Me Vs Me

Welocme Back to another episode of So Shameless!

This week Tahoe gives us a solo episode as he talks the attention around Blue Ivy, the American Music Awards favorite hip hop artists picks, and the New Orleans escapees. Then he enters into a protagonist vs antagonist convo with himself as he talks the Diddy trial, Remy vs Clarissa and Tory lanez new appeals claims. Enjoy!

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:01):
If you know what I'm saying, so so shameless.

Speaker 2 (00:07):
If you know what I'm saying, dude, so shameless. If
you know what I'm saying, so shamous, so shameless, so
so so shameless. If you know what I'm saying, so shameless.

(00:30):
If you know what I'm saying, so shameless.

Speaker 1 (00:34):
Say if you.

Speaker 2 (00:36):
Know what I'm saying, so shameless, if you know what
I'm saying.

Speaker 1 (00:44):
So shamou it is? Are you ready? Are you ready?
I boom, so welcome back to So Shameless. It's just
me this week. And I did that for a reason.

(01:05):
Since the beginning of this show, we went through so
many changes. You know what I'm saying. Like when I
first started this show, you all right, you look you
look tired as hell. Just vibe out, all right, so boom.
Since the beginning of the show, We've gone through so
many changes. I started off with Cuddy. I was kind

(01:28):
of like her sidekick on the show, so I kind
of flowed off of what she was saying. And then
when she left, I started bringing more people in, and man,
I was just throwing shit out there, whatever it was
on my mind. I was just throwing out there, throwing
out there, throwing out there. I was just going crazy
and Dodge came in. Now, when Dodge came in, I

(01:48):
remember her first episode, she was like, uh, I think
I said oxtails and she was like oxtails and she
cursed me to hell out and she had all this knowledge.
So I asked her and trying to come on the show.
And we've been can for a long time, but around
early on in that time, Damn, it's been so long
since I've done this shit by myself. I hope this

(02:09):
shit is like riding a bike, Like if you know
how to ride a bike, you just know how to
ride a bike, you know what I'm saying, Like you
get back on, you just ride, you know what I'm saying.
But I've been playing such a different role since they
came on the show. And I think what happened was
around the time that I gotten a beef with Orlando,
gotten to beef with Mandy, gotten to beef with Mouse,
gotten to beef with Mouse's friend. I was still myself,

(02:36):
but I think something happened to there's like trauma, trauma,
and that shit really fucks with you. I don't think
that I was I don't think that I was confident
in saying how I truly feel about a lot of things.
I think that I relegated myself to a place in

(02:59):
the sho show where all I did was ask questions,
ask questions. Every once in a while, because dodgers a
safe space, I would argue with Dodge or whatever. But
more times than not, it would be and what do
you think about that? But why can't you do this?
But why can't women? I never really gave off my
stuff joining these episodes, no more for years. Then along

(03:20):
the side of the fact is I was also building
harder soft, and harder soft is more of a safe space,
it's more of a positive space. And so I was
caught between two different tahos, being the villain on So
Shameless and somewhat did anti hero hero on hard to Soft. Now,
how could I be on So Shameless giving up all

(03:43):
of these negative views or views that could be contested
or make me feel a way, especially because I was
damaged and I was scared of being judged in certain ways.
I'm just gonna admitt it. Man, I don't know if
other niggas ever felt like that. That's how I felt.
I felt like I was in a weird space, not
really knowing who I was, where I was, how I
wanted to present myself, so I kind of stopped doing it.

(04:04):
I remember years ago, I used to come on here
and just do solo episodes for a long time, you
know what I'm saying. So I looking now at the
scope of what's going on on social media. I've been
in this shit for a long time, and I see
the people that's moving and they're not scared of being themselves.
And I had to I had to come to that realization, like, Yo, Tyl,

(04:25):
you've been You've been hiding for a long time. And
my editor was like, YO, when you're gonna get back
to yourself? Shout out to Drew. He was like, YO,
when you're gonna get back to yourself? And I thought
about that. I thought about that out in dr Shout
out to Dodge, shout out to Gunner. It was an amazing,
amazing wedding, no hiccups, nothing but love. We'll talk about
that when they get back. As a matter of fact,

(04:46):
I think I have an episode where Drew coming this week.
It's going to be just nothing but the guys men
that are engaged, a man that is now married, and
we're gonna talk because we often get Dodger's perspective of things,
but Drew has his own personality, man, he has his
own experience, and so we're gonna bring him on. We're
gonna talk about the things you know that men think
about join engagement and relationships, and you know, what's a keeper,

(05:09):
what's a red flag? How do you move from being
a fiance like some of us been engaged for years
and won't do nothing or wind up breaking up at
the altar before the off. It's a whole conversation. So
we're gonna do all of that. Now hold on, let
me turn the time on this motherfucker, so I know
where I'm going with it, all right. So, as y'all know,

(05:32):
a lot of things have been happening in the media,
and Dodge was in here, Troum has been driving as
he always is or flying around as he always is,
and I'm like, all right, I don't know how yo.
Shout out to Malcolm and trave who came on the
show last week and Q they killed that. But this
week I was like, yo, yo, grab the helm, do
your thing. You know what I'm saying. So that's what

(05:52):
we're doing today. The thing is this, I still have that.
I don't want to say bipolar. But it's like two
different sides, two conflicting size of where I am, like
what I know I should say the protagonists and what
I want to say the antagonists. That's what we're gonna

(06:15):
do today. We're gonna do a lot of that today.
So I'm telling y'all right now while we talk, understand
I have two different sides. Don't come at me, oh
timehold you the same man again? Shut up? I don't care.
All right. I can see things one way and I
can also see things another way. We're gonna get both

(06:37):
of them. So when I'm giving off one, don't you
know what I mean, Well, judgement, if you want, that's
the thing that you got the right to do that,
and I got the right to not care. I got
the right to not care. You understand what I'm saying.
We're gonna do both sides. Before we get into that.
I'm in here. My daughter's watching now. My daughter's young,
but she ain't that young. She's twenty four. She got
her own life. Matter of fact, I told my daughter, yo,

(07:00):
go date yesterday. She was like, well, I was like,
go date. Stop hiding, stop trying to be this perfect person.
And she is. She's a great woman. She got a
great career going, she got a side hustles going. But
I'm like, yo, don't waste your twenties waiting for the
right person. Go out and make the mistakes to teach

(07:22):
you how to how to gauge and how to you know,
how to date and how to behave. You gotta go
through that. You can't be scared to make mistakes. And
that's what I'm doing today. I'm following my own advice.
I'm not being afraid to make mistakes. You understand what
I'm saying. I'm not being afraid of being judged for
my thoughts. This is what we do on these shows.
We're supposed to be giving off our thoughts and let

(07:43):
the people view it how they want of you. Everybody
has a right to have their opinions. As a matter
of fact, I put into the discord today, we have
callings that go right to the stream. It's not it's
on my phone, but it's going right through a mic
into the stream. So if you want to call in
about any of the opinions that I have, I'll let
you know when it's time for call in. Call on it.
Call on in, let me see something. Let me see

(08:03):
if the comments is up on this motherfucker. All right,
let's see. All right, So I got a couple of
different topics before we get into it. And Yeah, we're
gonna get into it. We're gonna talk Diddy, We're gonna talk.
We're gonna talk all of it. And those are the
things I was kind of staying away from. I didn't
like the Diddy conversations that I was seeing. I didn't
like I didn't like the Halle versus d dgs and

(08:26):
the meg versus choice. I was like, eh, and I
was scared to address it. We're gonna address it today.
We're gonna we're gonna get into it today. Don't cover
your face. Don't cover your face. Do you trust me?
Not really exactly exactly how I felt these topics is

(08:49):
too hot, But I think in being able to manage
who I am and who I was, I'm able to
gauge certain things my way. And that's what we're gonna
do today. You stee what I'm saying, I bet boom.
So before we get into all of that, it's a
couple of little things that I've seen on YO, have

(09:11):
you been seeing Blue Ivy on the Cowboy Carter Tour.
Is she becoming the star? Like?

Speaker 2 (09:20):
Is she?

Speaker 1 (09:20):
Like? Is she? What are we seeing with Blue Ivy?
She is passion She's thirteen years old. She's passionate. You
could see to her face the two the memory I
used to tell you to dance like. I'll be like, Yo,
give it in your face, give it in your body. Snap.
You know what I'm saying. She's doing all those things
at thirteen years old. And I'm super excited about what

(09:42):
I'm seeing. But in seeing that, I'm noticing I see
Blue Ivy more than I see Beyonce. I see clips
of Beyond of Blue Ivy more than I see clips
of Beyonce. I don't see Beyonce doing most of the shows.
It's only that I see Beyonce is when she's behind
Blue Ivy. And I'm wondering what social media is because

(10:05):
this is what they do. They build you up to
break you down. She's thirteen years old. They do this
with every other star. They build them up to this
plateau that with this height which they can never sustain
because they're human beings, and then the minute they make
a mistake, they attack by the millions, and I'm scared

(10:28):
for Blue Ivy for that. I'm scared for Blue Ivy
for that. I'm scared for Rooney I believe that's her name,
the young child who people are saying has special needs
issues or whatever. I'm scared for How y'all put people
on this pedestal and then rip them the fuck apart
and say, well, that's my opinion, that's fucked up. These

(10:51):
are children. They need to be protected. And we talk
about black men and people protecting in the community and
all this, But y'all gonna start policing y'allselves, when y'all
gonna start giving these children grace because I know that's
what y'all gonna do to Blue Ivy. I'm positive that's
what y'all gonna do to Blue Ivy. Y'all did it

(11:12):
with Obama and Michelle's kids the minute they went to college.
Oh she's this, Oh she's that, Oh she oh she
and he did this to her and bro, these is children.
Did y'all not make mistakes? Will y'all not? Y'all don't
remember the trauma that happened when it happened to you.
I was watching forever. Did you watch Forever. You gotta
watch Forever. It's It might be corny, but it's really good.

(11:37):
And it's one of the first shows that I've seen
and it's it lets kids be Kids. It tells the
story of kids really being kids and going through shit
kids really go through. I really want I want to
do episode what you were talking about. Forever It's it's
really good, especially the moms. It shows moms in a

(11:59):
certain life, not saying that all mothers are like that,
but it shows mothers, Black mothers in a certain light.
And there's two different types. They have a father in
the house. I want you to check that out, and
I want you to check that out. Let's do an
episode on that later. Let me see what these comments
are looking like. Because I thought they was popping up

(12:19):
on the screen. I don't see them anyway. They're not
popping up anyway. All right, shout out to Blue Ivy.
I'm scared for you. I hope you, I hope your
community protects you. But I am a fan. I'm a
super fan of watching her grow into this person, into
this being, into this public figure. But I am nervous

(12:42):
for her, and I think that's why Beyonce and Jay
Z were so protective of her and of the twins
because y'all motherfuckers, bro y'all don't have no brought up sea,
y'all don't have y'all don't care no more. Y'all think
y'all get behind social media, and you know you can't
get punched in the face, so you say whatever the

(13:02):
hell you want to say to people. That's what I'm
about to do today, though, so but I ain't scared
to get punched in the face. Y'all know. I got
punched the face plenty of times. I got a scar
on my fucking face to remind me, where's that I
got scar my? Shit, I got a couple of scars
in any case, whatever, here we go, all right, hold
on a little bit more, a little bit more, a

(13:23):
little bit more. What else? Meghan the Stallion Win's favorite
female hip hop artists and Eminem Win's favorite male hip
hop artists at the American Music Awards. Should I be insulted?

(13:50):
I'm insulted. I am insulted. Who's making these lists? Who is?
Do you? Do you agree? Do you think that these
people should be Eminem and Megan this? Do you think
Megan this? Allion? We all do respect to her trauma.
We all do respect her trauma. Her music's trash and

(14:12):
it's not popping right now. It hasn't been popping in
the last year. Even if I go back to a
year ago, I'm gonna talk my shit. What was that hiss?
Nobody give a fuck about that shit. It was cool,
it was drama, But that shit ain't breaking no records,
It ain't going nowhere. Why are we doing this? And
I'm gonna have some things to say about Meg today.

(14:33):
I'm also gonna have some things to say about Toy
today that has nothing to do with this vote. What
is an eminem bab brof y'all don't get if y'all
stop playing with black people, bro, if y'all stopped playing
with our culture, bro, glow Rilla deserve this year. Beyond

(14:54):
the shadow of a doubt, glow Riller deserve this shit.
Do you agree with that she deserved this year? Why
she can't get that because she hud why she couldn't
get the why? Why she can't get the acknowledgement that
she deserves. Because y'all, y'all, I'm not gonna shut on
Meghan for this, but Glow deserved that DOCI had an

(15:15):
amazing year maybe, but it's only been four or five,
six months, maybe seven months, So even she couldn't get
it over Glowriala. But Glowriala is outside making the music
on social media on tour. Grab that feny bag right?
What the hell she couldn't get that the artist? We
talked about artistry and I don't even know what to

(15:41):
say about eminem When? Where? How? Why? How? Yes? Ali?
I see you? Is it crack? Is it crack? I
need to understand how y'all put them in any conversation

(16:02):
in twenty twenty five, any conversation. I wouldn't even put
ja Z in a conversation in twenty twenty five. That's
like jay Z being hip Hop Arts of the Year.
How on what world did he have a song out
or something? Somebody says in the chat. Even if he did,

(16:23):
it would have been one song. What are we talking about?
Even if he did, it would have been one. Kendrick
Lamar deserved Album Artists of the Year. No, listen, you
know I'm a Drake fan. I knew you was Drake fan.
But we cannot take away what the man's done. Thank God,

(16:45):
yesterday ain't here. The man took over the pop. He
took over oh pop he stole, he single handedly put
I'm starting to hear West Coast artists now again. They
got a whole West Coast New York battle going on
right now that wouldn't happen without Kendrick Lamart, Joey Badass,
and this guy called Ray Vaughn Daylight, somebody else not ran,

(17:08):
some somebody else. Reason. This a whole bunch of back
and forth. And it's hip hop. It's hip hop, you
know what I'm saying. So that's all because of what
Kendrick Lamar did. Why can't he get that respect? Why
the fuck? I need to understand that. I want to
talk to somebody. I need to talk to somebody. I
need to understand because I don't understand what the hell
they're talking about. What else were we going to talk

(17:33):
about before we get into this damn thing? One other thing,
I know, I have one other thing. Man. You see
those escape convicts? How many of them? How many? How
many of it? How many of them? Was it was? Ten?
Ten escaped convicts got out of a New Orleans prison

(17:57):
Like prison Break? I know you want you made me
watched prison Break? This is better this yo. They I've
seen people on every single social media platform putting up money,
putting up bids on who's gonna get caught. I knew,
so some of these niggas getting caught. They still together,
They still walking around together. What are y'all doing? Your

(18:20):
niggas is fugitives? Why are y'all in groups? Three niggas
walking around? The group is liable to get profiled by police?
Three niggas. You niggas ain't got haircuts. These niggas got
the dreads that y'all niggas have identifying features? Why are

(18:40):
y'all walking around together? Again? And then to me, it
shows how homophobic black men really are, because if it
was me, I'd have a wig on grandma wig the
Medea dress, some bifocal glasses. I'd had an arch in

(19:01):
my back, I'd have me a little shopping cart. I'd
be everywhere. Nobody would know it was me. I'd be everywhere.
If I had to pluck every single piece of my
beard out one by one, you would not. Well, women
be having beers now so little hair right there. But

(19:21):
I'd be walking around. I'd be walking around like somebody's grandmother.
I swear to God, y'all would not be fine to me.
I'd be right in Walmart shopping with the wig on
and the glasses back bent. Thought like, I got scoliosis
and a shopping cart. What old lady don't have a

(19:43):
shopping cart? They not profile old ladies. You could go
anywhere as a old lady. Why your nigga ain't dress
up like women? Yo, niggas is dressed up like niggas.
You niggas is dressed up like fugitives. They done caught
eight of these guys now.

Speaker 3 (20:01):
I think seven and eight I caught today. There's two left.
The bids in the discords are going crazy. I think
the main guy who planned it. Oh he's he I
I hope we don't never see him again.

Speaker 1 (20:16):
I heard a little. I heard a interesting story about him.
Don't know if it's true. I absolutely did no research
about it, but I'm gonna share it anyway. Okay. I
heard he's in jail, right, So he's in jail for
shooting two people his mother was killed by I believe

(20:36):
in New Orleans dirty cop m right. What I saw
definitely a conspiracy theory. I did no research on this.
Is that the two people he shot were relatives of
the dirty cop that shot his mother. If that's true, Babe, bro,

(21:01):
I'm not saying you no money. I heard they locked
up somebody's grandmother for sending them some money. But Nigga,
I put some money under the garbage kill corner. Something
that Nigga deserves to be free. He deserves to be
for free. If that's the case, maybe not. Relatives ain't
deserve it. But hey, can't get you. Hey, listen, I'm

(21:29):
talking about some of that too, some of that justice
that nigga. Social media needs that Now, too many people
think they could get away with doing anything that anybody
ain't gonna be no consequences. Those things keep things in balance, consequences.
That's why social media is the way it is now.
Nobody's got no balances, there's no consequences. People can say

(21:51):
do whatever they want. I agree, Christine, it seems reasonable
to me. No, maybe not, but ay, I understand when
you out here walking around, understand that your family should
be under your protection too. What you do reflects on
the people around you. Hey, if I can't get you,

(22:12):
drive by your bomba crib. I let that let you
come look for me. What Phizy said, I understood it.
Did I agree with it? No? But I understood it.
It is what it is. You moving crazy, you a cop,
You kill my moms. You got moms too, You got

(22:32):
cousins too? Is it right? No? But I understand it.
You understand what I'm saying. I'm gonna get back to that.
I'm gonna get back to that because I want to
get into this Diddy trial protagonist views. Remember I was
talking about it. I'm doing a protagonist versus the antagonist protagonist.

(22:58):
That's the good guy, right? Is that the good guy? Didd?
He's going to prison. I'm gonna even go further. Did
he deserves to go to prison? I don't understand why

(23:18):
men or women, because I've seen women defending as well.
What are y'all defending? Why is it that every time
a man gets in some type of trouble, the same
niggas want to defend the man. Oh we gotta see,
Oh we gotta see. Same niggas defended dor Kelly, same

(23:39):
niggas defended Toy, same niggas defend What is wrong with you, niggas?
Is it just because you've gotten so much flack from
women asking you to be better that you feel you
have to defend every nigga, all niggas behavior. Some of

(23:59):
you niggas do. Don't even like niggas. I don't go
places and be If I go places as niggas there,
my alarms is up. My alarm is up. Why we
know niggas? Why is it that it comes to these
niggas because they made a couple of news some music?
You don't believe it. What is it about the stars

(24:22):
that you niggas think they're untouchable, they could never do
anything wrong. I don't understand it. With more power becomes
more responsibility. Most people flee from responsibility, do things to
get away from responsibility. Everybody does it. I don't want
to wash the dishes, my dishes. My sink is fucked up.

(24:43):
I just watched the This is too fucking yesterday, yesterday morning.
Why is it more dishes? I don't want to watch
some shits. I'm tired. I'm trying to choose between the
cabinets and the stove. We're trying to find a way
to get a dish wash in here because something gotta go.
Because I'm tired of washing fucking dishes. You wash my dishes,
flee I'm tired of washing dishes. That's me fleeing from responsibility.

(25:07):
I owe my babe Mama child support from last week.
I still haven't paid the ship. She ain't think about it.
You know I'm gonna pay it, but I know I'm
supposed to do. I don't know why I don't just
clicked the paper out the fucking zel pay it. We
do it all the time when it comes to things
that we're supposed to. When motherfuckers have so much power,
they don't do the right thing. That's just money is

(25:27):
the root of all evil. When you have too much power,
what's it? Absolute power corrupts. Absolutely. You can't tell me
that you didn't think Diddy was corrupt. You cannot tell
me that you did not think Diddy was corrupt. We
knew it, having them kids come up there, for making

(25:48):
the band and walking them across motherfucking the Brooklyn Bridge
to go get a slice of cheesecake, which corrupt as fuck. Bro.
Come on, we talk about this shit for years. Yes,
what have you been thinking of for a minute?

Speaker 4 (26:02):
You?

Speaker 1 (26:04):
I did work for Diddy. I don't get to understand.
I was just a camera assistant. But what I will
say is this, when working and making the band. I
saw the way he terrorized everybody firsthand. The MTV execs
were terrorized by Sean Puffy Combs, terrorized, the way he

(26:28):
talked to them, the way he behaves. He did not never,
he never wanted to do anything on schedule. We had
to keep cameras rolling if we knew Diddy was going
to be on film that day, because you know, sometimes
he's somewhere else, so we have the people. We never
knew when he was going to pull up. We never
knew when he was going. He would just show up
and he liked to cause chaos, So what he would
do is he would just walk on set and start
doing shit, start talking to and if you didn't catch it,

(26:51):
you fired. You have to catch it. So you now
have this big ass camera on your shoulder all day
waiting for the moment when Diddy ready to come in.
When we did the camera camera jog, I think that
was I want to work for Diddy. I think it
was the Central Park jog, right where I think they
had to run through Central Park. Diddy was I think

(27:11):
he was in a carriage or some shit and he
had to run through Central Park. We didn't know when
Diddy was coming to Central Park. So we're literally standing
there with cameras on our shoulders waiting to see when
he's gonna run through Central Park. You know what this
nigga does, comes through the opposite way and starts running, starts.
Come on, everybody go now, everybody's scrambling getting they shit,

(27:32):
chase it. This is who he was. He was chaos,
infinite chaos. I don't see how you don't understand that
Diddy groomed this little girl. I was just talking about
this shit with Shannon Sharp fifty years old dating a
nineteen year old or even having sex like you, What

(27:54):
are we talking about With that much power, that much money,
men do it to. Anybody who has more power than
the other person is gonna manipulate them. They're gonna do
things unless they're extremely responsible, like Spider Man. Not you yesterday. Sorry,
don't even worry about it. Inside Joe, you're thirty eight

(28:15):
years old. You are the face of hip hop. In
the nineties early two thousands were talking about a whole
different world. No social media, no Internet, no Me Too movement,
none of that. Wasn't even have many police. To be honest,

(28:38):
they showed up with Juliani. Niggas was doing whatever they
wanted to do. The crack error people was doing whatever
they wanted to do. You cannot tell me that you
did not think a man like Diddy was not taking advantage.
You have a twenty one year old artist on your label,
maybe twenty two, you're thirty eight, thirty nine years old. Already,

(29:01):
You're you're out of bounds. You're already out of bounce.
Why are you're messing with your artists, You're already out
of bounce. You start getting into freak shit. You're messing
with your baby mama. You're messing with your artists. You
start getting into freak shit. People like she wanted to
do it. Now. I will say this, this goes to

(29:24):
the antagonist side a little bit. When you're twenty two,
that doesn't mean you have no will. It does mean
that you are succeptable to hire more manipulative forces because
you are not there yet, and you're that you have

(29:45):
your trust in this system, bad boy, that they are
gonna take care of you. And now this man who's
the head of everything, he was the biggest thing smoking
it finds interest in you. What woman, even man shit?
I was I told you I dated Missy? Yeah, why

(30:10):
because I know she had power, she was famous. It's
like you're interested in me? Okay, fuck it was I
interested in her like that? No, but I was a
gold digger, a gold digger because I wanted to see
what she could do, what the access I would get.

(30:30):
This is facts. She was famous and touring and she
would send me all types of shit. Yes, this fucking alluring,
And that was just Missy. I can't stand in the
rain days. All right, what woman that has this career

(30:52):
that she wants to pursue would not be interested in
what did he had to offer? The number one person
in hip hop at the time, we're talking about making
the band. This is before revolting all that, but making
the band was huge. She's on tour with making the band,
She's on tour with Diddy and doing No Way Out

(31:12):
Tour whatever that the hell else they had going on? Right?
Who wouldn't be alloyed by that? Now he starts doing
all of this freaky stuff, you're gonna be like, no,
especially once you start falling for the guy I had
to ask money. I ain't gonna talk about that with you. Listen,
all right, all right? I made I put it in writing,

(31:36):
and she was, okay, things we do, okay, okay, I'm sorry.
In any case, Yes, that's grooming, that's manipulative. Now you're
taking the beatings. Diddy's going under the jail. People was
talking about, Oh there's no rico. Yeah, I see domestic violence.

(31:57):
I I don't see the trafficking. I don't see the rico.
Once you start seeing d Rock the girl that testified today,
what's in a capricorn Clark? Once you start seeing the
shout out to my man Rube, you start seeing the
system around it. Yes, it becomes organized. Yes, did He's

(32:18):
going under the jail. He's going so far under jail
he can still have his free course. He's gonna be
able to t bag Satan. That's how far down under
the jail he's gonna be. We're never seeing him on
the streets again. And I don't think he deserves it.
The way Diddy was manipulating, he was a maniac a lot, yo, BI.

(32:38):
Let's just keep it real. Calm is a thing. Calm
is a thing. When you're a maniac, you deserve the
consequences that come to you. That's just what it is.
You understand, what I'm saying, You're affecting people talking about
I'm gonna kill you and they believe it. The Capricorn
Clark testimony I seen today. Oh, by the way, all

(33:02):
of y'all I was talking about. Oh, he never put
Cassie in position. That's why she was jealous of uh
Krisha Young Miami, Caprica and Clark didn't even believe in
in Cassie. I seen the testimony today. Did that take
a Yeah? She said she got more bravidal from being

(33:25):
his girl. His girl. The long it lasted, she went
from being a sweet model of being. Do you think
she was talented? She had talented. It was beautiful, but
not talented. She was not, She says, talented me. Talented
to me is Whitney Houston, Mariah Carey, Cassie. She was
just more of a studio musician. She needed things equalized.
Did she perform live? Not the greatest? Was she a

(33:46):
hard worker? At times? She preferred to be with her
boyfriend Right she started developing more of a relationship with Puff.
He supported her. Yes, with stylists, other musicians, all the
components to make a star. Did she get more help
than the others, Yes, more than Young Jock in the
groups from Atlanta. Yes, puff was doing all that. He

(34:11):
made her the face as Sean John when sewn John
was at its height, it was Cassie and it was
Lauren London the faces of Sean John from what I remember.
I remember their billboards all over and them being at
the bus stops, and they was fired. Cassie was more fire.
Shout out to Lauren London. Cassie was crazy. Laura Lendon

(34:36):
was hot fire, but Cassie was different. She was just different.
You understand. That's how I felt. Understand I'm saying it
might not be the truth. That's how I felt. It
is what it is. But let's not act like did
he wasn't doing those things that he propped up when
we seen did he we seeing Cassie? She was now
supermodel status to me? She was supermodels status to me.

(35:02):
So all of that, Oh, she's jealous of creation? No,
what about she feels like you stole a part of
her life from her protagonists. I believe did he deserves
what he's going through, and I think he's going to
be under the jail. I do not believe that he

(35:23):
deserves to be free. People are gonna be like Why
because he beat her up? No, because he terrorized all
of these people, And that's karma. I often tell y'all
what I worry about in my life is what people
are going to think about me at my funeral. What

(35:44):
is my legacy going to be? How was I to people?
How did that make people feel? How do people feel
about they're involved with me, with me in their lives. Yes,
I'm fifty, I'm at that age where I can see
down the road. Yes, I want people to say, yo
that he was annoying, but I loved him. I love

(36:04):
the impact he had on my life. That's what I want.
That's what I want from me, and I think everybody
out there should want that. I think everybody should want you.
Your family to love you, your kids to love you,
the people around you, the people that met you, the
people that you've involved in your life to love you
and appreciate you. That nigga bullied everybody. He was a maniac.
I'm sorry, he was a maniac. I'm sorry. It is

(36:29):
what it is. And tagging this listen, if you fuck
with my shorty. First of all, Cassie, I have to
question kid Cuddy h that's who you. That's who you

(36:55):
left me for Kid Cutty, that long faced nigga, that
nigga you went from me that that nigga. I don't
I'd have been tight too. I'd have been tight for
multiple reasons, right because often when guys, when you break

(37:19):
up with a guy, he don't want you to be
with somebody that's better than him. Right, But you fucked
with this nigga. I don't want to fucking with that nigga.
Nither you. Oh, it's somebody that's worse it like, this
is the type of person that you were this all time.
It's embarrassing. Then on the fact that did he likes niggas,

(37:44):
so I know he'll probably look at that Gunny like
I wouldn't even funck that nigga, Like, why how you
don't fucking the nigga him about people? Nah, can't stay
in that one, can't go for that, one can't go
for that one. And Cutting you got a lot of
balls kick Cutting, Yo. These backpackers with Kanye Beat fifty

(38:08):
cent and that battle back in the days, Man, these
backpackers got a lot of balls because I don't even
see how a nigga that make that type of music
gonna fuck with a nigga that went to Wolvers Street night.
Are your dadass? Hell, y'all do anything for women, bro,
Men do anything for women. Bro. It's incredible, And I'm

(38:28):
gonna keep it real. I'm gonna keep it real. Y'all
not gonna like it. I'm gonna give y'all my antagonistic views.
If I know you, you can't just bag my ex, bro,
because blowing up your car and terrorizing your dog come
with that. I just said that, it comes with that.
What you think this is you just gonna be fucking

(38:50):
my chick and I'm just gonna be seeing y'all out
of soil house. And wouldn't that Now that's for strangers,
not niggas. That not being around you just walk up
like yo, hey oh Cassie. Yeah, I'm sorry. No, I
would blow up your cut. Listen, if somebody, if somebody
you knew cool with, So I'm messing with your ex

(39:12):
right now. It's not lit for them. You might not
want to blow up the car, but goddamn it, it's
on the table. Goddamn it, it's on the table. Show
me some goddamn respect, say yo, give me an a
And even if you do, it's gotta be one ex

(39:34):
or two X removed. You can't just beat the rebound you. Nah,
that's disrespectful. You're WiLAN, You're Alan. That's how I feel
I'm wrong you So I'm not wrong. The people that
know just know espells it, especially if you know I'm

(39:56):
a maniac. If you know I'm a maniac, what would
make you think this is cool to do? Oh? No,
she's free and she was fired. I'll give him that
she was fired. But what makes you think this is cool? No,
I won't terrorizey' I'll kick your cat. And that's the

(40:17):
least to your worries to be honest. That's the least
of your worries to be honest. Leave mine's alone, especially
if we cool. I think, listen, I have another antagonisty

(40:37):
If you I'm scared to say, I'm gonna say it
in a way. Cassie is not on trial. I want
to say that first. She is not on trial. For
those of y'all who are watching this trial and everything

(41:00):
is about what Cassie. Whether you believe this or believe
that when you saw the videos, you know, how did
he was? I find I find him. I find that
I find that I find that like that's crazy. I
find that like incredibly crazy. But this antagonistic view that

(41:21):
I have, which is not fully supported, right, it is
not fully supported. I don't know what happens in Cassie's house,
but Cassie told her husband Yoyo said, left him for
a dude that smokes Newport one hundred. That says a lot.
She was trying to get away by any means necessary. Yeah,

(41:42):
I agree, because that nigga was smoking that shit like
he was going to prison. K cut. He walked at
you smoking that shit like he was going to prison.
He smoked it like he found that. But in the
wyey Pin on Riker's Island and needed a light and
it was this much left, it was this much left,
and he was so feeding for a cigarette because he stressed.
He never been in the cell before. He needed smoking.

(42:04):
That's how he was walking in there. I said, damn,
that nigga breathsteak. I know it, I know it. You
was kissing a nigga that smoking Newports disgusting, but I saw.

(42:26):
I've been reading up on this trial. I haven't been
saying much, especially on social media, because everything is going
too far and the niggas is trying to validate certain shit,
and it's a lot of it's a lot of corny
shit going on. I ain't with it. I ain't with it,
you know what I'm saying. I ain't with it, but
I haven't paying attention. Cassie testified that she told her

(42:52):
husband when they went together that Didd he assaulted her
sexually and that was the last time she saw him.

(43:13):
When she testified, she told the court that yes, I
told my husband that, but that's not true. I saw
him again after that and he called me while he

(43:34):
facetimed me. My husband facetimed me after that while I
was having sex with Diddy. She also testified that after

(43:55):
that she texted Diddy, I am lost without you, and
months later had not did not stop speaking to Diddy
until he expressed his love. He said that kim Porter
when she passed away, was the love of his life.
I hope to God that she told her husband about

(44:21):
that before this trial, and I have faith that she did,
because in the world, I can you imagine if your
her husband going through this for so long, with her
being her support system and all of that for so long.
Eight years, three kids now, three kids now, and you

(44:41):
find out about that in trial, that n the time
that you were assaulted, wasn't the last time you went
back and you were wooing him and trying to get
back with him while you were with me while I'm
trying to contact you. Would you be able to stand that?

(45:06):
You said, Yeah, that's a hard one for me because
it's not like.

Speaker 4 (45:17):
It's not like she didn't love him at Oh, they
didn't have a lot of beers together, so a part
of her like she probably knew that it was wrong,
so like she needed to leave that pass alone.

Speaker 1 (45:29):
She probably knew it was wrong.

Speaker 4 (45:30):
She probably didn't, but she don't know that much outside
of it.

Speaker 1 (45:35):
My thing was this, as I agree with you in
the moment during those years, Yes, I understand her being confused. Yes,
I understand her needing therapy. Yes, I understand Stockholm syndrome.

(45:56):
I understand those things. We're talking about eight years late.
We're talking about a book that you wrote. We're talking
about you know we're suing him. You're talking about when
a year later, you know we're going to trial. We
talk about we know that you're the star witness the

(46:18):
sex with Diddy, Whenever, the last time, whenever, Ken porter
passed away. That's when this happened. So that's seven years ago.
Now you know this is coming. Now, don't let me
find that out in the court room. I mean, don't

(46:41):
let me find that out in the court room. That's
not okay, because if you thought it was just gonna
get you, was gonna get away with it. You can't
tell me that you forgot. I know you knew. You
can't tell me that you forgot. You can't tell me
you hope they didn't dig it up and you hoped

(47:01):
that it wouldn't come out, because the only person you're
hiding that from is me, the person who's been there
with you. I instilled a lot to lose. I was
a trainer. I didn't have his power, I didn't have
his security, I didn't have anything. But I stood by

(47:22):
you through all of this. I took on your trauma
and I helped you heal from that. Again, I don't
know if they didn't have this conversation, but I hope
to God they did. I would hope they did, because
if they didn't, that's a problem for me. That's gonna

(47:44):
be a lot of therapy and I don't even know
if I'm going to be able to heal from it
right now because she might be in labor right now today.
I heard that she might win into the labor unit
right so, I don't know if I would even be
able knowing that I'm still being supportive of you in
this trial. You're eight nine months pregnant, whatever it may be,
I might not even be able to sit with my

(48:06):
feelings on that. It'd be there. It'd be in there.
You ever got an ick and it's just there, but
you continue operating as if it isn't and then it
manifests itself later. This is one of those things. To me.
If they didn't have that conversation, I hope to god

(48:26):
they did. I hope to god they did, because I
want Cassie Megan. What's the basketball player name, Angel Reese
with the DDG, Halle Bailey, that's her name, right. They

(48:46):
get all this negative shit from all of these people
that just the red pill niggas. They get it everywhere,
and I don't wish that for them. Angelas can't play
basketball like I thought she could, though, but she don't
deserve the hate that she gets from every Like, why
y'all focusing on that she's in the WNBA for a reason.

(49:09):
You still got to go to work a FedEx shout
out to FedEx. I love y'all. But whatever she's doing,
she's doing right. If you can't be throwing stones and
people do it better than you, like, what are we
talking about? And she'll probably bus your ass in basketball
you're worried about her playing other superstars. She'll buss your ass,

(49:30):
nigga in your park, around your friends, in front of
your kids, She'll bust your Ass's what are we talking about?
Mind the business that pays you. This is what I think.
Kendrick says. I don't like working off a hypothetical, so

(49:50):
I'm just gonna hope that she had it and leave
it at that. I don't be having time to be
having thoughts about other people's relationships. Yo, that's not your job,
it's mine, Okay, So that that's what that's about, all right?
Will twenty mil help you get over it? Um? I
don't think her man was ever in it for the money.
I think that is a theory that is happening on

(50:12):
social media that he put her up to this, that
he made her sue him, or he made her write
the book, or he this that and the other bro
Your man, Your man got three kids with this woman.
He loves her, He's been with her probably longer than
you could drink. Most of you niggas, legally, this is

(50:34):
his wife. Whatever he's doing to support her, he's doing
to support her. If he thinks, yes, get that, nigga, Yes,
that's to support her. That's not about him. And yo, yo,
you're asking me, will twenty mil help me get over it?
And I believe it's thirty mil because she got ten

(50:54):
mil from Intercontinental Hotel, she got twenty mil from Diddy.
I believe. No if lawyers, her lawyers get thirty two percent. Okay,
so maybe this twenty mili. But at the end of
the day, no, I think that man stands on principal.

(51:14):
I think he stands on principal. I think the fact
that he has three kids with her helps, you know
what I'm saying. If he's the man that I think
he is, the fact that they got three kids together,
that helps. But no, just cause of the money, No,
you really made me. I I was there t with

(51:35):
you through all of this. I was traumatized with you
through all of this. I at those sleepless nights, I
was up with you through all of this? Why would
you keep that from me? It's what I would be
feeling if that conversation didn't happen, and I'm hoping it did. Right,
How you feel about that conversation? Was it as bad

(51:56):
as you thought it was gonna be? It's better than
you what you're my child, so honest, because what I
tell you right, it's not me. It's men. Men are
the problem for me. Women, y'all got y'all shit. Y'all

(52:17):
got y'all shit, But men you can't really trust niggas.
Niggas don't be knowing themselves. Niggas don't be knowing what
their feelings are. They just do shit and then later
on be like, I don't know why I did that.
I don't know that shit folks up people's lives. That
shit brings lives to this world that they don't want
to take care of. Yes, I agree, that's me. That

(52:40):
ain't no protagonists, no antagonists, That ain't none of that.
When men step up and be better people, this world
becomes better immediately. Period. Me too. This is not me
talking to y'all. I am no nigga. I every day
gotta stop being a villain. And it's is not easy.

(53:01):
I enjoy it being a villain. I do, but it's
those little things, those people that you affect, being there
for your kids, being there for your being. I seeing
them all for you. Oh, can I talk about the
story real quick before I keep going, before I go on.
I spoke about that that I didn't want to say

(53:21):
happy birthday to your mom. I don't like saying happy
birthday or Happy Mother's Day to anybody. I don't. I don't.
I don't like I spoke about that on the show.
I don't feel like I have to do the whole
regular the thirty fifty women in my life, Happy mother Day,
heavy mother Day, heavy mothers, heppy Mother's Day. It's fake,
it's corny, it's I don't the mother of your children,

(53:45):
especially the mother of my You're twenty four. You're twenty four.
You have the ability to say happy moms, havy Mother's
Day to your mom. Imagine, Okay, I said happy mother
say no big deal. I didn't feel like it, but
I did it every year. It's annoying, but I did it,
and you were right. She deserves to hear from me.

(54:07):
It's fine, even though for the last ten years Okay,
I'm gonna leave that there. Shout out to her though
she'd do nothing wrong, right, she don't get no standing
for me. But damn, bro Like, come on, it's a
big deal. You got a husband with a kids, You
got kids, what you have? You mother day? Why do
I matter? You got pet enough people do? Whats you have?

(54:28):
Your mother say? Why do I matter? Is that deep?
She said something to you about it exactly, She's not
worried about it. Shout out to you, loving your moms. Though.
I focks with that. My fucks with that. No slender,
I seen this post today, right, I need to get
something off my chest. Yesterday my stepdaughter graduated and I

(54:51):
wasn't invited. I've been in her life since she was
four months old, married her mother when she turned two.
I've been there, consistent, showing up, providing, loving her like
my own become. Graduation day, I wasn't given a seat.
Let me tell you, oh, like word I they told

(55:11):
me there were only eight tickets. Let me tell you
who made the list. My wife, her two sisters, her
biological dad, her uncle, her grandma, her aunt, and her boyfriend.
Eight tickets and I wasn't one of them. Bet I've
been sitting with that pain all day. I took time

(55:33):
off work, three days gone. I drive trucks. That's money
and time I can't get back. And still I got
left out. So today I made some decisions. I removed
her from my car and her for insurance, took her
off everything I've been covering. Told her mother, since she's
grown and graduated, she can go stay with her father,

(55:55):
the one she made room for over me. Now there's
tension of my house. Emotions are high, but I'm standing
on what I feel because the truth is I'm hurt,
not mad, just deeply, genuinely hurt. I don't need applause.
I just needed to speak my truth. Thanks for listening.

(56:19):
I want to know who gave out those tickets I do.
I want to know did the daughter just leave out
the stepdad that says something, that said something about the relationship? Right,
if it was the mother that says something, because why

(56:39):
are you leave your husband at home? I don't even
know women would do some shit like that? Why you
leave your husband at home? Right? They said something? I
think they're all that wrong for that, unless he's gaslighting,
unless he's not really as involved as he's trying to

(57:01):
make it seem and he has a main character syndrome,
because if you're there like that, why would they her
aunt to the other two aunts? The boyfriend? Okay, I
get the biological dad, I get, I get the mom,

(57:22):
I get grandma. If she's involved, grandmother's always be involved, right,
So whose fault is it really that you wasn't invited?
Is it because you're the type of nigga who would
take her off your health insurance because she made a
mistake that hurts your feelings? Is it because you're the

(57:43):
type of nigga that would kick her out your house
at eighteen years old because she made a mistake that
hurt your feelings? Is it because you're the type of
nigga does not know how to turn a mistake into

(58:04):
a teachable moment with your children. This is important. This
is important. At twenty four years old, you I still
think we get into beefs every once in a while.
We turn those into teachable moments, right or wrong. We
say this is how I felt, this is how I felt.
I wouldn't want this to happen in the future. It's

(58:26):
a continuous thing being a parent, and men are lacking
and you're becoming You're thinking this shit is about you
my dad having spoken to him since last time I
called him. I guess when the time last time I
spoke to him before that last time I called him?
You so worried about me calling you? Do you not
realize that you got kids and grandkids out here? These

(58:49):
are not the men that that God put This is
not the atoms. These not the atoms. These a bunch
of canes running around. By the way, that Raising Canaan
Finale was Corny's fuck. I don't like that. Stop leaving
us on on these these fucking cliffhangers for two three yo.

(59:10):
Stop it stop stop stop that's corny. Very queens of you,
fifty very queens of you. Stop. I don't like that.
But going back to this situation, yo, my men, where
is your What are men really? What are men really?

(59:35):
What we're supposed to be? Really like? This is how
you your child? This is the child that you knew
since she was four months old. This is the type
of shit I could never do that to my daughter.
Or maybe because you just never really felt like that
was your child. You treating her like a step like
a step kid. You're actively treating this child like a

(59:57):
step child. She could just get out, she could take it.
I can't even understand how you could tell your wife
of eighteen years or of sixteen years yo, your daughter
can't live here no more? What? What? Now? This problem
is bigger than what he's making to see. Is what

(01:00:18):
I see? Is that what I'm saying, That's what I
see narcissists. People use that word a lot. Do you
know what narcissist?

Speaker 4 (01:00:31):
And I know it?

Speaker 1 (01:00:34):
So you all right, I don't know what your experiences
is you're talking about. You know, people like it. People
always calling people narciss I don't even know what the
ship means no more, because it's been said about every
single motherfucker. I don't know none of this shit do
be alike? People be calling people narcissist. I don't know
what the fuck that is protagonists. This Remy and Pap

(01:00:58):
situation now, I'm gonna tell y'all right now, I'm talking
about it because it's been big in the media, but
then I had something to say about it. But I
do not care Remy Pap Clarissa. I do not know

(01:01:27):
why in the world y'all think we care. I don't
care about none of this shit. I don't know. I
don't want to know about what's going on in your life.
Y'all not even that important, to be honest, is that yain't,
does he? Nona Beyonce. It's a reminisse from the Bronx.

(01:01:49):
I'm sorry, girl, if you don't get your things in order,
you got caught out there in a battle rap concert
for God's sake and court cheating. This is what this protagonists.
Oh my bad, I'm supposed to be the protagonist here, right,
I don't care. I don't care. Now. Clarissa goes on

(01:02:16):
the breakfast club Charlottmagne, I don't know how you wind
up in this, but he starts asking her questions. Clarissa
says things like, oh, you know, I don't have VF
with her. You know, I understand that her reaction at
the time was an emotional reaction because we're women and

(01:02:37):
you know, we feel and this is somebody that's been
in her life. But that's not really between me and her,
So it is what it is. I thought she spoke
positively about it, right, I did not expect Remy to
take that well, though I do not expect's side chick

(01:03:01):
at this point, because we're still married to be out
there talking about me. If I got main character syndron,
which Remy mind definitely has. I don't really have much
protagonists for this though, because I think everybody's crazy here,

(01:03:23):
so I'm going straight to antagonists. I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry. I can't. I don't have nothing, y'all. Okay,
I'm gonna say this. Protagonists protagonist protagonist, y'all need to
get along. Why are the two women beefing this between
Remy and Papoos? What do you? What do y'all gotta

(01:03:45):
do with it? And Remy ain't wrong. She get married
to this man for eighteen years, have a long Why
are you arguing with the person she married with eighteen years? Padpoos?
You need to go talk to your wife. Y'all need
to pig this out. This ain't got nothing to do
with me. I ain't never had no people her. I
didn't violate her. But if you're gonna call me the

(01:04:10):
elephant in the room, the elephant, Oh, I'm gonna call
you Clarence. You call me the elephant, I'm gonna call
you Clarence. I understand, right, Hold on, what do I
have positive to say about this, dude, I don't know.
I don't know. Is there anything positive to say about this? Okay, good,

(01:04:35):
save your soul. But I do have some antagonistic things
to say. Clarissa. I like you. I like your energy.
I think you're young. I think you're promising. I think
you're a great athlete. I think you should mind your
business respectfully. I understand that a lot of shit has
been going on when Charlemagne asked you about that, I

(01:04:58):
understand your need to address certain things or whatever. Take
the high road. Sis, he's still married. Why are you
making claims of y'all being together and all of this
when divorce court is right down the road. I don't
know what Pappoos has on Remy, but I know infidelity

(01:05:19):
in a marriage that's crazy. So now, regardless of whether
you felt you had the right too, because y'all with
each other every day and he calls you every day
and all of this other shit, I think you need
to mind your business. I don't think speaking on people's
situations while they're still married publicly on the one of
the largest media platforms ato, I don't think that smart me, period.

(01:05:41):
I don't think that's smart. I don't know the law,
but I don't think it's smart. I think you take
the high road. You talk about your career, you talk
about other shit. People want to hear about it. Yeah,
Charlamaga asks many questions as he wants take the high road. Sis,
that wasn't for you to be doing me personally, I
feel that way, And now you're just like the easy
to block nigga Remy's boyfriend. Why is he this nigga?

(01:06:01):
I hate that nigga. Why does he feel like he
could talk so much about Remy remy situation and Pat
Poos and all that. Like, Yo, bro, I you know,
I guess blows was thrown or whatever. All right, cool,
but y'all need to keep that in house. Pat Poos,

(01:06:23):
my brother, I fuck with you. I love the fact
that you held Remy down for so long. I think
you're a professional side chick. I think Pat Poos is

(01:06:45):
a professional side chick, and I don't have a problem
with it. Pat Poos has been a side chick since
case slave. He was case lay side chick. If Pat
Poos had asked and Titty's he would have been on
the cover of Straight Starting magazine talk about a for
ass teeth of titties. He was to let him in.
That's what he did. All his raps was a b C.

(01:07:08):
That's all pap who's done. He's never had a liquor career.
He's always been next to somebody that had a bigger
career than him. That's who he's always been. But what
he's always been is a supportive, professional side chick. He's
always been that, and I respect him for that. Pap
up REMI talking about, oh he was cheating while I

(01:07:30):
was in jail, Remy, he was in jail for seven years.
I came up there to see you every day. That's
what you said, Oh he was spending my money. I
never had money. You'll know that. You married me knowing
I ain't had no money, I didn't have no fame.
I came to see you every day. I can't get
some money. I can't say that I loved my daughter here.

(01:07:50):
But come on, it's not that deep. When you came home,
I was right there. When you came home, I was
right there. I did all the things still with you,
supported you. He's doing the same thing with Clarissa that
he did with Remy, the same thing with Remy that
he did with case Leigh. Whatever it needs to be

(01:08:12):
done for you, I'm here to support you. You see
him at the boxing Jim and Carrissack, We stick them. Yeah,
that's what he does, pouring water in the mouth. He
was pouring water in your mouth too, Remy, that's who
he is. I thought. Y'all said, y'all didn't mind being
the alpha. If you made more money than your man,

(01:08:32):
it's okay. If he took all the other roles. That's
what they told me on this show. They said they
don't mind being the alpha as long as the man.
He could still be a man by taking on other
roles and being supportive. That's what they told me on
this show. I thought that's what Papoos was doing. That's

(01:08:57):
what he's always done. Oh why are you sleeping on
my couch? I don't have nowhere else to go. Who
are you talking about? I've been dedicated to you for
mad long. I don't have no answer. Oh you pointed
I did have no money. You knew that. What are
we talking about, Remy? You never thought he had money.

(01:09:19):
Nobody ever thought Pat who's had money? Respectfully, he has
always been a loyal guy when it comes to just
holding his person down. I don't see how y'all fault
him for that. I don't see how yall fault him
for that. Remy, I don't see the Remy ma antagonists Lord, Lord, Lord, Remy.

(01:09:51):
I'm sorry, I gotta do this. Why are you talking
about his fan? Why are you talking about his family? Oh?
You got pedophiles and all this other shit. You was
right there. I never like when people come out with

(01:10:13):
all of these things about the people they was dealing
with after the fact, when you was dealing with all
of that shit with them, like you said yourself, you
was with her for eighteen years. You was right there, Yo,
can't come out with all of this shit now, Reymy,
what are you talking about? All of this exposing and.

Speaker 2 (01:10:35):
All they like?

Speaker 1 (01:10:36):
What are you doing? Pet pusse?

Speaker 4 (01:10:39):
Yo?

Speaker 1 (01:10:39):
Really think anybody cares? Of course, the women that's gonna
hate niggas regardless, they were on to hate train, calling
him pawn puss and oh he was saring the couch
and he was just using her. How was he using her?
She had more money than him, he had like he
was being supportive and he was being supportive. How was
he using her? I don't see it? Then you want

(01:11:02):
to go post Clarissa when she was fifteen years old
in that yellow shirt with no hair or haird respectfully,
remen you fired now, Reminisce, was not fire respectfully. Before

(01:11:28):
you went to jail, you was a hot mess. I'm wrong.
You did not bro You found a stylust, You found
some lashes. You to learn how to do your edges.
You learn how to fill in your eyebrows. When you
came home from jail. Before that, you look like Meek Mills.

(01:11:48):
You look crazy. You mind you respectfully, without all that
makeup and all that you was the ugly friend. Let's
be I'm just saying, you cannot talk about somebody else's
looks when you look like that and carry yourself like that.
You were the one nobody hoped the good looking friend

(01:12:09):
brought to the pool party. Nobody was like, oh, is
you bringing her the deep voice chick from the Bronx
with you? Nobody voided you there you would. You were
literally the terror and the terror squad. You the face
that you cannot talk about nobody's looks. I'm sorry if

(01:12:30):
she fire now that she got her shit together. Yeah,
I think women have the ability to situate and do
all those things. It's great. I'm glad she got her
shit together. Yes, niggas were hitting. Now you was fucking
with Patpoost because who else was fucking with you like that?
Nobody was fucking with you like that? And you can't

(01:12:51):
be talking about a nigga that ain't got no bread
when you was uh Annie up remix, uh leaned back
all that, and now you on stage in a battle
rap league. You ain't. You ain't lit. You not lit
like it's cool, respectfully, you ain't more lit than me cool,
But you can't be talking about somebody else that's the

(01:13:14):
fucking champion, Olympic medal and all this other shit. You can't.
You gotta chill. You can't be calling people shit when
you not like. It's people out here touring from shit
they did back when you was doing. It's people out
even fat Joe. I hate that podcast with him and
Jada YadA. I hate that shit. You see the clips

(01:13:37):
from Jada and Joe podcast. I hate that shit. Jada,
your voice is good in one verse. Maybe every once
in a while you get a good a good Jada.
I don't want to hear a whole talk show with
you going no. I don't like that voice like that.
It's a good one verse and Joey krack bro I

(01:14:04):
just wanted to stop. But it's fine, do y'all thing, respectfully,
do y'all thing. But it's just not what was I
gonna say? What was I saying? I ain't saying ugly.
What I'm saying is, you cannot be talking about people's
looks when they was fifteen, when you looked the way

(01:14:25):
you looked when you was fifteen, when you were twenty,
when you were twenty. You can't. You can't. You can't
be talking about people being broke when your peers are
still touring and doing all types of shit, and you're
hosting a Battle Rap League and you're fucking with this
nigga with three four teeth in his mouth. You can't
do that. You're not lit like that to do that.

(01:14:50):
It's very bronx of you. Shout out to the dope
bronx chicks out there. It's a couple like seven maybe eight. Now,
it's not a slight bro It's a lot of fire
bronze chicks out but Remy wasn't one of them. I'm
just saying you wasn't. You can't be talking about people's
looks and you can't be talking about people's careers. That's
all I got to say, respectfully. Remy fire reminisce. Nah

(01:15:16):
nah nah. I'm just keeping it real. I'm just keeping
it real. What did I say something wrong? It is
what it is, Okay. I hope y'all enjoying this pot again.
I have not potted by myself in years, in years,

(01:15:38):
and I don't know, maybe a lot of y'all was like, Yo,
we're the fucking dying jack, dying Jack. Dodger's enjoying her
fucking honeymoon today. As a matter of fact, it's her
husband's birthday. Yeah, so he was gonna pull up huh. Yeah,
they've had a lip month and I just Dodgers like
when we were called and by the way, Dodge asked

(01:15:58):
me when we were recording, I was like, you mind
your business, go enjoy your life, you know what I'm saying.
And in that with the things that I said before
saying hon to see if I could get back in
this staying will on this and do my one two
and so here we are, right. A lot of things
been going on, a lot of things been going on
in the media. Oh, Jesus Christ. Megan the Stallion's back

(01:16:25):
in the media because Tory Lanes has been stabbed, and
then right after him being stabbed, there was a petition
and some advocates, some representatives, government representatives who have been

(01:16:49):
petitioning for him to get a retrial. A lot of
new evidence is coming out or supposed new evidence has
come out. Protagonists protagonist tyhoo. Man, it's very hard for

(01:17:14):
me to speak on this situation, especially when this month
or whatever has been just one abuse conversation after another.
You got the Diddy shit, you got the Halle shit,
you got this Megan shit. Like, it's hard to speak

(01:17:36):
anything about anything because women are just being bopped over
the head left and right right by all of these
different allegations. Oh the women are this, and now she
did that, and she did this, she did that, and
it's just the red pill niggas's jumping on and jumping
on and jumping on. It's difficult, bro. But when I
look at this Megan case, did I always have doubts? Yes,

(01:18:01):
yes I did, But I don't understand a few things.
My first thing, why if Kelsey is saying that Kelsey
shot Meghan, right, this is something that we a lot
of people have always thought, right, it's been like the

(01:18:22):
elephant in the room, you know. No, no, Remy, it's
been the elephant in the room, right. And I just
think there's one or two things that I cannot put
my finger on when it comes to this case. One,
they're in the car, the shots go off, she's bleeding,

(01:18:45):
the police pull up. In the midst of all that,
Kelsey textes her friend or somebody, Hey, Tory shot Meg,
help or call nine one one or something. Right, why

(01:19:05):
would you do that if she shot him, if she
shot her? So you mean to tell me, right, so
my daughter said, because she she was setting up her alibi.

Speaker 4 (01:19:21):
It's just like.

Speaker 1 (01:19:23):
You think, and an adrenaline filled situation where your friend's
foot is now bleeding and you may have allegedly shot her,
that you're gonna have the wherewithal to automatically throw it
on the other person in the car that you're also
engaged with romantically. She found out apparently that they had

(01:19:50):
some type of physical altercations or whatever. Whatever. You're gonna black.
You're gonna no, no, no, you're thinking my life is over.
I fucked up. You're thinking what the Tory texts, Oh,

(01:20:11):
I'm so sorry. I never meant for that to happen.
Such and such. I was really drunk. When you're in
an adrenaline filled situation like that, your mind is not
working that fast enough to craft the whole situation. And
if you're gonna incriminate me, why did I just incriminate
you back? Why wouldn't if Tory knew that he was

(01:20:36):
being blamed actively pointed at by this woman, why wouldn't
he have his lawyer's attack go crazy? Go crazy? Why not?
Do you understand what I'm saying now? I understand him saying, oh,
you know what, I'm just gonna keep it a look
because I know I ain't do it. I get that,

(01:20:59):
but don't understand why if you knew her thing was
to point it at you, why you wouldn't protect yourself.
That's something I don't understand. I also don't understand why
if he didn't do it. Now, this is not me
saying he's guilty or not. He's been convicted, right. This

(01:21:21):
is what I don't understand about this case. Why is Megan?
Why wouldn't she say her friend shot her? If she
shot her, let's still win. It's still a win if
you bitch what you shot me? If you shot me,

(01:21:42):
I'm not gonna say somebody else shot me, you shot me?
Why would I? Why would I stand on that? You
understand what I'm saying. It doesn't make sense for me
to stand on the other person did it? Wouldn't A
person who did it is right here? What's this does
it make? I don't get it? Somebody says I have

(01:22:08):
a hot take. Kelsey was never making his friend again
if they really, because they don't fuck each other no more,
and they never fucking each other no more? Why would
she just say yo her, she did it? Shit? Especially
if you shot me and I'm a fucking world selling artist.
You shot me? Woo it is. I'm not holding that down.

(01:22:35):
I'm not holding it down. I'm telling I'm bugging. There's
no reason for me to say the other person did
it wing. The person who did it is right there.
It just doesn't make sense to me. You understand what
I'm saying.

Speaker 4 (01:22:55):
Me?

Speaker 1 (01:22:56):
Period? Will I do my best to understand certain other things? Antagonists? Again,
I never believed Tory shot her, not because I didn't

(01:23:19):
believe what she was saying. It just made more sense
to my mind that Kelsey did it. Y'all are fighting,
y'all are drunk, y'all violated each other the guns there.
It just makes more sense for me watching everything from

(01:23:39):
Tom and Jerry to Scooby Dooo to twenty one Jump
Street to fucking everything. It just what I've accustomed to,
regardless of my own personal experiences one plus one equ two.
It just made sense that Kelsey would be the one
to do it right. What I don't understand antagonistic views

(01:24:00):
on this is why Megan keeps playing victim here because
I understand that she's the victim of the shooting. But
you fucked your friends person, regardless of it was once,
regardless of what it was, regardless whatever they had going on,

(01:24:22):
you were doing shady dealings behind your friend's back. You're
not a girl's girl. You might play that way right
in public because I thought she did a great job
with rounding up the girls when she was first coming
out and all that. But shit, Golorilla posts one ass
motherfucking me unfollowed. Is what I saw is what I saw.

(01:24:46):
Apparently they didn't do it ude. I don't know, but
this is you know, it's been a thing with Meg
right and another thing I don't know a girl that's
a girl's girl that would do that. And then any circumstances, well,
mistakes happen. Mistakes happen. I can say that, I can

(01:25:07):
say mistakes happen, But you own up to that mistake.
You don't victim. You don't victimize yourself. You don't become
the victim once you make a mistake like that, And
you damn sure don't go on Gail King and deny
fucking the nigga and then go on the court stand

(01:25:30):
and admit that you lie, because once you do that,
how how in the world can you expect people to
believe you when they've seen you do these things? You
fucking your friends, man, and you lied on Gail King.

(01:25:52):
You went on television to talk about this case. That's
what you went there for, That's what the interview was. Four.
Why you Why you lie? I cannot, for the life

(01:26:13):
of me understand why she would lie on Gail King
and then be so bothered by the public not believing
a word She says, shout out to master Chief. He's
in a chat. He's in a chat. I believe that's
his birth that's that's Drew. I don't I think that's drue.

(01:26:35):
I don't understand that. I don't understand it. If you
know that you've put yourself in compromise, your character has
been compromised. Your character has been compromised. You gotta you
have to you gotta eat that, especially when it comes
to this case. This isn't like, hey, you know you

(01:26:55):
did things in the past, and so we don't mess
with you now now because of what you did in
the past. This is in this case, you violated your homegirl.
In this case, the person that's involved with you, you
was messing with him by her back. That gives her

(01:27:19):
every right to what I said, blow up your car
and RM raise your dog? Does that? It could go
and step further right. Shit popped at you. It makes
sense to people, and that's putting one plus one together. Hey,
y'all can get mad at me for thinking it, but
then you go on on television to try to lie

(01:27:42):
about the entire thing. Why don't you understand why people
don't believe you. This is what I don't understand about
social media because nobody wants to bring these things up,
and y'all want to make it seem like, oh, the
men this and men that know she's a liar and
she's not a girl's girl. She's messing with me. Do
buy in the back? Why do we have to believe

(01:28:04):
her automatically? Why do we have to believe her? That's
what they're saying, and it makes sense. I'm sorry, Am
I wrong? Please tell me? I know you a girl's girl.
You will do anything for a girl. You don't play
that ship. You don't do the backstabbing and my bugg
in with that just the public perception. Why would I
believe you knowing that you do shit like this? It

(01:28:27):
doesn't make sense. She probably made herself the victim and
you know, so you get what I'm saying. This is
not me saying that she doesn't have a right to justice.

(01:28:49):
This doesn't mean that she's that she's lying. This is
you have to understand what you've done to create this
person oception of yourself publicly. Yeah, that's true. Happy birthday,
my boy birthday. You have to understand you have to

(01:29:11):
take responsibility for the fact that you helped create this
impression of your self. You did that. This isn't about
madness and people Tory and going to visit him and
give him a commissary where they say, give him a
conjugal No, you did this to your public image. Unfortunately,

(01:29:36):
that's the truth. Once you get caught messing with your
homegirl's nigga, people don't like that. It makes you look shady.
Once you go talking about it on a public platform
to Oprah's best friend and lie and then it comes
out on the stand that you were lying, you can't

(01:29:56):
expect much after that. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Og Smart
as says, anybody want to call y'all know the number
is in the episode discussion folder if anybody wants to
call and talk to me about any of these things
before we get up out of here. Og Smart that says,

(01:30:16):
She's not even the one that followed through with charges.
How does she make herself the victim? Also, the victim
is actually the victim in this situation. Bodily harm occurred.
What are you see? This is what I be talking about.
Y'all are so blinded by the fact that she got hurt.
I understand that I sympathize with the fact that she

(01:30:37):
was hurt. What I'm saying is, you cannot expect people
to automatically believe one thing just because of the other thing.
You can't I'm sorry to y'all just want to believe
it because you want to believe her, Fay believe. You
can't get mad at other people for using their common sense.

(01:30:57):
What their common sense says is these two people were fighting.
She messed with her man, the whole shit went off,
guns went off. There's different views of everything. She lied
about this. She lied about that. I don't believe like that.
I'm sorry, I don't believe it like that. How you
gonna argue with that? I don't understand. I don't understand.

(01:31:20):
Do I believe that Tory did a lot of corny shit? Yes,
I do. I believe he did a lot of corny shit.
I believe he put himself in a certain situations because
not only was Megan doing it, he was doing it
and then he was trying to mess with Kylie in
front of both of them. You're doing black women like that,
You dad asked you thought that was gonna fly. You

(01:31:43):
played yourself several times going on on the stage with
the baby antagonizer, antagonizing her. After this and while this
case is going on, you played yourself a lot of
the things that he was doing. This whole time. He
played himself, did he incriminate himself with the text message yes, yes,

(01:32:08):
none of those things delete the fact that what Megan
did also damaged the way people viewed her when it
came to this case. They just don't. They don't. You're
saying that everyone got what they deserve in this situation

(01:32:30):
except Kelsey. I don't know what Kelsey deserved because I
don't understand why she took the fifth. Understand Why did
you say I do not want to incriminate myself on
the stand. I don't understand it. If you're a victim here,

(01:32:52):
why would you take the fifth? Understand? That doesn't make sense.
We're talking about math only universal language. One dollar plus
one dollar, you take that somewhere else? Okay, one cabinet
plus another cabinet. We start figuring out how to say

(01:33:15):
two cabinets, right, that's in Japan, that's in China, that's
on Mars. One spaceship plus another spaceship. How do we
count those? Once you start figuring out that you can communicate,
Math is the only universal language, not English, not Chinese,
not none of that, not slang, none of that. Why

(01:33:35):
did Kelsey take the fifth? I don't understand it. I
also don't understand. On the opposing end, why did she
text Hey, Tory shot Meg in the heat of the moment.
That doesn't make sense. Those are two opposing things. None

(01:33:57):
of it makes sense. So I am not gonna be
on here and be like, Yo, no she didn't do it,
No she did. I'm just saying none of this makes sense.
So y'all have to understand why people are confused and
why people are choosing sides. Meg is not a credible
person because of the way she behaves. Right, Toy's a dickhead, Kelsey,
I don't why would she take the fit? I don't

(01:34:19):
understand it. You feel me so, Hey, that's how I
feel about the whole situation. We've been here for a
hour and a half. Me and my daughter are both tired.
I don't know if I got a call. I don't
feel like I got a call. Nobody wanted to jump in.
Y'all pussy, Okay, I feel like y'all pussy because y'all
did not want to call in. I thought y'all was

(01:34:40):
gonna take the motherfucker.

Speaker 4 (01:34:41):
Yo.

Speaker 1 (01:34:42):
We did a whole thing, right, had the whole phone
call thing coming in. They didn't want to do it.
By the way, if next time that we go, next
time we record, you guys will be able to call
in on the show and talk to us about the
things that we got going on. All right, we got
this whole new mixer here bigging up the Brownstone studio.
Shout out to that. If you're interested in recording in

(01:35:06):
the studio, please reach out to me. You already know
my at name Tahoe Underscore TV and Yeah, shout out
to Drew. Shout out to Gunner. Troum is hitting me
on the side right now, trying to put some money
in my pocket. Love that and shout out to TROUMP.
Like the video. I don't know what that means. Oh

(01:35:27):
like this video, I don't know. I don't know what
the hell y'all talking about. Shout out to y'all for
being here in my first single solo episode. It's kind
of solo. My daughter's here. I needed somebody to talk to.

Speaker 4 (01:35:40):
Shut me.

Speaker 1 (01:35:42):
Why Why am I shouting you out? But you're not
You're not really here either. You kind of here. You
don't have a mic? Did you want to have a mic?
So you're not here? You're You're the person I'm looking
at to talk to. This is their show here. I
couldn't get shout out to my daughter. Y'all look at yo, yo.

(01:36:06):
See girls, girls, girls, girls, They're gonna stand up for girls.
That's just what girls do, and I respect that. I
don't know if there's such a thing as guys guys
or maybe the niggas that are supporting r Kelly Diddy Tory,
maybe they're guys guys. Is that a thing? No? Why not?

Speaker 2 (01:36:26):
No?

Speaker 1 (01:36:27):
Maybe maybe the guys that are just supporting men or
guys guys. Y'all, y'all won't bet you'a wouldn't like that,
because that's what y'all do with women when y'all do
the whole girls girls. No, maybe she did, No, maybe
she did No, you still should. Yeah, y'all just defend
women no matter what they do, as long as a
guy is concerned, as long as a guy is involved. Now,
when it's other women involved, y'all don't play that with

(01:36:49):
y'all true size, or y'all stay out of it. You know,
when it's a guy involved, anything to make it okay
that what she did to the guy is quote unquote
girls girls, And that's not flash it, that's not flaship.
And now that the men are reversing it against y'all
and doing the same thing. Don't matter as long as
the woman involved. No, he ain't do it. No, I

(01:37:09):
don't believe it. No, we gotta wait and see. That's
what they're doing. Y'all like it. Fix yourselves, Fix yourselves.
Shout out to the day to nay. What's what's your name?
A N A E DOT S Y T I A
S right, there's no there's no dot. It's all right.

(01:37:34):
I hold everybody accountable. It don't matter if it's a
girl or a girl. Is that what you just typed?
Or did you really just type that? Shout out to
the No Shame Gang. I love you. Thank y'all for
being here for my first whole episode in a goddamn

(01:37:55):
hot minute. This is gonna go up on streams tomorrow
if you want to listen back, or it'll be up
on YouTube in the streams section. I don't know something
like that. I ain't gotten no more. Goddamn tired, my back,
my neck in my back, so shameless