The Rizz Effect w/ Autumn Rain

Episode Transcript

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Everybody is brother. Oh listen tothe mister effect. And of course I'm
joined with mine awesome co hosts,you know, the star of the day
Missiles. Hello everybody, thank youfor having me again. You know I
love doing doing the podcast. Youknow we're really just chat chatting and just

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talking about life. But today wehave a very special someone, the beautiful
and amazing Autumn Rain. Hello,thank you, Thank you so much.
It's really got me watching over here. When when pretty like call me,
call me sweet things, I'm like, stop. So Autumn, I don't

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know we've had you on the podcastbefore because I'm pretty recent as co host,
but yeah, you said you first, So go ahead and tell us
a little bit more about yourself.Oh that's that's like, that's a long
story. But what do you wantto know? You think you want to
say this? This is all aboutlike you think you think of it like

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this. If somebody was going towalk up to you one day and say,
damm, tell me about yourself.To be honest, I get nervous
if someone came, hey, girl, you look you're looking good today.

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Oh well, my name is Autumnin real life. Also I use my
civilian name also as autumn. Iam twenty five and I am six foot
one. I am a tall bitch. How I was cussing on the podcast.

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I'm like, let'll tell you this, this is hilarious. That's how
everybody. You can say whatever cussword you want to say. But I
don't curse because because last year Ibroke my none cursing thing because I was
not paying attention and someone got megoing to tell about titties and about about
titties. I love titties, youknow, I love titties and like and

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like, I said TDF and whenI said it, I just froze because
I had not said a cuss wordin like like four years. Four years.
Yeah, it was whatever, AndI was like, I was just
telling someone that I really enjoyed tittyesand like I had said the word,
and I was like, you're like, oh no, oops, I know.

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And then we could not stop givinghim ship about it after because I
was staying at his place that day, so here about I heard about it.
Literally as soon as he got offthe podcast. I was like,
oh, you broke it. Yeah, it's funny, but but I do
cuss. Yeah, you can cutyou can't. You can't you can do

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whatever you want. Besides, youknow, killing somebody. You can't say
that to the pacifist. Okay,crazy as it can get. So.
Apart from the obvious of doing porn, I am you porn, wow,

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I am a cause player. Hencethe Harley Quinn dress that is NAMMY's staff
from one piece. This is whereI do all my cutting and gluing and
sewing and stuff. I have mywigs in there. I do the occasional
freelance mainstream modeling gig. I've onlydone small gigs. I haven't done anything

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major like Victorious secret It's or anylike big retail or anything like that yet
yet maybe one day. But it'sjust been like freelance, like small shows
and stuff. Yeah, there's thecosplay. I'm a big D and D
nerd. I am a huge nerdOkay, I play D and D.
I cosplay, I watch anime,I play games. I mean this is
my streamer, Mike. I usedto stream you know, podcast. You

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You've opened up so many questions becauselike, uh, like I me and
my friends nearly sit over here atnight and they all come over here.
We just fit that like my littlesmall my little small house and watch anime.
Yeah, like for no reason,it's like, you don't recognize this

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butterfly right here? No, Idon't. This is Joe. It's joelne
Kujo's butterfly tattoo from JoJo's Bizarre Adventures. I've never heard okay, I've never
seen JoJo's you gotta do it.No, here's a hit the deal because

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like if he will joke about me, because like I'm a I'm a old
I'm an old man, and Iwatched like I watch Harom I'm forty one.
That's not that one. I watchHaroms in Slices of Life. And
so a lot of my a lotof like I'm really big into it's akise,
Okay, So a lot of myanime is like gear our geared tour,

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like, oh, you feel goodabout yourself at the end of this
anime, or you have the animeof like, oh, this guy was
was is doomed, doomed to uhdate one hundred girls and if he doesn't
say I'll date you, they'll die. What in the girl's Bravo is going
on? Saw that one? Yeah, I saw that one. I think

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it's like the hundred girlfriends or something. The one hundred girlfriends really really really
really really really really really really loveyou. That's funny, exactly, It's
pretty funny. Yes, but what'swhat's what? What's happened to you?
Actually? Like? Do you?Is your is your main? Your main
genre? The mang genre. That'shard. I'm all over the place.

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I've watched my most. I ama little stereotypical. I've watched most of
the shows, but I do watcha lot of slice of life stuff.
I've watched clan Ad. If youwant to cry like a lot, go
watch clan Ad. Okay, it'llbreak your heart. It's a slice of
life ninety five percent realistic anime.I will say this, okay, Planet

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if you can get through Planet angelit next what after story? This is
two is two parts. Yeah,yeah, Planet and Planet after story,
I just I just buy them.I think the first part of it is
very, very long, and Ibelieve that it's not it's it's interesting,
but it takes a lot to getthrough it. Sometimes. Yeah, it's

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still that that Clannon next though,Yeah, you'll you'll need a hug after
that one. You need a hug. Yeah, it's my favorite anime.
Watch it like five times and Icry every time. I've watched it twice
and the one, the one thingI could have did with that was that

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was the what if the last episodethat that what I could have did without
that what if? But the way, is there gonna be a part three?
Nope? Nope, Like like yeah, like no one knowing how you
you get, Sarah if you gotthrough claning and you got the clanning next,

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like like miss Arnum right and sayingyou're like yeah, like you just
musically the struggle with somebody at theend of it. Yeah, and you
feel like too. So I feellike I'd be gearing up real quick with
that one. Yeah, I meaninterupt, go ahead, I've had them.

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I can't, I don't, Ican't cry, but I got really
like with that one. I haven'twatched any super recent ones because I've been
stuck on the one piece binge.I am in the nine hundreds now,
I'm just a couple hundred away frombeing caught up. It has been a

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freaking adventure, I swear. Iknow my previous previous co host is catching
up, and I think they're inthe eight hundreds, and another one for
my friends are catching over there inthe six hundreds. Right now. But
I heard I heard that they're redoingit now. I know. I heard
that, and I was just like, you cut me deep. But like

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when I hear that, it waslike because like for me, like I
don't want to watch it because I'mnot gonna watch nine hundred something episodes to
catch up back to back and it'snot gonna happen. Like if someone if
someone brought me Dragon Ball Z todayand I had never seen Dragon Ball dragon
Ball Z, g T Super andall that stuff, I would not watch

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it because that's so many dangel ofepisodes. That's I mean, that was
I read Dragon Ball Z. Iread the manga it well, not not
GT or Super but like just Zlike I read, yeah, twenty six
twenty seven books something like that.I can't remember. Okay, I mean

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that's not too bad, but that'sstill a lot of comics. Yeah,
you know with one piece, Ithink where I left off was like I
think it was like a pirate kingor something like that, like they were
doing like competing against each other rightafter they went to be like the like

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water World, that's like up inthe clouds Skypeia. I think, so
yeah, oh that you're you're that'slike before episode six hundred, six hundreds
probably that's probably around the two yearsskip. That's probably around Fishman Island.
Yeah, way behind. Yeah,I'm pretty behind. I think I think

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I think they say you watch itback to back to back, it's like,
uh like when you watch it NonStop, it takes like a like uh
like four weeks or whatever or somethingthat it's crazy. It's it's yeah,
it's insane. But that's when welike, I can't like where I can
get into that or what's that otherpopular one in the Big three because it's

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one piece is uh? Naruto isanother one. Yeah, I couldn't get
past episode one of Bleach. Itwasn't interesting to me, and Naruto is
I don't know, there's too manyepisodes. I've seen them all, but
I can't really like tell you aboutit because it's been a while. Definitely.

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Well, my friends, let's saymy friends are voice on Bleach sorry
onto, and like I told them, like you know that if it wasn't
so many episodes, i'd watch itand say, hey, I know that
voice, but no, it's toomany episodes. All right, I got
a question for you guys. Yeah, job or sub Okay, I would

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say this, this is, thisis, this is. It really depends
because like a lot of the timesI'm working, So if I'm working,
if I'm working, I would prefera dub if I'm okay, because it
keeps me awerd. I can watchit on this this this ring and I
could work. But for some animes, I refuse to watch it dubbed,

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like especially if I was introduced toit subbed like it. I like,
I listened to the the dub version. I'm like, this is like food
Wars. I cannot watch that dubbed. I refuse. I would just walk
out the room. But it reallydepends. I'm very much a sub world.

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It's gotta be in Japanese. Okay, so you definitely like the OG
where like the OG when I hearthe English hits act actors and actresses,
I'm just like, it depends becauseof the emotion, you know, I
feel like they don't portray the emotionas well as the Japanese actors do.

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Because because I've heard some subs andI've heard the dubs, and like I
listened to both of them, likedepending on who's watching it, and I'm
like, okay, I listened tosome subs, I'm like, oh,
they're not. They change what they'retheir emotion to it. Like for what's

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the anime called uh hag and II have no Friends? In my opinion,
the dub is better than the subfor HAGGUNI. I don't know if
you've ever seen that anime or not, So basically hagen I, it's like
I have no friends. And basicallythey're just a group of people that come
together and they think about ways tomake friends because they don't want to be

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friends with people. They don't wantto be friends with each other. But
they're doing friends. They're doing they'regoing on friend events to learn how to
make friends with other people because theydon't know how to be friends, like
make friends with others even though technicallythere are friends. Yeah, they're like
friends because they're doing that friends wemade along the way exactly. So it's

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a really cute anime with one ofthe one of the characters is really really
sexy explicit you know, they likewhat you mean. She's a scientist who
watches who watch it? Who playsall these sexual video games and uses it

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like uh and uses it as references. Whatever did you say? Did you
say scientists. Yeah, so,and like I joke because like, if

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you look at my I have onmy anime list because I've seen too many
animes and I forget what I watch, and like, I have two favorite
animate characters and both of their nameis Rika's is what? Rika? All?
Right? So that scientist's name isRica in that anime. And there's
another anime where it's about a girlwith seventh grade syndrome. Uh ah,

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Jesus a member right now and hername is Rika too. Oh well,
I'm sorry, but yeah, soI watched, I watched like stuff like
that. But well that's why Iwatched all over. So what is like
outside of one page? What areyou? Is it the only thing you're
watching? Are you? Yeah?Just because I'm focusing on it right now,

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so I don't like take another severalmonths to get you know what.
I think you're what like fifty episodesaway from catching up all the way the
way? Yeah, they're over onethousand right now, so I still gotta
I still got it a little bit, okay, And what what games you
said you're playing the dB D?Well, what other games that you play?

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Also? I'm interested at the moment, I'm kind of focusing on this
game called Escape. It's been aroundlike you know he he you know Escape?
Hell yeah, man, I knowroom skating, and I see my
friends play DVD. Yeah, dD. It's like I've seen people play

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it. I said, d youlike did by Day, Like, oh
my god, I'm sorry, dn D. People will play it.
I just never participated myself. Yeah, because I'm a big League of Legends
player, so toxic. He streamson Thursdays. That's treading on twitch.

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Are you a popular League streamer?No, I am. I am probably
like the only thing I have inLeague is I have all the yeah with
means. I wasted a lot ofmoney in Legal Legends. Oh boy,
I watched a lot of Legal Legends. Can die. I've never seen any
Legal Legends one. I see,No way I've seen one. That's what

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makes this even funnier. Like Iseen one one. It was it was
a solo scene and somebody was causeplaying as Johanna. We're just like,
I am just an innocent man.I don't know what you're talking about.
I would never watch one. Hintie, I used to like the thinest I

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say, it's like an adult scene. Yeah, adult sing by yourself,
miess gracious, So you haven't watchedany League of Legends then at all?
No, I mean not not notnot a HINTI it was just it was,
uh a young person. I havea lot of hid Tie of me

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some fan art in some of itscommissions. Every once in a while I'll
have my artists fans just be like, hey, I made this for you.
I'm like, thank you so much, so beautiful. I love hahnd
tie like cardsoon forg hnt tie likeanime is like certain ones, I feel
like I go more for like reversehere for sure. Yeah mm hmm,

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you know because things like I canI can name probably all the pin ties
that I've actually watched because it's likeit's one where they switch bodies. I
love. I love switch switching bodiesanime, and and it's one thing it's

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I mean it but it's like theyswitched by it like you never know what
body you're in, so like youcould be you know, it could be
uh uh you can go from thisbody being being the one being penetrated to
switching to the other body and winone penetrating somebody else. That sounds crazy,
and it's like it's just like everygender, right, That's what I

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was thinking. I'm not I'm justbinary trans girl, you know, just
woman girl, she her, youknow. But but to people who like
vibe with that, that'd be likea dream for them. I think I
think it was seven people, soit was like one. It was one
Lucy Lucy that was there. Butyou know there's people who like, you

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know, got into a different body, like oh I got this now,
so like that and then it's rape, then I did, I've seen rape,
man, I've seen what Yeah,you heard me right, our worn
our wordman. I was like,wait a minute. I had to pause

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for a second. I had aprocess though basically like and I think and
I think the a's a parody versionof it. That's made it a little
funny. But the whole thing islike this man, he's a crime fighter,

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and if he catches you doing criminalactivity, he doesn't stop Oh I
know what you're trying to say,Okay, and you could spare me the
details. He doesn't stop you fromdoing like from like it's like it's a
singer, he's robb he'd robbing likehe's stealing jewelry from a store. Yeah,

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and instead of I'm good we should, we should, we should switch
to another subject. So I've seenthat one too. Sounds like my shoplifter
scene, so I think those butbut uh uh, I think I've seen

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one more hint I too. Idon't watch a lot, but I know,
like your fans, if they loveyour your hint i stuff that you
create that sounds fun to illustrate yourselfin a hints eye that you guys know
what nahasaur is Naha sre. Well, do you know what bad Dragon is?

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Yes, so imagine not the Sorejust being like another version of Bad
Dragon, just with less controversy.Okay, so not the Sore is another
like sex toy business that sells likeyou know, animal bildos or or like

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like tentacle bildos. That's why Iknow not the sores because I found them
through their tentacle dildos. Well,I want to make a hinty scene where
I'm getting fucked by tentacles, right, And there's this long one that's like
just like thin, So instead ofbeing like thick and walk, it's like
it's really thin, Like it getsthe job done because of how long it

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is, not because of its youknow, width. So I want to
get like a couple of those andthen have like someone like off camera pulling
it like from the side to whereyou can't see their hands and it's like
all over me and stuff like that. Yeah, that sounds like the one
at my house. Oh yeah,that sounds like hind Tide. It does

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sound like it's like hin Tide,but like with trans girls because they don't
shoot trans girls, which sucks becauseI love Hidden Tie. Imagine making your
own like company where you do that. Like I'll just like I'll just send
the video to them and be like, hey, guys, hey guys,

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hit me up. I'll be yourfirst. I'll be your first. I
was all erotics for all be yourfirst. That would be hot. Definitely.
I would watch that, just goup to them finger pointing, Oh
hello, sir, can you pleaseshoot me? That would be very nice.

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I'm just I'm just I know someonesomeone like because I have I have
a box of stuff that at myhouse and the one year describing it was
like like a thirteen inch or fourteeninch No, I think it was sixteen.
It was sixteen. It was sixteeninches, and it was like a
and it was a it was analien alien like or were like an octopus,

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like, yeah, ain't I gotthat for what you're doing with that?
I have friends, I have friends, you have friends? Is that
no? No? I like,like he could tell you. I have
a box of just toys. Canlike I buy step, I get a
lot of different free sometimes. SoI just have a box. Then I

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say, if people come to myhouse and they eat whatever, you know,
you know and stuff like that,and I'm like, please take one
of these. And one of peoplecame to my house they were just now
doing anal and they saw that inthere and they took it, and like
I see them. No, Ijust have to like, yeah I have

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I have a box, and Isay, please take one of these things.
Okay, okay, I want togo to your house. What's what's
what's going on? We just wecan we can sit back watch anime.
Uh and watch animean Yeah. Imean people people have shot at my crib
before too, and it's like it'slike if they use a brand new away

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whatever that's at the crib, Ijust say take it. I don't need
it no more. It's been it'sbeen been juicified. It is it is
nail, so it is it is. Yeah, like and I was joking
that I was joking with a performeryesterday that I haven't have a new couch
in my in my living room,and I'm like, this one is still

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this one is still clean like theone that they were saying. And I'm
like, I just got this likethree months ago, and already like nine
people have been naked on this couchthat is in some type of video.
Well crazy being there. I gotmy pussy eating on that couch. Oh

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oh, that reminds me of aIt reminds me. You guys want to
hear your story is about you?Oh actually, so before I get to
that, do you guys just soA lot of podcasts asked me like several
questions, is this just more ofa like let's just chat and have a
good time kind I'm getting so wetry to have a good time because at

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the end of the day, isthis because the thing is like people ask
all these sexual questions, you know, it's you know, asking you,
like we're gonna eventually ask you aboutyou know, what you got coming out
and stuff like that. But atthe end of the day, this is
about you because people want to knowyou more because they can they can go
on the internet and see you know, you're Yeah, they can see you're

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sacred perversions, but it's like youdon't have a lot of places where you
can know about you. Another greatestthing about Mike porn is nine times out
of ten it's seen partners, well, maybe more like eight times out of
ten it's seen partners I've chosen andI've known, and I actually genuinely enjoy

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fucking them and it's not fake.Well the other two out of ten.
You know, sometimes they're just like, hey, you're gonna shoot with this
person? Like okay, and thenyou know, that's eight times I'm like,
hey can I shoot with this person? Or hey do you know this
person? Like oh yeah, Iknow that person, I love them or
something like that. I feel likeand I was I said previously. Some

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people it's like once you know you'recomfortable with somebody and you have that good
chemistry with somebody, it feels betterbecause there's that that chase like oh,
I'm gonna shoot with this person whatever, and then they do it and like
they get there and the vibe isoff and it's like, okay, I'm

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just that's only happened twice where thevibe is really off. I'm pretty easy
to shoot with. Yeah, Ifeel that, or at least I try
to be easy to shoot with.But sometimes it's just like, oh,
yeah, he shoots like this,you're cute as hell. Oh my god,

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I would I would totally shoot withyou if you if you share with
girls anyways, you know, Idon't want to overstep any boundaries. Okay,
but let me just let me justI got I got, I got
something for you. Let me justjust you gotta girl. Let's never hear

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chill, you gotta chill. Thatwas That was the perfect perfect riz.
This is my risk, my reaction. I just go up to a girl
in the club and right, let'stry that. Sometimes it works. I

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don't know. I'm shy person.I actually super shy until I get to
know someone eating out. Huh.I'm super shy until I'm eating them out
or going down. You know that. That reminds me of the story I
was going to tell you. Okay, so you reminded me of this.

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So I went to a swinger privateinvite only sex party that you had to
be tested for. Even if youdidn't on playing, you had to show
the test to a person who likechecks it at the door. So even
if you were like, oh no, I don't want to play it,

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no, you can't get in.So it was private. You know,
people knew each other there, andI got in as a plus one,
right, and I showed them mytest. Everybody was good and queer friendly.
You know, there was a coupleother trans girls there. You know,
there was a lot of you know, actual bisexual people. They're not

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people who are like, oh I'mby, but you know, they were
like genuinely queer people there. SoI slept with my now oldest person there,
oldest person to me. Right,there was this fine, finely aged
and I'm telling you, like sheaged like fine wine older Latina grandma,

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Like she's in her late fifties,right, And yeah, she looks like
she's in her early forties, I'mtelling you. And she just got good
diet, you know, really goodskin. All that stuff makes curves and
I'm just like, she's gorgeous.I'm looking at her and I'm just like
sy, Okay. So there's thishot top. So this is outdoors.

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So here's like the cabanas and thenhere's like the like normal backyard with like
the fake grass and because this isin Vegas, so there's like the fake
grass and the gravel and stuff,and then here's the big pool, and
then right here attached to the poolis the hot tubble. The hot tubs
one of those things where you've gotlike this much room to sit on.
It's like the ledge, right,you know, we talk, we flirt,

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whatever, and after enough time likecan I eat you out? I
kid you not? She was superexcited. She's like, yeah, totally
right. And when I say aboutseven or eight people were watching us in
the hot tub, it was somuch fun. It was great. It

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was great. It was fantastic.I love that. The fact, like
people who are watching watching the videoversion of this, the face that she
didn't made is anything like if youdid reminiscing about it, her number,
well, like I didn't want tobe weird. I didn't because you know,
it could have been like an inthe moment thing, you know.

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For me, I just I justlove women, right. I'm technically pan
sexual, meaning I like everyone,but I'm like ninety something percent women.
I'm just like girls, fims.You know, guys, I'm like I'm
like, yeah, you know,if you want good and you're cute,
and we vibe women. I'm justlike girls. Yeah, that's how I

(32:15):
am too. I feel like Ifeel like that's a good way of describing
me. Like sure, I dohave like a partner like my husband,
but at the end of the day, I sell him. I'm straight for
him and I'm just SKay for everyoneelse. Yeah. See, I'm I'm

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a really like because you're like I'vebeen to a swingers party or whatever,
I'm more so I'm a more voyeur. Okay, yeah, because like I
always say, like I would participate, but I'm more I'm damn dang there,
dang near as sexual. M notthere, but dang there as sexual.

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And it's like I just sit backand just say, oh, that
is cool. That's cool, eventhough I tease them a lot, just
like I can see them get flustered. I mean, I'm a sexual being,
but it's like it's like, okay, I can. I like to
say that I'm a classy slut,meaning extremely sexual in nature, but I'm

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very respectful about it, and Iknow boundaries and limits and you know,
I know to ask for consent andall of that stuff. You know,
I don't overstep, but when thatpermission is given, and consent is given.
I am so sexual, like it'sit's that That's why my scenes,

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in my opinion, are so real, like because like I said, I
picked my people, but also I'mjust a slut, right, I get
turned on by my scene partners,right, I'm not there for I mean,
yeah, there for the money too, but I'm very much like I
am there. This is why Ichoose my people because I want to have

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sex with that person, not likein a perverted way, but like I
want to do it because this wouldbe a really good scene and I know
we have that good chemistry and whatnot. Like nine times out of ten I
talk to people a good bit beforeI shoot with them, So yeah,

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like doing that too, getting tolike actually know them, and because like
that way, once you get downto it, Like first of all,
it makes it easier to have likea scenario in mind, and I feel
like it's also easier to sell thescene. Like you you don't have to
act out that passion, you canactually show it to them, you know.

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It's really just like yeah, youknow, the more clothes you take
off, the more you're able tojust let lose just fuck. Yeah.
I've actually genuinely ripped someone's clothes offbefore, but obviously a lot about it
beforehand. Obviously we talked about I'mnot just gonna rip someone's clothing and be

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like ha ha, look what happare you? Like you? There's some
money for that now, No,no, we talk. Can I shout
out a studio? But it soI'm mentioning them because it goes back into
the choosing the partners and having likereally good chemistry and me preferring shooting with
women. But I mean I loveshooting with guys too, Don't get me

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wrong, but like eighty percent ofmy scenes are girl girls. There's a
studio called Queer Crush, and basicallywhat it is is it's a studio that's
made by women, for women andby women. It's not necessarily female or
trans woman. It's more like feminineidentifying individuals. So basically you're just not

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a man, that's it. Andyou choose your partner. You have to
choose your partner. You just sayI want to shoot with this person,
and then the director reaches out tothat person. It's like, hey,
do you want to shoot with thisperson? So basically they're like it's a
studio where they say you don't needto do these certain positions. You don't

(36:24):
need to do this. Just havesex and that's it, and they record
it. They're like, we don'tneed a strict time limit, we don't
need this many positions. You don'thave to do this. Just have real
sex and we're going to record it. And that's what I love about that
studio so much, because it's unfiltered, like genuine, like gay sexy.

(36:51):
It's great. I think that makesit a little better because like because I
ReCore people, you know, doingthe action, and I know like some
people want to follow that small formulaand it's always okay, we got three
minutes on this one, three minuteson this one, four minutes on this
one. Then like okay, wewant to hit like fifteen minutes whatever,

(37:15):
and then you know that last oneis going to be the wrap up and
then however you want to end.So but when it's real, it's it
feels better because it feels like,Okay, they are actually having sex.
It's not it's not okay, thisis a marketing. It's less awkward too,

(37:37):
It just feels more real. Sometimesit's awkward on set and sometimes it's
not. It just depends like sometimeswhen I shoot with newer I mean I'm
still new, but I'm talking likebrand new, brand new people, sometimes
they get awkward around me. Theyget shy, they get nervous. You
know, they're like, am Idoing this right? You know? I
feel like even if you're brand newand you shoot with that studio, it's

(38:00):
gonna be just gonna feel a lotmore. Where did you start? Where?
When did I start professionally? Liketwo mays ago? But you said
two days ago or so, thismay will be three years in pro porn.

(38:21):
And then before that I did ayear of amateur so I had like
the Twitter, the porn hub,the only fans and many events, but
that's it. Now I've got youknow, an official site in a pr
and you know, management team andstuff like that. I do most of
my stuff. They just kind ofhelped me with like like taxes and like

(38:44):
the stuff that's way too much tohandle for one person. Basically, once
you get to a certain point,you know, I'm not like super duper
mainstream, but I still have atruckload of stuff to do. You know,
Like I'm popular, but I'm notbig, famous, huge name,
you know, I'm not I'm notAngela White. Yeah, I would say

(39:06):
this. If you have more thanmore than three hundred fans, you are
you're you're you're doing okay because theydidn't get the one all right, you're
the one. You're doing something becausepeople are watching you, watching you,
and they said, okay, Ilike what this person is doing, like

(39:28):
oh oh. Then then I goback to, you know, exactly,
has he be like, well,okay, I'm not the kind of person
who's like, you have to havethis many followers or views or anything like
that very much. Are you cuteand are you settled? Basically, like

(39:51):
do you have everything set up towhere as long as I get the paperwork,
I can tag you and we're good. You know. If they're not
set up, then I'm like,but if there's set up, I don't
care if they've got two thousand followersand fifty thousand views on porn Hub.
Like, I'm just like, ifyou're cute and you shoot good, let's
do the porn. You know?Yeah? I like, yeah, yeah,

(40:16):
let's do the porn. You know, pulls out the Harley Quinn voice.
I feel like it. It definitelydoes depend on the person, because
if the vibes are really good,then I will say that. But if
I'm barely starting to like get toknow them that I tried to just like

(40:36):
at least make sure that the numbersreflect, you know, like their engagement
has to kind of make sense.But they're following, you know. Of
course, there has been some peopleout there that I filmed with that ended
up like just buying their their Twitterpage and Instagram. It wasn't until afterwards

(40:58):
that I realized that they didn't havea real engagement. Yeah, I mean,
Twitter engagement has been down a lotlately, but I mean I built
up that Twitter over the course ofyears, you know exactly. I have
like dedicated longtime fans. I hada fan come up to me at Expist
who said they've been a fan ofme since before Twitter, when I was

(41:22):
just on fet life. I startedtechnically on fet life with just normal nudes
and a few hashtags, right,and then I started Twitter like a year
later. I'm just like, holyshit, you saw me early transition.
That makes me feel weird, buthell yeah, right, that's pretty that's

(41:44):
a real fan. Yeah, Iwas like, because and it's no secret
that I'm like I'm a sub andlike I was on fet life for it's
that reason you were looking for adommy mine. I was because because like
I I love getting hit, butI don't. I don't. I don't

(42:06):
like the restless stuff. If thathappens, it happens. But it's like,
dang, shoot my bats in theother room. If it wasn't,
I would have been like, oh, you like getting hit. And then
there's only like Harley Quinn Boice too, because like like broke mind, Like
I can't do as much as Iused to anymore. But it's like back

(42:30):
in the day, it was onlylike it was only like three or four
things that I was not into,you know, like don't like like I'm
not a fan of ball busting.Yeah that's fairy like it's like that,
and like I'm not into like alot of people were into into like like

(42:50):
like the bleeding one, like youknow, the ever I'm not into that.
And there's there's like one or twoother things that I've been approached with
that I'm not that I'm not reallyinto. But like if you want,
if you want to put put clothespans on me and whip them off,
please like it's trying to be awhip. It's at least like eight whips

(43:16):
in this house, and like Idon't even know how many paddles, Like,
if you don't how to paddle right, please, Holy, I need
to come see your house if youIf I gotta have wax, if you
just want to like just throw waxat me, cool, that's probably.
Yeah, it's a few different wayyou know how to do it right?

(43:38):
Please if you don't, like ifyou have okay, okay, if I
have, if you have the otherthing where you can where you can spend
people upside down, please you know, please, you know, And it's
like that, please please, becausebecause I was, I was okay with

(44:02):
it, you know, and likeI can't do it like all of it
anymore. But I'm still into alot of that, a lot of that
stuff. Like she knows I havea I have a a headband, thinking
that is just just a just adick on a band whatever, and I
can put it right here on myface and so it can just you know,

(44:22):
walk by, sit down on itand just walk away. And it's
not it's not my it's not mymember, Like my member doesn't even have
to get hard for it. Youcan get walk by, do whatever and
then just walk away. Do youever come to Vegas? Me? I,
uh, only go to Vegas.Sorry, I was I'm supposed to

(44:54):
go because I have two friends whoare twitch partners, not affiliates Twitch partners,
okay, and one didn't go,and she was the one who was
gonna get me into the VIP partnerlounge as her one, and I was
so sad that she was like,no, I'm just gonna move and she

(45:15):
moved right before Twitch Con and Icouldn't go, which time which con was
like it was okay, but everythingelse was horrible. The parking was horrible
because they were getting ready for uhthat race and I was I was literally
like like probably like a four minutedrive, but like because you couldn't park

(45:40):
at the place, it was justterrific because Uber surcharged the mess out of
it, and like, can Ido that on purpose? And like because
I had the injury, I can't. I wasn't gonna be walking around like
that big ol'd convention center. Butthey were charging sixty a day for scooters.

(46:00):
Sixty yeah, sixty a day forthe handy for the handicap. So
it's like this is ridiculous, youknow, it's ridiculous. So like,
and in San Diego, they didn'tcharge you at all. San Diego is
also the biggest comic con. Yeah, but that's where that's where they're doing

(46:21):
the twitch con at because I was, I've been twitching on for the last
two years. Yeah, so soyeah, like when I was there two
years ago, they didn't charge thisat all, So U for the scooter
so it was easier to use.I was just I was, it was
just it was just uh so alot of people don't like Vegas, but

(46:42):
uh but I'm in I'm in Vegas, like when I like when I'm either
paid to be there or I'm doingor I'm there for an event. Yeah.
Well the reason why I asked isbecause there's there's this a few months
BUDSM event that happens per night thatI was thinking of sending you the info
to that. My girlfriend is anadministrator of so you know, it's it's

(47:07):
a trusted thing. Otherwise I don'tthink my partner would be working there.
I know the last BDS in theevent that I went to to with a
friend and I I have a leash. I gave that and like and like
there's a picture of me like onlike on my on my knees, crawling

(47:30):
and that I'm on on gravel,like crawling on gravel. And then they
say, didn't hurt him, Likethat was cool. No, we're chilling,
we're chilling. That was It's justgravel. I'm too it's gonna hit
bone. But I've seen some stuffthey did there that that's when that's when

(47:54):
I first seen because someone has askedme about the blood thing before and like
I've I've been asked, but Inever did it. It was the first
time seeing it in person, andI'm like, yeah, I definitely could
not do that. I would I'dget sick, especially after what happened with
my surgery. I got, Igot top surgery, I got my chits

(48:17):
done and I almost died. Ohwe're still here, Yeah, thank you,
thank you. You want to hearthe story. So, yeah,
so I didn't know that I'm ahemophiliac. You know that is Oh yeah,
so I don't blood clot us becauseI've never really gotten that hurt in

(48:40):
my life. I've gotten like somescraps and small cuts and bruises, and
I've never sprained anything. I neverbroke anything, you know, And I
got my my jets done right,you know, a whole bunch of money
out of pocket. Didn't go throughinsurance because the fuck dealing with North Carolina

(49:00):
insurance, you know in Vegas nowabout to get new insurance when I turned
twenty six this year. But soI paint out a pocket and you know,
usually that's one of those things thatyou tell the surgeon, Hey,
I have this, and these arethe meds I'm taking for it. Well
no, because I didn't know.So the surgery went fine at least that's

(49:22):
you know, what it seemed like. And I went home after, you
know, being a and you know, care for a few hours after,
you know, they check me outand go home. Whatever. Well,
first night's fine, and I goto bed and I wake up and it's
the next day. It's like earlyafternoon. I'm like, wow, I

(49:43):
am swollen. I'm in a lotof pain. And you know, I
couldn't tell a difference between super swollen, like hematoma, had double hematoma pain
versus I've been cut open and I'vehad know bags of silicone put in me,

(50:04):
right, I couldn't tell the difference. And my girlfriend Courtney's like autumn,
You're like really swollen, like,I swoll a little bit, but
you're swelling a lot. And I'mlike, yeah, I don't. I
don't feel so good. It's hurtinga lot. So, you know,
I take the painkillers and it doesn'treally help that much. It's supposed to
mostly help, you know, becausethose give you the strong stuff. Because

(50:28):
that's an intense surgery. It onlyreally helps a little bit, and it's
starting to feel worse later, youknow, a few hours later, my
girlfriend seeing them swelling up more likeI have d cups. Now, these
are like d cups. They werelike whool they were. Yeah, so
that was all blood. And mygirlfriend, you know, is talking to

(50:49):
the doctor's assistant, you know,and she finally said, hey, can
you send us some pictures? So, you know, she has me carefully
take the wraps and stuff off,and she sends pictures to the assistant.
She's like, oh, you needto go to the hospital now, right,
So she like rushes me to thehospital. This is already a few

(51:13):
hours later, after she's been goingback and forth with this person. Yeah,
like no time for an ambulance.Like she made it very clear we
need to get to the hospital immediately, right. So my girlfriend just puts
me in the car and she hellasspeeds to the hospital. Yeah, and
we get there and they have topull me in in a wheelchair. Like

(51:34):
I'm over here, like slumped,like barely able to keep conscious. When
I say that, my pain wasat a tin, like a tin at
a tin, the worst pain byfar I've ever been in. I was
running a high fever. I waslike soaked. I was so hot.
I think they said it was atlike one hundred and fourth, like you

(51:55):
know, like flu level of fever, fading out of conscious. It's like
my vision was blurry and it wasbright and stuff like that. I couldn't
sign. I couldn't sign. Mygirlfriend had to sign for me. We're
not married, she's she's my partner, and you know, I was fine
with it, and I consented toit and whatever, like as audibly as

(52:16):
I could. Anyways, and theytake a hot minute to get me back.
I don't know why. We stiverhere in the lobby like, oh,
you know, she has to holdme up carefully, and when I
say I was burning up, Iwas burning up. They finally get me

(52:37):
back. They put me in anivy. They give me a fuck ton
of morphine and I feel a littlebit better. You know, I've got
some fluids in me. I gotsome more pain meds in me. Like
I'm talking like the hospital greed shit. Right, There's one funny thing about
this, according to the surgeon.So, my surgeon was hot. He's
very hot. He's this silver foxtatted, you know, fit individual.

(53:00):
And I'm just like, listen,I'm like mostly girl, you know,
mostly for women. But ooh,ooh, apparently I was flirting with him
and calling him pot and stuff.And I can't remember this. I was,
you know, I had all thesehospital mets in me and I was
like basically dying at that point withoutme. So you know, he puts

(53:23):
me under and you know, hediagnosed. He does the surgery. You
know, he was able to getthem back in properly and fix everything up
and super glued me up and whatnot. They used medical grade super glue.
He told me, uh, youknow, after I came to and I
you know, was able to likeunderstand people again. He said, if

(53:44):
you had stayed at your home anotherday, you would have died. He
said, you would have bled out, you would have bled out. Scary,
yeah boy, But yeah, hediagnosed me with emophilia, and he's
like, you need to see ablood doctor, which I still haven't done

(54:05):
and I really need to do.You haven't gotten another cut, you know,
I got one since then it wason my leg and I bled for
like thirty minutes. But you knowthat that's simple. It's not like a
huge, deep, deep tissue cut. It's like a you know, like
you accidentally strap yourself on something,you know exactly. I feel like you

(54:27):
if you had gotten a deep tissuecut, then you'd be like, Okay,
let me go be responsible, letme go actually get a doctor.
But until then, I think it'sfine, just wait till that new insurance
kicks in. Yeah, that's that'swhat I've been waiting for because you know,
I want to get the in stateinsurance, especially with Nevada. You
know that Nevada now has a lotwhere you have to cover gender affirming surgery.

(54:52):
So I'm just kind of waiting soI don't have to like have my
current North Carolina insurance under my dad, because you know, it's you keep
it until you're twenty six and thenyou switched a few months later. You
know, just there's just too mucheffort, exactly. So great that's that's

(55:14):
how at im almost died getting hernice titties done. There's one thing that
came from it, though, Hesaid that you swol so much that you
will actually heal faster, not likeheel heal, but like it'll drop faster,
so I will. It's like askin a little bit. So yeah,

(55:37):
fuck it good at least, yeah, I almost died for I was
about to say it. I mean, there had to be at least less
out of it. When when someonesays to me, those tits are to
die for it, I'm just like, good they are? Yes, Sam,
Yes, that's exactly it. Mmhmmm. Well I'm glad you're still

(56:01):
here because you're seeing like a fun, fun person, you know, sweet
Yeah, you know, like whatwill be like without missing no miss Autumn
Ring. You know it's enjoy rightnow, you know, and all the
if I did a scene where Iwas a hot girl plumber, i'd be

(56:22):
Autumn Dreams. It's a good one. And they actually have a handyman outfit.
That's my size. But oh yeahI'm tall, I'm six one,
Yeah exactly, Yeah, I was. I was that little. I was
a little short person running around withpress. Anybody anybody's taller than me,

(56:46):
so I'm always always had to angleup. I'm five to one, so
I size. Yeah, you're II was. I was five seven and
I had next surgery now five six? Oh how did that go? Oh?

(57:07):
I died twice? What yeah?Yeah? Oh oh no, he
broke his neck, so yes,surgery. I kind of broke my neck.
Anything beyond you know what everybody askedme that I didn't say anything.

(57:28):
And the only thing I remember islike when I woke up, like they
had me like cuffed to the darnbed. Oh, and I'm like,
well, strapped to the bed andI'm like why am I strapped to the
bed and like, uh, likeI didn't want you to move. You
know what happened was when I cameback that first time, they said I

(57:51):
was, I was still in underor whatever, but I was swinging at
people. Oh yes, I wokeup like I did. They rub me
back. I just started swinging likein my in my sleep, and they
cut me down and the nerves,I asked, can I get uncooked?
Like she said said, You're notgonna hit nobody, are you. I'm

(58:12):
like no, I'm a I'm apacifist, like like apparently not, like
I don't what, I don't knowwhat's going on, And she said,
well, let me ask the doctor. Can we unscrap you? Like?
And then they they came in andthey told me like, yeah, this
is what happened. And then likethen I realized I couldn't move my right

(58:34):
side for a bit. I'm like, oh my god, I can't even
move my right side. Mama,Mama, can you feed me? Then
that's when my mom would realize I'mboogie because no, because I like apples,
but like I told her to peelmy apples and she was like,
I don't want to pull, likeI don't like this and you peel that

(59:08):
didn't did it? He did itbecause and if he had to feed me
because I couldn't used this side yet. I can move it now, but
it was like two years before Icould really use it, like I would
really want to m hm. Butlike yeah, kind of just I just
died a little bit less twice,just died a little just a little bit.

(59:30):
I died inside because I couldn't.I can't. I can't get hit
like I used to anymore. Youknow, are you trying to get hit?
Oh? Like media, Yeah,yeah, I like it's like getting
slapped, you know, snapped around. I can't do that as much as
I used to anymore because it's badfor my neck. It's like, oh,

(59:53):
we can't, we can't. It'sjust it's just it's just it just
strikes to the the head or thebutt, like be weird. But I
can do everything else. Steal,yeah, yeah, we just we just
over over here. S anything lifethreatening things, you know. I haven't

(01:00:15):
gone through anything like too crazy likethat. We don't want you to,
I mean, besides the fact thetime that I am was drowned, but
I don't feel like that counts.I did that. I did that too.
Like it was just like a current, you know, like the ones
that just like pull you, likepull you down. It was just one

(01:00:35):
of those. I'm from Texas,so that's what happens when you go out
there on the Gulf of Mexico.There's just currents everywhere, so it's kind
of like a normal thing, youknow. But I didn't panic, and
I was on the paddle board,so it's not like anything too dire,
and I wasn't gonna die, Soit's like that's probably the most insane thing

(01:00:58):
I've gone through. Good question.You was talking about cosplay earlier and you
had the Harley Quinn right there.What are the ones do you really like?
Do I really like? I wantto cosplay Zero samis from Metroid.
But the thing is is tucking,Like if I want to go out in
public, I have to tuck becauseyou know, not everyone's trans friendly and

(01:01:22):
people are gonna look at me likeI'm crazy or something. But I've cause
played, you know, Velma,I've cosplayed like Spider Woman. I'm working
on a cosplay which which Spider Woman. Oh, just the normal like Peter
Parker, like Red and Blue SpiderSpirl. You know, yeah, I

(01:01:43):
don't want to do I don't wantto do gwyn Stacy because I've got a
thing where it's like if the characteris below eighteen, I don't want to
cosplay then, you know. Iknow there's different like versions of Gwynn Stacy,
but the one that like everyone's cosplaying, the one from the Spider Verse
into the Spider Verse, like thesuper popular one. I'm like, she's

(01:02:05):
a teenager. I don't that justfeels weird, you know, I know
it's caused playing and people have theirlike own they're they're they're fan fictions,
but it's it's it's not a hardlim it depends on the character. But
like nine point five times out often, I'm like, listen, like

(01:02:27):
it's just yeah. But you know, Spider Woman is like in her twenties,
so of a specific character. Ican't think of her name right now.
Oh, I'm sorry, it's goingto bother me. I guess coul
Drew could Drew? Is that thatSpider Woman? Oh yeah, I'm so

(01:02:51):
bad. It's so basic. She'sone that has a red costume in the
yellow right here, and she actuallyhad the web up helped arms. Oh,
I was just talking about from theoriginal comics. What comic You can't
see my thing? But it's acomic character, is it. Yeah,

(01:03:12):
I'll send it to you and you'lllook at it. You see it later.
But uh, pressure, I mightbe thinking of a different version.
There's so many different Spider Man andSpider Woman at this point. He's from
I think she was one of theI think she was actually one of the
first. Okay, was she wasthe original one from nineteen seventy seven.

(01:03:36):
She was the original I have tosee a picture. You'd have to see
a picture yeah, you said sixone. Six had me thinking Leila and
Stitch because the Stitch. Oh,such a good movie. That's my favorite
one. He's a big Leila andStitch fanatic. And I think she has
one right there. I have isa stitch. Oh I don't have my

(01:04:12):
glasses on, but it's a stitch. That's so cute. It's a stitch
with a guitar. I love it. Is that a or a guitar?
Yeah? My house has become likeso stitched, so stitch just crazy.
Now this is your house. Yourhouse is stitch and media. Yeah,

(01:04:34):
yeah for real, BD s M, sex, toys and uh stitch.
He got me some stitch sheets fromwhen I stay away. Yeah, so
basically basically they're always over here.So I'm like, and I was at
this place. I'm like, oh, they got some stitch, they sell
some stitch sheets. I'm gonna putthis on the put this on the bed

(01:04:56):
because I know Sarah's coming to townto stay in there. And just I
say nothing, she comes out theout the room, smiling, hugging one
of the fellows. Oh I lovethat. That's so cute. I'm just
gonna meet up with I'm just gonnameet up with this girl. We're gonna
shoot a sup. I'm just gonnabe like, oh hey, by the

(01:05:17):
way, I got you. Something'sgonna be a little Stitch that'd be so
cute and you'll see that smile likewrestling my like I get. I'm definitely
trying to collect some more. Yeah, mm hmm. You think about the

(01:05:40):
Pink girls Stitch, I don't remembertheir name. I forgot her name too,
which she's so cute, She's adorable, adorable. I want to get
one of those onesies because I havethe Stitch onesie, but I want the
Pink one too because I like anotherone of my friends is really into uh

(01:06:02):
also and they did be able tohear your talking Stitch bro. He like
he has so many Stitch plushies.Angel, oh, Angel, there you
go. But so he has somany plushies, like it puts my collections

(01:06:23):
shame. Wow. Crazy. Yeah, and those people who I'm around,
I've got a general plushy collection.I've got a whole bunch of different things,
like I've got a seal, I'vegot out pacas, I've got Pokemon.
You know, I'm gonna take himas urt your heart. I have
never in my life seen an episodeof Pokemon. I know characters, I

(01:06:50):
know, I know, I knowadd Kitchen, I know the people that's
in Smash Bros. And and Iknow their pocket monsters. Yeah, at
least do you know Brock, theoriginal og guy of Companion to Ash?

(01:07:10):
Is that the one that like inthe anime? Either? Yeah? Yeah,
yeah, I know, I know, yeah, I know that it's
because the original vhs. Oh yeah, I had the original lines. I
had the original VHS to the firstPokemon movie, the mew two one.

(01:07:31):
Oh I love the second one withInta. And then I had a few
VHS tapes of like so the VHStapes would do three episodes at a time.
I had a few of those.Then I had like a little I
had a little game Boy Advanced.Then my brother had like the flip game

(01:07:53):
Boy, and then my oldest sisterhad a game Boy Color. So I'm
the second youngest of five, right, Okay, it was seventeen, and
then I'm twenty five, and thenit goes twenty nine, thirty one,
thirty three. Okay, my oldestsibling is thirty three. That's that's huge

(01:08:17):
difference between oldest and youngest. Youknow, my mom was like Oh,
wait a couple of years, there'sanother one. Oh wait a few years.
Oh there's another one. I'll waita few years, there's another one.
Oh wait, like nine years,there's another one. You know.
I was that. I'm the mymom was too. I'm nine years younger
than my older sister. Yeah.Yeah, so we've all been nerds and

(01:08:42):
geeks growing up, you know,exposed to like we were really poor,
don't get me wrong, but youknow, we did a lot of hand
me down stuff, you know,like I got my older brother's thing and
then he got, you know,the oldest sister's thing, you know.
Mm So my favorite, like PokemonVHS was I as far as the three
episodes go, was the one withPony Toll Slash wrapping Ash and then kangas

(01:09:06):
Kan Oh yeah, and I forgotwhat the third one was, but that
was like my favorite one. Ihad that one on like repeat. You
know, I will just kind ofwatch it rewinded, watch it again.
I will say, I do seethe sing this song in Karaoki the Pokemon

(01:09:28):
rap I want to be the veryOh yeah, that intro is one of
the greatest cartoon and I know thesong, but I've never seen an episode
that hurts me. I know,maybe I have to strap him down and

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make him wrap him down, straphis arms down and say, don't worry,
you're not gonna die this time.We're just making you watch Pokemon exactly.
I'm going to flog you and likeyou're not going to get your reward
until after you have the worst watchthe first season of the first series of

(01:10:09):
Pokemon, and I got I gotsome new reward. You have a little
punishment. I have some new floggerssince you made in your last and then
I have two new floggers and twonew whips. Okay, she said she
was here last I have a problem, but definitely you know I'm going to

(01:10:32):
use them and put them to work. I mean I haven't got any Yes,
that's a different it's actually a differentstory. I do want to say
this because just in k y'all didn'tknow this. This person did win.
That was last year. You wantbest News I'm just I'm just not going
back to the nose because I dowant to hit on some of the porn

(01:10:54):
stuff. I do want to getsome of the pornsuf before we in.
She didn't win a Best News Starlast year from Fletchby. You know,
they've been nominated for like most likeother stuff like best Oh do you need
me to pull up the list orI would I would just say I would
just want to say a few likebest content Creator, best Personality, and

(01:11:16):
I can see why shill show whyit's showed. It illuminates, you know,
I get flustered so easily. Iswear. I don't know how such
a socially awkward, shy person who'smostly a homebody became a porn star because

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I'm just over here, Like whenI'm not filming, I'm just over here,
like playing my games, talk withmy d and d nerds, you
know, doing cosplay stuff. WhenI get complimented by people, I'm just
like, so it's funny because Ifeel like a lot of porn stars are
that way. Like really those werelike either the shy kid or like the

(01:12:01):
narded school the band geek. Yeah, and then we got some of the
mis But you know, I thinkI think a lot of people like h
like when they have to be outsidein the world for these events, they
can turn it on. Then assoon as they walk through their front door.

(01:12:23):
Yeah. No, the public facadeis quite a bit different because you
know, we're a fantasy to alot of people, and you know,
like sure, I mean, Ican definitely put on the face, but
if I'm trying to be real withsomeone, they're gonna see my geeky,
shy side, you know. AndI'm that way. And when when people
came up to my booth and youknow, like the person who said I'd

(01:12:45):
been a fan of you since youknow, the fet Life days, I'm
just over here all geek and likethat means so much. Wow, you
don't be for years. Oh mygosh. You know, I get so
excited and giddy and happy and stufflike that. You know, I definitely
means a lot. And what Isaid like like because like, uh,

(01:13:06):
I remember meeting you at X three, you know, and like I mean
because I was walking around to everybody'spicture at the event, So I do
remember your energy like you had youhad, you had good energy. But
I was walking around because even thoughI was like some random persson walking around
like yeah I'm doing press for Xthree, Yeah I'm taking pictures. Yeah

(01:13:27):
is it okay? But I takeyour pictures. I was like, oh
yeah this sounds great. You're likeyeah, yeah, I didn't charge for
selfies. I charged only for signedprinted because those printed pictures were like almost
two dollars each. But like,oh yeah, you know, but I
didn't charge for selfies. But no, this was this I was. I

(01:13:48):
was working, so I was justlike, yeah, yeah, it depends
depends I think. I don't knowthat's a dick, but it depends on
how they act. Yeah. Idid give a couple of people free pictures.
I gave the people who knew whoI was, you know, like

(01:14:08):
who were like really happy to seeme free picture. And the people who
are like generic like oh yeah I'veseen your stuff or new people I charged
for. But there are some peoplewho are like, oh my god,
I love your content. Like really, I'm just gonna give this to you.

(01:14:30):
Make you feel it, yeah,because like it's it's like you meet
somebody and it's like, oh youyou take the time to you know,
buy my content. You and youand you you you you and you lost
some kids to me so much,so beautiful. It makes so much to

(01:14:54):
me mm hmm exactly because I like, I definitely feel like because some of
them just don't know how to actwith us. I had to get something
picked out of oh yeah, no, I had someone get kicked out of
Avian unfortunately. Yeah. So abeginning, there was this guy who was

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being extremely extremely perperative. He walkedaround my stand about a good seven eight
times before he came up to me. Not not like I'm walking around,
you know, seeing the place.Oh I'm passing by your place again because
I'm doing a loop. No,it's like a walk walk walk. I
was just like, what is thisguy doing? Right, just keeps like
looking at me from the corner,like really eyeballing me in like a funny

(01:15:44):
like dockery, like what was thisguy doing? Kind of way right up
to me and he's like, soI didn't know there were transporn stars here.
And I was like, oh,that was this guy gonna say,
right, And he's like, yeah, it's like really hot, like makes
me want to group with some ofyou guys stuff like that. And he

(01:16:04):
was like I was thinking about doingit to one of those girls over there,
and I'm like, you can't besaying that, dude, you know,
I didn't say it like that,and I was like I would really,
I told him. I was like, I recommend you don't do that,
you know, without being like confrontationalor whatever, because you know,
I'm the public figure right there,and I'm trying to be professional, especially

(01:16:24):
when there's other creators and fans area realm. So you know, he
walks away finally, and then Icall security guy over and I told him
that, so you know, likefive minutes later, I'm approached by like
the security like like manager or whateverhis name, like the supervisor or something,
and then I talked to him andthen he walks away, and then

(01:16:45):
like av in like administration comes overand they're like, well, what do
you want to do. Do youwant us to ask him to leave?
And I was like I would probablyknow if it were just me, I
wouldn't care as much. But hewas talking about touching other girls, so
I was like, I probably doit for the safety of others. Get
them removed, and they did.You know, they they got him.
Eventually, somebody get growth at uhsomeone grabbed the X three and like like

(01:17:15):
they gave the person a warning,but I'm like the resons to get kicked
out because like, like I'm notgonna say the performance name. I know
they want it out there, butlike and because she she yelled, like
this person yelled at the person whodid it, because like me and her,
me and this person were having aconversation and he went by and he
like got a got a good headfuland like, yeah, it's like come

(01:17:42):
on out. Dude. Had afew people like brush up on me when
we took the pictures, but Ididn't have someone just straight up like,
you know, I feel that there'sa big and I don't know, you
said, I feel there's a bigdifference between like not knowing what was acceptable,
yeah, and attentionally grabbing you becausesomething like because because some models don't

(01:18:05):
mind if someone put their hand likeon the side of the someone's buttocks whatever,
but some people don't even ask andthey just try to grab it.
Yeah, that I don't like.I'm fine. It's like the general like
casual like hey, we're posing fora picture and you like gently grab side
whatever. But if you're like undergrabbing my button, like rubbing me,

(01:18:27):
I'm like, listen, that's toomuch. You said. You said one
keyword earlier that everybody needs to knowlike about and that word is consent exacmely
important because like it's like even becauseI do photography of course, and like
when I will take a picture ofus, Sarah. Whatever I can say,

(01:18:50):
may I move your even if I'mjust moving hair, can I move
your hair? Touch your person?It's important and it's like like I usually
get it, yes whatever, Butit's like before I even you know,
touch anybody's body, especially especially ifthey are you know, you know,

(01:19:10):
and in any mode of undress,it's kind of like this, I don't
know how to like properly tell youto move. And sometimes they'll ask as
long as they can, as ifthey ask, they can like help pose
me. I don't care if theyjust do it, like go out of
the way, and just like group, I'm like, hey, what you're
doing there? Because because sometimes likeI've said, can you move like this?

(01:19:35):
And they don't understand, they don'tunder what I mean whatever and like,
and that's when I go and sayis it okay? Like now,
and then every like and then everytime afterwords, I still ask, don't
I don't get it the first time, and then say okay, now now
now I have free reign to justtouch it, touch this person over and

(01:19:56):
over and again, you know,you know, but I do we are
like in that time you have anything, like do you have anything coming out?
That we should look forward to orI just shot with Vince triple X.
If you know who that is,I have no idea. N Vince
triple X is like a really bigamateur male talent, meaning he doesn't really

(01:20:18):
shoot with studios, but he's anextremely popular amateur male talent, and by
amateur I mean doesn't do professional porn. He's got like three hundred thousand followers
and way more views than I do, and he's like top ten of like
Mini VID's guys and a big,big performer. Don't get me wrong,
I was. I was excited toshoot with him, and it took like

(01:20:39):
two weeks to get something in becausehe was visiting from I can't remember.
He's a Denver or something I can'tremember, but he was visiting La in
Vegas. And the thing is thatat the time he was visiting, I
got sick from ABN and then anunfortunate thing with one of my friends happened
that I would like to not talkabout, and I was put in emotion

(01:21:00):
distress for quite a while. Andthen like two days before I went back
home, I was like I hewas like, okay, well what about
this time? And I was like, I can do that. Finally,
our schedules lined up right and Iwas but I'm going to be releasing that
video to minivids soon many VIDs.My mini VIDs is TS Autumn Rain that's

(01:21:25):
coming out. I just shot twomore groovy scenes. I was an extra
for a trans angel scene recently,and expect me in the next several months
to be shooting for Kink dot com. That's so. I don't know when,
but I got in contact with oneof their talent managers. So just

(01:21:46):
keep your eyes peels all updated onTwitter. And that's hilarious. As I
was talking to her, like whenwe were like waiting earlier, I was
telling her, like, you knowhow sub websites allow you to download the
I see you like whatever, Likewhen I was on Kink, I had
my Kink subscription, Like I downloadeda few of the ones from their website

(01:22:10):
and like I have a folder,and I'm like, it is sad that
eight of these twenty four scenes areoftrom. That's not sad. It just
means that, like, these weremy favorite ones and they're all solos.
But it's just like of from Kingdot com, I have a I have

(01:22:33):
a preference, but still pay foryour porn, I mean, yeah it
was paid for. Yeah, itwas you know, obtained. Well it
should do that. There's too muchstolen content. I don't think people realize
I bought a d m c Asubscription to d m C A. People

(01:22:53):
who have uploaded my porn, mypaid porn without my permission, my public
stuff. I don't care that muchas long as they get me credit because
in my opinion, that's like it'salready out there. That's just more views.
But if you're putting my premium stuffout there, the stuff that I
paid a lot of money to getdone, you know, that's not cool.
Right. People don't realize it.Porn is like a lot of work.

(01:23:16):
You got to pay the irs forit. You have to consider that.
Our banking is harder. It's harderto get a place to live.
You know, people do background checkson you. Sometimes people won't hire you
if you have done porn, youknow. And the thing is is we
got to pay for makeup the producer, you know, unless the studio is
covering it. But that doesn't alwayshappen. Now, especially with OnlyFans,

(01:23:39):
they expect you to pay for stuffnow more because you have these fan sites
and Not everyone makes a lot ofmoney off of fan sites. Not everyone
can make a living off of it. So we're dumping all this cash into
it, and people are still stealingour stuff and making money off of the
stuff we worked hard and paid forand all this stuff. But when I
bought the DMCA program to dm DMCApeople from my stolen content, it said

(01:24:05):
I've lost about fifty thousand dollars inrevenue from stolen content, not five thousand,
fifty thousand dollars. I had fiftythousand extra dollars right now, I
would be so much more comfortable.Like I'm not uncomfortable, Like I make
I get the bills paid and stuff, but like I would like a new

(01:24:27):
car that's not a beat up Toyota. You know, I drive a Toyota
that has a beaten bumper in thefront because I accidentally hit a deer.
Unfortunately, deer was fine. Iwas driving about thirty so the deer was
fine. Yeah, you know,and don't eve I could pay for a
car, but you know it,just I need that buffer money in my

(01:24:50):
savings account. You know, I'mnot just gonna drop a bunch of my
savings like that, you know,So I try to be very humble about
my spending because the amount of moneythat you get paid and porn is very
unpredictable. You can make you know, I'm just throwing out random numbers out
there. Let's say someone made twentythousand dollars this month. They could make

(01:25:10):
nine thousand dollars the next month,and depending on what they're paying, you
know, that's twenty thousand dollars.There is a lot of money, but
you don't know what they're paying andbills they could have the pay car,
you know, the home bills,you know, phone, food, makeup,
advertising for their you know media.So even all this came from you

(01:25:31):
saying, all this came from yousaying, pay for your porn. If
that that is one thing I needto say, is like go watch their
free stuff share but if you likethem, pay for their only fans,
pay for their mini bids, buytheir premium videos. It helps out so
much more because I real I've corrected. I've corrected a few people because he

(01:25:51):
said to me before, like,why pay for porn when you got all
this free porn on the internet.I'm like, it's not free, it's
yeah, it is stolen. Yeah, some of it you know, it
just doesn't work like stolen. Soand I hate I hate the things that's
that said, because I know,like back in the back, back in

(01:26:15):
the day, when I started aroundthis peorn industry, back in you know,
back in those days, it washarder to find some of the peorn
that is now everywhere and stolen itwas more so. Yeah, because go
I started doing this being around thisindustry in oh wait. So I've been
around around it for a long longtime, and of course you had changed

(01:26:40):
so much. I've seen everything camefrom from things I can't say on this
podcast, yeah, and things thatlike it's more evident now, but I
I've seen a lot in sixteen wellthe August will be sixteen years around it.
In the Yeah, it's been awhile. So much has changed even

(01:27:04):
in the time I've been in it, and I'm still considered new. You
know, so much changes, andyou know we are we are at risk
now more than ever with you know, America just being like, hey,
we're going to try to make thisillegal. You know, yeah, for
real, I don't think it's gonnahappen, but I think people aren't preparing

(01:27:24):
enough to if it does happen.You know, Okay, I want to
say this. I saw the lawand think of this. I read it
and like, I feel that itwon't pass. But if it does,
that eliminates, of course porn,but that also eliminates anybody filming their own
home videos. Then that also eliminateslike people sitting, you know, sex,

(01:27:45):
text messages, whatever. But thenit also and like they're getting rid
of so much other stuff that objectifiespeople. Whatever they day, they're gonna
make it illegal to do anything.Second in general, and it's like trying
to go back in time. Isyour sex life, your sex like that

(01:28:09):
bad that you need to make ithorrible for everybody else? People trying to
make it about religion and kids,And it's not about religion and kids.
It's about control. But I thinkit's this, like yeah, they I
think it's this. It's like thiscountry itself. I don't want to get
on that religion. We don't wantto get too much into Polan wasn't it

(01:28:31):
wasn't it wasn't it was It wasn'tfounded on exact police system, you know,
so because everybody we had different,different viewpoints. But then again they're
trying to make it about that viewpointand it's not fair to people who,
like, you know, I wantto have fun because the same people that
are putting these things in play aredoing the exact same thing in their personal

(01:28:57):
lives. H So I'm like,that's a whole other conversation that shouldn't be
you know, put out there becausepeople you know have issues. But but
before we leave, well, Iwant to I'm gonna ask you two questions.
Okay. The first question is this, So, who who are your
top three people that you haven't workedwith and I haven't worked with, or

(01:29:19):
people you have worked with you haven'tworked with you want to work with.
You say, oh, I reallyreally really really really want to high fight
this person a few times. Youknow, I want to work with Daisy
Taylor. Daisy Taylor was one ofmy inspirations for getting into porn, like
one of my like one of thepeople I watched before I got into it.

(01:29:44):
Daisy Taylor is one of the likemost well known trans talent like in
porn. She hasn't filmed near asmuch as she used to, but you
know, like five six years ago, she was like one of the top
of the top girls, like topfive, you know, biggest transport stars
at the time. You know,I know this one's a little stereotypical,

(01:30:11):
but probably Angela White. You know, everyone has so many people say Angela
White. But the thing is isI have a type. I okay,
my type for women is just women, right, but I really have a
thing for milks. Okay, Ilike it, and her accent gets me.
Okay, it's the accent, it'sthe milkiness. It's the big titties.

(01:30:34):
I'm just like, m right,the mommy milkers. Yeah, the
mommy milkers, the Bazongas, theHelma Bolankas. You know, I feel
like I have to put a guyin there. I have to put a
guy in there. This is yo, Liz. I know, I'm thinking

(01:30:58):
I shot with the guy I wantedto shoot with the most. It was,
so I shot with him like sixtimes, five, five times.
I love pears appear so much.We'll see, I mean, there might
not be one. Glad. We'vehad people on here that has just said
like only like not not the opposite. You know, it's like, yeah,

(01:31:20):
this is what I like, thisis what I look forward to.
You know, Yeah, your list, don't don't let anybody influence your list.
Your list. It's like it's likeit's like it's like it's like if
I if I bring you five fivecookies, and like there's ten of each
cookie, and your favorite cookie ismy favorite cookie snickerdoodles. If you like

(01:31:40):
three snaker doodles, take three sneakerdoodles. You don't gotta worry about oatmeal raising
sugar cookie, oatmeal cookie, raspberrycookie, raspberry cookie spray. I just
I just broke my key chain.Uh. Or of course now he's now
he's just gonna be thinking about snakerdoodles. I'm sure I'm going to get

(01:32:04):
off of this. He's gonna belike, I want, I want someone.
I'm always I'm always thinking about.I know I have I have nicer
doodle mixing my my kitchen right now, and I have this out to make
it from scratch. I just don'thave eggs, so that's what Like I
can go get some I can goget some eggs and I can make some
diddles tonight. Yeah, a question, will you just order snaker doodles?

(01:32:30):
I It depends because like the lasttime I and they were too rich,
and now I'm not trying to getdiabetes. So the third person is kind
of tough I'm thinking maybe Natalie Mars. I'm not sure, Okay that that's
that's a that's a toughie. Uh. The thing is, I know so

(01:32:51):
many people who know Natalie, Like, I know like two of her exes,
I know some of her best useright, and I'm just like,
I still haven't met her, butI know like half of her friends.
Oh my god, you know whichis valid? I mean, she doesn't
really shoot as much anymore. Shejust recently shot for Legal Porno. But

(01:33:13):
you know, she's got reasons fornot shooting all that much anymore because of
like her online stalker. But that'slike a whole other conversation that would take
like thirty minutes to talk about.But probably so so Daisy Taylor, Nali
Marson, and Angela White, whichyou know, like I said, the
stereotype of you know, she's oneof the biggest female porn stars in the

(01:33:34):
world, but it's it's the milfthe milfiness and the accent that do it
for me. I mean, thoseare some good names, though. Yeah,
anybody has their preference, so itdon't matter how big. The thing
is with Daisy is she knows whoI am and we have the same pr
I just didn't get her fucking phonenumber because I was too shy. I

(01:33:59):
was too shy. I I meansend you a tweet. Yeah, Well
what I'll do is I'll just sayhi to We're at the trans Radica Awards
and just and just send a picturelike this, Right, liks are so

(01:34:21):
dry, I gotta put on somechat stiff. After this question is working,
anybody find you like, what areyour social media is? And then
you can google me t S AutumnRaine. Porn Hub is just Autumn Raine.
My Twitter is a w W TU M D A bottom Autumn the

(01:34:45):
bottom. That's the same as myonly fans too. Okay, if you
also just want to look up AutumnRaine all my links on Google, you'll
find a list of like fifteen sixteenlinks of like my main stuff, like
my Reddit, my Twitter, myInstagram, my man events, porn hubh
blah blah blah, all that stuff. Okay, So everybody, so everybody

(01:35:08):
out there, make sure you goout there and check out everything, every
single every single thing. Everything.Water gun and for exactly she will squirt
you with a big old water gunwith the gun on her right right hand,
and then she will choot you witha NERF gun with the gun.

(01:35:32):
So, Sarah, where can youfind you? Really quick? You guys
can find me on I am Sarahlace dot com. That is my all,
my links everything. Uh, I'lltag y'all after this, y'all,
I'll just I'll just get out anduh you can find me. I'm Roster

(01:35:53):
r W S C A R Ron Twitter and Instagram and we are the
Bourbons on Instagram. B wait mythit on Facebook and on Twitter. Uh
bros dot com. That says everythingthat we do. The site is currently
being updated. It should be updatedby the time you hear this, and
with that says everything do some merchstore and everything else. Again, it

(01:36:14):
was autumn. You were fantastic.You are enjoy tremendous, tremendous, tremendous
person. And yeah, everybody pleasego in and check it out. We'll
catch We'll catch you on next week. Thank you. I