But I neverwas super aware or felt the impact act
as I've heard other friends and peopleshare that, you know, oh yeah
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our electric was cut off, oroh yeah, we didn't have any money
to pay this or pay that,or we could hardly you know, mom
was always work in three jobs toput food on the table. Things like
that. Though that was not partof my experience. I will say that
other things were passed down from moneymindset, especially beliefs and like beliefs about
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lack around money and scarcity around moneyand different things like that. We're definitely
a part of my experience growing up. And for me, I was the
firstborn child and an overachiever and reallywanted to do good all times. I
wanted to be seen in a goodlight, and I did do that.
I achieved a lot, and I, you know, got a full ride
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to college, and I got asix figure job. Well, I got
a sales job out of college thatquickly became a six figure job with and
I want to say, like fiveyears out of college. I would think
out of college I was making withcommissions in my sales job, I was
probably making sixty K. I hada car plan, so I definitely and
then from there it went up,it went up, and I quickly got
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into a six figure position. Ibought a house really young. So I
had a lot of success. AndI didn't understand at the time when others
would talk about different money things,I didn't understand because I'm like, well,
just make it happen, Just makeit happen, Go do it,
you know. And I also hadthe identity that I would never be that
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person who would get into debt,or make I'm going to put air quotes
on this, like bad financial decisions. I would never be that person who
would have credit card debt, wouldoverspend my means, or would do all
these things you're not supposed to do, whatever that means. I really that
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was a really big part of myidentity. So fast forward when I left
my sales career, and it feltlike such the right decision to leave my
sales career. I left my sixfigure sales career and actually I had manifested
the most ideal role ever, likeit was my dream job. Like even
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with that, it was like,Okay, So I was in the dental
industry and there was a company thathad the name whale in it, and
I was so excited because whales areone of my favorite animals. And while
I was talking to them, theywere super entrepreneurial, and I wanted to
be in a space where I couldkind of grow and show off my entrepreneurial
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skills. And I was excited forthe opportunity to run a division. And
I was and then like as Iwas talking through the details of this role,
like I would see whales all over, Like I was at Trader Joe's
and there was a whale card whenI checked out, and kept pulling whale
cards from my oracle deck, andyou know, the signs coming up,
and I was like wooo, andit was a you know, a significant
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increase in my salary, like itwas it. And I found out pretty
quickly in that that was not it, and not because the company was wrong.
There was nothing wrong with the company. It was me. I realized
that I really didn't want a rolelike that, and it was time for
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me to bet on me, forme to believe in myself. So I
stayed maybe six months, and Igave my notice, which is very atypical
from what I had done because Iwould stay and commit whatever. So I
gave my notice and I left.And this was right before March of twenty
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twenty, when the pandemic had started, and I mean I felt good.
I still felt good about my decision. I actually ended up taking like a
local part time role helping a locallike feeder bar type of place grow their
list, and they were in construction, so I was excited that I was
like using my sales skills and youknow, super easy in some ways and
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not easy in others, and Iwas doing that, but really like my
heart wasn't in it, Like thatwas more for the money to be like
a bridge between things and so on. Once we parted ways with that,
it's just me myself and I'm likehearing that song, just being myself and
I no, So the journey began. For the longest part of my entrepreneurial
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career, I had been really tryingso hard to be successful as a speaker,
author, coach. I had differentcoaching programs and me and my husband
poured our hearts and souls into differentthings that we launched, and we would
launch it, maybe crickets, orwe would launch and we would have a
handful of people. We were beinglike, I'm being a little dramatic here
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because this has nothing to do withany of the coaches that we hired,
but looking back, this is abit what it felt like. It's like
we were being kind of like tossedaround from coach to coach, like,
oh, do this, and thenwe'd go do it, and no,
go do that, and then wego do it. And really it's because
we weren't super clear on what wewanted to do, or we were looking
for others to show us, especiallyme to show show me the way,
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show me the way the money.How can I make it work? How
can I could finally do this andit will always be the same. You're
so talented, you're so great,you know, just go do this and
go do that, and price itthis way and price it that way.
So after a lot of frustration andyou know, missed efforts, and especially
with the identity piece in, youknow, not making the money I was
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making before and not having the successthat I thought I should have had in
the time period and a faster timeperiod than I did. Is like I
was mad that I wasn't making sixfigures pretty quickly because I thought it would
be a no brainer. I thoughtI would just hop it in this entrepreneurial
world and six figures in already inlet's go. And so that dug in
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a lot in my self worth.Now the money stuff deeper, part of
the money stuff as part of thejourney we we left on this nomad adventure.
So we left the securities of ahome and sure it took the journey
of a lifetime and were trapped.We still are. We're still traveling around.
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And as we were going along,the money coming in was way less
than the money going out, andthat like I actually I think I think
I cashed out three different four Oone case to help offset the costs of
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both business and personal expenses. Andeach time I do it, I'd be
like, Okay, it's gonna happen. It's gonna happen, It's gonna happen.
And then each time it didn't happen, I would just feel like,
Okay, when's it going to happen? And I'd be super nervous about money,
and I'd be stressed out about money. I would a lot of times
I would jump ahead and be like, Okay, the money's not coming in,
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so what do I need to do? Like what what kind of programs
do I need to launch? Orhow do I get clients? How do
I get clients? How do Iget clients? I'd be like really hardcore
about it, and I'd also besuper oh my god, super stressed out
about money. I would jump wayahead into the future. I would be
like, Okay, so I knowwe've got some money in the bank account,
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but it's stuff that I'm not supercomfortable with. Like, coming from
that past experience, I had likea certain threshold where I felt comfortable if
I had, you know, Xamount of dollars in the bank account,
that made me feel comfortable. Andso as I saw that number going down
and down and down, and mysavings going down and down and down,
and the four one k is Icashed out going down and down and down.
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Started looking for different solutions. AndI really didn't want to get a
job because I just I wanted totrust in myself. And so as I'm
going through this, like I amstressed about money all the time. I'm
nervous about spending ten dollars to goout to eat or twenty dollars to go
out to eat, I'm nervous aboutthat. I'm nervous about spending anything.
Like every time my husband would asklike, oh, let's buy this,
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I'd be like, why, why, why are we going to buy it?
We can't buy it, we can'tbuy it, and they would be
so tight and so frustrated. Sowe had the cash flow working for a
bit and then I was like,Okay, how do we make this work?
And I started looking into zero percentcredit cards and I had good credit.
I think at the time my creditwas I don't know seven eighty or
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something, seven fifty. I don'tknow, whatever it was, it was
high. It was really good.And because I had really good paying jobs
before, like I was able toget some high credit limits. So I
got zero percent credit card for mybusiness, got zero percent credit card for
personal, and we were making thatwork. It was allowing us to stretch
the cash flow a little bit further. So it's like we didn't have all
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the cash to pay for all ofour expenses. That like bought us a
little more time, and then wecould just pay off some on there and
it felt good. It felt safe, right, It felt safer, and
I kept thinking, oh, yeah, it's gonna work, it's gonna work,
it's gonna work. Time past stilldidn't work. It still didn't work.
I still wasn't making the money thatI felt like we should be making,
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so I would It's been on again, like wondering when it was coming,
have a ton of fear, jumpinto the future and be like,
oh my god, how are wegoing to pay the bills in December?
How are we going to even dothis? So much stress, so much
stress. I couldn't even look atany of it because it stressed me out.
And really, what it came downto as well. Was it really
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impacted me from an identity standpoint,like I shared before, because now I
was that person who overspent more thanthey made. I was that person who
was starting to carry credit card debt. I was that person who was doing
these things I never thought I woulddo, and I didn't really know how
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to handle that because I feel likein the entrepreneurial world, there's there's there's
two aspects of this. From myperspective, is that we're we're a lot
of times asked to show up andlive as if as if we have things
right, like fake it, tine, you make it. I feel like
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there's a time and place for thesethings, and it's important for us to
be super mindful about how we areusing these strategies or how we are using
these tools to help us step forward, because I get it. Okay,
So from from a business standpoint,you know, you don't want to be
out there with clients and be like, oh, I don't have any money,
like we're we're broke or we're hardlymaking this work. But do you
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want to come into my program likeI've God, Like you don't really want
to do that. And at thesame time, it's like what's more important
is really aligning to the confidence.And I feel like that's what's behind the
like act as if or the fakeit to you make it is more of
an embodied confidence that it will workout, and embodied confidence that your offers
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and your solutions are so helpful andso powerful, And it's really making offers
from that space. And I thinka lot of people when they're in the
space of like, oh, yeah, I got a big business, I'm
I'm all good, Yet every daythey're scared shitless about how it's even gonna
work out. They're stressed out,they're fearful, and then everything else energetically
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is tied into the scarcity and thelack and the like really need clients,
really meet clients, really need clients, like the underlying energy of their business,
and so it then becomes more ofthis needy energy. And when people
would talk about that before, Iwould be like, well, I'm not
needy because I believe in my stuff. But if every day you're like stressed
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out over money and you're wondering whenit's gonna happen, Like when am I
going to make that money? Whatis it going to happen for me?
Like why do I not have enough? How's this gonna work? Oh my
god, I'm stressed out. Whatif? What if we can't like,
what if the credit on the zeropercent card runs out? What if we
can't pay that down? What ifthen I got to pay interest? Oh
my god. I never thought I'dbe a person who paid interest. So
it's like, what if I hadto pay interest? Oh my god?
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What if? What if? Whatif? And I was consistently in that
loop of what if and fear andscarcity and lack, meanwhile acting like I
wasn't and then I'm this badass person, which I am, but sake of
conversation, right, It's like,so it's interesting because I'm gonna I'm gonna
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pause inside note this for a second, because what I'm noticing right now is
I was so nervous about recording thisand sharing this story because I was so
scared to share these things. AndI feel really comfortable and calm, And
there's something really powerful in this processof allowing, this process of letting go,
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this process of trusting and surrendering.And the thing is, and this
could be a whole another episode,And this is something that is taught in
depth in seven weeks of Magic withPriabate clients is like when we try to
let go, when we try tobe in the place of surrender and allowing
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and receiving. When we try that, a lot of times it's not working
right. We're like, why can'tI just like, oh, why can
I just like strive me notes There'sa cycle that the record keeper share and
I think I shared about this inmy last episode of You Know. When
things are part of your identity andthen you begin to become aware and you
just hold space for them, andthen you start to detach from the meanings
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of what things mean, and thenyou accept and be like, well it's
okay, it is what it is, you know, and then and then
and then it let go. Let'sgo, right. I think that I
believe that me deciding, you knowwhat, I'm going to share this story
and me letting go of what itmeant or would mean or what people would
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think if they hurt it. Ihave such a sense of piece right now
in sharing this message because I thoughtthis is going to be so much harder,
and it still is a little challengingin some ways because it's like,
well, how can I share thisin the most impactful way that helps you,
helps to support you and let youknow that you're not alone, and
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help you to get a little closerto the faith and the trust. All
right back in money, Okay,So what also was happening leading up to
my work in the Acoustic records especially, is like really wondering when and if
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it was all going to happen,and if I would need to get a
job, and how we were goingto make all this work, because then
what had then happened was the creditcards that were zero percent that I thought
for sure we would pay off ina year. We're now like full and
we didn't have the cash to payit off. And I thought for sure
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that I don't know, I justthought for sure that we would not be
in that situation. I was sonervous about interest hitting on those cards,
so nervous, and I felt shame, and I felt not enough, and
I felt wondering if and when itwas all going to work out, doubting,
questioning, wanting to launch something,wanting to put something out there,
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right, like all of that,right, and then we were charged interest
and I had a face all ofthat, all of like the what is
it called, like the feelings andthe nerves and like the like how that
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felt my body, like it facedthose sensations head on, because it really
activated a lot me. Like itcrushed me to see that there is interest
charges now because I once again Iwas not somebody who paid interest. That
was not somebody who was in aposition that that would happen. And I
still have a hard time seeing thoseinterest charges on credit cards because I just
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think that they're just They're a wasteof They're a waste of money. The
thing for me that helps me witheverything is that I know that everything will
be provided because I've really come intoa place of alignment much more, especially
doing the work with the acoustic record. I also know that I have continuously
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been doing the work, and Iyou know, I put that. I
put that in quotes because I feellike a lot of people talk about it
and it's like, what does dothe work mean? Do the work means
showing up and practicing awareness, practicingnoticing, practicing holding space for yourself when
these nerves and these anxieties and thesemental things come up. Doing the work
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is allowing yourself to feel the feelingsin the body. When you see that
there's interest charge on the account likein my in my experience and feeling that
and then holding space for it andbeing like, huh, what is this?
Is this true? Is it truethat this means something? Is it
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true that this ruins things for me? Is it true that this then leads
to whatever it is I was afraidof? Like? Is all that true?
And I began to realize that Iwas spending way too much time focusing
on the fear of what might happen, and not spending enough time anchoring into
the trust and belief and celebrating allof the ways that I was being supported
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friends, family, current clients andeverything like that. This still comes up,
and this still happens for me towhere I, like, even finishing
up a group program, I'm like, okay, this is what happened recently.
I was like, all right,well, where's the money coming from
next? Where's the money come fromnext? Where's the clients? Where's the
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clients? And I had to stopmyself and be like, that's not even
the right question. That question isnot the right one because I have proof
and I have experience where it hasbeen working out, and trusting myself has
led me into these really empowering situations, and how can I be even more
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into receiving creativity, suggestions and guidanceon what the next steps could be.
And what if it were okay thatI had a moment of silence or nothingness
where no income was coming in.What if that were okay? What if
that can be okay where there isa period where that is not happening.
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Does it mean anything? And Ichose to not make it mean anything?
And every time I do these thingsand I shed these and I let go
another piece and I shed another layerand I hold space for it, my
mind is blown. My mind isblown by the people who reach out people
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I didn't even know we're watching orconnecting or even listening, being like,
Hey, I saw your email,I'm interested. Hey I saw you on
TikTok, I'm interested. Hey Isaw you on YouTube. I'm interested.
And it's such an amazing thing becauseI know and I know that it's all
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going to work out. Yes,would I love to have that debt that
had been accumulated to just be alltaken away with the swipe whoop it's all
gone. Yes, I would lovethat, and I'm sure you would too.
The thing is is that I'm choosingto hold on to the possibility that
that could happen, and at thesame time knowing that at the rate that
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things are happening, it's okay too. I just realized when I was talking
about people finding me on YouTube thatwere podcasts or TikTok or wherever they find
me, I just realized one ofmy other fears about sharing the story,
the fear that one of you who'sjust meeting me now, who's just coming
to this, then thinks differently ofme and going, oh, well,
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if she's got all these things goingon, is she this and that?
And the third like that is afear that I've had and sharing this story
because I feel like we're taught inthe entrepreneur world to make sure that we
stand in this confidence, and westand in this space and does if I
already talked about this right act asif we are a six figure business owner
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or whatever the number is or whateverthe amount is, that how as you're
feeling that way and giving off thatimpression that you know what you're doing and
you're confident in all of that.I will tell you now that now that
I've said that and I'm sharing it, Here's here's what's happening in my mind
as I'm reacting to this fear,right as I'm sitting here, and I'm
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like, you know what, Iknow that I'm sharing this from a place
in my heart to share and helptransform you and any anybody else who you
may share this with. Right Like, I know that this is coming from
a good place. It feels veryaligned. It feels like the right thing
to do. I'm leaning into myedge, I'm showing up. I'm doing
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the things that are slightly uncomfortable yetexpanding me at the same time that if
for some reason this turns you offand you feel that, oh, well,
she doesn't have her shit together,so I can't work with her,
then it's possible that we're either notmeant to work together, or maybe this
has just been a miss for you, a miss and a message. And
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that's okay, because I do knowwhat I'm doing, and I do have
such profound transformational experiences with this workthat if that's something that turns you off
or that doesn't align for you,because you it's important for you to work
with someone who's already a seven figurebusiness owner. Cool, but I will
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tell you that I'm sharing this becausethere are so many people who are on
this journey as well that I'm workingwith that I keep having conversations with,
and I want to help bring youall along along with me because I'm literally
walking this path with you, andone day, for some of you in
the future watching this, I willbe on the other side of things,
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and it's possible at that point Iwill be a six seven eight figure earn
or whatever it is that my pathleads me to. That's another thing.
I don't care where my path leadsme for that. I used to care
a whole lot that I was,in fact a six seven eight figure earner,
like having that number was so importantto me, And in this moment,
I feel very rude in knowing thatit doesn't matter for me. It
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doesn't matter because I know that Iwill be provided for and it doesn't matter.
It really doesn't matter because I knowthat the impact is there, and
I'm going to continue to show upand serve from the heart. I'm going
to continue to show up and servefrom the heart. Checking in to see
if there's anything else about the moneystory that I want to share. Right
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now, I'm gonna share a coupletools perspectives. I've got three things.
One and one of my very firstcaushic record readings that I received as the
client from someone else, I hadasked a lot about financial abundance and how
do I make it? Where doesit come from? And what's wrong with
me? And where are my blocks? I asked those kind of questions,
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and one of the things that therecord keeper shared at that time was what
if every time you talk about moneyyou use the word energy instead. So
an example, I don't have enoughmoney. I don't know where the money
is going to come from. Replacingthe word money with energy, you would
say, I don't have enough energy. I don't know where the energy is
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going to come from, And it'sjust silly, silly. It's a way
to help break you out of yourpattern. That's one tool. Another tool
is and this really helped me.From Amanda Merit's retreat that I went to,
is that I was like crying.I was crying, and I literally
to go to her retreat. Ihad put the investment on a credit card
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that did have interest, and Iwas super stressed out about it because I
was like, ah, but Iknew it was the right decision. To
do. And of course you're gonnahave to make the decisions that work for
you. You don't have to dothe ones that I chose. Some people
are more into risk and some peoplearen't. Like, you're gonna have to
choose what's right for you. ButI had put five thousand dollars on a
credit card to go to her retreat, on one that was going to collect
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interests. No, like even now, I'm like grolling my eyes, like
ah, but I knew it's theright thing to do. And actually that
retreat is a complete turning point forso many things in my life. So
I went to that and I waslike, really, I think I was
like borderline in tears about money,and I'm like, God, I've just
tried so hard, Like what iswrong? Why is this not working?
And why The tool she gave mewas whenever I'm looking at my finances or
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anything related to money, is tobe as a matter of fact about those
experiences as possible. Yes, thereare bills to pay, things to take
care of. There is a blackand white thing from an adult standpoint to
take care of. So take careof what you need to take care of,
and then energetically minimize the amount ofenergy and focus and attention you were
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putting onto that, freaking out aboutit, stressing out about it, worrying
about it, wondering if it's goingto happen, all of those things,
because all I was doing was perpetuatingand feeling the same cycle and bringing the
same results over and over and over, which therefore a lack of results right
over and over and over and overand over into my life. So I
started practicing that. Another tool,and this one I really love, is
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that is to put your debt intoa gift, into a package with a
pretty bow on it, and thatpackage like knowing that the universe is going
to take care of it, allowingthe universe to carry that burden of that
debt, and being open to allthe possibilities in all the potential ways that
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it will be taken care of.Could be a check that arrives in the
mail, could be someone wants toinvest in your business. Could be maybe
the credit card companies right off yourdebt. I don't know. There are
so many different ways that it canhappen, and so being open to all
those things and it's package up ina gift and the universe is taking care
of it once get another thing fromAmanda Merit there was something else and I
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just lost. Let me see,let me see if I can get the
other tool for you. That toolmust not be important to share here today,
but I think those are some goodtools to help you get started.
I've shared a lot. It's possiblethat I do share like a part two
to this, because just getting thisout, maybe there are some deeper things
that come up. Maybe there's awhole. Maybe part two is like the
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next step going through this. Idon't know, but I feel like there's
a possibility for a part two.I'm grateful that you're here with me,
that you were able to hold spacefor this, that I feel you,
I feel you if this is somethingthat you have or also going through,
and know that I see you,and I believe and know that for myself
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and you that this is going towork account And I invite you to anchor
in that as often as possible.If you would like help in that from
a podcast perspective, and you haven'talready listened, then the last two episodes
are two fabulous episodes that will helpyou with that. One of them is
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navigating self trust and belief and faithand I had that conversation with my husband,
so there's a lot of great nuggetsin there. And then last week's
episode. The last episode was mesharing basically a different version of what I
shared with you today, without thefocus on money, without sharing the details
about money. There are tools foryou and if you really want to anchor
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in trusting yourself and your intuition andshift your energy and shifts a focus so
you can align to a higher timeline, and you resonate with me like reach
out because I'm not stopping, I'mnot turning back, I'm not quitting,
I'm not giving up. I amdoing this, and I am bringing you
along with me. I want tosee you have this grounded confidence, in
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this beautiful connection with your intuition andyourself so that you can really experience things
from a really joyful, expansive state. I would love to assist you on
this journey. If the podcast iswhere we meet, I'll see you on
the next episode. If there's otherways I can support you, I show
up two times a month on YouTubeand I do free live mini readings,
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so you could always come there andask a question and we'll see what comes
through from the record keepers you canbook one on one session with me,
or we can also get into anintegrative experience where I can help you go
deeper into what this looks like foryou and how you can really step into
this even deeper. I am goingto be running another group live experience for
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seven weeks of Magic, which isliterally about trusting yourself and strengthening your intuition.
It is so powerful. I justfinished that, so that would be
an option a group experience, orof course we have one on one.
So oh it feels so good.This feels so good. Grateful you were
here and I will see you onthe next episode. Bye, Hey,
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don't go yet. If you're lookingto continue the conversation and to hang out
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I'll see you on the next episode
Traveling, life and fun listening tothe Life at the Interest podcast I Say
What Radio Welcome to another episode ofthe Life of Interest podcast. I'm Jenny
Holly, your host, And thisis the place if you are a spiritual
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entrepreneur or a conscious leader who hasbeen on a journey of self discovery and
growth, especially within the spiritual realm. Maybe you like the Acoshic Records movie,
you've never heard of them, andyour soul, your intuition, guidance,
divine guidance, has brought you hereto be a part of this journey.
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And this is also the place whereI enjoy exploring different edges of spirituality.
And in this specific little I Guessminiseries in the podcast, I am
share some really important pieces of mystory that I am ready to share in
a more public way. And thesethings that I'm going to talk about today
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as it relates to money and mymoney story, have been my journey and
my experience. And these have alsobeen things that at different times I've held
a lot of shame around or I'vefelt wrong for thinking or feeling certain ways,
and maybe you think or feel theseways too. The other thing that
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I'm going to share with you beforeI dive in. Is that my goal
for sharing this is multifaceted. Oneof the reasons is I want to document
where I'm at right now in thejourney and the process, because a lot
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of times on the other side ofthings, we can tend to forget what
was happening in it when we werein it. And I also am coming
to understand and realize at least asit relates to me and my personal journey
and my experience. Is that sharingthis story and sharing these pieces publicly to
where anybody could listen, whether theytell me or not. You know those
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friends and family and co workers wherein the past, you know I maybe
would not have wanted them to hearthese things, and you know there's no
a little part of me that doesn'treally want them to hear these things because
they feel very vulnerable, and that'sokay. I also know that by sharing
this, I may be helping youas well to transform or possibly have a
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different perspective on the way that youview things about money, whether it be
things that you have done or notdone, or you're thinking about doing,
or really to help maybe give youmore peace about decisions that you have made
already and maybe you were struggling withfeeling the ways because nobody really talks about
these things. Nobody shares these things, and especially in the entrepreneurial space,
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like I don't hear a lot aboutthis, at least it hasn't been on
my awareness. Maybe there are peopleout there who speak about this, but
it hasn't been a part of myjourney to hear people talk about this side
of things so rally. So yeah, I want to share, And I
already know because I shared a bitmore of this with the people in my
intimate group with the seven Weeks ofMagic Journey. We just finished up with
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the bonus call today and I wassharing a bit more about my money story
and one of the girls in thereshe was like, oh my god,
I'm so glad you shared that,because I've done the same thing too,
and I'm kind of feeling ways aboutit. So hearing these things may help
you to let go of what thingshave meant for you or maybe how you
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perceive others to think it. Tome, now, I also know,
and I have a very I understandthat some of the things I'm going to
share today are maybe things that aresuper simple to you or that you think,
no big deal of okay, likeyou're like, oh, so what
so what you had that? I'vehad that, everybody's had that, But
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from my perspective, it was notsomething. Okay, So let's get in.
I'm gonna start by sharing a bitof my story. So that way
for any of you arriving to thispodcast for the very first time, or
maybe this YouTube because I'm also recordingthis on video, is that for you
to hear a bit of this togive you perspective. So I have had
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a very, i guess, frommy opinion, a very typical, very
nice upbringing. I think my parentsprobably struggled with money a little bit because
they had me when they were twentyyears old, and they were working and
putting things together. But I neverwas super aware or felt the impact act
as I've heard other friends and peopleshare that, you know, oh yeah
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our electric was cut off, oroh yeah, we didn't have any money
to pay this or pay that,or we could hardly you know, mom
was always work in three jobs toput food on the table. Things like
that. Though that was not partof my experience. I will say that
other things were passed down from moneymindset, especially beliefs and like beliefs about
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lack around money and scarcity around moneyand different things like that. We're definitely
a part of my experience growing up. And for me, I was the
firstborn child and an overachiever and reallywanted to do good all times. I
wanted to be seen in a goodlight, and I did do that.
I achieved a lot, and I, you know, got a full ride
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to college, and I got asix figure job. Well, I got
a sales job out of college thatquickly became a six figure job with and
I want to say, like fiveyears out of college. I would think
out of college I was making withcommissions in my sales job, I was
probably making sixty K. I hada car plan, so I definitely and
then from there it went up,it went up, and I quickly got
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into a six figure position. Ibought a house really young. So I
had a lot of success. AndI didn't understand at the time when others
would talk about different money things,I didn't understand because I'm like, well,
just make it happen, Just makeit happen, Go do it,
you know. And I also hadthe identity that I would never be that
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person who would get into debt,or make I'm going to put air quotes
on this, like bad financial decisions. I would never be that person who
would have credit card debt, wouldoverspend my means, or would do all
these things you're not supposed to do, whatever that means. I really that
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was a really big part of myidentity. So fast forward when I left
my sales career, and it feltlike such the right decision to leave my
sales career. I left my sixfigure sales career and actually I had manifested
the most ideal role ever, likeit was my dream job. Like even
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with that, it was like,Okay, So I was in the dental
industry and there was a company thathad the name whale in it, and
I was so excited because whales areone of my favorite animals. And while
I was talking to them, theywere super entrepreneurial, and I wanted to
be in a space where I couldkind of grow and show off my entrepreneurial
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skills. And I was excited forthe opportunity to run a division. And
I was and then like as Iwas talking through the details of this role,
like I would see whales all over, Like I was at Trader Joe's
and there was a whale card whenI checked out, and kept pulling whale
cards from my oracle deck, andyou know, the signs coming up,
and I was like wooo, andit was a you know, a significant
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increase in my salary, like itwas it. And I found out pretty
quickly in that that was not it, and not because the company was wrong.
There was nothing wrong with the company. It was me. I realized
that I really didn't want a rolelike that, and it was time for
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me to bet on me, forme to believe in myself. So I
stayed maybe six months, and Igave my notice, which is very atypical
from what I had done because Iwould stay and commit whatever. So I
gave my notice and I left.And this was right before March of twenty
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twenty, when the pandemic had started, and I mean I felt good.
I still felt good about my decision. I actually ended up taking like a
local part time role helping a locallike feeder bar type of place grow their
list, and they were in construction, so I was excited that I was
like using my sales skills and youknow, super easy in some ways and
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not easy in others, and Iwas doing that, but really like my
heart wasn't in it, Like thatwas more for the money to be like
a bridge between things and so on. Once we parted ways with that,
it's just me myself and I'm likehearing that song, just being myself and
I no, So the journey began. For the longest part of my entrepreneurial
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career, I had been really tryingso hard to be successful as a speaker,
author, coach. I had differentcoaching programs and me and my husband
poured our hearts and souls into differentthings that we launched, and we would
launch it, maybe crickets, orwe would launch and we would have a
handful of people. We were beinglike, I'm being a little dramatic here
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because this has nothing to do withany of the coaches that we hired,
but looking back, this is abit what it felt like. It's like
we were being kind of like tossedaround from coach to coach, like,
oh, do this, and thenwe'd go do it, and no,
go do that, and then wego do it. And really it's because
we weren't super clear on what wewanted to do, or we were looking
for others to show us, especiallyme to show show me the way,
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show me the way the money.How can I make it work? How
can I could finally do this andit will always be the same. You're
so talented, you're so great,you know, just go do this and
go do that, and price itthis way and price it that way.
So after a lot of frustration andyou know, missed efforts, and especially
with the identity piece in, youknow, not making the money I was
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making before and not having the successthat I thought I should have had in
the time period and a faster timeperiod than I did. Is like I
was mad that I wasn't making sixfigures pretty quickly because I thought it would
be a no brainer. I thoughtI would just hop it in this entrepreneurial
world and six figures in already inlet's go. And so that dug in
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a lot in my self worth.Now the money stuff deeper, part of
the money stuff as part of thejourney we we left on this nomad adventure.
So we left the securities of ahome and sure it took the journey
of a lifetime and were trapped.We still are. We're still traveling around.
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And as we were going along,the money coming in was way less
than the money going out, andthat like I actually I think I think
I cashed out three different four Oone case to help offset the costs of
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both business and personal expenses. Andeach time I do it, I'd be
like, Okay, it's gonna happen. It's gonna happen, It's gonna happen.
And then each time it didn't happen, I would just feel like,
Okay, when's it going to happen? And I'd be super nervous about money,
and I'd be stressed out about money. I would a lot of times
I would jump ahead and be like, Okay, the money's not coming in,
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so what do I need to do? Like what what kind of programs
do I need to launch? Orhow do I get clients? How do
I get clients? How do Iget clients? I'd be like really hardcore
about it, and I'd also besuper oh my god, super stressed out
about money. I would jump wayahead into the future. I would be
like, Okay, so I knowwe've got some money in the bank account,
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but it's stuff that I'm not supercomfortable with. Like, coming from
that past experience, I had likea certain threshold where I felt comfortable if
I had, you know, Xamount of dollars in the bank account,
that made me feel comfortable. Andso as I saw that number going down
and down and down, and mysavings going down and down and down,
and the four one k is Icashed out going down and down and down.
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Started looking for different solutions. AndI really didn't want to get a
job because I just I wanted totrust in myself. And so as I'm
going through this, like I amstressed about money all the time. I'm
nervous about spending ten dollars to goout to eat or twenty dollars to go
out to eat, I'm nervous aboutthat. I'm nervous about spending anything.
Like every time my husband would asklike, oh, let's buy this,
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I'd be like, why, why, why are we going to buy it?
We can't buy it, we can'tbuy it, and they would be
so tight and so frustrated. Sowe had the cash flow working for a
bit and then I was like,Okay, how do we make this work?
And I started looking into zero percentcredit cards and I had good credit.
I think at the time my creditwas I don't know seven eighty or
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something, seven fifty. I don'tknow, whatever it was, it was
high. It was really good.And because I had really good paying jobs
before, like I was able toget some high credit limits. So I
got zero percent credit card for mybusiness, got zero percent credit card for
personal, and we were making thatwork. It was allowing us to stretch
the cash flow a little bit further. So it's like we didn't have all
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the cash to pay for all ofour expenses. That like bought us a
little more time, and then wecould just pay off some on there and
it felt good. It felt safe, right, It felt safer, and
I kept thinking, oh, yeah, it's gonna work, it's gonna work,
it's gonna work. Time past stilldidn't work. It still didn't work.
I still wasn't making the money thatI felt like we should be making,
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so I would It's been on again, like wondering when it was coming,
have a ton of fear, jumpinto the future and be like,
oh my god, how are wegoing to pay the bills in December?
How are we going to even dothis? So much stress, so much
stress. I couldn't even look atany of it because it stressed me out.
And really, what it came downto as well. Was it really
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impacted me from an identity standpoint,like I shared before, because now I
was that person who overspent more thanthey made. I was that person who
was starting to carry credit card debt. I was that person who was doing
these things I never thought I woulddo, and I didn't really know how
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to handle that because I feel likein the entrepreneurial world, there's there's there's
two aspects of this. From myperspective, is that we're we're a lot
of times asked to show up andlive as if as if we have things
right, like fake it, tine, you make it. I feel like
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there's a time and place for thesethings, and it's important for us to
be super mindful about how we areusing these strategies or how we are using
these tools to help us step forward, because I get it. Okay,
So from from a business standpoint,you know, you don't want to be
out there with clients and be like, oh, I don't have any money,
like we're we're broke or we're hardlymaking this work. But do you
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want to come into my program likeI've God, Like you don't really want
to do that. And at thesame time, it's like what's more important
is really aligning to the confidence.And I feel like that's what's behind the
like act as if or the fakeit to you make it is more of
an embodied confidence that it will workout, and embodied confidence that your offers
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and your solutions are so helpful andso powerful, And it's really making offers
from that space. And I thinka lot of people when they're in the
space of like, oh, yeah, I got a big business, I'm
I'm all good, Yet every daythey're scared shitless about how it's even gonna
work out. They're stressed out,they're fearful, and then everything else energetically
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is tied into the scarcity and thelack and the like really need clients,
really meet clients, really need clients, like the underlying energy of their business,
and so it then becomes more ofthis needy energy. And when people
would talk about that before, Iwould be like, well, I'm not
needy because I believe in my stuff. But if every day you're like stressed
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out over money and you're wondering whenit's gonna happen, Like when am I
going to make that money? Whatis it going to happen for me?
Like why do I not have enough? How's this gonna work? Oh my
god, I'm stressed out. Whatif? What if we can't like,
what if the credit on the zeropercent card runs out? What if we
can't pay that down? What ifthen I got to pay interest? Oh
my god. I never thought I'dbe a person who paid interest. So
it's like, what if I hadto pay interest? Oh my god?
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What if? What if? Whatif? And I was consistently in that
loop of what if and fear andscarcity and lack, meanwhile acting like I
wasn't and then I'm this badass person, which I am, but sake of
conversation, right, It's like,so it's interesting because I'm gonna I'm gonna
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pause inside note this for a second, because what I'm noticing right now is
I was so nervous about recording thisand sharing this story because I was so
scared to share these things. AndI feel really comfortable and calm, And
there's something really powerful in this processof allowing, this process of letting go,
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this process of trusting and surrendering.And the thing is, and this
could be a whole another episode,And this is something that is taught in
depth in seven weeks of Magic withPriabate clients is like when we try to
let go, when we try tobe in the place of surrender and allowing
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and receiving. When we try that, a lot of times it's not working
right. We're like, why can'tI just like, oh, why can
I just like strive me notes There'sa cycle that the record keeper share and
I think I shared about this inmy last episode of You Know. When
things are part of your identity andthen you begin to become aware and you
just hold space for them, andthen you start to detach from the meanings
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of what things mean, and thenyou accept and be like, well it's
okay, it is what it is, you know, and then and then
and then it let go. Let'sgo, right. I think that I
believe that me deciding, you knowwhat, I'm going to share this story
and me letting go of what itmeant or would mean or what people would
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think if they hurt it. Ihave such a sense of piece right now
in sharing this message because I thoughtthis is going to be so much harder,
and it still is a little challengingin some ways because it's like,
well, how can I share thisin the most impactful way that helps you,
helps to support you and let youknow that you're not alone, and
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help you to get a little closerto the faith and the trust. All
right back in money, Okay,So what also was happening leading up to
my work in the Acoustic records especially, is like really wondering when and if
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it was all going to happen,and if I would need to get a
job, and how we were goingto make all this work, because then
what had then happened was the creditcards that were zero percent that I thought
for sure we would pay off ina year. We're now like full and
we didn't have the cash to payit off. And I thought for sure
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that I don't know, I justthought for sure that we would not be
in that situation. I was sonervous about interest hitting on those cards,
so nervous, and I felt shame, and I felt not enough, and
I felt wondering if and when itwas all going to work out, doubting,
questioning, wanting to launch something,wanting to put something out there,
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right, like all of that,right, and then we were charged interest
and I had a face all ofthat, all of like the what is
it called, like the feelings andthe nerves and like the like how that
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felt my body, like it facedthose sensations head on, because it really
activated a lot me. Like itcrushed me to see that there is interest
charges now because I once again Iwas not somebody who paid interest. That
was not somebody who was in aposition that that would happen. And I
still have a hard time seeing thoseinterest charges on credit cards because I just
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think that they're just They're a wasteof They're a waste of money. The
thing for me that helps me witheverything is that I know that everything will
be provided because I've really come intoa place of alignment much more, especially
doing the work with the acoustic record. I also know that I have continuously
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been doing the work, and Iyou know, I put that. I
put that in quotes because I feellike a lot of people talk about it
and it's like, what does dothe work mean? Do the work means
showing up and practicing awareness, practicingnoticing, practicing holding space for yourself when
these nerves and these anxieties and thesemental things come up. Doing the work
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is allowing yourself to feel the feelingsin the body. When you see that
there's interest charge on the account likein my in my experience and feeling that
and then holding space for it andbeing like, huh, what is this?
Is this true? Is it truethat this means something? Is it
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true that this ruins things for me? Is it true that this then leads
to whatever it is I was afraidof? Like? Is all that true?
And I began to realize that Iwas spending way too much time focusing
on the fear of what might happen, and not spending enough time anchoring into
the trust and belief and celebrating allof the ways that I was being supported
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friends, family, current clients andeverything like that. This still comes up,
and this still happens for me towhere I, like, even finishing
up a group program, I'm like, okay, this is what happened recently.
I was like, all right,well, where's the money coming from
next? Where's the money come fromnext? Where's the clients? Where's the
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clients? And I had to stopmyself and be like, that's not even
the right question. That question isnot the right one because I have proof
and I have experience where it hasbeen working out, and trusting myself has
led me into these really empowering situations, and how can I be even more
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into receiving creativity, suggestions and guidanceon what the next steps could be.
And what if it were okay thatI had a moment of silence or nothingness
where no income was coming in.What if that were okay? What if
that can be okay where there isa period where that is not happening.
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Does it mean anything? And Ichose to not make it mean anything?
And every time I do these thingsand I shed these and I let go
another piece and I shed another layerand I hold space for it, my
mind is blown. My mind isblown by the people who reach out people
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I didn't even know we're watching orconnecting or even listening, being like,
Hey, I saw your email,I'm interested. Hey I saw you on
TikTok, I'm interested. Hey Isaw you on YouTube. I'm interested.
And it's such an amazing thing becauseI know and I know that it's all
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going to work out. Yes,would I love to have that debt that
had been accumulated to just be alltaken away with the swipe whoop it's all
gone. Yes, I would lovethat, and I'm sure you would too.
The thing is is that I'm choosingto hold on to the possibility that
that could happen, and at thesame time knowing that at the rate that
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things are happening, it's okay too. I just realized when I was talking
about people finding me on YouTube thatwere podcasts or TikTok or wherever they find
me, I just realized one ofmy other fears about sharing the story,
the fear that one of you who'sjust meeting me now, who's just coming
to this, then thinks differently ofme and going, oh, well,
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if she's got all these things goingon, is she this and that?
And the third like that is afear that I've had and sharing this story
because I feel like we're taught inthe entrepreneur world to make sure that we
stand in this confidence, and westand in this space and does if I
already talked about this right act asif we are a six figure business owner
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or whatever the number is or whateverthe amount is, that how as you're
feeling that way and giving off thatimpression that you know what you're doing and
you're confident in all of that.I will tell you now that now that
I've said that and I'm sharing it, Here's here's what's happening in my mind
as I'm reacting to this fear,right as I'm sitting here, and I'm
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like, you know what, Iknow that I'm sharing this from a place
in my heart to share and helptransform you and any anybody else who you
may share this with. Right Like, I know that this is coming from
a good place. It feels veryaligned. It feels like the right thing
to do. I'm leaning into myedge, I'm showing up. I'm doing
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the things that are slightly uncomfortable yetexpanding me at the same time that if
for some reason this turns you offand you feel that, oh, well,
she doesn't have her shit together,so I can't work with her,
then it's possible that we're either notmeant to work together, or maybe this
has just been a miss for you, a miss and a message. And
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that's okay, because I do knowwhat I'm doing, and I do have
such profound transformational experiences with this workthat if that's something that turns you off
or that doesn't align for you,because you it's important for you to work
with someone who's already a seven figurebusiness owner. Cool, but I will
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tell you that I'm sharing this becausethere are so many people who are on
this journey as well that I'm workingwith that I keep having conversations with,
and I want to help bring youall along along with me because I'm literally
walking this path with you, andone day, for some of you in
the future watching this, I willbe on the other side of things,
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and it's possible at that point Iwill be a six seven eight figure earn
or whatever it is that my pathleads me to. That's another thing.
I don't care where my path leadsme for that. I used to care
a whole lot that I was,in fact a six seven eight figure earner,
like having that number was so importantto me, And in this moment,
I feel very rude in knowing thatit doesn't matter for me. It
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doesn't matter because I know that Iwill be provided for and it doesn't matter.
It really doesn't matter because I knowthat the impact is there, and
I'm going to continue to show upand serve from the heart. I'm going
to continue to show up and servefrom the heart. Checking in to see
if there's anything else about the moneystory that I want to share. Right
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now, I'm gonna share a coupletools perspectives. I've got three things.
One and one of my very firstcaushic record readings that I received as the
client from someone else, I hadasked a lot about financial abundance and how
do I make it? Where doesit come from? And what's wrong with
me? And where are my blocks? I asked those kind of questions,
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and one of the things that therecord keeper shared at that time was what
if every time you talk about moneyyou use the word energy instead. So
an example, I don't have enoughmoney. I don't know where the money
is going to come from. Replacingthe word money with energy, you would
say, I don't have enough energy. I don't know where the energy is
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going to come from, And it'sjust silly, silly. It's a way
to help break you out of yourpattern. That's one tool. Another tool
is and this really helped me.From Amanda Merit's retreat that I went to,
is that I was like crying.I was crying, and I literally
to go to her retreat. Ihad put the investment on a credit card
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that did have interest, and Iwas super stressed out about it because I
was like, ah, but Iknew it was the right decision. To
do. And of course you're gonnahave to make the decisions that work for
you. You don't have to dothe ones that I chose. Some people
are more into risk and some peoplearen't. Like, you're gonna have to
choose what's right for you. ButI had put five thousand dollars on a
credit card to go to her retreat, on one that was going to collect
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interests. No, like even now, I'm like grolling my eyes, like
ah, but I knew it's theright thing to do. And actually that
retreat is a complete turning point forso many things in my life. So
I went to that and I waslike, really, I think I was
like borderline in tears about money,and I'm like, God, I've just
tried so hard, Like what iswrong? Why is this not working?
And why The tool she gave mewas whenever I'm looking at my finances or
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anything related to money, is tobe as a matter of fact about those
experiences as possible. Yes, thereare bills to pay, things to take
care of. There is a blackand white thing from an adult standpoint to
take care of. So take careof what you need to take care of,
and then energetically minimize the amount ofenergy and focus and attention you were
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putting onto that, freaking out aboutit, stressing out about it, worrying
about it, wondering if it's goingto happen, all of those things,
because all I was doing was perpetuatingand feeling the same cycle and bringing the
same results over and over and over, which therefore a lack of results right
over and over and over and overand over into my life. So I
started practicing that. Another tool,and this one I really love, is
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that is to put your debt intoa gift, into a package with a
pretty bow on it, and thatpackage like knowing that the universe is going
to take care of it, allowingthe universe to carry that burden of that
debt, and being open to allthe possibilities in all the potential ways that
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it will be taken care of.Could be a check that arrives in the
mail, could be someone wants toinvest in your business. Could be maybe
the credit card companies right off yourdebt. I don't know. There are
so many different ways that it canhappen, and so being open to all
those things and it's package up ina gift and the universe is taking care
of it once get another thing fromAmanda Merit there was something else and I
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just lost. Let me see,let me see if I can get the
other tool for you. That toolmust not be important to share here today,
but I think those are some goodtools to help you get started.
I've shared a lot. It's possiblethat I do share like a part two
to this, because just getting thisout, maybe there are some deeper things
that come up. Maybe there's awhole. Maybe part two is like the
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next step going through this. Idon't know, but I feel like there's
a possibility for a part two.I'm grateful that you're here with me,
that you were able to hold spacefor this, that I feel you,
I feel you if this is somethingthat you have or also going through,
and know that I see you,and I believe and know that for myself
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and you that this is going towork account And I invite you to anchor
in that as often as possible.If you would like help in that from
a podcast perspective, and you haven'talready listened, then the last two episodes
are two fabulous episodes that will helpyou with that. One of them is
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navigating self trust and belief and faithand I had that conversation with my husband,
so there's a lot of great nuggetsin there. And then last week's
episode. The last episode was mesharing basically a different version of what I
shared with you today, without thefocus on money, without sharing the details
about money. There are tools foryou and if you really want to anchor
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in trusting yourself and your intuition andshift your energy and shifts a focus so
you can align to a higher timeline, and you resonate with me like reach
out because I'm not stopping, I'mnot turning back, I'm not quitting,
I'm not giving up. I amdoing this, and I am bringing you
along with me. I want tosee you have this grounded confidence, in
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this beautiful connection with your intuition andyourself so that you can really experience things
from a really joyful, expansive state. I would love to assist you on
this journey. If the podcast iswhere we meet, I'll see you on
the next episode. If there's otherways I can support you, I show
up two times a month on YouTubeand I do free live mini readings,
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so you could always come there andask a question and we'll see what comes
through from the record keepers you canbook one on one session with me,
or we can also get into anintegrative experience where I can help you go
deeper into what this looks like foryou and how you can really step into
this even deeper. I am goingto be running another group live experience for
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seven weeks of Magic, which isliterally about trusting yourself and strengthening your intuition.
It is so powerful. I justfinished that, so that would be
an option a group experience, orof course we have one on one.
So oh it feels so good.This feels so good. Grateful you were
here and I will see you onthe next episode. Bye, Hey,
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don't go yet. If you're lookingto continue the conversation and to hang out
with me outside of the podcast,and you want to connect on social or
you want to receive free weekly channeledmessages from the Acoshic Records or booking Akoshic
Record reading, or anything else outsideof the podcast, make sure you head
to the life Adventures dot com andall the links and all the things will
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be there for you. Make sureyou subscribe to the Life Ventures podcast on
your favorite podcast trimming app. Thankyou so much for tuning in, and
I'll see you on the next episode
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