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Your attention please! i am pleased to announce the arrival of our special guest Candy Lowe aka Blonde Barbie hailing from houstion texas.

Episode Transcript

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Telling my mental forces for my clothes. If you don't know, you know
saying what cross like the team.Hey everybody, this is Firman Jackson jam
from the Dallas forth Worth, TexasMitchepolitan the area, and you're listening to
the Walking This Way and Pats podcast, the show that people turn their dreams
into reality. Today we're talking toCandy out of Houston, Texas. My

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friend Candy, thank you for timingand take you tom for the schedule.
I know I'll heat you up atthe last. Manybody coming on to the
show inviting me, and you're welcome, I said. We came across each
other on Facebook a couple of weeksago. I love her energy where you
carry yourself, where she could goherself on the way that she handles the

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situations I had to get onto theshow. But I know she's gonna be
coming back on the show in thefifth weeks. So in the fifth week,
I don't want to say this takesus to take her take us into
third world of course, So Iknow you're gonna hump back on you again,
but I got you here tonight.So just give us a background on
who this great individual is that Imet via social media. My name is

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Bloring Barbie. I'm from Houston,Texas. They call me Candy Candy Low
as well as Blowing Barby. I'msixty one years old. I'm from Houston,
Texas. I've been here sixty oneyears. I'm a mother, a
single mother of a daughter of twentynine and two handsome grandsons. And I'm
just on Facebook doing what I do. I enjoy life, I enjoy people,

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and I am a people person.So what I do is I go
live and I speak the truth andI'm a real person and I just enjoy
life and live life as every dayis just like each day of every day
of my life. And that's what'sright there, Candy, just living life.
And we know this is a wholeNew Year reaction the second month twenty

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twenty four. You know, youget in the year, but it has
New Year's resolutions, and they wantto get this done, want to get
that done. They have that goal, they want to set these things.
But then some along the way weget distracted, like we did, focus
on things that we want to sitout and accomplish. And I know,

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with you being a woman's full oflike you said sixty one sixty one years
old. Young of course, buthow do you in your way, how
do you maintain that at a womanat your age? Just keep going harder.
Matter of fact, a lot ofolder people's going harder to mojoy the
young people are nowadays. What happensis you just have to stay strong and

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trust God, and you just surroundyourself around positive people. And once you
do, you just stay fooded androoted in the world. And that's what
I do. I don't let anyonesteal my joy. I'm a very confident
person. I just speak as realand I just again, I keep the
circle small. It depends on howyou do. I drink a lot of

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water. I don't take any medicine. I'm God. It's good and I'm
just healthy as I can be.And I just thank God for being here
on your show tonight, and Iappreciate it. And I also want to
give a shot. I never wantto get Anybody that's in the coming said
to be shot to wisdom. Wisdomsays, hey in the coming session,
and also Wisdom says absolutely, sobe shot to wisness. Tuning in and

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also, ladies and gentlemen, asa lady, we have people coming in
timing in so we have any questions, any comings you want leave in the
coming session when we'll be glad toread them. Ask you seeing questions.
We're talking about tonight's call the conversation. So we're talking about everything and everything
that you name of, anything thatyou thought about, if you have questions
with concerns with It's all about growth, right, It's all about elevation.

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This is a juggerous free song,of course. And I know now as
now can do. We're having conversationswhere we'll start to drest the element in
the room compared to back in theday it wasn't we know that a lot
of things started our childhood where beentraumatized, where you can physically, sexually

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abandonment, all types of stuff playedin so on one's life. And now
people start to dress these things whenit comes to relationships. When it comes
to relationships, we have the masson them. We don't want to show
who we truly are. And thenwhen people get into these situations, okay,

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when you say that, I thinkrelationships are communication, consistency, conversations,
honesty is trust. You got tobe able to be able to talk
to your partner or your spouse orwhoever the case may be. You have
to be honest with yourself. Meaningall relationships is not perfect because we're not

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perfect. But a relationship is madeof what you wanted to be. Meaning
every time you're in a relationship,you do two things. You call your
parents or you tell your friends.But if you trust God and you pray,
God will work out the situation.Because God says the family to pray
together, stay together. And wehave to learn to use what we have
instead of going against each other.We have to learn to communicate with our

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partner or our spouse, or orwhatever the case may be in a relationship.
But men, men don't want tocommunicate. Men don't like to be
consistent. If you start something,you should always continue to carry it that
way. Right, And it's whenyou said something early when we had talked,
we had a conversation. Everything startswith self. You know, love

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yourself right and imbraces who you trulyare. And I also want to for
the shout. I love the stonisation. Thanks for tuning in, God Blest.
Well, oh we got the questionscoming in all right. My first
question to come in session? Howdoes religion and speech your out a role
in relationships? How does he playa role in relationship? First of all,

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he should be a man of God. And if he's not a man
of God, he has to learnhow to be a man of God.
Second of am, we as womenare supposed to be the leaders of our
women, and men are supposed tobe the king. So a relationship is
based on what you make of itand how you carry it and how two

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people are joined together as one.Right, because I'm looking, you know,
because when he says, day,how does relationship play a role?
Like you said, it's all aboutit really goes back to knowing who you
are, right when you look whenyou read the Bibles, all about plying.
And m me say, a lotof guys nowadays don't know how to

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lead. They have not been taughtto be leaders. They had not had
that man Kunter Cause young with youhave guys. You have two type of
guys. You have the man ofthe house and then you have the man
in the house. The man inthe house is just go along to get
alone. But the man of thehouse brings forth the leadership brain for the

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structure when it comes to that.But he has learned how that relationship with
hisself first and can do a lotof people to give about that. They
want to look for the relationship buthave not felt that relationship with themselves,
have not learned how to be marriedto themselves first. But that means everybody,
men and women. We have tolearn to love ourselves right most definitely,

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And I agree with that because everythingstart with self first. When you
were born, you were going byyou. Unless you had a twin,
you were by yourself. Right,You're born by your you were born by
yourself. I'm a firm believe beginningto know yourself. I'm an advocate for
learning yourself. You go through lifefrom learning learn. It's all about trial
and error, you want to say, but learning yourself, learning from your

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mistakes. It all so it sayswe're not perfect. No one's perfect.
So sometimes men have to learn howto be men in a relationship. They
have to learn how to lead.So with that being said, men these
days they want to let me see, what is the word. They want
women to be needy. They wanta needy woman instead of them being men

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being leaders. Leaders are when youcome together and you explain what she did
wrong or what she did right,or what didn't happen at that time.
You know what I'm saying. Yeah, And I wasn't get a shot to
toy yourself. If I'm a hometownof Mobile. She said, you need
to be equally old because I'm like, how getting to walk together? Self?
There? Great? It takes twowill the people to make a thing

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work. You got to be onone accord. You got to okay,
well we got uhle receive marriage yourself or yeah, you gotta be massed
yourself for I to believe that,because you got to live with yourself.
Don't hate yourself. Can a brokenman break it? Can a broken man
break a good woman? Can't?When you say a broken man a man

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that when you say a broken manand a broken man breaks a good woman,
I don't know. Now I'm sayingno, because a woman she picks
up stuff? Is she true toherself? She gonna pick up stuff?
And if you broken, you gotsome insecurities about yourself, She's not gonna

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get you. But I have awoman on here with me. So when
you say that I was married,right, I'm divorced. We wasn't equally
yoked. I understand what they're saying. That means God didn't see me that
husband. I choose that heisman becauseI didn't want my daughter to see different
men in and out of my house. So this was someone from high school

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that I married. I said,if I was good enough to lay down
with, I was good enough tomarry. So what happened was I was
too strong for him. He couldnot deal with a strong woman, meaning
I was the head and the tailbecause of the drugs. So it's different.
You have to be equally yoke,you have to have things in common.
You have to know your place asindividuals period in a marriage or relationship.

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So my marriage didn't work because hewasn't the man that he was supposed
to be. All right, Soup right there, I say, you
know what, you know what?You know? What happened? What we
got here? Kenill Williams said,how can you say men don't want to
communicate in a relationship with some womendon't communicate? Okay, that go both
ways. When I say men,men don't want to talk to us,

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like you don't want to let usknow what's going on, how you feel,
what's happening? Women today they don'task a man how is his day?
They don't prepare the food when hecome home. They're not submissive enough
to say that. So if you'rea man and you're a leader, you
should always communicate some type of wayif you work, it doesn't hurt a

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call or to Texas, how Ilove you? Or how you doing?
Or how your day go? Sothey go both ways. We're both as
men and women, supposed to communicatein a different way or in a way
of saying how you doing? Howis your day? But we as men
and women, we don't do thattheir communication. Have they been taught to

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communicate? And I'm not making excute, but have they really been taught?
Have theybody been taught to communicate?Women? I know y'all be communicating a
very big communicating and some guys theydon't know how to talk well, never
how to communicate. It goes moresociety say, oh, what statistics to

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say, but really learning how tocommunicate? If they have not learned could
communicate with themselves first? For foremost, how can you communicate with a woman?
Then that they can communicate with themselves. We are stronger than men in
a lot of ways. Women arestronger, women are wise. But I
still say communication is the key toany relationship, no matter how it is,

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whether they're taught or not. Youknow how to open your mouth and
say when you want things. Youknow how to say what you like and
what you don't like. So communicationand consistency is the key of anything.
My parents were married for a longlong time and that older school. So
now it's the generation. Now it'show we as individual handle each other.

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We have to respect each other firstbefore we can communicate. You gotta respect
me and I have to respect you. That's the first thing we should do.
No matter what a communication is,it's called respect. Well, you
know how bad that came around,because you communicate on your job. You
communicate with your boss, you communicatewith your supervisor, you communicate with everybody

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else because your job or your bitof a crime, you to communicate.
So if you communicate with your supervisor, your ball, whatever you may be,
working with co workers, you shouldbe a communicate with each other because
what kind of relationship is it ifwe're not communicating with each other? I
mean, and why would some interviewmake communication make relationships so difficult. Relationships

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should not be difficult. It's somethingthat we should enjoy. First of all,
want to be together because we enjoyeach other company. That's true,
and it's all by having that mindset. Okay, while we together for that
goes to the man while we're togetherfor her. Speaking on that, I
remember doctor Minds Monroe had a conversationand he said, anytime a man,

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well a man asked a woman handthe marriage, instead of saying I do
whatever, ask him what's the vision? When they say what the vision is?
Okay, asking me to marry you? Okay, what are we doing?
What is his marriage take making?What is this relationship going? Or

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we just saying we're married and sayeyes married. But the marriage has to
have a meaning. It's all aboutlegacy, it's all about bloodline, it's
all about building. It's just mymindset. They'll are not kingdom, they're
not empire. And this is justmy opinion of it. But asking what's

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the vision? Because by nature,Candy, y'all designed to be to help
me, help along with this guy. But if but if he does not
have anything to work with, yourleaving right, But sometimes you get sometimes
you can't leave to cause you're inlove. When you love that person and

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you try to change them, youtry to stay there, you try to
make things work. So I meanevery situation, it's different. All men
don't open up. Men or menhate to open up to women. They
don't want us to know what they'rethinking, what's going on. But then
you have some men they don't havea problem opening up. You see what
I'm saying. Can't accept certain strongwomen, they can't accept independent women.
Just depends on the man himself,right, they said, big job to

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whereisdom? He said, most menfeel judged when being open personal experience,
and as we talked about that earlier, I think being judged individuals on both
ends. They go for the manand female side where we want to call
it, They feel judged when itcomes to opening up, having personal conversations,

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sharing things, and women are sharingto anybody. What should want to
say about that? Can't when hesaid, most men feel judged with men
open because sometimes sometimes women when theyopen up, they they are they are
cruel to them, they are rudeto them. They're not understanding. You

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have to be understanding in order tolisten. You have to listen. You're
supposed to be seen and not heard. So that's what's happening. You're you're
judging the person. You're being judgmentalwhen you really just need to listen.
Men will vent and men will tellyou what's going on if you listen.
But when you're fussing and you're cussingand you're mad at the world, you're
not gonna get him to open up. But if you be patient. You

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have to absolutely be patient and understand. Men will open up if you're understanding,
if they know that they can trustyou, and they know that you're
that type of person, then theywill open up. Yeah, and now
I go also for the guys too. Don't judge to ladies of feelings.
I mean women been through some things, they experience some things. They come

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talk to you about the thing theymay experience the win through. Don't judge
them. Don't throw in their face. That's another thing too. Can it
out of people? Out of anger? And I'm asking you this too,
and I want to comments keep coming. How come people y'all together and y'all
share deep dark seats with each other, but then soon y'all not together?

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No more individuals want to start puttingout your personal business because they're not.
They have them growed up. Therewasn't taught to grow up. Whatever happens
behind closed doors should stay behind closeddoors, meaning if I tell you something
personal, it doesn't mean go tellyour homeboy. Your example, my husband
was doing drugs. I was marriedeight and a half years, and I

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thought what went inside my house stayedinside my house. So because he was
on his crack or whatever the casemay be, because I'm believing it was
crack, he was smoking with weed, he went outside and he told all
the men my personal business. Hetold him how good I was in bed,
how good the sex was. SoI felt like I was being violated,
and I didn't find out until afterI divorced him, so I never

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knew what he was singing. Menrun their mouth and they tell other men
their business, and then the othermen is going to try to get that
woman or get that person that goesfor women. We'll tell a woman how
good our man is, and assoon as we fall out with that woman,
then they go and call and tellwhat we told them. So I
feel like, if you keep yourbusiness to yourself, or if you can't

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confide in your men and you can'ttalk to your men, then you just
leave it alone. But you shouldbe able to communicate with your man as
long as he should be able tocommunicate with you. Men are messy just
like women are. They're messy justlike women. Yeah, I said,
that's a deal break for me ifwe got something going on and you go

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and tell everybody that you cut offfrom me completely, because this shows me
you cannot be trusted at all,period. I don't go with that.
That's your time with me, bigshots. Toya Smith, She said,
what do you do when he isshe don't want to communicate? Still leave,
I'll leave you alone. I'm notgonna make you talk. You don't
want to talk. I mean,but how can you How can you be
in a house with someone that doesn'twant to talk to you. That's unfair,

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that's not respect. So what doyou do? You don't leave?
You sit there, You stay there, and eventually he's going to open his
mouth and say something because it takestoo to auger. I'm not a type
of person that likes the auger.But I did that in my marriage.
I had to wear the pants anda dress because he wanted to play around.
He wanted to wear his pants hangingoff his butt. He's the same

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age as me. He's still doingthe same thing that I divorced him.
So it's I don't think it's fairto you as a woman to just walk
away and leave because he's not gonnatalk because eventually he will say something.
I just don't know when and how. But you just have to be able
to deal with certain things. Yeah, And I said, when you're ready
to talk, your talk. That'show I look at it. Life goes

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on a bit chat to James Burnoutof the fourth Worth area. He said,
if you're noledgle, then what canyou do to come? What comes?
If you're nogle, then what canyou do to become? He's helped
me. What can you do tobecome? To help me? Yeah,
if you're knowledgeable, then what canyou do to come? It's helped me.

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Well, I guess what he's Idon't want to say is if you
present the vision, she would growingwrong. She'll bring the probate. When
I say, when you present thevision to her, help me out with
this candy. When you present avision, she can find ways to help
you bring forth the vision for forwhich that makes sense when I'm saying,

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because she can see something that youneed that you may not see. She
can see something that help get enhancedyou because at the end of the day,
Yeah, sometimes sometimes we don't supportour men. We have to support
our men, and that could bea problem of not being supported. We
have to be very supportive to ourmen, to the needs and to the
things of a man. So thathas a lot to do with to the

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support to support him. Let meask you, why do some I don't
say I don't. I don't sayall women because women know they know what
they're gonna do. But why aretoday's society they feel like they're missing out?
You know, I like to comelike with you to say it,
but do some of them feel thatthey're missing out? Like? Okay,

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so what do you say? Whatare you meaning when you say missing out?
Missing out on life, missing outon clubs, missing out on what?
What are you saying? What doyou cause when I say that?
Because a lot of them feel like, well, if I help him feel
this, then what's gonna be forme? And I got my own thing
And you don't even lie this stuff. But at the end of the day,
you're gonna benefit off of it.You're gonna benefit off donna matter what,

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because y'all one now and some gotthe mentality feel like they're missing out
and they're not missing out that's illusion, that's a lie. You're not missing
out because but it depends on howhe make you feel. If he make
you feel like that, I meanthat goes about respect. A man has
to respect you no matter what thesituation is. So when you say missing

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out, maybe that's trust trust issues. You don't trust me and you think
that helped me to you help him. He's gonna get financial stable, and
then he's gonna leave you along alot of men in relationships for stability.
Then in relationships because they've been togetherso long, they don't want to leave.

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They don't want to leave what theyhave accomplished. So it's just different.
The society today is really different.You're not in love, but you
want to stay there because you don'twant to see her with nobody else.
So it's a different situation. Yeah, and I see we got a lot
of questions coming in the night too, candy, he said, which is
why men slash women must be selectivewhen meeting. Oh, I'm talking for

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the guy prospect. The guys stopfacing stuff off the fieldscal that will mess
a lot of guys up now.And I'm just gonna be honest with y'all.
It's all about her character. Youto know her character. What what
what made you want to come toher? What made you want to be
with her? That you have toask you questions, Well, what was
you attracted to? What attracted youto her? Was it the way she

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looked her body? I've always beentaught and told everything that looked good it's
not good. So you gotta knowwhat was it about that person that you
liked it when you met her?And then a lot of women, we
do a lot of things. Wecook, we clean, we do all
this to get a man. Andthen once we get and we change all
that. We stopped cleaning, weget lazy, we don't take our appearance,

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we don't take care the way welook. We just stopped doing a
whole bunch of things because of negativeYou have to stay positive, hey,
at all time. It's stay consistent. That's the main thing is stay consistent
at all time. But I,like we said with while men and up
stuff when me Yeah, like Isaid, don't based stuff off off the
surface level. When I say surface, don't based stuff off the fiscal,

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the t and a, the chest, the booty and stuff like that.
But get past that. Getting toknow a character you know who she really
is, Like okay, and seeand take it from there, you know,
especially when you start getting older,all of them don looks and all
of us. So that's not fazingno more. That stuff is gonna change
one day, all right, theysaid, diffinitely makes some see what we
got, what we got, anddiffinitely makes them feel insecure. That's b

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shoy the wisdom and the coming saysion. All else you've got if you know
the man's traite cas risk, ifyou know the man's trait had the risk
and personality, Uh, let mesee, you don't always. You don't
always know his personality because some menhow who they are. You need a
man today and he's flashing his money. He wants you to think he's all

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that and then and then you know, I don't. I don't see men
as insecure as I see women.Women are insecure. They vulnerable, and
they're insecure within themselves because they don'tlove themselves. You gotta love yourself self
preservation before you can love anybody.You got to love you. You got

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to you gotta lot, And don'tleave with your wallet feelings. Don't start
leaving your stop leaving with your walletbecause your the money is I do.
It's not I am that just becausewhen the money is gone, that woman
is gone. You let her on, you made her believe you had all
this, and then when the money'sgone, they're gone. It is it
is that so many interests is awoman being an help man and being willing

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to add to the table. Instagramis full of saxe tion. We gotta
realize, James, guys always gonnasupport those type of women on Instagram.
They always gonna get in the inbox. They always gonna say how beautiful,
how gorgeous they is say, youknow, they're gonna always gonna keep those
companies at all time. So that'snot gonna stop a lot of guys gonna
keep doing it. Okay, Solet's say this. I've been off from

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Facebook for fourteen months and I'm backon Facebook. My inbox is extremely full
and they're asking to know me.They want me. So my question is
what do you want to know?What is it that you want? So
you you I look at that andI listen to that, and I can
tell the difference between a real personand between somebody who think that they're gonna
hit it and quit it. Soagain, be cautious, be open,

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and learn to listen. When youlisten, inboxes are fool because they think
that they're gonna say something. Youcan tell a person's character about how they
take you. You can tell aperson's character how consistent they are. If
you call me and you talk tome and all you're talking about is something
that I don't want to hear,sex, booty or this or that,

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that's a turn off to me.You gotta call me and say how is
your day? Did you pray thismorning? Nothing but me? And these
days they don't talk about God,they don't pray, they don't do none
of that. But they want tohit it and quit it. It's not
always about that. It's about howyou communicate with a woman, period,
right. I agree. I agree. You get a lot of guys in

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the inbox all day. Every day. You probably got some box right now.
It's full. It's full, andthey're saying the same thing every day.
I hear me and say that you'repretty. Yeah, I'm beautiful,
like like women. When I saygood morning and beautiful King and queen,
they think that I'm a dyke becauseI call a woman a queen. God

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created all women to be queens nomatter what we are queens. King.
A man is a king until provendifferent, meaning if you're doing crazy stuff,
you ain't got no job, youain't doing right, You're not a
king. A king is a provider. Men are supposed to provide. And
I like that, you know,I like that? So yo, THEO
they would said, what would say, you're in it? Have proven guilty,

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right right right? So I saythat until you show me something different.
And when you show me something,then they just show me your character.
But you like you right about thatof candy the conversation and women and
like when y'all hated. Someone saysall the time you beautiful, you gorgeous.
You find seeing you and all thisother stuff, but not showing anything

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different. So what I do isI say this, don't disrespect me,
do not disrespect me. So whenthey do that, get blocked. If
I tell you not to disrespect me, you do it again. We're not
when I say this, there area lot of thirsty men. Because me,
I'm gonna do what I want todo, because I show cleavage,
because I do anything, I stillrespect myself no matter what I do.

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And in order to be with me, you're gonna have to respect me before
you can do anything with me,conversation or anything. That's one number two.
Men, we respect you to Holly, we respect you more than you
do us. And then you stilldictator, you still disrespect us. Stop
disrespecting women because you have a mother. Stop disrespecting women because you have a
daughter. You don't want a manto disrespect your mother or your daughter,

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then stop doing it to women.Let's see it right there. It won't
take a quick commercial break. Andafter this commercial break, right back into
our conversation. First thing is yougotta be selfish as hell. You gotta
be selfish. I don't give up. It's to sacrifice. But without great
sacrificing, without great risk, thereis no such thing as a great reward.

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Can't have one that math will nevermath. And I don't like this
word, but I'm gonna say itbecause it's true. You have to be
a little maniacal with it. Maniacright, That word isn't good in a
lot of situations. But when you'repursuing your destiny, you have to be
selfish. You have to be moniacal, you have to be uncompromising, and

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you have to move in a waywhen it comes to those three things when
you function completely in a way whereit's an unwavering faith like it don't matter
how stuff they might look, Itdon't matter how much it feels like it
ain't gonna work. Complete delusion.You gotta believe the delusion because it's only

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delusional until it works. So isit really delusional? A mother only gonna
call it delusion until it don't workfor nobody else to see what for the
whole world to see? And thenonce the world see it is nothing delusional
about it. Now your delusion becomesOh, he was a genius. We
didn't see it when he saw it. We didn't understand it when he did.

(30:04):
We thought that some mother was crazy, but he definitely Good afternoon for
Work, Good afternoon, Arlington,Good afternoon, Dallas, Good afternoon,
DFW, Good afternoon, District thirtythree. My name is Peyton Jackson,
and I am here to announce myrun for Congress. It is time to
replace all of the leaders who possessall of the power, yet none of

(30:26):
the will. I not only needto see you online Instagram is no taxing
with Jackson. More importantly, Ineed to see you at the polls and
thank you for your votes. Hey, it was up verybody well back on
the Walking This Way Impact with podcastfor a broadcasting in the DFW. I'm
very fortunate. I'm very blessed tohave my very special friend women out of

(30:49):
the Houston, Texas area course Candygo by bloom Barbie. You go follow
it on social media platform, veryentertaining, very real organic, She's a
real person. We connected as Iwatched with her live feet, I connected
with her and we connected and likeI said, I really enjoyed talking with

(31:10):
her. If you talk be atest and stuff about very ford to get
a chance to talk with her aswell. Also, uh so we have
some great conversation and like and youknow what can it is all about growth,
right, It's all about elevation.It's all about getting better ladies and
gentlemen now and when it when thisgeneration now, Candy, everybody want to
points the fingers that ever about it. It's your fault that I'm not you

(31:33):
know, it's your fault. I'mjust no. But we should. And
I told a friend of mine andI was like, we're supposed to inspire,
We're supposed to motivate and put thehold each other account right, right,
You got to you have to likelike, I don't understand. This
is what I don't understand about relationships. You gotta you gotta follow. Now,

(31:56):
you gotta follow. Now, letme go follow her now, Okay,
this is what I don't understand aboutrelationships. Guys tell me that they
have outgrowed the person. Right.So in other words, I go to
that profile and they say that merritRight. So when they inbox me,
I say, how's your wife?Oh, we're not married anymore. We
outgrowed each other? Right? Whatdoes that word mean when you say our

(32:17):
grow? My mother and father weremarried for years, so this generation,
I'm saying our grow. What doesthat mean? That means she lost her
job and you left her, orhe lost his job you left him,
or he's you know, she gainweight. Let's talk about let's talk about

(32:37):
weight as a woman. We havebabies, we have diabetes, we have
golts, we have a lot ofthings that we get and it calls you
to gain weight. If you lovethat person, it doesn't matter how big
she get. But if you takeher to the gym, she don't want
to go to gym. If youjust encourage her to eat less or to

(33:00):
do some walk and do some exercise. But you have to remember, but
when you met her, she wasskinny. I weighed one fifteen all my
life. I got married, Istill weighed one fifteen. I got pregnant,
I went up to one eighty.I am six feet and I weigh
two hundred and ten pounds. Butwhat I say when I say that I
eat what I want. I loveto cook. I don't have any health

(33:21):
Issus. God is good. Godhas covered me in the blood of Jesus.
So men stop criticizing how we gainweight and work with us. You
know, when they go back theleadership of candy, they fell us leaders
because that or that what they say, we are grown one another. No,

(33:42):
you the man, you the leader, you one shit and we go.
How can you all grow each other? We're supposed to grow anyway,
we're supposed to involve anyway. Butas a man, do you have women?
Do you hear women complaining about menlike you that they do us?
Ooh you done got too fat?Or your stomach hanging over your belt.
We accept me for who they are, but they don't accept us because we

(34:02):
gain weight. But the thing aboutit, if the main one who's saying
it came. They're the ones whogoties and and man boots. But that's
why they go out and look forThat's why they they go out and cheat,
because they want you to be acoke bottle. They want you to
be a barbie. But you wasthat before you got married. Men have
to realize when we have a babyand you don't exercise or you don't do

(34:25):
anything, women let themselves go justbecause you're not supportive, you don't show
the way you were when you metme. You're not loving me like you
was when you met me. Yousee, like you know, a lot
of man they with the defa believebecause they can't get hard no more.
But then guess what, because hecan't get hard anymore, guess what.

(34:50):
Let's say this. Men lose thatthey can't get hard anymore because a lot
of reasons. Blood sugar got bethis high blood pressure, the medicine that
they's taken, instigent or whatever youcall it, does a lot of reasons.
But if you love that man,find some toys to go in the
bedroom, get you some entertainment,get you something to excite him. Watch

(35:10):
a porn with your man. Don'tlet your man be looking at a poem
by itself. Women, we haveto be more supportive in that area.
But as soon as his penis don'tget hard, we out looking for something
else. It's not about the penis, it's not about the size. It's
about the understanding that his meat stoppedworking because of whatever the case may be.

(35:32):
You have a lot of self centeredwomen out here with very self centered
because it doesn't make sense. Stopworrying about if he don't get hard and
do something about it. Whatever itis, figure way to make him hard.
You can't do that, then you'renot a woman. And then another
thing also is go get checked out. Go to the doctor. That's a

(35:52):
medical condition, So go to thedoctor, get checked out. I mean
they have about AGirl, They havea lot of stuff. But you got
how blood pressure. You can't takethat. You can't take that enhancement if
you got health issues. But again, me, if I had a man
and I'm just being honest and hismeat didn't work anymore, I'm gonna work

(36:13):
it out. I'm gonna figure itout first before I worry about going somewhere.
Because they got diseases out here.They got men. That's even with
other men. You don't know whatyour man is doing when he's not there,
So you have to understand something.Find a way to please your man,
no matter what that's talking about youthese conversations and dressing the elephant in
the room. We talked about thisearlier on the show, having these conversations

(36:37):
where we have to dress the elephantin the room because what happened. People
coming to surprise. You know,no judgment it. You like what you
like. You know if you intothe whole same sae that I believe in,
this can do you believe if youare to that, let that person
know that's what you like to do. I don't believe in that. I

(36:59):
don't believe in three. I don'tbelieve in none of that. You know
why, because I'm another woman forone man. I don't need to share.
I'm not I'm not that type ofperson. If I can't please you
in the bedding, I'm sorry youain't the man for me. But I
will watch a porn movie, butyou won't be watching porn all day.
I cook, I clean. Idon't have a problem with pleasing my men.
I have a problem with men thatrun and tell other people that are

(37:21):
business stop gossiping. Just like Isaid, men are like women, they
mess eve. I agree. Imean you sha, whatever y'all do in
your bedroom is y'all business. Ibelieve that. I believe in at one
thousand saying someone, you leap stuffout. What we've done in our bedroom
is over with that show when youcan'tnot be trusted, that's nothing. That's
a trust issue. That's a trustfactor. You do that, that means

(37:43):
trust being broken. That means ifyou tell what we do in the bedroom,
you'll tell everything, I will doit. Tide of out, okay.
And then and then you said aboutmen not being able to provide to
perform, right, there are women. They have hot flashes. They don't
want to be bothered. They sweat, they be hot like you know,
they don't want you but me anddon't understand that. But when your meat
don't work, we can understand it. You should be an understand post apartum

(38:06):
press depression women have a lot ofthings going on inside after babies or they
stressed out and they don't want tobe bothered. But then again, what
do you do? You go outand get something else, and then when
you find out the grass is notas green, as it is on the
other side, then you got aproblem. But the thing about it is
can they do it for the wrongreason? They want to get between y'all
legs, and it's not all aboutbeating between yall legs, you know.

(38:28):
And a lot of time got andthen just I know you you talk about
you had to feed you a whilebag about the massage, and the guy
thinking, okay if I get them, okay, I want a massage at
the same time you want to havesix Why can't just be you fighte me
over or I bite you over,give you massage. I'm throwing home.

(38:50):
Let's go down, Let's go there. Okay. My friend says that he
wanted to come see me. Okay, so I said okay. So as
I was saying come see me,look what he said it. He said,
do you mind if I get amassage? So I said no.
He said that he wasn't trying togo to bed with me. He wasn't
getting out of his He wanted meto rub his back. So this is

(39:12):
what I said to him. Isaid, I don't do massages for the
simple reason giving a massage, youwant to get in the bed. You
want to get in my bed.You want a massage, he said,
No, I just wanted you torub my back. No, he did,
you want you wanted to fuck?You want to tell you want to
want your back rub? So Idid see to just be honest. Hey,
I want to come over and Iwant to smash. That's all he

(39:34):
had to say, all that,I'm gonna get a massage. He already
knew he wanted. He knew that, but he just comes honest with himself.
If you want to tell it.Okay, while he wanted a massage,
he lived with a woman. Okay, he's talking about he lived with
his mama. You forty eight yearsold, talking about you live with your
mama, nigga, you don't livewith your mama. Keep it real.
You live with a woman, andshe she's gonna think you visiting a friend

(39:57):
and you gonna come and get yourdick with and go back home. He
don't work that wrong. They don'twork that way. They're just wrong.
Be real, be honest, that'swhat I say. Hey, it's all
about being real, being honest.That's what I'm saying. Now, let
me ask you to give me amassage. Oh you be down? Oh
yeah, because I'm gonna get something. No, I said no, and
I meant no, So he didn'ttalk to me no more. But I

(40:20):
live by myself. Nigga, youlive with your mama. Stop lying men
that you got you live with yourmama. Are you taking care of your
mama? You live with a woman. Tell her truth if you men,
tell the truth. I'm married,I got a woman. Let a woman
be a choice of saying, youknow what, I'm gonna mess around with
a married man again? Right,you said that it's all about choice.
I give a smack. I mean, lady too much as conversation she had

(40:42):
would have got years ago. AndI respect this guy to this day.
He told Love Front, they metout, they win, they missed,
they met out, He told LoveFront. Now don't let you know I
still miss around with other women beforeI came and met you, I missed
around with somebody. He didn't livewith her. He gave her a choice.
She sighed to go along with itby respect him. At least he
was honest instead of playing this rolethat he's not. Because eventually, your

(41:07):
lines and your sins will soon findyou out and you're gonna be exposed.
Okay, So honest being honest.What you just said, How is it
being honest? When how about ifI do it too? So you came
to me and you said that youmessed with other women, how about if
I say, okay, since youwant to mess with her, I'm gonna
mess with him. Y'all don't likeit like that. Y'all don't like it.
Get the same thing that you didshout. So that's not fair.

(41:30):
And if she would have accepted that, he was gonna continue to be a
whole, that's a whole. Awill man. It's not gonna be jumping
in and out of bed with differentwomen. If he respected you as a
woman, first of all, ittakes two. Then you got these men
are still doing that bullshit in thenighties where they have it one night stands.
They come over there and lie andthey sleep with you, and then
you don't hear from them number morebecause they once again they not under themselves,

(41:53):
can't already falls on an individual,treat us you gonna be treated if
they treating themself like trash, theydon't treat it. Everybody else fight trash.
It's like they got all he wantto do is have six head.
You'd be honest and I want tohave six You would have told him no,
and he and he just went onhis beer a little way. But
let me tell you something about me. Okay, I'm honest. I slept

(42:15):
with him four or five years ago, and if it was so good,
I would have called him again.So it wasn't good, so I never
called him. So I'm just keepingit real. If it good to you,
you're gonna remember to call him.So I never called him back because
it wasn't good enough to be remembered. It was a one night stand.
I did him before he could havedid me. And I'm just being honest.

(42:36):
I ain't never called him no more. I just keep it real.
And I you know, and Irespect you that. I respect you to
the foot that's on that as well. Also, ain't know. We're gonna
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Sanday, who will be right backafter this commercial break. I've always been
told that I'm too small. I'mnot big enough, I'm not fast enough.
I don't have what it takes.I prepare so no one can take
what's mine. No one can replacemy mind, my heart to be the

(43:24):
best, to stay there, sweatit's necessary. I'm older, of course
I'm older. That's the beauty ofits sixteen years plus a different level of
wist, different level of understanding,different level of punishment. I want to
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(43:47):
what you got to do to makesure you chasing legacy every second of your
life? Who if you be?Remember how would you be? Remember?
Why wouldn't you fight for the greatestachievement? Help leave your mark? It

(44:07):
was a verybody. This is FirmanJackson Junior here in the Dallas for four
metropolitan area. This is the WalkingHis Ways Impact was podcasts. We live
stream every Tuesday at seven, everyWednesday at seven, and every Saturday at
ten am. Tonight's episode is calleda Conversation with my good friend Candy out

(44:28):
of the Houston, Texas. Itwas a short notice about coming on the
show. Big Shame's the player alsogonna give a big shot to miss Rose
with the with the help of hermother. She had what takes me earlier
that she won't be able to beon. So it was a change of
plans. So big shot to missRose be with your mother, like I
told, the hand of your business, because she she apologized, would not
be able to make the shots.And you know what handled your bites.

(44:50):
That's that's your mom. You knowwhat I'm saying. Shares that time when
you gotta watch, she's here thesame thing. My mom's still living to
make my business calledge check go ona well, I just lost my mother
seven months ago, and I dounderstand how that is. So you know,
I respect her and I appreciate thattoo, and I'm I'm glad to
be able to come on the showand just be able to fill in because

(45:13):
it's good. But you all gottastay tuned and I'm coming back. I'm
coming back. I'm coming back.You gotta wait till I come back.
Y'ake us out and check. Asmatter of fact, go ahead and talk
and follow bloom Brunt Blum Barbie rightnow. Her social media site is across
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(46:16):
working together. Creator absolutely absolutely somethingtogether. So I respect them, so
big shout to James and his wife. Also big shots to keep us the
great word James. Also we gotuh can you suppost a link to follow
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I post a lot of funny things. I have a lot of fun I
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did a show last night, soyou're welcome to join. Also, my
show is to help people that arein situations and they don't know how to

(47:23):
get out of situations. My showis also to let people know that you
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God bless for tuning in and stufflike that. There you go,

(48:05):
you gouts, gave you a faultjust by coming on. I appreciate you.
I appreciate you. So Hey,if y'all are on face on the
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with her tonight, ladies and gentlemen. So I know about agree prison for
time and stuff like that. Soso cany what else? What else you

(48:29):
got going on that you want toshare with the listening audience, And how
can we support you as well inthe work that you're doing in Houston,
Texas and around the world. Okay, what happens to me is I am
I want to help women of domesticviolence because I became a victim myself.
So when I say that I waswrongfully done, I wasn't in a relationship.

(48:52):
And there are women out there thatneeds help and needs to know how
to get out of the situation.I got out of the situation. So
you always want to look me upor join me, or inboxed me or
message me. And there are solutions, you know, Because again a year
ago I got robbed and I gotbeat somebody followed me home that I knew
of I thought I knew him,and I really didn't know him, and

(49:15):
I overcame it. God saved mylife. God spared my life and women.
I tell you that you can't hitmen and men you can't hit women.
There will be consequences for either way. Yesterday I got justice, but
justus was in as fair as Iwanted it to be. So God has
to work on that situation. AndI came live last night to tell all

(49:36):
the people that assumed that I wastrying to do something that I hadn't thing
to do. I was. Iwas at a party and I was enjoying
myself. And so when I metfour years ago prior to the accident,
had followed me home and when hegot to my house, I had said
thank you and I wanted him toleave. Instead, he beat me.
He broke my eyes, socking myjob on my cheek bone. I had

(49:59):
to cut my they had to cutmy head while I open. I had
to have a wild reconstruction, andyesterday they gave him deferred utification. I
don't get it. So that's whyI say, I let God use me
to be there for someone that needsto understand. I'm not mad, I'm
not upset, but God spared mylife and God has to take over control

(50:22):
of what's gonna happen to him forwhat he did. So women learn to
keep your hands to yourself, andmen learn that you don't want anybody to
hit your mother, your daughters,and your sisters. So don't fight women,
and women don't fight men because Godknows. If you're in a relationship

(50:43):
and things are gone wrong, don'tput your hands on each other. Just
leave. So I want to sayto you, I appreciate coming on the
show. I will be back onthe twentieth. We're gonna have a different
topic. I want you all tofollow and then join and watch. And
if there are any questions, youfeel free to go to my inbox tonight
and ask me any questions. I'ma very private person now I became very

(51:08):
private. I was probably at first. I've been divorced sixteen years. Men
are intimidated by me. Women havelied on me. But God knows that
I'm a sweet person. I'm thesweetest person that you would ever want to
meet. So trust God, don'ttrust men, and stay tuned. We
will be back again soon. I'llsee you soon. Follow me and enjoy

(51:35):
and have a blessed night. AndGod bless each and every one of you
who stay tuned to this show.Yeah, I appreciate you as well,
Candy. I'm gonna play one morevideo and then after that, I'm gonna
come, We're gonna frame back onand I'm gonna ask you for your fine
remarks. I know you said it. I'm gonna ask you again remarks after
this music video. Just live inthe best of mind. Same thing.

(52:09):
Spend sign educate your mind one son, one son. Yeah, I'm on
now. Yeah we on that.Yeah I'm on now. Yeah, we
on that. I'm on that.Same thing, spend sign educate your mind
one sign, one son, oneson. Yeah, I'm on now.
Yeah we on that. Yeah,I'm on now, yeah we one that.

(52:29):
What you know about that? BelieveI received. I ain't talking about
the contact contact concept fall back.No, you know what? Let it
in. Jesus saved and Gabe broughthis own testament testify I ain't never better.
Five recognized. My baby girl ismy prize and no games words bond
and I been working so hard.I just think, oh Lord, that

(52:49):
we made it thus far. AndI got my prayers up that the troops
come home. I can feel yourenergy even through your book on wall.
And then I got my prayers upthat the troops come home. I can
feel your jeeve even do this brookingwalls. Same thing. Spend sign,
educate your mind, one sign,one time. Yeah, I'm on that.
Yeah we on that. Yeah I'mon that. Yeah we on that.

(53:10):
I'm on that. Same thing.Spend sign, educate your mind,
one sign, one sign, oneson. Yeah I'm on now. Yeah
we on that. Yeah I'm onthat. Yeah we on that. You
gotta sacrifice. Been working my wholelife, but when I look back,
he's been there my whole life,right, love working on the inside.
So and for that news, lookingand feeling brand new. Got a crew

(53:32):
for the dollar sign. What smalllawyer is they don't need to see a
dollar sign and be there for you. Respect the wishes and I got bill
sue, So respect is given.Be about it. Say fight, silk
your precision. Anything you put yourheart in suit you can do. Had
to run the numbers up when thatshowed the boost. Just living the best
of my life. Just live inthe best of mind life. Same thing,

(53:55):
spend sign. Educate your mind onesign, one time, yeah that
Yeah we own that. Now I'mon that. Yeah we O one that.
I'm on that, same thing,spend so educate your mind one son,
one son, one son, Yeah, I'm on that. Yeah we
own that. Yeah mon that.Yeah we own that. Yeah. Just

(54:17):
live in the best of my life. Just live in the best of my
life. Yeah, that was upeverybody. This is from and Chackson Jr.
Out of the df does he DalliFort Fort area? Back here,
I'm walking this way. The impactwas podcast with my friend out of Houston,

(54:42):
Tasas Blood Barbie in the building.Were in a Virguy studio. We
had a great time, great conversation. Do you think everybody for their thieve
everything? Everybody for the questions tonight? That was the song Wilsdom. That
was like Gabriel Willard at of Atlanta. He's an artist out of Atlanta,
Georgia, So go following him.He is face book as well, so
go follow young so Blum Barbie,you have any final remarks, I just

(55:07):
want I just want everybody to staypositive and for us to support one another.
Let's support men and let's support women, and this just's stay positive.
This is twenty twenty four, whenthe second month of the year, and
let's stay positive. Once we dothat, we will be blessed. Positive
is a must. Make your circlesmall. Everybody, that laughing grin in

(55:30):
your face is not always your friend. So stay positive and thank God for
each and every one of us.And that's see it. So go ahead
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That means a lot to us.So we don't want to get y'all,

(56:36):
And it's not in vain, No, ladies, they don't forget the
people who support you. Then theones who is gonna help you get to
the next level, don't forget aboutthem. Always, always acknowledge them,
Always give them a shoutout. Theygonna take them far life. So the
never want to forget those who've beensupport So after this sums up, So
don't forget because Blood and Barbie gonnabe back with me in a few weeks

(56:58):
on the twentieth correct February twenty.That's gonna be on the Tuesday night edition.
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(57:22):
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(57:45):
You have anything else you want toleave Barbie, No, that's it all
right, then we got this thing. Many, I have a great guy.
I'm gonna send out some uplifting music. So the name of this song
I'm about agree to play. Iplay here all the time. So we're
gonna leave out with this song.So me and I have a great knight
and now will y'all Saturday morning atten a m. He said, everybody

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like Johnny Domino set that up.You know, every time I do something,
I got to keep it real withmyself. I got to put everything
in a man up a bull andone day, God, you gotta stay
prayed up. Man, you gottastay prayed up. I don't like it's

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heaving some time make it hard tobelieve. Pray up, talk to the
major. You know that ain't eitherto it sound, but do it for
me. Praying up what you alwaystelling them? And I see you on
the other time outside. We allgot a place at the time. The

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bottom line, you gotta stay prayedup though we muther die waiting for my
time to go. I want youto know, right they say, re
choice when he died, and cryingwhen they going in through the rain in
the storms. You gotta keep pressingon you shooting them. But know me,

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your season gonna change. But youbetter know that your season go change
in your time gonna come. Andlike to be a beer and never seeing
day that beat did run. Sure, but life is for living gas solive.
What are you living? What iswhere you're telling God what you feelished
for you sitting quiet? Better takeingtill you can hear him and then tell
you how to make get to showyou how to battle. Because it's a

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bore in the main treaty and youmay get some fat in your faces,
but the rain thing given to theswift. You gotta paste it because life
is a journey and the I'm gonnakeep praying so they put me on a
journey. I don't like he's havingsome making hard to breed. You gotta
stay praying up life. Then Iain't either to it sound or du it

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for me. Fight up. Youdon't wanna see your I see you on
the other side. We all gotplace to the time. And that's the
bottom line. My time coming,we mouth die waiting is my time to
go. I want you to knowthe right she I feel like I'm cursed,

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but I know that I'm blessed.I smile on the ground, but
I know that I'm stressed. Ifmy partner got murk, we just let
him the rest. Now at thegunstow buying bullet proof, vest I just
didn't find a church parano it inthe service. I look at them,
and mom's up got me nervous,and trump stand up thought they he would
spend a blessing crink heading's life tothe long walk right past me. Coup
call up, puller, ain't prayingnobody, call up, pull up,

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pullermember back and a child wanted tobe like misf My grandma bought me reading.
Couldn't that sugarcause she had I beatingwith those with the days when it
all felt easier now I get thepress when I turn on the TV.
I need me a blessing, Sopray for me, trying to get my
soul right because judgment day coming,I know, is heaving some time.
Get hard to breathe. They prayedup the line. Now that ain't eating

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to it sound, but dude,it for me. They prayed up,
and I see you on the otherside. We all gotta clean this tie
and not the bottom line. Prayingup then we tie this dedication. I
wait time to go. Mister,you know I stay prayed. God's everybody

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that's not here no more one loveshout out to my dog here with a
key, Mister Roland on the GoodTalk.