A Thin Line Between Brilliance and Insanity with Charleston White

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Speaker 1 (00:46):
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Speaker 3 (00:49):
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Speaker 1 (00:55):
Let's get straight to it. This is the exact network.

Speaker 4 (01:03):
It's a thin line between brilliants and its sanity and
today's guests.

Speaker 5 (01:08):
I think he both. Just what's up with the cards?

Speaker 1 (01:11):
Yeah? Yeah, I'm good, nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:12):
I'm just like the backsliding Christian. I can play on
both sides of it. Yeah, brilliance in insanity. Yeah, I
can cross the line.

Speaker 4 (01:19):
Hey, let me ask you something before we get started,
like where you're mentally act. That's why I asked people
all your mental act right now?

Speaker 3 (01:24):
Oh, I'm I'm free because I just beat some serious charges.

Speaker 5 (01:31):
Okay, you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (01:32):
So now, nigga, I just beat some serious motherfucking charges
that I was innocent from from the get so that
that pressure of having to go to court, deal with
the bondsmen, deal with the court conditions. Uh, can't go
out of state. Uh, they're watching everything I'm doing. I'm
violating the conditions.

Speaker 1 (01:51):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (01:51):
That was that was That was mentally an emotional and
spiritually draining. So now nigga, I feel free. I can
smoke my weed or I can travel. I want to travel.

Speaker 1 (02:01):
Uh. And I got all my rights back. I got
my gun rights back.

Speaker 5 (02:04):
So so by you being drained, like how did you
mash that? Though? To the you had to still stay
in the public h.

Speaker 3 (02:11):
Going to them strip clubs or throw them you know,
throwing a thousand dollars here and there, or and you know,
fucking with them holes and make you happy. She had
don't argue with you, you know, yeah, yeah, they make
you feel like what you're in there trying to be.

Speaker 1 (02:26):
So yeah yeah because because because it's a fair exchange.

Speaker 3 (02:28):
When when you fucking with a real hope, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,
that's why Jesus kept going.

Speaker 1 (02:33):
So now that that was my relief. Hey, let me
ask you something.

Speaker 4 (02:37):
I know, I know this ship get frustrated because you
know what I'm saying, you take the criticism, then you
take the love you.

Speaker 5 (02:43):
Take you know what I'm saying. It's every day is
different for you, right, Like, how how many times have
you wanted to just say funck is in this ship?

Speaker 6 (02:50):
Oh?

Speaker 1 (02:53):
I ain't got there yet.

Speaker 4 (02:54):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (02:56):
I was during the beginning when when when no one
understood what I was trying to accomplish.

Speaker 3 (03:02):
So so so I had already been through the phase
of man, fucked this Internet shit because there was a
time when uh I presented myself in a different manner,
in a different light.

Speaker 1 (03:14):
Uh And it wasn't about no money.

Speaker 3 (03:16):
It was all about the empowerment and the better of
black people as well as the conditions of black youth.

Speaker 1 (03:23):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (03:23):
So that that's where most of my time was invested,
and that's where I was drained at, uh because I
had to fight with.

Speaker 1 (03:30):
The community to help the community. Uh. I had to.
I had to. So so I met.

Speaker 3 (03:35):
I met with our counsel woman one time, and this
what made me start fucking with the police. I met
with Gena Bivens, who is our counsel woman the District
five and for work of me and the old man pops.

Speaker 1 (03:46):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (03:47):
We were squabbling with her of by cold compliance and
she saw she know I'm working in the community, and
she said, Charleston, I can't help you. The help that
you need with what you're doing in the community, working
with kids, you gotta it goes to the police department
because the funding, all the funding that goes to nonprofits

(04:07):
and after school program bars and curl club juveniles, and
most of that funding goes through the police Department's annual
budget by way of under an umbrella called public safety.
So under public safety you got parks and recreations, after
school programs ISS so all that money, so depending on

(04:28):
how big your city is. A city like La they
got a billion dollar budget for the police department. Half
of that budget is for the community under the umbrella
of public safety, gang intervention, game prevention, crime prevention. So
that's where all the money is worked for a nigga
that's running a youth organization, a nonprofit, a little league

(04:49):
football program, a boxing program. All that money for us
grants that come from the government goes over there to
them to help curve this in your community. Right, So
rather than you standing on the coner, you and you
and the cheerleader team, y'all on one coner. Y'all got
the little girls in the cheerleading autlet shaking their ass.

(05:09):
You got the little ball washing car, but you got
the little girls cheer leading shaking their ass like little holes.

Speaker 1 (05:16):
Come on now, you got them shaking their ass on
the corner.

Speaker 3 (05:19):
And y'all begging for money, and you and you have
to go to someone else's community to do it because
you can't want nobody donating your community. So here I
am saying, man, fuck begging nigga. Begging ain't good for nobody.
Nobody really gives to a beggar.

Speaker 1 (05:37):
So how about you create something.

Speaker 3 (05:39):
Your car washing is good, But why we can't go
to this chick for l a and partner with them,
because why you think they're in our community? So, but
the bulk of the money is your relationship with the
police department, because that's where the funding goes through. So nigga,
I went that route to try to discover the funding
and in the process of that, nigga meet good police officers,

(06:01):
white and black. Uh, you learn more about what you
need to learn more about. So, nigga's why I started
working with the police in the community.

Speaker 4 (06:08):
Let me ask you something because you're talking about that
right now, and when I ask you something, I want
to ask you, how did you mean that?

Speaker 5 (06:15):
Like I remember one time you like she community serve
for a.

Speaker 4 (06:21):
Broke Nigga, she ain't have nobody there. So that's why
I would do it. Now I got somebody for the people.

Speaker 3 (06:28):
But it's it's easy to care about the conditions of
black people when the conditions affect you more directly.

Speaker 1 (06:37):
So there's a saying those just closest to the problem
are closest to the solutions. So Nigga, here I am.
I'm a struggling father in the community.

Speaker 6 (06:47):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (06:48):
I'm living outside the hood, but nigga, I'm right outside
the hood in the one bedroom apartment. Uh, nigga, Man,
why you think broke people squabble so much over social
justice issues and rich people don't. You don't see rich,
wealthy people squabbling over social justice issues because they're not

(07:13):
really affected by what affects black people socially. Nigga, let
a police shoot happen. Niggas black people online and going
to these city marshes. You don't see the wealthy doing that.
The wealthy, clear they conscience or I wouldn't even say
clear they conscious. But nigga, they try to help with
their money. Hey, man, just write a check over there.
The pope man got time to do it, and he

(07:36):
got more fuel emotionally. He's more emotionally driven by what's
affecting us. That's why you see men and them niggas
be passionate with them speeches, Broke milcols.

Speaker 1 (07:48):
Them niggas be.

Speaker 3 (07:49):
Passionate with them uplifting speeches and what black folks need
to do. Bro Give them niggas a little money and
watch their tune change. Everybody tune change when they get
a little money. Nigga, you don't care about the same
shit you do broke. When you get some money, you
right man shit. But UH in a broke motherfucker worry

(08:09):
about everything because he can't fix his problems.

Speaker 4 (08:13):
So you're saying, basically, a nigga with some money or
started organization to put the money in, but they ain't
gonna put no time and putting no time in a
broke nick can put it time.

Speaker 5 (08:20):
And because he ain't got no.

Speaker 3 (08:21):
Money, got no money, and he ain't got no way
of getting money. So my nigga, I'm nigga.

Speaker 1 (08:28):
I'm trapped around the country nigga.

Speaker 3 (08:31):
At this time, I was part of a national organization,
UH that that falls up under a major a lobbyist,
a youth advocacy, A lobbying organization called Campaign Fair sentizen
of youth out of Washington, d C. And so I
became part of a national organization that was called I
Can Incarcerated Children's Advocacy Network. And this group was a

(08:52):
bunch of uh adults now, but at the time there
was young people in America who had been sentenced to
life with our parole for crime they committed as children.
So I'm coming up out of Texas, Texas had a
juvenile law that was called the Texas Juvenile Determined Sentencing Law,
where even for murder, Nigga couldn't be sentenced past forty
years as a kid.

Speaker 1 (09:12):
But Nigga in some other states Nigga.

Speaker 3 (09:13):
Florida, Saint Louis, Baltimore, DC, Nigga, they were again thirteen
and fifteen year old, life without parole. So it was
like twenty fourteen when I became aware it is. And
so Nigga, they became aware of me by the work
that I was doing in Texas.

Speaker 1 (09:32):
Right, So I joined this national.

Speaker 3 (09:35):
Organization and be going and from twenty fourteen, for like
three years, have been going regularly to.

Speaker 1 (09:41):
Washington, d C. To fight juvenile laws in this country.

Speaker 3 (09:46):
And so I met many powerful attorneys in many people
in legislation. And so I met a Jewish attorney from Baltimore,
a little small, short lady, and she.

Speaker 1 (09:56):
Said, Charleston, do you document what you do?

Speaker 3 (09:59):
And at this time Facebook had just started the Facebook
Live And I said.

Speaker 1 (10:03):
No, ma'am, I don't. She said, well why not?

Speaker 3 (10:05):
I said, well, I don't want people to feel like
I'm doing this for show. She said, well, it's not
if it's not documented.

Speaker 5 (10:10):
It never happened.

Speaker 1 (10:12):
That was a learning lesson document everything.

Speaker 3 (10:15):
So she started asking me questions like, well, who are
your constituents, how do you raise funding?

Speaker 1 (10:24):
How do you get your funded?

Speaker 3 (10:26):
Because when you apply for a grant and you're trying
to help your own community, you think these people and
this is a white woman telling me this. She said,
do you think they're gonna give you money to help
your own community? You really think these white people go
give you money to help you and you're really trying
to help.

Speaker 1 (10:42):
That's why the people who really trying to help don't
ever get the money.

Speaker 3 (10:46):
Nobody wants to fix this black community because people make
too much money off our pain, our anger, all the
shit that we cause.

Speaker 1 (10:56):
It helps so many other more people.

Speaker 3 (10:58):
The detriment that's happening to us, Nigga is financial benefits
for whether that's going to prison, Our pain is financial
benefit for the people Nigga. People make money during tragedy,
and they rely on our tragedy, Nigga. The fund a
bunch of shit in this country.

Speaker 1 (11:15):
So she's asking me.

Speaker 3 (11:17):
Questions like, well, if they if you don't get a grant,
you can't get a corporate sponsorship, and you're trying to
help your community.

Speaker 1 (11:24):
How do you self sustain your organization? Tarice?

Speaker 3 (11:27):
So I'm thinking with shit, nigga. That's what made me
went back to start selling barbecue. Nigga had to start
hating hats to sell. I started creating youth program that
I could sell to the Counting Probation Department. Then the
black people got me speaking for free. Nigga, ain't no
black people giving me this game. She said, well, uh, well.

Speaker 1 (11:50):
What do you charge to go speak at the school?

Speaker 3 (11:52):
I said, what, I don't want to charge for this
because I thank God, you know. She said, well, what
about an honorarium fee?

Speaker 1 (11:58):
Nigga? The church will give you a gas gord.

Speaker 3 (12:00):
But I would think what I remember when the preacher,
when he had his friend come in to preach.

Speaker 1 (12:05):
As a visiting pastor, he tapped into his people.

Speaker 3 (12:08):
Hey, y'all, so a seed they caught a cup of
water to the prophet and make you feel Yeah, nigga,
they tapped your motherfucking ass. So I'm saying, okay, my constituents, well,
who are my constituents?

Speaker 1 (12:22):
The people I'm trying to speak for these kids.

Speaker 3 (12:24):
So, nigga, that's what made me come back and look
at the community.

Speaker 4 (12:31):
You think I'm gonna cut you off for saying you
think you your heart was too invested at first it was.

Speaker 3 (12:37):
But because because Nigga, I caught a murder case as
a kid. But I wasn't a bad kid. I wouldn't
a kid that came from the hood. I was a
kid trying to fit in. Uh and Nigga uh you know,
was down to do whatever to fit in so uh
and I fit and I fit in well. So now Nigga,
uh So when I grew up, Uh, I believe niggas

(12:57):
my purpose in life to work with at risk juvenile children.

Speaker 1 (13:00):
So I was. I was highly invested into it. Uh.

Speaker 3 (13:02):
But Nigga, I'm also a single dad, destructling father. My
baby mama was a dancer at the time, so she
was in and out of jail. So Nigga, I got
the kids, so I can provide the structure.

Speaker 1 (13:12):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (13:13):
I'm waking up in the morning, Nigga driving through three
cities or dropping my daughter off at one school, my
son at the other school. And Nigga, my gas light
on every morning, My gas light on every morning. But Nigga,
I got to go to the adult Parole office and
teach over her off my car, cause Nigga, I ain't
just working with the kids. I'm teaching every Tuesday and
Thursday at the Duart Parole office. Every nigga getting out

(13:33):
of prison. So but I ain't got the gas to
do it. Now, I still got to ride back when
I get here and go pick the kids up.

Speaker 1 (13:41):
So Nigga hopefully, Uh Nigga. You know, Nigga ain't got
the gas to do it. And I and I want
a little bag of weed for the day to ease
the pressure in the pain.

Speaker 3 (13:49):
So if I get twenty nigga ten going on weed,
eight going in the tank to nigga and Nigga, Uh, Nigga,
I got something to cook at the house, so I
I got to cook every day because we can't eat out.
And Nigga, I'm doing this in my early thirties, my
late twenties and thirties, and I'm saying, man, fuck the streets. Nigga,

(14:09):
I don't want to leave my boy. I don't want
to leave my daughter. So nigga, uh, so you know,
Nigga go on the jobs and hit for a lawsuit.
So you know, Nigga, my hustle was going on the
job and soon. What you mean, uh, nigga finding the
finding a warehouse job and hitting for a lawsuit or
either sexual harassment or retaliation for race discrimination.

Speaker 1 (14:31):
Yeah, yeah, I don't hear a bunch of.

Speaker 5 (14:33):
Companies how you give them?

Speaker 1 (14:35):
Well, my my my.

Speaker 3 (14:36):
First company was right after AT and T and Singular.
I can talk about it now because of the you know,
the NBA that I signed. Uh. The first company I got,
like was in two thousand and five. AT and T
in Singular had just merged as a company and they
brought their headquarters uh to to to the Dallar for
work therea So I worked for the company that distributed

(14:57):
their cell phone and so that's when the blackberries were
hot at the time. Uh and so almost a quarter
million dollars of blackberries had come up missing. But it
was the Asians who was working on the on the
shipping and receiving that were sending them to their people.
But Nigga, I'm coming through and you know, nigga warhouse, warhouse,
working at the warhouse. Homely like going back to high school.

(15:18):
Nigga dressed clean, Nigga.

Speaker 1 (15:20):
You know what I'm saying. Everybody watching what kind of
car you drive?

Speaker 3 (15:22):
So nigga, I'm coming through, uh with the two hundred
dollars worth of ones, with the fifty dollars worth of five,
the two hundred dollars worth of hunting, you know. So yeah,
I'm coming with the dummy bank, making it look like
what it ain't because you know, I got a kind
of street swag bringing to the work world and and
and uh and you know they thought I was stiting

(15:43):
them phones my nigga and uh. The HR woman was
a white lady who used to flirt with me and uh.
Me and her used to flirt through emails and in
person and people.

Speaker 1 (15:54):
Would pick up on it.

Speaker 3 (15:55):
So uh, one day I sent her email, uh, you know,
asking if I'm overstepping my boundaries and she never you know,
she replied back consensual. So me and her emailing each
other back and forth with flirting. I left my computer
open one day and somebody read the email. Somebody went
back and said, so, I already knew, homie, if this
white company, if the white boy find out I'm fucking

(16:16):
with this white girl, amy nigga gonna fire me.

Speaker 1 (16:18):
I'm a tempt nigga, you.

Speaker 3 (16:19):
Know, coming in with a street swag hat cocked to
the side. But I'm respectable, I'm mountable, and I'm learning
the job.

Speaker 1 (16:28):
I was an inventory ouditor. So nigga, they had fired
me when that email got out. They had fired me.

Speaker 3 (16:36):
Because of because of how I carried myself at work
or the supervisor are done came in at night like, man,
what was up with Charles Man? Why would he be
emailing Amy like that? And so the coworker like, no done, man.
They were emailing each other back and forward. He said,
oh really, he said, man, she was always flirting with him. So, nigga,
they hit me up there. Nigga, I was sad by
losing that job because I was like I probably like

(16:58):
twenty seven. My son were like nine months old, so
I was just getting his life together. This is gonna
be a great job, great benefits. Uh So, nigga, they
contacted me that next morning because you a tempt at tempt,
they ain't really got no rights.

Speaker 1 (17:10):
He so he thanked right.

Speaker 3 (17:12):
So, uh so they asked me for my password to
my computer, went back in and got all the text
message me and her were going, and that text message
where I asked her, if I'm overstepping my boundary, let
me know. That's what God, that's what saved me. Uh So, nigga,
I had my job back within forty eight hours, not
knowing to me, there's a dore's a there's a there's

(17:34):
a federal law that that oversees every job. I don't
care if you a stripper. I don't give damn what
you is. Uh it's quit quote pro sexual harassment. Anybody
who have anybody who have a right to hire or
fire you cannot become sexually romantic with you. That's a

(17:56):
federal law. Can't do it in the military. So there's
a lot of managers in the I done try.

Speaker 1 (18:01):
To turn some hole. Let me I'll get to that later.
So I didn't try to turn some holes onto the
manager that the strip bitch. You can see that, nigga.
He y'all, you got the text made to prove it,
mean all you got to do it.

Speaker 3 (18:09):
So and it's this easy, so listen. So I don't
know this law at the time. So when they do
this to me, I don't know this law at the time.
They basically know the law. That's why they brought me
back so fast. So they had hired this young miskan.
So this was right after the Afghanistan and Irashi. So
they were hire a lot of military guys to come
in to be supervisor and manager. So he hots his

(18:30):
young Meskan to come in and supervise us at nighttime.
But he'll fly young Meshkin muscular fine. All the women
in the war I have like him.

Speaker 1 (18:38):
He looked like the rock. So he would lead. So
he would lead on this lunch break to go fuck
some holes or something and send me the pictures.

Speaker 3 (18:47):
With the BlackBerry through my email. But he always wanted
to make sure he had his sleeve in there so
he know, you know, he playing player with me, and
you know, uh, something happened later on where I had
to complain about race discrimination. Everybody had a racist nickname
for each other a Benner, rice man, you know racist?

(19:11):
You know, could we all playing coworkers? But Nigga, I
ain't playing coworker? Yeah yeah, I don't know none of you. Nigga,
I ain't friend none of y'all. So mother think they coworking?

Speaker 1 (19:20):
They really friend? You don't go to work to make friend, niggayeah.

Speaker 3 (19:23):
So Nigga I used this for h'all to go complain
men that everybody got racist name for each other because
now I'm learning about Now I'm learning because I'm learning
about retaliation. Yeah, I'm learning about retaliation on the job.
So now I'm going to the library after work to

(19:43):
get employment right hand books to read up on this shit.
Nigga wouldn't really hip the Google back then to get information.
So Nigga, I really going to the library. So I
would come to work with the employment books and employment
right books and show them next to the desk, walk
through the wardhouse, would try to intimidate the managers. So
h So the manager Lugo tell my partner, man, don't

(20:04):
I don't thank you, boy Boyd Charleston gonna make it
ninety days.

Speaker 1 (20:08):
I'm like, man, what do you mean, I ain't gonna
make my name.

Speaker 3 (20:10):
I'm about to go permanenty Nigga at the time, I'm
making twelve seventy five, I'm gonna go to making twelve
seventy five or fifteen dollars me And.

Speaker 1 (20:17):
What do he mean ain't gonna make it? So Nigga.

Speaker 3 (20:19):
When my partner told me, he said that, I walked
right to that same HR lady. I got fired behind
and said Amy men or my supervisor, Lugo be going
to have sex with girls on the job at nighttime
and sending me pictures.

Speaker 1 (20:34):
So I went and told on him. They fired his
ass that day. God damn right. He threatened my job.

Speaker 3 (20:40):
He told my partner, I might not make my ninety days. Nigga,
my ninety days for to be made in a week.
I get to go permanent in the nigga. I had
never had a permanent.

Speaker 4 (20:48):
Job, even your man he was what made him say
you weren't gonna make the ninety name.

Speaker 3 (20:53):
Because the team got mad at me because I went
and told about the race his name, I come off
for you're a tenant?

Speaker 1 (21:02):
Could I'm reading these employment books. Oh you're setting up
your plate.

Speaker 3 (21:07):
I'm setting up my plate. Yeah, I'm setting up my plate.
So yeah, I gotta go be a whole ass nigga
and tail fucked up.

Speaker 1 (21:13):
So how you end up getting the money? Oh, I'm
fun to tell you.

Speaker 3 (21:18):
So after I after I get him fired right, yeah
on my ass now. But nigga, oh, they ain't been
on my ass before. So uh, this where the BlackBerry
situation come in up. So uh, nigga, Uh me and
me and this same nigga who told me about I

(21:38):
might not make my job make my ninety day. Me
and him went and counted the BlackBerry phones together to
do inventory camp Poom poom. They had him in the cage,
locked out because these the phone was coming up missing.

Speaker 1 (21:51):
For whatever reason, he put.

Speaker 3 (21:52):
Some phones in his pocket and carried him over somewhere
and dropped them off for what.

Speaker 1 (21:57):
I don't know how.

Speaker 3 (21:58):
They got this mistaken. Now, this nigga here looked like
Mike Bibbe. This nigga looked like Mike Bibi. Light skin, yellow, Nigga.
Ain't catty, nigga. They come pulled me away from the
dish and say they got me on camera, stuff in
my cell phone, stuff in my pocket, will cell phone.

Speaker 1 (22:15):
Now, I've been reading these books so nigga, I'm like
the jail haigh lawyer. It's not like the jail half lawyer. Nigga.

Speaker 3 (22:21):
I'm ready to put this ship to test. So they
so they want to search me, Nigga, they want to
search me.

Speaker 1 (22:28):
So they take me into the comfort room. And it
was cold that day and I had on two sweatpants.

Speaker 3 (22:33):
They say, hey, man, can you empty your pockets at
And we were having a Christmas dinner party around Christmas time.

Speaker 1 (22:39):
So nigga.

Speaker 3 (22:40):
Everybody looking like man and call blue stealing. So you
know just where the just where the humiliation come from,
because your coworkers assume you done stole some cause security
walking you somewhere to be searched. So, nigga, they put
out my pockets and this is where I get them.
And I said, oh man, I got some sweatpants on
up on her.

Speaker 1 (22:57):
Y'all want to search that too? They said, yeah, up.

Speaker 3 (23:00):
I pulled them down to my ankle so they can
so I can empty them pockets. Now you done strip
feircht me at work.

Speaker 1 (23:05):
That's illegal. Even the police can't ship.

Speaker 3 (23:10):
When the police patched your pocket that while they padded
it got to be least.

Speaker 1 (23:13):
Intrusive to the half power cars.

Speaker 3 (23:16):
So you then I already pulled me away and say,
y'all got me on capabilitated, y'all got me on camera,
stuff in my pockets with sell phone.

Speaker 1 (23:23):
You mean you get me over there and then you
don't strip first me.

Speaker 3 (23:26):
So the nigga at the door, the nigga at the door,
before I can pull my pants up, they want to
go on out and open the door so everybody get
to look in and see me pulling my pants up. Man,
I couldn't wait to go back to HR. So I
had to try to with Logo, the nigga they set
up with me. This was so, this was this was
in Christmas. So I filed in March. I filed in

(23:50):
March of two thousand and six July right after it
was July tenth, right after the fourth shit Nigga, I
walked away with a forty thousand dollars check from the
EEOC and eighteen paid months of medical insurance for me
and my son.

Speaker 1 (24:05):
Oh, you could have drugged out, but you just to
the first thing, y'all.

Speaker 3 (24:07):
Y'all quick, yeah quick, he you know, could you drag
it out? It's gonna be euro yeah yeah, yeah, yeah.
See I didn't drug one out before.

Speaker 1 (24:14):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (24:14):
And nigga, you got to you know, nigga struggling doing
bad or you don't borro reminding from everybody. You can
borrow reminding from them, saying, Man, when I give my
self and I'm gonna pay you back, then you start
borrowing from the lawyer. Uh.

Speaker 1 (24:26):
The lawyer got the high ass interest rate. So by
the time you settle, you're still in the red cause.

Speaker 3 (24:30):
They dodn't drug it out on you. So that's how
didn't know him to do a pole motherfucker drag you out.
So I already know to hit fast. So nigga, So
the next job of world Pool, I get world Pool struck,
fucking the supervisor, the mean messkin lady. All this was intentionally,
I yeah, so nigga did. Yeah, I'm looking for the
quid quote pro because the company don't have a defense
for that. So then if I don't get him on

(24:52):
the quid quote pro, I'm gonna get him on complaining
by safety issues at the job. It ain't it ain't no,
it ain't. No soap in the bathroom. They gotta have
soap in the bathroom home. They gotta have so you to.

Speaker 5 (25:06):
Expect them basically like you expecting this.

Speaker 1 (25:08):
Yeah, because I know this, niggas.

Speaker 3 (25:10):
So they gotta have an eyewall I wash station in
the warehouse just in case I I.

Speaker 1 (25:14):
Something get in your eye.

Speaker 3 (25:15):
They gotta have uh uh regular safety meetings or they
gotta have they gotta have regular sexual harassment updates where
y'all sign the paper where we talked about this.

Speaker 1 (25:28):
Uh, nigga.

Speaker 3 (25:28):
They can't have pallettes. Uh, that's in front of the
exit door. Uh, the fark lift driver, nigga, he got
to have his seat belt on. So nigga, I would
tell on the nigga riding by on the fark with
no seat belt on.

Speaker 1 (25:40):
Because I need this documentation. Yeah.

Speaker 3 (25:42):
Yeah, and they and when we first came in, they
didn't show us the paper for the tornado drill. Nigga,
sposa show you all that if it's a hurricane and
we got to evacuate, they got to show y'all this ship,
my nigga. So you got a bitch add nigga on
the job. They have made them supervisor manager and he
don't know this ship. He just niga becomes supervisors on.

(26:02):
So here I come with all this knowledge in a
warhouse play where people got high school diplomas.

Speaker 1 (26:09):
Yeah, I run circles around them. People.

Speaker 4 (26:11):
Hey, let me let me take it back, because you
say that basically the police were holding the money up, right.

Speaker 1 (26:15):
Well, well it's not that they hold the money up.

Speaker 3 (26:19):
So most of your tax dollars, most of your funding,
oh how many? That's why the police make arrest and
the course won't convictions because the more people we find
with guns, I federal government go give your police departments
some money to help fight gun crime, just like when
it was cracked. They funded you know how much money
they gave police department to create nigga different squads and

(26:42):
nigga to the Red dog. I was a federal funded program.
That's why they had to take when they took the money.
I mean, we ain't funding y'all no more y'all acting
like this, but nigga, can you imagine being funded one
hundred million dollars to go do whatever you want to
do the criminals.

Speaker 1 (26:57):
That's what the red doll got.

Speaker 3 (26:58):
So when you had the gang banging, that's why California
Police Department got a billion dollar budget.

Speaker 1 (27:04):
So you're talking about a billion dollar budget.

Speaker 3 (27:06):
Nigga, probably six hundred million actually goes to the police
department because they waste most of the money buying new
toys nigga. The other money goes to the community. But
since the community don't notice, they get to keep the money.

Speaker 4 (27:20):
Yeah, do you think do you think the education system
like filling black people on purpose?

Speaker 3 (27:27):
Like A Rockefeller created the educational system and the school
educational system was never designed to create leaders in politicians
or that's why they go to Catholic schools and private schools.

Speaker 1 (27:41):
Uh. The public education school.

Speaker 3 (27:43):
System was intentionally designed to create dockside workers. Hey all,
y'all stand in line and be quiet, nigga, and all
the kid walking down the hall, I ain't saying nothing.
It's the program, so homie. The school was created to indoctrinate,
not educate. That's why Carter Woodrow Wilson wrote the book Nigga,

(28:04):
The mis Education of the Negro that come by way
in the public school system. Education starts in the home.
Education starts in the home. Huh, Nigga, you go to
school there and doctrinate you at school.

Speaker 1 (28:17):
That's why, nigga.

Speaker 3 (28:18):
You can't see past doctor King during Black history. That's
why you don't see nobody but Doctor King, Nigga in
Black history. In school, Oh, that's why you stand up
and I pleasure the leading to the flag of the United.

Speaker 1 (28:31):
States of America. Nigga. That's the indoctrination process of Americans.
That's why.

Speaker 5 (28:38):
Nigga.

Speaker 3 (28:39):
People with knowledge of this, Nigga, they kids go to
private school. They make the sacrifice to pay whatever they
have to pay to keep their kids out the public
educational school system.

Speaker 4 (28:48):
What's your take on like AI and how you think
it is gonna affect like the black community, or.

Speaker 3 (28:52):
It's gonna make black people. Black people say, mean if
I was a slave, Uh, you're gonna be a slave again.
The AI go make you a digital slave because it's
gonna replace so many jobs, and it's gonna replace most of.

Speaker 1 (29:06):
The job the niggas is doing driving trucks.

Speaker 3 (29:09):
The work have we we're not we don't have a
skill or trade the A I won't be able to
replace the man who has a trade in that skill
with his hand that can work as a plumber or
a carpenter.

Speaker 1 (29:22):
A I won't be ready to replace them.

Speaker 3 (29:24):
But they'll be able to replace most of the jobs
that black people gon get degrees for.

Speaker 5 (29:28):
Yeah.

Speaker 1 (29:30):
So uh and then uh because.

Speaker 3 (29:35):
Because because now you got content creators uh in everybody,
whether it's piece of hud, the FBI, uh nigga, even
the White House got.

Speaker 1 (29:45):
A social media page. So so so black.

Speaker 3 (29:48):
People are in the future are gonna be the consumers
of of of what you know, social media put out
rather than the people that's really making money. We don't
have a black social media platform.

Speaker 1 (30:02):
All of us are getting paid through YouTube, and YouTube
is essentially more black people than anybody Nigga.

Speaker 3 (30:10):
We only what the streamers, white people mostly making the billions,
one hundreds of million dollars streaming. Nigga were just consuming
as we have always been the largest consumers on planet Earth.
So I didn't want to be the consumer nigga online.
So Nigga, I strategically and thought out and planing and
strategized to create what I've created online to get paid

(30:34):
because I won't spent years on there nigga sharing my
real thoughts, my real ideas, the real work that I did,
and then what no return on my investment? And then
what no return on my energy? And Nigga, I probably
was spending twelve or fourteen hours on social media day
while I'm cooking, I'm on Facebook trying to finish this
motherfucking paragraph.

Speaker 1 (30:56):
I'm out in type with a nigga. I'm arguing that
I don't know about to burn up the goddamn food.
I can't. I'm I'm trying to finish your goddamn.

Speaker 3 (31:05):
Pressure king for two days over social justice issues, my ideology,
my belief, my religion, his religion.

Speaker 1 (31:14):
After a while, that ship didn't feel good, so they
were free.

Speaker 3 (31:19):
I ain't making no money and I'm broke, and I'm
broke going.

Speaker 4 (31:23):
To that moment when ship shipped for you, Like, man,
fuck that, Like what what that moment was and what
what that day was when you made up your mind?

Speaker 1 (31:30):
I'm finna god. Nigga uh.

Speaker 3 (31:35):
I had turned down a contract, a quarter million dollar
contract to partner UH with the with the EMOSI program.
Luther Pierry, a former police officer who who had been
UH him and the Muslim brothers.

Speaker 5 (31:49):
They had to. They had to.

Speaker 1 (31:50):
They had the.

Speaker 3 (31:51):
School system on locked with They was getting all the funding,
and they had been doing it for probably maybe a.

Speaker 1 (31:57):
Decade or two.

Speaker 3 (31:59):
UH, but they character had become in question. And I'm
looking at them like big brothers and uncles uh. And
the only way that they could get this grant if
they were partnering with me. I'm the up and coming
one who I was at the time, Nigga I was
the face of Texas Juvenile Justice Department.

Speaker 1 (32:14):
I was their baby.

Speaker 3 (32:15):
So uh I turned down their money home because I
didn't want to. I didn't want to. I didn't want
to kill the character of my youth organization. Had I
got in be ab with Luther period and because Luther
period I'm known for doing this for money. Uh.

Speaker 1 (32:30):
I didn't want to hurt you.

Speaker 3 (32:31):
I didn't want to assassinate the character in the image
of the organization, so so I turned down the money.

Speaker 1 (32:37):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (32:39):
At this time, UH, I'm building a relationship with the
Terran County GP Republican Party Sheriff Bill Wayburn had just
got elected. Uh and and and and my language online
had started to change. I'm starting to use the word
nigga in my post because I'm terming the post kids
in the community as pole nigga babies, Uh, nigga bitches. Uh,

(33:01):
you know, ghetto nigga queen. So I'm terming the word
nigga uh in the beginning. So, I remember sure b
a Waivern coming up to me at a uh we
was at like this presentation with Governor Lieutenant Dan Patrick.

Speaker 1 (33:16):
How many people personally know me?

Speaker 3 (33:18):
So he said, Charleston, Man, we love you to death,
but man, I've been getting a lot of emails and
a lot of calls on the on your use of
of the N word.

Speaker 1 (33:27):
He said, Man, if you can just scale back.

Speaker 3 (33:31):
Uh, And I said, men, cool, And you know, and
I feel like that was the right thing to do
for the moment.

Speaker 1 (33:36):
But once I went home and hit that motherfucking.

Speaker 3 (33:40):
Weed, that mother split up and started thinking me and
how white man go tell me? They offended by me
using the word nigga. But I'm really in my feelings
because I'm feeling dumb. I'm feeling stupid. The people that's
a part of my organization saying man that nigga don't
want no money.

Speaker 1 (33:55):
Man, the nigga crazy.

Speaker 3 (33:56):
So Nigga, I lost a lot of people because I
wouldn't pursue the money. I lost a lot of niggas
that were a lot of people quit me home and Nigga.
They thought I was dumb. They thought I was stupid
because here I am and the nigga with all and
here I am nigga doing all this in the community
and throughout the state of Texas, with all this passion
and dedication and commitment. But Nigga, I don't know and

(34:16):
I ain't asking for no money or the plan.

Speaker 1 (34:21):
Was to work, Let's do the work. I feel like nigga,
I'm doing the work without the money.

Speaker 3 (34:25):
And oh, I ain't really know how Nigga. I ain't
know how to ask for the money other than going
this way.

Speaker 1 (34:32):
I ain't want to go there.

Speaker 3 (34:33):
Everybody go that way, homie, play on the people. I
wanted to go the opposite way, Nigga. The people that
go this way, they get the money, play on the people.
They don't give the money to the people who don't
play on the people. Is what I'm trying to tell
the people.

Speaker 5 (34:48):
Oh, they don't.

Speaker 1 (34:49):
Give you the money.

Speaker 3 (34:50):
Why you think the woman home that really helped kids
niggas struggling to do it, but she do it.

Speaker 1 (34:56):
They don't get the money to the people that really
doing it and got the heart to doing it.

Speaker 3 (35:01):
That's not in it for the money, because this ain't
the money ain't given to help the people. There's a
book that's called The Revolution will Not be Funded and
this book is written by the National Jewish Women's Counsel,

(35:25):
and this book breaks down is what a nonprofit is,
and it's called the nonprofit industrial complex. Non Profits didn't
come about until the sixties. And the only reason we
have a five H one C three nonprofit organization's non profits.

Speaker 1 (35:42):
Were created to funnel money for the rich.

Speaker 3 (35:46):
That's why when most niggas become ball players, they get
a nonprofit organization.

Speaker 1 (35:50):
Most people get rich, they get a non profit. You
funnel a little bit of your money over of that nonprofit.

Speaker 3 (35:54):
That's where you get all your money back in tax revenue,
tax right off, tax right off. Then you create your
five oh one C four, which is a for profit,
this one who makes money. You don't hear too many
niggas talk about a five oh one C four, the
for profit that makes money, that gives money. Most niggas
come to the beggar side.

Speaker 1 (36:13):
The five oh one C three isn't bigger. Hey, y'all,
I need help.

Speaker 5 (36:15):
They're the only one I got.

Speaker 1 (36:17):
That's the beggar.

Speaker 5 (36:18):
The beggar. I ain't know thathing about that fuck but but.

Speaker 1 (36:21):
Here's the game.

Speaker 3 (36:22):
It's designed for you to beg But give your mama, Satary,
give your girlfriends Saturday. You make her the CEO. That's
why when you look at Goodwill, the YMCA, the Salvation
on Me, you look at what they CEOs make.

Speaker 1 (36:37):
They make damn near six figures, damn near millions. The
workers make a little bit.

Speaker 3 (36:43):
So in this book it talks about the nonprofit industrial
complex with a five oh one C three years why
it was created. Five oh one C three non profit
was created to funnel money for the rich and to
hinder and to control social movements after the Civil Rights movement.
So doctor Kingdom took the money after I have a dream.

Speaker 5 (37:04):
Speech, Hold up, flood down a little bit.

Speaker 1 (37:07):
That's where I have a dream.

Speaker 3 (37:09):
That's where I have a dream speech went, That's where
that that's that's where I have a dream speech come from, Nigga.
They called seven pastors into the White House to talk
to the president.

Speaker 1 (37:23):
Nigga.

Speaker 3 (37:23):
That's when the funding came about. In the beginning, have
rebella fund table was giving doctor king money to pay
his bills.

Speaker 1 (37:32):
So who was funding the movement? Nigga. That's why you
see him standing with white people in Jewish white people.

Speaker 3 (37:38):
So, Nigga, I have a dream, Nigga, Doctor that was
a he didn't writ That wasn't really wrote our speech. Nigga,
that was an ad lib or a nigga with a
mouthpiech that can come deliver some good talk.

Speaker 5 (37:48):
Oh so he sold out right then.

Speaker 1 (37:50):
I ain't saying he sold out or the movement was shifted.

Speaker 3 (37:54):
In the beginning, the civil rights movement was about equal
rights and equal protection under the laws, something that we
still don't have to this day. Equal rights and equal
protection that's why the police shoot this group of people,
and they hardly shoot these kind of people.

Speaker 1 (38:13):
You've never seen a police shooting where Asian been shot
on he said the ship, but you've never seen us
sh now. So let me just say this, equal rights
and equal protection.

Speaker 3 (38:30):
It was never about integration and us eating at counter
topped with white people, with white people restaurants.

Speaker 1 (38:37):
It was never about that. It was always about equal
rights and equal protection.

Speaker 3 (38:41):
After that meeting with the with Kennedy and them Homie,
then it became about integration because now it's about economics.

Speaker 1 (38:52):
We controlled.

Speaker 3 (38:53):
Now it's about economics. This is a vibrant community and
it's been vibrant since we released them from slavery, since
we at this time when we decide to integrate, we
are a vibrant people. Economically, We got our own, our
own school. We almost ninety percent of our community is married.
Wasn't no bunch of single mamas, wasn't a bunch.

Speaker 1 (39:16):
Of people on drugs.

Speaker 3 (39:18):
It was a small portion of black people that was
nigga fucked up. These people had a struggle that.

Speaker 1 (39:24):
They was overcoming and was vibrant as they was doing it.
So let's integrate, y'all.

Speaker 3 (39:30):
Now when we integrate, we over there. But we still
getting mistreated. We still got to sit at the back
of the bus. We don't have equal rights or equal protection.
So nigga, we got lost. Nigga, he got lost in
the movement.

Speaker 5 (39:43):
How do you think he got lost?

Speaker 1 (39:44):
Oh, nigga, he took the money.

Speaker 5 (39:47):
When you take the money, you gotta take the instruction.

Speaker 2 (39:49):
Man.

Speaker 3 (39:49):
When you take the money, nigga, you like a motherfucker
on world for a homie. You're now dependent upon what
they're giving you. It's just like your preacher, homie. So
let me so when you take the money, they control you.
They don't give you the money if you can't be controlled.

(40:10):
Malcolm couldn't get the money. Malcolm died broke. Doctor King
died broke because he snapped. There's a documentary statement of
a conversation where doctor King said, man I done fucked up.
Man I done led my people into a burning building.
We wasn't supposed to integrate.

Speaker 1 (40:29):
We were supposed to stay.

Speaker 3 (40:30):
For give us our equal rights and our equal protection
like the Asians got today. Like the Asians got today.
The Asians have equal rights and equal protection is white people.
They got a federal law that protects them.

Speaker 1 (40:43):
We don't. Yeah, the Asians is their own world in
America home.

Speaker 3 (40:51):
The white people don't bothers them home, and they don't
bother the white people. They don't participate in white people's election.
They don't try to persuade they people to vote. But
they are a vibrant group of people in this country
because they have equal rights and equal protection their community.

Speaker 1 (41:06):
So that's what we was fighting for. We got lost
because it was doctor King dream my nigga. He came
and told y'all, I've had a dream the hold hand
with white people.

Speaker 3 (41:16):
Other black people didn't have that dream. Nigga, they stay
over here, they stay over there.

Speaker 1 (41:20):
Nigga wrongs you Why nigga, you tripping niggas? What you mean?

Speaker 3 (41:28):
It was never We were never a homye supposed So
that's where we So how do they control us? So
the ones that's claiming to help us in the community,
only we don't give to them, So they gotta take
the grant funding. But the average Black person with a
non profit don't know how to acquire grant, don't know

(41:48):
the grant language, don't know how to write to grant,
don't even know when the grants is dispersed when to
apply for the grants.

Speaker 1 (41:54):
But there are some they do and they getting the grants,
and they keeping it to themselves. Who are they now?

Speaker 3 (42:03):
They control the black community by way of the black
pastor by way of the constitution. Church and state are
never supposed to walk together. Church and state have supposed
to always be separate.

Speaker 1 (42:18):
For Black people.

Speaker 3 (42:19):
The church and state got in bed together during George
Bush's term. George Bush created a faith based initiative. They
made the Church of five oh one c.

Speaker 1 (42:30):
Three. Now they can get funded. Now they get grants,
the church of the tax right off. So now the
church is controlled. Damn.

Speaker 3 (42:38):
Why you think whenever they're the police shooting, whenever there's
an uproar, they either go get the entertaining niggas that
get the good money, or they go get the pastor niggas,
the preaching niggas.

Speaker 1 (42:50):
Because the church and state is in bed together by
way of a tax eximption. How you know how this shit?
Or read? And and meeting white people? Uh? Who teaching
me this?

Speaker 3 (43:04):
I didn't know anything about white privilege home until I
started doing youth advoacy. Uh and meeting and I met
that Jewish that white Jewish attorney out of Baltimore. I
ain't know nothing about it, Nigga. I thought white privilege
was a myth. They nigga, white people taught me about
white privilege.

Speaker 1 (43:19):
Uh. They taught me Homae. They was bringing us to Washington, Homie.
They was grooming me to come back to be the
next Martin. Uh, I just win, nigga. Tell you, I
just went to the next morning. I win, Nigga. Then
go back to that like the moment when you went well, Uh,
I turned down. I turned down that too. That that

(43:40):
quarter of a million grant with with the with the
Emosia program for the Footwood. I s d uh.

Speaker 3 (43:48):
Sure Bill waven come to me a few days they
after that asked me about using the N word, and
so nigga, I get full of that weed and go
crazy with nigga. Nigga nigga online saying, but I'm broke
and I'm mad. So I'm doing this ready the last
shot at the white people. But the white people are
really trying to help me. They're showing me how to

(44:09):
go get the grant money.

Speaker 1 (44:10):
Uh, Nigga.

Speaker 3 (44:11):
The Terren County the Terran Star Republican Women Club had
donated my youth organization and was giving me a monthly.
But Nigga, I'm fighting with the black community about the
white messing with the white people, so the black preachers
and them. So Nigga, I just said, fuck everybody. So
I just said fuck everybody, and Nigga, I'm gonna tap

(44:34):
into the streets. I'm gonna tap into the dough boy,
nigga because I had just read. Uh, and Nigga, all
this come from niggas is how powerful reading is? All
this come from reading. At the time, Nigga, I'm soaking
in all this different kind of knowledge. I had just
read the ten point Principles that the Black Panther Party
in ue P. Newton had had had had wrote him

(44:54):
and Bobby Seal. So Nigga, I'm learning about how to
impact the community.

Speaker 1 (44:58):
You feed, you close, you educate.

Speaker 6 (45:01):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (45:02):
And then the old man.

Speaker 3 (45:03):
Pops had just you know, gave me the keys to
the classy ladies, so nigga I got them. So it's
an after our gambling spot. Nigga, I'm running as a
youth organization during the day time. So uh, Nigga, I'm
all so I'm gonna rely on niggas.

Speaker 1 (45:17):
Yeah, I done win. I'm gonna rely on niggas. I
ain't go. Yeah, I'm gonna come to the niggas, the
pole niggas, the so nigga.

Speaker 3 (45:23):
I really thought that that the ghetto uh would would
help fund the organization nigga, and they did. Uh. That's
why you see videos of me uh threatening to call
the police on prostitute saying, bitch, you hole can't say
no pussy to the kids, get on the school bus
and get off the school. Bitch, y'all got these motherfucking
tricks riding through her, fucking with these little girl walking

(45:43):
down the street and the bitch and bitch, ill don't
give a damn about you. Call bitch, I'm for the
call the post. So this video is me arguing yeah uh,
but what you don't see is me telling the bitch
if you because I know my city got a hair
run addiction, bitch, if you need to get off, get
off sick, come over here and bob twenty dollars.

Speaker 1 (45:59):
Bitch, bring that two of dollars.

Speaker 3 (46:01):
Back if you if you just need to get making,
because bitch, you see motherfucker trying to fuck these little girl. So, uh,
you don't see that the school district ultimately start putting
the Muslim brothers out there, brother Johnny Muhammad, them out
there during the morning time, during bus hours. That was
that was the outcome of that. Uh, that's what made
me start saying, nigga, I'm on call police on you,

(46:23):
bitchyd Nigga, your niggas sit and dope in this motherfucker
community because nigga, the Black panther parties would burn down
your niggas dope houses. Oh so that's what made you
see me start threatening the street nigga, the street elements
of the community. I would go extort them, nigga. Yeah,
and I'm on call police. You nigga gonna bring it
no money. I know your niggas sit in dope around
there in their schools on So that word you hear
me telling Trap Boy Fred nigga, I'm gonna shut that

(46:45):
bitch down. Yeah yeah, so that one, Yeah, I fuck
with Trap. But now nigga and but but nigga, I'm
learning how they extort the street nigga. They think they
bad and them niggas start giving to me up bringing
Michael Jordan Tennis Shoe nigga. Uh yeah, Nigga, them niggas
started damn near cooperating with me. Uh so, yeah, because

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I started making the nigga believe that I really do that.
And I'm working with the police too at the time,
but I'm not working to put them in put niggas
in jail.

Speaker 1 (47:16):
That's why you ain't heard the nigga.

Speaker 3 (47:17):
I said, Man, I'm in jail couse of that nigga.
You heard one nigga in the last seven year where
I've been a snitch and nothing where. Man, I've been
in jail cut of Charleston.

Speaker 1 (47:25):
But nigga. But nigga, I work and I can put
a niggas ass and I will. But yeah, not homie.
So I started using that as a method to extort
these niggas home in the streets.

Speaker 5 (47:35):
I man, something, have you ever sat to yourself like, man,
I went too far?

Speaker 1 (47:38):
Yeah? Hell yeah? But fuck it?

Speaker 3 (47:41):
Uh, nigga, Yeah, I said, I, Hell, you have plent
times a nigga done went too far. And then another
side of my brain say fuck it. Go father, nigga,
you ain't hurt nobody?

Speaker 5 (47:51):
Yeah with words?

Speaker 3 (47:54):
Man?

Speaker 1 (47:54):
You man, uh you say hurtful things to your spouses?

Speaker 3 (47:58):
Yeah, nigga, don't nobody say more hurt for shit than
two motherfuckers who love each other.

Speaker 1 (48:04):
That's argum. So how you gonna be mad at what
I'm saying and I ain't saying it directly to you?
How you gonna be that offended by what I'm saying?

Speaker 5 (48:11):
You saying you ain't saying it in person.

Speaker 3 (48:13):
I ain't saying it directly to the average motherfucker. I'm
just saying it online and you listening. I didn't invite
you to come hear what I'm saying, and you mad
at what I'm saying, Well, what you saying is hurting
somebody feeling.

Speaker 5 (48:25):
What about like when you direct shit like with the
little girl.

Speaker 3 (48:27):
Oh, that's intentional, Yeah, that's intention When I directed then,
that means I'm responding to something. Anytime you hear me
directly direct something to somebody, that means I'm responded.

Speaker 5 (48:36):
What's the little dude name?

Speaker 1 (48:37):
That just got a little n when.

Speaker 3 (48:39):
I said fuck it baby, because because I showed compassion
and so I did to say chee TV interview. Oh
and I spoke very compassionate about the situation, and he'll
play a little nigga. H and and I left the
street shit out. So I didn't talk about what I

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should have talked about because the mother of the of
the little girl is good friends with my cousin or Shechell.
So Michelle was one of the first people or Shaman
called when when when they found out she had been killed,
or my sister and them norm So nigga, I'm I'm
inter trying my cousin, Dounte's wife, Gwynn the Norse, so
I'm in personally connected to them through my personal family members.

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So uh, your nigga got real compassionate. So a few
days later, she made a video saying something about me
doing the say tgive interview.

Speaker 1 (49:35):
So bitch, fuck you and the baby. Men know that.

Speaker 3 (49:40):
Men, you can't hurt my feelings and think I'm supposed to. Man,
I show respect.

Speaker 1 (49:46):
So that's how that's how me and Gillet got it.

Speaker 3 (49:48):
Nigga, I showed respected for gradually, I show gave you
a respect.

Speaker 1 (49:53):
So bitch, fuck you, uh and bitch and let me
just be say me, I really don't care because I
don't know the baby. I don't know you, I don't
know him. I only curb because of what I saw
once I cut off the video of him being killed.
I don't care no more. And I only read that
most people curlled because they saw it. And let me
explain why. I say that, just eight.

Speaker 3 (50:11):
Months ago, two babies was killed at a car washing
this same city, a fifteen month old than a four
month old, a fifteen month older in a four month
in this same city, and there was no outrage. It
was in the news, it was in the newspaper. But
because we didn't see it and we don't know this person,
that was a baby that died here up four years

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ago in Lennox Maw a twelve year old shot around
Christmas time, nigga, wasn't no public outrage. And now I'm saying, okay,
this baby shot. Now y'all want to cooperate with the police,
but normally y'all be hiring. I don't work with POLI.
Don't talk Now y'all want.

Speaker 1 (50:50):
The police to intervene. Now y'all saying all them.

Speaker 3 (50:53):
Two nigga need to be buried under the jail. I thought,
y'all in wish jail on your worst enemies black people.

Speaker 1 (51:00):
That's what y'all tell me.

Speaker 5 (51:01):
So your whole message is the country ain't no message.

Speaker 3 (51:04):
It's fuck hard man. I'm a compassionate at first. Nigga
don't care nothing about that girl.

Speaker 1 (51:09):
But nigga, you can't say nothing to me. And just
because your baby died, I ain't gonna say nothing back.

Speaker 5 (51:14):
Fuck you now, ain't that part of the baby. I'm
saying that.

Speaker 1 (51:17):
I don't mean fuck the baby, but fuck the baby. Man.
I don't.

Speaker 3 (51:20):
God got too much other shit to worry about that.
You're confused, Man, fuck the baby. Man, this other shit's
gonna be another baby dying a few more days we
got to worry about.

Speaker 1 (51:30):
I don't have the emotion to curl. But this is
why I'm saying, Man, fuck the baby. The nigga got
the baby killed.

Speaker 3 (51:36):
If we can just just being you see how the
mama acting with the money, the mama saying fuck the baby.
The mama said, if I can make another baby and
I got some more, I ain't tripping by my baby
being killed.

Speaker 1 (51:47):
The mama said that she ain't say that. It's on
it's on a video celebrating drinking done Julio. Yeah, y'all
took my baby.

Speaker 3 (51:54):
But I ain't tripping. I'm tripping if you took my baby.
The mama said fuck the baby. Not only did the
mama say fuck the baby. The mama said fuck the
other baby. There's a social media post he got another
little boy, the mama say fuck that baby. So what's
the difference between me saying fuck the baby and when

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the hole get into it in the projects and they
report CPS on one to the bitch, fuck that baby.
What's the difference between a nigga fucking with a bitch
and she telling him, nigga, fuck them kids by the
other bitch because he done got caught fucking with the
bitch and he got a baby by the bitch. What's
the difference? She bitch that made me mad. I don't
mean it, but I'm mad. Fischer made me mad cause
I don't win publicly.

Speaker 1 (52:37):
Showed my compassion, express my grief and gratitude. So why
was she mad at you? Though? I don't know, Homie,
I don't know why.

Speaker 3 (52:43):
She wouldn't even say anything about me, Homie and my people,
and Michelle called me. She said blue she heard she said,
but this before I even said fuck the baby. Because
they know I don't like their little group of little niggas.
I've been I've been dealing with this little group of
niggas since they was in middle school.

Speaker 1 (52:58):
Could they been toa shoot them up? Bang, I ain't
a little group in the city.

Speaker 3 (53:01):
It's been a lot of killing surrounding him and his
little homeboy. So maybe just the karma because other children
done die too and in this little group of war,
So a lot of people done die with this, with
this little group, with this boy and his baby. So
my cousin shell Common said, Blue, please don't say that.
I know you don't like little running in blue. So
I say, I ain't gonna say no.

Speaker 1 (53:21):
So I was very so I made it my business. Man.
I ain't gonna be compassionate.

Speaker 3 (53:25):
So when the mama come back and say something, I'm saying, Man,
this bitch got way more to worry about than what
I said on say T TV interview home and I
ain't say nothing wrong.

Speaker 1 (53:34):
I ain't say nothing wrong home.

Speaker 3 (53:35):
And so yeah, Nigga fucked that bitch, fucked the baby.
So you know that's just me lashing out. Uh, And
I stand on it because Nigga ain't nowhere in the world. Uh.
The rumors that circulating the death. He's known as the
best gambler in Texas. He got hit for forty thousand
dollars him and his little potners supposed to set up

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the niggas who hit him for the forty.

Speaker 1 (53:58):
Thousand to be robbed for the forty thousd I back,
that's one of oh, and it's been recent because we
know they like the gamble.

Speaker 3 (54:06):
Then it's a whole song about them running off on
the Mexican cartel plug.

Speaker 1 (54:12):
And this Messican ain't no punp.

Speaker 3 (54:14):
So it's a whole song about this situation. But we
gonna ignore that fact. So nigga, you mean to tell
me in y'all done kill some people in y'all group.
So nigga, you mean to tell me you riding around
with your baby, no pistol, no nothing, in the same
city and y'all haven't done this. Man, how you mad
at me about what I said? And I spoke respectively,
So yeah, that was just my response.

Speaker 1 (54:36):
But you know I don't mean it. But yeah, yeah,
I mean it at the time, and I don't apologize
for it.

Speaker 3 (54:41):
Then I ain't taking it back you, Oh man, you
don't if you said it with you if you didn't
mean it, why you said nah, I'm she ain't have
no beasiness saying nothing about me, but more people, but
more people mad about what I'm but what I'm saying. Uh,
They said, man, he need to But what about the
killer to kill us?

Speaker 1 (55:00):
Killed the baby?

Speaker 3 (55:03):
The killers killed the baby. The killer was out for
two or three days. Didn't nobody a simple note or
man hunt team to go find them?

Speaker 1 (55:09):
Niggas? What?

Speaker 3 (55:11):
No, what didn't this the streets didn't gather together and say, y'all,
we need to issue some street justice.

Speaker 1 (55:16):
They talked that street justice shit.

Speaker 3 (55:17):
But Nigga, in every city throughout America, we know some
kids that didn't kill and the killers get to find refuge,
whether they kill a baby, a woman, nigga, the killers
get to find refuge in our cities. Didn't nobody go
shoot up them? Nigga mama houses, didn't nobody find them,

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Nigga homeboys who cool with them, nigga didn't.

Speaker 1 (55:40):
Didn't no wall start behind this baby and his nigga died.

Speaker 4 (55:43):
You know what, I know what I look at when
I see you charge them, like when I be looking
at your pa. I feel like you came to the
Internet to countrydict the streets exactly.

Speaker 3 (55:51):
You know what I'm saying, because Nigga, when I came,
I had been working with kids drill music was starting,
and I'm saying, maniggas tricking this group of kids, like
they tricked me with this gangster shit.

Speaker 1 (56:03):
Nigga, I played the flute in the third grade. Nigga
can play a nigga?

Speaker 3 (56:07):
Why the fuck I go gangster by time I'm in
the seventh grade, Nigga, I played the flute.

Speaker 1 (56:12):
In the in the band Nigga with Proud Nigga.

Speaker 3 (56:15):
How they tricked me into going gangster by time I
get to the sixth grade, the.

Speaker 1 (56:19):
Court man, they don't trick me. Man So Nigga, I
got a disdain for this shit. How many nigga they
tricked me into playing gangster? Nigga in thinking prison was
the ship. Nigga. They gave us all the movies Penitentiary One,
Penitentiary two, The mac Man Boys and Nigga.

Speaker 3 (56:34):
They gave us all the movies to prepare us for
this bullshit at Homisold, I'm saying, they tricking this group too.
So I come to the internets and men, fuck you
whole as nigga cripping men. This is bullshit, and y'all
know it's bullshit, And I'm mad at anybody that's still
trying to uphold the street shit knowing this bullshit.

Speaker 1 (56:55):
Ain't no rules in the streets, right how nigga ain't
ain't ain't no such thing as women and kids off limit.

Speaker 3 (57:02):
Nigga's been knocking out women and kid nigga, whether intentionally
or unintentionally, they've been part of this.

Speaker 1 (57:09):
No nigga. If you into this, your family is a
part of a nigga, they at risk at it. Ain't
no no so men.

Speaker 3 (57:17):
So I come to shadow that shit, and nigga, my
biggest fight been against the culture that won't.

Speaker 1 (57:24):
Upholl this shit.

Speaker 3 (57:26):
You mean to tell me if I find out a
nigga broke into my neighbor my house from the neighbor,
I can't put his ass in jail, and I'm supposed
to go kill him.

Speaker 1 (57:38):
Oh he's supposed to kill No man. If I have
a car wreck, I can't call the police. I'm a snitch.
At no point.

Speaker 3 (57:46):
I'm not supposed to have no good intention, nigga. All
police ain't bad, nigga. We got some good black cops,
some good white nigga. We're supposed to say all law
is bad. Fuck the Pope, No nigga, no so oh, nigga.
Hell y'ah, I come to contradict that shit, and I'm
saying this in the same situation, nigga me saying fuck

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the baby. Y'all saying fuck the baby all the time,
say the third baby, I'm being killed.

Speaker 1 (58:14):
But because this is a popular rapper, and we idolize rappers.

Speaker 4 (58:19):
You're saying the coaches saying fuck the baby, bye bye bye, push,
pushing the drill and so not saying it. But they
ain't saying it.

Speaker 1 (58:30):
They saying what they ain't saying.

Speaker 3 (58:31):
Not not only that, look at the conditions of black
children that we ignore on a day to day year
to your basis.

Speaker 1 (58:37):
We got we got some We got some of the
worst reading statistics in the country. We got some of
the lords. We got some of the highest.

Speaker 3 (58:43):
Teenage pregnancy of young girls. We got a we gotta
we got a five percent of new HIV cases as
kids from thirteen to fourteen. All the conditions that affect
our nigga, we say fuck it every day and not
Let's just look at nutrition.

Speaker 1 (58:57):
You know how many black children are starving every day
after school.

Speaker 3 (59:04):
Come on, my nigga, we saying fuck it. Come on,
my nigga, we saying fuck it without saying fuck it?
And what are you saying when when how many when
you see a mother they say I don't need a
gofund me and you see a flashing all this money.
My baby gonna be buried in Gucci helmie. I said this, mama,

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who I said?

Speaker 1 (59:27):
Fuck the baby? These are the videos. This is why
I'm saying, man.

Speaker 3 (59:31):
Fuck that baby, because I'm saying, bitch, I know what
kind of bit you you y'all live you're trying.

Speaker 1 (59:36):
I was so respectful in that say chee cheev interview
with what she dealing with. She had no business to
even address me and say geez TV.

Speaker 3 (59:46):
But because we done almost seven hundred, seven hundred thousand
views in one day, she on the internet and she's
caught up because what ends up happening even with tragedy
and you get a light put on your s some
people get lights put on and you ain't never had
this much attention before she getting caught up into that light.

Speaker 1 (01:00:05):
You grieving? Why you getting drunken from the world.

Speaker 3 (01:00:09):
You You got an image in a character that you
need to uphold because she be misled though and not
even know like a character to or those that know
better do better.

Speaker 1 (01:00:18):
Maybe she don't know better, She ain't in character, just
she's just been propelled into this light.

Speaker 3 (01:00:25):
Whatever character she's in. H I couldn't imagine Emmitt till
Mama being like this all my baby gonna be buried
in Gucci, me and your baby in the cask.

Speaker 1 (01:00:35):
You get it. Damn about that baby and Gucci in
the casket. But this is the mind of our culture.

Speaker 3 (01:00:42):
That's what I was saying, like this is these are
them dumb niggas, just that group of them, dumb niggas
that don't have a guard, that don't know a God,
because nigga, you run to your guard when you're in.

Speaker 1 (01:00:53):
Pain, You don't running this nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:00:56):
This is the devil just gonna bring out the worst.
So you and all your homegirl was on not getting
drunk and what you're saying. You know, I got other kids,
So they took my baby.

Speaker 1 (01:01:05):
Yeah, they And I ain't tripping that perception that you're
giving off to the world. Make people say, well, man,
Charles were right.

Speaker 3 (01:01:13):
When he said fuck that baby, because that's whatever. At first,
I was wrong, but based on the video that she's
been projecting to the world me and people said, man,
maybe he was right.

Speaker 1 (01:01:25):
Maybe he was right. And this is what I'm saying,
we fucked up.

Speaker 3 (01:01:29):
If these are if these are, if this, if these
are our grieving mothers, we in trouble.

Speaker 1 (01:01:38):
If this is the image of I will grieving mothers
up today.

Speaker 3 (01:01:43):
The drunk mama and her friends talking in the video
as if they celebrating, and then you even hear one
of them in the background say, wait till we put
these wigs on.

Speaker 1 (01:01:54):
Bitch, what I go? Man? Go watch the video home.
It's disheartening where you think where you think it all
shifted at uh from their parents. Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:02:06):
All this ship had come from nigga black. The problem
with black people, Nigga, what they learned in the home.
It ain't what the white man done done. It's what
a nigga them learned in the home.

Speaker 1 (01:02:18):
Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:02:19):
Where you used to eat it you go in the
room and eat on the floor. Y'all never sat at
the table. My mama didn't let us eat in the room.
We had to eat at the table.

Speaker 1 (01:02:31):
And and and man, niggah, who cooked? Did you make
you cook your own food? Nigga?

Speaker 3 (01:02:38):
My mama had when I got out of school that
would cooked. I just had to warm it up or nigga,
the town was folded, Mama did that? H h the
other destructions, you don't go to bed with them, dishes
in the sink. Uh take a bath for you go
to bed. You don't just fall asleep on the floor

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watching TV.

Speaker 1 (01:03:01):
So nigga, that a kid that get to fall asleep
anywhere in the house. That's a kid with no structure.

Speaker 5 (01:03:06):
Mm hmm.

Speaker 3 (01:03:09):
That's a kid with no structure. Uh, Nigga's a lot
of kids, Nigga. They at school to eat and when
they go home, Nigga, they don't know what they gonna eat. So, Nigga,
our conditions start with nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:03:22):
How we was raised and where we was raised.

Speaker 3 (01:03:25):
It ain't got nothing outside. Those elements don't affect us
till we grown. But Nigga, when we kids, Nigga, our
conditions based on how we raised and where we was raised.

Speaker 1 (01:03:33):
And that lies at the feet of our parents. So
so that that's where it comes from. Homie. So uh,
I couldn't imagine my mother acting like this mother.

Speaker 5 (01:03:48):
A different time.

Speaker 3 (01:03:50):
Well uh yeah, we we we are, homie, and that's
what that that's the nigga win' the fuck U. Yeah,
I think we the only ones fucked up. I mean, yeah, see,
I think we man, Nigga. Man, everybody got some problems.

Speaker 1 (01:04:11):
Uh, the nigga, we we something. Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:04:16):
We like the monkeys on the planet of the Apes.
Oh man, ain't nobody ever seen nothing like this, this
group of niggas. Yeah, Nigga, this is a new group.

Speaker 5 (01:04:25):
I agree with that so so homie.

Speaker 1 (01:04:29):
You couldn't imagine Tupac mother, a big each mother with
these images. And I'm saying, if these are.

Speaker 3 (01:04:36):
Our new grieving mothers, that's why it's so easy for
the police to shoot us and for us to easily
be dismissed with having no value.

Speaker 4 (01:04:47):
Uh and and and and.

Speaker 3 (01:04:50):
Uh. This group, this, this group of black people could
easily be put back in slavery by way of people
voting laws, because we would be voted back in slavery.
Slavery is not permanently abolished in America. Nigga had to
add amendments. It can be re amended.

Speaker 1 (01:05:08):
Nigga, enough people in America can say, man, let's do
something I group with black people.

Speaker 5 (01:05:13):
You don't think niggas a buck uh huh.

Speaker 1 (01:05:17):
Uh huh.

Speaker 5 (01:05:18):
I don't know about that. I don't think niggas. Some
niggas ain't gonna go.

Speaker 1 (01:05:22):
Uh you.

Speaker 3 (01:05:25):
I watch what niggas do when they get a chance
to buck damn. They go to the local wall rings
in local stores and loop. They don't go hit that
white boy bank. They don't go throw a molotail cocktail
at the police station. They don't go try to free
no niggas out of jail.

Speaker 5 (01:05:47):
That's bucking.

Speaker 1 (01:05:48):
That's bucking. They don't even hit the banks on me.

Speaker 5 (01:05:54):
They go and god damn target nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:05:56):
Their nigga released Zebras. After Zoo the nigga win. Nigga
went and got a rancortage and brought it back to
the hood and men the easy ship. Man, Nah, that
ain't easy to get the dead that is, that's the GPS.

Speaker 5 (01:06:19):
Ship.

Speaker 1 (01:06:19):
Oh No, nigga ain't easy to go to no motherfucking
zoo and jump no gate. You don't even know where
the ranking tains is.

Speaker 2 (01:06:26):
Man.

Speaker 3 (01:06:27):
When you watch what niggas did during the George Floyd Rise, Nigga,
that was some unbelievable ship. The nigga they didn't do
nothing to really and really them with white people home,
we no nah, homie, So I don't think niggas a.

Speaker 1 (01:06:41):
Buck sting them for buck. Yeah, nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:06:44):
Them people had bellies and they were climbing walls, out
of shape white boys, old white men. Oh nah home
and yeah they that's that's bucking. That's what America fears.
They don't fear they niggas. You ain't you You ain't
seen now breaking news where a nigga just done randomly

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killed the white person like like Dylan Ruth killed black people.
Everybody got a group uh of young soldiers and crash
dummies like robots that go do something, except for.

Speaker 1 (01:07:21):
Every group, got it?

Speaker 5 (01:07:22):
Hello, Hello, slow down a little bit.

Speaker 3 (01:07:25):
You said, what Now, every group got a young group
of soldiers that they can send to go kill every race. Yeah,
got a young group gotta go kill and die for them.
Hold when you think about what Dylan Ruth did, you
think he just magically woke up one day.

Speaker 1 (01:07:41):
The white boy that walked.

Speaker 3 (01:07:42):
Into the church and killed the eight people while they praying,
prayed with him and everything. The other white boy in Buffalo,
New York that walked to the grocery store just intentionally
shooting black people. Uh, we ain't got no crash shots
like that.

Speaker 5 (01:07:58):
You want to crash on each other, crash on each other.

Speaker 6 (01:08:02):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (01:08:04):
Now I don't I don't I don't think. I don't
think we'll buck it. Ain't it ain't no more niggas.

Speaker 5 (01:08:10):
Uh nah, I don't think we'll set most of them
nigga down.

Speaker 6 (01:08:16):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (01:08:17):
Well, we done been reprogrammed to just look at each other.

Speaker 5 (01:08:23):
Oh I agree with that.

Speaker 1 (01:08:26):
She got a thing homie.

Speaker 3 (01:08:27):
Uh they use hip hop, they use rap music to
reprogram Uh. Probably three generations of us with with with
nothing but violence against one another. We're conditioned not to
go over there and do nothing. We're conditioned yea.

Speaker 1 (01:08:51):
Uh we'll we'll, we'll.

Speaker 3 (01:08:54):
Walk back to slavery in a single fire line because
we can't sustain ourselves on our own.

Speaker 1 (01:09:02):
So AI represent it. Uh got thirty thirty, thirty thirty
and under. Uh if they buck, how we go eat nigga?

Speaker 3 (01:09:15):
We go to bucking and nigga. They can't come open
up the local walmarts in the city. Could we bucking nigga?
The city that got mad? We bucking it?

Speaker 1 (01:09:24):
Done shut off the water? How many niggas like Granddaddy
and them still know how to go and hit them?
Get them pipes? Nigga?

Speaker 3 (01:09:31):
How many nigga likes them old dope for you nigga
know how to climb up there and cut the electricity
back on without getting in detecuted. The nigga stole the
electricis how man niggas still know how skied electrician because
you know how to go wire some ship.

Speaker 1 (01:09:46):
Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:09:46):
They don't shut down, they don't, they don't. They don't
shut down. All the cycle truck calls and nigga can't
drive no more. How many niggas still got a car
with a carburetor, pour that gas and crank.

Speaker 1 (01:09:56):
It on up. How many nigga? How many they others down?
Then stop? So nigga we got but the one that's
not bucking.

Speaker 3 (01:10:07):
If y'all come down here to the local rec center,
we're gonna give y'all your rations for your food. We're
gonna give y'all were gonna get cut y'all lights back on,
the water back is working. We're gonna give y'all some vouchers.
We're dropping off some water.

Speaker 5 (01:10:24):
Nigga getting singified line.

Speaker 1 (01:10:26):
There you go, yeah, there you go.

Speaker 4 (01:10:29):
You're saying, you're saying it's so fuck gone, basically that
they are they so fucking control like they can turn
these phones off. All the money really is the number now?
So they can turn your count off, your phone off, everything. Now,
what what you're gonna do?

Speaker 1 (01:10:43):
Y'all been bucking?

Speaker 3 (01:10:44):
So nigga, your cash yapps ain't going through so uh
so so so I went, I went to the Nipsey funeral.

Speaker 1 (01:10:52):
After the procession. Uh, they had helicopters.

Speaker 3 (01:10:55):
All were riding through Nipsey the neighborho they had helicopters
and nobody says own service was working. Nobody's cell phone
service was working. Home and nigga, they they push buttons. Nigga,
how we go beat them?

Speaker 1 (01:11:07):
Now?

Speaker 5 (01:11:10):
You can't even get your people. You can't even communicate?

Speaker 1 (01:11:13):
Come on, man, how you how we go beat them now?
How and were bucking? We're bucking for what now? And
how we go win? Nigga?

Speaker 3 (01:11:24):
Who go? Who going to get in their plane and
started flying? Nigga, they sent somebody over here to learn
how to fly.

Speaker 1 (01:11:31):
To get them planes.

Speaker 5 (01:11:33):
You can't even call your people to round your people
up and round them up?

Speaker 1 (01:11:36):
Come on, man, damn you know conspiracy.

Speaker 3 (01:11:40):
And what and where y'all going? Nigga, All y'all in
the apartment complex, We could shut this down.

Speaker 1 (01:11:48):
We put I was.

Speaker 3 (01:11:51):
I had a comedy show in DC this year at
the inauguration, Homer, they got fences that a fence around
the whole neighborhood and one of the area. Gotta get
where you can walk, Nigga. I saw that, nigga, cause
they had everything finished off for the inauguration. Man, I
saw that ship.

Speaker 1 (01:12:05):
I said, Man, most niggas in the hood. Don't you
know this exists? Nigga. They can fence us.

Speaker 3 (01:12:10):
Off like a nigga and nobody can leave this area.
Nigga got area surveillance. We don't, Nigga. We ain't got
no nigga that can say, Nigga, get that drone and
fly and look and see what we can see over that.
Niggain't got no nigga that can operate that drone like that.
Go get an area of view down the way to
see what's coming.

Speaker 5 (01:12:32):
Now, how we gonna be Dpeople put it like that
with you when you're.

Speaker 3 (01:12:37):
Right, yeah, nigga, so's it's best for us to huld up,
hull up. Let them fight by what they fight. Nigga
and nigga, we hulld up and try to figure out
some shit but Nigga, we ain't.

Speaker 1 (01:12:53):
We ain't got no group to buck. You think Christianity
was put for control.

Speaker 3 (01:13:01):
To or Islam was too or Islam was the third
religion that enslaved the Africans.

Speaker 1 (01:13:08):
Christians and Christianity come later. Islam was the one and
hipped the motherfuckers. Hey man, this can enslave he mother
and let's seah.

Speaker 3 (01:13:15):
That was the third group that did that. Like how
like what the Muslims was? The Muslims tried to enslave
the Moors. Islam introduced the white man to slavery. The
white man just perfected it and done it his way.
What happened, oh, nigga, how you think they got in there?

Speaker 1 (01:13:31):
It was an exchange. The white man just didn't come
in and conquer.

Speaker 3 (01:13:36):
Once he got in, he befriended, but nigga once eventually
he took over. But Nigga, he was invited in and
Nigga they made deal to sell other Africans black people
different tribes. Islam and Christianity is both the slave master's religion.

Speaker 1 (01:13:52):
That both are.

Speaker 5 (01:13:54):
So what percentage of the Bible you think is like
salent Uh?

Speaker 1 (01:14:01):
I think most of it? Like when I it just
fell I.

Speaker 5 (01:14:05):
Think it feel it's off his face. Look.

Speaker 4 (01:14:08):
I asked the question though, Yeah, I asked the question
of oh, yeah, all right, ready, Brough mm hmm.

Speaker 5 (01:14:20):
What percentage of the Bible you think is real?

Speaker 6 (01:14:23):
Uh?

Speaker 3 (01:14:27):
Probably two to five percent because because most of what's
really supposed to be in the Bible is not in
the Bible. There's a lot of story that's taking out
the Bible that's not in the Bible. Yeah, the Bible
is remixed homely, it up being re rode, recopy, written,
and you know all kind of shit.

Speaker 1 (01:14:43):
So most you can't put God in the book. I
can go for that, whether that's Islam, nigga, you got
a book for me, then I don't want that God.
Whether that's.

Speaker 3 (01:14:58):
If you got a book for me to read, I
don't want show God. Whoa I've been saying that man,
hold on ship.

Speaker 1 (01:15:05):
If it's in a book, I don't want you here now.
And I got to go the scripture, cause who told
you there you go?

Speaker 3 (01:15:13):
Who was up there with Jesus at the man when
he said he was by hisself and he was talking
to God. He went by hisself? How they know what
he said to God? In the beginning, God said to himself.

Speaker 1 (01:15:25):
Let there be like who was with God to know?
God said, I saying this ship, what you saying like
who knows? Who knows? Man?

Speaker 3 (01:15:35):
I think everybody playing my niggahead. I got, I got,
I got the like Michael Jordan having Mike. I just
can pull one off the ship.

Speaker 1 (01:15:46):
I gotta get everybody.

Speaker 2 (01:15:50):
Nah.

Speaker 3 (01:15:51):
Thanks, man, Think about the people before us who didn't
have the books, so most of them.

Speaker 1 (01:15:57):
So you can go to African caves, homy Worthy even
on call.

Speaker 3 (01:16:01):
Ship in the walls where they get their knowledge from
with no book but nigga. They was calling pictures and
images of dogs and humans to try to talk.

Speaker 1 (01:16:13):
Who come with the scriptures? Who come with the scriptures?
And nigga? When it comes to Peter Paul Loup, where
they grave sites it? Bro? I already asked this before.
What you asked? I said, where they heard it? Who
are they? Family members? Where they? Lina, brother, you must
have been watching by ship, bro asked the same ship before,

(01:16:34):
like where where they? What they what they roots? What?

Speaker 5 (01:16:37):
What a restaur them at?

Speaker 1 (01:16:38):
What were they last name? Bruh stop men told so, oh,
so I'm saying now ask the same question. So so
this is so this is why I'm saying this, Oh
hom I had.

Speaker 3 (01:16:53):
I had a friend who committed suicide when we were
we were fifteen years old. His name was Commador Ross
and he uh, he assaulted the staff member he had
jumped on one of the juvenile workers, a lady by
a white lady by the name of Miscalch. We swear
to God today that don'tmember white people killed him. But
Nigga hung itself.

Speaker 1 (01:17:10):
But he used to always say, Man, before I turned eighteen,
I'm gonna kill myself. Now I'm gonna kill myself.

Speaker 3 (01:17:15):
Uh, And we used to think he was playing me,
and my nigga ended up hanging hisself. So at the time,
I was a you know, I wanted a little juvenile
niggas in the boys home, you know, playing game bangs,
showing that. So they should lock me up all the time.
And when I got locked up after my nigga killed
he said, one one particular time.

Speaker 1 (01:17:33):
They put me in the same cell where my nigga
killed hisself.

Speaker 3 (01:17:36):
And Nigga I had. I had a feeling that Nigga
I needed what I would fit in the Nigga. I
needed some type of spiritual I needed something Nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:17:45):
Ain't had no Bible. I ain't had no kurun uh
me and nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:17:53):
Nigga, I called on whatever God I believe my mama
believed at the time home uh because I can't. I
can't describe as overwhelming or emotions of fear or anxiety.

Speaker 1 (01:18:05):
Nigga. I'm in the same seal my.

Speaker 3 (01:18:06):
Nigga killed itself and they intentionally done that to try to,
you know, break a nigga from the bad actor.

Speaker 1 (01:18:11):
I ain't got no bible to read, Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:18:14):
People that kept me in here from the summer of
ninety three, from June July, August, October November December, Nigga,
I'm on six months as a fifteen year old nigga
twenty three.

Speaker 1 (01:18:25):
Hour lockdown and I ain't got no bible to read. Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:18:29):
How I get to know God? How I get to
find a God? I don't understand that are why I
just can't talk to you God? To what I started saying,
Why I got a call to preach you, Nigga? Why
I need the chaplain? Why why God I need you?
Why I can't niggas, how I can't have you?

Speaker 1 (01:18:47):
Fuck that book?

Speaker 2 (01:18:48):
Man?

Speaker 3 (01:18:49):
I need, man, I'm thinking about so Nah homeless old
nigga I asked, says God, Nigga out nigga out of despair.

Speaker 1 (01:18:56):
Nigga, I'm locked. I'm locked man, I'm in a sale
as a baby nigga. I need. I'm twenty three hour lockdown.
That's really any humane for a kid.

Speaker 3 (01:19:05):
But I'm playing bad. I'm playing gang banger. So uh,
but nigga, Nah, Nigga, I ain't Nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:19:12):
I couldn't. I ain't found it in no book, homie.
I ain't Nigga. I ain't.

Speaker 3 (01:19:16):
I couldn't uh because that's somebody else. So no, my nigga,
I think most of it's fake because it's been rewritten
and written and written, and I'm saying where they get
it from. So, I watched the people who talk God.
Show me your God.

Speaker 1 (01:19:34):
When you feel disrespected and you get angry.

Speaker 3 (01:19:36):
Do you, nigga show me your God? So nigga, I've
watched people very closely to talk to Let me see
your God, Nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:19:42):
Don't want to hearybody show it to me.

Speaker 5 (01:19:44):
How can you show you?

Speaker 3 (01:19:45):
Uh?

Speaker 1 (01:19:47):
I ain't uh. Do you forgive people? Are you loving?
Are you kind? Are you compassionate. Uh, nigga, you got
a guard. You workers. From what I've seen, you walk
a certain kind of way.

Speaker 5 (01:20:01):
It's nigga here man.

Speaker 3 (01:20:02):
From what i've seen your mannerism, your you're a different
kind of person when you're really from what I've seen,
you know what I'm saying, that's showing me your God. Yeah,
they cut because you're supposed to be. You're supposed to
be the Bible, Yes, sir, You're supposed to be.

Speaker 1 (01:20:19):
Whatever they're saying.

Speaker 3 (01:20:20):
Your actions, yeah, your actions yeah, so oh yeah, No, nigga,
h I just I pay attention to the action. Most
of the people who talk it h it on aligne
with actions. But the people who show you, oh nigga
Grandmama and then were loving and kind with that God.
They was firm, they was fair, but they was consistent.

(01:20:43):
Uh uh nigga. They they took it to their guard.
Everything everything that they take to their guard. And it
seems they God work and fix it for them. You
don't never see this person with a God angry down
is always they God. You never see a downside of
a person who who I watch what they God, but

(01:21:05):
it's been deaf they God gotta got a motherfucking me
antidote for everything they God, Nigga, when somebody died, man,
the man, they can make you feel like your baby
dying was a good thing because I don't think work man.

Speaker 1 (01:21:21):
They got some ship for your hand with the with
the God man ship. So that so yeah, Nigga, So
I know.

Speaker 3 (01:21:33):
Ah, So I'm saying, I wan't thank God if it's is,
I won't what they've been having because Nigga, they seem
they didn't fix some ship with their God.

Speaker 4 (01:21:41):
So the ultimate basically, the ultimate knowing God is the
real truth belief that everything happened for a reason. Yeah,
and God got it basically, and everything is alright. When
it's time to die, I'm going to be with everything
is all right.

Speaker 1 (01:21:56):
Yeah, I agree with that. I concur yeah. So yeah, no, nigga,
because I've been trying to prove them people wrong that
that was bullshit too. I ain't been able to prove
them wrong.

Speaker 3 (01:22:06):
Mama and me and Mama, that's your God, Mama. Everything
ain't like that, oh Nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:22:12):
Uh So I've been.

Speaker 3 (01:22:13):
Trying to prove the people with that God that man,
but Nigga ain't been able to be at able to
beat me, I ain't going Yeah, when they locked in,
they ain't ain't able to beat me.

Speaker 5 (01:22:22):
Hey, why you think so many.

Speaker 4 (01:22:25):
Inside of our coach, inside of our community like this,
relationships just don't work no more.

Speaker 1 (01:22:31):
Uh, we don't. We don't really know what love is.
We we we know, we we know, we know our
mother's love. That's a that's an unconditional love that could
never be replicated. But it's supposed to be.

Speaker 3 (01:22:46):
H nigga, Your wife is supposed to supersede the type
of love that your mother had for you.

Speaker 1 (01:22:52):
Uh, you supposed to replicate that same love and in
the form of a husband or whatever.

Speaker 3 (01:23:00):
There y'all too supposed to be the one or this
group say, man, don't nobody come before my kids?

Speaker 1 (01:23:06):
That's the first mistake or number two?

Speaker 3 (01:23:09):
Nigga, What example have we had to sing how to
do this in a relationship. Most of our mamas was single, nigga.
Right now today, most of our mothers, our aunts and
our grandmothers are going to the graveyard single.

Speaker 1 (01:23:29):
With no man.

Speaker 3 (01:23:30):
But they strong loving black women. But nigga, they don't
have no male companionship. May think about that, nigga, Mamas
that grum nigga they strong and ain't been single for
a long time. No male, she's the The black woman
is the only racist woman who dies.

Speaker 1 (01:23:47):
Alone, all her grandkids and her kids. She's the only
race that dies alone. Or the black man don't know
what a man is. Nigga, he's been since nineteen eighties two.

Speaker 3 (01:24:05):
It's been women raising boys and boys following boys.

Speaker 1 (01:24:11):
Most of our ogs was three four years older than us.

Speaker 3 (01:24:15):
Boys following boys, we get to turn boys in the hood.
So nigga, we mama's boys. Most of us either spall,
we've been coddled emasculated because we've been mama's boys, or
we've been abused by a woman. We ain't got no balance.

(01:24:36):
The black woman don't have a balanced group of black
men to day. She either got one that's too spalled
and coddled, he weakened the motherfucker, or he got one
that's been abused by his mama. Got mama issued. Grandmama
raised him. Mama was on drugs, Mama was a street mama.

Speaker 1 (01:24:52):
Mama was a whole mama. So we got mama issue.

Speaker 3 (01:24:55):
So when he get mad, he might handle a whole rough.
Here a gorilla nigga did mama's ball over her. All
he do is know how to use a woman. He
don't know how to develop. He don't know how to
do nothing.

Speaker 1 (01:25:07):
He's a weaked hardfucker. He weakened the motherfucker Mama and
gave him everything. She used to clean his room, make it.
But he don't know how to do shit. Mama used
to pay somebody to come mold along. She didn't make
it mold alone. Mother. He don't not do nothing. This
motherfucker over her kind of resent women, Yeah, yeah, so
nigga the.

Speaker 3 (01:25:27):
Black woman and then nigga, Uh, she coming to date
you and she done been told everything or bout you
not to fuck with you, and she done overlooked it
and she fucking with you. So now she got a
level of resentment and anger towards you cause she should
have listened, she thinks.

Speaker 1 (01:25:46):
But she can't go back to mama house and say
that she should have listened. And you can't really meet
her needs?

Speaker 5 (01:25:54):
Why not?

Speaker 1 (01:25:55):
Uh, you a boy take a man and meet a
woman's need. You're a boy.

Speaker 3 (01:26:01):
You still your home. You still like homeboy shit, you
still like you a boy home? And most of us
get to the line of nigga, most of most of
us get twenty five, we still a little boy. Yeah, nigga,
we immature in the motherfucker at twenty five. Most of
them mature in the motherfuck g at twenty five. We
really don't catch up to we in our thirties.

Speaker 1 (01:26:20):
To the woman. Don't let her be in the hab
no baby, and have to be responsible. Don't let her.

Speaker 3 (01:26:25):
Mama had been a put out at eighteen, and she
gotta be responsible. She gotta be responded. You a mama's boy,
you've been coddled. You ain't gotta be responded.

Speaker 1 (01:26:35):
You can go stay at mama.

Speaker 3 (01:26:36):
How you can go to mama house and wash clothes.
You can go to mama house and eat. She had
to go handle up ben there you go. Yeah, because
she she rebelled against mama everything Mama and most when
most little girl fall out with mama behind her little boy,
you know, Mama trying to tell her.

Speaker 1 (01:26:54):
And so once they buck Mama, leave mam they can't
go back to mama house and it be no. So
now they kind of forced to be responsible and grown.
So nigga her we were getting with him. We ain't
seen no man love Mama. We ain't seen no man
love Mama.

Speaker 3 (01:27:11):
So how do we come in and replicate this ship? Nigga,
we coming in behaving off off the images we either
seen in a movie or heard in a song.

Speaker 1 (01:27:21):
That's the only instruction we got. Nigga. We ain't got
no other instruction on.

Speaker 3 (01:27:26):
What to do.

Speaker 5 (01:27:28):
You need a church, not a mic, you need a church.

Speaker 3 (01:27:33):
So, Nigga, we ain't got no instruction on what when
we get with a broad other than the fuck on them?

Speaker 1 (01:27:37):
What we done heard in the song? What the rap
nigga done taught us how to do? Nigga, we ain't
know nothing bout no menage, twarz and threesome to the
niggas store rapping about it. We didn't even know you
can get this ship. They ain't know nothing about that.

Speaker 3 (01:27:55):
These nigga fucked up a lot of relationship trying to
live up to this ship on it.

Speaker 1 (01:27:59):
We ain't got no instructions and uh yeah, nah man.

Speaker 3 (01:28:05):
So unless Nigga had a good stepdaddy to come in,
and Nigga had a good man, unless you have some
friends houses you can go spend the night at and
watch they mom and dad. Hummah, we don't know what
to do coming in trying to play a man, nigga
with all boy traits and characteristics and we don't have
emotional intelligence, So nigga, how can we win? And we

(01:28:28):
don't come move in with her? For the most part,
most niggas bring it in the track to come live
with her. So we rely on a good dick game.
After we got to rely on boy, I put this
dick on our got up. But nigga that were out,
that were out. That's why after about three four years,

(01:28:50):
y'all hate each other. Yeah, your dick on the last
good dick and good push on the last two.

Speaker 1 (01:28:55):
Years, y'all got a two year minimum.

Speaker 3 (01:28:58):
Man haveter that y'all don't like each other after that,
yecause now you knowing like man, y'all dontly like each other.
When y'all fucking sometime, y'all like each Sometime y'all show
each other love and kiss each other and say sweet thing,
and then y'all ain't fucking sober. Damn, y'all ain't making
love sober. Both of y'all got to get y'all already

(01:29:19):
like each other. Y'all just compromise fucking with each other.
Damn two motherfuckers in a compromise position.

Speaker 5 (01:29:27):
So do you think feminism destroying like the black family destructure.

Speaker 1 (01:29:31):
Feminism is destrawing America. That shit is destroying America. Say man,
everybody know that. Oh that's been the problem. Now feminism
is destroying America.

Speaker 3 (01:29:43):
Oh oh, feminism think they can replace the man, but
they really can't, cause these boys they can't.

Speaker 1 (01:29:52):
I'm saying they can't, but I'm just saying, but these
boys ain't.

Speaker 3 (01:29:55):
No man. Well, if they raise the requirements, if they
raise the requirements for the job, the niggas meet the requirements.

Speaker 1 (01:30:05):
They ain't, man, they ain't raising the require anything. Man,
that good day.

Speaker 3 (01:30:12):
Man.

Speaker 1 (01:30:13):
Don't let sir push it any ass.

Speaker 6 (01:30:18):
Man.

Speaker 1 (01:30:19):
Don't let him be a nigga that that that will
let you rub on his booty hole. Come on, man, nigga, Man,
she got him a good one.

Speaker 3 (01:30:27):
But because because because this group is more sexually driven
than uh uh, everybody want to feel good and and
and they want to and and and they want to
feel good to the extreme of whatever pleasure they can feel.

Speaker 1 (01:30:43):
They want extreme pleasure. So, oh.

Speaker 3 (01:30:49):
Man, it's it's the music, it's it's the entertainment, it's
the it's the culture. Oh man, that's why, Homer, you
can't get online out seeing the bad fine mom folks
shaking that ad man, Hommy, you can't nigga, they recommended
it to you.

Speaker 2 (01:31:07):
Man.

Speaker 3 (01:31:07):
Oh man, the ladies got that rolls, men that rolls,
they got ship that can make you fuck forday homit.

Speaker 1 (01:31:17):
So we ad the extreme of everything. Oh uh, there's
no more simple people. Man. I'm just I'm just a
simple man. I just there's no more simple, simplicity, no more.
Everything is extreme.

Speaker 3 (01:31:32):
So uh, nigga, if the lady rolls the requirements of
what a nigga had to meet, then men a nigga
jumped to them to meet the requirements. S.

Speaker 5 (01:31:43):
You're right back in the day, nigga can't get no bitches.
You ain't getting no paper.

Speaker 4 (01:31:47):
If he wasn't getting no paper, he was a man
like you couldn't get no bitch of views, a fuck
nigga rat, you had rumors on you, none of that.

Speaker 1 (01:31:54):
So niggas was niggas.

Speaker 3 (01:31:56):
Yeah, nigga, Man, just think nigga. Back in our day,
you had to keep a rub on you, you had
to keep a condom on you because the requirements.

Speaker 1 (01:32:05):
Yes, there nigga. Now they ain't say nigga who got
a rubble and you asked twelve niggas.

Speaker 3 (01:32:10):
Don't nobody got a rubble, nigga, I'm trying to go
niggat got no rubble.

Speaker 1 (01:32:20):
The requirements are different, yeah, man, Yeah, you're right. You
had the whole houseful of nobody got a rubble.

Speaker 5 (01:32:29):
Not e need to come no where in the wilet.

Speaker 3 (01:32:34):
Yeah, nigga old Yeah, because the requirements was different.

Speaker 1 (01:32:40):
You're right. Yeah, So nah my nigga. So nigga, We
we fu nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:32:45):
We don't know love or we don't know the rolls
of what a man is supposed to do, what a
woman is supposed to do, or because the woman been
independent for so long, and then the man, the average
black man come in the relationship compromise.

Speaker 1 (01:33:00):
Mm hm, he come in compromised.

Speaker 3 (01:33:02):
So if if if she ain't all into him because
of his money, if she ain't all into him because
of his six h h, he don't really feel like
a man.

Speaker 1 (01:33:16):
He really don't run nothing.

Speaker 3 (01:33:17):
If she having a bad day, the house got a
bad day because it ain't his house. He don't pay
all the bills, so she ain't really got to kiss
his ass. Everybody gotta kiss her ass cause nigga. Mama
got him. I paid it out of I'm so nigga.
Even with the black woman with her children, nigga, the
black kid can't say, I'm gonna call my daddy and

(01:33:38):
damn nigga, I don't give a damn bout your their dad.
Don't do mother, Your daddy is nigga. Everybody gonna put this.
He ain't need the black man. Ain't no he roll
to nobody.

Speaker 1 (01:33:47):
Yeah, he ain't. He rolled nobody. Yeah.

Speaker 4 (01:33:52):
So do you think like interracial relationships is like a
betrayal to the Black community, Like of a nigga girl,
black woman go get a white dude or in another race,
or a black man gonna get a different race.

Speaker 1 (01:34:06):
Nah, it's not a betrayal to the community.

Speaker 6 (01:34:09):
Uh uh.

Speaker 1 (01:34:14):
Now it ain't. Man uh men too.

Speaker 3 (01:34:16):
Motherfuckers loving and liking each other us colorblind. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
you know it's color blind, but it plays a part
in the dynamics of the relationship.

Speaker 1 (01:34:30):
Yeah, but no, I don't.

Speaker 3 (01:34:31):
I don't think it's betrayal because I know one something nigga.
Uh boy, don't nobody love a rotten nigga or like
a white woman who like niggas man don't nobody love
a right rotten nigga like a white woman who like niggas. Man,
they'll put up with some ship the man what nigga

(01:34:51):
she'll take. She'll get rolled out the wheel for you.
Uh yeah, yeah, yeah, she'll get rolled out the wheel
for your nigga. No nigga, it's some white hole that
loved ship out of nigga and and uh forever readon
Nigga's some some white men that that's diehod love black
women and you know that's what they choose. But now
I don't think it's a betrayal. Uh you know, like

(01:35:12):
my mama once said, Uh, it confuses the children at first. Yeah,
when you have mixed kids on, they confused. They don't
know what part to play because neither side really embraces them.

Speaker 5 (01:35:24):
Yeah, now that's what uh belly game cuts. I interview him.
He mixed. He's saying the same.

Speaker 1 (01:35:30):
Yeah, my son mixed. So I let him know, nigga,
you what you are. Uh yeah, nah, you ain't black.

Speaker 3 (01:35:35):
They don't let them, nigga trick you into that and
then you're mess inside. Dang go fuck with you or nigga,
you something different and you special? Uh you a new
race of people that God created to to to my mind,
to to to bring harmony in peace. Uh uh into
the world.

Speaker 1 (01:35:51):
Whites is too hateful. Blacks, it's too hateful. Uh Asians.
You know nigga that mixed breed motherfulks just in the middle.

Speaker 4 (01:35:59):
Ain't ask you something who you think more responsible for?
Like the single parent household man or the woman?

Speaker 1 (01:36:05):
The woman?

Speaker 3 (01:36:07):
Yeah yeah, the woman? Oh uh, because she know what
kind of niggas she had a baby by? Uh yeah,
yeah you you you you know what kind of nigga
you had a baby by?

Speaker 6 (01:36:19):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (01:36:19):
Most most niggas ain't walking away from their baby. Most
nigga done had a baby with a with a girl
ain't supposed to have a baby by they were just
fucking and and and and and her expectations is probably more.

Speaker 6 (01:36:30):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (01:36:31):
But but most niggas ain't just walking away from the baby.
Most niggas ain't getting really put on child support and
really falling out with baby Mama took to another woman
get involved in the picture.

Speaker 1 (01:36:43):
Mm hmm.

Speaker 4 (01:36:45):
Yeah, So why do you think that damn men and
women like when they when they donet got their ship together,
it's like hard for them to get in a relationship
about uh because what you.

Speaker 3 (01:36:54):
Done went through when you didn't have your ship together,
how motherfucker treated you looked at you? Uh and uh,
now out now you're going to establish uh.

Speaker 1 (01:37:04):
Uh uh.

Speaker 3 (01:37:06):
Then once you get your ship together or you don't
want to go back to that life no more, so
you do whatever you can to protect it.

Speaker 6 (01:37:14):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (01:37:14):
And I think that's good. Or you're getting a relationship
with your woman. Uh, I'm over here, you over there.
We stay at each other's house every now and you know,
but yeah, I'm here, you over there. I think you
get along better.

Speaker 5 (01:37:26):
Should a man be like the sole provider regardless in
the house of hell?

Speaker 1 (01:37:30):
No? Uh uh you can if you won't.

Speaker 6 (01:37:35):
Uh.

Speaker 3 (01:37:35):
But but but my my ideology, if I'm the soul
provider and I'm doing everything, uh yeah, I'm gonna have
another woman on the side, break it down.

Speaker 1 (01:37:47):
I'm doing everything like a real king. Oh, I'm gonna
have a concubine like a real king.

Speaker 6 (01:37:56):
Oh.

Speaker 3 (01:37:57):
I'm doing everything, and I ought to be a a
soule provider. Uh yeah, yeah, I'm gonna have another woman. Yea,
I'm gonna do what I want. But what if it's
so so I'm gonna do that even if you're helping though.

Speaker 1 (01:38:11):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, we go fifty fifty.

Speaker 4 (01:38:16):
Could you know what I'm saying, Could you be a
stay at home dad like your girls that made the
money and shit?

Speaker 1 (01:38:21):
No, hell no, that's not h or hum that. That's
not a vibrant man. To me, a man is a
hunter naturally by by by by nature.

Speaker 3 (01:38:31):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (01:38:33):
A man in the house taking care of the kids
got to be compromised, because no real man go do that.
I'm in the house playing home daddy and you making
all men.

Speaker 3 (01:38:47):
Hell now you got to be you got to be
trying to play pimp, Uh, play jiggle loo or to
play that role, or you got to be compromised. A
nigga who wife make more than him. Uh, he's somewhat subservient.
How you gonna be a bad motherfucker and you will

(01:39:07):
stay at home daddy and she going out to work
or psychologically Uh that that that's go y'all gonna clash
at some point mm hm, nigga, she waking up getting
dressed looking back at you, uh and you still in the.

Speaker 1 (01:39:23):
Bed, or let's go creazing resentments at some point.

Speaker 3 (01:39:27):
Yeah, nah, man, nigga, I wonna leave the house men,
the baby going to the babysitter, some baby getting dropped
off or something I ain't finish. Stay in the house,
and nigga maintain no domestic duties as a man.

Speaker 1 (01:39:39):
And that's the that's the new man. That's the new week.
Nigga raved by a mama, that that that will take
on that role.

Speaker 4 (01:39:46):
So western middle you say, Okay, you got the man
that's been raised by his mama. He's soft here, he
real a little bit. And you got this nigga over
here that resent women. We's still like the middle, the
middle ground of that.

Speaker 3 (01:39:57):
Or as as as as as you grow older, uh,
you begin to meet other men who've been married, who've
been in long term relationships. Uh and and and you
learn as you as you grow and go through our
life homies, So you start learning what a man is,
what a man does, what's the expectations of a man

(01:40:18):
when he's in you know, So you start learning, But
before then, you don't know.

Speaker 1 (01:40:23):
Uh nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:40:23):
So uh yeah, we listening to the rap nigga, bitches
ain't shit but holds and tricks. So we we were
holding back on love because we think bitches ain't ship
these holes ain't lawyers. So we're holding back on on
on on what we could offer as a man because
what we believe based off what we've been taught about women,

(01:40:45):
So we can't be the best we can be cause
we ain't loving wholeheartedly. We think all women do whatever
we believe they do, and all nothing all is the same.
Each individual is different based on who they dealing with.
So Nah, when you learn better, you you do different,
you act better, uh, and you become a better man.

(01:41:06):
Hopefully that's what every nigga's striving to become a better man,
because once you get at a certain age, you realize, Nigga,
I would raise fucked up the ship that I learned
and knew what nigga we would fuck. The hood fucked
us up for one, the culture sucked us up, and
then based on the ship our uncles don told us, Nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:41:22):
We've been fucked up. Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:41:24):
Nigga, we've been taught to lie, not to be honest.
So Nigga, we have to undo what we were once
taught what we would once believe and hope that this
new mindset don't get our heart broke.

Speaker 4 (01:41:38):
Let's gives back to like Charleston White the internet, like,
because right now I feel like this interview we had.

Speaker 1 (01:41:44):
You gave this the man. This is the character. Let's
get back to the character. How do you? How do
you like?

Speaker 5 (01:41:53):
Because you just pulled up by yourself?

Speaker 4 (01:41:55):
Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like, that's rare, Like
niggas don't move by theyself doing the shit you do?

Speaker 5 (01:42:00):
Yeahier against the food, nohing Hey, So like, so what
you moving with?

Speaker 3 (01:42:06):
God?

Speaker 1 (01:42:07):
Are you moving with? What you're moving with?

Speaker 3 (01:42:09):
I'm moving with tactics. This motherfucking maze for a nigga
ad Yeah? Uh yeah yeah, this at least give me
buck to the to call nine one one.

Speaker 1 (01:42:20):
So go ahead just say this, h I ain't done
nothing to nobody. I just said something to my mind,
my my my logic, and my rational saying men and nigga,
don't nobody really want to hurt you? Yeah, you ain't
done nothing nobody.

Speaker 3 (01:42:37):
Now, you just said something that made some people mad.
But they mad about something that you don't see it
once before. You ain't said nothing today, So they level
of anger and a level of disposition ain't the same.

Speaker 1 (01:42:48):
Oh I think this to save me good enough?

Speaker 3 (01:42:51):
Because how you really don't want to hurt me. You
might want to jack me up, you might want to
flap me, but you really.

Speaker 1 (01:42:57):
Don't want to kill me based on what I Yeah,
but but but.

Speaker 4 (01:43:01):
Do you feel like you provoke like a nigga? Do
you feel like at the end of the day, the
ship what I'm saying, nigga, you gonna you're gonna have
to crash out. Yeah, like you're gonna have to crash
out on me, Nigga, you gonna have God damn and
you're gonna have to do it in front of folks.

Speaker 1 (01:43:15):
You gotta be with to throw your life away.

Speaker 3 (01:43:17):
So yeah, so if I lose, you lose, you're gonna
be willing to throw your life away to really hurt me.

Speaker 1 (01:43:22):
That's what.

Speaker 5 (01:43:22):
That's what.

Speaker 3 (01:43:23):
And I'm betting on the fact that niggas ain't willing
to take them chances because I haven't.

Speaker 1 (01:43:27):
Done behind you. Behind you.

Speaker 3 (01:43:28):
Yeah, yeah, you done done something to some people probably
they might want to crash out.

Speaker 1 (01:43:33):
You then also said some ship.

Speaker 3 (01:43:35):
So how you go direct it to me, nigga when
you probably got somebody feeling how you're feeling about me
or about you.

Speaker 1 (01:43:41):
Yeah, come on now.

Speaker 5 (01:43:44):
So so basically, so basically you contradicting it again.

Speaker 4 (01:43:48):
You you come into countrydict like nigga, you're gonna let
words got damn make you crash out, crash out.

Speaker 1 (01:43:54):
You wouldn't have give up puss it for what out
have said, because you gonna go to jail. You might
not get out for some years. You wanna you wanna
take that chain and not seeing your kids? Possibly me
kidding you. You having a kid?

Speaker 3 (01:44:04):
You willing to take that chance based off what I said.
Maybe some months ago you behind on child support. You
probably just got a new job. You probably have seen
your kids. All this then transpired by the time you
done seen me.

Speaker 1 (01:44:17):
You really ain't that man. You got to be a
crashot if you want to hurt me.

Speaker 4 (01:44:20):
Out of all the nigga, you said something too. It's
supposed to debate, and you which nigga you respect the most?
Like that nigga ain't go, oh little boosie, little boost
because you try everything you could, right, Yeah, he don't respond,
Yeah he won't, he won't go.

Speaker 1 (01:44:36):
Yeah, now, little book, So you little booster the sharpest
out of all of them.

Speaker 3 (01:44:40):
Kevin Gate's body rocked me with his respond because he
came back with a rebuttal of of of of loving
on a nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:44:48):
He conquered the nigga with love.

Speaker 3 (01:44:49):
Yeah, y'are your gay? But nah, Nigga, Boosy, the only
way nigga, the only way to beat me really at
this point is to ignore me because I'm I'm for
you to respond, it helps you. Yeah, no matter what
in what way you respond, it helps me. So now
Homie not Boosey. Yeah, he the one.

Speaker 4 (01:45:09):
Shout out the little booth. Remember you said somebody y
b two young boy he said, he said he.

Speaker 3 (01:45:15):
Put me in a song. Yeah, yeah, he put me
in a song. Or he basically said in the song.
Uh uh yeah, tell charleson White Nigga. We were raised
from misled and and that was our high moment.

Speaker 1 (01:45:29):
I'm saying, nigga, I was too.

Speaker 3 (01:45:31):
That's why the little niggas don't respect the o g
niggas no more, Homer, because they really misled us, the nigga.
They didn't pack firwoods when they gave us the dope.
Uh nigga nigga, when he should have been showing us
how to cook the crack, he was still selling his crack.
Uh yeah yeah, No, nigga, U the o G was
the nigga so dope to the nigga Mama.

Speaker 1 (01:45:54):
You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (01:45:55):
Uh So that's why the young nigga so uh when
he said that, it was a high moment. I said, nigga,
that's to disconnect, nigga, that's to disconnect.

Speaker 4 (01:46:09):
What about like when you when you be talking about
like w n B A women and ship like you
mean that ship? I mean that, I mean that about
them bulld like a bitch. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah
yeah yeah, Well.

Speaker 3 (01:46:19):
I think uh yeah, yeah, I mean that. Oh yeah,
I think a few. Yeah, I think a few of me.
Some only fans uh to generate some men come uh
yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Speaker 1 (01:46:31):
I mean.

Speaker 5 (01:46:33):
What about the Asian when you're talking about Asian?

Speaker 1 (01:46:36):
None? I fun with the Asians? Uh non? So me
saying that about the Asians? Uh uh?

Speaker 3 (01:46:45):
With just my my response to China mac Uh threatening
to call me body horm on vlast TV, who said who.

Speaker 1 (01:46:53):
Trying to ma?

Speaker 3 (01:46:54):
So long before I even knew who China Macing was?
Uh he So I was going by, you know, with
with with the polarizing ship that I was saying online.
So lad TV had asked China mac about me, and
he was like, oh, man, I'll slap that foolish you know.

Speaker 1 (01:47:10):
So I said, men, he threaten, uh do body horm
to a niggah. Man, I don't know who they think
they is. Yeah. So uh so I responded, you know
with the with the you know, with the race ship.

Speaker 3 (01:47:23):
The one thing I know about that race card or
nigga can play that race card and down there winning
a bunch of shit. Uh you man, that race show. Nigga,
I'm gonna play the race card, but I know what works.
So I played the race card. So in response to that,
there was some Asians on the West Coast. They come
online with the with the nigga nigga talk, the Asian

(01:47:44):
nigga talk. Yeah, fuck that nigga, Charleston. So I'm saying, man,
the California nigga siding with the Asian niggas. So Nigga,
I really done got mad now, Man, ain't no nigga
gonna come. So I play the race card a man,
fuck you Asian motherfucker. But that's just in defense online.
Oh but nigga, I'm the nigga and stop shix. When

(01:48:06):
the young niggas go in the Asian stores say, nigga,
y'all better not steal nothing out of that. I'm the
nigga in the hood, that nigga that I'm making sure
they respectful to the ap my mama's son and papa
son them in the hood.

Speaker 1 (01:48:17):
Oh yeah, you're not. I'm sorry.

Speaker 4 (01:48:19):
Let me let me say let me say this. So basically,
because every time you say something like even in this conversation,
it's like you say, what would I say?

Speaker 5 (01:48:29):
But what I do is something different, So you're moving
off your like yours Like.

Speaker 1 (01:48:34):
I know, I don't line. I'm on line bullshit in
real life. On bullshit.

Speaker 3 (01:48:42):
Okay, I'm a perfect general, yes, ma'am, No, ma'am, yes, sir,
Hey man, I'm sorry, excuse me.

Speaker 2 (01:48:47):
Jo.

Speaker 1 (01:48:47):
So I'm I'm a perfect general in real life.

Speaker 3 (01:48:49):
Online is where it's online is a stage to me. Okay,
whenever you sit to nigga has a stage.

Speaker 1 (01:48:55):
I'm on camera. I'm on television. I get to be
whatever I want to be with the nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:49:01):
I want to play killer, rapist, gangster, whatever I want
to be when the camera come on, I can play
it when the camera come out. I ain't none that shit.
So because we watched this shit so much. We think
the people we see, we think Denzel Washing on training
day is yeah.

Speaker 4 (01:49:17):
Man, So let me ask you something. You know how
like they say Floyd Mayweather, right, niggas pay to see
him lose.

Speaker 5 (01:49:24):
So you're saying niggas watching you to see Like how
when they were saying you got shot, niggas want to
see you lose, so they gonna watch you so much.

Speaker 1 (01:49:31):
Right. You know what I'm saying and laying to.

Speaker 3 (01:49:34):
That, man, I play into that. I come home with
most people bullshitting. Most people are a wolf in sheep clothing.
I'm a sheep and wolf clothing.

Speaker 5 (01:49:45):
But you ain't going now, nigga, pull up, Oh you
ain't gone.

Speaker 1 (01:49:47):
Ain't going?

Speaker 5 (01:49:48):
Yeah?

Speaker 3 (01:49:49):
Oh. Because I'm operating under the nigga, I get to respond, however,
under self defense. Because I'm behind the law, I'm protected
with self defense. You want to hurt me from what
I'm saying, nigga, look at what you done done. The
same people want to hurt me or the people who
have hurt people throughout life. I don't have a history

(01:50:09):
of hurting people throughout life.

Speaker 1 (01:50:12):
I ain't nigga. I'm just on lying bush and playing
the character in the villain. Yeah, it go overboard and
over line.

Speaker 5 (01:50:19):
So I ain't hurt nobody, but y'all wouldn't be paying
me no attention if I wasn't doing that.

Speaker 3 (01:50:24):
There you go, and let me just say this. I
came to do this because I know what sat tire is.
Sat tire your comedy, that's dark comedy, that's dark humor.
So if you watch some of your next fixed comedy specials,
you will see sometimes it says dark humor. So satire
your comedy is somebody like Andrew Dice clay you can

(01:50:50):
talk about some of the most.

Speaker 1 (01:50:51):
Darkest shit in the world, make it funny, make it humorous.
Uh uh, Nigga Dave Chappelle satire. How he can play
Clayton Bigsby d Race, you know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (01:51:06):
How he can uh you know, be the black milk
man that delivered milk to the Niggers, to the family.
So that's satire, comedy, Uh, shock jockey Howard Stern or P. D.

Speaker 1 (01:51:21):
Green so Homan.

Speaker 3 (01:51:22):
I know this form of acting, this form of entertainment
that I'm coming to bring to the Internet to tap
in that I can justify some min It's is satire.

Speaker 1 (01:51:31):
Nigga don't mean half the shit I'm saying. They got bullshit. Men,
you said fuck the baby.

Speaker 3 (01:51:36):
Well, I don't want to just come out and say, man,
I don't really mean fuck the baby. But man, but
I'm gonna make you keep thinking I said fuck the baby.
It's part of this satire, all.

Speaker 5 (01:51:46):
Right, Charles White, don't give a fuck. There you go, Yeah,
there you go, that nigga crazy. If I stopped being crazy,
y'all ain't gonna pay me no more.

Speaker 1 (01:51:54):
There you go. Let me ask you, what about Kamala.
You mean that about Kamala?

Speaker 3 (01:51:57):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I mean that shit about You can
refuse me there. I really don't because I got homuch.
She's a mixed breed person who my kids a mixed breed.
But my belief system is a woman shouldn't be president,
a woman shouldn't be the head of nothing.

Speaker 1 (01:52:13):
So I don't believe this about Kamala.

Speaker 3 (01:52:15):
But my belief system is, no man, let that man
be my commander in chief, the general of the woman,
not the woman. So some of the insults and stuffing, now, uh,
just for a woman to have reached her status home
of the Attorney General or the United States.

Speaker 1 (01:52:31):
So now how much is a lot of you gotta
respect that.

Speaker 3 (01:52:33):
But because I'm playing politics, because I'm playing politics, and
and I'm a conservative, black, black male American who votes
Republican based on conservative principles and values.

Speaker 1 (01:52:47):
Uh but nigga, I vote for a Democrat. Ye know,
I ain't bound to nothing, you see what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (01:52:54):
But but playing this role on the political form, then yeah, nigga, Uh,
this is how you play politics. But in real life, now, man,
salute to Kamala for what she's accomplished. Uh, you know,
as a sister in this country.

Speaker 4 (01:53:08):
Hey, so I've seen you walk off like a couple
of interviews and twenty the one's and that real.

Speaker 1 (01:53:14):
Yeah yeah, oh yeah, what made you walk off on?

Speaker 3 (01:53:18):
Well, I ain't want to do nothing with Shamal one time.
So they ambushed me with the Shamal dude. Uh they
brought him out of nowhere.

Speaker 1 (01:53:26):
And and and I ain't gay friendly, yeah yeah, ain't
gay friendly. Yeah, I ain't gay friendly.

Speaker 3 (01:53:38):
It's just like I don't want a dog if I
come in your hair me, I want your dog coming
up sniffing on me. Put the motherfucker dog up. Yeah yeah, yeah,
so keep the dog away from me. Yeah, now y'all
don't even Yeah, So I ain't gay friendly. So I
had been seeing Shamar, but I've been seeing him as
a violent pump. It was a bunch of fight videos,
so he was shown as a violent gay dude. So

(01:54:00):
they brought him out on me one time and I'm like,
who is this? And I heard that voice and that
leaning walk I've been interview over here. No, man, I
don't play they type of game because I'm gonna get
the backlash that's being hateful, mean to the gay cons.

Speaker 1 (01:54:18):
So why put me in this position?

Speaker 3 (01:54:20):
Man?

Speaker 1 (01:54:21):
Yeah? Why I put me in? Hell?

Speaker 3 (01:54:23):
No, I gave the money back in Saint Louis or
because them niggas didn't even get no interview, So I
Louis or.

Speaker 1 (01:54:31):
The Saint Louis.

Speaker 3 (01:54:32):
I had a comedy show in Saint Louis and I
walked out of an interview with some little young niggas.

Speaker 1 (01:54:37):
Uh uh yeah, the young nigga had guns in the
studio and everything.

Speaker 3 (01:54:42):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (01:54:43):
They asked me question the young nigga, but they pressing
me like I'm a young.

Speaker 5 (01:54:46):
Nigga, So me and how oh yeah, I seen that
nigga that I men't give.

Speaker 3 (01:54:50):
Them nigga back to their mother fucking money because I
don't want to fuck over the young niggas because the
big homit nah men, get them nigga back to their money.
Packed f up man, get him nigga back to their money.
I could have up the money, but what fuck the
nigga can get a ten minute interview, get a nigga
back to their mind.

Speaker 1 (01:55:05):
I had a comedy show. This this my extras. So
whenever I fly into a town, I'm gonna do some interviews.

Speaker 3 (01:55:11):
So I'm gonna cut the prices on the interview to
bless somebody game. So I'm picking up extra money, you know,
fucking with these drops and ship from Yeah. Yeah, So
these are the extras I'm picking up. So nah men,
give them a little nigga back to their money. For one,
I don't want to block my blessings from taking nothing
from nobody. So about the dancer projection, I still fuck
the dance.

Speaker 1 (01:55:31):
I just did dance in them.

Speaker 6 (01:55:32):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (01:55:32):
Night before last in Miami, didn y'all have an incident?

Speaker 3 (01:55:35):
No?

Speaker 1 (01:55:35):
No, that that's me and me and me and Brittany
Reynold was over there.

Speaker 4 (01:55:39):
What about that time that girl on the radio right
they that she asked it like she said, you did
she played it. You're like, no, I ain't saying nobody
that she played the ship.

Speaker 1 (01:55:50):
They tried to ambush me. Yeah, the whole tried to ambush.
They want, they want. They wanted me to go off.
Uh yeah, they want. So most people want me to
flip out and go off like the character help the ship.
Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah.

Speaker 3 (01:56:02):
Most people want me to flip off and go off
like the character because that's the character. The character go
cut you out, fuck you know. Uh, but nigga did
the person in real life? Uh?

Speaker 1 (01:56:11):
Go add here to the rules to the audience. You
see what I'm saying.

Speaker 6 (01:56:15):
So what about that time you pull it out the
fight of oh real, Yeah that was real, but it wasn't.
Uh it was real, but it would present it wrong.

Speaker 3 (01:56:26):
So I was talking to the camera so so so
the little Chicago niggas had came down to for work
to do the interview. H. I was talking to the camera.
So I'm saying, nigga, H nigga, I don't give a
damn bout nigga. I keep a gun, but I ain't
talking to the little nigga. So as I get up
to go get the gun to talk to the camera.

(01:56:46):
He jump up and like, come on, unk, what you're doing? So,
uh it makes it look like I'm talking to him,
but I'm really talking to.

Speaker 1 (01:56:52):
The told that nigga better move well that Yeah, but.

Speaker 3 (01:56:56):
I'm playing for the camera now I can't see you know,
I can't stop now in the middle.

Speaker 1 (01:57:02):
Yeah, I can't. Yeah, I'm I'm putting on for the
So uh I strategically done that, right.

Speaker 3 (01:57:13):
H They had been threatening the little nigga because me
and him been doing positive interviews.

Speaker 1 (01:57:19):
So they want him to press me about the Chicago ship.

Speaker 3 (01:57:22):
Well, Homer, hell intellectual swamp little guy, so he he
wanted to see the the man, not the character. They
want him to check me BYuT Chicago. He used to
be Keen One DJ. So uh yeah, nigga, Uh, I don't. Yeah,
I'm playing for the camera. I can't tell the nigga
get out the way, nigga.

Speaker 1 (01:57:41):
You know what I'm saying. His little partners. So if
you see the camera, you see everybody chipting like that.
You know. So I just went off to the game.

Speaker 5 (01:57:49):
Let me ask you something else.

Speaker 3 (01:57:50):
Uh.

Speaker 5 (01:57:51):
So, has there ever been a spotlight? Naw, they can
keep that money. Ain't going now, like.

Speaker 3 (01:57:55):
Yes, try the book your place, Homer, motherfucker book me.
I went, uh, And I'm saying them Nigga was just
testing the waters. Nigga got booked for forty thousand dollars
one time to go to La to do interview, and
Nigga sent me twenty thousand up front.

Speaker 1 (01:58:10):
Nigga wired twenty thousand into my bank account.

Speaker 3 (01:58:14):
When I got there, he got the other twenty thousand
dollars out the freezer and bags of money.

Speaker 1 (01:58:20):
He had his kids with him, but the house was
kind of empty. His skin was burnt up.

Speaker 3 (01:58:26):
So he said he had got a settlement from a
job from an accident on the job.

Speaker 1 (01:58:32):
But Nigga I had hired police security to go with me.
I stayed next to.

Speaker 3 (01:58:36):
Disney Me and this Nigga did maybe an eight hour
interview for forty thousand dollars.

Speaker 1 (01:58:41):
He still ain't put the interview out to this day.
What I say, maybe the Nigga was testing the waters.

Speaker 3 (01:58:48):
Like to see yeah, so so so then that that's
one time. But Nigga, I went, I got booked for
interview in Chicago. I had a comedy show in Chicago,
had sold out at the Promontory. I got booked for
an interview with that, but they wanted me to come
out to a dispensary.

Speaker 1 (01:59:07):
Uh. That that put me I felt like in harm's way,
So I turned that money down.

Speaker 3 (01:59:12):
Uh. Most recently I got booked by I got. I
got called from Zeus Network when when Tia Kemp and
them first started they show. So I got booked to
be on that unteased podcast ship. I didn't know it
was Zeus Network. Uh when they sent the contract. That's
how I depositive money. That's how I find out a
Zeus Network. But Nigga, I just so happened to be

(01:59:34):
looking because my managing them had been handling everything. I
just so happened to look and see Zeus Network.

Speaker 1 (01:59:40):
And Uh, I told I told my mom, said, man,
I'm not doing that ship. Nigga.

Speaker 3 (01:59:44):
And the way they was trying to book me. They
wanted me to fly to l A. They picked me up,
drive me to a set. They didn't have a start
time for the set. Uh.

Speaker 1 (01:59:53):
I'm going to be beholden to them.

Speaker 3 (01:59:55):
And I'm I'm telling him from you know, I'm telling
the white dude whoever they had booking, I'm saying for
my safety and pretend nigga. Y'all ain't picking me up nowhere.
Y'all can't pick the hotel for me. I'm gonna fly
into Vegas, drive into La and nigga. They kept disregarding that,
so jit, I ain't feel right with that because I
know on Zeus all they do is fight Zeus Nick work,
you gotta fight.

Speaker 1 (02:00:14):
Oh you thinking they probably have somebody of that already
know they are.

Speaker 3 (02:00:17):
They gotta say it, fuck nil out of nigga in
l a nigga. You know they gonna put a nigga
in a situation you.

Speaker 1 (02:00:22):
Ain't come on my nigga.

Speaker 3 (02:00:24):
Yeah, you already know they ish and they got ta
kemp uh Tokyo whatever the braw name in it.

Speaker 1 (02:00:32):
Clarissa then in the message holes in the world. So uh,
it didn't feel right nigga.

Speaker 3 (02:00:37):
So uh, because they kept disregarding and disregard my concern.

Speaker 1 (02:00:42):
For safety, I kept the deposit and refused to do
the show.

Speaker 5 (02:00:47):
So that's how y'all your beach started with old girl.

Speaker 1 (02:00:49):
Oh no, now my beef store ott girl.

Speaker 3 (02:00:51):
Uh. I got tired of her bashing her baby daddy,
and as a father, I made it coming online to
the community. So I ain't saying to her, I'm saying, man,
black women, homie, what what upstanding black woman would go
along with this and clap for this? A woman who
constantly because if you're saying something about the daddy, you
talking about.

Speaker 1 (02:01:09):
The boy too.

Speaker 5 (02:01:11):
So you started talking about the boy too well?

Speaker 3 (02:01:14):
Uh well before then, I ain't say nothing about the boy.
Once she starts saying something, then that's how I responded.

Speaker 1 (02:01:24):
So once some motherfucker responded, you ain't no ain't no great,
ain't no gray area, I ain't no rules. Yeah, nigga,
once you insult me or attacked me, I gotta win.
H I ain't gotta win.

Speaker 3 (02:01:36):
I just I just want to hurt you. If me
and you fight, and I ain't trying to win. To fight, nigga,
I'm just trying to leave some permanent scratches on your face.
I just want to inflict some hurt on you because
you're trying to hurt me. I ain't got a win.

Speaker 1 (02:01:49):
We just go hurt each other. But nigga, I'm gonna
hurt you. You can, ye, Nigga, I'm gonna hurt for
you to win. You got to get hurt. Who who
you felt like.

Speaker 4 (02:01:59):
Was I got all the ship? You're gonna say it
like was serious though? Like this nigga serious about this ship?

Speaker 1 (02:02:05):
Mm hmm.

Speaker 3 (02:02:07):
Nobody Uh because I know at this age, homie, Uh,
nobody want to die and go to jail. Yeah right, so,
uh nigga knows nothing there. He got some guns. He
keep guns on cause I showed all my guns in
the world. Uh.

Speaker 1 (02:02:25):
Nothing else nigga know.

Speaker 3 (02:02:25):
Man, when he go, he got he go pack some mace.
He got some mace. Uh, and then they know he
also go call the police. Then they leave alone and
he ain't done nothing. He's just talking. So who willing
to do all this for a nigga talking? You got
some dumb niggas though, h Uh, you ain't putting yourself

(02:02:47):
in a situation. Them them dumb nigga put himself in
this way. Them them dumb niggas. I don't know because
I ain't talking to them. I don't know most most nigga,
I'm talking either entertainer, a rapper or so most what
dumb nigga go? You know, because I said, I mean,
he said, somebody how your woman go look at you
when you call baby?

Speaker 1 (02:03:05):
I jumped out. You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 3 (02:03:07):
Yeah, yeah, yeah, nigga, come on there, you got and
then and then and then I'm a little nigga.

Speaker 1 (02:03:13):
So man, nigga, little man. So nigga, so so nigga.
Somebody go say, nigga, you missed that nigga got one eye?
You picking on somebody. So nigga, you can't win regardless.

Speaker 5 (02:03:24):
What about a nigga who head you buy that time?

Speaker 1 (02:03:26):
He asked for it? Yeah, yeah, he asked for it.
He was serious.

Speaker 3 (02:03:31):
Well, he kept trying to pick on me. Yeah, you know,
he thinking uncle Weeni yeaheah, he thinking uncle Weeni. Uh,
he thought that nigga tried to big face me. So uh,
I'm coming off the elevator showing somebody something on the phone,
so I really don't see the nigga.

Speaker 1 (02:03:47):
By the time I look up, I'm thinking the nigga
trying to give me. But he tried to big face me. Uh,
he don't know. I got that pig poke on me.
Nigga ain't walking around defenseless.

Speaker 3 (02:04:01):
Yeah yeah, nigga ain't nigga even I'm a little boy nigga.
I packed the ice pick and had a lock in
the sock. So nigga, I've been taught as a kid.

Speaker 1 (02:04:08):
To have to have a weapon.

Speaker 3 (02:04:11):
Oh homie, you listen, you and your feelings about something
I said. I'm walking around and strategically trying to survive
and move amongst humans. You and your feelings, so you
ain't so and by the time you see me, it's
a spontaneous appearance.

Speaker 1 (02:04:30):
So you ain't playing out what you want to do
to me. You ain't playing You ain't ready. There you go, you.

Speaker 3 (02:04:38):
Okay, you gotta try to gather up now. I'm already
on defense. It's this period, man. I know what I'm
saying emostly affects people. Niggam already on defense. Oh nigga, Yeah,
I'm already on defense.

Speaker 1 (02:04:55):
You wasn't expecting to see me today, so I've been
expecting to see you all my life.

Speaker 3 (02:05:01):
Yeah yeah, yeah, And so I'm saying, uh, the person
who want to hurt me or the crash out nigga,
that will do it. He got too much going on
in his daily life to walk with that energy and
fuel to want to hurt me when he see me.
He didne got into it with his bitch baby mama,

(02:05:21):
probably fucking with him, probably on probation, trying to get
a job to have been late so home he got
way of the shit.

Speaker 5 (02:05:29):
Yeah, the nigga whos goning ready to do it ain't
evenna be we I'm gonna be at.

Speaker 3 (02:05:32):
There you go, Yeah, there you go, and everybody else
just talking hoping somebody do it because they'll move by
what I've said, not what I've done.

Speaker 1 (02:05:42):
You ain't heart. Nobody say, man, he done, this is
always what he's done.

Speaker 3 (02:05:46):
Said, that's it man, So I thought actions speak loud
of him. I thought I can come on here and
say whatever long as I don't do it.

Speaker 1 (02:05:55):
That's what I thought. Fuck with that. Yeah, so nigga,
would I say, man, fuck that baby. I don't mean
fuck the baby, but I'm you know, nigga a man.
Fuck that shit. But I said at times, so I
don't have to care nigga.

Speaker 3 (02:06:08):
Men fuck that George Floyd shit, because nigga, if I cared, nigga,
I'm gonna be mostly drawn into this. So I gotta
dismiss that with men. Fuck that shit to stay focused
on what I want to stay focused on. I don't
want to be moved by everything and move black people by.
That's what caused us to be emotionally responsive. Soon we
get a police shooting, Nigga, we get into our emotion.

(02:06:29):
We rall up, We rall up, Nigga. Within months later,
we back to life as normal.

Speaker 1 (02:06:33):
This baby died, we rall up.

Speaker 3 (02:06:34):
Everybody in the city, come release boom. Within two weeks, nigga.
By time Mother's Day, Memorial Day, we.

Speaker 1 (02:06:40):
Back to normal.

Speaker 3 (02:06:41):
That's a pattern of behavior for us, right. So I'm saying, nigga,
I'm not even going doug and into the until the
insanity of having to process these emotions. I'm gonna stay
out of it. So that's where the fuck that shit
come from.

Speaker 5 (02:06:56):
No, I agree.

Speaker 1 (02:06:58):
What's next for us?

Speaker 3 (02:07:00):
What?

Speaker 1 (02:07:00):
H man?

Speaker 3 (02:07:01):
Uh comedy homye, I'm I'm just now breaking the surface
of this stand up comedy ship homy so uh, I'm
just now starting to do the comedy zones man, the uh,
the m provs and so man uh men keep learning
and perfectedness.

Speaker 6 (02:07:18):
Uh.

Speaker 1 (02:07:18):
At this point, now the light at the end of
my tunnel, uh is me me walking into the shoes
of what Dick Gregory was for us.

Speaker 5 (02:07:29):
I can dig that.

Speaker 1 (02:07:31):
Yeah, they I want to be our modern day Dick
Gregory at some point to the young niggas right now, homie.

Speaker 3 (02:07:35):
Because of platforms like this Big Facts podcast, uh Say
Cheese TV. Uh, it taps into our youth audience out
outside of Nickelodeon and and Disney and things like that.
Platform like this and Say Cheese TV, DJ Academics, these
are some of the largest youth audience uh in the

(02:07:57):
urban uh hip hop com unity in America. So it
gives me access to to the young niggas. Or they
done made me un so Uh yeah a nigga. Let
me let me go on and evolve into Dick Gregory.

Speaker 1 (02:08:09):
So that's where the comedy.

Speaker 3 (02:08:10):
You think you get the most love in Atlanta, Miami,
or Mississippi or Memphis, or do the Southern States or
didyah them them Southern slave states?

Speaker 1 (02:08:22):
Howm's where I get the most loved. You gotta you
call me, bro. You got a question for trust?

Speaker 3 (02:08:27):
Uh?

Speaker 1 (02:08:29):
Hell, that ain't an finance one. Hey, what's up with it?

Speaker 3 (02:08:34):
Man?

Speaker 1 (02:08:36):
You got a black man? How you doing? Yeah? We
just over her chopping game. Man, that's it. I'm call
you after the ship, all right? Yeah?

Speaker 5 (02:08:48):
No mo niggas fuck fuck with you.

Speaker 4 (02:08:51):
Then you think, but it's like it kind of cringe
into just come out on their faces like a fun
because you're un offended. So many niggas potners and yeah.
But but like you said, you know what I'm saying,
I ain't oppose against it.

Speaker 5 (02:09:03):
It's like I ain't nimb some.

Speaker 1 (02:09:04):
Words, uh nigga and and and and.

Speaker 5 (02:09:09):
It's what seems you this big fact me I laughed
at crazy, ain't give a fuck.

Speaker 1 (02:09:16):
And it's it is in his words with with no malice, right,
so the words with no anger.

Speaker 3 (02:09:24):
So I'm not waking up angry saying I want to show, uh,
I'm really responding to ship. Yeah, or I'm really trying
to pave a way for a lane for me to
be on the internet to do what I do. So Homa,
there's no malice in my heart when I'm saying the
ship that I'm saying. Uh uh, I'm not waking up

(02:09:45):
with with any resentment toward anybody. There's no real there's
no hate behind my words or they just some mean words.

Speaker 5 (02:09:53):
I got a do book of the Week to give us.

Speaker 3 (02:09:55):
The books Understanding the Power and Purpose of a Man
by doctor Miles Monroe, and they got one Understanding the
Power and Purpose of a Woman. Or I think those
those two books alone, if you read both of them
as a man and a woman, I think it'll better
help you in a relationship with the uh in relationships
or because we don't understand the.

Speaker 1 (02:10:15):
Purpose of a man. Why did God make a man?
So why did God make a woman?

Speaker 3 (02:10:20):
So should the man read the women of now the
man should read the man then read the women's because
now you understand. Now you because you need to understand
why why a man was created and made for whatever
reason in this atmosphere of this universe.

Speaker 1 (02:10:32):
And then to understand understanding the power and the purpose
of a man.

Speaker 3 (02:10:38):
What's the purpose of a woman? What's the purpose when
nigga dosn't just fucking on what's your what?

Speaker 1 (02:10:44):
So HomeOS so?

Speaker 3 (02:10:45):
No?

Speaker 1 (02:10:45):
So just having that concept, Uh man, my my man,
my and my wife.

Speaker 3 (02:10:52):
Me saying I'm a great hug but nigga don't cheated,
But niggas now once have share made me feel like
I wasn't a good husband.

Speaker 1 (02:11:01):
H and nigga that baffles me.

Speaker 3 (02:11:04):
Uh uh nigga, that's that's that's the that's that's what
make a nigga carry the guilt and feel shamed about
not being discommitted.

Speaker 1 (02:11:14):
So niggas, just nigga s I'm still a great man,
even though I hadn't done this to her, done this
on her. So, baby, you're a great husband.

Speaker 5 (02:11:23):
What you think she sees?

Speaker 3 (02:11:24):
Like?

Speaker 1 (02:11:24):
What does she see? The real man? The real man
that's great with the flaws factored into the greatness.

Speaker 5 (02:11:33):
But what type of woman? How would she have to
be to be able to receive that?

Speaker 1 (02:11:38):
Though? Like she she has to have known a man.
She was raised by her father.

Speaker 3 (02:11:44):
She has to have known a man to be able
to see a man is being great based off his
traits and characteristics alone, with his flaws alone, because the
flaws are factored into his greatness. But nigga, because of
your flaws, some most of your women will never see
you as great because of your flaws.

Speaker 5 (02:12:05):
Damn you're right, you're right, but you great.

Speaker 1 (02:12:11):
But because you got these flowers, niggas, you'll never be
great though.

Speaker 5 (02:12:14):
And they touch their feelings, your flowers touch they feelings blind.

Speaker 1 (02:12:18):
There you go, yeah, there you go.

Speaker 5 (02:12:20):
No, we gotta do this.

Speaker 3 (02:12:23):
I appreciate I appreciate you, my nigga. Shit, it was
well overdue for already found.

Speaker 6 (02:12:30):
Man.

Speaker 1 (02:12:30):
Follow me on official underscore.

Speaker 3 (02:12:31):
Charleston White on Instagram, or you can catch the Charleston
White fan page it's a private group on facebooks, or
stay away from the mother face of fake groups and
catch me on the game related podcast on YouTube.

Speaker 1 (02:12:43):
So I sit down with two of my childhood partners,
uh and you know we talk politics.

Speaker 3 (02:12:48):
Community, fatherhood, manhood. Uh in relationship talk over there too.

Speaker 1 (02:12:54):
Man. We we shoot on YouTube on the in Texas
in dublads.

Speaker 5 (02:12:58):
I'm coming to that.

Speaker 1 (02:13:00):
I need you. Yeah, yeah might.

Speaker 3 (02:13:01):
In fact, uh, your man was on there two years
ago from the podcast screen. He sat down with us
two years ago on the podcast. So yeah, yes, sir,
that that allot. So that that podcast with my partners
allow me to come be what y'all got today. Yeah,
So it allowed me to finally step away from the

(02:13:22):
character on the internet and come be Charleston and talk
from you know, different aspects as a black man in
the community.

Speaker 4 (02:13:29):
So no, I think you know what I mean, like
min is all the bullshit that the character. I think
the ship that you kicking, bro, when you kick it
for real, Yeah, that ship is needed.

Speaker 1 (02:13:40):
Now.

Speaker 3 (02:13:41):
I wouldn't listen to the to the character if I
was me. So if I was a nigga on the
Internet because of the type of nigga. The character is
a bullshit nigga.

Speaker 1 (02:13:50):
I ain't gonna lie nigga.

Speaker 3 (02:13:52):
I'm a bullshit nigga in the character nigga ain't no
likable niggah. Yeah, you gotta come watch one of these
interviews a man. I like that nigga, but you go
get the man. But that nigga be bullshit at the carry.
You always get the butt h That's what makes you
focus on the man.

Speaker 4 (02:14:08):
Because even even niggas, even I think even niggas that
you're donna say that ship too, still can hear that you.

Speaker 1 (02:14:14):
Got that ship in you? You know what I'm saying. Yeah,
like and you know it for real nigga.

Speaker 4 (02:14:19):
But nigga, because I don't heard nigga be like, but
why they niggas gotta say that other.

Speaker 1 (02:14:22):
Ship, nigga.

Speaker 3 (02:14:26):
That other ship is what the homie, that's what feeds
the algorithm. Is that other ship without that other ship.

Speaker 1 (02:14:37):
Because I'm so.

Speaker 3 (02:14:40):
Because I'm so controversial with the things that I've said,
they will bury the man. As intelligent, as articulate as
the man is with this good message, they will bury
him without this other shit. This other ship keeps the
man in the algorithm having to explain this other ship.

Speaker 1 (02:14:59):
And then he can displayed the man from explaining this
other shit. Man.

Speaker 5 (02:15:04):
Make sure y'all go like Part two coming soon.

Speaker 1 (02:15:09):
What's up? Man?

Speaker 3 (02:15:09):
Y'all stay tapped in Man, don't lock out. I appreciate
you seremony.

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