LFTN PODCAST

LFTN PODCAST

WARNING: This podcast and its episodes contains discussions of PTSD, Suicidal ideations, Anxiety, Depression, and Cannabis use through depiction of traumatic events. Listener discretion is advised. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THAT TYPE OF MATERIAL 988 IS AVAILABLE 24 HOURS AND SEVEN DAYS A WEEK 365 DAYS A YEAR. PLEASE USE CAUTIOUS WHEN LISTENING. Hello, I am the NorthBoundWriter a.k.a. Zeno Matsumoto and I am recovering from PTSD. I am currently seeking therapy. This Podcast was designed to be a very raw and visceral listening experience. However, at the same time, it is intended to be entertaining while still having very serious undertones in regard to mental health. Welcome to my Adult ADHD Universe. This is my mental health journey. 3 decades of having lived as a traumatized person of color in America. I know that there are others just like me who have had to endure anxiety and depression and many other emotional traumas for years. While I don't quite know where I'm going with this work, I do know that this is what I have to do in order to process my traumas in a healthier manner based off my creativity abilities rather than dying by suicide. With that being said, "Are you feeling like killing yourself?" Then you may want/need to dial 988 right now and seek help because you're not alone and you're never alone. I have felt the same way and it is my strongest hopes that you know that there is better help. So if you are enjoying what you're hearing, please subscribe, share, and know that I sincerely appreciate the support because this is the most scariest thing I have ever had to do in my entire life. At the same time I know that there is a purpose and there is a "why" in my life. This is what my soul sings and I hope you won't judge me too hard because all I want to do is provide for my family just like you. Thank you.

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December 25, 2022
On this episode of the Longing For The North Podcast the NorthBoundWriter reveals something special for the listeners for the holidays. Merry Christmas(US)/Happy Christmas(UK) All of the holidays celebrated on December 25th. Be safe and take care of one another. Spread Kindess and Love. I will continue releasing episodes only if I continue seeing more listeners in the analytics. If this is something that you don't think will go ...
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In this episode I use my artistic authority to allow Depression to have a voice. This was an interesting character development showcase but you'll have to wait for the next episode to see how it progresses. I will continue releasing episodes only if I continue seeing more listeners in the analytics. If this is something that you don't think will go anywhere, needs to be cancelled, or you have suggestions and constructive criticism...
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In this episode I use my artistic authority to allow Anxiety to go more in depth in to his development and my finding of some old memories that were put away years ago. Processing emotional trauma is never easy, but this episode tries to delve into that "Me Vs. Me" concept a lot more. I will continue releasing episodes only if I continue seeing more listeners in the analytics. If this is something that you don't think will go an...
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In this episode I use my artistic authority to get a little more comfortable in telling my mission and letting Anxiety have mic time to share some of his thoughts. I will continue releasing episodes only if I continue seeing more listeners in the analytics. If this is something that you don't think will go anywhere, needs to be cancelled, or you have suggestions and constructive criticism then please leave me feedback on Twitter...
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In this episode we delve a little deeper into the character development of Anxiety while Depression is locked away in a box for now. A story is in progress of being structured and organized so stay tuned to here the developments. I will continue releasing episodes only if I continue seeing more listeners in the analytics. If this is something that you don't think will go anywhere, needs to be cancelled, or you have suggestions and...
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In this episode we delve a little deeper into the character development of Anxiety and Depression and the different methods I use to analyze and process my PTSD/CPTSD. I will continue releasing episodes only if I continue seeing more listeners in the analytics. If this is something that you don't think will go anywhere, needs to be cancelled, or you have suggestions and constructive criticism then please leave me feedback on Twitte...
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Welcome to the stage Anxiety and Depression. 420 Friendly. Please leave me feedback on Twitter @NBWBlogger or visit the website www.northboundwriter.com to read the blog and leave a comment. I would like to see if this has any worth. I believe in myself but I want to know if it might be something that helps or entertains whilst enlightening. Lets connect. Thank you for your time and consideration. Until next time... Warmest Regar...
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If you want to sincerely support me or just want to follow me then check out my page! I started a Ko-fi Page! Ko-fi helps creators get support from fans of their work. If you want to see where this goes then please follow my Twitter Page @NBWBlogger I also have a website with a blog if you want to check that out www.northboundwriter.com. Well I officially feel naked. I hope you enjoyed the satire or whatever the hell this is 😬...
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