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April 8, 2025 64 mins

From drug dealer with a Dodge Charger to spiritual seeker living in the woods – Alex's transformation story illuminates what happens when we surrender our ego-driven desires to something greater. 

After experiencing what his mother calls "a midlife crisis at 19," Alex found himself in jail for ten days, a seemingly brief period that completely upended his worldview. Those days of incarceration marked the beginning of his journey from self-centered materialism to a purpose-driven life focused on serving others.

"What I learned is that you kind of have to surrender to the process and trust the process," Alex shares, revealing how he discovered that true power lies not in asserting personal will but in submitting to something beyond himself. This surrender led him to extraordinary spiritual practices – extended periods living in isolation in the woods, seven-day fasts (including four days without water), and a three-year commitment to celibacy that he continues today.

The fruits of his spiritual journey emerged as his book "Manifest Your Immaculate Conception," which began as daily journaling sessions where he committed to writing for two hours regardless of how he felt. The book guides readers to look within for answers, emphasizing that our purpose lies in connecting with what he calls "the source of creation throbbing within us."

Perhaps most provocatively, Alex challenges conventional notions of success, defining it simply as "self-fulfillment of a self-goal." Nobody needs to validate your achievements for them to be meaningful. This perspective stands in stark contrast to his former belief that money and possessions bring happiness – a mindset he now recognizes leads only to emptiness and continued seeking.

Explore Alex's YouTube channel "Practice Being" to continue this transformative conversation about finding purpose through stillness, transmuting energy, and manifesting your highest self through purity and non-resistance.

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