The Pixxxie Effect w/ Pixxxie LaRue

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:01):
What's this is worth of the misfit effect, And of
course I'm going with my wonderful, beautiful, spectacular and amazing
co host, uh missiles.

Speaker 2 (00:12):
Hello, Hello, Hello. I am back at my normal spot.
Last week or last couple of weeks, I was having
issues with plumbing and everything. So now we are back
at the proper spot and I am finally chilling in
my camera. But today, guys, I have a very very

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special mind.

Speaker 1 (00:36):
You.

Speaker 2 (00:37):
I would consider her like Twinkie size, you know, because
you really just want to fill her up. But today
let me introduce you to the Pixy Larreau.

Speaker 1 (00:50):
Hello, Oh, Pixy Pixie, tell us, tell us about who
are you am?

Speaker 3 (00:58):
I right, I'm a little bit nerdy. I'm a little
bit freaky. I love hardcore stuff, always been an exhibitionist,
and I actually come from the business world, which is
why I wreck myself. So I'm a little bit all
over the place. But I love sex and I love
doing it on camera and performing specifically, really just like

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get those juices flowing.

Speaker 2 (01:27):
Speaking of juice, it's a fun thing.

Speaker 1 (01:32):
Sometimes it's done right.

Speaker 2 (01:36):
Exactly, and I think, honestly, one of the beautiful things
about this industry and even just adult production in general,
is that you have a safe space to do the nasty,
kinky shit you want to do.

Speaker 3 (01:52):
You know, I've really been developing a relationship with Red
Bottom Studios, and that's the thing I like the most
is that I'm able to feel one hundred safe on set,
even doing crazy, hardcore different things. We've done waterboarding now
in multiple videos, and that is something I never thought

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I would do. But I felt so safe and comfortable
on set and everybody, you know, we talked about everything
ahead of time, and it just it felt wonderful. I sorry,
one of my cats decided to make an appearance.

Speaker 1 (02:34):
Because hi Ki, no, no no, because I love I
love cats, are all.

Speaker 3 (02:42):
Right, So my rumy and I rescue cats. That's like
my part time little thing.

Speaker 1 (02:49):
Okay, I'm gonna I'm gonna, you know what, I'm gonna
come back to. What were you talking about before? How
many cats do you have? I'm interested, like I'm invested now.

Speaker 3 (02:58):
How many cats that are ours or how many cats
are in the house.

Speaker 1 (03:03):
Currently all time, currently together?

Speaker 3 (03:07):
I think right the second, we have fourteen Jesus, we
have a big house. We have a big old house
in the hood, three stories, three bedrooms and so there's
lots of room for them to just like go crazy.
And then we actually just got one adopted recently, so

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you know, it's not always quite this crazy, but lately
it's definitely been a lot.

Speaker 1 (03:34):
I love that my friend, who I call a cat mom,
she only has twelve, so you have her beat.

Speaker 3 (03:41):
Listen. We looked it up and legally we are within
our shit.

Speaker 1 (03:45):
No no no, no, yeah, no, no, no no, no,
I'm not. I'm not judging how many cats you have.
This person's in Washington, so like you don't have fourteen,
which is amazing, Like I wouldn't be able to take
care of one.

Speaker 2 (03:59):
So but speaking of rules, what is the maximount of
cats or pats you're allowed to have in a home?

Speaker 3 (04:07):
So it really varies by like area, but in Philadelphia,
because we have such a huge cat problem, specifically in
South Philly, you're allowed to have up to sixteen cats
in a home.

Speaker 2 (04:22):
Okay, okay, yeah, basically for everyone.

Speaker 3 (04:33):
We feed, like the there's some cats that are like
just outdoor cats and so like we feed them too.
So like we have a whole little band that comes
every night to the backyard.

Speaker 2 (04:44):
That's so awesome.

Speaker 3 (04:48):
Money goes, hey, why not.

Speaker 2 (04:50):
You know, might as well feed the feed the fur babies.

Speaker 1 (04:57):
I'm sorry, you just put a song in my head
and that I was going to resonate in there for
a little bit and it'll leave eventually. But Motown Philly,
I said, Motown Philly gets popped in my head when
we were talking about.

Speaker 2 (05:15):
I know that one right off the top of my head.

Speaker 1 (05:17):
It's it's a it's a boys some men and it
goes like you know, uh yeah, motime leaves back again and.

Speaker 2 (05:29):
Yeah, you know that one. See, I was hoping he
was going to sing it to me.

Speaker 1 (05:36):
I want to tell me and a performer named Chris Cock.
Somebody was at our house doing X three and like
for some reason, the the the talent I was with
never heard it, and they somehow got me and this
Chris Cock to perform it and they recorded it. And

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I hope it never comes to because I know it's bad,
but they have a on camera.

Speaker 2 (06:01):
God, I need this footage. Okay, whoever recorded, I'm sorry you.

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I mean, I know we should be talking about adults stuff,
but you got me distracted with the kiddies.

Speaker 3 (06:31):
You're so cute, my it's actually really cute. My fans
love to help out specifically. They will send me tips
specifically for the rescues and stuff, so like they've helped
get a couple of them, like Newter and Spade and stuff.
So it's really adorable how much my fans like are
invested in it.

Speaker 2 (06:53):
You happen to have like an Amazon wish list full
of like cat stuff they can but they can go
in and purchase for you.

Speaker 3 (07:03):
Not currently, but I just started with Mint Stars and
they have this amazing tip feature that I've been giving
to all my fans where you don't even have to
have an account because you could just link it to
your bank. And I have like certain little presents up
there and they can like pick one, and I have
one for like the cats for PetSmart, and you know,

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different little things for them to pick.

Speaker 2 (07:29):
That's so sweet. Gotta love Midstars for that, you know, being.

Speaker 1 (07:33):
Someone who doesn't have animals, who don't understand how much
I love animals because and that is so it's so cute.

Speaker 2 (07:44):
They're adorable, but mind you, cats can be mean, and honestly,
I feel like it really boils down to the fact
that they read your energy, so you're if you're walking
by a random cat in yourep and you not necessarily
try to take it out of the cat when you

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just look at the cat sideways and he looks at
you like, no, you're not my friend. Yeah, Like cats
can be mean, but they're not always mean.

Speaker 3 (08:17):
So this really crazy thing happens when you have a
colony of cats, specifically where the territorialness that they have
from nature kind of goes away. So when I moved
in here, my oldest girl cat is a rescue and
she's got, you know, some issues with other animals, and

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I was so so nervous because I was like, she's
going to try to kill everybody else. It's gonna be
a whole thing. Not only is she totally fine, she's
made friends. We're pretty sure she's dating my roomies for cat,
you know, like they have a little thing going. She's fine.

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And so when we bring new cats in that really
helps them to feel safe because it's already a colony
of happiness and they all like cuddle and play and
there's like no animosity whatsoever, which is oh so much easier.

Speaker 4 (09:16):
I haven't had more than three cats at one time,
and mind you, because we used to rescue mainly dogs,
so we would have one I'd say six or eight
dogs in one time, but there would be like two
or three cats.

Speaker 3 (09:33):
I do have a dog.

Speaker 2 (09:35):
I literally dog different. I feel like it's a little
different when the cats outnumber the dogs versus when there's
way too many dogs for the cats and they're just like,
maul be here. Eventually.

Speaker 3 (09:50):
I have a tiny blind dog and the cats just
think she's one of them.

Speaker 1 (09:56):
Oh, that's wo going back to someone else. I know
they have a little blind dog also. And the cat,
like cats, is treated like a cat. Yeah, like a cat.

Speaker 5 (10:11):
Yeah, they're like, oh, you're one of us, right, because
I especially then they're not going to get themselves into trouble,
you know, at that point, they're just part of the family.

Speaker 3 (10:23):
Yeah. Yeah, they're just boisterous.

Speaker 1 (10:27):
The only thing, the only I used to hate because
like it was like like in my neighborhood where you
just moved from, Like my neighbors had some outdoor cats,
and for some reason, I used to love to come
to my yard, get right beside my window at two
o'clock in the morning and have sex. Like every day.

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It seemed like every night you want to come, they
come right there and say, okay, here is here is
the freak the freak spot, and it's like they like,
we want to quick like they like they do you
just sounds do you hear like it sounds like the
female cab wants to stop and he no, does her?

Speaker 3 (11:09):
No?

Speaker 2 (11:10):
That's her like in it right, She's probably enjoying the
fuck out of that.

Speaker 3 (11:18):
It's like when you cry when you're like having the
most intense orgasm ever, like in bd STEM and you're
like crying like that same kind.

Speaker 1 (11:25):
Of exactly, Okay, Cat's orgasm. That's where we went to.
We got into cat's.

Speaker 3 (11:35):
Orgasm brands for me.

Speaker 2 (11:43):
I mean, I'm sure you probably hear a lot of
that at night random playing around.

Speaker 3 (11:53):
We have a family of raccoons and the raccoon parents
every night, and that's they sound like they're screaming.

Speaker 2 (12:02):
It's I'm like, see, the thing is.

Speaker 1 (12:07):
Like at least the raccoons you have or domesticated a
little bit, the ones that were you know, wild, that
kept that because because the wonder where while they jumped
my back and ain't scared the cats away for a
while and until I got them caughts, you know, like
and they caught them domestically. They called them and they
took them to a new location. We didn't kill any raccoons, y'all.

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But what but what? But what bothered me though, and
that feels so horrible is you know how they put
the cages up the catch so they can move them.
So my that they were caught. My sprinkler alarm goes
off like every night and every you know, for like
thirty minutes. You know, I didn't know if the dude

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put the with the cage right next to the sprinklers.

Speaker 3 (12:57):
Oh my god.

Speaker 1 (12:59):
And I heard like I heard like it just whining.
And it's the only time ever I lived at my place,
oh place, that I actually touched the sprinkler system and
cut it off. But I felt so bad because I could.
I just heard it like whining. I'm like, even even

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though I won't, I won't go out there. I won't
go out there and check on you because I don't
know if that cage can get lose because it got wet.

Speaker 2 (13:30):
But I think I think it would have been fine.
But honestly, yeah, I remember when that happens, like we
were both kind of freaking out. He was definitely freaking
out more than I was, like, Oh, just turn the
sprinklers off. It'll be fine, she says, and he's like, no, no, raccoon.

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We're trying to be humane about this. And I'm like,
it's just a little water. It's just they are fine,
they'll be fine.

Speaker 1 (14:02):
Yeah, But it was right. It was right, like if
my face is the is the the record in this
in this core is the water. It was like that closed.

Speaker 2 (14:13):
And going in circles, but literally right next to the cage,
those sprinklers off.

Speaker 3 (14:22):
It's horrible.

Speaker 1 (14:24):
Baby was question though obvious something you hit a second ago,
and because this is fresh in my brain, there'll be
a month later though. Realize time you get to your BDS,
do you go on that website and do that BDSM test?

Speaker 3 (14:42):
All that stuff is kind of silly.

Speaker 2 (14:46):
For me.

Speaker 3 (14:46):
The easiest way to explain it is I only have
a few things that I won't allow, So like whenever
I film, I generally tell them it's way easier for
me to just you know, do it conce video and
say what I'm not okay with because we will be
here for like a week with things I am okay with.

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So my no list is pretty simple. It's like full
on punching is a no. Anything like with the ears.

Speaker 2 (15:17):
Is a no for me.

Speaker 3 (15:19):
Feces is a no for me still, I.

Speaker 1 (15:23):
Mean, okay for me, I don't like, you know, I
will never I will say there's something that I don't understand,
and feces is one of the things that I don't understand.

Speaker 3 (15:40):
I mean, I think it goes back to people wanting
that like feeling of being dirty. You know. It's kind
of that an extreme version of when someone is, you know,
sweaty after our workout and you get all up in them.

Speaker 2 (15:56):
You know.

Speaker 3 (15:57):
It's kind of how I think of it. But it's
not my person an whole thing. But I also really
believe that it's important that everyone have representation in porn
and that everybody be.

Speaker 2 (16:07):
Able to see the stuff that they.

Speaker 3 (16:08):
Love in porn. So who knows, maybe one day I
give me.

Speaker 1 (16:15):
I understand everybody needs their own their own niche of things,
you know, And but that's just what like, once again,
I don't judge, but it's just I don't understand. It's
mainly because I'm not into it, because like when when
I tell people like, hey, I'm afraid of freet you know,
and feel phobia is the biggest It's one of the

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biggest things.

Speaker 2 (16:41):
It's like, even though foot fetish is definitely one of
the most popular kings, I do think that there is
a huge like partophobia community out there as well. Yeah,
you know, it's all about balance in this world.

Speaker 3 (16:59):
Well, and that's kind of too, something that I'm definitely
trying to do with my career and like the trajectory
I want to go. I definitely love the hardcore stuff
and I love size different stuff. I love working with
really tall people, but I also really love scripted work.
I have an acting degree and so I really really

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love that stuff too. So it was really fun recently
with Red Bottom Studios doing anal Standards are our latest
because we've got to do a lot of lines and
really like you know, let the acting part out. So
that was really exciting and fun, and I definitely want
to do more stuff like that. Some of my absolute

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favorite studios in the business are like heavily scripted ones,
so there's definitely I think the way to have longevity
in a career is to have a little broader rain
of what you're able to do.

Speaker 1 (18:04):
But I love.

Speaker 2 (18:06):
Speaking of filming with tall people, what do you mean
by that?

Speaker 3 (18:13):
So I am four foot ten and me and everybody
on the internet loves to see me get fucked by
really big guys. The taller, the more muscular, the hunkier,
the better because then I'm just this like tiny little
thing in the middle. So one of my things that

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I really love is is anal. I started right off
the bat doing anal because I love it in my
personal life, and so the goal has been doing more
and more challenging anal things. So this month coming up,
I have a scene where I am doing my first
anal fisting. So I've been practicing very excited.

Speaker 2 (19:02):
So, okay, as far as the fisting goes, how big
is the fist? I mean, hopefully not too big.

Speaker 1 (19:13):
So far.

Speaker 3 (19:13):
The biggest right, So, the biggest thing I've had was
the size of my forearm. I worked with mister big
d and he pumps and he gets really thick, like
the size of my forearm thick. So I'm like, if
I can do that, I feel like. So I had

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this little toy which is a little bit bigger than
even he was, that I've been practicing with. But mostly
it's about being able to relax, honestly.

Speaker 1 (19:45):
Yeah, relax like you squeeze right back up, yep.

Speaker 3 (19:51):
Yep, it's a it's a mental thing the most.

Speaker 2 (19:55):
Mm hmmm, because I will say when I orgas him
from anal, it does tend to hurt sometimes, you know,
it has that real good pleasure and then it starts
to hurt, like it hurts you no is vie.

Speaker 3 (20:10):
But this is like something I love. I love all
the silly medical things that like creep into porn, and
that's one of them. So like those anal orgasms are
technically our butt saying it can't handle the thing in
the butt, and it sends us a ton of endorphins
to like get through it. So that's why, like when

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it hurts more, you're more likely to have an anal orgasm.
Like I tell people all the time, it's the only
orgasm might always have on set regardless, because it's about
a forcing It's not a mental orgasm the way the
like vaginal ones are and stuff. You know, it's more
of a just physically your body not being able to

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handle it.

Speaker 2 (20:55):
I could see that. I can absolutely see that, because
I mean even then I was like trained to have
that size and everything. But just because you're training for
a size doesn't mean you're training for that kind of thrust.

Speaker 1 (21:12):
I have a question goes with like circumference. Have you
done double an yet?

Speaker 3 (21:19):
No, I'm doing that as well this month.

Speaker 2 (21:21):
That's my other. I'm so excited.

Speaker 3 (21:24):
I have to take some time off because I am
bionic and I'm having surgery on my shoulder and so yeah,
so I'm excited because we're doing too exciting first for
me right before, I have to kind of take some
time off. So I'm excited for that. It should be
fun to see everything while i'm you know, recovering.

Speaker 2 (21:47):
I love that you tennessees and then.

Speaker 1 (21:50):
Rest to go with that. So these two without saying
with are these two double? But this should be out
by the these two double people. Are they thinner or
they thicker?

Speaker 3 (22:03):
I don't know yet.

Speaker 2 (22:09):
She's gonna take it anyway.

Speaker 1 (22:10):
Because because like I mean yeah, because I know, like
toothing dicks, like too thin, long dicks is easier to take.
Well from what I've heard people say, then two dicks
like back to back like like this, like taking too
dress at once would hurt a lot more than taking

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like two other people like two things.

Speaker 2 (22:39):
Yeah, I can absolutely see that. It's all about that thickness.

Speaker 3 (22:44):
You know. I get scared there, dick is always the easiest.
I do a lot of like strap anal that is
way more like I feel like a dick is fleshy enough,
that is like pretty comfortable, even if it's really big
or there's two of them, whereas like you get the
straps or a real big dildo that is way harder.

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So that's I'm a little I'm a little nervous about
the fisting part because that's gonna be that's gonna be
a little hardcore. But I'm so excited.

Speaker 2 (23:17):
I'm pretty excited for you. Honestly, your your excitement is
pretty contagious, I will say that. But speaking of anal,
you did say that you were featured in not one,
but two DVD's. Is that correct?

Speaker 1 (23:33):
Yes.

Speaker 3 (23:34):
I also have my second volume of Little Anal Princess,
in which I am all the anal. It also has
a first for me as well. So we when I
work with Red Bottom Studios or we put stuff out,
we usually do two versions, one that's a little more
tame and then one that has the extreme stuff for

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the people that want to see that. So this volume
has some some different extreme stuff we haven't done before,
so there's a lot of air fucking we have waterboarding
in a different way. I get face fucked with a
fu at one point all over the place, but still

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a lot of fun. And the all three of the
other talent I worked with really just like our energy
has worked well together and it came out beautifully, especially
especially the girl girl scene with Amberley. She's a little
newbie but like talented as fuck, and she did so

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well dominating me. I was like, you sure you haven't
done this before.

Speaker 2 (24:42):
Okay, See some people just have that natural domb in them,
you know.

Speaker 1 (24:47):
Yeah, I think she.

Speaker 3 (24:48):
Got into it.

Speaker 2 (24:50):
I love it.

Speaker 1 (24:51):
I want to know what is uh air?

Speaker 2 (24:55):
Yes, I was gonna ask that too.

Speaker 3 (24:58):
So when you're held up in the air and you're
getting facked, which is you know, you have to be
kind of tiny, which luckily I have. But then also
I did this thing where I have very muscular thighs,
So as long as you're holding me up in the air,
I kind of then do bouncing myself and it creates

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just like such a sexy you like my ass and everything,
and it feels like I'm just getting like fucked in
the air.

Speaker 2 (25:30):
Okay, see I've done that a few times, and I
will say I love that.

Speaker 1 (25:37):
I love that.

Speaker 2 (25:37):
My only warning for people do not do it if
you have too much oil on, especially if the guy
or the women's looking you up. If they have too
much oil on their shoulders, it's.

Speaker 1 (25:48):
A no go.

Speaker 2 (25:50):
Oh my god, exactly, you cannot grip. I have done
it before. I have been dropped only once before doing that.
But once we learn that, I kept it going.

Speaker 1 (26:01):
That's crazy, makes sense.

Speaker 2 (26:03):
Yeah, I mean I went to film we too, I'm
not scared of fall right.

Speaker 3 (26:11):
When we were filming four Little Anal Princess Volume two,
I have, I'm hypermobile and one of my ribs popped
out and I just finished the scene and then just
kind of pop my ribs back in. I did, so. Yeah,

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basically it's one of the little ones sits in here, yeah,
and so you can pop it back in. Unfortunately, though,
what happens is then it's like more Oh, I'm like,
now I'll probably.

Speaker 2 (26:44):
Not out again. Yeah, now to be a thing.

Speaker 3 (26:49):
But I just I told my doctor about it when
I got home and he was like, how did you
do all of those scenes with your rib like that?
And I was like, people don't realize corn stars are athletes.
We we choke it out, we go the distance, you know,
like we are athletes.

Speaker 2 (27:10):
Have so freaking lutely. I will say I have done
scenes in very uncomfortable places where we have ended up
with bruises, for example, and my hips on, like my
spine and stuff like that, just from certain angles. And
at this point I've had bruises everywhere. But we keep going,
you know, like you just wake up the next morning

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and be like, oh, why does that hurt me? Like,
oh yeah, that's like.

Speaker 3 (27:38):
My favorite is the sore throat from getting throat fucked
really hard up the next day and it's like, oh,
I know what I was doing yesterday.

Speaker 1 (27:48):
Yeah.

Speaker 2 (27:50):
God, especially when you're really trying to deep throat something,
when it goes like down here, that is like a
next level of soreness.

Speaker 3 (27:59):
I would say, yeah, I always get a little excited,
even though, like you know, a thick dick is always
the most fun. I do get a little excited when
I's a little thinner, because then I can even go
deeper down my throat and I get so excited because
it feels so good to just have all the way
down there. Whereas like I work with Chocolate God and

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he's thick. I couldn't only got a little bit down
there exactly.

Speaker 2 (28:27):
I was like practicing with my boo when I was
trying to like open up my jaw and trying to
trying to get all this open, and I was like,
you're too thick. I think we need to switch angles,
you know, because I feel like that's one of the
things is like, for example, being able to just do
this and open it up, versus if you're leaning down

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and doing it, It's like your throat opens up and
closes in different ways according to the ankles. You can't
throat at every angle.

Speaker 3 (28:57):
I will say, no, now agree.

Speaker 2 (29:01):
Yeah, exactly. For example, I'm like leaning over him and
he's driving in the car like that, I can't deep
through too much, you know.

Speaker 3 (29:11):
Really, Yeah, I feel like the easiest is when hit
the dicks like above you. Yeah, like yes, yeah, I
always feel like I get the best depth like that. Yes,
me too.

Speaker 2 (29:26):
Obviously it's like the best soreness afterwards too. But you're
just like, ha ha, I worked for it, didn't I.

Speaker 3 (29:33):
Yeah. That's the thing I love about like a good
BDSM scene with like pain and you know, impact play
and stuff is seeing that every day afterwards.

Speaker 2 (29:44):
Oh it's so much fun, makes it all so much
more than just the shoot, you know, And I feel like,
in a sense, you really do feel proud of yourself
because you're like, oh.

Speaker 3 (29:59):
My, so like I'm out to my mom and my
friends and everybody, and I've sent my mom all my DVDs.
She loves them. She has them like displayed. She's so proud.
It's the cutest thing.

Speaker 2 (30:15):
And I know, right, I'm like so cute.

Speaker 3 (30:21):
But yeah, I like to, uh, to show people that
this like idea of like shame that they try to
project on us is just not a thing, you know,
it's it's that's more about you exactly.

Speaker 2 (30:36):
You know, a lot of people really just suppress their
own like feeling of shame and essentially try to project
that onto somebody else.

Speaker 3 (30:47):
But at the end of the day, we we know what.

Speaker 2 (30:50):
We're doing and we're happy. Our families know what we're doing,
and they they accept us for it. Really most families do,
you know. For example, my mom found out that I
did porn from one of the top banner ads on
porn Hub. She literally called me and she was like,

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I was just trying to masturbate, and there you go.
Your whole ass is on port Hub blah blah blah.
But did you make good money though? I was like, ma,
first of all, yes, and it was fun as you
could see from from that ad. And she was like,

(31:33):
all right, cool, you did that of your own, like
out of your own Like uh, what'd she say of
your own? Will? Right? And I was like, yeah, I
emailed them. I was so excited to go. It was
such a great scene. I'm happy about it. And she
was like, Okay, that's all that matters.

Speaker 1 (31:52):
All.

Speaker 3 (31:52):
Yeah, No, I love stuff like that and just you know,
breaking the stigmas too of all this stuff. I recently
just got a new gynecologist and I spent about fifteen
minutes educating her on STIs, which was fun. I was like,

(32:14):
this is a little concerned that you don't know these things.
But I think the more we talk about these things,
the less stigma, the less you know issues people are
going to have. And it's sad that we're currently being
so suppressed in so many ways because this is healthy

(32:35):
and good and wholesome, something that is needed in society,
and yet you know, we're seeing less and less of it,
specifically here in the US, which is so sad.

Speaker 2 (32:48):
Yeah. Absolutely, I feel like that's one of the most
powerful things that we should be like representing here in
the US, because that is part of freedom, sexual freedom,
and freedom of expression.

Speaker 1 (33:03):
Exactly. I can come back in now because y'all were
talking about second dicks and I don't suck, so I
had I had nothing to add to that full on conversation.
You know, I was like this, nobody don't know that anything,
does I just because I have no uh, I have
no expertise in that. However, I agree with you the
need because because everybody makes, like make porn or sex

(33:26):
so taboo. But the thing is is like I'm being
really be really all. Even though these people won't like
talk negative about it, they sit back and they watch it.

Speaker 2 (33:36):
Exactly.

Speaker 1 (33:37):
Everybody has to get off in some capacity.

Speaker 2 (33:39):
So yeah, we talk about how movies are sexualizing things
a lot more nowadays, even though they're trying to suppress
porn in a sense like.

Speaker 3 (33:51):
Yeah, it's crazy, it happens. I feel like the early
like two thousands was like that too. You had this
like weird sexual over sexualization of women. But at the
same time it was like you very badly. It was
like a weird comment. I feel like we're kind of
getting back there, which is uh no, thank you.

Speaker 2 (34:13):
Yeah exactly. It is a little weird, I will say,
because it's like we're practically doing the same thing that
they're doing in mainstream films, right, We're just actually showing
the penetration, and i'd do they they will show the
entire body and everything. They will show people on top

(34:35):
of each other, maybe out having sex and stuff. But
that's a movie and we're just porn, I guess. But
we I mean, you just created two DVDs baby girls,
so you made movies.

Speaker 3 (34:51):
Yeah exactly. Oh my god, I know. I cried the
first dity I got early cried. I like called my mom.
I was like, I can't believe this is me right now?

Speaker 1 (35:07):
Cover ad.

Speaker 3 (35:11):
So I'm the cover star for your friend.

Speaker 2 (35:17):
Oh girl, girl.

Speaker 3 (35:19):
I I got very lucky. People have just seen my talent,
and Red Bottom Studios was one of those people. And
he's a businessman. I come, like I said, I come
from the business world. So for me, a lot of
everything is very strategic that I do to build my
brand and build my career. And he and I have

(35:40):
a very similar business mindset, and so I mean I
sell for him, I sell for me. I sell for
everyone I work for. I've done a lot of VR stuff,
uh for Sean Dam's little f bom VR studio, and
fans love it, love it, And so I think that,

(36:04):
you know, I'm really lucky, you know, so early on
to be getting some notice and stuff. But I feel
like the fans just really resonate with how exciting. Like
I'm always so excited about everything I do, and I'm
so authentic and you know, enthusiastic, and I feel like
the fans can really see that. So that's been exciting.

Speaker 1 (36:26):
You said, how long in the.

Speaker 3 (36:29):
Industry, So I would say I started off with content
creating a little bit before I started doing studio work
with little independent studios and stuff in the beginning. So
I would say I've been doing porn for about a
year now, still a baby, by I am a baby.

(36:57):
It was something I wanted to really wait and make
sure that I wanted to do because it is, you know, forever.
It's one of those careers where it's kind of hard
to not have that there forever. And so I really
waited until I felt ready. And you know, knew a
lot about business too, and and how to do marketing

(37:20):
and stuff like that so that I was I felt
confident enough to get into it. And honestly, the trajectory
I've already been taking in just a year is phenomenal.
So I'm I'm really glad I waited a little bit
to you know, figure things out. And then obviously the
culture is changing too within porn and queer porn is

(37:43):
really starting to be a huge thing, and so I've
really resonated with the queer community as well. And one
of the first studios that ever took me under their
wing was Queer Crush, which is electrorain. Yeah, and so
that was like my first ever experience and they were like,
you're amazing, You've got this, and I was.

Speaker 2 (38:05):
Like, yeah, right, yeah.

Speaker 3 (38:10):
But you know, just little studios like that taking a
chance on me in the beginning was huge because it's
a little harder to get your your footing when you
jun't go with an agency. Obviously, I just I didn't
feel like giving somebody my money for the things that
I already knew how to do. I'm getting very honest

(38:34):
and like, are you gonna are you going to read
all the statistics and see where all my traffic comes
from and you know, all of that no, okay, I
think I'm gonna rep myself. Thank you.

Speaker 2 (38:48):
That's true, That's very true.

Speaker 1 (38:50):
It's always hard to start off, especially in the niche
that you do. It was like, I've been around porn
for forever. I'm an old timer, and yeah, seeing people
uh struggle all the time in their in their first
year and you're just you're just excelling at it. You're

(39:11):
doing really well. You're just you just you know, the
star this is this is the star. God can't see
what I'm I can't see what I'm doing. See them too,
they can see me, but like this is my my
my emotionals, your stars on the rock.

Speaker 2 (39:26):
Yeah, you know, it just goes up from here.

Speaker 3 (39:32):
I mean it's gonna sound nerdy as fuck, but I
love research. The nerd. I am such a nerd, and
so I research every aspect of my job, of my career.
I make notes constantly. I'm constantly trying to like, you know,
build myself to do better, et cetera. And it helps,

(39:55):
it really helps. And so like I make sure that
I know as much about the industry and as much
about the studios and the performers and everything so that
I can, you know, successfully navigate even being a newer star,
which is nice, but yeah, lots of research.

Speaker 1 (40:13):
I have a question, and this is this is you
talking to your fans or anybody who's a fan of
yours they want to join. What do you think was
the most important thing you learned on when you're doing
your research.

Speaker 3 (40:28):
To not allow anyone to pigeonhole you. Everyone whose careers
die seems to have been thrown too much into a
very set character and they just play that character. And
you can only do that so many times, unfortunately, And

(40:50):
so I've learned kind of you know, I really look
up to Angela White obviously who doesn't. And one of
the biggest thing I've seen with her is the variety
of things she has done and how she's constantly changing
and adapting and doing new things. And like I very
much was like, Okay, this is a way to continue

(41:13):
having a career. I really don't want this to be,
you know, like a five year thing. This is you know,
I came into this as a chosen career, so I
really wanted to make sure that I knew what I
was doing to have longevity like that.

Speaker 2 (41:28):
So that's kind of the biggest thing.

Speaker 3 (41:30):
Obviously, Branding is so important having your own brand. But
I don't think a brand needs to pigeonhole you either.
I think you can have both and stay like, you know,
like that and then also just being authentic. It's a
lot easier to keep a character that is close to
you and who you are. So I try to be

(41:53):
as much as myself as possible, you know, with social
media and all of that kind of stuff, because it's
the easiest and it's what's the the fans respond to.
I have the cutest fans. I'm autistic, and so I
get a lot of autistic fans in my dms and
stuff who are like, oh my god, you know, this

(42:14):
is so amazing that you're out and open about this,
and so I think that they can really, you know,
resonate with that authenticity. And that's another thing that just
it's gonna just keep you going.

Speaker 2 (42:26):
Up, absolutely, because if you're not being yourself, you are
really being right at the end of the day. I
feel like when you're not yourself at least for to
create this character, you kind of forget what purpose you
had in it.

Speaker 3 (42:45):
You know.

Speaker 2 (42:46):
Sometimes people will forget like, Okay, why am I even
doing this? This, this, and that when at the end
of the day, they did enjoy it. What they are
not enjoying is not being authentic to themselves.

Speaker 3 (43:00):
Yeah, exactly, and it only you know, builds you up
in a way. It's a fantasy, but it's an attainable
fantasy for fans where you're still a human. You know.
Obviously they don't want you to constantly throw your shit
at them, but occasionally showing truly who you are. They're like, Okay,

(43:21):
I identify with that. You're a human. I'm a human.
You know, You're not just like some unattainable fantasy. Although
let me tell you, in my dating life, that's what
everybody thinks I am. But actually, yeah, I really think that.
You know, fans just really go for that. You see

(43:44):
the social media stars that are also porn stars, them trying,
you know, to be themselves on social media, and how
fans get so involved. It's like with you know, the
cat rescuing, It's the same thing.

Speaker 2 (43:58):
They're like, oh my god.

Speaker 3 (43:59):
She loves I love cats. I'm so excited that this
person also does porn.

Speaker 1 (44:05):
Yeah, just like how I was so excited about her
cats when we started.

Speaker 2 (44:13):
Exactly, and one thing one of my things is I'm
a huge reader. So I've actually recently got fans that
have been messaging me, Hey, have you read this book?
I'm about to read it. I'm like, no, let's read
it together, like.

Speaker 3 (44:30):
You should do like a virtual book club. See.

Speaker 2 (44:34):
I've been thinking about it one thing, like something for
the girls, you know, like for all, but we currently
have a discord. Actually I can add you to it later,
but it's it's all about romance books at least for now.

Speaker 3 (44:57):
Listen. I in my personal life, I act actually really
don't watch a lot of porn. M hm, silly. I
love reading erotica. I learned of the fantasy aspect. Okay,
I'm into all the freaky things. I love all of it,

(45:17):
and so I kind of want to like bring some
of my favorite erotic novels and stuff to life someday
in the future.

Speaker 2 (45:29):
I think we've actually been talking about that because that's
one of my dreams too, is to essentially, I guess
you can say, maybe do like a softcore kind of movie,
but where you can actually portray the story and add
the sex there.

Speaker 3 (45:46):
Yes, Oh my god, I know people that would love
that exactly a lot of a lot of people that
read and stuff we want a little more depth to get,
you know. And that's what I love about doing scripted
porn too, is that you're helping create like this fantasy
and it really, you know, brings the viewer into it exactly.

Speaker 2 (46:10):
I feel like when there's a script where, at least
even with ad lib, when you're creating a story, that's
when it genuinely feels like we're creating a move.

Speaker 3 (46:19):
Yes, it may be a.

Speaker 2 (46:20):
Third film, well baby, it's a movie. Okay.

Speaker 1 (46:23):
I always say I prefer I prefer scripts over over gonzo.
You know why someone's there because like okay, like let's say,
y'all too, do want to sing together? Okay? And and
and uhh, y'all say, okay, we uh we we we

(46:46):
met this guy and he like he was uh and
we we we lost a dare and now he wants
us to uh to experience this thing I've never heard
of called air freaking. And you're like, that's just some week.
Some weeks we saw stuff. You like, I could do
that easily. And then like you're surprised, and what's happening? Okay,

(47:07):
I know the story, but it just starts and like
all of a sudden, you're just.

Speaker 2 (47:12):
Mm hmm, exactly.

Speaker 1 (47:15):
I'm not into it.

Speaker 3 (47:17):
I understand why people like, you know, more of the gonzo.

Speaker 1 (47:22):
I get it because some of them like don't care.
I just want to hurry up, get today nut. But
for me, it's like I want to, like I would,
I wanna even though I know this is a fantasy,
I want to know, Like I want to explore the fantasy.
You know. It's like it's like if I'm watching the
watching a movie on television, you introduce the characters, you know,

(47:45):
what the characters are wilder, why are they are there?
You know, And even though this is porn, I still
want to feel connected to him.

Speaker 2 (47:57):
You want to be submerged in the story.

Speaker 3 (48:00):
Yeah, yeah, no, for sure. And that's you know, I
prefer studio work personally, just because I love that feeling
of being on a set and all the different people
there and all of that. But I had there are
definitely some content creators who I also admire, who do
stuff like that and who really you know, bring the
creativity and that's so cool. I love when that happens.

(48:25):
It's so much fun to watch. It gets just so
much more excited, and that's, you know, we want to give.

Speaker 2 (48:31):
Our money to you know, absolutely. And the funny thing
is I used to at least try to do these
like big productions with my professional camera and I would
have like four different light set up and stuff like that,
and then I would just randomly also pick up my

(48:51):
phone and be like, look, guys, we are just hanging out,
and then it kind of turns into us fucking and
I've realized that sometimes people love that as well. So
it's part of it is finding that balance and some
of it is not necessarily storyline, but it's just real
life situation, you know. Or I'm just you know, my

(49:16):
guy is gaming and he's not giving me attention and bam,
I go in front of him to start stripping off
my clothes and I'm like, all right, so what you
won't do? You know, you don't spank me for making
you lose your game? Or what are we gonna do
with this? And then it creates you something fun, you know,

(49:38):
And I feel like that in a sense is still
a story that we're giving.

Speaker 3 (49:43):
Yeah, you know, and to where you know, having a
brand is so important as well, because then it kind
of you can have things that are you, you know,
that people always look for and so like the nerdy
thing or you know, stuff like that, and always having

(50:03):
that in your interactions online and stuff is so important
because then you're creating that character and they feel more
and more drawn into everything.

Speaker 2 (50:15):
Absolutely, even that is submerging them into the fantasy as well.

Speaker 1 (50:22):
Often really quick, you may do a studio work. Who
are your tough five people that you want to work with?
Mm hmmm, so my it doesn't. It doesn't doesn't gender
or whatever.

Speaker 3 (50:35):
So wait, are we talking talent or director or slash
producer anything anything you want?

Speaker 1 (50:40):
This is, this is this is uh, this is yo,
this is your time, this is this is the Pixie Hour.

Speaker 3 (50:47):
So I like the sound of that really someday, Like,
my absolute favorite director is Ricky Greenwood. I like everything
he does is phenomenal, So like that's definitely a dream someday.
I would love to work on one of his sets,
Like oh so bad, so definitely him. In terms of

(51:11):
other studios, I really love a pot Shot. I would
love to do that. I love their like cute see
but hardcore kind of mix. I feel like that's very
me and very much like what I'm trying to do
with hardcore is have this incredibly hardcore thing, but have
this like bubbly cute woman doing.

Speaker 2 (51:32):
It, you know.

Speaker 3 (51:35):
Yeah, so definitely then and then there's a bunch of
hardcore studios in Europe that I would like to someday
work for. I'm not gonna lie. I. I watch a
lot of European porn, a lot of problem they they
get the.

Speaker 1 (51:52):
Only thing I watch this form is a fake taxi.

Speaker 2 (52:01):
Yeah, it's fake taxi, fake hostle there.

Speaker 3 (52:05):
I love all that.

Speaker 1 (52:08):
It's mainly because, as you said, like you don't really
watch one and you're personal. Then get this after after
seventeen years and porn. I know almost everybody that I
know a lot of the I know a lot of people.
It's sometimes it's really hard to watch my friends because
like it would be kind of weird, like if I

(52:30):
was if I know, and I know she wouldn't care,
but it would be kind of weird to sit back
watch one of Sarah's porn and then hop on the podcast.
It just know what I just did with my hand,
and you have a kind of wonder Yeah we're doing
this podcast today?

Speaker 3 (52:46):
Oh my god. Yeah. I told all my friends and
family and to have my stage name so that they
could avoid me because you know, obviously consent being so important,
I didn't want them to accidentally, you know, stumble upon
me when they didn't want to see that, So I
gave everybody, you know, my stage name right out the bat,
so if they see that, they can quick you know,

(53:08):
click to something else, because yeah, it's a little a
little weird sometimes there, you know.

Speaker 2 (53:15):
Mm hmm exactly. At times like that, you kind of
start to realize what their algorithm is. You know, like
if they stumble upon Pixie, it means they were looking
at or for beds and stuff, you know, like things
like that where you're just like, oh, you just so

(53:37):
happened to stumble upon that. But you know, times like
that is when I'm like, okay, I'm seeing what your
secret kinks are.

Speaker 3 (53:48):
Okay, tell me more. Yeah, I love that. All the
kinky people love it. Bring me all the kinky people exactly.

Speaker 1 (54:00):
And this goes back to this that bdasm test thinking
I shared with her my updated media because I do
it every year about like around March twenty fifth, so
it's brand new when I did, like, did it like
this year? Did it like four days ago? And like.

Speaker 2 (54:19):
He got kink here, I'm not.

Speaker 1 (54:21):
I'm just I'm just I'm disgusted with myself.

Speaker 3 (54:25):
Listen. I had an accidental kinky thing happened when I
was shooting that I did not know I enjoyed that
I now know I enjoy so I feel you. I
accidentally threw up on a strap and it was funny
because I had just been saying for like days, how
I'd never thrown up on a dick before, and I

(54:48):
was like bragging to everybody. And then a couple of
days later, I, you knowhew goll over a strap, but
oh my god, on camera it looked so hot because
all I had in me was coffee. Okay, it was
just like liquid. It wasn't like chunky. I mean it
was just like liquid and just his theater wrapped like

(55:10):
around the strap.

Speaker 2 (55:11):
I don't know.

Speaker 3 (55:12):
I was like, I think you might this. I was like,
I never thought I would be, but this is pretty hot,
So I feel you there.

Speaker 2 (55:21):
Someone told me that when they do those kinds of
scenes or even within their own content, they'll drink a
lot of milk and water. Yes. Yeah, And then I
finally saw one of the video examples and I was like, oh,
that shit does look hot. Okay, yeah, Like, let me

(55:44):
drink some almond milk real quick, like.

Speaker 1 (55:50):
Well the thing I sent to her. I have four things
that are and that's kind of like like they'll be
little like really know me, are surprised by one of them,
but like it's just like you look at me, you
wouldn't you wouldn't suggest like suspect it. Like I'm one
hundred percent submissive, one per grady, one rope buddy, and

(56:16):
one percent uh masizonists.

Speaker 2 (56:21):
Okay, it's like masks.

Speaker 1 (56:23):
Maschist masochism, sorry, masochists. So it's like I was like,
tie me up, beat me, call me names. Yeah right,
they tell you what to do.

Speaker 2 (56:40):
Yeah, I think that's what I what to do.

Speaker 3 (56:46):
Oh, it's funny. And it depends on my partner. I
feel like anyone who's male presenting, I'm always sucked, always always,
but female present folks, I kind of go both ways.
It's kind of like the energy the other person is
giving me. So sometimes I'm dominant, sometimes I'm subservient. But

(57:09):
if you visually are giving me male, I'm just gonna
go sub Yeah. I understood that old fashioned brain shit
in there, you know, from the cave in days.

Speaker 2 (57:24):
Okay, I will admit I am actually the same way,
but every once in a while I will try to
pursue a dominant role with a male presenting person or
even with my partner. For what was this for Valentine's Day? Actually,

(57:44):
I will say I am usually a sub, but this
time I was like, oh, I am going to dom you.
I like, I think I love it. I think basically,
I think I turned it into two different things. But
I was like, oh, yeah, I am sacrificing you to
the gods, and you're gonna be the sexual sacrifice. I

(58:05):
tied him up and everything.

Speaker 3 (58:07):
Okay, I like the sound of this. Are you there too? Yeah?

Speaker 2 (58:13):
Exactly, I was. So I tied him up with I
think it was like his own tie or something, and
my jew I did not realize it was not actually
tied that tight. So he was just, you know, up
there letting me do whatever I wanted to do. And
then after all I was like, okay, baby, it's your turn.

(58:34):
Can you can you dumb me?

Speaker 3 (58:35):
Now?

Speaker 2 (58:36):
He just goes, Okay, he goes and puts his hands
on my neck and like, oh, is that what you
want to see?

Speaker 3 (58:44):
Yeah?

Speaker 1 (58:45):
See, my my dom was only at five percent.

Speaker 2 (58:51):
My dom is probably i'd say twenty five per se.

Speaker 1 (58:54):
It's not that high. It's said.

Speaker 2 (58:58):
That I'm dombing you.

Speaker 1 (59:01):
I have a question for you. Uh so, what do
you think is the funniest or the craziest day this
has happened to you on set?

Speaker 3 (59:11):
Mmm? I only know that I've had anything too crazy.

Speaker 1 (59:20):
Funny could be like you know, you you you're recording
the scene and caramand and falls back and like you
have to stop for a second falling over.

Speaker 2 (59:30):
I do that every five minutes.

Speaker 1 (59:32):
I'm just saying something funny or crazy, something like you
say that.

Speaker 3 (59:37):
I tend to always honestly be a little mad cap
on set. I'm obviously a little quirky, but I I
am that person who will be in the middle of
a scene and then I just I burper something by accident.
The next thing, you know, everyone's just hysterical. I bring
that kind of energy to the set. Nice recently, I

(01:00:01):
was so excited I benged my head on something.

Speaker 1 (01:00:05):
Wow, yeah, yep, yep, am.

Speaker 6 (01:00:10):
I just get into it, you know, and the thing
is like you bend your head or your head or whatever,
and then you just keep going, you know, you just
kind of keep it going.

Speaker 3 (01:00:24):
I've been working on this torn labram now for a minute. Okay, Yeah, yep,
I'm I'm pretty excited about my surgery. I'm not gonna lie.
I'm sad that I have to take off so much time,
but it'll be nice to be able because there's like
certain positions that are a little hard right now that

(01:00:44):
I can't do unfortunately. And then like I'm more, I'm
super flexible, and I haven't really been able to like
stretch the way I really want to and stuff because
I can't do certain things with it. So that'll be nice.
I would love to do even more acrobatic stuff, you know,
like fold me into a pretzel. So I'm able to

(01:01:11):
go back to work in June.

Speaker 2 (01:01:14):
The month of May.

Speaker 3 (01:01:15):
Yeah, the month of May, I'm gonna be kind.

Speaker 1 (01:01:17):
Of like like like like three four months. So yeah, I'm.

Speaker 3 (01:01:25):
Gonna go of like work too with my core and
stuff to make sure that the recovery is like a
lot faster, which is really nice. My physical therapist and
my doctor know like I do porn, so like for
every shoot, we talk about it ahead of time, like
things I should be doing or things I shouldn't be doing,

(01:01:45):
and like how to do more things, you know with
my shoulder, So they're awesome.

Speaker 1 (01:01:51):
I don't want to say it's very good that you
found a sex positive physicians, because there's a lot of
people I'll hear to say, oh you do that, and
they are utterly disgusted by you. And it's a rarety
that you find people that understand, like, Hey, I'm like

(01:02:12):
you said earlier, I'm a human being, but I just
happened to you know, you know, splat my legs.

Speaker 3 (01:02:18):
I will say, I talk about that a lot. I'm
so lucky. I think almost all my doctors know what
I do because I have like a blood disorder, you know,
got a bunch of things. So I have a bunch
of doctors, and it's just it's smarter to tell them
more because then they can help you protect yourself. And

(01:02:38):
I've been so lucky to have so many wonderful doctors.
I honestly think a huge part of it, though, is
because I'm in Philadelphia, and Philadelphia is very sex positive.
It's very liberal minded. We're considered like a safe haven city,
which there's only a few left in the country, which

(01:03:01):
basically means you can't get arrested for any type of
sex work at all. Basically so we've always been a
little more open minded, and I think that in that case,
that's I've really gotten lucky with doctors too, because it's
just a culture of like more open mindedness in Philly

(01:03:21):
for sure, kind of like that New York thing, but
we don't have the pretentiousness. I like that. Yeah, but yeah,
it's a very there's a very pro sex here. And
especially like my PCP, Oh my god, she's amazing. The

(01:03:42):
first time I did a sporting scene, I got a
uti and so instead of being like, oh, don't do
that again or what, she's like, Okay, here's what we're
gonna do next time, so this doesn't happen. And that
was like, blew my mind, absolutely blew my mind. I
was so amazed. It felt so validating because it was like,

(01:04:06):
this is my job, this is something I'm going to
keep doing, so you should treat me like a professional,
and let's talk about this in a way that's going
to be healthy. So like that was, Oh my god,
are you chills just thinking about it? Right?

Speaker 2 (01:04:23):
Because it it always will be awkward if you go
into any doctors and you have to explain things to
them and they look at you like I don't want,
and that entire judgmental face just kind of takes I'll
just say, it takes the fun out of going to
the doctor to try to be healthy, you know.

Speaker 3 (01:04:43):
And you're trying to do better and have a better life.
And then it's like, oh.

Speaker 2 (01:04:49):
Exactly, like having to tell them essentially how many sexual
partners I had in the past thirty days. But that
also in that same bread explaining like I did just
get tested twice this month before coming to you. Yeah,
they still give me that look of like, oh, for shame.

(01:05:11):
I'm just yeah, we're all tested. Yeah, they look at
me like you. First of all, I wouldn't expect you
to do that. Second of all, why are you doing this?
Are you in a safe place?

Speaker 1 (01:05:25):
This? And that?

Speaker 2 (01:05:25):
I'm like, okay, I respect that, but I'm coming here
asking you for help, so yeah, please.

Speaker 3 (01:05:34):
Yeah. It's also kind of scary in the US how
much we don't know and don't talk about sexual health.
Like people don't realize there's actually three plasmas we should
be taking a look at every time we get tested.
Obviously microplasma genitalian being the worst of them, but there's

(01:05:55):
also a micoplasma tom I'm like for a second, like
what is it? Uh? And then there's also urea plasma,
and we don't test for them regularly in the US.
A lot of doctors don't even know what they are,
but specifically in people with vaginas, they can lead to
really bad health problems and be very dangerous. And like

(01:06:21):
I can't tell you the amount of doctors I have
talked to who had no clue what I was talking about,
who thought I was crazy.

Speaker 2 (01:06:31):
And so then I started, Now.

Speaker 3 (01:06:33):
I have like a list of medical journals and studies
and stuff, and so whenever, like a friend of mine
is going through this kind of shit with the doctor,
I literally just send them a bunch of proof and
I'm like, just take this to your doctor and be
like shut the fuck up.

Speaker 2 (01:06:47):
Exactly, Like just because you, as a doctor may not
know of this doesn't mean.

Speaker 3 (01:06:54):
It's not a thing exactly. And like so, like France
is a little more forward with sexual health, and so
I'm on prep obviously, but I'm also on doxypet, which
is this awesome thing you take just every time you
have sex without a condom, and it kills all of

(01:07:14):
the bacterial infections, like right off the bat to exchange
that bacteria, it just cuts it right off. And in
the US it's very hard for vagina havers to get
because the US's only medical study was done in Ghana
and was inconclusive because they didn't take it. So I
literally had to go find the French study, translate it

(01:07:40):
and give it to my friend so that she could
get doxy pet from her doctor because her doctor was like,
but you're a woman, how is it going to help you?
And she's like, it helps everyone. But like I said that,
the study here in the US is that it doesn't
help because it was inconclusive, which is like mind boggling.

Speaker 2 (01:08:02):
Like, absolutely, they need to spend a little bit more
time on education. I will say that. I would just
say that that like part of it is just they
they need to want to change. Yeah, I mean that's
where exactly.

Speaker 3 (01:08:23):
And I hate to say it, but most of the
bacterial infections that we get from sex, honestly really only
hurt people with vaginas. If you're really if you really
sit down and think about it, and it's kind of like, well,
is that maybe why we haven't cared, you know, in
the past, because you know we didn't We're like, oh,

(01:08:45):
those women whatever, you know something, but it's not.

Speaker 1 (01:08:50):
It's not correct, no, because it's it's a true statement.
But someone's gonna be in a I'm it's like, well,
actually a whole bunch of nonsense. You know, let's say it.
America doesn't care about women. They never have and I

(01:09:11):
doubt they ever will, and in certain cases right now
with the current things that Nope, this has been recorded
April third. The current things that they're doing right now
is basically dismantling everything that's been put in place to
protect women and protect women's health, and they're currently read

(01:09:31):
undoing and taking us back to handmade tale sorcery. I'm
gonna say sorcery because what it is, I'll have maintenance sorcery.
And it's really negative. It's not in a positive light.
And like and I hate to say it like this
because it it's it to say, but like the vagina

(01:09:54):
itself is kind of like an open wound because you know, yeah, and.

Speaker 3 (01:10:01):
Just how well you know, yeah, it's different.

Speaker 1 (01:10:07):
It's just and it's just very very not good what
they're doing. And as you said, your friends like, well
why would that help? Why would that help? Uh, women's health?
And it's because like they want to eliminate teaching some
of the things that does that do help whatever, and
they continue to get rid of it and they hide

(01:10:28):
the research as they always try to do. It's just
going to backday all the health and benefits that a
woman can do. And they don't want. They don't want,
like you know, with the whole thing they're doing now,
they don't want you all to be able to vote
on what happens to your health. And there's a whole
be as going on.

Speaker 3 (01:10:49):
But yeah, that it's scary for sure. And I tell
people all the time. It's gotten to the point where
there are like certain parts of the county I'm just
not going to go to.

Speaker 2 (01:11:03):
That's where I'm at.

Speaker 3 (01:11:05):
You know, I have a lot of close trans friends.
One of my best friends is trans and he's in Kentucky.
And I am terrified daily daily that I'm going to
hear something horrific. It just it's it's scary times and

(01:11:27):
the fact that you know we're coming after women, queer people,
trans people, porn. Like why did y'all like threatened by
us or something? But I think at times like this,
you know, you also see this beautiful thing happen where

(01:11:47):
people band together more, and so my hope is that
we can all really do that more and more, you know,
and and get back our freedom, so to speak, because scary.

Speaker 2 (01:12:01):
Absolutely, we really need a band together as a community
and kind of show them that we also understand the
health situations. We actually know what is going on. We're
not going to let things slide, you know. And I
feel like when they think of people who do porn,

(01:12:22):
they think we're young, dumb and naive and don't know
anything about what's going on in the real world, when
we ourselves can see everything and we live it as well.

Speaker 3 (01:12:36):
Yeah, that's something As a business woman who's tiny and cute,
I deal with twenty four seven, even before porn is
no one takes me seriously. It's like, you know, so
it's constantly that struggle to be like, no, I do
know what I'm talking about. I am educated, I am smart.
Like the fact that people think porn stars are stupid

(01:12:58):
and then like half of cornstars are like autistic geniuses.

Speaker 1 (01:13:02):
Like it's sad for a few things too, because like
one they are one. Like when it comes to the
intelligence of performers, one they already said, because you're you're
a dumb you know, they they say derogatory word, they say, oh,
she's just an old only fans girl, she has no opinion,

(01:13:22):
or they try to make y'all seem like y'all have
zero intelligence when as you say, you have a degree,
you have a color degree, you know you're educated. You
know this woman was a mess leak, you know. Yeah, yeah,
And I'm like, y'all don't know how like whatever. And
then it's like so many women that are in political

(01:13:44):
form that are actively the main ones saying well, we
don't need this, and it's sad that our team. I
just see voters say yeah, I don't believe, like this
is vote, this is women. Voters say yeah, I don't care.
They take well, they take about right to vote. Yeah,
hard people fought a woman's suffrage. I'm a history major.

(01:14:07):
I'm sorry. I'm a history major, and I'm very passionate
all things history. And I'm not gonna like if I
started get going, it's not gonna be good. Because I
can talk for like three hours straight. I can like, again,
this is recorded.

Speaker 2 (01:14:22):
Every third I will go.

Speaker 1 (01:14:25):
I would go on a Corey book of rant and
we'll be here for forever because I can keep on
going because I'm very passionate about all things history, and
like I took a whole bunch of even though like
I didn't need to. I took a few classes about
you know, women's history and something that is a cute
That is a cute kitty.

Speaker 2 (01:14:44):
And sorry, that is shiny too.

Speaker 3 (01:14:55):
But he tried to die in the backyard and I
rescued him, and then he printed on me.

Speaker 1 (01:15:01):
Of course.

Speaker 2 (01:15:04):
He found a perfect place to essentially be revived.

Speaker 3 (01:15:09):
Right, But yeah, I'm sorry. Yeah, no history, especially right
now with everything going on, and like looking back at
how we've already done this stuff and now we're doing
it again is like what But I mean, like in
US history you can kind of see that it's what

(01:15:29):
always happens. It's like the country gets a little more liberal,
moves forward a little bit, and all the old white
men get really freaked out and they try to bring
us back, you know, so like two steps back.

Speaker 1 (01:15:46):
It's so true, Like it shouldn't it shouldn't even be
a question, like since it's been since the nineteen thirties
that it is. It's sad because everything, like a lot
of so many things that to the Constitution to guarantee
women's right to do certain things. They're actively trying to
like take them away. And it's like rights that I

(01:16:08):
have as a as like, and this is this is
male privilege. With whatever rights that I have as a male,
I can go ahead and do, but like rights that
you have as a woman, they had to fight so
hard and had to put it in the put it
in government in order for y'all to do that when
it shouldn't be common.

Speaker 3 (01:16:26):
Yeah, I mean, I have a blood disorder, and so
giving birth naturally is very, very very dangerous. And to
not have the option of abortion if I want it
is like wild to me because there's literally a chance
that I could die. And also personally, I do not

(01:16:48):
want children. But like for somebody to be like, oh no,
I'm sorry, you have to potentially die and have this
child you don't want because of their antiquated idea, does
that seem right to me?

Speaker 1 (01:17:02):
I get into an argument with someone the last time
I was in Florida, no names, but I was down
there and I was talking to this individual. It's a
friend of mine too, but they were so so committed
to saying like, and this is a young person, you
know how young. I'm trying to say a young person

(01:17:24):
is raped whatever you know, and assaulted whatever you know,
and I'm talking about as young at like you consider
the numbers. They said, well it's not that, it's not
the baby's fault that it happened, and they just still
keep it And I'm like, this person was raped assaulted
and you don't like this, like and you can't say that, well,

(01:17:48):
they shouldn't be dressed a certain way, good, Like, first
of all, they're a child, They're a child. Second of all,
Like I'm tired of people saying, oh, because you dress
a certain way, you you you you brought it on
or even even worst case, even worst case, god forbid,

(01:18:10):
any sex worker gets assaulted, you know. And I mean
and I mean, like like any text, but I don't
care who it is, and if they are just chilling,
and just because they do this for a living, like
it's you see, it's consensual, y'all go through the proper
channels to do all this stuff like that. And if
someone gets grabs in rapes and salt them whatever, it

(01:18:34):
doesn't mean like, oh, they were okay with this because
they do it for a living, and like they must
have done something in order for them to say, oh,
this is okay, No, you have people.

Speaker 3 (01:18:46):
Have I tell people all the time, I gave up
being human when I went into sex work full time.
Because it's true.

Speaker 1 (01:18:56):
With you, like, I'm gonna be honest with you, you can
even been human when you a female.

Speaker 2 (01:19:02):
I mean, yeah, broth, start going deep with that one.
It's true, It's genuinely true. But yeah, I did see
in an article recently where it mind You it was
a female police officer that said, well, maybe you're in
the wrong line of work, maybe you should choose another

(01:19:24):
line of work. And it's like, okay, just because I
have Just because that person has that job does not
mean that they consent to it with everybody. At the
end of the day, there's sot only consenting to do
it with the people that they specifically say yes.

Speaker 3 (01:19:47):
Let's go. Yeah, yeah. No. It's really sad the way
that we just become inhuman to a lot of people.
But it happens, and it's honestly, it's scary because then
you're like, well, I'm not going to go to the
tops about this stuff.

Speaker 2 (01:20:04):
Is like, what are they going to actually do exactly?

Speaker 1 (01:20:08):
And it's another thing that bothers me and i'm I'm
sorry for taking up a lot of time talking on
your thinking, but but it is ridiculous, and how many
people don't like, uh know that, like even if they
report something, nothing will happen. And then people who do

(01:20:31):
report something, they do go to core for it. Oh,
this person gets like a month or probation and they
violated somebody. Oh, but we don't want to destroy the
male's life. And you know, I'm i'm because I'm all
for women's rights stuff. It doesn't make me less of
a human, a male whatever. I'm just speaking of freaking truth.

(01:20:52):
It is so damn ridiculous, and how much be as
goes on, and like there's many people were saying like, well,
she must have asked for it, or they were they
were or were they wearing or they were dating but
they didn't want to talk about it and now they're
upset or this this is this is from a cop.

(01:21:13):
A cop told me this, This is twenty twelve, this
is like and this is this is uh We're were like, no,
I'm not really because I've heard I've talked to this
person's son and I know he feels his brain with
home bunch of nonsense. But this cop said to me.
This is a cop, mind you. If my wife doesn't

(01:21:35):
get it to me, I'm either going to take it
from her because once, like once she got married to me,
I have the right to it. I'm either gonna take
it from her or I'm gonna go somewhere else, somewhere
else to get it. Oh my god, the cop this
is this is someone in the in the in the
in the blue and white.

Speaker 3 (01:21:54):
Yeah, yep, Well, you know what they say, power power, power, power,
It's not a great thing. Mm hmm.

Speaker 1 (01:22:07):
I better quit keep on going because yeah, yeah, as
a whole one, because I'm very I'm very adamant about
you know, people get getting treated fairly and all this
stuff like that, and even people who feel like you said,

(01:22:27):
power whatever, even in this and even in this industry,
to make sure that you know, people don't take advantage
of what power they have.

Speaker 2 (01:22:37):
Yes, I don't even like so much of that.

Speaker 1 (01:22:41):
I would say, I've been around for years and I
have what roles I do or what roles people think
I have in this industry. I don't even like touching
people like I'm very like against even touching people sometimes
because I don't want to make them feel uncomfortable in
any capacity because I know some people have and do
some things on their journey here whatever that makes them

(01:23:04):
feel extremely like like like since I do photography, crap, whatever,
it's kind of like I asked like three times like
dang there, asked like three times before I text somebody
like can I move your hair? And they said this
is on their face? Can I move it? Or just
do this? And they're not getting them like can I
can't and I don't want to and I don't know.

(01:23:27):
I'm sorry, No.

Speaker 3 (01:23:28):
I love that it's so important and I feel like
we forget it. Like I can't tell you how many
times on set I've asked a male talent what their
hard knows were and they looked at me and was like,
no one's ever asked me that, And I'm like, what what.

Speaker 2 (01:23:48):
Exactly?

Speaker 3 (01:23:50):
We just don't think that men have boundaries, Like It's honestly,
it really saddens me. I can't tell you how many
if it's like it's definitely double digits at this point
of male talent that I've literally been like, no one
has ever asked me that.

Speaker 2 (01:24:08):
Yeah, And I also recently asked someone, oh sorry, I
got a phone Kong. But so I recently asked someone
what they like for aftercare and he said, no one's
ever asked me this before. And I'm like, Okay, I

(01:24:30):
understand you're usually the domb, but I feel like even
a dom requires a bit of aftercare. You know, it
doesn't matter the gender. Just a man or male presenting
doesn't make you unsusceptible to this, you know, like well, and.

Speaker 3 (01:24:48):
Like especially if you do BDSM. BDSM is such an
emotionally charged thing, and doing that with a stranger it's
a lot. It's a lot, so afterwards you're gonna feel
kind of wow, like emotionally in the fragile. And I
think it's so important, whether in your sex life or

(01:25:10):
on you know, set, to have little things like you know,
obviously if it's on set, it's going to be a
different type of aftercare, but like just checking in with
the person afterwards, Hey, do you want to grab some food?
Are you good? You know, like see, Like just little
checkings like that are just so important, you know, or

(01:25:31):
having someone on set that you know you're close to afterwards.
I do that a lot too, when it's a studio
thing and it's a media that them all like make
sure that like my girlfriend's there to hang out right after,
and you know, I feel safe and comfortable because it's
not always you know, sometimes you're rushed off set and
like you know, you can't really have a moment, but

(01:25:54):
you still have those feelings exactly so important to have
aftercare and whatever or you know, manner that is for
you or or you know, personal or other in my
personal life. All the cuddles, Yeah, that's how I am.

Speaker 2 (01:26:11):
I'm all about the cuddles. Well, we'll literally cuddle there
for I'd say, like twenty minutes and just talk, you know,
just have a whole little chit chat, kind of just
grounding ourselves again, getting back into that peaceful space.

Speaker 1 (01:26:28):
By the way, this would be way later. Happy anniversary.

Speaker 2 (01:26:32):
Oh thank you.

Speaker 3 (01:26:34):
Oh damn, look at you.

Speaker 1 (01:26:40):
So I have a question. So since you are like,
this will be like the question before we wrap up.
So in five years from now, where do you see
your career or what do you want what do you
want to have accomplished, or what do you want to do.

Speaker 3 (01:26:55):
In five years from now? I would love to be
an internationally know own star. I would love to be
traveling the world. You know, I'm excited to get into
more and more mainstream, and then eventually I would love
to own my own studio. Of course. I'm loving that

(01:27:16):
women are have, you know, starting to have a moment,
uh and we're having more female owned studios, and I
definitely would love to be one of those. Who knows,
maybe I'll be the first hardcore studio female owner.

Speaker 2 (01:27:31):
Hey, that would be awesome. That would be beautiful to see. Yeah,
so that's kind of absolutely filmed for you.

Speaker 3 (01:27:40):
Oh, I love that. I I also want to direct
at some point for sure. Like, don't get me wrong,
the acting side of my degree is amazing, but the
directing side is a lot of fun too. That's another
reason I love working with like a lot of independent studios,
and they're more open to suggestion and I always am

(01:28:03):
like this creative like storm. So I love when I
can like be open about that and be like, hey
what if we do this? You know, and the director
of the producers like, I love it. So I definitely
definitely will be directing at some point.

Speaker 2 (01:28:20):
Hopefully soon, right figures great? Yeah, hopefully very soon.

Speaker 3 (01:28:29):
I know we can just continue up, continue in mainstream,
get internationally recognized, eventually own a studio.

Speaker 1 (01:28:40):
A quick quick question, are you going to as this year?

Speaker 2 (01:28:45):
I don't think so right now. I tend not to
be a huge.

Speaker 3 (01:28:51):
Big events person personally. I know, you know how important
awards are and everything, but it's a big you know,
big crowds with lots of people is not so much
my thing personally, So I'm very much like picking and
choosing what I'm going to here and there. So I
don't think this year, but we shall see, you never know.

Speaker 1 (01:29:14):
I mean, I don't like him as either, so I
get it.

Speaker 2 (01:29:18):
See, I'm a huge fomo person, So like, if I
don't go one year, I absolutely try to really really
make it the next year. And so I'll admit sometimes
I kind of like overdo it where I put so
many events back to back, but I end up burnt
out and tired of all this socializing and everything. But

(01:29:41):
certain things I would just rather not miss, you know.
And I like award shows for the fact of getting
to put on the pretty dress and walk that carpet
and feel like a start.

Speaker 3 (01:29:55):
You know, I'm not gonna lie. My first red carpet
was recent and it was pretty awesome.

Speaker 2 (01:30:01):
It was that princess feeling, you know, yep, yep, No,
I feel that.

Speaker 3 (01:30:08):
I hope that as I get it, you know, more
and more known in the industry, I'll probably do more things.
It's just hard getting over that, like anxiety of big
crowds of strangers, especially when you're small too, like I'm
four foot ten. Most people can just pick me up
and put me over their shoulder, and so that just

(01:30:29):
kind of adds this whole level of fear in like
really big crowds and stuff. I'm like, I need a
bodyguard or something.

Speaker 2 (01:30:36):
I get like, yeah, I.

Speaker 3 (01:30:40):
Have a lot of fans who are like, you know,
want to see me and stuff. I'm constantly being asked about,
like exotica and stuff. So who knows someday.

Speaker 2 (01:30:51):
And hopefully I'll see you at the Jersey one since
that is relatively close exactly.

Speaker 3 (01:30:56):
I can't miss Ladies Night.

Speaker 2 (01:30:58):
You know exactly, so hopefully I'll see you there then.

Speaker 3 (01:31:02):
Most definitely, thank you guys so much. This has been
such a fun, good, easy experience.

Speaker 1 (01:31:09):
So real quick, we're can anybody find you, get get
your get anything you do.

Speaker 3 (01:31:15):
I'm on all the things now. I'm just kidding.

Speaker 2 (01:31:17):
I would say people should go.

Speaker 3 (01:31:19):
To my all my links Dash Pixie LaRue because that's
gonna have all my fan sites, my clip sites. I'm
on Twitter at we underscore Pixie with three x's. I'm
on Blue Sky no Mata currently we don't really love

(01:31:39):
each other. So your Instagram.

Speaker 2 (01:31:44):
Unfortunately, but all the other things.

Speaker 3 (01:31:47):
But yeah, everything is on my all my links dot com, Dash, Pixie, LaRue.

Speaker 1 (01:31:53):
Quick, sarah LA's they look at you.

Speaker 2 (01:31:57):
So you guys can find me on I am sarah
la dot com. All of my links and my social
medias will be out there.

Speaker 1 (01:32:05):
We are the We're mis fits on Instagram, We're reas
on face the book, Blue the Blue the Sky, and
on Twitter. Yep, I still call on Twitter and uh
r I w s t A R R is me
on uh on uh the Instagram and on the face

(01:32:27):
I'm sorry over Twitter and on the Blue Sky, miss Rue.
You are an absolute joy and oh pleasure. Oh I'm sorry,
Donna Marka. Thank you for saying this up. We appreciate you. Yeah,
good luck and good luck in your nomination for the

(01:32:48):
A s N. We're nominated too, so we'll see what
happens to be in a few weeks from now. And
uh again, no, thank you so much for coming on
a joy pleasure. You are absolutely amazing and which is
the greatest success and all that you do in your future.

Speaker 3 (01:33:04):
Thank you so much, guys, I really appreciate it.

Speaker 2 (01:33:07):
You really are super sweet and bubbly. That was so
nice to meet.

Speaker 1 (01:33:11):
Oh real quick before I leave, if y'all listen to this,
y'all heard the that she has that link for her kiddies,
her cats. Go go just buying whatever and do and
help because are awesome, all right, Alright,