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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Wake up, Wake yosa, wake yos wake up?
Speaker 2 (00:09):
Hi rebotty, are you up and run him?
Speaker 1 (00:13):
I think so? Yes? So stupid.
Speaker 3 (00:17):
You know this means foreign where he's going to have
some sort of beef with the engineers today. Now he's
on one because Mike didn't work in the morning.
Speaker 2 (00:23):
So what what actually was?
Speaker 1 (00:25):
I think it's the input here on this microphone, so
I had to get like an extender and go to
like another one that we use in this story. So
I'm on Mike two. I'm now feeding into Mike four.
I don't know.
Speaker 2 (00:38):
You know, you're right. I did ask. I don't know
what you said, but I did ask, so yeah.
Speaker 1 (00:43):
But my issue is is that when I asked them,
when I'm going to ask them to fix it, they're
gonna give me some like response that's like, ah, well
that's weird. I don't know if we have time, and
it probably won't get fixed from months, right right or wrong?
Speaker 3 (00:56):
He was imitating what it will be when they come
in here for and to fix it. And I want
to fight them so bad, but it's exactly.
Speaker 2 (01:03):
It is broken.
Speaker 1 (01:04):
Oh that's weird. I know it's weird. To just fix it.
Speaker 2 (01:08):
It's like go to lie.
Speaker 3 (01:09):
Oh really that's it and he'll definitely be wearing like
a rolling Stones. Yes, you can guarantee it.
Speaker 1 (01:16):
I just don't like that there's always pushback when something's broken,
Like what do you want? Like, isn't your job to
fix it when it breaks? Right?
Speaker 2 (01:23):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (01:23):
Why is there pushback?
Speaker 2 (01:25):
I don't know else whatever question for you guys.
Speaker 3 (01:29):
I just I wonder if this is just a female quality,
if this is just an Ashley quality, if this is
we have morning commutes so we have more time to
think quality. I've been up since like two forty with
the baby, so I've I've lived a life and it's
only six on nine. Okay, I've I've been living. But
(01:50):
I told you guys, I'm going away this weekend. I'm
going back to Collingswood, where you know I was raised
and my Hopefully I'm not confusing anybody. My mom's mom
is not with us, my nana she's gone, but her
sister is still alive Row, So we have it planned
to have dinner with Aunt Row while I'm there, which
(02:12):
is really exciting to me. But I get emotional when
I think about my kids spending time with aunt Row
because they never got a chance to meet my Nana.
So I'm in the car this morning and I'm driving
and I'm looking at the moon because the moon was
showing off this morning. It was a nice clear sky,
and I'm listening to the new.
Speaker 2 (02:33):
Zach Bryan. You know, I hate him, but like I
love his music song and just start.
Speaker 1 (02:37):
Crying because of aunt Roanana.
Speaker 3 (02:40):
Because I had this thought of like how nice it
will be for the girls to meet aunt Roe, and
it reminded me. It makes me feel like somehow, someway
they're closer to my nana, but that they'll never meet her.
And oh, I'm like starting to cry talking about it.
So then I text my mom's brother, Uncle Dan, because
Uncle Dan's always up the crack of dawn, like we are.
(03:02):
He calls me and he goes, can I tell you
a story about He's like, can I tell you a
story about your Nana.
Speaker 2 (03:09):
I'm like yes. He said that.
Speaker 3 (03:13):
When his wife's mother had died, she sat down to
Nana and was like, when does it stop hurting? Like
I want to die and my mom's gone. It hurts
so much And my Nana was like, it never stops hurting.
But eventually you get to the point where you can
you know, kind of function and go about your day
and live your life, but you're always gonna have these
(03:34):
random moments. And she's like, sometimes I'll just be vacuuming
and I'll stop vacuuming and I'll just cry thinking about
the fact that, like my parents aren't here anymore. And
he's like, this is what's happening to you. You're just
striving to work. You're looking at the moon like a psycho.
I think I need to be medicated. Anyways, He's like,
this is exactly what this is. He's like, she's watching
(03:56):
over you. She's reminding you you're having a little Nana
moment and.
Speaker 2 (04:00):
She would have loved your kids. So is it? Am
I a psycho?
Speaker 1 (04:06):
No?
Speaker 2 (04:06):
Do I have too much time to think? Is this
a female thing?
Speaker 1 (04:09):
I think it's a normal thing. I think, like personally,
I haven't hit that emotion yet like that, but I'm shy.
Speaker 3 (04:14):
I thought you guys might have those thoughts and stuff,
but you don't cry like I always cry.
Speaker 1 (04:18):
I have them with the kids, knowing how fast, how
old they are, and how much time has passed so fast.
Speaker 4 (04:24):
And losing somebody you love that that's close. That's kind
of like I have a close friend who lost their
mom and it happens randomly. You'll start crying, yeah, and
I'm like, and you know what they tell me, and
I'm I'm always like, yo, you're good, You're good. You know,
don't worry about it. It's like, until you lose a
parent or something like that, you can never understand like
that pain and just have just flow over you. So
(04:45):
that's that's a human thing.
Speaker 1 (04:47):
The parenthal lossie been on my mind along, Like my
parents are getting old. I see them slowing down so much.
Speaker 4 (04:54):
One of my friends man, and I don't want to
say his name, but you know I love bro, and
hold your head, but he lost his dad just the
other day, exactly a year since he lost his mom
exactly on the same day a year later, and I'm like, damn,
I still got my both parents. And they keep telling me, Yo,
keep calling your parents every day, bro, because we're at
(05:15):
that age.
Speaker 3 (05:16):
We are at that age and every time I post,
whether it's my mom or my dad, I always get
at least one DM of someone being like, I love
seeing you post your parents lost whoever mine both one,
And you know, I'm so jealous that you know it
is true? We're very fortunate. And you know, I know,
like every once in a while, my mom, she'll see
(05:38):
the kids something she's she gets choked up thinking about
her mom not being here either. My god, I want
what Kodak flacks on, because I just you.
Speaker 2 (05:48):
Know, I found out what it was. Oh, she was smacking.
You can get down with that, and then I will cry.
Speaker 4 (05:56):
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