Chapters
0:00 - Intro
1:55 - What was your upbringing like and did you grow up in a Christian home?
4:41 - What kind of content were you producing when you first started?
6:50 - What were the most glamorous parts of the lifestyle that people envy—but don’t understand the cost behind?
9:36 - You’ve said the industry gives “power,” but also leaves you empty—can you explain that paradox?
12:02 - What were some of the darkest things you saw or experienced while involved in OF?
14:57 - You’ve said you felt like a robot at times—what was a typical day like in that world, and how did you keep up the façade?
17:15 - Can you walk us through what rock bottom looked like for you—and how Jesus met you there?
20:46 - Why did you stay on OF for so long even after feeling the conviction of the Holy Spirit?
24:44 - What happened after that night that you encountered the Lord?
28:19 - What are some lies you had to unlearn about identity, value, and control?
31:20 - How have you handled shame, especially from Christians who still bring up your past?
32:49 - How long have you been married and how has your husband handled your past?
33:49 - What’s been the hardest consequence of your past you’re still working through today?
35:57 - How did your family react to your conversion?
37:53 - What would your advice be for someone who is addicted to porn?
40:44 - What is your mission right now?
44:18 - What would you tell someone who is in OF or wants to get involved in it?
48:11 - Dealing with haters
51:02 - Outro
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