WAYT EP. 304

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
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like do you love me?

Speaker 2 (01:12):
Do you want me?

Speaker 1 (01:13):
Are you gonna call me like you said you want?

Speaker 2 (01:16):
Is this really your real? Full?

Speaker 1 (01:17):
Everybody and welcome to episode three four three h four
Wow of what are your thoughts? Today? Is Friday, February
twenty eighth, twenty twenty five, seventy eighteen PM. Member coming
to life from Fresno, California. Wow. We the last time
we recorded was Valentine's Day? Did you have a good
V Day?

Speaker 2 (01:38):
Yeah? I think we all did? Right?

Speaker 1 (01:40):
What did we do? We were here? We did the
podcast obviously. Oh that's when I took Olivia to Yava Bakery.
Talk about bougie. But I very much enjoyed the the
aesthetic of it all. It's a Mediterranean cafe. And did

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I describe I think I already described.

Speaker 2 (02:03):
I think so.

Speaker 1 (02:04):
Anyways, good little date. So that was Valentine's Day and
we were here, That's right, we were here with here
when we did the podcast. Okay, cool, And it's already
about to be March first tomorrow. The weather's been great.
I'm very excited. This is probably my favorite time of

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the year, this and fall time. I feel like this
is like kind of everybody's favorite time. But I am
very excited for this upcoming spring summer season. I'm excited
to be out out and about, yes, and excited to

(02:46):
I really want there's this run club. There's two run clubs.
Actually there's one for all women and then there's one
for men and women. And I definitely want Olivia and
I to join one together, join the all girls one.
And I'm planning to make joy Way.

Speaker 2 (03:07):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (03:08):
So I already signed us up and did the waiver.
It's just a matter now of us going to one
of the actual meats. I think there's a meet tomorrow,
like at seven am. I don't know if I'm gonna
make that one, but I do want to get into
running okay, And I was thinking about it because I

(03:28):
was like, okay, I really want to Like I've lost
my weight, I still want to lose more, right, but
now I want to focus more on like making my
body strong, you know, and like carving it, sculpting it,

(03:50):
molding it, and I want to challenge myself physically, and
I know running, like I was looking up how it
changes your life, and I feel like it really like it. Yeah,
like you challenge yourself because in running is hard, Like
when's the last time you ran.

Speaker 2 (04:13):
Court count?

Speaker 1 (04:14):
Yeah? I think so, yeah, so you know how challenging,
how hard it is, you know. So I was like,
you know what, this year I want to try I
really want to try running. And even before I got pregnant,
I remember telling myself do like a half marathon, like
I was interested in it back then, and then I

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got pregnant. It just never happened and whatever. But and Olivia,
she's very fast at runnings. So I was like, okay,
this would be good for the both of us. And
it's just something new that I want to try.

Speaker 2 (04:49):
What's this running club called?

Speaker 1 (04:52):
I think it's called Valley Shit, hold on, wait, I
think there's one call Valley run Club, and then there's
the one that's for all girls, which hold on okayval
Valley Girls run Club, and then there's another one where

(05:14):
it's co ed so and then I was like, Okay,
in the event that you know, I'm ready to mix
and mingle with.

Speaker 2 (05:25):
Other runners, specifically.

Speaker 1 (05:27):
Specifically men, Yes, I said, because you know, Okay, so is.

Speaker 2 (05:32):
There automatically, morally and ethically.

Speaker 1 (05:37):
But if I want to find somebody who is like myself.

Speaker 2 (05:42):
Who because you're a runner und right.

Speaker 1 (05:44):
Exactly, then the best I feel like, the best way
I'm going to find that person just like a high
And I hate that I'm even using this term high quality,
high value only because I feel like it's so. Yes,
But if Okay a good man, then I'm going to

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find him running or at the gym, or not at
freaking Bobby Seals Ours or at Vibes. So I'm like,
I need to do the opposite and find someone who's
into taking care of themselves physically. That's where I'm going

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to find the man of my dreams. But the man
of my dreams needs to be someone who's exactly like me.
This is what I thought of, because I said, Okay,
the only way I will ever be someone that sounds
I know, I accept it. It's okay, I'm okay with it.

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That's my truth, and I'm and it is true. He
needs to be just like me. Which parent do you
think as in male form?

Speaker 2 (07:03):
Which parent do you think you got that from?

Speaker 1 (07:05):
I don't know, because I'm very similar to your dad,
but I'm very similar to you.

Speaker 2 (07:10):
But your dad really doesn't display traits of narcissism. He
kind of like maybe he does, but I really don't
notice it.

Speaker 1 (07:19):
Your mom doesn't either, no idea.

Speaker 2 (07:22):
I guess not in a bad way. But that was
just that was honestly narcissistic. Well but you know what,
because and let me ask you this, do you think
a person who's exactly like you, do you think they're
going to better you? Or do you think they're going
to teach you anything?

Speaker 1 (07:41):
I think they'll just add to my life, like they'll
be the cherry on top. You get what I mean? Okay, yeah, okay,
And so this is what I mean by that. So
I've been thinking and I and I'm a what is
it like I'm a person of extremes as in it's
I it's hard for me to be in balance, right,

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like I want to find that yin and yang, but
I'm I'm either one way or the next. So like,
for instance, how do I explain.

Speaker 2 (08:13):
Like I think a good exper and you can still
give your explanation, But I think a good example of
that would be how you feel about someone. A lot
of time is based on your current like mood about them.
So let's say like you're like indifferent and like, oh, yeah,
that person's cool, then you're more likely to be like,

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oh yeah, that person's like a oh he's not that bad.
Versus if you don't really like that person, then it's
like they're an asshole or they're.

Speaker 1 (08:42):
Yeah, you see, that's what I mean. So and that's
not like a balanced person right now, who's one or
the other? Yes and so and me too. I get
bored very easily, and then I'm like, okay, well, and
I'm someone who very much needs excitement. So I can
stay on track and stay inside and stick to what

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I need to do for like a good amount of time,
and then I'm like I'm over it. I need to
get out, I need to go be around people. No,
But then see I'll want to stay doing that and
I'll have to reeel myself back in. So I need, yes,
I need someone to be on that same wavelength or

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be like above it and better than that.

Speaker 2 (09:28):
You go, what I'm saying in terms of just like everything, well,
I'm saying like, like be on the same wavelength in
terms like you want.

Speaker 1 (09:36):
Them to like, Okay, let's go have fun together, but
at the same time, I need you to be grounded
and goal oriented. But then at the same time I
need you to also want to like have a spontaneous
trip with me and be like, Okay, let's go and
let's go do this together and go have fun going
to run Yes, yeah, does that make sense? I'm probably

(09:59):
just confus any it doesn't even matter sense. So all
of this is to say that, yes, I want to
join a run club. Okay, the other one's called Presner
run Club. And I think it has to do with
the fact that I really am like a true Gemini.
Geminis need to find their partner, their twin, and I
need I need the twin. I don't need it right now,

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but I'm just saying, if I were to be with anyone,
they have to be Mariah just in male form. They
need to be me but as a man. Yes, so
I think it all just stems from my astrology sign
really quickly, so I want to since I'm talking about

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myself and whatnot, this relates to it. But I don't
know if you've heard these two stories about nurses who
one of them was being by a patient and the
other one was pretty much like used as a human
shield and zip tide by a patient or by a

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former patient, I think a gunman. This instance two separate instances,
one in Florida, the other one I don't know where
the other one took place, but one for sure, okay,
one in Pennsylvania, one in Florida, And I believe they
happened last week or like a week and a half ago.

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And so I'm curious, like, as someone who's going to
be starting in the medical field, if this is going
to change your mind to you know, being in the
medical field. So a quick backstory, So I believe the
woman in uh Florida. The woman in Florida, she uh

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is a nurse. She's been a nurse for about twenty
one years. This poor woman is in her sixties and
she was beaten by this unhinged patient and it sounds
like she got every every bone in her face was
literally broken right from being beat by this man. And

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what's crazy is that? So the CEO, I don't know
how he got involved, only because as far as I know,
the CEO isn't at our right, so unless I am
ignorant to that, but I don't think the CEO is

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there but maybe when.

Speaker 2 (12:42):
That's why I was about to ask what exact like
facility was?

Speaker 1 (12:45):
This was just like a so okay, so this was
in this posted cute Telly. So this was, like I said,
in the hospital at Palm's West Hospital.

Speaker 2 (12:58):
So this would just be the equivalent community right taking place?

Speaker 1 (13:02):
Yes, and so, uh, this patient was there. He his
family requested that he was held under the Baker Act
and I forgot to look up what it is, but
it has something to do with like like mental health, right,

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and I'll have to look it up.

Speaker 2 (13:25):
After patient held under normal circumstances, right.

Speaker 1 (13:31):
Well, he was supposed to be Baker Acted or whatever.

Speaker 2 (13:36):
And here let me but his place in the in
the physically yeah, like is he's just there with every
other civilian? Yeah right, Okay, that's probably that's probably.

Speaker 1 (13:46):
Air number one, right, correct? So okay, the Baker Act
is of Florida law that allows for involuntary mental health
examinations and treatment for people with mental illness. It's known
as the Florida Mental Health Act of nineteen seventy one. Okay,
So this man, I guess had been having like paranoia

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for a couple of days, allegedly. But I guess, like
you said, the first thing is he's with all the
other people, right, So that is not okay. So quote
my understanding is his family requested that Palm's West Baker,
that Palm's West Baker act him. They refused to do so,

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and then they sent him for a CT scan. He
broke out of the CT scan room that scan running around,
at which time Palm's West then Baker acted him, and
they sent him to the third floor to the telemetry unit,
where they shouldn't have sent him to begin with. And
then this violent attack happened. No one responded in a

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timely fashion. Somehow he got scissors and started poking Lee Lama,
the nurse Lee Lama's eyes out, and escaped, essentially naked
out of the hospital and ran across across Southern Boulevard
in traffic. And there was a guy that they had
interviewed a witness who saw him running and he was

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I guess he called nine one one, but he was like,
this doesn't seem right. He noticed that he was a
patient because he had the electrodes on him, and so anyways,
he was just in traffic obviously, as it says, uh
so the nurse was taken to another hospital in critical condition.
H every bone in her face was broken and she

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would likely be blind. Okay, So the caller, the CEO,
calls nine one one, right, and what I'm like, what
in the hell, how like messed up? Is that the
CEO calls nine one one but says that he is

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not concerned about the nurse being unconscious. So okay, specific
So this is a transcript to nine one one CEO quote,
we had a Baker Act be a staff member unconscious
now running around the building. Operator, you're saying they beat

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an employee till they passed out. CEO, Yes, knock them unconscious.
I'm not worried about that part. I need the Baker
Act dealt with. And so do you know what's the
name of the Baker Act? No, I just need cruise here. Anyways,
so they're talking about this, the CEO says, quote, this
could be nearly a fatality, this employee. And so anyway,

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so they're just going on and the CEO says she's
probably gonna die, and then the CEO says, this, my
hospital's a wreck. Anyways, So uh, they ended up capturing
this man, last name Scantalbury. And anyways, a witness said

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he had been acting paranoid for two days, blaming people
in his life for events they had nothing to do with,
blah blah blah. Okay, so he's being charged with second
degree attempted murder, also with a hate crime. And this
I believe nurse was Indian or something something of that sort. Anyways,
I was just like, WTF, I can't believe that the

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that the CEO said he's not worried or she's not
worried about the nurse being unconscious that I was like,
yeah what. Anyways, So she is on a vent. A later,
she's on a feeding tube and she is still in

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the ICU. Wow, And her daughter is a physician, and
her daughter was saying, you know, pretty much it's the
hospital's that there was not enough uh measure correct. And
this lady she was like, my mom devoted hello, twenty

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one years of her life and this is what happened. Yes,
So there's that, and then there's the other story in
Pennsylvania where this man shows up. He specifically goes to
the ICU, and he used a nurse who I believe

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was drawing blood from a patient during this time. He
uses her as a human shield at gunpoint, somehow is
able to zip tie her arms behind her back and
I don't even know what. So, man, this was another one.

(18:55):
I'm gonna assume. So, so people were saying that it
sounds because he went specifically to the I see you,
it sounds like maybe he's a patient there and had
some sort of.

Speaker 2 (19:05):
Like So, what sends just your average anybody to the ICU.

Speaker 1 (19:11):
So let's say, hmm, okay, let's say they're coming into
the er and I don't know, we'll go with a
gunshot wound.

Speaker 2 (19:23):
Okay, So this person could just be uh uh coherent.
It doesn't have to be like not mentally. Well, if
this person could be a coherent individually, that's in the ICU.

Speaker 1 (19:33):
Yeah, because I think so, I've never been to the ICU, like,
I've never seen it for myself, but I know there
was a patient. I don't know a couple of months ago.
Who I think she was detoxing from meth. But she was.
She was obviously still alive, but she was pretty like
unresponsive to anything that we would ask her, and she

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was kind of like unarousable. And they ended up setting
her to the ICU. But I believe she was there
from maybe it was so much meth that she had
done and it just jacked her up. But they sent
her to the ICU, but she wasn't on like I mean,
I don't think she would. She was on like a ventilator,

(20:19):
nothing like that. But anyways, so let's see, and what
is interesting is that his name, So they killed him.
They ended up shooting him d Diogenice Archangel or Tease.
He was forty nine, and he brought a gun and
zip ties and held hostages. Anyways, and I think he

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made that nurse zip tie.

Speaker 2 (20:49):
Other coworkers, like I know, like national news. It seems
like this would make national news pretty.

Speaker 1 (20:57):
Seriously, I know, And so anyways, it's I know, it's weird.
And so anyways, she ended up surviving. But oh so
he pulled the trigger. He pulled the trigger three or
four times against her head, and I guess it had
run out of ammunition, so that's how she survived. But

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I guess she was able to break free when he
was trying to reload and then she ran.

Speaker 2 (21:24):
Wow.

Speaker 1 (21:24):
Yeah. And so anyway, so they ended up killing him,
and I think an officer who was responded, who was responding,
ended up dying, and maybe a few other people.

Speaker 2 (21:37):
One of the officers were killed by the guy as well.

Speaker 1 (21:41):
I don't know, maybe and then they shot him.

Speaker 2 (21:46):
What the hell?

Speaker 1 (21:47):
Yeah, I know, it's crazy, okay, So anyway, so I
don't know, I'm just like, you know, as a healthcare
worker and as someone who is still wanting to get
into nursing, it's like very scary times out there, you know,

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and especially in the ED. And I think just a
few weeks ago, somebody in the ED, nurse or someone
who works there, got punched in the face by a patient,
and I'm like, how was this not? I like, I
barely heard anything about it, you know, And and as

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I don't know if you heard me talking to your
daddy yesterday, I was just like, you know, these patients
are so entitled. Not all of them, of course, not
all of them, but a lot of them are just
like completely unhinged. So demanding, ungrateful, and I'm just and
then you know, I had a patient. We had a
patient yesterday who was there I think for cirrhosis of

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the liver and homeless patient still ambulatory alert, just there
because you know, I'm sure she was in pain and
her abdomen was completely distended, I mean huge, so she
was probably yes, and a tremendous amount of pain. However,

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she was highly abusive to all of us, and you know,
one of the texts was massaging her feet because she
was demanding, okay, come massage my feet, ordering us around,
and on top of that, cussing us out. And so
she was like I need one of you over here
to help me. And I hadn't assisted her yet, so

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I was like, okay, let me go over there. My
coworker was like, I don't know what you're going over
there for, because she's just gonna pretty much be a
bitch to you, and sure enough started cussing me out,
and I said, nope, I'm done. I'm not helping you
anymore because you're not going to disrespect me and demand me.
That's where I draw the line. And then she started
crying because the nurse was like, you know, like, let

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us help you. And she was crying, I hate the
world because of how the world hates me and or
how the world treats me, and I hate the world
and they hate me back, and blah blah blah blah blah.
And you know, that's someone who, like I was waiting
for her to hit one of us. And this is

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someone who's alert, Like I said, she's not like an
Alzheimer's patient. She knows what she's doing. And the charge
nurse was like, if she gets combative one more time
or is uncooperative one more time, we're kicking her out.
And she left on her own. She went back to
the lobby and left on her own. But what I'm
trying to say is that there's a lot of patience

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like this, like this, the one who punched the woman
in the face. Excuse me, there's a lot of patients.
There's one of them, I think, like two or three
weeks ago, something happened in the ICU again here at
and he it took like several community security guards plus

(25:08):
police officers to hold him down and one of the officers,
one of the security guards, ended up getting hurt and
was a patient for a little bit yes, and again
like this patient. I mean, I don't know if they
knew that he had issues, but he shouldn't have been

(25:28):
with the general population, you know. But it just seems
like this stuff is becoming more and more frequent and rampant.
And I was asking your dad, like, why do patients
like the entitlement with patients? Like so many patients that
I've come across that my coworkers have come across, they're

(25:51):
so entitled.

Speaker 2 (25:52):
Well, I don't think it's a patient. I think patient.
I think it's like you're only going to find those
people in a hospital. Those are just there, that's naturally
who they are, and they're just happen to be a patient.
And I think, what if you get fifty people, twenty
five of them, they're going to be entitled probably most likely.

Speaker 1 (26:15):
I was laughing and I was like, what, like, you've
got to be I've been kidding me. This patient, we're
wiping up his butt right because he pooped in his
underwear and he's alert, and we're done cleaning him right
after it, and go get me some ice cream like
that with the voice and go get me some cold
ice cream. And I was just like, you little like

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you know, and then you I've got another one, the
one who ripped off her colostomy bag as she's sitting
on the toilet. Oh, I need you to bring me
some sandwiches, some food. And I'm like, okay, And so
I'm busy, right, I bring her her food, a whole
bag of food, and then oh, you didn't bring me

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any mayonnaise and mustard. And I was like, you little,
you know what I mean, Like, first of all, I'm
busy doing these discharges. That's number one. Actually, no Number
one is I'm not a fucking slave or a servage. Yes,
that's number one. Number two, you're lucky that I brought

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you a whole baggie.

Speaker 2 (27:24):
Now full of fool What about the argument, because I'm sure, like,
let's say I had went Let's say if I had
went through that during my like CNA clinicals or whatever,
my CNA, my instructor wouldn't be like, you know what
ISAA like you You're right for feeling like that. She

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would more likely be like, that's just being like, that's
just part of the job.

Speaker 1 (27:51):
No, And see, And that's the thing is that these
it sucks because the higher ups, like especially management or administration.
That is their thing. Like it's all about like it's
a business, this is customer service.

Speaker 2 (28:11):
And that's when I'm not saying that's the way we
should look at it, but that's just like if we
were to it's just unfortunately, I think the environment we're
in and I'm not saying that makes it okay, but
it's just like what other explanation is there, because just
it comes down to a people think.

Speaker 1 (28:30):
And yeah, it is very much a people think. Now
it doesn't dissuade me, though, from becoming a nurse, because
I feel like even though I complain about it and
I talk about it and I vent about it, I
still absolutely love what I do. I really do. I
really really love what I do, and I'm really grateful
deep down inside because this is like it just really

(28:54):
does give you a perspective on life and humanity and
you really do get to be there for people in
their worst moments. And like I said, it won't dissuade
me from going to nursing school, but I just wish
that there was what is it, like, more support when
it comes to us who are trying our best to help.

Speaker 2 (29:18):
Yeah, like on an emotional or mental side, Yeah, and
maybe that's where let's say the nurses from forty fifty
years ago, thirty years ago, do you think they had
like resources to deal with those problems either? Hell no,
So it's like that's what I'm saying. I think it's
just no. Universally, we'd probably be screwed because unless there's

(29:39):
like a what therapy for nurses, and unless there's like
a counseling for nurses.

Speaker 1 (29:42):
There is actually they'll go around I forgot what it's called,
but they'll go around, like if there's like a code
blue or if they know that somebody died, they'll go
around and be like, I know that today it was
a hard day. Excuse me, and just know that, like
we're here. If you want to talk, well, you know
it is.

Speaker 2 (30:00):
I wonder if there are any patients who intentionally try
to disrupt like that nurses counseling, like they dislike that patient,
they dislike that nurse that bad, they don't even want
them to have proper emotional or mental health.

Speaker 1 (30:12):
I don't even know if they know that that stuff
is going.

Speaker 2 (30:15):
I have no idea, because what do they say, even
if a patient is comatos, they still you have to
assume that they can.

Speaker 1 (30:24):
Hear that is true.

Speaker 2 (30:24):
Actually someone's going to wake up out of their coma
to disrupt your therapy session. But you know what, uh,
studio B No.

Speaker 1 (30:36):
But I was gonna say rest in peace. But she
she did not die, the nurse uh in Florida, she
didn't die, thank God. But it's just so sad that
she devoted so much so many years. Yeah, probably blood,
sweat and tears, emotional support, this and that, and you know,

(30:57):
for the CEO to be like, well, I'm not worried
about her, Like what the hell is that even supposed
to be And that's such a what what? What is that?
You know? And thank goodness, the other one, the other
nurse in Pennsylvania didn't die. Uh. That is both instances
are so traumatic that that's extremely traumatic for for both

(31:23):
of those people. And rest in peace to the officer
who was killed. But yeah, violence in the workplace when
it comes to healthcare workers is very real. It's very real.
It's very dangerous, and you don't know, you really don't
know who you're going to encounter. And that's something that

(31:48):
I'm always weary about, is you know, getting slapped obviously
by somebody who's like an Alzheimer's page shit, whatever. But
an alert and oriented person who just wants to be
an asshole or who's just freaking nuts, That's what I'm
always worried about that. Or if you're not working fast enough,

(32:11):
or you know, you don't let them eat because a
physician doesn't want them to eat because they're still running tests. Well,
I'm always afraid that, oh what if that person comes
back and retaliates. You never know, you know what I mean,
because you're stuck in that hospital with those patients for
and security, they're not gonna do nothing.

Speaker 2 (32:32):
Maybe this is our fault for not going to college.

Speaker 1 (32:36):
What would we have been doing instead?

Speaker 2 (32:39):
You know, you would have been working for right now?

Speaker 1 (32:41):
And who still works? I mean, obviously there's people that
work for E, but like, what's even what.

Speaker 2 (32:47):
Do they do? I'm sure just reruns of Keeping the Kardashians.

Speaker 1 (32:52):
I don't even know if there's any live shows on
E anymore.

Speaker 2 (32:56):
It's probably gonna go the way VH one.

Speaker 1 (32:58):
Went and just probably But you know, I can't think
of any other career that would because this, like I said,
even though I complain this is very fulfilling for me,
I can't think of anything else, like what would I
be doing? I don't really I can't think of any

(33:22):
school nurse, right, but that's still in the field.

Speaker 2 (33:25):
Yeah, well, actually that's a good question. Maybe that's an
appropriate transition. What would what what would we be doing
if we weren't.

Speaker 1 (33:32):
Maybe a teacher.

Speaker 2 (33:35):
I don't being a teacher because you don't have that's
there's too many variables and you need to be in
a situation where I guess you can at least have
some sort of control. And I feel like in.

Speaker 1 (33:49):
So I feel like with like kindergarten or first grade
would be funny, but it would be so overstimulating. Maybe
I would freak out and I'd be like, Okay, this
is a wait.

Speaker 2 (34:04):
You know what, maybe I can come trying to think
of any like early thirties gigs gigs teachers that I
had that were still kind of cool, and I really can't,
like think I had did have a Spanish teacher. She
was probably like early mid thirties. She was cool if

(34:25):
you like listen, but.

Speaker 1 (34:26):
She was cool if you listen.

Speaker 2 (34:28):
Yeah, I would saying it's not's a little different.

Speaker 1 (34:31):
It has to be an interactive job. If I'm doing
any sort of computer work for like more than ten
minutes at a time, my interest is gone, gone. I
cannot do that or if I'm sitting hell no. That's
one thing that I hated about the picture people rest
in Peace was having to create a schedule when I

(34:55):
did have my one employee. No, and and like doing
the like the sales, like trying to figure out the
sales and projected sales. No, I that is so.

Speaker 2 (35:10):
Boring to me, and so like accounting.

Speaker 1 (35:14):
Yeah, I mean it wasn't as like intricate as that,
but just oh god, I don't I don't have the
mental fortitude for that. And I'll just get lost and
do something else on the computer because I don't want
to do that. Solitaire, No, so what solitaire? How about Icy.

Speaker 2 (35:37):
Tower Icy Tower Listeners.

Speaker 1 (35:45):
That's a good one. You played that.

Speaker 2 (35:46):
One, Yes, I've played. I think I've asked you how
to download it on various occasions.

Speaker 1 (35:52):
You know what, you can still I looked it up
a few I'm ago you can still play it. It's
fun and it looks exactly the same. What would you
be doing if you weren't in this line of work?

Speaker 2 (36:05):
That's a that's a good question.

Speaker 1 (36:07):
The DSP.

Speaker 2 (36:09):
It would probably be some form of like my my
first thought was to go like journalism, like sports journalists,
like vescade of journalism, but that requires like a lot
of writing. And yeah, I f like, we think we're
good at something until we actually do it and it's like,
oh shit, Like same thing when I thought like making beats,

(36:32):
I really genuinely thought I was just gonna be able
to start and like be Kanye West. And I was
wrong because I didn't even know like where to begin.
I didn't even know what yeah, and that's why I said,
it's like you think you're really at least for me,
I thought I was gonna be like just naturally good
at it, and then I just was like, oh shit,
we know where to start. So that's kind of where
maybe it would be, like with journalism with sports. So

(36:54):
I think I would eventually figure it out because at
the end of the day, you're kind of just it's
about that topic, and I happen to know about sports.

Speaker 1 (37:02):
Sports journalism, Okay.

Speaker 2 (37:04):
If not that. If not that for sure, like a
I would say, like a writer like on a TV show,
like a comedy, I feel like I would have like
different ideas or like interesting ideas.

Speaker 1 (37:16):
Okay, so what kind of comedy like whose line is
it anyway?

Speaker 2 (37:20):
No? So maybe like what like no, like like a
Workaholics esque like not exactly that, because I don't know
if I would be able to write for three dudes
who live in the Yeah, I don't think i'd be
able to do that, But I think like a show
like a that's a simple show, right, It's not really

(37:41):
too complex, it's just it starts with them and everything
kind of surrounds that. I think I'd probably be able
to do something similar that, maybe like a cartoon. I
think i'd be able to do some sort of like
voice over work too.

Speaker 1 (37:53):
That be fun. That's something that I would definitely be
interested in because I feel like you could really like
give it your all and be your true, authentic, genuine,
silly crazy self. So that would be really fun. I
completely forgot about sorry to make it all about like

(38:16):
my second thing I wanted to do was be a
forensics technician or an investigator.

Speaker 2 (38:24):
That investigating.

Speaker 1 (38:27):
Homicide or just crime scenes. That would be really cool.
But or oh, doing like the bio bios not not biohazard,
but the crime scenes like at home, doing cleaning those up.

Speaker 2 (38:47):
Yeah, like where you pick up the.

Speaker 1 (38:49):
Yeah, Yes, that would be really cool. That would be
or working as like an embalmer, or just working with
dead bodies, like doing the autopsies. Yeah, exameter.

Speaker 2 (39:10):
Okay, so you just come full circle right back. Yes,
so they can't give attitude. Actually you should try that.
A dead person can't.

Speaker 1 (39:21):
They can't attack me, they can't ask me for more,
you know, Yes, so that and speaking of death, rest
in peace?

Speaker 2 (39:32):
Yes, rest in peace? To what three? Two act actor,
one actor, one actress and the wife.

Speaker 1 (39:38):
Yes, Gene Hackman. So he's more. I mean, I don't
know if you really. I'm not going to sit here
and pretend like I do. So I have all his movies.

Speaker 2 (39:48):
I have heard that name. Yes, I'm sure I know
of at least one or two movies he's been in.
Have I seen him? Probably not, because I've missed out
a lot of movies, But can you name?

Speaker 1 (39:59):
So we're gonna go with Superman. I believe this was
like in the sixth.

Speaker 2 (40:06):
I didn't say any of them. Are the first one's?
Does any Superman?

Speaker 1 (40:12):
Smallville?

Speaker 2 (40:14):
He's in small Ville?

Speaker 1 (40:15):
No? But you know how small?

Speaker 2 (40:17):
Yeah? Yeah?

Speaker 1 (40:18):
So what is it? Hoosiers?

Speaker 2 (40:21):
Okay? So you know what I think I have maybe
I've seen who.

Speaker 1 (40:25):
Depends, Okay, I think it has to do with basketball.

Speaker 2 (40:29):
Pirates, shoot the three? Maybe dug the ball about the
I believe college basketball team Indiana Hoosiers. If I'm mistake,
not mistaken, pirates, but.

Speaker 1 (40:51):
No idea honestly, and I know that. Shout out to
another person who has passed away. Mac Miller brought up he.

Speaker 2 (41:03):
Was supposed to be of the Caribbean or you brought
up the movie Hoosiers.

Speaker 1 (41:10):
Yes, I think he was.

Speaker 2 (41:12):
Talking about You think he was talking about a pirate movie. Okay,
any very interesting.

Speaker 1 (41:18):
It does have to do with uh he plays a coach.
He played a coach in this nineteen eighty six film
There You Go six. And you're right, it does have
to do with basketball. Okay. Well I did not, I
swear the whole time I thought it was about pirates.

Speaker 2 (41:36):
Like I said, I may have seen it, but I
just know it's one that anytime people mentioned sports movies,
that's usually on the top of their list.

Speaker 1 (41:42):
Hoosiers, okay, And anytime people mentioned sports movies, fucking rudy Okay,
now that would be.

Speaker 2 (41:50):
I guess it would be the football equivalent.

Speaker 1 (41:52):
Yes, yes, yeah, comers.

Speaker 2 (41:54):
Anyway, seen Rudy too, actually showed us that. They showed
us that.

Speaker 1 (41:57):
In school all the time in school. So okay, so
now you know what I'm talking about.

Speaker 2 (42:04):
The actor, okay, and then recipes.

Speaker 1 (42:09):
So she was I think a pianist. I'm so sorry
if I got that incorrect, but I want to say
she it was something in music, some sort of you know, yes, musician,
if you will. And so I didn't realize, Uh, there
was a pretty big age difference between them. I believe

(42:31):
he was ninety five and she was in her sixties.

Speaker 2 (42:34):
So I didn't know that, right.

Speaker 1 (42:36):
And so anyways, so, uh, from what I've gathered via
CNN and other outlets, is that they were found dead
in their New Mexico home. He was found dead in
the mud room and she was found dead in I'm

(42:56):
not sure which room. All I know is that there
was a space he next to her, and it sounds
like there were prescription bottles strewn around, if you will.
And the one of the dogs was found dead in
the kennel, but it sounds like there were other there
were two other dogs who were outside who were fine.

(43:16):
So and they did I guess they went out and
did like the what is it looked for gas leaks.
Yeah that they said there was no evidence of that,
but it's looked like they had been dead for some time. So,
but it's very you know, it's odd. Some people were saying, Okay,

(43:39):
maybe it was like a suics, like a murder suicide thing.
I don't know. I mean, I don't know, I don't know, right,
there's gonna be lots of speculation for a long time. So,
and I'm also curious what exactly is a mud room?

Speaker 2 (43:57):
I thought you honestly, is it like a spa? To me,
a mud room is probably an additional room obviously attached
to the house, maybe for showering or cleaning or like.

Speaker 1 (44:10):
Oh okay, so a mudroom is a room and a
house where people can take off wet or dirty shoes
and clothing. It's usually located off the kitchen or in
the base.

Speaker 2 (44:22):
That just sounds nice, and it sounds even though it's
called a mudroom, it sounds nice like it sounds like
if you have enough money to afford a mudroom, people
can't even afford like a laundry room.

Speaker 1 (44:33):
You're absolutely right. I had a completely different vision in
my head, and I thought.

Speaker 2 (44:39):
It was a room full of mud.

Speaker 1 (44:40):
Well, I thought it was like I thought it was
like a spa.

Speaker 2 (44:47):
Off. I guess you're not wrong because it's in the
same I mean, it doesn't it to do it self care,
so you're.

Speaker 1 (44:53):
Not okay, Yeah, I thought it was a SPA this
whole time. So any who, I mean, he was ninety five.
To make it to ninety five is huge. That that's huge.
But you know what, at least they passed together. You
know what's really weird about that is it is true

(45:15):
like when older people, older couples, they usually go with
each other or one will go and then the next
follows the next day or whatever. But I actually had
last week two patients which I was like, this is weird.
So they were in the room together right in the ed.

(45:35):
They ended up being roomed together, but they were living
separate at the time. This one patient was living in
a facility, the other one was living at home. But
what was weird is that one was hospitalized. This was
the one living in the facility, and then like the
next day or a few days later, the other one

(45:58):
ends up hospitalized. Wow, they were not living together, so
it's not like it was just coincidence that they both
ended up being hospitalized. They were roomed together on purpose
because they were husband and wife, but it was just
by coincidence that they both ended up being having to

(46:19):
be hospitalized short Spanish, Yes, And I think they had
been married or have been married for I believe seventy years.
I feel like at that point, your soul's really literally.

Speaker 2 (46:34):
Yeah, probably, yeah, which I don't think is no.

Speaker 1 (46:37):
No, I don't think anything's wrong with that. What I'm
just saying that that's like odd, like.

Speaker 2 (46:42):
It's weird how the human body just attaches to another.

Speaker 1 (46:46):
Yeah, so I was like, wow, that's wow. Anyways, but
rests in peace to those three. Uh, Gene Hackman and
his wife. I'm so sorry.

Speaker 2 (46:56):
I don't Yeah, we didn't mention. I know I could
look up I forgot I should say forgot by just.

Speaker 1 (47:04):
We'll find her her name and and the dog. But
Michelle Trachtenberg, she's another one who passed away. That's huge.
That's how it happens. And there'll there will be a
third one, but that's usually.

Speaker 2 (47:20):
The role of one. Technically they will just be the
third them three right there, are talking about the third celebrity.

Speaker 1 (47:27):
Correct, Yes, that's what I mean. And so Anyways, so
she passed away. Now I didn't know that. I believe
she had some and I didn't realize I was following
her on Instagram either, But she had a liver transplant,
and according to Rosie O'Donnell, she said that she hasn't
been doing so well in the past couple or few years,

(47:50):
if you will, that she had been going through a lot.
But I remember, uh Michelle Tracked. She was really young,
thirty nine. But I remember her of course from Harriet
the Spy, gossip Girl. I think she played Georgina. She
was like the bitch she was on gossip Girl and

(48:12):
then yes, she was on Buffy And I'm sure your
favorite movie, what is it euro Trip or Road?

Speaker 2 (48:21):
Okay she was, Yes, I think she was. I think
she was in that movie too. There was a period
of time where that movie came on comedy.

Speaker 1 (48:33):
Of course it came on comedy consistent basis.

Speaker 2 (48:36):
She was also on what Pete and Pete?

Speaker 1 (48:39):
How was that Pete and Pete.

Speaker 2 (48:41):
Nickelodeon ninety's kids show?

Speaker 1 (48:44):
Dude, from Pete and Pete?

Speaker 2 (48:47):
Are Pete and Pete? Like the name is Pete and Pe?
I think.

Speaker 1 (48:52):
I've never heard of that.

Speaker 2 (48:54):
Okay, well, regardless, rest in peace to all four of
those individuals.

Speaker 1 (48:57):
Yeah, and so it says it says that her family,
they're Jewish, they declined an autopsy due to their religion
for religious reasons. So that that sucks because I, if
you know, I have the ability to know. Yeah, I

(49:21):
would want to know. Uh yeah yeah, but you know
I understand too, but that yeah. So anyways, so that's
so young. That is incredibly young, and may she rest
in peace? And yeahs yeah, okay it.

Speaker 2 (49:44):
No, no, it is it long or is it medium?

Speaker 1 (49:49):
That's actually a question that you could ask God or
ask some girls out there.

Speaker 2 (49:56):
I'm not so speaking of long, medium or short. Forever
twenty one? Yes, so I didn't know this. As much
as I passed by the mall.

Speaker 1 (50:09):
They've had a long live spam though, as much as.

Speaker 2 (50:13):
I passed by the mall, I did not know that
they're going out of business. But they're just selling okay,
so yes, post it on the present. They ask what
should replace the forever twenty Yeah, what should replace the
forever twenty one? In Fashion Fair Mall?

Speaker 1 (50:29):
Please, for the love of God, no more Starbucks there.

Speaker 2 (50:32):
You're to build Bucks?

Speaker 1 (50:35):
Why not?

Speaker 2 (50:36):
That's like a New York sized Starbucks. Just it have
to be something big enough to replace, because free between
one is pretty.

Speaker 1 (50:42):
Big, right, yeah it is actually, and there is the
second floor as well.

Speaker 2 (50:46):
Why should be like a Dix. They're probably like a
Dicks there, or maybe.

Speaker 1 (50:51):
I mean that would be a Dick sporting good.

Speaker 2 (50:55):
Yes, it's gonna have to be something obviously.

Speaker 1 (50:58):
That that would be cool. But I feel like, okay,
we are we have Dicks, plus we have ari I
and then we have Big five, and I feel like
so much of that stuff you could also get on Amazon.
But I also do recognize that Fresno has like a
pretty big community for people who like to show outdoor.

(51:19):
Oh of course number one, but who has who likes outdoors?
Uh stuff? But I just feel.

Speaker 2 (51:28):
Like like a work world or maybe like a what's
the track of supply company?

Speaker 1 (51:34):
M see, I've never been in that, but I know
that they again like outdoor stuff Bass.

Speaker 2 (51:41):
Shop shop, right, the would be that they should.

Speaker 1 (51:47):
That actually, I think is a fantastic idea. Now I
have never been, but I've heard great things, and I
think that would be such a good forest super patch
that would actually be That's a good one. Beast Pro Shop,
I want to go just because it has that huge
like fish pond or whatever. Yeah, but that would be

(52:10):
really cool, definitely, I'm I'm good with that.

Speaker 2 (52:13):
Someone here says a Minii kid, just to shut half
the people here up.

Speaker 1 (52:17):
That's what I was thinking. But then I hear that
the furniture is not even that great, right, like the quality.

Speaker 2 (52:24):
You know what, I think the dresser in my room,
which is from al I think that is from my Kiya.

Speaker 1 (52:29):
Okay, how's it held up?

Speaker 2 (52:30):
It's great, It's an amazing to each their own. Yeah,
I think the only thing that he is just the
difficulty and how it's put together is probably I would
probably buy a furniture.

Speaker 1 (52:40):
From there, but just I've never been.

Speaker 2 (52:43):
I've never been either. But it's like you have to
take everything by hand. You have to actually like oh
like and like.

Speaker 1 (52:49):
Carve it, right, Okay, you have to go fetch the Yeah, okay, okay,
so so out, Like I said, no more Starbucks, I'm
done with it. How About like no no Target, like
we already have enough Targets, no Walmarts. How About like

(53:11):
an independent like a non chain store or something that
will help the community, make a health clinic and urgent
care a mini hospital, something that's going to benefit.

Speaker 2 (53:28):
People's okay Amba records.

Speaker 1 (53:33):
Amiba records. Okay, so that would it? Would we have
rage in Records and then we have the Mad Monk
we have that one, and then we have what like
little tiny shops like in Tower down to That would
be cool. That would be a lot of fun. But

(53:54):
I feel like it wouldn't really last that long like
it would Yeah, so, but that would be cool. I
was thinking maybe a movie theater because there's not a
movie theater in Fashion Fair.

Speaker 2 (54:09):
No, it would probably get but again, are movies popping
like that?

Speaker 1 (54:15):
I feel like and yeah, in the summertime, especially because
that's when kids are out and parents want to do
something with. Oh you know what would be cool? That
would be cool? But an indoor water park? What a
year round one?

Speaker 2 (54:35):
That would actually be cool? How about that?

Speaker 1 (54:38):
That would isn't one like no, you.

Speaker 2 (54:41):
Kind of have to to go to the islander.

Speaker 1 (54:44):
But an indoor no indoor I don't even know where
there's one in California.

Speaker 2 (54:49):
There probably isn't imagine there's not a need for one
because it's a it's California.

Speaker 1 (54:53):
But I think an indoor something that is going to Garner,
a lot of people, a lot of traffic, if you will,
to Fresno. But it has to be something that's long lasting,
because it just seems like, you know, a lot of

(55:14):
things start out and then they close or they stop
or whatever that will.

Speaker 2 (55:19):
Never go away. They just put the new irs pudding
right there and everyone just goes and like the mail ups.

Speaker 1 (55:26):
Okay, that actually yes, because those lines they do get long.

Speaker 2 (55:34):
That would actually be there, and it could.

Speaker 1 (55:37):
Be upstairs and downstairs, Yeah, that would be really cool.
Or they could do housing.

Speaker 2 (55:45):
Oh yeah, just make it like apartments.

Speaker 1 (55:47):
Yeah, that would be cool that or how about another
like uh, police station. You're like, I'm not down with
that one, but lots of interest, lots of ideas, lots
of ideas.

Speaker 2 (56:05):
I know we probably should let off with this, but
we don't have to get too deep into it. Or
you can give your take on the Trump's lenski.

Speaker 1 (56:13):
You know what, as my laptop is going to die
and I don't have the charger, so it gave me
some sort of like visceral reaction.

Speaker 2 (56:23):
And that's how I felt Advance. When I seen JD. Vance,
I was like, oh, there's I don't and I usually
I don't get that too often with just people. I
usually try to give like okay, you're murdering, Yeah, you
didn't murder me, so I'll give you the benefit of the doubt.

Speaker 1 (56:36):
Gotcha.

Speaker 2 (56:37):
There's something with jd. Vance when I look at him
that I just feel uncomfortable. And I think it's because
and I guess it's no different than any other politician,
but he's going to use Trump to what act on
his own desires, and I would have to guess the

(57:01):
desires don't benefit the common man.

Speaker 1 (57:04):
Like he's gonna like piggyback off of him, like okay,
like as in, like okay, Trump's the the loud mouth,
so I'm gonna get behind him and be allowed to
but like only when he's around, You get what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (57:19):
Yeah, In a way, it's more of like, Okay, let's
say there's like a big decision, right, okay, should we
go to World War three or shouldn't we. Let's say
Trump is genuinely like split on it, right, He's like, well,
I want to, but if we do, then this is
gonna happen. I can see jd Vance being the one
in his ear being like, oh we should.

Speaker 1 (57:35):
We should do that I see what you're saying.

Speaker 2 (57:37):
Maybe Trump didn't even want to do that, but since
he has vance in his ear, he's just you have
so many ear if you're what's susceptible.

Speaker 1 (57:45):
Or you're yeah, easily swayed.

Speaker 2 (57:47):
Yes, there you go, then I can see.

Speaker 1 (57:50):
Like that being fans as I see, I see what
you're saying. Isn't that kind of like with Bush and Cheney?
And is the other one Rumsfeld?

Speaker 2 (58:00):
Yeah, Rush Limbaugh. And that's why I said it's not
that's not specific to dance because it's really any politicians.
But when I seen him speak, it's like, Okay, there's.

Speaker 1 (58:09):
Like there's something about him that you don't like.

Speaker 2 (58:11):
And maybe it's too the fact that like a previous
picture I saw, he was like two hundred three hundred
pounds and what he used, right, did he? Oh?

Speaker 1 (58:21):
I mean, I'm not shocked. It's actually very popular, like
it's we all know it's popular, but it's becoming very
normalized in our society now. I didn't know that.

Speaker 2 (58:30):
I mean, perhaps a little heavier set. I don't know
if he uses ozempic though.

Speaker 1 (58:36):
But okay, huh, well wait aside, I yeah that it
pissed me off. I happened to come across it and
I saw like a two minute clip of it, and
I was just like, I was flabbergastid because I was

(58:56):
just like these two men, one of them being a
freaking senior citizen, the other one being whatever. They're trying
to bully this man and pretty much like make him
metaphorically like get on his knees and oh, thank you

(59:17):
for you know, like like they're the saviors and they
need to. He needs to be thanking them, and you
know you're you never once said thank you for they
want to. Yeah. My thing is is like Zelensky, he

(59:37):
fought in combat because he loves his country, he loves
its people, and obviously he stands for you know, what
he believes is right, as in saving his country, protecting
his people, helping them, and he went and fought alongside

(01:00:01):
his people. Who can say that. Not a lot of
leaders can say that. You know what I mean, I
literally went to war for my country with my country,
blah blah blah. So it's like they should be respecting.
They should have.

Speaker 2 (01:00:21):
The utmost I'm sure respect for them from a politician sense, right,
not from like a personal man a politician sense, but
it seems like they probably don't respect him either way.

Speaker 1 (01:00:35):
Definitely, not whatsoever. But I just feel like, yes, have
even if he didn't go to war whatever, this man
is also still a president and have some respect for him.
He also, you know, there's another bully putin who wants

(01:00:58):
to destroy him and take over his country. So it's like,
have some freaking like show some humanity for that, you
know what I mean? Why are you both of you
trying to bully him? And it just it pissed me off.
And you know, he's, like I said, he's in a

(01:01:20):
tough spot because he needs our weapons to fight the
warrant to continue the war. But it's like they want
him to like acquiesce to like I said, getting on
his knees and you know, bowing down to them and
pretty much saying how great they are in this country.

(01:01:43):
Is he doesn't need to do all that, nobody needs
to do that. But yeah, that is just so wrong.
That is that was completely wrong. And if you're anybody
who has like morals or ethics, you're gonna see that
and be like, wow, this is not okay, Like that

(01:02:03):
kind of behavior is just it's not okay. And if
you're looking at that and being like, oh, yeah, like
Trump advanced, they really showed him. Yeah, then you're just
as little and insecure and small minded as they are,
because anybody who's a good person doesn't act like that. Yeah,

(01:02:27):
it's just and two it's like, what, I just don't
understand how that kind of mentality is good for any country?
How is that that kind of leadership? How is that?
How does that benefit your country? I wanted I want
someone to tell me, give me one way how that is.

Speaker 2 (01:02:49):
Benefit established the dominance or establishes And.

Speaker 1 (01:02:54):
It's that's not even that's being a to me, that's
like being a weak leader, because I feel like you
can establish your what is it, your power or whatever
in a different way, Like you don't have to be
like everybody knows that America's top dog, right or that

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we were at least I don't know about now.

Speaker 2 (01:03:17):
They want everyone knows that America wants to be well, but.

Speaker 1 (01:03:21):
That's yeah, but but or everyone knows are what our
legacy if you will, so, but that's not being that's
doing it in such a week. And it's like the
fact that you're doing that as like an almost eighty
year old person. How embarrassing. That's so embarrassing, Like you're

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gonna grow older as a bully like that just shows
you're you have a black heart. You have a black heart,
and when you go, you're gonna have a black heart
and you're not going to be at peace.

Speaker 2 (01:03:59):
It's not a medical condition. No, do you think any
is that a medical condition to have a black heart.

Speaker 1 (01:04:08):
I've heard like the crosis of.

Speaker 2 (01:04:15):
Your heart is frost bitten.

Speaker 1 (01:04:18):
It's just so ugly. I just don't see. It's just
not it's not beneficial. It doesn't help anybody. It's so ugly.
That's why I want to live in the Barbie in
the Barbie world. Yes, no Easter raised president. Yes, that's
the kind of world that I need to live in

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with my future husband who has the same personality.

Speaker 2 (01:04:45):
This episode has come full circle. Okay, well, shout out
to all the Barbs.

Speaker 1 (01:04:51):
And Nicki vanaj is the vice president.

Speaker 2 (01:04:54):
Yep, exactly did you see that they played You Stupid
Home on Disney Channel? What this was the YouTube video
of it? I think it's like in twenty twelve. I
think they played obviously when the song was coming out.

Speaker 1 (01:05:06):
How I don't even know how that song.

Speaker 2 (01:05:09):
You stupid ho you stupid.

Speaker 1 (01:05:10):
Ho by Nicki Minach. Yeah, there's stupid speaking of stupid.
That's that's so, that's so smart. Sure you go smart
you in different.

Speaker 2 (01:05:22):
Different media intelligence dumn Yeah so dum you guys ap
more like it gets out tonight. Oh my goodness, stay safe.
Everyone enjoyed this last day if it's literally last day February.

Speaker 1 (01:05:36):
I know, and you know, I keep thinking, Wow, I'm
going to be thirty four, right, I'm only six years
away from forty. That's it makes me want to cry. Honestly,
it makes me want to cry, kind of like slice
my wrists because it's so depressing being a kind of

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because I look back and I don't I try not
to live with regrets, right because it's like that's just
a waste of time and energy. But when I think
back to my twenties, it's like I wasted a lot
of time. But then at the same time, I had
really great experiences. I know, and I try to think

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of it as like, if it wasn't for the experiences
that I had in my twenties, I wouldn't be able
to relate to certain experiences or people or even my
patience because I needed like I wouldn't be able to

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have that empathy or perspective or be able to put
myself in their shoes because I wouldn't have gone through it,
you know. And I think that's why to like, when
it comes to my career and my career choice, I
am very thankful because if it wasn't for what I

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have gone through or had gone through in my twenties, yeah,
I wouldn't have the knowledge and I wouldn't be able
to apply it today to my job, you know, right.
But it is depressing because it's it's just like, wow,

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I don't know.

Speaker 2 (01:07:31):
It's so I'm still been holding on to the fact
that when we're like sixty or sex, well, when you're
sixty or seventy, I think I'll be like fifty six
or whatever. But I think we'll, say, thirty forty fifty
years from now, technology should advance enough to the point
where we could probably like deage ourselves and maybe even

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like upload our consciousness so we can be like, let's
if you want to be permanently like twenty six.

Speaker 1 (01:07:55):
Okay, that's actually really cool.

Speaker 2 (01:07:58):
Yeah, I think that's really neat. We might be able
to do that.

Speaker 1 (01:08:01):
Did you see the video of the flying car. No, yeah,
I think they're testing flying cars.

Speaker 2 (01:08:09):
Yes, so maybe you won't have to worry.

Speaker 1 (01:08:16):
Yeah here, but I think yeah, we might be able
to upload our memories onto some sort of drive and
then just keep watching them. That would actually be really neat, Like, yeah,
you guys, where's March? And enjoy the weather. The weather

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has been really freaking nice. It really has.

Speaker 3 (01:08:42):
Very amongst other things, you will see you guys as everyone, you.

Speaker 1 (01:08:52):
Guys very grateful for the weather.

Speaker 2 (01:09:00):
I have no snare in my headphone. Where is my snare?
I have my headphones? Where is my snare