wandering into the void

In this brutally honest and wildly relatable solo episode, the host dives into what it's like trying to survive online school while mentally glitched out and emotionally fried. They talk about juggling schizophrenia, depression, dissociation, and social anxiety—while also pretending to be a “functional” college student. If you’ve ever felt like you’re buffering through life, half-human, half-error message, this one hits home.

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In this raw, unfiltered solo episode, I dive deep into the exhausting cycle of dealing with toxic people while mentally struggling to keep it together. If you've ever felt gaslit, emotionally drained, or like your mind is your worst enemy, this one’s for you. I unpack the subtle manipulation tactics used by energy vampires, the guilt spiral of overthinking, and the brutal truth about healing, especially when it means being alone.

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Diving headfirst into the chaos: therapy, antidepressants, psych ward stories, existential dread, and why Captain America: Brave New World wasn’t it. Plus, deep thoughts on Invincible, Harley Quinn, Fleabag, and the eternal question—does anything actually get better? Strap in for a raw, unfiltered rant session where self-improvement meets nihilism.

Topics Covered: Therapy & medication: Does it actually work? My psych ward experi...

Think life’s got an emergency exit? Think again. In this episode, we’re crash-landing into the chaos of modern existence—why hustle culture is a scam, why "balance" is a lie, and why we can’t all be like A$AP Rocky (no matter how much we manifest). If you’re tired of self-help gurus peddling productivity like it’s salvation, buckle up. This is the anti-motivational pep talk you didn’t know you needed.

Topics Covered: The m...

Ever stared at a wall for so long you start beefing with it? Wondered if boredom is just a symptom of late-stage capitalism or if you’re actually just built wrong? Yeah, same. In this episode of Wandering Into the Void: A Rantcast, we dive headfirst into: The existential horror of boredom, Why scrolling is a psychological graveyard, Making bad decisions for funsies (cut your own bangs, text your ex in Morse code, etc.), Anhedonia a...

feel like nothing helps?

i ran out of meds, money, and motivation... and somehow didn’t fall apart. or maybe i did—and just started liking the view. this one broke me. but it made sense after.

in this raw, unfiltered spiral, i talk about life after antidepressants, what happens when the system drops you, and the strange peace that comes from stopping the fight. this episode isn’t medical advice. it’s a voice note from the edge. for ...

ever feel like you’re talking to yourself on the internet? yeah, same. in this episode, we dive headfirst into the existential chaos of content creation, online validation, and the creeping horror of silence. is posting just a desperate attempt to prove we exist? is the void actually listening? and most importantly—why do we keep scrolling when we know there’s nothing new? join me as i rant, overthink, and probably contradict mysel...

is life just a poorly coded simulation? are we all just background npcs running the same glitchy script? do breakfast food rules even make sense?? in this episode, we spiral into the abyss of existential dread, corporate overlords, social collapse, meaningless routines, the government watching you, ai stealing your soul, breakfast anarchy, and why baby otters are the only thing keeping us sane.

perfect for mindless scrolling, dissoc...

Where I scream into the void, and it screams back. Tonight, we dive into the illusion of originality, free thought, and whether your brain is just a well-optimized content farm. Are your ideas even yours? Or are you just a walking, talking algorithm puppet? We unpack the ouroboros of content consumption, the fear of new ideas, and why quitting the internet cold turkey sounds nice—but let’s be real, you won’t do it.

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Are we really thinking for ourselves, or are we just NPCs in the algorithm’s favorite simulation? In this episode, we unpack why humanity decided to bully AI like it’s the new kid in school, the terrifying content creator-to-algorithm pipeline, and whether we’ve already outsourced our personalities to the For You Page. We also spiral into a healthy dose of existential dread—because what’s a podcast without questioning your entire d...