lovelustfear

lovelustfear

lovelustfear exposes real stories about toxic dating and relationships. Host Jake Deptula (Strictly Stalking) welcomes storytellers into candid conversations, revealing the decisions they made and dilemmas they faced when better judgment got lost in a haze of desire. Every episode explores true dating and relationship stories—from the awkward and uncomfortable to the shocking and bizarre to the disturbing and downright dangerous. lovelustfear is a compelling, terrifying, but always insightful exploration into toxic dating and relationships that will have you abandoning courtesy and listening with caution. If you would like to share your story on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us at lovelustfearpod@gmail.com video episode teasers | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/

Episodes

lovelustfear | presents | lovelustlaw: Family Law 101 (Navigating Divorce, Custody Battles, and Domestic Violence)

June 25, 2025 • 54 mins
Former judge and veteran divorce attorney Michele Locke pulls back the curtain on the world of family law. From messy divorces to high-stakes custody battles and domestic violence cases, Michele brings her courtroom experience to the mic—sharing personal stories, legal insights, and real-world advice. Whether you’re facing family court or just curious about how it all works, this episode delivers a powerful, no-nonsense introd...
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The Murder of Emma Compton: Crime, Control, and the Hidden Struggles of Strong Women feat. Heather Ashley x Kyle Ashley

May 21, 2025 • 131 mins
In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke, alongside producer Haley Gray, are joined by Heather Ashley of Big Mad True Crime and Kyle Ashley from Critical Incidents to discuss the tragic story of Emma Compton. They explore the harsh realities of domestic violence, delving into the emotional and legal hurdles survivors face as well as the systemic obstacles that often block justice. The discussion...
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    20: lovelustfear | lisa |  that's when everything changed

    May 8, 2025 • 47 mins
    As Lisa rises to fame in the modeling world, her ambition takes her around the globe. What starts as a dream life quickly unravels when she becomes the target of a dangerous sexual predator. Exploited by those in power, she refuses to stay silent, putting herself at risk to uncover the truth and protect others from the same fate.

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    When Comfort Turns to Chaos: Midlife Dating, Bad Ass Bitches, and the Emasculation of Men | lovelustfridays x You Probably Think This Story's About You

    May 5, 2025 • 49 mins
    Brittani Ard, host of You Probably Think This Story's About You, joins Jake and Michele on lovelustfridays for a raw and thoughtful conversation about trauma, relationships, and the emotional weight of storytelling. She opens up about her transition from a career in architecture to podcasting, and the lessons she's learned along the way. The discussion dives into the complexities of dating in midlife—particularly for strong, i...
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    From Heartbreak To Hallmark: A Writer's Journey | lovelustfridays

    April 11, 2025 • 64 mins
    Jenna Brister is a comedian, actor, and screenwriter behind the feel-good Hallmark movies adored by millions. She bravely opened up about her harrowing experience of being trapped in an abusive marriage with a volatile chef in episode 6 of lovelustfear, titled “No One Gets Out This Early,” Now, she joins Jake Deptula to reflect on the red flags she faced, the healing power of comedy, and how her real-life romance with her new ...
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    19: lovelustfear | lynn | everyone is going to take advantage of you

    March 21, 2025 • 61 mins
    After enduring sexual harassment in her early teens, Lynn turns to older men for comfort as she enters adulthood. She becomes pregnant by an abusive partner, faces the heart-wrenching decision of abortion, and suffers further assault. Despite her longing to heal, she becomes caught in toxic cycles, growing increasingly isolated and trapped. Driven by the need to end the cycle of abuse, she fights to break free.
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    Psychics, Soulmates, and Spiritual Awakenings: Unlocking Your Next Realm with Amber Rasmussen | lovelustfridays x Next Realm

    March 14, 2025 • 53 mins
    In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke explore the intersection of spirituality, relationships, and personal transformation with guest Amber Rasmussen, host of Next Realm and Ex-Wives Undercover. Jake opens up about his intense connection with a karmic soulmate, while Michele shares her deep-seated fear of visiting a psychic. The conversation unpacks the role of psychics, spiritual mediums, an...
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    Galentine’s Day Unwrapped: A Deep Dive Into Celebrations, Expectations, Gifting, and Love Languages | lovelustfridays

    February 15, 2025 • 74 mins
    Jake, Michele, and Haley team up with Lauryn (lovelustfear) for an epic battle between Galentine’s Day and Valentine’s Day, sharing awkward dating experiences that have shaped their views on the holiday. They dive into the communication struggles between men and women, the decisions behind regifting, and how their understanding of love languages has changed over the years. Their conversation also touches on classic Valentine’s...
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    lovelustfridays x Weird True Crime | Unbearable Pain, Unbreakable Spirit: Judy Malinowski’s Battle for Justice

    January 31, 2025 • 86 mins
    In this episode, Jake and Michele are joined by Gina and Amber from the Weird True Crime podcast to discuss the tragic story of Judy Malinowski, a mother of two who was set on fire by her abuser, Michael Slager, and bravely fought for 696 days to survive—ultimately making legal history by testifying against him.

    The discussion delves into the devastating impact of domestic violence, the legal significance of Judy’s ca...
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    lovelustfridays | From Tragedy to Advocacy: How Peggy Klinke Inspired a Movement

    January 24, 2025 • 44 mins
    In this episode of lovelustfridays, host Jake Deptula and producer Haley Gray discuss the importance of National Stalking Awareness Month. They discuss the legacy of Peggy Klinke, whose tragic murder led to the establishment of National Stalking Awareness Month, and discuss the significant work done by advocates like her sister, Debbie Riddle, and organizations such as SPARC. They delve into the often-overlooked crime of stalk...
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    lovelustfridays x The Consult | FBI Profiling and Domestic Violence: The Deadly Case of Vashti Forrest

    January 17, 2025 • 69 mins
    In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michelle Locke sit down with retired FBI agent and profiler Julia Cowley, who reflects on her 22-year career investigating serial killings, sex offenses, and other violent crimes. Julia discusses the realities of working as an FBI profiler, sharing her insights into high-profile cases, including those involving intimate partner violence. They cover the heartbreaking ca...
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    lovelustfridays | Dating, Drinking, and The Challenges of Sobriety

    January 10, 2025 • 38 mins
    In this episode of lovelustfridays, hosts Jake Deptula and Michele Locke are joined by Debra, who shared her harrowing story in lovelustfear Episode 12, “I’ve Always Seemed To Attract The Crazy Type.”

    Debra talks about her journey to get sober after a tough first marriage and dealing with toxic relationships. They dive into the challenges of staying sober, how addiction can impact relationships, and how important it i...
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    lovelustfridays | Reflections, Connections, Dating Deal Breakers, and the Problems with People Pleasing: A Look Back at 2024

    January 1, 2025 • 40 mins
    In this lovelustfridays 2024 Year-End Wrap-Up, Hosts Jake, Michele and Producer Haley engage in a candid conversation about relationships, personal growth, and the valuable lessons they've learned throughout 2024.

    Jake opens up about his three dating rules—and why they still keep getting broken. Michelle reveals her essential dating hygiene must-haves, while Haley reflects on her people-pleasing tendencies and where t...
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    lovelustfridays | Overcoming Toxic Love: From Heartbreak to Healing

    December 27, 2024 • 54 mins
    Host Jake Deptula and family law attorney Michelle Locke are joined by Lauryn from Episode 17 of lovelustfear, titled “You Have to Learn to Trust Me.” 

    Lauryn reflects on her first toxic relationship, sharing the emotional toll of repeated breakups and reconciliations that led her to question her self-worth. She describes how these painful cycles pushed her to emotional extremes and behaviors she didn’t recognize in h...
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    17: lovelustfear | lauryn | you have to learn to trust me

    December 19, 2024 • 40 mins
    Lauryn’s romance with her movie theater coworker spirals into a toxic cycle of heartbreak, doubt, and obsession, leaving her emotionally crushed but driven to prove her instincts right.

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    lovelustfridays x The Unlovely Truth | Faith, Hypocrisy, and Spiritual Abuse

    December 7, 2024 • 43 mins
    Host Jake Deptula and family law attorney Michele Locke are joined by Lori Morrison, a retired private investigator, speaker, author, podcaster, and church safety coach. 

    Lori shares her insights into spiritual abuse, the role of women within religious communities, and offers advice for those seeking guidance in handling church-related disputes. The episode also covers Lori’s journey into private investigation and her...
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    lovelustfridays | Relationships, Red Flags, and Dating After Divorce

    November 23, 2024 • 38 mins
    Host Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke and Gabi Conti, an author, producer, and TV host known for her candid discussions on dating and relationships.

    This episode explores the challenges of workplace romances, the impact of dating apps, and how to recognize and address emotional and physical abuse. Gabi, who previously shared her own toxic dating story in LoveLustFear Episode 4, "We Can’t Bre...
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    lovelustfridays x When Heaven Meets Hell | Love, Lies, & Long-Distance Deception

    November 15, 2024 • 78 mins
    Host Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke and Allyn Amerongen, a survivor, advocate, and podcaster, featured in lovelustfear episode sixteen, "It’s A Lot Worse Than We Thought."

    Allyn opens up about her traumatic experience in a long-distance relationship, the double-edged nature of vulnerability, and the challenges survivors face when navigating relationships after trauma. She also shares her p...
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    16: lovelustfear | allyn | it’s a lot worse than we thought

    November 8, 2024 • 63 mins
    Allyn meets a captivating man who swiftly declares his love, asks her to be his girlfriend, and proposes. But as their long-distance relationship deepens, she uncovers his lingering connection with an ex, leading her down a dark path of deception.

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    lovelustfridays x Sins & Survivors | Custody, Conflict, and a Deadly Dispute

    November 1, 2024 • 43 mins
    Host Jake Deptula is joined by family law attorney Michele Locke, along with Shaun and John from "Sins and Survivors: Las Vegas True Crime," to explore the heartbreaking case of Ashley and Dennis Prince, who were tragically killed by Ashley's ex-father-in-law, Joe Houston, during a deposition.

    The discussion reflects on Ashley and Dennis's lives, the legal proceedings, and the emotional and legal complexities that cul...
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