February 14, 2025 • 31 mins
Day of Event: February 14, 2024 aka Valentine's Day!
A lover's holiday spent loving myself and my cherished loved ones!!
My kids, my family... and psychic readings. what? lol, yes, a little psychic "muscle" flex- we all possess this gift and while some flex it and work it out like a body builder, some let it atrophy and that's okay. This was just a mild, occasional workout, lol.
An amazing interaction with my daughter I'll always cherish... I'm a lucky mommie!!
Scarlett Davis
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Reality bites.
Reality check.
Reality TV.
This is real life and this is mylife.
I'm the future single lady.
My name is Scarlett Davis and Idecided to try to peacefully
separate from my husband.
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I wanted to be a family unitwith him and our two almost
grown children.
I just didn't want to be marriedto him anymore.
I wasn't happy.
Obviously neither was he and Ijust felt like it was time to
rip off the Band Aid.
Well, it didn't work.
Things didn't go as smoothly asI thought.
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This is my story.
I'd love for you to hang outwith me.
Just know that no matter what Isay, whatever advice I kind of
sort of give, because let's faceit, I'm, I'm a woman.
I'm a hairstylist.
I'm also a massage therapist,but I, I say a lot of things and
people will take it as advice,but I am not qualified other
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than life experience and somecertifications that really in
the end don't matter.
I am not legally, um, certified,qualified or anything to give
medical advice, nutritionaladvice, legal advice.
I'm just a woman here spillingher shit.
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Hoping that it provides somekind of entertainment for you.
Maybe some companionship alongthe way.
And it would be great if, if, Itoffered some insight into
situations for people so thatthey did better down the road or
that you bonded together betteror something.
I don't know.
This is just me spilling my gutsand I'm glad you're here.
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I hope you enjoy.
I hope you find some kind ofentertainment out of this.
Okay, so here we go again.
Um, we're doing a wrap on thesesix weeks and that brings us to
February 14th, Valentine's Day.
I did not make an entry thatmorning.
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I was only in the afternoon, andit's about three pages long, and
so I'm just gonna continue onlike I did yesterday, and
hopefully it goes as smooth asit did yesterday.
So it says, ah, sweetValentine's Day.
I spoke to my, to my aunt aftermy son left for school.
She had messaged that my husbandput it on Facebook, and I read
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it.
It was nicely done.
Basically, it said something tothe effect of, well, after
almost 19 years, we're callingit quits.
Kind of thing, which I thinkit's funny that he published on
Facebook because when we almostdivorced about six or seven
years earlier in 2017, um, I hadput out on Facebook.
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Does anyone know a good divorcelawyer?
And People started commentingand they said well, hopefully
it's not for you And I said wellsadly it is and then everybody
started commenting So I didn't Ididn't actually put it out there
to put it out there and to spillthe tea You It was because I was
seriously asking for advice.
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If anybody could recommend agood divorce lawyer and that we
will just say that it, that itcaused a lot of issues.
And even my all knowing brotherlooked down through the top of
his furrowed eyebrows at meabout how some people put too
much information out there.
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Fuck you.
Number one, I wasn't putting itout there as an announcement.
I was literally asking for help.
So fuck off anybody who thinksotherwise.
Moving on.
So he put it out there onFacebook.
He, he wanted to spill the tea.
He wanted the attention.
Narcissist.
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So she and I spoke until I hadto run out the door, uh, for my
client that day for today, I wasgoing to do the taxes
expeditiously, but lawyer calledand it was great.
Both kids came home hoursearlier than usual due to
culinary early release.
And cause they were in theculinary team where my son was
assisting the culinary team ofwhich my daughter was a
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participant.
Uh, Yeah, and each scared thecrap out of me, lol.
But I got to talk to each ofthem individually, and I've
learned that I truly treasurethis time with them even more
than usual.
They seem clearer, brighter, andmore level headed and astute
than ever before.
They really are some remarkablekids, and I did a couple of
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heart sunshine emojis.
Um, that's what I call them.
It's my own little I am soblessed that I get to call these
sweet babies mine.
Let this be the excerpt that isread at that special time for
each of my babies as often asthey desire and also when they
need it most.
I am such a lucky mommy.
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The kids were surprised withValentine's treats on their
beds.
They were in their rooms ontheir beds so that the kids
wouldn't be confused that, um,if the gifts were in a common
area and also because a certainsomeone wouldn't have to see
them and draw the wrongconclusions.
So my kids got the treats likethey normally would.
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And it's just that it was formommy and it was in their rooms
instead of in a common area.
Both were genuinely surprisedand very appreciative.
My son is excited that he's lostmore weight than he expected.
The last two weeks, yay, got,hopefully, the necessary cardio
info from the, that therecruiter needed, or at least
got the ball rolling, if thatwasn't enough, but I hope it was
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all, I hope it was all elsebeing equal, all for the
greatest good.
My daughter and I also got tohave a few great moments.
My son made it a point to tellme not to go too far away when I
go, because he will drive tocome see me.
Made me cry, and he's so full ofhugs, my sweet baby.
Happy face heart heart sunshineemoji my daughter after her
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forever long spiel aboutvalentine's gifts um something
apologizing or all Uploading orwhatever talking about all of
her her her track and culinaryall of her friends Uh, she
finally made a comment aboutneeding gas, but would would
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wait until payday.
She didn't need it that badTalking about gas in her car.
Um I asked how much it normallycosts to, to fill up and she
said about 20 bucks.
I told her, I told her I'd payfor her gas and to take my card.
She was appreciative, but thenlooked up at me and asked, I got
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to describe this really quick.
So she was sitting at thekitchen table and I was standing
by the bar and she looked at mebecause she knew that her dad
had had stopped all the moneycoming to me and basically all I
had was what was in the bankalready because his name was.
was not on most of the accountsbecause he was not good with
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money.
I was always the one who wastrusted to make sure the bills
got paid.
That was my job.
I was the CFO of the household,basically.
Um, so she knew that his billspaid all the money or his money
paid all the bills, but it cameinto my accounts and, uh, I sent
the money out.
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She, she, she was like, she wasvery appreciative and she was
like, thanks mom.
And then she, I guess then itreally hit her and then she
goes, wait a minute.
Are you sure?
She was concerned about mefinancially.
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I nodded my head and remindedmyself of my mother as I said
this, Yes, I'm sure.
I may not be sure what myfinances will be in the future,
but I can afford this right now.
And I smiled.
As my eyes watered, And I cried.
She got up out of the chair andshe came to give me a hug.
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My daughter, who shows, whoshows little deep emotion,
hugged me tight and thanked me.
I told her that I'd always takecare of her and that the more we
give, the more there is to give.
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She thanked me again, and Ithink even again, and It felt so
good to be so generous.
I don't recall if it was beforeor after, but I found the gift
card to the sporting goods storeI had and sent it with her to
replace, uh, she had a calfcompression sleeve because of
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her shin splints and somebodystole it.
So I sent her with the gift cardthat I had to the sporting goods
store and I told her to replaceit.
I gave, I gave her the, the, thegift card and my card to pay for
the rest.
They didn't have it, nor did theother box store.
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Turns out, but, but everythingwas okay.
I came inside the house to findher taking pictures of her
bouquet of irises, which weregifts for me, with a rose from
her boyfriend in the middle.
She was so happy, and she lovesthem so much, and she went to
hide the chocolates, as she wentto hide them in her closet.
From herself, so she didn't eatthem until after her, her race
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tomorrow.
She was, she was, uh, I think itwas track.
Glad she loves them and trustthat I did a good job.
Oh, and that I did a good job.
The attorney's retainer was morethan I had expected, but it's
okay because I know it's goingto be, it's going to be free.
I was expecting attorney's feesto be paid since he was the one
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who wanted attorneys.
I wanted a mediator.
We'll talk about that later.
And I embraced this particularblessing.
I was trying to manifest there.
I received message after messageof affirmation that the universe
has my back.
838 Uh, basically I give a listof symbols and signs that I've
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seen that whenever I looked attheir interpretations and their
meanings, it's just so manyaffirmations that I was doing
exactly what it was supposed tobe.
Um, I love how Corona, that'sthe cat, is loving, okay, I'm
just going to say this cat, Hewas wild and crazy and um, I had
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to bottle feed him at first.
He was almost kind of feral.
Um, but he, unlike the other catthat I bottle fed, he was much
more aggressive and independentand definitely wanted things his
way.
He tried to be dominant and Iset things straight with animals
from the get go.
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No, you're not the boss.
I am.
I'm the alpha.
Well, he didn't like it.
And even though it was yearslater, this was, uh, um, He was
just starting to warm up to me.
I, I, whatever.
But as soon as this all wentdown, he was much more nicer,
much nicer to me.
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So, I love how Corona is lovingand appreciative, appreciates,
appreciative to me now, and howNeNe, that's my sister's dog,
little weenie dog, goes nuts forme.
Thank you, universe.
I receive these blessings.
I receive these blessings.
And then here's a quote, theweight of a feather must be
heavy on the scale of justice.
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I don't know where I got thatquote from but, uh, I took, I
wrote in here, I take this as analmighty angel feather and I
thank, thank God so much.
So many of the messages areabout my future and I'm so
excited.
These lights being shown areobliterating the dark and I am
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grateful.
I came up with some, some greatones today.
And okay, so I'm just going togo ahead and say that I have
this wonderful idea that I feellike could be explosive as far
as t shirts and, and everything,but it's about changing words.
And here's an example.
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So I think we've probably allseen this one where somebody
takes the word impossible andchanges it to I'm possible.
Well, the first one that I haveis Here that had come up a few
days earlier was in joy Well,not and joy.
I want to be in joy And I feellike when we are enjoying
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something that typicallyrealistically we are in Joy, and
so I would love to see thatplastered on t shirts or okay.
I want to trademark this Okay,so just don't don't take my
ideas.
It's it's on record now thatit's mine um But capital I
capital in joy So enjoy what youdo.
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And then my little heartsunshine thing, I, I have a
whole lot of these, these thingsand I would, I would love to do
this.
Um, I feel like I, I ask everyday that to be guided by my best
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future self and that she knowshow to get me from here to her.
Following the signs and beingplayed like a puppet by her.
The best future me.
So nice and so easily thingswere played out.
Oh, I diverted and went over tomy mom's house and that was the
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place to be for Valentine's.
It was so good.
The dinner, the company, oh, thereadings.
So, yes, the readings.
So, I'm going to stop righthere.
My nephew and I were having aconversation and somehow tarot
cards came up and he said thatthey always had bad messages for
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him.
And that was like needle scratchoff the record wet.
Cause that's not the case.
No, that never happens.
And so basically I wondered, Iquestioned how they were being
read.
And my sister has, has threedifferent sets of, some of them
are Oracle cards, not exactlythe same.
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Actually, I think maybe all ofthem anyway.
And so I asked for, I asked him,I said, do you want me to do a
reading for you?
And he was like, okay.
And I asked my sister if it wasokay.
She said, yeah, my mom wascooking and you could tell that
she was like perked up.
She's My mother is, is gifted.
She is in tune, but she is notas in tu in tune, it turns out,
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as my sister and I are.
I only found out a few years agothat my sister was into anything
metaphysical.
And, just to give you a note, Iam more intuitive than anything.
Um, I focus, and when it comesto cards, I'll go through my
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process, and I'll have peoplethink about their, their stuff
and pull their cards, and I willhave somebody else read out what
the meaning of the card is.
So if I'm doing a reading onyou, then whoever our third
party friend is, I will havethem actually read the, the
meaning of that card.
So, and then I will give myinterpretation of the message
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that I'm getting.
And so this turned out to be areally interesting night.
The readings were amazing.
Okay, my nephew's comment aboutthat.
It was basically, it was a dooropened.
I love it.
Turns out that he had a hiddenunfocused passion that needed to
be followed.
It was an incredible blessing toread and to inspire.
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My sister's request and blessedfuture endeavors.
Well, she's, um, she's going tohave some really blessed future
endeavors.
It's the things that I saw inthe future for, for each, each
person individually wasabsolutely amazing.
But my mom, hers was the best.
I am so excited and relieved forher.
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And, and, uh, And mine too, nota thorough interpretation, but
enough and, and so good.
Then I started, okay, sorry,this is how I do my journal
because I journal for myself.
My mom is reading was, it waslong.
There were probably at least 20cards and it was so incredibly
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accurate.
The cards laid down outlined herentire life.
Um, at least from about highschool on, uh, and what is held
in her future.
I'm, I'm still.
Looking for those things tohappen because whoo ee.
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Okay, then I started my period.
I know that I half heartedlyhoped that I'd start it as an
excuse not to have sex with myhusband, but that's so not
necessary now, lol.
I think I'll call, I think I'llcall her the holiday period.
Or exclamation mark, becauseshe's always celebrating.
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Because Christmas Eve, mymother's birthday, now
Valentine's, and I'm pretty sureThanksgiving.
Just wondering when the periodblue moon is.
April.
Approximately 25 to 26 daycycle.
April.
Maybe May or both.
I feel so happy and light andfeel things are so right.
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Messages all reiterate.
All is on my side so I cancomplete my sole mission to help
the world and I'm so blessedwith infinite abundance for the
purpose of sharing blessing.
So rewarding the messages saythis outright.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
And I noticed all kinds oftwitches in random areas,
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talking about on my body.
All these twitches in randomareas and I feel like it's a
release of old programming andreintegration slash awakening of
new crystalline downloads.
Basically, I'm just going toexplain what I mean here.
So, There are crystals all inthe body and a crystal can hold
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an entire library ofinformation, but we tend to
program ourselves.
Uh, you know, imagine if you hada computer that was, well, we'll
say, we'll say you had a vehiclethat was the equivalent of a
Ferrari and you were using itlike a go kart.
That's basically how limiting weare in our beliefs and
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everything.
There's, there's so much moreout there, but we have
programming that limits us.
And.
Some of it is inherited, some ofit is learned, some of it we
create, and you, you're startingto see this everywhere, where,
uh, matter of fact, I heard iton a, on a, on a webinar earlier
today, uh, about how somebodyhad a limiting belief that they
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had created when they were fiveyears old, and a lot of this
happens.
We make judgments about thingsthat we lack intelligence or
information about.
We create an assumption And abelief from that.
And then we spend the rest ofour lives limited by it and
often passing it on to thosearound us, whether it's our
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friends, our family, ourchildren, and then the cycle
continues.
So there are a lot of people whoare all about breaking the
cycle, breaking the limitingbeliefs, getting rid of it.
I've been working on that forsome time now.
So that's what I was referringto.
Yes, please reprogram releaseand receive my nephew's gift of
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artistry tonight.
His.
Thank you Aunt Sissy was sorewarding, but even better was
the, the dream interpretation.
It opened a gateway for me tosee his downloads.
Of high authority, perspective,that kid knows stuff.
And I'm so blessed to see it.
Thank you, Lord.
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Today is such a great day.
And the traits of her, my, my,my best self today, there were
multiple.
Successful, healthy, andgenerous.
And productive.
Well, it was all of those, and Ireceived blessing after blessing
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after blessing.
Smiley, face and heart,sunshine, inverted rebirth.
That's a term I created justthen because I don't need to be
born again because I always wasand always will be.
I cannot hide who I am, but theold and no longer necessary will
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die and fall away.
And if you listen long enough,you will hear.
A memorial given for me.
I loved that all were home andmostly in bed when I got home.
But my son was waiting up,concerned and about to send me a
text to He was about to send mea text to let him know whenever
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I got home.
What a great son I got.
Love it, love it, love it, loveit all.
Love the unifers and theirsmiley faces and heart sunshine
emojis everywhere.
So my daughter was in bed.
My husband was in bed in thespare room.
My son was about to go to bed,but he was concerned about me
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because it was after dark.
He didn't know where I was.
And he wanted to make sure thathe got notified when I got home
because he cares.
That was a really incrediblething for me.
I received that.
I received that.
I received that.
And no matter what else happensin the future, you think about
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and look on and reflect onmoments like that.
Moments like that.
always kind of were.
Both of my kids, I've givengreat examples tonight of how
amazing my children are, howgreat our bond is, has always
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been.
So when you hear the stories ofwhat is coming, it's going to be
pretty hard to believe.
And you're likely to believe inthe monstrosity of what a person
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has become and why I want it outand why I pray for my
children's.
Safety.
Yeah.
So that's that.
I'm glad you're here.
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I hope you're reflecting onthings.
I hope that whatever I've sharedwith you tonight, whether it was
any of the metaphysical stuff orthe relationship that I've
obviously always had with mykids or anything else, if it
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promotes you to Examine yourrelationships and Either to
invest in them more Or tonourish what you already have to
be grateful for what you have Orwhatever that would be great
Life is better when we love eachother I can't wait to tell you
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about Actually, and maybe Ishould have done it already, but
i'm trying to keep up with thiswhole calendar thing.
So I'll get on that as quick asI can.
Okay I'll now tell you how itactually went down the
conversation of me wanting adivorce to be peacefully
unmarried.
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I'm glad you're here.
I'm glad you're on this journeywith me and I know there were
already some tears tonight.
That's me.
I'm not gonna stuff them down.
You already know that I've had achildhood issue with being made
to not cry as if somebody canreally make themselves not cry.
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And then the sad thing was withthe person who was my
stepdaughter at the time, I wascarrying on for, for a period of
time, the same way I had beenraised.
And then I realized that I wasbehaving like a monster who had
a significant impact on my lifeand I did not want to be in the
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same category as that person.
So.
To my former stepdaughter, Iapologize.
I so significantly and deeply,seriously apologize.
I was continuing on a patternthat had been set for me.
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And this is one of many reasonsthat I, well, I've always tried
to improve myself.
I always felt like, and I toldher many times, That we can't
control the things that go on inour lives, but we can learn from
them so Her life the timeline ofher life and the thing in and
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mine are shockingly similar theages that we were when parents
got divorced and remarried andthis and that and this and that
and having Parents and stepparents and blah, blah, blah,
blah, blah.
I told her one time that wecan't control what other people
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do, but we can learn from it.
And, you know, when you're youngat that age, you can't make
decisions.
You kind of are stuck with whatyou get, but what you can do is
remember.
Remember the things that makeyou happy and why they make you
happy.
And also remember the thingsthat make you sad.
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And why they make you sad.
And one of these days whenyou're older and you have the
power to influence someone orsomething or an environment or
situation, if you have the powerto make someone happy and it's
reasonable to do so, do it.
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If you remember what it was liketo feel that kind of happy, and
you can do that, then do it.
And if you have the power toprevent someone from being sad,
You can't prevent all sadness.
Sometimes you have to experiencethings, but if it's not
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necessary and you can prevent itand it's fair and reasonable for
you to do so, then do it.
Because who wants to be sad andwho wants to be responsible for
making someone sad?
That's just not cool.
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So I said that to her one timeand I know that she received it
because Weeks or months laterShe was probably Six seven years
old somewhere around there We'rein the front yard, and she looks
at me Makes eye contact with me,and she is I'm gonna remember
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this Huh Wow What whatgratification to know that I
actually reached someone And ina really good way Now that being
said I will tell you that Sheand I have always loved each
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other But there has always beena strain on our relationship for
a lot of different reasons andthat's a whole other ball of wax
But I confess to you that Iengaged in patterns that had
been set for me When Mine andher relationship, my marriage to
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her father, first started.
I apologize.
But I'm glad that I was able torecognize that I was following
in someone else's footsteps,footsteps that I did not like,
and I broke that chain.
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I love that my aunt calls me achain breaker.
And she recognizes it becauseshe's one too We're powerful
women and we stand up and westand strong we've observed
we've experienced and we'veobserved and we said no No,
things are not gonna be likethat.
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I decide that it's not gonna belike that.
I Have the power to changethings and I do So Whew.
Kind of went off on a tangentthere, didn't I?
I am woman, hear me roar.
Anyway, that's what this journeyis going to be like.
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And this journey, should youchoose to engage upon it, it's
going to be full of ups, downs,and all arounds.
There are going to be timeswhere I congratulate myself for
being a badass bitch.
Ownin my shit.
And then there are gonna betimes that I fall down on my
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knees and I'm bawling and I'mcrying and Cause I'm losing my
shit.
I can't handle my shit.
I'm getting pummeled with shit.
Lots and lots of shit.
I apologize, I really didn't,didn't think that would be doing
so much potty mouth.
With this, but you know what?
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This is me.
This is my life.
I'm real.
I'm authentic.
And, um, this is unedited, soyou're welcome.
I'll see you down the road.
Reality bites.
Reality check.
Reality TV.
This is real life and this is mylife.
I'm the future single lady.
My name is Scarlett Davis and Idecided to try to peacefully
separate from my husband.
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I wanted to be a family unitwith him and our two almost
grown children.
I just didn't want to be marriedto him anymore.
I wasn't happy.
Obviously neither was he and Ijust felt like it was time to
rip off the Band Aid.
Well, it didn't work.
Things didn't go as smoothly asI thought.
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This is my story.
I'd love for you to hang outwith me.
Just know that no matter what Isay, whatever advice I kind of
sort of give, because let's faceit, I'm, I'm a woman.
I'm a hairstylist.
I'm also a massage therapist,but I, I say a lot of things and
people will take it as advice,but I am not qualified other
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than life experience and somecertifications that really in
the end don't matter.
I am not legally, um, certified,qualified or anything to give
medical advice, nutritionaladvice, legal advice.
I'm just a woman here spillingher shit.
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Hoping that it provides somekind of entertainment for you.
Maybe some companionship alongthe way.
And it would be great if, if, Itoffered some insight into
situations for people so thatthey did better down the road or
that you bonded together betteror something.
I don't know.
This is just me spilling my gutsand I'm glad you're here.
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I hope you enjoy.
I hope you find some kind ofentertainment out of this.
Okay, so here we go again.
Um, we're doing a wrap on thesesix weeks and that brings us to
February 14th, Valentine's Day.
I did not make an entry thatmorning.
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I was only in the afternoon, andit's about three pages long, and
so I'm just gonna continue onlike I did yesterday, and
hopefully it goes as smooth asit did yesterday.
So it says, ah, sweetValentine's Day.
I spoke to my, to my aunt aftermy son left for school.
She had messaged that my husbandput it on Facebook, and I read
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it.
It was nicely done.
Basically, it said something tothe effect of, well, after
almost 19 years, we're callingit quits.
Kind of thing, which I thinkit's funny that he published on
Facebook because when we almostdivorced about six or seven
years earlier in 2017, um, I hadput out on Facebook.
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Does anyone know a good divorcelawyer?
And People started commentingand they said well, hopefully
it's not for you And I said wellsadly it is and then everybody
started commenting So I didn't Ididn't actually put it out there
to put it out there and to spillthe tea You It was because I was
seriously asking for advice.
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If anybody could recommend agood divorce lawyer and that we
will just say that it, that itcaused a lot of issues.
And even my all knowing brotherlooked down through the top of
his furrowed eyebrows at meabout how some people put too
much information out there.
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Fuck you.
Number one, I wasn't putting itout there as an announcement.
I was literally asking for help.
So fuck off anybody who thinksotherwise.
Moving on.
So he put it out there onFacebook.
He, he wanted to spill the tea.
He wanted the attention.
Narcissist.
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So she and I spoke until I hadto run out the door, uh, for my
client that day for today, I wasgoing to do the taxes
expeditiously, but lawyer calledand it was great.
Both kids came home hoursearlier than usual due to
culinary early release.
And cause they were in theculinary team where my son was
assisting the culinary team ofwhich my daughter was a
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participant.
Uh, Yeah, and each scared thecrap out of me, lol.
But I got to talk to each ofthem individually, and I've
learned that I truly treasurethis time with them even more
than usual.
They seem clearer, brighter, andmore level headed and astute
than ever before.
They really are some remarkablekids, and I did a couple of
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heart sunshine emojis.
Um, that's what I call them.
It's my own little I am soblessed that I get to call these
sweet babies mine.
Let this be the excerpt that isread at that special time for
each of my babies as often asthey desire and also when they
need it most.
I am such a lucky mommy.
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The kids were surprised withValentine's treats on their
beds.
They were in their rooms ontheir beds so that the kids
wouldn't be confused that, um,if the gifts were in a common
area and also because a certainsomeone wouldn't have to see
them and draw the wrongconclusions.
So my kids got the treats likethey normally would.
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And it's just that it was formommy and it was in their rooms
instead of in a common area.
Both were genuinely surprisedand very appreciative.
My son is excited that he's lostmore weight than he expected.
The last two weeks, yay, got,hopefully, the necessary cardio
info from the, that therecruiter needed, or at least
got the ball rolling, if thatwasn't enough, but I hope it was
(05:46):
all, I hope it was all elsebeing equal, all for the
greatest good.
My daughter and I also got tohave a few great moments.
My son made it a point to tellme not to go too far away when I
go, because he will drive tocome see me.
Made me cry, and he's so full ofhugs, my sweet baby.
Happy face heart heart sunshineemoji my daughter after her
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forever long spiel aboutvalentine's gifts um something
apologizing or all Uploading orwhatever talking about all of
her her her track and culinaryall of her friends Uh, she
finally made a comment aboutneeding gas, but would would
(06:31):
wait until payday.
She didn't need it that badTalking about gas in her car.
Um I asked how much it normallycosts to, to fill up and she
said about 20 bucks.
I told her, I told her I'd payfor her gas and to take my card.
She was appreciative, but thenlooked up at me and asked, I got
(06:53):
to describe this really quick.
So she was sitting at thekitchen table and I was standing
by the bar and she looked at mebecause she knew that her dad
had had stopped all the moneycoming to me and basically all I
had was what was in the bankalready because his name was.
was not on most of the accountsbecause he was not good with
(07:15):
money.
I was always the one who wastrusted to make sure the bills
got paid.
That was my job.
I was the CFO of the household,basically.
Um, so she knew that his billspaid all the money or his money
paid all the bills, but it cameinto my accounts and, uh, I sent
the money out.
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She, she, she was like, she wasvery appreciative and she was
like, thanks mom.
And then she, I guess then itreally hit her and then she
goes, wait a minute.
Are you sure?
She was concerned about mefinancially.
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I nodded my head and remindedmyself of my mother as I said
this, Yes, I'm sure.
I may not be sure what myfinances will be in the future,
but I can afford this right now.
And I smiled.
As my eyes watered, And I cried.
She got up out of the chair andshe came to give me a hug.
(08:19):
My daughter, who shows, whoshows little deep emotion,
hugged me tight and thanked me.
I told her that I'd always takecare of her and that the more we
give, the more there is to give.
(08:41):
She thanked me again, and Ithink even again, and It felt so
good to be so generous.
I don't recall if it was beforeor after, but I found the gift
card to the sporting goods storeI had and sent it with her to
replace, uh, she had a calfcompression sleeve because of
(09:05):
her shin splints and somebodystole it.
So I sent her with the gift cardthat I had to the sporting goods
store and I told her to replaceit.
I gave, I gave her the, the, thegift card and my card to pay for
the rest.
They didn't have it, nor did theother box store.
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Turns out, but, but everythingwas okay.
I came inside the house to findher taking pictures of her
bouquet of irises, which weregifts for me, with a rose from
her boyfriend in the middle.
She was so happy, and she lovesthem so much, and she went to
hide the chocolates, as she wentto hide them in her closet.
From herself, so she didn't eatthem until after her, her race
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tomorrow.
She was, she was, uh, I think itwas track.
Glad she loves them and trustthat I did a good job.
Oh, and that I did a good job.
The attorney's retainer was morethan I had expected, but it's
okay because I know it's goingto be, it's going to be free.
I was expecting attorney's feesto be paid since he was the one
(10:14):
who wanted attorneys.
I wanted a mediator.
We'll talk about that later.
And I embraced this particularblessing.
I was trying to manifest there.
I received message after messageof affirmation that the universe
has my back.
838 Uh, basically I give a listof symbols and signs that I've
(10:36):
seen that whenever I looked attheir interpretations and their
meanings, it's just so manyaffirmations that I was doing
exactly what it was supposed tobe.
Um, I love how Corona, that'sthe cat, is loving, okay, I'm
just going to say this cat, Hewas wild and crazy and um, I had
(10:56):
to bottle feed him at first.
He was almost kind of feral.
Um, but he, unlike the other catthat I bottle fed, he was much
more aggressive and independentand definitely wanted things his
way.
He tried to be dominant and Iset things straight with animals
from the get go.
(11:17):
No, you're not the boss.
I am.
I'm the alpha.
Well, he didn't like it.
And even though it was yearslater, this was, uh, um, He was
just starting to warm up to me.
I, I, whatever.
But as soon as this all wentdown, he was much more nicer,
much nicer to me.
(11:37):
So, I love how Corona is lovingand appreciative, appreciates,
appreciative to me now, and howNeNe, that's my sister's dog,
little weenie dog, goes nuts forme.
Thank you, universe.
I receive these blessings.
I receive these blessings.
And then here's a quote, theweight of a feather must be
heavy on the scale of justice.
(11:59):
I don't know where I got thatquote from but, uh, I took, I
wrote in here, I take this as analmighty angel feather and I
thank, thank God so much.
So many of the messages areabout my future and I'm so
excited.
These lights being shown areobliterating the dark and I am
(12:20):
grateful.
I came up with some, some greatones today.
And okay, so I'm just going togo ahead and say that I have
this wonderful idea that I feellike could be explosive as far
as t shirts and, and everything,but it's about changing words.
And here's an example.
(12:41):
So I think we've probably allseen this one where somebody
takes the word impossible andchanges it to I'm possible.
Well, the first one that I haveis Here that had come up a few
days earlier was in joy Well,not and joy.
I want to be in joy And I feellike when we are enjoying
(13:04):
something that typicallyrealistically we are in Joy, and
so I would love to see thatplastered on t shirts or okay.
I want to trademark this Okay,so just don't don't take my
ideas.
It's it's on record now thatit's mine um But capital I
capital in joy So enjoy what youdo.
(13:25):
And then my little heartsunshine thing, I, I have a
whole lot of these, these thingsand I would, I would love to do
this.
Um, I feel like I, I ask everyday that to be guided by my best
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future self and that she knowshow to get me from here to her.
Following the signs and beingplayed like a puppet by her.
The best future me.
So nice and so easily thingswere played out.
Oh, I diverted and went over tomy mom's house and that was the
(14:08):
place to be for Valentine's.
It was so good.
The dinner, the company, oh, thereadings.
So, yes, the readings.
So, I'm going to stop righthere.
My nephew and I were having aconversation and somehow tarot
cards came up and he said thatthey always had bad messages for
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him.
And that was like needle scratchoff the record wet.
Cause that's not the case.
No, that never happens.
And so basically I wondered, Iquestioned how they were being
read.
And my sister has, has threedifferent sets of, some of them
are Oracle cards, not exactlythe same.
(14:51):
Actually, I think maybe all ofthem anyway.
And so I asked for, I asked him,I said, do you want me to do a
reading for you?
And he was like, okay.
And I asked my sister if it wasokay.
She said, yeah, my mom wascooking and you could tell that
she was like perked up.
She's My mother is, is gifted.
She is in tune, but she is notas in tu in tune, it turns out,
(15:16):
as my sister and I are.
I only found out a few years agothat my sister was into anything
metaphysical.
And, just to give you a note, Iam more intuitive than anything.
Um, I focus, and when it comesto cards, I'll go through my
(15:38):
process, and I'll have peoplethink about their, their stuff
and pull their cards, and I willhave somebody else read out what
the meaning of the card is.
So if I'm doing a reading onyou, then whoever our third
party friend is, I will havethem actually read the, the
meaning of that card.
So, and then I will give myinterpretation of the message
(16:00):
that I'm getting.
And so this turned out to be areally interesting night.
The readings were amazing.
Okay, my nephew's comment aboutthat.
It was basically, it was a dooropened.
I love it.
Turns out that he had a hiddenunfocused passion that needed to
be followed.
It was an incredible blessing toread and to inspire.
(16:25):
My sister's request and blessedfuture endeavors.
Well, she's, um, she's going tohave some really blessed future
endeavors.
It's the things that I saw inthe future for, for each, each
person individually wasabsolutely amazing.
But my mom, hers was the best.
I am so excited and relieved forher.
(16:47):
And, and, uh, And mine too, nota thorough interpretation, but
enough and, and so good.
Then I started, okay, sorry,this is how I do my journal
because I journal for myself.
My mom is reading was, it waslong.
There were probably at least 20cards and it was so incredibly
(17:10):
accurate.
The cards laid down outlined herentire life.
Um, at least from about highschool on, uh, and what is held
in her future.
I'm, I'm still.
Looking for those things tohappen because whoo ee.
(17:30):
Okay, then I started my period.
I know that I half heartedlyhoped that I'd start it as an
excuse not to have sex with myhusband, but that's so not
necessary now, lol.
I think I'll call, I think I'llcall her the holiday period.
Or exclamation mark, becauseshe's always celebrating.
(17:54):
Because Christmas Eve, mymother's birthday, now
Valentine's, and I'm pretty sureThanksgiving.
Just wondering when the periodblue moon is.
April.
Approximately 25 to 26 daycycle.
April.
Maybe May or both.
I feel so happy and light andfeel things are so right.
(18:15):
Messages all reiterate.
All is on my side so I cancomplete my sole mission to help
the world and I'm so blessedwith infinite abundance for the
purpose of sharing blessing.
So rewarding the messages saythis outright.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
And I noticed all kinds oftwitches in random areas,
(18:36):
talking about on my body.
All these twitches in randomareas and I feel like it's a
release of old programming andreintegration slash awakening of
new crystalline downloads.
Basically, I'm just going toexplain what I mean here.
So, There are crystals all inthe body and a crystal can hold
(18:58):
an entire library ofinformation, but we tend to
program ourselves.
Uh, you know, imagine if you hada computer that was, well, we'll
say, we'll say you had a vehiclethat was the equivalent of a
Ferrari and you were using itlike a go kart.
That's basically how limiting weare in our beliefs and
(19:19):
everything.
There's, there's so much moreout there, but we have
programming that limits us.
And.
Some of it is inherited, some ofit is learned, some of it we
create, and you, you're startingto see this everywhere, where,
uh, matter of fact, I heard iton a, on a, on a webinar earlier
today, uh, about how somebodyhad a limiting belief that they
(19:44):
had created when they were fiveyears old, and a lot of this
happens.
We make judgments about thingsthat we lack intelligence or
information about.
We create an assumption And abelief from that.
And then we spend the rest ofour lives limited by it and
often passing it on to thosearound us, whether it's our
(20:07):
friends, our family, ourchildren, and then the cycle
continues.
So there are a lot of people whoare all about breaking the
cycle, breaking the limitingbeliefs, getting rid of it.
I've been working on that forsome time now.
So that's what I was referringto.
Yes, please reprogram releaseand receive my nephew's gift of
(20:31):
artistry tonight.
His.
Thank you Aunt Sissy was sorewarding, but even better was
the, the dream interpretation.
It opened a gateway for me tosee his downloads.
Of high authority, perspective,that kid knows stuff.
And I'm so blessed to see it.
Thank you, Lord.
(20:52):
Today is such a great day.
And the traits of her, my, my,my best self today, there were
multiple.
Successful, healthy, andgenerous.
And productive.
Well, it was all of those, and Ireceived blessing after blessing
(21:15):
after blessing.
Smiley, face and heart,sunshine, inverted rebirth.
That's a term I created justthen because I don't need to be
born again because I always wasand always will be.
I cannot hide who I am, but theold and no longer necessary will
(21:36):
die and fall away.
And if you listen long enough,you will hear.
A memorial given for me.
I loved that all were home andmostly in bed when I got home.
But my son was waiting up,concerned and about to send me a
text to He was about to send mea text to let him know whenever
(21:58):
I got home.
What a great son I got.
Love it, love it, love it, loveit all.
Love the unifers and theirsmiley faces and heart sunshine
emojis everywhere.
So my daughter was in bed.
My husband was in bed in thespare room.
My son was about to go to bed,but he was concerned about me
(22:20):
because it was after dark.
He didn't know where I was.
And he wanted to make sure thathe got notified when I got home
because he cares.
That was a really incrediblething for me.
I received that.
I received that.
I received that.
And no matter what else happensin the future, you think about
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and look on and reflect onmoments like that.
Moments like that.
always kind of were.
Both of my kids, I've givengreat examples tonight of how
amazing my children are, howgreat our bond is, has always
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been.
So when you hear the stories ofwhat is coming, it's going to be
pretty hard to believe.
And you're likely to believe inthe monstrosity of what a person
(23:30):
has become and why I want it outand why I pray for my
children's.
Safety.
Yeah.
So that's that.
I'm glad you're here.
(23:52):
I hope you're reflecting onthings.
I hope that whatever I've sharedwith you tonight, whether it was
any of the metaphysical stuff orthe relationship that I've
obviously always had with mykids or anything else, if it
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promotes you to Examine yourrelationships and Either to
invest in them more Or tonourish what you already have to
be grateful for what you have Orwhatever that would be great
Life is better when we love eachother I can't wait to tell you
(24:39):
about Actually, and maybe Ishould have done it already, but
i'm trying to keep up with thiswhole calendar thing.
So I'll get on that as quick asI can.
Okay I'll now tell you how itactually went down the
conversation of me wanting adivorce to be peacefully
unmarried.
(25:01):
I'm glad you're here.
I'm glad you're on this journeywith me and I know there were
already some tears tonight.
That's me.
I'm not gonna stuff them down.
You already know that I've had achildhood issue with being made
to not cry as if somebody canreally make themselves not cry.
(25:21):
And then the sad thing was withthe person who was my
stepdaughter at the time, I wascarrying on for, for a period of
time, the same way I had beenraised.
And then I realized that I wasbehaving like a monster who had
a significant impact on my lifeand I did not want to be in the
(25:42):
same category as that person.
So.
To my former stepdaughter, Iapologize.
I so significantly and deeply,seriously apologize.
I was continuing on a patternthat had been set for me.
(26:04):
And this is one of many reasonsthat I, well, I've always tried
to improve myself.
I always felt like, and I toldher many times, That we can't
control the things that go on inour lives, but we can learn from
them so Her life the timeline ofher life and the thing in and
(26:29):
mine are shockingly similar theages that we were when parents
got divorced and remarried andthis and that and this and that
and having Parents and stepparents and blah, blah, blah,
blah, blah.
I told her one time that wecan't control what other people
(26:50):
do, but we can learn from it.
And, you know, when you're youngat that age, you can't make
decisions.
You kind of are stuck with whatyou get, but what you can do is
remember.
Remember the things that makeyou happy and why they make you
happy.
And also remember the thingsthat make you sad.
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And why they make you sad.
And one of these days whenyou're older and you have the
power to influence someone orsomething or an environment or
situation, if you have the powerto make someone happy and it's
reasonable to do so, do it.
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If you remember what it was liketo feel that kind of happy, and
you can do that, then do it.
And if you have the power toprevent someone from being sad,
You can't prevent all sadness.
Sometimes you have to experiencethings, but if it's not
(27:54):
necessary and you can prevent itand it's fair and reasonable for
you to do so, then do it.
Because who wants to be sad andwho wants to be responsible for
making someone sad?
That's just not cool.
(28:15):
So I said that to her one timeand I know that she received it
because Weeks or months laterShe was probably Six seven years
old somewhere around there We'rein the front yard, and she looks
at me Makes eye contact with me,and she is I'm gonna remember
(28:38):
this Huh Wow What whatgratification to know that I
actually reached someone And ina really good way Now that being
said I will tell you that Sheand I have always loved each
(29:03):
other But there has always beena strain on our relationship for
a lot of different reasons andthat's a whole other ball of wax
But I confess to you that Iengaged in patterns that had
been set for me When Mine andher relationship, my marriage to
(29:26):
her father, first started.
I apologize.
But I'm glad that I was able torecognize that I was following
in someone else's footsteps,footsteps that I did not like,
and I broke that chain.
(29:48):
I love that my aunt calls me achain breaker.
And she recognizes it becauseshe's one too We're powerful
women and we stand up and westand strong we've observed
we've experienced and we'veobserved and we said no No,
things are not gonna be likethat.
(30:09):
I decide that it's not gonna belike that.
I Have the power to changethings and I do So Whew.
Kind of went off on a tangentthere, didn't I?
I am woman, hear me roar.
Anyway, that's what this journeyis going to be like.
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And this journey, should youchoose to engage upon it, it's
going to be full of ups, downs,and all arounds.
There are going to be timeswhere I congratulate myself for
being a badass bitch.
Ownin my shit.
And then there are gonna betimes that I fall down on my
(30:56):
knees and I'm bawling and I'mcrying and Cause I'm losing my
shit.
I can't handle my shit.
I'm getting pummeled with shit.
Lots and lots of shit.
I apologize, I really didn't,didn't think that would be doing
so much potty mouth.
With this, but you know what?
(31:16):
This is me.
This is my life.
I'm real.
I'm authentic.
And, um, this is unedited, soyou're welcome.
I'll see you down the road.
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