Beyond Broken Vows | Christian Marriage, Adultery, Pornography Addiction, Sexual Betrayal, Intimacy

Today in the second installment of our series, I Need You Where I Am, we turn the spotlight fully onto the wreckage inside a wife’s body and soul after sexual betrayal.

 

The physical, emotional, and spiritual effects of betrayal trauma are real and profound. A wife experiencing these effects may think she is going crazy. She is not. It just feels that way.

 

As we talked about last week, a husband who “gets it” understands the mag...

Today we want to speak to both spouses who are bravely navigating the deep and challenging waters following a discovery and disclosure of sexual betrayal.

 

We understand that this emotional journey can feel overwhelming and may be difficult to sort out on your own.

 

Today we’re excited to present a relatable word-picture that aims to make the experience of a husband’s infidelity a little easier to understand for both partners.

 

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Recovery work is hard! It is not something that either spouse ever wanted and sometimes it can feel like it takes over everything else in life. Is it okay to take breaks from the difficult conversations and the grieving process?

 

Yes! We all need to take a break from the struggle occasionally and recharge so we can get back in and do the next right thing.

 

We have a shorter show today, but lots of encouragement! Please take a mom...

In this episode we are excited to have John-Michael Bout share his powerful testimony of struggling with pornography addiction since the age of eight and how he overcame it through God's grace, supportive friendships, and accountability.

 

John-Michael also introduces his ministry, Into the Light, which offers various free resources including documentaries, video series, and workbooks to help individuals and families combat pornogr...

When you hear the word surrender, what comes to mind?

 

Does it feel like defeat, like giving up?

 

We often see surrender as weakness. And for those who like to control everything, surrender seems counterintuitive.

 

Our instinct is to protect ourselves. Both spouses often resist and hide from the painful path to healing.

 

In a marriage shattered by sexual betrayal, the fear is that giving up control means being taken advantage o...

Today we tackle the hardest skill in any marriage - especially after the devastation of sexual betrayal - honest, open communication.

 

We frame true intimacy as a three-legged stool built on transparency, vulnerability and rigorous honesty, then soften the seat with a cushion of humility so the whole thing doesn’t collapse under the weight of pain and suspicion.

 

Our goal is to move from theory to practice, from talking about int...

Whether you have just recently discovered your spouse’s infidelity or have been working through the recovery process for a while, you are going to want to tune in to today’s episode.

 

It’s hard to imagine a future where there is honesty, connection, and true intimacy after the marriage vows have been shattered into dust.

 

But God…

 

Today we’re exploring what could be possible for your marriage when both partners are fully surren...

Sexual sin—especially porn-fueled infidelity—doesn’t just wound a marriage; it buries it under shame, secrecy, and shattered trust. But just as Jesus called Lazarus out of the grave, He can resurrect even the most broken relationships.

 

Your marriage may feel like a tomb right now, but Christ specializes in resurrecting dead things.

 

Today in this hope-filled, and sometimes emotional conversation, we’ll talk about why sexual betr...

The disclosure is done. The secrets are out. Now what?

 

If you’ve been through Full Therapeutic Disclosure—or if you’re still mustering the courage to start—you know this isn’t the end. It’s the real beginning. Because truth doesn’t just expose the brokenness… it reveals the path forward.

 

This is the second half of our FTD episode—where we walk you through the final 3 steps of the disclosure process.

 

• The Impact Letter: He...

Marriage isn’t just a contract—it’s a covenant, a sacred vow before God and man.

 

But sexual betrayal doesn’t just break trust… it shatters the covenant itself. The foundation is cracked. The vows feel like a lie. And now, both of you are standing in the wreckage—one drowning in grief, the other paralyzed by guilt.

 

But here’s the truth: You can’t rebuild on broken ground. Before forgiveness, before reconciliation—before even dec...

Have you ever stumbled upon a quote that just felt like it was made for you? You know, the kind that resonates so deeply with what you’re going through that it seems like a turning point in your journey?

 

We all encounter those special quotes that cause us to pause and reflect. While we’re not promising that your life will be changed by them, today we’re sharing with you some of our own special sayings—affectionately dubbed BBVism...

We’re so excited to share this special episode with you from beautiful Honduras. This one’s close to our hearts—we sat down with our friend Sathiya Sam, from The Man Within Podcast, and got real about our story: the messy, the painful, and the beautiful redemption that came after.     We opened up about everything—our early years, the hard season of betrayal, and how, by God’s grace, we fought our way back to each other. It wasn...

In the tumultuous journey of marriage, trust is the cornerstone that holds this covenant union together. But what happens when this trust is shattered by sexual betrayal? How does a betrayed wife comprehend this new reality she never saw coming?

 

In today’s episode, we dive deep into these questions with the insightful perspectives of Robin Wilson and Christy Bottom, authors of their newly released book, Who is God Now: Hope In Go...

Have you ever stepped out in faith, trusting God’s call even when the road ahead looked uncertain?

 

Two years ago, we took that leap—surrendering our fears, our past hurts, and our plans, to follow where Jesus was leading us. And we’re here to tell you: God has been faithful. Not just in sustaining us, but in growing us—deepening our marriage, stretching our faith, and opening doors in ministry we never could’ve imagined.

 

This j...

Infidelity profoundly shakes the emotional foundation of a marriage, often leading to feelings  of confusion, mistrust, and pain. In the midst of all this chaos, it's common for couples to feel  unsure of how to find their way forward.

 

In this episode, we’re excited to explore how the Emotions Wheel, based on Plutchik’s theory and Willcox’s tool, can be a wonderful resource for couples facing the aftermath of betrayal. 

 

By usin...

When sexual betrayal shatters a marriage, the deepest wounds often come with agonizing questions—especially about God’s timing. Why did He allow the lies to continue for years? Where was He when the vows were being broken?

 

In this raw conversation, we tackle the three most tormenting questions betrayed wives ask God, and the surprising hope Scripture offers both the betrayed and the betrayer.

 

This isn’t an episode about quick f...

Being betrayed by hidden infidelity is like walking through a museum you helped build—room by room, the laughter, whispered promises, and the quiet certainty of a shared history. Every glance, every touch, every “I love you” hung like priceless art on walls you thought would stand forever.

 

But somewhere deep in the walls, a gas leak has been growing—invisible, silent, deadly. You walked through those halls for years, never smelli...

The discovery of sexual betrayal in your marriage can feel like a punch in the gut, leaving you reeling and unsure of what to do next.

 

As a betrayed wife, you are experiencing trauma. As a husband who has been found unfaithful, you are probably scared and trying to fix what you’ve broken. Neither one of you are sure what the future will look like.

 

But if you are listening to our podcast, you’re taking a brave step in the right ...

In this raw and emotional episode, we dive into the painful reality of how the phrase “I love you” can feel hollow and even triggering after sexual betrayal in marriage.

 

When those same words were whispered to someone outside the covenant, they lose their sacred weight—leaving the betrayed spouse questioning their truth. We explore the agony of speaking (or hearing) “I love you” when trust has been shattered, and why those words ...