Trauma Bonding & Enchiladas with Johnny & Noe

This week, we get deep with Johnny and Noe, known for their insane growth on Twitch and going viral on TikTok. Two brothers who have been through the trauma of grief and loss, we get in the kitchen and down to the nitty gritty of our mutual trauma over some delicious enchiladas.

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:06):
Welcome back to the Overcover Podcast. I am your houset
Jennika Lopez. Thank you guys so much for choosing to
watch and listen to this week's episode. You guys probably
saw the title and the thumbnail, probably some clips on TikTok,
probably some clips on Instagram, So you guys already know
what's coming. And I'm very excited and I'm very honored

(00:30):
to present two day's guest. We have the ones, the onlies.
We have one mister yearn boy, Johnny welcome. Hi, all right,
would you help me present the next one?

Speaker 2 (00:49):
My brother?

Speaker 1 (00:51):
You're number two, Thing one, Thing two, Thank you, thank you.
I'm really excited. Okay, let me give you I was
talking about it with you buy off camera, right, this
is my first time you He's draw on you guys.
But I feel like, you know, if you've seen him,
you've seen him and you know you know him, and
like you know what I mean, and if you know him, you.

Speaker 3 (01:10):
Know him a little bit.

Speaker 1 (01:13):
No, but okay, look I was telling you, I was
telling the lock camera that the only way.

Speaker 3 (01:20):
Or reason that I know them not just because of
social media.

Speaker 1 (01:24):
But I met Noeh at a party.

Speaker 3 (01:29):
Influencer party the corner party. Let me just clearify that.
But and I wanted, what is it? I shot?

Speaker 4 (01:37):
I shoot?

Speaker 3 (01:38):
I shot, I shot my shot? Does that make sense?
Is that?

Speaker 5 (01:44):
Like?

Speaker 6 (01:47):
Look, no, but not in that way for the podcast. Okay,
you see this is for the podcast, you guys.

Speaker 4 (01:59):
Can I just how it happened?

Speaker 3 (02:01):
Yeah, go ahead.

Speaker 5 (02:02):
So I was already a little tipsy, like I got
there and I was I wanted to go to the
restroom and I'm walking and the house has like a
little steep so it makes me start jogging. Like I
really felt like I was like in a movie. And
then I hear my name, like yo, are you knowing?
And I'm like I look over.

Speaker 4 (02:19):
And it was like the energy was there, you know.

Speaker 5 (02:22):
So I just went and then from there you're like,
let's take a shot.

Speaker 2 (02:27):
I don't even know what happened.

Speaker 5 (02:28):
And I was like okay, and then we started talking
and then.

Speaker 3 (02:34):
My god, you see we're god to get here. I'm
just kidding, no, but yeah, I thought.

Speaker 1 (02:39):
I was like, dude, you know what, like I see
in your guys' is somewhat of your story and what
you guys are about, and I'm more interested in that
versus everything else that happens online, and I think that whatever,
everything that you guys are doing is like amazing my success.
Congratulations obviously, but without further ado, I don't we're gonna

(03:02):
cook it because you guys were late.

Speaker 3 (03:03):
You guys are gonna help me.

Speaker 2 (03:04):
We weren't late. We were right on time.

Speaker 1 (03:08):
Let's not bring up resons anyways. Okay, we're making because
but I have a lot already prepped, so that way it's.

Speaker 3 (03:18):
Like, you know, smooth transition. We can get it through.
And like you know, I don't worry about that.

Speaker 1 (03:26):
Mind the business, Okay, okay, who can peel the chicken?
Ok mind you guys, we already took a little you know,
warm up shot.

Speaker 2 (03:40):
I said no in the beginning, you got no soap.

Speaker 3 (03:46):
It's under the sea.

Speaker 2 (03:49):
Because you know, this is a nice house. This is
your house.

Speaker 3 (03:52):
Yeah sure, okay, so that chicken. Yeah, dude, I live here.
This is I'm my little safe space.

Speaker 2 (04:08):
All you've been living here for this is you years.

Speaker 3 (04:10):
No, my roommate, this is mame. Yeah, dude, do you
want my social Security? Come in like five?

Speaker 2 (04:22):
Five?

Speaker 4 (04:23):
Five?

Speaker 2 (04:24):
Uh beth yeast room.

Speaker 3 (04:29):
Five?

Speaker 4 (04:31):
Okay, I squore feet, dude, I don't know in the backyard.

Speaker 3 (04:36):
No, there's one building though.

Speaker 1 (04:40):
Anyways, we took a free shot because I was nervous,
and I could feel like they were a little bit
nervous too, whether they want to say it or not.

Speaker 2 (04:47):
Huh, it's not nervous, not nervous.

Speaker 3 (04:50):
You're funny, You're really funny.

Speaker 2 (04:53):
What did I do? What did I do? What did
I do?

Speaker 3 (04:55):
Okay, do you guys? Do you guys know how to cook?

Speaker 2 (04:59):
Of course?

Speaker 3 (05:03):
How true is that? Because I feel like I've seen
your streams, I see what goes on. I don't see
a lot of cooking.

Speaker 2 (05:09):
What do you mean? I've actually done a lot of
cooking streams.

Speaker 4 (05:13):
And with no eyes, no ears, and they can't.

Speaker 3 (05:16):
That's a challenge. It's hard cooking every day.

Speaker 2 (05:21):
Are you cooking every day?

Speaker 3 (05:22):
Yes? This is my job. Yesterday where did I cook yesterday?

Speaker 2 (05:28):
No?

Speaker 1 (05:28):
Yesterday I didn't cook because I had a meeting with
my manager. Take me out to lunch? Actually, thank you?

Speaker 3 (05:34):
All right? So one feel the chicken, right, another one
cut it there the chicken?

Speaker 2 (05:47):
But what's.

Speaker 3 (05:50):
I see? Must I see?

Speaker 2 (05:54):
Languages like?

Speaker 3 (05:56):
Yeah? How wait? How old are you?

Speaker 2 (05:59):
What about your.

Speaker 3 (06:01):
Four? Really?

Speaker 2 (06:04):
Yeah? Wait?

Speaker 3 (06:05):
You want know you're lying?

Speaker 2 (06:06):
French prove it French, Portuguese, prove.

Speaker 1 (06:09):
It fluently, just a couple of languages. You're such a liar.
I need proof, I need proof.

Speaker 2 (06:18):
Speak all right, well Portuguese?

Speaker 4 (06:21):
Flan?

Speaker 2 (06:22):
God are you?

Speaker 3 (06:23):
What does that mean?

Speaker 2 (06:24):
French?

Speaker 3 (06:26):
That is not French? What does that mean?

Speaker 2 (06:30):
If you know? You know? You know?

Speaker 4 (06:33):
Wait, you want slice of the little cheese? Or how
how do you want it? I don't know. I thought
we were gonna what is this for?

Speaker 3 (06:38):
For this love? No, this isn't for the inside. This
is to put on top.

Speaker 4 (06:42):
Oh, this is the.

Speaker 3 (06:43):
Stuff to make you look nice. Okay? How old are you, guys?

Speaker 5 (06:48):
I'm twenty four, I'm twenty seven, all right, I'm turning
twenty eight.

Speaker 2 (06:53):
When's your birthday?

Speaker 3 (06:54):
October third?

Speaker 2 (06:55):
No way, minds October.

Speaker 3 (07:00):
Were talking about it.

Speaker 4 (07:02):
So very much, dude, don't make me do this?

Speaker 2 (07:05):
Why weird?

Speaker 3 (07:07):
Just like that?

Speaker 4 (07:09):
Okay?

Speaker 3 (07:09):
Okay, yeah, just make it, you know, put it in
or make it mine? Okay? So is it just the
two of you guys?

Speaker 2 (07:16):
No, we had an older brother he passed away.

Speaker 3 (07:19):
Okay.

Speaker 4 (07:21):
We have a younger sister, she's twenty.

Speaker 3 (07:24):
Okay, So how many is it in total? With the brother?

Speaker 2 (07:26):
For four?

Speaker 3 (07:27):
Okay? Can I ask how he passed away.

Speaker 4 (07:30):
Out a cycle accident.

Speaker 7 (07:33):
Really?

Speaker 4 (07:33):
Yeah. He was in the military. He was in the
Air Force.

Speaker 3 (07:37):
Oh my, how long ago?

Speaker 4 (07:39):
It is like seven years.

Speaker 2 (07:43):
Eighteen.

Speaker 4 (07:44):
You're eighteen and I was twenty.

Speaker 2 (07:46):
Yeah, okay, I was actually at my prom dinner.

Speaker 4 (07:52):
When I was in Arizona playing soccer.

Speaker 3 (07:56):
You're in Narzona play soccer? Yeah, okay, And it was
just like straight up an accident, like nothing like.

Speaker 2 (08:04):
This happened.

Speaker 1 (08:05):
Yeah, obviously, Like damn, we're gonna way too deep to
Suo's making you nervous.

Speaker 3 (08:13):
Okay, Well, I know that your mom and dad also
passed away. So when did that happen?

Speaker 2 (08:17):
Yeah, when I was nine, my mom, when I was twenty.

Speaker 5 (08:20):
My mom was probably like four years ago or three
years ago. I don't really, So you're like twenty like
year aldult, Yeah.

Speaker 4 (08:27):
I was twenty three. Damn twenty three.

Speaker 1 (08:31):
Well, my mom and dad passed away too. My mom,
my mom, my dad passed away. My dad passed away
when I was eleven, now twelve.

Speaker 3 (08:45):
Yeah, it's been a hot minute. Twelve. He passed away.
He was in jail. He went to Joe.

Speaker 2 (08:53):
Why do you go to Joe?

Speaker 3 (08:56):
He did stupid shit like he got a car doing
certain things across the border.

Speaker 2 (09:05):
Ms. Yeah, big bothersheit.

Speaker 3 (09:09):
Yeah, so he did that, but he got sick there, No,
in jail. Oh, he got sick in jail.

Speaker 1 (09:21):
Then he passed away in the hospital. He had double pneumonia,
double pneumonia.

Speaker 3 (09:29):
Then my mom passed away when I was fifteen, and
I'm playing accident. He was young too, Yeah, dude, you.

Speaker 5 (09:38):
Because my sister was fifteen when my mom passed away.
And I always think about that, you know, like you're
so young, like you don't even know anything about yourself,
so like how do you even process the fact that
someone passes away, especially like the person that made you
you you know.

Speaker 1 (09:54):
That as because no, that's the thing though, Like I
don't know if it was like STI affects me to
the day.

Speaker 3 (09:59):
But it's just like, bro, like there's like little.

Speaker 1 (10:02):
Things and it's gonna be thirteen years and I don't
know for you guys, well maybe because it's like more
fresh for you guys, but at least for me.

Speaker 3 (10:09):
Like I feel like it's just still like.

Speaker 1 (10:13):
I think it just lives in the bat like it's
just there, and I don't want it to live there.

Speaker 3 (10:17):
Yeah, you know, what I mean, I don't even get that.

Speaker 2 (10:19):
You get that. I think it's something that's always gonna
be got to learn how to live with it.

Speaker 3 (10:25):
No, of course absolutely. But you know what I realized
is that, like, I feel like nothing.

Speaker 5 (10:30):
Can FaZe me nowt That's that's when we try to
tell the internet, like.

Speaker 1 (10:34):
I like you, like, I can get heartbroken over and over.

Speaker 5 (10:38):
And over and over.

Speaker 3 (10:41):
Where do you love? That's undevil something?

Speaker 4 (10:48):
No, but like for real, what happened to him?

Speaker 3 (10:50):
I can't.

Speaker 1 (10:53):
No, but I always tell my friends I'm like, dude, like,
and it makes me feel bad because like, hold on,
just kidding, but also.

Speaker 2 (11:04):
What made me that's okay? You feel scared of getting
heartbroken because it just brings you back to.

Speaker 4 (11:11):
Like when you were really really heartbroken.

Speaker 2 (11:14):
Oh, because that'd be me.

Speaker 7 (11:18):
What do you mean I'd be scared to get heartbroken
because then it just brings me back to when I
was really heartbroken.

Speaker 3 (11:24):
No, I I could see that. I can get that.
But for me, I'm just like dude, like.

Speaker 1 (11:31):
I don't like, if I were to get heartbroke, I
probably avoid.

Speaker 2 (11:35):
It, That's what I'm saying.

Speaker 4 (11:37):
I avoid it before I think that's the word avoid.

Speaker 1 (11:39):
Yes, I avoid it before it happens, so that way,
I'm like, okay, But then if I go through it,
like I know that this isn't going to kill me.

Speaker 5 (11:46):
Yeah, that's how I think about it, like I'll go
through it because it's like to me, I think about
it like a beasting die.

Speaker 4 (12:01):
Alright, what do I do next?

Speaker 3 (12:04):
No? But for real, damn, that's crazy. Okay? And how
what happened? Like what happened with your mom? Dead?

Speaker 2 (12:12):
Pass away?

Speaker 3 (12:12):
Yeah? Not do the avocado? Uh huh, I ruled.

Speaker 2 (12:22):
I just don'tn't know my dad. He's in the cartel,
so he you.

Speaker 3 (12:26):
Know, okay, kind of like my dad. Do you have situation?
All right, we're gonna go on a quick break and
we'll be right back. Welcome back, you guys. Uh huh.
Your mom, well, I think I remember you told me
about your mom.

Speaker 2 (12:42):
Yeah, I don't know.

Speaker 3 (12:43):
Can you remind me?

Speaker 2 (12:44):
Please tell it?

Speaker 5 (12:47):
She she uh suffered with depression.

Speaker 4 (12:51):
And what's that other one?

Speaker 3 (12:54):
Anxiety?

Speaker 5 (12:54):
Anxiety, and she would have to take a lot of
medication because she lost her first.

Speaker 4 (13:03):
Kid, which was my older brother. And I don't know.
She was really good at hatting it. But she was
also like an alcoholic.

Speaker 5 (13:11):
So it's just that her doctors would prescribe like super
strong medication.

Speaker 4 (13:15):
Mm and one time I feel like she took way
too much.

Speaker 8 (13:20):
I got that, Yeah, dude, Okay, so now that okay,
So now my question is would you have preferred to
know that that was going to happen or for it
to happen randomly?

Speaker 3 (13:33):
You know how, Like there's some people, like, for example,
my dad.

Speaker 4 (13:36):
Like to know that she was going to pass away, like.

Speaker 3 (13:38):
Exactly like it for my dad, like I would go
to the hospital.

Speaker 1 (13:41):
I'm like, I already knew in my head, like, Okay,
there might be this possibility that he's going to pass away. Yeah,
but then my mom just passed away randomly.

Speaker 4 (13:50):
I mean, I would like to know.

Speaker 5 (13:51):
Again, that defeats the purpose of like everything happens for
a reason, you know.

Speaker 4 (13:55):
No, Yeah, because knowing you could.

Speaker 3 (13:58):
That's the same thing.

Speaker 5 (14:00):
Because if I knew, like if I was in this
stage right now in my age, like at twenty seven,
and I could see what my mom was going through.

Speaker 4 (14:07):
I could help her.

Speaker 5 (14:09):
But at the time I didn't see, you know, I
didn't understand. Now I understand because what I went through
because she lost her first kid, So you know what
I mean, Like I kind of understand like her situation
at the time, but I was too young to even
see anything that was going on, especially she was too
good at hiding it, like yes, yeah, look see them,

(14:29):
like she wouldn't want us to like feel bad for her,
And I feel like that's the way we I think,
at least, I don't know if I'm talking for both
of us, but I don't know.

Speaker 2 (14:39):
I mean, I feel like you were also in college,
so you.

Speaker 4 (14:43):
Couldn't really even Yeah, like they lived.

Speaker 2 (14:46):
I mean I saw it. I tried. It was actually
hard to help.

Speaker 5 (14:51):
Yeah, Like him and my sister lived like probably the
worst years that my mom was living, but they were
actually yeah, they were actually there. Like me, I would
get the calls every day like that she couldn't do
it anymore, and I couldn't.

Speaker 4 (15:04):
I didn't believe it, you know.

Speaker 5 (15:04):
I was like, you know, like, bro, you're just talking
out of your ass, Like that's crazy, Like how are
you gonna say that something's gonna happen to you?

Speaker 8 (15:11):
I'm like, row chill out, like yea, And people ask
me that like the same thing, like oh, what would
you have preferred?

Speaker 1 (15:18):
Like I don't know, like It's hard to say because
like I'm not even in a cap Like when the
day that my mom passed away, it it was just
like and I hate people kind of like they're gonna
clip this or like they're gonna like make it seem
like very bad. But I did wish it was somebody else,
Like I wish that it was like another person because

(15:42):
but it was like in that moment, I was like, dude.

Speaker 4 (15:45):
Like because you think, like why me, Like everyone thinks.

Speaker 1 (15:48):
That, yeah, of course, and it's just like, dude, like
it literally happened three years after that my my dad
passed away, and I'm kind of like.

Speaker 3 (15:57):
That's situation. Was like dude, like okay, so what am
I supposed to do now?

Speaker 1 (16:00):
Yeah, like it feels like and growing up, especially like
at fifteen, I'm like, dude, like what am I Now?
I'm paying the consequences of not really I don't want
to say paying the consequences, but like if I would
have figured it out my feelings and what I went through,
uh sorry what anyway, No, if I would have figured

(16:24):
out what I was feeling and what I went through
at that time, like earlier, like I feel like I
would have been like a better person or better human,
Like I feel like right now, like I'm better because
I know that I went through that stuff or that
I figured like how to feel. I don't know, do
you feel like like you know like this is the
reason why I am.

Speaker 3 (16:41):
The way I am?

Speaker 5 (16:42):
No, I mean I also have I don't know if
everyone thinks this way, but me, like ever since my
brother and my mom passed away, like I literally feel
like they're just up there working, like if we're just
puppets and they're doing everything possible for everything to go
the way they've been want need it to go, like
because my mom always wanted like she was really strict

(17:03):
on us, but she always wanted like him to do
like what he wants to do, Like like it was
crazy crazy, like.

Speaker 3 (17:12):
And you wanted to do soccer? What did you want
to do.

Speaker 2 (17:17):
With the rock started life?

Speaker 3 (17:19):
Johnny Ive? For real?

Speaker 2 (17:22):
Can we cuss? Yes? Can we say some crazy shit?

Speaker 4 (17:26):
Yes?

Speaker 3 (17:27):
So what do you want?

Speaker 2 (17:28):
Well?

Speaker 7 (17:29):
The clissover, But I was a say bitches, get money?

Speaker 3 (17:38):
What did you want to? Okay?

Speaker 2 (17:39):
But actually for the longest I was.

Speaker 7 (17:43):
Like pursuing to like do football, like my dream was
like the NFL. And then you kind of realized that
that whole system is like rig really yeah, your coach's favorite,
you can make it, okay, And I never really cared
to be a favorite.

Speaker 1 (18:04):
Water over the oven, it's crazy, Okay judging right now?

Speaker 2 (18:11):
Wait what you wanted to do?

Speaker 3 (18:16):
Okay, you guys wanted.

Speaker 2 (18:19):
Why is there a sink over the oven? Isn't that
a hazard? Oh?

Speaker 3 (18:24):
S if anything? What is happening.

Speaker 7 (18:29):
Is it?

Speaker 3 (18:30):
Wow? Okay? So football Okay, then football didn't happen.

Speaker 2 (18:35):
I know you were like, I was gonna, yeah, I
was gonna go to Yeah. Once I told my mom
I wasn't gonna like do football, she got sad, very sad.

Speaker 7 (18:46):
Because she was strict on me since it's from the
beginning of football, like because she seemed my potential and
so she was like, Johnny, you should do football.

Speaker 2 (18:58):
I'm gonna do it. And so I was growing up.

Speaker 7 (19:01):
She just put me in football, and every day since,
like a new born, I was playing football to like
high school. But once I graduated, I stopped playing football
and I moved.

Speaker 5 (19:12):
To l A. Okay, this guy was really good at football,
like really good.

Speaker 2 (19:22):
Oh ship.

Speaker 3 (19:25):
Imagine I got myself.

Speaker 2 (19:27):
Can I carry your dog?

Speaker 3 (19:28):
You get right on his.

Speaker 4 (19:30):
Name is what's his name?

Speaker 2 (19:37):
Hey?

Speaker 3 (19:37):
Wait before you grab him, can you put.

Speaker 4 (19:38):
The chicken back in there?

Speaker 3 (19:44):
Do you know how to measure with your heart.

Speaker 4 (19:46):
All the time? Okay, that's all I measured my life
with now.

Speaker 3 (19:54):
Okay, So then what happened after football?

Speaker 2 (19:56):
You moved to la moved to l A, and then
COVID happened. I was, well, I.

Speaker 7 (20:03):
Was still you know, working like regular jobs, and then
like before moving, I was working at some talent restaurant
a bus boy, and then I.

Speaker 2 (20:12):
Moved and then I worked at Dave Hot Chicken. Wow,
I like it there, Yea, it's cool. I worked at
the second location ever.

Speaker 3 (20:28):
Nice? Okay, So then word did d did you come
into the picture? How did you get to there?

Speaker 7 (20:37):
I was just out here trapping and ship right, and
then uh, I was I don't know. My one of
my old roommates he was a cameraman and he was
a cameraman.

Speaker 2 (20:52):
For this other YouTuber. Say it who the camera or who?

Speaker 3 (21:00):
Oh? Okay, I just wanted.

Speaker 7 (21:02):
To there's like these times where I like helped him
record some stuff and so I'll just like hold the
camera and then there's like pretty much like two a
year or two later, did he needed like a cameraman.

(21:24):
They're going to Japan and he needed a cameraman and
like the shades.

Speaker 3 (21:29):
So that's when everything started in Japan.

Speaker 1 (21:32):
Really, I've been twice, right, no, but that's what that's
when everything for you, like cameraman, Johnny cameraman started.

Speaker 2 (21:45):
Yeah, like like two years ago. Whoa, I'm saying, I've
been in Japan.

Speaker 4 (21:59):
Started the pen you know, this will help.

Speaker 3 (22:04):
Like that and I'll just ship and that's fine.

Speaker 7 (22:07):
And then the thing, Yeah, I went to Japan, okay,
and then it was like just like a just Japan
and that's it type of thing.

Speaker 2 (22:18):
And then.

Speaker 7 (22:22):
Yeah, but then he like liked me and then he
just kept me.

Speaker 4 (22:26):
That's cool, kept me.

Speaker 3 (22:29):
Cameraman for how long?

Speaker 2 (22:31):
For two years?

Speaker 7 (22:32):
Wow?

Speaker 4 (22:33):
And that camera works. Ship is hard. I'm telling you
right now, two years, two years.

Speaker 2 (22:38):
Be a cameraman is not bro crazy. I think being
a cameraman is hard as being.

Speaker 3 (22:44):
A streamer, just as hard.

Speaker 7 (22:47):
Well yeah, but it's just because cameraman you gotta really
like the whole time, you got to be locked in
like careers just like just do whatever.

Speaker 2 (22:57):
Lolligagh.

Speaker 3 (23:00):
Okay, So how's that transition been for you?

Speaker 2 (23:01):
Though? It's been. I mean, it's been life changing.

Speaker 1 (23:04):
It's been crazy, Like did you like, did you was
that always in the plane or you just like I'm
going to I want to do this now.

Speaker 7 (23:12):
It wasn't the plant because like I mean, me doing
camera stuff was never like like my passion or anything.
So when I took the opportunity, I knews and take
me somewhere else, right, So yeah, wow.

Speaker 3 (23:29):
And now you're just want to like a big streamer
now and just clipped every day.

Speaker 2 (23:35):
It's been pretty crazy.

Speaker 3 (23:37):
Okay. So look, I grew up in a lot of
like the light cameras is everything. You know. I don't
know if you don't know, but I don't mean it.
I mean it very likely I didn't ask like for
all of this, you know, like my family kind of
just did what did. My mom was who she was,
so for.

Speaker 1 (23:58):
Me sometimes I'm like, dude, like I don't know if
I want to do this for the rest, Like I
don't know if this is what I want because my
life has been so public and stuff now that like
you're in that situation where you are literally putting yourself
in the public eye to like have people judge and
speak about your every move.

Speaker 3 (24:19):
How is that feeling or like, do you feel like
sometimes you could regret it a little bit?

Speaker 7 (24:23):
No, I mean it is pretty crazy, like the thousands
of thousands of opinions you get.

Speaker 1 (24:27):
But I'm sorry thousands, I'm sorry you have like seventeen
thousand subscribers in like four months like that you just started,
like you said, I wouldn't know, like.

Speaker 3 (24:44):
Just kidding.

Speaker 7 (24:45):
No, well, like at least when it comes to like,
you know, the TikTok views and stuff, it's like, but.

Speaker 2 (24:53):
Now, I mean, I don't know. I really don't be
caring too much.

Speaker 9 (24:58):
Yeah, I don't like you have to like care a
little bit, nah, because then the day I'm gonna just
do me right, all right, I'm not I've never switched.

Speaker 7 (25:12):
Up or change for anything or anyone, so I wanted
to switch over change for no opinion on a random person.

Speaker 3 (25:20):
I feel that I see that I wouldn't do streaming.

Speaker 2 (25:24):
He no, no, why not?

Speaker 3 (25:26):
I tried for a little bit because I used to
play Fortnite a lot.

Speaker 2 (25:28):
Really yeah, are you good?

Speaker 5 (25:30):
Yeah?

Speaker 3 (25:31):
I mean now I stopped playing.

Speaker 1 (25:34):
All right, We're gonna go on a quick break and
we'll be right back.

Speaker 3 (25:37):
Welcome back, you guys.

Speaker 1 (25:38):
You would assume that because my mom is who she is,
I would be the exact same way, or because like
I would live a certain way, my mom wouldn't approve.
So a lot of that would get me canceled, like, oh,
she's her daughter, she shouldn't be acting like this.

Speaker 3 (25:54):
So it did put me in a bubble.

Speaker 1 (25:56):
It put me in a space where I was just like, Okay, great,
I'm going to keep my life private. I'm gonna make
sure you guys don't know a lot about it, like
a lot of a lot of like my love life,
a lot of the stuff that happens in my house.
I don't show anything other than the kitchen, Like I'm
very specific about what I show because it's just like

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I don't want to allow that space. Like, because it
did put me in a deep depression. I was depressed.
I was already depressed that my dad had passed away.
I was already depressed that my mom passed away. And
the fact that like I had to live that publicly.
People just didn't understand it. But people don't understand it
unless they.

Speaker 3 (26:33):
Go through it. And that's like a lot of what
my life was.

Speaker 1 (26:38):
I was mean, I was really I wasn't really I
wasn't a nice person like before I really went to
therapy and really figured out my shit, Like I started
getting closer to God. I started really focusing like on.

Speaker 3 (26:50):
My health because I was mad at God, like I
had lost both my parents.

Speaker 1 (26:54):
I have five well, I mean we're a family of five.
I have four their siblings to take care of, like and.

Speaker 3 (27:01):
Be there for. So there's a lot of pressure.

Speaker 1 (27:03):
And it's just like, dude, like, you know, people think
that my mom like left a lot of things for
us or like whatever, but it's like we're still like human,
like I still have to figure out ship in.

Speaker 3 (27:15):
Life and like, and it's hard. Yeah, it's really hard.

Speaker 1 (27:19):
And it's like I'm left with this situation right here,
right now, and it's like, Okay, this is the best
thing that I can do for myself. I don't know,
I'm venting, I'm trauma. I'm just throwing it out there.
But do you guys get it, Like, do you guys.

Speaker 3 (27:30):
Feel that way anyway? Yeah? No, No, you guys are
saying yeah, but you guys are not saying anything. So
it makes me feel crazy.

Speaker 2 (27:38):
Yes, you're right on point, so we're not saying anything.

Speaker 3 (27:42):
I'm gonna call it out. I'm gonna call you out
because that's that's like, that's.

Speaker 1 (27:48):
The issue is that you don't say what you're feeling.

Speaker 3 (27:54):
I am.

Speaker 1 (27:56):
So then it makes let's say girls, feels certainly a
little bit uncomfortable, like no one's tough to.

Speaker 2 (28:02):
Do, like, you know, like he's I've never been good
at WHOA. I feel like.

Speaker 3 (28:11):
You're not good at expressing yourself or your feelings or
your emotions.

Speaker 2 (28:14):
Well, I just feel like through life I've learned to
be quiet and.

Speaker 3 (28:18):
Better because you don't want people to feel bad for you.

Speaker 2 (28:21):
Not that I don't like people feeling bad for him,
but it's not that. I just feel like.

Speaker 5 (28:28):
I don't know, he's always been like that though, like
even with me, like we rarely talk about super hard topics,
you know, like we never get into it like that.

Speaker 4 (28:39):
Like I feel like we just understand each other.

Speaker 7 (28:41):
And I think it was also more of a My
mom is very hard on us, like if I complain
about anything serious, be like.

Speaker 5 (28:49):
Shut up, like why like like get over.

Speaker 2 (28:53):
Yeah, like over like keep going. M M.

Speaker 7 (28:56):
So I feel like I don't know. I mean, I
feel like it's a lot of stuff in life, but
it just accumulates to one.

Speaker 3 (29:05):
Can I be honest with you? Can I be like
an uh older sister vibes a little bit.

Speaker 1 (29:11):
When I told you like you remind me a lot
of me before, it was like actually healed when I
was like in my I'm pissed at God era, like
I don't And that was the hardest time for my
siblings because like a lot of the stuff that I
had to do, I wouldn't express my emotions or express
what I was feeling because I didn't want anybody else

(29:33):
to see me as week or I didn't want to
like put myself where people feel bad for me.

Speaker 3 (29:38):
I hate pity parties. I ate it. Like I hate
when people just like, oh, yeah, like I'm right here now,
Like no, but I really think that you should though,
I think you should talk about it.

Speaker 7 (29:56):
I think that, but I I feel like also, yeah,
like I don't like people seeing me weak, like I
feel like as a man too is just like you
can't be.

Speaker 3 (30:05):
And I like.

Speaker 2 (30:09):
Yeah, yeah, but like you know, girls always say that just.

Speaker 7 (30:14):
So your vulnerability and stuffs like nah.

Speaker 3 (30:18):
There's nothing bad about it.

Speaker 2 (30:20):
Look, this is not you can't okay, why.

Speaker 5 (30:26):
I mean, I'm I'm I'm an emotional person. But I
also don't like, like I wouldn't want to like.

Speaker 2 (30:32):
Like as a man, you just can't be no bitch.

Speaker 3 (30:39):
Okay.

Speaker 5 (30:40):
But the first time I ever cried on camera was
he surprised me.

Speaker 4 (30:45):
With ten thousand dollars.

Speaker 5 (30:46):
And that's awesome, Like I don't know, everything like flashed
before my eyes. Like it was just crazy to be
able to like, whatever we're doing, I just record my brother,
you know, like I walk around with him and I
record him and we make money, Like and he just
gave me ten thousand dollars. That was like the craziest

(31:06):
thing ever. You know, it just didn't make sense at
the time, and I just in the time, I wish
that everybody in our family was there, you know, like mm, because.

Speaker 4 (31:18):
Not only I would have gotten ten thousand dollars, but
everybody else would have goten ten thousand dollars. You know.
That's how I felt in the moment.

Speaker 5 (31:25):
I feel like he just would have gave everybody ten
thousand dollars just because.

Speaker 1 (31:30):
Right, And that was like the first time we were
like actually vulnerable about it.

Speaker 5 (31:33):
Yeah, well that's the first time I ever felt like
I could be vulnerable because it was like a moment
in our life that it just like it was crazy,
Like I don't know, it's hard to explain on the show,
Like it's just something that just happened. And I don't
know if he knew that he was gonna cry.

Speaker 1 (31:51):
But Okay, when you did that, did you feel like, damn,
I wish I could do this for my.

Speaker 3 (31:57):
Mom or my dad?

Speaker 5 (31:58):
Well, that's what I'm saying, Like I felt that, like
I knew he would want.

Speaker 3 (32:01):
That, like like you read, you read his mind.

Speaker 5 (32:04):
I knew if my mom was here, he would give
her one hundred thousand, not ten thousand.

Speaker 1 (32:09):
I feel that because there's like days where it's like
Mother's Day or whatever, or like people taking their moms.

Speaker 3 (32:14):
Out or Dad's Like.

Speaker 1 (32:17):
I'm just like, yeah, like this would be really nice,
Like I would love to like you know, I'm again,
I'm like happy, I'm so blessed and financially financially take
care of myself and financially responsible, and I.

Speaker 3 (32:31):
Wish that I could share that or give that to
somebody that you know, actually got me here. So I
get that.

Speaker 1 (32:39):
But back to like the whole emotion thing, because it
seems to be a topic or problem thing, and you
know that all right, We're gonna go on a quick
break and we'll be right back.

Speaker 3 (32:56):
Welcome back, you guys.

Speaker 1 (32:57):
Gay, I'm going back to my little old, older sister,
the one that you probably didn't ask for, but I'm
gonna tell you because it's gonna save you in the
long run.

Speaker 7 (33:04):
But it is also I feel like, you know, you
can't show the enemy your weaknesses.

Speaker 1 (33:11):
That's not a weakness for the internet.

Speaker 4 (33:15):
For the internet, is it is it will attack you
with that.

Speaker 3 (33:18):
No, No, not that ship. No.

Speaker 1 (33:22):
Because okay, let's use what the situation is in it
as an example a little bit.

Speaker 3 (33:30):
Okay, say you're talking to a girl, all right, the girl.
We're talking to a girl. This is what I would
tell my brother.

Speaker 1 (33:45):
Okay, don't make it harder, Like, don't make it harder
for the girl, and don't make it harder for yourself.

Speaker 3 (33:52):
You're just gonna get yourself into situations that you don't
need to. As long as you communicate, talk about what
you're feeling. Like, Look, this is why just be patient
with me. This is I don't like, I don't want
to show this on camera. I don't want to.

Speaker 1 (34:05):
I don't feel comfortable with this because like it's just
gonna make it worse than long run. You're gonna run
into these problems with every single person until you actually
have the balls. And I'm gonna say that because it's
still the same thing as long as you have the
balls to actually confront what you're feeling and talk about it,
and you're gonna feel so relieved, like you're like because

(34:30):
what it's making you look like. And I'm saying it
as like a person that I watched your guys' streams,
like I see it sometimes obviously I see I don't
really like the clips, brother, Like I'm gonna be honest
with you, like I know this. I need to know
the context because I know what it looks like. I
know what people paint it as you know, but like
I don't know like I could see you, and I
feel like, dude, like even if it's not your brother,

(34:54):
even for you, you need you you see some deep therapy.

Speaker 2 (34:57):
I'm not even gonna play like you think therapy helps.

Speaker 1 (35:02):
I promise to God, I know not only just therapy
but really and I'm gonna get spiritual here, but really
dedicating and giving your life.

Speaker 3 (35:11):
To God helps out a thousand percent.

Speaker 1 (35:14):
If I wouldn't have made it this far because I
was gonna kill myself.

Speaker 3 (35:18):
Sorry trigger warning.

Speaker 1 (35:19):
But like I was dead ass going, I wasn't gonna
be here and the law. I literally had my best friends,
uh living with me the night that I like I
was ready, but I was just like I literally had
to give my life to God, like you know what,
Like there's no other option. The only reason why I'm
here and why I'm still live is because I have
got in my life because he's the one that can

(35:42):
literally is he understands us. God went through every single
emotion that we had ever that we experience as a
full human so that we can have that mirror in
that image or have someone to relate to, you know.
But and I'm like, I'm as everything that's sad, Like
I'm telling you like it saved my life, Like it

(36:05):
saved my life, and it's made me want to be
a better person and be here and connect with people
like you guys, to be able to help, because grief
isn't easy.

Speaker 3 (36:13):
Grief is really ugly.

Speaker 5 (36:14):
Grief is a many years was it since you got therapy,
like Guanto, when did you realize you needed it? Because
that's me I'm trying to figure.

Speaker 3 (36:22):
Out, like when's the right time.

Speaker 2 (36:23):
Yeah, no, not.

Speaker 5 (36:25):
Even that, like because I mean, we could do it now,
you know, like yesterday. But I'm saying like I don't
feel like I don't feel sad or like I feel.

Speaker 3 (36:36):
Happy, you know, right, Well, that's good.

Speaker 5 (36:39):
Like I feel I feel I'm super big on Everything
happens for a reason, and I feel like our life
wouldn't be what it is if my mom didn't pass away,
Like I feel like I kind of feel like she's
the one that's behind all this.

Speaker 3 (36:53):
And I know that it probably sounds bad and people.

Speaker 5 (36:55):
Have taken and I feel like it sounds terrible. But
there's every every there's not one day I don't think
about it. There's not one thing that goes through life
like anything can happen. And I'm like, damn, Like that
reminds me of my mom, you know, like, oh, that
reminds me of my brother. Like like I see a
motorcycle every day and you think about it.

Speaker 4 (37:13):
I think about it. I see a mom every day.
I love moms.

Speaker 3 (37:18):
Well, I started therapy, what no, I started therapy when
I was like I didn't start till later until I
was like twenty two.

Speaker 5 (37:30):
But that's what I'm saying, so you said it's been
thirteen years or how long?

Speaker 3 (37:33):
This year's thirteen years? My mom passed away thirty What
does that mean?

Speaker 4 (37:38):
That's my mom's birthday number thirteen.

Speaker 3 (37:41):
That's nice. Yeah, it's been thirteen years.

Speaker 1 (37:45):
And I started therapy when I was like twenty two,
when I was like when I.

Speaker 3 (37:49):
Was dead, ass like I wasn't I was going to
come in suicide.

Speaker 4 (37:52):
But how many years has passed and then.

Speaker 3 (37:54):
You're like therapy, I stopped doing therapy like maybe.

Speaker 5 (37:57):
Not like your mom passed away and then how many
years and then you got therapy?

Speaker 1 (38:00):
Oh, my mom passed away when I was fifteen. I
didn't start there very until I was like twenty two.

Speaker 4 (38:05):
So until like seven YEARSLF way through.

Speaker 1 (38:07):
Halfway through, and imagine all those years that I was
just bitter and just not like my healthiest helf.

Speaker 7 (38:14):
I feel like therapy doesn't well at I feel like, right,
I don't like to eat therapy because I'm talking to
you about it.

Speaker 2 (38:19):
Yeah, like therapy for me is like I don't know.

Speaker 3 (38:21):
But the thing is that you need to talk about it.

Speaker 2 (38:24):
I talk about it with myself.

Speaker 4 (38:28):
Even when you talk about.

Speaker 1 (38:29):
It with yourself, you're not giving yourself, like you're only
gonna feed your ego and what you already think. And no,
you need somebody to tell you like hey, like no,
this is no, when this is yes, and validate what
you're feeling, because there's gonna be like I'm saying, like
that's why I like I dead ass. I was like,
I'm gonna invite you guys to the podcast because I
know what you guys feel and what you guys.

Speaker 5 (38:50):
Went through and I feel like you, like I feel
like a person that's gone through it is the best therapist.

Speaker 1 (38:55):
Like yeah, or even even my therapists didn't go through it,
but like literally when you just say it out loud,
when you say wow, like I went through this, this
is what happened on this day at this time, like
and sometimes theropists doesn't even say anything. You just sit
there like you answer your own questions. But you need
somebody that's not a family member or somebody that's close

(39:16):
to you because there's no judgment, there's no like space
for them to assume or whatever.

Speaker 3 (39:24):
But I'm gonna stop giving you a hard time though
I'm just saying.

Speaker 2 (39:29):
I feel it.

Speaker 1 (39:29):
But like I'm just saying, like you know you're getting older,
and I could see like you have a good heart,
you know, and like as long as you continue streaming,
and as long as you continue doing what you're doing, like,
I don't want I would hate for that to get
misconstrued or for people to see it differently because you
decided today that.

Speaker 3 (39:48):
You wanted to be an asshole, you know what I mean?

Speaker 2 (39:52):
Yeah? Because I mean, I feel like I'm a like
on social media.

Speaker 7 (39:58):
I feel like IM gonna always be misunderstood as in
like because I'm not. I don't I'm not gonna express
my full on feelings on social media, so right, I
feel like people always gonna make up my signe.

Speaker 1 (40:12):
But that doesn't make you feel like you wouldn't want
to be able to like you don't feel the need
to make yourself a little bit more understood.

Speaker 7 (40:21):
Well to the people that like, fuck with me, right,
But to the people that don't like the haters like No, But.

Speaker 2 (40:30):
To the haters, I.

Speaker 7 (40:31):
Want them to think I'm a fucking asshole. I want
them to think I'm the worst person.

Speaker 4 (40:35):
Ever, the worst night many.

Speaker 2 (40:40):
I'm not a nice person, but I'm a good person.

Speaker 4 (40:42):
He has a good head over his shoulders.

Speaker 1 (40:44):
You have a good heart, like I could tell I
just you know, I just have a lot of compassion
and a lot of heart, especially like coming from guys
like I feel like, yeah, like how you said that,
Guys don't really talk about it, or they don't want
to say it, or they make them look weak.

Speaker 3 (40:57):
I get that a thousand percent. I just want you
to know if you need anything or if you need.

Speaker 1 (41:03):
To talk about it, like to somebody that actually gets
it and sees it. Like I'm here for both of
you guys, you know, Like I just I've a lot
of I've been through it and I know what's helped me.

Speaker 3 (41:17):
So but aside from that, aside from.

Speaker 1 (41:21):
The dark things, we've all like my love life, no
one's ever really asked me that.

Speaker 3 (41:29):
You're very Oh my god, excuse me now my love life? Okay, Well,
what do you want to know?

Speaker 2 (41:37):
Are you talking to anyone right now?

Speaker 3 (41:39):
No?

Speaker 2 (41:40):
Was the last time you talked to someone?

Speaker 3 (41:43):
What is talking count as? Uh?

Speaker 2 (41:46):
You know, probably hooked up with them?

Speaker 3 (41:48):
Like hooked, like hooked up like what just like a.

Speaker 2 (41:51):
Kiss, something whips or something.

Speaker 3 (41:56):
We're in high school.

Speaker 2 (41:57):
I guess what do you mean hooked up? Like? No,
but like you don't just kiss anyone on the live.

Speaker 3 (42:01):
Like situationship, relationshipah an entanglement something. Last time I was
entangled was what's today?

Speaker 4 (42:11):
What just kidding?

Speaker 1 (42:13):
Last time I was entangled was December, December, December, and.

Speaker 4 (42:19):
We're about to be in December.

Speaker 3 (42:21):
So like like a year almost a year eight months ago. Yeah,
but to see.

Speaker 1 (42:26):
The thing with me is that I am not I'm
not that girl to like I can't do situationships. Yeah,
I can't do like. I'm a like, I'm a lover
like I.

Speaker 2 (42:37):
You're grown also, yeah, I'm grown.

Speaker 3 (42:39):
I don't have.

Speaker 1 (42:40):
Time like I'm gonna be twenty eight.

Speaker 3 (42:43):
I DoD as don't have time.

Speaker 2 (42:45):
Do you have any kids?

Speaker 4 (42:46):
No?

Speaker 2 (42:47):
Do you want kids?

Speaker 3 (42:49):
I want to adopt one. I want to adopt and
then have a baby. What about you, guys?

Speaker 2 (42:56):
I got four?

Speaker 3 (43:00):
Really correct?

Speaker 2 (43:03):
No, I don't have any kids. I do want kids.
I want like four probably really like my mom had.

Speaker 3 (43:09):
Okay, boys and girls?

Speaker 5 (43:12):
Yeah, what about you know, I'm I don't know, like
I want to have a Meani me for sure, Like
I don't care if it's one or whatever whatever comes out.

Speaker 3 (43:21):
Okay, love life, don't talk to me right now. Everyone
knows apparently I'm just kidding. I don't I love like
my love life is good. It's good, you're feeling good?

Speaker 2 (43:37):
Nah, I mean I don't know. I feel like nah,
I don't know. I don't got no love life right now.

Speaker 4 (43:52):
Or do you neither? We've just been so like, I
have no what.

Speaker 2 (44:01):
Type of man are you looking for?

Speaker 7 (44:02):
You're looking for someone that's in the same space as you,
or like someone like that's ducked away, like what.

Speaker 2 (44:07):
What do you prefer in life?

Speaker 3 (44:08):
WHOA maybe nervous because no one really asks me questions. Men,
was like those questions. Look, I've talked about it before.
I would prefer I don't know.

Speaker 1 (44:25):
I don't mind someone that's in the same space, but
I also don't want it to be for clout, yeah,
or feel like it's for clout or feel like, you know,
like you have your thing.

Speaker 3 (44:37):
I have my thing and that's how we'll do it.
Otherwise it just doesn't like work out.

Speaker 1 (44:43):
I think I wouldn't mind someone that's like private, quiet life, Yeah, you.

Speaker 4 (44:51):
Know, like, but where are you gonna find something like that? Literally?
Excuse him?

Speaker 3 (45:00):
That's no, I go out. I wow. This podcasts officially
turned in to roasting me. No, but I go out.

Speaker 1 (45:10):
I go out, like I'll go out with my friends.
I'll go to dinners, I'll go to church.

Speaker 4 (45:14):
I you know, oh yeah, you was out. I remember
that's where how we met.

Speaker 3 (45:20):
You see.

Speaker 1 (45:21):
No, yeah, but I don't like my friend had to
tell me, like let's go like and I don't regret it.

Speaker 3 (45:27):
I'm grateful, like I have to see it also as
an opportunity, like you know, it's a mingle and connect.
But yeah, I've never really after that night.

Speaker 2 (45:35):
After that night when the last time you went up,
I haven't gone out since then. No, but like before that,
I don't remember.

Speaker 3 (45:45):
Yeah, why you guys like to go out a lot.

Speaker 2 (45:49):
I don't really go out too much.

Speaker 4 (45:51):
I mean we I don't, I said, well stream, I
like to travel.

Speaker 2 (45:57):
Where's the fird place to travel to?

Speaker 3 (45:59):
I've gone to Italy, I've gone through.

Speaker 4 (46:02):
I loved Italy part.

Speaker 3 (46:05):
I love Florence, Laurence Florence. Have been to Greece, never
been to Greece. I would love to go to Japan.
Mm hmmm, yeah, is it nice?

Speaker 2 (46:19):
It's like it feels like a different world.

Speaker 1 (46:20):
I just get intimidating. It's it's intimidating. I feel like
the language and all.

Speaker 3 (46:26):
That, did you go?

Speaker 2 (46:27):
It's not.

Speaker 7 (46:28):
It feels like a different world that you literally feels
like a video game.

Speaker 2 (46:31):
Really communicate through translator. Up, you can do whatever.

Speaker 7 (46:37):
No one looks at you or cares about you, like
they're all on their own world.

Speaker 3 (46:42):
Well supposedly it's gonna get more expensive to go now
because they were there's too many tourists.

Speaker 2 (46:48):
Oh like what you got the money? It's fine.

Speaker 3 (46:51):
Just because I got the money doesn't mean I'm okay.
I'm just kidding. Way I surprissed.

Speaker 7 (47:06):
No way, I'm surprised.

Speaker 2 (47:11):
That's it.

Speaker 1 (47:17):
Okay, So what's okay? Obviously streaming the way you love
to well, you love the soccer?

Speaker 3 (47:25):
Is that your goal? Is that what you want to do?

Speaker 5 (47:28):
Currently played professional indoor soccer. Whoa, we're in off season
right now. We start back like October Novembers.

Speaker 3 (47:38):
But that's what like your heart is on, that's what
you want to do.

Speaker 4 (47:40):
That's what i'd like to do. Like I love soccer.
Like when I'm playing soccer, it's so much fun. I
just play sports, but.

Speaker 3 (47:49):
I don't anymore.

Speaker 2 (47:50):
What sports? Did you play?

Speaker 3 (47:52):
Softball?

Speaker 2 (47:53):
Softball?

Speaker 4 (47:55):
See that's picture okay, No.

Speaker 3 (47:57):
Let's catchure. So Okay, So what's like the next steps
for you guys?

Speaker 7 (48:09):
Next steps just keep streaming, just you know, just keep
trying to swim.

Speaker 2 (48:20):
It just keeps just keep swimming, I don't know. Just
trying to get back.

Speaker 4 (48:23):
Mm hmm, get back what I'm trying to give back
to the world.

Speaker 3 (48:27):
Give back? I mean, well, yeah, what's like give back?
And what way? What do you want to do?

Speaker 2 (48:34):
Change lives? Like like, you know, I've always wanted to
change my mom's lives, but you know I can't do
that now. So I want to, you know, change those
people's lives.

Speaker 3 (48:46):
It's powerful and you can.

Speaker 1 (48:49):
That's what I want to do. That's what the whole
point of the podcast is for. I want to be
able to change lives. I want people to find somebody
to connect with and to tell a story.

Speaker 3 (48:57):
And you know, I think the food's ready. Get ready,
I've been talking too much.

Speaker 2 (49:02):
I'm hungry.

Speaker 3 (49:04):
Thank you for reading.

Speaker 1 (49:06):
All right, We're gonna go on a quick break and
we'll be right back.

Speaker 3 (49:09):
Welcome back, you guys.

Speaker 2 (49:13):
Go ahead.

Speaker 1 (49:16):
Thank you guys for this food, thank you for this time.
Thank you for putting us in the right positions at
the right time.

Speaker 3 (49:22):
To meet each other and to connect with each other.

Speaker 1 (49:23):
Please bless this food, bless the company, Bless our health,
our minds. May you be with us every step of
the way and everywhere we go, and do this name
we pray.

Speaker 3 (49:33):
Amen Amen boom, all right. I do a Bible Verse
of the day every every episode, let's hear it.

Speaker 4 (49:41):
Are you guys ready?

Speaker 3 (49:43):
And it's my favorite Bible verse and it's what's got
me through what I've been through. Actually have it headded?
What's yours?

Speaker 5 (49:51):
John, As long as you have faith in God, anything
as possible.

Speaker 3 (49:55):
Amen. Hmm okay. Bible Versus of the day, my friends,
is John thirteen seven.

Speaker 1 (50:08):
If you guys have followed me, you guys also know
that this is my favorite Bible verse. Oh my life,
this is a serious moment, Johnny.

Speaker 3 (50:20):
John thirteen seven says, you don't understand what I'm doing now,
but soon you will clock it. Clock it, clock it, Johnny.

Speaker 1 (50:38):
No, But for me, that means that's a special story
in the Bible. That's when Jesus is watching his disciples
feet and they were questioning him like, oh no, I
should be washing your feet.

Speaker 3 (50:49):
You shouldn't be watching our feet. I should be watching yours.

Speaker 1 (50:52):
But for me, that also means like when I was
questioning a lot about everything in my life and I
didn't understand God's will or way, It's fine, go ahead,
he'll eat it. I read that verse and I knew, like, Okay,
at some point I'm gonna understand why I went through
all of this and I'm living it and I understand it,

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and I trust.

Speaker 3 (51:13):
God's plan always.

Speaker 2 (51:15):
That's bars.

Speaker 3 (51:17):
Thanks, Thanks, amazing, Okay, rapid fire. Ready, here we go.

Speaker 2 (51:25):
It's good.

Speaker 3 (51:26):
Yeah, it made it a little bit.

Speaker 4 (51:30):
Let me taste.

Speaker 2 (51:32):
Amazing.

Speaker 3 (51:34):
Don't lie and then talk about it on the stream
that it was. Asked the rise if I see a
clip that it was actually bad, dude, I'm now that
you told him that.

Speaker 4 (51:45):
Now he's just gonna say that.

Speaker 3 (51:47):
Don't do that, Johnny, Please don't please, I don't want
to be.

Speaker 2 (51:53):
No, well I won't, I'll I want to do that.

Speaker 3 (51:56):
Would you go back and say, like you had a
good experience on the podcast?

Speaker 2 (52:00):
Yeah?

Speaker 3 (52:02):
What I heard the question? Mark?

Speaker 2 (52:05):
No?

Speaker 3 (52:05):
Yes, okay, no, what about you?

Speaker 2 (52:08):
What about me?

Speaker 3 (52:10):
Would you shay you had a good experience? If you
could be an animal, any animal, what would you be?

Speaker 2 (52:19):
Dog?

Speaker 3 (52:21):
You're so basic?

Speaker 2 (52:22):
I mean, I'm already a dog, But like.

Speaker 3 (52:26):
Anyways?

Speaker 2 (52:27):
Okay, coffee or tea tea coffee?

Speaker 3 (52:31):
Okay. If you could have had any superpower, what would
it be?

Speaker 4 (52:35):
Invincible?

Speaker 2 (52:35):
Teleportation?

Speaker 4 (52:37):
Why I could like?

Speaker 3 (52:38):
Invincible is not a power?

Speaker 2 (52:40):
No?

Speaker 4 (52:40):
Like like not be visible?

Speaker 3 (52:44):
I thought you said invincible. Okay. Favorite childhood cartoon.

Speaker 2 (52:49):
Phineas and ferb Now Ben's hand.

Speaker 4 (52:52):
Mmm.

Speaker 3 (52:54):
One thing that's always with you God with me? Mm
hmm you always carry it with you?

Speaker 4 (52:59):
Good over my shoulders?

Speaker 3 (53:02):
Okay, just because he said something to do something new.

Speaker 4 (53:09):
Is good?

Speaker 3 (53:10):
Okay? Last song you played on repeat?

Speaker 4 (53:14):
I would have to check.

Speaker 7 (53:15):
But did you get it out now?

Speaker 3 (53:19):
Now?

Speaker 2 (53:21):
Nah? All last song?

Speaker 7 (53:24):
I mean all over the place I listened to like
a lot of random stuff, like a lot of Brazilian funk.

Speaker 5 (53:31):
I listened to a lot of Carrios and.

Speaker 2 (53:37):
Cordos too.

Speaker 5 (53:37):
But favorite ice cream chocolate ChiPT like.

Speaker 3 (53:47):
Okay, last one.

Speaker 1 (53:49):
If you can ask God one thing and receive an
answer right now, well, what are you asking him?

Speaker 3 (53:56):
It's a good question.

Speaker 2 (53:57):
When?

Speaker 3 (53:59):
Okay? When?

Speaker 2 (54:02):
When will I be able to do what I want
to do in life?

Speaker 4 (54:05):
Okay?

Speaker 3 (54:07):
Nice?

Speaker 5 (54:10):
Mm hmmm?

Speaker 4 (54:11):
Why are we in this position after the fact?

Speaker 3 (54:14):
Mm m, I feel that Okay, I love that. Do
you have any more questions for me than an interview?

Speaker 2 (54:28):
That same question?

Speaker 3 (54:29):
What? What would I ask God? Am I doing a
good job or am I being? Am I good enough.

Speaker 2 (54:43):
For what?

Speaker 3 (54:44):
Like?

Speaker 2 (54:44):
You?

Speaker 3 (54:45):
What I feel like I was called to do to
take care of you? Know?

Speaker 2 (54:51):
Pretty much You're always good enough doing great job.

Speaker 4 (54:55):
I was gonna say, why do I feel like that's.

Speaker 2 (54:58):
A beautiful house? I appreciate great food is cooked.

Speaker 3 (55:04):
I honestly know. I feel like I could have done better,
but that's.

Speaker 4 (55:06):
Just me, honestly. The rice, yeah, thank you. I like
the green salsa, but I wish it was warmer.

Speaker 3 (55:16):
Yeah, but we're talking, but that's the only thing.

Speaker 5 (55:19):
But I feel like the will be or the enchilada
would be better if it was warmer, but.

Speaker 4 (55:25):
They're super good.

Speaker 2 (55:26):
I would you ever open up a restaurant?

Speaker 3 (55:29):
That's one of my dreams I eventually want to open.

Speaker 1 (55:32):
I have like two ideas that I want to do,
and I'm just waiting for God to like open the
doors even more for me.

Speaker 2 (55:39):
Yeah, what's your favorite fast food place?

Speaker 3 (55:41):
Favorite fast food?

Speaker 4 (55:43):
Carls Cars.

Speaker 2 (55:47):
You, water Burger?

Speaker 4 (55:52):
I like canes. I love canes.

Speaker 3 (55:55):
Actually, water Burger.

Speaker 1 (55:57):
I'm judging I'm judging, Like I love in and out
that's a Cali thing, but like comparing them to are
just so bad.

Speaker 2 (56:06):
I mean, you only got one option and you can't
really judge so much.

Speaker 3 (56:10):
Yeah, but you can't say that Waterburger is in and
out of Texas.

Speaker 5 (56:17):
I wouldn't say that, but the fact that a lot
of people know about it.

Speaker 3 (56:22):
Wait, where is your guys' family from? I didn't hear
you say it, I know, but.

Speaker 1 (56:30):
You My dad is from Nayari.

Speaker 3 (56:37):
Sorry, I don't know why I was thinking Nayari. And
then my grandparents are from Phli school and so know.

Speaker 2 (56:44):
That you've ever been out there?

Speaker 3 (56:47):
Yeah? I went a lot when I was a baby.
I haven't gone like now where like i'll actually remember.

Speaker 2 (56:54):
Wait, so Italy was your favorite place you've been to? Why?

Speaker 1 (56:59):
It was always like my dream goal, like to check
it off my like I want to take myself to
Italy like this was that was my number one goal
and I loved it.

Speaker 3 (57:07):
I love the food. I love Yeah, I love like
Italian food, the culture and all that.

Speaker 2 (57:12):
My dream place Brazil.

Speaker 3 (57:14):
Okay, have you ever been?

Speaker 2 (57:16):
I'm probably gonna go for my birthday.

Speaker 3 (57:18):
You should that'd be fire I've heard that it's really
nice over there.

Speaker 4 (57:23):
Really fun, like the culture, so yeah, I.

Speaker 3 (57:27):
Feel like they're very like loud and fun and.

Speaker 2 (57:31):
Sol So like, what's your type of man?

Speaker 3 (57:33):
Dude? This guy? Do you want to just keep bringing
it up? Hey? Last thing?

Speaker 2 (57:38):
Like what are you look in the man? Like? What's
your type type of ethnicity you want?

Speaker 1 (57:44):
I mean, I've dated outside my culture and that didn't
work out very well, So I would appreciate somebody in
my culture.

Speaker 4 (57:51):
I feel like you have to resonate with a lot
of stuff in order to get along.

Speaker 1 (57:54):
Yeah, like you have to understand, like my job, you have.

Speaker 3 (57:58):
To understand where I come. Like I want to be
able to sing like bad Bunny breakup songs and you know, yeah,
what do you need another? No?

Speaker 2 (58:08):
Probably like seconds?

Speaker 3 (58:09):
Yeah, I got you, Yeah, I got yeah.

Speaker 1 (58:11):
Yeah, but yeah what about Okay, so you want to
ask me what about you?

Speaker 3 (58:16):
What type of girl you're looking for? Both of you
actually thank you?

Speaker 2 (58:21):
But what type of man have you dated?

Speaker 4 (58:23):
I did it black guys, just black guys.

Speaker 3 (58:25):
I did black guys. I've dated his like latinos.

Speaker 7 (58:31):
Last yeah, or like at least like yeah, had a
situationship with just black and latinos mhm.

Speaker 3 (58:42):
But yeah, look, I look, I'm twenty eight.

Speaker 1 (58:45):
I'm gonna be twenty eight ideally, like you gotta have
it somewhat something together. I feel like because I've been
so I've taken care.

Speaker 3 (58:53):
Of myself, like I would appreciate being feminine and for
someone to take care of me at the end of
the day.

Speaker 1 (58:59):
But yeah, what about you guys, what do you feel
like at what age do you guys want to like
settle down?

Speaker 4 (59:09):
It could be tomorrow.

Speaker 7 (59:11):
Yeah, I mean, whatever happens, but I feel like the
earlier the better.

Speaker 5 (59:17):
But because I feel like for me, like I think
like the pinnacle of life is to have a family,
you know, at the end of the day, Like do
you want to have a special someone? You want to
have kids running around and stuff like that. I feel
like that's when you really know that like you made it.

Speaker 1 (59:34):
You know, I really appreciate having I thought it was
a great conversation.

Speaker 3 (59:39):
What did you guys think?

Speaker 7 (59:40):
Yeah, I was like, because I could feel like.

Speaker 2 (59:46):
I don't know this girl right, Yeah.

Speaker 5 (59:52):
No, he's super weird, like about collabing and stuff. So
like I always tell him like yo, I have this
yes or no, and then like he's super weird.

Speaker 4 (01:00:01):
I don't, I don't understand. But then I told him
about you, and I just.

Speaker 3 (01:00:08):
I feel my first podcast, like I know, I really
appreciate it.

Speaker 1 (01:00:13):
I think, I like, honestly, it's a huge honor for me.
Like everyone everyone always tells me like, oh, no, thank
you for but it's like, dude, this is an honor
for me, like to be able to connect and to
talk with you guys and to like, you know, yeah, yeah.

Speaker 3 (01:00:28):
Because I know, I know that it could be like
a little bit weird.

Speaker 7 (01:00:31):
And me, like he said, I am like, I don't know,
there's more, just like I feel, I feel it.

Speaker 2 (01:00:36):
If I don't, we never collaborate. We never you know,
we can be friends.

Speaker 3 (01:00:47):
All right, Well, please plug your guys info in. He's
they stream, he plays soccer, They do.

Speaker 1 (01:00:55):
All of these amazing things, and I would love for
you guys to support their journey to get to where
they both want to that they're hoping for and praying for.
So if you guys would please support them, follow.

Speaker 7 (01:01:09):
Them ahead right to my own fans urin boy, all
social medir platforms your and boy, but do you.

Speaker 4 (01:01:18):
Have an only fans?

Speaker 2 (01:01:23):
Yeah?

Speaker 7 (01:01:23):
I mean all my ass you and boy so anything
uh urin Why you are in b O?

Speaker 4 (01:01:29):
I my name is Noah and mine's urn Bro. Why
you are in b r O.

Speaker 1 (01:01:38):
Nice yarn team, you guys follow them streams every day
every day, non stop.

Speaker 2 (01:01:46):
Every day every day.

Speaker 7 (01:01:49):
Okay, if you're watching this right now, I'm probably live
right now, so go to my tweet you pot see
me live.

Speaker 1 (01:01:56):
Okay, Wow, Hello, chat, Hello, Hilcome.

Speaker 3 (01:02:04):
I'll let you know. I have a couple lined ups,
so I just got a strategically.

Speaker 7 (01:02:08):
I'll be live when you guys are watching this at
what point? Usually more during the middle of the day.

Speaker 2 (01:02:14):
That's what I'm doing.

Speaker 3 (01:02:15):
Well, it's been a pleasure. It's been an honor to
cook for you guys, to have you guys in my home,
in my safe space. And like I told you guys before,
like honestly dead ass, I want to be able to
like if you need anything, or if you need somebody
to talk to, or you just want to I don't
know anything, Like, just know that I'm here and you
have a friend, we're friends. Make sure you guys like

(01:02:40):
come and subscribe, make sure you guys support and follow them,
and I will see you guys next Tuesday.

Speaker 2 (01:02:45):
Bye,