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August 18, 2025 53 mins

Ever notice how we can sabotage the very things we want most?

 

That was me, literally trying to break up with my soulmate because my Gene Keys shadows were convinced I was "protecting" myself.

 

The plot twist? The same patterns that made me want to run away as a little girl in Oklahoma, that had me fantasizing about escaping my entire 13-year marriage, were now threatening to destroy the one relationship where I actually felt safe and at home.

 

In today's episode, I'm breaking down the Gene Keys that revealed why I'm wired to run when things get good, what happened during that tearful Father's Day conversation that changed everything, and how understanding my SQ and Core Wound spheres saved my relationship.

 

You'll discover the Pathway of Love in the Venus Sequence, why some of us crave solitude when we're in love and intimacy when we're alone, and the shadow patterns that convince us we're being "mature" when we're actually being controlled by our deepest fears.

 

Ready to understand why you might sabotage your own happiness?

 

Let's dive in, babes!

 

Xx, KD

 

Ready to Go Even Deeper? Join my Gene Keys Book Club where we dive into the shadow patterns that sabotage your relationships and keep you from receiving the love you deserve.

 

🌟 Your transformation is waiting!

 

This one hit home? Screenshot your biggest takeaway and tag me @iamkaijadawn in your stories!

 

Hit subscribe for more vulnerable truth-telling and Gene Keys goodness ✨

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