What to do when it’s overwhelming to heal

When my flabby, foggy and fatigued symptoms started appearing, changing my lifestyle and paying for labs + supplements + practitioners was not in my budget. I was so scared that I’d get so sick, I couldn’t work. It was intimidating to consider the investment that I would need to make to get my life back… On top of that, I lacked “people” resources. Finding doctors in Nashville who practiced outside the conventional medicine framework of “your labs are normal” was maddening. I felt overwhelmed and it was a challenge to find my power to step up and go all-in on retaining my quality of life.  So I did what I’ve learned to do when reality seems overwhelming: I went on an inward journey and decided that not only did I need things to be different… I chose to KEEP THE FAITH that I could change the landscape of my life one decision, one step at a time.  And one of the biggest a-has my journey has given me was around my own relationship with being supported by other people. Like … that wasn’t a thing. I didn’t need support from other people, right? … … … Wow, was my vulnerability around needing others to support me confronting.  I was awkward and stiff around this realization for a couple of years, honestly. Needing the Universe to support me, needing to figure out how to financially manifest the resources I needed … It was all a POWERFUL part of my transformation journey.   Over time, I started receiving the support I needed: financial resources to invest in my healing doctors and practitioners who were on board with helping me GO DEEP so I could figure out was really making me sick a loving partner who lightens my load and gives me the support I need Jedi tricks and strategies for healing that few have uncovered Amazing friends who hold a safe space for me to be real and honest and completely vulnerable … this has been probably the greatest gift of them all The resources you need can be so much more accessible… you can have more abundance in your l