October 2, 2024 • 53 mins
Rapper, DaBaby joins the ladies of Lip Service this week to promote his latest mixtape, 'How TF is this a Mixtape?' alongside our special guest host Diany Dior. DaBaby opens up about his decision to start therapy, if women call him DaBaby in t he bedroom, and much more. DaBaby even calls out a fake IG account for DMing women and posing as him. Enjoy!
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
What's up it slipt service.
Speaker 2 (00:02):
I'm Angela Gee, I'm g G Maguire, I'm Jeordie George
and I'm the.
Speaker 3 (00:07):
Prettiest child and Nigga alive. Some people call me your baby.
Speaker 2 (00:10):
That's my shy brother the baby so shot and Deanni
des guest hosting today. You know, listen, we had to
get her before she goes out on the road with
Polo G. We want to make sure she wants to,
you know, soak it all in. But she's from the Bronx.
I don't know if you're familiar, but amazing artists as well. Okay,
then yeah, cod Science Cash Ko Bain five. You're a
(00:31):
foreign you know what it is? I feel like yeah,
both are very animated too, as far as you're just
like me, like, I'm sure you shuy.
Speaker 1 (00:44):
Fake you know how. I know when you listen to
his music boom boom boom boom.
Speaker 3 (00:50):
Boom boom boom boom boom boom.
Speaker 1 (00:52):
Like that, but there's no way you shy doing ship
like that a good time.
Speaker 3 (00:58):
I have a good time when I have a good time.
Mm hmm.
Speaker 1 (01:00):
Don't worry.
Speaker 2 (01:01):
We got some questions because your lyrics are very nasty,
very specific. But let's get into some things right before
we even start talking about how to Focus is a mixtape.
Speaker 1 (01:12):
I really like that project, Thank you. I think that.
Speaker 2 (01:17):
I would say it was I know it wasn't intended
to necessarily be female friendly, but I feel like it
was like it was it.
Speaker 3 (01:23):
Was you know, that's really how it came in too,
you know what I mean. So it's really like the
first time I really liked gave a funk about the
music in four years, you know what I mean. So
like that's the that's the results of it, you know,
like me actually giving a fucking not just targeting a
specific audience or a wave to milk or get some
money out of whatever. I religious, you know, set the
(01:46):
funk back, brought it all the way back there. You know,
it's just me unapologetically let's go.
Speaker 2 (01:53):
And I feel like you've been through so much shit.
How much would you say in lawsuit you have to
pay financially because he like.
Speaker 3 (02:01):
Three million plus three to four good lord, A lot
of niggas ain't even made.
Speaker 2 (02:07):
You feel like but now everything is kind of clear
right with that? Okay, let's yeah clean that way. Sometimes
you just gotta pay.
Speaker 3 (02:15):
That money to you're gonna pay it anyway.
Speaker 2 (02:19):
You end up fighting something and up paying lawyers more,
and then still end up paying anyway.
Speaker 1 (02:24):
I could have just did this fact and.
Speaker 3 (02:27):
Then I staying to do is just stay the funk
out of trouble. That do it over to let so
many more niggas slide right.
Speaker 2 (02:35):
Well, now this is a Leston for sure, Deanna, because
you're newer, right and so have you had any lawsuits yet?
Speaker 1 (02:42):
Yes? You can't. I'm going right now, what I didn't
know that? What's your lawsuit?
Speaker 3 (02:47):
Now? What you do?
Speaker 2 (02:49):
Like my lives production through I'll signed while I was
with them because they wasn't doing it for me.
Speaker 3 (02:55):
Okay, okay, so it ain't a violence.
Speaker 4 (02:58):
See, he'd be punching people in the face.
Speaker 1 (03:00):
I don't don't do that, all right, he did. He
did not.
Speaker 3 (03:07):
Defending myself when I seen that.
Speaker 1 (03:08):
That was straight the funds which want to target right,
all right, guys, on a note, we're keeping the positive.
Speaker 2 (03:21):
But I will say this, I think it's part for
the cost for any artist you end up having some
type of lawsuits like for me, I've had to learn
even for myself, like certain contracts I signed that I
wish I had it. Sometimes you got to just pay
the ship because then you end up paying more money
fighting it and it's still got to pay it anyway,
and then it's so stressful.
Speaker 4 (03:41):
At the time the time that you consume and that's
something that we can't get back.
Speaker 3 (03:47):
Don't pay that money, get that ship over it.
Speaker 1 (03:49):
And you also started your foundation that Baby Cares.
Speaker 3 (03:52):
And Johnson for Mental Health.
Speaker 1 (03:54):
Yeah, congratulations on that.
Speaker 3 (03:55):
I appreciate you. Shout out to tell me she really
came in got it doing Tammic Brooks.
Speaker 2 (03:59):
I know, Tammy, so talk to us about that whole
process and you know you've been through it like and
now you want to help others and that is your ministry.
Speaker 3 (04:08):
Now, Nah, for sure, Like you know it's been something
like that. I didn't want it to do. I really
been on that really. I mean even like before the
loss of my brother. You know what I'm saying. That's
just like the type of person I am, how I'm
set up like I always like help the next thing.
It really ain't I came in the door helping somebody,
you get with him. I ain't never not been helping nobody.
That's what I do. So you know it's even more
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purpose driven, you know, when they come down to like
what my family to been through with my niece, my
nieces and my nephew growing up without a daddy, dude
to suicide, you know what I mean, everything's around the
mental health. So you know, I feel like it's just
it's just my duty, you know what I mean, to
step into that, use my platform even more and be
more intentional with it, get with the right people, do
(04:49):
it on the proper stage and at the proper level.
And you know, I already know I can influence and
impact millions of lives around the world, you know what
I'm saying. So I just got the proper structure now,
you know, and the ability to do it in places
I couldn't just pop up and do it before because
I've been doing this shit, you know what I mean.
Given I just don't eat a lot of times, I
(05:09):
do shit. I won't film and I won't say nothing.
I don't you just do it. Yeah, I don't do
the pro I don't send it out to you know
what I mean, people to put it into the media.
I just do it. I twenty four hours in advance
though a whole Christmas drive have I mean, people had
out there, and ten thousand people out there won't even
you know what I mean. I post it one time
about posting it lead that shit right there where. It's
that because that's just it's about really doing it with me.
(05:31):
But you know I understand it. Getting with the right
people and really showcasing that shit, it draws more people
and who can say, look, we need this over here,
we need this over there, and what have you, and
just you know we're putting it around mental health shit.
I that's something I need, you know, help with my
goddamn stuff. I about to start therapy. That's something I
ain't never did. I ain't never did this second or
therapy year.
Speaker 1 (05:52):
I excited.
Speaker 3 (05:53):
I'm excited about that right there too. So you know,
I'm just trying to lead by example, that's all.
Speaker 2 (05:58):
I feel like you were so stubborn before or too.
I will say that because I feel like you're a
good hearted person. But sometimes a lot of people have
this issue. It's kind of like the stubbornness of being
like nah, you know, you want to just stand on
what something is, and sometimes you just have.
Speaker 3 (06:13):
To be like I agree, I don't got nothing.
Speaker 1 (06:16):
And you agree the time that before you might have
been like I.
Speaker 3 (06:19):
Have been how to get you an explanation? But I
agree it ain't too many motherfuckers more stubborn than me. Like,
that's something my note, you know what I'm saying, That's
something I know. But I'm definitely doing a whole lot.
Speaker 1 (06:29):
You know how hard it is to day a guy
who's stubborn.
Speaker 3 (06:33):
Away from a nigga like me. I'm telling you, but
I'm doing I'm doing a.
Speaker 1 (06:37):
Whole I'm.
Speaker 3 (06:41):
Me and Jerdy are It's like, you know, I'll show
your ass stubborn.
Speaker 1 (06:45):
Because I have told that it's hard for me to
admit that I'm wrong.
Speaker 2 (06:49):
Yeahn yes, God stubborn, fort are stubborn.
Speaker 3 (06:56):
We should have been a goddamn defense attorney or some
ship you should have. Yeah. I feel like I can
get an out of anything.
Speaker 1 (07:03):
Oh my god.
Speaker 2 (07:04):
But then sometimes like there's power and being like you
know what, you're right?
Speaker 3 (07:10):
Are you feel great? It's been feeling great?
Speaker 2 (07:11):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (07:12):
Yeah.
Speaker 5 (07:12):
I was going to ask you, with so much public
backlash that you've experienced over the time of your career, really,
how have you like, what are some things that you've
done that made you be like, you know what?
Speaker 1 (07:26):
I was wrong on that?
Speaker 5 (07:27):
Let me take accountability, learn because people don't actually learn.
They love to say sorry and they don't actually make
steps to improve. What were some things that people don't
know you were doing to improve?
Speaker 3 (07:39):
And see that's the thing by my journey, like and
on high sight, I only can see this type shit
on high site, like, I ain't the type of say
sorry and don't change. I'm not gonna say sorry at all.
So I did it in the in the right steps,
I think, you know what I mean, Like I actually,
you know, learned and gave myself time to learn and
really late shit sinking, and really gave myself time to
understand process shit. And yeah, you know I didn't learned
(08:00):
from everything, you know what I mean. It's a lot
of shit. You know I'd have did different because it
ain't about I already don't. I want to say I
don't give a fuck, but you know, to a certain extent,
I definitely don't give a fuck, you know what I'm
saying about a lot of shit, you know people probably
give a fuck about. And what that being said, Like
why I trip over something when I could just not
give a fuck and let the motherfucker happen and carry on,
(08:21):
you know, what I'm saying accordingly, you know, so a
lot of shit, man, you're gonna have to have about
two three hours ship. I would have did different. I
did a lot of shit different than let motherfucker's go
on bout their way, because Tim gonna tell you, Tom,
you know what, did.
Speaker 2 (08:34):
You feel like people really were in your corner and
then weren't, Because that's also well you see people you
thought you was cool with being like.
Speaker 3 (08:43):
What, that's life, And I'm sorry that's something I didn't learned.
I mean, I didn't been through all that shit far
before I ever even stepped in front of one of
these you know what I'm saying, So that wasn't I
ain't even come here like no buddy, buddy ass nigga
like I wouldn't even you know, I never was really
tripping on you know, but I didn't dealt with that
like you know, like closely. You know that type shit.
(09:03):
And I have dealt with them experiences with like yeah,
well like niggas. You know that I did this with
that with niggas. We'll do this by it, you know,
we'll do that. I didn't dealt with it in the
rawest way. So in terms of like you know what
the public know with the public see all that shit,
that shit is peanuts. That shit really ain't about that.
And the whole time, Wow, as much shit as you
will see me going through like you know, or much
(09:25):
shit you will see going on around me, controversy whatever publicly,
like it's really it's going on in a real way,
you know what I'm saying. Behind the scenes, It's always
been very real for me, you know, which is why
like the way I treat the type shit that go
viraln the type shit to blow up in the headlines,
and it's called controversy in the media. When it comes
to the music business, it'll get taken us arrogance when
(09:47):
I kind of like downplay it or whatever or not,
because motherfuckers don't know, like I really deal with you know,
real shit in a very real way, and you know,
and I'm maneuver through it and gracefully, you know, if
I might say so myself. So it's you know it,
I look at this other shit, it's like miniscule, you know,
and it ain't for you would have to know what
I got going on. The people, you know what I mean,
(10:08):
the know what's going on. If not, it'll look like
this nigga just think he just got damn you know,
his shit don't stink, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2 (10:15):
But it ain't that what made you say it's time
to go to therapy, because like you said, you've never
done that before, and now you're about.
Speaker 3 (10:22):
To really working on my documentary. I started working on
my documentary really like me and working with my documentary
and that it was almost like a therapeutic process because
I did so much dig and like shit that I didn't,
you know, it made me realize that like as a kid,
like I've been. I already know I've been like sweeping
shit under the rug and not really you know, that's
(10:43):
just how I was, how I was got damn brought up.
It's a lot of black men in particular, that's just
how we you know, that's just how we cut. That's
that's almost just you know that shitn have been embedded
and that's from whatever you know. It can go back
as far as to whatever would I speak on, you
know what I know throughout my lifetime and as I
to digging into it and you know, telling these stories
and asking my mama questions, Okay, then going to ask
(11:05):
this person questions this and that. I still remember all
that shit, these conversations with them, and I'm like, damn,
like hold on, like this saying, you know, I look
at the kids. You know, I love the kids and
my family. All the kids love me. So I look
at them and they age, and I'm playing back like
the ship I saw with their age and you know
my experiences you know, from that point on. And yeah,
(11:26):
so like I say, like, people look at you know,
the shit that then went on from twenty nineteen, I
was grown ass man twenty nineteen. Between twenty nineteen and now, shit,
I saw way before then. You know what I mean.
It shit that you know, grown men can't handle and
this day and age, you know what I'm saying. So yeah,
that's what made me say, yeah, I need to go
and go through that, right you know, because it was nothing.
(11:47):
It was people asking me questions like it's the person
I'm working on the documentary with. They asked me that
ain't that's all therapy is. And then to get me
to talking, and I talk and I call my mama,
I talk, we on the phone. I talk. I'm like, damn,
hold on, you know what I mean, Like, y'all, I
need to go do.
Speaker 1 (12:00):
That, which is about to say, when do you start therapy?
Speaker 3 (12:03):
I'm I really I don't want to spill them. I
don't want to split a sapt though I'm gonna do
it ap I just want to do it in a
in a particular way. I really want to. I really
want to do my my therapy journey like in front
of the world like I wanted. I want to. I
want to.
Speaker 1 (12:19):
That's both.
Speaker 2 (12:20):
I think that's amazing that you know you're gonna shed
some tears. No, for sure, Okay, you know sometimes people
are scared of doing that, especially men, of being able
to be like that.
Speaker 1 (12:32):
But it's gonna help so many people.
Speaker 4 (12:34):
I feel like it's also want to influence people to
want to seek help with therapy, especially so many men,
Black men in particularly, they feel like they're too hard,
too tough, for too much of it.
Speaker 3 (12:44):
That's just how it ain't even that, you know, it
ain't even that. It's just it's how we This is
how we got damn you know, this is how we
set up you know what I mean? And I ain't
even know. I ego probably got nothing to do with it.
Like we as a black man, you got to'll be
a certain way to even surviud it. You got it.
Speaker 4 (13:03):
It's a great example to set those for sure.
Speaker 2 (13:05):
How does your mom feel about all of this? Like
you said, you've been talking beautiful.
Speaker 3 (13:09):
It's beautiful to her, you know what I mean. I
love taking I be. I be apologizing to her halfway
through the conversation, like, oh.
Speaker 1 (13:17):
My god, accountability again.
Speaker 3 (13:19):
You such a gangster because when I get to think
about you know what I mean, I'm like, Damn, we
was doing that. Like my kids ain't doing nothing like that,
you know what I mean. And my mama she had
three boys and I'm the youngest, and I was the
best child dispect. Yeah, I was the good kid, is
what I mean.
Speaker 1 (13:37):
I know what you met.
Speaker 3 (13:38):
That's what I'm saying. Wow, the world look at me
and you know, and they got this perception of me.
I know. My people be like y'all, y'all.
Speaker 1 (13:48):
Haven't seen nothing.
Speaker 3 (13:49):
I'm the Angel show. I'm used to tell on them
niggas because they were terrorizing me, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2 (13:56):
Even for you having doors and just seeing one thing,
one thing you will never hear about you because we
know you a great father, and that's one thing, no
matter what aside from all of this drama that you have.
Nobody has ever said he's not a good dad.
Speaker 3 (14:09):
That's my favorite thing to be for sure.
Speaker 1 (14:11):
For sure.
Speaker 3 (14:12):
I had to get off the phone. My daughter walking
in was like, were you at what you're doing? You
got another show? Okay, okay, call me back. You know
what I'm saying, show me her outfit for school tomorrow. Yeah,
I have plenty of them.
Speaker 1 (14:29):
All right, Well, listen, we want to talk about some
of these lyrics.
Speaker 2 (14:32):
Boom boom, get into it, all right, So don't worry
because I got some questions for you, and I had
to write down something.
Speaker 1 (14:38):
I got some all right time.
Speaker 2 (14:41):
Now, you like when she looks you in an eye
when she's coming. But what is a turn off for you?
Speaker 3 (14:46):
I turn off?
Speaker 2 (14:47):
Yeah, it's something that would turn you off. And we're
talking about the song fat.
Speaker 6 (14:52):
To turn me off like like a meat like like like, yeah,
hygiene number one.
Speaker 1 (15:03):
Has got damn he came in here smelling good.
Speaker 3 (15:06):
Yeah that's god damn, that's what said. Hygiene and knowing
what the funk you're doing too is another thing.
Speaker 2 (15:12):
Like, well, you know, everybody likes different things. Maybe something
that will work on someone else don't work on you.
Speaker 3 (15:19):
I ain't nothing to do with that.
Speaker 4 (15:22):
Thinking about it, you know what I mean, Like you
talking about like what don't you like?
Speaker 1 (15:29):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (15:29):
What don't I like? Yeah? Yeah, I don't like a
lot of ship you know what I'm saying, you know,
I mean, I'm pretty sure it's you.
Speaker 1 (15:40):
Know, it's common, like what's this turn off?
Speaker 2 (15:42):
Like turn off something that's made you been like no,
chill out, no chill out?
Speaker 3 (15:48):
Uh using using your teeth?
Speaker 1 (15:52):
These are you know, these are basic ones.
Speaker 3 (15:54):
Like watch out, yeah, watch fact even they do that, right,
that's I'll be you know, I ain't had them type
of experiences. You know what, You're gonna have them here
and there, but I ain't had them type of experiences
in a while. That ain't even kind of like what
I attract at this point. I guess me, like I
guess the monk, Like you know, you see the lyrics
(16:15):
and shit you read, so I guess.
Speaker 2 (16:19):
So that's something that will drive you crazy if somebody
is looking you in.
Speaker 1 (16:22):
The eye, drive me crazy, Yeah, like if you like
eye contact during sex or did you just say it
in the song and.
Speaker 3 (16:30):
I say she gonna she gonna look me? Yeah, it's
cool hearing that, not no it depends not.
Speaker 1 (16:36):
Hell, No, don't staring at because you.
Speaker 3 (16:45):
Know we ain't gonna overdo it gets you in trouble,
get you in trouble on the back end, some trouble
you for around can't get up out of what I mean,
So you gotta be careful with that eye context.
Speaker 1 (16:55):
Do women call you like the baby, you know they'll
be over with you.
Speaker 3 (16:59):
I'm getting up.
Speaker 1 (17:01):
That's nobody has.
Speaker 6 (17:05):
Okay, baby, I'm getting up the baby, baby, baby.
Speaker 3 (17:12):
What am I doing her? I mean, yo, they you
know they've been saying that before.
Speaker 1 (17:17):
Okay, Baby's good.
Speaker 3 (17:19):
Y'all probably say baby when y'all got damn exactly, man.
Speaker 1 (17:23):
Baby is trying. I feel like that's a normal baby.
Baby were having sex music game? Probably baby.
Speaker 3 (17:30):
You don't like soft niggas.
Speaker 1 (17:32):
She doesn't.
Speaker 2 (17:34):
She like I like, she's like both okay, like no
way with like a lot of ease, a lot of
like I say, a lot of things. Daddy too, Daddy,
you like daddy?
Speaker 3 (17:46):
She talked that ship. I mean whatever, I don't mean
you know that I ain't funked up about it like
it ain't. I didn't. It ain't something that's gonna like
make me go like it ain't.
Speaker 1 (17:59):
I ain't ain't here anymore.
Speaker 3 (18:00):
I ain't eighteen no more. You know what I'm saying.
I got kids for real, that ship don't really, but
you know it's always good to hell yeah, let me know.
I'm god damn doing my thing.
Speaker 1 (18:08):
Come on, you let me know do my things.
Speaker 3 (18:10):
Let me know. Yeah, yeah, okay, you can say that,
but I ain't gonna let the motherfucker just you know,
you can't just what you feel me just send me
up in the type man, I know one goddamn yeah,
Like I like when a more fucker can't say nothing.
Oh yeah, I'm mute. Hello, speaking of tongue. You know
(18:36):
what I'm saying. If they say too much of that
is that, Yeah, it's god damn shut up. You know
what I mean.
Speaker 1 (18:43):
Shut up? Shut up now listen.
Speaker 2 (18:45):
You've also said that you ain't paying's gonna be.
Speaker 1 (18:49):
Okay, absolutely not never ever never, No.
Speaker 3 (18:52):
I ain't gonna say no. Okay, proudly probably, But I'm
telling you, like the few times I have right, and
this is funny at hell of me too. This is
hilarious because I laugh at myself like after the fact,
like that don't even be that just ain't me like
I don't know, maybe I was just brought up different.
I don't know. I blame it on my goddamn uncles
or something because that ain't but you have it was
(19:12):
a complete way that was. But then that's that ship
whack like that ain't.
Speaker 1 (19:16):
Even I don't feel right?
Speaker 3 (19:17):
Yeah I have. I probably have been drunk somewhere and
god damn, you know couple not but like since like
being like a rapper fuck no, like hell no, hell no,
this was before.
Speaker 1 (19:30):
Yeah, yeah, anybody shop.
Speaker 3 (19:34):
Take what shot?
Speaker 1 (19:37):
Sh shop? Being not too fun?
Speaker 2 (19:39):
But you know sometimes it's like, hey, daddy, the mall like.
Speaker 3 (19:44):
Like one of one of them, little one of them.
Speaker 1 (19:47):
No, like let's just say like or like.
Speaker 3 (19:49):
One that I'm like vibe one of those. Yeah, I
ain't know you feel yeah, I took something shopping, but
like how these niggas do? Like what these niggas fun?
Speaker 1 (19:58):
No, what's the reason able?
Speaker 3 (20:00):
What's the reasonable when it comes away shopping taking nothing?
If it ain't if this ain't that, But if it
ain't that, you feel me, If.
Speaker 4 (20:08):
This ain't that, if you're trying to make it that right,
if it's on its way to be.
Speaker 3 (20:12):
That ain't the way I make it that that ain't
the way I try.
Speaker 4 (20:14):
We're not saying that that's what you got to do.
But if you really bobbing with somebody and y'all on
your way to being something special and you want to
do something nice.
Speaker 3 (20:21):
With her, we y'all do something. I do plenty of
things nice. I'm I'm that nigga. Okay, yeah, I'm that
nigga when they come of that, But I'm I'm more like, yeah,
I pour in the females like a different way, like
I don't you know yeah that I got out. Yeah,
I'm telling you, I'm probably like the nigga. So how
do you don't?
Speaker 1 (20:43):
What do you do? How do you what do you do?
You go out to dinner? How do you court? Somebody
that you're interested in?
Speaker 3 (20:47):
Court? Court? I don't like court. You know what I'm saying. Court,
You've got to spend money in court? You know every
time you go. You know what I.
Speaker 1 (20:59):
Feel that you go to spend money to a little
bit like.
Speaker 3 (21:03):
I caught him up, you know what I'm saying, Like
I engaged and got that meaningful conversation that look at her,
she gonna say this bullshit that's crazy said they got y'all. Liken,
ain't no court without you.
Speaker 1 (21:17):
Just says really nice.
Speaker 2 (21:19):
Let's just say you with a woman and she's not
up to par like as far as fashion and all that,
would you be like, let me get you something to wear?
Speaker 3 (21:28):
What the fuck I'm doing there? She ain't got that,
you know. I mean, And it's my main thing. Like
we put it like this, I'm a treat a woman
how they treat themself like, I'm not gone, you feel
me like if but a woman already you know, got
that going on. That's what it is. That's what it's
gonna be. But I ain't no, I ain't no duck
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no hell, not up for what for the next name.
Speaker 1 (21:53):
Oh my gosh, y'all see that.
Speaker 3 (21:55):
Y'all gotta let me know what you'all talking about. But
if this like this, I gotta changed lives for That's
what I do. But it's like, but I changed in
a way the way you would say fuck me and
go and yeah and do whatever. Like I'm gonna tell
you everything. I know. You know what I'm saying. That's
more valuable than our lesson. You should be able to
get that and go get whatever you want. You see
what I'm saying they decided to say me for really,
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which is the.
Speaker 2 (22:16):
Craziest thing a woman's ever done, like just off of
dating you. But it wasn't like your girl. But you
was like, well, damn like a.
Speaker 3 (22:21):
Tattoo or yo, yo, go ahead, it's good, lie I did.
I definitely had a thought it ain't you know, what
is this? She ain't really dating me? Brother, that she
ain't really dating me? And I just got to watch
my mouth. I gotta watch what I said.
Speaker 1 (22:42):
I touched, I didn't change give him another shot.
Speaker 3 (22:46):
I get me drunk, and you look, it ain't the
craziest thing of woman and dead and it ain't. And
it wasn't even like that. But she was like, okay,
craziest thing.
Speaker 1 (23:01):
What was the first thing you thought? You stopped?
Speaker 2 (23:03):
I ain't say the first thing said to your nominous service, why.
Speaker 3 (23:08):
Because it can afit me. I'll tell you off camera.
It'd be real easy to tell, y'all.
Speaker 2 (23:14):
Okay, all right, nah, yeah, I can't do that. I
just can't know what she did. Remember, I'm so fucking curious.
Speaker 1 (23:22):
We're going to find out.
Speaker 3 (23:23):
I can't even get no hands, y'all gonna try to
put it together, but no, it's all good, you know,
all right, so.
Speaker 2 (23:30):
Tell us something crazier. Woman's then, but she wasn't your
official lady.
Speaker 3 (23:34):
One time I had ignored this girl at the club,
ain't god damn. I was on the way. I think
we stopped. So when we started to get something was
in the sprinder. I don't know if it was with
this trap this. When I stepped up by the North Lake,
he was in the sprinder and she called me. I
wouldn't answer. She called me like twenty times.
Speaker 1 (23:52):
I'm like quick, twenty times.
Speaker 3 (23:54):
Yeah, that ain't ship. That's like the way. Yeah, that's
like I dodn'et got like one hundred and sixty mins.
Speaker 4 (24:00):
Yeah for the same he Yeah, man, y'all she wanted
that big bad man listen.
Speaker 3 (24:06):
Yeah, I gotta wait, Okay, I got I can't say
too much on this, but so yeah, she say, I'm
about to key your car. This this when I was
I was your car. Yeah, I had a yellow being
my seven forty five. It was plaint in school, but yellow.
It's before this. I was a local wrapper then. You
know what I'm saying that she said she was gonna
keep my ship. Send me like a picture with the
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key like.
Speaker 1 (24:29):
On that motherfucker that made you call her right back
to no.
Speaker 3 (24:31):
I was already on the way, so I pulled up
and I got out the spring. She she ended up
not killing it.
Speaker 1 (24:38):
She that was attention.
Speaker 3 (24:41):
I ain't even get. She got the right type of attention,
for sure.
Speaker 1 (24:43):
Here's to your car, I get.
Speaker 3 (24:45):
I ain't never got no. I ain't never got no car.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
Yellow had a car key.
Speaker 3 (24:49):
My boys don't play with me like that.
Speaker 2 (24:53):
Women do not play. What's Deanna, what's the craziest thing
you've done?
Speaker 3 (24:58):
She didn't did some ship, for sure.
Speaker 1 (25:00):
How you figure now?
Speaker 3 (25:01):
You just smell it on us? She's too quiet when
I said when we were talking my kid in the car.
Speaker 2 (25:06):
I never keep a car. I try to pop tires
before I feel you try.
Speaker 1 (25:10):
It's tough. How the fuck you pop tires?
Speaker 3 (25:12):
I remember one time the bitch ass nigga slashed my tire.
That was so fun.
Speaker 1 (25:15):
Why did somebody slash that tires over a woman?
Speaker 3 (25:18):
Because I took his weed?
Speaker 1 (25:20):
That's a silly reason. Okay, you was fifteen fifteen? How
old was you?
Speaker 2 (25:25):
I was twenty weed, and that's why he was that
mad enough to slash at tires.
Speaker 3 (25:30):
Yeah, I ain't taking No. Look, I ain't talking about
like no petty thief. Shit.
Speaker 2 (25:33):
Oh it's a lot of weeds, Like okay out of
ten pounds, fair enough.
Speaker 1 (25:37):
How'd you know what's gonna do it?
Speaker 3 (25:39):
How did I know it was this bitch ass nigga?
Oh I saw him so so he pulled up. We
were standing up playing the apartment condlt. This ship was
just so femline to me like that was so I'm like, bro, my,
the females in my in my life got more heart
than you like he got damn like damn. So he
saw me. We was we had a partner. Were walking
up the sidewalk like go up to the stairs into
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the crib, and he pulled around. It's like a little
round about. It was in Wexford. You know where the
basketball court is. You know you used to stay not
more with the basketball court. That's when we stayed at
one with the park. So you know, it's like it's
a little round like you can pull around.
Speaker 1 (26:12):
Is it a nice area?
Speaker 3 (26:12):
Yeah? No, I mean nah, these these apartments. Now, okay,
the area ain't. The area as a whole ain't too bad,
you get what I'm saying. But this yeah, it rent
like seven hundred dollars a month. Yeah, no, this is
I had a condo uptown at the same time, and
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then I had that right there. Put we walking into
the crib and ship we part. We walking in my
car back then like to well, so my car is
in between us. It's like a little a little fucking
around about like an island in the middle of the parking,
like you're driving around. It's a building, hell building, hill building.
There were in this building right here. I backed my
car in right here, like up against the back of
the island where it's facing the crib. You get what
(26:54):
I'm saying. So when we get out, we walking in
a car, pull up, it's a it's called you dropping window, John, John,
what's up? I turned when I see I turn around,
I know what he won't you get what I'm saying?
What's up? Let me when when you're gonna You know,
he was asking for the money back? And uh, what
(27:15):
did I say to the nigga? I don't think I
said anything. I turned around. I was like on the
first step, and I turned around and walked towards them
up beside walk. He pulled off and then I got
them came out the next morning and my damn.
Speaker 1 (27:32):
Definitely. What do you do after that? Get news?
Speaker 3 (27:37):
That's exactly what I did? All right?
Speaker 1 (27:39):
Now, what can you do? How the a nice bitch?
Speaker 3 (27:46):
I hate a nice bitch.
Speaker 1 (27:48):
Nice to you, but I hate a nice There.
Speaker 3 (27:49):
You got a nice bitch? Go to hell?
Speaker 1 (27:54):
Listen. I feel attacked because I am nice to everybody?
Speaker 3 (27:57):
You are you not nice to niggas? Yes?
Speaker 1 (28:00):
I am very nice. You're polite. You're polite. She's very manners,
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (28:06):
Yeah, nice bitches don't got manners. I'm talking about that.
She ain't going for a lot of ship. You know
what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (28:15):
Okay, that's a fast I'm not going googly.
Speaker 3 (28:17):
I motherfucker like all in the negative face. Yeah, yeah,
that ain't working with me.
Speaker 1 (28:24):
What made you write that song? I want to know.
Speaker 3 (28:25):
I really hate a nice bitch with the every drop
of blood in my body.
Speaker 1 (28:32):
You know, like nice guys. I've said that. I like
guys that are nice to me, but don't be nice.
But don't be.
Speaker 2 (28:37):
Nice to like, be cool, but you ain't gotta be
like extra friendly exactly.
Speaker 1 (28:42):
Yeah, we know you're not extra friendly, so we're good exactly.
Speaker 3 (28:46):
And if I've never dealt with it. I ain't deal
with it for long. I got this year, don't sob it?
Hello quick right there on the spot. Mm hmmm, I
hate a nice bitch.
Speaker 1 (28:58):
I feel like you have you feel friends? Yeah, I
feel like something happened with that. Yeah, your passionate to
hear it.
Speaker 3 (29:06):
I ain't got no heartbreak story, but no, yeah, I
don't hated a nice bitch since god damn since the
tenth grade?
Speaker 1 (29:16):
Was that the first nice? But you ever met?
Speaker 3 (29:20):
That bitch? Wasn't nice? I mean the first? No, the
type nice. I'm talking about a friendly bitch? Yeah, nah,
I got heartbreaking story, Like I just don't go for
this ship.
Speaker 1 (29:34):
But somebody feel like they got a chance with her?
Is that what you mean?
Speaker 3 (29:38):
Like, I mean, it ain't even that. It ain't even that.
Somebody don't even gott to be.
Speaker 4 (29:41):
You just you just hold up niggas faces for a
little reason as.
Speaker 3 (29:45):
Soon as if laughing at it, jokes that ain't funny
and that type of s You know what I'm saying.
You're tripping, tighten.
Speaker 1 (29:53):
Up, tighten up. Yeah, that's flirting, Loki, Yeah with.
Speaker 3 (29:57):
It without me involved in your life, Like you know
that ain't how you should carry it. I don't think
so that ain't gonna be how you get what you
want to do. Niggas.
Speaker 1 (30:04):
You think you nice? No, not at all to these women,
though you are nice to women.
Speaker 3 (30:09):
To my to my beautiful loving fans that they help
me feed my family, and talking about it. Absolutely, I'm
a sweetheart. I'm a sweetheart for sure.
Speaker 1 (30:27):
Are you nice? Like?
Speaker 3 (30:29):
Sweetheart? And I was raised by a black woman. I
got I got a soft spot in my heart for
like making up a black woman feel good. It's like
I'm gonna do that. I don't give a fuck about
none of that. You know what I'm saying. It doesn't
matter like I'm going to do that. It's just how
I was raised from the South. So it's it's yeah
up here, it's like good morning, thigga, suck my dick.
That's the female like y'all got.
Speaker 1 (30:51):
Y'all think that about it? Yeah, that's crazy.
Speaker 3 (30:54):
You ain't so you you're finna sit across from me
in the bronx. You ain't never told when the last
time you told the niggas long ago? How long a man?
This year craziest?
Speaker 1 (31:05):
Hell not this year? Because suck my dad?
Speaker 3 (31:08):
Why would you ever say it.
Speaker 1 (31:11):
Because you call that bitch.
Speaker 2 (31:12):
Either you called me a bitch or you told me
to suck your dick. So now I'm like, what the
fuck like suck my dick? Like you say that, she
gets you killed in the South exactly.
Speaker 3 (31:22):
You know what niggas say. Niggas like you say that.
Speaker 2 (31:26):
That's that's what I feel like, nobody should dick.
Speaker 1 (31:30):
What about a dick?
Speaker 2 (31:31):
Na suck a dick, suck my dick, dick and the
yall with and when we say it was her, it's
like like, niggas, suck my dick.
Speaker 1 (31:41):
That's what I'm saying. What oh I got to kill her?
Speaker 3 (31:48):
I don't say.
Speaker 1 (31:49):
But you know what in the argument, people say the craziest.
Speaker 3 (31:52):
Ship, Yeah, motherfucker really tell you about yourself? Yes?
Speaker 1 (31:56):
Are you like that in an argument? Say no, crazy ship?
Speaker 3 (32:00):
No, I don't take it.
Speaker 2 (32:01):
There my words, I'd be talking about.
Speaker 3 (32:06):
This how you've been feeling the whole time.
Speaker 1 (32:09):
No, honestly has said some ship that I'm like, can
you please please?
Speaker 3 (32:15):
Insecurious nigga Leavell said, I.
Speaker 1 (32:20):
Don't even remember, but I believe it what I said.
I don't even want to say.
Speaker 2 (32:24):
I can't cut it all right because it's so bad,
but I'd be very cautious about what I say in
the heat of an argument, Like if I'm mad, I'm.
Speaker 1 (32:32):
Gonna get the same way. I'm not going to say nothing.
I'm gonna be like, I will tell you.
Speaker 2 (32:38):
Also, I'll be like, don't do this right now because
I don't want to say nothing.
Speaker 1 (32:42):
I just leave it alone. I don't want to say nothing. Crazy.
That's what I'm gonna say it. You know I'm going
to say it.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
You're gonna say I'm gonna break you down. Said I'm
gonna break you down. Yeah, because some people feel like
you just feel like what makes you feel like you
can say that will act like that. So I'm gonna
to show you how and why you should never feel
like you should say that or act like that. To me,
I understand, Like what in the most respectfulest way possible, though.
Speaker 1 (33:09):
Like what would you say, like why do you think
I need you?
Speaker 3 (33:12):
Wait?
Speaker 2 (33:12):
Hold on, you thought that I needed you?
Speaker 1 (33:20):
Like I'm not even gonna finish.
Speaker 3 (33:24):
I'm not gonna finish. It was the point.
Speaker 1 (33:28):
I feel like we were really getting into that moment.
Speaker 7 (33:30):
To my brain, I was like, you got this shirt
on personally, you got this pass shirt.
Speaker 2 (33:42):
On exactly, like talking about pink shirt and you think
you fly like you go. You got to put on together, bitches,
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you got to put on make nigga go back in
the mirror like wait, hold on, wait, hold.
Speaker 3 (34:09):
On, drift, pulled fast, next door, pulled over, listen to
the party next door, crazy as hell, all of that.
Speaker 1 (34:22):
Jil you ever said anything crazy?
Speaker 5 (34:23):
You seem like a sweetheart, but I feel like she
had no If you get me to that point, I'm
absolutely losing my mind. I'm saying everything I've ever thought
about you. Your everybody said, everybody's involved, everybody's involved, everybody's involved.
Speaker 6 (34:38):
Ship.
Speaker 3 (34:39):
I think I ain't never dealt with a woman.
Speaker 1 (34:44):
Everybody, nobody. I don't know.
Speaker 5 (34:47):
I feel like the last time I said something really bad,
he was going back to his girl who was a
lot younger than us, and I definitely was like, you
groomed her basically a pedophile for did I definitely did?
Speaker 1 (35:02):
I want a minor?
Speaker 2 (35:09):
God like what you are going to that say to somebody,
Let's talk about this type you.
Speaker 3 (35:19):
The type type of hurt my feelings.
Speaker 1 (35:21):
The type your feelings had your heart.
Speaker 3 (35:23):
Absolutely, yes, ma'am, okay, but sometimes I can't even sleep
at night. For real, I'm telling you.
Speaker 1 (35:31):
You've had your heartbroken some message you can't sleep at night.
Speaker 4 (35:34):
I think these are lyrics, Yeah, and they are, but
they having real ship's lyrics.
Speaker 1 (35:39):
Why you don't believe that she got the lyrics right
there in the song?
Speaker 3 (35:43):
No, because I love hearing about it, getting his heart broke. See,
that's I'm gonna tell you feelings. That's how. That's a
that's a great conversation starter because they love to see you. Now,
hell ya, I haven't got my heart broke while you
think I'm You think I'm like this for no reason.
Speaker 1 (35:56):
That's why you got this tattoo?
Speaker 3 (35:57):
Are here exactly?
Speaker 1 (35:59):
But that's bitches, got ready read it together? Is okay?
Get money? Okay? All right? That's a song.
Speaker 2 (36:09):
I see it every time I got have and we
have little Kim money to money that.
Speaker 1 (36:19):
I don't think you heard what you said? Wow anyway,
But anyway, I.
Speaker 3 (36:28):
Don't know how you saw that because he's got damn
bot short. You got them short inside.
Speaker 1 (36:41):
Have you ever gone through a phone? He Yeah?
Speaker 6 (36:44):
Why I felt like a sucker when I did?
Speaker 1 (36:48):
Which did you mind?
Speaker 3 (36:49):
You know, till you find something you feel like you see, bitch,
I knew it. Wake up.
Speaker 2 (36:54):
You know why because she went through your phone first, absolutely,
and then you was like, let me find something.
Speaker 3 (37:01):
Now you want to talk about how many times I
got my phone gone through?
Speaker 4 (37:04):
How many?
Speaker 1 (37:04):
Yeah? What's the mom with you with your past code?
Speaker 3 (37:08):
I don't leave it up enough. You see what I'm saying.
I don't. Yeah, And I'm this is the thing, I'm
gonna forget a past code, Like I'm that type, Like
I don't. So, I said, it's one phone.
Speaker 1 (37:17):
I got this funny memo.
Speaker 3 (37:21):
And this is the phone where I got like the
video where my first daughter was born, like when she
was born, like I was the first one liked she
made contact with all that ship and I can't get it.
I called her mama, like, hey, Western, I caught on FaceTime,
like I told her I was on fun I'm like, wait,
Mama to FaceTime. I said, what's the past code of
this phone? She's like, I don't know. I got to
hold it in my hand. She knew.
Speaker 4 (37:42):
She was like, I got to hold it in my head,
hold it in my hand.
Speaker 3 (37:49):
I'm gonna know. You gotta just let me hold it
in my hand. You know what I'm saying, but I'm
trying to get in that phone. So anybody see this
to know how to get into old iPhones.
Speaker 1 (37:56):
I do have all my old iPhones.
Speaker 3 (37:58):
I never I got like twelve.
Speaker 1 (38:02):
Right right here. I could unlock your phone for you.
Speaker 3 (38:07):
I just don't want to delete it. I don't want
to wipe it clean.
Speaker 1 (38:09):
I don't think they will wipe it clean apple on
some ship.
Speaker 3 (38:14):
It's hard. They ain't going going.
Speaker 1 (38:18):
Now, let me ask you this.
Speaker 3 (38:19):
I went through the phone you have right what you find?
Speaker 1 (38:22):
Do you find ship or no? Heartbreak?
Speaker 3 (38:26):
Bitch? I'll fucking knew it. I was right.
Speaker 1 (38:30):
But is it after you cheated?
Speaker 4 (38:32):
That don't matter?
Speaker 1 (38:33):
He still felt it. I'm just asking, though, is it
after you cheated?
Speaker 3 (38:37):
No? No, it doesn't matter. Wrong is wrong.
Speaker 1 (38:43):
It's you cheated. What are you expect it ain't.
Speaker 3 (38:47):
I mean, that wasn't. That wasn't a situation. You feel me?
So it's all good. It wouldn't know after I cheated.
I don't even cheat like I ain't. Ain't that type
of nigga.
Speaker 1 (38:56):
So what do you do.
Speaker 3 (38:59):
The opposite of cheat? I'm a lawyer, niggas.
Speaker 2 (39:01):
I feel like you had like a couple of kids simultaneously,
I had a work No, you didn't have like a
kid that I remember that was.
Speaker 3 (39:08):
No, I ain't cheat on nobody, okay, yeah, hell okay,
hell no, I ain't cheat on nobody, but none on
my babies.
Speaker 1 (39:17):
Okay, So nobody thought they was in a relationship.
Speaker 3 (39:19):
And then I had a kid.
Speaker 5 (39:21):
No fun, No, no situationships, situations fun.
Speaker 3 (39:28):
Like I said, I don't even play like it's you know, yeah, okay,
I put all my eggs in one basket when they
come for real? Do you really uh huh if by
the nigga in that ass? No, No, I haven't. I
haven't in a long time. But see that's why I
don't play like that, like I'm just straight for it,
like you know, I don't really yeah no, But you.
Speaker 1 (39:51):
Know, perception is that you was like bouncing back and forth.
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (39:54):
No, I don't believe the hype. Yeah, perception, it's all
about it's really real for sure, But I don't. I
ain't No, no, hell nah, you're just seene to go
away anybody. It's exactly, you know, exactly what's going on.
Speaker 2 (40:15):
When you think about therapy, is it going to be
like are you eventually thinking about incorporating everybody or is
it just you by yourself?
Speaker 3 (40:22):
Everybody?
Speaker 1 (40:23):
Family therapy is important.
Speaker 3 (40:24):
Oh yeah, No, I would love. I would love for
anybody in my family. I think we all need it,
you know what I'm saying. For sure, before all this ship,
before all this ship, we've been needed that ship, fact
being my family, Like I'm cut from a different cloud
for real.
Speaker 1 (40:38):
How many people have done therapy here? Me? Yeah, you
think it helped you? Yeah, I'm still in therapy. Yeah,
me too. I did a couple therapies.
Speaker 3 (40:48):
You gotta get chats about that group chat. That group
chat ain't ain't the one.
Speaker 1 (40:51):
Chat you did a couple therapy? No you didn't.
Speaker 4 (40:55):
We ended up breaking up store.
Speaker 1 (40:57):
I was gonna say that didn't work out, but.
Speaker 3 (40:59):
No, we did. I got to do that. I'm gonna
go home.
Speaker 1 (41:02):
What a couple therapy? Yeah, a couple therapy is not
a bad thing.
Speaker 3 (41:08):
I want to be.
Speaker 1 (41:11):
Past.
Speaker 3 (41:12):
You see what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (41:13):
Okay, but that's a form of therapy too. Yeah that is.
It's beautiful right there?
Speaker 3 (41:18):
Commendable?
Speaker 1 (41:20):
Did it help?
Speaker 3 (41:22):
Did it help? It felt? It felt My mama loved this.
You know what I'm saying. But then it ain't ship.
Ain't nothing changed?
Speaker 1 (41:32):
What about moving forward?
Speaker 3 (41:33):
Like?
Speaker 2 (41:33):
What do you look for now? If you think about
our relationship or do you not want one?
Speaker 3 (41:40):
Do I not want? Want? It? Ain't? It ain't. I
just say, you know, I'm just grown as hell. It's like,
what do I look for? Let me start, let me
break it down, because I just jumped straight to that
not want, but it ain't. No, I don't not want.
Speaker 1 (41:52):
But what do you want?
Speaker 3 (41:54):
What do I want? I don't want a bitch ass thing.
I don't want nothing.
Speaker 1 (41:59):
You don't want nothing?
Speaker 3 (42:00):
What you mean? What do I want?
Speaker 1 (42:01):
And the woman look for when you're like what I
look for?
Speaker 2 (42:03):
This is my This is my partner. What's your partner?
If you had to dream?
Speaker 3 (42:11):
Understand? Uh, lady, you gotta have something going on, gotta
have a mind of our own, you know what I mean?
Most important because then that to keep a motherfucker from
getting lost than the sauce wood with what I'm navigating
through my goddamn self, You get what I'm saying. Just
a woman that know they know themselves, you know what
I'm saying, And it's just comfortable with themselves. A woman
that love themselves. That's what I want. Woman, they love theyself?
Speaker 1 (42:35):
Okay, yeah, woman.
Speaker 3 (42:36):
Got to love theyself, you know what I mean? And
then yeah, from there we'll be good. The rest to
figure yourself out.
Speaker 1 (42:41):
Do you think you've always themselves? Do you think you
always loved yourself?
Speaker 3 (42:46):
For sure?
Speaker 1 (42:49):
Why you laugh?
Speaker 3 (42:50):
You laugh? I don't think I love myself.
Speaker 1 (42:55):
I think you absolutely right.
Speaker 3 (43:00):
Myself, But no, like I've absolutely like it's way I
could love myself way more. Don't get me wrong, you
know what I mean. I don't get me wrong, but
it ain't.
Speaker 1 (43:09):
What's as long as you've gone being without sex? Hmm?
That last professor.
Speaker 3 (43:17):
Where that's a crazy ask question to ask me camera,
that's crazy answer.
Speaker 1 (43:27):
Jordan has been you know she was a while. I
don't know if she still is.
Speaker 3 (43:31):
How long?
Speaker 1 (43:33):
A year and a half? Never okay, a month?
Speaker 3 (43:37):
Never?
Speaker 1 (43:38):
Two weeks? Not by choice? A week.
Speaker 3 (43:45):
It'd have to be jailous something. Always pay lawyers.
Speaker 2 (43:49):
No, I don't have two days two days, yeah for sure,
two days Fridays probably five.
Speaker 1 (43:56):
Yeah, I don't want to oversee's on the road, Okay,
got to be careful. What like when it comes to you?
What's the rules? Where you know? Are you single now?
Speaker 3 (44:06):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 2 (44:07):
Okay, So when it comes to you like traveling and
doing things, what's that like? Are you like, I'm not
fucking with nobody because I feel like you're very cautious.
Speaker 1 (44:16):
We don't be seeing like random. You gotta be concious
for sure.
Speaker 3 (44:22):
I ain't even like when I came into the game,
like it's it's crazy. It's like the Ladies was like
when it came to me and ship like I wouldn't.
I was stiff, Like I let a lot of a
lot of people's slide, Like.
Speaker 1 (44:35):
You could have did it, but you were like what
would make you say that once? What would make you still?
Speaker 3 (44:40):
Did my thing too? But like it was, I was real,
you know what what.
Speaker 1 (44:45):
Like, why would you say I'm gonna let that slide.
Speaker 3 (44:47):
Because I know what comes with it? Bullshit? And that's
exactly what what ended up coming.
Speaker 2 (44:52):
I'm telling you, either you want like a regular chick
that's not in the spotlight, or would you deal with
another art like what do you think another artist?
Speaker 3 (45:02):
Probably not? I mean I like what I like. When
I like it, at the end of the day, it's
so good. I don't I don't got no d damn checklist,
And I'm a look at a woman, and you.
Speaker 1 (45:12):
Know what I'm saying, maybe you need one? Do you
have a type?
Speaker 3 (45:15):
I ain't not.
Speaker 1 (45:17):
I was just gonna say.
Speaker 3 (45:23):
I got standards for sure, especially when it when it
comes to like like taking somebody serious percent, like that's
my own. I can count one hand how many girlfriends
I have my whole life. Yeah, Like I don't even play.
Speaker 1 (45:36):
It, but how many women have claimed you as your boyfriend?
That's different.
Speaker 3 (45:39):
They be saying that ship after they kick it with me,
you my boyfriend. I'm like, and I be like, no,
I'm not, like.
Speaker 5 (45:45):
You know, I'm not, yeah, because I mean there's a
lot of people that think they're ok with it, and
they're okay with.
Speaker 3 (45:53):
It right, and ain't okay with me saying nah, like no, yes,
you are just keeping yes you it be that type ship.
You get what I'm saying, instead of me saying, okay,
well no, I'm out of here and I got.
Speaker 6 (46:08):
Just a nice guy, all right.
Speaker 3 (46:13):
And then you know, she hit the fan.
Speaker 2 (46:18):
Fan and the fans ship ship ships.
Speaker 3 (46:25):
So it's so hard to clean it up and instink.
You gotta goddamn get the smell off you take a while.
I gotta do a lot of scrub, so yeah, go
that way good.
Speaker 2 (46:37):
Now listen, let me ask you this about like, because
you represent North Carolina.
Speaker 3 (46:41):
Like for sure, Charlotte to be exact.
Speaker 2 (46:43):
Yes, Charlotte to be exact. Amazing sat but there's been
some devastation, you know.
Speaker 1 (46:49):
Then you came do a rerec shop.
Speaker 3 (46:51):
Somebody text me, Vanessa from Double Lessa. She texts me
and asked me like, was I good enough? Come around?
I'm like, ship we straight, I ain't see nothing about that,
And she made me look into that, and then I
saw somebody else post it like today. But on our
end in North Carolina, it's all good. It ain't really
I guess it ain't hit us. How we hit them
(47:11):
areas and I'm guessing them areas is the areas. Yeah,
it's on the.
Speaker 4 (47:15):
Coast, the areas on the coast Atlanta. You know, I
live in Atlanta.
Speaker 3 (47:19):
It was I was in Atlanta while it was that ship.
Speaker 1 (47:22):
Yeah, it was crazy.
Speaker 4 (47:24):
It was really windy and it's some some flooding. I
left yesterday, so I'm not sure what it looked like now,
but a couple of things had got canceled because of it.
Speaker 3 (47:32):
For sure, we was filming the music video the power
went out like two three times.
Speaker 2 (47:37):
She well, listen, and that's amazing because we were talking
about this earlier, like the devastation in the Carolina. I
have to go there next week, and people always want
to move out there. I think I felt like a.
Speaker 3 (47:49):
Lot of my boys come from New York and North Carolina.
Speaker 5 (47:51):
Yeah, but like growing up, we didn't.
Speaker 3 (47:57):
I'm gonna keep it real. We used to because because
like you know, how yall niggas is aggressive.
Speaker 1 (48:04):
His head tough, suck.
Speaker 2 (48:07):
My dick ship that Sanna is like she only said
it a couple of times years, Agomy, Right.
Speaker 3 (48:16):
I'm telling that she gets you killed down there, don't go.
Speaker 1 (48:19):
I don't feel like people say that like that.
Speaker 2 (48:23):
You're like talking about social media, reality reality. If you suck,
he want to go wherever it is going to go.
I'm telling you that because I don't care about what
happens after that.
Speaker 3 (48:35):
So it's just I already told you what happened. I
already told you how to go with niggas be saying,
And I know.
Speaker 1 (48:39):
I'm glad we didn't put a baby oil out for
this episode.
Speaker 2 (48:42):
You know what, Now, listen, how the fuck is this
a mixtape?
Speaker 3 (48:47):
How the is this a mistake. Take your time, I'm.
Speaker 1 (48:49):
Right because that's out right now. And I really appreciated
this project. I enjoyed it. I felt like it was
for us, like you feel about it me, Yeah, I
like Fat. I feel like you.
Speaker 5 (49:01):
You you gave a good shout out to the girls
with the little booties for sure.
Speaker 1 (49:06):
You were like, it's still fat with a special place.
I appreciate it was about.
Speaker 6 (49:13):
It was about Yeah, sure, glad, y'all like it.
Speaker 1 (49:16):
That's all that matters is that we let a representation.
We need that I'm here for full feature album because
I feel like it could.
Speaker 3 (49:25):
Have been absolutely I'm following up with the album right
after it then just been like I said, really with me,
like it been literally four years since I didn't like
put my heart into a body of work. You know
what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (49:37):
Other than that, why is that.
Speaker 3 (49:39):
I just I was at a place where I like
lost the love for it and respect respect more than
love for it, for sure, you know what I'm saying.
When I just like peep certain ship and the way
certain shiit go like and you know me, we started
off talking about like you know, how stubborn I can
be this and next, so like I really had to
like took that ship away and you know, and just yeah,
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fall back in love with the shit organically.
Speaker 1 (50:03):
That's growth. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (50:04):
Yeah, I feel like sometimes I understand that flat that
the baby gets because I feel like, creatively, even the
visuals are amazing. I can tell you take a lot
of time and care into that. And then I saw
with this project though, people were very receptive to it
for sure. And sometimes you do go away and people
miss you. Yeah, it could be one or the other.
You could go away and people don't give a fuck,
(50:25):
or you and.
Speaker 1 (50:25):
People miss you.
Speaker 3 (50:26):
And I really let it. I really let that shit
kind of like sinking in this go around because you know,
I'm I'm a fighter, you know, I'm a standing I'm
a stand up you know what I mean for what
I believe in so and I always been. But the
way I could have been did that, you know what
I mean? Like a project like that, I could have
did that when everybody was looking like what are you
about to do next? But I didn't give a fuck.
You get what I'm saying. I'm like, Okay, y'all, y'all
(50:46):
did y'all you know this what y'all believing? It's y'all. Right, Okay,
I'll let motherfuckers do that and whatever, but it costs
me at the end of the day, you know what
I'm saying. You know, I'm just in a much better
space to well that type and think about none of that.
You know, I holding myself accountable rather than other motherfuckers
for air thing.
Speaker 1 (51:05):
I'm gonta give a fuck.
Speaker 2 (51:06):
That ship is stressful, like I know, for like that ship,
like people talking ship. That ship is fucking I don't
know anybody about it. I know you can't do nothing
about it, but sometimes they just be like, yo, what
the fuck?
Speaker 1 (51:20):
Like you know the truth. But the more you respond
to ship, the more people got ship to say.
Speaker 3 (51:28):
And then sometimes you let that time go by the
where they believe in the ship and then they see
enough for the other bullshit, the where they're like, man,
these niggas you feel me, Man, we got food. We've
been food this nigga, you know. And yeah, that's why
I'm at now. And it's like here I.
Speaker 1 (51:42):
Go here, Hello, it's me, I'm outside.
Speaker 2 (51:49):
Well, let's say, y'all, this is my shy brother, the baby,
and he is back. Y'all saw him open up? Yes,
and ladies, he's single, so slided MD. I know you
got some crazy d ms.
Speaker 1 (52:03):
I know it.
Speaker 3 (52:04):
It's a nigga. Let me let me do this right
here on lip service. I need whoever is you know,
prominent in the fence to community to put the word out.
I do not have a fence to. It's some nigga
with a fake page and me and he he, he's
so persistent saying this nigga, come, God, damn do marketing
or something good? He getting them. They carried me out
(52:27):
and ran into so many, so many ladies and these
ladies somebody and they they'll put like wherever I run
into them at that Let me ask you something real quick,
like I's up. It's working out and the most random
place and you gotta find out. Nah, And they are
damn like that be like so they going to like
That's what I'm saying. They going And so I don't
(52:48):
know what.
Speaker 1 (52:52):
He's doing this right the baby please write.
Speaker 3 (52:57):
Niggas wife's and baby mama's and alledge it's work.
Speaker 1 (53:01):
Well, it feels good, don't it?
Speaker 3 (53:03):
Nah?
Speaker 1 (53:04):
Because he looked like he using.
Speaker 4 (53:07):
His pictures his likeness.
Speaker 3 (53:10):
Don't have when they link up, that'd probably be like
certain niggas like I running the niggas and they like
I can just some type of off.
Speaker 4 (53:18):
Energy because the baby mama diums and I'm from my
page ship.
Speaker 3 (53:25):
You don't see the blue chi at the.
Speaker 1 (53:27):
Same you got the real page tape.
Speaker 3 (53:30):
It's gonna come from me.
Speaker 2 (53:32):
Tape digs tape is crazy.
Speaker 1 (53:37):
Well, the baby, thank you so much for doing you.
Speaker 3 (53:39):
Appreciate you having me.
Speaker 1 (53:40):
For sure, it was awesome.
Speaker 3 (53:43):
I thank you for doing shots with me.
Speaker 1 (53:44):
They plan got to celebrate you. They plan for sure.
Speaker 3 (53:47):
Be good, good, Appreciate your ladies lip service
What's up it slipt service.
Speaker 2 (00:02):
I'm Angela Gee, I'm g G Maguire, I'm Jeordie George
and I'm the.
Speaker 3 (00:07):
Prettiest child and Nigga alive. Some people call me your baby.
Speaker 2 (00:10):
That's my shy brother the baby so shot and Deanni
des guest hosting today. You know, listen, we had to
get her before she goes out on the road with
Polo G. We want to make sure she wants to,
you know, soak it all in. But she's from the Bronx.
I don't know if you're familiar, but amazing artists as well. Okay,
then yeah, cod Science Cash Ko Bain five. You're a
(00:31):
foreign you know what it is? I feel like yeah,
both are very animated too, as far as you're just
like me, like, I'm sure you shuy.
Speaker 1 (00:44):
Fake you know how. I know when you listen to
his music boom boom boom boom.
Speaker 3 (00:50):
Boom boom boom boom boom boom.
Speaker 1 (00:52):
Like that, but there's no way you shy doing ship
like that a good time.
Speaker 3 (00:58):
I have a good time when I have a good time.
Mm hmm.
Speaker 1 (01:00):
Don't worry.
Speaker 2 (01:01):
We got some questions because your lyrics are very nasty,
very specific. But let's get into some things right before
we even start talking about how to Focus is a mixtape.
Speaker 1 (01:12):
I really like that project, Thank you. I think that.
Speaker 2 (01:17):
I would say it was I know it wasn't intended
to necessarily be female friendly, but I feel like it
was like it was it.
Speaker 3 (01:23):
Was you know, that's really how it came in too,
you know what I mean. So it's really like the
first time I really liked gave a funk about the
music in four years, you know what I mean. So
like that's the that's the results of it, you know,
like me actually giving a fucking not just targeting a
specific audience or a wave to milk or get some
money out of whatever. I religious, you know, set the
(01:46):
funk back, brought it all the way back there. You know,
it's just me unapologetically let's go.
Speaker 2 (01:53):
And I feel like you've been through so much shit.
How much would you say in lawsuit you have to
pay financially because he like.
Speaker 3 (02:01):
Three million plus three to four good lord, A lot
of niggas ain't even made.
Speaker 2 (02:07):
You feel like but now everything is kind of clear
right with that? Okay, let's yeah clean that way. Sometimes
you just gotta pay.
Speaker 3 (02:15):
That money to you're gonna pay it anyway.
Speaker 2 (02:19):
You end up fighting something and up paying lawyers more,
and then still end up paying anyway.
Speaker 1 (02:24):
I could have just did this fact and.
Speaker 3 (02:27):
Then I staying to do is just stay the funk
out of trouble. That do it over to let so
many more niggas slide right.
Speaker 2 (02:35):
Well, now this is a Leston for sure, Deanna, because
you're newer, right and so have you had any lawsuits yet?
Speaker 1 (02:42):
Yes? You can't. I'm going right now, what I didn't
know that? What's your lawsuit?
Speaker 3 (02:47):
Now? What you do?
Speaker 2 (02:49):
Like my lives production through I'll signed while I was
with them because they wasn't doing it for me.
Speaker 3 (02:55):
Okay, okay, so it ain't a violence.
Speaker 4 (02:58):
See, he'd be punching people in the face.
Speaker 1 (03:00):
I don't don't do that, all right, he did. He
did not.
Speaker 3 (03:07):
Defending myself when I seen that.
Speaker 1 (03:08):
That was straight the funds which want to target right,
all right, guys, on a note, we're keeping the positive.
Speaker 2 (03:21):
But I will say this, I think it's part for
the cost for any artist you end up having some
type of lawsuits like for me, I've had to learn
even for myself, like certain contracts I signed that I
wish I had it. Sometimes you got to just pay
the ship because then you end up paying more money
fighting it and it's still got to pay it anyway,
and then it's so stressful.
Speaker 4 (03:41):
At the time the time that you consume and that's
something that we can't get back.
Speaker 3 (03:47):
Don't pay that money, get that ship over it.
Speaker 1 (03:49):
And you also started your foundation that Baby Cares.
Speaker 3 (03:52):
And Johnson for Mental Health.
Speaker 1 (03:54):
Yeah, congratulations on that.
Speaker 3 (03:55):
I appreciate you. Shout out to tell me she really
came in got it doing Tammic Brooks.
Speaker 2 (03:59):
I know, Tammy, so talk to us about that whole
process and you know you've been through it like and
now you want to help others and that is your ministry.
Speaker 3 (04:08):
Now, Nah, for sure, Like you know it's been something
like that. I didn't want it to do. I really
been on that really. I mean even like before the
loss of my brother. You know what I'm saying. That's
just like the type of person I am, how I'm
set up like I always like help the next thing.
It really ain't I came in the door helping somebody,
you get with him. I ain't never not been helping nobody.
That's what I do. So you know it's even more
(04:29):
purpose driven, you know, when they come down to like
what my family to been through with my niece, my
nieces and my nephew growing up without a daddy, dude
to suicide, you know what I mean, everything's around the
mental health. So you know, I feel like it's just
it's just my duty, you know what I mean, to
step into that, use my platform even more and be
more intentional with it, get with the right people, do
(04:49):
it on the proper stage and at the proper level.
And you know, I already know I can influence and
impact millions of lives around the world, you know what
I'm saying. So I just got the proper structure now,
you know, and the ability to do it in places
I couldn't just pop up and do it before because
I've been doing this shit, you know what I mean.
Given I just don't eat a lot of times, I
(05:09):
do shit. I won't film and I won't say nothing.
I don't you just do it. Yeah, I don't do
the pro I don't send it out to you know
what I mean, people to put it into the media.
I just do it. I twenty four hours in advance
though a whole Christmas drive have I mean, people had
out there, and ten thousand people out there won't even
you know what I mean. I post it one time
about posting it lead that shit right there where. It's
that because that's just it's about really doing it with me.
(05:31):
But you know I understand it. Getting with the right
people and really showcasing that shit, it draws more people
and who can say, look, we need this over here,
we need this over there, and what have you, and
just you know we're putting it around mental health shit.
I that's something I need, you know, help with my
goddamn stuff. I about to start therapy. That's something I
ain't never did. I ain't never did this second or
therapy year.
Speaker 1 (05:52):
I excited.
Speaker 3 (05:53):
I'm excited about that right there too. So you know,
I'm just trying to lead by example, that's all.
Speaker 2 (05:58):
I feel like you were so stubborn before or too.
I will say that because I feel like you're a
good hearted person. But sometimes a lot of people have
this issue. It's kind of like the stubbornness of being
like nah, you know, you want to just stand on
what something is, and sometimes you just have.
Speaker 3 (06:13):
To be like I agree, I don't got nothing.
Speaker 1 (06:16):
And you agree the time that before you might have
been like I.
Speaker 3 (06:19):
Have been how to get you an explanation? But I
agree it ain't too many motherfuckers more stubborn than me. Like,
that's something my note, you know what I'm saying, That's
something I know. But I'm definitely doing a whole lot.
Speaker 1 (06:29):
You know how hard it is to day a guy
who's stubborn.
Speaker 3 (06:33):
Away from a nigga like me. I'm telling you, but
I'm doing I'm doing a.
Speaker 1 (06:37):
Whole I'm.
Speaker 3 (06:41):
Me and Jerdy are It's like, you know, I'll show
your ass stubborn.
Speaker 1 (06:45):
Because I have told that it's hard for me to
admit that I'm wrong.
Speaker 2 (06:49):
Yeahn yes, God stubborn, fort are stubborn.
Speaker 3 (06:56):
We should have been a goddamn defense attorney or some
ship you should have. Yeah. I feel like I can
get an out of anything.
Speaker 1 (07:03):
Oh my god.
Speaker 2 (07:04):
But then sometimes like there's power and being like you
know what, you're right?
Speaker 3 (07:10):
Are you feel great? It's been feeling great?
Speaker 2 (07:11):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (07:12):
Yeah.
Speaker 5 (07:12):
I was going to ask you, with so much public
backlash that you've experienced over the time of your career, really,
how have you like, what are some things that you've
done that made you be like, you know what?
Speaker 1 (07:26):
I was wrong on that?
Speaker 5 (07:27):
Let me take accountability, learn because people don't actually learn.
They love to say sorry and they don't actually make
steps to improve. What were some things that people don't
know you were doing to improve?
Speaker 3 (07:39):
And see that's the thing by my journey, like and
on high sight, I only can see this type shit
on high site, like, I ain't the type of say
sorry and don't change. I'm not gonna say sorry at all.
So I did it in the in the right steps,
I think, you know what I mean, Like I actually,
you know, learned and gave myself time to learn and
really late shit sinking, and really gave myself time to
understand process shit. And yeah, you know I didn't learned
(08:00):
from everything, you know what I mean. It's a lot
of shit. You know I'd have did different because it
ain't about I already don't. I want to say I
don't give a fuck, but you know, to a certain extent,
I definitely don't give a fuck, you know what I'm
saying about a lot of shit, you know people probably
give a fuck about. And what that being said, Like
why I trip over something when I could just not
give a fuck and let the motherfucker happen and carry on,
(08:21):
you know, what I'm saying accordingly, you know, so a
lot of shit, man, you're gonna have to have about
two three hours ship. I would have did different. I
did a lot of shit different than let motherfucker's go
on bout their way, because Tim gonna tell you, Tom,
you know what, did.
Speaker 2 (08:34):
You feel like people really were in your corner and
then weren't, Because that's also well you see people you
thought you was cool with being like.
Speaker 3 (08:43):
What, that's life, And I'm sorry that's something I didn't learned.
I mean, I didn't been through all that shit far
before I ever even stepped in front of one of
these you know what I'm saying, So that wasn't I
ain't even come here like no buddy, buddy ass nigga
like I wouldn't even you know, I never was really
tripping on you know, but I didn't dealt with that
like you know, like closely. You know that type shit.
(09:03):
And I have dealt with them experiences with like yeah,
well like niggas. You know that I did this with
that with niggas. We'll do this by it, you know,
we'll do that. I didn't dealt with it in the
rawest way. So in terms of like you know what
the public know with the public see all that shit,
that shit is peanuts. That shit really ain't about that.
And the whole time, Wow, as much shit as you
will see me going through like you know, or much
(09:25):
shit you will see going on around me, controversy whatever publicly,
like it's really it's going on in a real way,
you know what I'm saying. Behind the scenes, It's always
been very real for me, you know, which is why
like the way I treat the type shit that go
viraln the type shit to blow up in the headlines,
and it's called controversy in the media. When it comes
to the music business, it'll get taken us arrogance when
(09:47):
I kind of like downplay it or whatever or not,
because motherfuckers don't know, like I really deal with you know,
real shit in a very real way, and you know,
and I'm maneuver through it and gracefully, you know, if
I might say so myself. So it's you know it,
I look at this other shit, it's like miniscule, you know,
and it ain't for you would have to know what
I got going on. The people, you know what I mean,
(10:08):
the know what's going on. If not, it'll look like
this nigga just think he just got damn you know,
his shit don't stink, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2 (10:15):
But it ain't that what made you say it's time
to go to therapy, because like you said, you've never
done that before, and now you're about.
Speaker 3 (10:22):
To really working on my documentary. I started working on
my documentary really like me and working with my documentary
and that it was almost like a therapeutic process because
I did so much dig and like shit that I didn't,
you know, it made me realize that like as a kid,
like I've been. I already know I've been like sweeping
shit under the rug and not really you know, that's
(10:43):
just how I was, how I was got damn brought up.
It's a lot of black men in particular, that's just
how we you know, that's just how we cut. That's
that's almost just you know that shitn have been embedded
and that's from whatever you know. It can go back
as far as to whatever would I speak on, you
know what I know throughout my lifetime and as I
to digging into it and you know, telling these stories
and asking my mama questions, Okay, then going to ask
(11:05):
this person questions this and that. I still remember all
that shit, these conversations with them, and I'm like, damn,
like hold on, like this saying, you know, I look
at the kids. You know, I love the kids and
my family. All the kids love me. So I look
at them and they age, and I'm playing back like
the ship I saw with their age and you know
my experiences you know, from that point on. And yeah,
(11:26):
so like I say, like, people look at you know,
the shit that then went on from twenty nineteen, I
was grown ass man twenty nineteen. Between twenty nineteen and now, shit,
I saw way before then. You know what I mean.
It shit that you know, grown men can't handle and
this day and age, you know what I'm saying. So yeah,
that's what made me say, yeah, I need to go
and go through that, right you know, because it was nothing.
(11:47):
It was people asking me questions like it's the person
I'm working on the documentary with. They asked me that
ain't that's all therapy is. And then to get me
to talking, and I talk and I call my mama,
I talk, we on the phone. I talk. I'm like, damn,
hold on, you know what I mean, Like, y'all, I
need to go do.
Speaker 1 (12:00):
That, which is about to say, when do you start therapy?
Speaker 3 (12:03):
I'm I really I don't want to spill them. I
don't want to split a sapt though I'm gonna do
it ap I just want to do it in a
in a particular way. I really want to. I really
want to do my my therapy journey like in front
of the world like I wanted. I want to. I
want to.
Speaker 1 (12:19):
That's both.
Speaker 2 (12:20):
I think that's amazing that you know you're gonna shed
some tears. No, for sure, Okay, you know sometimes people
are scared of doing that, especially men, of being able
to be like that.
Speaker 1 (12:32):
But it's gonna help so many people.
Speaker 4 (12:34):
I feel like it's also want to influence people to
want to seek help with therapy, especially so many men,
Black men in particularly, they feel like they're too hard,
too tough, for too much of it.
Speaker 3 (12:44):
That's just how it ain't even that, you know, it
ain't even that. It's just it's how we This is
how we got damn you know, this is how we
set up you know what I mean? And I ain't
even know. I ego probably got nothing to do with it.
Like we as a black man, you got to'll be
a certain way to even surviud it. You got it.
Speaker 4 (13:03):
It's a great example to set those for sure.
Speaker 2 (13:05):
How does your mom feel about all of this? Like
you said, you've been talking beautiful.
Speaker 3 (13:09):
It's beautiful to her, you know what I mean. I
love taking I be. I be apologizing to her halfway
through the conversation, like, oh.
Speaker 1 (13:17):
My god, accountability again.
Speaker 3 (13:19):
You such a gangster because when I get to think
about you know what I mean, I'm like, Damn, we
was doing that. Like my kids ain't doing nothing like that,
you know what I mean. And my mama she had
three boys and I'm the youngest, and I was the
best child dispect. Yeah, I was the good kid, is
what I mean.
Speaker 1 (13:37):
I know what you met.
Speaker 3 (13:38):
That's what I'm saying. Wow, the world look at me
and you know, and they got this perception of me.
I know. My people be like y'all, y'all.
Speaker 1 (13:48):
Haven't seen nothing.
Speaker 3 (13:49):
I'm the Angel show. I'm used to tell on them
niggas because they were terrorizing me, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2 (13:56):
Even for you having doors and just seeing one thing,
one thing you will never hear about you because we
know you a great father, and that's one thing, no
matter what aside from all of this drama that you have.
Nobody has ever said he's not a good dad.
Speaker 3 (14:09):
That's my favorite thing to be for sure.
Speaker 1 (14:11):
For sure.
Speaker 3 (14:12):
I had to get off the phone. My daughter walking
in was like, were you at what you're doing? You
got another show? Okay, okay, call me back. You know
what I'm saying, show me her outfit for school tomorrow. Yeah,
I have plenty of them.
Speaker 1 (14:29):
All right, Well, listen, we want to talk about some
of these lyrics.
Speaker 2 (14:32):
Boom boom, get into it, all right, So don't worry
because I got some questions for you, and I had
to write down something.
Speaker 1 (14:38):
I got some all right time.
Speaker 2 (14:41):
Now, you like when she looks you in an eye
when she's coming. But what is a turn off for you?
Speaker 3 (14:46):
I turn off?
Speaker 2 (14:47):
Yeah, it's something that would turn you off. And we're
talking about the song fat.
Speaker 6 (14:52):
To turn me off like like a meat like like like, yeah,
hygiene number one.
Speaker 1 (15:03):
Has got damn he came in here smelling good.
Speaker 3 (15:06):
Yeah that's god damn, that's what said. Hygiene and knowing
what the funk you're doing too is another thing.
Speaker 2 (15:12):
Like, well, you know, everybody likes different things. Maybe something
that will work on someone else don't work on you.
Speaker 3 (15:19):
I ain't nothing to do with that.
Speaker 4 (15:22):
Thinking about it, you know what I mean, Like you
talking about like what don't you like?
Speaker 1 (15:29):
Yeah?
Speaker 3 (15:29):
What don't I like? Yeah? Yeah, I don't like a
lot of ship you know what I'm saying, you know,
I mean, I'm pretty sure it's you.
Speaker 1 (15:40):
Know, it's common, like what's this turn off?
Speaker 2 (15:42):
Like turn off something that's made you been like no,
chill out, no chill out?
Speaker 3 (15:48):
Uh using using your teeth?
Speaker 1 (15:52):
These are you know, these are basic ones.
Speaker 3 (15:54):
Like watch out, yeah, watch fact even they do that, right,
that's I'll be you know, I ain't had them type
of experiences. You know what, You're gonna have them here
and there, but I ain't had them type of experiences
in a while. That ain't even kind of like what
I attract at this point. I guess me, like I
guess the monk, Like you know, you see the lyrics
(16:15):
and shit you read, so I guess.
Speaker 2 (16:19):
So that's something that will drive you crazy if somebody
is looking you in.
Speaker 1 (16:22):
The eye, drive me crazy, Yeah, like if you like
eye contact during sex or did you just say it
in the song and.
Speaker 3 (16:30):
I say she gonna she gonna look me? Yeah, it's
cool hearing that, not no it depends not.
Speaker 1 (16:36):
Hell, No, don't staring at because you.
Speaker 3 (16:45):
Know we ain't gonna overdo it gets you in trouble,
get you in trouble on the back end, some trouble
you for around can't get up out of what I mean,
So you gotta be careful with that eye context.
Speaker 1 (16:55):
Do women call you like the baby, you know they'll
be over with you.
Speaker 3 (16:59):
I'm getting up.
Speaker 1 (17:01):
That's nobody has.
Speaker 6 (17:05):
Okay, baby, I'm getting up the baby, baby, baby.
Speaker 3 (17:12):
What am I doing her? I mean, yo, they you
know they've been saying that before.
Speaker 1 (17:17):
Okay, Baby's good.
Speaker 3 (17:19):
Y'all probably say baby when y'all got damn exactly, man.
Speaker 1 (17:23):
Baby is trying. I feel like that's a normal baby.
Baby were having sex music game? Probably baby.
Speaker 3 (17:30):
You don't like soft niggas.
Speaker 1 (17:32):
She doesn't.
Speaker 2 (17:34):
She like I like, she's like both okay, like no
way with like a lot of ease, a lot of
like I say, a lot of things. Daddy too, Daddy,
you like daddy?
Speaker 3 (17:46):
She talked that ship. I mean whatever, I don't mean
you know that I ain't funked up about it like
it ain't. I didn't. It ain't something that's gonna like
make me go like it ain't.
Speaker 1 (17:59):
I ain't ain't here anymore.
Speaker 3 (18:00):
I ain't eighteen no more. You know what I'm saying.
I got kids for real, that ship don't really, but
you know it's always good to hell yeah, let me know.
I'm god damn doing my thing.
Speaker 1 (18:08):
Come on, you let me know do my things.
Speaker 3 (18:10):
Let me know. Yeah, yeah, okay, you can say that,
but I ain't gonna let the motherfucker just you know,
you can't just what you feel me just send me
up in the type man, I know one goddamn yeah,
Like I like when a more fucker can't say nothing.
Oh yeah, I'm mute. Hello, speaking of tongue. You know
(18:36):
what I'm saying. If they say too much of that
is that, Yeah, it's god damn shut up. You know
what I mean.
Speaker 1 (18:43):
Shut up? Shut up now listen.
Speaker 2 (18:45):
You've also said that you ain't paying's gonna be.
Speaker 1 (18:49):
Okay, absolutely not never ever never, No.
Speaker 3 (18:52):
I ain't gonna say no. Okay, proudly probably, But I'm
telling you, like the few times I have right, and
this is funny at hell of me too. This is
hilarious because I laugh at myself like after the fact,
like that don't even be that just ain't me like
I don't know, maybe I was just brought up different.
I don't know. I blame it on my goddamn uncles
or something because that ain't but you have it was
(19:12):
a complete way that was. But then that's that ship
whack like that ain't.
Speaker 1 (19:16):
Even I don't feel right?
Speaker 3 (19:17):
Yeah I have. I probably have been drunk somewhere and
god damn, you know couple not but like since like
being like a rapper fuck no, like hell no, hell no,
this was before.
Speaker 1 (19:30):
Yeah, yeah, anybody shop.
Speaker 3 (19:34):
Take what shot?
Speaker 1 (19:37):
Sh shop? Being not too fun?
Speaker 2 (19:39):
But you know sometimes it's like, hey, daddy, the mall like.
Speaker 3 (19:44):
Like one of one of them, little one of them.
Speaker 1 (19:47):
No, like let's just say like or like.
Speaker 3 (19:49):
One that I'm like vibe one of those. Yeah, I
ain't know you feel yeah, I took something shopping, but
like how these niggas do? Like what these niggas fun?
Speaker 1 (19:58):
No, what's the reason able?
Speaker 3 (20:00):
What's the reasonable when it comes away shopping taking nothing?
If it ain't if this ain't that, But if it
ain't that, you feel me, If.
Speaker 4 (20:08):
This ain't that, if you're trying to make it that right,
if it's on its way to be.
Speaker 3 (20:12):
That ain't the way I make it that that ain't
the way I try.
Speaker 4 (20:14):
We're not saying that that's what you got to do.
But if you really bobbing with somebody and y'all on
your way to being something special and you want to
do something nice.
Speaker 3 (20:21):
With her, we y'all do something. I do plenty of
things nice. I'm I'm that nigga. Okay, yeah, I'm that
nigga when they come of that, But I'm I'm more like, yeah,
I pour in the females like a different way, like
I don't you know yeah that I got out. Yeah,
I'm telling you, I'm probably like the nigga. So how
do you don't?
Speaker 1 (20:43):
What do you do? How do you what do you do?
You go out to dinner? How do you court? Somebody
that you're interested in?
Speaker 3 (20:47):
Court? Court? I don't like court. You know what I'm saying. Court,
You've got to spend money in court? You know every
time you go. You know what I.
Speaker 1 (20:59):
Feel that you go to spend money to a little
bit like.
Speaker 3 (21:03):
I caught him up, you know what I'm saying, Like
I engaged and got that meaningful conversation that look at her,
she gonna say this bullshit that's crazy said they got y'all. Liken,
ain't no court without you.
Speaker 1 (21:17):
Just says really nice.
Speaker 2 (21:19):
Let's just say you with a woman and she's not
up to par like as far as fashion and all that,
would you be like, let me get you something to wear?
Speaker 3 (21:28):
What the fuck I'm doing there? She ain't got that,
you know. I mean, And it's my main thing. Like
we put it like this, I'm a treat a woman
how they treat themself like, I'm not gone, you feel
me like if but a woman already you know, got
that going on. That's what it is. That's what it's
gonna be. But I ain't no, I ain't no duck
(21:50):
no hell, not up for what for the next name.
Speaker 1 (21:53):
Oh my gosh, y'all see that.
Speaker 3 (21:55):
Y'all gotta let me know what you'all talking about. But
if this like this, I gotta changed lives for That's
what I do. But it's like, but I changed in
a way the way you would say fuck me and
go and yeah and do whatever. Like I'm gonna tell
you everything. I know. You know what I'm saying. That's
more valuable than our lesson. You should be able to
get that and go get whatever you want. You see
what I'm saying they decided to say me for really,
(22:16):
which is the.
Speaker 2 (22:16):
Craziest thing a woman's ever done, like just off of
dating you. But it wasn't like your girl. But you
was like, well, damn like a.
Speaker 3 (22:21):
Tattoo or yo, yo, go ahead, it's good, lie I did.
I definitely had a thought it ain't you know, what
is this? She ain't really dating me? Brother, that she
ain't really dating me? And I just got to watch
my mouth. I gotta watch what I said.
Speaker 1 (22:42):
I touched, I didn't change give him another shot.
Speaker 3 (22:46):
I get me drunk, and you look, it ain't the
craziest thing of woman and dead and it ain't. And
it wasn't even like that. But she was like, okay,
craziest thing.
Speaker 1 (23:01):
What was the first thing you thought? You stopped?
Speaker 2 (23:03):
I ain't say the first thing said to your nominous service, why.
Speaker 3 (23:08):
Because it can afit me. I'll tell you off camera.
It'd be real easy to tell, y'all.
Speaker 2 (23:14):
Okay, all right, nah, yeah, I can't do that. I
just can't know what she did. Remember, I'm so fucking curious.
Speaker 1 (23:22):
We're going to find out.
Speaker 3 (23:23):
I can't even get no hands, y'all gonna try to
put it together, but no, it's all good, you know,
all right, so.
Speaker 2 (23:30):
Tell us something crazier. Woman's then, but she wasn't your
official lady.
Speaker 3 (23:34):
One time I had ignored this girl at the club,
ain't god damn. I was on the way. I think
we stopped. So when we started to get something was
in the sprinder. I don't know if it was with
this trap this. When I stepped up by the North Lake,
he was in the sprinder and she called me. I
wouldn't answer. She called me like twenty times.
Speaker 1 (23:52):
I'm like quick, twenty times.
Speaker 3 (23:54):
Yeah, that ain't ship. That's like the way. Yeah, that's
like I dodn'et got like one hundred and sixty mins.
Speaker 4 (24:00):
Yeah for the same he Yeah, man, y'all she wanted
that big bad man listen.
Speaker 3 (24:06):
Yeah, I gotta wait, Okay, I got I can't say
too much on this, but so yeah, she say, I'm
about to key your car. This this when I was
I was your car. Yeah, I had a yellow being
my seven forty five. It was plaint in school, but yellow.
It's before this. I was a local wrapper then. You
know what I'm saying that she said she was gonna
keep my ship. Send me like a picture with the
(24:28):
key like.
Speaker 1 (24:29):
On that motherfucker that made you call her right back
to no.
Speaker 3 (24:31):
I was already on the way, so I pulled up
and I got out the spring. She she ended up
not killing it.
Speaker 1 (24:38):
She that was attention.
Speaker 3 (24:41):
I ain't even get. She got the right type of attention,
for sure.
Speaker 1 (24:43):
Here's to your car, I get.
Speaker 3 (24:45):
I ain't never got no. I ain't never got no car.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
Yellow had a car key.
Speaker 3 (24:49):
My boys don't play with me like that.
Speaker 2 (24:53):
Women do not play. What's Deanna, what's the craziest thing
you've done?
Speaker 3 (24:58):
She didn't did some ship, for sure.
Speaker 1 (25:00):
How you figure now?
Speaker 3 (25:01):
You just smell it on us? She's too quiet when
I said when we were talking my kid in the car.
Speaker 2 (25:06):
I never keep a car. I try to pop tires
before I feel you try.
Speaker 1 (25:10):
It's tough. How the fuck you pop tires?
Speaker 3 (25:12):
I remember one time the bitch ass nigga slashed my tire.
That was so fun.
Speaker 1 (25:15):
Why did somebody slash that tires over a woman?
Speaker 3 (25:18):
Because I took his weed?
Speaker 1 (25:20):
That's a silly reason. Okay, you was fifteen fifteen? How
old was you?
Speaker 2 (25:25):
I was twenty weed, and that's why he was that
mad enough to slash at tires.
Speaker 3 (25:30):
Yeah, I ain't taking No. Look, I ain't talking about
like no petty thief. Shit.
Speaker 2 (25:33):
Oh it's a lot of weeds, Like okay out of
ten pounds, fair enough.
Speaker 1 (25:37):
How'd you know what's gonna do it?
Speaker 3 (25:39):
How did I know it was this bitch ass nigga?
Oh I saw him so so he pulled up. We
were standing up playing the apartment condlt. This ship was
just so femline to me like that was so I'm like, bro, my,
the females in my in my life got more heart
than you like he got damn like damn. So he
saw me. We was we had a partner. Were walking
up the sidewalk like go up to the stairs into
(26:00):
the crib, and he pulled around. It's like a little
round about. It was in Wexford. You know where the
basketball court is. You know you used to stay not
more with the basketball court. That's when we stayed at
one with the park. So you know, it's like it's
a little round like you can pull around.
Speaker 1 (26:12):
Is it a nice area?
Speaker 3 (26:12):
Yeah? No, I mean nah, these these apartments. Now, okay,
the area ain't. The area as a whole ain't too bad,
you get what I'm saying. But this yeah, it rent
like seven hundred dollars a month. Yeah, no, this is
I had a condo uptown at the same time, and
(26:33):
then I had that right there. Put we walking into
the crib and ship we part. We walking in my
car back then like to well, so my car is
in between us. It's like a little a little fucking
around about like an island in the middle of the parking,
like you're driving around. It's a building, hell building, hill building.
There were in this building right here. I backed my
car in right here, like up against the back of
the island where it's facing the crib. You get what
(26:54):
I'm saying. So when we get out, we walking in
a car, pull up, it's a it's called you dropping window, John, John,
what's up? I turned when I see I turn around,
I know what he won't you get what I'm saying?
What's up? Let me when when you're gonna You know,
he was asking for the money back? And uh, what
(27:15):
did I say to the nigga? I don't think I
said anything. I turned around. I was like on the
first step, and I turned around and walked towards them
up beside walk. He pulled off and then I got
them came out the next morning and my damn.
Speaker 1 (27:32):
Definitely. What do you do after that? Get news?
Speaker 3 (27:37):
That's exactly what I did? All right?
Speaker 1 (27:39):
Now, what can you do? How the a nice bitch?
Speaker 3 (27:46):
I hate a nice bitch.
Speaker 1 (27:48):
Nice to you, but I hate a nice There.
Speaker 3 (27:49):
You got a nice bitch? Go to hell?
Speaker 1 (27:54):
Listen. I feel attacked because I am nice to everybody?
Speaker 3 (27:57):
You are you not nice to niggas? Yes?
Speaker 1 (28:00):
I am very nice. You're polite. You're polite. She's very manners,
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (28:06):
Yeah, nice bitches don't got manners. I'm talking about that.
She ain't going for a lot of ship. You know
what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (28:15):
Okay, that's a fast I'm not going googly.
Speaker 3 (28:17):
I motherfucker like all in the negative face. Yeah, yeah,
that ain't working with me.
Speaker 1 (28:24):
What made you write that song? I want to know.
Speaker 3 (28:25):
I really hate a nice bitch with the every drop
of blood in my body.
Speaker 1 (28:32):
You know, like nice guys. I've said that. I like
guys that are nice to me, but don't be nice.
But don't be.
Speaker 2 (28:37):
Nice to like, be cool, but you ain't gotta be
like extra friendly exactly.
Speaker 1 (28:42):
Yeah, we know you're not extra friendly, so we're good exactly.
Speaker 3 (28:46):
And if I've never dealt with it. I ain't deal
with it for long. I got this year, don't sob it?
Hello quick right there on the spot. Mm hmmm, I
hate a nice bitch.
Speaker 1 (28:58):
I feel like you have you feel friends? Yeah, I
feel like something happened with that. Yeah, your passionate to
hear it.
Speaker 3 (29:06):
I ain't got no heartbreak story, but no, yeah, I
don't hated a nice bitch since god damn since the
tenth grade?
Speaker 1 (29:16):
Was that the first nice? But you ever met?
Speaker 3 (29:20):
That bitch? Wasn't nice? I mean the first? No, the
type nice. I'm talking about a friendly bitch? Yeah, nah,
I got heartbreaking story, Like I just don't go for
this ship.
Speaker 1 (29:34):
But somebody feel like they got a chance with her?
Is that what you mean?
Speaker 3 (29:38):
Like, I mean, it ain't even that. It ain't even that.
Somebody don't even gott to be.
Speaker 4 (29:41):
You just you just hold up niggas faces for a
little reason as.
Speaker 3 (29:45):
Soon as if laughing at it, jokes that ain't funny
and that type of s You know what I'm saying.
You're tripping, tighten.
Speaker 1 (29:53):
Up, tighten up. Yeah, that's flirting, Loki, Yeah with.
Speaker 3 (29:57):
It without me involved in your life, Like you know
that ain't how you should carry it. I don't think
so that ain't gonna be how you get what you
want to do. Niggas.
Speaker 1 (30:04):
You think you nice? No, not at all to these women,
though you are nice to women.
Speaker 3 (30:09):
To my to my beautiful loving fans that they help
me feed my family, and talking about it. Absolutely, I'm
a sweetheart. I'm a sweetheart for sure.
Speaker 1 (30:27):
Are you nice? Like?
Speaker 3 (30:29):
Sweetheart? And I was raised by a black woman. I
got I got a soft spot in my heart for
like making up a black woman feel good. It's like
I'm gonna do that. I don't give a fuck about
none of that. You know what I'm saying. It doesn't
matter like I'm going to do that. It's just how
I was raised from the South. So it's it's yeah
up here, it's like good morning, thigga, suck my dick.
That's the female like y'all got.
Speaker 1 (30:51):
Y'all think that about it? Yeah, that's crazy.
Speaker 3 (30:54):
You ain't so you you're finna sit across from me
in the bronx. You ain't never told when the last
time you told the niggas long ago? How long a man?
This year craziest?
Speaker 1 (31:05):
Hell not this year? Because suck my dad?
Speaker 3 (31:08):
Why would you ever say it.
Speaker 1 (31:11):
Because you call that bitch.
Speaker 2 (31:12):
Either you called me a bitch or you told me
to suck your dick. So now I'm like, what the
fuck like suck my dick? Like you say that, she
gets you killed in the South exactly.
Speaker 3 (31:22):
You know what niggas say. Niggas like you say that.
Speaker 2 (31:26):
That's that's what I feel like, nobody should dick.
Speaker 1 (31:30):
What about a dick?
Speaker 2 (31:31):
Na suck a dick, suck my dick, dick and the
yall with and when we say it was her, it's
like like, niggas, suck my dick.
Speaker 1 (31:41):
That's what I'm saying. What oh I got to kill her?
Speaker 3 (31:48):
I don't say.
Speaker 1 (31:49):
But you know what in the argument, people say the craziest.
Speaker 3 (31:52):
Ship, Yeah, motherfucker really tell you about yourself? Yes?
Speaker 1 (31:56):
Are you like that in an argument? Say no, crazy ship?
Speaker 3 (32:00):
No, I don't take it.
Speaker 2 (32:01):
There my words, I'd be talking about.
Speaker 3 (32:06):
This how you've been feeling the whole time.
Speaker 1 (32:09):
No, honestly has said some ship that I'm like, can
you please please?
Speaker 3 (32:15):
Insecurious nigga Leavell said, I.
Speaker 1 (32:20):
Don't even remember, but I believe it what I said.
I don't even want to say.
Speaker 2 (32:24):
I can't cut it all right because it's so bad,
but I'd be very cautious about what I say in
the heat of an argument, Like if I'm mad, I'm.
Speaker 1 (32:32):
Gonna get the same way. I'm not going to say nothing.
I'm gonna be like, I will tell you.
Speaker 2 (32:38):
Also, I'll be like, don't do this right now because
I don't want to say nothing.
Speaker 1 (32:42):
I just leave it alone. I don't want to say nothing. Crazy.
That's what I'm gonna say it. You know I'm going
to say it.
Speaker 2 (32:48):
You're gonna say I'm gonna break you down. Said I'm
gonna break you down. Yeah, because some people feel like
you just feel like what makes you feel like you
can say that will act like that. So I'm gonna
to show you how and why you should never feel
like you should say that or act like that. To me,
I understand, Like what in the most respectfulest way possible, though.
Speaker 1 (33:09):
Like what would you say, like why do you think
I need you?
Speaker 3 (33:12):
Wait?
Speaker 2 (33:12):
Hold on, you thought that I needed you?
Speaker 1 (33:20):
Like I'm not even gonna finish.
Speaker 3 (33:24):
I'm not gonna finish. It was the point.
Speaker 1 (33:28):
I feel like we were really getting into that moment.
Speaker 7 (33:30):
To my brain, I was like, you got this shirt
on personally, you got this pass shirt.
Speaker 2 (33:42):
On exactly, like talking about pink shirt and you think
you fly like you go. You got to put on together, bitches,
(34:02):
you got to put on make nigga go back in
the mirror like wait, hold on, wait, hold.
Speaker 3 (34:09):
On, drift, pulled fast, next door, pulled over, listen to
the party next door, crazy as hell, all of that.
Speaker 1 (34:22):
Jil you ever said anything crazy?
Speaker 5 (34:23):
You seem like a sweetheart, but I feel like she
had no If you get me to that point, I'm
absolutely losing my mind. I'm saying everything I've ever thought
about you. Your everybody said, everybody's involved, everybody's involved, everybody's involved.
Speaker 6 (34:38):
Ship.
Speaker 3 (34:39):
I think I ain't never dealt with a woman.
Speaker 1 (34:44):
Everybody, nobody. I don't know.
Speaker 5 (34:47):
I feel like the last time I said something really bad,
he was going back to his girl who was a
lot younger than us, and I definitely was like, you
groomed her basically a pedophile for did I definitely did?
Speaker 1 (35:02):
I want a minor?
Speaker 2 (35:09):
God like what you are going to that say to somebody,
Let's talk about this type you.
Speaker 3 (35:19):
The type type of hurt my feelings.
Speaker 1 (35:21):
The type your feelings had your heart.
Speaker 3 (35:23):
Absolutely, yes, ma'am, okay, but sometimes I can't even sleep
at night. For real, I'm telling you.
Speaker 1 (35:31):
You've had your heartbroken some message you can't sleep at night.
Speaker 4 (35:34):
I think these are lyrics, Yeah, and they are, but
they having real ship's lyrics.
Speaker 1 (35:39):
Why you don't believe that she got the lyrics right
there in the song?
Speaker 3 (35:43):
No, because I love hearing about it, getting his heart broke. See,
that's I'm gonna tell you feelings. That's how. That's a
that's a great conversation starter because they love to see you. Now,
hell ya, I haven't got my heart broke while you
think I'm You think I'm like this for no reason.
Speaker 1 (35:56):
That's why you got this tattoo?
Speaker 3 (35:57):
Are here exactly?
Speaker 1 (35:59):
But that's bitches, got ready read it together? Is okay?
Get money? Okay? All right? That's a song.
Speaker 2 (36:09):
I see it every time I got have and we
have little Kim money to money that.
Speaker 1 (36:19):
I don't think you heard what you said? Wow anyway,
But anyway, I.
Speaker 3 (36:28):
Don't know how you saw that because he's got damn
bot short. You got them short inside.
Speaker 1 (36:41):
Have you ever gone through a phone? He Yeah?
Speaker 6 (36:44):
Why I felt like a sucker when I did?
Speaker 1 (36:48):
Which did you mind?
Speaker 3 (36:49):
You know, till you find something you feel like you see, bitch,
I knew it. Wake up.
Speaker 2 (36:54):
You know why because she went through your phone first, absolutely,
and then you was like, let me find something.
Speaker 3 (37:01):
Now you want to talk about how many times I
got my phone gone through?
Speaker 4 (37:04):
How many?
Speaker 1 (37:04):
Yeah? What's the mom with you with your past code?
Speaker 3 (37:08):
I don't leave it up enough. You see what I'm saying.
I don't. Yeah, And I'm this is the thing, I'm
gonna forget a past code, Like I'm that type, Like
I don't. So, I said, it's one phone.
Speaker 1 (37:17):
I got this funny memo.
Speaker 3 (37:21):
And this is the phone where I got like the
video where my first daughter was born, like when she
was born, like I was the first one liked she
made contact with all that ship and I can't get it.
I called her mama, like, hey, Western, I caught on FaceTime,
like I told her I was on fun I'm like, wait,
Mama to FaceTime. I said, what's the past code of
this phone? She's like, I don't know. I got to
hold it in my hand. She knew.
Speaker 4 (37:42):
She was like, I got to hold it in my head,
hold it in my hand.
Speaker 3 (37:49):
I'm gonna know. You gotta just let me hold it
in my hand. You know what I'm saying, but I'm
trying to get in that phone. So anybody see this
to know how to get into old iPhones.
Speaker 1 (37:56):
I do have all my old iPhones.
Speaker 3 (37:58):
I never I got like twelve.
Speaker 1 (38:02):
Right right here. I could unlock your phone for you.
Speaker 3 (38:07):
I just don't want to delete it. I don't want
to wipe it clean.
Speaker 1 (38:09):
I don't think they will wipe it clean apple on
some ship.
Speaker 3 (38:14):
It's hard. They ain't going going.
Speaker 1 (38:18):
Now, let me ask you this.
Speaker 3 (38:19):
I went through the phone you have right what you find?
Speaker 1 (38:22):
Do you find ship or no? Heartbreak?
Speaker 3 (38:26):
Bitch? I'll fucking knew it. I was right.
Speaker 1 (38:30):
But is it after you cheated?
Speaker 4 (38:32):
That don't matter?
Speaker 1 (38:33):
He still felt it. I'm just asking, though, is it
after you cheated?
Speaker 3 (38:37):
No? No, it doesn't matter. Wrong is wrong.
Speaker 1 (38:43):
It's you cheated. What are you expect it ain't.
Speaker 3 (38:47):
I mean, that wasn't. That wasn't a situation. You feel me?
So it's all good. It wouldn't know after I cheated.
I don't even cheat like I ain't. Ain't that type
of nigga.
Speaker 1 (38:56):
So what do you do.
Speaker 3 (38:59):
The opposite of cheat? I'm a lawyer, niggas.
Speaker 2 (39:01):
I feel like you had like a couple of kids simultaneously,
I had a work No, you didn't have like a
kid that I remember that was.
Speaker 3 (39:08):
No, I ain't cheat on nobody, okay, yeah, hell okay,
hell no, I ain't cheat on nobody, but none on
my babies.
Speaker 1 (39:17):
Okay, So nobody thought they was in a relationship.
Speaker 3 (39:19):
And then I had a kid.
Speaker 5 (39:21):
No fun, No, no situationships, situations fun.
Speaker 3 (39:28):
Like I said, I don't even play like it's you know, yeah, okay,
I put all my eggs in one basket when they
come for real? Do you really uh huh if by
the nigga in that ass? No, No, I haven't. I
haven't in a long time. But see that's why I
don't play like that, like I'm just straight for it,
like you know, I don't really yeah no, But you.
Speaker 1 (39:51):
Know, perception is that you was like bouncing back and forth.
You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (39:54):
No, I don't believe the hype. Yeah, perception, it's all
about it's really real for sure, But I don't. I
ain't No, no, hell nah, you're just seene to go
away anybody. It's exactly, you know, exactly what's going on.
Speaker 2 (40:15):
When you think about therapy, is it going to be
like are you eventually thinking about incorporating everybody or is
it just you by yourself?
Speaker 3 (40:22):
Everybody?
Speaker 1 (40:23):
Family therapy is important.
Speaker 3 (40:24):
Oh yeah, No, I would love. I would love for
anybody in my family. I think we all need it,
you know what I'm saying. For sure, before all this ship,
before all this ship, we've been needed that ship, fact
being my family, Like I'm cut from a different cloud
for real.
Speaker 1 (40:38):
How many people have done therapy here? Me? Yeah, you
think it helped you? Yeah, I'm still in therapy. Yeah,
me too. I did a couple therapies.
Speaker 3 (40:48):
You gotta get chats about that group chat. That group
chat ain't ain't the one.
Speaker 1 (40:51):
Chat you did a couple therapy? No you didn't.
Speaker 4 (40:55):
We ended up breaking up store.
Speaker 1 (40:57):
I was gonna say that didn't work out, but.
Speaker 3 (40:59):
No, we did. I got to do that. I'm gonna
go home.
Speaker 1 (41:02):
What a couple therapy? Yeah, a couple therapy is not
a bad thing.
Speaker 3 (41:08):
I want to be.
Speaker 1 (41:11):
Past.
Speaker 3 (41:12):
You see what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (41:13):
Okay, but that's a form of therapy too. Yeah that is.
It's beautiful right there?
Speaker 3 (41:18):
Commendable?
Speaker 1 (41:20):
Did it help?
Speaker 3 (41:22):
Did it help? It felt? It felt My mama loved this.
You know what I'm saying. But then it ain't ship.
Ain't nothing changed?
Speaker 1 (41:32):
What about moving forward?
Speaker 3 (41:33):
Like?
Speaker 2 (41:33):
What do you look for now? If you think about
our relationship or do you not want one?
Speaker 3 (41:40):
Do I not want? Want? It? Ain't? It ain't. I
just say, you know, I'm just grown as hell. It's like,
what do I look for? Let me start, let me
break it down, because I just jumped straight to that
not want, but it ain't. No, I don't not want.
Speaker 1 (41:52):
But what do you want?
Speaker 3 (41:54):
What do I want? I don't want a bitch ass thing.
I don't want nothing.
Speaker 1 (41:59):
You don't want nothing?
Speaker 3 (42:00):
What you mean? What do I want?
Speaker 1 (42:01):
And the woman look for when you're like what I
look for?
Speaker 2 (42:03):
This is my This is my partner. What's your partner?
If you had to dream?
Speaker 3 (42:11):
Understand? Uh, lady, you gotta have something going on, gotta
have a mind of our own, you know what I mean?
Most important because then that to keep a motherfucker from
getting lost than the sauce wood with what I'm navigating
through my goddamn self, You get what I'm saying. Just
a woman that know they know themselves, you know what
I'm saying, And it's just comfortable with themselves. A woman
that love themselves. That's what I want. Woman, they love theyself?
Speaker 1 (42:35):
Okay, yeah, woman.
Speaker 3 (42:36):
Got to love theyself, you know what I mean? And
then yeah, from there we'll be good. The rest to
figure yourself out.
Speaker 1 (42:41):
Do you think you've always themselves? Do you think you
always loved yourself?
Speaker 3 (42:46):
For sure?
Speaker 1 (42:49):
Why you laugh?
Speaker 3 (42:50):
You laugh? I don't think I love myself.
Speaker 1 (42:55):
I think you absolutely right.
Speaker 3 (43:00):
Myself, But no, like I've absolutely like it's way I
could love myself way more. Don't get me wrong, you
know what I mean. I don't get me wrong, but
it ain't.
Speaker 1 (43:09):
What's as long as you've gone being without sex? Hmm?
That last professor.
Speaker 3 (43:17):
Where that's a crazy ask question to ask me camera,
that's crazy answer.
Speaker 1 (43:27):
Jordan has been you know she was a while. I
don't know if she still is.
Speaker 3 (43:31):
How long?
Speaker 1 (43:33):
A year and a half? Never okay, a month?
Speaker 3 (43:37):
Never?
Speaker 1 (43:38):
Two weeks? Not by choice? A week.
Speaker 3 (43:45):
It'd have to be jailous something. Always pay lawyers.
Speaker 2 (43:49):
No, I don't have two days two days, yeah for sure,
two days Fridays probably five.
Speaker 1 (43:56):
Yeah, I don't want to oversee's on the road, Okay,
got to be careful. What like when it comes to you?
What's the rules? Where you know? Are you single now?
Speaker 3 (44:06):
Mm hmm.
Speaker 2 (44:07):
Okay, So when it comes to you like traveling and
doing things, what's that like? Are you like, I'm not
fucking with nobody because I feel like you're very cautious.
Speaker 1 (44:16):
We don't be seeing like random. You gotta be concious
for sure.
Speaker 3 (44:22):
I ain't even like when I came into the game,
like it's it's crazy. It's like the Ladies was like
when it came to me and ship like I wouldn't.
I was stiff, Like I let a lot of a
lot of people's slide, Like.
Speaker 1 (44:35):
You could have did it, but you were like what
would make you say that once? What would make you still?
Speaker 3 (44:40):
Did my thing too? But like it was, I was real,
you know what what.
Speaker 1 (44:45):
Like, why would you say I'm gonna let that slide.
Speaker 3 (44:47):
Because I know what comes with it? Bullshit? And that's
exactly what what ended up coming.
Speaker 2 (44:52):
I'm telling you, either you want like a regular chick
that's not in the spotlight, or would you deal with
another art like what do you think another artist?
Speaker 3 (45:02):
Probably not? I mean I like what I like. When
I like it, at the end of the day, it's
so good. I don't I don't got no d damn checklist,
And I'm a look at a woman, and you.
Speaker 1 (45:12):
Know what I'm saying, maybe you need one? Do you
have a type?
Speaker 3 (45:15):
I ain't not.
Speaker 1 (45:17):
I was just gonna say.
Speaker 3 (45:23):
I got standards for sure, especially when it when it
comes to like like taking somebody serious percent, like that's
my own. I can count one hand how many girlfriends
I have my whole life. Yeah, Like I don't even play.
Speaker 1 (45:36):
It, but how many women have claimed you as your boyfriend?
That's different.
Speaker 3 (45:39):
They be saying that ship after they kick it with me,
you my boyfriend. I'm like, and I be like, no,
I'm not, like.
Speaker 5 (45:45):
You know, I'm not, yeah, because I mean there's a
lot of people that think they're ok with it, and
they're okay with.
Speaker 3 (45:53):
It right, and ain't okay with me saying nah, like no, yes,
you are just keeping yes you it be that type ship.
You get what I'm saying, instead of me saying, okay,
well no, I'm out of here and I got.
Speaker 6 (46:08):
Just a nice guy, all right.
Speaker 3 (46:13):
And then you know, she hit the fan.
Speaker 2 (46:18):
Fan and the fans ship ship ships.
Speaker 3 (46:25):
So it's so hard to clean it up and instink.
You gotta goddamn get the smell off you take a while.
I gotta do a lot of scrub, so yeah, go
that way good.
Speaker 2 (46:37):
Now listen, let me ask you this about like, because
you represent North Carolina.
Speaker 3 (46:41):
Like for sure, Charlotte to be exact.
Speaker 2 (46:43):
Yes, Charlotte to be exact. Amazing sat but there's been
some devastation, you know.
Speaker 1 (46:49):
Then you came do a rerec shop.
Speaker 3 (46:51):
Somebody text me, Vanessa from Double Lessa. She texts me
and asked me like, was I good enough? Come around?
I'm like, ship we straight, I ain't see nothing about that,
And she made me look into that, and then I
saw somebody else post it like today. But on our
end in North Carolina, it's all good. It ain't really
I guess it ain't hit us. How we hit them
(47:11):
areas and I'm guessing them areas is the areas. Yeah,
it's on the.
Speaker 4 (47:15):
Coast, the areas on the coast Atlanta. You know, I
live in Atlanta.
Speaker 3 (47:19):
It was I was in Atlanta while it was that ship.
Speaker 1 (47:22):
Yeah, it was crazy.
Speaker 4 (47:24):
It was really windy and it's some some flooding. I
left yesterday, so I'm not sure what it looked like now,
but a couple of things had got canceled because of it.
Speaker 3 (47:32):
For sure, we was filming the music video the power
went out like two three times.
Speaker 2 (47:37):
She well, listen, and that's amazing because we were talking
about this earlier, like the devastation in the Carolina. I
have to go there next week, and people always want
to move out there. I think I felt like a.
Speaker 3 (47:49):
Lot of my boys come from New York and North Carolina.
Speaker 5 (47:51):
Yeah, but like growing up, we didn't.
Speaker 3 (47:57):
I'm gonna keep it real. We used to because because
like you know, how yall niggas is aggressive.
Speaker 1 (48:04):
His head tough, suck.
Speaker 2 (48:07):
My dick ship that Sanna is like she only said
it a couple of times years, Agomy, Right.
Speaker 3 (48:16):
I'm telling that she gets you killed down there, don't go.
Speaker 1 (48:19):
I don't feel like people say that like that.
Speaker 2 (48:23):
You're like talking about social media, reality reality. If you suck,
he want to go wherever it is going to go.
I'm telling you that because I don't care about what
happens after that.
Speaker 3 (48:35):
So it's just I already told you what happened. I
already told you how to go with niggas be saying,
And I know.
Speaker 1 (48:39):
I'm glad we didn't put a baby oil out for
this episode.
Speaker 2 (48:42):
You know what, Now, listen, how the fuck is this
a mixtape?
Speaker 3 (48:47):
How the is this a mistake. Take your time, I'm.
Speaker 1 (48:49):
Right because that's out right now. And I really appreciated
this project. I enjoyed it. I felt like it was
for us, like you feel about it me, Yeah, I
like Fat. I feel like you.
Speaker 5 (49:01):
You you gave a good shout out to the girls
with the little booties for sure.
Speaker 1 (49:06):
You were like, it's still fat with a special place.
I appreciate it was about.
Speaker 6 (49:13):
It was about Yeah, sure, glad, y'all like it.
Speaker 1 (49:16):
That's all that matters is that we let a representation.
We need that I'm here for full feature album because
I feel like it could.
Speaker 3 (49:25):
Have been absolutely I'm following up with the album right
after it then just been like I said, really with me,
like it been literally four years since I didn't like
put my heart into a body of work. You know
what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (49:37):
Other than that, why is that.
Speaker 3 (49:39):
I just I was at a place where I like
lost the love for it and respect respect more than
love for it, for sure, you know what I'm saying.
When I just like peep certain ship and the way
certain shiit go like and you know me, we started
off talking about like you know, how stubborn I can
be this and next, so like I really had to
like took that ship away and you know, and just yeah,
(50:01):
fall back in love with the shit organically.
Speaker 1 (50:03):
That's growth. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (50:04):
Yeah, I feel like sometimes I understand that flat that
the baby gets because I feel like, creatively, even the
visuals are amazing. I can tell you take a lot
of time and care into that. And then I saw
with this project though, people were very receptive to it
for sure. And sometimes you do go away and people
miss you. Yeah, it could be one or the other.
You could go away and people don't give a fuck,
(50:25):
or you and.
Speaker 1 (50:25):
People miss you.
Speaker 3 (50:26):
And I really let it. I really let that shit
kind of like sinking in this go around because you know,
I'm I'm a fighter, you know, I'm a standing I'm
a stand up you know what I mean for what
I believe in so and I always been. But the
way I could have been did that, you know what
I mean? Like a project like that, I could have
did that when everybody was looking like what are you
about to do next? But I didn't give a fuck.
You get what I'm saying. I'm like, Okay, y'all, y'all
(50:46):
did y'all you know this what y'all believing? It's y'all. Right, Okay,
I'll let motherfuckers do that and whatever, but it costs
me at the end of the day, you know what
I'm saying. You know, I'm just in a much better
space to well that type and think about none of that.
You know, I holding myself accountable rather than other motherfuckers
for air thing.
Speaker 1 (51:05):
I'm gonta give a fuck.
Speaker 2 (51:06):
That ship is stressful, like I know, for like that ship,
like people talking ship. That ship is fucking I don't
know anybody about it. I know you can't do nothing
about it, but sometimes they just be like, yo, what
the fuck?
Speaker 1 (51:20):
Like you know the truth. But the more you respond
to ship, the more people got ship to say.
Speaker 3 (51:28):
And then sometimes you let that time go by the
where they believe in the ship and then they see
enough for the other bullshit, the where they're like, man,
these niggas you feel me, Man, we got food. We've
been food this nigga, you know. And yeah, that's why
I'm at now. And it's like here I.
Speaker 1 (51:42):
Go here, Hello, it's me, I'm outside.
Speaker 2 (51:49):
Well, let's say, y'all, this is my shy brother, the baby,
and he is back. Y'all saw him open up? Yes,
and ladies, he's single, so slided MD. I know you
got some crazy d ms.
Speaker 1 (52:03):
I know it.
Speaker 3 (52:04):
It's a nigga. Let me let me do this right
here on lip service. I need whoever is you know,
prominent in the fence to community to put the word out.
I do not have a fence to. It's some nigga
with a fake page and me and he he, he's
so persistent saying this nigga, come, God, damn do marketing
or something good? He getting them. They carried me out
(52:27):
and ran into so many, so many ladies and these
ladies somebody and they they'll put like wherever I run
into them at that Let me ask you something real quick,
like I's up. It's working out and the most random
place and you gotta find out. Nah, And they are
damn like that be like so they going to like
That's what I'm saying. They going And so I don't
(52:48):
know what.
Speaker 1 (52:52):
He's doing this right the baby please write.
Speaker 3 (52:57):
Niggas wife's and baby mama's and alledge it's work.
Speaker 1 (53:01):
Well, it feels good, don't it?
Speaker 3 (53:03):
Nah?
Speaker 1 (53:04):
Because he looked like he using.
Speaker 4 (53:07):
His pictures his likeness.
Speaker 3 (53:10):
Don't have when they link up, that'd probably be like
certain niggas like I running the niggas and they like
I can just some type of off.
Speaker 4 (53:18):
Energy because the baby mama diums and I'm from my
page ship.
Speaker 3 (53:25):
You don't see the blue chi at the.
Speaker 1 (53:27):
Same you got the real page tape.
Speaker 3 (53:30):
It's gonna come from me.
Speaker 2 (53:32):
Tape digs tape is crazy.
Speaker 1 (53:37):
Well, the baby, thank you so much for doing you.
Speaker 3 (53:39):
Appreciate you having me.
Speaker 1 (53:40):
For sure, it was awesome.
Speaker 3 (53:43):
I thank you for doing shots with me.
Speaker 1 (53:44):
They plan got to celebrate you. They plan for sure.
Speaker 3 (53:47):
Be good, good, Appreciate your ladies lip service
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Angela Yee
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