A first-person confession about joining a hedonistic cult in the 1980s and the long, ugly cost of membership—how youthful thrills calcify into obligation and shame. Stark, guilty, and quietly corrosive.
Credits: Produced by Mickie Eberz.
Narration by Spring Heeled Jack (Anthony Landis).
Story credit: Morning Owl.
Closing track: The Devil Made Me Do It by Empress.
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