It’s been six years since I started Blushing Phoenix — a channel that began with my desperate search for answers about chronic blushing and erythrophobia (the fear of blushing or turning red in front of others).
Back in November 2019, I thought my blushing was hormonal. I experimented with birth control, learned about progesterone, tried propranolol, and spent years untangling how my body, emotions, and beliefs were all connected.
In this video, I’m sharing what’s changed.
How I went from completely unraveling when someone pointed out my blushing - to calmly explaining it to a stranger at the hair salon without spiraling.
How propranolol helped me bridge the gap while rebuilding confidence.
And how I eventually stopped letting blushing define who I am.
Blushing Phoenix has evolved with me. I’ve talked about mindset, confidence, and growth - but I wanted to come back to the root of why this channel exists: to help others navigating erythrophobia feel seen, supported, and inspired by what’s possible.
Because the truth is, people really don’t care as much as we think they do.
And the moment we stop caring, we start to heal.
If you’re struggling with blushing, anxiety, or the fear of being seen, this video is for you.
You can build confidence, have relationships, speak publicly, and live freely - even if you blush.
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Check out my E-Books: Beyond The Blush: A Real-Talk Guide for Eliminating Erythrophobia // Understanding Erythrophobia: Reframing How We View Blushing
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Check out my book Pressing Forward, Pushing Through Fear and Anxiety to Find My Truest Self - HERE: https://amzn.to/43HQHJL
Check out my book Lean In: I wrote this book in honor of my dad and his 11-month battle with colon cancer. May we all learn something valuable from the life — and death of William H. Dotson.
You can purchase Lean In here: https://amzn.to/3voySQu
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