Episode 137 The LOVE Chapters Podcast w/ Mr. & Mrs. devilSlayer and Mitzie Holstein | Author & Speaker

"Navigating spiritual gifts in Marriage" w/ special guest Mitzie Holstein
1 Corinthians 12: 1-7

Episode Transcript

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No, man. Why Let metell you why? When? Stop?
God? So God to talk aboutwills God, God, God, you
don't know what I'm talking about.Let me tell you. Will God check

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this out, God, God,let me bring it down to Jesus.
Stop because we are in that.Hey, hey, hey, the House
of the Lord, the House ofthe Lord. Hallelujah, speaking of the
House of the Lord. This isactually, or was Easter, what we

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call it resurrection, resurrection. Iknow you're not into the holidays, pastor
Doane? You know, nob he'slearning, he's learning well anyway, but
anyway, Yes, and I missus, Devil Slayer and all the love chatter.
All right, Hello everybody, hellodayevening to all the nations, Yes,

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all the countries, Elia, Spain, United Kingdom, all the one
hundred and fifty country Rain, CostaRica. Thank you for joining us this
evening for another episode. We've beentalking about the awesomeeness of God in marriage,
working it out. We had anawesome guest on last week who actually

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just got married this past Saturday,So shout out the brother date the Porters
ran officially on lockdown, y'all.Wow, he's taken the pathetic, prophetic,
prophetically married and a lot of names, and we just thank God for

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them and you know all the thingsthat He is going to do through them
for the Kingdom of God. Amen. Yeah, what she says. So,
shout out to our producer Jerry Royce, shout out to all of our
colleagues all the wonderful projects that theyare doing as well. We just to
create a claud that they continue everythingtheir hands touched prospers in the mighty name

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of Jesus. And yeah, wejust love the all. We love you
all and anything else you want tosay, bab Yeah, you know what,
let me. I want to talk. I want to talk. Well,
I do you want to pray usin or pray over the segment?
Will you pray as I like?I like your prayers, but I want
to talk. Okay, Actually I'mgoing to have our guests do the prayer.

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I have a we have an awesomeyes, and she's been so patient,
a very gifted, unique woman ofGod as well, you guys will
be able to pick it up inthe spirit, just her anointing and her
giftedness. But we wanted to bringher own since we were talking about marriage,
because she is a married woman aswell, so without further ado,

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marrying women of God, A marriedwoman of God, y'all, with a
word in her spirit and a mighty, mighty testimony. So without further ado,
please welcome sister Mitzi to the building. Minister Mitzi to the Love chapters.
Welcome, well, thank you,Hey, hey, hey, mister

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Mitty. Apologize. What is yourlast name? Thing? Holdsy whole thing
Holdstein. Sister. I should haveknown that because it was on the book.
It was she's She's also an author. She writes poetry, y'all,
very gifted woman of God. DescribeMiss Ring. Yes, yes, please

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introduce yourself. I do a apologizethat I had that little bump, but
please introduce yourself to the love chapter. Sister Midci. Yeah, who you
are? What you did? Oh? Well? I'm originally from Jamaica and
I came to the United States whenI was about uh, let's say,

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twenty seven years old, mkay.And I became a teacher and moving on
from there. I'm no retired,but within that time I've written, you
know, several books. And Ijust had an experience in two thousand and
fifteen that made everything different for mein terms of experience as a holy experience

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in a different way in two thousandand fifteen. Yes, in two thousand
and fifteen, So talk, let'stalk about it. What happened in two
thousand and fifteen. Wa, wereyou already a teacher at the time.
Yes, Yes, I was alreadyteaching with the New York City Department of
Education for quite a few years fromtwo thousand and one. I was there

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in a system from like nineteen ninetynine. But I became a teacher in
two thousand and one and until twentyand fifteen. However, something happened something,
Yeah, something happened to me.I was always spraying, I was
always talking to the Lord. Iwanted to be different. I didn't want

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to be the same the way Iused to be. I just wanted something
different. And I remember it wasMarch fourteenth. It was a Saturday morning,
around three, and I got afew of ladies room in the bathroom,
and as I was opening my eyes, I heard or eyes shine,
for the life has come in theglory of the Lord, is reaisen up

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to be And I just jumped upand I heard Isaiah sixty three. So
I jumped up, I grabbed myBible, went to the bathroom, and
I mean I went to Isaiah sixtythree. Sorry, I did fifty three,
not sixty three. And when Iopened Isaiah fifty three, I met
Jesus for the first time in mylife. Now, remember I grew up,

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well, my background is seventy events. So I grew up in a
family who taught me about God theway they knew it and the way the
church tot it and everything like that. But that day I had an awakening
because I met Jesus myself in Isaiahfifty three. I cried. I cried.

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My son came out at the timeand said, I mean, Mom,
even what's going on? I said, I said, and I said
nothing. He said, you're crying. I said, the Holy Spirit is
up on me. That's all Icould say to him. And I,
you know, I read and afterI read Isaiah sixty because I typed it
in google it, you know,I found Isaiah sixty and then I realized

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what was happening there. I tookit to him and I said, what
do you hear? I read bothof them. He said, what is
about when Jesus is coming? Andwhat is about when He's coming back?
And my cheers went away because myson basically interpreted the whole Texte and and
I mean the tears went away andthe whole weekend. It was like I

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was walking on air. I don'tknow how to explain it, but all
of it came the book profitting moments, and first because I started to experience
what it means to truly be filledwith the Holy Spirit. But I didn't
get into where I began speaking intongues until like the following wend. Let
me see the Thursday night, theWednesday night, I think it was the

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nineteenth. I remember because it wasMarch, March fourteenth. Hold on fifteen.
Hold that note right there, youjust as I hear you correctly,
not to cutch you, but justto you correctly. So you it was

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Isaiah fifty three. You said Isaiahfifty three. Yet you read Isaiah.
You read Isaiah fifty three. TheHoly Spirit spoke to Jesus spoke to you.
Then you read Isaiah sixteen. HolySpirit spoke to you, your child,
your child basically or rated those twoscriptures to you. And then a

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week later you started speaking in tongues. So the wind the Wednesday, it
was open school night, I canremember. I think it was in nineteen
and I was in school in mypassroom, but it was apparents were kind
of coming in late, you know. Later they some came early. And
my neighbor the Tuesday, I hadgone to my neighbors and I hadn't seen

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her for a while, you know. No, I knocked her door and
I had gone in, and shewas like, I said, what happened
to you? She was talking andshe's like, you know, I was
right. The doctor says I wasright, And I just say, can
I pray for you? And I, honestly I didn't know how to pray.
I can't remember. I mean,I used to pray, but I
didn't know how to pray, youget what I'm saying. I would pray

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the usual way I learned to pray, but I after that I understood I
didn't know how to pray, andI just did a prayer. Right.
That was a Tuesday, and thenI think so it had to be like
the nineties. I don't exactly remember. It's in my book, but it

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was a day. The next day, which was a Wednesday. I was
no Thursday. I think it hadto be Thursday because the day had passed
and I was in the open school. And then the call came in and
I answered the phone and she waslike, she's like, where are you.
I said, I'm at work.What are you doing at work?
I said, because it's open schoolnight. She said, you pray for
me. I said, haitian.So you know, she just kept she

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was excited. But something shifted inme when she did that. I just
said, operates me to that becauseI knew that it wasn't me. And
even though I didn't know how topray, I touched her knee and she
was here. So yeah, Sothat night I came home, so I

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had to be the Thursday night Idid see my book. Anyway, I
came home and when I came home, I just I normally teaches. We
got and we have dinner, youknow before parents come. So I went
and we had some. I justtold my husband, I take a couple
of soops. I had that tomy shower and I just knelt down in
my bed and I started to pray. And I just started what I realized

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when I started to pray, Iwas I started to almost like to me,
I was hearing bells right, andI started to speak in tongue.
And as I spoke in tongues.I was asking for forgiveness. I remember.
I remember, I knew I wasasking for forgiveness even though I was
speaking tongue. And then I wastotally repenting. And then I remember I

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was singing in the spirit, andI was led off, you know,
to go down on the floor.So I knelt down and I started to
sing who. And then as Isang that song, I was led to

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go and pray for my son,you know, bless him and pray for
him. And I understood that inthat moment that you are most always like
not because they take your child toget them christened and blessed or whatever,
you were supposed to bless your ownchildren. So at that time, my
step son, he was once hismother, you know. And I went

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to my son. I blessed him, and then I took up my step
son's clothing and I just laid himon the bed. I couldn't This same
went on kind of life about granda half hour, and my husband didn't
know what to do, my sondidn't know what to do. And then
the moment that he called my friendof the black, and she came because

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she's she understood, she didn't doanything. She just walked around and then
I think she had left. Andthat's when I was laying off my Stepsum's
clothes and he just said, he'scoming home. That's what I said.
And after yeah, and after thathe had come, you know, come
back home about three months, buthe did come back home. So then
that's when I started to get likeword the profet word for the church,

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perfect word for individual people and allof that. So the so that night
was the first night in tongues.The following week, which I think was
the twenty fourth, it was aTuesday, I stayed back to pray.
I took the day off from workto pray, and I was fasting for

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the first time in my life.I fasted because I always had like a
problem with ulcer stomach. The doctorhad said author Oh okay, So I
fasted that day and as I startedto pray, you know, I had

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the word. I was sitting upin bed immediately as soon as I started
to pray, I was in tongues. And then a dream I had the
night came back to me. Ididn't remember the dream, and I saw
in the dream, I had seena man selling watermelons, watermelons and he

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had to his to my left,his right, he had some orange looking
watermelons. It's like from the outsideit looked a little greenie, but I
knew inside was orange. And onthe right on my right his left was
the regular watermelon. So he hadon a yamulka on his head, the
skinny black man, and he hadon what the Jewish people were on their

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heads. He had on a blackone. And he never said a word.
I walked up to him and Isaid, I know that one,
and let me buy that one.And he cut the watermelon and it looked
so good. But when I bitinto it, I required that the taste
it was it was. It tastedso bad. And then that's when the
lawd started to speak to me.He just started talking to me all day,

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all day. I mean, hewas telling me things and I was
answering him in tongues because I wasin tongue, so I was hearing him
in English, but I was speakingin tongues. And I was so happy.
It's that it was the most joyfultime of my life. I was

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so happy to be able to speakto him and recognize for myself, not
because my parents told me, notbecause my church told me. But that
there is a guy and that Ihave experienced it from myself. So what

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happened was when you huh, whenyou spoke in tongues that night, you
and you repented in whatever the caseyou was delivered, you got you were
delivered at that time, and Goddelivered you in two your calling. I

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believe that that that we can Alot of things happen that we can,
because I had several dreams, andone of the dreams that happened after that,
like the fourteenth I'm talking about now, like on the fish the night
of the fourteenth, because that wasSaturday morning. So that night, if

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I were to backtrack, I hada dream in which I was driving in
a car with the pastor was ayounger pastor, but he was the pastor
of the church I was going toat the time. It was a dream,
Yes, it was a dream.Okay. So I'm in this car
with him, and the road isa little slippery, but it's a good
road. But there's like a it'smountainous like I could and I was saying,

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if we slip, will fall rightover there. I was saying that
in the dream, and suddenly Iwas standing on top of a large wooden
table, and the first where Iwas actually seemed like this particular place in
Jamaica from where I am from.And so on the table, we're just
envelopes, like brown envelopes, thebusiness type envelopes, but not the very

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big one, the medium sized one. And it was my name. And
I looked at it and I said, and I said, this had to
be the finger of God. LikeI said that because the writing was so
pretty. And then immediately I realizedthat there was a little child. That
there was food and people were eating, and this child didn't get food.

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So I gave him the food thatwas there for me. And I was
crying because the child didn't have anyfood. And then I turned down the
like the path, like a littlepath, and I saw people from my
church there, and I was tryingto tell them what I just experienced at

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the table, and none of themwanted to hear me. They were just
busy talking among themselves. And thena man amongst the group, he stopped
them from talking, but he waslistening kind of but I know in the
right of the street he really waslistening to kind of mock me. Anyway,
So that was that particular dream,moving forward. So that thing while

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I was there, it had tobe the twos of the twentieth fourth,
because it started there was a fourteenth, so there was the fifteenth, when
there was the sixteenth two, therewas the seventeen, seventeen, and seventy
twenty fourth. There had to bethe twenty fourth of March twenty fifteen.
That's when, like I said toyou, I was in fassinating and now

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he's telling me messages for people,and I said, I told him.
He told me to go back tomy church. So before that, I
kind of stopped going to the churchand I was just visiting different churches.
I was all over the place.I would visit my friend's church on a
Sunday, I would visit my church, different Sunday events, churches on a

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Saturday. So I was at myregular church. I was for like a
year. So when I received thatdream and I bit into the watermelon,
he gave me the interpretation. Basically, he just said to me, go
back to your church and participates.That's what he told me. And so
I went back to the church withthe word that he gave me, and

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I sat down in the back becauseI attacked everything down because he told me,
I said they won't believe me,and he said to me, I
realized I was Moses At. Itold him, I said they won't believe
me, and he told me torequire myself. So I required myself,
speaking to him all day on myold I pass I'm speaking. I'm staking

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in tongues and it's almost like I'mstaking kind of an Asian language. And
when you listened to it, youcouldn't know that I'm listening because there was
a time he told me to stopbecause I was asking so many questions.
I was so excited and I didn'tI went. He told me to listen.

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I just stopped and listened because Ididn't want him to go. So
he stayed with me all the wayuntil you know when I ended up.
It never left me. But I'msaying my friend was trying to call me,
and I text her and I toldher come to the house, and
when she came, I just likeapproached her at the door with the message

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the lad gave me for her.And her sister was in Canada and was
having issues that were going to deporther, and I told her, your
SI said, it's not going tobe deported. She's going to get her
played for us. Everything I toldher came to pass. She just sat
down and she cried and she criedand she cried. I think I asked
her question, like why are youso summer? And then I told her

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was the life said to tell her? You know? And she just cried.
So when I went to the churchand all that's following Saturday, I
just get you know. I toldthe past I have a message, and
I read the message to the pastor, and the pastor said to give this
message to the church myself. Sohe had me go up. I need
a message. And one woman shestood up and she said, what's she

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saying? What's to say that's true? What's you say this is truth?
Because I just said what I wasafraid. I was afraid if you just
joined us. You're listening to thePositive Power twenty one Radio network and this
is mister and Missus Devil Slayer.We have a special guest on tonight.
Her name mis May, who singy'all, and she's sharing encounters with the

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Holy Spirit. Y'all gives the spirit. If you've never heard what it's like
to slowly get to the spirit.This woman of God has been used by
God in some awesome ways. Iwant to ask your sister, minister Mitzi,

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how has since this is an episodeon marriage, how has the Holy
Spirit helped you in your marriage?Oh man, tremendously. Let me tell
you something. Before I was goingyou know, I was always going to
church and I had gotten in andrebaptized and all of that. But I

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was a bit hasty in terms ofI want to respond to my husband and
all of that. It would cometo church with me. But you know
he was a baptized that mot frommy back. And when this happened to
me, it's like it changed thetone of like, oh, I would
respond to him to the point wherehe actually went in and got baptized.

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And I was very active, youknow in the church. I became active
and they had me pray one dayand somebody told me that he was crying
outside. We heard he heard mepraying. He cried, you know,
like I was saying, you learnto pray because the Holy s free praise
to you. That's when I understandlike when we let go and let God,

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the Holy stray takes over. Andso that is how that has changed
us. I have a very goodhusband, thank God, and so I
would say, anybody's a thought,it's me because of my hastiness and how
I would respond to him. Sowhen I respond to him with kindness and

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and not harshness and love and changedyou know everything about even our relationship,
even though we really had a greatrelationship. Then in the time just made
our relationship blossom. Gosha. Andfrom us having known you and known the

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books that you've written, I'm sophenomenal. What started your path? Of
course is hot had the Holy Spirit, but when did you get the function
the function to start writing books.It's funny because when I was a little
girl. I remember I was Ithink in grade nine at the time.

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I went to an ollege school inJamaica, and the principle I had done
something. He heard me saying somethingone day and he called me into his
office. I thought I was goingto get a beaten but he wanted he
wanted to tell me that he admiredwhat he heard, mistake, And he

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asked me what I wanted to become. And I told him a point because
I was always reciting and and allof that. But I was the kind
of childhood would write my own essaysand then write my friend's essay from the
other school, and it was anatural thing for me to write. It
was nothing, you understand, soI was. But the thing that I

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think solidified it was there was aradio show and they had a context and
a writing piece, and by thenI was in my early twenties and I
wrote, I wrote a story andI got the second second prize. The
first prize was to go to Miami, and the first prize to go to

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Miami, and the second prize wasthe weekend for two at couple's resorts.
And so I actually got the secondprize. But when we got there at
the radio station, which was ourgr JA Jamaica Rediffusion, they actually told
told us that it was so difficultto choose the winner, but they only

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chose the other first because of thatperson kind of gave it an island flair.
So that's when, like I thinkit was solidified. And looking back
at the story and the imagination,I you know I had that how that
started. But I would write poetry. I would still write poetry. I

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wrote for like the school to collegemagazine, for graduation things like that.
I wrote little story in secondary schoolfor the graduation magazine. It was just
little little things I would do.People would tell me, you know,

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you know, you can write,you know that kind of stuff. But
I wasn't encouraged, to say,by a teacher to write. I just
thought I was a poet, butI was the writer because I was always
writing. I would write. Iwould go to you know, I went
to college after the first semester,you know, getting over freshman seminar and
doing I think, you know what, the American way of writing the words,

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learning how to not to study itthe British way. It was like
as like, you know, somy writing became more I would say it
was. It was more intense.And as I saw that my professor liked
how I write, then it becamebetter. It didn't matter whether it was

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an expository or whether it was acreative piece, you know. But for
this particular after I became filled withthe Holy Spirit, so I started writing.
I had published one poem before thatwhile I was in college, in
a book, and then I publishedbook called Creative Streams of Poets Music in

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twenty fourteen. And then in twentyand fifteen, minutes happened. Prophetic moments
and prayers began, and then Iwrote a second book and then but they're
mostly everything in there is like propheticthings. And then the other one became

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discovering, hearing and understanding the voiceof that one woman's point of view.
So all of that, like youknow, this is a game, because
the writing was there. I waswriting in journals. I was just writing
everything that Lord was saying to me. When I would get up in the
morning, when you would talk tome, I would just write. I
would date it, and I wouldjust write what he would say to me.

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I would write, and I wouldpray. I write a prayer,
and then he would tell me Iwould pray for someone, and you would
give me a response. So thebook would have exactly what happened. But
I changed names in it right asthey have made the PROPHETI and then the
poetry books kind of though naturally soubecause at the moment I started writing,

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I didn't want to like that withthose. Imagine right now we have a
copy of those books, y'all,just to shift gears, just for the
edification of those that might be tuningin. And maybe they've never really heard
about spiritual gifts. They don't knowwhat prophetic prophecy tones. I want to
just give some scriptual context for thisbefore we move forward, because you definitely

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are a woman who flows in thegifts of the spirit. So let's go
to First Corinthians twelve and let's seefour twelve four. It talks about concerning
spiritual gifts, says, there aredifferent kinds of gifts, but the same
Spirit, meaning Holy Spirit, GodFather, the Son Holy Spirit, distributes
them. There are different kinds ofservice, but the same Lord. There

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are different kinds of working, butin all of them and in everyone,
it is the same God at work. Now to each one, the manifestation
of the Spirit is given for thecommon good. To one there is given
through the spirit, a message ofwisdom to another, message of knowledge by
means of the same spirit to another. Faith by the same spirit to another,
gifts of healing by that one's samespirit to another, miraculous powers to

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another, prophecy to another, distinguishingbetween spirits to another, speaking endeavors,
kinds of tongues which you would justshared, and to still another interpretation of
tongues which you're also flown as well. All of these are the work of
one and the same spirit, andhe distributes them to each one. Just

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as he determines. Amen. Amen, Yeah, amen, she said,
But the Lord said no, Amen. It's just very important because some people
that would hear this or tune in, you know, think that it's poppy.
Cough excuse me? Can I say? We got to go to the

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word and say no, this isactually scriptural and bivrical, you know.
And and when we talk about propheticand dream interpretation, that's a whole other
level. But you are a womanwho God uses in this arena, and
we just want to make sure thatpeople that are listening that we know that
it is biblically sound what you've experienced, right, Yeah. So amen.

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So God uses you in prophetic,which is the forthcoming, the forth telling,
And not only does he use youin the prophetic writing, but he
also shares things with you to comein your dreams. So it's a whole
dippid level the prophetic syst Talk usmore about that, Okay. So when

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I was a little girl, Iused to always dream things like I would
talk and my arm, my brother, everybody would say, now, you
dream too much. My mother alwayspaid attention to it. And one morning
I got up and I was tellingthem about this dream I had and everybody

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was kind of there was a Saturdaymorning, and they were they were kind
of laughing because I was saying,I was, I was with the crowd,
and I'm seeing all these umbrellas andeverybody's dressed up. And as soon
as I got to this my granduncle'saddress, everybody wearing black and white went
all the way down to that particularperson's address, and they're laughing at me.
You're always dreaming. And my fatherwas like, you're always dreaming.

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And then walk my my aunts,they aunts say, walked down and said,
yes, what that person died,and that person died the place where
the black and white started, mygranduncle died, and the place where the
black and white stopped, bat Mandied. And so so they didn't they
stop laughing, you know, becausethey realized that I had the gift.

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I remember telling my brother that's whatthey used to say to Joseph, you
know, and all of that.So the funny thing is when you when
you dream like that and you're notyou're just dreaming. Like Joseph spoke,
he was telling his dreams, andthey knew the interpretation of the dreams and

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caused you know, his brother's hatehim right. But people would hear me
speak, for example, my family, they'll say, you dream too much.
I was dreaming, but I remembermy mother being very confident. So
I would, for example, getup and say, Ma, you know,
I saw him, mister broon thismorning. I dreamed that he was
standing over there and he was lookingand guess what happened. We wake up

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the morning he's standing over there.Came from America. He's looking over,
looking across the way and calling toher, just as I thought. I
was young when I dreamt the explosionin the air and the next day the
challenger exploding. But not just ofkids, because there's so much that you

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do. It's like we can bouncearound from things. So I was I
was actually moved by your book handsOkay, it was yeah. And there
was one poem that really stuck outto me, and that was on abuse.

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It was riveting. It was riveting. Yeah, I probably know the
one go on, go on,let me see what page is that.
That's page thirteen. I got it. I got a downpack on page thirteen
abuse. Yeah, oh my goodness. So this kind of chance from like

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relationships, you know, like youhave a friend and then a friend as
somebody and don't treat them random.Then you know the story. Yeah,
and so it came out of that. However, when I was I was
the I had to write this bookand I had to get this book done
immediately. I knew it. SoI just sat down and started to type

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the book. This book was donein like thirty minutes, this book of
poems, and I shoot it offto the publisher. And when and that
was in December of twenty and nineteen. Let me see November, December of
twenty nineteen, and this book cameout in March. Just I got the

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back of books in March and thenlike a week after the whole world shut
down in two thousand and twenty.So think of the book. Look at
what look at the book hands,you know the hands were import times then.
So yeah, that's what happened tome. Wow. Yeah, that's

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how this book came about. WhenI was done, like spiritually, like
when I said that stopping when Iknew it was time to finish writing,
it was exactly ten forms in thebook. Wow. So what does your
going back to your you know,you being married, so what does your
husband now? You know, likeyou know, all of your encounters now

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and is support more support I meanI would imagine he's more supportive. Yeah,
very supportive. Yeah, it's stilldifferent. You know, our experience
is are different. Buddies' supportive ofeverything that I do. And if I'm
writing a book, it's it's in, you know, it's in all the

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way, like to help me toget it done, you know, in
terms of the the plays like anddo what you have to do, you
know, m And in terms ofour for one of the things we do,
like every evening we we get togetherand we play together. I mean
as a family we not really wewe do that, but we are more

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consistent with it. And as acouple, so we have people is it
us? We still why not doingdoing exactly? And one notices is that
he is even more prayerful more whatprayerful? Oh prayerful? Okay, okay,
all right? That will release somethings that will know as as warming

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in the spirit, releasing angels towar in the spirit for your protection,
your family's protection, your business protection, an inquase for growth. So that'll
be important prayers. Number one thingthat we need to do is does he
dream rarely? Does he that agagrarely? He would give up, and

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he would tell me a dream andI depended on the kind of dream of
war against this. But he doesn't, you know, get dreams right back?
Now? What what? What?What's his gift? Things that do
you have? You guys know thator yeah, I not necessarily I M

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one thing I know he loves todo is the physical. It's the cook
and entertain and likes to eat andand he has a heart for he's,
uh, the underprivileged. So it'sif it here is a good thing,
I would say, because he's sucha giving person. Yeah. So he
has a love for people who areunderprivileged and he will he's really live die.

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So so who does the majority ofthe cooking you with him? He
does? No? I I II always love to cook, you know,
but he loves the cookers and hewould if I hear him say we're
gonna eat today, then I'll talka cook. But he loves to cook
it. Wow, So it's anenjoyment to him. Yeah. Is that
how you fell in love with him? No? I fell in love with

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him the moment I saw him.But he didn't cook for me. He
hadn't cooked for me yet. Nice, that was just the ice cake,
I wanna I wanna ask a questionsystemic cause cause most likely we spoke about

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a lot of the giftings that youhave, and we yet to we've yet
to tr traverse the singing really andthe real cruxt of what brought you and
your husband together. So do youthink that next week you'll be able to

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come back and we can do thisagain and talk again another episode? Sure?
Oh, definitely outstanding, because Iwant you to get into the you
know, how you guys med anduh huh you know who was smitten the

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first and how that whole thing,how the whole love chapter stayed out for
you guys. You know, howmany has it been since you've been married?
Been two thousand and that's eight it'stwo, that was eight, Yeah
you about fourteen? Yeah, that'sabout fourteen years, thirteen thirteen years?

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About mm thirteen No more than that. When yeah, I was about to
say that's more than thirteen, itwas more than thirteen. So wow,
yeah, that's more than yeah youWow, you've got you've been married logan
and I've been saved. And wealways like to hear stories about you know,

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sounds like that you all had differenthad differences or you know, being
able to overcome and work things outin marriage despite your differences is very important.
So we were definitely looking forward toyou sharing more about your union and
how you guys, you know,have have just stayed married and kept it
together over the years, you know, despire, Yes, sixteen years?

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Ye wos something here? Wow?This me? Yeah, we would love
to have him come on the showoff if he's available to come, you
know, because he wanted to getthe male perspective too. If I would
talk to him when he's shy.Yeah, your medium personally you're not shy

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of course, like cocky, butcome on something like this, I mean
if I yeah, I'll come andhave him on, like you know,
the one fat that has going orsomething. You probably don't mind cocky,
but I'll come to him, Okay, please, And so for for for
the for the individuals who are listening, and since a system MITSI is a

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good good friend of another friend tothe room, family member to the room.
That sister Rose power House and theBody of Christ. Right. Yeah,
she is awesome and she's been she'sbeen on our show a couple of

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times and just tore it up,just sent the devil running packing you know.
Yeah, she is wonderful. Imean what a woman of God,
powerful the spirit. Yes, yesshe is. And she's a connector.
She's a connectors to connect. She'slike a conduit. She connects individuals and

(42:42):
people together. Because I remember oneday I had just questioned myself about suicide
for the first time of my life, and Sister Rose called up from nowhere
and told me to get get onthis prayer call. She didn't even know
what my thoughts were and told meto get on a prayer call. And
when I got in that prayer callchanged my whole life, and that thought

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never came to my mind again.She's a connector. She knows how to
connect the right people. And that'show you, you and not us connected
do Sister roles, Sister role,It's funny. Can I say something here
because when you brought up suicide,I don't know if you If you see
some of my poetry, you noticethat there's there are points about suicide in

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there. Yes, yes, yes, And and it's because I too had
one one, just one point ofexperience and it was so dark that I
thought of taking those skills. Thatwas before I came you know, say
yeah, yeah, and that hadto be like two thousand and four somewhere

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along there. And when it happened, the darkness that was around me,
it was so dark. It wastheir time. But my apartment became dark
and I knew I was going totake those goods and they down. I'm
so sorry, SIEMENSI, I amso sorry, but we gotta go because
we ran out time. So guesswhat, so guess up. That's going

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to be a talking point for people. We we invaded the people in to
come back next week to hear thisstory. Okay, okay, and I
hate that I had to do that, but we gotta go. Okay,
So how about this? What's yourcontact information for anybody who wants to read
any of your books and know whoyou are, and just as you can

(44:34):
get to know it better, youhave any contact information if they can reach
out to you at they can.They can reach out to me at CAREM
Girl okay nineteen sixty five at gmaildot com. That's C A. R
I V. Girl nineteen sixty fiveat gmail dot com. And the books

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are on Amazon, so it's easyto this time my name in mitsile thing
and they can get to buy thebook. Oh yeah, we'll make sure
we put it in the show's notes. Yeah, and as well, we'll
talk more about the titles of thebooks in our next episode. Okay,
okay, we'll see you back soon, amen, ma'am. Amen, All

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right, people, people, friends, family, believe us, non believes
you saw you heard which your ownairs and say. Faith comes by hearing
and hearing by the word of God. That's right. How a person how
sister MITSI allowed Holy Spirit might justcome into her life, but get delivered,

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repent, get the giving, andthen get released to all yep to
what she does. And there's alsothe same type, the same type of
anointed in you, the same typeof call in you, the same type

(46:07):
of uh mission in you. It'swaiting to come out and then and then.
So if you want to get Godin your life, or if you
have God in your life, ifyou have Jesus in your life, but
you want to experience e dedicate yourselfmore, or you want to spiritual gifts,

(46:30):
or you want to flow in thegifts of the spirit. Likely read
and knows right right, like openyourself up to the spirit Holy Spirit,
to be able to speak in tongue, so you can release, so you
can so, God, you canrelease some things to you that you need
even know that you have. Thisis the place to do it. You
can do it right now. Askyou to receive it. By repeating after

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me. You get South Asian byrepeating after me. If you can get
delivered by repeating to me, youcan get your calling by repeating after me,
Heavenly Father, Heavenly Father. I'ma sinner. I'm a sinner,
and I don't want to send itanymore, and I don't want to say
anymore. I want you. Iwant you, Father. I want your
father to allow Jesus, allow Jesusto come into my life, come into

(47:15):
my life. I recognize, Irecognize that he sacrifices his life, and
he sacrificed his life on the cross, on the cross for me, for
me, for my sins, myiniquit, my injuries, for my infirment,
for my guilt, for my condemnation, for my condemnation. I want
Jesus to come into my life.I want Jesus to come into my life,

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to shape me, to shap me, hold me, hold me and
mod and me to what you gotto what you God want me to be.
I want me to be. Irepent. I repent, which means
which means I make one hundred andeighty degree change. I make one hundred
and eighty degree change God. Todo God, what you want me to
do. Would want me to thankyou, Thank you, Holy Father,
having Jesus and Jesus my life,my life in Jesus name, in Jesus

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Name. Amen, Amen, andAmen and amen. The Bible says that
you are born again. You're anew creature in Christ. Old things have
pastored, all things are made newsin because no longer has hold on you,
beloved, and the angels are rejoicingright as we speak. Yeah what

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she said? Man, you wantto reach out to us again? Do
you want to learn more about spiritualgifts? Because you do have the Holy
Spirit who resides on the inside ofyou as we speak, and he is
coming loaded reach out to us.UNL ministries I n t L at gmail
dot com are also on the gramof the Love chapters p O D Pastor

(48:43):
Kia or past Dwayne excuse me thepastor and also on Facebook, y'all Devil
Slayers kids, way you want,and Matthew's pastor Dane. Anything else but
no except what you said? Yeahwhat She said to us to go gl
yes like we always say, HolySpirit, love you more to pronow see

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you next week. That's right.Let me tell you why? Will me
stop? God? And so Godkeep talking about willing step God and me,

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willing step God and me God,you don't know what I'm talking about.
Let me tell you. Will stopGod and check this out God,
God, let me break it downto you. God, Jesus sort the
time chet to me. God heldthe strap. God want me to churst Jod