“Lord, if You loved me, why did You let me go through that trauma?
Why did You let me get hurt like that? Betrayed like that?
Why would You let the very thing that hardened my heart toward You… happen?”
Yeah… this episode got real deep.
I wasn’t even going to post it. Missed both my deadlines.
But I refused to let self-sabotage have the final say.
Perfectionism? It’s a drug I’m breaking free from.
Because consistency isn’t showing up perfect—it’s just showing up.
Even when it’s messy. Even when it’s late.
This episode is for the one who feels far from God.
The one who thinks He’s taken His hand off your life.
The one who’s let trauma put walls around your heart so high, you don’t even know how to let God’s love back in.
We talk about:
Why it feels like God let it happen
How trauma impacts your relationship with Him
Why we run from God when we should be running to Him
How to stand firm when He feels silent
Scriptures like Psalms 136, Psalms 139, and Romans 12:12 that remind us: He never left
You may never understand His ways…
but you can always accept His love—even through the pain, the questions, and the fight.
It’s not easy… but it’s worth it...Are you ready to start the conversation?
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